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Rules:
1)Pick one of your OC's
2)Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC
~~3)Tag 3 people at the end of the quiz~~

1. What is your name?
...Jason... Simple and easy, yes? Mother gave it to me. You know, she was a nice lady. If only she had listened to me when I said something was wrong with my head. You know what happens to people who don't listen to me? @_o No, and I'm sure you don't wanna know.

2. Any unique traits and powers you have?
Well, I've always been a little insane. My head isn't quite right, I've been told many times. They threatened to send me to a psycho ward... Hahaha! Like that'd happen~? No one would be able to. *tilts head to the side, grinning* I can call upon my scythe with the simple outstretch of my hand and thought. Does that count? It's really sharp. Wanna feel?

3. Are you engaged/have any lovers?
*blushes for once in his life. smile faltering* Well, in a way yes. In a way no. Not sure. Ask Jacki yourself. She'll tell you if we are engaged. I wouldn't quite say we were lovers. *shifts feet* She's the only one who accepts and trusts me, and I suppose I like that about her. *goes on a rant about why he likes Jacki*

4. What are your goals?
Simple. Kill all who get in my way, anger me, really anger me, and a few more things. Jacki and I plan on visiting hell again as soon as possible. Fun, right?

5. Any hobbies?
Killing, eating, hugging Jacki...if that's a hobby. I rather enjoy killing. It's always so fun and entertaining. Especially when it's people who have seen, or knew you. Though, I'm not sure there are anymore people that knew the...past me. *twitches* I didn't..like my past..self.

6. Any friends?
Jacki counts as a friend, right? *ponders* Y-Yeah, I guess so.

7. Do you like WAFFLES?
What the...hell kind of question is this? No, I don't. I'm on a strict red meat diet.

8. Any particular foes and/or enemies?
My father, my mother, any doctor that tried to 'confine' me, any person on my bad side, though they are all mostly dead, and anyone who angers me.

9. What is your favorite place to be?
Well, I prefer my room, or Jacki's. You know we live in the same place, right? A rather small, underground home where we can hide easily. I like it, it's rather cozy and homely. Though, I don't like being there alone. It's rather creepy. Well, haha, then again, I'm a rather creepy person. *goes on about his favorite places in his home*

10. What is your least favorite place to be?
Lot's of places. Too many to mention. >A>

11. How old are you?
Errr... good question. *laughs nervously* About...Not quite sure. We'll just go with eighteen.

12. Any bad habits you may have?
Killing people on random impulse. If I am in a place with too many people, I can't help but laugh like a maniac(another bad habit), and bring out my scythe. They scream and run in terror, and I love it! *gets that crazed look in his eyes* Their blood spread on the floor or over me is like f*cking heaven. Did you know that? *runs sharp edge of scythe over finger, smiling as the blood beads out of cut* I've always loved blood, probably more than I should. *skin mends itself quickly* But you see, I cannot shed my own. *holds up finger in face* So, I shed others~! @w@ With good intentions, really.

13. If you had a billion dollars, what would you do?
That is a good question. I have no use for money. I have everything I need. Maybe give it to Jacki to let her go shopping, like she loves to. She likes getting herself clothes, as well as me. *whines*

14. Eyecolor?
Depends, really. Angry, red. Alright, orange. Sad, white/gray.

15. What are you wearing?
As of right now? Well, I have a black and white, long sleeved shirt that goes down to about my mid thigh. The sleeves go way past my hands, but that doesn't bother me. I wear gray jeans, but half the time when I am at home they are gray sweat pants. Jacki is always nagging at me to get new clothes. As for shoes, I don't exactly wear them. I wear white socks that go up to my knees, and that's it. Shoes aren't for me.

16. What religion are you?
... O-o

17. What is your favorite food or drink?
That is as very good question. I love Jacki's cooking. I'd say.. hmm...this is tough. My favorite fooooddd iiisss... Okay, I can't just choose one. Maybe steak, nearly raw? Sounds nasty to you people but it satisfies my tastes greatly! Maybe even Spaghetti O's~! I love eating them out of the can. *grins* Odd, I know, but... ]]> ~theamazingshyla Hohum. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28246447/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28246447/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:41:27 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

Interesting.
This whole journal for a limited time thing.
They shouldn't make us pay for something kinda worthless. Though, I wouldn't mind having one. *shrugs*

]]> ~theamazingshyla *noms on peaches* http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28189295/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28189295/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 23:34:36 PST -Mother hit a school bus, totaling her car. Windshield shattered, hood cracked, front smashed in like a pugs face.

-Grandma told me mother just doesn't care about me anymore. If she did, she would try to take care of me like an actual mother, rather than going out and not coming home for days on end, and drinking and driving, and she would take me to my doctors appointments, etc. I knew in the back of my head that my mother no longer cared, but the thought wasn't yet dormant enough for me to realize it.

-I have decided I may quit Upward Bound. I have too much to do as it is, and I am a rather tired child already. Another thing on my plate is something I don't need.

-I fessed up to Mrs.Wadelton(my counselor) about how I was jealous and envious of people who actually had a life, compared to mine. I feel I am a looser, and that I am missing out on all the fun for not having a mother and father who cared. I cried and told her how everything was just getting worse, and I wished that things would just let up. I confessed that I feel so envious towards my friends because they actually have a family. I told Mrs.Wadelton about how I realized my mother didn't cared, and she raised a brow and smiled. "I thought you already knew." she said, shaking her head. I let her know I did, and that I just hadn't realized it yet. She explained to me that families come in all forms, as well as mothers. Just because they aren't your biological mother, she told me, they could still be a mother. I think of Mrs.Wadelton as a 'mother', in a way. *shrugs* I came back to class crying. That wasn't fun.

-Peaches and Pineapples are the best fruits ever. Well, aside from Strawberries.

-My story for NanoWriMo.org is going well.

-I hate zombies, and wonder why I chose the damn topic on them for speech when I know Ima just scare myself shitless while learning more about them.

And. Yeah. That's about it.

]]> ~theamazingshyla Devious Journal Entry http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28017462/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28017462/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 18:07:59 PDT MaShyla Lewis

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Masizzle... D;

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
Black Cat.

whut.

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Lewma

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Red Cola.

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Aswaylawis.

O.o;

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)
Joan ... Insert Dad's middle name here.

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Fizzle

9. NINJA NAME: (First two letters of your first name added with Ruto)
Maruto

;A;
10. PIRATE NAME: ( Your middle name after the word Captain)
Captain Maya.

]]> ~theamazingshyla *flails arms in a fit of joy* http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28001584/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/28001584/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 19:14:13 PDT So, of course, I was going to be a Lady Bug for Halloween. Well, my wings broke and the costume wouldn't really keep me warm.
So, I ended up getting another costume. The costume I now have is a hooded robe, that goes all the way to the floor, with long sleeves that go past my hands. I have a pair of those fabulous 'clip on' vampire teeth, thanks to Stella for telling me about them, and a pair of fish net arm gloves that go up past my elbow, and hooks around my middle finger.
Sounds pretty simple, right?
I love it. c:
Ima wear my teef tomorrow to scare the shit out of the seventh graders on mah bus! *insert evil Shyla laugh*

Thank you grandma~! <3

]]> ~theamazingshyla *sigh* http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27913414/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27913414/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:19:37 PDT And, the main reason is is I get tired, very very easily.
I get tired, very very easily, because I have dysthymia. Don't know what it is? Go to wiki. It's a child like Bipolar disorder.

Why is it that my family does not understand I need sleep, hm?!
They always get angry with me for sleeping so much. Well, maybe if I didn't have such bad insomnia, I wouldn't. Or maybe if I didn't have hypersomnia(sleeping all the time), I wouldn't. THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
They think it's my eating habits. Apparently I don't eat enough. They clearly stated that.

...
...
...
What?
Wanna bet, mom? I eat plenty enough. That, or I over eater. One of the two. See the option of me not eating enough? Nope.
My mornings consist of waffles or toast. Always two. I eat those on the bus, and because I am such a freaking glutton, I get breakfast as school. I usually just eat the apple and drink whatever I get.
Then at lunch, I always eat what they have, even though I promised myself I would stop and just eat an apple or salad, and have some water for lunch and that was it. But I just eat and eat.
I get home, and normally grab an apple or snag some chips and nom on them till I am satisfied. Unhealthy, yes. Tasty, oh yeah.

I don't eat like that all the time, though. Sometimes I get nit-picky, and don't want to eat at all. Sometimes I have a black hole for a stomach and can eat loads at a time without gaining any weight.
I've lived with this family for fourteen years, and they still don't understand.
I wish they would understand that it's my body, and I know best for it. So, if I'm not hungry, I'm not going to eat. If I'm tired, I'm going to fucking sleep. If I want to sleep all day, fine, let me. It just means I'm wasting the life I don't have away...

Oh, and this may seem like a stupid thing to get pissed about,
but when you wake me from my nap, rudely, yelling at me that I need to eat... You get a very, very angry child named Shyla.

