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                <title>Cheese!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:37:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ finally figured out my concentration (: <br /><br />and my pumpkin carving kicks ass.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:39:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's AMAZING how selfish some people are...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Aug 2009 18:32:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ friday is my birthday, and I'm super excited (: mostly for the art supplies, and I can finally start on my new project ^^ <br /><br />other than that I'm just brainstorming for other projects...and I finished a friend's birthday present; I'll probably post pics of that after I give it to him heh. <br /><br />enjoy the rest of your summer (:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Stuff</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 19:25:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally got around to taking semi-decent pictures of all my art today & uploaded them, but hardly any of it is new. I did most of it when I was a sophomore (going to be a senior when school starts) in my advanced art class, but it's finally on here! <br /><br />More to come I suppose, and I want to start a new project. I really need to get going on my AP Art Portfolio =/ any suggestions?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hi again</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 22:46:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just got back from alaska. it was cool. too hot though. <br /><br />just finished off the last of the frost-bitten bear foot brownie ice cream too. go me. it's nice being back.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>meh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 20:21:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need my printer/scanner back!<br />I need to get this letter out to paul, and I need to submit new goodies I've drawn since winter. hasn't been much because of my block, but I don't really care. it's mostly just experimenting with new mediums. <br /><br />My new project is going well, i messed up today on her shoulder because of my ignorance of pastels, but it's nothing unforgivable xD Hopefully I can finish it by the weekend maybe. I'm a little tired of inhaling pastel powder afterward though heh.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>=D</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 12:23:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I started a new art project finally! It's turning out well so far, which is relieving because I'm attempting a realistic human, which isn't exactly my strong point. and I'm using soft pastels, which I've never used for a serious project before. But I used a grid, and pastels aren't as hard as they seem, so it's all good lol. I probably won't be able to post it because of its size and my lack of decent picture taking skills/lighting, but it will look nice in my AP Art portfolio next year <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />lalalala<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 21:36:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't remember where I read this, but apparently rearranging furniture in your room can be theraputic (or something like that). The only problem with that for me is my bed and desk are too huge to move. However, despite the fact the only furniture I have in my room is practically bolted to the floor, I've still made some spiffy changes. <br /><br />My tv is no longer under my bed! It's sitting right next to me on the huge desk. I've found that the little set up I had under my loft with the tv and my chair is a very one person set up, and frequently enough I've had more than one person wanting to use the tv arrangment, and I'm tired of dragging the tv (which is about as big as I am) over to my desk everytime this happens. Problem solved <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />Now the only problem is there's a hole under my bed where the tv used to be...I guess that won't matter for very long though, I'm getting a regular bed soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and now I have a place specifically for clean laundry that I'm too lazy to put away. <br />go me!<br /><br />I don't know why I felt the need to write a journal about this...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>huh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 12:10:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a very odd dream last night. It was sort of like a really shitty day at school, except it wasn't at LHS. It was at some other school that was completely different and a lot cooler. and my brother was there. I'm not going into the shittiness, but afterward I tried telling kat about it but didn't have enough time to tell her everything before she had to go.<br /><br />Then somehow I ended up eating dinner with Sam's family, except Sam wasn't there, and I was attempting to play Crazy Train on Tyler's guitar and failing miserably. Then I put it down and ate dinner, and then I got more food and ate dinner a second time (which is odd because I can hardly ever finish it the first time), and after I sat back down at the table Jake was there playing his guitar and singing a song I like that my dad used to play. <br /><br />Yeah. It was weird. <br />I feel kind of blocked.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>cool</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jun 2009 23:50:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think my artist's block is slowly fading away. I put some new art supplies on my birthday list, I'm going to be really excited for that. I can't wait to have more than 10 different colors of oil pastels and some spiffy charcoal pencils <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />aaand OC is amazing.<br />but anna looked better as a pixy. I want to burn her extensions.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG MASH</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Jun 2009 22:21:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've never really played it before until tonight with my brother and sister. So, my results: <br /><br />I'm going to live in a mansion<br />I'm going to have 5 kids<br />I'm going to have a pet bubble<br />I'm going to be married to brandon >> <br />I'm going to be the Queen of Everything<br />I'm going to live in Livermore<br />I'm going to drive an octopus<br /><br />and the sad part is everything (except the octopus) could actually happen. <br />get ready for me to be the queen of everything, bitches xD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>He's Just Not That Into You</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 21:28:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is probably one of my most favorite. movies. ever. We got it for my mom's birthday...I don't think she particularly wanted it, but me and Em both love it enough so that doesn't matter xD She hasn't seen it actually..I'm the one who loves it. <br /><br />hmm...it's been an interesting few weeks. Very dramatic change of heart, I guess you could say. <br /><br />"I'm not a weed," said Alice. she sounds like Wendy from Peter Pan. It's odd how all the old disney movies have actresses with british accents, and all the new ones...don't. I miss the old cartoons. 3D animation just isn't the same. <br /><br />My head hurts. Ta <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>217 days</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2009 20:02:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (including today) until Paul comes back (: <br /><br />I cut my hair yesterday. well I didn't do it, Tammy did, but it's a lot shorter now and I love it ^^ <br /><br />this month...these past few months have been interesting, to say the least. It's been crazier than Mr. Toad's Wild Ride (which really isn't that wild; I don't know what those people at disney were thinking. Though I haven't been on that ride since...last summer maybe? I don't remember if we went on that one in Disney World. Is that one even in Disney World? blah of course it is; it's Disney.), and to be quite honest it's been a blast. <br /><br />Yeah there's been some not-so-good times, but it's been balanced out with amazing times too. <br /><br />I dunno, I just feel so..happy. I guess things are just a lot different than they were last year. It's nice.<br /><br />I don't know what I'm babbling on about. I don't even think people read these anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>228 days</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 May 2009 19:42:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ until Paul comes back (including today). yep, I started counting.<br />that seems like a shitload of time >> <br /><br />I don't think I've really talked about him much to anyone..I don't really like hearing about him either. It's just too hard to bring it all up again knowing he's so far off. <br /><br />I don't know what's going to happen; it's hard to think about. All I can do I guess is hope for the best and maintain a decent level of happiness until he comes back. <br /><br />I miss him.<br /><br />They should add a new smiley under the moods called "puzzled" and have a little smiley guy just chillin there all happy, until he falls into a bunch of puzzle pieces. I'll feel really stupid if that smiley already exists xD<br /><br />Stuck is only there because I've had the absolute worst artist block you can imagine. So much for getting ahead with AP stuff for next year. oh well.