deviantART: by:tribalkitty

R.I.P. TribalKitty

~tribalkitty — Mon, 03 Sep 2007 13:53:54 PDT

No, I haven't died, but I have moved to a new account.

You can reach me here: [link]

Guess who's back....

~tribalkitty — Mon, 30 Apr 2007 22:16:25 PDT

I've moved home from Kentucky, I've brought home gifts for everyone to view.

"anachronism of just"

~tribalkitty — Mon, 24 Jul 2006 05:38:32 PDT

Mood: o O (not dead yet..)
Listening to: Phenomena - Yeah Yeah Yeah's
Reading: Still trying to write my own...

Pathetic plea.

Pathetic plea

Self-evident declaration

Punctuated despair and pathetic plea

Rhetorical question and wishful thinking

Pathetic plea and self-evident futility

Pause and resumption

Plaintive self-pity

Pause and resumption

Awareness and interest

Sudden realization and flood of jubilance

Second and self-evident declaration

Self-reassurance and calmness

Awareness and suspicion

Nonspecifically directed interrogative

Quasi-specifically directed interrogative and wishful thinking

Reckless presumption and exuberance

Quasi-specifically directed interrogative

Relation-creative-purposive address and wavering certainty

Pause and closer inspection

Awareness and corollary certainty

Quasi-specifically directed interrogative, extended presumption, uncertainty, and

incipient inquietude

Awareness and reflex panic

Nonspecifically directed imperative directive, growing panic, and wishful thinking

Reflex defensive assertion and specifically directed, imbedded directive

Plaintive plea, specifically directed, elliptical imperative directive, deplorable

capitulation, and fear

Plaintive plea, specifically directed, imperative directive, and unmitigated fear

Awareness, plaintive plea, specifically directed, elliptical imperative directive and

Recoil

Nonspecifically directed declaration

Imperative directive and indifference

Specifically directed interrogative, information interrogative

Rhetorical question and scorn

Reflex defensive assertion and disconcertedness

Complacent declaration and haughtiness

Ruffled retort and slight exasperation

Complacent, rhetorical question and indifference

Punchy, reflex dismissal and assertive interrogative

Rhetorical question and vestigial condescension

Internal conflict and strained suppression of ire

Self-satisfaction and pleasure

Earnest interrogative

Reflex ludicrous response

Rebuff and strained patience

Self-righteous clarification, feigned admiration, and slight exasperation

Declaration, disapproval, and mild annoyance

Snappy retort and scorn

Pause and discomfiture

Indifference

Declaration and impatience

Malicious, absurd suggestion

Pause and frustration

Supercilious explanation

Helplessness and dissatisfaction

Dismissal and indifference

Earnest opinion

Complacent, self-evident declaration

Tested tolerance

Indifference

Nonspecifically directed rhetorical question, befuddlement, and slight exasperation

Sudden expletive and flood of annoyance

Preplanned self-assured clarification and latent affront

Indirect plaintive declaration and annoyance

Childish declaration of self-exculpation

Brusque imperative directive and dismissal

Semi-interested interrogative, information interrogative, and blatant check

Patronizing reminder

Interrogative and skepticism

Patronizing reminder and deliberate condescension

Derisive rhetorical question, slight amusement, and intimated challenge

Rhetorical question, information interrogative, and contemptuousness

Complacent observance and purposive display

Self-righteous retort, contemptuousness, and intimated challenge

Disappointment and frustration

Internal revel

Solemn declaration, indirect caution, and hint directive

Complacent declaration, haughtiness, imperative directive, disdain

Ire

Self-assuredness and indifference

Nonspecifically directed rhetorical question, information interrogative, and curiosity

Sudden expletive, imbedded imperative directive, and annoyance

Hasty declaration and mitigating clarification

Complacent declaration, exasperat...

Let's all take one big heaving sigh....

~tribalkitty — Thu, 02 Feb 2006 11:13:13 PST

Mood: o O (i'm so tired.)
Listening to: Ghost of You - MCR
Reading: 1984..........still.

Well its been about a month since I found myself in Kentucky. Now I am sitting in Berea College typing to you, or whoever still reads this. I do apologize for not updating this for so long, I intend to post new artwork and somehow come up with the time to remake my Xanga page.

Jordan has started college today, meaning I'm going to be living alone with his parents most of the time. The only issue that I have with this is that his dad is not very articulate. Yeah. He's hillbilly. However I do have Boris around, and he's here to keep me company, I'm still concerned that his parents might either get sick of him or he's going to somehow get outside and run away.

Monticello seems to somewhat have its perks. I remember somewhere in Kentucky that there was a gas station that had a sign in lovely bold letters that read: "no servise for niggers" Yes.... servise..... not service. Lovely huh?