]]> ~theamazingshyla Anywho... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27841047/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27841047/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:43:08 PDT
In other news, I think I may have fallen in love with a song.
It's called 'Fairytale' , by Alexander Rybak. Not only is the song amazing, but the man who sings it is gorgeous. x3
[link] <--- Tis the live version, which sounds absolutely amazing, almost as fabulous as the song all cleaned up and MP3 like.

Yeah. That be it. I'm off to practice my art and fiddle with my styles~

]]> ~theamazingshyla Just...throwing out my feelings. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27770347/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27770347/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 19:56:18 PDT I feel as though I am on the verge of tears, even though I just got back from a great night with my friends and well, doing a book club.
A mother daughter book club. I feel as though I don't belong, truthfully... I mean, a mother daughter book club. See the little dilemma I have there? I have no mother to go with me. But... I have a 'sub' mother. My school counselor is my 'sub' mother. I love her like a mother, really. She's so kind to me. But. That's just really her job, I guess. To be there for the kids at our school...
I kinda feel like a goober for being so upset over a tiny thing. But it's not just that, really.
I feel left out on life.
You guys probably think I'm being retarded for complaining...but I just can't help it.
Being stuck with this alcoholic mother of mine = no life what so ever.
I do nothing. I have such a mundane life it's not even funny. All my friends always do stuff, are always busy, and I envy that, so badly. I am such a freak.
Anyway, I just needed a little venting. *rubs eyes*

]]> ~theamazingshyla Devious Journal Entry http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27240450/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27240450/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 06:29:16 PDT
1. Ivon

2. Jason

3. Jacki

4. Aj

5. Emma

6. Sterling

7. Lucinda

8. Phoebe

9. Jack

10. Amelia

1.) So....4, 9, and 3 are all eating a radioactive pie. Do they say anything about it's radioactivity?
Well, I'm sure Aj sure as well would.
Jacki would just eat it and be like NOM NOM NOM.

2.) 7 decides to take up line dancing. Does this end well?
LOL. Only god knows.

3.) If 6 and 1 are on Mars playing checkers, then where are 5 and 9?
Jack is spoiling Emma with toys and things, like he would his own daughter.

4.) 10 becomes gay/lesbian!!!! what does 6 say?
Sterling; O.o; Why are you kissing a girl? That's not how it's supposed to go.... *clueless*

5.) If 4, 3, and 6 were to jump off of a waterfall, would any of them survive?
Fffff, Jacki sure as hell would.
Wtf was Sterling, a ten year old, doing jumping off a waterfall anyhow!
Same with Aj?!

6.) After Jumping off of the waterfall, would 6 be stupid enough to do it again?
NO.

7.) If x = 7+3 then what must X equal? Furthermore, what is the point of this question?
Lucinda plus Jacki equals Jack? Wtf?
I have no idea what the point of this equation is. Are you suggesting something?

8.) You are falling from 8,952 feet in the air. you can either land on, and kill, 3 or 5. Who do you choose?
Ohnoes! Psychotic woman or small child!?
I'd kill Emma, but Jacki would catch me and be like 'wtf?'.

9.) If 4 was to open up a lemonade stand and then get sued for selling toxic lemonade, what would they do?
XD LMFAO. ROFLMAO. OMFG.
Who woulda thought.

10.) 7 and 1 are getting married! The catch? 7 is already married to 3 and 1 is already married to 8!!! What does 5 do?
AGH. LUCINDA AND IVON. WTF.
LUCINDA IS ALERADY MARRIED TO JACKI?
IVON IS ALREADY MARRIED TO PHOEBE?
What has this world come toooo?!
Emma would stand there and be like, 'What in gods name...?'

11.) Is any hot?
I guess Jason and Jacki are, and Lucinda too.
The rest are cute. Maybe Ivon fits in the sexy category..not sure.

12.) If 10 was to get mauled by a rabid hippopatumus on steroids, what would 3 do?
How in the hell would Amelia get herself into that kind of situation- Nevermind.
Jacki would die of laughter.

13.) If 3 was to get mauled by a rabid hippopatumus on steroids, what would 10 do?
Well, considering Jacki wouldn't do anything for Amelia, Amelia would stare for awhile, then poof the troubled hippo away.

14.) Now lets say that they were both mauled by said hippopatumus. What would they do?
That hippo would be dead.

15.) Now lets say that the hippopatumus remarked that 10 tasted like mustard. What would 3 say?
"REALLY? *nom*"

16.) If 7 was sat on by a rabid hippopatumus, would 1 laugh?
Why, yes. He would laugh so hard he would be on the ground, rolling around and clutching his stomach.

17.) Everyone throws 5 a surprise birthday party. The suprise? It's not 5's birthday. What happens?
LMFAO. Emma would walk in and stare. "But it's...not my birthday..." she would mumble, but party anyway.

18.) 4 becomes a rabid hippopatumus and begins to chew up 3. Does 3 survive?
Hahahaha, probably.

19.) 7 challenges 2 to a wood-eating contest. Why?
Why? That is a very, very good question.

20.) 6 decides to become a homicial, bisexual, taxi cab drivers in Michigan. How many people does he manage to kill before 10 stops him?
Ohmygod. Poor Sterling! Uhm. Lemme see...About...a lot, because first of all, he can't drive, and he's so short he wouldn't be able to see over the steering wheel...

21.) If 5 suddenly gained a third eye that allowed them to see into the future, what would 8 do?
Emma, first off, would be the perfect child that could see into the future.
Phoebe would hug her and cuddle her, she'd do that anyway, and ask all these questions, like "Am I going to get out of this shit hole?"

22.) 2 kills 1 for no apparent reason. 3 goes into spiraling depression because of this. How does 6 comfort 3?
First off, it's no surprise Jason would kill anyone for no apparent reason, and just because it's Ivon it gives him a good enough reason.
Jacki wouldn't give a shit, in fact, she'd praise Jason.
Sterling is completely cut from this question.

23.) Everybody transforms into rabid hippopatumuses except for 7. Does 7 feel lucky or left out?
Wtf? Another one? Ugh.
Lucinda would be super happy.

24.) 8 confesses their love to 3. What does 3 do?
... ]]> ~theamazingshyla OC madness~. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27237415/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27237415/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:33:28 PDT 2. Answer the questions as follows.

1. Ivon
2. Lucinda
3. Phoebe
4. Emma
5. Syxlah
6. Jack
7. Charlii
8. Aj
9. Johnathan
10. Xander
11. Lucifict
12. Amelia
13. Jacki
14. Cammila
15. Jason

1. Would you rather go on a date 5 or 12?
Hm, that's a toughy. A spazztic Nobody, or a large breasted witch?
12. ;]

2. A man wearing a thong and boxers on his head comes up to 8 and demands their money. Their reaction?
Screech really loudly, turn and run away, yelling for 'Mommy'.
The freak/mugger wouldn't know what hit him Aj would've been gone so fast.

3. 6 comes home and finds that 2 has broken into their house and is stealing their possessions. What happens?

Lucinda lives in a giant hows with Jack, Ivon, and Phoebe....

4. Would 13 ever have sex with 9?

NOOOOO.

5. What would 5 and 10Âs lovechild look like?

Wtf? Crack baby. Xander has a demon in him and is really, really serious about shit. Syxlah would scare him. But, as they say, opposites attract. The child would be very, very demented.

6. What would 7 never ever admit to the world?

Charlii? That he was gay.

7. Do you think that 1 is sexy/cute?

He is absolutely adorable~ <3
Maybe a bit sexy. Danika would be the one to tell you. ;3

8. Is 9 or 14 more likely to commit murder?

Uhm. 14. Because, she has a bit of a murderous intent.

9. What is the last thing that 15 would ever wear?

Bright, frilly, pink, clothes.

10. Why would 15 hate 7?

15 is a bit...on the strange side, being very jittery, and loves killing things.
Seven is a normal, teenage boy that is gay.
See the reason as to why Jason would hate Charlii...?

11. Is 4 a virgin?

She is ten years old and just lost her mother.
Tell me?
In case you are a freak.
Yes.

12. What would 2 get 3 for their birthday?

High heeled boots.
As a prank. Lucinda would probably be beaten, but it would be worth it.

13. Does 9 go to church?

Nahhhh.

14. 12 and 1 go scuba diving. What happens?

Amelia would find some way to make it amazing.
Ivon would find Amelia quite fascinating, seeing as Amelia is magic, and Ivon is steampunk-ish.
Amelia would mess the scuba diving up some how, and cause Ivon great pain in a way.

15. Would 6 survive a zombie apocalypse?

He would own 'dem zombehs!

16. WhoÂs taller, 4 or 14?

14. That's not even debated.

17. 5 and 8 get in a fight. Who surrenders first?

Ohjeez. That't not even a fight! Aj would cower in fear. Actually, the fight was already over before it begun.
Syxlah; The nerve wracking dancer.
Aj; A twenty-two year old, fragile/timid writer.
Tell me.

