http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:thecupcakealchemist&section=today deviantART RSS for by:thecupcakealchemist en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 00:17:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27884077/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27884077/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 06:25:58 PDT
-clay sculpting set - gonna do some sculpey(or self-drying clay) stuff if i'm not busy.

-at least 2 new shoes - i just realized that i've never bought myself any good piece of clothing with my own money. seriously. all of the stuff i've bought with my own money are waiting to be dumped somewhere.

-another pair of leggings that i'll rip on purpose - 'cause i'm weird.

-a backpack - also, i realized that i lack a good-sized backpack. sure, ive got a ton of bags, but all of them are quite small and not for school stuff.

-ipod shuffle charging dock - because SOMEBODY had to lose mine in ilocos. i have no idea if he left it in crisologo or the tour bus. either way i never found it.



other stuff that i don't need but will need when i get serious with my favorite hobby--baking:

-decent pyrex liquid measuring cups
-mini cupcake pans
-the 101 cookie cutter set from wilton
-a pastry mat
-pastry rolling pin(the one without handles)
-a bigass star tip with matching coupler
-candy thermometer




I hope I learn how to save money this year. I know I've tried the "stuff-to-buy-list" method around a year ago, but I'm trying it again. Try and try until you stop spending on useless junk, right?

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27740475/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27740475/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 08:26:28 PDT
mahulog kayo sa langit. or better yet, dumirecho na kayo sa desk ko.

*bow*

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27200268/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/27200268/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:31:55 PDT
the stupid thing freezes after a few seconds of inactivity, must be a glitch in its auto-sleep mode. i would return it to pcx, but i'm too lazy. ill just get an optical wired mouse once i've saved up.

also, i'm now 18, legal to vote, drive, and buy alcohol and cigs from stores. hurrah~



but i'm still wondering when i'll be taught how to drive. dad promised me more than a year ago. heck, i don't think he intends to teach me at all, that's how my dad's promises work. just like his kendo, french, mandarin, and korean lessons. he never looked for places that taught those.


empty promises are starting to get to me. seriously. many of those ruined my childhood.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/26810848/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/26810848/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 05:55:45 PDT

will upload new content and stuff soon, once i get over this mega i-don't-feel-like-doing-anything-but-read phase. i haven't finished any of the personal projects that i've started, and my 6-foot long table is filled with art books and art magazines. the only stuff i've managed to do recently were cookies. omnomnom. still too lazy to relocate new contacts in my new account...so... *babbles on*

nothing much has happened around here since my last entry, save for the "we're sending you to the us hurrr durrr" talk. after a few days, i actually considered it, provided that i finish my major first. i still have a lot of time to decide. oh well.


i hate the weather, it's weird and annoying. too humid and hot, then rain comes in small doses, as in it only rains for a few seconds. i feel like mother nature is taunting me.

my birthday's up in a few weeks, and i don't feel like turning 18. CAN I GET A VAMPIRE BITE PLZ cedric diggory SPARKLY EDDIE?





*sigh*

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/26039359/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/26039359/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 06:39:23 PDT
-HP 6 sucked. I recommend finding a good torrent. Not worth the cinema fee.

-i got myself 2 sheets of 6-ply bristol board. might make my nero arm later.

-i'm currently doing a customized usb flash drive project. will post pictures when it's done. it's gonna be epic + with packaging made out of board. planning on airbrushing the base color when i get my bro's airbrush kit.

-i think i'm getting more geeky. i took apart my old usb hub last night.

-i need to find a store that sells LEDs. not those already set in tubes and stuff, but the ones you see soldered on boards and stuff. with the two prongs at the bottom.

-i still have no idea how to use a soldering iron. i burnt my hand twice before.

-i've recently gotten into simple electronic stuff like customizing flash drives, working with usb stuff, and LED's.

-i want saws. and other sharp stuff that can cut through plastic. also, power tools.


....

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25973549/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25973549/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 21:26:47 PDT
I dreamt that my favorite video game character came to life. But that's the normal part. The weird thing was, I found myself IN the game. Everything looked pretty much normal(not CG-ish) and realistic compared to how I remember them. I didn't get any weird demon powers or weapons, from what I remember. I was just in my casual jeans and shirt, sticking out like a sore thumb. Then we did missions(even rode on his back at a time since there was a grapple thingy that only his demon arm could reach) and unlocked a secret mission that involved swapping hats in drawers with laser motion sensors that would set of an alarm if triggered(WTF). So I accidentally set off the alarm, and suddenly the room looked like my 4th grade classroom(with the aircon and ceiling fans). Something interesting happened after that, but I kinda forgot. What I did remember was I was hugging Nero after all that. And so much dramu ensued. Think Twilight dramu. He was like, I'm a video game character(and a demon at that) and you're a human. And I wrote something along the lines of, "You may think that, but you're real to me, and I don't care what you are." Which kinda reminded me of what Kyrie said at the ending of DMC4. "Nero, you're you and it's you I want to be with. I don't know anyone who is as human as you are."


I had a good laugh when I woke up. I think I'm obsessed with video games.



...I need to get a life.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25867314/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25867314/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 19:23:17 PDT

i've already finished my lacus clyne hairclip ages ago(took me like, 20 minutes for the flat gold thing including painting and drying time; still lacks the hairclip part). now i'm out of stuff to do. after a couple of hours of playing video games, i came up with a few feasible projects(that would probably cost me an arm and leg if done full-scale)

-nero's demon bringer arm. idk. it seems pretty simple; i think it can be done with simple wiring, a few led lights, small batteries, fake/real leather, and transparent molded plastic. where i'll be getting my plastic pellets from(or maybe just plain transparent resin and do the molding process i learned in TDA), i still have no idea.
-----i've started on the pattern making. only a few cuts here and there and i'll be making my first bristol board prototype arm. *u* i'll be basing its basic structure on the edward elric automail arm i've seen online so many times(that fits like a glove).

-nero's red queen. can be done with bike parts and wood, altho i think this would probably set me back at least $100.(the fact that it'd look soooo awesome when it's done is making me want to do it.)

-yoko ritona's skull hairclip. pretty simple. can be done with the board-wire-foil-and-waterstop combo, or board(as a base) and mold-able epoxy.