<br /><br />toodles <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*le sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:44:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm brainstorming again. I'm rather braindead. I need a new editorial subject. I simply can't think of anything that I really want to write about. That's school appropriate anyway. and that we haven't already written about. Meh this is depressing. <br /><br />Oig I dunno why I'm so sleepy today -.- guess I thought about a lot of stuff last night, but I still went to bed at the same time...<br /><br />I'll probably just rant about technology for my editorial xD I can do that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Mar 2009 09:19:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My goodness. Finals classes are waaaay too long when you don't have an actual final. I'm in Journalism right now, and all we have to do is work on the newspaper. Too bad I've already written my articles, proofread everything, and finished with all my illustrations and saved them in the right folder >><br /><br />I could start on next month, but I don't really feel like it. <br /><br />toodles <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dear Mom,</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Mar 2009 08:50:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love you. You know I love you, and it's not just because you write me notes to skip class for "appointments" or cut my sandwich heart-shaped on Valentines Day. <br /><br />Why is it we can only really be friends while I'm having issues with my own? This is something I've noticed particularly this year. Or month. Last month. Over the past four weeks. As you're well aware, I'm a teenager and I like being with my friends. Why are you so afraid of me spending time with them? We're good kids. We don't do anything illegal. We tell you where we're going and what we're doing. We stretch the truth every now and then, but honestly, who doesn't? <br /><br />The car is fine. There are kids out there who are driving way shittier cars than ours, and they've hardly had any problems. Stop using that as an excuse. Do you really want me to be a mole and spend the rest of my days glued to the screen of a computer?   <br /><br />Don't be afraid of me. I'm not Emily, and you're not going to lose me. I may seem like a stupid, irresponsible teenager like everyone else is at 16, but I know how to stay out of the stereotypical-teen trouble.<br /><br />Really <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:D</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 20:08:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow. never thought staying home and playing scrabble could be sooo exciting xD i may be just a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiitle bit buzzed, but..i dunno. i think i was going to say something, but i forgot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> pictionary calls! toodles<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 20:22:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why is it that song lyrics can be dreadfully horrible, but still wonderful at the same time simply becauase it's a song? I've noticed quite often that when I look up lyrics, they're dreadfully cringe-worthy and corny. But when you listen to the song, the corniness of it all dissipates into a simple appreciation for the tune and words strung together and a pleasure for your ears. Am I alone here, or do I just listen to a bunch of corny songs? <br /><br />Poems, on the other hand, are pretty much just fucked. They don't have a catchy tune to sugar coat the ride for them. They have to stand on their own, and if it's overwhelmed with corniness that's just too damn bad. They lose.<br /><br />I think it's because the lyrics written down on a piece of paper have no emotion once to ever, no legit punctuation or emoticons, and the voices are needed to add that aspect..poems, on the other hand, have to instill the emotion on their own, unless someone else is reading it, which for me, is a lot less often than when I read them.  <br /><br />And all this stuff that makes life easier kind of pisses me off...like have any of you seen those commercials with the four-year-old and her magic picture that she can make better and send to her parents by clicking a button with her greasey, peanut-butter infested fingers?  What's the point in acquiring skills to do something if someone else is going to make something so everyone can do it with the click of a button? That's all our lives are going to be at one point; everything will be done with the click of a button. It's already started with the internet. Don't even get me started on Freewebs. Or prop 8 <br /><br />Soon there will be a button to press to become fluent in every language or have a figure like Barbie, whose boobs will give her back problems and tan will give her skin cancer. So suck on <i>that</i>, Barbie. <br />    <br /><br />Kendrick! -poke-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>who put "chrysal" in my back pack??</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:56:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ really random, I found a little pack of it in my outside pocket this morning. maybe I should try to inhale it and see what happens...just kidding. <br /><br />you know, there's really no point in writing these silly things. I hardly ever have anything interesting to say, and I doubt anyone actually reads them. <br /><br />It is really hot in here right now. and that's saying something. I'm always cold. someone should turn the heater down <br /><br />I also can't stop sneezing. it's kind of annoying. I hope my math test isn't too hard next period...<br /><br />...haha, hard. <br /><br />toodles <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>toaster strudel</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2008 23:55:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ is the best. thing. ever.<br /><br />wow. never thought Gretchen Weener's dad would be my most favorite person ever xD<br /><br />go Mean Girls xD -pokes kat- we needa watch that again. and John Tucker Must Die {woo for chick flicks} <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2008 00:18:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "It came without ribbons. It came without tags. It came without packages, boxes, or bags." ~ the Grinch.<br /><br />"The best way to sprend Christmas cheer is singing loud for all the hear." <br /><br />those are two of my favorite xmas quotes {and the only two that I remember off the top of my head xD} Merry Christmas everyone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I hope you all had a fantastic day ^^ it was fun. I got a cook book for teens, which is good because now I'll know how to make more than ramen and grilled cheese when I move out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I also got a new desk lamp with little compartments and a pen cup thingy. That was fun to organize <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> except the stupid tape thing attatched to it doesn't work. rawr. Ima try to take it out. <br /><br />And I got a new camera! It's pretty and takes pictures about a million times better than my old one that doesn't turn on. After I get some decent lighing I'll be able to post more of my art that doesn't fit in the scanner =] It can only take two pictures before it runs out of memory though, so I needa get a memory card. <br /><br />!!! and em got me a really cool death note poster <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'm gonna frame it xD <br /><br />That's all I have to say. 'night!<br /><br />zomg! almost forgot to say. WE GOT A WII. with wii sports and mario kart. mario ckrt is like my old favorite game nicktoons racing, it's awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'll probably end up playing it all night.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gnimocemoh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:22:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gnimocemoh = homecoming backwards I think. heh pulled an Adah, except not as cool. It was a lot of fun though. I'm glad I went. I'm a little worried I'll be uber sore and won't be able to hear tomorrow, but it was worth it. may favorite part was the techno songs xD <br /><br />Our communication was severed earlier today; our phonelines went down and the internet poofed. I felt lost =o except not really. I just read Brisingr until it was time to get ready to go =] I'm glad it's back now though. I needed to go on before Monday when my mom was going to call the phone people to fix it.  It was a little funny; my mom said she felt like a hurricane victim, being cut off from the rest of the world xD (with the exception of cell phones) <br /><br />and as of now or yesterday I think, we no longer have cable. They upped the price or something and our family unanimously vetoed it off the island xD I don't really care; I don't watch tv much besides Survivor and The Office, and we'll still get those channels along with like 3 others lol. <br /><br />I needa go to bed...my room is a wreck. There are clothes everywhere. I don't even know where they came from...<br /><br />...but anyhow, it was a good night.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Brainstorming</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:47:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm in Journalism right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> I'm brainstorming for a November editorial. Anyone have any ideas?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bippity Boppity Boo.