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                <title>update :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Oct 2009 19:30:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i havenÂt updated in a while. I finally gotten a job, its at Zellers not the best job in the world and i constently come home saying i hate it but hey its a pay cheque and thats all that matters at this point. I droped my cell phone in the sink.. while it was full of water so i got a new phone yay new phone. I got my sisters baby shower this weekend and i went way overboard with the baby stuff so im now poor. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  i bought a dress for my Halloween coustume ima be hello kitty. And iÂve got 2 halloween parties to go to and possible work both days till 10.. i donÂt mind i just wish i didnÂt have to work till 10 so i could go to the parties at a normal time. Im gonna bake cookies Wednesday or Thursday cuz i like to bake and i told my friend iÂd give him cookies cuz he likes cookies. Im going to New York with my friend in November to see Dir en grey thats gonna be awesome. I cant wait for it. IÂve also decided i need to start saving hard core if i wanna be able to go to japan once im done school with same friend im going to NYC with. And im also gonna try and save what every money i can thats left over from japan towards a down payment on a house. Mostly cuz i need out of my house but that iÂll be at lest a year after we go to japan because sam needs to finish school and get a job so she can help with paying bills and stuff XD. But yes thats whats been going on in my life so far nothing excited well other then NYC. But now im rambleing so bye<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>very long update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2009 16:41:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So its been a while since i updated. so thereÂs lots of new <br /><br />1. I  went to Scotland for a month.. while i was there went around a lot of different place with my parents and took lots of pictures. I love pictures. I hung out with my cousins , found out that one cousin is well... not that great a friend to me, yes heÂs my cousin but i choose to be his friend cuz i donÂt talk to many of my cousins. I also relaised i have more in common with my only female cousin then i did before i think its cuz sheÂs older thereÂs 4 years between us but with girls thats not that big of a difference once youÂre 15 or so. I also broke up with my boyfriend i relaised some stuff while i was there and i had to make some changes. That was hard but... yeah.. other then that it was a really good vacation. <br /><br />2. Im still looking for a job, iÂve applied a lot of places and i had an interview and im waiting to here back. Hopefully iÂll get it because i need the job. I cant stand relying on my parents for money plus they cant really afford to carry there stuff plus mine -.- <br /><br />3. IÂve been sick for the past week -.- which means i couldnÂt call the places iÂve applied to see if they had looked at my resume. But i also went to the After dark film festivle  with sam and her boyfriend. We saw Vampire girl vs. Frankenstein girl that was awesome it was a romatic comedy and a vampire who liked a boy in her class so she turned into a vampire then another girl who likes him ends up being turned into a Frankensteinesk girl by her crazy father and them fighting over him, then Must love death that was hilarious which was about a guy whoÂs ÂgirlfriendÂ neglected to mention she was dating someone so he decided to volunteer for a snuff film with hilarious outcomes some parts were O_O then others were hilarious. The last movie we went to see was Rough Cut a Korean movie about a gangster who wants to be an actor and an actor who wants to be a gangster doing a movie together it was amazing one of my favourite ones from the 3 we saw. <br /><br />4. Yesterday i went to dinner and to karaoke for my friend AnthonyÂs going away party. That was so much fun made some new friends and hung out with some old ones. HeÂs going to school in japan for a year so we all went out for one last get together before he left. HeÂs not leaving till the 13th of September but he wanted to get together before everyone went back to school. <br /><br />5. And i figured out what im going to be for my friendÂs birthday/ Halloween party. I was gonna do ganguro girl or hello kitty but i didnÂt know if my friends would get hello kitty or if some of my friends would be seen with me dressed like hello kitty but im gonna do it cuz sam suggested it so im not to worried now about people being seen with me dressed like a cat. I ordered the cat ears off ebay today they cost 10 bucks but im ok with it cuz i wouldnÂt be able to get them in stores in Canada so im happy about that ^^ <br /><br />Anywho iÂve gone on long enough.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>8 things</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jun 2009 12:41:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sam and sara Tagged me<br />RULES<br />======<br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.<br />5. No tag-backs!<br /><br />8 THINGS ABOUT me (some may be quite obvious)<br />==================<br /><br />1. I dont know how to do the link things where you can see other peoples avitars. i suck at this kinda stuff<br /><br />2. I cry during kids movies, like lelo and stitch i cryed hardcore it was sad. but funny now when i think about it <br /><br />3. I HATE the dark to the point where i cant walk in the dark. if i had to go into a dark room when i was working i couldnt it was really bad and even now if the light goes out outside my room i cant leave me room.<br /><br />4. im going to be an aunty. my sister is pregnant and due at the end of december. <br /><br />5. /b/tard. entirely.<br /><br />6. My Punjabi is better then my French.<br /><br />7. i like being out in the sun but i burn really bad on my back and shoulders becuase i got 2nd degree burns when i was younger and my skin there now is extra sensative <br /><br />8. i hate confrontation and loudness, i tend to shut down and usually i start to cry. i dont even like loud movie sounds, or loud debates. this is why i hardly ever say what im really thinking to stupid people becuase i'd be the one who'd end up in tears if we started yelling. <br /><br />okay, that was fun XD<br />whoever wants to do this can do it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>back on track</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jun 2009 13:32:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i was tired of having that last journal up. It was stupid and well yeah dumb. Soo i figured iÂd do this one. <br /><br />i went to the doctors last week and had a physical (yuk) and my doctor told me i had gained to much weight in to short a time so heÂs asked me to keep track of my eating normal for the fist week (last week) and then cut back my carbs.. not cut them out cuz you need them... i cut it down to 4 max a day.. and exercises at lest 30 minutes a day and it couldnÂt be just walking. So this is week one of the changes and its been going goo so far. IÂve worked out every day yesterday i did almost 3 hours and today 10 minutes so far but i did 10 minute trainer so im gonna wait till later to do hip hop abs. IÂve been eating good so far iÂve cut my carb intake to 3 a day rather than the 8 i was having a day. I have more energy. I went to bed earlier last night then normal but i also got up at 9am today. I have more energy which is good. Thursday im gonna treat as my relaxing day from working out because i have baseball thrusday nights and i have 1 or 2 games each week, So im still working out but im not doing any of the tapes. <br /><br />iÂve set a goal weight for myself and a date that i should be reaching it by and its a reasonable goal of 115 by November, thatÂs a weight loss of about 2 pounds a week which is healthy and attainable when i go to Scotland im still gonna be working out and watching what i eat and iÂll still get exersise cuz i walk everywhere while im there. And once i get back iÂll be working again hopefully which will also be good cuz i wont be sitting at home all the time. <br /><br />^_^ yay for getting things on track again!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>20 days</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2009 14:25:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Frustrating some people can be frustrating. You explain things but they still donÂt believe or they still get pissed at you for something you werenÂt even mad about to begin with.  Or you do stuff and it still isnÂt good enough no matter what you do itÂs not good enough. ItÂs frustrating, irritating and just makes you feel like giving up because no matter what you say or do your fucked. FUCK its so fucking frustrating. But whatever whatÂs the point in trying when its just gonna come back and bit you in the god damn ass. I guess im not even frustrated im more tired, tired of the B.S.. Yes i realise this isnÂt like my normal posts.<br /><br />On a happier note IÂve been working out more and eating better which is good. Sometimes its hard but its worth it.  IÂm leaving for Scotland in 20 days. I leave on the 28th!!! And i should be getting my Lolita dress on the 19th cuz it was shipped Friday or something like that and it takes about 2 weeks to arrive. I cant wait i hope it fits or im gonna cry. ^_^ i cant wait for Scotland. Its gonna be great i get to see my cousins and my boyfriend who i havenÂt seen in person in a year in a half. My stomic hurts from my work out today and i forgot to eat lunch but i had breakfast for a change so im not really hungery yet. And even if i am we have lost of fruit and veggies i can eat cuz i have to cut back on the carbs. But im aloud to eat all the fruit and veggies i want. Thank god we have peanut butter and cheese wiz i can put that on celery to eat and give it some taste. ^_^ well i better go check and see if dinners ready<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>rant and ANIME NORTH!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 13:29:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is it sad when you cant remember a time when youÂre mother wasnÂt sick... when you werenÂt the adult in the house and have to take care of everyone with your dad b/c no one else would step up and your mother couldnÂt anymore... 6 years... 