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i feel so geeky after writing all that. oh well. after making a few stuff out of bristol board, i've become somewhat addicted to creating things.

it doesn't help that i have awesome(in my world, awesome=extremely sharp and heavy-duty) cutting tools at my disposal(given by my brother a month back), rotary tools(my brother's), coloring stuff, and lots of glue.


i think i've found my specialty.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25261247/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/25261247/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 19:23:44 PDT
i brought my phone to the nokia center located in moa last monday, and i was supposed to pick it up last tuesday.

it's friday now, and i still haven't picked it up. my brother's been using the family car too much that i haven't had the chance to get dad to drive me to moa to get my phone. so now im stuck with my spare, a nokia 6600. it's not too bad, actually. it's just slower than my phone, and the navi stick doesn't work if you push it to the left.

anyways, im planning on joining the YOcard contest(visuals with vision). turns out, there are three categories with different themes. before, i thought the themes were just there, and you are to choose between photog, illustration, and graphic design.

the categories are as follows:

photography = inspire child literacy
illustration= saving seas/how seas can be saved
design/graphic design = advocate adoption of homeless pets.

size: 6.125"x4.25". go to the site for more details. : [link]

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24869257/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24869257/ Thu, 21 May 2009 07:13:51 PDT

tangina ka gagu ikaw pa ngayon yung nagpapabitter e ikaw yung tarantadong kung ano ano reklamo tsaka kaartehan, daig mo pa si angelina sa demands mo, tangina ka. kapal ng mukha mo na sabihin na ang bait mo tsaka ang forgiving mo e pucha ganun ba ginagawa mo? patawa ka ah. ako pa ngayon may kasalanan? ako pa ngayon lumalabas na masama sa mga kablock mo and friends mo? aba tae kang gago ka. bakit, alam ba nila yung mga katarantaduhang ginawa mo? mga tinext mo na insulto? mga tinext mo na kung anu ano sakin? naku, after all that, you've had the guts to tell me that you have a heart of gold? ) ako pa ngayon yung unacceptable?

tae minura kita before, pero iilan lang un. ikaw ilan? di ko alam, andami e. you filled my inbox with words worse than those pa nga e. you made a freaking pc call just so i would hear your voice curse at me and tell me how horrible i am and unacceptable as a person. after all that i did, no, ako pa yung ungrateful. oh the irony.


tarantado ka talaga. )you do not have a right to be bitter, and if i see your blockmates eyeing me, i'll tell them straight up na ikaw yung dysfunctional and di ako. ikaw yung psycho na walang alam kundi mangaway at the smallest details. ikaw yung ayaw magcompromise kahit nagmukha na akong super kawawa. ikaw yung feeler na wala na nga pride ng tao kala mo kung sino kang god or whatever entity na i should kneel before. ikaw ung gago na feeling madadaan lahat sa paramdam. aba pare humanap ka ng bulag, magparamdaman nalang kayo. also, feeling mo you know everything when in fact ikaw yung one sided and not me.

a lot of people know what you did. feeling ka talaga. just because i chased you before doesn't make you all high and mighty. that was before. now i just to chase you with a fucking chainsaw for making me stoop that low.


hahahaha.

*bow*


/wala lang gusto ko lang magrant. di ko pwedeng sabihin to sa kanya e, sasabog kami. ) nakakapikon na kasi ang feeler sa ym stat feeling nagpapapansin ako e naghahanap naman talaga ako ng may alam ng sked ng clearance day and stuff. putangina mehnnn. )

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24797270/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24797270/ Sun, 17 May 2009 01:51:08 PDT
my current art style has changed again. it's now a cross between children's book illustrations and doodly street art. *shrugs* been working on two boards now, a 1/8 berkley and the back of my sketchpad. did the sketchpad art thingie with jay/. will post once i finish.


/random

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24177477/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24177477/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 06:49:50 PDT
Maybe I'll see you guys on the second semester.

xoxo.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24069907/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24069907/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 06:01:13 PDT
1. I lost the guy I love the most, and the only guy I can turn to.

2. I lost my friends because I went to a drinking session and stupid things happened; I was there because of number 1.

3. I lost my right to study. For one whole year. Yes, I'll stop. And that will delay me for another 5 years because I'll be transferring. How fun is that? I can imagine myself telling people how I spent 7 years in college, with the first three wasted. I've always prided myself for being a year ahead than most of my age group, and that if I were to grad on time, I'll only be 19. But now that's just probably some joke.

4. And right now I'll probably lose my trust in my parents because I hate them so much right now.


I won't be this negative if 1 didn't happen. If 1 didn't happen, and 2-4 did, I'd still be okay because I'd have something that makes me really really happy even with a ton of stuff on my back.

But I don't have him anymore. There's not much positivity to hold on anymore. I hate this. And if it weren't enough, he just demeaned me and told me every irreversible flaw I have, implying how socially unacceptable I am. He singled out everything he hated about me, which is probably 85% of what I am.

Also, I got compared to this bitch who's apparently so talented that I can't match her. So I can't play the piano. I can't play the violin. I can't even touch a guitar. I am not academically inclined because I got hated for getting good grades in high school therefore I just set my mind on having fun while learning enough stuff. I am not shy because I tend to speak my mind.

After all he said, it all boils down to one thing: I am a worthless piece of crap taking up space in this world.

I am so hateable, am I not?


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24068120/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24068120/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 01:51:03 PDT
Yesterday, my dad told me I might stop for a semester. And now my mom points out some design school and asks me to check it out. It's called The One School [link] . It's fairly new, and has only 2 degree programs, bs entrepreneurship and ba fashion design and marketing. I have no idea which to take if I ever transfer there.But I've got this gut feeling that it's prolly expensive as shiet compared to Asia Pacific College since it's affiliated with SoFA.

Based on what I've read on the site, the school's awesome.

*shrugs*


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24051409/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24051409/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 02:38:37 PDT I might not be able to enroll in the first term/semester, depending if I shift successfully. Financial problems, and my dad wants me to rethink for a whole semester if I'm to continue or not. Because we agreed that I'll just take 4 years in CFAD; and halfway I gave up because I can't take it anymore. I realized that I can't draw to save my life. I lack creativity. I am not cut to be a fine artist or whatever. I have this feeling that I should have just ignored my hands and focused on journalism/whatever because that's the area that I am actually confident at.

I'll be shifting to MMA if I'm able to convince my dad.

*First sem if I stay in UST, first term if I transfer. Either way I'll be delayed.

inb4 Iya's such a b!tch. I know in a sense, I am.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24046068/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/24046068/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 18:34:01 PDT
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]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23961669/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23961669/ Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:40:30 PDT Chuga chuga chuga chuga chuga chuga chuga shoe shoeeee.

I painted over my red nails today because I ran out of acetone and wanted to do some cool red-yellow combo on my nails. My nails now remind me of ketchup and mustard.

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I officially have no life.

My butt hurts so much because I barely get up from the comp chair. MY BUTT'S GONNA BE FLAT NAO OHNOES.

I'm addicted to plurk now. The orgies(orgroom people) have invaded eeeet.

I got this new A4tech wireless mouse two days ago, and it keeps freezing up. I think I need a mousepad.

Also, I realized how expensive the old broken wireless mouse is.

I hope I get to enroll at APC this term; enrollment has started last March 16, and I still haven't applied because grades haven't been released yet.

I've been listening to the radio more lately to increase my chances of getting through the next round of the Junior Jocks audition. They told me to increase my knowledge about new songs(song titles + artists. I don't want to blow this opportunity so I'm taking it srsly even though it's just a student program thing.

I wanna eat potatoes.

I ran out of paper strips to make paper stars with. I need to go to MoA to replenish my stock; I need 935 more.

I need an effin laptop. And I want a dslr.

I'm sleepy.

Blarg.