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jul 2008 00:04:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I arrived home from New Mexico desert land today; that was comforting. <br /><br />I guess I didn't exactly need a whole journal for that =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>100 books</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 22:59:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Look at the list and label those you have read.<br />2) label those you intend to read.<br />3) Capitalize the books you have read and love!<br />4) Reprint this list in your own journal and see if you have read more then six, which is the average for most adults.<br /><br />1 Pride and Prejudice- Jane Austen (haven't read, probably won't)<br />2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien (Read the Hobit. That was enough.)<br />3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte (Read. Fine)<br />4 HARRY POTTER series - JK Rowling (Read; is wonderful =])<br />5 To Kill a Mockingbird- Harper Lee(Read. Fine) <br />6 The Bible (Read part of it. I don't really believe in it)<br />7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte (Nope)<br />8 1948r - George Orwell (Nope)<br />9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman (Nope)<br />10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens (Ugh.)<br />11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott (Intended, probably won't ever read it.)<br />12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy (Nope)<br />13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller (Nope)<br />14 Complete Works of Shakespeare (MacBeth and Romeo & Juliet were enough for me =])<br />15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier<br />16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien (Read; wasn't that great.)<br />17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks <br />18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger<br />19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger<br />20 Middlemarch - George Eliot<br />21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell (Intended. Notice the ed. I'll prolly never get there =])<br />22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald <br />23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens (Great Expectations and A Tale of Two Cities was plenty.)<br />24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy <br />25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams (No.)<br />26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh<br />27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky <br />28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck <br />29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll <br />30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame<br />31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy.<br />32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens (No thanks.)<br />33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis (Intend..ed)<br />34 Emma - Jane Austen <br />35 Persuasion - Jane Austen <br />36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis (read part of it. the book was overdue.)<br />37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini<br />38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres<br />39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden <br />40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne <br />41 Animal Farm - George Orwell <br />42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown (Intend)<br />43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez<br />44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving<br />45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins<br />46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery (Read; liked it reasonably well.)<br />47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy<br />48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood<br />49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding (nope.)<br />50 Atonement - Ian McEwan <br />51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel <br />52 Dune - Frank Herbert<br />53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons<br />54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen<br />55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth<br />56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon<br />57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens (Ugh)<br />58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley (Read; was alright)<br />59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon<br />60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez <br />61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck<br />62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov <br />63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt<br />64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold<br />65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas (Intended)<br />66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac <br />67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy<br />68 Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding (no.)<br />69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie<br />70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville (I've never been much of a wale fan)<br />71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens (No, thank you)<br />72 Dracula - Bram Stoker <br />73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett (No.)<br />74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson<br />75 Ulysses - James Joyce<br />76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath <br />77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome<br />78 Germinal - Emile Zola<br />79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray<br />80 Possession - AS Byatt<br />81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens (Yeah. It's a cool story)<br />82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell<br />83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker<br />84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro<br />85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert<br />86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry<br />87 Charlotte's Web - EB White (no.)<br />88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom<br />89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle<br />90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton<br />91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad<br />92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint<br />93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks<br />94 Watership Down - Richard Adams<br />95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy... ]]></description>
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                <title>when there's nothing left to burn</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 00:19:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you have to set yourself on fire. wee that's a cool quote. <br /><br />anyways, i have ~3 art projects to do and i've gone a little art crazy xD it's been awesome ^^ except my neck has been hurting, but i don't really care.<br /><br />sorry i couldn't hang out today or yesterday. em's birthday is on thursday, but we decided to throw it together today because she'll be at school on thursday and won't be around much the following weekend. it was cool. i drew her thumbelina as part of her present. it took a while but it was fun. and of course my scanner had to sluaghter the colors. <br /><br />and my dad fixed our hot tub <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i haven't really asked yet, but i'm pretty sure we'll be able to use it if we want. <br /><br />well i don't have much else to say right now. hope you're all well out there =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>easter =]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:58:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ happy easter everyone =] <br /><br />i got a 36 pack of colored pencils!!!! (with an endless supply of candy) i'm set for life; they make me happy ^^ i've been coloring for the past hourish. there's so many wonderful colors i just wanna eat them all (except not really). you know my little excited mood smiley? that's literally how i looked when i got them xD okay ima go. zeh pencils are calling. <br /><br />ta <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 21:53:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was going to go on a glorious rant, but I've decided against it. <br /><br />I don't remember if I've brought this up yet, and if I have too bad. I think I'm going to try to draw the four of us as fish...if you have any types or color preferences let me know.<br /><br />bye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bored!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 22:41:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I was bored, and you probably don't want to read this (too bad!).  There were a few funny ones in there...just wait until you see for what I crave..xD cheers<br /><br />Your Life Through The Eyes Of iTunes Shuffle<br /><br />Go To iTunes Or Whatever You Use.<br /><br /><br />Then put it on shuffle and put a song with the artist for each answer.<br /><br /><br />Don't cheat by choosing or skipping songs. It won't all make sense.