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anyway if ya are curious. go to TF2chan [just search it] and look in Adult FanFiction. Serum and Watcher are my current works.

Codename for TF2chan: Curick

See ya there~!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/26283336/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/26283336/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 18:54:12 PDT
I love painting my new house, [moving to new address soon, kthxbai] but i haet the dumb idiot woman who my dad hired cause her father is working on the house. fuuuuuuuuuck.

i doodled. some, not that much.

Anyway, i don't have a scanner anymore, may it burn in hell. So i'm taking pictures of mah artz with a fucking camcorder. Shit. anyway. yes.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/24970309/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/24970309/ Tue, 26 May 2009 21:41:33 PDT
Anyway, I has art I need to post. Lots of it. Though I have been sadly lacking in artistic inspiration for the last few months.

What have I been doing when I had disappeared?

Simple:

1. I was sick. Bleeeeeeeeeeeeh. Hospital food sucks. SUCKS I TELL YOU.

2. I got a dog. Shiba Inu. I'll post a few pictures of him.
- Name: Kiku
- Age: 4.5 years
- Weight: 24 lbs.
- Color: Red

3. I got a Wii. and discovered the joys of Atlus' Trauma Center. and rediscovered the lulzing awesome of Persona 3 Fes.

4. Rping TF2. lots and lots of Rping.

5. BUYING STUFF FOR MAH FRIENDS. TOTEN AND AONABI I LUV YOUUUUUUUU.

Many apologies if you had art or something you wanted me to look at, I am very slowly working through the endless pages of deviations and messages.

What will be posted. By the end of August. I promise.

1. Chibis of Strauss, Kittens, Alexandray, Riku, and other characters.

2. Some original drawings, random doodles, stuff.

3. Some fics I wrote, random but fun.

4. Pics of Kiku and my fat Kitty bitchfighting

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/23086734/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/23086734/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 14:17:23 PST ILUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I CANNOT FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS MY HAPPINEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW. :3

hurr hurrr...erasers...too cute...melting brain...*dies*

i loev the stickers. yeeeeeeeeess...





Stolen from


TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

10) AAAAARGH. I APOLOGIZEEEEEEEE. MY SCANNER THREW A BITCHFIT AND NOW I MUST KILL IT SO IT WILL WORK AGAIN. WHEN IT WORKS I WILL SPAM YOU WITH GIFTS AND THE COMMISION I OWE YOUUUUU. plus ILU LONG TIEM

9) We must chat again!!! and rp the bastard children y/y?

8) I'm surprised you haven't guessed my sex yet, oh well.

7) YOU, I WILL BUY A WHOLE SET OF YOUR SHITTY BOOKS JUST TO BURN THEM IN FRONT OF YOUR RETARDED FANGIRLS. I HOPE YOU END UP IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL AND ALL YOUR RETARD FANGIRLS GO INTO PROSTITUTION.

6) ...hm...you're awesome and i love your stupid male cat. and your colorful bras. and your tendency to show them to me at school.

5) I'm not sure how you put up with me, but i'm glad you do. :3

4) LET'S PLAY SotC WOMAN. NOW TEACH ME HOW TO DEFEAT THAT BOSS.

3) squishy, squishy, squishy. i loev how squishy you are, especially in front.

2) hm....GROW SOME BALLS FAGGOT. so i kick them so hard that they fly out of your mouth. :3

1) lulz.


NINE things about yourself:

9) half the people i chat online with think i'm a guy and the other half think i'm a girl. it makes me lulz.

8) i love tea. LOTS OF TEA. PRAY TO TEA SLAVES.

7) i have more characters living in my head. they talk to me. i love them. :3

6) i have a fat cat. she spreads across the floor like melting jello

5) my favorite rpg class are mages or assassins. LONG LIVE TEH SPAH!

4) TF2chan is win.

3) i hate shopping. except for videogame shopping. bwahahahahhaaa

2) i rp tf2. a lot. :3

1) I LOVE OTTERS. THEY WILL RULE THE WORLD. SO WORSHIP THEM OR SUFFER MY RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE. lulz


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

8) let me abuse you. physically.

7) BE A GOOD RP-er OR I WILL RAEP YOUR MIND.

6) buy me video games. good ones.

5) Be yourself

4) have grey eyes.

3) listen to me babble incoherently

2) hate twilight.

1) worship tea and otters


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

7) "tea."

6) "i wonder if my rp partners are online”

5) "...tuna sashimi....”

4) "should i hit him? or should i kick him?...i'll just hit him”

3) Morning: "bleeeeeeeeeeh..dun wanna wake up"

2) "???"

1) *demented otter face*


SIX things you do before you fall asleep :

6) roll around

5) read

4) roll around some moar

3) stare at the ceiling

2) roll around yet again

1) play gameboy


FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment: (not in any order)

5) IrishDemo (rp partner)

4)

3)

2)

1)


FOUR things you see right now:

4) Chococat Cup with TEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

3) 20 cent eraser of WIN

2) my cat

1) Metal spoon for gouging out eyes


THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:

3) I can walk on Water by Basshunter

2) the shitty animal crossing theme song

1) zelda theme song
~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/22416013/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/22416013/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 14:21:59 PST :3

anyway, i finally sent out the packages i promised, so they should appear soon. i hope.

besides that...

FUCKING TOO MANY DEVIATIONS, I WILL MURDER THEM ALL. SHIT. TIME TO DELETE FOR GREAT JUSTICE AND HAPPINESS! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21988458/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21988458/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 20:56:56 PST
second. hospital food sucks like massivefail mixed with newfags

third. WHEN I GETS NEW LAPTOP I WILL BE ABLE TO PLAY TF2 WOOHOOOOOOOOO

yes, i'm alive, though my chinese class is convinced that i'm a zombie.

really.

and now i have a wii. :3 fun stuff.

RED FAIL SPAH SIGNING OUT!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21301888/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21301888/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 23:16:24 PST HOLY SHIT FUCKING HELL YES. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

OBAMA IS GONNA BE PRESIDENT *if the electoral delegates vote the way that the population does that is* TAKE THAT FALIN. HAHAHAHHAAHAHAAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

LOLOLOOLOLOLOL FALIN AND MCCAIN GOT PWNED. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I AM HAPPY. LET THERE BE LIGHT.


good luck to obama. the US is a mess right now.

---


HOLY SHIT and I LOVE YOU GUYS. ARGH I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM AT ALL THE LOVELY LOVELY THINGS YOU SENT MEEEEEEEEEE.

MY DAY HAS BEEN MADE!

-----

ARGH I LOVE YOU. THE FAN IS AWESOME. yes...now i am a complete dictator!

it goes like this..

*doo do doo!*
*Otterdictator has aquired fan!*
OTTERDICTATOR LEVEL UP! AHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

THE PICTURES ARE MADE OF WIN. YOU DREW THE BASTARD CHIDLREN IN SUCH A PRETTY WAYYYYYYY! LOVE!

KEKEKEEEEEKEKEEE I WORSHIP YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. I LOVE STRAUSS AND KITTENS, ARGH I WANNA MAKE KITTENS INTO A KEYCHAIN AND TOT HIM AROUND ALL THE TIME. AND THE PLUSHIE. IT MAKES ME JIGGLE WITH DELIGHT. all i can say is, holy shit this is awesome. bunny

and the candy will be eaten and i will get fat and happy. :3

-----

i'm going to get off my lazy ass and find some time to send your packages. yes. sometime this weekend hopefully. I have got to find more things to give both of you.