Also, facebook's awesome.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23928757/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23928757/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 06:09:27 PDT
I went to the JJ auditions today. My knees/feet hurt from walking too much because we came a bit early and we had to walk around to kill time.

I met a couple of Junior Jocks, and regular DJs from Magic 89.9. I first met Josh Strike(The Strike Zone, 9pm-12mn). Then at the audition itself(at the waiting room), JJ Baby Alex, JJ Dolly, JJ Jam(who reminded me of Ate Ajine), JJ Curtis, JJ Weeman, JJ Dale(who looks like Javy).

Also, I got to meet Slick Rick. I was so star struck, considering that I love Boys Night Out and I listen to it every night.

He gave me a high-five. Twice. I was like, "OMG I'm never gonna wash my right hand again.". He also remembered me(as someone who sent in a letter to confession sessions), I guess it was because of Facebook or sumthing.

The audition was American Idol-like, three judges, one mic, and they ask you to do some stuff. I failed so hard at guessing the song titles. I got three yes's, though. I got so psyched when Josh Strike said that he liked how I sounded. Teh Iya accent is workiiing. XD


I went there with Kuya Pat/, but unfortunately he didn't make it. :[

Also, we got free donuts from Krispy Kreme.

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I've recently learned how to make paper stars. And I'm hooked.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23913405/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23913405/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 08:36:46 PDT
Looks like I'm still depressed after all.

I get sad for no reason at all. Or maybe there are reasons, I just can't figure out what.


I just hope I'm not bipolar. I don't like taking meds regularly.


I feel like vomiting my dinner. Idk why.

My eyes burn like hell.

I'll be getting myself contact lenses once I get the money. Glasses leave ugly marks on the bridge of my nose.

I haven't had decent sleep for more than a month now. Since the cool off, I haven't been able to sleep well.

My wireless mouse died on me. And the old school ball mouse as well. Currently using my tablet as a mouse.

I tried using my tablet to play Left 4 Dead. Epic phail. I got dizzy. Also tried playing dota with a tablet. I died. I feel like drawing a scenario wherein some kid ruins his pentab after using it to play l4f. Imagine doing a stabbing motion just for a single click(gunshot) x a hoarde of zombies. Your pen's screwed.


I just hope my bro buys me a new wireless mouse tomorrow.

I feel empty right now. My brain feels weird.

I miss him so badly. 6 months to go.





This sucks sooo bad.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23855424/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23855424/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:51:47 PDT ...a junior jock.

Who wants to come with me? Auditions will be on the 28th-29th of March. I don't wanna go there alone. My dad'll drive me, but I don't wanna be all alone on the audition itself. :[


I've been looking for a ton of distractions lately. This is one of them.
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Also, I'm having difficulty breathing because I just ate a ripe mango. I still have no idea what variety gives me allergies and what doesn't. I just chow down what my parents buy.

I baked a sponge cake yesterday. It wasn't so spongy. I think I overbeat the batter. Tastes good, anyway.



]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23841778/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23841778/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 23:51:02 PDT I don't know what made me write that last entry. Depression, I guess.

I miss hanging out with the ad6 people.

I miss hanging out with Joma. The warm hugs, the sweet nothings.

I miss UST. And I'll really miss it once I transfer.

I miss baking for the people I love.

I want to go to the beach, get a nice tan, and forget about stuff momentarily.

I want to go drinking with friends.

I want to smoke.

I miss my hs girl friends.

I miss the orgroom people.

I miss all the crazy stuff we did for fun. All the random moments

I miss hanging out on the pavs.

I miss sleeping in his arms.


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We had another fight last night. It wasn't very good. But it cleared up some things. Also brought more confusion, though. Thanks to Ilare for listening to me.



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I drank a liter of fresh mango juice this afternoon. And I didn't get any allergic reactions. :] So far it's the only good thing that's happened to me today.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23821235/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23821235/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 20:33:00 PDT I don't know if I should log about this.

I'm depressed to the point that I don't care what happens to me anymore.

The breakup isn't the only thing that's weighing me down at the moment. Post-breakup problems, home problems, school problems.

I've resorted to going to /b/, teentalk, plurk, greenpinoy forums, etc, the only online things that make me smile no matter what. But this time, none is working. I feel so blank.

I don't feel like talking to anyone.

You know that feeling you sometimes get? The "no-one-gives-a-crap" feeling?

That the only person who could understand you has turned his back on you even after promising not to. The only person you can tell everything to is gone.

Honestly, the only thing that's keeping me going is my 18th birthday. I want to at least be of legal age. Also, I've told myself that I won't contact him until my birthday. I want to give him every inch of space, every second he wants to be away from me until then, because I want to celebrate it with him. After that, I have no idea. No plans. Nothing.

I dreamed of becoming a graphic artist before. A web designer. A game programmer. I wanted to start my own company with a group of friends. Then, get married. I've always liked planning my own wedding since my sister got married. I'd go through magazines, looking for the perfect dress, the perfect location, and the perfect theme. After that, start a family, send my kids to good schools, make my husband meals, make him happy, etc.

I can be what I dreamed of...once I transfer. I'll learn all I need to know. I'll work hard. That's what I'm thinking for now. But looking at how things are going, it may be impossible. Probable financial trouble on my dad's part--the reason why me and my mom argue so much. I'm a worthless investment. They spend money on my education, and all I do is fail.

I'm not blaming my dad for placing us in this problem. I understand that things were beyond anyone's control at that point. He needed medical attention or else he'd die. We bought a new vehicle months before that. And my dad also invested in a small business. We never expected anything like that to happen to my dad. After the surgery, the small business got robbed. A little less than a million pesos--gone in less than half a year.

I feel responsible for what's happening. We were supposed to migrate to the US last year, our papers were finally processed. But because of the financial setbacks(mainly caused by me and my education), we weren't able to go.
If only I wasn't born, then they won't have someone to send to school.They won't have a b!tchy brat to deal with every day. If I wasn't born, wala na sana silang problema. My brother graduated 5+ years ago, and kung wala ako, e di sana wala nang pinagagagastusan. They'd be living a comfy life abroad now.

I'm an unlucky charm. Born on a Friday the 13th, the last of 4 kids(4 is an unlucky number for the Chinese, if read wrongly, it'd mean "death or something), and I have the ever so popular balat sa pwet when I was born. Too many bad omens in one kid. TL;DR: I AM MADE OF SO MUCH FAIL, I fail at everything.

I'm a dysfunctional, unreliable friend, a dysfunctional, unappreciative, and manhid now ex-girlfriend, and I am just plain dysfunctional as a person. No matter how hard I try, it's always how it turns out. No matter how much I do to save things, I am always on the wrong. What I do isn't always enough. I'm always gonna be the bitch, the flirt, the two-timer, the high maintenance gf, everything that others see me as. I'll never be seen as what I really am even though I am being myself. I'll always be the load of crap everyone sees me as. The only person who really knows me as I am isn't there for me anymore.