18. Does 13 trust 3 enough to drive with them during a heavy rainstorm in heavy traffic?

Jacki would rather walk.
Phoebe would prefer to never have to drive.

19. Could 8 ever win a swimsuit competition?

Maybeeee.

20. What scares 7 more than anything?

Jason.

21. How long could you stand to be around 10?

Uhm. I guess a long time. He's not that bad of a guy, unless you really piss him off. That cat demon inside him with tear you to shreds, MAN! To shreds!

22. Your old high school enemy comes up to you on the street and punches you in the face. What would 13 do?

Get a large grin on her face, throw her ipod and headphones to the side, lift her scythe, and shred them. Easy enough. Give a maniacal giggle, look at me, tilt her head, and say, "Better?"

23. What would 2 say/do when extremely drunk?

"PHOEBE! Come dance with meeeee!" "Ivon, you doll!" "*trip down long flight of stairs*" "Jackkkk booooyyyy." "*cause a car to explode*" "*hic* STRAWBERRY VODKA FOR EVERYONE!"

24. Would 1 ever crossdress?

LMFAO. ROFMAO.
No. =/

25. 1, 8, and 14 are playing tug-of-war against 7, 9, and 12. Which side would win?

Just because Aj is on a team with Cammila and Ivon, they loose.
And just because Amelia is on a team with Charlii and and Johnathan(mind you, he can fly. He's weightless), they win.
'Nuff said.

26. 11 and 3 are arguing. Who resorts to violence first?

Phoebe.

27. Does 9 or 4 have a worse temper?

Nine. Emma doesn't get mad too easily.
Emma cries easily though.

28. Who would you least want to meet in a dark alley, 14, 11, or 6?

Fourteeeeennnnn!!!!

29. If 10 got drafted for the army, would they go for it or dodge the draft?
<... ]]> ~theamazingshyla Why... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27147233/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27147233/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 09:29:32 PDT Is it that every time I get sick, it's not something simple like a cold?
Why is it that everytime I get sick, I end up with a high freaking fever?
For once I'd like to just have a cold, and that's it. Not a fever over 100. =/ *grumbles, slouching in bed* I need sleep.
I feel like shit.

]]> ~theamazingshyla dfkbdfibgkjsdfiukjlhn http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27142213/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27142213/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 22:30:21 PDT Sorry for posting so many journals, but I just gotta vent. Like, super badly.

Ever had one of those great and fabulous days, but know it's going to turn out horrible in the end? Well, that happens to me, a lot.
I was having a brilliant day today, and trust me, I was happy, for once.
But, through the day I was feeling icky, and all...bleh. I knew I was coming down with something right as I started sneezing like flipping crazy. I put it off, though, wanting to have a nice day. Hot weather, terrible migraines, soar throat, and stuffed up nose...those things are all hard to cope with throughout a school day, but I pulled it off.
Heading home, I just wanted to relax. Flop on my bed after changing into my pjs, have the ac at full blast, and maybe fall asleep for a few hours.

Yeah fucking right. Like that'd happen. FOR ONCE I WOULD LOVE TO COME HOME TO A CALM HOUSE. BUT NO.

Mom has to be the drunken bitch she always is, and ruin my day.

I get home, throw my stuff down, and head outside where my grandma is watering. She explains to me how mom has not gotten up all day, and has not left the motor home. We both know she was drinking, or has been drinking. Mom has endless fucking bottles of that shit she drinks. Where she gets it, not even god with fucking know.
Then, oh then I get angry. Grandma tells me how mom is going to ruin my whole orientation on Saturday. WHY? Because her lazy ass wouldn't get out of bed and call them like she needed. She had to get the information. She had to get all the stuff. I was pissed. I stormed out to the rv, slammed my hand on the door till she unlocked it. Yeah, she had locked it.
Then I go off. Truth be told, I have never shouted at my mother like I had, so much anger and hate in my voice, even grandma was shocked. I have dealt with for years of her shit and I don't want it anymore! If she is going to be that way, I will act how I've always wanted to act.
After a long while of shit to deal with, I storm back inside, hands flailing in the air, a fist or two slamming into the wall with full force, which I need to stop doing, since I bet I am wearing it down a bit...

I let grandma know mom was trying to hide something from me as I shouted at her, and of course, grandma went to were mom was sleeping and shouted, sreeched, and snatched the bottle mom was trying to hide.
"NO MOM! NO. THAT IS MY LAST BOTTLE!" my mother shouted. OH BOO FUCKING HOO! I watched mother scream as grandma poured her ' precious' booze out onto the lawn.

Then Tobi, mom's dog, went off on me. I loath that creature. I really, really want to punch it, maybe even punt it over the fence into traffic. Yeah, that's how mad I am at that furball.
He barks and barks and barks, and grandma already told mom she was getting rid of the loud thing. Thank god.
Then, ooooh, then he went and peed on the carpet. Grandma got pissed, picked him up, and mom had a cow.
"NO! DON'T TAKE MY BABY!" she shouted. That stung. No matter how much I loath my mother, she always told me I come first, I am number one, not that fat, bullshit dog of hers.
Grandma shuts the door. Sets Tobi on the lawn. Mom screams. She shouts. She hollars. What her problem is, I dunno.

There is a lot more, but I don't want to type it out. This journal is long enough anyways.

Anywho. Tomorrow, I won't be going to school. Pretty sick at the moment.

]]> ~theamazingshyla In my book... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27121636/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27121636/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:16:10 PDT "You are a great person in my book," she said, a small smile twitching at my lips. "I'd...like to read your books sometime..." I mumbled in reply. A smile grew upon her lips, knowing she had struck a certain cord in my heart.
"I'll let you...and then we can work on yours together, ok?"

â¥

]]> ~theamazingshyla *slams fist against desk* http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27105277/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27105277/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:15:25 PDT This really is nothing of anyone's concern, but I have to express my feelings.

I REALLY DON'T THINK I HAVE EVER BEEN SO PISSED IN MY DAMNED LIFE! I just want to go around punching and kicking thins, and I swear... *growls* I am going to murder someone.

]]> ~theamazingshyla HELL YEAH! http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27103651/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/27103651/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 20:15:21 PDT I have been accepted into the 'Upward Bound' program! <3333 *squee*
I am so excited!

These people will help me through the school year, and help me get through high school and get into college!
I will be going to a summer program and staying at the University of Reno for six freaking weeks! It all includes having a dorm room, going to class, oh the joy~ <3 I am totally ecstatic!
The cool thing is is that there were only three spaces left, and Chris, the one who called me, had told me I would be perfect for the program. *dances*

I need to calm down... x.X;

]]> ~theamazingshyla Rant-o-doom. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26883818/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26883818/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 20:47:28 PDT Ima just go down the list of the things I really hate/loath/dislike right now.

-School.
-Homework.
-Sneezing.
-Allergies.
-Being tired.
-Being cranky.
-Feeling a bit lonely.
-Feeling angry with the world.

School is just a hassle and pain.
Homework follows right along with it.
I've sneezed god knows how many times, to the point to where my throat is bleeding.
Allergies cause the sneeze-o-ramma.
I get really cranky when I am tired, and I can't get anything done.
I miss my friends already.
I just feel like I wanna give the world a huge screeching to, punch it, and then go to bed. Actually, I just need to punch something or break something. Like a locker. I wish I had a locker to punch at. I wouldn't mind doing so. I just feel angry right now...

In other news,
I am clearing out my characters. I plan on removing the ones I don't use from my long list of characters and stuff. Well, I already did it and I am left with like three characters.

That's it. Go one with your lives. c:

Oh, and I wanted to share the costume I will be getting for Halloween with you guys. I went from wanting to be a Goddess, to a Witch, to a Fairy, to a Princess, to a Vampire, to a Vampire princess or Pirate, to an Indian princess. x3
I went through many possibilities, but I stumbled upon this lovely costume, [link] , and fell in love~ <3
It comes with everything on there, except the boots, and I have a pair to replace them anyway, and they will keep me warm. =w=;

]]> ~theamazingshyla School... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26824152/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26824152/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 19:30:09 PDT These past two days, after I get out of school and finish my homework, I have gone straight to bed for a nice, looooong nap.
I mean, necessarily it isn't a bad thing, but I have some troubles when I have to go to bed at my normal time.
I bet I will do the same thing tomorrow, unless I get some burst of energy to actually stay up for once... >A>

Anyway. Yeah. Now, off to do my commissions and eat my Wendy's salad~ <3

]]> ~theamazingshyla *shoves depressing journal off page* http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26761030/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26761030/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 19:03:37 PDT Hehe, sorry about that. c:
Not quite sure what came over me.

In other non-emo related news,
school starts in two days... *waves arms like crazy cheering*
Yes, I am excited, because for one, I get to see my friends.
Two, I won't just be sitting at my house all day anymore, I will actually have shit to do during the week.
And three, because..well.. I am just excited.

