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]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/11504780/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/11504780/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:09:04 PST Remains a stupid lie
It's never been quite the same
No hearing or breathing
No movement, no colors
Just silence

Rise and fall of shame
A search that shall remain
We asked you what you'd seen
You said you didn't care

Sound formed in a vacuum
May seem a waste of time
It's always been just the same
No hearing or breathing
No movement no lyrics
Just nothing

The sign that leads the way
The path we can not take
You've caught me at a bad time
So why don't you piss off

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]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10423422/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10423422/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 13:07:21 PDT may it be tomorrow, that i can love again
and in return for what i've borrowed
be with you tomorrow and until the end
i know the road we're on is narrow
along comes tomorrow, we're gonna see the sun
and with the wings of the first sparrow
new light of tomorrow
we're gonna be as one

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]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10183033/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10183033/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 13:56:09 PDT Ama iyiye duyulan hayranlık sadece cüzzamlılar arasında azalmıştı.
Bereket, gülle sadece ikiye ayırmış, diyordu herkes, ya üç parça yapsaydı, kimbilir daha neler gelirdi başımıza.
Kalvinciler artık, sırayla ona karşı da nöbet tutuyorlardı, ona gelince, her türlü saygıyı bir yana bırakmış, saat başı çıkip geliyor, ambarlarında kaç çuval olduğunu gözetliyor, fiyatların yüksekliğini eleştiriyor, sonra da edindiği bilgileri çevreye yayarak, satışları baltalıyordu.
Terrelba'da günler böyle geçiyordu.Duygularımız renksizleşiyor, köreliyordu, çünkü kendimizi kötülükle erdem arasında yitip gitmiş hissediyorduk, ikisi de insan doğasına aykırıydı.

]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10082692/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10082692/ Fri, 15 Sep 2006 16:48:39 PDT singing cathy's clown
that's the man that she's married to now
that's the girl that he takes around town
she appears composed, so she is, i suppose
who can really tell?
she shows no emotion at all
stares into space like a dead china doll
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow

now she's done and they're calling someone
such a familiar name
i'm so glad that my memory's remote
'cos i'm doing just fine hour to hour, note to note
here it is, the revenge to the tune,
"you're no good,
you're no good you're no good you're no good"
can't you tell that it's well understood?

i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow

i'm here today and expected to stay on and on and on
i'm tired
i'm tired


looking out on the substitute scene
still going strong
XO, mom
it's ok, it's alright, nothing's wrong
tell mr. man with impossible plans to just leave me alone
in the place where i make no mistakes
in the place where i have what it takes

i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow
i'm never gonna know you now, but i'm gonna love you anyhow

[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10029399/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/10029399/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 14:19:11 PDT been trying to meet you
hey
must be a devil between us
or whores in my head
whores at my door
whores in my bed
but hey
where
have you
been if you go i will surely die
we're chained

uh said the man to the lady
uh said the lady to the man she adored
and the whores like a choir
go uh all night
and mary ain't you tired of this
uh
is
the
sound
that the mother makes when the baby breaks
we're chained

[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9908413/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9908413/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 14:05:07 PDT listen daylighting
i let you, i let you
when we were young, when you were mine
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
what's the matter?
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i don't mind
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i let you, i let you
when we were young, when you were mine
close the summer, i don't want lessons
close the summer, i don't want lessons from you
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i don't mind
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i let you, i let you
when we were young, when you were mine
listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i don't mind
what's the matter?
staring, listen daylighting
listen daylighting
i don't mind
i let you, i let you
when we were young, when you were mine
to the left, what can i offer you?
conversation in the rain
close the summer, i don't want lessons
close the summer, i don't want lessons from you
kino, kino, kino, das kino
kino, take me to the kino again
das kino, kino, take me to the kino again
das kino, kino, take me to the kino again
it's easy
das kino, kino, take me to the kino again
it's easy, ask me, take me to the kino again
listen daylighting
i don't mind any more
i let you, i let you
when we were young, when you were mine

[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9879158/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9879158/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 23:20:32 PDT What did you see in her eyes ?
Was she happy ? Was she wearing a smile ?
Did she really seem surprised ?

I've still got her picture
I carry it all of the time
It's not in my wallet
I keep it right here in my mind

When you saw her and you mentioned my name
Did she place the blame all on me ?
Did she tell you that I drove her away ?
What did she say about me ?

I've still got her picture
I carry it all of the time
It's not in my wallet
I keep it right here in my mind, mm

She is much older than this picture I see
I haven't seen her in years
Is she still the same old girl she used to be?
Does she know how much I care ?

