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... ]]> *thursdaypollum My Father. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/24112732/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/24112732/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 13:54:06 PDT

My Father.

Is a douche.
He's making me remove the entry about Gianna.
Screw him. I lost my almost twin, asshole.
Have some heart and accept reality.
I hate you.
That is all.

PS.
I'm keeping it up another week.
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... ]]> *thursdaypollum Open Ovens. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/23580820/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/23580820/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 19:31:11 PST
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Tagged!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jelly
2. Xaldin
3. Anjelica

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Medellin92
2. bellaswancullen (SHOOTMENAO)
3. buttonsloves (named after my horse)

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Talk to David
2. Finish writing a poem
3. Googled boobies.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Nothing
2. At
3. All

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My height (or lack thereof)
2. My weight
3. "How self conscious I am" <--I stole that, but I agree

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. 1/2 Colombian
2. 1/2 Venezuelan
3. 2/2 South American?

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Open Ovens
2. Failure/Being ridiculed because of failure
3. Clowns/Costumed characters

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Black capris.
2. A bra
3. Underwear.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Sleep
2. Writing
3. Thinking

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Polyphonic Spree (even the NAME sounds happy)
2. Tilly and the Wall
3. Neutral Milk Hotel

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Write until I can't write anymore
2. Dance like crazy
3. Go outside

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Kid on My Shoulders - White Rabbits
2. Heart It Races - Architecture in Helsinki
3. Du Og Meg - Of Montreal

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Writing from a male POV
2. Sleeping more
3. Changing.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Falling for him so fast.
2. Cutting myself
3. Being a bitch

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty
2. Love. (I agree)
3. Cheesyness

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. Nothing
2. Well
3. Yet

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I'm cynical
2. I have a tendency to be very obnoxious
3. I'm not in love with someone from Wisconsin.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Some height
2. Hair
3. Eyes?

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Sense of humor
2. Is able to express/experience emotion
3. Has faults

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be tall
2. Be proper
3. Be quiet

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Whitestone
2. Blissful ignorance
3. Purity

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A plane ticket to Wisconsin
2. A plane ticket to Washington
3. A plane ticket to California

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. DNA
2. My environment
3. Who I've met along the way

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Writing
2. Dancing
3. Tennis <3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Play tennis
2. See David in person
3. Fly somewhere.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Neurologist
2. Religion Professor
3. Spanish Teacher

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Australia
2. California.
3. Italy

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Tweety
2. Stimpy
3. Bugs Bunny

THREE BOYÂS NAMES:
1. Christiano
2. Octavio
3. Nathaniel

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Evelyn
2. Dyana
3. Isabela

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Write a story.
2. Get married.
3. Meet him

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY
1. Axel

2. Blondie

3. Gia

http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/22900331/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 08:32:11 PST
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RIP

RIP
Bryant Chavez
3-13-91 -- 1-29-09

He was a student at my school, and I may not have known him, but it's still my community.

Current Projects

[O] Finish screenplay for movie.
[O] Finish story for writer's workshop.
[O] Read a helluva lot more.

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http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/22862420/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 10:47:53 PST
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Attention! Warning!

I got this from

and it happened to be last night.

"DA Oddness abounds. If I or anyone else comments on one of your Deviations with a link that says "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" DO NOT CLICK ON IT! It will send you to a webpage that does not load, but somehow uses your account to quite randomly send the same comment link to other Deviations that you never even visited. This of course makes the system think you're spamming and refuses to let you comment further. Again, DO NOT CLICK ON THAT LINK!""This is a warning, if you see myself or anyone else on deviant art post a comment anywhere on your page or deviations that reads "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" absolutely DO NOT click on it. I did and now my entire computer is fucked up. I repeat, DO NOT click on the link."

Please, repost this to your own journal and watch out!

Current Projects

[O] Finish screenplay for movie.
[O] Finish story for writer's workshop.
[O] Read a helluva lot more.

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http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/22800510/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:31:49 PST
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Is this thing on?

So I FINALLY got a subscription, as you can tell by this new layout, that I hope to god works. I also bought one for

too, who deserves it WAYYY more than I do. Right now, I'm just trying to work out wtf to do with this, since I'm so used to basic text journals. We'll see.

Current Projects

[O] Finish screenplay for movie.
[O] Finish story for writer's workshop.
[O] Read a helluva lot more.

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]]> *thursdaypollum Goodbye, ~thursdaypollum http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/20280737/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/20280737/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 21:30:00 PDT Lila-Doolittle.

I guess I've grown out of this username, and well, this just isn't me anymore. This was more of a "HEY LOOK! I CAN HAS ART NAO PLZ?" I'm trying to refine my things a little bit more and make them of higher quality (it's a price I pay for hanging out with the art nerds...-cough-~mewmenchi-cough-)

So please, direct your attentions to that area.

Thanks,
The artist formerly known as ~thursdaypollum

]]> *thursdaypollum Devious Journal Entry http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/19771328/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/19771328/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:58:50 PDT SOOO
Here's a random KH Meme to waste the time....

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1.) Who is your favorite Kingdom Hearts character(s)?
Bah, I can't choose.
I'm just gonna nod and smile and say Neutral

2.) What is your favorite pairing?
AkuRoku is one...OH! Recently, Larxene/Xaldin, Saix/Xemnas, Marluxia/Larxene, Vexen/Marluxia...

3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?
-COUGHCOUGHCOUGHCOUGH-
LOOKATTHEABOVE

4.) Ever cosplayed as Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and how many times?
No, not yet. I am in the extremely extremely slow process of considering Xaldin

5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts junk and merchandise, if any.
I'm terrible with this...
The games, magazine article, magazine advertisements...That's pretty much it

6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character? If so who?
Wait, what? Destined? No, I'm not that crazy

7.) SoraxKairi or RikuxKairi?
SoraxKairi They're just cute together, them and their little perfect pure selfs...

8.) AxelxKairi or AxelxRoxas?
AkuRoku
AkuRoku
AkuRoku
AkuRoku
Done.

9.) Which path is your favorite? Light, Darkness, Dawn, or Twilight?
Uh.....Darkness
But only because they have cookies

10.) Do you support the Xemnas/Saix theory?
Check answer number 2

11.) Do you support the 'Axel is gay for Roxas' theory?
In a way...but he's more gay for Demyx x3

12.) Your favorite Organization Xlll member(s)?
Xaldin, Marluxia, Saix...

13.) Are you pro-Kairi or anti-Kairi?
I.
Can't.
Stand.
Her.

14.) Have you played all the Kingdom Hearts games?
North American KH1 and KH2...other than that, no. I really don't wanna play Coded on my phone, but I'm thinking about getting a PSP for Birth By Sleep? Or was that one 358/2 Days? Well, I has the DS already. And I'm thinking about importing Final Mix, but that's it.
Oh but I haven't played Chain of Memories

15.) Have you read the manga?
No...