Also,
Mom is in the hospital AGAIN. For like what? The third or fourth time this whole summer? *shakes head, sighing* I dunno. Whatever. It's her fault.

And,
we decided to start moving me into my grandma's house noooowww.
Why now? School is about to freaking start? Mom will be living in the motor home in the backyard, even though I wanted it, and she will start bothering the hell out of me like she used to always do when we lived in the same house. Why does everything have to happen now, for Christ sake?

Whatever. Anyways. Yeah, that is really it. Kinda venting and such.
Uhm. Yeah. That is it.

OH! I gots new pjs! And shoes! :3
That is all.

]]> ~theamazingshyla Something I wrote... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26725187/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26725187/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 00:25:36 PDT I guess I just want to post it and see what you guys think...

_{I think,
my fingers sliding along the cold blade that may or may not hold my dear life in it's awaiting grasp.
Silently, it glides along my fingers with ease, my once radiant eyes now showing nothing but a dull expression.
What happened? Why, only one could tell the straight story.
But now, as the careless blade slides over my soft, pink skin, the one that could have told you what had happened...
Is gone.

I wait,
feeling the warm liquid trickle along my fingers and into the sink, drip after drip.
What am I waiting for? I just want to get it over with.
My other hand grips tightly onto the blade, shaking as I see myself in it's shiny reflection.
I look tattered, disheveled. My hair is a mess, my eyeliner streaked down my cheeks. My lips are split from me biting at them.
I am a nervous train wreck.

I cry,
my cheeks turning a darker red than what they once were, my wounded fingers coming to them,
covered by my sleeve, I wipe away the never ending tears. These thoughts sting at my heart, a gnawing feeling
at the back of my head. What am I to do? Wishing all the pain could just go away,
and everything was once as happy as it was, I stand straight, not slouched over the sink anymore.
Glancing down at the shiny blade that seems to mock me, wanting me to get it over with so it's sharp edges could take it's victim,
I toss it, listining as it clinks against the porcelain sink, sliding into the red drips that had fallen from my fingers.

I realize,
that I can make my life what it once used to be.
There may be patches over my heart, and wounds that might not be able to be healed,
but I have a long life ahead of me. Sniffling, I wipe my nose with my sleeve, raising my head to look at myself in the mirror.
Even with these thoughts, I still look as though I belong dead, not alive... I sigh, running a hand through my hair,
shaking my head.
Put a smile on! I think to myself, watching as my pink lips curl up into a smile. Even if it's not real, I like it.
It's been a long time since I was able to smile, because it was like the very ability was wiped away from my memory.
I grab a towel from the wrack beside me, wetting it with cool water, running it over my cheeks, forehead, my whole face, feeling
the cool feeling along my hot skin. Taking the razor, I toss it into the trash, stepping out of the bathroom and to my room, taking the
note I had written to my mother and friends as a farewell and tearing it to shreds.
Maybe just a little longer...Maybe I will give life another chance.}

]]> ~theamazingshyla sfijdbgaisfdlghj c: http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26694502/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26694502/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 14:39:56 PDT Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Be completely honest.

Answer: True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
False.

Q: Been arrested?
False. ;3

Q: Do you like someone?
True~ <3

Q: Held a snake?
True.

Q: Been suspended from school?
False.

Q: Sang karaoke?
True D;

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Ugh, true.

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
Fffff, totally true!

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
True

Q: Kissed in the rain?
False.

Q: Sang in the shower?
True.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
True.

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
False. (because people know they would loose their head. 8D)

Q: Broken a bone?
False.

Q: Shaved your head?
Ew, false.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
But of course!

Q: Shot a gun?
False.

Q: Donated Blood?
FALSE.

Last Person
1. You hung out with?
Tera.

2. You texted?
John.

3. You were in a car with?
Grandma.

4. Went to the movies with?
...Sam and Brooke, I believe.

5. Person you went to shop with?
My uncle's girlfriend, Becky. Funfunfunfun.

6. You talked on the phone?
Grandma.

7. Made you laugh?
Jessica.

8. You hugged?
Can't remember the last time I hugged someone.

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon?
Moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
Fall

3. Left or Right?
Right.

4. Sunny or rainy?
Rainy.

5. Where do you live?
In a house. c:

6. Club or pub?
Club!

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Ohyeah. Fersure. (:

8. Do you want to get married?
Someday, yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl~

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
Depends on the situation.

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
To be successful through college and become a Counselor and Graphics designer! 8D

13. Do you cook?
Mmhm~

14. Current mood?
Satisfied.

15. Color of underwear?
Many. c:

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang?
Yep yep~

2. Listened to music?
I am right now.

3. Danced Crazy?
Not too sure.

4. Cried?
Nope.

5. Liked someone you can't have?
*flails arms* Yessss.

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date?
Haven't had one yet.

2. Who was your first roommate?
Haven't had a roommate either.

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
I don't drink. =/

4. What was your first job?
Working at our family business.

5. What was your first car?
I want a buggie. c:

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
Some grandmother my dad took me to. I didn't even know her, or her name! D8

7. Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs.Laker. D<
I hated her.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Mmm...Las Vegas..Carson? ...or was it Cali? D8

10. When did you snuck out of your house for the first time?
Haven't done that /yet/.

11. Who was your first best friend?
Stephanie~ <3

12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school?
I still have all my first best friends.

13. Where was your first sleepover?
My place for a birthday.

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
I normally don't call anyone.

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman?
Ah, I haven't been either. But I have been a flower girl twice. c:

16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
Grumbled some pissed off words because the people who are working on our fence woke me with their loudness.

17. What was the first concert you went to?
Panic at the Disco.

18. What was the last concert you went to?
Panic at the Disco.

19. First tattoo or piercing?
My earsies.

20. First celebrity crush?
Will Smith~ <333

21. Current celebrity crush?
Will Smith and Shia LaBeouf. c:

22. First crush?
Uhm...What was his name...? I dun remember. x3

23. Current crush?
Ah..That's..a-a bit personal...

24. First time you tied your shoe laces?
Fff, I dun remember.

... ]]> ~theamazingshyla I... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26601977/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26601977/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 02:23:47 PDT And I realize that California isn't my home. It's Carson, where the ones I love are~ <3
Leaving there would be horrific, and I can't leave my buddies behind..I mean..they are my buddies! *huggles them*
So, home, here I come! Bed, internet whenever I want, pillows, kittens, privacy~. I miss it all. c:
Well, off to go...uhm..draw and listen to music! 8D
Talk to meh!

]]> ~theamazingshyla California~ <3 http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26492759/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26492759/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 20:58:04 PDT I absolutely love and miss it.
I want to come back, bask in the sun, run around on the beach, all of that.
I want to kick it with my brother and father, because it's absolutely fun! <3
I wish I could stay, I do.
But it's a hard choice, even with what has been going on.
Dad invited me to stay. Actually, the whole house did...I want to, I really do... *sigh*

]]> ~theamazingshyla Spread the love~ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26246236/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26246236/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 12:58:21 PDT
2) For each of the 18 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.

3) If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 18 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

1. *SmilexStranger

[link] [link] [link]

SmilexStranger is one of the artists I find inspiring. c: I love her gallery, and her style is unique. There were so many pictures to choose from, but I chose my top three favorites. Keep up the good work!

2. ~maxchaos44

[link] [link] [link]

I find maxchaos' art interesting. His style is cool, to me, and I really like some of the recent work. I think some of the characters that have been created look completely awesome! Wonderful job, maxchaos. (:

3. ~TobiIta

[link] [link] [link]

TobiIta has some pretty interesting pictures in her gallery, I will admit that. I've seen a lot of her drawings, and I think her coloring skills are improving. Magnificent job, TobiIta, and keep up the interesting work. x3 Loves and hugs from your best friend.

4. ~Peppylicious

[link] [link] [link]

I find Peppy's style really adorable~ <3 Her recent work is absolutely cute, and I love her character, Xiari. What a unique design, might I say~. Keep up the lovely work.

5. ~TaylorTourniquet

[link] [link] [link]

This is Taylor. Taylor has a cute style. Love her, or I will pound your face in. c: Anyway, I really like her style. You should see some of the drawings she hasn't bothered to scan!

6. ~Kailanni

[link] [link] [link]

I haven't really talked to her much, but she seems like such a friendly person. She has an adorable style that I really like, and I love her character Jade. Check her out sometime, yeah? c:

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]]> ~theamazingshyla Agh. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26204290/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26204290/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 04:36:35 PDT I am a fourteen year old girl who is afraid of the dark, and what might lurk in it.
To the point to where I can't fall asleep sometimes till it starts to get dark.
It is four thirty in the morning, and I am supposed to get up at eight. x.X;
I am heading to a friends house at the time, and I'm for sure going to pass out on her bed. Not that she normally minds, but still.
I can't help being afraid of the dark. D8
I feel I should have grown out of that fear long ago.
The only time I can sleep in the dark is when I am with someone. Ugh.
Whatever. Thirty minutes to go and then I can sleep for a bit.
Though, I am not tired.

