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eventful:

~i created some really cool sculptures that i will be photographing soon

~i learned a lot about how shitty school districts can be, and how great it can be if you get into a good one

~i learned how to deal with commuting everyday

~i learned a lot about artists i had no idea existed!

~i learned photoshop for once!

uneventful:

~i did not get to work on as much art as i wanted to (which always seems to be the case)

~i felt that a lot of what i learned will not be used in the classroom (more or less forgotten)

~i still feel uneducated in how to be a successful teacher (but i guess that takes time huh?)




all in all this week is the last week of classes, next week i only have three classes i need to attend and they`re either final critiques, interviews, or papers i need to hand in...

so i`m not freaking out that much about it...

over winter break i want to focus more on me and my stuff, my art and what not. But we shall see where the next month will take me...

self motivation is a constant struggle with me when i am on my own with no due dates... *sigh*

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/28410619/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/28410619/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 09:26:11 PST
Apparently he is out until thursday, and with my crazy schedule as of lately i am sure i won`t even get the time to see him... *sad panda face*

Did i mention i hate my graphic design class? Its all blah blah blah make a promotional poster for this woman singer i have never heard of, make a bank brochure, make a business card, blah blah blah irritating! Nothing creative what so ever!

Lately all i want to do is curl up under a blanket and work on MY OWN art work. Not art that other people make me do...which usually is tedious and boring.

Ugh!

I don`t want to carve out foam! Does anyone know how toxic it is to shave/sand paper foam??

I did it like last year, and i ended up throwing it out (after putting 20+ hours into it) because i hated it soo much! ( i did feel kind of bad, i mean my teacher put it in the display case and everything...)

But seriously? Where was i going to put a giant foam lighter that`s 3ft high?? Seriously? My mom is already pissed that i`m using my room as a storage facility for my art...

Anyways, there is much bitching to be had! I am sure when break rolls around i will be in a much more pleasant mood

until then!

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27768458/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27768458/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 18:11:34 PDT
I should be reading up on the history of art education... and instead i decided to post a journal entry, hence i have not posted one in quite sometime...

my last entry has been reflecting on my current state of mind at the moment, somewhat an identity crisis.

I hope to get over it, but in the mean time i am trying to draw things out of how i have been feeling.

Anywho on a different note, i have been creating some really amazing sculptures in my sculpture class, and i do hope to take them home soon so i can photograph them, i mean worse case scenario, i can always just bring my camera to class and take photos, but i wanted to work around with some lighting on the sculpture so not only is it a sculpture, but a wonderfully shot photograph as well!

I`ve been having some really inspirational photoshoot ideas (basically almost everyday when i drive to and from my college) and its just frustrating to find the time, as well as models.... (and yes i am starting to get sick of photographing myself, but i have no other models!)

so i just wanted to update everyone on the current status quo!

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27491425/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27491425/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 17:43:08 PDT that no one will read

a song that no one will listen to

and a voice...
that will fade away with all the others
who were just
not that unique



they were ordinary.

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27241498/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/27241498/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 08:17:00 PDT
I am hoping to "wow you so to speak" soon with some of the work i have been working on. I am currently taking a digital imaging course (yay for re-learning about photoshot for a second time or third time in my life because i keep forgetting!)

also, i am taking a sculpture class...and not only do we work on sculpting but our teacher makes us dedicate about an hr each class session to draw (so expect some new drawings comming soon too!).

~Kerry

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/26256310/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/26256310/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 14:00:46 PDT
and having that sign
to me
leaves a lot of loose ends open for interpretation


duel personalities they call it...
split mind thinking.... they call it...

perhaps...

i do

because on one hand part of me is content

but the other twin of mine...seeks more..wants more....wants things that are different...

maybe the other twin is part of my ego... and is always wanting more...

i want someone.
not something.

i want to know them..
i want to creep inside their mind...
and pick their brain until i am satisfied.

i want to know their past, their present, and their furture

i want this person..

to be the main inspiration in my life..

and yet..

this is impossible
it cannot be
fate does not will it to be

and so...

i suppose...

my other half of my other split personality...

will always be..




unsatisfied.