Right now I'm more concentrated on spilling what's on my mind rather than my grammar. I want to get a load of things off my head. This may be the last time I'll blog or do any online activity. I don't feel like going all emo and crap on everyone who sees this on a daily basis. I'm not craving for attention by saying a load of crap about me, I'm just typing what appears on the top of my head.

I won't be around for a while. Probably on YM, but not here or whatever.


Bye.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23728934/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23728934/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 12:50:12 PDT I want to sell some of my stuff so I can have monieees.

But not exactly sure what. I'm saving up for an LG KS360(the pink ooneeee). If I get the job I've been eyeing, then there's no need to sell whatever because it pays well for a summer job.

In case I do sell something, that would be my phone(nokia 7210 Supernova) and my 2 year old tablet Mikumiku, a graphire 4 4x5 that I saved up for for 2 years.




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I want the 3rd gen ipod shuffle. It looks totally OSM, and now has a 4gb version. It's small, compact, and button-less. The controls are on the headset(which I fear, because I ruin good headphones in a period of a few months), which would probably cost me $$ if I break it. The decreased battery life sucks, though.

I'll be saving up for 2. Or just an mPlayer(the mickey mouse one, finally available in the Philippines, only it's 2x the price compared to Korea). Or two. Haha. :]

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I also want need a laptop. Been eyeing a Gateway uc7308i [link] , an Acer Aspire 2930-592G32Mn [link] , and an HP Pavilion tx2105au tablet pc [link] . I've been looking at the HP one for like forever, but I can't afford it, sadly. If it were bought in the states, it would probably be feasible, since it costs like, <$1000 there, unlike here where it costs around $1500+. Big price difference. Also, small screens > big screens. I know how heavy a 17" laptop can be, since my brother had one before. And man, that's not something I'd want to carry all day.

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I'm pretty sure I won't be getting my canon eos 450d this summer/coming sem since I'll be transferring schools, and I probably won't need it yet. Sucks.

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I need a job to sustain my needs and wants. Let's just hope I get the job I've been eyeing.

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Everyone in my class apparently failed SCL3. And a good part of our class failed DRFL2 as well, me probably included in the carnage. Oh, the horror.

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I want to donkey punch someone in the face. Yes, that's you. . No, srsly.

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It's 3:41 am and I'm sill awake. I slept at 11 pm, wanting to get a nap, and ended up sleeping until 2 am since my alarm didn't work. I really don't get my phone's alarm system. Also, I had ice cream right before sleeping. I can feel the weight gain. Wooooh.

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There's this glass with a small amount of spoiled milk in front of me, and a small container of oatmeal cookies. I'm hungry. I want chicken nuggets.

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I haven't gotten decent sleep for almost a month now. Bad skin. asafgsafsahsaj.

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I have a bag of pastillas in my bag right now that someone gave me yesterday. Omnomnom.

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I think I'll sleep in this room for tonight.

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I have no idea why I'm posting this up.



Sabaw.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23705896/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23705896/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 05:21:30 PDT

carriedo - manila
crisologo - vigan, the shopping place.








i feel stupid now. i've been referring to crisologo as carriedo.



no one even bothered to correct me.

asdffdasghdghsjsdfasfdksajdsafdysaf.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23698353/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23698353/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 17:07:39 PDT ...I have a new bf. Oh wow, wonder who he is. lol.



Come on people, getalifeplz. It's funny and irritating at the same time.


*runs off to plurk*

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23667985/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23667985/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 21:22:43 PDT i'm feeling blank right now.


with a teensy bit of confusion and happiness.




i don't really know if i should be happy or not with how things are going.




i think i just need time and space(and distractions) to redeem myself and regain my confidence.




and get rid of my insecurities.



to the people who've been bugging me lately:
go away, i won't date you.


Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

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edit

i'm [still] looking for a summer job. i actually found one, and it's pretty good pay for someone like me who isn't even legal yet.

Encoder
-3k/week
-2-3 hrs a day

i still don't know if i'll take it or what, since i have no idea if it's a work-from-home thing.


at least it's something to take my mind off things.

i'm still looking for other jobs, since i'm a bit iffy about this one.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23614117/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23614117/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 17:19:16 PDT
Nothing is going the way it should
I hastily subdue these feelings of impatience
All this anxiety and nervousness is sending my heart into disorder
Just a boy hugging his knees in the midst of it all

Shivering and in tears, I repress all my regret
I cried all night, but now it seems dawn is breaking...

So, undoubtedly you're right
Even though right now I may try to turn back
And I keep on being stubborn about it, though I know it's monotonous
I'll start walking again, this time even farther, and I won't give up

If I could get just one more chance...

I'll keep it all locked away in my heart
Until my dreams come true...

I surrendered myself to a dismal emptiness
in the most critical of times
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't quite reach
Aiming for the shore
I had to swim for my life

Withstanding the current, I can't even raise my voice
It could have been the end right there, but...

I don't think that love can save everything,
but there's something about your smile
that somehow healed my heart, and in your lips
I found the strength to stand up again

If only I could get just one more chance...

The flow of the river is intense even today
But I won't let go of your hand
I'll believe in the love that's in my heart forever
Until my dreams come true...

I don't think that love can save everything,
but there's something about your smile
that somehow healed my heart, and in your lips
I found the strength to stand up again

So, undoubtedly you're right
Even though right now I may try to turn back
And I keep on being stubborn about it, though I know it's monotonous
I'll start walking again, this time even farther, and I won't give up

If only I could get just one more chance...

The flow of the river is intense even today
But I won't let go of your hand
I'll believe in the love that's in my heart forever
Until my dreams come true...


mv and lyrics here: [link]


This used to be our favorite song. I even tried learning this on piano.
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I have never felt an orgy of emotions this weird. Angst, sadness, love, regret, anger, and pain. Cheesy, but yeah, whatever.


There will always be someone better, they say. But isn't that kind of annoying to hear all the time, especially when you're content with what you already had?

So please stop imposing that line. It's been used on me a ton of times before, and the one time that it wasn't used, I got him.

I'm not looking for another. Nor do I intend to. For now, I'm contented being everyone's girlfriend, since it's what makes me happy at the moment, and it's what's keeping me from being all sad and shiet, especially that I'll be going away.

I was listening to Good Times with Mo, Mojo and Grace Lee this morning. Mojo likened a relationship to a car. He mentioned that even though the car seems to be running smoothly, we should always check. When the warning lights flash, check the engine. He said that girls tend to put those things aside, and that's why we end up getting stumped when the engine or a part stops working.

I made sure that everything was alright. There were no warning signs. Maybe the car just crashed.



But still, you can take it to a casa and have it fixed. It may have a few irreparable parts, but at least you can make it run again. It's the way you drive that would make things the same.



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..I simply have too much time on my hands and so much stuff to say that I can't.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23585362/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23585362/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 03:45:31 PDT :[


I'm now transferring for sure, I've told my dad about it and promised to do well once I transfer. I'll really work hard this time and I won't slack off. I'll be back to my high school persona-the know-it-all kid, the walking dictionary, the walking encyclopedia, the person who rarely makes an effort and gets decent grades.