16.) Do you believe Sora has ADD?
No, just I-Happen-To-Be-Very-Stupid-Naive-and-WAYYY-Too-Innocent Syndrome

17.) Japanese or English?
Englese

18.) Pro-NaminÃ© or Anti-NaminÃ©?
NaminÃ© just exists...well, not really
Oh stfu

19.) Demyx = Annoying or funny?
Funny, especially when you use Donald's "Comet" on him....

20.) Do you believe Demyx's Somebody was from Atlantica (Splash Island)?
..No.
Demyx was definitely not a freaking merman...or a random heartless on the Gummi Route

21.) Zexion = Sexy beast or Emo?
Emu.

22.) Which character would be the best crossdresser?
If you don't count Mulan, hmm...Xemnas...
No Saix...
NO NO NO
Demyx.
Or possibly Sora..
Yeah Sora.

23.) Axel = Gay or straight?
Ghey

24.) Which character would be best OOC? Who and how?
...the fuck?

25.) Do you like Kingdom Hearts fanfics?
Depends

26.) Do you write Kingdom Hearts fanfics?
No, not really

27.) Do you like lemons?
Yep.

28.) Do your parents know any Kingdom Hearts characters?
My mom knows that I have a tendency to play it a lot..but that's about it...

29.) Have you watched the Kingdom Hearts the Stupid Files?
YESSS

30.) Have you seen the 'Axel Falls For Kairi' series?
No...

31.) Have you ever got someone else hooked on Kingdom Hearts?
Hmm...can't think

32.) Have you ever been drawing the characters in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Kingdom Hearts too!?"
Nuuu

33.) Have you ever been in class drawing any of the characters and the teacher comes up to you and says "WTF is this?!
Nope...

34.) Has Kingdom Hearts affected your school life and grades?
No...
Well school life, in a way. Grades, no.

35.) Are you broke thanks to Kingdom Hearts?
No...

36.) Do you want to eat sea-salt ice cream?
Nottt really

37.) Would you ever join Organization Xlll?
Probably. I'm pretty fucking cruel. But then again, that's assuming my Nobody was pretty smart, and not just like...a Dusk.

38.) Do you draw Kingdom Hearts fanart? If so, count how many there are in your gallery.
I tried painting Xaldin once..
Epic fail.

39.) Is Riku still sexy even possessed by Ansem the Heartless?
Like the person I stole this meme from, it would depend on which Riku...
Because I actually like Repliku...

40.) Do you have a Kingdom Hearts OC?
No...

41.) Looking... ]]> *thursdaypollum It's been a long while. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/17736912/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/17736912/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 18:15:11 PDT If you want to give me a challenge, go right ahead. I'm open.

]]> *thursdaypollum My Weekend http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16948318/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16948318/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 15:11:50 PST
Friday: I was home alone all day, and I woke up with the phone ringing. Tell my mom to call at 9 so that I can wake up...again. I totally sleep through the call, and wake up at about..10 or 11. I laze around all day, waiting for my mom to get home, since I had a Sweet 16 to go to. I get a call at about..5:40. My mom asked if I could get a ride to my friend's party.

THE PARTY STARTED AT 6.

So, I manage to get a ride, but then I have to run around, cleaning my room, and getting ready (no big surprise that I forget like...3 things at home.)

We get to the party, and my and my friend Leah discover that there is not enough diet soda (LONG STORY). This prompted us to walk about 2 miles to the deli, and get 2 bottles of 2 Liter diet coke, and a smaller bottle of coke with lime. Our friend, Ashleigh, who the party was for, came with us for the hell of it. Leah's on the side of the road, drinking the diet coke and yelling "I'M NOT DRUNK!" and screaming if the diet coke fizzles. The rest of the night, we played "I've Never", Hoopla, AND...GUITAR HERO! Leah and I stayed up the most, and actually defeated Guitar Hero...

Saturday: So, I woke up at 9, after falling asleep at 7 and am the last one to drag myself up the stairs for breakfast. My parents eventually come, and then we have to go to Shoprite. I wasn't exactly ready to go out in public, since I had on pajama pants and some random shirt. My jeans had gotten wet the night before from the whole 7 PM diet coke journey and hadn't dried...so I was stuck like that. I don't think I did much else that day...

Sunday: Okay, I COMPLETELY forget what I did yesterday...

Today: Okay, fuck, it's lightning outside...
Anywho, I actually managed to get a contact in today, but the RX was too big and it wound up hurting... Other than that, I once again lazed around...

I think I need a life.

]]> *thursdaypollum Ah, the power of Photoshop. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16517971/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16517971/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:50:13 PST
Let's get this clear: THEY DIDN'T TEACH US HALF THE STUFF ON IT. I guessed at practically everything. I now know I totally messed up 2 problems because we didn't even touch on that subject. But let's bring this all together. There's a reason this is called "Ah, the power of Photoshop".

So I'm staring at my paper, it's probably 7:45 AM, in the Old Gym surrounded by god knows how many other desks (at LEAST 100, 110). I get to the FIRST question. Something about which is the name for the method used in prehistoric art...My thoughts? "Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Okay...bas-relief sounds...about right."

That continued for a good portion of the test. Then the drawing part came. I messed up. We'll leave it at that.

Other than that, happy new year, yadda yadda, and you stay classy San Diego

]]> *thursdaypollum Over 1K http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16145931/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16145931/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 22:54:42 PST
Thanks to all who have viewed my page, commented on my things, favorited them, whatever. It means a lot!

Muchas gracias!

]]> *thursdaypollum NEW CONTEST - Moral of the Story? http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16031291/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/16031291/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 15:14:46 PST No prizes (yet), as I am dirt broke, and I still have presents to make/buy.

Click here to learn more about it!

Happy Holidays and Merry New Year!
And to those celebrating tonight or tomorrow, Merry Yule!

]]> *thursdaypollum Neanderthal Luvin' http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15999815/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15999815/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 12:05:23 PST - Finish writing a Novel
- Move to Australia
- Love.

Three Names You Go By:
- Jelly
- Angel (ONLY. TO. FAMILY. if you know me and even DARE use this name in public...you will be dealt with accordingly

)
- Anjelica

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
- Eyes
- Eyelashes
- Nothing more.

Three Things That Scare You:
- Clowns
- Open Ovens
- Spiders

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
- Sleep
- Reading
- Music

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
- I'm on more meds than I can't count right now...
- I am determined to do something in this world.
- I just sneezed

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
- Writing
- Playing instruments
- Sleeping

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
- Talk to Her
- See ~AmethystDreamz since she flew in last night
- Work on my X-Mas gifts

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
- High School History Teacher
- Full-Time Writer
- Sex Therapist

Three Kid's Names You Like:
- Evelyn
- Jayden (Male OR Female)
- Christian

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
- Long hair (well...it's real-fake long hair)
- I like wearing dresses sometimes
- I like playing with makeup

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
- I like playing video games
- I like girls. (Oo, gasp!)
- I like it when I have short spiky hair. My hair grows REALLY fast

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
- Anyone
- Who
- Wants to!

