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]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/27999810/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/27999810/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:44:44 PST [link]

luv heeeeeeeeeeeem
they are cuter then demons! *hugs one*
nao i go to try and draw one >.>



MY TO DO LIST BECAUSE I HAVE THE MEMORY OF A GOLDFISH

trades

[link] from vit, i owe her stuff. LINKS: [link] [link] [link]
i owe a new gifty, since my last one was a piece of crap. lol. link! - [link]


idk what else, PLZPLZPLZ INFORM ME plz i would hate to miss out on something >.>

ALRIGHTY THEN

i am currently trying new styles of art, so bear with me.

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lol ok then, hyperness gone for now. >.> <.<

i am currently going to be VERY SLOW
here's my list of crap to do.
1. kill dad for lying to me about sending out check for chargirl
2. send it out ASAP
3. finish art trade with vit.
4. draw maps of numa's turf (bp's old turf) and nekia's turf
5. update you all one some important stuff


HERE'S THE STUFF

fyi, nekia is DEAD

since she is made of plants, in the winter the only ones are the pine where she lives. therefore she simply rots and sleeps within a tree as a spirit. during this time my other characters will be taking her place, mainly massacre birthday and kitten. k thanks

that is all for now.. if i forgot something, please tell me.

ALSO

i shall be re-doing my art tutorial that i made so crappilky years ago >.>

LOL k i'm over and out

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WOULD YOU....

[X] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[X] Fight me? (if you wanted to)
[_] F*ck me?(hmm.. in a few years if we were dating. )
[_] Kiss me?
[X] Let me kiss you? (sure, why not! XD)
[X] Watch a movie with me? (BEWARE OF THE BLOB IT CREEPS, AND LEAPS)
[X] Go out to dinner with me? (that could be fun)
[X] Let me drive you somewhere? (why not? )
[_] Take a shower with me? (uuh.. only if we had to. XD)
[_] Drink with me? (too young but if older, yeah.)
[X] Take me home for the night? (sure thing. )
[X] Let me sleep in your bed? (if my friends were as social as me, hell, i'd let them sleep ON me)
[X] Sing car karaoke w/ me? (I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU, CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT U)
[X] Re-post this for me to answer your questions? (i am curioussss)
[X] Hold my hand? (awww.)
[X] Let me make you breakfast? (i'd make you breakfast! :3)
[X] Help me with homework? (pssh, yeah.)
[X] Tickle me? (> hurrhurr watch out!)
[X] Let me tickle you? (ticklessssssss)
[X] Instant message me? (haven't i kinda already?)
[X] Greet me in public? (if ever c ur face i'm gonna glomp you)
[X] Hang out with me? (DUH lololol)
[X] Bring me around your friends? (you would love them!)
[/] Be down with me no matter what? (kinda depends really.)
[X] Go to prom with me? ( )


DO YOU...

[X] Think I'm cute? (..well, ya are!)
[_] Think I'm serious? (naw, not really.)
[X] Think I'm a good person
[_] Think I'm conceited?
[_] Want to kiss me?
[X] Want to cuddle with me? (everyone loves cuddles)
[X] Want to hook up with me? (idk, if you wanted to.)
[_] Want to "do" me?
[_] Think I would do you? (no, i uggers. DX)
[X] Love me? (as a dear friend chyeah)


AM I ...

[X] Smart?
[X] Cute?
[X] Funny?
[_] Sexy? (depends on the minds eye, ur more hugable!)
[X] Cool?
[_] Romantic?
[_] A "freak"?
[_] Gangsta?
[X] Lovable?
[X] Adorable?
[X] Trustworthy
[X] Compassionate?
[X] Great to be with? (whenever i talk to ya ur very kind)
[X] Attractive?
[_] Mean?
[_] Well known?


HAVE Y0U EVER ...

[_] Thought about hooking up with me? (>.> srry no. )
[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[X] Wished I were there? (wud be epic. )
[_] Had a crush on me?
[_] Wanted my number?
[_] Had a dream about me?
[_] Been distracted by me?
[X] Looked at my page more than ten times? (yeesssss)


ARE YOU ...

[X] Happy you know me?
[_] Horny? (naw)
[X] Thinking about me? (obviously)
[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?
[X] Going to repost this?

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i apologise to everyone. srry and if u hate me then plz do. it only makes me know some people have sense.


other words

makihg more emo plushies. and nekia is officialy being un-used after hollows-eve. etuc wil take her place. and if you don't understand, it's called she hibernates lol

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during the great feast or some shite like that in the "bible", god made one fish many right? i think... HE'S MURDERING FISH he needs to die.

one more thing that i need to get off my chest

WHEN U GO TO A POUND NEVER SAY THAT THE DOG KNOWS UR RESCUING IT SO LOVES YOU. UR THE BITCH THAT PUT IT IN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. IT'S PLOTTING AGAINST U

*cries in corner then shoots self*

sorry numa

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_{Sorge's a chinese crested skin walker!}

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26939886/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26939886/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 15:46:07 PDT
ok. plz help me out in this. as you know, my babe, MIA, is a gun wielding otter pattern gun bunny. right?!?!

links to pics of her. - [link]
[link]

well, on Furaffinity, someone attacked me.
this all began because of utube. was browsing music and found a song. pain by undead hollywood. cool right? i was inspired. they talked about nooses and the music made me think of something trying to stay alive and saying sorry. so, i thought what char would fit it. i thought, i haven't drawn MIA in a while! so i drew away. coloured digitaly and was in bliss. upped onto here anf FA. and guess whut?

someone said i stole her bf's char and pose.

LOOK AT THIS SHIT
mine - [link]
hers - [link]

so she said this to me.
- This looks a lot like my boyfriend's fursona I'd appriate it if you made your character look more original, and not just a female version of him. The head and the ears are also in the exact same position, so please credit me where credit is due, or I will be forced to take further action

THIS SHIT IS FUCKED

for one, i HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT CHAR IN MY LIFE
MIA was made from the song paper planes by, MIA. she weilds guns, has blond hair, and i coloured her with the otter pattern. i was at the fair one day and saw the otter rabbits. here's a real one. - [link]

a few comparisons of the two. lets see here
mine - in severe pain, crying, goth, wearing clothes, is a picture showing the song's story.
hers - patterns not to abstract, not struggling, but relaxed, sexual, long ears and beins hung by hands.

HOLY SHIT THERE SO ALIKE.
FUCK U KERIJIAN

GET THIS BITCH. REAL FUR PATTERNS FOR RABBITS R FEW. POSES R HARD TO FIND. I WILL NOT CREDIT U AND GO AHEAD, TAKE FURTHER ACTION. I'LL TAKE U ON BITCH.

in other news, school starts tomorrow. lol... bought a hot alpine german army packpack for school. ^__^

FUCK I WANNA MURDER SOMEONE'S FUCKING ASS ADSFUHAFDDKJGJDLKGABDFGHIOTLGJNGTJHUFGHF GJHNF
FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK KKKK HHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR

*cuddles the sad MIA*

ONE MORE THING BITCH. MIA'S GOT WALLEYE FUCKER. and she does drugs, was raped as a kid, and lives on the streets. BEAT THAT

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26895228/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26895228/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 12:24:51 PDT
ONE MOAR THING
I TAKE REQUESTS PLZ GIVE ME SOME I HAS ARTBLOCK *draws 19 pictures for no reason* WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH





001. Real name → Rebecca H H
002. Nickname(s) → Becca, ankle biter, Demon, bec, Nekia, Neky, and in one place ttm
003. Zodiac sign → Aquarius
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary → sucked
006. Middle School → SUCKED
007. High School → entering.... >:C
008. Hair color → depends. born strawberry slond and became a kinda blond/brown/red tinged kinda
009. Long or short → longer then medium.
010. Loud or Quiet → quiet when scared, shy, or in school. loud at home and with friends
011. Sweats or Jeans → JEANS
012. Phone or Camera → camera arse's. phones SUCK
013. Health freak → ...no....
014. Drink or Smoke? → i drink so much orange juice man u shud hang one night
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes ^///^
016. Eat or Drink → drink....
017. Piercings → Ears and one day (hopefuly) upper ears
018. Tattoos → not yet. but as soon as i can. (and have the courage.)