LONG LIVE OUR FRIENDSHIP! HEIL PEDODOKTOR AND LADY YELLOW!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21036758/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/21036758/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 18:51:58 PDT
- I HAVE THE ORANGE BOX. FUCK YEEEEES! TF2 AND PORTAL FTW!
- TOTEN WE CAN PLAY NOOOOOOOOOW!

Bad stuff:

- *opens portal, plays for 10 fucking minutes. portal crashes. has to restart computer*
- steam won't let me open EITHER GAME FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUCK!
- what the hell is administrative error at some random code? WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
- my computer is slooow. time to clean up my harddrive. fuck.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20590552/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20590552/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 19:10:35 PDT
i will send out packages when i can finish coloring. also, i need to stop eating the candies i buy for the packages.

TF2 is awesome. i want a better verison than having to borrow it, or use the ripped one i have. SPY AND MEDIC GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20471785/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20471785/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 12:31:47 PDT
i love it. fav classes are Spy and Medic. Medic more than spy though. if the huge influx of faves of Medic pictures isn't an indication.

LULZ:

HURR HURR birthday on 9/23

physics midterm on 9/23

I DUN HAVE SANITY LEFT

LOL

I WANNA MARRY THE MEDIC. OR PROPAGANDIST XIX.

HUUUUUUUUURR.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20296151/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/20296151/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:20:17 PDT
school is fine for me. yup. though college apps make me sad.

gonna send out sum packages to and hopefully. we will see if i can figure out the american mailing system in time. hu-fricking-ray.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19899087/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19899087/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:25:03 PDT
EPGY = AWESOME

TOTEN'S PACKAGE = EPIC WIN. ah! i love my little minion. he is so kawaii. the little strawberry-chocolate mountain things are really really good. *i ate half of them already* i wish america had this much cool stuff. :3

i gotta to post sum stuff.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19550890/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19550890/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 07:51:39 PDT [link]

So...at EPGY right now, and having fun. I love the classes and activities, the food isn't that great though. I love physics MOAR now. >:3. my room mate is ok, we don't talk much, but my friends are awesome!. dude, i sound like a third grader. yup.

only thing about EPGY i don't like is that i can't scan anything into the computer. not that that matters much, since i have a 6 inch stack of unfinished pictures at home. I wish i could upload some doodles i did though...

anyway, is here with meeeeeeeeee! i am immensely happy.

the people here are so talented! I FEEL WORTHLESS! *withers on the floor* D8< but i have already claimed the title of insanity, so i'm good.

alfjdlakjlasldfja...i miss talking to and on msn. ILU LONG TIEM. YES.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19314234/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19314234/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 16:14:26 PDT CALCULUS A/B: 5

I AM HAPPY. FEEL MY JIGGLING HAPPINESS.

i loev and

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19272530/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/19272530/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:37:45 PDT
i love my most recent character. Alexandray is such a cute otter mechana.

that is it.

also i found out how wonderful german music is. >:3

i love to talk to and on MSN. i loev them. yes.

um...i should probably check into jediorder (starwars chat) more often. but i'm a lazy fuck. so sue me.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18685426/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18685426/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 18:38:41 PDT I HAVE MOAR. BUT I NEED TO INTERGRATE MY PERSONAL COPY OF THIS JOURNAL WITH THIS PUBLIC ONE.

dear god. i counted the number of OC's that i've created over the years and it is over 80.

x > 80, where x is number of characters not including repeats.

OHSHIT, and i've drawn...like...9? *slaps self*

LONG LONG LONG LIST THAT IS IN PROGRESS. MOST STORIES HERE HAVE NOT BEEN DRAWN OR MENTIONED BEFORE.

I REUSE CHARACTERS AND CHARACTER NAMES. A LOT. ALL CHARACTERS HERE ARE THE MAIN CHARACTERS FOR EACH STORY.


Topaxian Order: Hell is a place where everyone goes when they die, it is not a punishment, but simply a holding pen until a person's pass to Heaven is approved. Currently, Hell is in chaos, with different factions trying to gain power. The Royal Family, Topaxian Order, and Gate Guard are the main players in this struggle for power. Four Hell Masters are supposed to keep the peace, but how can peace be kept when the very peace keepers want to power too?

Topax: Hell Master and slightly insane leader of the Topaxian Order. Teenaged girl with a vicious grudge against the Gate Guard. Enjoys tea, otters, and explosions.
Battle: Topax's demon guide, though no one is quite sure what Battle is...
Greyson: Topax's 2nd in command. He is loyal to Topax and prevents her from making stupid choices. Engaged to a Demon Princess
Asire: Formerly a Gate Guardian, but betrayed the Gate Guard in exchange for a life with his mistress. Had his Guardian eye ripped out to ensure his loyalty. Is mentally unstable, but not insane.
Cortel: Mage of the Topaxian Order, he hates his family with a passion. When he was alive, his parents hated him for being gay and a whore. Has lost his mind completely and lives to destroy his family when they enter Hell.
Vapor: Cortel's demon guide, relatively simple minded.
Tobi: Cortel's best friend in the Topaxian Order, he is also a mage. Tobi was born in Hell and is a demon. He is hopelessly in love with Greyson, but knows that Greyson will never love him back.
Hytal: Cortel's older brother. He joined the Gate Guard in an attempt to save his brother's soul. He is currently captured by the Order. Cortel hates Hytal with a burning passion.
Prince Xelios: Hell Master, 4th in line for the Throne of Hell. Out of the four Hell Masters he is the most logical and sane. Though a demon, he is more "human" than most humans. Has his own elite mage order, the Liox, to combat the Topaxian Order if need be.
Kira: Hell Master. A young man who lost him mind long ago. Has a tainted halo, which causes most citizens of Hell to speculate that he was once an angel. It is unknown how he gained the halo.
Mikal: Hell Master. A man who has never let anyone see his face. He dislikes Topax and constantly tries to take over the Topaxian Order, though she is the only one that he will get along with. It is speculated that he is related to Cortel, but that is unlikely. His mage powers are currently bound by Topax.
Graves: A living human. He was in love with Cortel, when Cortel was alive. When Cortel commited suicide, he wrecked his vengence on Cortel's family by burning down their house. Is affiliated with the mob.
Lanni: Current leader of the Gate Guard, has a grudge against Topax. She as the tendency to punish who ever speaks badly of Topax though...

Hellven: There is Heaven, Hell, and the Middle Lands. These three areas of the afterlife are home to angels, demons, and spirits. Very few people ever make it into these places, as souls are usually recycled, so that new souls do not have to be made. The Lord and Lady of Heaven rule Heaven with traditions older than memory. The King of Hell has the mindless adoration of his subjects, the few rogues eliminated by the Royal Assassin. There is unrest, as a new age of demon and angel marriages bring in a rare and new type of divine soul, the Halfling. Heaven is slow to change, while Hell quickly recruits the new Halflings. What will come of this?

Hayate: Half angel half demon 7th child of Lady Ilarila. She dislikes her family except for her halfling brother Kaven, and currently lives in Hell. After being disowned by her own family she was adopted into Hell's Royal Family. Is working as the Royal Family's Assassin. Loves Greyson. Is a ruthless and skilled fighter, kills without remorse. Her view of the world has been distorted by her grudge against her family.
Greyson: Ambassador of Hell. An Archangel who's family has served the Royal Family for generations. He loves Hayate, but occasionally views her as a nuisance, since she sometimes kills the people that he is trying to work with.
Sota: General of Hell, in love with Lady Ilarila but he won't speak up. An Archdemon that rose fro... ]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18564180/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18564180/ Thu, 29 May 2008 17:11:16 PDT
i finally finished coloring my gaia commish. still need to upload chibis though.