6 years iÂve had to be the adult before i should have had to be. 6 years of either being forgotten or the one people turn to. I donÂt even remember what my mom was like before she got sick b/c she was working all the time i remember some holidays when she wasnÂt sick like new years when i was really little and we stayed up all night playing scrabble. But i donÂt really remember my mom not being the way she is. 15 i was 15 when she got sick im 21 now. I should remember what she was like before but i really donÂt. Both my parents worked full time so i was either with a babysitter or my sisters.. i sometimes wish i had the mom i canÂt remember back . but that will never happen....... arg this is depressing <br /><br /><b>On a happier note</b><br /><br />ANIME NORTH IS 13 DAYS im so excited i couldnÂt sleep last night i was so excited ^_^ iÂm almost all done my costume i just have to sew the one sleve together the cuff/ruffle at the end of it and then sew it to the actual shirt. Add the buttons and hem it OH and fix the ruffles but thatÂs easy enough to do. Other then that im done everything which is awesome cuz last year i was rushing to get it done. This is my second year going last year i went as Misa from death note mostly cuz it was easy and i had 90% of the costume in my own wardrobe. And i spent WAY to much last year. This year im going as Kotaro Mochizuki from black blood brothers. And im going to have a budget a very small budget compaired to last year im only going to have 100 bucks for spending the WHOLE weekend and some money for food. NO debit card will be with me this weekend for my own good. I have all the money in my savings account for AN and for Scotland ^_^ so i dont have to worry about money for that. <br /><br />ima go now.... yay for AN<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>8-| fuck me in the.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:16:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im a little stressed out about school right now. Im done my presentation for Orientation that was last Friday i got a 94 on it which is epic cuz i had a 65 going in to the presentation. But because i was so focused on that and working on that so much iÂve neglected my Grief Project which is due April 8th. IÂve gotta make a dvd on pet loss to help parents explain pet loss to their children between the age of 3-9 and i also have to make a pamphlet with all the resources parents can use like books, websites and hotlines in order for them to gain more information on the subject or use books to help open up a gate way for communication on the subject.... right now all i have is the research... im working on the pamphlet and trying to make this script. IÂve never seen a video on this subject so im kinda freaking out about how to do this... plus im not even sure if i have a video camera. My camera has a video setting but its not the greatest quality and iÂve never made a video on movie maker before or at all.... im fucked!!!! Oh so fucked. O_OÂ <br />i also have a grief assignment on Post-traumatic stress disorder and grief. How there similar and how they are different... due Wednesday. I also have a second mock funeral arrangement to do sometime soon. Another anatomy test i need to get good on in order to relax about it i just passed the last one and no more -_-Â. plus being unemployed is starting to wear on me it was great at first now i wanna hang myself. Im glad i am cuz i have more time for school but money is nice and so is the escape from my house which those of you who know me in person and are close with me know and understand why i need it.  <br /><br />but on an up note Haunting in Connecticut comes out this Friday and im gonna go see it if i can Friday night. And Sunday im hopefully going to pacific mall this would be the 3rd time we rescheduled for my b-day. Sam and i are going to Korean BBQ and the mall for the day. ^_^ so im excited for that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>people!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 08:35:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In my classes this week IÂve discovered that its more common then IÂve noticed that people done want to take responsibility for there actions. That instead of saying Âyou were right I should have gone into the room but you didnÂt make me enough, you should have forced meÂ you canÂt make someone do you can suggest it and you can push them in the right direction. But you cant MAKE someone do anything. And you CANT blame anyone for something youÂve done or havenÂt done. If you fuck up your life its your own damn fault. If you regret something its youÂre own damn fault. No one else is to be blamed but yourself. Society needs to start taking responsibility for there action. <br /><br />an example my teacher didnÂt post something we weÂre going to be tested on its OUR responsibility as the student paying for the education to inform the teacher so they can fix it. NOT tell the teacher AFTER the test that it wasnÂt up and blaming the teacher for your failures. OR when youÂre kids breaking into apartments and when the cops catch the kid  it decide balcony hopping would be a good way to get aways and your kid fall 16 stories  and dies. Its the kids fault he fell 16 storys not the cops. The cops didnÂt push your kid off the balcony it jumped. Your child was doing something it shouldnÂt have been. Yeah sure he shouldnÂt have died for breaking and entering but he also shouldnÂt have trying balcony hopping. DONT balme the cops it wasnÂt there fault! Your kid was not an angel like you think. STOP blaming other people for your childs actions.<br /><br />PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP and start taking responsibility for yourselves. Stop bitching that other people havenÂt done this or that for you and start doing it for yourselves. Stop expecting everything to be given to you and start working for what you want.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>woot</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Feb 2009 19:33:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok since i've recently left my job.. im happy about this i quite i wasnt fired... i've decided i wanna cut my hair... we'll i've wanted to for a while but i had to be very... conservative? about it so im gonna call tommrow and book my appointment and get it done asap. my parents are gonna pay for it so im happy or else it wouldnt be happening so i wanna get it does like think <br /><br /><a href="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y53/sumiii/Alice%20Nine/HIROTO/curevol2208.jpg">[link]</a><br />and ths is a nother picture of the same cut. <br /><a href="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y53/sumiii/Alice%20Nine/HIROTO/foolsmate286_06.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br />its kinda randome but i dont wanna cut all my hair off but i wanna have it short XD so with this i get both cuz its longer in the back behind the ears XD <br />yay! hair cuts.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>you will all hate me =)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jan 2009 07:37:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Your 'ex' and You : which one?<br />2. I am listening to: the dog eat <br />3. Maybe I should : go get breakfast	<br />4. I love : Angus<br />5. My best friend(s) : are the best <br />6. I don't understand : most people <br />7. I have lost my respect for : no one <br />8. I last ate : pita bread with tatizik(?) sauce  <br />9. The meaning of my name on msn is : my name and Âi love youÂ <br />10. I will always be :...me?<br />11. Love seems to : confusing as hell <br />12. I never ever want to lose : the ones i love .<br />13. My myspace is : never used anymore<br />14. I get annoyed when: people do stupid stuff<br />15. Parties : are amazing with the right people.<br />16. Simple Kisses : are meaningful.<br />17. Today I: got up to damn early for school.<br />18. I wish : thinks went my way...never will though thats how it works .<br /><br />IS YOUR/ARE YOU<br />01. Is your hair wet?: Nope.<br />02. Is your cell phone right by you?: Nope in my purse <br />03. Do you miss someone?: Ya I miss angus<br />04.Are you wearing chap stick?: yeah. <br />05. Are you tired?: yes i was up at 8:30<br />06. Are you wearing pajamas? : Nope.. jeans and a t-shirt <br />08. Are you mad?: Nopers..not right now.<br />09. Are you upset?: not really <br />10. Are you talking to someone?: Nope everyoneÂs sleeping or at school<br />11. Ever stuck gum under a desk?: Yes...in high school.<br />12. Ever kicked someone?: No.... wait... i might have when i was younger<br />13. Ever tripped over your own feet?: yes all the time.<br /><br />TODAY HAVE YOU:<br />01. Have you cursed?: No to early in the day.. give it some time<br />02. Have you cried?: ......O_o no not today<br /><br />RANDOM<br />Is there a person who is on your mind right now? Yes...<br />Do you have any siblings? Yes 4... <br />Do you want children? Yes.. i want at lest 2 <br />Do you smile often? Depends on my mood<br />Do you untie your shoes: when i need to. <br /><br />if the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? Spring or summer i hate the cold<br />Is there anybody that you trust 100%? No.. close but not 100%<br />Do you have an older sibling? Yeah 4.. im the youngest <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? I hope so. Its been 2 years already i think we can do another 3 months<br />What did you do last night ? night school and sleep.<br />Do you miss anyone? Yes all the time.<br />Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? Not at all iÂd be almost donÂt my internship by now.<br />Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you? Yes... me? Im a girl! <br />Anything hurting? Not right now when i stand up yes<br />Do you have a good relationship with your parents? With my dad, sometimes my mom<br />Are any of your friends taller than you? Almost all of them<br />What were you doing this morning at 8? I was sleeping about to wake up<br />Do you like the ocean? Sure why not<br />How many windows are open on your computer? 2 <br />Who was the last person you rode in a car with? Myself? On the way home from school<br />What woke you up this morning? Cell phone alarm<br />Do you know anyone named Matt? Yes .....i think......yes i do<br />What color is your hair? Blonde<br />Is your hair naturally curly, wavy, or straight? All three depending on how long it is, at the root straight, from about eye level to my chin wavy, any longer and its curly.... my hair is fucked up<br />Do you wear glasses? Nope perfect vision bitches <br />Are you currently jealous? Nope. <br />What jewelry are you currently wearing? A ring on my middle finger  on my left hand<br />What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? My strep throat<br />How late did you stay up last night and why? 1am homework<br />you have a good birthday this year? Not yet its only January<br />Would you rather go to greece or hawaii? Hawaii<br />Do horror movies actually horrify you?No...I can fall asleep to them... depending if its got ghosts in it thought<br />What song is stuck in your head right now? Dont don<br />What is the last thing you put in your mouth? Ummm dinner last night salad<br />Are you friends with the last person you hugged? Yes.... my parents <br />Can you count to ten in a different language? Yes... kinda i know most up to 10 in Japanese<br />What color eyes on the opposite sex? Doesnt matter<br />How many hours did you sleep last night? I dont count them who counts how much they sleep<br />Do you miss your past? No not really iÂd change a few things but i dont miss it <br />What are you doing tonight? Lost starts again woot woot <br />Do you believe exes can be friends? Yes.<br />Did you ever lose a best friend? Yeah but if you lose them over stupid stuff were they ever really your best friend?<br />What is wrong with you right now? Hungry <br />Are you happy about anything? Yes i a... ]]></description>
