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WELCOME!
This page is already a history. I'm not longer call on it.
P.s. Changing page - is like a new stage of life.

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]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/16705539/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/16705539/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:21:25 PST May God have mercy on our dirty little hearts
Shame on us for all we have done
And all we are worth is just zeroes and ones

NIN

]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/16265717/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/16265717/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 05:45:23 PST thinking about life,
reasons to live...



...For all we could have done
And all that could have been

Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny I've chose
All becoming clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear

I descend from grace
In arms of undertow
I will take my place
In the great below...

"The Great Below"




...What if all the world you used to know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?

Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs...

"Right Where It Belongs"




...And the sky is filled with light
Can you see it?
All the black is really white
If you believe it...

"In This Twilight"




...I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine

Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"




...I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore...

"Only"



NINE INCH NAILS lyrics

]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15984172/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15984172/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 09:10:41 PST ...it means for me a big rest. of course, my problems won't disappear/ but at least, i won't be tired fisically..but there are only two weaks.

]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15821288/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15821288/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 13:15:36 PST but it doesn't seem to be! it's like an ordinary day... i expected something more... i wanted to have some guests invited, but..
i actually don't realize what is happening.what is going on now??


"..And this just feels like spinning plates.."


though, i want christmas.. maybe it won't be as happy as always, but i still like it..


i like very much reindeers---->

]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15765976/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15765976/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 14:06:42 PST if they both are thinking only about themselves? if they don't have any time for me?
i don't want to spend my time with those people who i do not like... i want to spend it with my friends (if they ARE them) . but they are all so distant from me.
why can't people just tell the truth to each other?!
???

]]> ~tomo4ka http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15602071/ http://tomo4ka.deviantart.com/journal/15602071/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:50:54 PST i feel i'm rotting..i don't know if i like this..or hate.. i feel so oppressed.. "..we fade out again.."
my soul feels too lonely.. it hurts..it hurts..it hurts. it destroys. "..today we escape, we escape.."


Note: all frases in quotes (" ") are the words of radiohead's songs , that i'm listenig to, while writing this. these frases expressed my feelings at that moment.(they are:"paranoid android", "street spirit (fade out)", "exit music")..

]]> ~tomo4ka