I'll bring back the old me that I failed to show during my stay at UST due to my lack of concentration.


I'll miss 2ad6(you guys have been reaaally nice to me when I was down, thanks for everything), the orgyroom, and all the wonderful people I've met at UST/CFAD.


I hope to spend my last two weeks in UST(wearing the uniform and hanging out with people)in the happiest way possible. :] So don't ruin my final days, okay? Because that may be the last time you'd see me. XD DRAMUUUUU. Malay nyo! Diba?

Also, if there's a summer outing, count me in. I just hope the classes start at May or June, not April(I'll go and check when I inquire).

I'll take this as a time off from everyone I know, I love, and I've interacted with at CFAD, and come back as a better person when I visit.

PS. The only thing that made me think so hard about it is the fact that Multimedia students don't have to attend the Ad Congress--and I was soo looking forward to it ever since my first year. And it's in Baguio this year! I haven't been to Baguio in 8-9 years(I think)! :\

PSS. I'm working on a new story. It's entitled "100 Yellow Cars", and will probably be turned into an indie that I'll sell on the Summer Komikon Fiesta. :] See ya.

/end dramu


mapuno man ang elevator, sigurado namang babalik ito, at darating ang panahon na makakasakay din ako. :]

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23568800/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23568800/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 05:32:22 PST
I've been stepped on long enough. It's always been my fault.


Whatever, you're the loser in this game.



Don't worry, I'm holding back my emotions. I haven't lost hope yet.


I'll try not to lose my patience. Even though I'm being blamed once again.

You're lucky my feelings are holding me back from doing some serious damage to your face.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23550480/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23550480/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 01:30:42 PST

I'm yet to talk to my dad about it. I don't really know why. I checked the list of subjects for this coming term, and I hope that the some subjects I took up will be credited.

I've become too lazy since I became an art student. I want to study more seriously. After reading about the programs at ABMA, I'm seriously considering transfer.



..I just hope my dad considers my request.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23546611/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23546611/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 19:00:27 PST
anyways. sketched a new indie last night during HAR class. it's entitled "100 yellow cars", based on some story someone told me a few months back. too lazy to discuss.

i'm currently doing the first 2 pages. the cover just needs inking + coloring. i expect to finish it by april.

right now all i'm doing is distracting myself. also, i lost my favorite habico #1 brush. it's the brush i do watercolors with, do letters with, and do details with. and now i can't find the freaking thing.



and i think i just rolled over page 1 of my comics with my comp chair. sgdghsadghsfgdfs.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23491994/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23491994/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 15:14:38 PST
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and i walked in the rain yesterday. i felt sick in class, and up to now i feel really bad, and my body doesn't want to move. the walk itself was fun, though, i forgot all the problems i had for a while.


also, i got FA at scl3. me and my [boy]friend fight a lot, and most of the times we did was during scl class. so we both ended up failing. idk how my parents are gonna take it when they get my grades after the finals[i promised them i won't fail anymore]. it's either a. they'll send me to another school, or b. forgive me but won't let me take it this summer. so either ways i'll be an irregular. so i guess i'll just savor ust while i'm still there.





this cool off thing is taking too long, but i'm waiting. patiently. painfully. i don't need pity. i need understanding.

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23384455/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23384455/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 15:53:42 PST

Paramore-I'll never let this go


--
Iya's on an indefinite hiatus from all DA/plurk/friendster/*chan/whatever activity. I'll still be online on Y!M, so you can just contact me there. And I'll hopefully be still lurking around Beato, so yeah. Whatever.


...

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23277548/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23277548/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 18:43:37 PST
Aside from the freaky accident that one of us was involved in, everything went well. Let's just all hope that she'll recover soon.

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I'm still a bit freaked out on what happened. For those who weren't with us on the trip, we were on a stopover in Pangasinan when someone from 2AD3 got hit by a Honda City(she was crossing the highway to get back to the bus, the side where we were in) and ended up on the side of the street in an awkward position. A couple of people assumed she was dead, because apparently, her head was turned to the side(she was lying with the front side of her body down, from what James told me). We were eating when we heard a scream and screeching tires. Seriously the scariest thing I've heard. I didn't even try to check out the scene as I get freaked out easily. Not to mention she landed on gravel. :\

Anyways, when we boarded the bus(we were stuck at the stopover for like an hour or so), people started discussing what happened. It turns out that she survived(although I swear she's been lying there for 10+ minutes before help arrived), and that she had a broken foot or something.

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I'll just discuss the other events later. I just wanted to get this out of my system.

*gets goosebumps*


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23032894/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/23032894/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 02:03:41 PST
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I've had so much bad luck this week.

- I'm broke. Again. Gahh.
- My phone's acting up. Mind you, I've only had this for a little less than 2 months. It's had a few falls, but it's not supposed to get broken this easily.
- I've gotten more sleepy lately. Not luck-related, but heck, I get sleepy at 10 pm. A few months before, I barely slept.
- My PE prof's eyeing me. In a bad way. I used up all my absences. The fact that I aced the last practical exams(did both the step shot and the penalty shot perfectly on the first try) didn't shut her up(beetch kept telling me she'll throw my phone away if she sees me using it). Man, I hate PE.

Anyways, we were supposed to do silkscreen printing last Wednesday. But as luck would have it, my green film didn't stick to the screen well, and I ended up with a green sticky mess on the film. I'd have to do it at home if I want to catch up, so bf/ will be over on Sunday and we'll be printing shirts. :] I'll be making brownies then.

Also, I realized that I am allergic to yellow mangoes. So far my current allergies are: any seafood that isn't fresh(particularly squid and tiny prawns), dust, beer/alcohol, and mangoes.

*shrugs*
--
Saw this in a Friendster bulletin. This goes to all guys out there who love DOTA(and us girlfriends who hate the effin' thing)

si DOTA isa lang sa mundo,
GF napakarami niyan.
si GF iiwan ka din niyan,
si DOTA hindi.
si GF nagagalit pagnagdodota ka,
si DOTA hindi nagagalit pag nagGF ka.
si DOTA P20 lang masaya na,
si GF baka P200 hindi pa masaya.
pagnakakakita ka ng ibang Hero hndi nagagalit si DOTA,
pero pagnakakakita ka ng ibang babae nagagalit si GF.
si GF pag iniwan mo mahirap na balikan,
si DOTA pag iniwan mo, handa ka parin tanggapin.
Ano mas gusto mo DOTA o GF?
mag-isip ka na....
GIRLFRIEND: Bakit ang DOTA ba maroromansa ka?
DOTA: Bakit mabibigyan k b ng gf ng
3pleng sarap pag naka 3ple kill ka?
GIRLFRIEND: Bakit ang Dota ba kayang kompletuhin ang pagkatao ng isang lalake?
DOTA: Bakit kaya ba ng babae gawing GODLIKE ang isang lalake?
BUT they have 1 thing in common
un ay lagi clang anjan pag me problema ka. Pag natalo ka sa pustahan sa dota cno magpapasaya sau GF dba? Pag nagkaproblema k naman sa GF cno magpapasaya sau DOTA dba?