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                <title>O_O FAIL!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jan 2009 17:47:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IÂm going to start off by saying this isnÂt normally the kind of stuff i post but IÂm freaking out a bit. <br /><br />so i went back to school on Monday and then registered for night school cuz i didnÂt pass my anatomy class and i need that to graduate or even actually do all the classes this semester. i went to that and it was kinda balls and retarded cuz we didnÂt do anything and it was a waste of my hour. ThatÂs not to bad but im waiting for my teacher/ program coordinator to get back to me on wither or not i can keep my full course (8 classes) plus my night school class because my night school class is a pre-rec for 4 classes this semester. so iÂd have 9 classes this semester. which would be manageable if i also didnÂt have to work in order to be able to pay for gas in order to get to school and to pay my phone bill. I work 3 nights a week, Monday, Wednesday and Friday. My night school is Tuesday and Thursday which leaves weekends for homework which isnÂt a lot of time considering i have 9 classes.<br /><br />When I got home from school today my parents sat me down and told me I need to quit my job. Because they feel i wont have time do homework. Which is one thing that was bothering be before now. But now im freaking out cuz i wont have a job. My parents said if i do chores theyÂll give me 30 bucks a week for gas but that also leaves my 70 dollar a month phone bill to pay for. -_-Â so im having a bit of a panic attack about the whole thing. But staying at work isnÂt an option because my parents told me if i donÂt leave the job they will take the car and iÂll have to bus it to and from school and work. This would be about 3 busses and a couple hours on the bus. Instead of a 30 minute drive for both. So i have no choice really but to leave my job my dad said heÂd cover my phone bill till after this semester but this will be the first time i havenÂt had a job since i was 16. I donÂt like giving up this kinda independence O_O fuck me i feel so emo right now. And like im gonna have panic attack.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HAPPY NEW YEARS</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:52:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY its a new year. Happy 2009 everyone XD. So i went with my friend sam to this girl CorrieÂs house. It was mostly people i went to high school with which was nice cuz there wasnÂt any of that awkward Â i donÂt know who anyone isÂ stuff going on. And i got a wicked massage from Greg and Damon although i donÂt know what Damon did to my neck i know i had a lot of knots but the whole left side of my neck hurts and moving is EXTREMALY pain full. It should go away in a couple days but Jesus Christ it hurts. That and i didnÂt get much sleep cuz we went to bed at 5am and i was up at 7:30-8am ish. I got the futon all to myself! Although i didnÂt move much cuz i was scared of kicking someone in the back of the head in my sleep. It was fun times. At frist we kinda hung out in the kitchen eating and drinking and taking while the guys played video games.. exept a few were in the kitchen with us mainly Ken and sometimes Damon and Will.. Greg spent most of that time playing the video games. Eventually we all went and watched movies and stuff and the awesome massage mat was brought out which started people getting massages. We almost missed the ball drop which was great we relised what time it was about 20 minutes before and we paused the movie and watched the ball drop on the laptop XD. Called the parents then went back to watching movies till 5am. Brave heart was one long effing movie. <br />any who im gonna go take a nap im sleepy from the lack of sleep i got.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>CHRISMAS</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 18:31:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! even if you dont celebrate. everyone has something going on around this time of year. its the " holiday season" lol. <br />im way to hyper right now concidering i've been up since 7:20 this morning. i got a bunch of stuff<br /><br />lap top ( mom and dad opened in october)<br />camera ( mom and dad) <br />creatcher of the night serise ( shannon)<br />black dagger brotherhood filler book ( parents)<br />rouge lover lol ( parents)<br />jeans ( april/tony)<br />black and red turdle necks ( parents)<br />new winter books ( shannon )<br />slipers ( april/tony)<br />pink pj's ( shannon)<br />hello kitty pj's ( sam's parents lol)<br />anime figurine.. dunno the girl (family friends)<br />chocolates/candy ( stocking stuffers)<br />cd's ( parents)<br />concert dvd (sam)<br />movies ( parents/ shannon) <br />Wii ( its a shared gift with my sister shannon)<br />Wii fit ( shared with sister shannon)<br />Wii sport ( shared)<br />my japanes coach for DS (parents) <br />money( nana and work )<br />ummm i thik thats it... yeah i think so woot <br /><br />one family down one to go. i still have to do the gift thing with the Lloyd family (brother's and there parents)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Dec 2008 17:58:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i know its been a while since iÂve done anything on here but im excited so i must do something. Sooo since my sister moved out in august my dad has been rebuilding her bedroom so i can move down there. Its finaly! Almost done. HeÂs just got to put on the base board and put the things in the closet so i can hang my clothes.. the walls are bright green and pink its hello kitty pink! I love it... oh i should mention only one wall is pink and the other 3 are green. My sister left her bed behind so iÂve got a new bed... its a water bed full motion water bed so then i sit on it my body gets eaten by it. AND ITS HEATED! I should be in it by Wednesday night cuz my dadÂs just bringing my dresser and my TV down for now and i can move the little things like my massive hello kitty and book collection down over time. Im gonna have to do a huge clean out of my room and closet cuz thereÂs a lot of stuff i donÂt need or want anymore. and as excited as this all is .......... this is my exam week at school so iÂve gotta  study for my examÂs get my room set up and go to work... this is gonna be stressfull -_- but YAY new room!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>H</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Nov 2008 15:53:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you comment I'll give you a letter of the alphabet and you have to make a journal and list TEN THINGS you like starting with the letter I give you.<br /><br />My letter is "H"<br /><br />1. Hats<br />2. House<br />3. Home Heist<br />4. Hello Kitty<br />5. Hamtaro<br />6. Hair Pins<br />7. Hair accessorys <br />8. Holloween<br />9. Hair bands<br />10. hard penises <br /><br />Ok that's it...<br /><br />COMMENT NOW!<br /><br /><br />this was so hard stupid H<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>rant =@</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Sep 2008 20:37:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is just a rant its not meant for any one person in particular. <br /><br />you wonder why I get upset and cry at random. Or I lose my temper and snap at someone. It seems that all I do is take care of you. ItÂs the frist thing I do in the morning and the last thing I do before I go to bed. Im either at work or doing stuff for you. I come home from school and I start my homework but no I cant I have to do one thing or another for you. Today I got home at 2 and it was 4:30 before I could even start it because everytime I sat down at it I had to do something else. Then when I say I have a headache you tell me to clean up my crap and set the table if im done my homeworkÂ. That crap is my homework!. Then you pester me about my homework and why im not working on it. I HAVE A GOD DAMN HEADACHE. Or I go to my room to do my homework not that I have anywhere I can do homework in the fucking shit hole I call my bedroom. You yell to get my to do stuff or say I donÂt love you anymore cuz im not spending my every waking minute with you. I cant take it anymore im not your mother. You maybe sick but you donÂt need to make me your slave. Im tired of it its been this way for 5 years. Its to much. I shouldnÂt have all this shit on my plate at 20. and when I do say something to you. You start to cry and make me feel bad about my feelings. You shouldnÂt make me feel bad about how I feel!. At this rate IÂll be back in the hospital by Christmas. <br />god I wish my dad would hurry up and build that room in the basement for me so I can hide down there and do my homework.