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deviantART: by:threatened-angel http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:threatened-angel&section=today deviantART RSS for by:threatened-angel en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 07:20:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png OCs http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/29170783/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/29170783/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 18:37:55 PST Shouldn't I have run out of designs by now?
I'll do a big drawing of all, or just my main ones, sometime to show the designs
And by main ones, I mean the ones I designed for the sake of designing, not ones I had to design for the sake of a story
So that'd be

Toonz
Phoebe
Sai
Darkyn (I designed him THEN decided to add him to the story)
James
Dave (Twins, have to draw them together)
Faris
Oscar
GA
Jeremy
Dev (that's if I go with that name....my newest OC)

Wow that's still a lot....

um
Gonna be a BIG drawing

Only took out
Elle
Alister
Lucas

No real design went into them
Actually
I should include Elle too
I have to have thought behind her
And she is married to Sai
So I shouldn't seperate them

Yeah I have freakin' loads of OCs

Maybe just my faves?

Phoebe
Sai
Darkyn
James + Dave
GA
Jeremy
Dev

I'll stop ranting now
I'll work something out later....

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]]> *threatened-angel TF2- This Is War!! http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28935647/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28935647/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 04:45:27 PST We are loosing by the thousands!
We can't let those soliders win! (because I suck at playing Solider!)

Kill a Solider today!

/End political (TF2) rant

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]]> *threatened-angel Update in life http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28621474/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28621474/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 00:11:03 PST I can safely say my mind is all over the place
However today has been an okay day
In an okay mood this afternoon
I am doing a painting of the lovely Fearne Cotton
Who is my new celebratey craze at the moment
It's....okay I guess
Nearly done
Next up is drawing Pete Wentz which I kinda look forward to
Hope it goes well
However I am ignoring my college work to do this
But I need to lighten my mood

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]]> *threatened-angel Journal Update http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28442006/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/28442006/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 21:36:54 PST Well now I have done my second rotation of just being Fine Art and Photography
This week I have off to do UCAS
Then going into Fine Art for the rest of the College year

I have pretty much already done my UCAS
It took me all of 20 minutes

So this week I'm wokring on a little project
It's me lovely :devburlesququeen:s birthday on the 25th So I making her a present
Now even though she doesn't really come on here anymore,
Just incase I'm not gonna tell you what I'm doing
I'm giving her -something- each day starting from Friday
So untill she gets them, I'm not posting anything on here
So I'll be uploading what ever each one is after I've given them to her
So late Friday you'll see what it is

It's been taking me ages to do them
My hands are in cramp and legs are in pain from sitting in the same position for so long
Totally worth it though
Can't wait to give her them

Don't think I've been excited for someone else birthday before lol
So happy I thought of the idea

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]]> *threatened-angel Fashion http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27823928/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27823928/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 20:33:25 PDT Looking at Damien Hirst and basing a collection on his work
Or a least getting ispiraton from his work

First part is just gathering research stuff, experimenting and what have you
Now it's starting to get onto the actual designing part
Well, I skipped past the homework a bit and started to design

Homework is to...um
I think I have to look at designers (which I may not do because I have no idea what I'm looking for)
And this elongation thing where you have to take a photo of someone from a magazine and cut it up so when you trace round it it's larger
Sounds kinda hard, doubt mine will go well

And I was going to do womens clothing (like the other 98% of the class) but remembered I can't really draw girls that well
As well as never really designing clothes for them
So I mays well stick to what I'm use to and design mens outfits
Ilike my ones so far
And you never know this could be a new character
However, his hair actually kinda reminds me of Alex (expecially the first one in [link] )so I may just make it a redesign of him, like, him now he is older
But I wont draw the purple hair in these flats
(for those who don't know Alex he is my model OC I made a few years ago)

So yeah... one of those times where I shall be wanting to do this homework tomorrow instead of leaving it untill really late
And looking forward to Monday

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]]> *threatened-angel One Year Ago Today http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27671381/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27671381/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 15:53:29 PDT Not been in the best of moods because of it

Felt like I had to post something today
So this is pointless really

Ah well

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]]> *threatened-angel Photography Rotation http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27407855/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/27407855/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 11:18:47 PDT Was rather hard to do
But I had a lot of fun wandering round by myself
Got a few strange looks but I found it amusing

Expect to see a few photos

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]]> *threatened-angel Seemingly a new OC http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26980486/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26980486/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 15:44:52 PDT However I think he's actually quite cute, and ended up sketching him again as I was doodling on Iscirbble
So I may make him a new character

Hollow Guy!

And believe this was NOT inspired by or is anyway related to Bleach
I came up with the idea because it best represented how I felt at the time
It's not untill I called him Hollow guy I realised it was kinda like Hollows in Bleach

He shows the feeling of emptiness
And how when you feel as though something is missing your heart becomes more vunerable to pain and feels more cold
I have the feeling a lot
And he really shows it well
My first thought was actually to make a sculpture of just a simplistic figure in white with a heart hanging in a hole
However because I am not someone who can do such a thing or have anything to do it with I drew my idea instead, before I forgot it

I may try make it sometime actually
I'd quite like to have him standing round in my room

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]]> *threatened-angel College http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26834480/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26834480/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 10:53:59 PDT Well, started this Monday, did nothing on Monday and Tuesday lol, the started life drawing project today
Am yet to do any drawing because I had to take a nap XD

Yeah well so far I don't mind it
I've already written everyday about it on tumblr so I wont be going into too much detail here
Just that on the first day I spent an hour sitting by myself because I hadn't made any friends and my actual friends are both together in the same class. I felt rather unlucky
Today however I at least gave hanging out with people a shot, still didn't really try that whole, talking thing. Maybe I will be able to soon
I always come across really shy when people first meet me, which I am I guess. But get to know me and my crazyness comes out

So yeah, shall be getting to work on drwaing tonight which should be fun, then doing more life drawing in clss tomorrow I think...

In other news, Leeds festival is on
So I'm having to cope 6 days without Emma, not being able to get in contact with her during those days either
So that'll be interesting, seeing how I cope
Hopefully work will take my mind of her a bit, but so far during my nap I've just been dreaming about her a lot and waking up missing her already x3

Anyway I may nap fr a bit longer untill I get up to do some work

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]]> *threatened-angel Selling http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26450141/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26450141/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 17:42:00 PDT I'm unsure I really want to sell my latest Leighton painting but I want to know how much I could get it for....May try put it on ebay or something

I hope I can start selling my art

If any of you are interesting in any of my digital drawings feel free to tell me and I'll make prints of them available on here

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]]> *threatened-angel For you to get Features! http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26389264/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26389264/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 20:17:46 PDT
1- I will add the first 14 people to comment on this journal to the Promotional List.