..makes me wonder who had the time to actually write all that.

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E V E N T S
(Copied from )
"The Gathering" 3rd TAGCOM Toys & Hobbies Convention
February 28 to March 1, 2009
Atrium Of Midtown at Robinsons Place Manila
Ermita, Manila
10:00 am - 9:00 pm
Admission is FREE
For more information: [link]

Pinoy A*ko '09
March 7, 2009
Polytechnic University of the Philippines, (PUP) Gymnasium
Sta. Mesa, Manila
Ticket : P80.00
For more information: [link]

8th Philippine Toys, Hobbies and Collectibles Convention
June 13-14, 2009
Megatrade Hall, SM Megamall

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22926382/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22926382/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 15:58:33 PST
Right now my back's red with splotches of white and stuff. It's pretty weird; when I drink, I only get hives on my back. But now I have them even on my arms. It's a good thing they don't suspect anything or else I won't be able to go out. And I arrived pretty late last night, too.


Apparently I got drunk and I was being makulit.


Idk if it was embarrassing or whatever. Can't remember much.


Anyways, there will be no classes on the 19th and 20th. Not sure if it applies to all year levels or just those who'll be going to the field trip.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22896106/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22896106/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 23:47:39 PST
*points to webcam picture* I finally uploaded the picture the three of us(, me, and ) took last Tuesday. I haven't touched PS CS2 for the longest time(5 months+), and I pretty much can't do anything on it anymore. So editing was pretty crappy. But not us. We're still pretty. XD

So...it's January 30th. Our trip to Vigan was supposed to be today, but it got moved to February 16. Sucks, because I've started packing a few days before. Well, at least I won't have much to worry about on the trip. Except how to use a manual slr, that is. It's under my bed now, collecting dust since I took it home.

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My brain's now dried up from searching yellow pages, several websites, and sifting newspaper ads. I'm trying to find something that's probably nonexistent--furniture rental. We need a sofa(it's the only thing that I can't find) for our class play in Lit, and so far I've come up with zero results. I'll probably go to Home Depot for ideas. Or that interior design thingy near Hobbies of Asia. Since this will be our(me and my boyfriend) contribution to the class play, I guess we'd have to do it well.

Whoo. A reason to go out tomorrow.


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22792407/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22792407/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 22:22:02 PST
-I started drawing again. Surprisingly, I can now draw semi-full human figures, and my style's pretty consistent now. Not bad, since I haven't really drawn anything(in my style) in freehand for a long time. Well, aside from those crappy DRFL2 plates I did.
-I found the headset I apparently lost in dad's car. It was under my giant sketchpad.
-We're at 1 month and 4 days now. And I realized that what we're doing is counting down the days/months till his next birthday/his parents' anniversary/our anniversary. Anyways, we went on a mini date on the 21st to celebrate, and we weren't able to do much except eat and play a bit in the arcade because we had classes at 6 pm.
-Dad is now aware that he's my boyfriend. No bad reactions so far.
-I will be out of town this coming weekend(Jan 30 to Feb 1) because of a field trip to Vigan.
-My sister lent me her manual SLR(a Nikon FM10). And I can't figure out how to use it because I've never handled a manual SLR before. If anyone knows how to use a manual SLR, teach me plox. Otherwise it'll just hang from my neck like an accessory. Haha.
-My sister and her kid almost broke my cellphone yesterday. She gave me a new skirt as a consolation, but I left it at her house and I won't be getting it until we go back there again(or if they go here). Bummer.
-I am still getting used to DA's new layout. It kinda reminds me of SheezyArt.
-My cold is almost gone, and it's thanks to fresh dalandan juice.
-And lastly, iTunes finally got fixed and I can once again listen to music.

Yay.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22645640/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 04:03:23 PST iTunes isn't working.

I've got bruises on my knees(almost fell down the stairs yesterday + cwts bumps blaba).

Anyways, I sipped some red bull earlier and I felt the effect right away. Then ate some kimchi soup. Then more red bull. Then ice cream. Now I'm mega hyper.

Hafta do plates now. :\

*does hyper dance*


Will post stuff after this weeek.

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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22478748/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22478748/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 21:08:32 PST Somehow I don't feel like it's prelims week next week.

Maybe I cut too much classes.



Or maybe I'm just being empty-brained today.


*shrugs*

And these past weeks, my taste in music slowly shifted. I'm listening to R&B and other types of music now.

Current favorite is Last night by P. Diddy ft Keyshia Cole.

Thanks to for providing me with music. XD


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22381347/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 19:48:42 PST
I can't use ms powerpoint to save my life. It's ticking me offfffff.

I've been assigned to do the ppt presentation for tomorrow. Yeah, school starts tomorrow.

I'm thinking of cheating using photoshop like I used to do.


But then, PS takes forever to load.


And I have a bunch of other plates that I was supposed to do over Christmas break.


And I just ran out of brownies.






]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22215991/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22215991/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 19:55:10 PST
I just found out that my parents are also going to MoA today. I have a date today at the same mall(they know), and I'm taking my 8 year-old niece ice skating.

What a day this is going to be.

Happy holidays, guys.



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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22133319/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 02:11:18 PST
I just remembered.

Idk if it was just some freaky coincidence, but on the 21st, everything had 21 in them.

We were drawing lots last Sunday for some raffle thingy(I didn't ask, someone just went around and gave out numbers), and I got 21. Coincidentally the date of his birthday(uh duh, that's why I was there), and the date of another special event.

Also, we ran a couple of errands, and the phone number of one of the places was (somethingsomething)-1221.


It's so cute.


And I didn't get hives even though I had some light beer. But then, it was less than a bottle. =__=;; Oh well.


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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22090509/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22090509/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 18:41:49 PST
I think I'll die of diabetes.

I just made a Mud Brownie with chocolate frosting and chocolate chips anddd powdered sugar on top. Still haven't tasted the brownie because I'm bringing it(tray and all)somewhere. The frosting tasted awesome.

How was paskuhan, btw? I failed to stay for long, when we got there, Bamboo was already belting out his songs.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/22044455/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 06:33:01 PST
It's been really really cold lately. I haven't been able to sleep much, and my chest feels really heavy these days. I also get dry coughs and such. Sucks to be sickly.

I am hating the weather right now. I miss summer. :[

On the lighter side, I am looking forward to a pleasant vacation(no plates, no stress, no creepy people). 2 weeks without commuting, having to stay in classrooms and such.

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My dsl's killing me. It's so effing slow, I think I wanna kill pldt.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21985324/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 05:45:59 PST
My sd card is sooo not working now. It worked last night, after we had it exchanged for a new one at moa(we bought it last Sat, returned it yesterday because it was defective). I am so not going back to moa just to get this effing card replaced AGAIN.

Ridata seems to be a really bad brand. Time to buy a bluetooth device. Hopefully it'll work.