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>vaction</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:20:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i went on vacation this week YAY time away from work. i went up to my cottage to see my brothers and relax. i got there the next day i get so burnt i could barly move. and its only on my back and shoulders my legs are still see threw. its starting to go away now thank god. the weather at my cottage so weird. monday it rained. tuesday i got burt went toubbing, and was gonna try knee bording.. didnt happen. and played wii bowling all night got my ass kicked by a 12 year old. wednesday it rained again bad ther was a huge storm and i freaked out cuz it was weither that day was exactly like when we got caught in the tornado in 06. and again we were on the water. i also got sick while i was there so i came home a day earlie. <br /><br />firday i found out my mom was going to vist my grandma for the week. im so excited. i also went to the book realease for breaking dawn the last book in the twilight series only thing is i havent read the 3rd book yet. i also bought 5 other books and spent like 90 bucks on book -_- so now i have 31 books i need to read and 48 movies still to watch. i'm already reading 6 books right now. <br /><br />i dont wanna go to work on monday. i want to stay on vacation time off has ben awesome. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Done 97 of the 120 stupidest things.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 19:20:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Level 1<br />(x) Smoked A Cigarette<br />(x) Smoked A Cigar<br />(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex <br /><br />SO FAR: 3<br /><br />Level 2<br />(x) Are / Been In Love<br />(x) Dumped someone <br />( ) Been Fired<br />( ) Been In A Fist Fight<br /><br />SO FAR: 5<br /><br />Level 3<br />(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person<br />(x) Skipped Class<br />( ) Slept With A Co-worker<br />(x) Seen Someone / Something Die<br /><br />SO FAR: 8<br /><br />Level 4<br />( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart friends <br />( ) Been To Paris<br />( ) Been To Spain<br />(x) Been On A Plane<br />(x) Thrown Up From Drinking [while at work, good times]<br /><br />SO FAR: 10<br /><br />Level 5<br />(x) Eaten Sushi <br />( ) Been Snowboarding<br />(x) Met Someone Through Internet<br />(x) Been in a Mosh Pit<br /><br />SO FAR: 13<br /><br />Level 6<br />(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship<br />(x) Taken Pain Killers<br />(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have<br />(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By<br />(x) Made A Snow Angel<br /><br />SO FAR: 18<br /><br />Level 7<br />(x) Had A Tea Party<br />(x) Flown A Kite<br />(x) Built A Sand Castle<br />(x) Gone mudding<br />(x) Played Dress Up<br /><br />SO FAR: 23<br /><br />Level 8<br />(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves<br />(x) Gone Sledging<br />(x) Cheated While Playing A Game<br />(x) Been Lonely<br />(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School<br /><br />SO far: 29<br /><br />Level 10<br />(x) Watched The Sun Set<br />(x) Felt an earthquake <br />( ) Killed A Snake [i felt bad]<br /><br />SO FAR: 31<br /><br />Level 11<br />(x) Been Tickled<br />(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized<br />(x) Been cheated on<br />(x) Been Misunderstood<br /><br />SO FAR: 35<br /><br />Level 12<br />(x) Won A Contest<br />( ) Been Suspended From School <br />(x) Had Detention [never went. haha]<br />( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident<br /><br />SO FAR: 37<br /><br />Level 13<br />( ) Had / Have Braces<br />(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night<br />( ) Danced in the moonlight [by myself but whatever]<br /><br />SO FAR : 38<br /><br />Level 14<br />(x) Hated The Way You Look <br />(x) Witnessed A Crime<br />(x) Pole Danced [mwahaha]<br />(x) Questioned Your Heart<br />( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes <br /><br />SO FAR: 42<br /><br />Level 15<br />(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud <br />( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World<br />( ) Swam in the ocean<br />(x) Felt like you were dying <br /><br />SO FAR: 44<br /><br />Level 16<br />(x) Cried to sleep<br />(x) Played Cops And Robbers<br />(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers<br />(x) Sang Karaoke <br />(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins <br /><br />SO FAR: 49<br /><br />Level 17<br />(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't<br />(x) Made Prank Phone Calls<br />(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose <br />(x) Kissed In The Rain<br /><br />SO FAR: 53<br /><br />Level 18<br />(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus<br />(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About <br />(x) Blown Bubbles<br />(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere<br /><br />SO FAR: 57<br /><br />Level 19<br />( ) Crashed A Party<br />( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People<br />(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading<br />( ) Had A Wish Come True <br />( ) Been Humped By A Monkey ...O.o<br /><br />SO FAR: 58<br /><br />Level 20<br />(x) Worn Pearls<br />( ) Jumped Off A Bridge<br />(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" <br />( ) Swam With Dolphins [i want too, really bad]<br /><br />SO FAR: 60<br /><br />Level 22<br />( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice cube<br />(x) Kicked A Fish [i was swimming] <br />(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes<br />(x) Sat On A Roof Top<br /><br />SO FAR: 63<br /><br />Level 23<br />(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs <br />(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel<br />(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours<br />(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about <br /><br />SO FAR: 67<br /><br />Level 24<br />( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree<br />(x) Climbed A Tree<br />(x) Had/Been In A Tree House<br />(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone[all the time]<br /><br />SO FAR: 70<br /><br />Level 25<br />(x) Believed In Ghosts<br />(x) Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes<br />( ) Gone Streaking<br />(x) Visited Jail: An old jail to be sure. No inmates.<br /><br />SO FAR: 73<br /><br />Level 26<br />(x) Played Chicken<br />(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on <br />(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger <br />(x) Broken A Bone <br />(x) Been Easily Amused<br /><br />SO FAR: 78<br /><br />Level 27<br />( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later<br />(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one <br />(x) Caught A Butterfly<br />(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried<br />(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed <br /><br />SO FAR: 82<br /><br />Level 28<br />(x) Mooned/Flashed... ]]></description>
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                <title>duh nananananananananana Batman Batman Batman</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:22:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i went last night to see Batman: The Dark Night with danielle and sam. OH MY GOD it was amazing. i hadn't gotten that in to a movie since i went and saw underworld (.. i really like vampires). Heath Leger did such a good job i thought he was gonna do amazing but it blew me away he went to such a dark place for it. he did such a good job. i finaly figured out how batman and two face connected.. i'd always somehow missed there concection cuz i fail. i cant wait to see how there gonna do the next one. i kinda hope they do something with penguin but i dought it from what i've been reading.. i also conviced a guy a work with to go see it he didnt like the last one but he's gonna go see this one... he also grew up with the comics and watched the live action from the 60's when it was first on the air XD. <br />yay batman!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:32:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------Â Ã Â A L L | A B O U T | M E Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />- Name: Chelsey. <br />- Single or taken: taken<br />- Gender: female. <br />- Birthday: Mar, 7 / 1988<br />- Sign: pieces<br />- Hair color: dirty blonde almost brown( natural) but now light and dark blonde<br />- Eye color: blue/gray<br />- Height: 5'0<br />- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight<br /><br />-----------Â Ã Â F A S H I O N | S T U F F Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />- Favourite place to shop for clothes?: i don't really have a favourite place to shop, if it's cheap, i like it!<br />- Favorite designer?: how the hell should i know <br />- What is your sexiest outfit?: um .. i don't know. <br />- What is your most comfortable outfit?: PJs <br />- What do you usually wear?: jeans and a t-shirt<br /><br />--------------Â Ã Â S P E C I F I C S Â Ã Â -------------------<br /><br />- What kind of shampoo do you use?: nutrogena im allergic to most other shampoos<br />- What are you listening to right now?: nothing im watching a movie <br />- Who is the last person that called/texted you?: Sam or Danielle <br />- How many buddies are online right now?: 21 but i really only talk to 4. <br /><br />-------------Â Ã Â F A V O R I T E S Â Ã Â-----------------<br /><br />- Food: spaggetie.<br />- Girls names: Meika and/or Miki<br />- Boys names: Rory and/or Miki (ahaha i love unsex names) <br />- Subjects in school: biology or art<br />- Animals: Penguins, dogs <br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Â Ã Â-------------<br /><br />- Given anyone a bath?: when i babysat. <br />- Smoked?: Aye aye. quite 2 years ago i think <br />- Bungee jumped?: ahaha im scared of hights <br />- Made yourself throw up?: nope<br />- Skinny dipped?: naw<br />- Ever been in love?: mhmm<br />- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes often<br />- Pictured your crush naked?: all the time. <br />- Actually seen your crush naked?: aha yes<br />- Cried when someone died?: yes. <br />- Lied: of course<br />- Fallen for your best friend?: i did. it didnt end well<br />- Rejected someone?: umm i think so<br />- Used someone?: yes<br />- Done something you regret?: not really. <br /><br />------------Â Ã Â C U R R E N T Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />- Clothes: t-shirt and track pants <br />- Desktop picture: Hizumi. <br />- CD in player: SuG. <br />- DVD in player: the tatooist . <br /><br />----------------Â Ã Â L A S T | P E R S O N Â Ã Â----------------------<br /><br />- You touched: ummmm that was at work...