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → yup...
020. Been in a car accident → yes. >:C
021. Been in a fist fight → YES. school is a violent place.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing → earlobe
023. First best friend → a polish girl named umm... i frget. :'( then numanuma306 ^_^
025. First award -> umm... soccer.
026. First crush → Jashua eberly in like, kindergarten
028. First big vacation → texas
LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → father
030. Last person you texted → NEVER TEXT
031. Last person you watched a movie with → father and father's friend last night
032. Last food you ate → choco chip pancakes with cherry topping mmmm
033. Last movie you watched → mirror mask
034. Last song you listened to → ummm... listening to wrrv atm and i dun know the song. but i know new divide was just on.
035. Last thing you bought → incredible skin spray for injured dog.
036. Last person you hugged → daddy

FAVES:
037. Food → anything. i'ma vulture
038. Drinks → coffe and chai tea. (pina colade sobe OWNS)
039. Clothing → baggy jeans, (tight at waist) goth pants, bell-bottom ish jeans
040. Book → Watership down BITCHES
041. Music → a little of everything
042. Flower → black roses or deadly nightshade. cherry petals also nice
043. Colors → Black and white.
044. Movies → mirror mask, ghost in the shell stand alone complex, MILLIONS OF OTHERS
045. Shoes → rebook or those ones in hot topic.
046. Subjects → Art

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [X] celebrated Halloween
049. [X] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [X] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [ ] broke a promise
057. [X] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [X] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [X] cried over the silliest thing.
064. [X] ran a mile (walked around 6 miles many times)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing
068. Drinking → nothing again
069. I'm about to → finish this then clean dad's room
070. Listening to → wrrv streaming online (steady as she goes is on. ^_^)
071. Plans for today/tomorrow → clean and do whutever. tomorror walk 6 miles again
072. Waiting for → numa to appear again

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → GO F URSELF I HATE KIDS
074. Want to get married? → idk... depends who i can get married to
075. Careers in mind → artist, snake breeder, probaly work with animal research

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes → eyes. tell alot about the person
077. Shorter or taller? → taller. i'm short lol
078. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → i dun care... if anything arms. i like squishy
080. Sensitive or loud → both. sensitive but HYPER AND LOUDDD
081. Hookup or relationship → relationship. ^_^
082. Troublemaker... ]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26627722/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26627722/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:49:21 PDT
read a new manga. watching the anime. cried. yup.... i'm so lame.... RIP dominique! luved u.....


i have alot to say, so i say the troubles first of alllll
school is starting soon. so i will be online alot less and i shall not be online at my times i usually am. plz accept this fact. TT_TT

QUESTIONS AND OTHER SHITE


i WILL be uploading my elgornair pictures now. u have to all deal. they're cute. >:3
i shall be sending a whole bunch of my chars out for adoption, so if anyone is intrested, plz check here for a list of them all and respond. - [link]
my art book is filling up......i need a new one. which also means i shall be drawing more crap. hurrhurr. idfky this is here but hell, i luv typing <3
LOOK IN MY SCRAPS SOMETIMES PEOPLE. JEEZE
http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26485896/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 14:32:35 PDT
lol yayness

anyhoo... here's my information of wondewrsssss
i have been drawing a shite load of stuff recently and a few things have come to my attention.
1. i barely have anything rly hq on this account any moar
2. i barely ever upload anything anymoar
3. I NEED A FRAKING LIFE NAO

with all this said, i shall be posting ALOT of scraps in my gallery, so plz go check them out of on ur watch list, check the little box under scraps next to my name. most of my scraps r pictures that r REALLY FING GOOD but shall not be coloured since i'm a lazy arse. anyways, this is all for nao....

one moar thing i think...
QUESTIONN
if i were to start uploading pictures of my elgornair creations on here, would you guys like them?
aka: elgornair is a creature that is made up of only a soul. they travel about and kill other animals, forming them together to make a whole new body for themselves. aka, i mutate plushies and give them names. hurrhurr

ONE MOAR THING

BOTTLE FAIRY IS A STUPID PIECE OH LAUGHTER ANIME WORSE THEN LUCKY STAR MMMM

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26236987/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/26236987/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 15:49:41 PDT .> <.<

byebye

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ANYWAYS
I COMMAND U TO READ MY FRIENDS WRITING RAWRZ


and i also ask if you'll go to my writing account. it gets no love..
now, i ain't asking you to watch or shit, since i like it being a more quiet account, i just ask that if ur bored read some of my xcrap and perhaps tell me how i can improve and even give me some ideas on what to write. i mean, i write whole stories, fanfics, poetyr, i even wrote yaoi last night!!! XD


anyways, lol, thats it. i'm very bored and THIS DAMN SONG IS MAKING ME MOAR INSPIRED RAWR

baibai!

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25623884/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25623884/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 08:13:23 PDT drove to bus stop, on bus, randomness insued, lol. walked around ny city for HOURS since we got there around 10, so yeah. rocks, fucking 12 TURTLES and i caught one. drew some, blah blah

AWSOME PPL THAR I LUV U ALL go to 's journal to read more cause i'm a lazy ass.

anyways, I HAVE LOTS OF PICTURES YAY

also, one more thing, IF U WERE AT THE DEV MEET, COMMENT ON WHO U R SO I CAN ADD U TO MY LIST THAT HAS ONLY A FEW PLLZ.



I'LL UPLOAD PIC L8TR FAGS

luv u all, thanks for being so kind to me! and numa, and all the morons screaming, ANIMOOOOOOOOO PHAILSSSSSSSS

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25586771/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25586771/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 12:31:30 PDT
INFOOOO
so far in life, i have been chilling with my friend and have noticed for one that her fanfic of wonders is being ignored. GO READ IT!!!! IT WON'T KILL YOU YOU RETARDS

anyways, the dev meet. yes, i'm talking about the one in ny. i want to go, but since i'm at a friends house and won't be driven back home until around monday i might not be able to go to the meet, but me and numa might be able to gang together and convince my dad who also wants to meet since he's a deviant at so yeah/.

and guess what else? i have yet another character and stole someone's pose from an image here on DA. is that allowed? i got permission though, lol. anyways, i will be drawing a large chart of all my characters i wish to be gotten rid of and letting people adiopt them and doing as they choose with them as long as they follow a basic pattern of how the character was made to act, alrighty?

in other words, i've been very gpod and hy[per and have been writing alo of stuff and making alot of chars and mourning micheal jackson and being crazy on utube when my friend sucky windows computer allows us to uyse it withkout crashing every 2 minutes.

I HELPED BATHE MY FRIENDS CAT AND IT WAS SCREAMING AND IT WAS SO SAD BUT FUNNY AND SHE CUT MY ARM OUCHY

lol, this is basicaly it until i do an edit and talk about anything else i did, like a deviant meet or such. so, tata.

is my writing account, check it out sometime if ur bored and like rlly bad writings from very bad writers, lolz.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25375819/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25375819/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:09:26 PDT
sculpture -
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
pic do not do justice. anyways, the fox is blackpaw, the hedgehog rudyard, the snake, idk. lol. the grass paint job really fails and the hedgehog can be moved to whereever the person pleases on the log or can be removed.


bowl -
[link]
[link]
[link]

took me forever to do and still needs to be sealed. lol.

I'MA SO HAPPEEEEEE



now to upload some plushies and other stuff. lol

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]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25260337/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25260337/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 18:29:22 PDT 4 years i screamed
3 years i tried
2 years i whispered
1 year i breathed
2 years i cried
1 year i loved




plz do not ask. i just sorted my life out rlly fast.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25130417/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/25130417/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:00:31 PDT my sculture is done kilning! and only 16 cracks, right where i wanted them to go! YAAAAAAY
i made a bowl today.. yeah. a bowl for soup or crap. gonna try to make a plate to go along with it. hey, mabye i'll give it to someone who wants it
moved into my awsome linkin park scetch book
killed yet another one of my characters
am becoming better at artwork on comp and in real
is looking for insperation to get rid of her "art block moments" that i have
i am currently trying to find new styles that are more realistic for my art, as you can see.
i need more patience
my army of spartans are very happy (see last journal entry)
i am making a hell of alot of avatars recently
i am writing ALOT more the i should
i have a shite load of things i have to write but am too damn lazy to write.
i am currently obbsesssed with papillions. they're so cuuuuuuuuute!
i need to srsly calm down. i'm being moody too often

THATS IT! DEAD YUT? I HOPE NOT! IF SO, HAVE OF THESE!!!
[link]


plz visit my writing account at

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yeah. today after shool i went out back to my garden of milkweed and a fern, lolz, what a perdy garden. and was tending to it when holy shite i saw a wasp attacking my huge spider! i wooped his arse real good, only to see my plants were infested with aphids. DAMN THEMZZZZ I then looked by the garbage and there they were, eating there brother to survive. around 6 baby ladybugs. yes, the six legged black and orange flesh eating maggots. i scooped em up and took there dead brother away and then put them on a white lid to a drink mix and grabbed a whole bunch of aphids and literaly hand (more like needle) fed them for half a freaking hour. they looked happier but one bit me.. TT.TT darn little buggers.. but, as soon as i put them on a few of my milkweed plants, they began right away to murder the aphids. THIS IS SPARTA!!!! lol. they've been eating ever since. fat buggers... i know this has no real purpose for you all but i have good reasn fro being happy that my milkweed is happy. every year i get LOTS of monarch caterpillars to which i snatch up as soon as i lay eyes on them and raise them with tender care. they grow into butterflies and i keep them a day, feeding them milkweed and sugar water, then let them go when they're strong to be freeeeeeeeeee


it's very relaxing adn amkes me feel like i'm helping one thing grow as others die. and sadly, this relaseing will have much more meaning.

one butterfly, a male that i will pick out, will be relased under the name of a dear friends father who has departed this world. the butterfly i hope will carry itself to and back in it's migration safely, carrying his blessed soul.

i'm so sorry april...

anyways, thats it really. i have a few new chars and will be drawing for a long time but yeah.. that can't be helped very much.


plz visit my writing account at

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24938462/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24938462/ Mon, 25 May 2009 08:34:07 PDT .

i am very bored recently so i stole this from 2foxxie4u to finally get an update to my journal. anyways, lolx.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. The first character you fell in love with:
if i remember right, it was Axel. i used to hate roxas too. o.0

2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
Vexen. i used to think of him as creepy but i have kind of built up a liking for him. he's pretty chill. (no pun intended)

3. The character everyone else loves that you don’t [like as much]:
i don't really like Xibar all too much. Xaldin pwns though. >:3

4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
Larxene

5. The character you would shag anytime:
Heh.. thats a tough one. i would love to shag Larxene, but Xaldin is also right up there. i'm guessing more Larxene then anyone else.

