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                <title>Am I in or am I out?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Dec 2009 21:21:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>What is there to think about?</i><br />ISMFOF<br /><br />Mmk. So I started doing something new.<br />Writing something, anything every day (well, in my case, every night).<br />It's just to get my juices flowing, so I don't lose touch with my writing.<br />It's also very helpful, personally. I get to vent.<br />Ha.<br /><br />I encourage all of you, whether or not you are writers, to do this.<br /><br /><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif?11" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a> and <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/i/misstown.png?4" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a> are <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ISMFOF</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Nov 2009 18:32:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SUNDAAAY<br />i get to see I Set My Friends On Fire.<br />they are a fnananantastic band <3<br />ilthem.<br />yayaya <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />i've been sick a little bit. so i hope i'm betters by then!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 00:35:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I guess this should have been expected.<br />I'm sorry I haven't updated<br />and I'm even more sorry that I haven't been able to keep in touch/look at all your pretty artwork.<br />I love you. I promise.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hahahappy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Sep 2009 06:59:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have been <b>very</b> great as of late.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />School is starting up the 8th. I'm not too excited, but it's senior year loaded with easy classes. I'll tell you guys about it. <br />*sob*<br /><br />I'm going to my friend, Lindsey's, cabin this weekend! It'll be fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Hope you all are doing well!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 01:32:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i wish i could draw<br />or had motivation<br />or a tablet<br />or drawing abiliteez. period.<br /><br />poop.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>seventeen</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 13:40:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 'twas my birthday yesterday!<br />seventeen.<br />yeesh.<br /><br />anywhozers. i had a fantastic day. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />i'm sorry i haven't been commenting. i'll get to it soon!<br /><br />school is starting up. agh. i'm not very excited for that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Aug 2009 15:49:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i won my blink-182, <b>fall out boy</b>, panic at the disco concert tickets by calling in a local radio station<br /><br />I AM SO STOKED.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:55:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sorry if i don't comment right away<br />i'm kind of busy,<br />and lazy, like always. : P<br /><br />i hope everyone is well.<br /><br />how is your summer going?<br /><br /><br />things have been good. <br />i'm just very, <b>very</b> conflicted.<br />hopefully, i'll be able to resolve this.<br />(and soon!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>note to self:</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:55:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ next time i'm feeling bitchy,<br />mean, hurtful, overly angry, sad, shitty...<br />etc.<br /><br /><b>i should</b>: write, draw, read, listen to music.<br />anything productive.<br /><br /><i>please.</i><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:o</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 11:55:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been drawing/doodling/having fun.<br />Oh man-o-man, I wish I had a tablet. <br />It takes only.. one hour? to complete a decent drawing using Sam's Tablet PC.<br />Soooo jealous. <br />Maybe I can ask for one for my birthday.. August 13th!! (:<br />I hope I keep it up. Even just the doodling. It's so fun. and a GREAT stress reliever.<br /><br />Life is.. okay. I'm kind of supressing everything bad. Oh well.<br /><br />How is everyone? Tell meee about your life. And what's new.<br /><br />Love you all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jun 2009 11:09:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>i feel free</b>.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2009 22:51:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am a stupid fuck.<br />bahahaha<br />and not happy with myself<br /><br />i have spring break<br />it's been pretty okay<br />i'm NOT excited to go back to school.<br /><br />hope you all are doing good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Mar 2009 22:25:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i got a new ring today, and a bracelet. for 25 cents each. <br />bahaha. A+ for perkins!<br /><br />i love work.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />(ahh. i am jinxing myself.)<br /><br />uhhhhhh school sucks. school --> anxiety. and i really. really don't like it. <br /><br />i'm okay. <br /><br />i never check this. <-- fact. <br />txt me/fb meeee if you want to talk.<br />(my name = Tori Hong.)<br /><br />I LOVE TAY AND SHANE AND SCOTTTT <3<br /><br /><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif?11" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a> <a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.png?6" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a> <a href="http://ll0nd0n.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/l/ll0nd0n.jpg?5" alt=":iconll0nd0n:" title="ll0nd0n"/></a><br /><br />and you too of course. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />lalalove,<br />Toriiiiiii.<br /><br />PS-OH YES SO JODI PICOULT = AMAZING. JUST FYI. :><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 21:55:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />)))))))<br /><br /><b>I LOVE YOU</b> <3<br />I hope you had a good day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yesyesyes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 21:03:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <small>ahhhhhhh<br /><b>life is fucking good</b><br />things with sam are amazing<br />we had our one year, 11 months anniversary on the 9th.<br />Feb 9th, 2009 will be our two year mark!<br />damn. that's a freaking looooong time.