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The full DOOM name didn't fit, and DOOM was already taken, and so was DOOMDOOM, and DOOMDOOMDOOM, so I settled on NOTHINGBUTDOOM and voila!

We should post game schedules, profiles, gm notes and random ass quotes on it! Seriously!

Everyone in DOOM will be getting a message or email from me with the account info and a link so everyone can log in and post what going on. That or I'll had out stuff on friday.

This is really good for any GMs that want to announce when they want to run, or if there has been a change of schedule and we want to switch things around.

Most importantly game cancellations, work schedules that run late, and when it's okay for people to show up should be posted. That's the big reason a livejournal was born.

Now we have tshirts AND a site!

ohsnap.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/27632281/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/27632281/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 12:25:25 PDT
Ish.

Crappy old computer with internet? Check.

Snazzy little Nissan Altima with real brakes? Check.

New snazzy apartment that's mostly unpacked and in the burbs and not forever away with a delightful landlord that texts me?

CHECK CHECK CHECK.

Hopefully my old computer with survive the operation with Windows intact or that another couple hundred buck of sad.

But otherwise, I'm back.

September really fucking sucked.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/27412153/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/27412153/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 15:36:53 PDT
This week was nuts and stupid and my phone has been insane.

Landlords need to talk to each other so that they don't miscommunicate and tell people we're trying sign new apartment's with that we haven't paid the last month rent....SERIOUSLY. That makes people run away from us screaming and leave us high an dry.

But such things happened and the last two days have been a mad dash to find a new apartment. In addition from parental ulimatums and dead cars and dead computers and bills being due I now have had the fun squeezed out of my friday. This not cool.

But if such thing do not pass there will be no place to live and people will be moving back in with parents. again, not cool. I sounds like lately things are exploding and falling apart for everybuddy, so.

I send this out to everybody, hang in there.

I hope october is cool funtober because september was sucktember. From the devastatingly clever claire indeed.

Yar. So in the sacrafice of this friday hopefully we will next week have an apartment, i'll have a license, a car, and a computer, and bills payed.

God my head is spinning.

P.S. THANK YOU REBBECCA FOR THE PLANNER IT SAVED MY LIFE. omfg you have no idea....

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26974511/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26974511/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 10:12:34 PDT
My Voltor PC got the BLUESCREEN OF DEATH yesterday...

AHHHHHHH.....We had a power outage in our area and my baby was just downloading and playing on the internet when a drunk power outage came and hit in the harddrive with it's truck.

A friend of mine is gonna look at, but with a distinct money deficiency I don't know if we can afford the medical bills for the brain transplant...

It may not be a complete brain transplant though. And I'm not totally deveasted due to my random backing up of thing, posting almost everything I draw on the internet, and burning of playlists onto cd for my car, most stuff I treasure was backed up.

My biggest loss will probably be my ridiculously awesome soundtrack collection.

But Dr. Iverson shall take a look and see if pieces of his brain can be salavaged. Cry.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26935212/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26935212/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:03:44 PDT
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]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26508887/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/26508887/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:37:25 PDT
Sander E. Beaumont, that fancy bastard from Katie's 1948 WoD Los Angeles fera game...

01 Onde Sensualle - M* (It's in French but the vibe fits so much it hurts) [link]
02 Beverly Hills - Weezer [link]
03 Ferry Cross the Mercy - Gerry and the Pacemakers [link]
04 Love Me Tonight - Tom Jones
05 Papa Loves Mambo - Perry Como
06 Depression-Pasillo - Andrew Bird's Bowl of Fire
07 Do You Believe - The Cardigans [link]
08 My Hero - Foo Fighters
09 Personal Jesus - Depeche Mode
10 How to Fight Loneliness - Wilco

The late Ms. Augusta of Becca's Post Apocalypse WoD Kasas game...only she would keep picking out songs after biting it.

01 We Can Have It - The Dears* [link]Xn1zU6JocY
02 Last Stop: this town - the Eels* [link]
03 Let's do something we're gunna regret - Corndawg
04 Queen of Quiet - Erin Mckeown
05 I get a kick out of you - Frank Sinatra
06 Jesse's Girl - Rick Springfield [link] (cry)
07 Hand in my Pocket - Alanis Morissette
08 Go Let It Out - Oasis
09 Baba - Alanis Morissette
10 Don't Bother None - the Seatbelts

The new and shiny daughter of Rasui-Anhur, Cecillia Owens and her husband Dale following Augusta's act in Becca's Kasas game... She's already picked like fifty songs, most just cuz she likes them.