That was a random journal.
Excuse my mindless babbling. Like I said, it's four thirty. x3

]]> ~theamazingshyla Welldamn. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26163334/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26163334/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 02:19:43 PDT So, whatever I type now will have to suffice.
Though I am pretty sure you aren't too interested in all my rambling.

ANYWAY, you know Draco? The amazing bouncing ferret? Well, I was ith Mia at pet co, and along in the ferret cage thing, was another fellow, one we named Harry. Spare me questions on why in hell we named these furry creatures what we did, because I will simply shrug and say the looked like them.
Well, the Draco ferret was tring to sleep, and Harry like..attacked him. Draco was like 'wtf get off me.' then he began falling asleep.
Then, Harry began sucing on Draco's ear. What an odd picture, yes? Remember people, these are ferrets! Not the real thing, thought it wuld be quite a nice scene to see. ;D
I told Mia about Harry suckig Draco's ear, and she busted up laughing, Jama Juice omingfrom her nose. HER NOSE. I fell to the ground laughing.

In other news, I got the Zombi Survival Guide.
Though, I don't think I would be able to survive one. I would probably shoot my brains ou. No kidding.
But, I just hope I won't live to see the day zombies attack, because I don't really want to find out if whether or not I can survive a long lastin attack. D;

Oh, and Super Smash bros is amazing. :3

That be all. Have a nice night.

]]> ~theamazingshyla A little venting, I guess. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26065966/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/26065966/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:52:55 PDT I've never had such a lame summer in my life.
Well, the past two summers were pretty brutal. *sigh*

Mom's in hospital, has been for a week. I got back from a fun day with Kelsey at six flags to find an ambulance and fire truck in front of my house. I freaked and ran inside to find my mother, looking as though she was on deaths door. I broke down after the ambulance left, because as they were taking her into the ambulance, she was telling me how much she loved me and how she was going to miss me.

I've never cried so much in my life. Thinking of the sight brings tears to my eyes. A contributing factor to my depressing mood the past few days was that I had a nightmare where she committed suicide. I saw it all, and she had jumped out of a window. The sound of her hitting the ground was nerve wracking, causing me to wake up crying. It's weird, because I haven't had a nightmare like that in...well, ages. Especially one about my mother.

The day the ambulence came and took her, was the day she told me how she just wanted to die, just wanted god to take her because she was in so much pain. She has a viral infection in her stomach, and it has been causing severe pain. She drank almost a full bottle of wisky to make herself pass out, to rid of the pain. All in all, she was self medicating her self. I can't let her do that again, because that's what she was doing while we were in california. That's the first reason I moved back here. I don't...want to come home one..day to fin..my mother dead in theliving room..because of alcohol..but...In my mind..I think I might jsut come home from school one day to see her...that...and...*inhales deeply* It's...a scary thought. No matter what we try, no matter what we do...she won't quit drinking. NOTHING WORKS. I've tried to help her, tried to get her to quit.

I don't want anybody nagging at me, telling me 'Oh, it's a diseas that is hard to overcome.' No shit Sherlock, I've heard that the past three-four years of my life.
'She needs you to help her get through it.' Fuck. That. I've done what I could.
'Don't think of this as any sort of personal attack against you. It's hard when someone is trying to get through being an alcoholic.' Once again, no shit. I've thought about this a lot. (No offense to anyone who is trying to be kind, I'm just letting off some steam that has built up for a very, /very/, long time.)

I feel so left out by not having a truthful mother. So many children and teens are blessed with having a mother who would hold them, and tuck them in at night, sooth them when they were scared. Well, I didn't get any of that. Never did. I..hate it. I feel so jealous towards my friends who have mothers that actually act like mothers. Not ones who try and abandon them, not ones who drink like a fish, not ones who leach of their own mother for money, not ones that...always smells of some sort of alcohol. I feel like I missed so much in my life. I dunno, maybe I'm just dumb and being selfish. *shrugs*

Anyway, that was just sort of a...'let it out', moment. I needed it. but I am no where near satisfied. *yawn* Sorry for such a long journal.

]]> ~theamazingshyla Okay... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25956341/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25956341/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 03:47:40 PDT THE MOVIE WAS FUCKING AWESOME!
I LOVED EVERY MOMENT OF IT, EXCEPT FOR THE PARTS I CRIED ON.
DRACO IS AS SEXY AS EVER.
RON IS STILL A DUMB ASS.
HERMIONE IS A SILLY SMART GIRL...
And...uh...I still love the twins

That is all. Thank you for your time. c:

]]> ~theamazingshyla I has been tagged. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25799320/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25799320/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 15:12:44 PDT 1.) Post the rules
2.) Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3.)You must tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4.) Then leave them a comment saying that they were tagged
5.) NO TAG BACKS

1) I really dislike my mother, but I /have/ to love her.
2) I miss Michael Jackson.
3) Drawing is my passion, but my skills don't seem to be getting any better.
4) I want to be a counselor or hair stylist when I grow up.
5) I can be a total ass hole when I want to be.
6) I am a complete and utter lazy ass.
7) I have Dysthymic Disorder.
8) I LOVE Kingdom hearts. (Demyx and Axel are the shit)

What if I am not in the mood to tag people? D<
I really don't want to, so if you read this, you /have/ to do it unless you already did it.

]]> ~theamazingshyla Ohmy. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25547630/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25547630/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 17:15:20 PDT I be sad. D':
One of my favorite singers is deadddd.
Michael Jackson. Yeah, he did some pretty shitty stuff, but I still loved his music. owo;;

In other newssss...
Uhm....I am doing chibi commissions on Gaia. *nodnod*
[link]

I need to upload all the chibi's I have done. x.X;
Here are two. Expect to see them in my gallery later. xD
[link] , [link]

OHHHH.
AND I HAVE TWO NEW KITTENS!
We never found Tom..so Mom let me get some kittens to keep my happy.
I no happy that Tom left, though. *sigh*
One is Elijah(Eli), and he is a Tuxedo cat with a white muzzle and go-tee(sp? XD). And then there is Milly. A gray tabby with dark stripes and orange splotchesss. They are so adorable. =w=

Yeah, that is it. Lol.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kooru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla ... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25153918/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25153918/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 00:48:59 PDT Summer.
Supposed to be fun?
Who ever came up with that was dead wrong.
I guess I don't deserve much, huh?
I guess I am a horrendous friend.
Such a bad one that my friends just leave me with a snap of their fingers? I am so lost and upset right now, I can't even explain it.

My best friend...hates me?
What do I do? Shrug it off?
That's what so many would say, I guess, because there are so many other people to get to know out there.

I feel like an empty shell.
One that won't be taken into that hands of the caring anymore.
It's odd...

I'm so lost and confused at the moment....
I just need to relax...right?

So. Let's add it up.
The loss of my cat
My mother drinking again
The loss of my best friend...

So how would I add that up? I dunno.
...

I'm off to bed. Good night all.

]]> ~theamazingshyla OHMY. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25114046/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25114046/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 19:29:25 PDT
So, today while I am napping, my grandma starts banging on the door to be let in(We live next door to each other xD). I groggily wake up, put on my eye balls(Glasses), and walk to the door, open it and just sort of stand there, looking at her. She smiled and my mom came it, smiling as well. My grandma pulled Sims 3 out of her front jackt pocket and I squeeled and hugged her. My mom asked why she got it early, and that was because she had another gift for me. I don't know what the hell it could be because I had already told them I only really wanted Sims 3, and I have no clue what she could have gotten. SO I AM LIKE...tfnhdgbddiudfviudfbg!

In other news, no signs of Tom....

]]> ~theamazingshyla He's gone... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25059515/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/25059515/ Sun, 31 May 2009 20:49:53 PDT Tom is my baby, the cat that I have had for nine years.
A lot of people think it's lame to mourn over the loss of an animal, but to me it was like loosing a child. He snuggled with me when I was sad, he slept with me when I was lonely, he never left my side. He was always there, and then he just went and disappeared. He didn't die, but he left to another house. Maybe it was the move that made him leave. I don't know. But I do know I want him back. He slept on my head and kept me company, he was just so great. And after nine years, I don't just want to let him go....

