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Heading back to school. Bound to interesting, but for once I have classes I'm actually inclined to learn so I'll have better luck this year.

Getting a new roomie too :/ she kinda scares me, BUT i will prevail.

this is short, but so what.

laterz

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15612000/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15612000/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 21:09:37 PST Your eyes get darker every day
It happens quietly
Your focus slowly burns away
And if you let me hear
The things you seem to wanna say

I will wait to go
Until I know you're somewhere safe

And even if you chose
To lock yourself away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say

Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear
I will be real once again

You're falling into it
An inescapable place
Or something intimate
Between the you that no one sees
Is there a way inside
You only hide from enemies
Cause I'll wait
I'm afraid you won't get rid of me so easily

And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say

Once I was real
Once I had something to lose
Once I could feel
Once I was harder to bruise
Once I was here
Once I was willing to mend
Once I appear
I will be real once again

You're falling farther than
I've ever seen you fall before
For me to wonder when
I'll recognize you anymore
To see no light inside your eyes at all
To bang my head against the wall
And force myself to watch you fall away

And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost here you say

Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear
I will be real once again

Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear
I will be real once again

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I couldn't help him...
I couldn't help him find a reason...
I couldn't save him...

maybe he's better now............

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15500238/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15500238/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 21:39:00 PST
On a good note, Thanksgiving=Awesome Food. so im excited for that. And then less than a month for break (although there is finals...uh oh). meh....

i'm feeling...very indifferent to everything. Possibly because I don't understand how I'm even in the conscious, waking world. Every night (including weekends) I get about 4 or less hours of sleep....i just keep having bad dreams, and like a sudden shot of adrenaline in my system the second I turn my light off.

So can't I just fast forward the next 4 years of my life and get it over with?

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15190307/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/15190307/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 15:56:12 PDT
How sad. But I also had found my chapstick. So now my life is almost complete. Now if only i could beat up whoever took my milkshake.

mmmm

chocolate....

this is relatively boring not to metion a waste of time and space.

I'm glad i could take up 10 seconds of your life.

i win.

<3

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/14093153/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/14093153/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 16:06:41 PDT
Goodbye most of summer. ^^ least that's how it's starting to feel. Frankly I'm terrified for college. Sure, there's going to be some great things....but I'm just scared I guess. I don't have a place to live yet. I'm actually going to visit for the first time this weekend. It's bound to be an adventure. I'm sorta of excited. Not because I'm going to see it. But it's going to be just me and my dad. That hasn't happened for a long time. I hardly see my father any more. It was a sudden and weird change until one day i finally noticed it and my summer was almost over.

*sigh* I love this song. I keep letting it play over and over again. I don't even know what it's called. It's the background music for the Extras on a DVD movie i own. It's just a piano. And so....calming and sad.

^^ I adore it.

Haven't painted in forever. *laughs* Probably one of things I miss most. I have no where to paint for one, and oddly enough my inspiration has vanished. I hope i get it back. It's so odd not being able to watch the colors mesh into a coherent thought. Like watching it melt out onto the canvas from a vault in my dreams.

I never know what I'm going to paint. And I never know what it is until I feel like it's finished.

Nothing too eventful in my life. My grandmother is sick though. And my sister might be. I only found out that a few days ago. I havent updated on anything for me.

My friend's family has moved away, but she decided to stay here i think until she has to go away to college too. *smiles* Going away to college. Everyone is going away to college. I guess it won't be so bad with the technologies we have today. The computer, and phones, and hell even old fashioned letters. Still...it obviously won't be the same.

Family is same ol' same ol'. Not much there. I don't have a job anymore. That's one thing i'm in desperate need. It sucks not having money ^^ I had forgotten what it was like not to have it.

Went camping this last weekend with some of my closest friends. Probably be the last time for a while until we're all together agian. It was amazing fun. We even made a gang and such. Just because we're that cool.

Well I guess that's all for now for a head-drop low down for me.

*shrugs*

<3 Toodle Pip

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/12528075/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/12528075/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 16:45:29 PDT
it'll be interesting. Ho-kay. None shall pass.....

