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]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/21297924/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/21297924/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 10:30:11 PST

burnt out from the weekend
i want to go to cleveland

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/20791206/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/20791206/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:38:26 PDT is not sleeping until brooklyn
is cute shit all day every day
is tattooing boys
is art galleries
is legs on the wall
is recollections
is uptown girls

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19734140/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19734140/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:58:28 PDT
FIT is only picking 15 designers for their team. SHIT.
my wheels are turning but i have no idea what to design.
i need to make some good shit
within about 2 months

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19708858/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19708858/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 22:15:06 PDT
it scared me

August, floor, beeping, ER room, binders, wheelchairs, cold, sleeping, cat scans. December, raining, liquids, IVs, dizzy, bruising, veins, awful humm of the tv, beeping, swelling, it's 4 am and my visitors have to wear special sanitary jumpsuits.

I forget to appreciate things sometimes.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19517839/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19517839/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:17:03 PDT i met a lot of interesting old people

i come back home where everything is stagnant
but i met an italian boy who is adorable

jake tells me all the things he does for amy
and it reminds me of my past
he sent me a song he wrote for her birthday
he talks about scents

I'm afraid of liking this italian boy too much
because i have less than a month in this area
i dont want to put up walls though
i miss being treated nicely

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19517049/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/19517049/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:33:06 PDT we will never speak
here's to all the pretty girls
you're gonna meet

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/18420710/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/18420710/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:38:08 PDT I can understand how amy feels when she says she never does anything for herself anymore.
i can't be too selfish though

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/18253734/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/18253734/ Sat, 10 May 2008 08:11:30 PDT i always believed she'd live forever

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i'm ready to slither away
too many old and odd memories in this suburb

growing like a flower, or a vine.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17447438/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17447438/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 18:23:43 PDT maybe it's a thicker skin
i've been eating my vegetables

my heart didn't flutter.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17306628/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17306628/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 18:45:55 PDT

I hate politics, but George Orwell has to be one of my favorite writers.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17254336/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17254336/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:04:21 PDT
migraines have come back

I have a friend who tells me the truth
He says i have to be okay with myself being alone

I get dizzy and flash back to the summer when he was in the Hamptons
I called him on the train and the tunnels would cut off our signal
I called to tell him, and he brought me back a wooden box
i feel a little nostalgic...i feel a lot nostalgic

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17048076/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/17048076/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:37:28 PST could possibly be my first design job.
hello real world, that's your name, right?

i guess i have to step it up
and forget about toooo many crazy antics

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16592570/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16592570/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 07:13:34 PST I mentioned the idea of the "long-run" yesterday at the mall with Sarah and Amy.

"I don't care about the long run, I care about the now, hence why I don't run track"-Sarah Hewes, January 26, 2008.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16404503/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16404503/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:01:27 PST
New york finally.

the end of the school year, my old life, is on it's way. It's slowly being pushed into my photo album of memories.

and why the fuck was vampire weekend on MTV?!?!?

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16383010/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/16383010/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 06:18:57 PST I'm not sure if i will ever keep my pots for myself. I'm not sure if i'll ever keep my heart for myself. There's more people to give to, but time needs to be sliced up and divided evenly.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/14185227/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/14185227/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 18:42:57 PDT my mom standing over him telling him everything is alright when he woke up
He cried.
I wanted to cry, because he did, but then I saw no significance in it.
I just breathed.
the tiles were cold and I was tired.
I apologized to the emt and he laughed.
The nurse talked about horses and graphic design
I would have cared if it wasn't 4 am.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/13721627/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/13721627/ Fri, 13 Jul 2007 14:06:11 PDT every choice i am making comes with a bitter consequence.
I chose an action which lead me to lose one of my best friends.
I miss him terribly.
separating Pros and Cons do nothing to help.
I am a mess.

I hate who I've become.

]]> ~thunderxclese http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/13380254/ http://thunderxclese.deviantart.com/journal/13380254/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 11:31:28 PDT If you want to call it running away, do so. But i see it more as putting the past behind me. I'm done being upset and clinging on to [obviously] the wrong people.

I'm also realizing that i'm STILL in high school, which gives me a reason to have high school esque problems and drama. I'm allowed to be immature [to a limit]. And i hope that such a high school mindset doesn't follow me when i graduate and leave high school. I've noticed so much immaturity lately in elders. Actions cannot be erased. With maturity comes a responsibility to be polite and to carry manners. Maybe some people weren't brought up introducing their friends to their parents, answering the phone correctly, keeping your elbows off the table...ect, ect.
And to those people; it's time to learn.
This is Reality's bitch slap.

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