My parents' feud is still going on. My mother is hopefully moving into a new house in Mulvane, she needs a roomate so um... Jess? Do you want to move in with mi mama? Si? No? Bueno!

My dad has a new girlfriend who (this is funny...) is a psychiatric nurse. My dad, a psycho vet from Vietnam..... and Pam.... a nurse from Boston... no wait... Las Vegas.... no! wait!! Georgia.

I'm sure your asking about that last little bit. To explain this is to only make me laugh more. My dad lied to my grandmother, to my mother and even to yours truly as to where "Pam" is really from. The newest about her is that shes from Match.com or some other different dating site... oh and guess what.... she moved in with him after only knowing him since Christmas.

So yeah, here's my dad bitching about my mother sleeping with Billy, when in reality, my dad wasn't helping my mother out at all (unless if you count the countless bitching, screaming and the fuck you's) which has been going on for years now.

My phone was shut off due to the fact that my dad wasn't able to help me out in that department. But I sent an email explaining to him about my phone and he said that he would help me out... that i think, is the only thing he's done for me since Christmas.

So blah de blah and yadda yadda... thats about it for now. I hope everyone had a few good holidays. I'm finally 19, and I'm finally out of Kansas.

Drugs and Lub,

Emma

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BLERGITY ARGGG FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

~tribalkitty — Wed, 11 Jan 2006 10:33:25 PST

Mood: o O (eeee)

Well I'm in Kentucky.... but I have no internet. Oh poo. Well Don't worry you'll all be slap-happy to know that I have a nude model that allowed me to use his skin on my site. So woot for me. That's about it. Eventually the net will be up for me, but until then, leave me comments, or call me... my number is--- oh wait I forgot... my phone is suspended... nevermind. hehe take care.

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Art Purge

~tribalkitty — Wed, 09 Nov 2005 13:18:30 PST

Mood: o O (eeee)

OH!! Thank god!! I have completed and replied to just about everysingle comment on this page!! YAY!!!

I have added new pieces, they'll soon be made into prints.

I have a new job, Bath and Body Works.

And now I am late.

*kiss kiss!!*

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Oh Joyous Day....

~tribalkitty — Thu, 06 Oct 2005 06:08:30 PDT

Mood: o O (my job sucks)

As you can all see, my deviantART page is empty-ish. I deleted 45 images out of it, and more are probably going to become locked away in my zip folder on my desktop as well.
I'm trying a new approach in photography. Macro and Digital. I'm through with Photomanipulation.
The wedding is still on 12|31|05, I just need to create the big reception that should still be around.
This should be it for this lovely cold day in Kansas, I'm planning on adding more, after I go and look for a second job.

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vs.

~tribalkitty — Thu, 01 Sep 2005 03:08:54 PDT

Mood: o O (my thumb hurts)
Listening to: Coin Operated Boy - Dresden Dolls

_{College or Marriage?

Priscillas or Jordan?

Career or Love?

Kansas or Kentucky?

This fucking sucks.

Fuck.}

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I Quit.

~tribalkitty — Wed, 17 Aug 2005 08:05:11 PDT

Mood: o O (I hate my job.)

I'm either going to quit DeviantART or I'm just going on Vacation.

1 More Week until Jordan leaves. I think I need to spend more time with him than my photography.

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Devious Journal Entry

~tribalkitty — Wed, 10 Aug 2005 13:51:06 PDT

Hit me on the Celly Yo.

~tribalkitty — Fri, 29 Jul 2005 12:08:44 PDT

Mood: o O (I hate my job.)

The time hath come, ye olde T-Mobile hath giveth me thine beauty. I have here, thee, ye celly yo.

So hit be back on the hizzy.

Nine9Two2Six4Nine

"Hello Moto..."

- Emma

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I am someones fiance'

~tribalkitty — Sat, 23 Jul 2005 12:06:52 PDT

Mood: o O (*Eeeeee!!!!.*)
Listening to: Malcolm Mclaren - About Her
Reading: 1984

July, 22nd 2oo5

The most important thing you all need to know about today is: that it is Trevor's BirthdayÂ and I suggest wishing him some good ones before reading the below information.

Officially. On July 22nd 2005, at 1:20 a.m. Jordan proposed.

How did it happen?

Trevor, remember the bridge I shot you at? (With the camera, not the gun...) It was at that little field. And everything was so perfect.

Brandy and John, my cousin and neighbor picked me up from work today. Which was quite surprising. (Even more surprising to hear John sing Locomotion.... *cringe*)

Out on this road close to my house is a ranch called THISLDU PLACE. Brandy and John wanted to go there.... at 12:40 a.m. I said no, I want to get home-- I'm tired. We go anyway.

Brandy has to literally drag me out of the Tahoe, mainly because, I didn't feel like getting out due to swollen feet. I don't know whats going on.