<3

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/10862370/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/10862370/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 22:15:07 PST
Jenny McCann
Hr. 6
Adv. Comp.

“Mrs. Miller stiffened and opened her eyes to a dull, direct stare. “Hello.”, said Miriam”(15 Capote). The story of Miriam is a strange and peculiar tale about a woman who lives alone, and never goes out of her reach to be social. Mrs. Miller lives a quiet life; she’s a widow, she rarely goes out of her house, and she lives by a highly repetitive routine. When the snow was falling soft and sweet is when Mrs. Miller meets Miriam, and her whole life in a short amount days goes into complete chaos. Whenever it is snowing, Miriam always seems to be present, and the more you see of Miriam the more rough, and unbearable the snow becomes along Miriam’s visits.

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7916317/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7916317/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 13:16:56 PST
ummm nuffin else really


......ya ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7479396/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7479396/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 13:47:25 PST
YAY

turned out that I have an ortho appt. Monday and my orthos are here (Middleton) so papa saw it pointless to get me and have to drive back anyway so Monday morning...well tomorrow is when I leave. Yes yes

^^ anywho HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!
another year...makes me old and young at the same time. O.o weird

Love,
Toodle Pip ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7459481/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7459481/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:23:55 PST
ill update someother time...i have to go blow steam somewhere else. ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7376272/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7376272/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 19:06:30 PST Mood: not sleepy, jus...
Listening to: Wonder
Reading: Hawksong- KICK ASS me lovey it, and Zane too ^^
Watching: surprisingly Elektra-has some certain appeal

Let's where to start.......ummm how bout people and school. Yes, good place to begin.

~I have made a friend a few house down named Emily. She's cool and such. We hang out now and then. Lizzy is a freshman i spend lots of time with. She is in my lunch and in a few of my classes. Also in Drama so we see much of eachother. Not to metion i love her to death, she so quirky. ^^ Also a few others along the way. A girl named Meagan, on Saturday she called to finalize some of her 16th birthday plans and some how we ended up talking for 5 1/2 hours. O.o no idea how but it did. There there's Hailey, she eats with at lunch too and i hung out with her during our last production. Uhhh*sctraches head* Meagan BF is a quirky kid. Turns out he's Lizzy's good friend and next door neighbor, but he's cool. Then Cole.....oh Cole how is there a way to explain him. There isn't he just funny and fun to talk too. Very intresting fellow for sure. There our others but i can't member.


~In school i am doin OK. I have a D in physics, but everything else is working out pretty good. I'm keepin busy with Drama and such. Me and Lizzy are helping out Mr. Smith (our director for the fall and spring play) with the Middle School winter play. So it's gonna be really super fun. We got to help out choose the kids and see their auditions and such. Nothing really else going on though in school. In March our Art is presenting a Battle of the Bands, but thats a while away yet.

~Family. Ah how such a word is so complicated. *shrugs* Ah well no is perfect so neither is their families. Recently My brother held a party at our house, i was not happy so i locked myself in my room. My brother to get me to drink and smoke, but whatever. I didnt do it. It DISGUSTS me personally. I have no intrest in it and shit. I dont know....I mean i guess i hate the habits not the people. It just irks me when they do it around me. Jeff (my brother) thinks i hate cuz whenever he asks me to join in anything i just sit and stare at in the eye. I give no emotion, just a glare from my eyes. And yet he still asks me. Meh, whatever, i deal so who cares.Then we had our Chiirstmas dinner party thing at my house. Lots of food, and Irish family style of celebration. Lots of laughs and food...and more food. A few arguments broke out, but thats at least suspected. No its expected.

~Chritmas Vay-Cay should be fun. Turns out that I'm not going to North Carolina. My mother suddenly decided not to go so i coming to mamas house on Friday and then im there until the end of the New Year. Should be quite.....intresting though. My Mom took off the whole Christmas week to be with me....O.O not sure of how it will go. But i guess Ill find out...

