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Eh...

~tsukude — Sun, 25 Sep 2005 10:13:12 PDT

I don't have as many interesting pieces to post anymore. That and I don't really like this place. I visit it everyso often for friend's works and I look at the front page, but other than that...

I'm probably not gonna submit anything anymore. At least, not for a long, long while.

Feh.

Man, the drama here is just RUNNING CRAZY.

~tsukude — Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:00:01 PDT

Okay, I don't usually do politics, but when it comes to corporations... I can't really be silent.

This whole °jark thing has me SERIOUSLY bugged and I do not know just why. But it does.

My heart goes out to him and all that he's done to make this a great place. I never knew any of the staff personally, but I had much respect for almost everyone - and today I feel that same respect for many. Especially those who have stood by Scott Jarkoff's side.

God, my inner liberal is SCREAMING. X(

Whew! (edited, sorry)

~tsukude — Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:30:50 PDT

Yeah.... SO SORRY for throwing A HUNDRED DEVIATIONS at you guys.... lol... but that was like, three month's of work (and actually I didn't show all of it!).

I'm back, and basically, I've come to terms with my self I was being really really emo when I said I wasn't. It's not about popularity anymore though, it's just about having fun. I needed that again, you know? Or else it's for nothing.

I'm out of my dry spell, and I currently have three projects I'm working on - one's a piece of literature, my first one on DA! It's been too long since I wrote seriously. So you'll see that in the future, and hopefully I'll be placing it up regularly. And of course I have art. :3 :3 :3

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EDIT: Hoo boy, never mind about the IM thing. Creep. Okay, just PM me if you want my AIM screen name now. Thanks so very much, internet.

Or beginning...?

~tsukude — Wed, 06 Jul 2005 23:42:32 PDT

She's back, baby.

Ending...

~tsukude — Tue, 29 Mar 2005 22:54:28 PST

Yeah, I've made a decision today.

I've been struggling with my art lately, and I've realized what it is. I expect too much from myself because I'm influenced by those outside. I haven't done art for myself. I've been doing it so people can look at it and give me feedback. And that's not right.

I should be doing it for myself.

I'm leaving DA. Not because I'm being a teenage drama queen and going "OMG mi art sukz!!!1!!1three". I'm leaving because I need to detatch myself from this faceless internet crowd and find my roots. Find what I want to do. Make it my own enjoyment again.

So, no long goodbyes, really. Thanks to everyone who gave me their support. It meant a lot to me. I might check back for certain people, but I'm just not playing the inbox game anymore. Karma hits me that way, if you know what I mean.

I'll come back someday, maybe. If I haven't given up art as my hobby, and if I can find my balance, then I'll come back. But until then...

Sorry people...

~tsukude — Sun, 06 Feb 2005 17:08:45 PST

Yeah. I haven't really said anything in this thing for a while, have I? XD

I cleared my whole message centre just now, and I didn't comment on any of it. It was 82 deviations, and I just did not feel like filtering through it. If there's anything you really wanted me to see or comment on, just leave a message here, and I'll totally take the time for you guys.

I just haven't felt like doing anything on DA for a while now - I have a bunch of drawings and stuff, but I haven't really spent a lot of time on anything recently - none of it is really decent. Maybe it'll change, but I don't get much feedback as it is, so I think that until I get my studio art projects back or something, or maybe make something really nice before then, you won't see me too much.

I think I'm kinda artistically drained because my aunt just died, and she was always really proud of my art. She was an artist too, and she always sent me stuff to work with - books and supplies and stuff. I've been feeling kinda dragged down.

Well, I'll stop wasting your time. *shooes off* Go on, now. Go on.

Okay, okay, I'm here...

~tsukude — Wed, 22 Dec 2004 15:18:22 PST

....really.

I really haven't had much to say lately. Umm... I'm thinking of starting to write again Woohoo! But I still don't know if I have the time... dangit.

My muse has been pretty damn busted lately. I've been having too much fun with oekaki, too. That doesn't help. Soo... maybe someday this winter break I'll be able to draw something, but... 9_9 I dunno.

If anyone's kinda bored and expects more from me (haha!) then I guess I can point out Heaven's Assassin ([link] ) and the oekaki board there ([link]).

I also have a LiveJournal ^_^ my username's tsukude. Journal is here -> [link]

I guess if anyone's interested.