<br />but i am so fjsklksk happy. <3 <br />he is amazing. and perfect. <br />and every single day for the past (almost!) two years has been more than worth it.<br /><br />other than that, i'm more.. motivated in school. <br />a lil bit anyway.<br />gotta plow this these next two years<br />then i'm freeeeeeee. <3<br /><br />sorry guys, i don't talk much.<br />txt me if you want tho! <br />note me for the number. : )<br />i looooove to talk. !<br /><br /><br />ahhhh i love you all<br />and miss you much. <br />i just have bigger things than dA to focus on right now.<br />art was never really my priority anyway. :/<br /><3<br /></small><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:DDDDDDD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2008 20:11:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dec 16th is almost heeeeeere<br /><br />editz/the cd is awesome !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />go buy it. now. :><br /><br />for christmas i want really ugly moccasin slippers. or these one pair of shoes...<br />EHEHEHEHEH <3<br /><br /><b>TO DO</b><br />draw tay something for her birfday.:><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the only god damn thing worth looking forward to</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 14:17:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>is in 16 days.</b><br />nothing else can possibly compare to how happy it'll make me.<br />i can't rely on anything/one else.<br />just december 16th.<br />fuck. you absolutely have no idea.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:/</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Nov 2008 22:17:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay so whatever<br />yesterday was complete SHIT <br />but it's getting better now<br />idk<br />i don't know if i can trust him again. <br />gah. fuck. idk. it's human nature<br />everyone screws up<br />i just hate being hurt<br />and this is so stupid. i'm sick of it.<br /><br />OH ! but today i skipped school (my mom let me. |D)<br />and it's just.. i've been so damn tired and sooo worn out lately..<br />it was really nice to just. forget.<br />and so i took a walk.. because it WAS SO NICE OUT OMG<br />with my cat in my hood. : D LOL HE WAS SO SCARED<br />i finished reading a book<br />and i went to work w/ kyja and bryan. WOOT. :><br />it was a good dayyyyy<br />except when i was reminded of yesterday. /sigh.<br />idk. sam apologized nd like. yeah. he realized what he wanted and stuff<br />but still. it's hard to trust him you know? <br />(lol. no you don't since none of you know what i'm talking about.)<br />but. it's gonna take time... <br />i just wish i could feel safe again. bleh.<br /><br />anyway.<br /><a href="http://ll0nd0n.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/l/ll0nd0n.jpg?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconll0nd0n:" title="ll0nd0n"/></a> IS THE SOX<br />and the rox in my sox.<br />and overallawesome. :><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><br />ilyscot<3<br /><br /><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a><br />imiss you, girl<br />:<<br />let's talk.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Nov 2008 23:48:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Life</b><br /><br />1) I'm happier now. Things have (finally) turned around. The mistake I made ended up working out. I learned from it.. and well, it's been going great. <br />2) I've made resolutions. One of them being I wouldn't go on the computer as much... that's why I'm not active at all. : ( I'm so sorry about that guys.. especially to you, Tay ! I miss talking to you all. I do have a Facebook tho, maybe we could talk there ?<br />3) That means I don't really comment on deviations... sorry.. one day I'll weed through them and comment on the entries I really love. : ) Until then, be patient. Your art isn't being ignored !<br /><br />That's it. I'll tty all soon. <br />Thanks, everyone.<br /><br /><3 Tori !<br /><br />(Special shout out to <a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a>. Click on her icon. I LOVE HER !!!!!!!!!!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Jewels ? POLL PLZ ANSWER</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:01:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Do you wear jewelry often?<br />2) Pick your favorite: bracelet, necklace, earrings.<br />3) Would you be interested in purchasing any good-quality, unique jewelry?<br /><br />My friend <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a> want to start a jewelry company.<br />I know you guys know I've been thinking about this..<br />but we want to do this for real. <br />Tell me your thoughts.<br />Pictures of our products will come soon !<br /><br />---<br /><br />Things have been pretty shitty lately.<br />I'm in a slump.. but I'm gonna try and get better...<br /><br />---<br /><br /><b>To Do</b><br />Whatever the fuck you want.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Save Our City</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Sep 2008 17:29:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To Do:<br />â Tay's contest entry - Streetlights / Ludo ?<br />â Shane's contest entry - pick a char<br />â Draw Tay fanart - Tay & mate ?<br />â Write some more<br />â Create a sona - fishcat<br />â Write the "letters"<br /><br />.........<br /><br />anything else I'm missing? : P<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hahhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Sep 2008 00:57:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Copying all of you friends.<br />Your answers were so deep and meaningful,<br />I loved that.<br />So I wanted to try this one too. :3<br /><br />---<br /><br />[ TEN things you want to say to TEN different people. ]<br /><br />* I love you. I'm so sorry I was such a difficult kid. I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. You are such a selfless person. You gave us so much.. you still do. You taught us to be independent, strong women. I know your life has been a difficult journey, but I am more than grateful for everything you have done. You're amazing. Thank you.<br /><br /><br />* You.. I'm also so damn sorry I was a selfish, stupid kid. I feel so bad that one summer we came to visit. I was extremely difficult, and I know I hurt your feelings. I promised you a letter last year.. do you remember that? I had it all written out, but I didn't have any stamps to send it to you. I regret that so much. And I regret every single day that I forget to call you, and tell you I love you. You just want the best for us, and although our communication isn't the best, I still appreciate everything you have done. I love you.