<br />- Hugged: mom before she left for scotland?<br />- Talk to online: sam <br />- Sex it up with: ahaha my boyfriend and that was a while ago XD<br /><br />---------------Â Ã Â A R E | Y O U Â Ã Â---------------------<br /><br />- Understanding: I try.<br />- Open-minded: i try<br />- Arrogant: i dont think so<br />- Insecure?: very<br />- Random?: i can be<br />- Hyper: sometimes not a lot though.<br />- Trusting: aye. <br /><br />---------Â Ã Â W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A Â Ã Â--------<br /><br />- Kill?: no one. <br />- Get really wasted with?: anyone i just wanna get drunk<br />- Get high with: no one i cant do drugs<br />- Talk to offline: everyone.<br />- Talk to online: everyone again.<br />- Sex it up with: yooou. <br />------------------Â Ã Â R A N D O M Â Ã Â---------------------<br /><br />- In the morning I: dont wanna move<br />- Love is: hard<br />- I dream about: sex<br />- Sexual preference: Straight<br />- What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: eyes or hands<br /><br />---------------Â Ã Â W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R Â Ã ---------------<br /><br />- Coke or Pepsi: pepsi<br />- Flowers or candy: Caandy<br />- Tall or short: Tall<br />---------------Â Ã Â W H O Â Ã Â ---------------<br /><br />- Makes you laugh the most: people<br />- Makes you smile: people<br />- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: angus<br /><br />--------------Â Ã Â D O | Y O U | E V E R Â Ã Â-----------------<br /><br />- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: sadly yes. <br />- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: sometimes<br />- Wish you were younger: naw, people always think im younger though<br />- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes<br /><br />-----------Â Ã Â N U M B E R Â Ã Â--------------<br /><br />- Of times I have had my heart broken: 2<br />- Of guys I've kissed: i dunno<br />- Of girls I've kissed: a lot. <br />- Of CD's I own: somewhere in the 100's<br />- Of scars on my body: i don't know to many<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>facts anyone?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2008 17:55:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules:<br /><br />1. Post these rules<br />2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves<br />3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts<br />4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named (no one has to suffer this horror)<br />5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged (or this one either)<br /><br />8 Random facts about me:<br /><br />1. i'm absoultly petrafied of the dark. i never use to be it use to be just a mild fear but now i'll curl up in a little ball and cry if im in the dark... well i might scream a lot too. <br /><br />2. i hate red meat.. like pork and beef, i really can stand it but i love chicken, turkey and sea food.. if it swims or fly's i'll eat it. XD<br /><br />3. i'm very shy dispite how i interact with my friends and how loud i am at work i'm extreamly shy. <br /><br />4. i talk about being a boy a lot. more of the fact that i hate being a girl at certin times of the month. <br /><br />5. i always think i look fat. no matter what people tell me i think im fat... and ugly<br /><br />6. i've just recently discovered i need to start listening to more english music becuase i know all of 3 bands apparently. <br /><br />7. i sleep with stuff on my bed like clothes, books, hair dye, pointy things that hurt me.<br /><br />8. i'm scared of dieing alone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>just a rant</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jun 2008 18:23:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i'll start this off by saying my mom and i dont exactly get along all that well.. we both have the same thing wrong with us but with differnt triggers... my mom is my biggest trigger...<br />this all happened between 8:30pm and 9pm <br /><br />everything was fine till i got home from baseball.. i got home and my mom starts buggin me about doing her hair for her which is fine i'm use to that but then she watches our dog lift his leg and piss all over my dry clean only suit jacket that i wear to work and doesnt say anything about it.. i get mad and start grabbing my stuff to put in the wash and she say's my name and i say in a nice calm tone "what" and she doesnt say anthing so when im walking by her again she says my name again and she said " what" again louder and i guess my tone was off and she got all upset and started crying so i walked away i didnt wanna deal with that so i go down and put my stuff in my laundry and come back up and my dad starts yelling at me about how i shouldnt talk to my mom like that so i start crying cuz im upset and mad and all they can do is yell at me then my dad turns to me and says " why are you crying its not gonn fix anything" so i go back down stairs to turn on my laundry and the fucking washer is broken! i dont have a thing to wear to work tommrow. so i have to go out tommrow before i got to work and buy a new 3 piece suit and tie... which i dont really have the money for. i havent eaten today cuz i worked then had baseball i was hungery but i've lost my appitite, and a killer headack<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Anime North</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 18:56:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So anime north is in what a little under two weeks and I think im doing pretty damn good.considering this is my first year going.... I got 1 costume done, 2 all most done all I have to do is die my corset black and add the back panel of the pink dress I bought and altered. Oh I should have mentioned im going as misa from death note. IÂve got the black cute gothic outfit that she wears, the school uniform and the pink dress she wears in the episode when ÂNÂ first appears. I also bought a rem plushy and im gonna pin it to my back as well as a death note (LightÂs copy) and I got an awesome square black purse for 2 bucks that im gonna use. Most of the stuff is from my own clothes.. Although the pink dress and fabric for it I has to buy and alter and I donÂt sew I took a fashion class but I was to high to pay attention and actuly learn how to sew so im getting mad and fed up with the alterations although there arenÂt that much. And im almost doneÂ.. I think its mostly cuz im tired from work IÂve been working 8am- when ever mostly 4 or 7pm most of last week and I worked 8-3 today. Im not complaining I like my job and well I get paid decent. <br /><br />Oh, I got back in to school for next September IÂm kind of surprised they let me back in early because I only took 2 classes second semester. Although I did get pretty good marks in them, IÂm excited. And my boss told me there gonna give me my internship for second year. So yay no looking around for internships and getting rejected from everywhere like last year. Woot!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>anurism anyone?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 20:16:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i hate it when my dad goes out of town for work cuz then its just me and my mom. i have sisters but there older so they dont get told by my dad to sit with my mom to keep her company. my mom's sick she has been for a few years now and i've become somewhat of a security blanket becuase im the youngest and i was the only one home when she become sick.... when i go anywhre she freaks out and basicly guilts me in to staying home.... i also dont have a credit card becuase im 20 and have a unstable job so no credit card cuz im 1. to young and 2. dont make enough money..  so i went looking for those pre-payed  internet card things so i can buy stuff then my friend sam told me i could set up pay pal with my bank account so i was gonna do that and this is what happend......i told mom i was setting up pay pal and she's like " its not secure people can hack in and take your money then go in to your bank cuz they have your information and take all your money i want you to delete your account now" and i tryed to explain and shes like " NO delete it" and i said even if i get the internet pre payed card thing i still need pay pal so she told me im not aloud buyin things on the interent with out her credit card. oh and this is just an example of the many things my mom does to give me  brain anurism there are hundereds of other things she does <br />I WANT MY DADDY TO COME HOME!<br /><br />thank you for letting me rant you may go on with your life now<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~trackseventeen</author>
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                <title>hershey milk shake </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Feb 2008 08:11:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so im going to kill someone. im so stressed out from work.. for the past 3 weeks i've been working 30-40 hours a week plus going to school cuz were understaffed and i always get called in. i owe the doctor money becuase i've missed 3 appointments becuase of work.-_-<br /><br />i also think i might have bronchitus becuase im sick but its really just a bad caugh and a stuff nose but i've thrown up because i've been cauging so hard. and i've had chest pains for the past 3 or 4 days. and my sister has the same symptoms as me and thats what she has.<br /><br />so im sitting in my business marking class being sick and board and hungery cuz im stupid and slept in. not paying attenchion cuz im think about what stuff i have to bring to school for next wednesday. -_- so much stuff..<br /><br />which reminds me i went to the mall on monday and spent about 300 bucks on makeup. and 180 bucks on eyeliner -_- fuckin igolt why must you be so expensive...... but yay new makeup. i'll post pictures of it when i get a chance to do anything other then work. <br /><br />so i just went to get food and i forgot my fuckin bank card..... i think i left it in mckay pizza last night -__-' but leslie got it for me so now i owe her 10 bucks now.<br /><br />ok im going to eat and pretend to pay attenction to what hes saying.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~trackseventeen</author>