Ummm... I dunno. I've been playing Chrono Cross again. Hooray for Chrono Cross! And I'm waiting desperately for Kingdom Hearts - Chain of Memories. ;.; must... have... Sora-chan...

I got an aquapet. It's name is Miku. :3

And that's the end of my story

WTF? XD

~tsukude — Sun, 31 Oct 2004 08:55:14 PST

Found this on my recent visitors today...

Recent Visitors
~Aku-Ryu Oct 30, 2004 @ 8:06 pm
~ReijiGin Oct 30, 2004 @ 4:53 pm
Nobody Oct 30, 2004 @ 2:57 pm
~JellicalBeast Oct 30, 2004 @ 12:58 am
*gabrielknight Oct 29, 2004 @ 6:09 pm

....Thanks for telling me no one visited??? XDDD

I couldn't even click on it. It was so weird.

Recent news... My hamster P-chan died last week, if no one saw the collage I made. (it's in my scraps now.) I didn't think I'd be getting a new hamster too soon, but recently I was driving around with my Hoshi-chan ( ) and we stopped at a new petstore that opened up.

Well... needless to say that I now have a new hamster.

Her name's Mazie Mazie the Daisy. She's a little shy right now, but I'm trying to get her to trust me.

We're getting two hamsters... one for my sister too! *dances* So I can play with her hamster too! w00t!

Okay.... anyway, not much else. I'm trying to catch up in work, and I haven't been feeling very creative with drawing. But I am coloring a special something for HA fans :3

Talk to y'all later~!

Sorry :(

~tsukude — Sat, 16 Oct 2004 14:57:16 PDT

Sorry everyone, I'm not going to be commenting on many deviations for a while... it's starting to become a chore and it really shouldn't be ~_~ I get so many and though I'd love to comment on every single one it kinda zaps the life outta me... s'not as fun anymore I'll still be submitting things though, if I actually draw something. I haven't exactly been very creative or artistic other than in my art class in school. Maybe you'll see some stuff from that someday.

Sooo.... yeah. Inactivity for the most part. I'm gonna be visiting everyday still though.

I GOT SUBSCRIPTION!

~tsukude — Fri, 08 Oct 2004 16:13:55 PDT

GOT ME A SUBSCRIPTION! YESSS! LOVE HER LOVE HER LOOOOVE~

...now... what to do? o_o;

Been a while... again

~tsukude — Sat, 18 Sep 2004 21:58:05 PDT

I don't write many journals. anyway, I think I'm over my creative block for the time being. I've even started trying out new styles, as ye have probably seen. Look out for new stuff. I really have to finish some old projects, too. I'm ticked that I haven't finished any in a while. ;___;

I'm slowly developing a writing idea. More on that as I think of the first few scenes and how to write them. Blech. I have a lot of schoolwork to do tomorrow though, so don't expect too much from me.

Umm... o_O not much to say. Just gonna go and finish a picture now... yeah... >_> <_<

Sorry

~tsukude — Sun, 15 Aug 2004 13:26:48 PDT

Haven't been too creative lately, sorry. I'm trying to finish up stuff but it's not working out. ._. So if there aren't any good pictures for a while, it's cuz of that.

I need a sub again. ;_; lack of options depresses me.

62 MESSAGES.

~tsukude — Fri, 06 Aug 2004 15:31:40 PDT

You people are going to be the death of me.

I'll get back to you later...

Off to the mountains

~tsukude — Fri, 30 Jul 2004 18:44:17 PDT

Ugggh I don't want another vacation.

...but it gives me drawing time. And time to think of something to actually WRITE. Argh. That drives me mad. I want to write so badly and I can't put any ideas onto paper.

Sorry 'bout that rant. My sister's buggin' me :3 so my mood's really bad.

My deviant account is gonna run out soon ;_; but I love the paid version so much. I might just have to buy subs again.... :3

Waaah I'm going to miss you all so much ;______; I'm sorry I have to leave again!

Halfway through vacation? ;_;

~tsukude — Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:37:15 PDT

I think I'm halfway through my summer vacation... maybe even moreso. Makes me sad.

My sister's out getting braces right now - hope they look nice on her. I mean, she's a beautiful girl - really really pretty, my God, she looks like a little angel - but her teeth were never great. So now she can grow up to look really pretty. I bet all the guys will like her. ^_~

I haven't really been posting anything, but I'm working on lineart for a .hack picture. Hope it looks good enough to color... ._.