2- For each of those 14 people, I will put their avatar and three deviations I like from their gallery on the list.

3- If I feature you, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 14 people.

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]]> *threatened-angel Ryley's personality http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26294649/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/26294649/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 10:02:44 PDT First I was wanting him o be really caring and cool
Then with his 'love set' outfit I was getting with him he became this really obnoxious and flirty guy, who if he settled down he was sweet but in the mean time flirted with every girl he saw

Now with his baggy clothes and how he poses he seems to have become gangsta
Doesn't care about anything, really easy, laid back guy who likes rap and Drum N' Bass....I need to buy him little headphones and a deck so he can be a DJ lol
He would try and talk gangsta if he was the one to talk, he's more of a silent guy, keeps to himself
He's not shy, just more of a private kinda guy.

However he still has a big heart, I'll never take that away from him.
I think I like this personailty the most, much different to my other characters and I don't hate him like how I started to with his other personality

I need more clothes for him, but now I'll mean to get them too big, to carry on his style

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]]> *threatened-angel OC Meme 2 http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25960555/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25960555/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 09:43:51 PDT
I don't know how many I'm a loud to do but these are the most used ones

1-Phoebe
2-Sai
3-Alister
4-Elle
5-Darkyn
6-James
7-Lucas
8-Dave
9-Faris
10-Oscar
11-GA

2) Who is your favorite OC?

I don't like to choose but I'll have to say James

3) Who is your least favorite?

Alister, it's not that I don't like him, he's just not that interesting

4) Who is your most developed?

James, just because his story is a lot more detailed

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?

James, I do love him, he's so sweet

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?

I only have the 2 girls (however there is another one I need to design), 9 boys, or 8 boys and 1 'it' if you don't count GA as being human, but he is a boy

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?

Alister would probably try and find a way to get out, even if it seems hopeless, he's not one to give up

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.

Don't think I have any regrets, maybe wish I hadn't made Dave a druggy but it goes well in the story...

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??

Elle, she's so loving and she can't wait to have a family with Sai

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?

Darkyn is in jail atm soo.... him lol

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?

Oh Dave is going to be a photographer

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they donÂt have one just make one up)

She sings the batman theme tune using her name a lot....catch phrasy enough?

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?

No they all have their own little stories, however they all live in the same area apart from Sai's group who are in London

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they canÂt be with someone else's)

Elle and Sai are together (and getting pretty serious I may add). I make jokes about Phoebe and Darkyn getting togther and Alister is getting maried (I have continued the Sai story in my head a bit)

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?

Aw why'd it have to be Lucas!? He'd probably walk round naked all the time, so amused by his new breasts...

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?

It doesn't make much of a difference he stopped aging at the age of 20, age doesn't really matter

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?

Oscar

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they are superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off.

ookay.... that wasn't really a question.... but seeing as Oscar is so strong he'd probably land with hardly a scratched and go back and do it again

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?

Sai, Darkyn, Dave, Lucas and Faris are yes.... the others find it quite amusing

20) Would your second OC prefer the beach or the mountains?

Sai would prefer the beach, because he knows how much Elle loves the beach

21) Would your tenth OC battle a shark?

Osar would yes, it'd be like for his dinner or something

22) Which OCs hate each other?

Sai and Darkyn, Dave and Lucas, Faris and Oscar .. well actually Faris hates Oscar, Oscar finds Faris amusing

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?

Phoebe was my very first, GA is my latest

25) And if those two were fighting, who would win?

They'd never fight each other, Phoebe is too nice and what Gaudian Angel would fight an inocent girl? However GA is extremely powerful, there's no competition

26) Are your OCs fat or skinny?

All are skinny or have worked out quite a lot..... I feel shallow for making no slightly chubby OCs but meh...

27) What are your first 2 OC's favorite foods?

Phoebe loves Chinese food and Sai loves a nice bloody Steak

28) If your listed OCs were in a fight to the death, who would emerge victorious?

GA hands down, however if he wasn't there (like of course he wouldn't he'd be making sure no one gets hurt) it'd be between Faris or Oscar

29) There's a zombie attack and your OCs are stranded. Who do they elect to be their leader?

Probably Alister he's the old... ]]> *threatened-angel I'm it http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25749250/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25749250/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 08:19:13 PDT

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Tagged by *Moktai

- Post these rules
- Each person tagged must post 10 things about them in their journal
- In the end, any person tagged has to choose 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
- Go to their pages and send a message saying that they have been tagged
- No tag-return

1. I spend most of my days on the computer, living on the sites tumblr and twitter....and here but I try not to keep it in a window all day like I do with the other 2

2. I also play a lot of video games, my favourites being CS:S and TF2

3. Portrait drawing is actually my life. If for any reason I couldn't draw I wouldn't know what to do

4. I officially admitt that Gossip Girl is my favourite TV show

5. Panic at the Disco is most likely my new favourite band, but if people ask I'll still say it's Guns N' Roses because everyone just knows me to be a massive GnR fan

6. When I become a fan of someone I have a breif period of just being obsessed with them. At the Moment that someone is Leighton Meester

7. My favourite snack is Popcorn, as right now I'm eating a big bag of it as if it were a pack of crisps

8. I like a lot of genres of music and love finding new bands to listen to, however it's rare for a band to actually stay in my life, only recent one is Lady GaGa out of about 5 other bands.

9. I love daydreaming, it can really cheer me up and is also the best way for me o control my anger

10. I've suffered with depression for about 5 years now, but recently I've felt as if I don't hate my life, which people may not realise is a big achievement for me to even think

I tag the first 8 people to read this
(comment saying you have done it so people know how many people have already.....and don't cheat, if you're one of the first 8, haven't already been tagged and have read this you HAVE to do it yourself!!!)

I don't think I know 8 active users to actually tag, this is my lazy way of tagging

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25703441/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 20:18:45 PDT

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Well now I have all the time in thw world on my hands I can get down to some serious art work!