01 Cecillia - Simon and Garfunkel (ofcourse...)*
02 My Bucket's Got a Hole in It - Hank Williams
03 Not Fade Away - Rolling Stones
04 Five Feet High and Rising - Johnny Cash
05 Momma's Don't let your Babies grow up to Be Cowboys - Waylon Jennings
06 Yeah Yeah Yeah Song - The Flaming Lips
07 Hello Cruel World - the Eels
08 Between a Man and a Woman - Flogging Molly [link]
09 Hey, Good Lookin - Hank Williams
10 Boy with a Coin - Iron and Wine (Oo! Hi it's a Dale song!)[link]

The Frog that is oh so wrong, Daedelus, my bullywug for the Thousand year Evil's game only has one song. God help us.

Spoonman - Soundgarden

And back in Avalon the intrepid Dusty is wrangling a toddler...

01 All the Tired Horses - Bob Dylan
02 Clean - Everclear
03 Sara - Bob Dylan
04 Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron and Wine
05 Let There Be Love - Oasis
06 I am a Pilgrim - Johnny Cash
07 Landslide - Dixie Chicks
08 Cath... - Death Cab for Cutie
09 Que Sera Sera - Pink Martini
10 Sad Eyed Lady of the Lowlands

Ahem. Now that's out of the way...WtF Riverwest! There were like a billion cops cruising around our neighborhood last night. Bike cops, stealth cops, paddywagons, suvs, beat cops, super cops...you name it. This goes on way more often than makes one comfortable...

On another note I've got apple butter. Yum...

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/24852339/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/24852339/ Wed, 20 May 2009 11:11:15 PDT Audrey - Noble Strength
Marcus - From the God Mars
Jake - Supplanted , Held by the Heel
Diana - The Moon Goddess
Oz - ?
Don - World Rule

Frannie - From France
Dixon - Son of Dick (no lies)
Pete - Stone
Halim - Patient , Merciful
Augusta - Venerated
Cecilia - Blind
Mike - Who is like God? (seriously it was written like this)
Benjamin - Son of My right hand
Ishmael - God will listen

Reece - Enthusiasm
Sophia Marie - Wisdom, Bitter
Ian - God is Forgiving
Jeff - God's Peace
Matti / Matthew - Gift of God
Deacon - Deacon
John (Jason)- God is Gracious
Andy / Andrew - Man, Warrior
Bridgette - The Exalted One

Wow. I love messing with name meanings and character astrology. I'm such a dork. Whee. Seriously though. I freak a bit about Jason's name. Seriously. I don't know what to make of Ian's though. Jeff's creeped me out.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/24613698/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/24613698/ Wed, 06 May 2009 06:42:51 PDT
On another note i was so delirously tired last night that I start gibber talking and told Katie to lick a battery and steal its precious power or something along that line...

Any. I said poop in the title and poop I shall say.

Mah car died. Blanch died. it is the end of any era of strange boat riding midnight adventures. Not really. But I learn to drive in that car and everything so it was pretty devasting. But we going to sell it to a salvage yard so hopefully pieces of Blanch will live on in other cars. One can only hope.

But jah. Bummer. Bummed. Taking the bus which is the perfect excuse to get me off mah butt and walk around. Yay.

So Jah. I'm hopping back on the characters song bandwagon.

Actually I've gotta get ready for class. Look at the time. But I'll post that up later.
Whee. I'm Back.

DUSTY from Becca's Post Apocalyspe game. Some songs namely Sara and blessed are ones she's really fixated on. OMG Dusty is making demands of me what will happen next agh.

"The Imploding Voice" - Smashing Pumpkins
"Sara" - Bob Dylan
"Blessed" - Simon and Garfunkel
"Landslide" - Fleetwood Mac
"Silence is Golden" - Garbage
"Honestly OK" - Dido
"Big Yellow Taxi" - Joni Mitchell
"Que Sera Sera" Pink Martini
"Blackbird" - The Beatles
"The Tale of Dusty and Pistol Pete" - Smashing Pumpkins

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/21803947/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/21803947/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 17:30:01 PST
perhaps.

anyway. currently in massage school. currently not eating anything.currently want a cowboy hat. currently lying about said cowboy hat. currently attempting to make short fiction posts for characters but failing. currently over using particular adverbs but who cares.