<br /><br />* I'm sorry. (Wow. This is just going to be a huge sorryfest.) I know I promised all those times that I would come to Hawaii, and you looked forward to them so much. Since I was born, you have watched over me, and helped me grow. You spoiled me like every grandmother should. I'm just so happy that you were a major part of my life, especially when I was younger. You were so beautiful; you still are. I regret it so damn much that I didn't ever get to say goodbye.. That I never learned Korean like Nany and I were going to. I really hope that you're still watching over me... watching me grow up. I'm going to be something great, just for you. I love you.<br /><br />* The last time I saw you, I didn't even get to say a proper goodbye. I regret that so much. You told Apa that you didn't think you would see us again. And that killed me. I hate that you think that, and I'm realizing that maybe it's the truth. I feel so bad that I don't call you more often, even if it's just to say I love you. I'm so glad we got to spend the past summer together. I want to get to know you more, but it's just so hard. I hate not being able to speak in the same language. You're such a strong character. An amazing influence. I'm so proud to be your grand daughter. I love you too.<br /><br />* We have grown up side-by-side. We're great friends, and closer than most siblings are. I'm so glad that every time we go to Hawaii, it's with you. Only we could be so stupid and have that much fun. I feel a little guilty that I don't make time here at home for you, but I hope you realize that I'm glad that you're my sister, and that I love you.<br /><br />* You and my mom are very close. Sometimes you get into arguments, and before I doubted how good you two were together. But I realized you have just had a very rough time... and you're still having rough times. We all are. But I hope you know that I'm here. That even though we don't spend much time together, I care about you, and I'm soo happy my mom has you. You are so great, and I know how much you love Karim. I'm sorry we don't know each other more... <br /><br />* You have been a major part of my life for the past two years. I love you so much as a person. You're sweet, caring, accepting, funny, extremely weird and you share my sense of humor. I can be myself, totally and completely around you. If I'm having an off day, you're there to sympathize with me. Sometimes, though, I question if I really do love you. I mean, of course I know I love you. But am I IN love with you? As in romantically? At times I feel like the spark has fizzled out. When I'm with you, I feel happy and in love.. but when I'm not, I question the reasons why I'm with you. It's confusing and extremely stupid, but I can't help it. And this fucking bothers me. I know you love me completely, but can I honestly say the same?<br /><br />* Argh. You confuse me. Sometimes I dislike you, but I really can't stop myself from being pulled back. You are so sweet... online or in text. In person or on the phone, it's not the same. I try to justify everything you do by looking at things from your point of view. But I can't keep doing that. I don't know what you're really thinking. Because of that, I don't know what to think of you, or of us. I just wish you'd tell me straight up. Ugh. <br /><br />* You are one of my best friends. You're so cute and funny, all the god damn time. Sometimes, you're overly inappropriate, and I do think you're a bit slutty.. but you're just an insecure, sweet girl who really is a true friend. I get jealous of you often, but I try to suppress it. (You don't know that.) I'm so glad you're my friend, really. Thanks for being understanding and accepting. I love you!<br /><br />* You are so sweet. And silly. And amazing. You really need to stop looking down on yourself! Everything you do is inc... ]]></description>
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                <title>AWOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:12:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ /EDITZ/ Omg. My birthday is in like.. what.. two days? August 13th. o.o<br />I'm turning 16. I don't tihnk I'm doing anything special though. >.<<br />I told you I've been out of it.<br /><br />---<br /><br />Sorry, guys, I've been totally out of it lately.<br />Haven't been on much because I'm in Hawaii visiting my dad.<br />And I have a feeling this school year will be a bitch, so I probably won't have a lot of stuff to post. : (<br />I plan on taking a creative writing class though; I hope I like it!<br /><br />I have a few drawings I'll post soon, (really late) birthday presents to a few friends.<br /><br />Thank <a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a> for bringing me back on this damn site. : P<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> She's amazing!<br />(ILY, TAYBUG)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:36:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>EDIT;</b><br /><br />Names/<br />(Gender description Name)<br />1) F black with orange splotch on head Wakka<br />2) M white Cloud<br />3) M black Edward<br />4) F grey (crippled legs. :< ) Tippy<br /><br />LUL! NAMES FROM FF AND TWILIGHT. AHAHAHAHAHAH.<br />Pics come later. :3<br /><br /><b>/END EDIT</b><br /><br />OMG!<br />!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11<br />My baby kitty S'more (well I suppose she isn't a baby any longer!) JUST HAD KITTENS!!!!!!!!!!<br />They are SO adorable! I'll update this journal later with names, genders, etc!<br /><br />They were born a couple hours earlier.. I have a feeling around 2-3AM.<br />AND THEY ARE ALL SO CUTE!<br /><br />White, black, black with orange spot on head, and grey.<br />The grey one has a bad hind leg though, one of its feet got twisted around in an awkward angle, probably from the birthing process. : ( I WANT TO KEEP IT!!!<br />(We've yet to determine the genders. Lol!)<br /><br />Want to know how I found the kittens? (... rhetorical question.)<br />Well I was about to go to bed (since I was conversing with my friend, Zach, until 6AM. >.> it is now 7AM ), and I climb in all comfy.. then I hear these mews and I thought it was from S'more (I was afraid she was trapped in my closet, that dumby!)<br />My sister's cat, Smokey, he goes into my closet and kind of looks out, and I open the door to find S'more. I pet her back, and near her butt it was sticky. (Ew.)<br />THEN I SAW THESE LITTLE BLOBS MOVING AROUND MAKING MEOWING NOISES AND S'MORE WASN'T MOVING HER MOUTH OR ANYTHING AND!! WELL!!!!!!!<br />They're utterly adorable. I love them all to bits. Too bad I'm leaving for Hawaii. My sister and I will be gone for a month. They'll be all grown up by then!! ;_;<br /><3<br /><br />Possible names: Tippy, Meowth, Wakka (for sure) and Lady Yunalesca. (But apparently Lady is.. well.. a male. So now we have to think of a new name. Probably Bo.)