I have started painting my Panic at the disco piece again however so far that was only for one day, so that's slowly being done
Then, like I've said after that I'll be painting my Lady GaGa hardboard drawing, Which I'm kinda looking forward to but also rather worried about, it's gonna be hard D:
Also I'm planning on getting another piece of hardboard and doing a Leighton Meester painting seeing as I seem to now love her so much, I plan to draw her quite a lot
Mainly just because my first one of her went rather well

Also!
Now I have succesfully managed to do a front cover to my comic 'Fr Th Mmrs' it's gotten me in the mood to do more comics
And that's not just new ones
I mean I think I'll redraw a lot of them, if not all
Because a lot of the time I didn't care about the drawing because I thought I'd just go over it in in photoshop later, however some are so messy even photoshopping them would be hard to fix
And my drawing has improved since I started (I think) so most comics aren't well drawn because of lack of skill, I really couldn't draw comics, I probably still can't but at least I may be a bit better...right?
So! I'll redraw them

Now I don't know when all this will happen but it will
It's like a check list of what I want to do this summer
Next journal I'll actually make a proper check list... that'd be fun

Oh and I'll be getting a letter from college giving me some other stuff to do over the holidays, their way to make sure we don't get bored as well as help prepare us for the start of the year
I think I'll be getting it sometime this month, so I will tell you about it when I get it.

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]]> *threatened-angel Tynedale FM http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25572742/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25572742/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 17:47:06 PDT

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Well for the relaunch of our local radio station there will be a mini concert on in our town tomorrow moring at the bandstand
2 bands will be playing

And I'm in one of them!!!

I shall be playing with my friends band 'Any Colour You Like' tomorrow at 11:30am
I'm not too happy about the time to be honest...too early for me lol
I'm only filling in as their bass player is away, but depending on if it goes well or their actual bass player keeps missing gigs and practice, I may gte a chance to become a permenant member! Which would be so cool.

I've felt like I ave been pretty bad at playing this week, in the band practices
All the other members are so good, then theres me

Hopefully I'll get better though and hopefully tomorrow will go well XD

I'm slowly getting more and more nervous D:

Wish me luck!!!

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]]> *threatened-angel Ryley http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25321529/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25321529/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 03:51:36 PDT I woke up at like, 11am (annoyingly, I normally wake up at 1pm) because I was so excited that he was coming today, so I had to lie in bed waiting and wondering if he was going to arrive.
THEN! Mother walked in with this giant box and my body just smiled, while I tried to play it cool and acted like it wasn't a big deal XD

Yes I took photos of the box and yes also took them at each stage of opening the box (because I'm that darn cool!)

He's so.....PERFECT!
His face is just the cutest thing you'll ever see
His little 'Love Set' clothes are so nice, however I haven't put his top on yet x3 it's kinda hard to do, so he's sitting with shorts and a scarf on at the moment, which I'm sure he doesn't mind

His wig is a little bit too big, I'd rather it be too small and be able to stretch it because too big means it moves and falls off a lot, BUT! I'll find a way to fix it I'm sure

Expect some photos

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]]> *threatened-angel Spending http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25162192/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/25162192/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 13:20:35 PDT dA is shit... It died while I clicked submit so I'm having to type all this out again.
Anyway

I have officially ordered my Doll, if I hadn't already mentioned that in my drawings of him.
However he still hasn't arrived yet which I'm quite annoyed about seeing as they said he'd be shipped this week. So I may politely complain tomorrow if he still hasn't shipped
I am also going to buy him some more clothes from Dollmore. It'd be cool if the clothes and the doll arrived around the same time, but probably wont happen.

Other news
I'm buying a Dell Studio laptop and a new Wacom tablet using my savings account.
Meaning the only thing I've mentioned here that I'm NOT using my savings account to buy is the Dollmore clothes which I'm taking money out of my bank account for.
meaning alltogether I have about....Â£430 left, which means I'm not completely poor at least, but I may actually have to get a job...(never had one before so that'd be interesting....if I could even get one with my lack of experience)

Anyway, I also want to buy Clandestine Indersty clothing for myself, but that'd cost loads so I'll have to wait a while before I do that... Just so I'm not just spending everything at once

And, that's it I think...I'll copy this journal before I click submit this time just incase it dies again..argh

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]]> *threatened-angel All Over http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24919606/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24919606/ Sun, 24 May 2009 07:07:31 PDT
Whats on my mind mainly is how badly I want a BJD
I've wanted one for like, a year now? Maybe longer

I finally have the money for it
All I'm struggerling with is convincing my parents that it's the right choice, they don't like how expensive it is x3

But everything is sorted, I know what/ who I want and have his outfit and clothes from the same site.
His name is Ryan (and no I didn't choose him because of his name, he is actually like perfect.)
46cm
Which I think is such a nice height

I can't wait untill I finally get him ordered. Then I wont be able to wait untill he comes

He'll make me so happy I just know it!

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]]> *threatened-angel 4 Days Left http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24821430/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24821430/ Mon, 18 May 2009 12:19:43 PDT
I really can't be bothered to go to school for this last week
For all it's worth I've checked out already.

Painting-wise I will most likely do them after I'm done, once I start getting bored. Same goes for any new drawings.
Expect a lot of iScribble stuff though, not big drawings (or I might do more, Lady GaGa [link] didn't take too long)

Anyway, I'm rather tired and have nothing to do so shall most likely go back to my nap

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]]> *threatened-angel Art Stuffs http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24809219/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24809219/ Sun, 17 May 2009 16:56:59 PDT IE any more traditional drawings/ finishing my Panic painting (both were decided to do via poll, thanks for voting!

)

But just to add to the list I want to draw other peoples OC's. Just because I never have before and it seems like it would be fun!
So if anyone wants me to, please send me a link to a character of theirs' they want me to draw in the comments here!!

However it'd become 2nd on my list
Because I'm in the middle of doing my Lady GaGa drawing on iscribble (WIP here >> [link] )
I've been doing it all day today. Hopefully I'll get it finished tomorrow? Not sure. But not tonight, still have quite a bit of detail to do, unless I stay up really late doing it.
Well anyway

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]]> *threatened-angel G-A http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24605250/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24605250/ Tue, 05 May 2009 16:47:42 PDT The good thing about stories is that it normally means my new OCs don't just disapear after a while.
However I still have drawn James more than Sai or Phoebe, just because i think I've been more into his story....and....he's mega cute

With an angel OC I will probably just really like drawing an angel a lot, so i do reckon he'll be on dA a lot.