i'll be at massage school and lovin it for a while and the i'll be workin and loving it for a while and then somewhere i'll add going back to miad to get a bfa in animation in that equation at some point.

meanwhile, attempting to get to work with firefoot at the farmnfleet and scrub around in retail.

also moved into a new apartment. love it. running water, parking space, real heat. awsome. still living with luckydogfighter, which is still the gravy train. also there is a stinky but very cute cat named elwood in the equation.

now i shall be andrew norton.

or not.

instead i'll just copy comisar's cue and list som current themes for some pc's for the list of games i'm in.

dusty; for rebbecca's post-apocalyptic wod game
[link]

steve w. volchefski; for robs rob-verse super hero game
[link]

johnny; brian's presently planet irag serenity game
[link]


bah.

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]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15988506/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15988506/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 15:12:36 PST
alot stuff and nasty shit is going on between alot of my friends and it worries me. people are angry, hurt, defensive and sad, and i don't know what to do.

i try to help, but everybody it a bit busy for me to even really help so...i don't know what to do.

so i'm here, sending out my best wishes to all my friends, hurting or not, happy or sad, that things pic up, and that if any of you guys need to talk, i'm sitting right here with a penguin and a hug.

i don't know...

i'm off to go attempt to deal with a deadish car, but le sigh.

i just wanted to say that i love you all and i want to help.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15906372/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15906372/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 16:32:51 PST
dear god i did it. i wrote the god forsaken artist statement i am fucking happy with it too!
AOHOISDAFHOIASFHKDBCVKDJBVDLSV>ISDUJK

peanut butter pancakes i am so happy/.

here is is god forsaken collection of words that nearly ended me the past week.

As I have had the experience of being Claire Ninneman for the past 20 years, I would have to say a great deal of it has been spent watching and then second guessing what I have seen. I hesitate to commit to many things in my life. I have found that this not only manifests in my work, but in the processes that lead to it. Obsessing and living in the past, my attention tends focus on deciphering who and where I am, cultural ties that never were, and constructing intricate little stories in an attempt to explain general ideas.
Wrestling between flat simplicity and chaotic complexity, try to start everything at a scribble. You can put a great deal into a scribble, pushing feelings and inner tension and lazily dragging it out. However, control isn’t and element of scribbling.
Lately I find that this is all I do. I have had a lack of control, and always I have struggled to explain my self. In late, I wish to try and gain some form of control over what the viewer experiences. Be it through step or guiding them visually through time, I wish to share my perspective.
With animation I can place an image moment by moment before them. Through sculpture I can create an actual presence, a mass in the room to regard. Animation is curious these days because it technically does not have a mass. It’s all data. We can’t touch it, but it can have a very profound effect as it escapes the constraints of reality and has forms that shed the boundaries of physics. But usually it only exists on screens or wall projections. I wish to break another boundary, that of the canvas, the screen. Merging sculpture and projections of animation, and give a particular context to my animations. That is what I want turn my wandering eye towards.


-- let it be known that secretly and not so secretly i am the world most anal retentive person about being truthful in what i say midst my creative endeavors. aiiee.

it's stupid.

but yeah.

i am completely screwed on my sculpture, but jee golly wizz my artist statement for another class is DUN.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15171732/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/15171732/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:04:27 PDT
i have the internets. whoo hoo hah.

my internet. whoo hoo hah. ,my first internets in mah first apartment. whoo hoo ha....

in the tub.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/12345599/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/12345599/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 05:00:03 PDT
it made me cry.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/12088633/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/12088633/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 01:34:17 PST
I have no compresion of the english language.

Taco paste.

that is all.

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/10910419/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/10910419/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 07:38:22 PST
SNOWDAY! BWAHH!

homework...weep.

yeah. so i haven't made a journal for a while and i am still being owned by technology but that's aside from the point.

everyone go eat snow! yeargh!

oh yeah, for those interested in me commiting various atrocities with a tablet, you can go to my y-gallery now.
[link]
the fajita y gallery.

yes you all thought it. god why. i know... iknow...
on the other hand, if you don't have an account there, you can't see the smutty stuf, so it most doodles that have none of dah penis in your face.

.......

PENIS IN YOUR FACE!