I've still got her picture
I carry it all of the time
It's not in my wallet
I keep it right here in my mind

Here's a song for the gold that she's following now
Here's a song

[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9812932/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9812932/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 06:59:53 PDT kedinin keyfi pek bi yerindeydi
gece olunca hadi bisiklete binip biraz dolasalim diyen kedi mi yoksa adam mi acaba
son zamanlarda gordugum en buyuleyici hadise ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9780655/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9780655/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 09:11:54 PDT -beni dinleyin, kocanızı kaçırdık. yarın akşama kadar iki milyon lira hazırlayacaksınız. polise haber verirseniz kocanızı bir daha canlı olarak göremezsiniz.
-aloo

ellerim sanki telefonda dondu
korku içime doldu
haydutların sesi kulaklarımda
şaşırmıştım o anda
aniden gözlerim doldu
içimde fırtına koptu

şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı!
şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı..

-alo
-şimdi dinleyin, kocanız yanımızda, şaka yapmıyoruz, o konuşacak.
-dinle karıcığım, iyiyim, ne derlerse onu yap, sakın polise gitme.

iki milyonu bulmama imkan yok
bu kadar az zamanda
polise koştum, olayı anlattım
hiç şansım yok başka
bana bir yol gösterdiler
onlar da "gitmen gerek" dediler

şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı!
şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı..

-alo
-beni dinleyin, arabayla sahil yolundaki terk edilmiş kulübeye yalnız geleceksiniz, içinde para bulunan çantayı açık pencereden atip derhal uzaklaşacaksınız. unutmayın, polise haber vermek yok.

titreyen ellerle sahil yolunda
istedikleri anda
fidyeyi ulaştırdım haydutlara
kocam yok meydanda
silahlar konuştu o anda
polisler çarpıştı haydutlarla

şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı!
şimdi ne yapsam? ne yapsam?
kocam ellerinde rehin kaldı..

-kocam birkaç gün sonra bulundu.
-cenazesi yarın.


[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9761894/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9761894/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 15:33:00 PDT I know how you both feel, the heart can rule the head
Jealousy is an essential part of love
The hurting here below and the emptiness above

There's always something left behind.
Never mind

The tender caresses that bring out the man
I can't still be drunk at five
Oh, I guess I surely can
Slowly your beauty is eaten away
By the scent of someone else in the blanket where we lay

There's always something left behind
Maybe next time

Uneaten meals
A lonely star
A welcome ride in a neighbor's car
A long walk home
The pouring rain
I fell asleep when you never came
Some rare delight in Manchester town
It took six hours before you let me down
To see it all in a drunken kiss
A stranger's hand on my favourite dress

That was my favourite dress, you know
That was my favourite dress

[link] ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9713549/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9713549/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 13:34:37 PDT birbirine uzanmış ve zaman zaman
ancak parmak uçlarıyla değebilen
iki kol

merdivenlerin oraya koşuyorum,
beklemek gövde kazanması zamanın;
çok erken gelmişim seni bulamıyorum
bir şeyin provası yapılıyor sanki

kuşlar toplanmışlar göçüyorlar
keşke yalnız bunun için sevseydim seni"

c.süreya ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9675339/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9675339/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 09:02:37 PDT but you kissed me once, in the sun
I know I'll never be loveable
but you made me think I was wrong

and you say: "it doesn't matter,"
but I want to scream: "it does!"
you made our little dream shatter
but oh, what a dream it was

I could've just run away with you
but you didn't want me along
I spent my one happy day with you
but when I woke up, you were gone

and I always knew you were faking
the little moon-beam that was us
and I wish I'd never awakened
and lived in a dream
because oh, what a dream it was ]]> ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9651535/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9651535/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 16:21:50 PDT ~tortor http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9607380/ http://tortor.deviantart.com/journal/9607380/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 11:46:03 PDT hiç bir şeyi düşünmemek daha iyidir
hiçbir şey zaten
hiçbir şey zaten başlı başına bir şeydir
hiçbir şeyi hatırlamıyoruz
ve herşeyi unuttuğumuzdan
hiçbir şey daha iyidir
hiçbir şey herşeyden daha iyidir

sizi düşünmektense
hiçbir şeyi düşünmemek daha iyidir
benim için beş para etmez
benim için beş para dahi etmez
ama hiçbir şey yokmuş gibi
düşünürüm
bana sizden gelen
hep şu küçük hiçbir şeyleri

aramızda lafı dahi olmasa
aramızda hiç lafı bile olmasa
tabi ki
fazla bir şey etmez
bunlar şu küçük hiçbir şeyler
ardı ardına koyduğum
bana sizden gelenler

herşeye gülüp geçmektense
en küçük şeye ağlamak daha iyidir
en küçük şey için ağlamak
başlı başına birşeydir
ama sizin kalbinizde
hiçbir şeyiniz yok ve itiraf ederim ki
size özenirim
ve size epey kızgınım ne yalan söyleyeyim

bana sizden gelen
şu küçük hiçbir şeyler
onları ister misiniz?
alın ne isterseniz
ben artık bu dünyada
sizden hiçbir şey istemem
size ait olmak için
yarı deli olmak gerekir zaten. ]]> ~tortor