]]> ~theamazingshyla My internet... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24773833/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24773833/ Fri, 15 May 2009 17:06:17 PDT It only works on my laptop when I am out in the living room.
With my mother.
=/
Not something I like. I hate it when she always has to ask me what I am doing. That is just something I will /not/ approve of. So, I decided it wasn't a big deal and if I was dying to get on it so badly I could deal with my mother asking me every five minutes what I was doing. xD
But, we do have a nice, crisp, new computer from my grandfather siting in the living room that goes super-duper fast all the time with a really spiffy key-board that she doesn't mind me using. She doesn't care if I use it, as long as I don't ask when she's on it. I think it's really nice.
Anyway. Other than that...uhm...yeah...
Internets been crazy...
And..that's it...
>.>
<.<
owo

Oh, and woohoo. I am still sick.
Going to school with a fever, cough, and cold wasn't exactly the greatest idea ever. I have suffered so much. From sitting in classes, coughing my brains out, to running around in 70 degree weather, playing lacrosse as best as I could. Yeah. School has not been fun XD
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.
3. Read
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Beauty Pop~ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24702537/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24702537/ Mon, 11 May 2009 12:23:35 PDT It was a lovely manga that I had greatly enjoyed.
I had told Mia-chan that I was going to borrow the rest of the series from her, but I was so bored, sitting at home sick today, that I just /had/ to read itttt! It was sooo good. Though, the ending was rather fascinating x.X;
Lol. Well. That's it. Just thought I'd go on and on about Beauty Pop....Maybe I should start watching Negima!? again...? I dunno. I'll find something to do.

...Maybe make some Jell-o?
*tummy growls* ...Yeah. Jell-o sounds good enough. *yawn*
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.
3. Make Jell-o

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]]> ~theamazingshyla Siiickkk http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24684112/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24684112/ Sun, 10 May 2009 10:27:57 PDT
When I got home, my mother went balistic.
"What the fuck. I let you go over to a friends when I need you at the house and you get sick." It's not like it was my intension to get sick so that I couldn't help. It's not like I wanted to lay in bed the rest of the day. =.= Sometimes my mother just doesn't make sense.

So, anyway, I am stuck at home with a fever and cold D8
Sucks horrible.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Finish watching Negima!? (I have lots more episodes to go)
3. Sleep
4. Help mom move into new house.

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]]> ~theamazingshyla 8D I has depression apparently. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24586372/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24586372/ Mon, 04 May 2009 15:26:13 PDT TaylorTourniquet

ANOREXIA
[ ] You have dry skin.
[ ] You eat one meal.
[ ] You're very weak.
[x] You hate yourself.
[ ] You starve yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be more skinny.
[ ] People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[ ] People think you are too skinny.
Total: 3

ATTENTION DEFICIT HYPERACTIVE DISORDER:
[X] Your mind is all over the place.
[x] You are hyper most of the time.
[ ] You barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] You can't cooperate well.
[x] You talk all the time.
[x] You need attention 24/7.
Total: 4

BIPOLAR DISORDER:
[x] You can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[ ] You are antisocial.
[x] You have very high self esteem sometimes.
[ ] You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
Total: 4

BULIMIA:
[ ] You throw up all of your food.
[ ] You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] You have no control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted.
[ ] You always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] People think you're way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER:
[ ] You are a bully.
[x] You threaten other people.
[ ] You often find yourself in fights.
[ ] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans or animals.
[ ] You have raped or molested someone.
[ ] You destroyed property on purpose.
[ ] You always lie.
[ ] You stay out all night.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
Total: 1

DEPRESSION:
[ ] You are always sad.
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] You always find yourself in bed or around the house all day.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] You are failing school.
[x] You have thought of or attempted suicide.
[ ] You have ran away from home.
[x] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 7

OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER:
[x] You have daily rituals.
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[ ] You are afraid you will get an STD, AIDs, or any kind of germs.
[x] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6

POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER:
[ ] You repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments or memories in your life
[ ] You repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments or memories in your life.
[x] You sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] You can be or are antisocial.
[x] You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[ ] You worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] You can have angry outbursts.
[ ] You act younger than your age.
Total: 5

SCHIZOPHRENIA:
[ ] You often have hallucinations.
[x] You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 6
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

~theamazingshyla Ahem... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24489077/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24489077/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 21:56:29 PDT
'Mahou Sensei Negima!'

Cutest anime show I have /ever/ seen.
Look it up. It's only 30 episodes. It makes me sad that it is so short because it is so good~ <3
If you like magic and cute stuff, you'll like this show.
But don't take my word for it, look it up on Youtube or Wiki!

...That is all.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Finish watching Mahou Sensei Negima! (I have 17 more episodes to go)
3. Sleep

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla RAWR. (: http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24467569/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24467569/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:11:51 PDT LuckyLoser123

1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4. Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them
5. No tag backs!

1. I wear glasses.
2. I enjoy reading.
3. I wear a scarf /even/ if it's hot outside.
4. I like the colors orange, black, white, and gray.
6. I have a fear of plants. It's called Botanophobia.
7. I LOVE my cats.
8. Sleeping. It's one vital thing in my life x.X;

I tag: ~RezWolf ~TheBrinkOfSomething =TheFoxAstronaut ~JibberCube ~DK-Fanatic ~xXDeverenoXx ~Raia-chan andddd ~Emi-Child
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Zombies... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24426843/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24426843/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 11:42:57 PDT But they were creepy. They were about zombies, well, most of them anyways...
I'm a little on edge at the moment, for I think...Zombies will attack xD It's just creepy.
Two dreams were almost alike, and the other one I was with a few friends from awhile back, and we were sitting on a balcony of a room we were in because it was safe. We had everything we needed. Then, the balcony cracked. I was like 'Oh fuck', and I slid down to the zombies. I ran as fast as I could to get back up there, but the balcony was up five stories, and the house was roaming with these damn zombies. I hissed out of fear and impatience, then darted for the two wooden poles that lined from one side of the house to the..well, nothing because nothing was on the other side. I jumped up and grabbed onto them, avoiding zombies, not being bit once. Now I sat atop them with on leg over and the other dangling, in case I needed to kick or something. One zombie just looked at me and rolled it's eyes, as if saying that was the stupidest way to escape them. I removed me leg, so now I was holding myself up, but I was strong. I flung myself down, still holding onto the wooden poles, and kicked a zombie in the face, bouncing right back up to the bars. I though 'wow, this will be a bit easier now'. And I continued doing this till most of them were gone.
While I was doing some zombie bashing, my friends built a little latter for me to climb back up on. I let go of the wooden poles and went flying towards the latter, but there was someone else climbing it, and it wasn't a zombie. It was an enemy of mine that had been stuck in the massacre herself. As I reached the latter, she stayed where she was. Away from the zombies, but in my way so I would get attacked. In the end I shoved her so I could get through, and she fell to those blasted things.
I made it back up to where I was, and sat inside, pretty much passing out.
Then I woke up. I was trembling. It was scary...
I dunno. Maybe I am a wuss. *sigh*
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.

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People you should really check out

http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24331367/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 18:13:09 PDT I need boys who can make me laugh and are cute. I have a soft spot for cutenesssss.

Anyway...
Ahem.
That is all.
>.>
<.<

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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

Her expectations are too high.

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Sleep.

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Devious Journal Entry http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24299447/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/24299447/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 22:27:12 PDT RezWolf

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% innocent.

[ ] Smoked.
[ ] Drank alcohol.
[x] Cried when someone died.
[ ] Been drunk. (tipsy .__.)
[ ] Had sex.
[x] Been to a concert.
[ ] Gotten/given a hand job.
[x] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[x] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%

[x] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
[x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
[ ] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
[ ] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] Been to prom.
[x] Cried at school.
[ ] Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
[ ] Went streaking.
[ ] Given or received a lap dance.
[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%

[ ] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[ ] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[ ] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Went scuba diving.
[ ] Driven a car.
[x] Gotten an x-ray.
[ ] Hit by a car.
[x] Had a party.
[ ] Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87%

[ ] Played strip poker/darts/pool.
[ ] Got paid to strip for someone.
[x] Run away from home.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Bought porn.
[x] Watched porn.
[ ] Made porn.
[x] Made beans.
[x] Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

[ ] French kissed.
[x] Laughed so hard you cried.
[x] Cried yourself to sleep.
[x] Laughed yourself to sleep.
[x] Stabbed yourself. (I am horrid when it comes to cooking)
[ ] Shot a gun.
[x] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
[x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
[x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[ ] Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 75%

[ ] Watched a person die.
[x] Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
[x] Pranked somebody.
[ ] Put somebody in the hospital.
[ ] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x] Made spicy beans.
[x] Dressed punk.
[x] Dressed Goth.
[x] Dressed preppy.
[ ] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

[x] Avoided somebody.
[x] Been stalked.
[x] Stalked someone.
[ ] Met a celebrity.
[x] Played an instrument.
[x] Ridden a horse.
[x] Cut yourself.
[ ] Bungee jumped.
[x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
[x] Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 61%

[ ] Been caught stealing something.
[x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[ ] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
[x] Gone out with your friend's crush.
[ ] Got arrested.
[ ] Been pregnant.
[x] Babysat.
[ ] Been to another country.
[ ] Started your house on fire.
[x] Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 57%

[x] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
[x] Sat on your butt all day.
[x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
[x] Had a job.
[ ] Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x] Been called a whore.
[ ] Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 49%

[ ] Been mistaken for a celebrity.
[x] Been in a car accident. (Errr...More than 10, actually Dx)
[x] Been told you have beautiful eyes. (...When I was younger I was told so much I would say 'I know'. XD)
[x] Been told you have beautiful hair. (MMhm. Many many times)
[ ] Raped somebody.
[x] Danced in the rain.
[x] Been rejected.
[ ] Left a restaurant without paying.
[x] Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
[ ] Been raped.