]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/9909896/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/9909896/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 16:12:46 PDT
my mallkatron bit it today. something about a boot up error... oddly i have yet to loose my temper.

my toe is still infected. i also need to paint frogs and draw more in the way of zombie killing housewives.

i also need a computer. hopefully it has more immunities to claire but this is doubt ful

i blame pornography for all of this. all of it. even the toe.

the need to spread my life juice into the medical system for the trade of money is increasing in it's necesity. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/8880725/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/8880725/ Fri, 26 May 2006 06:05:50 PDT
yeah. it sucks about as bad ass the runs. remember art history guys. that cute little hour and a half class? it's grown BALLS. big, nasty, hairy balls. Three Hours per class period balls. Cram a semester into 6 weeks balls. I predict and avalanche of homework with steep deadlines and shit ahead. I already had a paper from our first class and now we're moving onto our visual analysis number one the second class. blargh.

Cedar isn't that bad thus far, just a bit boring.

in other news i poke babies and fry cell phones.

yup. dropped mah cell phone in a ditch. didn't realize it. it sat there for at least three days like a floater in the toilet. there is no hope for recovery. if i ever come into possesion of another cell phone, that things gonna had a chain on it or some kinda of bungee cord device atached to me that screams MARTHA MARTHA! anytime it gets separated. oh yeah....

in other more accomplished news i walked all the way to beccas house. that's at least a three mile walk. I feel acomplished! and sore... gah.

i also amn working on a buisness card and a blood money jar. oh how sweet the blood money shall be.
claire's LIFE JUICE! coming to a plasma center near you! oh yeah! it's almost like having a penis to spread my seed of destruction, except i don't stick in people, or pee standing up...in retrospect...hmm.

everyone give jake dodge candy! thats an order!

oh.cat.


X-MEN 3~!! woot woot! seeing it tommorrrow with the momma lady! oh she so cool! ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/8332930/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/8332930/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 10:47:52 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7917066/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7917066/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:45:03 PST
I NEED INPUT NOW!!! : gets down on knees and begs :

click here, [link] or on my homepage link on my profile page.

for all that have noticed my orginal story that i constantly rant about but have no solid material for, you shall now know that it just became more solid and finally after sevens years has developed a plot at large for the plot!!! ooo.. excitement!!!

you should all check it out and tell me what you think.

to be in progress for years to come, but now there is at last a general plot for it. hurrah!!! with this it should start being able to develope eve faster now!! agH!! hurrah!!

click here, [link] or on my homepage link on my profile page.

sweet jesus i am so excited. in addition, the media has been chosen for how i will primarily tell the story and it will be animation. hurrah i even have a buddy named a rick or bakashonen that has told me he is going to collaborate with me to make the introduction sequence for it.

wiggle. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7861022/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7861022/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 00:17:51 PST
apparently the sewers below our dorms had a build up in pressure and spread a little a bove allowing it to ignite or something, so we've been evacuated. the building isn't on fire to9 my knowledge. but a bunch of manholes in the area were so pressurized in the area that apparently they exploded up from the ground, cause lids to burst up. so yeah.

exploding sewers below the place i live is very inconvient. very. also when everyone thinks it's a false alarm as usual and grabs nothing useful. excepts me.

being amazing. my first instinct of hearing the fire alarm is put on an extra pair of pants, a moo moo, hat, grabs a penguin and a blanket, and keys and head outside. sweet. im tired and will probably be sleeping in my school tonight. this blows. literally.

goddamnit.

stupid exploding manholes.

again, i'm tired. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7775937/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7775937/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 21:52:30 PST
today i got hit in the face with a small packaged pie...

the end.

p.s.

it was delicious. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7612919/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7612919/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 17:03:49 PST
i still rightfully hold the title of procrastinator....

so i start the semester by being slain big a big angry exmilitary poet....
eek.

cry.

i really need to change my ways. anyhow...I
ll be posting more soonish, once i can get into the computer labs to scan my new stuff...

what was sad about break is that i stuck at home most of it and was un able to hang out with a bunch of my friends that much... tear.

katie....cracks knuckles....
welcome back. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7319679/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/7319679/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 14:52:19 PST
whoo....it's about time i updatd the journal here....

five months untouched is sufficient no touch time.

i'm using the school mac at miad and note, it blows. i have to practically pund on every key i push to get anything to register. grrrr....

but now that i have a crap load of stuff, there shall be more postage, especially since i also i now have time to draw and do what i want...bwahahaha..... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5791182/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5791182/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 12:29:25 PDT Note to self...don't eat that sandwich.
Note to self....what sandwich?