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                <title>dear blank </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 15:06:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh man this semesters gonna be weird I have 2 classes. Business 2 days a week and my English tutor for half an hour once a week. So I only go to school twice a week I then work the rest of the week. And I have to go back for an extra year.. and I had gotten a call about an internship too.-__- to bad I cant do it any more. <br />
<br />
I got singed up for a bowling league on Monday nights and I didnÂt know I was in it until Danielle told meÂ good thing I doesnÂt start till the 14th.. oh thanks for singing me up Danielle. At the end I get bowling shoes, a bag and a ball ima pick the hello kitty bag ^^ cuz im that cool. <br />
<br />
Im also going to the hedley concert on feb 2nd and thrice with say anything on feb 15th with Danielle and alana and ling ling Âim really hoping my boss will give me the days off cuz if not *shakes fist *Â. My new years was ok.. I got a weird guy hitting on meÂ.. and he added me to msn and hes being all creepy ;_; <br />
<br />
my nana's still over so im sleeping in my sisters room with her shes finaly letting me sleep in the bed with her rather then my broken air mattrice woot and my sisters keep complaining cuz my stuff is everywhere in living room but i have no bed room to put it in so <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> on them. i now have 3 dogs in the house instead of the normal 2 and meiko keeps attacking my grandmothers god everytime she comes near me so thats fun cuz my grandmothers dog like loves me so it fallows me everywhere...... life is fun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blame danielle for the length of this</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Dec 2007 14:39:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:<br />
1 : learn Japanese and Punjabi  <br />
2 : live in scotland and japan<br />
3 : this is gonna sound uber girly but get married and have at lest 1 kid   <br />
<br />
Three Names You Go By:<br />
1 : chels<br />
2 : buns ( brothers call me that)<br />
3 : sweet pea ( my sisters call me that) <br />
<br />
Three Screen Names You Have Had:<br />
1 : sweetkiss8<br />
2 : cherushii<br />
3 : zsadist <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:<br />
1 : my eyes<br />
2 : my nose<br />
3 : my ÂÂÂ. I cant think of anything else <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Parts Of Your Heritage:<br />
1 : scottish<br />
2 : I was born in Canada does that countÂ and no im not first generation <br />
3 : welsh ( my grandfather was born in Wales) <br />
<br />
Three Things That Scare You:<br />
1 : Bugs <br />
2 : DARK I HATE THE DARK<br />
3 : walking around my work by myself  (not cuz its dark but cuz itÂs a funeral home)<br />
<br />
Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:<br />
1 : internet<br />
2 : music<br />
3 : food<br />
<br />
<br />
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:<br />
1 : sweater angus gave me <br />
2 : jeans<br />
3 : shirt <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:<br />
1 : Dir En Grey<br />
2 : LM.C<br />
3 : Larc en ceil <br />
(it may change soon time)<br />
<br />
<br />
Three Of Your Favorite Songs(as in RIGHT NOW!) :<br />
1 : sentimental piggie romance by LM.C<br />
2 : Umbrella by dir en grey<br />
3 : mr. Romantic by dollis marry <br />
<br />
Three Things You Want In A Relationship :<br />
1 : Love<br />
2 : Trust <br />
3 : Respect <br />
<br />
<br />
Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):<br />
1 : I'm a collage student <br />
2 : I like the dark  <br />
3 : I have 2 dogs <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:<br />
1 : Eyes<br />
2 : hands <br />
3 : Hair<br />
<br />
<br />
Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:<br />
1 : Reading<br />
2 : listening to music<br />
3 : Sleeping<br />
<br />
<br />
Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:<br />
1 : funeral director <br />
2 : make up artist <br />
3 : fashion designer <br />
<br />
Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:<br />
1 : scotland<br />
2 : japan <br />
3 : mexico <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Kid's Names You Like :<br />
1 : Mika ( pronounced meka) <br />
2 : megumi<br />
3 : evan <br />
<br />
<br />
Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:<br />
1 : Shorter hair<br />
2 : swear a lot <br />
3 : i can hold my liqure<br />
<br />
<br />
Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:<br />
1 : I have boobies<br />
2 : I hate bugs <br />
3 : I wanna have kids<br />
<br />
Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:<br />
EVERYONE. BECAUSE I SAID SO!<br />
<br />
~~~~<br />
<br />
<br />
1. ARE YOU OVER 18?<br />
yup im 19 bitches <br />
<br />
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR<br />
CELLPHONE?<br />
a picture of angus ( my boyfriend)<br />
<br />
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NYT<br />
Yep because I went to bed at 11<br />
<br />
4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?<br />
noo. I don't wanna wright my exam <br />
<br />
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON UR BED?<br />
blankets, baby blanket, body pillow, some pillow that u use to sit up, throw pillow, hello kitty pillow, guitar, pjÂs, binders <br />
<br />
6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP A MEAL?<br />
im in collage I have no money for food <br />
<br />
7. GRILLED OR FRIED?<br />
I prefer grilled but IÂll eat fired <br />
<br />
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE ?<br />
ummm...I have no idea<br />
<br />
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?<br />
TERRIFIED!<br />
<br />
10. FAVOURITE MOVIE/S?<br />
moon child, labyrinth ( the one with david bowie ) <br />
<br />
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?<br />
Interweb. Movies. Music.<br />
<br />
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?<br />
house in Scotland <br />
<br />
13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN U R SLEEPY?<br />
slipknot.. yes im weird I listen to slipknot when im sleepy <br />
<br />
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?<br />
the dark, spiders, bugs, ghosts (donÂt make fun of me) <br />
<br />
15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?<br />
I can be both<br />
<br />
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?<br />
chels, chelsey buns ( brothers call me that), sweet pea ( my sisters call me that), baby doll, <br />
<br />
<br />
17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?<br />
George <br />
<br />
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?<br />
Death Note <br />
<br />
19. IF YOU WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY,<br />
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?<br />
... I can't tell you<br />
<br />
20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE<br />
REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?<br />
....umm...dude, Bread I love bread <br />
<br />
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?<br />
that one with the guy who has heart burn all the time and then all of a sudden he doesn't and all these fast food places come... ]]></description>
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                <title>omg its gozilla</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:31:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so im sitting in humanities. board as fuck.. wishing i had photoshop still and a tablit... i want one so bad so i can colour on my computer with out feeling like a sped kid. i feel like shit cuz of gozilla vs. mothra i hate being a girl. <br />
<br />
OMG APPARETLY HUMANITY IS SUICIDAL! thats what the lecture is on -_- and im a gatherer cuz im a female.. fucking asshole im a gatherer and im better then the guys at it. fuck yeah<br />
<br />
i wanna watch death note 2... its sitting at home waiting for me. same with love so devine <3 korean movies about a preist who falls in love. bow chicka wow wow.. <br />
<br />
my teacher desided to ask me why i didnt talk during the prentation and the guy beside me simple said " shes mute" LMAO everyones hurd me talk i just dont talk in front of large groups.<br />
<br />
i have a unit test tommrow that i havent studdied for.... i love embalming theory and the mulitple choice testness. <br />
<br />
i want chocolate. lots of chocolate. i could have slept in today but no i woke up at 7am cuz im a girl and my body hates me i rolled around in bed for 2 hour in pain before i managed to crawl out of bed and get my meds.. i then slept on the floor for an hour. i wanna be a boy sometimes.. they got it so much easier. T_T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>eeeep....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Nov 2007 23:12:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..... im not aloud to watch japanese movies at night.. i get really hyper like i am now.. ok so i just finsied watching last quarter on crunchyroll great movie.. honestly even tho hydes not in it a lot and when he is he doesnt talk that much..... oooh hes eye candy...... i really enjoyed it and the end was so kawaii.ok so im really hyer... i want last quarter so i can watch it any time.. it was slow at first but then it got good. <br />
<br />
<br />
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE im hyper.. its 2am and i need to get up earlie... my sisters going out for her b-day dinner tommrow and i cant go cuz i gots no money. balls desu for being a collage student with a part time job and no hours cuz theres nothing happending at the damn funeral home.. like common you'd think a funeral home would be bussy nope its slow.<br />
<br />
I <3 HYDE, i want to have his babys thats right i siad it wooot muahahahaha i need to watch rains drama now... theone where he looks like a hobo... or maybe moon child again for the like 200th time since i got it.. love me <br />
<br />
<br />
ok i should go.... rp with danielle woot akiya is the shit. ok im goig now LOVE ME!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>3 </title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 16:59:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.<br />
2. Make them answer the following questions.<br />
3. Then tag three people.<br />