<br /><br /><br />About You<br /><br />So what's your weird name?:<br />Colors of the Wind ~ the Pocahontas Song<br /><br />Who are you?:<br />Tequilla ~ The Champs<br /><br />Who do you feel like?:<br />We Will Become Sihlouettes ~ The Shins<br /><br />What do you feel like doing?:<br />Part Of Your World ~ the Song the Little Mermaid<br /><br />What is your biggest guilty pleasure?:<br />Well Versed in the Ways of the World ~ This Providence<br /><br />What do people call you?:<br />Jenny Was a Friend of Mine ~ The Killers<br /><br />How's the weather?:<br />La Amoureux ~ Park<br /><br />What are you feeling?:<br />California 2005 ~ Phantom Planet<br /><br />What are you craving?:<br />Good Vibrations ~ The Beach Boys (I cannot BELIEVE this song popped up for this question)<br /><br />What are you thinking?:<br />Help Me, Rhonda ~ Beach Boys  (not much of a shuffle, eh?)<br /><br />Where are you?: <br />Hike & Seek ~ Imogen Heap (great song) ^^<br /><br />What should you be doing?:<br />Angels and Errors ~ Park<br /><br />How is your day?:<br />Reflection ~ The song from Mulan. <br /><br />What do you look like?:<br />City of Blinding Lights ~U2 (what the hell? xD)<br /><br />Your Random Thoughts On<br /><br />Life:<br />I'm Safer On An Airplane ~ Copeland<br /><br />Family:<br />So This Is Love ~ Cinderella song<br /><br />Parents:<br />Smile Like You Mean It ~ The Killers<br /><br />Siblings:<br />Someday You Will Be Loved ~ Death Cab<br /><br />Grandparents:<br />I'll Be Yours ~ Placebo (oh god)<br /><br />Love:<br />Protect Me From What I Want ~ Placebo<br /><br />Friends:<br />The Bad Touch ~ Bloodhound Gang (lol)<br /><br />Career:<br />Lady Marmalade ~ Moulin Rouge<br /><br />Food:<br />War All The Time ~ Thursday<br /><br />Celebrities:<br />New Work Out Plan ~ Kanye West<br /><br />The president:<br />Your Heart Is An Empty Room ~ Death Cab<br /><br />Politics:<br />Track 09 ~ The program<br /><br />Death:<br />Fortress ~ Pinback<br /><br /><br />Random Stuff<br /><br />Personal Motto:<br />Who Found Who's Hair in Whose Bed ~ Owen<br /><br />Goal in life:<br />The Pursuit of Happiness ~ This Providence<br /><br />What your thinking of:<br />Mushaboom ~ Feist (teehee)<br /><br />What you want to be:<br />Eve, The Apple of My Eye ~ Bell X1<br /><br />What you're most proud of:<br />Takin' Care of Business ~ too long to write<br /><br />What you're least proud of:<br />Everything Will Be Alright ~ The Killers<br /><br />Your soundtrack:<br /><br /><br />Opening credits:<br />Card House Dreamer ~ This Providence<br /><br />Theme song:<br />Smells Like Teens Spirit ~ Nirvana<br /><br />Waking up:<br />Gasoline Kisses For Everyone<br /><br />School:<br />Comin From Tuscon ~ Limbeck<br /><br />First love:<br />Love Affiar ~ Copeland (lol)<br /><br />Childhood:<br />Friend Don't Let Friends Dial Drunk ~ Plain White T's<br /><br />Teen years:<br />A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes ~ Cinderellie again<br /><br />Wedding:<br />Numerous Murders ~ Park (that should be fun..^^)<br /><br />Scary moments:<br />Beef & Broccoli ~ Immortal Technique<br /><br />Dancing:<br />California ~ Phantom Planet<br /><br />Funeral:<br />The End of the World as We Know it~ R.E.M.<br /><br />Closing credits:<br />Honey and the Moon ~ Joseph Arthur<br /><br />Finish the sentence...<br /><br />I wish...:<br />autographs & apologies ~ motion city<br /><br />I want...:<br />pretty vacant ~ lady sovereign<br /><br />I am...:<br />under the knife ~ rise against <br /><br />My best feature is...:<br />lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off ~ p!atd<br /><br />You should...:<br />Fur Elise ~ Beethoven<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bloop</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 22:15:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Weee. Mr. C has conditioned me to be grammar crazy 0.0 I've started proofreading everything--even text messages. It's amazing how many grammatical errors there are in The Hunchback of Notre Dame too (Hugo needs Mr. C's magical conditioning of commas). It's not necessarily a bad thing i guess; I've only gone slightly crazy. <br /><br />I think my next mission will be to make a deviant ID, except i wouldn't know how to do it. When the inspiration comes, i shall be ready (muhaha).<br /><br />So we turned in our requested classes for our schedules next year today.  The stupid trimester messed things up.  I'm taking AP English, Regular History, Precalculus, Conceptual Physics, Journalism, and I think Computer Applications.  Journalism lasts three trimesters though, which made me have to choose a one trimester class (comp apps) instead of AP Art or French like i wanted to (grr), which lasts two trimesters.  Oh well.  My artsfullness will have to wait until senior year.  I could have taken the AP English Seminar, which probably would have been a good idea...but oh well.  <br /><br />I can't wait until summer!  There'll be no homework, and I probably won't have a job anymore either, which equals copious (yay for vocab words!)amounts of time to do whatever the hell I want.  That could be either good or bad.  I think I should make a list of things to do over the summer.  I love lists.  So far it consists of improving my flexibility and doing more art that i can actually post on here xD<br /><br />This concludes the broadcast about nothing of great importance. <br />Noodles<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2008 20:01:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Light<br />[x] You have a big aim in life<br />[x] You hate to lose<br />[x] You feel that your eyes change colours with your behaviour (<-- muhaha)<br />[] You are obsessed. ()<br />[] Your intelligence is superior in comparison with another peopleÂ s one.<br />[] You donÂt mind hurting others as long it helps you to get to your aims<br />[x] You have talent to seduce the opposite gender (don't all females xD)<br />Total: 4<br /><br />L<br />[x] You love candy<br />[sometimes >] You donÂt care about how you look (> = half an x XD)<br />[sometimes >] You walk/ sit curvate<br />[] You are a genius<br />[] You have dark circles around your eyes <br />[lol] You are very thin donÂt matter what you eat <br />[x] (lol xD) You donÂt have many friends and you are a total failure at love<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Misa<br />[maybe] You love someone blindly (ok not blindly but...)<br />[for the most part] You would do everything for that ÂsomeoneÂ<br />[] You dress in a very peculiar way <br />[x] You canÂt tell when people are joking around with you (hehe)<br />[] You canÂt afford alcohol very well <br />[x] (about certain things) You are very jealous<br />[] You can make people do what they donÂt want to. <br />Total: 3.5<br /><br />Mello<br />[who doesn't? x] You love chocolate <br />[lol] You were confused at least for once with the opposite gender<br />[not always >] You always dress dark and tight clothes <br />[] You are always the second <br />[] You have a burnt/ scar on your face<br />[] You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes<br />[x] Near creeps you out a little bit <br />Total: 2.5<br /><br />Matt<br />[] You are always playing videogames <br />[] You smoke<br />[] You wear streaky shirts<br />[x] You would do anything for your friends (within reason)<br />[] You use glasses that looks like goggles.<br />[] You are always relaxed <br />[] You are very affected to your best friend<br />Total: 1<br /><br />Near<br />[] You are patient to the limit <br />[] You always win<br />[] You have the Peter Pan syndrome <br />[x] You love to wear pyjamas <br />[] You are very intelligent <br />[lol. sure?] You have a lot of ability using your hands O.O<br />[] Your hair is of a weird colour<br />Total: 2<br /><br />Mikami<br />[x] You believe in a god<br />[>] You search for justice in everywhere<br />[x] You use glasses<br />[] You are/ want to be a lawyer<br />[] You donÂt care about following orders as long as itÂ s for justiceÂ s sake<br />[] You support Kira unconditionally<br />[] All your life is perfectly planned<br />Total: 2.5<br /><br />Ryuk<br />[^^] You love apples <br />[x] You are bored<br />[x] You think that humans areÂ INTERESTING!<br />[x] You laugh in a weird wayÂ Hyuk, hyuk, hyukÂ<br />[] You donÂt let your feelings lead you<br />[] When thereÂ s an argument, you never take one of the sides<br />[x] You are a little bit crazy and weird (<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />Total: 5<br /><br />Matsuda<br />[x] Some people think that you are an idiot<br />[x] You always see someoneÂ s good side <br />[] You know someone who is an example for you <br />[x] You donÂt think Kira is neither good or evil<br />[x] (to myself, yes ^^) You talk about a love life that you donÂt have<br />[>] You do stupid things that sometimes are good to the ones around you<br />[] You are pretty, but old.<br />Total: 4.5<br /><br />lol ryuk. and after that light & matsuda. i think matsuda may fit me best tho haha. stole this from kat ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>calling all scanner people</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jan 2008 23:15:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay so i was wondering if anyone out there has any idea how to get an image into your computer that's about 4 times bigger than the space your scanner allows. i would take a picture of it, but my camera sucks at detail, so if i did that it would be a big blur with bad lighting. and i don't really want to scan it in 4 different pieces or something like that. <br />
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any ideas? i'll probably just steal a better camera from my dad or something..<br />
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time to furtherly finish my art final and watch a chick flick with my favorite brother, ta ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm excited...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:59:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...we get our new schedules tomorrow woo^^ i hope my p.e. period is different and i get the easy chem teacher...but i highly doubt that's gonna happen. oh well. <br />