HOMG POFTD I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
- she bought me a Junpei commish. it is cute.

i have fanart?
yah.
failure. moooooooooooooooo...

[link] gaia online art shop

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18471564/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18471564/ Fri, 23 May 2008 22:52:21 PDT *currently cosplaying Propagandist XIX*

Toten-Sama thank you soooo much for your help! :3 And thank you for letting me cosplay as XIX.

I have a shop. it pwns your face. Propaganda Art Shop [link]
Lulz, I take commishs, prices at the shop.

I HAVE THE BEST MUTHERFOKKING GAME EVER! PERSONA 3 FES FTW!!!!1!! JUNPEIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I LUUUUUUUUVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. btw, i still fail at it. *is only lvl9*


*taken from a random journal. I forgot from where*

.:Rules:.
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people. Fuck that, just do it if you want.

.:Questions:.
1) How Old Are You?
Topax: Uh....i was...16....about 3 centuries ago! *happy happy*
Greyson: 36, at least that i what i can remember
Cortel: Why do you care? I'm 24 if you must know.
Hytal: 30.
Xelios: it doesn't matter. *twitch*


2) Height?
Topax: 5' 7" XD
Greyson: 6'
Cortel: 5' 6"
Topax: hahahaha! Cortel is shorter than meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. >:3
Hytal: *sweatdrop* 5' 10"
Xelios: 6' 3"


3) You got any bad habits??
Topax: nooooooooooooooo *shifty eyes*
Greyson: Coffee addiction, all because of her. *points at Topax*
Topax: XD
Cortel: I'm perfect.
Hytal: People say I work too hard...
Cortel: Yup, you sure do, and did.
Hytal: ....*facepalm*
Xelios: No, the royal family has no faults.


4) You a virgin?
Topax: Sex = EWWWWWWW WTF *withers on the floor in agony*. In simple words, yes.
Greyson: ....
Cortel: Of course not! What kind of loser is a virgin.
Hytal: *extreme blush of pwnage*
Cortel: *stares at Hytal* Brother, you fail.
Xelios: ....why am i here?


5) Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Topax: NONE! >:3
Greyson: I have a fiance...
Cortel: Let's see...there was Boss and Graves and Leer and Brian and...*continues on and on and on*
Hytal: *stares at Cortel* That is highly improper.
Cortel: Who cares? We're all dead.
Xelios: I'm leaving.


6) Have Any Kids?
Topax: Children are the bane of humanity. KILL THEM WITH FIRE!
Greyson: No, but I hope to have some in the future...
Topax: Keep them away from me.
Cortel: No, children ruin your figure
Hytal: Little brother, you can't get pregnant and you're gay
Cortel: So?


7) Favorite Food?
Topax: Noodles, Tea, Meat, or Fish? I can't decide
Cortel: Tea isn't a food
Topax: But you can still digest it.
Cortel: Good point.
Greyson: Cake
Hytal: Potatoes
Topax: I hate potatoes.


8) Favorite Ice Cream flavor?
Topax: Melon or chocolate
Cortel: what is this ice cream?
Hytal: I don't know.
Greyson and Topax: Right....
Greyson: Vanilla
Topax: Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame.


9) Killed anyone?
Topax: Yes desu. >:3
Greyson: Unfortunantly.
Hytal: No
Cortel: What? you work for the frigging Gate Guard!
Hytal: But we don't kill people
Cortel: Loser.


10) Hate anyone?
Topax: ....hate? not really...
Greyson: I'm too busy most of the time to care.
Cortel: yes. and he is standing right next to me.
Hytal: Little brother, please don't start this up again. This is supposed to be a peaceful meeting...


11) Any Secrets?
Topax: Lots and lots.
Greyson: She knows all of them. *points at Topax*
Cortel: Of course.
Hytal: No, my parents knew all about my life
Cortel and Topax: You Faiiiiiiiiiiiiil.


12) Love Anyone?
Topax: Yup! >:3 *shifty eyes*
Greyson: No...
Hytal: I thought you have a fiance...
Greyson: Topax arranged the marriage.
Hytal: Ah.
Cortel: yes, but he is alive and i am dead...


13) Tacos?
Topax: No Desu.
Greyson: Tacos? No, not right now.
Cortel and Hytal: ...........*facepalm*


14) Ever slept in all day?
Topax: Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees. :3
Greyson: No, normally she sleeps in and I stay up all day and night doing paperwork
Cortel: Used too, but now I have to train.
Hytal: Never, unless I was sick.
Cortel, Greyson, and Topax: You're too perfect to be real.

15) Eye colors?
Topax: Brown! ;3
Greyson: Green
Cortel: Green, they used to be blue but I like green better.
Hytal: One blue on black.
Cortel: Hey! Creator-person-thing! Why do we have weird eye colors?
Me: Cause i felt like it, now be good... ]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18083159/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/18083159/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:38:10 PDT
on gaia:
1. the auction is over. have 2 bids
2. i need gold. i has none

on dA:
1. i need to post

on YouTube:
1. watching princess tutu
2. starship troopers tophet campaign
3. [link] very good amv for princess tutu

i my life is a mass of tests right now. how lovely. not that any of you care. >:3

i have new pics. yes. and new characters. which shows that i can't consistantly draw one character for any amount of time.
- heydrich
- doodles of topax, greyson, asire, and cortel.
- cat people.
- random things. like robots.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/16558575/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/16558575/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 19:22:48 PST
Wonderful:

- i am still alive
- i has chocolate and tea
- i has new pictures
- ~Amaryan was really nice and let me color her lineart. i hope to be done with it soon.
- i has an art trade with ~Aonabi
- i has a new book. about werewolves. sexy werewolves.
- i has new video game. Atelier Iris: Eternal Mana. by capcom. it is funny. my favorite character gets turned to stone. XDDDDDD
-I CAN POST MY MUTHERFRICKING PICTURES HELL YES!
I HAVE AN 800 ON MY MATH II SAT. LOOOOOOOL

Not so Wonderful:

- i'm sick
- i want cupcakes.


WORSHIP/LOVE



THE WEREWOLVES HATE THE CUPCAKES!!!

IT'S VALENTINE'S DAY MY DEARS. GIVE OUT CANDY, EAT THE CANDY, AND HAVE A HEART ATTACK. LOL

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15946187/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15946187/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 14:31:48 PST
characters in pic:
- Sotsu
- Baka Yellow
- Owl man
- Nathan
- Mirza
- Topax
- *random suprise chars*

sooooooo....um...idk?

things to do:
- draw christmas oc pic
- art trade with
- study. T-T
- buy gifts for my lovely friends
- clean up my damn house



lol i wish i had the song "animal i have become" by 3 day grace. but i fail and don't want to download cause i too lazy. XDDDDDD dirge of swans is a good song too.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15866983/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15866983/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 16:18:54 PST *EDIT*

ARGH!!! I KNOWZ WHAT I WANTZ FOR CHRISTMAS NOWZ!!!! LOL AHAHAHAAHAHA


[link]


OK THANKS TO ROSE FOR THE SUGGESTION TO LIST THEM OUT IN ORDER OF WANT

LIST:
1. Victor (Germany)
2. Eugene (Germany)
3. Cory Walker (American)
4. Pavel Nikolaievich Chernov (Russia)
5. Mel (British)

:3 hur hur...