Already my writing style for this new story has improved, well at least I think it has. I think it's a good balance of descriptive writing and dialog, whereas the other two were more one than the other.
Sais story mainly based on setting the scene and getting the point across with a few fun scenes thrown in.
And Heart Story mainly being dialog, with a quick scene set up before going into pages of conversations with forced stage directions to break it down a bit as well as reminding you who is talking.
As I said, I think G-A is a good mixture of the two. What do you guys think? from the tiny bit I've done so far.

Also! I'm not making filler moments to bulk out the story. Like with Sais story I wanted him and Elle to spend a bit of time together before bringing Darkyn in, which I think made it kinda boring, if not at least kinda sweet
And now with Heart Story I'm writting scenes with James and Liz together (damn all these couples) which is just like, building up their relationship, but I'm kinda at a writers block with it now.
G-A is straight to the point. I didn't make you have to get to know Jen first, didn't have to show you her relationship with Hank that much, however I did make your first impressions on him kinda rough XD, and i didn't wait around to introduce Ga, seeing as he is the main character....even if it isn't from his point of view most of the time.... which admittedly even I find a bit odd

Anyway, so yeah....G-A = action packed! lol which makes it a lot more fun to write really. I've written the rest of the Ga's first day of school (kinda just finishing it off now) and I already know what fun thing is going to be the focus for the next part.

Oooh I'm having fun lol

Hope you all are liking it....If you are reading it.....anyone? lol

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24536955/ Fri, 01 May 2009 19:29:28 PDT All 15 hours of it!

However because no teacher came to talk to me about what else to do to my piece I sat doing nothing for like 4 hours. It's okay though I was never pressed for time. The only bit which actually took ay time was the first 5 hours of my drawing

Then i just kinda stuck things on and panited random bits
I didn't take photo of the final thing....so it's gonna be like a year untill you guys see it, if I even decide to put it up then.

Either way, I feel better to get that out of the way

and after next I will have no more art!!! yaay
I know me of all people shouldn't be happy about no more art but I just want to get out of this highschool and start art in college, hopefully that wont stress me out untill I break down like this has lol

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]]> *threatened-angel Views http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24432268/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24432268/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 17:42:16 PDT The flood has stopped now but i still want to thank people for visiting, realising they'll probably not come back and actually see this message, i thank anyone else who comes to my page too

I know it's not about how many views i get on here but i still was happy to see that people were looking at my stuff

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]]> *threatened-angel Portraits http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24400384/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24400384/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 19:15:47 PDT
And my scanner is back so yay.

I also want to do a few paintings, I have ideas lined up
I need to do my final piece for art Unit 4 as well

I'm not doing school work, I've given up really. So if anything now expect more portait work

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]]> *threatened-angel -Stressed- http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24133160/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24133160/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 16:38:03 PDT
With all the stress with coursework and exams and stuff this time of year brings, i doubt i'll be uplaoding very much. Not like I've really been doing much anyway but still

Also, i now don't have a scanner. Well the one i normally use is broke but apparently there's one downstairs i can steal

lol.
So I don't know when i'll hook that one up to my computer, but if it's not soon then expect a few bad quallity photos just to show you the basics of the drawing lol. I'll change the file as soon as i can scan again.

Anyway
Hope everyone else is good, anyone else going through exams and stuff knows my pain atm D: lol
We just need to hang in there!! And maybe i should start doing some work

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]]> *threatened-angel You know those times http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24119675/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/24119675/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:22:28 PDT I jsut did that. but i can kinda fix it
2 people commetned on my last journa which in an angry moment i deleted
but in reply

@Rydi
lol yeah sorry i really do suck at being a critic, all i would say was 'looks cool' and i really don't want to be that pointless, even if you don't mind it lol

and
@mychemicalkiss
uh... sorry but, i don't watch you. I don't mean to sound mean but, that'd be why i comment even less on any of your stuff than other peoples.
I don't even know why i don't watch you..... i guess randomly going onto your page for a catch up is fun

all together I've calmed down now
I like to rant sometimes
You have to learn to ignore me really

The lack of interest in the stuff i work on just gets to me sometimes
I know some of my justifications for not commenting on most people work is that they normally have loads of people commenting on them already, where as with me i get no comments most of the time.
However i do know some people who are also like me so i shouldn't complain
But beware, i will again lol

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]]> *threatened-angel Art Project_Unit 5 Final Piece http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23816102/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23816102/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 14:59:46 PDT For people who don't know, for my final piece I redesigned Panic at the Discos album ' Pretty. Odd' front cover.
I like how it came out

What does everyone else think of it?

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]]> *threatened-angel Exam Time! http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23765052/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23765052/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 14:35:18 PDT I have 4 weeks on it, so i really need to decide soon.
I wanted to do one called 'Issue-based work' and do about depression, seeing as i think that a social issue which is over looked a lot. But it's hard to really think of things to draw for that. I don't want to take photos of myself looking all depressed, or draw myself. Or maybe i could if i just hid my face. I'd also want to upload photos of my arm, with scars and everything but i doubt the teachers will like that, And obviously i don't think others will see me as sane if i opened up to them in this way. But i really like the idea

Another one is 'Alternating size' where i wanted to do a paper children style, but with photos of people. So I'd make people do odd poses, put the photo on the computer then print a small picture out, cut the person out and put them in a situation like what you do with the paper children.
But I'm unsure.

I haven't got the paper with me at the moment so i can't write the rest down, but when i do I'll update.

What do you think of my ideas so far?

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=http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23735238/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 18:25:14 PDT I mean i would understand if it were just 1 or 2 things because you could have missed them. but for no one to have noticed like 4 new deviations? It's quiet annoying
I'm not going to submit that much stuff here any more. I don't get the feedback i want, there's really no point. I'll only upload the things i work really hard on.

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]]> *threatened-angel OCs Meme http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23717761/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23717761/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 18:18:33 PDT I welcome any one with OCs to try it themselves! (that's my tagg lol)

1. Choose some of your own characters.
2. Have them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three people.
4. You're more then welcome to add more questions!

1) Characters?
Phoebe Rye, Sai Tansen, James Heart

2) Boy or Girl?

Phoebe: Girrrrl
Sai: Boy
James: Boy, no matter what everyone else says.

3) How old are you?

Phoebe: 19!
Sai: 20
James: Â 18Â. I feel so young D:

4) What's your height?