]]> *thursdaypollum Even better! http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15647861/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15647861/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 10:10:37 PST
My family's health insurance doesn't cover my refills anymore. My mom found that out when she went to pick up a new prescription for me today. It was about...$60.59. Yeah. So she's pissed, and even more pissed at me that I forgot to take it a lot this week. The package did say if you miss 2 or more days just throw it out and wait for the next pack. IT WAS THE INACTIVE ONES FOR GODS SAKE.

So now we have to find out wtf is up with our insurance. Oh! And the best part. I read the side effects just now. It says to tell your doctor if you experience those following symptoms, right? Well...here's the thing.

I'm on this pill to make my acne clear up and to eliminate facial hair.

My acne has gotten worse, and I'm now growing hair under my chin. Yep. Yeah....

So I want off of this pill. Now.

]]> *thursdaypollum Hacked. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15533272/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15533272/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 12:19:17 PST
I've read about it, semi-experienced it, but REALLY experiencing it full on is devastating. I've lost things that I'll never get back. I had things archived that I needed. I had things that I needed for password reasons. I had things for my trip that I'm taking in July. I'm just so angry I could cry, and yes, I did cry.

I hate it.
Now I REALLY have to get to the computer lab in school and fix everything.
Just fucking great.

]]> *thursdaypollum I make video. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15421938/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15421938/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 15:00:53 PST
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mhms.

I needs a life.

]]> *thursdaypollum Shuffle Quiz....THE TIME WARP http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15350877/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15350877/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 19:03:55 PDT AmberSpike
:-D

Shuffle Playlist Quiz~

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"The Futile" - Say Anything

2.How would you describe yourself?
"The Wicked End" - Avenged Sevenfold
(Well...isn't that just lovely...)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Learn To Be Lonely" - Phantom Of The Opera
(WTF?! What does that say?!?!)

4.How do you feel today?
"The Days Go By Oh So Slow" - Nightmare Of You
(Pretty Accurate)

5.What is your life's purpose?
"Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" - Daft Punk
(PROTESTANT WORK ETHIC...AGAIN!...{don't ask}
[MITA PWNS])

6.What is your motto?
"Roses" - Outkast
(So...Roses really smell like boo, boo, boo?)

7.What do your friends think of you?
"Go Daddy-O" - Big Bad Voodoo Daddy
(erm.....Alright then...)

8.What do you think of your parents?
"Wolf Like Me" - TV On the Radio
(...no comment...)

9.What do you think about very often?
"I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off" - Fall Out Boy
(In a way...yeah...)

10.What is 2 + 2?
"Sugar Free" - Hedley
(Hm....sure?)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Trevor talking about Zen things....and mermaids having sex....I mean...merPEOPLE...and anemones...
(O_o THE HELL?!?!?!?)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Heaven Runs On Oil" - Nightmare Of You
(Hm...does sort of make sense)

13.What is your life story?
"Ven Aqui" - Los Bunkers
(Hm...I suppose it makes sense)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Born Into A Mess" - The (International) Noise Conspiracy
(That already happened once....)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Desde Que Despierto" - Juanes
(Now that is pretty sweet...)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
No, I'm not using Shuffle on this. I have the song already.
"In The Aeroplane Over The Sea" - Neutral Milk Hotel
I effing LOVE that song.

17.What will they play at your funeral?
"Sad For A Day" - Tilly and the Wall
(Makes sense in a sort of abstract way)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Everything Is Alright" - Motion City Soundtrack
(Counseling?)

19.What is your biggest fear?
"Vermilion" - Slipknot

20.What is your biggest secret?
"Buckbeak's Flight" - HP3 Soundtrack
(....BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

21.What do you think of your friends?
"Hypnotize" - System of a Down
(I'll get back to you on this one.)

22.What will you post this as?
"THE TIME WARP- RHPS
(YEAH BITCHES!!!)

]]> *thursdaypollum Careers http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15153432/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15153432/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 06:40:12 PDT
I'm considering majoring in Psychology and then becoming a psychologist. I deal well with people most of the time. I like to listen to people. I like to help people.

But I'm also thinking about becoming a teacher. I've wanted to since I was little. My relatives have always said that I shouldn't since I could do much more and I would be wasting my intelligence. Here's my theory: If I become a teacher, I wouldn't be wasting my intelligence. I'd be sharing my intelligence with others. I'd be able to help people. I'd get to listen, in a sense.

If I did become a teacher, I'd want to be a Secondary Education Major. I am NOT doing elementary schools. I do NOT do well with little kids. I feel that in High School/7th grade and up, kids are able to have better discussions because they know more. But my parents still try to get me down...

Oh, the pay isn't good. You're wasting everything, etc, etc...

Ugh. Can't stand my parents sometimes...

]]> *thursdaypollum Eleanor Rigby http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15015880/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15015880/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 14:01:30 PDT -Put your playlist on Shuffle.
-Click the 'Next' button.
-Answer the questions with the Song titles.
-Don't Cheat

1. You wake up from a nightmare screaming:
"Time Warp" - RHPS (LET'S DO THE TIME WARP AGAINNN!)

2. Someone walks in on you while taking your shower. You scream:
"Stare at the Stars" - Pensive

3. You see someone famous. You tell your friend:
"Never Enough" - The Cure

4. This hot person asks your number. You say:
"It Could Be A Good Excuse" - The Used

5. You fall and scrape your knee. You cry out:
"Everything to Everyone" - Everclear

6. Some person bumps into you at the mall. You scream:
"Tearing Through Me" - Jamisonparker

7. You get tackled... You yelp:
"In My Place" - Coldplay

8. You find a love note... It's labeled:
"The Bad Touch" - Bloodhound Gang

9. Your teacher is angry and yells:
"Bucky Dun Gun" - M.I.A. (I could see Mita yelling this out...)

10. You fall at gym class and your gym teacher laughs out:
"All That I've Got" - The Used

11. Someone throws a paper at you. It says:
"Nada Valgo Sin Tu Amor" - Juanes

12. Your parents got you a corny shirt saying:
"Another One Bites the Dust" - Queen

13. Your dog's name is:
"Tu Guardian" - Juanes

14. You wake up with a poster reading:
"Hoods on Peregrine" - Thrice

15. If you were a leader, people would worship you in song singing:
"Why Mommy Left Us" - Stephen Lynch (HAHAHAHAHAHA)

16. You ask a person out... They reply:
"We Go Together" - Grease (AWESOME!!)

17.The best movie title is:
"Gypsies, Tramps, and Thieves" - Cher

18. Your favorite quote:
"A Million Ways" - OK Go

19.Your theme song:
"Mint Car" - The Cure

20.Your bedtime story:
"Luncay Fringe" - The Used

21.Your funeral song:
"Silhouette" - Thrice

22.Cat's Name:
"Soldier Girl" - The Polyphonic Spree

23.Best thing in the world:
"Secret Message" - Rasputina

24.What you NEED in life:
"Keep The Car Running" - The Arcade Fire

25.Baby's name:
"Soul Meets Body" - Death Cab for Cutie

26.Stripper name:
"Ruby Soho" - Rancid

27.Your Motto:
"Emo Kid" - Adam and Andrew (>.<

28.Made up dance-move:
"Smash It Up" - The (International) Noise Conspiracy

29.Soap Opera series:
"Light My Candle" - RENT

30. Journal submission title:
"Eleanor Rigby" - Thrice

]]> *thursdaypollum NEW ACCOUNT Info http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15003602/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/15003602/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 16:33:16 PDT

That's the new name. Everything is probably going to be moved tonight and tomorrow, so no writing is staying here.