We walk out intoÂ the middle of a field, Jordan is sitting at a picnic table, that's all lit up with candles. AÂ candlelightÂ dinner....Eee...Â I still don't get what's going on...

"Happy Anniversary." He says.

Brandy and John left, leaving Jordan and myself sitting together dining on Champaigne, steak, green beans, my grandmothers mashed potatoes, and so on and so forth.

Time goes by, we get tipsy. (Yes, underage drinking. But we were pretending to be in Europe. )

Thus, due to drunken state, much like many other drunks do, they take a walk.

"Do you love me?" Jordan says, kissing my cheek.
"Yes, Jordan. I do. Very much." I say kissing him back.
"You really love me...?"
"Yes."
"Will you marry me?"

I cried. I laughed. I hugged him and said "Yes!"

Hours go by, We go home, and my family is there, waiting and of course, me being the silly one, gets shy.

I know this is really very short and brief, but its because I have to work tomorrow and my fiance' and I need to go to bed.

Love you guys, Take care, more thoughts tomorrow hopefully!!!

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C.A.T.C.F

~tribalkitty — Sat, 16 Jul 2005 16:41:05 PDT

Mood: o O (*Eh.*)
Listening to: Oompa Loompa Theme...
Reading: 1984
Watching: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

_{Charlie And The Chocolate Factory wasn't what I had hoped it to be.

It was expected for him to resemble Michael Jackson.

50% of my brain said it was a waste of 15 dollars.

50% of my brain said it was a good thing to watch it.

Gene Wilder owns Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.}

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I'm hungry... (and I have a print account...)

~tribalkitty — Wed, 06 Jul 2005 02:34:30 PDT

Mood: o O (*Dream Insert*)

_{Tk has a print site. She also feels that she has wasted her money seeing as no one will buy her prints, perhaps. This makes Tk Sad.

Today I had an interview at a job called Priscilla's. This is a place where fun and fantasy meet. It's a porn store. The woman who I'd be replacing is the Assistant Manager and is going on Maternity leave. She works 3 days a week, 4 - 12, and then Saturday and Sunday, 4 - 12. She tells me that its going to be either me or another girl who will take over.

I'm really hoping that it's going to be me.

My mother has told me that she wishes that one day she will have the courage to get in the car and never come back. She constantly drinks. She is constantly sad.

I'm scared that my mother is suicidal.

Jordan got a job at McDonalds temporarily. So hopefully we'll have money soon.

Tomorrow, at 9:45, I find out if I have a job or not.

Wish me luck.}

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Prints

~tribalkitty — Sun, 03 Jul 2005 13:45:01 PDT

Mood: o O (Weeee.)
Listening to: Forget It by Breaking Benjamin
Reading: The Dream Cycle of H.P. LOVECRAFT

Should I set up a print account?

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Remodeling my page....

~tribalkitty — Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:12:44 PDT

Mood: o O (Weeee.)

_{The site's going to be undergoing some new changes.... Don't give up on me yet...}

_{Borrowed from =rinna}

_{1.YOUR STAR NAME

(name of first pet + street you live on):

Persephone Hydraulic

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME

(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):

Mary Brownie

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME

(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):

Trouble Piccadilly

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME

(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):

MewMew Wichita

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME

(first initial + first three letters of your last name):

EHol

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME

(favorite animal + name of high school):

Siamese Haysville

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME

(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):

Cookie GreenTea

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME

(middle name + city where you were born):

Kate Mulvane

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME

(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):

Reeses Maynard

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME

(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):

Brett Nokia

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME

(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in)

Holfla Permul}

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o O (...My Stock: )

o O (...These people are always there to comment: )

Thanks for your support everyone!

Lidia Kitia from Acadia

~tribalkitty — Thu, 23 Jun 2005 12:19:38 PDT

Mood: o O (I want sleep.)
Watching: Young Frankenstein

Lidia's Photo

She would be 12 days old today had she not have died yesterday due to having fluid in her lungs. When my mom found her she had been attacked by a German Shepherd in a barn at a friends house. She was still covered in placenta, and she was oily and filthy. She brought her home to Jordan and me in a scarf. She had been born that same day.

We spent 11 days taking care of this tiny infant kitten. Constant trips to the vet due to her strange behavior. She'd cry, she'd purr (she had been purring since her 2nd day), then she fell asleep. She was like a real infant. We would have to get up in the middle of the night and feed her, change her bedding, bathe her.

A few days ago, she had stopped eating. She was having problems breathing and she would go limp every now and then. Yesterday we were doing everything we could to make her better. We took her to the vet, where they said they would put in an iv and get her some medicine, where she died, late that afternoon around 5.

I didn't sleep last night. The thought of her being in pain, the look she had in her eyes when she looked up at me in pain. Her struggle for air, her cries that sounded just like a baby.