Speaking of .hack, I'm on the last game! God, it's sooooo addicting. Hope there's a good ending. And I want my Elk back!!!! *cry cry cry* I wubbles him sooooooo much~~

Today for me is gonna be taking-care-of-pets day. My hermit crabs need their tank cleaned horribly... I'm also thinking of putting my two small ones in there with the big ones, just to see if they can get along well enough.... if not I'll put them back in their original container. Also need to clean my hamster's cage and stuff. *huggles her P-chan* She's getting soooooo old ;_;

Sorry I don't write too many journals - I never think that they'd be important enough.

Oh! I actually reached 50 - yes FIFTY - devwatchers! It makes me so happy. Thank you, everyone!

Now to go work.... sigh.

"Nyo nyo! Draw me already nyo!" - Dejiko

~tsukude — Tue, 29 Jun 2004 13:24:39 PDT

Yeah yeah yeah... I'm actually reading classic literature >_>; sue me. It's a good book so far. WWI era and all that.

Stuff I'm doing:

- working on 's Dejiko picture, but I think I'm going to ask her if the concept's all right...

- gave me a reference for her picture, so I think I'll start that today while I'm babysitting.

- special panda picture for if I get around to it this week...

- and if I ever get done with these, then a KH picture that I've been wanting to do desperately... but I probably don't have the talent to pull off what I want it to look like ._.;

In other news... I WAS IN AN EARTHQUAKE. It was at one in the morning monday, and it was SO SCARY!!! It was a 4.5 that stretched from Wisconsin to Iowa to Indiana to Missouri. Of course, I had to be 70 miles from the epicenter ~_~; my whole bed shook! ;___; nothing was damaged though... just... my nerves.... my mom says she wishes she was up for it... Hoshi thought her air-conditioning was acting up and my dad thought there was a raccoon under my bed XD So, now I can say that I've been in an earthquake... and I was awake for it!

By the way! I got an oekaki board to work on Heaven's Assassin, so if anyone wants to work on an oekaki -

CLICK HERE! ------> [link]

Er...

~tsukude — Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:06:07 PDT

Got lots of stuff to do for once!

Today I cleaned out my hermit crab's cages and filled it with sand... funniest thing is they don't like it. I dunno. They've been sticking to higer grounds if they can help it. makes me laugh. I also got my two new crabs a new home! They like it! ... I think.

I came up with two drawings that I kind of like, and I'm waiting for to start the art trade so I can do my part. I can't wait! My first art trade! Hopefully it'll all go well.

And out of nowhere asked me to draw Dejiko-chan! I doodled her last night to get a good feeling for her and I was actually proud of it. kind of funny to look at. Maybe I'll put it up later in scraps.

Last but not least, I have decided to enter 's contest! It's to draw her character Yuki. I was happy with the picture, but when I inked it... I did horribly and made more mistakes in it than I have in any other picture in my life. My hand was so shakey! Geez, whoever said to lock your wrist and draw with your whole arm for better lines... *shakes fist*

I'm putting it through Illustrator before I even TRY to color it.

I drove the car today all by myself. No one in it! Of course, it was only to park it in the driveway, but.... I'm still happy. I get my license on the first of July!

...In sadder news, I miss my Hoshi badly. It's actually kind of funny though, because she keeps calling me on her dad's cell phone. But the batteries will go out because we talk so long. So today, one of the last things I heard from her was:

"It's hailing! It's hailing and it hurts and I'm soaking wet and I have bare feet and the phone keeps beeping because the batteries are dying~!!" *click!* And that's when they died. Of course, she called back, but we ended abruptly then too and it was kind of sad because I was hoping to say "I love you and miss you" before it turned off because I knew she wouldn't be able to call back. She's been in a bad mood lately too; I think she's sick of vacation. Still... I hope she has a wonderful time before she comes back on Saturday, and I hope she stays safe until then.

I'll stop chattering on and on now and actually do some art for a change.

Back from a long ways away...

~tsukude — Sun, 20 Jun 2004 19:53:07 PDT

Mm... back. Did anyone miss me? Thought not.

Anyway, got 59 messages, two favs, two watches, and someone asked about an art trade? Wow, wish I got this much love all the time! Maybe I should leave more often~ just kidding.