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!<br />
<br />
Original Characters:<br />
<br />
1) Usagi ÂEvanÂ tadakara <br />
2) Akiya tadakara ( evanÂs cousin)<br />
3) Jooh Gyo Tsai<br />
<br />
1. How old are you?<br />
Evan Â Â25..but I fell like im 200 I never sleep any moreÂ<br />
Akiya Â Â 23 or 24Â.oh im 24Â <br />
Jooh Gyo Â im 21 motha fuckaÂ<br />
<br />
2. What's your height?<br />
Evan - "5'7..ish .. im fuckin tall for a Japanese man" <br />
akiya - "5Â 9 yay for the Korean in me"<br />
Jooh Gyo Â - "..um..6Â0 I thinkÂ Im Korean and I play foot ball" Âsmiles-<br />
<br />
3. Are you a virgin?<br />
Evan- "PFFFT!" <br />
akiya - "No" <br />
Jooh gyo - "Nope havenÂt been since I was 15" -grins-<br />
<br />
4. Who's your mate/spouse?<br />
Evan - "tylaÂ were not married yet but we will be soon" <br />
Akiy- "No one at the moment. But I have an amazing girlfriendÂ -smiles-<br />
Jooh gyo Â ummmm no I have a friend but not a spouse and akiya shes not a girlÂ. Shes a boy my older brother Hye gyo" -chuckles- <br />
akiya Â shut upÂ<br />
<br />
5. Do you have any kids?<br />
Evan - "Not yet but ones on the way "<br />
Akiya - "I don't want them ... yet"<br />
Jooh Gyo - "I shouldnÂt be left alone with kids"<br />
<br />
6. What's your favourite food?<br />
Evan- "Everything and anything" -makes a drooling face- "food yummy" <br />
Akiya - " anything evan cooks is good by me" <br />
Jooh Gyo - "White people food" <br />
<br />
7. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?<br />
Evan - "Chocolate" <br />
Akiya - "green tea" -chuckles- Âgod im asianÂ<br />
Joog Gyp- "have I mentioned I ate candle wax cuz I thought it was icecream" <br />
<br />
8. Have you killed anyone?<br />
Evan- " umÂ. Not to my knowlageÂ <br />
akiya- "I haven't"<br />
Jooh Gyo - "I don't kill people" <br />
<br />
9. Do you hate anyone?<br />
Evan- "nope" <br />
Akiya - "ÂÂ. Not to my knowlage"<br />
Jooh Gyo - "yesÂ laura the dirty whore" <br />
<br />
10. Have any secrets?<br />
Evan - "Â.noÂ..only from kimiko" Âshudders-<br />
Akiya- "..not really..Â<br />
Jooh Gyo - "Yeah ..hang on what you hiding for kimiko?"<br />
evan Â nothingÂ Âsmiles retardly-<br />
<br />
11. What is your job?<br />
Evan - "I own my own mulit-million doller company " smiles<br />
Akita - "I own my own company tooÂ its just as good and I also look after evans while he goes to school" -laughs-<br />
Jooh Gyo - "I hate you tooÂ I dance and sing " Âsmiles-<br />
akiya Â what I got a lotta money not my faultÂ<br />
Evan Â ahahahahaha omg youÂre a pansyÂ<br />
<br />
12. What do you do to relax?<br />
Evan - " relax what is this word.. I havenÂt relaxed since I found out I was going to be a father oh but I play the bass"<br />
Akiya - "that sucks evanÂÂmovies!! Or music I like to play music" <br />
Jooh Gyo - "play foot ball or bug my sister" chuckles Â until she hit me with a frying pan<br />
<br />
13. Where would you rather be lost- in a deserted village in middle of a haunted forest surrounded by undead cults, or in a desert dotted with ruins filled with gold but no avaliable water source for miles?<br />
Evan - "1 id be come friends with the undead" <br />
Akiya - "Uuuummm ... I have to say frist tooÂ. Id become an undead and just live with themÂ  <br />
Hye Gyo - *starts danceing*<br />
evan Âcough-ÂhomoÂ-cough-<br />
<br />
14. Okay, the OCs get to pick who they tag!<br />
ummmm <br />
EVERYONE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my theme music</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:06:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If your life was a soundtrack, what would it be?<br />
So, hereÂs how it works:<br />
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)<br />
2. Put it on shuffle<br />
3. Press play<br />
4. For every question, type the song thatÂs playing<br />
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button<br />
6. DonÂt lie and try to pretend youÂre coolÂ<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Opening Credits: spirit dreams inside- lÂarc- en -ciel<br />
Waking Up: killing you now Â tool & disturbed (O_o)<br />
Monday: hit the road jack Âmiyavi cover <br />
Fight Song: changes -deftones<br />
Breaking Up: sell my soul Â lÂarc en ciel<br />
Prom: jesus Christ RÂnÂR Â dir en grey<br />
Life:  jesus of suburbia Âgreen day<br />
Mental Breakdown: foxtrot uniform Charlie kilo Âblood hound gang (wft thatÂs an odd breakdown song)<br />
Driving: all dead Â lÂacr Âen-ciel<br />
Getting Back Together: children Â dir en grey ( O_O)<br />
Wedding: my leftovers Â porcelin and the tramps<br />
Wild Sex Scene: xerces- deftones <br />
Birth of a child: I miss you Â blink 182 ( this would be more fitting for the death scene)<br />
Death Scene: the sharpest lives Â my chemical romance ( Â-_-)<br />
End Credits: audience killer loop- dir en grey ( lmao thatÂs awesome)<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
that was rather random at times stupid ipod being retarded with shuffle<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ima loser </title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:14:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A : Easy to fall in love with.<br />
B : You like people.<br />
C : You are really silly.<br />
D : one in a million.<br />
E : Great in bed.<br />
F : You are dead sexy.<br />
G : You never let people tell you what to do.<br />
H : You are Quirky.<br />
I : Great in bed.<br />
J : People Adore you<br />
K : You're wild and crazy.<br />
L : Unbelievably great in bed.<br />
M : best kisser ever.<br />
N : You like to drink.<br />
O : Crazy<br />
P : You are popular with all types of people.<br />
Q : You are a hypocrite.<br />
S : You love to drink<br />
R : Fucking crazy.<br />
T : You're loyal to those you love.<br />
U : You really like to chill.<br />
V : You are not judgmental.<br />
W : You are very broad minded.<br />
X : You never let people tell you what to do.<br />
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.<br />
Z : Always ready.<br />
<br />
MY NAME<br />
<br />
C : You are really silly<br />
H : You are Quirky<br />
E : Great in bed.<br />
L : Unbelievably great in bed.<br />
S : You love to drink (how right you are letter 'S&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
E : Great in bed. (ok its up 3 times must be true lol)<br />
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. (dunno about that)<br />
<br />
DA name<br />
<br />
T : You're loyal to those you love<br />
R : Fucking crazy.<br />
A : Easy to fall in love with.<br />
C : You are really silly.<br />
K : You're wild and crazy.<br />
<br />
S : You love to drink<br />
E : Great in bed<br />
V : You are not judgmental.<br />
E : Great in bed<br />
T : You're loyal to those you love<br />
E : Great in bed<br />
E : Great in bed<br />
N : You like to drink.<br />
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Wow according to this Im really good in bed and I like to drink a lotÂ.. mhmmmm interesting<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>movie maina + midterms = explosion of people</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 15:55:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so im really stressed with exams this weeks.-_- and I just relised I have a shit load of movies IÂve borrowed a while ago that I need to watch about 18 or so including the movies IÂve just bought. <br />
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The list is<br />
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Death note<br />
Death note 2: dead or alive <br />
Battle royal <br />
Battle royal 2 <br />
One missed call <br />
Love so divine <br />
Its ok IÂm a cyborg <br />
Sweet sex and love<br />
A love to kill (drama)<br />
Cannibal holocaust <br />
Cannibal ferox <br />
Gozu <br />
Tetsu: the iron man<br />
A tale of two sisters <br />
Shutter <br />
Clerks (the first one IÂve never seen it but I seen the second one many times)<br />
iche the killer <br />
Spiral <br />
<br />
So I gotta watch all them studyÂ.. its gonna take a while -_- I hate school. And some guy asked me if I was a lesbian today at school cuz he say the desktop and its toshia he thought he was a girl and then the other day it was a picture of dieÂ he asked if it was me.. I am short I have blonde hair and blue eyes I donÂt look like a Japanese man. O_o do I? I hope not.. o well IÂve convinced my boyfriend that he wants to move to Japan but only on the condition that I donÂt leave him and molest Japanese men. <br />
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IÂm gonna highlight DanielleÂs hair tonight when I should be studying yay love me. But if I study any more im gonna explode and then my classmates can poke at my dead body and im not gonna give them that satisfaction.  <br />
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And yesterday at work I hid  in the office and did my homework and study so I got payed to do school work yay im awesome. Ok I should go eat and head over to danielleÂs then study. T_T why cant I just get my licence with out having to go to school. Well I could but IÂd need to move to Scotland. <br />
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oh also got one of rains cds and i havent stoped listeing to i can acuatly sing along to some of the songs know in very bad korean. and i made the girl i drive to school listen to it really loudly so i couldnt here her talk.^^ i heart rain.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>do you like chicken fried rice?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2007 16:02:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ANYWAYS. i theifed this offa <br />
I love these  :<br />
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What did you do last night?<br />
Watched Ramseys Kitchen Nightmares and Attempted to do my homework.<br />
<br />
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?<br />
umm pics from sam<br />
<br />
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?<br />
yeah... it made my tounge go numb<br />
<br />
Last time you swam in a pool?<br />
umm august<br />
<br />
What are you wearing?<br />
ummm a white shirt, black dress, and black leggings with a black weater.. wow for black and white<br />
<br />
How many cars have you owned?<br />
None..... unless you count a pink barbie convertable when i was like 5 <br />
<br />
Type of music you dislike most?<br />
Gangster Rap and Gino Beats<br />
<br />
Are you registered to vote?<br />