6. The character you'd want to be like:
Larxene. she's so pwnsome. mabye Saix as well, since he's moody.

7. The character you'd slap:
I think i would slap cloud. he's all too emo. jeeze.

8. A pairing that you love:
DemSai. it's really cute. i also like XigLarx

9. A pairing that you despise:
DemLex (it's not a very good one. i liek the idea of friendship but no love. blegh!)

10. Favorite character:
has to be Roxas or Xaldin

11. What are your five favourite things about the fandom.
- The story was well written
- They gave people excuses to be pervs
- IT makes disney look bad
- It was easy as hell to beat
- Hot characters + cosplayers (muhahahahaha)

12. What are your five least favourite things about the fandom.
- I dislike how they made you kill chars you could bond too
- They should not have used disney movies that do not continue, liek atlantics. (yuck...)
- Kairi is a whore now
- The really bad acting from sora
- your face

13. Who are your five favourite characters (in order!)?
1) Xehanorts heartless (chika chika bow wow!)
2) Larxene
3) Xaldin
4) Vexen
5) Saix

14. Who are your five four least favourite characters.
1) Sora
2) Mickey mouse.
3) goofy
4) donald
5) ariel (U AND UR BAD SINGING CAN GO TO HELL)

15. What are your five favourite pairings.
Demsai, XigXal, AkuRoku, XalDil, DancerSamurai

16. What are your five least favourite pairings.
none really.

17. Which character are you most like.
I think mabye roxas, due to the emoism and feeling lost. but then Xaldin because i enjoy depair and shite. anyways, i do liek gardening!

18. What is your deep, dark fandom secret.
I once wrote something pretty nasty. It was rlly cute too though. it was with Saix and Demyx.

thats the end? good. i am getting tired of typing. lolz

plz visit my writing account at

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24667468/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24667468/ Sat, 09 May 2009 11:10:08 PDT just a minute ago i was searching through smoe yaoi stuff and then saw some of demyx and decided to search im. sooo, i got this image. [link]
in hre comment she said, "Plus, I think for Demyx, loosing his heart would probably feel like drowning." soooo, i was like, hmm... what would each organization feel like when they lost there hearts? so yeah.. now i'm sinpired to write something very emo on the subject. ANYWAYS, my new character, MIA, seems to be kind of an obsession right now. heehee. mabye she is really. anyways.. i'll be doing something i really have to do. making a huge pdf file of ALL of my charactes i have ever made. i have too many and people keep getting confused when i try to explain them to the people sooo, yeah.
other then all this, i will most likely be writing a short series of idiotic things that are a kind of remake of the idea of a stupid person being guarded by a demon that acts stupid when around him. heehee. it's saidem btw if u didn't know. anyways.. that means more characters have to be made... *doom* oh well.
i'll upload them into scraps by tonight i guess then spend oday writing it. heh.
thats it really. anyways, baibai


plz visit my writing account at

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24586342/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24586342/ Mon, 04 May 2009 15:24:44 PDT - i get bad mood swings of rage and emoness
- a kid hit me with a [iece of elastic so i threatened to take his eye out with scissors while in quilt club, dressed majorly goth, siting in the midst of a whole lot of girly girls and makin a rainbow quilt.
- i am extremely hyer when around people i know and trust, which are amazingly few these days...
- i have a weird taste in people i love, not like love love, but friends and such
- i get confused alot
- i black out from the world alot
- i can draw latias and renamon very well but nevah upload anything
- i am usually very mean
- rob zombie is my FATHAH!!!!
- i like gore
- i hate kids under 7
- i want to kill everyone
- i am paranoid of lsing evreything dear to me
- i judge myself as a bad person
- today in health i cried because we'e learning about date abuse and i was scared that some of the stuff on the list i do ansd have done to me alot
- i wish that what i want that is super secret could come true
- *mumbles* lucky bitch that numa is.... (don't ask unless ur a perv. XD and dun ask at all anyways.)
- i like yaoi
- i am good at ddr (kangaroo style, hell yeah!)
- i enjoy drawing more then most things in life
- i fail at the thing called "school"
- i have very few friends that i can be myself with in school
- only one person in my life understands me fully...
- i own 2 snakes and a doggy
- i liek chickens
- i like saying, OMGF WAI?!?!?!?!
- i wish i could earase my memories
- i wish i were dead alot
- i feel that i abuse my friends and think i'm not worthy but they think i am....
- i;m getting emo from wriiting this journal..
- i'm chatting on gmail at this moment...
- i need to do some more drawing. i'm bored
- i am a good writer
- right now i'm in gotyh pants and a sports bra only
- my camera fails
- i hate everything about myself
- i think i'm bipolar or whatever
- i like abusing people i hate
- i want to kill my mother, srsly
- i'm amazed ur still reading this if u still r
- i fail at grammar
- i do not want to type any longer
- [link]


plz visit my writing account at

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24525311/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24525311/ Fri, 01 May 2009 05:07:36 PDT 2. pick a numbah again, either 1 or 2 only.
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this all leads to a before and after thing i'm doing to cheer myself up. i have a frickin acient art book with the worst art in it of all time and wish to do a redo to see just how far i've come since i gfot that artbook years ago. so plz pick and comment below!




i shall be making a series of short stories to duel my charadcters and perhaps other peoples to the death. kind of like a real death sport. so far i have these chars planned out.
nekia
sorge
hazerd
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iroiah

i may need one more to balance them al out, but dun want any other of my chars to die such a horrible death. if anyone... and i mean anyone.... has a character that they'l rp me to the death with, i'll accept it.

plz visit my writing account at

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24514111/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24514111/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 13:29:57 PDT i don't know who i keep lying. i should just have tolder her the truth. whats the worse that could hzvre happened? her chuckled or been like, oojh... to bad, or shite. anyways.... this series of events has insipired me as a writer

i shall be making a series of short stories to duel my charadcters and perhaps other peoples to the death. kind of like a real death sport. so far i have these chars planned out.
nekia
sorge
hazerd
5
iroiah

i may need one more to balance them al out, but dun want any other of my chars to die such a horrible death. if anyone... and i mean anyone.... has a character that they'l rp me to the death with, i'll accept it.

plz visit my writing account at

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24485437/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24485437/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 17:54:57 PDT


lulz. i have a writing acount at




:iconspookyspry: - tis a secret!
- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24314106/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24314106/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:38:40 PDT




:iconspookyspry: - tis a secret!
- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24135189/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/24135189/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 18:35:39 PDT nekia