If you want to watch me for my writing, please add my new account.

]]> *thursdaypollum ATTENTION US CITIZENS http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14992879/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14992879/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 22:40:58 PDT
Click on the following two links to check out more:

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1984 may just happen in 2008...

You have been warned.

]]> *thursdaypollum Cosplay! http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14982114/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14982114/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:04:07 PDT
I know what I have to get, but it's hard to find everything!

[ ] blazer
[ ] skirt
[ ] shirt
[ ] shoes
[ ] socks
[ ] tie

It's at times like this when I wish I had a sub. Make everything look more spiffy.

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Listening to: Beatles - Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da
via FoxyTunes

]]> *thursdaypollum Tag was a fun game...I TAG YOU! http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14523483/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14523483/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:24:02 PDT 1. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
2. Tags should write a journal of these facts
3. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
4. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged

[1] I'm a perfectionist. I may not seem like it, but I am.

[2] I'm in the current process of writing 2 novels. 1 is a series, and one is a standalone novel. The second one is private until hopefully published...

[3] I'm actually making an attempt at being organized this year. It's working out so far.

[4] I play clarinet, bass, and piano, and I can sing a little. Yeah...

[5] I have a feeling I was born in the wrong era, and I was supposed to be born in the early 1900s.

[6] My family thinks I'm this goody two shoes who never does anything wrong and thinks sex means male or female. Pfft. If only they knew.

[7] If you even want to DARE to piss me off, be ready for my wrath. I've been known to throw my sister across the kitchen and back-hand my little brother. Anger is my drug.

[8] When I get bored, I verbally act out scenes from stories that I make up in my head. It keeps me occupied..

NOW
FOR THE TAGGING:
I TAG

]]> *thursdaypollum Back To School...Again. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14503487/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14503487/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 14:22:12 PDT
The only really good classes I had were periods 1-3

In first, we just took attendance, got our schedules, and sat around. I sat with two of my friends, so that was fun.

Second period was probably my favorite of all the classes. I actually like it (Global History and Geography) and the teacher seems good so far.

Third was English...now that was amusing when we had to do this thing where you had to say your name, and something you liked that began with the first letter of your name. I said "My name's Anjelica and I like Anime." Of course, a certain friend of mine looked at me from across the room since I had taken her answer since her name ALSO begins with A...

Fourth and on was downhill, except for lunch and 8th. I can't stand my teachers. I can't stand this school. I can't stand those rooms. If anyone knows any options, please also tell me. I want out. Now.

]]> *thursdaypollum How Many Conversations Do You Have in One Year? http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14388122/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14388122/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 22:28:06 PDT
There's a slim chance that I'll ever see them again.

So that made me wonder: How many conversations do I have in one year? I've decided to start a project comes the first day of school. From September 5th, 2007 (also my birthday) to the end of finals week, which would be about mid to late June 2008, I am going to attempt to keep track of how many conversations I hold in one school year.

Here are some things:

I'm not counting things such as "Thank you", "Sorry!", etc, since those are just expected (to me at least) I'm counting conversations. It could be as simple as "Did you find what you wanted?" at a store or something. I'm also counting online conversations, via IM, MSN, etc.

This is going to be an interesting project.

Anyone else interested in starting their "own branch?"

]]> *thursdaypollum I Have Failed. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14151117/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/14151117/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 14:51:10 PDT a list of things I wanted to do and achieve. Sadly, I have not succeeded 100%. A mere 25% was successful; possibly even less...........

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:: THIS SUMMER ::

I WILL: finish at least one of my stories

I WILL: make sure that the finished story is over 200 pages long.

I WILL: try to stop cutting myself.

I WILL: make sure my stories are planned out

-----------------------------------------------

I only finished maybe one story. Zane and Will decided to back out on me last minute. They said that yes, they will continue to share their story with me, but right now, it isn't the time to do that.

HA. We got maybe 2 pages TOTAL from them. Zane and Will weren't being very cooperative. But, hey, it's their lives.

This was the hardest. And I knew I was going to fail. It's just that it's so...tempting..and hard to break. But I tried, and came crashing down.

THIS was the ONLY success. I've started to write outlines and my stories are taking shape. It makes me feel good that I achieved SOMETHING this summer, instead of wasting away....

I feel like a total and complete waste. I wish I could be more open. I need change. That's what happens. Last week was the 5 Year Anniversary of my family living in our current house. 5 years is the longest we've ever lived in one house. I came here when I was 9, and I'm turning 15 in 23 days. It feels weird. I've lived in these same four walls for so long...it seems too familiar. After a while, it all seems drab and boring. I need some action. I need out.

]]> *thursdaypollum Jelly's New Mission needs Opinions http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13860789/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13860789/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 13:46:43 PDT
So then I decided, well I'll make one making people aware of self-injury and things like that. Couldn't get more ideas for that one either. I gave up.

But now, I'm really ready to make one. I think I'm going to try and make one devoted to reading, writing, and literature in General. Think like a Mugglenet, but has articles and news about upcoming books and such. And I'm not aiming for a specific audience, either. Of course, I guess I would hope to generate traffic from people around my age, but I'm also aiming towards younger and older.

So, what do you guys think? I'm thinking about asking my mom to help me a little, like giving me some money to host a site and get a domain name. I'd like to hear what other people have to think.

]]> *thursdaypollum I'm back! And it's time to play Catchup http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13735533/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13735533/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 17:43:28 PDT
Well, what's new with me?

âº Plans fell through for this summer about me going to my uncle's, so I'm probably gonna be home all summer. Gives me time with my friends

That's always good. Then again, we might be taking a trip to Lake George, so who knows. We're going to try and make plans though, for me to go to his place to see ÂThe Rocky Horror ShowÂ sometime in either September, October, or November. I told him I'd happily take a few days off of school. I can always just tell them I'm sick. After all, I've never had perfect attendance, so why try now? And another thing that might happen, is that next summer, I might get an internship there for the summer, being his personal assistant. He's my uncle, so it's not like a big thing. I'm good at being quiet and taking notes. He was also talking about going to see Spamalot on Broadway when he comes in. =] (I'm gonna try to push for Spring Awakening, too ;] {Oh so devious, I am})

âº I have LONG hair now. Yes, my hair magically grew overnight (I'm not joking when I say this: my cousin had no idea and thought I just straightened it. I haven't had hair this long since January in sixth grade) The extensions are nice, and they're gonna last a few months. So I'm sort of restricted from doing certain things, but it doesn't really matter to me. I'm always fine with keeping to myself.