<br /><br />I'll post pictures later.<br /><br /><br />I don't think I'll be able to fall asleep. -_-<br />Damn.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Hot Summer Blood...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:29:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So my new favorite song is "Streetlights" by Ludo. <br />It's very cute, and an amazing summer song.<br />The lyrics are pwnful too, not cheesy at all. <3<br /><br />My boyfriend of like 16 1/2 months broke up with me,<br />but I'm fine. We both needed a break.<br />We're still good friends too.<br /><br />I'm happy with myself and my writing.<br />My life's going pretty okay.<br /><br />I have to start finishing up my summer homework.<br />Bleh.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>Emotional Throw Up</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 00:31:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm feeling very emotional, so I'm just going to spew up all my feelings (hence the title.)<br /><br />I want to become an author. <br />I want to publish my own damn books of poetry, short stories and monologues.<br />And why the hell not? It's something I enjoy.<br />I think I'm good at it. In fact, I think I'm better at writing than drawing (which I've been doing for years and years and YEARS!!)<br /><br />Isn't it inevitable?<br />I've been reading my whole life,<br />I've fallen in love with books and words,<br />and now I'm seizing the opportunity to manipulate them and create beautiful sentences that mean something to <i>me</i>.<br /><br />I honestly hope that writing isn't a fling with me.<br />I have a bunch of those, I go through many art phases, food phases, etc.<br />I get sick of things so easily, <br />but reading has always been a constant.<br />I hope that writing is the same (a constant, that is.)<br /><br />Do you think I'm being silly?<br />Maybe it's time to knock me down a peg or three.<br />Am I honestly that good at writing?<br />Because I have to say, you guys are the only ones that have really seen my poems.<br />And if you're lying to me, you're filling me up with false hope.<br />And that's what I'm afraid of.<br />Am I worth listening to?<br />Or is it only because I'm your friend that you read my blurbs?<br /><br />Argh. I need reassurance (or the truth, take your pick.)<br />I'm feeling insecure. : (<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>What do you mean to me? (And vice versa)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 11:05:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just comment and ask if you want me to fill this out about you!<br /><br />a) Tell you why I friended you<br />b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera<br />c) Tell you something I like about you<br />d) Tell you a memory I have of you<br />e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you<br />f) In return, you must post this in your journal.<br /><br />---<br /><br />Sooo<br />I'm happy. : ) <br />You guys encourage me so much, you're all such sweethearts, seriously.<br /><a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a>, <a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a> and I are all going to publish books.<br />Because we're all amazing writers! Heh. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Jun 2008 17:41:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it's been awhile. But it's summer vacation now and I have a little free time on my hands. (WOO!)<br />I have to say I'm a little sorry the school year is over. It's sad cuz it just went by so quickly! And I can't believe it's summer. The weather here is very spring-like, so that's not very convincing.<br /><br />Anyway, hopefully I'll start up writing (maybe a little drawing too) soon. I'm a little inspired by my past poems. I think I'll start writing about a different subject though.<br /><br />I'll try commenting on people's art soon. There's just so much stuff to dig through! I'll comment on the awesome and important. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv<br />Tori!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>3333333333333</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:14:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah so I haven't really been on this thing...<br />Sorry about that.<br />The daily sketches thing didn't really work out..<br />But whatever.<br />I'll be on a semi-hiatus.<br />I'll try and finish my art trades and stuff,<br />but if I don't, sorry!<br />I'm just busy with school.<br />So don't expect your stuff for a while.<br /><br />I'm still working through my deviations.<br />I'll comment most of them, don't worry!<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>Oops</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 23:46:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>TALK</b><br />Wow, my spring break just came and went. It's really depressing.<br />I hardly got to draw, except for today. I made awesome sketches.: )<br />I'll upload them in the couse of the next few days as to not flood your inboxes.<br />I'm trying to sketch at least once every day. This idea and my cool new creatures were mostly inspired by <a href="http://koishii-kitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/o/koishii-kitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkoishii-kitty:" title="koishii-kitty"/></a>. She's an amazing artist.<br />I was thinking of starting a hiatus, but the drawings today were just too sweet I can't. Lol.<br /><br /><b>DO THIS NOW!</b><br />Â Image for <a href="http://callykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/callykitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcallykitty:" title="callykitty"/></a>'s contest<br />Â Neopound art requests<br />Â <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a>'s request of her <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">b&r dragon</a><br />Â Neopet art requests<br />Â Various other fanart<br />Â 2500 pageviews (I need to crank out the art!)<br /><br /><b>LIZ ORTIZ</b><br /><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br /><br /><b>CLICK THEM D:</b><br /><a href="http://lupinwolve67.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/lupinwolve67.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlupinwolve67:" title="lupinwolve67"/></a><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><br /><a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a><a href="http://callykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/callykitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcallykitty:" title="callykitty"/></a><br /><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>SORRY GUYS</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 21:24:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>CH@T</b><br />Uhm uhm I want Ti phanart. Thanks. : )<br />Check out my sister's dA, <a href="http://lupinwolve67.