:iconspookyspry: - tis a secret!
- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23882636/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23882636/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 13:00:34 PDT
first of all, I have decided to finish my Kingdom Hearts fan fiction faster and get it done, then forget about it for a while. When I was younger, as many of you know, I had a role play character to whom I called, Blackpaw. Well, she's coming back, only with some more bling-bling.
In my story, Souls of Euphoria, I had 8 kits and a few other characters that were important. Then I drug on with all the crap about who they were and how they got there and all. Thats child play for me. I decided to stop and quit my story, killing off all my dear characters. I have drawn two character references, but they are no longer valid, fyi. I have don a total makeover for the story so you all can enjoy it more then ever. I also hope to publish it someday. Lets hope and pray that I can. Lulx. Anyways, I have some information about all my dear characters and what they are now. Do not read if you do not like random shite. XD

name: blackpaw
gender: female
age: 14
breed: silver fox demon/shapeshifter
eye colour: icey blue
home: field
controls: everything
body details: scar over right eye and on left leg
personality: vicious and perverted
pact beast: Whitepaw

compared to

kit 1:
name: Blackpaw
gender: female
age: 0-17
colouring: silver fox
cross: demon/devil
eye colour: icey blue
morph: 3
turf build: mountains
spikes: 1
controls: pagan magic
body details: scar over right eye and on left leg
personality: vicious and perverted
name: Ginjo
gender: male
age: 14
breed: light brown fox
eye colour: red
home: field
controls: water
body details: palm tree hair and tattoos
personality: silent and independant
past beats: Watersoul

compared to

kit 2:
name: Ginjo
gender: male
age: 0-14
colouring: raccoon
cross: catfish
eye colour: orange
morph: 1
turf build: deciduous forest
spikes: 3
controls: water
body details: tattoos
personality: calm and caring
name: Hinose
gender: male
age: 15
breed: black fox
eye colour: green
home: field
controls: neon
body details: spike Mohawk and choker
personality: psycho and energetic
past beats: Neonwing

compared to

kit 3:
name: Hinose
gender: male
age: 0-14
colouring: black wolf with star
cross: poison dart frog
eye colour: neon green
morph: 2
turf build: rainforest
spikes: 2
controls: poison
body details: choker
name: Jenija
gender: female
age: 12
breed: light tan fox
eye colour: light blue
home: field
controls: power (ninja)
body details: striped on legs and tail
personality: gentle and well mannered
past beats: Aki

compared to

kit 4:
name: Jenija
gender: female
age: 0-14
colouring: fennec fox
cross: onyx gazelle
eye colour: brown
morph: 2
turf build: desert
spikes: 3
controls: Sand
body details: split 3 way hooves and horns
name: Inara
gender: female
age: 18
breed: rainbow fox
eye colour: purple
home: field
controls: rainbows
body details: rainbow striped on legs and tail
personality: hyperactive and sweet
past beats: chime

compared to

kit 5:
name: Inara
gender: female
age: 0-14
colouring: mutt
cross: peacock
eye colour: neon purple
morph: 1
turf build: Savannah
spikes: 1
controls: wind
body details: black mark on tongue
name: Kintari
gender: female
age: 16
breed: fire fox
eye colour: green
home: field
controls: fire
body details: flames on legs and tail
personality: mean and impatient
past beats: Fortuna

compared to

kit 6:
name: Kintari
gender: female
age: 0-14
colouring: red fox
cross: snake
eye colour: black
morph: 3
turf build: coniferous forest
spikes: 2
controls: fire
body details: deaf in one ear
name: Nejinor
gender: male
age: 23
breed: wolf
eye colour: one blind one yellow
home: field
controls: pain and suffering
body details: covered in scars
personality: defensive, silent
past beats: Deadheart

compared to

kit 7:
name: Nejinor
gender: male
age: 0-14
colouring: Drako's colouring
cross: shattered soul
eye colour: white/creamy
morph: 1
turf build: caves
spikes: 3 ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23625386/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23625386/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 12:13:40 PDT anyways, i am going to be kind of dormant for a while, only posting a few things every now and then. i have a few things i'm working on in real as well so i would love it if u all would leave me to reat for a short while, kk? kk. thanks and bai bai for now! i'll be on like normal just no posting.

btw, everyone on here that has not watched i am legend, WATCH IT OR I'LL EAT UR FACE!!!!! it's so sad.... i give it 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 stars!
COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

:iconspookyspry: - tis a secret!
- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23475807/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23475807/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:45:11 PST /
sisters with bf's.
recently, my sister has gotten a boyfriend. i fought with him the first time we met then he got all emo and suicidal because i forgave him but he was sad with himself. i mean, who the f***ing hell is angry with him/herself after they were forgiven peacefuly? only a f***ing @$$hole if you ask me. then we made an alliance and then he gets me ANGRY. he's all like, "oh bohoo i have another gf and she says that i can date both ur sis and her at once but i am afraid to break ther hearts oh what shall i do?" i think that means that he's a player. jeeze. and people say women are all heartless. later on, he starts to yell at me about things tori. i mean, if she wants to play okami, he comes at me. jesus christ he's pissing me off. and then people call it JEALOUSY! F*** jealousy! i'm not jealous of my sister! in my mind of honour she's the large angel from heaven barachading my way to thr truth! i hate it. and jake is very annying. the other thing is that he's an attention whrore and emo scene. i swear. he even looks like this one rock and roll kid in my school with long hair, only his is shorter and he looks more like a transvestite. > he doesn't deserve to be so stuck up. when i see him, i'm grabbing a nice big copperhead and sticking him up since his deathly fear is snakes. > anyways, yeah.....



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23399775/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23399775/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:05:14 PST recently i have been stressed out and gotz a small confusing problem on my back. do not ask about it. it's mine and not urs! D:< anyways, as u can see, i stole akar's way of drawin chibi's and am being an idiot. lolz. i have been cleaning my room and today will be posting a small tour of it on my blog. i am makin a new one so just look for umm.... i think [link] XD so yeah. OOOOOH!!! i might need some help. i am working on a blackpaw plush for a friend and have bumped into r problem. first it looked like roadkill, so i took it apart and made up a new pattern that works wonders. only problem is, the head is impossible. does anyone have any tips on making a foxy head? -_-.....anyways, i am still loving my pitiful life enough to be happy.

better news
toboe, my 6 foot rtb has shed and is cranky. i wonder y. i also am going to be buying something from the deviantstore, since i gotz money now. XD might also commision someone to draw a good nekia picture. lolz. perhaps i'll even make captain overbite a little happier. anyways, plz be good and have fun with your lives! tata for now!


COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

- free chibi
- free chibi


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23033955/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/23033955/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 04:30:39 PST lolz, amazing how i look at my works from LONG ago and see how much i have improved. i sometimes want to cry. *sniffle* so sad...anyways! i am still waiting for deca-chans commision and my patience is wearing thin. i have been doing alot of chibi's recently, i know. please bear with me. i can't draw humans or do shading, so being able to draw chibi's is making me hihg. and being able to draw chibi's with ok shading is making me even more high. XD i'ma so happeh! so, anyhoo, i have been poking around a little and saw the spaming thing. whats that about? jeeze.. nowhere is safe from spamming anymore it seems. and why would anyone want a da account? eeh. they're all idiots. i am thinking about stuff and have decided to do 2 free chibi commisions. i shall randomly choose 2 of ma friensd for it, so be prepared. >:3

COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

* dece-chan or whoever, GIVE ME UR REQUEST!!!!!*

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22977385/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22977385/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 04:58:10 PST
[X] You watch anime.
[X] You read manga.
[X] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[X] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[X] You have cosplayed.
[X] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[X] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[X] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[X] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character
my sisters friend in gym lass is named Roxas!!!! ho shite!
[/] You enjoy drawing anime.
want to but can't.
[X] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[X] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 12 1/2 /14
X

ART NERD

[X] You like art.
[X] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[X] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[X] You have a favorite brand.
i do! >:3
[X] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[X] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[X] People actually ask for your drawings.
friend love em.
[X] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[X] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[X] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[X] You have considered a career as an artist.
[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
lolz. good ones t0o!!
[X] You have a favorite artist.
YES!!!!
[ ] Your drawings have been framed.
[X] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.


Art nerd = 14/15


MUSICAL NERD

[X] You play a musical instrument.
[/] You play more than one instrument. (i can play a little flute and a small bit of drums.*really small*)
[X] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[X] You listen to classical music. (does vivaldi count? he's great!)
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[X] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.


Musical nerd = 4 1/2 /14



VIDEO GAME NERD

[X] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[X] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[X] You play video games every day.
[X] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[X] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[X] You love to talk about video games.
[X] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
i want birth by sleep!
[X] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[ ] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[X] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[X] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[X] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd = 11






COMPUTER NERD

[X] You use the computer every day.
[X] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[X] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[X] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[X] You use computer faces.
[X] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[X] You spend time in online forums.
[X] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[X] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[X] You have actually met an online friend in person.
yes. *blush*
[X] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[X]You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[X] You can type rea... ]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22963865/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22963865/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 12:59:41 PST today i got home from school after having a really frustrating day, wearing my awesome clothes, and let my dog out. you see, i go onto my front porch, open the door, and whistle. he get let out then we play quick and then enter the house. i saw that he had gotten into a garbage bag in my dads room. it was torn ALL over the floor. i was VERY pissed off at him and growled at him to get over to where i was. he was practically on the floor, crawling, hackles up and whining as i did so. he got over, and turned his head away, eyes closed and looking like i was going to slap him. you see, we did not slap him when we trained him. he gets a bop on the nose. and let me tell ya, he hates it. so, i growled at him and told him to get, and he ran onto the stairs. i cleaned up the garbage and was even angrier then, and as i was walking past him up the stairs, i saw that he had an accident. at this point i swear to god i wanted to throw him into a wall. i swear. so i grabbed him and forced him to look at him then he ran away in the same terrified pose, all his hackles high up. i cleaned up his mess then i sat at my computer desk and sighed deeply. i wanted to go online, but i was too pissed off to. then i was about to go use the b room when he crept over. his head was low an he was almost crying, and he plopped his head right onto ma knee. i stared at him then gave him a scratch. as i did so, he bit ma hand in his mouth and gave a playful growl. i got up and he let go and bolted, all hyper and idiotic. i played with him for a little bit before i made some noodles and came onto the comp.
i then put on a random song onto my play list and guess what it was? it was "you're my angel" about a dude saying that this girl is the reason he's happy and is always looking to the bright side. the beat was really sad and techno-ey at the same time and my dog literaly began to jump around like he was dancing.
i have always loved him but today i swear that if it wasn't for him i would have been angry alot. i mean, it's like he plots to do bad things so i'll take all my rage of the dsay out on him then make me happy with games and joy. i also have to admit that he think's i'm the queen of the floor. my dads king of the sky and i sadly have to admit that my sister nevre really show's him who she is so he just considers her higher then him but not important. i mean, we trained him to play like, every day. me and my dad spar around alot and he joins in with his stupid back and funny bounce. he gets play with us but my sis is too busy on the comp. lolz i feel like i'm ranting in reverse. i srsly need to go to a rave someday. i could use some dancing. ddr is not really that fun unless you have friends over to show off to. mabye i shud post a pic of ma doggy!