Operation 'Fajita be less Penguin shaped' is not going according to plan......

Mood: be less round....
Listening to: Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Reading: The Count of Monte Cristo
Watching: LadyHawke

Now...NOW...LEGAL PRON for EVERYONE!!
.....or not.

But indeed, fajita has ripened and now is old enough to legally buy porn, have a driver license...and do all sorts of other things my parents don't want me to do. WHEE!

As a celebration, I have created a little live journal under then name of 'DIFFERENTER' and begun archiving all my fifth survivor notes for those who are interested and incase my computer dies again.

[link]

PLEASE investigate if you've heard my rants about my fifth survivor story and have no idea what I am talking about.

-___________________________- ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5593572/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5593572/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:46:33 PDT Note to self...don't eat that sandwich.
Note to self....what sandwich?

Operation 'Fajita be less Penguin shaped' is not going according to plan......

Mood: be less round....
Listening to: NIN - Starfuckers
Reading: The Count of Monte Cristo
Watching: Sin City

oo....the subject pretty much said it all...

so happy....

i hope this means later curfews...

-___________________________- ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5328424/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5328424/ Wed, 11 May 2005 10:05:24 PDT Note to self...don't eat that sandwich.
Note to self....what sandwich?

Operation 'Fajita be less Penguin shaped' is not going according to plan......

Mood: be less round....
Listening to: NIN - Starfuckers
Reading: The Count of Monte Cristo
Watching: Sin City

Nah. I just couldn't think of a subject......

well, a little,,,seing two hundred on the scale is scary...though from what i understand, i really don't look it....

i should really take my prozac like the instructions say....

feel mopey fell hoppy feel happy feel druggied.....


blargh.

the death of my tablet seems to be a hardware problem, and i suspect it has to do with the usb cord.......sigh. hope it's replace able....i've lost much motivation but have been doodling alot, but lazy ness prevents me from digging up my scanner and posting stuff lately....

model zone so good.....if only i could get there when it's open.....

hoping to go to ACEN this saturday and blow some non existant money....

on upsode i ready a shit load of deathnote....so good...!!!!
though not phenomenal, as mpd psycho and beserk still pown. ::runs off to hide from DN fans:: i shall be doing neath note fan art however.....L......SO NIFTY!!!
TOES!!!!

-___________________________- ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5150310/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5150310/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 15:53:50 PDT Note to self...don't eat that sandwich.
Note to self....what sandwich?

Operation 'Fajita be less Penguin shaped' is not going according to plan......

Mood: be less round....
Listening to: Who's Theme
Reading: The Count of Monte Cristo
Watching: Sin City

Day Four of claire not being in the school to be schooled....

I should have done a count down of the days I haven't been in school...and the time I spent not doing homework or peeling off wallpaper....sigh.

The cold has progress to a cough cough mucus couch cycle. Lovely.

Confusedly I signed in and found I had a DA subscription. I think a window popped up before I looged in but know not what it said other than Happy Birthday....

Hrmmm......

More Disturbing....my computer has ceased to recognize my tablet.... WHY!? Oh Why?!

As the week draws on I have realized more and more just how unlikely it seems that i will have any funds period for Anime Central...Even if I mooch room at Loyola from luke or Maria person.....

I ate some selcious potatos then moist bread and later some spaghetti. I feel rotund. I knew nothing good would come of eating Mcdonalds 4 days in a row...ugh....

Note, there is a strange smell emanating from my dog....it scares me.

Why does meatloaf hate me...? Why? ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5124670/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/5124670/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 20:10:32 PDT
Oh yes it did a most excellant job!!! Hundred dollars short and many decibals down in volume...
...And I loved every bit of it.

No Brand was fajitas first con indeed!! People took my picture even though i wasn't cosplaying anything. I think this what my mom meant when she told me i was differenter. I got a feathery mask and yaoi doujinshi but underageness didnt' stop me as a dark face angel with a alligator on her head heard my plight and bought it for me...loves!

best of alll i went with kitty and her most fabulous accomplices jackie and kelly and mrs cambell! hurrah mrs cambell!

wented on friday and drove many hours to eau claire on clairmont street to take claire to no brand. whee. i can precisely note the moment i got sick. the second bite on the second chew on a piece of meatloaf on thursday after noon. why did the tastyness get me sick ? why?!

atobe and jirou happiness. the school uniform pants on the Prince of tennis boy are so NIFTY!!! atobe's muscle are so packed he cannot move them!!
ore-sama.............

duct tape boy i'll never forget you.....