âºI finished the play A Doll's House, which was one of the books assigned to all those entering the 10th grade Honors English program. It was REALLY good. It's one of the few things I've been assigned to read in English class, besides The Outsiders, Romeo and Juliet, and The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, that I'd actually recommend to people. Really nicely written by Henrik Ibsen.

âºRecently, I've started listening to a lot of Big Band and Swing music. I almost bought this CD in Target today, which was all the best in Big Band music. I heard two songs that I like (ÂSing, Sing, SingÂ and ÂIn the Mood”

playing, and I had to go over and see what CD they were on. I may just buy the CD.

âº I've figured out roughly what year I was supposed to be born in, but the cosmos messed up and placed me in 1992. If I was to be at least 17 during the era that I want to live in, I'd have to have been born between 1919 and 1921. I love so many things during that time period. Then again, I would've settled for being born in the mid to late 1930's to enjoy some of the work then. If only things were still the same. So many things happened back then that could've NEVER have happened now. I swear, I was supposed to be born back then. Stupid people.

âº I got a new camera, finally! It's a Kodak EasyShare C875, 8 megapixels, with 5X zoom. Pretty sweet when compared to my [lame] old Kodak EasyShare CX7430 (4 megapixels, exact zoom unknown). So I'm gonna be taking more pictures with it, clearer than before where half of them were best viewed when really, really, shrunk down.

âº Jelly thinks it's time for her to take an adventure into the world of vlogging. It seems so fun, and I'm thinking about pulling something LG15-esque. Except I wasn't cast for it, and there's no secret religion doohickey (dude, doohickey's a word? Sweet!) I'm gonna create a whole new persona, fake names, etc. I may even write out a script for each video. Want to try and find me? Here's the deal: I will wear a pair of sunglasses in each video. The eyes can give away so much, and I think I've already given cyberspace enough to work with so that they can find me. I'm not going to use my real voice either. I'm going to be using my fake accent, and it sounds like I come from: Australia, England, Scotland, Ireland, and New Zealand, all at the same time...I have an...ÂinterestingÂ voice...

What about all of yous? How are your lives?

]]> *thursdaypollum A List for Wishes http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13645058/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13645058/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 10:12:58 PDT I'm posting my wishlist for my birthday on here.

Well, it's easier to remember where it is, than to write it out on a file and then have to go on a mad search for it, as I usually have to do with any file that I create on this laptop.

THINGS

â« Photoshop CS
â« A New MP3 Player
â« A Gift Certificate to FYE or another music store, since the people in my family really have no clue what music I like and I'll probably wind up with like..a Maroon 5 CD or something like that, poppish. -shudder-. That's just not me.
â« Pure Chocolate Mousse Cake. Yes, I LOVE Chocolate Mousse
â« Nathaniel Graison and/or Jason Schuyler (Hey, I'm hopeful)
â« Asher...because, you know, he's just that good.
â« A Professional Clarinet (Specifically, a Yamaha YCL-650 Professional Clarinet)
â« More sheet music
â« Tickets to Avenue Q or Spring Awakening on Broadway....

I can't think of anything else at this point. I know I'm not going to get everything on the list. But I'm hopeful for a few of them [my mommy was talking to someone on the phone the other day about Professional Clarinets!

and she said she wants to go to see Wicked, so I'm trying to beg her to let me see Spring Awakening when she sees Wicked]

]]> *thursdaypollum Aiming Higher http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13569215/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13569215/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 20:30:37 PDT
:: THIS SUMMER ::

I WILL: finish at least one of my

I think I'm going to work on my one with Zane and Will. I'm well into developing characters now all I need is a good plot bunny. I know it's going to be a romance of some sort and teenage angst. But I want to bring in faerie politics too. So I'm going to be doing a whole lot of research on faeries this summer.

I WILL: make sure that the finished story is over 200 pages long.

I have high goals. I'm going to write over 200 pages worth of story in 2 months. That I promise and vow that I will.

I WILL: try to stop cutting myself.

It's not an easy addiction to break. Your body basically almost forms a physical and mental dependency on it. It's a coping method that you become familiar with and turn to. And I'm running out of skin. Well, at least easily hidden skin.

I WILL: make sure my stories are planned out

I learned the hard way, after Ella and Bedward, that you DO NOT listen to characters too much. They can leave you clueless about what they want to do next since they can be so damn secretive and only tell you months later what happened that one night.

I'm aiming for it guys. I'm aiming to finish my first novel.
I'm going to try and invest in a filing cabinet, and a few folders to put stuff in or something. I'm going to try and use things to organize my characters. They have lives. I'm just asking their permission to let me into it.

]]> *thursdaypollum Summer Reading Lineup Update http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13445647/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13445647/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 13:39:12 PDT Yea!

UPDATE 7/24/07: Finished Deathly Hallows and A Doll's House. DH was semi-disappointing but A Doll's House was really good

~~strike~~ = done. read. finished
bold = currently reading
*-*****s = my rating (one to five)

So anyways, I have so many books to read:

1) ~~Danse Macabre~~****/
2) ~~The Harlequin~~ *****
3) Maximum Ride: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports
4) The Blood Confession
5) Pride and Prejudice
6) Tess of the d'Urbervilles
7) The Crucible
8) Born Confused
9) Haters
10) Dirty Girls Social Club
11) ~~Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows~~***/
12) ~~Eclipse~~***
12) Uglies
13) Pretties
14) Specials
15) (I'm gonna give it another chance) A Great and Terrible Beauty
16) ~~A Doll's House~~*****
17) ~~Lord of the Flies~~ -***

]]> *thursdaypollum Dear incoming freshies -- I mean, freshmen: http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13280724/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13280724/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 17:10:28 PDT
Congrats....now you're the lowest of the low, here are just a few helpful words of advice:

- Sex doesn't make you cool & it won't make the upper-class boys think any higher of you. So don't go around bragging about it, no one cares & then you look like an easy freshman whore.. just leave all the slutty things you did in 8th grade in middle school.

- dont brag about the number of seniors you know. The more you brag, the more we can tell you're a freshman.

- You are a F-R-E-S-H-M-A-N.. not a "freshie" - shut up, you sound like a queer

- Don't walk around telling upperclassmen you're not all stupid freshman, we don't care, we're still calling you one.