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hmm. i feel like i have deep, moving thought that i should share will you all but it's not really coming to mind..<br />
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people are...odd. i guess it annoys me if someone complains about a problem. or maybe not even complains, just mentions or talks about in frequently or uses it as an excuse. but anyways, it bugs me when people complain about a problem but then make no effort to fix it.  <br />
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for example, lets say someone needs to eat an apple for whatever reason.  it's possible, the apple's there, but it's rotten and disgusting and he/she really doesn't want that thing anywhere near its mouth. i'm sick of that person sitting around waiting for a new apple to fall from the sky or, worse, trying to shove that apple out the window even tho they know they're ging to have to deal with it eventually.  he/she just needs to get off his/her ass and get a new apple instead of complaining about it god dammit.<br />
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maybe they need help driving to the store to get one, but it's a necessary sacrifice.  because eventually if you let that apple get more and more rotten it's going to affect the other people around that person too. (i have no idea how a rotten apple can harm someone if they don't eat it, but oh well. lets pretend rotten apples attack people who aren't meant to eat it ^^). <br />
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so, as that person hangs around other people the apple lashes out and hurts them at random times.  the person, of course, blames it on the rotten apple that no one else can see or fix. and eventually those other people are going to get sick of that rotten apple and the person neglecting to do anything about it and leave for good.  and who wants to do that? <br />
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so yeah. get a new apple. <br />
and no i'm not on drugs 0=]<br />
'night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>dreams...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2008 00:57:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...suck. yeah they're supposedly homework for your emotions, but lately they've been quite evil.  i usually wake up feeling relieved or depressed.  basically everything i've had the tiniest bit of stress about in any indirect tiny way exagerated itself in my dreams (some of them i call nightmares). they scare me ><<br />
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i don't like sleeping anymore. i'm not afraid to go to bed (yet), probably mostly because i think i've dreamed about everything i'm stressing, but i could be wrong. <br />
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i've been the most lethargic person in the world this break too.  like i have stuff to do that i should be doing, but i have no will, desire, or the right mind set to do anything except waste time sleeping in, watching america's next top model, project runway, or any other pathetic yet entertaining show i can find, and eating.  needless to say i don't feel very healthy ><<br />
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and yet i have no will to change that either (or i forget, which isn't good either).  but i know how i'm currently living (if you can even call it that) is bad, which is the first step, right?<br />
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eh, whatever. i'll deal with it later....wee for procrastination.  by the time school comes around again things should get better because i'll be forced to do things with limited time. anyways. moving on.<br />
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meh there's other things that're annoying me, but i don't feel like writing about them. <br />
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woo for being annoyed! and i'm pmsing which makes like ten times better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i'm going to go waste more time and watch a movie ^^ <br />
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hehe it's funny how i can be insanely annoyed yet in a good mood @ the same time. <br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lala</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 22:32:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i drew another picture (yay me). it's not done yet. i felt like putting something up though, so the unfinished one is in scraps. i dunno what to do with the background, so if you have any suggestions let me know. and also notice the really light hand up in the corner that's not colored yet.<br />
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not going to school today was nice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> and the only thing i didn't do was study for my spanish test on wednesday, which i'm kinda nervous about =/<br />
oh well, whatever happens happens. <br />
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i'm off to bed =] (almost)<br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>why do i keep bleeding?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 13:27:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's been really weird lately, i'll just be randomly doing something and then i'll notice that i have blood on my hand(s). what the hell? <br />
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like on friday night i went downstairs to get a glass of water and some pudding.  later while i was in my bed i realized i have blood on my fingers and there was a small cut on my pinky. then the next morning my mom said that there were bloody fingerprints on a glass and a few drips on the counter. i didn't know i was bleeding that much...<br />
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then last night we were eating crab and i got two cuts on my thumb, which decided to bleed during church today, but that one wasn't as weird.<br />
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and then just now i was doing chemistry/online stuff and there was blood on my hand again it wasn't the one that got cut either. i dunno where it came from. kinda spooky. <br />
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hehe i'm just a very oblivious person i guess<br />
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i colored a picture last night too. i can't really decide whether or not i like it. i'll probably put it up in a little while. <br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>glitter glue!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2007 00:16:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my mom bought me a 12 pack!!!! aah i'm so excited XD yay for glitter glue<br />
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wee and i get to be in the xmas parade tomorrow...toy soldier acrobat XD wee. <br />
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alright imma mess around with my scanner...don't take that the wrong way <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" /> good night all. or morning. whatever ^^<br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Thanksgiving</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Nov 2007 14:27:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah i know i'm really late ^^ oh well. better late than never. i hope you all had a fabulous thanksgiving =] <br />
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over the break i was mainly working on one of my art projects. i would have liked to upload it on here (along with some of the other ones i've done this year), but i don't know how to get the whole picute up because they're too big to fit in the scanner. so as soon as i figure that out i'll probably put some new stuff up...<br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>oy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:13:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, i woke up about fifteen minutes ago.  i had to come home from school early today because i felt so awful >< i had a horrible headache and a fever.  the worst of it was during spanish though.  when i got home my headache and fever went down but were stil there...so i went to sleep.  and i slept for about 5 hours.  while i was asleep io couldn't feel my headache.  and it's a lot better now but it's still there.  my mom still thinks i have a fever though.  and she said i sounded like i had a cold. <br />
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i had some pretty weird dreams in those 5 hours too.  i don't really remember what happened.  i think i was really horny in one of them. i dunno i dont remember XD <br />
<br />
anyways, my mom told me that one of the side effects of the gardasil shot is a fever. don't know where my headache would have come from though. or my cold thing (i blame alergies)<br />
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so anyways, i didn't go to work and i can't hang out tonight. but have fun if you do anything <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> i hope i can hang out tomorrow...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i stole it from kendrick...^^</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 20:42:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ stole this quiz from kendrick ^^<br />
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8th grade year in Middle School is supposed to be "the worst year of your life" or "the best year of your life." Let's see how much you remember.<br />
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1. Who was your best friend?<br />
um...i don't really remember. kat or samm probably. <br />
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2. What sports did you play?<br />