*END EDIT*






christmas oc pic rules here: [link]


INFO:

- i have highlighted my hair!!! lolwhut. XDDD
- AONABI!!!! I LOEV U LONG TIEM!!!!!!
- i will start doing commisions, if anyone wants to buy. XD price will vary from case to case.
- i will also do art trades.
- I LOEV U LONG TIEM?

Features:

Aonabi is an awesome artist! i really love her ideas and story lines. Her drawing style is neat and colorful, with nice attetion to detail. She is a really nice person too! I have had a lot of fun talking to her on MSN. the collabs/art trades that i do with her are the best things EVAR!!! ALL HAIL LADY YELLOW!!!

TotenVeloren is the artist that convinced me to stay on dA during the my first few months here. She is an amazing artist with stunning original characters and storylines. Toten's art style is unique, making her pieces stand out from the other artist on dA. Dictator Toten, I give you my soul!! *salutes*

Poftd is a friend of mine irl. Excellent artist who will not stop babbling about TTGL. her style is not really manga or realistic, it is somewhere inbetween. I really like her OCs when she actually makes them *coughdothedamnmeme* um...i give you cookies?

Anireal is one of the best detail and pattern artists i have seen on dA. The detail in her pictures is beyond belief. Despite the detail her pictures don't look cluttered or messy, instead the detail gives her pictures more depth. She is hyper but soooo very cool! GO ANIREAL!!!

ah...just noticed that they are all girls.

OK NOW FOR BOYS!

Wilhelm is awesoooome!!! although he only has a few deviations on his dA right now, his characters and pictures are wonderful! i really want to see him post more pics!

Bokeh is an excellent photographer, his pictures are occasionally fun but aways well done. now if he would stop calling me sunshine irl.


*EDIT*

POFTD STOP TRYING TO KILL ME WITH YOUR WORDS AND QUOTES FROM TTGL WOMAN! I WILL BE FORCED TO SLAP YOU!

lol i can say that cause im one too. lol

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15837853/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15837853/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 22:12:40 PST
IMPORTANT, I MUST HAVE THE COLORED REFS OF THE OCs BY THURSDAY. OTHERWISE YOUR CHARACTER WILL NOT APPEAR IN THE FINAL PICTURE.




I WILL BE DOING A GIANT CHRISTMAS PIC AS A GIFT FOR EVERYONE!!! :3 the pic will be of original characters

here are some rules

1. you get to pick ONE oc only, and it MUST be YOUR oc. I will NOT draw pictures of any fandom chara (ie, no naruto, inu yasha, or anything like that)

2. you must have a pic of the character, i don't care how well you describe your character in a paragraph, i have to be able to see a picture. the pic either has to be in color or with a color guide

3. the character's face and clothes must be shown in the pic. along with any other details that are important to your chara. include a SHORT description of your chara. so i can give them the appropriate expression and pose.

4. IMPORTANT! GET YOUR ENTRIES IN BY 12/13/2007


LIST OF CHARACTERS:
- Sotsu (TotenVeloren)
- Baka Yellow (Aonabi)
- Mirza (poftd)
- Owl Man (DemonsSilver)
- *currently unknown* (redglassfire)
- *surpise character* (topax)


I LOVE YOU ALL!!!





LOLWHUT! >:3

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15668690/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15668690/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 22:25:35 PST

awesome viral pic by mah friend :thumb71547149: [link]


*END EDIT*






*EDIT*
Lux Aeterna is the best theme song ever!!!! BEST THEME SONG EVER!!! lol! the dark prettiness. *drools* Thank you

um.....oh yah.... GREEN TEA CREAM PUFFS ARE THE TASTIEST THINGS ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH!!!!! HELL YAH!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! forgive me for being late!!!! i has no time to color your pic!!! T-T i hope to get it done by next week. ILU!!!
*EDIT*



Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1 : be a doctor.
2 : learn german
3 : live in germany, and be a doctor there. awesome medical equipment!

Three Names You Go By:
1 : Hayate
2 : Topax
3 : Skipper


Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1 : skipperxotter
2 : otterclanz
3 : jedi_malak


Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1 : hair
2 : brain
3 : shoulders.


Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1 : one part otter
2 : one part human
3 : 100% insanity


Three Things That Scare You:
1 : spiders
2 : horror movies
3 : having no tea


Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1 : internetz/computer
2 : TEA!
3 : um....books?


Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1 : Cargo pants with camoflage pattern. >:3
2 : A long sleeve shirt from Crazy Shirt. looks like a long sleeve shirt with a short sleeve shirt over it but is really just one shirt
3 : knee length black over coat. love the military style cut. >:3


Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1 : MCR!
2 : Weird Al
3 : lolwhut. idk


Three Of Your Favorite Songs :
1 : Heaven Help Us - MCR
2 : The Saga Begins - Weird Al
3 : Welcome to the Black Parade - MCR


Three Things You Want In A Relationship :
1 : some sort of common sense/logic
2 : intelligence plz
3 : trustworthy


Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1 : i love otters. :3
2 : i like eggplant
3 : i like taking things apart and/or chopping things into bits and examining said bits


Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1 : long hair, preferably black or blond
2 : different perspective
3 : i can poke them? lolwhut.


Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1 : Drawing
2 : Reading
3 : Sleeping


Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1 : Doctor: ER surgeon.
2 : Genetic Engineer
3 : Marine Biologist


Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1 : Japan
2 : Germany
3 : uh...idk?


Three Kid's Names You Like :
1 : Cain
2 : Lina >:3
3 : Gabrial


Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1 : my friends say that i look like a bishe with my hair back....
2 : i wear boy's clothes lolwhut
3 : people have mistaken me for poftd's twin brother.


Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1 : um....i like shiney things?
2 : i like to...eat chocolate?
3 : epic fantardism. ILU SYLAR!!!

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:


YES SHARI-SAN I AM GONNA BURY U IN PILES AND PILES OF MEME'S AND OTHER RANDOM CRAP! FEAR IT! FEAR!!!! LOLWHUT. (shari = poftd)

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15497501/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15497501/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 17:56:28 PST ~


FETUSES IN JARS!!!!11!!!! ALL UR BASE ARE US!!! FEEEETUSEEESSSSS!



lol whut. ...^^"

reasons to be happy:

1. oc meme....lots and lots of fuuuuun

2. when to the body world exhibit at the Tech museum. :3 FETUSES!!! the Tech museum body worlds exhibit has the most awesome things ever! i mean where else do you get to see fetuses in jars? it was so AWESOME!! i mean....you can see all the muscles in the body and how they work!!! it is soooooooo....i can't explain the fucking awesomeness!!!! i bought the book too....so cool...

3. i got a free book on german grammer. (fails and doesn't understand it)

4. i has tea?


my brainz are getting eaten by too much dA and not enough thinking. lol whut. XDDDD


--------
_{we are all gonna die. so why not take someone down with you? hmmm?}

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15424540/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15424540/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 18:01:41 PST
i want to post, but r too busy and lazy. lol

i punched a tree, it hurt, but it was fuuuuun. XD

emotion displays of how my-life-sucks-compared-to-your-awesome-life make me want to commit homocide. and i want to sleep.


yah............


we all lose control
emotions run wild
i pull out my gun
and fire away


oh look! moar emotional crap from me! lol. i fail!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15367061/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15367061/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 20:55:25 PST
*EDIT!!!*
Currently working on the covers for Alternate Earth, Lisella, and 91st. Company
*END EDIT*

THIS JOURNAL INSPIRED BY THE LOVELY ILU!!!