-Respect your teachers and your peers. Getting written up everyday and purposely failing really doesn't look cool, we may laugh but it is at you for your ignorance. If your going to waste time and school board money on bullcrapping around just drop out your a lost cause and your really not that cool. people talk down about you behind your back.

- Dont think you're smart because you filled up water bottles with vodka/ or coke bottles with bacardi and snuck it onto your 8th grade field trip. We've all done it.. so don't be proud.

- Don't post things like "FINALLY A FRESHIE!! LOLZZZ" on myspace. If anything, you suck big time.

- DO NOT think that the upper-class girls are your best friends.. they will just laugh at you.

- Stop thinking you are the shiz cuz nobody even knows you

-Do not wear ripped jeans and an Abercrombie shirt because you want to make "a variety of friends."

- Do not slick your bangs to your face and wear "bracelets" in you're ears because you think that you're Hood.

-If you are going to try and rebel, it most likely won't work.

- Don't think that you have privacy now. Once you're here.. Your business is everyone's business.

- dont brag about how smart you are and how Â½ of your schedule is honors classes. thats just more work you have to go home and do.

-Dont tell everyone you love your boyfriend after 2 days, you're an idiot.

- Don't try to sit at upperclassmen lunch tables. You will be picked up and thrown onto the floor.

- don't tell your friends that you're busy after school and tell them you have to go meet your friends in the jr./sr. parking lot, we all know your brother/sisters just taking you home.

- You'll never be as hot as the '08, '09, '10 So don't try.

- To all freshman guys, you can't get with the class of '08, '09, & '10

- Don't try to say you're older than you really are. The way you walk, dress & talk just has freshman written all over you.

- Your name is "the class of 11." HAHA.. enough said.

-Don' t try to pull that stuff "Well you were freshmen once..." STOP! We know that we were freshmen, but we arent anymore so shut the f up.

-The day you mess with our boyfriend/girlfriend, you'll never enjoy high school again.

- Don't be a slut. This should be the number one rule.

- DO NOT crowd our halls like cattle, because the upper classmen can (& most likely will), push you out of the way. You will get hurt

-To all the freshman guys, we know your balls haven't dropped yet. That's why you still sound like Mickey Mouse. Don't go around bragging how big your dick is or how huge your balls are. We all know you're lying.

--DONT THINK YOUR COOL BY TAKING OUR BULLETIN AND
PUTTING IT IN YOUR OWN WORDS!

Welcome to hell. =]

Believe me---You CANT win. Have FUN being a freshman...for a fun-filled year with NO life and NO opinion whatsoever.

Sincerely,
The Class of '08, '09, '10- If you're an upperclassman, repost this.....

]]> *thursdaypollum Question (Anita Blake Related) http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13206124/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/13206124/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 18:37:49 PDT
So a few of of you know..

Anywho, I wrote this story Magical Modest Bondage as it was affectionately titled by Rebecca, Alexis, and I during band...

Anywho, it's a slash written when I was reading Narcissus in Chains.

Should I put it up here?

Vote
Yay, Nay, or WTF?!?!?.

Please and thank you!

]]> *thursdaypollum PROJECT REVEALED! {Update 4} http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12876026/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12876026/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 19:35:54 PDT Considering I posted this on FF.net, why not post it here?

In my TAG (Talented and Gifted) Class, I've recently taken on a new project.

You see, I'm in love with the band Tilly and the Wall. I decided, that for my independent project, I was going to do a painting. At the moment that I had started, I didn't really have a good idea of WHAT I was going to do. Inspiration struck when I was listening to my MP3 player while drawing sketches.

So right now, in that class, I'm doing a series of about 5-6 paintings, all relating to songs by Tilly and the Wall.

I'll post pictures of the paintings when I get a chance. :]

Update 5/17: I don't think I'm going to have enough time in class to finish doing 2 more paintings. I finished one more today, but there's 2 that I haven't even started yet, and I'm presenting them sometime next week, so I may not do them all

Update 6/1: Alright, I didn't have enough time to finish all the paintings, but I will take pictures of the ones that are done once I get them home since they are on display in the classroom.

PAINTING/SONG LIST
x= finished
~= in progress
o= not started
+= probably not starting

[x] Bad Education
[+] Bessa
[x] Fell Down the Stairs
[x] Rainbows in the Dark (Finished 5/17/07)
[+] Sing Songs Along
[x] You and I Misbehaving (Finished 5/7/07)

]]> *thursdaypollum PROJECT REVEALED! http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12842984/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12842984/ Fri, 04 May 2007 17:31:56 PDT
In my TAG (Talented and Gifted) Class, I've recently taken on a new project.

You see, I'm in love with the band Tilly and the Wall. I decided, that for my independent project, I was going to do a painting. At the moment that I had started, I didn't really have a good idea of WHAT I was going to do. Inspiration struck when I was listening to my MP3 player while drawing sketches.

So right now, in that class, I'm doing a series of about 5-6 paintings, all relating to songs by Tilly and the Wall.

I'll post pictures of the paintings when I get a chance. :]

PAINTING/SONG LIST
x=finished
~=in progress
o=not started

[x] Bad Education
[o] Bessa
[x] Fell Down the Stairs
[o] Rainbows in the Dark
[o] Sing Songs Along
[~] You and I Misbehaving

]]> *thursdaypollum Me VS. Writing http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12794267/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12794267/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 18:13:32 PDT
I get an idea for a story. Usually an opening line, a scene in the middle, or how the story will end. I never get them all for the same story, at the same time though. So I'll go ahead and unleash that part I have. Edit it over quickly, change a line or two, and voila, it's done.

And then it vegetates in a file for a few months until I stumble across it, and by that point I've forgotten the plot.

But another problem I have, is that when I write these parts, I write them almost as if they're experiencing the events and people and places for the first time. Which always makes them sound better.

I'm a terrible writer. Just terrible.

]]> *thursdaypollum Day Of Silence http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12648396/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12648396/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 21:37:05 PDT
I was actually the one to tell/remind my friends about it. I took out a piece of paper, and wrote "It's hard not talking". And then a few remembered. Let's just say, I broke the silence during 3rd. Why? Well here's why.

Call me odd, go ahead, but yes, I'm a lesbian
TABOO!
Anyway, here's my theory. Today was a day of silence. It was to show the other people how the other half has to live. Only a few people who actually knew what was going on gave a rat's ass. They were all mocking the others during study hall. But my theory is this. Today, I wanted to be almost as loud as I wanted. I wanted others to know I'm here. I don't want them to ignore me and immediately judge me because I like girls. It's my life so butt the heck out.

So instead of living in quiet for a day, I lived in loudness. I already live in quiet with enough people. It's sickening. I sat there realizing, "What the hell kind of torture am I putting myself through? To live a lie is already bad enough. Anjelica, speak up!" And so I did. And at the same time I'm glad I did and yet I'm still disappointed in me. But I hope you get what I mean.