My heart broke yesterday.

I want Lidia back.

"We did what we could, we gave her more attention than her own mother did." Jordan says.

"You took more care of her than anyone else ever could. You were a good cat-mom. We could all tell you loved your baby." My mother said, in tears.

"It's better to try and fail, than to not try at all." My dad says. This makes me feel better. But I wish she wouldn't have suffered the way she did.

She died the day her eyes were fully opened. Her eyes were so big and blue. She died on my 10 month anniversary with Jordan.

We buried her in the garden. When we took her out of the bag the vet put her in, she looked as if she was asleep.

The one thing I keep thinking about is this: She sleeps and is now with her siblings, who had ended up killed by the dog the same day.

The tears never stop.... I was going to try to not cry today, but for some reason, I cry when I type this.

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o O (...My Stock: )

o O (...I look up to these people: )

<| Neil Braithwaite |>

~tribalkitty — Wed, 15 Jun 2005 22:58:41 PDT

Mood: o O (I'm reclusive.)
Listening to: BYOB - System Of A Down
Reading: 1984 - George Orwell (.....still)
Watching: SE7EN

The deviantART community was informed that Neil Braithwaite, otherwise known as `randomcasualty, passed away last week. Unbeknownst to most of us in the community, Neil had long suffered from cancer until last week, when his stuggle with the disease finally came to an end.

After reading this I remember a few of my own friends and family who have developed cancer. I've watched most of them die. My grandmother suffers from breast cancer, and she's had both of her breasts removed due to treatments. My cousin Anthony died of Lung Cancer, he was 33.

It's sad when a life is taken away. Please look at his art. It's a shame such an amazing artist had been taken away from such beautiful talent.

[<| Neil Braithwaite's Work |>]

I didn't know you well, Neil, but I know you were admired by me and many others.

Opening Paragraph belongs to this [link]

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o O (...My Stock: )

o O (...I look up to these people: )

Reading: 1984 - George Orwell (still)
Watching: 21 Grams

[ My New Submissions ]

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o O (...My Stock: )

o O (...I look up to these people: )

Reading: 1984 - George Orwell

That's right, Tk has a stock site, and you will all go to it now that you've seen this Journal Entry. Here it is!!!

I hope you all enjoy it, I've been uploading like crazy the past few days and I've still got so many more to do.

Keep in mind, that the images that are on there are done with my older camera so far. I have so many ideas for the stock site that I've got to start from the beginning. So the images that you'll see on there for a while were done with my former camera (moment of silence....) and so the quality won't be so good. However, there are people already using the images so I think its all good and great.

So, I'll be uploading tomorrow, the next day, and the next. Just be patient and I'll be having the rest of the 400 stock images up in no time (more like 200 actually lol)

So, I hope you enjoy the images, I had fun taking them and make sure you tell me if you use them.

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photographically yours,

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o O (...My Stock: )

o O (...I look up to these people: )

Oh, La la!

~tribalkitty — Sat, 23 Apr 2005 19:46:22 PDT

Mood: o O (...I'm sleepy.)
Listening to: Strict Machine - Goldfrapp
Reading: Fight Club
Watching: Snatch

(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

just for play!!!

o O (...Photos of my own.)

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o O (...I look up to these people: )

Writers Block....

~tribalkitty — Thu, 14 Apr 2005 20:39:52 PDT

Some of the things in life, are things you need to let go to.

Mood: Sad.

Fucking sucks.

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Sigh

~tribalkitty — Tue, 29 Mar 2005 15:05:15 PST

Some of the things in life, are things you need to let go to.

Mood: Sad.

"Sigh."

This is the part of the entry where you would read about how happy I am to be back in Kansas. This is really the time where I say that I am not happy. I am not ecstatic.

I am numb.

I feel nothing but sadness. I am without the warmth of my love, my paramour, my life.

Long-distance relationships are the hardest of all relationships. They lack the physical confort you rely on in one simple hug. They don't give you the goosebumps on your arms and back from a kiss on the neck because there is no one to give you that kiss.

Falling asleep in Jordan's arms, and then waking back up and seeing him sleeping there, makes me realize that our relationship is very limited to the internet, parsels, and phones.

People take advantage of physical touch. When they have their arm around their significant other, do they stop and realize they're doing it to feel that comfort, or are they doing it to show off to their buddies they have someone? Yes, there have been a few times where I've grabbed Jordan's hand to show I'm his girlfriend, but I don't do it and present it in an obvious way. It's not to impress someone, its like a security blanket. I feel safe and comforted when I feel his hands on mine.

This is where it branches off into a long distance relationship, not an internet-relationship. I've met Jordan, I know Jordan. I know Jordan's parents, grandparents, aunt, brother, and his mother's poodles. I've drank after him, eaten out of the same bowl, showered with him, slept with him, seen him naked -- everything.