~I'm currently working on a drawing, but it considerably fustrating. I'm taking a picture of a character and making it bigger. And when it comes to things like that i become quite a perfectionist. And also I hardly ever work on it, but thats ME XD...the procrastinator. Oh and in sewing class im making this HUGE pillow. It's black silky kind of stuff for the main body and then I'm writing stuff on it another language and then i had leftover rainbow fabric from a different pillow and icut out stars and moon for one side then a sun for the other. SUPER COOLNESS. least im excited for it to be finished.

Okey then thats the latest updayte from my (insert adjective here) life.

Love

Toodle Pip

]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7158948/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7158948/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 14:43:26 PST
Not that i have anything against Apple juice and crackers but they get kinda old kinda fast and after a whole 2 days of eating them they have become heavy lead weights that sink to the bottom of my stomach which i think is the only reason why they dont come up. But im quite sure you didnt need to know that.

On any other note i have been able to stomach some cereal wich made me rejoice and jump up and do the Hava-Java dance. What is the Hava-Java you ask? If you know please tell me, my sickness has also influenced with hallucinations and deillusions, this morning I thought my alarm clock was my kity sitting on my side/bed side table thingy. But obviously it wasn't when i became confused when Kovu started to blink and buzz. If it really was him I would rather take him to Radio Shack across the street then to the vet, maybe there they would be able to dismember him.

lalalalala


I'm bored.

^^ Toodle Pip

kugcftdjyhgtfjkitgycdkgtcdddgtdjyhgggggg gggggjtgggggggjyttttttttrrrrrrjytttttttt rrrrrffffffffffyyyyyyyyyyyyjk


awww kitty was helping me type ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7066014/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/7066014/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 17:24:20 PST
This is my first offical entry on MY computer in my room. My papie put internet on it so it super duper coolio yo.

This is sad that this is my form of freedom. Oh well ^^

Love ya'll
Toodle Pip ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6954171/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6954171/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 14:02:14 PST
So ya.....guess me gonna go just wanted to update a bit. Went Holloween candi-dom. Got lots of candy in the community bag cuz we were collecting food for donations and people would give us candy for our hard work so we thought of a community bag we would split at the end.

We plundered for candy and returned with bountiful spoils. And the riches were all MINE! Nah me not evil....least not yet. Still much life still to come....least I hope so.

Anywho gonna go now and eat some food cuz I;m hungry. O.O ......... -.- captain obvious has entered the building.

^^ Toodle Pip ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6845685/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6845685/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 13:08:14 PDT
^^ 20 (ventie hehe espanol) dings about zey mi!

Uno~ I laugh at everything. Like even when I'm not supossed to laugh. For example I laughed at my grandpa's funeral (his death was ON my birthday and i giggled that day) and i was supposed to cry, I laughed about my cosin who had been really sick when I was supoosed to be worried. Seriously it's a freaky deaky attribute

Dos~ My mother calls me Mabel

Tres~ I actually like pink only a little little bit though........vair vair small.

Cuatro~ I have never been drunk, high, trippin or whatever else you kids call it these days.....................don't plan to either. I may secretly may want to TRY it, but I won't do it just to prove to others that you don't need other things to feel happy.

Cinco~ I really don't speak spanish that well

6~ I am a super closet fan of the anime Inuyasha

7~ I never been kissed. *dramatic faint* but I really don't care or mind. In most cases I am completely oblivious when it comes to matters of the heart. I will be totally clueless if you are trying to woo me.

8~ I have another weird malfunction of 'fear of commitment and intamitcy'. If i like someone, I will convice myself over a period of time that I don't so I can save myself from the risk, the happiness, and then the downfall and hurt of loving someone in 'more then a friend' way. (Pretty selfish, but I guess I should find someone who is willing to keep trying.)

9~ I'm physically challenged. No hand-eye, foot-eye, or close-in-contact talent what-so-ever.

10~ Jealous of my sisters...at times.

11~ Seem to love my father no matter how messed up, sexist, unfair, or irresponsible he is.

12~ I have no religious perference.

13~ An odd and somewhat weirdly placed fetish for vamps.

14~ Love all my friends more then even my family believe it or not.