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/26147108/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/26147108/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 09:10:56 PDT
thank you soo much for all your support!

much love!

more to come soon!

<3
Ker

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25883503/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25883503/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 16:26:27 PDT
I finally understand what my inspiring art teachers have been preaching all along about art. That it does not come easy. You have to keep working at it, all the time, and eventually sometimes you get lucky. Sometimes it will just jump out at you and wrap itself up inside you, and you realize that you actually created something with meaning, something that goes beyond your view of the world, and that you hope to bring enlightenment into others.

Sometimes its spontaneous.

What ever the reason, i want to tell other on going future artists, DO NOT GIVE UP. You may feel defeated, useless, talentless at times... but when you actually succeed in something that you know is right, then there is nothing more greater feeling in the world, that you made an imprint, not on any one elses life, but your own.

I don`t know if this makes sense, but i hope it does to artists anyway....

Kerry~

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25834609/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25834609/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 09:09:02 PDT
But alas! I am lacking inspiration....

>.<

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25123613/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/25123613/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 11:18:22 PDT
i just wanted to say thank you!!! Hopefully more deviations to come soon!

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/24254453/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/24254453/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 10:28:09 PDT
What my goal is that YOU the patrons can submit to me a picture of either yourself, a picture you took, or something you like, and i will do a re-creation of it on canvas paper with acrylic. I would do oil, but alas it takes forever to dry and is really expensive. Or the other option is i think its 8x10 Bristol pad.

For these such commissions the asking price will be around $10-$15 each depending on the materials i use and the scale. Obviously if you want me to create something for you on a different material or canvas you can either pay me to buy it, or buy it yourself.

If you think any of this is unreasonable please let me know, i am open to suggestions and adjustments!

<3
Kerr

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/24110772/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/24110772/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:52:59 PDT
I know most of you who are deviant watchers and broke college kids...like me!

So i don`t really expect people to pay for my art [at least not yet! ]

But! They are very small prints, so they are not really that much money... but once again... no pressure...

Just thought i would try doing something different for a change, i am going to try really hard to be more involved in deviant art, its just hard when your running numerous websites to update!

<3
Ker

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/18623706/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/18623706/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 08:53:58 PDT
woo!!

it was for my Hockney style recreation....

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/18431315/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/18431315/ Wed, 21 May 2008 13:26:06 PDT
I would like to see if i could start shooting some film,but, to develop it is an expensive project. If anyone has a cool idea, or something they want me to go in on i would be happy to help them create it in between seeing the boy when ever i can, and working full time...soon enough. So right now i am simply enjoying these lazy days... i want to be creative i just feel as if all my creativity has been sucked from my veins and i need some time to recuperate before the fall when i will be doing art 20 hrs a week like crazy.

Ha, and i thought i would have some time to write my sequel to Krev, but i doubt that will happen.


Any comments, questions, concerns, message me!! I really do appreciate feedback, the good, along with the bad.

~Kerry

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/17752219/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/17752219/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 17:36:38 PDT [link]

This is my supervisor at work, his work is actually pretty amazing, he graduated from NYU a few years ago with a bachlores in photography...

Spread the word!

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/17292334/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/17292334/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 19:24:03 PDT
Well...since November...

I just wanted to warn you all that some stuff i am posting on her recently is adult content, it is not porn, it is art. So i want all of you to beware, and don`t blame me that i did not warn you, its your own damn fault.

Comments/ Critiques are much appreciated, just don`t tell me "that sucks" or "i don`t like this" i think those comments are pretty fucking lame, i mean most of the people on this site that i am friends with are in college or older, and i believe that it is about time we grew up.

Thank You for your time.

~Kerry

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/13036983/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/13036983/ Mon, 21 May 2007 10:59:18 PDT
Lets make a date for a photo shoot say.....either thursday or sunday.....

GO!

<3
The Kerrster.

]]> ~thekerrster16 http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/11591384/ http://thekerrster16.deviantart.com/journal/11591384/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 18:48:27 PST
<3

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