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/lupinwolve67.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlupinwolve67:" title="lupinwolve67"/></a>.<br /><br /><b>DO THIS NOW!</b><br />Â Image for <a href="http://callykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/callykitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcallykitty:" title="callykitty"/></a>'s contest<br />Â Neopound art requests<br />Â <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a>'s request of her <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">b&r dragon</a><br />Â Neopet art requests<br />Â Alan for <a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><br />Â Various other fanart<br />Â 2500 pageviews (I need to crank out the art!)<br /><br /><b>LIZ ORTIZ</b><br /><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br /><br /><b>CLICK THEM D:</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><br /><a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a><a href="http://callykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/callykitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcallykitty:" title="callykitty"/></a><br /><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>Arf Shnarf!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Feb 2008 19:22:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>CH@T</b><br />God I'm so bored!<br />But I feel so accomplished, I did my homework early today! I usually do it around 8 or 9 or 10 PM, but today I did it around 5-5:50. So I got everything done, PLUS stuff that's due Friday! And it's Wednesday! It's so weird, but completely satisfying!<br />Okay, so I suck, I really need to start drawing again. I wanna draw Lambie, my lamb that my boyfriend paid for. (It's stuffed and can be found at Bath and Body Works. It's SO FUCKING CUTE!) : D <br />Yeah, I just needed a new journal... >.><br /><br /><b>DO THIS NOW!</b><br />â» Neopound art requests<br />âº <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a>'s request of her <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">b&r dragon</a><br />â» Draw Lambie<br />âº Draw Trank some birthday art<br />â» 2500 pageviews (I need to crank out the art!)<br /><br /><b>LIZ ORTIZ</b><br /><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br /><br /><b>CLICK THEM D:</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><br /><a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a><a href="http://callykitty.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/callykitty.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcallykitty:" title="callykitty"/></a><br /><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://pet-pet412.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/pet-pet412.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpet-pet412:" title="pet-pet412"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>GINASFS</title>
                <link>http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/journal/16936937/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 21:43:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>TALK</b><br />I MADE A NEW CHARACTER. His name is <i>Pestipherus</i>.<br />I think he looks so amazing! It's an entry for <a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a>'s contest, and I got started on it because of <a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/r/wrathofreeses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwrathofreeses:" title="wrathofreeses"/></a>. :3<br />My colored pencil coloring has gotten better, at least I think so. I'm happy about that. : ) WOO.<br />Now Levi can have a bff!<br /><br />Anyway, after Monday I'm done drawing for the week, school takes up my lyf! <br /><br /><b>F3ATURED</b><br />First ten people to post on this journal and asks to be featured will have 3 links to their best artwork (that I get to pick, woo!) on here:<br />the catch? You have to put this on your own journal, too!<br /><br />1. <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Into-The-Ocean-Cherish-75668107">1</a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Galbixan-63911069">2</a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Sokarii-of-the-Deserts-62046923">3</a><br />2. <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/It-is-finished-76931201">1</a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/FWEEEEEEEE-76403831">2</a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/Ohshiz-76300160">3</a><br />3. <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadows0le.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshadows0le:" title="shadows0le"/></a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/Snow-Leopard-request-77426637">1</a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/Blue-angel-dragon-77168101">2</a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/demon-75272471">3</a><br />4. <a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a> <a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/art/Fear-meh-75430314">1</a> <a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/art/Merry-Christmas-w-edits-72457067">2</a> <a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/art/Its-A-Grey-World-70591031">3</a><br />5. <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a> <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/art/camera-hog-76273388">1</a> <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/art/step-up-75689130">2</a> <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/art/a-summer-day-in-DC-74995202">3</a><br />6.<br />7.<br />8.<br />9.<br />10.<br /><br /><b>DO THIS NOW, DAMNIT!</b><br />â» Neopound art requests<br />âº <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a>'s request of her <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">b&r dragon</a><br />â» 2500 pageviews (I need to crank out the art!)<br /><br /><b>LIZ ORTIZ</b><br /><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br /><br /><b>CLICK THEM D:</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><br /><a href="http://lunar-mist.deviantart.com/"><img clas... ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>The jury falls like bachelors for bad luck girls:</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:16:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>You're Crashing but You're no Wave</i><br />(I like to copy Natalie. :3)<br /><br /><b>TALK</b><br />So I just added up my Emmah picture, which I'm sewper proud of, except for a couple things that I want to hurt myself for.<br />But I'm happy. : ) Maybe I'll get around to drawing this weekend, let's see if I have time. >.< Maybe Sunday?