I just noticed that I reuse a lot of characters in my stories (note: some characters not yet introduced) the character personalities change from story to story though. >:3

Greyson - Hell Master, 91st Company, Project D-Day, Alternate Earth, and Hellven
Frost - 91st Company, Project D-Day, Lisella, Hellven, Twinsoul
Topax/Hayate/Skipper - all stories, just with a different name is some of them. (lawl, i include myself in as stories. i fail)
Sota (Black Cat) - Project D-Day, 91st Company, Hellven, Lisella, TwinSoul, Alternate Earth
Surge - Twinsoul, Project D-Day, 91st Company, Lisella, Hellven, Alternate Earth
StormCloud - Twinsoul, Project D-Day, Hellven
(will list more once i remember/find them again)

Story lines:

1. Hell Master
Currenty being posted and developed on dA, newest story line.

2. TwinSoul: Founders
very first story arc. on hiatus. includes souls, animals, people, talking animals, animal souls that kick ur ass, otters, ninjas, and...stuff. killing things. like usual.

3. TwinSoul: The War
on hiatus.

4. TwinSoul: MythicBlade's Reign
on hiatus

5. Lisella
Based in a world that has magic, demons, elves, and other races. The 'Meeting the Teachers' story is based off it. though this story line needs to be cleaned up. includes really unoriginal magical attacks, summoning, killing things, drunkness, and idioticy.

6. The 91st. Company
Military story. includes time traveling, germany, the US, war, and cannibalistic-tendencies. my favorite. if i could get off my lazy ass and draw it.

7. Hellven
this is the story that the Hell Master arc is based off of. heaven/hell theme. angels, demons, half-angel half demon main character, killing things, earth, generally causing havoc and scaring mortals.

8. Alternate Earth: WWII
Military story about if Germany had won WWII. includes google tranlated german, pwnage, otters, dogs, killing, blood, profanity, sex, and other things. i will post this once i get off my lazy ass and draw it

9. Project D-Day
Military story, about a military experiment that gave soldiers special abilities. the experiment is used on a group of teenagers who mistakenly taken. The military must find a way to train them and sort out the mess at the same time. includes, drill sergants, pwnage, angst, killing, asshattery, more angst, idioticy, bitchslaps, marysue hunting, and sexy pplz.


Fan-based Stories

1. X-men: Turning Knife (xmen/heroes crossover)
the xmen take in Skipper Hido, a mutant who can control air and has Sylar-tendencies. The xmen have to decide whether to mind wipe Skipper or try to rehabilitate her. but time is running out and Skipper isn't the only one killing mutants for their powers. In fact Skipper has friends, or more precisely a cult that follow Sylar's ideals. The xmen, brotherhood of evil, and all mutants have two choices: join Sylar's Followers and become the future or be killed.

2. X-men and Heroes: It's Slashtastic!
all possible pairings for Heroes and X-men, right or wrong or just plain creepy. examples: Mylar, Nathan/Bennet, Sylar/Mister Muggles, Mohinder/Mohinder, Logan/Scott, Remy/Rouge, Jean/Emma, Bishop/Creed. basically, you have to be tolerant of slash, het, and femslash. otherwise................*BOOM*

3. Crossing Over (Pokemon and Dragon Warrior Monsters: Terry's adventure crossover)
only those who play both games will understand. i think. well it is a story on who would win if they battled. the story i wrote has DWM winning cause it is the better game. will post on dA.

lol

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15322132/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 19:08:17 PDT
on the saner side of life.....I FAIL AT PIXEL ART!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! CURSE YOU MS PAINT!!!! lol *runs around with the power of the sugar fairy*

Yah....soooooooooooooooo......i has tea


I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!






FRIENDS:



PHRASES THAT COME OUT OF TOPAX'S MOUTH IN REAL LIFE:

1. GUESS WHUT BITCHZ! I KILL YOU!

2. ......OTTERS?! WHERE?

3. SYLAR IS THE SEX!!!!

4. ..KILL U.

5. LAWL (yes, i do say lawl)

6. SYLAR EATS YOUR BRAINZ!

7. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight............ *shifty eyes*

8. DO NOT WANT!!!

9. ........whut?

10. FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.......

11. lawl I fail.

12. *singing random lyrics from When Your Evil*

13. Stop being stupid. cunt. *uberbitch slap*

14. MYLAR!!!! *fantard squeal*

15. Your short.... *stares, gets bitten by 5' 2" friend*

16. *licks you, or more precisely...licks the air near you*

17. GAMEBOY PWN U!!!

18. *makes a random otter face* bao! (pronounced ba-ow)

19. MAH KITTY KILL U!!!

20. WORLD DOMINATION TIEM!!!

21. >:3 WATERPOLO TIEM!!!!

22. PWNED!

23. BLOOD? I WANTZ BLOOD!!!

24. I HATE fantards

25. TIEM TO HUNT MARY-SUES!!!! *pulls out M16, grenade launcher, baseball bat, waterpolo ball, machine gun, and attack otter*

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15305255/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15305255/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 16:38:29 PDT
lol.....sell me your soul. or if you want we can play a game of cards. if you lose then i gets your soul. AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAA!!!!!

in other words. for the sake of being politically correct....I am a lesser sin. Gambling. so....yah.....

Will post pic of myself as a member of the Totenic Reign. lol......i draw on mah face!!!!!


I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!




PHRASES THAT COME OUT OF TOPAX'S MOUTH IN REAL LIFE:
1. GUESS WHUT BITCHZ! I KILL YOU!

2. ......OTTERS?! WHERE?

3. SYLAR IS THE SEX!!!!

4. ..KILL U.

5. LAWL (yes, i do say lawl)

6. SYLAR EATS YOUR BRAINZ!

7. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight............ *shifty eyes*

8. DO NOT WANT!!!

9. ........whut?

10. FOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.......

11. lawl I fail.

12. *singing random lyrics from When Your Evil*

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15042832/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/15042832/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 22:21:49 PDT
1. i have two chatrooms. to get to them. enter and chatroom and type in /join TopaxianOrder or /join DyradBar (i will put up links later) TopaxianOrder link: [link]
DyradBar Link: [link]

2. HOMG I GOTZ BIRTHDAY PIC!!!!! I WORSHIP U, AONABI!!!! the gift makes me happy!!!!!! *cries tears of happy papaya smoothie insanity* [link]

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14791189/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14791189/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:49:36 PDT
and i made my own one for the Topaxian order [link]
I will normally be on at about 4 pm. i wil try to stay on as long as possible. *time may change due to other obligations*

There will be a Gate Guard chatroom soon. i promise for those members of the guard.

Ok, so i will be posting more pictures as soon as i finish coloring and inking the craptasitic work that i have. i will also be introducing new characters, mostly members of the gate guard. History of the four hell masters will be added too. :3


HOMG SYLAR I LOVE U!!!!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14757311/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14757311/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:04:39 PDT SYLAR LIVES BITCHZ!!!! HAHAHAAAHAHAAHAAhahahHAHAAAaaaa!!!!
....
...
......this is the best birthday gift for me. :3 birthday today. homg im so old. T-T birthday 9/23








first ten people to respond and ask will featured in my journal. i will pic three devations and post links to them on this journal. the catch is that if you get featured you need to do one of these journal's yourself.

