http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:threexxcheers&section=today deviantART RSS for by:threexxcheers en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 22:08:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/14460448/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/14460448/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 18:36:45 PDT it's beautiful.

i just wish i knew how to work it.

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/13625712/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/13625712/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:45:48 PDT it's beautiful.
i have no no no idea how to work it.

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90%.

yeyuh!

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/13410669/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/13410669/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 18:39:48 PDT on another note, i have a job interview, and although not photography related, it could get me money to buy a dslr. this would be niiice!
i'm finished my photography course and the final mark is in the mail, so we shall see. i'm thinking probably around an 85%. which isn't too bad but i know i made some stupid mistakes such as: not shooting enough film, not buying an anti-static cloth, not taking assignments into mind. It's all okay though, as I am overall pleased with the prints i've done.
i really want to either a) set up my own darkroom (basement anyone?) or rent one. at this point, renting seems more logical as i do not have enough money to buy an enlarger, let alone all the other stuff associated with darkrooms. but thats besides the point.
i really love working with film and i think i'll continue to do so, but until i get my SWEET F80 i think i'll stick to the canon tlb (which has a screwy light meter that likes to mess with my head and make everything three stops underexposed, and even when i manually try to fix it, it doesn't work... YAYYY!). but yes.
new photos coming soon. i just don't know how i'm going to scan them in when they're MOUNTED...

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AND i am up to 7% yay!

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12570789/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12570789/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 17:54:01 PDT this is a big step for me.
up until now photography has seemed almost unattainable - i would love to have beautiful professional looking pictures and express myself and the people and world around me through my photographs but unfortunetly i have neither the means, funds or knowledge to do so. i only try my hardest in the photos i have currently.
taking a course about photography, learning new things and seeing new things and using a film camera is going to be a very interesting experience.


i am SO excited.

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]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12272821/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12272821/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 14:50:51 PDT 6% there.

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12230552/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12230552/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:56:47 PDT it is now sunday, the end of march break. have i picked up my camera? no. aha. i think i might implode. i obviously need to talk to cavell, as i want her to come model for me. and nicole, who i also want to model for me. i'm hoping one night this week (crosses fingers).
good news: i'm going to buy a tripod. they have one in a local store that seems pretty good for a beginner like me (), it's lightweight and folds up nicely. and it's a steal for twenty dollars i've been wanting a tripod a lot lately, it's pretty much an essential for ay photographer, and i really want to do some motion shots where i can't be shaking - thats like, impossible. aha.
other good news: my mom and i bought batteries and film for her film SLR, which means i'll hopefully have some mommy-daughter shots on a manual camera and begin to gain experience on it.
i have a year to get really good.
wish me luck!

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12190727/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/12190727/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:46:03 PDT i'm sorry!
:S
i wish i could do something about it, but short of blurring shit up i really can't. i don't think, anyways.
but as well: i currently at about 100$ saved up (a vast improvement from zero about three weeks ago) and will be adding another 100-150$ to it next friday.
here's to hoping.

-amanda

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no photos until maybe early next week.
lets hope.

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]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11846877/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11846877/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 19:25:05 PST VIV AND I HAVE A PHOTOSHOOTTT.
D D
updates tomorrow.



(lol.)

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11785672/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11785672/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 12:22:33 PST CAVELL AND I HAVE A PHOTOSHOOTTT.

updates tonight.

]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11738404/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11738404/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 17:31:58 PST i need to realize that no matter how much and how hard i try to ignore my problems they're still going to be there. i have to realize that ignorance isn't bliss and that the problem will just get bigger.
i want to look behind a charade and really figure it out. i want to feel clever, feel like i'm smart, feel wanted.
i've realized that just because people blame me for something doesn't mean i'm to blame. i have realized i am not the source of everyones problem but maybe i should look into that anyways; just in case.
i have realized i can't wait to be saved; sometimes you just have to do the saving.

no matter how good you are in english class - it doesn't mean you're very articulate. no matter how large your vocabulary is - it's the way you use the words.
i need to wake up. i know the world isn't a good place. in fact - it's probably the worst place to be. just living. but not everyone and everything about it is bad. some things make me so happy. they make me tear up and realize that hell yeah life is awesome. and sometimes i cry of frustration and anger and i want to yell and scream and hit something but i know sometime in the future something is going to make just as happy as i was angry.
i wish feels were tangible. i wish i could feel it. hold it in my hand. i wish instead of the beating of my heart that just reverberates throughout my chest i would hold it in my hand. it would become me. instead of feeling like i want to jump for joy or that it was held up in my head it would just be.
i wish i didn't feel like giving up so much. i'm such a happy person. i'm such a surface person. i wear my heart on my sleeve and my emotions in my eyes. i talk in small sentances and never make sense and thats just the way i am. i doubt i'll ever be different.
i wish i would stop developing. i want to stay the way i am.
i have flaws. i have to learn to accept them.
i want to meet everyone in the world. i want to shake their hands, bow, kiss their cheeks and hug. i don't care. i'll piss on them if i have to. i want to tell the people in the world that are ignorant and arrogant that they're assholes. i want to be rude, i want to be blunt and i might just swear at them.
i don't want to change for anyone.
i want to write until hands fall off and type until my fingers cramp and become blurs on my keyboard.
i want to feel comfortable around myself.

i saw a boy in the hallway today. i've never spoken to him. i don't know who he is besides his name. i don't even think i really like him. i suppose i just admire him. i want to be able to meet people. i want to be able to meet people and say hello and just be casual. i want to get past cliques and wow i'm not cool and just be me and fuck everyone else. i want to exist.
sometimes i think i might just be dreaming.
sometimes i think dreams are useless.

i want to be happy. i want to be told i'm pretty by someone who really means it. i want to be completely uncoherent and for someone to just understand. i don't think soulmates exist. i mean, whats the chance of that? there are what; five billion million people in the world? what if i had a soulamet in china and when i go there and see them they think i'm on crack because i'm going 'i love you! i love you!' and they don't understand me at all.
what if i feel empty because my soulmate has died?
i want to feel like i can't live without someone and hate them all at the same time. i want to just sleep with someone. just sleep. i want to be able to dance around and sing to myself and them think it's cute and not just dumb.
i'm not lonely.

i have to realize that perfection isn't possible. and no matter how hard to strive to be perfect, strive for something bigger and better once you get there you're just going to strive harder. it's like enemies. nothing is ever equal and once you hit a plateau there's one up ahead that you have to get to.
i think i need a push in the right direction. i need to be. i have nod rive to do it for myself. right now, it's for the stupid mindless fucks i call parents.

i think i have to start realizing that everyone isn't willing to operate with the same sense of intelligence that i am. i'm not saying their dumb; i'm saying they just don't want to be smart.
i have never been and will never be one of those people that can sit for hours and study. or learn. sorry i need a repreive. i'm bored five minutes into a lesson.

i hate people who think they're so god damn smart and are just as dumb as i am.
i hate people that think i'm dumb.
i hate people who think my natural hair colour is blonde.
i hate people who ask dumb fucking questions because despite what teachers say they do exist.
i hate prejudice and stereotyping. i do it every day.

i have to... ]]> ~threexxcheers http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11569223/ http://threexxcheers.deviantart.com/journal/11569223/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 19:35:46 PST
updates:

money in camera fund = 0$

i have bronchitis (yeye)

exams are SO amazing. i love the feeling of failure.



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