It's not like the relationships where the conversation is something out of Napoleon Dynamite when Kip talks to his e-girlfriend almost three hours every night. ("I'm just a little t/o'd that she hasn't even sent me a full body shot yet!!") Jordan calls me every morning, I call him everyday after school, and we end the evening together with me calling him to say goodnight.

Jordan, you are the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. I had the best vacation ever, and it was all torn away from me on one melancholy Easter. I don't regret one moment of it though. Only two more months, and then I can hold you again.

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I miss my youth.

~tribalkitty — Fri, 11 Mar 2005 08:32:14 PST

Some of the things in life, are things you need to let go to.

Mood: Sad.

I miss my youth.

I read a post made by an old friend, Jasmine, and I felt completely cut off from the friends I used to know.

"I remember in the younger grades when you used to be my best friend. I remember when I spent the night at your house one night, but I got in trouble by my mom when I got home because I was wearing lip gloss and she didn't like me wearing make-up, but you'd given me a lip-gloss necklace. I wore that necklace even after the makeup was gone...it was a blue star with a rainbow on it, and it had pink and red lipgloss on the inside. I remember every day we used to sit on the swings, and if one of us didn't get a swing, then the other person gave theirs up and we went and did something else. I remember me swinging one day from the monkey bars, and I fell on my neck, and you were the one who ran around looking for a teacher to take me to the nurse. I remember feeling sad when I started seeing you in the hallways at school and didn't talk to you as you passed, because then I knew you weren't my friend anymore. And I remember wishing that either I had stayed with you or you had caught up to my pace (I always move around too quickly), because you were one of the last people who saw me when I was happy in my naivety. Youth makes us naive, and naievty makes us blissfully, ignorantly happy...and because I miss those times so much, I also miss you because you were a part of them.

-- Jaz"

Andrea had made a post earlier too.

"I remember when we were sitting in Mrs. Nunn's class and every time she tried to say "m" it sounded like Emma and it pissed you off to no end because when you would answer to your name she would scream I NO TALK TO YOU STUPID AMERICAN GIRL! And yeah lol good times good times. Gawd, she woudl always pat me on the head like some puppy dog and tell me what a good girl I was....remember that?"

I also remember when we were really good friends, I miss that.

I don't understand it. When people grow up, people grow apart. I've blocked out my childhood due to the harshness of what had happened in my life. As depressing as that sounds, it's very true.

I remember when Jasmine and I would hang out on the playground everyday. I keep having a recurring image of her and I hanging out on the Big Toy, this enormous wooden splinter-prone structure that kids played on. I remember the fall she had.

I remember hanging out in Jessica's room, spending the night almost every weekend, playing bass on her pignose and drinking boxed wine. We were kids, but it was all fun. We would listen to Limp Bizkit's Significant Other CD and we'd watch Cinemax and laugh at the soft-core porn.

Good ol' days.

I remember going over to Phillip's house for Halloween and running around scaring people. I remember dressing weird with Andrea, coloring our hair with markers and such. (I found a note she gave me my Freshman year that had said "waddle" between every other word.) I remember going over to Timothy's house and us playing video games. I remember going to Church with Trevor, Michael and Jessica. I remember being in Mrs. Nunn's class and getting screamed at because I laughed every time she said "Kleahhr?" (Clear?). I remember being friends with Josh Truman and riding our dirtbikes around the field in his front yard. I remember writing fan-fiction with Julie. I remember making comics with Becky about my grandparents. (My grandma vaccums her trees because of the boxelder bugs, my grandpa was always mowing so we made him have a super-powered wheelchair with blades) I remember after school, I'd always go over to Emily's house and play Barbies. I remember being "friends" with the "popular kids". I remember Kaden and I would be friends out of Pre-School, but not in school because I was a girl and girls were gross and evil. I remember Jessica and I being young and stupid (13) and drinking Wine Coolers under a lamp at my parent's party. (We got caught, obviously.) I remember watching Carrie with Jessica and getting scared when someone knocked on the door. I remember sitting by the pillar my Freshman year. I remember Nicole and her little clubs. I remember me and Jessica smothering sunless suntan lotion on the tops of our arms and faces, afterwards having white and orange splotches all over us. I remember the cootie shots, the shadow tag, the swingsets, the dolls...I remember the loud music, the dress up clothes, the makeup. I remember laughing so hard I would cry. I remember smo...

Tk Has A New Camera

~tribalkitty — Sat, 05 Mar 2005 08:02:00 PST

Sometimes, my comments don't always send, so if you are a brushmaker and you see something that you didn't know I had used, this is why.

If this is a problem, contact me and I will gladly try to fix it, thank you.