Let's see... the drive was less than nice, but I got through all right, really. The highlights of the trip to Long Beach Island were...

- getting more hermit crabs! (Jersey and Scojo are their names!)
- swimming in the beach water! (it was SO COLD... my arms were so numb that I couldn't raise them over my head after I got out o_o)
- going shell hunting!
- being with my cousins and my grandparents!
- learning to knit from my grandmother!
- getting a nice necklace
- sitting on one of the many porches as the evening came, watching the sun set...
- reading and finishing His Dark Materials series. (WAAAAH~~ Balthamos, Baruch, I LOVE YOU!)
- getting ideas for writing, finally!
- trying to save a fishes' life... damn tide >O
- getting my cousin and his girlfriend to buy hermit crabs
- getting candy from a candy store!! (this is more exciting than it sounds, because my stepdad's friend owned the shop! )

As you can see, it wasn't like I was on a roller coaster or anything... it was nice and relaxing though. I needed a break from everything. But now I don't know what to do with myself.

I miss my Hoshi-chan dearly. Honey, if you see this, I miss you terribly, and have for some time now. I just want you home, but please have a nice time in New Mexico, too! Love you~

I haven't been in a mood to do anything creative, but I've been trying to force myself. I look at something, like wordpad or a blank piece of paper, and mentally start to walk away. But I have to stick to my ideas! I gotta I gotta I gotta....

Out to New Jersey!

~tsukude — Fri, 11 Jun 2004 22:12:33 PDT

Off to NJ - I'll be back next Sunday I believe, so that's... the 20th? I'll be back the 20th!

I'm so happy with my newest deviation! Wheeee!

I hope I'll come back with lots of drawings! And maybe I can work on another little project I've been meaning to... heh.

for all! And too!!

BYES~!

RRRAGGRRRHHG edited 6/10

~tsukude — Thu, 10 Jun 2004 15:16:52 PDT

I HATE MY INTERNET.

I have like, ten seconds to write this.

No updates for a while. No Heaven's Assassin. I'm on vacation for a week starting the 12th. Hoshi's gone till 26th. I am FRUSTRATED~~~~

RRRRRAGGGGHHHHHFRGHRFGHTRHFHG.

*~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

EDIT: Okay. Okay. It's been kind of working on and off. So that's all I can ask for I guess. I've been to check everything I need/want to. ^_^

My Hoshi is in New Mexico! *cries* And I'm leaving for New Jersey in two days! ...I just noticed that we're both visiting states that have a "new" in them. Though I don't think there's a real "Jersey" except the clothing jersey. Now I've worn out the word jersey. I'm crazy today.

I've been playing around in different programs, and I found a really cool way to make REALLY clean lineart in Illustrator!! It's SOO awesome. I'm doing my "Innocence" picture with it and then I'm going to move the other to scraps when I'm done.

Picture in question:

In other news... uh... oh! I finally finished Orphen. All in all, out of ten, I'd give it a seven. The side stories are HORRIBLE and basically kill the whole series, but the main story is extremely fun to watch. The ending was good, but not the best - also, something didn't feel right about it; it didn't flow right. But it was satisfactory, how it all concluded. The characters were very memorable, and not many were very nerve-grating except the ones that were supposed to grate on your nerves. I'd recommend it to anyone interested, and anyone that likes sorcery things.

Did I mention the dub outtakes and voice-overs are frikkin' hilarious??

That's all. Hopefully I'll be able to write something before I leave for NJ saturday. Catcha all later!

Meh...

~tsukude — Sat, 05 Jun 2004 18:58:12 PDT

Took a test today - what kind of wings you have or something. This is what I got. And I actually thought I had some pretty nice, optimistic answers!

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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful.
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I dunno. I don't like thinking that's me. But I did answer everything right, and I looked at all the other answers, and nothing fits me better. Go figure.

My mood turned has turned a bit sour this evening - I guess a bit frustrated because I've come face to face to that wall that's keeping from my muse and my spring of inspiration. I try and I don't get anything. waah... even my favorite songs aren't making me feel better...

I hate these new journal things for the DA subscribers. No one ever freakin' sees them, anyway. It's a waste of their bandwidth and a waste of my time. Don't you think I'll be using them. Let them worry about it though; and it's not like they're forcing me to use it. Whatever.