<br />The Linkin Park concert was amaaaaazing! Chester is so, SO hot, and I haven't thought that since sixth grade! He took off his shirt during the last couple songs and DAMN. *swoon*<br />Gym was really fun today, we played dodgeball and my teacher was doing some hilarious commentary, I was laughing soo much! Haha. : )<br /><br /><b>F3ATURED</b><br />First ten people to post on this journal and asks to be featured will have 3 links to their best artwork (that I get to pick, woo!) on here:<br />the catch? You have to put this on your own journal, too!<br /><br />1. <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Into-The-Ocean-Cherish-75668107">Into The Ocean- Cherish</a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Galbixan-63911069">Galbixan</a> <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Sokarii-of-the-Deserts-62046923">Sokarii of the Deserts</a><br />2. <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/It-is-finished-76931201">It...is...finished.</a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/FWEEEEEEEE-76403831">FWEEEEEEEE</a> <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/Ohshiz-76300160">Ohshiz</a><br />3. <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadows0le.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshadows0le:" title="shadows0le"/></a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/Snow-Leopard-request-77426637">Snow Leopard request</a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/Blue-angel-dragon-77168101">Blue angel dragon</a> <a href="http://shadows0le.deviantart.com/art/demon-75272471">demon</a><br />4.<br />5.<br />6.<br />7.<br />8.<br />9.<br />10.<br /><br /><b>DO THIS NOW, DAMNIT!</b><br />âº <a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a>'s contest entry<br />â» Neopound art requests<br />âº <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/p/spazmatastic.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconspazmatastic:" title="spazmatastic"/></a>'s request of her <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">b&r dragon</a><br />â» Create a new character for Levi to be bffls with<br />âº Make a new dA ID<br /><br /><b>LIZ ORTIZ</b><br /><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br /><br /><b>CLICK THESE BITCHES</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><br /><a href="http://lunar-mist.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/lunar-mist.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlunar-mist:" title="lunar-mist"/></a><a href="http://pet-pet412.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/pet-pet412.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpet-pet412:" title="pet-pet412"/></a><a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/misstown.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmisstown:" title="misstown"/></a><a href="http://wrathofreeses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatar... ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>*STICK* [tagged]</title>
                <link>http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/journal/16697728/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Feb 2008 19:14:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>My Blurb</b><br />Woohoo! I've reached 1000+ pageviews! Holy man! That's really unbelievable to me, is my art /that/ attractive? xP Nah, kidding.<br />My next goal: <i>2500 pageviews</i>. Catch it and I'll draw something nice for you!<br />Anyway, just added a new deviation. It's for Shane! Go her for motivating me to draw something. In fact, I think I might draw something else again! And apparently we have a scanner, and it's fairly easy to use, so I think I'll color traditionally for now because digital is a pain in the butt.<br /><br /><b>TAGG'D</b><br />Rules:<br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.<br />3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.<br /><br />--<br /><br />1. I feel like I'm a robot. I can only draw when commanded to (like art trades/requests) and write when I am commanded to (school). It's kind of weird. <br /><br />2. It's my boyfriend, Sam and I's one year anniversary next Saturday! : D : D Sorry, I'm really happy about that.<br /><br />3. I'm not really a sympathetic person. Shane and I's super outlooks conclude this. (But this is only if you're a stupid person that's not one of my good friends.)<br /><br />4. I am absolutely in love with my cat, S'more.<br /><br />5. Scot and I are gonna be famous! D:<br /><br />6. There are so many people in my life that mean so much to me, I love my life!<br /><br />7. I need to exersize, it's so embarassing! I want to be fit!<br /><br />8. I have so much fun making fun of people, it's terrible, but terribly hilarious.<br /><br />I choose you! <a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a> <a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a> <a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a> <a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a> <a href="http://pet-pet412.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/pet-pet412.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpet-pet412:" title="pet-pet412"/></a> <a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a> <a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a> <a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a> <br /><br /><b>To Do List</b><br />[ ] Start on <a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a>'s contest entry.<br />[ ] Do Neopound art requests, dangit!<br />[ ] Finish free sketches...<br />[ ] Create a new character.<br />[ ] GET OUTTA YOUR FUCKING ART BLOCK!<br /><br /><b>Free Sketches</b><br />The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.<br /><br />01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.<br />02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw, or write me a description.<br />03 - Only one character per person<br /><br />1- Meggie ; New charater ; <a href="http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/art/SKETCH-Meggie-s-new-char-74324951">Done!</a><br />2- MissTown ; <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/iLe-Ref-73862951">iLI</a> ; <a href="http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/art/ART-REQUEST-Izil-76337212">Done!</a><br />3- Spazmatastic ; <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">B&R dragon</a> ; Not started<br />4-<br />5-<br />6-<br />7-<br />8-<br />9-<br />10-<br /><br />[My note-- My sketches will be whatever I want, really. Sorry.]<br /><br /><b>Friends</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":ic... ]]></description>