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

empty!

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22861406/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22861406/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 09:54:00 PST
1. i was over a friends house and she was playing with a small ring case, and it closed on her finger making her remark, "ow! it bit meh!"
2.i was reading a pet meme and decided to give nekia a pet. muhahahahaha
4. i will invent the turtle style in tai chi!!!!!!!!!!!
5. i am learning to draw xaldin better. lolz
6. *big censored part so numanuma306 can't read the spoilers* lolz. poor krix. XD
7. i'm doing a shark army meme cause i feel like it. XD
8. i was looking up the orly? ya rly! no wai!!! owls, and saw a demyx no wai!!! thing. DEMYX STOLE TEH OWLS WORD!!!! i decided to draw a pic of chibi demys running away from owls that r going to keeeel him! muhahahahahaha
9. i am buying like... 10 ocarina's for no particular reason. XD
10. i'm making a husky clay model out of randomness
11. i'm making a rebixa computer topper. XD
12. i know a dark secret and shall tell you all a dream i had a while ago then explain this idea to you. muhahahahaha here goes.

WARNING! MATURE CONTENT!

in my dream, i was walking down a lonely road. i saw a large book, and picked it up. it was a blackish colour and very thick. i ran back home and threw it onto my bed and was about to open it when i noticed something. it was not a book, but a box shaped like a book. i paused for a moment then slowly opened it. as i did so, i saw that both sides were full of old papers and symbols, and there was a kitten, torn in half, on either side. i stared at it and scratched it's ear, and it gave a happy meow. i pulled it out of the book and used a staple gun from on my bed to staple it together again. the book lay open on my bed with fresh blood splatter in it as i ran down the stairs. my dad was not in his room so i ran down the road that looked like it would never end. i saw my dad and hugged the kitten to my chest, it giving a cheerful meow. he turned and i held the kitten up, smiling and feeling proud that i finally had a friend. my dad stared at it then took it from my hands and tore it apart violently as i watched. i stood there, my dad gone, then i woke up.

*real life*
i recently found a large black cat that was hit by a car, and it's back was broken so it looked like it had been torn in half. a few days later my grandmother gave me a large box shaped like a book. i also am a pro at writing in runes and drawing symbols, and i mutata plushes. so, guess what i'm going to do.
yes.
i'm remaking my nightmare to be real!
i am wondering if i should post pictures up on here as i do it, but i am unsure right now. lolzl

anyhoo, i have been doing kind of good, enjoying my pitiful life and waiting for my ocarina's to be ordered. nothing new happening really. so, thats all for now. lolz.

as i said before also, my rebixa fan fic is not stopping. i'm killing everyone off slowly now. i have alot of chapters done, i just need to fill in the spaces then i shall update. lolz. see ya l8tr!


COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS

empty!

*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22525416/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22525416/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 13:00:28 PST they're coming to take me away, hahaaaa, they're coming to take me away, hohoo hehee hahaa


COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart - hand drawn.



*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22450669/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22450669/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 11:32:17 PST
i finally finished my kh2 fanfiction! but, the ending SUCKS LIKE CRAP! anyways, i try. i'llprobaly add more in. i need to do the epilogue, which explains most of what happend afterwards. but other then that, yeah. i'm screwed. not that that is done, i srsly need to get a life. mabye i'll make a website just for my stories and have like, 1 million of em on there. XDDD i shall! anyhoo, that is all for now! buhby!




COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart - hand drawn.



*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22243907/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22243907/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 13:56:53 PST 1. i am saving up for an anthropomorphic suit. cool, no?
2. i am going to be stopping my posting of art until further notice. my fanfiction, [link] , is a little too important right now. kk? kk. good. baibai!!!!



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart - hand drawn.



*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22062186/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22062186/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 07:37:54 PST


My Fears
x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
xxx = huge enormous crippling holy monkey-pellet fear

A
[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. (love darkness!)
[X] Acrophobia - Fear of heights. (a little...)
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain. (pain? i love pain!)
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. (nah..they just piss me off)
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. (love pointy things.)
[XX] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car. (after the accident, i'm never the same again...o.0)
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men. pshaw.. they fear me!)
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. (choking is kinda cool.)
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. (i like flowers...)
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. (omfg.. i am antisocial)
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. (i love bein hugled and lurved)
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders (cute little suckers)
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. (lulz)
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. (used to be.)
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. (not. XD)
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. (i am imperfect reincarnate.)
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. (faaaaiiiillluuurrreeee)
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. (i'm alone alot. it's ok... i guess)
B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. (wtf? they're alive, too u know.)
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity. (fly ketchup flyyyyyyy)
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep. (lolz)
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians. ( i love themz)
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books. (bookb r awsome)
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.( oooh a fern!)

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness. (i'm ugly. XD)
[ ] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly. (nah. i just get pissed and take revenge. no fear.)
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors. (scaryyyyyy)
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow. (hahahahaha! what if a snow leaopard had this?)
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors. ( who's afraid of em?)
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks. (time is kinda scary...)
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces. (i like any space.)
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns. (f them. just kick em and they move.)
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.(? that makes no sense.)
[X] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs. (a little. fucking scooby. i'll blow it's brains out.)
D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees. ( fun forests, run!)
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists. (no. i just have none cause i bite and plot. XD)
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses. (no...)
[ ] Dtychiphobia – fear of accidents. (XDDD)

E
[X] Ecophobia - Fear of the home. (a little. too much stress.)
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.(they rn't scary...)
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers. (i am one in some ways.)
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses. (GIDDIAP DOC!!!WEEEEEEEE)

G
[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage. (HAHAHAHAHA)
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees. (lulz. WHATCH OUT!)
[XX] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public. (hate to do it. never will do it, never shall.)
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women. (RUNNN!!! IT"S TEH WIMMENS!!! )

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun. (uhhh...no?)
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood. (it tastes good... )
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles. (i gots 2 snakes and love lizards.)
[ ] Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia - fear of big words. (? )
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water. water is kewl)

I
[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors. (nu. not at all.)
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (love em. ecspecially hissing cockroaches)

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms. (nopers.)

L
[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white. (ummm.. insane asylum colour?)
[XX] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes. (yus. i dun know y though.)
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth. (fuck children. they're just gonna kill the spirits even more.)

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking. (*cooks*)
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black. (awsome colour!)
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things. (nope.)
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs. (http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/22035665/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:17:33 PST



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart - hand drawn.



*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21997618/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21997618/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 13:17:37 PST [link]


COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart - hand drawn.