Baaaah... why am I in such a weird mood? Silly Ames-chan, it's summer! You're getting your license on Monday! You have a bunch of anime to watch and //Mutation to play and a week vacation with your whole family to Long Beach!

..........meh.

It doesn't feel like it's over!

~tsukude — Sat, 29 May 2004 10:01:00 PDT

Mm, been a while since I've written. Like, 20 days. geez.

Not much going on anyway, though! School's out, other than finals, and so now I have uber free-time until the 12th when we leave for New Jersey for a week or so. So yeah.

Got a bunch of stuff at ACen. Orphen boxset (gotta get through it ), Crest of the Stars (hafta watch it) and plushies and crap. And a .hack//SIGN poster.

I've drawn very little lately. Ah well. :sigh:

Might be working this summer with my stepdad, I dunno yet. Just weekends and stuff though. Sounds like fun. I get to help with little kids at parties in the skating rink. And wherever I'm needed, really.

Got my schedule for school. I wanted a study hall for the second semester (I'm actually not getting a study hall first semester so I can fit in Sociology Silly Ames-chan.) They scheduled me for no period though. Gotta fix that.

Umm, wow. Really have nothing to say. Thank you to everyone supporting me and my little doodles! Hopefully I'll be putting more drawings out during the summer. You never know though. Heh.

Hoshiii~~ You'd better be working on HA! We need to make enough pages before our vacations start.... T_T And I need to color too. Heh.

'Kay, bye peoples! Off to play .hack//Infection! Must... beat... Skeith... and get to... Mutation.... x_x

Umm... bunches of things?

~tsukude — Sat, 08 May 2004 18:11:14 PDT

I should be working on my essay.... hehehe.... I will in a few.

I got my first 1,000 hits, which got. Wanna kiriban?? Just note me with what you want!!!

Thank you to all that have visited this humble art page! I hope I can improve my art through everyone's encouragement! ^_^ I've met some pretty cool people on DA... , , , and , just to name a few! Thank you ALL!

Went shopping for Mother's Day and my sister's birthdy... they fall on the same day this year. Go figure. Got her a fluffy flower pillow and Hoshi got her some glittery bubble bath... lol. Got my mom some (hopefully) nice earrings that she'll like, and a wind-twirling thing And... let's see.... oh! got my hermit crabs some stuff, like sponges and a new food dish. I'mma go to the petstore soon and get more supplies for them! Ohh, I wanted to get another though.... they're sooo cute ;_; hey, one's coming out right now!! heh

To Hoshi-chan ( ) for getting me the next .hack game. After some work on my essay, I think I'll finish //Infection so I can get to //Mutation right away!! It's soooo addicting.... Thanks sooo much darling.

Gotta work on my essay.... ._.; waii waii..... *sniff*

shutting up now...

Good now, really!

~tsukude — Tue, 27 Apr 2004 15:51:37 PDT

Just had a reaally bad weekend, but I'm feeling better. I've been working off seven hours of sleep in the past two days though Anyway... er, let's see. Yeah - bunches of projects - just finished my art one! check it out - ohhh yeah B) lol

I'mma have a doodle up later... I have testing this week so I get a little break to do some of my work =\ *phuu* especially my english speech. Gotta work on that.

Picked up His Dark Materials series again... forgot how much I loved it. I got literally halfway through the whole series and put it down. Now I read on the bus in the morning ^^

After this english speech I'll have a little more time on my hands... that'll mean three out of my four major projects have been completed... it's gonna be a bumpy ride until summer~ waii waiii~

Devious Journal Entry

~tsukude — Sat, 24 Apr 2004 19:36:13 PDT

I have decided to do the 24 hour contest. Starting like, now - noon - until tomorrow noon. Wish me luck; bet I won't get many breaks - especially none for sleeping! My staple diet will be instant ramen, and I shall not leave my room for almost anything.

Hope we get comic for Sunday... o_o

And now I'm off! Must actually think of a plot.... X3

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EDIT: ....you're going to yell at me... I know........ nine hours into it, I've given up... I have a headache like you won't believe and I couldn't even focus on the paper... I hated where it was going - I couldn't hold interest in my own creation - and I got so frustrated because I was reminded of the fact that I haven't had any actual inspiration in, like, months. I feel really disoriented... I've been feeling like I don't know what to do with myself, you know? Like as soon as I turn my head one way to look or work at something... I want to turn my head another way....