hm...track? <br />
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3. Did you bring or buy your lunch?<br />
both. <br />
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4. It's Friday night, where were you?<br />
hmm...in my room most of the time. <br />
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5. Did you get in a lot of trouble<br />
ha nope. <br />
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6. Were you in the "In Crowd"?<br />
what? ha no..<br />
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7. Ever skip school?<br />
nope. <br />
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8. Did you have a girlfriend?<br />
lol. definitely not..a boyfriend or two, yes. but never a girlfriend...<br />
well..<br />
unless jessica and samm count XD<br />
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9. Were you a nerd?<br />
of course ^^<br />
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10. Did you get suspended/expelled?<br />
nope. <br />
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11. Can you sing the alma mater?<br />
uh. no. <br />
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12. Who was your favorite teacher?<br />
hm...ms. lowery probably. well actually i didn't really like any of my teachers that much. eckles and clinnick were cool though. lowery definitely wins tho.<br />
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13. Favorite class?<br />
hell i dunno. english/social studies was always fun...science was usually hella boring...spanish sucked...p.e...yeah not gonna get into that....band..eh...math was alright simply because it was math....so yeah i guess english/social studies wins..<br />
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15. School mascot?<br />
dolphin<br />
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16. Did you go to the dances?<br />
hm..a few of them. <br />
<br />
17. Which of your friends do you miss the most?<br />
um...well i dunno. i pretty much have the same friends now ^^ except samm who moved...i guess i miss ryan though, even though we were never just friends in 8th grade. i know he's an idiot but i can't help it ><<br />
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18. Did you ever trip/fall in the hallway?<br />
lol. no but i did run into a pole. i had a bruise covering the side of my face for a week ^^<br />
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19. Favorite memory of your 8th grade year?<br />
um...my first kiss. <br />
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20. Did you fail any classes?<br />
nope.<br />
<br />
21. Did you ever cheat on any test/quizzes?<br />
lol. but of course...<br />
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22. Where did you go most often for lunch?<br />
umm...hell i dunno. wherever they allowed us to go. lunch was never that great<br />
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23. Did you cry at graduation?<br />
hmm. nope. i cant remember if i wanted to or not. probably not. i was happy that i never had to go to that hell hole again ^^<br />
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24. was 8th grade year good bad or horrible?<br />
heh both. the beginning was wonderful...the middle to almost end really sucked...and the ending month or so was fun ^^<br />
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if i had to choose a best year of my life, it'd prolly be 9th grade.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>america's next top model</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 23:05:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i dunno why i like this show so much. but i'm immensely happy that it's on for the next three hours at least ^^ it'll prolly just keep going and going and going...<br />
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i hate thinking. i think i'm going insane too ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm still speechless</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Nov 2007 19:59:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was alright, for the first time in...forever the morning was actually better than the rest of the day...first time in forever that i've been in a good mood in the morning XD it's amazing what more sleep and somewhat healthier food'll do for ya. speaking of which, i needa go eat some yogurt..<br />
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hmm. i wish i was better at writing poetry. i'll get inspiration for a line or two that's decent and try to expand it, but the rest just sucks XD. oh well, i think i just need to stop trying to hard because that usually just results in frustration..<br />
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well i'm out of things that i'm willing to talk about. ta ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>snow white craving?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:55:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wee. i just got back from an evening walk/run with my little brother and my dad. it was kinda fun actually lol..<br />
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and i really want to watch all the different versions and copies of snow white that i can possibly find tonight XD (i have no idea why). i think there's only two tho...disney's snow white and then happily ever after (sorta like the sequel to disney's...i don't think disney created it tho..) should be fun if i find the time to watch them ^^<br />
<br />
and yay for not working stupid half days anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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i gotta go eat dinner. ta ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>you're standing on my neck...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2007 17:52:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ weee daria. those of you who don't know who or what that is i pity you. 'tis a wonderful show that isn't running anymore *cries* w/e<br />
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so my mom told me that i should take a day where i don't have anything going on, which is almost impossible considering everything going on.  if i want to go to europe this summer, i have to work at least 3 or 4 days a week.  i've got acro on tuesday and bowling on wednesday, leaving the three days i need for work. for now i think ima just quit doing my half day on tuesdays before acro because it's not even worth it to go in for half a stupid day.  <br />
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i sort of want to quit altogether.  i don't get paid that much anyways and it eats a good 1.5-2 hours out of my day because i have to wait a while for rides and such. meh. i needa figure something out..<br />
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and agh to my digestive system ><<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lala</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:31:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *yawn* <br />
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this week is going by a million miles an hours and taking forever at the same time (is this even possible?). <br />
<br />
anyways, i had acro today and moved back up to the advanced class. my back held out until we did back-walk-overs (sp????).  it's those that make it hurt the most. and front-walk-overs. everything else is alright. and we started our xmas routine today. well they started it last week and i had to learn the beginning today.  and yes i was horrible because there was dancing and even some ballet..xD. so yeah i gotta work on that...but we're getting better at our tricks so this routine should be pretty sweet ^^ meaning we're gonna do flip flops! woo. (back hand springs). before i sprained my back i had just got it down, i'm excited to learn how to do it again...and we're prolly going to do back flips and ariels (sp?) too (cartwheel with no hands).  so yeah it should be fun.<br />
<br />
so yeah now that i've bombarded you with acro-terminology i shall move onto other stuff..<br />
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i get to see brandon tomorrow at bowling (hopefully) =] that will be nice. <br />
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meh i hate being so moody >> some days i'll hate life and the next day i'll love it...balance would be lovely..right now i'm sorta bordering between the two. more towards the happy end tho...my room's finally clean and i finally fixed a bunch of my english assignments ^^ <br />
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and i've officially decided to force myself to sleep more. <br />
'night all =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>okay ^^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 00:03:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i just got back from the city with sarah and her friend kyle from castro valley. he's our age and he's really nice. and kinda cute. dont worry though i probably won't see him until sarah's birthday party at least. <br />
<br />
the immense happiness that filled me on my way over there was almost unbearable and impossible to hide. it was a lot of fun but i'm so glad to be home. i'm hella tired. so when i got there we went to this little restuarant called val's with kyle (and sarah's dad was with us the whole time of course). it was so good: a really old burger place with the bestest food ever if you like hamburgers and grease ^^ <br />
<br />
so after that we took bart over to castro valley to take a two hour vampire tour. it was interesting but i felt rather ridiculous listening to the history of vampires in san francisco from "mina harker" in the middle of the sidewalk.  it was amusing at times tho..  <br />