*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21802277/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21802277/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:55:33 PST 3:26 PM u even der?
grrrrrrrrr
numanuma306: yus!
3:27 PM wanna group chat wit daniel? i dun lik havin 2 conversations at the same time. :-|
me: nu.
ok, yes i guess.
3:28 PM numanuma306: ur mean! i cant multi conver!
me: ?
numanuma306: comnversation
3:29 PM daniel is 20!
me: i knew!
numanuma306: olllllllllddddyyyyyy!!!
lol
3:30 PM me: hehheh
numanuma306: im sendin u a dA hug thing
3:31 PM me: yay!
3:32 PM crusha!
numanuma306: ???
me: LOLZ!
3:33 PM [link]
numanuma306: .......*backs away slowly*
5 minutes
3:38 PM numanuma306: ?????
simple and clean in japanese betch!
me: i gots that mp3 and vid betch!
3:39 PM numanuma306: XP
is on mah ipod and listening to it right now
me: lolz
numanuma306: thats right
3:40 PM xigbar pops up
me: me listening to mzungu
numanuma306: xigbar: headshoots you
xigbar: better recignise betch
me: bp appears behind him and kicks him in the back then trots on the ceiling
haha!
numanuma306: xigbar: you betch!
me: ninja poof
3:41 PM apears on the floor and runs around screaming
numanuma306: xiggy: betch betch betch!*shooting at chu*
3:42 PM me: does a flip and poofs then appears in front of him and runs around on the ceiling at a high speed
numanuma306: xigbar: you a$$hat! stand still! shoots at chu and hits ur arm when you stray to close
3:43 PM me: looks at her arm as she runs and chuckles and continues running around, now wearing a ninja costume
numanuma306: xigbar: O_o...now thats just sad
3:44 PM numa: yus, yus it is. keep going bp!!!
xigbar: smacks numa in the back of the head retart!
demyx joins the conversation wats goin on?
3:45 PM me: does a spin in mid air and lands on a tabvle and swalows a whole bole of peppermints and starts to choot them at youour of her mouth
3:46 PM numanuma306: numa grabs demyx and dives for cover xigbar blocks most of them usin zexion as a shield
numa: zexion! noooooooo!!!!!
me: leaps down and grabs zexy by the front of his coat and throws him to the side and kicks xigbar
3:47 PM numanuma306: me*watching the whole thing with axel and marluxia, changes song to waka laka*
3:48 PM me: bp turns into an iresistable chibi and dances around cutely
numanuma306: numa: picks zexy up and flees
me: joins her while numa tends to xigbar and zexy
3:49 PM me: pulls demyx axel and marly in and dances wit them
axel:*apparently enjoying himself*
me: bp:*wips a small dagger out of no where and it turns into a sword twice her size, then she swings it at you all*
numanuma306: demyx*oblivious but goes wit the flow*
3:50 PM we all do ythe limbo at the right time
marly: holy shit!
axel: dude, chillax
me: bp: spins the srowd then thrusts it behind her and charges at marly and pounces him, biting his arm
3:51 PM numanuma306: me: smacks the tp of ur head like a bad kitty and shows marly to the infirmary
me: axel, demyx. stay away from her, shes got rabies
3:52 PM me: bp: growls and back off, now about 7 feet tall and angry
numanuma306: me: unoticed and changes song on ipod
six flags song!
me: bp: stands on her hind leg and grabs demyx and runs as fast as she can, wp behind her as a guard
3:53 PM numanuma306: me axel and demyx do the disco and rolling arms
kirx has joined the conversation
krix: hi demmy!
3:54 PM me: bp: iz now confused so sits next to wp
numanuma306: me has left the conversation
krix: axel lets play tag wit demmy! we gotta catch him!
runs after demyx
3:55 PM me: wp: raises his head and whines, wanting to chase also
numanuma306: krix leaps on him, dragging him down
krix: yay! i got demmy ax!
axel: still standing in the same spot, walks over theats very nice #14
me: bp grabs wp's scruff and throws herself onto his back and they both charge at demyx
3:56 PM numanuma306: krix: ooooo a puppy!!!!*stops wp and jumps on his back too, stroking him* he is so cute! he and saix puppy wld be great friends!
3:57 PM me: wp skids to a stop and kicks his back leg in bliss, enjoying the petting
bp: u wanna ride him for a bit? he's a good boy!
numanuma306: krix: yus! ninja poofs demyx and axel with them
axel: wtf?!
3:58 PM me: wp smiles and takes off like a bullet, then spread his wings and shoots into the air
numanuma306: krix: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! demyx screams gleefully too
3:59 PM axel:ROXAS HELP ME!!!!!!!!
me: wip grins and does a flip so axel falls off while bp spread her wings and cetches him on her back and takes off faster then wp
4:00 PM... ]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21754211/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21754211/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:04:35 PST


RULES:
fill this out
retype it so ppl can see how much they are like you.
put an X in the spaces provided or answer in full sentences.
then multiply your answers by 10 and put down the percentage as such: i am like __%
then tag at least 3 ppl

NOTE: when you do the Q and A it duz not count as percentage!

FAVORITE COLORS:
[ ] blue
[X] red
[X] black

FAVORITE HOBBIES:
[X] soccer
[X] exploring
[X] reading
[X] drawing
[X] videogames
[X] the computer(yes its a hobby)
[X] bike riding
[X] hanging with best friends

NOT SO PERSONAL INFO:
[X] you are quiet (when i'm alone i'm silent.)
[X] you are loud when you want to be
[X] you are shy(terrified of being the center of attention.)
[X] you say the words "dude" and "srsly" alot
[X] you are a 13-16 yr old girl
[X] you are a tomboy
[X] you dont care wat ppl think of you except friends
[X] you are unhealthily addicted to any source of good music
[X] anime is waaaaaaayyyy better than american cartoons
[ ] you are a neat freak
[X] you have a stuffed animal/blanket/pillow that you keep just in case you feel down-hearted
[X] kingdom hearts is the best game you have ever played in your life
[X] you have more enemies than friends
[X] you are supportive, or at least try to be
[ ] you cant keep a straight face
[X] you have a song stuck in your head right now
[X] your the "good kid" of the family
[X] dont smoke
[X] dont drink

FAVORITE SHOWS:
[X] naruto
[X] bleach
[X] gdw
[ ] inuyasha
[X] azumanga
[X] fma
[X] deathnote

FAVORITE ANIME PPL:
[X] ichigo
[X] naruto
[X] shikamaru
[X] gaara
[X] hitsugaya toushiro
[X] grimmjow
[X] L
[X] chiyo-chan
[ ] inuyasha
[X] seshomaru
[X] edward
[X] alphonse
[X] lt. hawkeye

FAVORITE MUSIC:
[X] my sanctuary
[X] simple and clean
[X] three days grace
[X] three doors down
[X] rise against
[X] queen
[X] dango daikozoku
[X] waka laka
[x] upside down
[X] green day
[x] all american rejects
[x] basshunter
[x] dj mystik
[x] caramelldansen
[ ] boys like girls
[x] tonight,tonight,tonight
[x] asteisk
[x] black eyed peas
[ ] blink 182
[x] technologic
[x] dragin force
[x] fall out boy
[ ] good charlotte
[x] move your feet
[x] linkin park
[x] my chemical romance
[x] nickle back
[x] relient k
[x] seether
[x] cry for you
[ ] all star
[x] switchfoot
[x] tatu
[x] tokio hotel
[x] headstrong
[x] out of control
[ ] uncle kracker
[x] within temptation
[x] ocean avenue
[x] move your dead bones
[ ] cliffs of dover
[ ] sweet child o' mine
[x] yura yura
[ ] no boy, no cry
[x] remember
[x] fighting dreamers
[x] pigloo
[x] radio song

FAVORITE GAMES:
[x] kingdom hearts
[x] okami
[x] soul caliber
[x] halo(played it over a friends house. loved it)
[ ] mario
[ ] cross crono
[x] poke squishy cloud
[x] throw sushi at vincent
[x] call of duty

WHAT WOULD YOU PREFER?
1. the cold or warmth(weather)?
cold
2. cereal or toast/bagel?
YEAH TOAST!
3. tv or videogames
viedogames. hands down
4. public school or home school?
public
5. bikes/skateboards/rollerblades?
bikes
6. siblings or friends?
friends
7. fave holiday?
bloodkruxing
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF-
1. your fave anime dudes and girls were all in your house?
lolz. yaoi fun night. XD
2. your fave anime person gave you a smooch? a hug?
i would date them.
3. someone you loved or cared for died or got srsly sick?
either ignore the fact or commit suicide
4. that fave anime dude/... ]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21595669/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21595669/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 10:44:00 PST
i also will be trying to post the next chap[ter of my story asap. DX it's so hard to write nowadays!



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
to 1 kh chains of memories fanart
to hehheh. burn rud.