Phoebe: uhh,.. 5Â 6ÂÂ
Sai: about 6Â3ÂÂ
James: 6Â ?
Phoebe: ah IÂm tiny!
James: aw, smaller girls are better
Phoebe: -blushes-

5) Are you a virgin?

Phoebe: Yup!
Sai: No
Phoebe: oh nice one Sai! Elle didnÂt tell me this! Âgestures for a high five-
Sai: -grunts-
James: ÂIÂm a virgin tooÂ

6) Do you have kids?

Phoebe: Nope!
Sai: No
Phoebe: you suuure?!?
Sai: Stop it.
James: No I do not.

7) What's your favorite food?

Phoebe: Chineeese foood!
Sai: um, steak.
James: SweetsÂ
Phoebe: ha really? Surprised youÂre not fat then!
James: uhÂ.thanks?

8) What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Phoebe: Strawwwwwberry.
Sai: Vanilla
James: Double chocolate chip, with chocolate sauce, and sprinkles.
Phoebe: Â..
Sai:Â..
James: ..what?

9) Have any secrets?

Phoebe: uhhhh, nope! CanÂt say I do!
Sai: Yes
James: uh, kind of.
Phoebe: you boys mind telling me what they are?
Sai + James: Yes.
Phoebe: hmff

10) What is your job(s)?

Phoebe: I work as a waitress!
Sai: IÂm a cleanerÂ
James: I donÂt have a job, but hope to be a designer when IÂm older.

11) Any powers or weapons?

Phoebe: My weapon is hugs!!
Sai: No, none.
James: uh, noÂ I canÂt say i-
Phoebe: -glomps James-
James: aaah!
Sai: -sighs-

12) What do you do to relax?

Phoebe: reaaad
Sai: work
Phoebe: youÂre so boring!!!
Sai: -grunts-
James: I write
Phoebe: ooooh can I read?!?
James: noÂ
Phoebe: D:

13) What do you think your life expectancy is?

Phoebe: hopefully IÂll live forever and ever!!! IÂm terrified of death
Sai: Depends, how long is it Âtill Darkyn gets out?
Phoebe: oh heÂs already out,
Sai: what?!
Phoebe: you didnÂt know?
Sai: fuck I need to find Elle
Phoebe: DonÂt worry heÂs under probation.
James: Same answer as PhoebeÂ

14) What is your opinion of the opposite sex?

Phoebe: Looove theem!!!
Sai: they are all rightÂ
James: UhÂ. IÂm not sure how to answer that questionÂ

15) Now what are you going to do?

Phoebe:Â.. PARTY!!!!
Sai: Can I go home to Elle now?
Phoebe: PARTY!!!!
James: IÂm not sureÂ
Phoebe: PARTY!!!!

16) What is your colour?

Phoebe: my colour?
Sai: DonÂt you mean Âfavourite colourÂ?
Phoebe: Mines Blue!
Sai: Black
Phoebe: That isnÂt a colour!!!
Sai: I donÂt care
James: Green

17) Got a theme song?

Phoebe: oooh! Can I have the batman one!? Âna na na na na na na na PHOEBEEE!!!Â
Sai: No I donÂt
James: Âna na na na na na na na Phoebeee!!Â
Phoebe: yay!!

18) Have you killed anyone?

Phoebe: No! never!
Sai: No,
James: No.

19) Describe yourself in one word.

Phoebe: Hyper!!!
Sai: Quiet
James:Â.Me
Phoebe: That was lame!
James: I canÂt think of anything though
Phoebe: yours can be ÂSweetÂ!

20) Do you hate anyone?

Phoebe: Never!
Sai: Yes
James: No.

21) Do you love anyone?

Phoebe: hmmm, no one at the moment noÂ. nless I can say I love everyone!!!
Sai: Yes
Phoebe: Awwww
James:ÂyesÂ
Phoebe: Awwwwww

22) Are you bonded?

Phoebe: huh?
Sai: We donÂt know what that meansÂ
James: Â

23) What are your plans for the future?

Phoebe: I donÂt think about the future, I just live today!
Sai: Just to live a quiet life
James: I want to become a famous fashion designer.

24) Do you consider yourself good or evil?

Phoebe: Gooood
Sai: Good,
James: Also good.

25)what do you think of your creator?

Phoebe: My creator?
Sai: I think they mean Kate.
Phoebe: ooooh, SheÂs cooool! SheÂs a shy version of me!
Sai: I have no opinion. *threatened-angel Features http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23649370/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23649370/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:47:49 PDT I'll post anything that i really love
And please comment or note me if you want to be featured, however give me a few pieces to choose from, i wont post just anything.
Also i'll do a bit of self-promotion, just for the pieces i've worked hard on and want to get more feedback on.

And with the new addition to the bottom of my page i'm going to have the get rid of some of my friends lists. I think the internet friends will go, because i have that on my page anyway.

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]]> *threatened-angel New OC - Oscar http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23547008/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23547008/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 19:24:24 PST So this will be my new OC. [link]
However I may still try do a female character, and upload another sketch i have done of the 15 year old boy idea.
But they wont really be used too much i don't think.

What do you think of Oscar?

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23529006/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 18:42:49 PST )
So far, it being a girl or a boy seems even. But knowing me It'd probably be a boy. I can't draw girls and idk, i quite like Phoebe being the only girl. (except for the smaller character Elle of course)
So, personality and backstory idea.
This one isn't very happy. Seeing as James and Phoebe are happy, and Sai actually now seems to be happy even though he definitely didn't start off that way, i think maybe a depressing one wont be so bad? It's just one after all.

So
15 year old boy
Seems invisible at school, no friends and it is as if no one has ever heard of him.
Father left when he was only a baby. Mother passed away when he was 10. Has a 23 year old sister he lives with, she has a boyfriend who lives with them and she is pregnant. So at home it is as if he doesn't exist.
All together an average student.

Well i made a lot of that up off the top of my head as i typed. So it may be changed a lot. However the idea of him being a no body and unknown will stay the same.
So i can either just try to make an interesting story about this ordinary boy or inspired by random Anime stuff i can make him all cool with special pwers and what not. lol.

Haven't decided.
I may make another poll, like asking if he should be normal or for him to be ub3r lol.
But not now, I'll keep the one i have up for now just incase.

::EDIT::

Seeing as there has been a few more people voting for me to make a girl OC, i may do so, making one as well as the one i just sketched. Then see which is better. But shall design her tomorrow
please keep voting <3 and any comments would be nice.