<br />
and of course, at sarah's house before we left i drank an amp. big mistake with two hour tours and bart. we both had to pee so bad it wasn't even funny. i eventually cracked and went in this really really nice hotel (that bathroom was bigger than my room) that our tour made a stop in.  sarah held out until we dropped kyle off after we got back to castro valley. i dunno how she did it. <br />
<br />
and the funny part is i only spent $2.  and that was on a water bottle on the way down the giant san fran hills.  sarah's dad paid for everything else. it was so nice of him. <br />
<br />
oh yeah. those hills are a bitch. we were almost late for the tour, we got off bart at about 7:50 and it left at 8. so we had to run the nine blocks (all of which were uphill) to get there. it was kinda fun but hella tiring. <br />
<br />
well anyways. it was good to spend some time with her again. the minor drama between the three of us was amusing (kyle admitted to sarah that he thought i was attractive and he even wanted to date, but i firmly told her i didn't want a boyfriend at the moment) she understood and i now have his phone number. i'll keep in touch with him but i'm not expecting anything to happen.  <br />
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it got my mind off the current real drama..took me out of my problems and stress factors for a few hours and were fun and relaxing despite all the hobos begging for money.  heh that's the main reason i wanted to go. mission accomplished ^^ <br />
<br />
now back to reality. at least i finished most of my english hw before i left. <br />
<br />
oh yeah and i found a solid purple lighter in my jacket pocket. i dunno if that was emily's or brandon's or what but it sure as hell isn't mine...but i guess it is now. eh oh well if it's em's i dont care but if it's brandons he can have it back. <br />
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well time for bed. and yay another hour of sleep ^^ heh i almost dont want to go to bed...enjoy my good mood while it lasts...<br />
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'night =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>eh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2007 00:09:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just wanna curl up into a ball until all this is over with...if you two get expelled i'll die >< they can't do that to you...they just can't...=/ <br />
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today was fun & relaxing. well ater work & the dentist anyways.  the other guy didn't show up, and there was no fucking way in hell i was gonna spend three hours there cleaning stupid toys >> so i did a shitty job on the 4 classrooms and called it a day ^^<br />
<br />
so then i had a nice walk with kat and swung on a tire swing for a bit. i haven't done that in ages. then she kicked my ass at soul calibur XD and we had a really good dinner. then we watched one of my favorite shows (america's next top model ftw), scrubs, and then the first part of an amine movie that i really want to watch the rest of. can't wait until the next time we hang out ^^<br />
<br />
when i got home i discovered that my mom got jason some amps...i laughed. he tried drinking the red one but threw up after the first few sips (ew. and he's been sick so that'd prolly part of the reason why). and then he says "i think the ones at the bowling alley taste better than the ones from the grocery store XD so i got to drink it. they're still kinda gross but they've gotten a lot better since the first time i tried it. made me kinda sad tho. reminded me of brandon...<br />
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of course it went through my digestive system a million miles an hour and i had to pee like 5 times within the next hour after i drank it XD maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration...now i'm hella tired too. they get me so excited and jittery for like two hours then i collapse. heh oh well..<br />
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meh i needa relax. <br />
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'night all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>oops?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 17:43:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hallo. heh not much to say..i'm an insanely moody person..i blame it on stress. <br />
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we had another suicide assembly today. it wasn't just all about suicide stuff though like last year's was.  i think it was shorter than last year's too. but anyways, i kinda like those assemblies. they make class shorter and you might even learn something.  <br />
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i dunno. i find it insanely irriating how badly i am at explaining things to people or arguing my point of view. i think my thought process is a lot faster than the speed at which i speak so i stumble over my words and then forget things. 'tis vair vair annoying. oh well not much i can do about it. <br />
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time for more homework (joy).<br />
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ta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>you see me, i see through you</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Oct 2007 21:07:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you say fuck me, i say fuck you <-- (& title)woo for song quotes. anyways..<br />
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i quit life >> is that legal? who cares <br />
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i'm going to bed. 'night all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>uh...okay</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 21:03:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, i finally broke up with the little bastard. he didnt really seem to care...he might have just been hiding his emotions so i wouldn't feel bad, or he's just a jerk who didn't care in the first place...but he's strangely optimistic...<br />
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oh well. at least i'm single now 0.0<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>la dee da</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 19:31:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was fun...i walked home with brandon and luke today, which was interesting.  heh i acidentally stole some iced tea from round table and kicked a cup full of some liquid across the sidewalk.  i felt bad after because that could have been someone's drink...w/e they shouldnt have left it on the sidewalk in perfect kicking position...heh 'twas fun. <br />
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meh so i wanna break up with him today...meh...like kat said it's better to not have memories with him (going to corn maze on friday...) and spend time with him and then right after break up with him...but i dont want to do it online either. gah god damnit he's been more happy about it lately too..meh w/e i've made up my mind >> i just need to get it over with...<br />
<br />
...any inspirational words?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2007 21:50:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ is what i feel like doing now muhaha. screaming feels so wonderful when you're in the right mood...i would right now but i dont want zeh other people in the house to think i'm dying or something....fuck...<br />
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so anyways...rawr to stupid pe makeups tomorrow. meh oh well swimming might even be nice.  i wonder what i'll do...prolly just swim a bunch of laps.  meh i'd blow it off but my grade needs it...my parents wouldn't let me live to see another day if i had a C in pe.<br />
<br />
so anyways, i almost did the unspoken deed that i've been trying to avoid (if you get what i mean wink).  i'm prolly gonna do it online (hopefully tomorrow).  if he can spill his feelings out to me for six hours and apologize online, then i can break up with him online right? whatever...if he cares about me he won't be too upset and respect my decision...if he doesn't care about me then he won't care and fuck him..<br />
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i'm going to rip someone's head off!!!! if whoever keeps making rumors keeps at it then someone's going to fucking die.  haha i just realized that sentence was in hypothysis form...hehehe i should make an experiment out of that. that'd be a fun lab. but no, rawr school conflicts too much in my head.<br />
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but anyways, that's one of the reasons why i dont' like telling people things.  i tell my inner circle (maybe one or two others i don't quite remember who, but i'm pretty sure it was only you guys), and stuff like that still gets out. in one way or another, word got out, intentionally or not. i'm not blaming you guys for anything and i know you didn't tell...but do you get why i like being secrative? it's just better if no one knows sometimes...heh i change my mind a lot too..<br />
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so anyways, i'm gonna go rip my hair out, take a shower and call it a night.<br />
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'night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>pulchritudinously disgusting</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 21:58:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..heh but not really. i just feel overwhelmed...and hungry..what the hell is this...i feel like i'm eating notstop XD damn growing hormones and whatnot...no time to deal with people either..<br />