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21130966/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21130966/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:53:20 PDT
blackpaw : [link]
ginjo : [link]
hinose : [link]
jenija : [link]
kintari : [link]
nejinor : [link]



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
*might join a contest*


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21018244/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/21018244/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:55:26 PDT [X] Blood intrigues you.
[X] You prefer night over day.
[X] Bats and wolves are your friends.
[X] You wish you could fly.
[X] You despise mirrors.
[X] Coffins don't bother you in the least.
[X] Living forever sounds like a great idea.
[ ] You can hang upside down for long periods of time.
[ ] Garlic is your kryptonite.
[X] You sleep all day.(on weekends sometimes i do. and wish i could more often. XD)
Total: 7

--Frankenstein‘s Monster--
[X] You owe a lot to your creator.
[ ] Fire is scary!
[X] You are unpredictable.
[ ] You are very tall.
[X] Little kids are more fond of you than adults.
[X] Most people don't understand you.
[ ] Your speech leaves a lot to be desired.
[ ] You often look a little green.
[X] Fashion means nothing to you; it's like you wear the same thing everyday.
[X] You wish you had more friends.
Total: 6

--Werewolf--
[ ] You're quite furry.
[X] The full moon drives you wild.
[/] You often wake up in strange places with no memory of the night before.(when i'm camping yus. and when i used to sleepwalk. XD)
[X] Silver repulses you.(blegh hate silver.)
[ ] Dogs hate you.
[X] You love raw meat. ( nomnomnom)
[X] You are pretty strong.
[X] Pentagrams fascinate you.
[X] You feel kind of cursed.(in real life, no one comes near me really.....)
[X] Some of your clothes are shredded and bloodstained and you have no idea how they got that way. (a pair of my jeans are. but i know how they got that way.
Total: 1 1/2

--Zombie--
[] Your skin looks gray.
[X] You rarely speak, but you do groan a lot.(yeah. unless i'm with friends.)
[] Brains should be one of the food groups.
[] Your clothes are ratty and tattered.
[X] You're alive, but you feel dead.
[] Being near fire makes you uncomfortable.
[] Guns scare you.
[] You're not very smart.
[X] You have an insatiable desire to feed.(monday. i'm a phycotic eater.)
[] You lost your personality a long time ago.
Total: 3

--Ghost--
[X] You have some unfinished business to attend to.
[X] You hang out in cemeteries.(i do when i can find one.)
[X] You enjoy playing pranks.
[X] Sometimes people act as if you aren't even there.
[X] You want revenge. (fuck you all who ruined my life!)
[X] Death surrounds you. (know how many dead things in my town? hundreds.)
[X] You feel lost.
[X] You like the fog.(love it when it's so thick you can't see your own hand!
[X] You have strange dreams about death/dying.(yes.. they're very scary and depressing usually.)
Total: 9

hmmm..... don't know why i did this but i did.....

blackpaw : [link]
ginjo : [link]
hinose : [link]
jenija : [link]
kintari : [link]
nejinor : [link]



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
*might join a contest*


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20910519/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20910519/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:45:50 PDT i am wondering whether i should make sketches of them and putting them in my scraps.... i shall......right now! be warned, only the bravest of sould may venture into my scraps.. *evil laugh* not really. i shall post a list here when i've done them. kind of.. lolz. bai for now guys and girls! (mainly shouting to ma chicks out there. XD)


muhahahahhahhahaha feel teh pain.

blackpaw : [link]
ginjo : [link]
hinose : [link]
jenija : [link]
kintari : [link]
nejinor : [link]



COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
*empty space*


*what can be done*
requests and commissions are open!
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: free unless they are serious ones. then i want an art trade.
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20803932/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20803932/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:40:19 PDT 001. Name → rebecca
002. Nickname → becca
003. Status → currently thinking about excepting a kids offer to go on a date
004. Zodiac sign → aquarius
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → completed
007. Middle School → up until 8th
008. High School → unknown.. :gaspe:
009. Smart → alot. (my father says i'm to smart for my own good.)
010. Hair color → Dark brown roots, extremely light blond the rest of the way.
011. Long or short → long
012. Loud or Quiet → loud anywhere but schol. then i'm silent
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → no.. why shoul di be one?
016. Drink or Smoke? → nay. both can kill me and i'm also to young to die!!!!!!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes
018. Eat or Drink → drinking i love trying different juices and experiments
019. Piercings → ears
020. Tattoos → None (yet, anyways. lolz)

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → don't know. in december i think. the first day in december... about a year ago
024. First best friend → she's just to darn kool!
025. First award → when i was really small....
026. First crush → ummm.... 3 years ago i fell for a dude...and now we might date.
027. First pet → a dog that we put to sleep 5 years ago. his name was sinbad,. XD (he bit me in the face ounce also. DX)
028. First big vacation → dunno...
030. First big birthday → never. all were miserable.
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → cough syrup
052. I'm about to → start drawing what i have to cetch up on.
053. Listening to → eternus
054. Plans for today → sleep, be dead, sleep more.
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → never.
059. Want to get married? → not unless the dudes neutered and has all his shots already.
060. Careers in mind → snake breeder. artist. mabye write music. write poems and books definetaly.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes idiots. the key to the soul.
070. Shorter or taller? → no matter.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → i guess spontaneous cause i hate romance.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → ? what kinda questiom is this?
074. Sensitive or loud → LOUD!!! OMG!
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → either. trboublemaker so i can be happeh, or hesitant so i can train him in the ways of evil...
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → nope!
081. Ran away from home → never. but it's srsly a good idea....
084. Broken someones heart → well, i happen to know i have made a lot of people cry. i can kinda dig into there heart and kill them withthere own memories.
085. Been arrested → Nope!
087. Cried when someone died → animals, yes. when my aunt died? pshaw.. nope. was to busy playing with another kid.
DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → yes! imnstincts rule!
090. Miracles → false. blegh
091. Love at first sight? → YES!!! *renembers when she first saw her snake come into the house*
092. Heaven → not at all. pure bs
093. Santa Claus → OMFG!!!!!!! SATAN SUPPORTERS!!!!!!!!
094. Sex on the first date →NO WAI!!!!!!!!!!!!
095. Kiss on the first date → nevah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes, i have a certain friend to whom i talk to whenever i can and wish i could be near.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → no, i am not.
099. Do you believe in God → no. god doesn't exsist.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → feh.......




COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
*empty space*
*what can be done*
requests and commisions are closed.
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: friends - free/others - art trade
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20670597/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20670597/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:56:59 PDT
anyways, life is getting more stressful by the minute. :sigh: sometimes i hate my life and want to be dead. ugh... anyhoo, talk to ya later!

NEWS
hallows eve is coming up. and guess what? i'm doing haloows eve fanart! lolz.




COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
- in action!
- dormant until done with everything else
- dormant until done with everything else
*what can be done*
requests and commisions are closed.
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: friends - free/others - art trade
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

other things:
1 wrath:
2 greed:
3 sloth:
4 pride:
5 envy:
6 gluttony:
7 lust:

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COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
- dormant until done with everything else.
- dormant until done with everything else
- dormant until done with everything else
*what can be done*
requests and commisions are closed.
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: friends - free/others - art trade
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

other things:
1 wrath:
2 greed:
3 sloth:
4 pride:
5 envy:
6 gluttony:
7 lust:

about teh okami thingy, i am quitting doing it. i was really excited about doin it, but my heart has left that project. sorry guys and girls... if anyone want a commision done for dem, i'll do that instead. so, yeah.....i really wanted to do it, but i SUCK suddenly. whatever. well, anyways, i'm changing projects from teh okami thingy to.....teh organization. so yeah.. sorry ya'll.

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20494249/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20494249/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 17:46:35 PDT these r what i'ma up to. ( and some new stuff!!!! like, ZOMG!!!!)

COMMISSIONS, REQUESTS, AND GIFTS
- dormant until done with everything else.
- dormant until done with everything else
- dormant until done with everything else
*what can be done*
requests and commisions are closed.
requests: you are a friend and request an image. - free
commissions: friends - free/others - art trade
gifts: whenever i feel like it.

other things:
i will be making 2 special collages and need help ya'll!!!
i am doing the seven deadly sins
1 wrath:
2 greed:
3 sloth:
4 pride:
5 envy:
6 gluttony:
7 lust:

they will be done by me only. so yeah. but, there's another needing help!
ever heard of the game okami? well, i will be doing a comic of all anthro's i can get and thee opinions of okami. so far i have,
blackpaw -try to kill her. whitepaw - fall in love with her (both done.)
rudyard - *curl up in fear and wave a white flag*
numanuma - kep walking or say hi.
jove - go talk to her
zanith -
? -
- kitsune-

another thing, i am VERY BUSY NOW. LEAVE MEH ALONE. i will be doing the seven deadly sins, the whole organization, and the okami thing. so be patient. i shall be domne in about 2 months hopefully. loz

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well, starting off from my notebook, i have to ask about why people always say that god is supreme ruler and controls fate. if god controls fate, then why does fate happen and others say god DOESN'T control it? i mean, what is life, death, and immortality? everything, no matter what it is has a cycle. i mean, every single thing has a cycle, but why doesn't life, death, and immortality have a known one? i beleive that life is an illusion, and when death follows, it's also just eternal nothingness until you are reincarnated or you become immortal in the nothingness. so, does the cycle go as life, death, nothingness, reincarnation, and then life again? i am really confused over this. i know it's just a stupid thing that probably i easy to solve in your minds, but if it is so easy to solve, then why haven't scientists solved it over the hundreds of years we have studied it? srsly. anyhoo, lets go on.