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23523320/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 12:18:29 PST But if you think about it it's only 3 main ones
Phoebe
Sai
and James

(however even though he was just a quickly made character for Sais story, i do love Darkyn)

I want a new one because i want to start doing drawings with quotes on them, like my thoughts and feelings, whcih will be more meaningful. I want an OC to feature in them.
I already have things for my other three
Like Phoebe is my theme challenge (always happy)
Sai is in his story (happy now, normally quite serious)
James with his cute poses and now his own story (also always happy)

I want some one who can look quite upset, because my thoughts aren't all that happy.

...However.... i could use Darkyn, he's Psychotic yes, but he's depressed...
He could be good....
but idk

What you think?

Comment here, or I'll make a poll for you all to vote on.

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*threatened-angel Heeyyy http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23394820/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23394820/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 07:55:18 PST I was pretty much garanteed to get in but i'm still like super excited now.
Can't wait.

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*threatened-angel Oh Great http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23371072/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23371072/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:35:45 PST Brilliant.

Thanks.

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23327883/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 16:26:18 PST Does anyone actually read my New Story? You know with James as the main character...
If not I'm going to stop uploading it.
Please Comment saying you do or don't

Thanks for reading ~XO

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/23009473/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 19:02:28 PST I hope you don't just fall in love with his looks, because he is a very deep character.

It's great to feel so much passion again, about something I love, I feel as though i can really just think of such orignal ideas, just because he;s my character, and I'm trying my hardest to make him feel so real. If the character in the story has that much of a personality, it's more likely you're going to be more involved in the story, wanting to get to know him more.

I could rant on for ages about how much I love James, but I wont, I think James will get embarrased

(Oh, and sorry for those times where i actually act as if he is real, i know he isn't trust me, I'm not some crazy fangirl of my own character obsessing over him and thinking he is real. I just like to do it, another way to feel more attached to him, so I can think more like him which will help when I'm writting)

So, if you don't mind, please, everone who reads James' story (and everyone who has sen my drawings of him as well i guess) please tell me what you think of him? I want to make sure I'm getting the right kind of personality across. If views are the same then I know I'm doing something well lol

Thanks for reading ~XO
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*threatened-angel Less Clutter http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22831666/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22831666/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 19:23:11 PST I wont be overcrowding my gallery with rantings any more, or writting that is souly for me, just trying to get thoughts out
No any poetry or writting here will be more for everyone
And my stories will stay here of course

But a friend suggested getting a tumblr. so i did. now i can write as much random crap as i want there lol.

So i think you'll all be happy to hear that, any objections or if you actually LIKE my rants or random writting, tell me, and i'll give a link to my page.

Thanks for reading ~XO

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22744913/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 19:03:08 PST
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*threatened-angel To Explain http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22470457/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22470457/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:38:38 PST And i realised, i hadn't explained what each heart symbolises... so i shall now

The smallest heart, represents family, i know it's weird for that one to be the smallest, but i'm sorry to say but family doesn't mean as much to me, i guess however when i have my own kids and everything it'll mean more to me.

The middle heart, is relationships, whatever boy/girlfriend who may come my way (if any ever does). And that's why 'Reinvent' is next to that one, because relationship do end, and in a poem i wrote i said that everytime one ends, we must reinvent the meaning of love, with some one new. (Also one of my favourite Panic at the Disco lyrics)

And the biggest heart, represents my friends, because out of everything, nothing means more to me than friends. simple as that.

Now as for the colouring, i was thinking, maybe i'll get the smallest one coloured in red, but wait untill i have someone i know i'll be with forever untill i colour in the middle one. Then the biggest one will be coloured in like on the picture, with gaps, because theres always room for more friends.

Thanks for reading ~XO

Oh, and i'm not completely sure where i should have it done, any suggestions?

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22384018/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:35:34 PST
go on Google, and type in the search 'find chuck norris' and then click on 'im feeling lucky'

It is actually the best!!

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*threatened-angel Happy New Year http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22323084/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22323084/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 03:12:27 PST
So Happy New Year!! 2009!!... i don't like it, it's an odd number, but i think i'll live.

I went to my friend Kevins house to celebrate, where 2 people got Very drunk and threw up all around Kevins hosue lol, he's gonna have great fun cleaning before his parents get back, but he has 2 days so ihe'll be fine i'm sure.
And... uh well i hung round mainly with my friend John, he's normally the most fun lol.
I didn't really drink much, like at all! A glass of WKD and Red Bull with the tinniest bit of vodka in it. The rest of the drink i brought got stolen by drunkerds i didn't want to bother

I haven't slept... at all, didn't even try. partied then was looking after one of the very drunk people who was quite a mess, and because he was really cold someone had the great idea of putting him in the dogs bed X3 which to be honest he looked quite comfortable in. Then after he seemed fine being passed out, we went to watch 'The Dark Knight'....or is it 'Night'? i don't know.... meh

And Now! I have my cup o' tea and am quite happy...and listening to my new The Acedemy Is... album
I'm unsure if i should sleep now, because my bed looks so inviting, But then i think i should wait and just have an early night, to try and correct my sleeping pattern. Or i could see how long i can go without sleep in 2009....... but i don't know....

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22186096/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 09:18:47 PST

I hope everyone is having a great day.

And my dreams came true and i gots my Fender Squier bass!!

I've been playing it all day, and as you can already see i've been taking photos of it

I also got Folie A Deux

And lot's of the usual stuff the parents buy to just fill out the room a bit lol.
My 2009 calender this year is PARAMORE!! Woo! lol

What else did i get??..... my and my brothers got an Xbox 360 between us

Which i shall be stealing, seeing as i have been asking for one for ages. 'Tis probably why we got one. I also got games for the Wii and some random books. ummmmm... I can't think of what else really.

What did you all get??

Ha oh yeah and i got a remote control mini cooper XD Brilliant

Thanks for reading
And Merry Christmas again ~XO

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*threatened-angel Let's here it for America's Suitehearts! http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22091456/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22091456/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:49:56 PST
OKAY!
I have decided to write a new story.... I'm not telling ANYMORE about it than that lol.

But hopefully it will be a lot better than the piece of crap I wrote before. It's....-okay- so far, but still no good

I decided to write again after reading something my lovely Emma wrote because I like fell in love with it lol. She's the best writer I know and I either get inspired by reading her stuff or think 'omg I should never be aloud to write again!'