yes i am.. and i use that power so i can complain.^^<br />
<br />
Do you have cable?<br />
Yep, in every Tv<br />
<br />
What kind of computer do you use?<br />
Gateway (laptop) <br />
<br />
Ever made a prank phone call?<br />
No, but i've recieved them<br />
<br />
<br />
You like anyone right now?<br />
Well i would hope so XD <br />
<br />
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?<br />
me = afraid of hights.... so no! <br />
<br />
Furthest place you ever traveled?<br />
Scotland<br />
<br />
WhatÂs your favorite comic strip?<br />
garfeild <br />
<br />
Do you know all the words to the national anthem?<br />
Honestly i know it all in english and im 90%sure i still remeber it all in french.<br />
damn bilingualism XD<br />
<br />
Shower, morning or night?<br />
Night, it makes me sleepy so i can't in the morning<br />
<br />
Best movie youÂve seen in the past month?<br />
Prolly Superbbad, Unfortunatly I am seth <br />
<br />
Favorite pizza toppings?<br />
mhmmmm meat lovers<br />
<br />
Chips or popcorn?<br />
...i like both.. hmm, thats hard<br />
<br />
What cell phone provider do you have?<br />
bell, i need a new phone tho! yay for being poor. <br />
<br />
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?<br />
no, but i have smoke paper.<br />
<br />
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?<br />
Fuck No. I'm short, i'm not a stick and only in certain lights am i cute. lol<br />
<br />
Orange Juice or apple?<br />
Apple Juice, orange juice leaves a weird taste in my mouth<br />
<br />
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?<br />
Leslie i think... yup leslie (shes in my classes at school so we dont wanna be losers and eat alone so we eat togther) <br />
<br />
Favorite chocolate bar?<br />
CRunchie. i think those are the ones.. or the ones with the sponge toffee in them.. in the gold wrappers? <br />
or Wounderbar.<br />
XD i'm bad with names<br />
<br />
Who is your longest friend and how long?<br />
aislinn ummm 2 almost 3 years XD not long but its hard for me to keep friends no one seems to like me<br />
 <br />
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?<br />
NEVER!!!!!! tomatos are grotie <br />
<br />
Have you ever won a trophy?<br />
hells yeah,. baseball motherfuckers<br />
<br />
Favorite arcade game?<br />
pac man<br />
<br />
Ever ordered from an infomercial?<br />
No..lol but i watch ALOT of them<br />
<br />
<br />
Sprite or 7-UP?<br />
sprite gots more suger<br />
<br />
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?<br />
My A& uniform is hiding in my closet with my sobey's one. and my work uniform now... its a suit<br />
<br />
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?<br />
WTF is a Walgreens.<br />
<br />
Ever thrown up in public?<br />
ummm yeah at the place (aka landmark) that was a bad st. patrics day<br />
<br />
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?<br />
millionaire that way i could move to be with my love<br />
<br />
Do you believe in love at first sight?<br />
I believe in LUST at first sight (and not in a sexual way thank you!)<br />
who knows, stranger things have happend<br />
<br />
Did you have long hair as a young kid?<br />
yeah, middle of my back. <br />
<br />
<br />
What message is on your voicemail?<br />
some guy calling asking me if i wanna job -_- stupid people at school coronering you and not letting you go untill you give in -_-<br />
<br />
Where would you like to go right now?<br />
Scotland or Japan, Seriously. if someone had a ticket right now, some money and a place for me to stay. i'd go without a second thought. <br />
<br />
WhatÂs the name of your pet?<br />
koby and meiko<br />
<br />
What kind of back pack do you have, and whatÂs in it?<br />
Uh.. my anatomy and phycology stuff  <br />
its a black backpakc XD<br />
<br />
What do you think about most?<br />
Honestly i spend more time daydreaming then actually thinking.<br />
i have a very active fantasy life. <br />
its violent too! <br />
but then i do think its about how my head about to explode or angus.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>your a crackhead</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Sep 2007 16:05:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ whad up home fries?<br />
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ok so this weekend was cracked. it all sarted saterday when i got home from work and went to the mall with danielle. ok wait i attempted to go to the mall with danielle... yeah i got lost and i ended up somewhere in toronto. so we call Sam to help us.. yeah she was no help thanks a lot. LOVE. then we went to get sam and headed back to danielles to watch cable guy.. yeah that didnt happen. we ended up talking about asian men and watching asian men on the net cuz were just that cool. then we went bowling that was normal (for other people) untill people left and we started dancing (normal for us) then someone put on cotten eye joe and we went crazy and we started skiping and stuff and after when we sat down we looked up at the score thing and in big bold writting is " YOU A CRACKHEAD" needless to say we died laughing so we played 3 games then went to mcdonalds and parked in ching ate our mcdonalds and texted eachother for a good half hour instead of talking cuz were that cool. back at danielles we watched gackt sixth day and seventh night concert dvd and took r-tarded pics of eachother. im gonna get some from danielle. we went to bed around ummmmm 6ish and got up at like 10 cuz danielle had to work. so sam and i went to vonmills to find pants, a belt and suspenders yeah that didnt happen it was to expensive so walked around and complined about movies and stuff. i ened up getting my pants at the city center and some black nail polish ^^. and i went to school today with pants ummm about 6 sizes to big with suspends and my belt on. im gonna post a pic of it. cuz im that cool oh yeah i got some weird looks but its ok it made me happy cuz i reminded myself of kyo in that one concert. ohhhh yeah lol im a r-tard. but yes no i must go do homework... fuckin homework who new dead people would be so much work -_-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tag!!! your it</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:14:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Was tagged by <a href="http://playrussianroulette.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/l/playrussianroulette.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconplayrussianroulette:" title="playrussianroulette"/></a><br />
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Rules:<br />
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1. Post these rules<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves<br />
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts<br />
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named (no one has to suffer this horror)<br />
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged (or this one either)<br />
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8 Random facts about me:<br />
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1. i hate no having a bra on.. i feel so naked  <br />
2. I dislike spending my money but some how I never have any because I have to spend it because now i owe my parents and well i have to eat sometime<br />
3. I sleep. and nap. <br />
4. I sleep with my baby blanket still and i will keep it forever and ever no one can take it from me<br />
5. school now has become my life.. altho it was work, and reading <br />
6. I'm sensitive or defensive. It's nothing personal. It's just the way I am. <br />
7. I enjoy dancing like a Rtard to entertain myself<br />
8. I wish I was back in high school <br />
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Now I tag ... <a href="http://playrussianroulette.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/l/playrussianroulette.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconplayrussianroulette:" title="playrussianroulette"/></a> <a href="http://psychosomaticsuicide.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/s/psychosomaticsuicide.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpsychosomaticsuicide:" title="psychosomaticsuicide"/></a>  .. MWAHAHAHAA<br />
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i wish school would die<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>exploding head and emblaming lab</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 17:53:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WARNING RANT AHEAD!<br />
ok so today has been my first actual class day where it hasnt been a introduction and my head is going to explode.. i thought i had finished downloading everything for all my classes no i was wrong theres still another 20 things i need to download. i have to read 3 chapters for tommrow and my computer died at school so i had to wright half my notes in my binder for my lecture class and ohhh now i have to put it in to my computer so that the note is complete.. my english teacher things im a moron and my humanties teacher is a jerk... my head is going emplode.. which will make my class mates happy cuz then they can poke and prode my body T_T. my computer is slow again becuase of all the new stuff on it and new programs i've put on for school so it takes forever to do anything and i havent had time to check anything. GAH!! *stabs text books* im gonna die. <br />
oh and in lab today my teacher decided he wanted to pick on me and ask about the reading we were supposted to do.. yeah i didnt know about it cuz he posted it on the web site at 9pm last night.. common who spends all night on the school web site. not me thats for damn sure. <br />
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oh sam we can die togther... we should make a study group we can get togher at night and do homework togther. cuz i know im gonna need someone to sit with to help me concentrate.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>zooooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Jun 2007 14:34:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so my friends and i went to the zoo yesterday and i've put on a bunch of pictures from it. there all from the toronto zoo cuz were that awesome. so yeah some are kinda crappy and blurry cuz my camera is crappy and my hands shake. but yeah anyways i like them.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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