Mood: Ecstatic
Listening to: N/A

Introducing my new Sony Cyber-shot 5.1 Megapixel Camera. It's the best camera I've ever had.

[link]

I need some basic photo ideas. I think my artistic-block is coming back.

Damn it all.

14 days until I go to Kentucky!!!

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Anniversary

~tribalkitty — Tue, 22 Feb 2005 19:29:13 PST

Sometimes, my comments don't always send, so if you are a brushmaker and you see something that you didn't know I had used, this is why.

If this is a problem, contact me and I will gladly try to fix it, thank you.

Mood: Photographic
Listening to: N/A

It's officially me and Jordan's 6 month anniversary, I love you.

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new series!!!

My Lips Are Sealed

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Eh.

~tribalkitty — Tue, 08 Feb 2005 13:49:33 PST

Sometimes, my comments don't always send, so if you are a brushmaker and you see something that you didn't know I had used, this is why.

If this is a problem, contact me and I will gladly try to fix it, thank you.

Mood: Photographic
Listening to: N/A

I started writing in a notebook again, you know... letting my thoughts all come out on paper.

I never realized exactly how sad I am.

Graciously yours,

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,¸let me¸,ø¤º°`fly°º¤ø,¸¸

Tk
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~tribalkitty — Mon, 31 Jan 2005 10:38:47 PST

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Mood: Photographic
Listening to: N/A

____Your Life_______
[y] they call me: Tk
[y] sex: Female
[y] my first breath of pollution: December, 14th, 1986
[y] status: Stolen
[y] best friends: just Jordan

_______Rewind_______
[y] most memorable memory: when I saw Jordan the first time.
[y] worst?: when I got kicked out of Mulvane
[y] first best friend ever!?: Emily Ralls

_______Love?_______
[y] love is: forever and eternal
[y] first love: Jordan
[y] love or lust?: 70% love, 30% both
[y] is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: depends on what you mean by "love"
[y] true or false: all you need is love: false
[y] is there such thing as love at first sight?: sometimes
[y] are you in love right now?: now and forever
[y] how many times have you been in love?: cant say.

_______Opposite Sex_______
[y] turn ons: someone as sweet and as nice as Jordan
[y] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: No, but they like Jordan anyway.
[y] what kind of hair style?: Anything got trashy
[y] the most kick ass thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: To hold me and tell me he loves me.
[y] where do you go to meet new people?: anywhere
[y] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: hahahahahahahahhaaa, no.

_______Picky Picky_______
[y] dog or cat: cat
[y] short or long hair: short
[y] sunshine or rain: rain, thunderstorm chaotic shit
[y] moon or sun: moon
[y] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend
[y] summer or winter: spring
[y] written letters or e-mails: written
[y] play station or nintendo: ps2
[y] car or motorcycle: car
[y] house party or club: house party
[y] sing or dance: sing

_______Lately_______
[y] how are you today?: sick
[y] what pants are you wearing right now?: venesia jeans. Blue.
[y] what does your hair look like at the moment?: crap. it's dull but spiked.
[y] what song are u listening to right now?: whatever lisa, the girl sitting my me in class, is listening to on her headphones.
[y] how is the weather right now?: cold and snowy
[y] last person you talked to on the phone?: Jordan
[y] last dream you can remember?: I was in an underwater house and ghosts were coming after me.
[y] who are you talking to right now?: Mr. Schooley, Acie, Lisa.. whoever is talking really.
[y] what time is it? 12:26:42 p.m.

_______More About YOU!_______
[y] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: black
[y] have you ever almost died?: yep
[y] have you ever won any special award?: yep
[y] what's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: Snorted when I was being tickled.
[y] how many kids do you want to have?: one or two
[y] son's name?: alexander, lucius
[y] daughter's name?: ariana
[y] shampoo?: neutrogena
[y] what are you most scared of?: spiders and nightmares
[y] how many TV's do you have in your house?: about three
[y] do you have your own TV?: yes
[y] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: yep
[y] who do you dream about?: lots of things.
[y] who do you tell your dreams to?: whoever listens.
[y] is cheerleading a sport?: it'll be a sport the day someone recognizes skimpy short dressed and ponytail clad girls dancing and jumping around like they need a cure for epiliptic seizures as a sport.....but until then, no.
[y] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: The world will never know.

_______You And Love_______
[y] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: i have a Jordan
[y] where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: Somewhere where it rains.
[y] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: Their voices.
[y] do you find yourself attractive?: Sometimes. Just my face.
[y] do others find you attractive?: Jordan reminds me everyday.
[y] was this a waste of your time?: Of course.