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]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14720886/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14720886/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 21:38:29 PDT
aahaaa....i spend all my time listening to a MCR cd that burned for me. 20 songs on it! *dances* hahahaaa...i could use my ipod but i fail and am lazy so i use a cd player.....

well...yes....and....welll...birthday on 9/23. which i found out today was the day that 9 black students first entered Central High School. hahaaa...i r is asian fail bear.

WARNING EPIC RANT STARTING... please do not take any offence in what is said, and DO NOT FUCKING act like 'this is really bad but, for this one time i will let this go, don't do it again.' if you don't like then don't read. YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER! *hint hint, to a certain person* *do note: somethings here may be hypocritical.*

emocons are so funny...heeehee...woah.... i hat- no highly dislike a lot of things about life right now. that is an understatement, probably just about everything. i guess that what i like about the internet is that you don't have to show all of yourself, all that the other people see is what you want them to see. unfortuantly for me, my art tends to show things about me that nobody that i know in real life see. it is kind of interesting that everything that is secret comes out on paper in colors and lines. or in words.

kind of odd you know...seeing parts of your self posted on the internet for all to see, but only those that bother to look can see what you are.

I told by the best debate teacher that I have ever had that the extremely intelligent and the gifted often write or go into drawing. The reason is that in drawing you can escape and create a world that does not exist, a world where you are the supreme ruler, the god. All the people dance to your tune, a place were the laws of reality only apply if you want them too. I do have an active imagination and a interest in blood and anotomy that is often considered unnatural by others. Even after i tell them that i wish to be a doctor they won't FUCKING lose that face that says "that is nice dear, you need a help" when will people lose such stereotypes?

Half the things that i think and draw i will never say out loud or show. at this time of uncertainty and hatred such...unusual ideas would be met with scorn, fear, and hate. we humans are such....inflexable and intolerance creatures. pathetic creatures that by some lucky fluk became the conquers and destroyers of the earth. I had an interesting experience in my US history class, I was the only one to clap at the idea of a supreme dictatorship. If there was a dictatorship in the US, we would not be ripping ourselves apart from within. I would not have to stand by and see what was a noble country kill itself, not have to worry about the uncertantity of a country who's leader changes every four years. I know there would be draw backs, and at some point i would fight against the dictatorship but....still. i don't know what to trust.

"So what are we supposed to believe in? The government? The gods? Only fools place their fate in the hands of an unknown entity. I will not , I have no wish to die early." - Mikal

"It is so ironic. I wish for some one to tell me what to do but at the same time wish to command everyone. How useless of me, to obey is to be a lapdog, to take command is to be a leader. What do I want? Of now it is no matter, I must watch over the Order." - Topax

"The monarchy is dying if not dead. In a world were equality is the theme...monarchy cannot exist. However equality can be interperted as many things. We are such fickle creatures, wanting to fullfill a dream but not wanting to let go of what we already have." - Xelios

"What is normality? How do we, as humans, define normality? None of us are 'normal'. It is impossible to be normal, if we were all 'normal' humanity would be like a society of clones." - Kira



my dictators:


People wonderful people whom i've met on dA:
http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14568214/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 21:20:44 PDT
Birthday on 9/23.

........i get one birthday gift free....:3 it is the return of Heroes on HBO. 9/24. SYLAR I MISSED U!!!!! _{and i hope you are not ded}

i hate school........

on the happier side of life.

HOMG SYLAR I LUV U!!!!! LALALAAAAAA!!!! I FINALY HAVE SOME MASTERY OVER PHOTOSHOP CS2. AND MY DAMNED ARTIST BLOCK OF DOOM IS GONE!!!

MAH FRIENDS!!!

my dictators:


People wonderful people whom i've met on dA:


friends i know from real life....



AND my characters from Hell Masters are happy. because im finally going to start putting the story together. :3

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14401903/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14401903/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:25:51 PDT of september. yes! well it isn't that close but hell. don't care. :>



AARHAJGFAJFDSADJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! i hate school! hate hate hate!!!!! my classes are retarded to the max!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!! *ded* im turning into a procrastinating ass again!!! FWARGH!!!!!!!

i like: history (sarcastic teacher of doom. XDDDDD), bio (fun! first lab this week!!!! )

i dislike: math (the class moves to slow. T-T), chinese (ahahaaaaa, doesn't learn anything. fails), english! (everyone lets share our feelings on this book. ARGH! *strangles teacher)

Math would be fun IF we were doing derivatives right now. but we are not so....im stuck with and in a damned math class that doing things that don't require calculus!!!! FWARGH! I KILL!!!!
<sub>i luv derivative. it is fun. if you know derivatives solve this problem: x^6 + 12x^3 - x

if you know intergrals: sin x</sub>

........im so lazy.

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14384160/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14384160/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 17:14:00 PDT
we live in a cesspool of patheticness. :<

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14356872/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14356872/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 22:08:29 PDT
2. Draw a pic of Iseii.

3. Draw pic of Hytal before he kills me.

4. finally draw Mikal's face.

5. Xelios and Kira pic. with annoying otter added

6. fan art

7. more fan art

8. actually do at least the first two before school ends this year. school is starting.

9. what ever random stuff that comes to me

10. post all the shitty scraps and doodles that i have lying around my room. ;A; fuuuuuuuck...so messy........

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14296691/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14296691/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 00:11:21 PDT
things i did/saw:

1. geckos!!! i luv geckos!!! they be pretty and green.

2. fish! i when snorkling. it was fun. XD no barracudas though....T-T

3. more fish! i fed them.

4. various fruit trees. like coconut (erm...yeah), banana, and papaya

5. papaya smoothie. yuuuuuummm...^^

6. I got to eat happy ramen!!!! XDDDDDD

7. TV i have not cable or anything at home. T-T so i watched TV!!! XDDDDD

8. more fish!!!! lawl

9. flowers. pretty colors...

10. mongooses!!! they are so cool and fast....like squirrels....XD

11. sea turtles. lots and lots of sea turtles. I will post pic of them later.

12. erm...cats......

13. waterfalls.

14. guys with long hair. it was pretty.

15. birds. pretty shiny colorful birds

Hell Master Quotes:

"In the darkness I walk, but I will remain strong for my lord and the light." - Kira

"So we fall into darkness, as the light of Heaven will not shine on the damned." - Xelios

"Lawl it went BOOM!!!!" - Topax

"I hate U. AHGDGFEDRAAAA!!!" *is tackled by random demon* - Mikal

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14111915/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/14111915/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 17:54:14 PDT *glomps*




Xelios wants to talk to U. though i honestly have no idea why...*sweatdrop* ..... ..... ..... ARGH!!! my Hell Master OC's are talking to meeeeee!!! *ded*

A picture showing my current feeling of pathetic happiness. [link]

Xelios: ....you my Creator are honestly somewhat pathetic.

erm...right...anyway is really cool! i took a debate class with her and we doodled pics during it! the intructor was really nice.

and....i need to post said doodles. lol i fail. lol

Xelios: Creator if you did not procrastinate so much perhapes you would have posted the doodles already.

and i know that so Xelios should shut up. anyway....i am bored and i need to do the rest of my voluteer hours at the animal shelter. lol

I got happy chocolate!!! *puts box on alter and worships* i luv my chocolate! purr. lol and my kitty is sleeping on my bed and getting cat hair everywhere. :< lol

Xelios: Creator are you alright? You are not making much sense, did you eat too many pieces of chocolate and become...'hyper'?

right....anyway....Heroes will start up next month!!!! YEAH!!!!! woot!!! :euphoric: lol.