But anyway.... I may upload the story here some time, or I may not. I'm undecided. Either way I haven't actually typed it up yet so don't expect it like tonight or something lol

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22066531/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 12:30:40 PST
Amazingly this morning i was really happy, despite the fact i felt SOOOOO sick i nearly had to miss school, but i was determined to go in so

Also despite the fact i only managed to get 1 hours worth of sleep!
I was texting my friend Sam telling her i had finished her drawing, and when i gave it to her she loved it

Loads of people dressed up for school (Sam for one was an elf) and people from my art class were elves, santas, some one was a christmas pudding and someone else was a christmas tree! working lights and everything XD
And art was the only lesson i had, and all we did was paint on each others faces (i managed not to get my face painted, i know i'd have to walk home so i kinda though nooo thanks! XD

So i then had a free period where i did nothing........

Then! In my second free my and my friend Ollie joined my other friend Tara Psychology lesson because we knew the teacher would just let us sit in seeing as there was no way they would be doing work. And we did a quiz! lol, (we lost but shhh) Also, the girl i always seem to talk about these days in my writting is in that class XD She was sitting like exactly opposite me (she was on the other team) and i just hope she didn't notice me staring at her every other minute

I didn't go to carols in the winter gardens at school because i dislike singing and because of the new head teacher i knew it wasn't going to be fun in any way (and the winter gardens are crap! feeezing and echo-y)
So i walked home in the wind and the rain,... amazingly i can't remember walking home that well, i must have just been daydreaming so much about the day so far

Then once i came home i watched TV for about an hour then went to bed for a nap i REALLY needed. I've only recently got up

Oh and just for another random fact, i got bored and changed my ringtone on my mobile to Grenade Jumper, and i got called like twice today so i just kind danced before i picked up

And when it all goes to hell, will you be able to tell, I'm sorry with a straight faaace!!!
Sorry, that's just what i'm listening to, i felt like singing along

I forgot how much i love FoB's first album! :d

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/22019308/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 16:47:28 PST
If you've been following my literature deviations then you'll know that right now my mind has been taken over by all these new thoughts, which i shall probably still be writing about a lot, so keep checkin' in

Also! Fall Out Boys new album is mint! I've listened to their songs on their myspace, but now that the album is out the songs only last about a minute so I'll have buy it XD BUT because it's so close to Christmas I'm not ALOUD TO BUY IT!!!! So I'll have to wait.

And like what i've just mentioned....IT'S NEARLY CHRISTMAS!!!!! Is anyone excited? I am, but only because there's a chance i could be getting the Pete Wentz Fender Squier Bass which would be MEGA COOL. lol I haven't actually asked for anything else yet... so im gonna have to make a list for me parents...first i need to think of what else i want....

ummmmmm i can't think of anything else to say....
I guess that's it

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21666022/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 15:09:36 PST Theres no way the new GnR can ever be as good as the old but i still love them.

Today has been a rather good day, seeing as i only had one lesson a school which was art. Except the damn teacher made my friend upset again, so wanted to kill the teacher x3.
I started colouring my OC linart, had a nap, finished OC colouring just recently.

I'm not exactly looking forward to tomorrow seeing as it's my grandmothers funeral... I just need to get it over with.

Nothing else happening, just thought i'd update/ mention how much i love the new GnR album

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21554323/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 16:48:41 PST That it isn't just one thing, it's all the things in my life i can't control, that i give up on so easily and i don't know why i don't fight for what i love.
Want to know the things?

First to hit me is that I'm alone, i left some one i loved because i couldn't take his mood swings which were actually were caused by the pills he was prescribed to help him, they were f*cking with his mind. And the long distant relationship was really stressing me out. He's happy now and he is over me. I keep thinking that if i hadn't given up so easily and fought to keep the thing which actually did give me such amazing moments of true happiness, that then i would be in such a different situation now.

Something which keeps getting to me each time i think about it. Is that my closest friend even physically lives close and yet i never see her. I've started to realise that i'm not as close as i thought, that we may talk everyday, that we may have a msn convo up for ages, we don't actually talk about much. It's mainly just me saying random things about my day/ thoguhts, with her occasionally talking about herself. I can't think of any time other than when i'm moaning about my problems when we have had a proper conversation, just randomly. As friends, real friends, do. So even though i feel like i can tell her anything, i have random moments of doubt about how close we are.

Something that has been effecting me for like 10 fucking years, is how much i miss my best friend. I have moments about thinking about her more than usuall and i realise how much i want to see her, that i want to feel close to her. I can't believe how much it hurts to think i haven't seen her fo so damn long! And now shes off doing a scholorship(sp) with the RAF so i have no idea when i will even get a chance to see her again.

All these things i have felt as if i've lost control of, i want to change them to make me feel happy with my life. But i can't, i may think i want to do something but, idk, maybe i'm scared to really stand for what i love. To shy to meet the people who mean so much to me, or anyone new who can take away this feeling of being alone.
This is my explanation for everything, I don't see it being wrong.

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21524073/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 18:34:26 PST
Thought I'd tell ya!

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... ]]> *threatened-angel OMG!!!! http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21369437/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21369437/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 08:25:38 PST
November 4th!! Sai is now 20! AAAWWWW I can't believe i completely forgot about it!
I just thought 'oh wait Sais birthday is in November isn't it!?.. wait, wasn't it early November..... omg have i missed it!!?!?!'
I checked the submittion i put up with it on and i was like '!!!!!!!!!'
lol
Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAI!!
I need to draw something for him, even though it's a bit late.
Anyone else feel free to draw something for his birthday!!! lol

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21315001/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 09:42:26 PST I keep trying to find an explination for everything thats going on in my head but i keep coming out with such crap. I just embarrass myself talking about these stupid reasons. I should probably just face that there might not be a reason. And for whatever reason i'm just not meant to be happy, i'll just have to carry on trying to live with being depressed.

I'll get use to it i'm sure, i feel like it's just a matter of time before i breakdown again and start SHing again. I've stopped for about a week now, It's too hard not to. isk. Compared to people who actually have problems in their life i seem so pathetic, to have everything fine except my mind which is fucked up.

Also i really should try and stop uploading my writting here, i mean it may help me, to write and see if anyone likes it. But what i write can't be classified as art really can it.

See i'm upset now, i'm scared this feeling will lead to me losing my temper again, i hate the feeling of it about to happen. I just need to be careful.

On a random lighter note. I listened to 'The Academy Is' for the first time yesturday and i seem to love them already. It's nice finding new bands to listen to.