what is this whole thing about fearing animals for random reasons? i mean, most people in my town fear ravens, snakes, bears, cougars, and on and on. i mean, whats scary about them?
ravens: they predict death and will follow you if your near death or dying and are pure black and are with Satan. thats crap. ravens are pure black, yes. but they do not predict death as we see it. ravens are scavengers. they feed off of anything dead and scavenge on almost anything both flora or fauna. now, they DO know is something is going to die, and might follow that thing, but they are not with Satan. the Indians had a different story for them that i beleive. there is a giant void in space, that has control over all the magic in the world. well, the ravens glossy black feathers and they also might have a bluish tint. well the Indians thought that they were emissaries of the void. they were said to carry stars in there mouths, since they like to carry shiny objects. they also are extremely intelligent, and the Indians knew that. so, they said that if you see a raven, you are granted the power of magic temporarily.
snakes: snakes are considered evil, slimy, and the black snakes are considered to be related to satan, from the snake that told Adam and eve to eat the apple on the tree of knowledge. snakes are honestly not slimy, are great swimmers, and are actually very kind, sweet, social, and pretty wise for there size. the snakes that are black are surprisingly the most gentle ones in some occasions. snakes are usually willing to run other then bite. they also make very good pets and the only thing i actually see scary about them is how they can hypnotise you with there cuteness. (for me, that is.)
honestly, why do people fear animals? animals are dangerous, but not so dangerous that they are unable to be actually aggressive unless provoked.
also, i recently learned that in the bible, people always ask god for stuff like to defend them, or ask for them to get the plushy they want, and it angers me. i do not beleive in god, but if you do, think about his position. he listens to everyone who believes in him every second of every day of every year! so, think about his position in lie. do not ask for things if you can't do something in return for him. and don't be greedy.


well, i basically have one more thing to say. i hate how much my hand hurt from typing so much straight in just a few mins after i post these things.

other things:
i will be making 2 special collages and need help ya'll!!!
i am doing the seven deadly sins
1 wrath:
2 greed:
3 sloth:
4 pride:
5 envy:
6 gluttony:
7 lust:

they will be done by me only. so yeah. but, there's another needing help!
ever heard of the game okami? well, i will be doing a comic of all anthro's i can get and thee opinions of okami. so far i have,
blackpaw -try to kill her. whitepaw - fall in love with her (both done.)
~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20381123/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20381123/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:56:08 PDT
you all know about how i ranted about animal abuse? well, i revently read the bible and learned about it in a scientific manner, and holy dog crack. the bible is so.. well, *says many bad words*
i mean, my grandma said that god put animals on the earth and told us to do with them as we please. well, thats not true. animals were here before us. the thousands of individual gods that live in all the elements, would be ashamed if they heard of that. i mean, i do not beleive in christianity or anything else. i am vasically a loner with my own religion. so, i personally hate christianity. i was born a christian, and loved it, but when i read the bible recently, it's complete bs. i have changed my ways and to me, god no longer excists. now, i won't tell anyone with religions, "hey, that religion suck1" for that is wrong. yeah, all the pathetic human religions are crack, but i won't say it to someone's face. i guess i could be considered a pagan, since i kinda beleive in three realem. earth, the void, and the underworld. and yeah, i do beleive that the star keeps away demons, or summons them. i beleive that highly. but, honestly. and please don't spam me. just read the bible, and look at it from the view of the animals and elements. they are feeling pain and are dying cause of us. we are basically killing your own god! it proves how pathetic we are. and you wanna know a secret? the Armageddon is gaining. and if Armageddon actually happens to us, you know where I'll be? in the front row of my army, i will have all the animals at my side, and we will slaughter any humans or demons we see. the extreme punishment isn't the Armageddon, it's heaven. if heaven is so good, then what if you have a good friend like me? i will be down on whats left of earth, killing myself in war, while you can do nothing but watch my pain as i fight for what is right. i don't mean to say i'm youir friend, but this is true. many people sin every second, subconsciously, and every human in the world has sinned so many times, that i beleive in the Armageddon, when the demons and monsters from the underworld come up, we will ALL be dying. but the ones who will live, are those who do not beleive that god is punishing them. every action has an equal and opposite reaction. so, if we fight, we shall mabye live. if we run, me may live. but anyways, onto something else. i have also noticed about Adam and eve. whats the deal with them? i mean, who the hell beleives that the first two humans were made out of clay, and thats complete bul. and also, if they WERE the only two humand that made us all, thats like, f****** inbreeding! no wonder we're all @$$holes! due to inbreeding, we have mutated into animals worse then demons! holy dog carack, are we idiot. i mean, srsly.

one other thing before i leave to school and am gone until friday, whats the deal with christians not beleiving in evolution? i have no clue. *shouts* if any christian read this far, may the spirits save your soul and, may you note me your oppinion on evolution and addaptation? i would apprectiate it. (i loves dabates and ranting about crack.)

*last words* I DO NOT GIVE A BULL WHETHER YOUR RELIGIOUS OR NOT, I'M NOT POSTING THIS AGAINST RELIGION! I'M JUST STATING COLD HARD FACTS! SO SPAM ME, AND YOU'LL HAVE A FIGHT TO RENEMBER WHEN I'M DONE WITH YOU.
thanks and have a nice day! <- srsly, i might be bipolar. XD my mom is.

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]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20148222/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/20148222/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:45:17 PDT whats bothering me.: well, i went over a friends house and we got to hold a few reptiles at a fair we went to. one was a six foot burm. he was gorgeous, and not delicate at all. he was heavy and sweet. i think he weighed in at about.. 15 or more pounds. anyways, he was cute. my snake will be about six feet and... *gulp* i recently learned that she will be twice that weight. that started my search. i just researched and found a new website, and it said that blood pythons are heavier. so now i beleive it. i thought about selling the baby blood python before for a different critter, but failed. now... i have actually solidified that will and have been searching for a at least six foot burm, only to be in vain. i have been tearing through my room, and have even graphed everything out so the burm could be happy, and when i tried to pet my blood python, (lovingly, mind you. i don't hate her. she is very dear to me) she tried to bite me! so, now i'm in a flurry and can't think of anything else. i wish that i didn't see teh burm, cause if i hadn't, i wouldn't feel so sick and depressed. and the other thing is that my *cough* family *cough* have made a decision to mabye buy a papillion. and if we do.. my idea will be crushed from my dads favorite (i think..) saying, " NO MORE PETS!" so, i would be selling my loved one, getting my hopes up to get a thick, can break my arm in two seconds, burm, and breaking them. i have already had that done to me before, and i still cry and feel pain from it. i sound selfish, i know, but i have always had more then one snake after i decided to breed them. and if i only have verdi....i will have a gap. anyways, frieds, read on, dad, stop reading. none of ur buisness.





























teh idea of doom. i have bene thinking and graphed out my room. i have measured every inch of it, and decided that if i get a 3 foot tote with a lid, cut the lid and put screening in it, and put it next to my bed and toybox, it will fit and work excellent. if anyone has any tips, please say. this tank is only temporary. my dads old idea for a tank is gone, but, instead of two pillar like tanks holding up a desk, a giant wire, Plexiglas, and wood tank WILL be the desk. good idea no? lolz. :/ anywayz, this is just an idea. i have already7 judged the money needed to pay for the burm's bedding, lighting, shelter. anyways, that is all so far. bibi!

]]> ~through-the-monsoon http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/19967921/ http://through-the-monsoon.deviantart.com/journal/19967921/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 10:13:32 PDT

What age will you get married?

Put an x in every box that applies to you
then add them up, and thats your age!

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[X] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You vote in every election
[X] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[ ] You show up for work late a lot (No job lolz D: )
[X] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket ( never know when i may have a influence to draw.)
[ ] I've never gotten detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[X] You like to take walks by yourself
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week (i loves teh coffe......)
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[X] You know how to do the dishes
[X] You can count to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[X] You can mow the lawn
[X] You study when you have to
[X] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[X] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine(used to drink ma moms coffe every morning.)
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[X] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[X] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[X] You have been to the beach
[X] You use the internet every day
[X] You have been outside of the /state/ 3 or more times )
[X] You make your own bed every morning (on occasions.)
GRAND TOTAL: 22

Now repost as "My marriage age is..."
22. thats complete bull. i vowed never to get married YEARS ago. cause guys are getting lamer and lamer in my generation. the only cute and interesting guys are to old for me. mostly the ones in hot topic at the mall. they're hawt. and one is almost my age and checks me out sometimes and gets all red when i talk to him.






18 or lower means you’re not stupid.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[X] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[X] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (does a dirt bike count?)
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
total = 4

[X] You have run into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[X]You didn't know that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[X] You just tried to sing them.
[X] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X] You have choked on your own spit.
[X] You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[X] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice (it iz? omg.. 0.o)
[X] You just looked at it.
[X] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ] People have called you slow
total so far = 13

[X] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
[X] You’ve fallen asleep in class. (Never during a class-class. I don't count study hall or that Health Class where the teacher TOLD us to nap XD)
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[X] You just laughed. (*iz laughing about how gay this quiz is*)
total so far = 16

[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[X] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[X] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you (in school yes.)
[X] You are often told to use your “inside voice”. (i never do anyways. whats the use of lowering your voice? )
[X]You use your fingers to do simple math.
total so far = 21

[X] You have eaten a bug.
[X] You are taking this... ]]> ~through-the-monsoon