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i should get some more sleep<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>oh shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 23:26:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ screaming has never felt so good..^^<br />
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need..sleep...feels so much later than it actually is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":dead:" title="Dead (RIP)" /> <br />
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'night loves<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>okay</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 21:56:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ha. wow so much can change within twelve hours (mainly talking about last night)...i don't even know what happened really. well i do...but rawrness...i think i halluncinated.  my insanely good mood could have only foreshadowed a minor disaster....<br />
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but anyways, i just feel overwhelmed. all of a sudden school and friends and boyfriend are just all rawr rawr we cause drama (it's not their fault or anything i blame them for nothing..) it's just rawr all at once.  i needa stop saying rawr heh..and i need more sleep.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~throughtherain67</author>
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                <title>hallo again ^^</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 20:45:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was goood. no bible study for a while since the girl of the mom who's running it is sick we're taking a break.  i like it but the extra hour and a half is nice to do w/e ^^<br />
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art was exciting today. our art teachers were telling us about a trip to france and italy that's going to happen next june.  and i'm really excited and want to go but i dont know if i'll be able to afford it.  my parents sound like they're at least considering so who knows what'll happen.  <br />
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if i got to go that would be sooo cool! ten days in france and italy for my learning of art enjoyment. aah. the only thing is it's about $3,000, not including lunch and souveniers if i want them.  i would be able to pay almost half of that at my current job and hours.  <br />
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if i had to pay for the whole thing i could pull it off if i started working seven hours a week (i might have to drop out of the bowling league if i did that) and my grandma gave me money on new years this year. arg. <br />
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well i suppose i'll see what happens. i have a deep buring desire to go but a little overwhelmed at the same time at the mere thought of going.  i dont think i get home sick but i dunno i've never gone on a trip without my family (unless you count to texas a few summers ago with my grandparents, but i was still with my family).  <br />
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so anyways, i got a 94% on my chemistry test huzzah!!!! and chem is one of my lesser subjest. tehe.  now if only i got homecoming out of the way...<br />
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well i need to paint my other hand now (nails). ta ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>today</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:57:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ was interesting. that's all i have to say about it heh. and i have finally started writing a private journal xD to be honest it's actually comforting to have one. <br />
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so i've decided to try to spend more time actually doing art like stuff.  i've posted mostly fan art, done mostly art projects for school, but haven't really found my style yet and such. i'm always sort of clueless what to draw if someone just hands me a piece of paper and a pencil and told me to draw something. i still need guidance i guess >> so i suppose woo for school projects that do that.   <br />
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sometimes i close my eyes and then press down on my eyes a little (not so it hurts too much) and then try to draw whatever i see. or base it off what i think i see. i've only done that one or twice tho. maybe i'll put one of those up i havent decided. does anyone else ever do that?<br />
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i also need to decide on a medium.  i love colored pencils, sketching pencils, and a few other things.  paint is a lot of fun, but i'm very unskilled at painting. scratchboard is alright & usually turns out but i dont enjoy it as much. i think i'm going with colored pencils^^<br />
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and to anyone who is artsy and whatnot, have you heard of art sticks/pencil blocks? they're like colored pencils only they're blocks of color w/o the wood. they're for covering bigger areas like backgrounds and such. but anyways, do you use them and colored pencils? i wanted to get some so i dont use up all my pencils on doing big backgrounds but my mom is making me wait rawr. so anyways just wanted your opinion on those if you do/dont use them<br />
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and last but not least i need to practice drawing people. we're doing people at school in art right now. we did the human body and the proportions and now we're doing still life drawings and portraits and such, so that will be helpful i just gotta practice more because i like drawing people but i'm not very good at it <br />
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there was also this website with tons of different humans in various poses, but i forgot what the website was called. if anyone knows a website like that feel free to tell me ^^<br />
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so i'm going to try to squeeze this into my already somewhat busy schedule...hmm..so learning how to make buddy icons is going to have to wait. <br />
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alright so i'm finally out of things to say now. ta ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~throughtherain67</author>
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                <title>wee</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 22:33:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ woo tomorrow's friday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> happy almost friday everyone ^^<br />
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this weekend should be exceedingly boring XD homework...halo maybe..and possibly something fun tomorrow night, but 'twon't be the same if kat can't come <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
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hehe i said 'twon't. heh alright i'm off to look at some photo albums and maybe write a poem =o i gotta start going to poetry club again. <br />
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good night everyone ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i've been tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 23:09:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The rules:<br />
1. Post these rules<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves<br />
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts<br />
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named<br />
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.<br />
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so, i've been tagged. actually i was tagged like a week ago but i just noticed the message now..and here are the eight pulchritudinously interesting facts about me:<br />
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.: one:. i hate anything remotely corny but i never let it show (usually)<br />
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.:two:. deep down i think i'm a very weak person, because i am<br />
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.:three:. i'm a very stereotypical, moody teenager. and the fact that i have to be like everyone else in this way pisses me off<br />
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.:four:. i actually enjoy doing my english homework, despite my slight dislike for dickens because of the difficulty of understanding it if i'm not in the right mood.  my english teacher actually enjoys reading my odd answers, which is a plus.<br />
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.:five:. i hate arguing because i'm horrible at it. i'm horrible at it because my thoughts are too scattered and i'm too unsure about how i feel about anything to hold an argument (or a grudge for that matter).<br />
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.:six:. my facial expression almost never portrays how i actually feel. <br />
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.:seven:. i'm left-handed and i i have blue eyes. some people think they're kind of purple. so maybe my eyes can slightly change color too.<br />
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.:eight:. i miss my sister & i "love" my boyfriend<br />
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now i get to tag people. *joy* ^^<br />
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BlackDragon700 <br />
RoseKnight <br />
k21chrono<br />
Talik252 <br />
PoloGoalie <br />
Spicer24<br />
canadianjuls  <br />
AdellX86<br />
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only do this if you're bored and have time to. enjoy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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