Graciously yours,

ø¤º°`°º¤ø
,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,
°º¤ø,¸Cover me¸,ø¤º°in`°º¤ø,¸raindrops¸,ø¤º°
°`°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°` give°`°
°º¤ø,¸me wings¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸and¸,ø¤º°
,¸let me¸,ø¤º°`fly°º¤ø,¸¸

Tk
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~tribalkitty — Sat, 22 Jan 2005 16:21:22 PST

Sometimes, my comments don't always send, so if you are a brushmaker and you see something that you didn't know I had used, this is why.

If this is a problem, contact me and I will gladly try to fix it, thank you.

Mood: Spiffy
Listening to: Anything by Goldfrapp
Reading: Fight Club

Until then,

ø¤º°`°º¤ø
,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,
°º¤ø,¸Cover me¸,ø¤º°in`°º¤ø,¸raindrops¸,ø¤º°
°`°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°` give°`°
°º¤ø,¸me wings¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸and¸,ø¤º°
,¸let me¸,ø¤º°`fly°º¤ø,¸¸

Tk
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Survey...

~tribalkitty — Tue, 11 Jan 2005 22:05:52 PST

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Mood: |a|l|o|n|e|
Listening to: Anything by Goldfrapp
Reading: Fight Club

+Three names you go by+
1. Tribal.
2. Tk.
3. Kitty.

+Three screen names you've had+
1. emma_lee_strange
2. wheresthefire420
3. degraded_fairy

+Three things you like about yourself+
1. My eyes.
2. My creativity.
3. My hair.

+Three things you hate about yourself+
1. My body.
2. My ass.
3. My voice.

+Three parts of your heritage+
1. Russian.
2. German.
3. Irish.

+Three things that scare you+
1. Mass chaos.
2. Losing him.
3. Ms. Craft's health class.

+Three of your everyday essentials+
1. DeviantART.
2. Jordan.
3. Noise.

+Three things you are wearing right now+
1. Spiked bellybutton rings in my ears.
2. Jeans.
3. Black and silver glitter toenail polish.

+Three of your favoriate bands/artists at the moment+
1. Goldfrapp.
2. Massive Attack.
3. A Perfect Circle.

+Three of your favorite songs at the moment+
1. "Para-Noir." Marylin Manson.
2. "Nurse Who Loved Me." A Perfect Circle.
3. "Pet." A Perfect Circle.

+Three things you want to try in the next 12 months+
1. Nude Photography.
2. Getting my lip pierced.
3. Getting another tattoo.

+Three things that you want in a relationship (after love, of course)+
1. Jordan.
2. Jordan's Eyes.
3. Everything else about Jordan.

+Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you+
1. Hands.
2. Eyes.
3. Kiss.

+Three things you just CAN'T do+
1. Lose weight.
2. Believe in a religion.
3. Let go of bullshit.

+Three of your favorite hobbies+
1. Photographing.
2. Photomanipulation.
3. Jordan.

+Three things you want to do really bad right now+
1. Be with Jordan.
2. Sleep.
3. Play Playstation.

+Three careers you're considering+
1. Photographer.
2. Graphic designer.
3. Actress.

+Three places you want to go on vacation+
1. Japan.
2. Germany.
3. Italy.

+Three kids' names+
1. Nigel.
2. Alexander.
3. Ariana.

+Three things you want to do before you die+
1. Graduate.
2. Get married.
3. Resolve personal issues with family.

So now you know a bit more about me. Joy.

Until then,

ø¤º°`°º¤ø
,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,
°º¤ø,¸Cover me¸,ø¤º°in`°º¤ø,¸raindrops¸,ø¤º°
°`°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°` give°`°
°º¤ø,¸me wings¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸and¸,ø¤º°
,¸let me¸,ø¤º°`fly°º¤ø,¸¸

Tk
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My Paramour:
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Devious Journal Entry

~tribalkitty — Tue, 11 Jan 2005 22:04:28 PST

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Mood: |a|l|o|n|e|
Listening to: 3 libras - A Perfect Circle

+Three names you go by+
1. Tribal. (Lei).
2. Tk.
3. Kitty.

+Three screen names you've had+
1. emma_lee_strange
2. wheresthefire420
3. degraded_fairy

+Three things you like about yourself+
1. My eyes.
2. My creativity.
3. My hair.

+Three things you hate about yourself+
1. My body.
2. My ass.
3. My voice.

+Three parts of your heritage+
1. Russian.
2. German.
3. Irish.

+Three things that scare you+
1. Mass chaos.
2. Losing him.
3. Ms. Craft's health class.

+Three of your everyday essentials+
1. DeviantART.
2. Jordan.
3. Noise.

+Three things you are wearing right now+
1. Spiked bellybutton rings in my ears.
2. Jeans.
3. Black and silver glitter toenail polish.

+Three of your favoriate bands/artists at the moment+
1. Goldfrapp.
2. Massive Attack.
3. A Perfect Circle.