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                <title>I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:15:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>Now I only waste it dreaming of you.</i><br /><br /><b>My Blurb</b><br />I don't want to draw anymore, I'm just way too uninspired. I kind of want to start writing, but I don't know what about.<br />Anyway, sorry to everyone who asked something from me, but everyone just asked for requests so I'm sure it's fine that I'm taking my time on them.<br />I finished my finals yesterday, they were okay, but I don't really expect high grades. It really stresses me out that I can't check my grades online because the school temporarily shut down the system. :/ I'm just dissapointed I didn't do better.<br />Anyway, /maybe/ I'll upload some drawings. I just definately do NOT want to digitally color them. I'm not even sure I want a tablet anymore. <br />(I always go through these phases. *Sigh*)<br />But I am commenting on everyone's stuff, so I'm not dead. : )<br /><br /><b>To Do List</b><br />[ ] Do Subeta commissions.<br />[ ] Start on <a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a>'s contest entry.<br />[ ] Start on contest entry for a Gaia board.<br />[ ] Do Neopound art requests, dangit!<br />[ ] Finish free sketches...<br />[ ] Draw one of <a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a>'s characters.<br />[ ] Figure out a design for Vol.<br />[ ] Figure out a design for Jasque.<br /><br /><b>Free Sketches</b><br />The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.<br /><br />01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.<br />02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw, or write me a description.<br />03 - Only one character per person<br /><br />1- Meggie ; New charater ; <a href="http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/art/SKETCH-Meggie-s-new-char-74324951">New Character</a><br />2- MissTown ; <a href="http://misstown.deviantart.com/art/iLe-Ref-73862951">iLI</a> ; Sketched<br />3- Spazmatastic ; <a href="http://spazmatastic.deviantart.com/art/Dragons-in-Love-68395541">B&R dragon</a> ; Not started<br />4-<br />5-<br />6-<br />7-<br />8-<br />9-<br />10-<br /><br />[My note-- My sketches will be whatever I want, really. Sorry.]<br /><br /><b>Friends</b><br /><a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><br /><a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><a href="http://lunar-mist.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/u/lunar-mist.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlunar-mist:" title="lunar-mist"/></a><a href="http://star-lovegood.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/star-lovegood.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstar-lovegood:" title="star-lovegood"/></a><a href="http://pet-pet412.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/e/pet-pet412.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpet-pet412:" title="pet-pet412"/></a><br /><a href="http://divagate.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/divagate.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondivagate:" title="divagate"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"... ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>New year!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2008 19:26:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so this is three days late but I want to make a journal entry about my new years resolutions.<br />
1) Be a better girlfriend towards Sam. I'm such a jerk to him, and I'm so damn selfish, stubborn, and mean. I really want to change that! Even if it's only for him.<br />
2) Be more confident, kind of like "I don't give a damn what you think!" because I shouldn't give a damn. (And I secretly do.)<br />
3) "Live in the moment." I don't want to hold back anymore, especially if I'd just regret it. I want to make the most out of my life, and I fucking will!<br />
4) Become a better artist. Practice anatomy, shading, lineart, the whole shebang!<br />
5) Get a 4.0 or higher (Easy... but a goal nonetheless. >.> ).<br />
6) Become more eco-friendly. I love the environment, but I should be taking more steps to save it.<br />
I think that's all. : )<br />
What are /your/ resolutions?<br />
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Apart from new years and all that jazz, I've been getting more pageviews/watchers! Woohoo! (And they're not just my friends. Haha.) I'm really excited. I definately need to improve my art to keep them watching. >.><br />
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<b>Friends</b><br />
<a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><br />
<a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><a href="http://amudhippo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconamudhippo:" title="amudhippo"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><br />
<a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br />
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<b>Art Status</b><br />
<u>Requests</u> Maybe. Try and catch me in a good mood. : P<br />
<u>Trades</u> Yup<br />
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I'm the laziest, slowest drawing, and sometimes I lack inspiration so it may take a while before I finish my part of the trade/request! Sorry about that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>A /Real/ Journal Entry?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 20:48:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hrmm, I've never had a "real" journal entry with a list of my friends and stuff, plus my art status, etc. It looks exciting so I wanted to have one! : D (LOL I'm the biggest loser I know.)<br />
Alright so anyway, here's a random rant/question that some people already know.<br />
<b>I am mediocre</b>.<br />
I don't mean this to get sympathy or whatever. I just think it's true. And it is. I don't mind really, it's just really a fact. <br />
But seriously, I am mediocre in every way possible. I get good grades and take hard classes, but what the hell? If I go to a great college I'll just sink and become, well, mediocre.<br />
This applies to drawing too. I mean I think I'm good at drawing, but compared to everyone else I'm just average. That's not something that I strive to be. I guess I'm just an attention whore, but whatever.<br />
Anyway, this doesn't bother me. It's just a realisation I've made and wanted to announce.<br />
(Here comes the question...) Does anyone feel the same way? Does anyone get inspired by someone great, but then also get discouraged because you probably couldn't achieve that greatness?<br />