Today i was sick and stayed home from school and watched 27-40 of kyou kara mao....sweet hampster that series is addictive....i want to make a morgif shrine...to honor that bestest demon sword ever! yay gunter!! i want one of mr. angry man gwendel's plushies...... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4833203/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4833203/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:08:51 PST
this is a question for all you yaoi or just bishonen fans that happen to read my journal. rawr.


K. A while i found this site while searchig for some specific bishie. It apparently was a gallery of dolls...very VERY pretty dolls, with joints like those drawing aid mannequins and pale porceline skin, with made up faces prettily and enough glam to have been dropped in david bowie's closet for a week.

needs to say, these were UBER UBER pretty dolls.

In this gallery they then proceeded to, this is where i lost interest, to my dismay, do yaoi things with each other.
Horrified yet intrigued, i saved two pictures that i thoguth were pretty and not to explicit and proceed to flee from the site.

Months later i am here, looking at these two pictures of these thinking. where did these come from and how can i get more. Now this could all be leading up to my sparking my curiousity in the wholething, finding the place, then fleeing like i did before. but cheese curd....the curiousity and yearn for more pretty bishie dolls is driving me nuts.

i have heard that there is a specific term for this kind of shonen ai or yaoi but am at a loss for what it is...... agh....

I'm going to go rip off my wallpaper now..... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4744045/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4744045/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 15:07:26 PST
food poisoning sucks



burp ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4416427/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/4416427/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 23:47:22 PST
the other day or week, i forget, i discovered something scary...silent hill slash....
it's so wrong wrong wrong...my brain has been crushed by it. i shouldn't put it past the yaoi and slashers out there to reach out towards silent hill.... agh.

at times like this...i realize porn is all encompassing and nothing can stand against it.... it is huge gigantic and on our computers at somepoint whether we want it or not.......

on a side note i got food poisoning last week and learned something....i forget what though.

mmm....so freash and so clean...... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3971806/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3971806/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 11:59:12 PST
these money questions concerning art are tricky.

meanwhile i've been applying to risd, and must chose between that or miad. Rhode Island School of Design, and Milwaukee Institute of Art and Design. MIAD i am VERY VERY familiar with and have taken many classes, know many people and LOVE LOVELOVES the teacher ::cough::James BARANY :cough: and many friends going there. and i love animation, but they only JUST started an animation majors course. Miad very good, but being in milwaukee wisconsin, it isn't very high on the nationaly accl;aimedness because it's milwaukee wisconsin and we all like our cheese.

Rhode Island school of Design on the other hand is nationally acclaimed, very prestigious and hard to get into and the best in the nation, with a long established art program. downside is i am not familiar with it, and know little about it and know little to NO people there. and being the ADHD fajita that i am, i don't adapt well, inaddition to being a huge claire. money is not the concern, but risd will be more expnse. and i expect it is rated the best, it will be a little bit snooty. ;:runs off in indecision::

rick, i'm gonna slap you BIATCH if you haven't applied to miad yet. indeed indeed. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3905385/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3905385/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 23:07:31 PST
i got a jiraya key chain and a cookie..

somewhere every second, every mintue of the next few days when jay is \driving....somebody.....is going....to get cut off.....

that is all. mwahahah...... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3882790/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3882790/ Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:23:22 PST there is anything that you'd refer to as a reason. i should be sad because i'm on prozac, but skipped to day, and find it's very depressing that i can't have emotional stability or happieness without the help of a drug.....

an that i think i may not be the most appreciated new yaoi forum poster.....as i am not very good at typing, except when i'm sad, because i type uber slow then and pay attention more to the keys than thoughts i wish to express, so as to avoid thinking further on sad things. fajita's mannerisms in typing are not well recieved there and anywhere because i blow at tping and when i type all nice and neat like this it isn't any fun or enjoyable. just a meticulous unenjoyable motion. but i've been trying really hard to improve my typing to no avail....and just fail and make dumb rhymes like that.

it is strange how being an artist can be so fufilling yet so empty at the same time on occasion... th upside of today is that a mini spork came with my pineapple fruit cup...

now i probably won't go back to the forum for a while because i'm pouting, which doesn't help and makes me feels worse. glad these jornal things are good for bitching about stuffs like this...

fajita is a sad fajita and feels over weight and useless and disgusting.
miserable.