----

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I wont risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I dont believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to teach me a lesson

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG/JOURNAL

]]> *thursdaypollum I'M BACK! http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12507926/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12507926/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:41:33 PDT
April 6th, 2007

Shah!

I've been deprived of the internet for about...oh crap, what is it now? About three days. That's enough to make a girl go insane, I swear. I mean, no Anita Blake Fanart, no Twilight Fanart, no vore, no DeviantArt, no AIM, no MSN, no EMAIL, no CIVILIZATION (Okay, so I had that), but..but! It's so depriving! It's hard! And it doesn't help that my grandma doesn't have a LAN connection in her house, let alone, I wasn't able to connect to the one good network I found. Ugh, it's pure torture.

But! I've discovered a drink that's realllly good and that you should all try it
Manhattan Special

It's muy delicioso. It's an Espresso Coffee Soda. Think Coke meets Starbucks. It's VERY good.

Supposedly, my grandpa likes it, as well as my uncle. And all these years I thought it was liquor. Haha, sure proved that wrong. But the other day I was actually tempted to try vodka. We have it in the food closet (read: PAN-tree..at leasts that's how it's pronounced) and I was up late at night. When I reached for it, a few thoughts buzzed through my mind. What if I get sick? What if I have alcohol breath in the morning? What if someone wakes up? But I ignored those for a few seconds. I picked up the bottle, and then smelled the vodka. It smelled like a doctor's office and a hospital. I like that smell, but if I'm going to ingest something that smells like that and probably tastes like it, then hell no. I immediately put it down. I'm definitely going to be sober for a while. Unless we get some red wine, then I might just try it. Thanks to the fact that I recently found out what Red Wine Vinegar really is....oops.

But other than that, I'm glad to be back. I finished the 8th Anita Blake book, so I'm outrageously happy. I remember I found out how many chapters there were and all I could think was Oh crap, they're not going to finish this properly, are they? Well, I was proven wrong. And this is why I love Jason even more::

"Not superwoman?" he exclaimed, putting a hand on his chest in mock surprise. "You've lied to me all these years!"
It made me smile, and I didn't want to smile. "Stop it."
[begin worshiping of Jason Schuyler] "Stop what? Cheering you up? Or is life supposed to stop because you did something horrible? I'll tell you the real horrible truth, Anita. No matter what you do or how bad you feel about it, life just goes on. Life doesn't give a fuck that you're sorry or upset or deranged or tormented. Life just goes on, and you gotta go on with it, or sit in the middle of the road and feel sorry for yourself. And I don't see you doing that." [continue worshiping because Jason is just that awesome. Don't you just love him?]

I'd go straight for him if he was real. But who am I kidding? I wouldn't go straight for him...I'd just love to have him as a little...pet....like Jean-Claude has, and then just rub his head every so often. Mhm Exactly what I'll do.

-Polly
-----------------------
PRESENT DAY

I'm so happy to be back. I have more of "The Secret to Blowing Bubbles" done, and I'm almost done with my SFP letter

And!
I'm happy.

So happy me!
And Richard should still go die
-nods-
Even though he's better now..
but still
-stabs Richard with Silver blade-

I'm just that nice

HOT SAUCCE
IN A CARRIAGE! -clapclapclap-

]]> *thursdaypollum church + adoption http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12427096/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12427096/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:08:13 PDT
But first, let's find out about why I'm writing about church.

On this day, April 2nd, 2007, I have not been to a single mass ceremony since Confirmation, which was a year ago today. Wow...even

beat me to that...

But about my adoption.

I already knew I had 3/4 half siblings.

More specifically, I found out I have a 18-20 year old sister. She was 4 when my bio mom, (this is new) Maria Romelia Trujillo Mesa, gave the intereview.

My bio father's name is Ignacio Mendoza, and he had family in Caracas, Venezuela.

I'm determined to find them. At least my sister and other siblings.

]]> *thursdaypollum why i don't like my laptop http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12398459/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12398459/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:00:48 PDT The Secret to Blowing Bubbles and I didn't save, but just closed my laptop, thinking I could come back to it if I needed to.

Well...my laptop said "Let's not start up for Anjelica! Okay?" And so it didn't. I lost a lot of stuff. I lost something else I was writing, I lost a poem (well, I actually didn't since I posted it on here yesterday), Possibly part of my autobiographical letter for SFP...Man I'm angry.

Why does this stuff only happen to me?

]]> *thursdaypollum mhm. Definitely http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12233403/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12233403/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 13:55:34 PDT So I'm jumping on the bandwagon. I'm gonna start to post things that I need to do:

FINISH
[ ] Reading Anita Blake 6-14
[ ] Writing Ella and Bedward
[ ] Writing autobiographical Letter for SFP

Others:
[ ] Play and time NYSSMA solo all the way through
[ ] Start buying new clothes
[ ] Stop cutting myself
[ ] Find a way to mail FAIL heal in 2 days
[ ] Stalk Laurell K. Hamilton
[ ] Travel to Washington, Minnesota, and possibly Guatemala

There's probably a whole bunch of shit I'm missing.

]]> *thursdaypollum The Anita Blake Crisis http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12121930/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12121930/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 18:20:48 PST IS SOLVED

I freaking love Limewire. So much free shit. As in what, you ask? Oh, just a PDF file of ALL the books from 1-12. I'm definitely a happy menstrual girl.

And to my fellow band geek....

I'm quitting band. I was going over my schedule and I realized playing clarinet in school isn't really going to help me when I get into college and start to study psychology/sociology/neurology/other -ology/writing.

So it's final. I'm not putting band or wind ensemble on my schedule. It's annoying HAVING to play every day. But yeah...

....it's over

]]> *thursdaypollum I want more. http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12028368/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/12028368/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 15:10:14 PST Anita Blake.

I'm so mad I finished the last book that I have.

I NEED more.
I need more of Richard
I need more of Jean Claude
I need more of Edward, my favorite sociopath

I just NEED more...

Mommy, can we please go to Borders? Or can I order some off of Amazon? I need more books.

Please?

]]> *thursdaypollum Long. Quiz. Damnit http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11963102/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11963102/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 15:14:00 PST

Tagging:

1. What color are your kitchen plates?
...They're still Christmas themed....XD

2. What book are you reading now?
The Lunatic Cafe by Laurell K. Hamilton

3. What is on your mouse pad?
I don't have one, I'm using a laptop

4. Favorite board game?
Scene it! (does that count?...)

5. Favorite smell?
VINEGAR

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
"It can't be time already..."

7. Favorite color:
Orange

8. Least favorite color:
Pink

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
Depends on how fast I can get to it

10. Future child's name:
HAHA
Jaimie
Jamie
Jaime (Pronounced: Jaim)
Scarlet
Percy

11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Both

12. Do you like to drive fast?
I'm a Cullen at heart

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
-looks at bed-...-sighs- yeah...