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21264397/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 11:58:08 PDT So your all stuck to ignore my crappy pieces of writting.

I've started to realise that out of all the people who watch me a mx. of about 4 people ever seem to pay attention to what i upload. it would be nice for some feedback on my recent pieces as well btw.
Anyway any one who is watching me i want to hear from you all! I feel as though most of you were just looking for more friends or something. Please comment i always love them! much more than faves!

And in other news i'm having a Halloween party type thing tonight with about 8 or so people comign over. Which should be fun. But more about that tomorrow.
Starts at 8:30 so i should really start tidying up the back room..... ah well, i shall do soon enough.

Also in random other news i have been listeing to Owl City for a while now and i thinks it's officiall.... i love it!! It's just this one guy called Adam Young doing his own music and it's amazing

So check him out!! <3 Owl City <3

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21151055/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 07:16:21 PDT To be close to some one is the best feeling in the world, and thats what i want. But i don't know anyone i could have with that, the crush could never be serious.

So i'm back to feeling alone.

But as an update on what i've been doing! I had 2 of my friends over to mine last night (one of them being Emma who i talk about so much on here lol) which was great because i hadn't seen either of them for so long.
But i can tell i'm the most boring person ever thanks to how little i spoke. If it had just been me and Emma i imagened that we would just be in silence. I always feel bad for that because when she had left, my other friend was staying over and i talked more then. IDK, maybe i can blame it that when theres 3 of us, i find it easy not to have to talk. So i must be like such a loser. X3 I want to invite people around tonight as well.... this month has been the most i have ever socialised! Apart from when i use to go on bike rides, which seem to have stopped now. It get dark too quickly... ah well.

AND in other news i did a drawing of Ryan (on paper) which i haven't really finished yet. I was just going to do a base sketch which i would then paint over, but i got carried away with the drawing and did too much detail, so i don't want to paint over it, so i've traced the main sketch of it onto another piece of paper and that with be wha ti paint

Also i have kinda stopped drawing Pete on photoshop, just haven't had the time. I will however try to get back to it seeing as now i have half term! wooo week off! Which i have to still do some work in but still, all good lol.

Overall, even though i mentioned i am feeling lonely, my mood is okay.
Doing stuff helps, so hopefully people can come over tonight.

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*threatened-angel Do You Remember http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21084415/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21084415/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:16:40 PDT Finished Sais Story! Which i'm happy/ upset about. But i think i'll end up coming back to it to add bits, like make chapters longer, put more scenes of Sai and Elle being together before Darkyn came along and stuff like that. I think most of it was a bit rushed because i was so excite just to be writting it lol

Ooother news...um. Today i had that cervial cancer injection thing, first of 3. It hurt at the time, hardly noticed it when i was having it done, just during the day my arm (as well as virtually everyone elses i know who had it) felt weirdly heavy, and sometimes hurt to move it too much. Now it's just aching.

Hm...uh, Presentation in Psychology tomorrow where i'm trying to be able not have to say anything infront of the class, i'll get my friend to say everything lol (mwahaha). Amazingly i did actualy did work on it, so thats as far as im going lol.
Also Another driving lesson. I had a random moment when i was coming back from Newcastle (as i was judging my mothers driving lol) where i felt odly excited about my driving lesson, like i was dertermined to do mint lol. that feeling didn't last very long though x3

Haircut on Wednesday which i can't comment on untill i have it lol.

Nothing else im doing this week.... Yeah i think i need to find something to do this weekend. otherwise i shall be quite bored. Or maybe after 2 weeks of having parties over the weekends i need a rest! lol

Anyway

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*threatened-angel Update http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21001203/ http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/21001203/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 12:43:19 PDT I may start chapter 12 of Sais story tonight, but i doubt i will be able to, i have too much school work to do. Whether i do my school work i'm also not sure about, but i'll try.

Nothing else happening. Just thought i'd update

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/20841912/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:30:19 PDT
I have decided that i am actually going to make some of my artwork available as prints...but im not sure which ones to use. I am most likely going to be putting up most of my photography up for sale (i have already put one of my bass photos up)

It will really help if any one can suggest which ones, either they would want or which ones look good enough (photography and drawings)

My only concern is that i would like to put my Panic drawings up but im not sure about copyright rules, seeing as i used reference photos i obviously don't own.

So apart from Panic, feel free to suggest anything, please!! I will really love it if people could help

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/20827985/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:52:02 PDT
OMG! Big News!!

I have a BRAND NEW BASS (well actually it's second hand....sshhh) and it's the most beautiful thing i have ever seen!
I am so happy with it, and it only cost Â£140!! So im not bankrupt! lol

I will most likely be taking a lot of photography shots of it, and i will post just normal photos of it in scrap some time, just so you can all see it's brilliance.

Apart from it's looks, it sounds and plays brilliantly, to be honest i have'nt properly heard it as i am yet to plug it in and really test it, but it is great fun to play. First song i ever played on it....' Pas De Cheval'

as always, thats the first song i play every time i pick up a bass.

Now,... I haven't named it yet... but im leaning towards Jeremy, (After Jeremy Davis of Paramore) because i always name basses after my favourite bassests. If i wasn't going to name it after a bassest however, the names Patrick and George come into consideration. Actually Patrick is a name i quite like, but obviously (named after Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy) it isn't after a bassest, Same goes with George, (after George Ross of Panic at the Disco) which could quite suit it.
Bleh! It's too hard to choose...I'll have to sleep on it i think.

Well now i shall go play meh lovely new bass, as well as take photos of it

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http://threatened-angel.deviantart.com/journal/20698811/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 04:47:19 PDT

lol... i'm not that bad really, but it still sucks. It's just a cold.

But anyway, i made this not to complain but to welcome my new Story! lol, i know i have been writting it weirdly submitting extracts and unfinished versions.... but now i have got things planned out more, as you know i have done chapter1 and 3... i am working on chpater2 now and as soon as i do that im writting it normally from then, i have started chapter4 and have an idea for 5.

I'm okay with how it's going so far, parts seem quite boring i think, and badly written. Only the 2 extracts i wrote i kinda liked... bu still, can't have a story with only random scenes happening, i need a base around it.
I think it's going to get better after i have finished chapter2 now that i have a good idea as to whats happening.

Anyway, i hope you are all enjoying it so far (yes i realised only chapter1 is up) and that you'll actually be interested in the story when it properly gets going.

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