............i wish there was more untouched land in the world. ::mopes offL ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3805803/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3805803/ Wed, 10 Nov 2004 22:20:20 PST
zoom.. i'm not very much of the good at this. but indeed! fajita is now finl in the yaoiforum. it wunderful.i must be a good liiktle yaoi fan of the arting and drawer much yaoi goodness!

yes! i also am starterung a new weekiny comic neato picture this. it is wander wonder, and it feature setting of nobodies and characters from fifth survivor modern day. whee. it'll be fantastic. i aleady have a few ideas and just need to make a few plot or devices and characrers whee


there is goodness....i have found a crowquill nib and fine point free flow pen....ninny is happy ninny... mwahahah......... yay yuri~! ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3217276/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/3217276/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 13:07:45 PDT ohhh!! oh the woe! so much woe! my hardrive exploded and died without warning.. tears of tears!!!!!! this also implies i won't be able to update for quite a while, but i haven't been doing that much of late anyway...
indeed indeed...
i should been updating hence putti9ng art in someplace safe !! agh!!
rickaloser, you should give me your address via e-mail so i can right you of the letters and the ness! indeed indeed!
agh!! penguin dance of sadness and woe!! ohhhh...... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2896488/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2896488/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 11:45:21 PDT huh huh huh? hee...meat hats....gosh i want to work with metal...i gots to do more sculpture....mmmmmm,,,,,,,utena wolf;s rinand sci-fi harry....all mine..........sigh...... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2554894/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2554894/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 01:19:10 PDT
momus is the best thing ever....welll....not surpassing safety...but damn close....and that 28 days later bee o f the neato....


oooo....igots to prep for my first time as gamemaster in a changeling gme.....augh........atleast six people....sqeek. but i have much in the store...mwahaha....i'm a geek.

MAGIC MISSILE!!
mwahhaa.....

augh for once...have few to no friends my age really sucks..cuz i gets left behind whille all the rest goes off to their little colleges distant lands....augh! sucksors! far mor than the ducksors!

hmmm....i think i shall eat my pipe and read a books now... ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2184388/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/2184388/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 07:42:57 PDT ph34R mr laziness. indeed indeed. but indeed. i have been a most peculiar slump. i blame pre confirmation stress. idoen wanna be cathamolic....indeed....potawatomi! i van tto worship the flames! mmm.....man. skitles!!!! heee. i said skittles. i made a winamp skin and last night i hung out with my fabu fabu flamnigo cousin and forgot to borrow a book! yay for resurecting old rpg hadji characters named bordesh!!! yay for exalted,..... heee....i'm such a geek. i eat like fat people sometimes. indeed. my pants time traveled from the eightis. i love them dearly.


like a fox@! ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1979464/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1979464/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 08:25:02 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1907377/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1907377/ Wed, 25 Feb 2004 23:25:12 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

as the thousandth hit closes in, i' gonna put out thousandth customer thingy! whee! butt sex! or people in carrot hats! or something. yes.
do a screen capture or something or scan your monitor or send me a scan or photo of someting obscene if you're the thousandth person. indeed. i am gonna leave my aim on for the next few days. i needsor p[roof or the thousandtrh hit. or if someone doesn't tell on the thousandth hit, i'l give prize to next person who make the claim on the prize. please don't do the page refresh routine....i do that enough on elfwood as it is...hehe! i bad.

the contest is on....and lukes gonna win!! yeah! ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1857733/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1857733/ Mon, 16 Feb 2004 19:52:08 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

we're the illuminati of roleplaying geeks. hmm...horse stuff in my clothes and i drived almost a tank of gas...yeah.....this week end i was out like a fat kid in dodge ball....

luke. i gots more penpals and you don't. mwaha. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1819143/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1819143/ Mon, 09 Feb 2004 16:31:47 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

luke's mom's suburban was in my drive way this after noon. just so everybody knows that and is safe with this knowledge.

luke. i gots more penpals and you don't. mwaha. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1803112/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1803112/ Fri, 06 Feb 2004 10:12:52 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

i gonna eat candy today.
i gonna talk about goats.
yay rufus wainright.

somebody still need to buy the utena series for me...and christopher, you's a ho. that is all. added to that has been beserk. mwahah. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1800951/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1800951/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 21:02:38 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

how does one post a deviant id?