TOTAL PERCENTAGE OF INNOCENCE: 43%

x.X; 43%?
Jeez. Well, not too surprised xD
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when... ]]> ~theamazingshyla Tomorrow. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23995665/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23995665/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 22:58:05 PDT
A. Because it's April fools day and I have never been a fan of it.
B. I am wondering if I should get on because of that little virus talk that has been going around.
C. I have to go to the counselors at my school with my mom so I can do class registration.
D. All of the above.

If you guessed D, you got it right! 8D Hugs for you.
But yeah, really, a lot is going on tomorrow. D:

I HATE APRIL FOOLS DAY.
And no, I'm not a person who is just hateful towards that day because of all the jokes.
It's cause people act life fools. And retards. And morons, and I have enough of that going on during regular days =.=
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Doodle some more stuffs of Emi owo

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Seme... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23919713/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23919713/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 16:00:21 PDT

I took a quiz to see what type of Uke/Seme I was.
And guess what I got?
I got a Romantic Seme xD
YES I TOP. (:
I took it again with a few of the alternate answers I /would/ have chosen, and I got Bad Ass Uke.
So, I am pleased with those results.
But I could never see myself as an Uke. Seriously. I am the dominant one. 8D

Here, take the quizzzz~. IT'S FUN.
And tell me what you getttt.

[link]

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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She /is/ SEME.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Doodle some more stuffs of Emi owo

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Devious Journal Entry http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23856901/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23856901/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 20:17:16 PDT Being intelligent! 8D

2. boobs just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
OHGOD! MAH BOOBIESSS.

3. What is the president's favorite TV show or movie?
..How in hells bells should I know?

4. What's the neighbor's dog's opinion on cheese?
CHEESE.

5. Have you ever been in a human being's house?
WTF.

6. Will a werewolf eat those green eggs and ham?
...Ask Rez, she'd know o-o

7. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Barney the Dinosaur and your mom, and why?
FFFF. I no need a sidekick. I BE A VILLAIN >D

8. Do you miss the Addams Family?
I used to have nightmares from that show O_o

9. What musical instrument would your mom most likely play?
Pfff, she couldn't play an instrument for her freaking life! She'd throw it across the room.

10. What is one thing Wonder Woman isn't exactly made for?
...Saving kittens?

11. If Superman played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
Wait...what?

12. Is Barbie your best friend?
Ffff, I used to tear off their headsss.

13. In a race between you, Hermine and Skeletor, who would win?
Hmm...Skeletor.

14. Have you dreamt of Skeletor before?
O_O AFTER SEEING SKELETOR VS. BEASTMAN, I HAD NIGHTMARES.

15. Ever slept in the same room with the neighbor's dog?
No. >A>

16. Would you love to read Zelda's very personal diary?
Fff, yeah.

17. Who would win in a duel, Captain Jack Sparrow or Hermine? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?
JACKKK~
HIM AND HIS SEXINESS.

18.What is Einstein's favorite TV show or movie?
...YOUR MOM
.-.

19.How did you meet your inner demon?
I met an enemy.

20.Does the dark side have any pets?
YUSH. THEY WILL OMNOMNOM ON YOUR FACE.

21. What is Strawberry Shortcake's favorite TV show or movie?
...W..tf?

22.Would you marry Dreamworks?
NO.

23. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Wonder Woman and Orko, and why?
..Who be Orko?

24.How do your and some weird green blob's talents add up?
Hmmm.
HE IS WAY MORE AWESOMER THAN I BEEE.

25.What was your first impression of Roseanne?
..ew.

26.What musical instrument would Link most likely play?
A FLUTE.

27. In a race between you, Elvis Presley and Orko, who would win?
...Again, WHO IS ORKO.

28. If Orko and Elvis Presley were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
WHO THE HELL IS ORKO!? ivubfv f iufbg dfb sfyg89 weht -death-

29. Describe Wario in one word.
Freaky.

30. If a poet and Batman teamed up, what would they most likely accomplish?
THEY'D MAKE BEAUTIFUL SONGS TOGETHER.

31. What's a comedian to you?
DANNNEEE COOOKKKK.

32. If you could do anything with a comedian, what would it be?
...Well, it really depends on what comedian it is. >3

33. What is or would be a good nickname for Princess Peach?
Hopeless case.

34.a boy suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
OH NOES.
I would annihilate him~ <3

35. How did you meet Wolverine?
...I ..dunno?

36. Have you ever been in Godzilla's house?
Pfft, duh. We are bestest buds.

37. Have you ever been in Super Mario's house?
..You mean a tunnel leading under ground? Nah.

38. Do you love the postman?
NOPE 8D

39. What if you found out that a police officer was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world O_O ohshit.

40. If you could do anything with Barbie, what would it be?
Hmm..I would stomp on her and then throw her to my dogs >D

41.Ever slept in the same room with the Super Nanny?
..No.

42. Obi-Wan Kenobi and the Super Nanny are forced to roleplay out a verbal couple fight. Who gets to play the wife?
...>A>

43. Would you love to read the president's very personal diary?
Nooo. I would cower in fearrr.

44.Do you love My Little Ponies?
I USED TO LOVE THEM.
I HATE THEM NOW THOSE PINK AND MULTI-COLORED FREAKS.

45.Who's Pac Man dating?
...YOUR FACE 83

46.Is George Lucas your best friend?
..NO.

47.Hot your inner demon on Weird Al Yankovic action - Yes/No?
What in hell? Are you on drugs?

48.If Johnny Depp played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
HE BE IN MANY MUCH MOVIES.

49.How did you meet the Purple People Eater?
...I ate him~ <3

50. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Superman o... ]]> ~theamazingshyla FOUND IT. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23855972/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23855972/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:19:46 PDT Here be it.

_{Dear Laurie Halse Anderson,

In 3rd grade, I was considered the outcast because of the way I acted and looked. I was stuck in a class, being the only white child, and people would make fun of me and ridicule me. It was the worst thing ever, hearing I never belonged in that area. Over the years, I suffered from being called names, being out casted, and being used. No one should ever be hurt because of whom they are, and I know that, that is why I am always displeased when people call each other names for no reason. Being made fun of is one of those things where you just want to punch in the face and let your anger out, but you have to suppress that and hopefully get through it.

When I was 10 years old, I constantly moved back and forth from one place to the next, always had to make new friends. Finally when I got settled and was getting adjusted to life, rumors spread about me. I had no idea what was going on, and soon enough, I was an outcast again and always alone. One day the kids decided to ask me if I wanted to play a game and I said yes, thinking they were going to warm up to me. Nope. Not a chance. I went to fix my hair into a pony tail and one boy grabbed my jacket around my waist, I tried to say no, stop, but what would happen if I did that? Would he shun me and tell the other and try and get them to think I was the freak again? I finally said no, shoving him away. His friend thought I was rude and ran over to me, punching my in the back as hard as he could, knocking me to the ground. The thing is, if I would have used my words and maybe done something the right way, I might have been able to take care of what happened.

I felt so alone, like Melinda on the first day of school. I had kids tossing wrappers at me because I sat alone, people looking at me when I was in the front, thinking I was childish for doing so. I found your book later, towards the beginning of eight grade. While I was reading this, I though about when something difficult happens in a personÂs life they have choices and consequences in how to handle it. Many people judge each other even of they donÂt know them well. Do not be quick to judge a person because you may not know what is truly going on with them in their personal life. For Melinda, it was more than many could imagine. We all have to come up with a number of designs to express ourselves and our emotions, and for a lot of people, like myself, it can be a challenge. We fear of telling the truth and speaking our minds, wondering if we will be rejected. No one deserves to be teased or bullied. You should always get a chance to tell your side of the story, no matter what.

Speak helped me stand up, not wanting to be teased anymore. It was a terrible thing, yes, and I hate seeing others go through it. I am very confident now, and if others donÂt like me, fine. Now I am the one many seem to like because I speak my mind.}

Mmhm, that's what it said~.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is ...confused a lot.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Doodle some more stuffs of Emi owo
3. Party.

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People you should really check out

http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23854393/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 17:57:06 PDT
I AM ECSTATIC MAN.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
STATE PRIZE.
1st place.

PARTAY! -throws confetti everywhere- LET'S HAVE A PARTY.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is ...confused a lot.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Doodle some more stuffs of Emi owo
3. Party.

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Hrm... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23788167/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23788167/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 21:05:53 PDT
Anywho, I feel rather...'Out of body'...I've been sort of feeling as though...I'm not myself. I don't feel right. I haven't been able to sleep, my mind is way more 'fubar'(Fucked up beyond all recondition), and I'm sorta lost, ya know?
I lost interest in a lot of things, like..I used to love Role-playing, but now I dun seem to care for it, though I do sometimes. And...a bunch of other things...Like, eating. >A> I used to have a black-hole for a tummy, and I'm sure I still do, but I don't like eating as much as I used to. I just sorta pick at my food...and that is...strange.