I know you shouldn't compare yourself to anyone else, and it's true. You shouldn't. "Just be the best person <i>you</i> can be." But if the best I can be is just an average person, then what impact am I going to make in my life? I'm not great in any one thing. Where is my forte? What the hell am I supposed to DO with my life. I don't want to be <i>just anyone</i> you could pluck out of a barrel. I want to be a someone. So maybe my friends were right yesterday when they said that I wanted to make an impact on the world, because I do. I don't want to die unnoticed. I want to die knowing that I, indeed, had something to do with the world. (Preferably a good "something".)<br />
There are so many things that could refute this argument such as I'll make a difference in SOMEONE'S world. And that's true, because I will. But I don't know. I have two conflicting feelings that's arguing for both sides.<br />
I swear this is because of my PMS. Damnit.<br />
Anyway I applaud anyone that read this. LOL.<br />
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On a lighter note I have more watchers than I've ever had on any of my dA accounts. Wewt! And my pageviews are going up steadily, so I'm pretty happy about that. : )<br />
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...Friends...<br />
<a href="http://electro-scum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/l/electro-scum.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconelectro-scum:" title="electro-scum"/></a><a href="http://biscuit-kisses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/i/biscuit-kisses.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbiscuit-kisses:" title="biscuit-kisses"/></a><a href="http://catz1313.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/catz1313.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcatz1313:" title="catz1313"/></a><a href="http://shineyshane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shineyshane.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconshineyshane:" title="shineyshane"/></a><br />
<a href="http://pulsedrive.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/pulsedrive.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpulsedrive:" title="pulsedrive"/></a><a href="http://amudhippo.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconamudhippo:" title="amudhippo"/></a><a href="http://ohwowthing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohwowthing:" title="ohwowthing"/></a><a href="http://ohboyitsteale101.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconohboyitsteale101:" title="ohboyitsteale101"/></a><br />
<a href="http://00musicislife00.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/0/0/00musicislife00.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon00musicislife00:" title="00musicislife00"/></a><br />
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...Art Status...<br />
<b>Requests</b> Maybe, try and catch me in a good mood. : P<br />
<b>Trades</b> Yup<br />
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I owe a crapload of people stuff, plus it takes a helluva long time for me to finish my art, so sorry if I'm slow! D:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>JOIN IT N00BS</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 23:23:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so a couple of people and i started an art-related guild on neopets called, Creative Aspects. (<a href="http://www.neopets.com/guilds/guild.phtml?id=3383904">[link]</a>)<br />
if you guys have a neopets account and don't already have a guild, i suggest you join it. it's fun, active, and is going to have a bunch of activities coming up. : ) it's new too so there's a lot we need help with!<br />
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anyway updates... i'm going to be drawing my guid's mascot, Xilo. it'll be up sometime... dunno when. *cough* also thinking of doing the guild's art gallery thing, which is new years themed. : ) (THIS IS NOT ADVERTISEMENT FOR THE GUILD.. just.. uh.. explaining. ahah)<br />
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bleh. i won't have time to draw. and i'm kind of unmotivated. damnit i need a tablet.<br />
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merry (late) christmas to all who celebrates it. new years is coming up. who's excited?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>&lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Dec 2007 11:27:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so my friends and i are starting a jewelry company that sends most (if not all) of the proceeds to a charity. <br />
it's gonna be uber awesome.. i'm so excited about marketing the jewelry and stuff.<br />
anyway-- there's nothing yet, we just planned on making this company last night.<br />
but if anyone could suggest what they'd like to see, a name and a cause to support that'd be awesome! :3<br />
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YAY!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>JLFKDSKL</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Dec 2007 16:22:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ iBatty__x got goldbanned in the BC! (for neopets)<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> i'm so happy<br />
sadly, my good friend, Biscuit, got frozen. D:<br />
for no justifiable reason!<br />
so i'm gonna draw, but now that the contest is over..<br />
i have no idea what to do with all the free time... o.-<br />
<br />
o well,<br />
GO LISTEN TO <b>Tonight Is Goodbye</b><br />
holy shiz they are the fucking best<br />
daww i love british accents :3<br />
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anyway gonna start drawing and stuff.<br />
so yeah<br />
and did you know that i'm getting fed up with adoptables ? D:<br />
i'd rather just do art trades.. lawl<br />
so talk to me if you wanna do one, i s&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />ose i'm open..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>OMFG</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:24:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i want to fucking shoot neope'z.<br />
they're lame as hell.<br />
D:<br />
my account got suspended... again.<br />
probably for saying b@sturds.<br />
lol lameasses.<br />
but i swear if i get frozen i will cry... <br />
:/<br />
<br />
i'm just gonna transfer all my pets i s' pose.<br />
and moolah etc.<br />
it was time for a new account anyway...<br />
<br />
hey does anyone know: if you transfer your pets do you still get the bc trophies?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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                <title>:)</title>
                <link>http://tori-xx.deviantart.com/journal/12656484/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Apr 2007 15:09:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>new devart.</b><br />
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 i'll upload some more stuff later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tori-xx</author>
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