Xelios: ...would that be the television show that you love with the man who has telekinesis?

yup! lol

Xelios: ....I think I prefer your Hell Master self better....

Oh right! and to Xelios gives his love! thanks for being supportive of my characters. *glomps* Xelios luvs U!!!!

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13914522/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13914522/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 21:48:30 PDT what if the sky wasn't blue?
Care to answer little one?
I know you have a clue
about the disturbing pandomonium
that circles around you.

look at the pretty
that thing over there
with its pretty fur and lovely eyes
don't you want to take it home?
Here let me help you
it takes only a little work
Ah! there.
here you go, the little pretty won't run away now
isn't it lovely around your little neck?

argh....random stupid poetry. i fail at writing it and it suxs. 2 different poems do you understand what they are talking about? ....*stares at the poems* whoa....they sound deranged...... T-T

I need something sweet and tasty. but there is nothing like that in my house right now....

i think i have listened to MCR's Welcome to the Black Parade at least 50-60 times now.........


Of course im just bored and useless right now so what ever. XDDDDD lol

im crazy, i don't know
who are you? i think in know
wait how does that work?
how can i know but not
look at the power of illogic
i love it, i hate it
an annoying boy i know uses it
against my other friend
who argues back and then
they have a fight, loud and long
then i have to sigh, and turn it up
the lovely music in my head.

OH MMMM FREAKING G!!!! when in the name of hell and all that is not holy will the damned poems leave my head??? aAAAAAAAaaaGAHAHAHHHHHHHHHH. *stabs random person* the damn things don't make any sense either......

-Topax *currently homocidal*

did this cause i was bored. things that you might not have know about me. (inspired by the tag game.)


If i obsess i REEEEAAAALLYYY obsess. if annoys the frick out of meeeeeeee. T-T those who remember my manga phase will understand. One example would be when Hughes dies in FMA, i fricking cried like a pansy. understand now?

I hate Mary-Sues and godmoders. i have every right to hate them since i was one once, and understand how fucking annoying it is.

I love otters with a passion. you even think about trying to hurt an otter and i will kill you. i mean it. many people think that it is odd but it is true.

things that i still love and are reading/watching: Xmen (comic), Heroes (go nbc.com), Bionicals (spelling...T-T, i have all three movies lol), Star Trek (includes books and episodes, i know that i am a geek, live with it. lol), Star Wars, LoTR, all miyazaki movies, werewolf books, fanfiction (the good none OC and mary-sue kind.). that is all i can think of for now.

i love my gameboy, and the random games that i for it. POKEMON LOVE!!!!!!!!!

Hell. what was i talking about?


third time i have updated this journal in one day. T-T

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13858913/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13858913/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 11:17:30 PDT
Started listening to MCR. Aahahaahaaahaaaaaa!

My mother got a new floor for dining room and living room. Now she is spasing out if you walk on it and leave a print or if you drag chairs across it. the freaking floor is scratch proof on purpose. though i guess it really doesn't matter since she spends all her time cleaning the damn thing. At least that she as work otherwise the floor would probably be so bright and shiny my eyes would get burned out of my head. *ponders the idea*

I want heroes to come out already. I miss Sylar.

I played Concentration the card game with my parents, my mother beat the pants off of me and my father. How the holy hell does she remember were all the cards are? the game is played with getting pairs. so the score was like this Mom: 17 Dad: 5 Me: 4. guess who wanted a rematch and got pwned again?

Im finally playing Cave Story again. though admittly i fail at playing and get pwned by the stupid gaint Mimga.

Finished reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows twice in 2 days. My dad was freaked since it took him 3 days to finish it once. the stupid took about 4 hours per read. First time i read it, it was ok. the second time it was less than enjoyble. The ending is too disney to be really. I would hide the damn thing as far away from me as possible, but my mother needs to read it. *sweatdrop*

love to TotenVeloren, otters, Sylar, and everyone else!

*bows*
-Hayate

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I don't like him and his idiotic ways and if you don't believe me go on youtube and look at all the lovely recordings that people take of his speechs and other things. If he reinstates the draft i will go to new zealand or some other neutral country and hide. enough about the bastard.

Ok, that was good. Um...i want Heroes to come out and i miss Sylar. Sylar is smexy. blah blah blah whatever to the rabid anti-Sylar people out there that don't like him.

I FOUND MY FREAKING POKEMON RUBY VERSION AND HMFoMT FINALLY!!!! and a lot of other games that i though i lost. FoMT is such a fun game, and now i am addicted again and will rant if one of my sheep dies. XD if anyone can identify said games (HMFoMT, LotRK2, LtLR) i will draw the winner a picture of choice (not that anyone really cares. XDDD) the last one is pretty hard so good luck. XD

Thanks to redglassfire for giving me some really awesome tea.

I luv TotenVeloren, her art, Sylar, otters, HMFoMT, and tea.

till later
-Hayate

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2. Make your character realistic if you are going to RP. That means that your character needs to have weakness. NO GODMODING!!! Your character MUST be approved first. Do not kill another persons OC just cause you want to or get into a fight that you can't win.

3. If you aren't RPing just use normal text. For RPing use [for action] and "for words"

4. Don't just ram into an RP session. Find ask the people RPing before joining or get invited into the session or start your own RP session.

5. try to get on at least once a week, that way i will know if you are alive or not. XD

6. Hell is like the real world just that it rains blood and there are demons running around. Holy objects are hard to find too. (more on the scene later)

7. Character Profile. Draw a picture if you must. However do not link your picture to the Chatroom. If you want to create a character at a comment at the bottom of this Journal with your characters Profile.

Profile Format
Name:
Age:
Gender:
Species: (demon, human, ect.)*
Descripton:
Element Type:**
Weakness:***

*you make pick any species that you want just absolutly NO: fairies, merpeople (more may be added). There is a special exception for angels and dragons, though to be approved you have to write a sample RP.

**Element types: Water, Fire, Electricity, Wind, Earth, Ice, Darkness. NO holy unless you have an APPROVED angel character.

***A MUST, but it can't be something outrageous like the tears shed from a virgin from the moon. ok, try things that you might actually find in Hell.

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I got to hold a heart! and an eye that was so COOL! im tired.... BUT still holy fricking sweet mother of tea that was great!!!!

needless to say that i have no pics to put up and i feel sad but if i scan in the pics that i drew i will have something. maybe.

the food was crap and so was the amount of sleep but hey you can't have everything.

anyway now i am playing golden sun and it is cool but i will probably fail at it. again. yeah. well then.

I love Totenveloren, Sylar, Otters, and Medical Forums. oh yes and mister cash too. I know that you are going to see this Cash so answer me!!!!!! ]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13322346/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13322346/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 22:33:14 PDT
love you all,
Hayate


Ok so right now it is summer for me. XD i be happy. anyway since it is summer i have 2 summer campy things, one is a marine biology thing and the other is a medical thing. *oh yes very descriptive* the marine biology thing is coooooool! i mean COOL! since you get to do your own project and bring sealife back to the lab. the medical thing...erm is a pain since i have to do 5 hours of shopping in 2 freaking days. I FUCKING HATE SHOPPING!!!!!!! GAH! CURSE YOUR UNKIND GODS!!!!!!

anyway i got into a humane sociaty voluteer program that i really wanted to get into! i get to work with bunnies!!!!! yeh! it is a really good program since even if you are under 18 they have you work with animals. they have 3 different fields dogs, cats, and rabbits. they actually interview you to see whether they should accept you or not. so it turned out in my interview that have previous experience with rabbits really helped, because most people who apply go for dogs. kekekekekekekkekekekekeeeeee

yes Mylar is eating my brain!!!! i luv the freaking pairing. i've ended up reading freaking crappy fanfiction about it. YARRRRGGGGG!!! the funny thing is that i freakin' can't stand the stupidity of some of the writers. and i can't stand their fanfiction either BUT i still end up reading it. T-T SYLAR IS SMEXY!!!!

ok anyway i took my cat to the vet, and it turns out that my fat kitty has gained 2 pounds and is now 16 pounds. in other words she is FAT. ... ... ...yeah... ...weeeelllll then when i got her home she ran off and ate more cat food. how can my cat gain weight? she is on freaking super low fat kitty diet food. *sweatdrop* then at 9:00 pm she threw up not once but twice on the carpet and i have the pleasure of cleaning it up.