somebody still need to buy the utena series for me...and christopher, you's a ho. that is all. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1800945/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1800945/ Thu, 05 Feb 2004 21:01:45 PST Mood: need...life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

i feel stupid. blah....
me stupid feel. hmm...
porn?
yups nups indeed the brain deadedness...

any fo one now how or could tell how to post deviant id?

somebody still need to buy the utena series for me...and christopher, you's a ho. that is all. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1795974/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1795974/ Wed, 04 Feb 2004 22:37:57 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

so much the relaing sounds for robots and john beste making john bestesque beste faces in my head. mmm.. infections. and there so much the allster! agh!! i angry! i forgpoted to tye a subject and was lost of the babblery! you must worship this babbelry! mwhah! pantyhouse.

ha...i haves much the count. all words in this paragraph shal;l summ up my day: pedilophilia hats consensual goat sex fro fetus in laundry bin fullmoon me driving johnbeste vampire techno music ropelaying geekdom hat more hat sadness over hats me being stink me being lazyu me being stupid me being not reading. me calling people pepop;le not talking to me me being sick people being sad im sick . robot house. people missing gay glub...tradgedy! o! trannies! and movies about literary goodness of an old man obbsessing over a beautiful italian boy named tadzio.

i liked today. i got a sucker from my pricipal.

first thing i did today: fail at getting something done
last thing i do today: fail at getting chemistry work done. accursed atomic structures! chemistry is ucky to because it is creepy, not because it's hard and something i'll not use much. i' don't like knowing the much about my molecules and the chairs molecules...it's creepy. what if my molecule leave me for the chair!> agh!! that's why i hate chemistry! creepy!! agh....:shiver:

oo! go to my elfwood site! the entire elfwood place has been revamped and isn't all gren any more its gargoyle ! mmm..hair....

yay metropolis. i drivering tonight! then buyering for cheap of the ravi shankar and L.I.E. excellance for cheap.... mwaha.... and i got metropolis and you don't! (no! not the crazy anime robot one by osamu tezuka! it's the crazy robot 1920s silent film one!) mwaha...cheapness...oo..i'm bloated..ugh....FLATULENCE EVERYWHERE! AGH!!
the consumption is leaving me but is tyring to take my noise making voice thing with it. honk. squeak.

ah....i think i'm gonna watch porn.....

somebody still need to buy the utena series for me...and christopher, you's a ho. that is all. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1795916/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1795916/ Wed, 04 Feb 2004 22:23:12 PST
Mood: mm....life juice...
Listening to: the safety dance
Reading: i've tried. i've really TRIED...yes i'm lying...
Watching: Playmates of the Apes

he has! the images of beste making beste like faces! and the occasional vampire thing but so much betest face and allstars! agh! techno music...
the other thing that's been floating around in the is tredmills....
it's a fullmoon tonight! i when drivinng and spent money on ravi shankar! i saw a book i want to by and read...the marylin manson biographt... agh... so interesting...and their nifty pictures and prosthetic limb picture in it...sigh.

ROBOT HOUSE.
oh. yeah. i been geetering the better. they've put one of those funky collar things on me. you know...the one's they put on sick dogs and victorian english queens...

!!!! i got metropolis (the weird 1920's silent one, not the crasy awsome anime by osamu tezuka..) luke knows what i speak of! mwhaha! and i gots L.I.E. yay. pedophelia is something i can't smell.,....

oh and those the have the iffieness about the pixelated drawing of late, namely the fs comic page, i'm making edits of it just for you cuz i a edit filter slut. whee.

mm...bacon.

somebody still need to buy the utena series for me...and christopher, you's a ho. that is all. ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1785075/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1785075/ Mon, 02 Feb 2004 20:04:19 PST
-Luke, the Cousin ]]> ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1728780/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1728780/ Fri, 23 Jan 2004 10:43:50 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1714421/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1714421/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 19:10:05 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1704016/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1704016/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:10:47 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1704015/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1704015/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:10:40 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1702190/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1702190/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 17:08:53 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1694411/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1694411/ Sat, 17 Jan 2004 09:00:03 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1678634/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1678634/ Wed, 14 Jan 2004 09:44:07 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1524645/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1524645/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 08:12:03 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1514609/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1514609/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 02:10:00 PST ~thefajita http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1319899/ http://thefajita.deviantart.com/journal/1319899/ Sat, 25 Oct 2003 02:10:06 PDT ~thefajita