Hrm...I'm just not feeling so up beat right now.
I feel as though I've been beaten in the sides and lower back with a bat, and I have a massive headache.

Maybe this is just a phase? Who knows. But I hope it is.

_{Ahem, anyway...What are your opinions on this...phenomenon?}
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is ...confused a lot.
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"To Do" list

1. Finish my Gaia Commissions.
2. Line and draw my new OC, Ri.
3. ...?

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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla UUUUUUHHHHMMM http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23088932/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23088932/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 18:07:16 PST I totally brain farted and forgot.
I forget shit all the time. You have to remind me. xD
So, forgive me for asking you to remind me owo;;

_{Nect time I'll write them all down xDDD}
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme
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"To Do" list

1. Draw more.
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla 8D http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23087229/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23087229/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 16:41:33 PST Makin' up a song about Coraline
She's a peach, she's a doll, she's a pal of mine
She's as cute as a button
In the eyes of everyone who ever laid their eyes on Coraline

When she comes around exploring
Mom and I will never, ever make it boring
Our eyes will be on Coraline
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme
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"To Do" list

1. Draw more.
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Furries http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23030806/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23030806/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 21:52:45 PST
Psttt, I has a Furry dA noa. 8D
~BusyIzzie Nothing much, just a little update.
Sorry for those of you who dun like furries >A>

I find them rather interesting, really.

-Lame journal end-
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme
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"To Do" list

1. Draw more.
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out
~Ivebutt ~RezWolf ~NeokoxL ~Raia-chan ~Kira--Wolf ~x0rainyday0x *Ienzo ~TheBrinkOfSomething ~xXDeverenoXx =L1lyn-0f

]]> ~theamazingshyla Hmm... http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23028794/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/23028794/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 19:48:38 PST I am in a fairly good mood.
Maybe it's cause I am listening to some really good music with some AWESOME headphones....
Or maybe it's cause someone just gave me a compliment that made my day-...night. Thankyouuu ~xXDeverenoXx 8D

Anyway. I would love it if you gave me requests/artrades/gifts. 83
They make me spectacularly happy!

I AM ALSO MAKING A NEW CHARACTER.
HER NAME IS IZZIE.
YOU WILL SEE HER SOON.

She is a furry, btw.

Anyway....
>.>
<.<
Yeah. That'd be it :]
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme

She dances Randomly >.>

She loves gifts/art trades

She can draw Furries better than people >.>

She tastes random things. No kidding. She tried eating an orange, plastic hockey puck from P.E in 7th grade, and then a rather large Rugby ball during P.E.
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"To Do" list

1. Make a new ID
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out
~Ivebutt ~RezWolf ~NeokoxL ~Raia-chan ~Kira--Wolf ~x0rainyday0x *Ienzo ~TheBrinkOfSomething ~xXDeverenoXx =L1lyn-0f

]]> ~theamazingshyla Tabletttttt http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22991414/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22991414/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 19:31:49 PST So, yesterday it was nice and smoother, but now it's all, blocky and stuff when I got to draw with SAI. Like, the lines are all...blehhh. Does anyone know how to fix this if you can?
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme

She dances Randomly >.>
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"To Do" list

1. Make a new ID
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Blah. http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22989800/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22989800/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:05:01 PST A>
Anyway, anyone have any requests? 8D They would make me happy.
And also gifty-arts. That makes me ecstatic!
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme

She dances Randomly >.>
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"To Do" list

1. Make a new ID
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla Uhm...YAH http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22974418/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22974418/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:07:20 PST I have decided I am going to remake my Panda jacket, because I lost it about six months ago, wondering where it went, but I still haven't figured it out. So, Yeah, Ima make a new one. I just need to buy a white jacket and some of that fuzzy material that you find in the kids-crafts in Wal-mart, where all the crayons are and stuffs. =w= Then I think I'll make a cat one, and maybe a wolf one for a buddy 8D
In other news...That be it xD

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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme

She dances Randomly >.>
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"To Do" list

1. Make a new ID
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla So...empty http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22895270/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22895270/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 22:13:57 PST Like you were so empty...You felt like a drone, sort of?
At the moment, I feel as if, I am empty, like someone drained me of my feelings...I feel like I am just a piece of furniture shoved off somewhere, like I am taking up too much space...

There's this image in my head that won't leave...It's replaying in my mind like an old movie, with echoes and happiness -sighs- But they slowly fade and turn into please of sadness and wanting...

The only feeling I am able to reach is Sadness/loneliness...And it's dragging me down. I am struggling.
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme

She has her..numb days
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"To Do" list

1. Make my Princess for ~princess-academy
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out

]]> ~theamazingshyla OHFORTHELOVEOFGAWD http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22893287/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22893287/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 19:52:37 PST 1. His name wasn't Martin Luther. It was Michael. It was decided 'Martin Luther' had a more prominent ring to it, so he went by that. He never legally changed his name. To this day, he lived and died as Michael King.

2. While working on his dissertation for his doctoral degree at Boston University, he heavily plagiarized from another author who had done research on a subject similar to King's. An academic committee later found that over half of King's work was plagiarized, yet would not revoke his doctrine. King was dead by this time, and the committee ruled that revoking the title would serve no purpose. It was also discovered that King's famous "I Have A Dream" speech was also not his own. He stole it from a sermon by Archibald Carey, a popular black preacher in the 1950's.

3. King was under FBI surveillance for several years (until he died) due to his ties with communist organizations throughout the country. King accepted money from the organizations to fund his movements. In return, King had to appoint communist leaders to run certain districts of his SCLC (Southern Christian Leadership Conference), who then could project their communist ideas to larger audiences. A federal judge in the 60's ruled that the FBI files on King's links to communism to remain top-secret until 2027. Senator Jesse Helms appealed to the Supreme Court in 1983 to release the files, so the current bill in the Senate to create the Martin Luther King Federal Holiday could be abolished. He was denied.

4. One of King's closest friends, Rev. Ralph Abernathy, wrote a book in 1989 in which he talked about King's obsession with white prostitutes. King would often use church donations to have drunken sex parties, where he would hire two to three white prostitutes, occasionally beating them brutally. This has also been reported by the FBI agents who monitored King. King was married with four children.

Monday was "Martin Luther King" Day. A day when this country came to a screeching halt so we can have parades and memorials to honor this man, a man that most of the world views as a saint for his role in the civil rights movement.

No other public holiday in the United States honors a single individual. Of all the great leaders in our Nation's history - none of them have their own holiday. All of our great war heroes share Memorial Day. All of our great presidents share President's Day. Yet King - a man who was a phony, a cheater, a traitor, and a sexual degenerate - gets a day of his own.

I am supposed to be doing research on him.
He is supposed to be the leader of our 'group project' thing on 'country making'.
I'M SUPPOSED TO DEFEND HIM AND SAY HOW GOOD HE IS.
HE PLAGERIZED.
PLAGERIIIIZZZZEEEEDDDDD.
AND ALL SORTS OF OTHER BAD CRAP.
-shakes head- I am supposed to be helping my group.

We are doing a debate tomorrow on our leaders with another group.
We chose a pretty bad leader. And so did they. They chose Ronald Raegan. Wanna help me find some bad stuff about him so maybe our group still has a chance?

-death-
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Things you should know about Shyla.

She is a sucker for Stripes

She loves Black, Gray, and White.

She dances/sings Randomly

A total spaz when with friends

Hobbies include Drawing and Writing

Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin

Loves Gifts!

Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping

She is Seme
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"To Do" list

1. Make my Princess for ~princess-academy
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really chec... ]]> ~theamazingshyla Devious Journal Entry http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22811782/ http://theamazingshyla.deviantart.com/journal/22811782/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 19:53:55 PST
Put an x in Every box that applies to you then add them up, and thats your age!

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting

TOTAL: 4

[ ] You show up for school late a lot for classes
[x] You always carry a pen in your bag/ purse / pocket
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You know what credibility means , without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL: 8

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study / do important work when you have to
[ ] You have/ hand washed a car before

TOTAL: 13

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You under stand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL: 17

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have been outside of the united states 1 or more times
[ ] You make your own bed

COMPLETE TOTAL: 22
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Things you should know about Shyla.
She is a sucker for Stripes
She loves Black, Gray, and White.
She dances/sings Randomly
A total spaz when with friends
Hobbies include Drawing and Writing
Loves the Cheshire Cat, Ritsuka, and Kouru and Hikaru Hitachiin
Loves Gifts!
Hates waking up early, loves sleeping in...Just loves sleeping
She is Seme
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"To Do" list

1. Make my Princess for ~princess-academy
2. Draw some of my OCs.
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People you should really check out
~Ivebutt ~RezWolf ~NeokoxL ~Raia-chan ~Kira--Wolf ~x0rainyday0x

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