Sylar is smexy. Mylar is good(except when written by idiots). bunnies are cute and soft. my cat is fat. i water polo. i luv TotenVeloren, she be my favorite artist.

oh yeah, i found out that i need a life.

...DDR!!!!!!!!!! XDDDD Sylar

]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13154726/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/13154726/ Wed, 30 May 2007 17:59:47 PDT : well now that, that is out of the way my lab final thing with DemonsSilver turned out ok. Only a 10% error. I be happy. Now i be happier if a) my scanner would work b) that i didn't have to take the Chem SAT this saturday c) i remember to upload more pics and finally d) THAT HEROES WOULD FREAKING START UP AGAIN (no luck with this one heroes doesn't start till Septmber in America...T-T).

However on the happy side i do have a lovely summer coming up. i will be gone for 2 and a half weeks during the summer. Wooo! summer campy things. but the one that i am most excited about requires me to get up a 5 am for three days straight....T-T Well anyway i love sylar as usual and i shouldn't watch the LOTR movies again other wise i will be come a Haldir nut job again. That and the fact that I if i watch starwars or xmen i will go crazy, hunt you all down, and chew on your sleeves. (pokes tehsharisan) teh drama in xmen(comics) is like a soap opera gone wrong, like rancid bacon ^^ Yes...erm...well i think i am starting to get over the fact that heroes won't start for another few months. (how about not?)

I love LHS(if you know what this stands for i will hug you, hint it is in california) It has really good summer programs for marine biology. *starts singing about tidepools* there be lots of things i want to do that the campy thing. XD ok...well chem is going to be a part of the campy thing....chem....*ded* i need to murder a certain chem teacher whose initals are CJN....

weeeeeheeeee............XDDDD pokemon... ... ... ...yeah...i want my gameboy...*needs to find it* i don't like pearl or diamond the entire 100 new pokemon thing is starting to irrate me.....*eyelid twitch* .... Shindler's List (did i spell it wrong?) XD that and PofC3....go Jack! Will needs to get a life....XD Claire needs to die, and stay dead. and um... well i need to stop obsessively playing DDR....i think i played rainbow rainbow on difficult...uh...25-30 times?

i say sylar be smexy!

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I will be sad if they kill off Sylar, but that probably will happen so I will just have to rewatch all the episodes that he is actually in and wait till another character that I like shows up. Now though I want to watch the show Charmed or something like that because Zachary Quinto plays a cat killing witch hunter in it.

I should be doing my homework right now...either that or finishing that damn picture.....meh....

Ok just adding on to this. I love Sylar and am probably going insane since i have been favoriting most good Sylar pictures that i see... Um...yeah. Well, I have also decided that if i am going to go insane with cursing at my Adobe Photoshop for saying that my tablet pc is NOT touch sensitive (it is touch sensitive) at least i will have Heroes and other things like lovely art from totenveloren, silentreaper, and other artist to keep me happy. I heart all of you artists that are better than me.

well i just keep adding to this journal....XD I found another artist to stalk! (not that i have enough already...XDDD) mavoorik is the new stalked-by-me artist. she draws slash! Yeah, slash!!!! WOOOOOO! *runs around screaming* sorry mavoorik if you take offense to this.

I think that i am having mental problems with this Heroes obsession. I've been rewatching all the episodes this sylar in them again and again and again and....and again(to the nth power n=1 to infinity) was you can probably read...XD basically it means watching episodes 6-18 repeatedly. gah.

and from watching way too much heroes i started to have dreams about a fantasy world that i made up in middle school. with is a problem seeing as i have...4 original series and 3 fan-based series. I should draw pictures for the originals since most of the main characters cross between the series....Frost is one of them. (from my first and second deviations) so tell me what would be good to start? there are four choices: magical school, spirit controlling ninjas, heaven-hell/angel-demon, or the original that spurred the rest?

Ok moving on. I like a fish. and i should start another journal entry. and i need to stop thinking about heroes and staying up late. i need sleep. ....Fish....yes anyway i have now found that i have an overwhelming urge to draw fanart. Heroes fan art. which i have drawn one....Hehe poor Demonsilver. <didn't expect me to draw chibi prawn, abit very minor) woo....moo...........i want to draw stuff like backgrounds too but im to lazy. and i am having spelling and grammar problems right now. i would like to draw a gift for TotenVeloren but currantly swamped and freaked out about failing to draw her lovely characters to any actual usable standard that i have. hax. plus add that to internet trouble (muzzerfricking wireless internet!) a lab report, losing my glasses the day before and finding them at 11:00 pm, being forced by my mother to get a hair cut that makes me look even more like a boy, my cat barfing on the carpet, running out of my favorite (and much needed soda and chocolate), buying the wrong brand of cheap but tasty chocolate popsicles, and not getting enough sleep because of being addicted to dA. there you go. you have me and my week/weekend/today/yesterday in hell.

OH MY GOD! the heroes season final is so anticlimatic! but IN YOUR FACE PETER!!!!!!! you are the one who goes boom! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Sylar lives!!! he lives! see he goes into the sewer so that means he isn't dead! KAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!! weeeeeee....ok that was fun. I like the "well seems like your the villian Peter..." comment Sylar is a hero, Sylar is a hero now if only that undead cheerleader from hell would die too! I started to download all the comicbooks from nbc.com. they be fun. woooooooooooo.............Ahahaaha...ok anyway........watch heroes! i feel bad that Nessica the bitchtard team hit Sylar. and peter punched him 1 time with a veiw at 4 different angles...*Peter you fail at life!* I lived through the first day of my lab final that has to do with mutherfricking titration. My partner and i co... ]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/12736908/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/12736908/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 22:34:15 PDT
on the happy side my coloring a pic and should hopefully upload it this weekend....HOPEFULLY...

love y'all....

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Oh i remember! Naruto! let's not forget our favorite idiot ninja. Hello people, there is no way that some high heel wearing, demon ridden, Mary Sue ninja could possibly exist in Naruto. For crying out loud, Mary Sues are good for only one thing and that is lighting on fire or strapping pieces of sodium metal to then throwing in pools.

-Topax

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]]> ~topax http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/11674992/ http://topax.deviantart.com/journal/11674992/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 18:17:25 PST 1. got nicknamed Kittens Mcgee by members of robotics team
2. scanner doesn't work so can't post pic
3. friend go sick and can't talk
4. brain when out the window
5. watched dr. mcninja, vgcats, and other web comics and had a laughing fit
6. had vision of otters dancing in a broadway musical

yup odd week.

*drools at a boy, i will call him zachelle* XD

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