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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21940247/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21940247/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 23:26:30 PST
Such is life.

And life...is boring.

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Christmas is only 13 days away, and I still have no gifts or whatever to give. I'll be making fudge, cupcakes, cookies, and prolly carrot cakes with cream cheese frosting to jive with the holiday spirit. Hopefully I'd be able to make all of those and send some to the people I care about(yay care package!). If not, then, expect ecards or prolly a simple "Merry Christmas!". I've been really broke lately(parents reduced my allowance, went to the movies, bought supplies) , and therefore, this will probably be the first Christmas wherein I won't be able to give anything to my friends(hopefully I'll be able to bake at least cookies). Soo yeahh.

I also have a lot of stuff to attend to in the following weeks, namely, my neice's 7th birthday, my cousin's 19th/20th bash somewhere(there will be drinking and stuff) mom didn't permit me, someone's birthday celeb, and ice skating with friends after Christmas. Also, more movies. 0___0 I also have to do a lot of cooking(the mentioned items in the last paragraph plus stuff for the family gathering).


On a happier note, my parents are okay with the person I hang out with. :] They permit me to be with him and stuff, unlike before, when they asked a ton of questions. They see how good he is, and that he's okay. Weeee.

[edit] I'm planning on getting a pair of bunnies next year. Any advice? :]


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21893678/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 06:23:28 PST
I think I'm well past the "omfg I am so annoyed" stage. I just don't care anymore. :] All I know is, I'm happy, and not even some freaky morning will ruin my life.

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Even a bad start didn't stop me from having a good day. Prof didn't arrive, so we[me and a friend] ended up watching Bolt. Funny thing is, 3 of my other blockmates/friends watched the same thing in a different mall(they watched at Robinson's Place Manila, while we watched at Trinoma) and finished the movie at almost the same time.

Got a new phone yesterday(parents bought it for me, so I wasn't able to choose), a Nokia 7210 Supernova. So after the movie, we came by this kiosk full of cute stuff. Bought pouches and a super cute sticker pack for our phones. I stuck candy-colored heart stickers like mad on our phones. I just turned a guy's manly phone into a girly phone with all those stickers. XD EBIIIL.


Right now I have to finish tons of stuff. I just hope I get enough sleep. Haha. Buh bye.

PS. PLZLEAVEMEALONEKTHXBAI.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21796530/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 09:07:53 PST
Even without words, I can feel daggers behind my back. I can feel strange stares. I am not an idiot.

I am perfectly happy with what I have. As someone has told me this morning, my happiness matters more than what others may say. You wouldn't know how I'm feeling unless you've experienced the same.

No one knows the entire story but me and a few other people that I've known long enough and bonded enough with to trust. And I don't plan to tell everyone everything. I'm no celebrity after all. I don't like being talked about. It's also another reason why I never visit the place that I loved anymore.

No one likes going to a place where they feel unwanted.

.
Whatever you're thinking, you're most probably wrong. If you have a problem, talk to me, not spread lies about me or make me look at fault for something that's of your doing. I have done my part on one issue. I have tried talking. And all I get is a glare, and nothing more. I don't really care. But the fact that people are pointing fingers at me, saying it's all my fault, is such a pain in the ass. It's not me who's at fault here. I made sure of stuff. I was reassured. And then I get all the effing blame. I don't know if you're just craving for some fucking attention, but it's so annoying to the point that it's not annoying anymore. It's just...beyond that. You do things and make people think the opposite way so you'll get attention and get yourself plus points while getting me bad stares from others at the same time. What, it's a win-win situation for me, huh? You get your attention, I get bashed. Yay? Happy now?

And also,_{I AM NOW IN THE WRONG BECAUSE MAJORITY WINZ AND I'M LIEK NOT CRYING AND STUFF. BOO HOO.} Everyone's just the same.

I never backstab people. I only talk about my slight annoyance with other people because I don't like telling it directly to the person. Beacuase at the end of the day, no matter how annoyed I am, I just have to accept that it's just how that person is. Don't believe bits of stories, for when I talk with people, we know what we're talking about. When translated by others, it can have a whole other meaning.


My DA will be on hiatus because I am slightly pissed off. I don't plan on returning anytime soon. I might upload a dev or two, but I will never update my journal until I feel like it.


-Iya


]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21759821/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21759821/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 03:05:13 PST
My phone is so effing fucked up. My dad keeps delaying my Sun Cellular plan, so I'm still stuck with my stupid 6-year old handset, instead of a new one. And it keeps dying on me every few minutes. Not reliable. At all. It's fucking beyond repair and my parents keep telling me it's alright since I'm a student. The fuck. This phone is so killing my social life. Back in hs, before I lost my old phone, I always had a nice phone that didn't die on me all the time. ~_~


Why is life so effing cruel? ~_~

On a lighter note, I feel happy today. I got enough sleep this afternoon to compensate for the 3 straight nights I went through without much sleep.

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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21710209/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21710209/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 05:27:35 PST
LIEK OMG THERE WERE over 9000 PEOPLE AT TRINOMA JUST TO SEE TWILIGHT.

Me and a friend were originally there to watch something else, but the scheds were too late, and so we were left with no choice but to watch Twilight. We were like, "Hey, since we didn't read the book, we won't rant much. And it's a movie! It must be better!" Man, we were so effing wrong.

The rabid fans were much more fun to look at. Cheers filled the cinema when Edward finally came out. Then when the SPOLIERALERT kissing scene came /SPOILERALERT, a group of friends sitting in the same row as us dropped their jackets over their friends' heads(who were sitting on the row in front of us). Hilarity ensued as they were all, OHNOES GETITOFFFFFFF.

There isn't much of a plot. Oh, and I thought the opening scene wasn't very interesting. Reminded me of Bambi. Actually, I thought it was another trailer until I saw Bella.

It was too draggy! For the first 40 minutes or so, it was all about Bella and Ed. Then snippets of Ed's family. Then there's this single antagonist. Oh. And the Alice girl looked like someone from the Devil May Cry franchise. Anyway, I find it weird that everyone's attracted to Bella. I mean, that's beyond creepy.

Enough ranting about the movie. I had a great time afterwards, walking on the park-like area of Trinoma(first time to actually walk there, and also with the lights on. So much thanks for bringing me there.) Also browsed around several shops and exchanged stories.



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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21608374/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 05:18:52 PST
My feet hurt. ;___;

Anywayyyy I met Lyndon G(author of Beerkada/), Michael David/(Kubori Kikiam Comics/CC), and a few other indie people, such as Kuya Aaron from UP(I forgot to ask for his DA), Kuya (Silent Sanctum Manga), Ate (Black+Label), Kuya Archi/(forgot his name) (Samurai Scribe), and other people.

I also saw Pol Medina Jr, Manix Abrera, , Wilson Tortosa, and other artists. A lot of the orgroom people were there, too.