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
sometimes

15. What was your first car?
Nonexistent

16. What is your sign?
Virgo

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
THAT'S THE BEST PART DUMBASSES

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
A writer while managing a tea house

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
Dark Green

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
There's stuff in it.

21. What is your favorite movie?
Monty Python and the Holy Grail

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
Hell no, I have my own way of typing. I use almost every finger. Except my thumbs, right pinkie and I think my Ring fingers...

23. Whats under your bed?
Drawers and space

24. What is your favorite number?
42

25. Favorite sports to watch?
Baseball

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
When I had that toe cramp this summer and I was on the floor for 20 minutes

27. Person most likely to respond?
I dno

28. Person you sent this to who is least likely to respond?
I dno

29. Ketchup or mustard?
depends what it's for and what kind of mustard there is

31. Hamburger or hot dog?
Neither...except Veggie burgers. Those are good.

32. Favorite season?
Fall

33. The best place you have ever been?
NYC

34. What is your screen saver?
This animated one I downloaded from Crepusculo

35. What is your favorite fast food place?
Subway or Bk

36. What is your favorite breed of Dog?
Don't have one

37. Your nicknames?
Anjel, Jelly, Jelly Belly, Polly

38. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender?
Nope

39. What annoys you the most?
Too many things

40. Whats your crushes name?
N/A

41. Whats your best friends name?
Too many!

42. Which celebrity annoys you the most?
Britney Spears

43. What type of music do you dislike the most?
Rap.

45. What is currently on your wrist?
Skin.

46. Okay, If you and one other person could be alone on the entire planet, who would you choose?
Hmm...God there's so many people.
Probably Stephenie Meyer. Although I'd drive her insane. Other than that, the Dalai Lama. He's really rad.

47. Are you a righty or a lefty?
Born lefty, but switched to righty at young age

48. What's your favorite tv show?
House. It' PWNS

49. If you could make-out with any cartoon character, who would it be?
Oh god, I don't know

*thursdaypollum I'M OFFICIALLY A BAD INFLUENCE http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11950884/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11950884/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 17:20:49 PST If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. I can see where this is going...

Rules
*Total the number of things in each list you've done.
* No need to say which ones.
*If people really want to know they will grow the balls to ask.
*If you got tagged, tag at least 3 people on your watch list.

1. Smoked
2. Consumed alcohol
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. Kissed someone of the same sex
6. Had sex
7. Had someone in your room other than family
8. Watched porn
9. Bought porn
10. Done drugs
TOTAL: 5

1. Taken painkillers
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine
3. Lied to your parents
4. Lied to a friend
5. Snuck out of the house
6. Done something illegal
7. Cut yourself
8. Hurt someone
9. Wished someone to die
10. Seen someone die
TOTAL: 8

1. Missed curfew
2. Stayed out all night
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
4. Been to a therapist
5. Been to rehab
6. Dyed your hair
7. Received a ticket
8. Been in an accident
9. Been to a club
10. Been to a bar
TOTAL: 2

1. Been to a wild party
2. Seen the Mardi Gras
3. Drank more than four beers in a night
4. Had a spring break in Florida
6. Wore black nail polish
7. Wore arm bands
8. Wore t-shirts with band names
9. Listened to rap
10. Own(ed) a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 3

1. Dressed gothic
2. Dressed prep
3. Dressed punk
4. Dressed grunge
5. Stole something
6. Been too drunk to remember anything
7. Blacked out
8. Fainted
9. Had a crush on a neighbor
10. Had someone sneak into your room.
TOTAL: 7

1. Snuck into someone else's room
2. Had a crush on your best friend
3. Been to a concert
4. Dry-humped someone
5. Been called a slut
6. Called someone a slut
7. Installed speakers in your car
8. Broken a mirror
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL: 5

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater
3. Cruised the mall
4. Skipped school
5. Had surgery
6. Had an injury
7. Gone to court
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
9. Caught something on fire
10. Lied about your age
TOTAL: 6

1. Owned/rented an apartment
2. Broke the law in the police's presence.
3. Cheated on someone.
4. Got in trouble with the police.
5. Talked to a stranger.
6. Hugged a stranger.
7. Kissed a stranger.
8. Rode in the car with a stranger.
9. Been harassed.
10. Been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 4

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. Stayed online for 12 hours straight.
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. Watched TV for 12 hours straight.
5. Been to a fair.
6. Been called a bad influence.
7. Drink and drive.
8. Prank-called someone.
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. Cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 7

Total: 47

Whoops...I guess I'm a bad influence...

]]> *thursdaypollum YouTube's second purpose http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11833391/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11833391/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 18:01:49 PST
To watch Bleach.

Bleach.
Is.
AWWMAAAZZZIIINNNNGGGGG

I'm in love...

I so wanna cosplay one day as Soul Reaper Rukia....

]]> *thursdaypollum Steal http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11485664/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/11485664/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 17:59:29 PST

's journal because I was bored and thought, hey, what the heck?

(I'm basing this on my OC, Paulina, in my unpublished FF)

What would your character do if they where:

1. Glomp Attacked:
If she knew them, she'd just go with the flow. If she didn't, she'd be ok still.
2. Kissed on the cheek:.
Again, it all depends on whether or not she knows them.
3. Butt Pinched/Grabbed:
Paul: WTF?

What would your character do when:

1. A huge Comet/Rock/Space Colony was rushing to earth:
Paul: Uh...what the fuck?
2. A huge water monster was destroying the city:
Paul: Don't worry, it's just a rain storm.
3. The police arrest him/her for something he/she didn't do:
Paul: Now where's Jasper when you REALLY need him?

How would your character react to:

1.Death of a friend:
Paul would probably get really emotional
2.Someone fell in love with your character:
Paul's taken.
3. If a friend turned evil on your character:
Paul wouldn't care, as long as it wasn't Toni Anne. Dude, she has Emmett.

Your character has fallen in love, how would they express it in the following ways?:

1. Shower them with gifts?:
Paul's too lazy. She'd be too lovey dovey.
2. Try and make them fall in love with your character through flirting/romancing?:
She'd refuse. SHE'S TAKEN DAMMIT!
3. Wait and see what the future holds?:
Definitely

]]> *thursdaypollum If all the world's a stage, what happens to the oc http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/10775131/ http://thursdaypollum.deviantart.com/journal/10775131/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:19:36 PST
I've only posted 3 videos, so it's not that bad. But really.

So I'm writing a story. But I don't know the title yet.

Maybe I should just name it "Book"...However, my story won't be of phony teenage romances that don't have a chance in hell of coming true. Mine won't be about some sweet guy/girl who's really a/an (insert mythical part-human creature here) and the girl/guy falls madly in love with him and the MC does too, but they know they can never be together.

No. Mine will be about those stories you never hear. The stories that take place in the background of all this sappycrappy romance. I want to deliver the real story. The less intriguing ones, the ones that people experience instead of read about.

And that's how the ball bounces.

]]> *thursdaypollum