+Three of your favorite songs at the moment+
1. "Para-Noir." Marylin Manson.
2. "Nurse Who Loved Me." A Perfect Circle.
3. "Pet." A Perfect Circle.

+Three things you want to try in the next 12 months+
1. Nude Photography.
2. Getting my lip pierced.
3. Getting another tattoo.

+Three things that you want in a relationship (after love, of course)+
1. Jordan.
2. Jordan's Eyes.
3. Everything else about Jordan.

+Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you+
1. Hands.
2. Eyes.
3. Kiss.

+Three things you just CAN'T do+
1. Lose weight.
2. Believe in a religion.
3. Let go of bullshit.

+Three of your favorite hobbies+
1. Photographing.
2. Photomanipulation.
3. Jordan.

+Three things you want to do really bad right now+
1. Be with Jordan.
2. Sleep.
3. Play Playstation.

+Three careers you're considering+
1. Photographer.
2. Graphic designer.
3. Actress.

+Three places you want to go on vacation+
1. Japan.
2. Germany.
3. Italy.

+Three kids' names+
1. Nigel.
2. Alexander.
3. Ariana.

+Three things you want to do before you die+
1. Graduate.
2. Get married.
3. Resolve personal issues with family.

Until then,

ø¤º°`°º¤ø
,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,
°º¤ø,¸Cover me¸,ø¤º°in`°º¤ø,¸glitter¸,ø¤º°
°`°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸¸,ø¤º°` give°`°
°º¤ø,¸me wings¸,ø¤º°`°º¤ø,¸and¸,ø¤º°
,¸let me¸,ø¤º°`fly°º¤ø,¸¸

Tk
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Two months, 17 days... yeah. It feels like a year. I didn't want him to leave. And I know that I should've stayed with him at the airport until I couldn't anymore.

Mood: |a|l|o|n|e|
Listening to: 3 libras - A Perfect Circle

It feels like he died. It feels like hes gone and wont come back. But he will. That's one of the moments I'm looking forward to. "Two Months and 17 days," He says. "Then I can hold you again."

Two months, 17 days... yeah. It feels like a year. I didn't want him to leave. And I know that I should've stayed with him at the airport until I couldn't anymore.

Memories of those 16 Days

>Walking up the escalator like in a romance movie and seeing him walk paralell to me. This was how we met.
> Laying in one position in the car ride home for 3 hours.
> Watching Fight Club.
> Taking him to Dairy King (not Dairy Queen, not Burger King) for the first time.
> Swinging on the swings and riding the merry-go-round at the park.
> Buying the first pack of condoms at the Sav-A-Trip by Subway.
> Waking up every morning at 6 and spending 4-5 hours lying in bed, kissing.
> Getting up, walking out, eating breakfast and slumping back into my room to resume above memory.
> Getting picked up by Jordan at school.
> Risking my education by sneaking out of the building to kiss him 20 minutes before school let out. (If you get caught doing that, its an automatic expulsion.)
> Getting the sex talk from my second mother, Mrs. Craft, my health teacher.
> Drinking Starbucks Mocha and Vanilla Frappachinos.
> Getting lost in Wichita at night.
> Getting lost again the next night.
> Eating at Picadilly's for our Anniversary.
> Buying Sushi, Birthday Cake, and Condoms at Dillons Grocery.
> Celebrating my birthday late.
> Having a romantic love-making session.
> Watching Jordan open his christmas presents. (the book Fight Club/Elizabeth Bathory Action Figure/Hoodie....etc...)
> Watching as my family immediately loved Jordan. (My family expected something from Jerry Springer.)
> Taking our Paramour photo shoot.
> Taking our Addict photo shoot.
> Getting lost again trying to find the Warren theatre on 21st. (We ended up at the one on 13th St.)
> Watching Phantom of the Opera. (A very beautiful film. I highly recommend going to see it!)
> Getting a Courtesy Warning in Mulvane for speeding at 1:00 in the morning. (41/30 at the turn. It's impossible.)
> Watching House of 1000 Corpses, Texas Chainsaw Massacre,
> Hellraiser, Dawn of the Dead, Shawn of the Dead, May, Shadow of the Vampire, Pulp Fiction and Pink Floyd: The Wall.
> Taking our Iced photo shoot on New Years Eve.
> Making one of the best photos I've *ever* done.
> Staying up the night before departure holding each other.
> Having an anxiety attack on the way to the airport.
> Getting Frisky in the backseat.
> Walking him to the security in tears.
> Walking away.
> Getting ill.

Until then,

¤´¨)
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(¸.·´ (¸.·`¤... Tk...¤

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Model Info

~tribalkitty — Mon, 15 Nov 2004 20:04:08 PST

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Ashley | [link] | (0 photos)
Tara |no site available| (0 photos)
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Trevor | [link] | (1 photo)
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