I spent all my money on comics. Bought a BeerkaDos book because I couldn't afford the Chompy plushie, a Kubori Strips for the soul, and Oko's indie, "Apoy". I wanted to buy shirts, but I only had 500 to spend. Boo hoo. Also, I bought a bunny headband for 150. WALLET BURNERRRR. Wanted to buy a genki hat, but then I realized I had no cash left. :[

Need to save up more for the next con. For the meantime, I'll save up for a new pair of heels to go with my new pink/orange dress.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21577231/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 06:29:02 PST
I need a showerrrrr.


Helping is tiresome.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21556632/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 19:00:54 PST
--update.

PUTANGINAINALISYUNGSTALLNGNYFD.POTA.
ISANGARAWLANGBUKASANGMGASTALLSPUTANGINANYOWALANGKWENTAKAYO.
PANIRAKAYONGCOLLEGELIFEATDIKOBABAWIINANGSINABIKO.POTA.

ps: ang galing one winged angel ulet music ko. la lang. mamatay na ang dapat mamatay.
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I knew it would turn out to be one boring week. Walang bukas na food stands or any stands kahapon. Ewan ko lang ngayon. It's as if CFAD week is non-existent.

There's a shirt design contest winner, but we never heard of any contest. *shrugs*

If the foodstands aren't open today, a ton of people will be pissed. A lot are already iffy about the parade being moved(and not announced the week before), the new shirt(the colors are trippy, tho. Looks like a popsicle), aaand the stands being closed in the first two days of the week-long "celebration".

And there might not be any concert. I hope there would be one; the first part of the week's already been ruined.

Boo.


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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21523283/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21523283/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 17:44:49 PST it's been two years since she last did that.

oh well.

:]

]]> ~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21465234/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21465234/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 06:34:34 PST
I'll be dorm hunting tomorrow, and I'll be away for the weekend. No idea if I can use my cousin's pc.

Anyone who wants to contact me can just text me.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21456346/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 15:29:04 PST
I skipped PE today. Because I forgot to get 1x1 pictures of myself. No picture, no attendance. So what the heck, I'm skipping.

I want to play video games all day, but bleh. Have classes at 1 to 9 that I don't want to attend.

*stabbity stab*

Next week is CFAD week. No new shirts. No news about floats.

Sucks. I bet the only good thing about the week would be the suspension of most classes in Beato and the food stalls. But if they take the good food stalls away, I'm gonna be mad.
(As if everyone else isn't ticked off because of the obvious late issuing of shirts[kung meron man], and the floats.)

I'm hoping it wouldn't be a shitty week better spent at home playing video games.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21428249/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:53:54 PST
And I still feel like sleeping.

Played CS with the guys at some comp shop. Then played dmc4 on a crappy pc at the same place(kept on lagging on me). Tried the Devil Hunter Mode. And heck, it was easy. Completed a secret mission, and got 2 other blue orb fragments. Planning to do the same here at home when I finish the game(I'm on mission 12 on Human Mode).

I'm still wondering why I couldn't get all those cool moves with Dante when I first played dmc4 on the ps3.

*rants*

Oh well. I'm off to play. 2 hours till I go to school.

Aaaand I'm dl-ing dmc3 for the pc. Anyone know where I can get a decent pc controller that resembles a ps2 controller? Thinkin of using a sixaxis, but in case it doesn't work, I need something. I can't play using a keyboard.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21392032/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 16:53:09 PST
I wanna.

:sigh:

I missed the UP Ame yesterday. Wanted to go with the other orgies(~cedrics's term for the orgroom people) and chomp on some onigiri, but I lacked the will to come_{(traumatic experience last M3Con, I waited for 30 minutes becaue I was too early and had to bear all the super duper OMG KAWAII talk around me)}, and I had to go to the hospital to visit my great aunt(my deceased grandma's sister.). When I came, I couldn't even bear to look at her. I dislike hospitals, and she had tubes everywhere. :\ And our relatives are already planning a burial. Wth. Turns out she got pneumonia, and at that age, it could be lethal. Plus, great aunt keeps saying she sees my grandma and all the other deceased relatives. Creepy.


Anyway, I really want to draw something(I actually want to practice watercolors), but I seem to have lost my drawing know-how. I can't draw bodies *stabs self* anymore. Maybe it's because I have long nails now.

-
I wont be updating much after this. I still have 9 episodes of ying ye 3 jia 1 left, and I aim to finish up to mission 10 on dmc4(I don't play that much video games compared to before).

Random.


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http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21367825/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 05:09:25 PST
I've started watching Ying Ye 3 Jia 1 [樱野3加1]. Mainly because of Ming Dao/Matthew Lin(the fact that we have the same character for our surname is Anyways, he plays Yang Jia Jiang, nicknamed Ah Jiang. he's this typical guy in denial when it comes to liking someone ). Joe Chen/Chen Qiao En(she plays Xia Tian) is paired with Matthew. She's this tough type of Mary Sue. Jerry Huang[Huang Zhi Wei) plays Fang Wei, the hot rich guy(who never gets the girl). He pursues Xia Tian, but yeah, as usual, he can't get her because she likes Ah Jiang. Ha.

Story is pretty predictable. It's like a Hana Yori Dango type of story. The pretty Siu Xiao Han reminds me of Sakurako. You know, psycho girl who likes the lead guy.

I've only watched until the second part of the 4th episode. And man, Fang Wei sure sucks. After all his efforts, he tells Xia Tian that his confession was a prank because he realizes he has no chance. Then he goes psycho in his house and throws boxes around.

*blabbity blah*

Anyways, I baked brownies today.

/end.

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~thecupcakealchemist http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21241897/ http://thecupcakealchemist.deviantart.com/journal/21241897/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 02:36:11 PDT
After a while of not being able to access da, I have returned, thanks to teh amazing and :iconwith-girl-pilar:. I you guys. :]

Happenings when I wasn't able to go to DA:
-Baked 3 kinds of muffins for my Aunt's bday last 18th. Chocolate chunk, pineapple-carrot, and apple.
-Had a family lunch at home to celebrate dads bday on the 19th. I baked some chicken covered in tarragon and oregano, dipped in egg, and dredged with breadcrumbs mixed with salt and garlic powder. A bit salty, but yummy. :]
-Went to MoA and had dinner at Aveneto(did I get that right), my favorite Italian resto to celebrate dad's bday on the 21st(his actual bday). Also got myself a copy of Pugad Baboy 7 and Beerlenium. Andd a canvas.
-Cleaned my room last Wednesday. Also, I got the flu.
-Transferred to Ad6. And enrolled yesterday. And the fuck, I wasn't enrolled in Theo because it wasn't encoded. So I'll have to enroll the subject on Monday.

And today, my mom made some kalamay. As usual, it's yummy. She suggested I make macaroons out of the leftover coconut(she used only the coconut milk). I got myself 10 cups, and dad threw the rest away. I'm probably gonna make them on Sunday, when I'm not sick anymore. Can't do them tomorrow because of a family thing.

I might yield over 6 dozen, so who wants them? I'll bring some on Monday.

On other things...I'm thinking of getting myself straight bangs. Should I go for it? Or should I stay bangs-less?


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