15~ Has an "imaginary" (if you want to call it that) faerie friend named Kiyo

16~ I'm easy to remember and hard to forget (stole that from a movie but still is true)

17~ I hate gossip even though some how I seem to land right in the middle of it.

18~ I try to be happy for everyone else and me so I don't have to concentrate on my problems of being sad, mad, or hurt. I don't like those feelings so ignore them and try to be happy for other people or make them happy.

19~ I'm head-over-heels, puddle of drool, limp noodle when it comes to ANYONE with black hair and green eyes. Which are few and far between.

20~ I may not be sure of who I am, what I am going to do, or who I'm going to do...I MEAN meet. ^^ I am just a bit sad, a bit mad, and a bit more happy of who I am right now and the people that I know.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There! there is the sappy inside look of the mind of Jenny *tumbleweed goes by* -.-

*moves camera to different picture with a big big heart thats all shiny and
sickenly loving and warm*

^^ anyway yeah.......ok im leaving now.

Toodle Pip ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6795647/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6795647/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:53:55 PDT
okay

Toodle Pip ^^ ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6795357/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6795357/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:25:19 PDT
*looks at floor at cat who is making funny noises at me* O.O

Anyway, back on task. I guess I'm a little rambling. i tring to connect this scanner to my computer but I am haveing horrible luck. I really am faulty around anything electrical.

DIE STUPID SEWING MACHINCE! *takes bat to sewing machince and puff of smoke emerges*

That was satisfiing. Uhhhh yeah so I guess im gonna go and screw up my computer wiring trying to wire one thing. Write back later!

^^ Toodle Pip ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6663055/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6663055/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 19:36:45 PDT
Lalala nothing really happening much. This Thurseday I have to help build the Art Club float and that night I am riding on the Drama Float. Yay! *bawls* What did I get myself into?!?

Oh well. Lalalala I saw Corpse Bride 3 times. And me really wanna see it again. It is soooooooooooo cute and bittersweet. I am in love with Victor. I dont care that he is claymation. I think we can work things out.

^^
Toodle Pip
~Jenny ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6556907/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6556907/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 17:17:42 PDT
OH OH I TOTALLY FINISHED MY SEWING PROJECT. I so proud of my self. Hell, it may be just a pillow.....*with a lisp* >< but I's thinks itsh purty! *grasps and clutches onto pillow*

Anyway thats my story. Had Dramma club to day too. Lizze wasn;t there so I'll have to ask her why tomorrow but o well. Made Emily come with me and Jessica too. I making them go against their teen rebellion of not joining school activited. ^^ whoot!

Anyway turned out that a friend of mine signed me up to work at Cranfest this friday >< which is my day off and such. And then we taking a family trip to the Rennassacne.....(i noe I cant speel writ). So yeah thats basiclly my latest update....

Toodle Pip!
~Jenny ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6496855/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6496855/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 17:50:57 PDT
Me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelin purty good today. It was semi-good. After school it started to rain while I waited for the bus. That was vair vair fun. Of then that's me so what-ev.

Lalalalalalala....-.- I got sat on the other day. I was on the bus and it was so crowded and such so there was alreay like 3 people to a seat. So this girl and I got sat on cuz this other girls friends didn't want to sit somewhere else. So me and this other girl (the nice one) were supporting 3 other people on our laps. I shoved one of their bags out of my face. I was gonna go shove all them off but there was a little boy sitting on the other side of us so I didn't want him to get squished.

If it was people I knew I wouldn't have minded but they just......SAT down. -.- not vair vair nice.......least not in my book.

Anyway nothing really exciting or new is happenin so me gonna leave.......

Toodle Pip
~Jenny ]]> ~thunder-my-hero http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6487232/ http://thunder-my-hero.deviantart.com/journal/6487232/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 16:15:41 PDT That's right you better be nodding you head vigoriously in agreement.

^^ Anyways I hope I can figure this place out so I can (well might) get stuff up. *Jenny attcks stubborn keyboard* I'm not exactly the greatest guru when it comes to computers or heveily thinking machines that can even beat my own IQ.

Ok then.....

^^ Toodle Pip! ]]> ~thunder-my-hero