I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore o_O

Wai wai~~

~tsukude — Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:41:12 PDT

Errr.... dunno what to do with myself... Hoshi's doing the 24 hour comic thing and I want to, but I haven't had the creative energy... I just feel like I'll come up with really bad stuff... but at least I'd be trying, right? Maybe I'd benefit from it... maybe it'd get some creative stuff flowing through me - my well's been empty far too long.

School's been okay. Bunches of projects, buuut I'll manage somehow. I'll need to work tomorrow and Friday... really hard @_@ soooo I might have to force myself off the computer. I have such an addiction ~_~

Just submitted two things today because I haven't in like... 11 stupid of me. I just haven't been happy with anything lately is all. That might change though, you never know.

I've had such mood swings lately... yesterday was horrible - I cried like a baby in front of two teachers because everything's been wearing me down. I always cry like a baby - always have really, and ever since I was 10 I've tried to get over being so emotional, and I've never succeeded. ~___~

Buuut on a lighter note - .hack//Infection is good - gotta beat the last boss!!! Skeith is horrible x_x Elk is ADORABLE.

Ummm.... my flower painting is most likely going in an art show my school sponsors. My teacher got to pick four from her classes, and I got in ^^ it made me feel good... knowing that I can do something that people like. Maybe I should paint more often - I really need to use another media for something o_x

s out to - my baby. Love you. Thank you for always making me feel better~

Just a bit to talk about

~tsukude — Fri, 09 Apr 2004 14:06:03 PDT

Got a new keyboard today! A new mouse too. And I'm just going to take this weekend to relax. HA is going to have a colored page Sunday, but it might be black and white and replaced Monday. No real problem in that though ^^

Er... let's see... oh! Colored eggs today. And I'm going to play some .hack and stuff - catch up on my video gaming. I need to paint though~ ~_~ my art project in art. It's turning out well, it's just... very redundant. I have a lot of stippling to do... might as well do it after I write this.

Something I found off of 's place. (by the way, gotta note you about the little art trade thing )

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4, Write down what it says:

er... *rummages for nearest book* "...The doll's house stood at the other side of the fireplace. Tom Thumb and Hunca Munca went cautiously across the hearthrug." - Tale of Two Bad Mice, Beatrix Potter

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

Nothing, but if I stretch out my right, I touch my window

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

Friends - mom made me watch it ~_~

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:

3:47 pm

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?

3:39 pm .... 9_9

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

well... music... but that's from my compy. My mom on the phone?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Went out driving with mom to Target ^^

8. Before you came to this Web site, what did you look at?

umm... Just normal stats and stuff at the webcomic.

9. What are you wearing?

my Homestarrunner shirt and capris

10. Did you dream last night?

I did, but I don't remember

11. When did you last laugh?

When me and my mom were dying eggs, and my sister called one of them "Crazy Buns" - we laughed really hard about it

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

corkboard with pictures (that need to be updated ) my hung robe, a REALLY outdated calander, a dreamcatcher, and a framed picture

13: Seen anything weird lately?

...er... "seen"? I dunno o_O

14: What is the last film you saw?

I can't remember for the life of me.

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

All the anime, computer, gamecube, and PS2 games I ever wanted... drawing supplies, too, probably... maybe a new PC...

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.

I hate these questions... I can never think of anything.

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

That we're not so attatched to our religious beliefs that it blinds sane judgement. That, and the majority wouldn't be so STUPID all the time.

19: Do you like to dance?

No... I'm horrible.

20: George Bush: is he really doing Dick Cheney?

............ No.

21a: Imagine your first child is a girl. What do you call her?

Rebecca... or Elisabeth. My favorite girl names.

21b: Imagine your first child is a boy. What do you call him?

Seibien!! That, or Seth.

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?

I'm such a homebody... I bet I'd never be able to move away from my hometown. Though I'd love to travel.

<3 to Meshi!

~tsukude — Sat, 03 Apr 2004 13:09:32 PST

to for the month subscription. Sweet of you, dear. If I can ever repay you, let me know.

Looks like she also got my 666 pagehit X3 lol

Um.... doing a project... just takin' a break right now.... god I feel like I'm going to die.

...um... ._. ignore this journal enrty... bye

Lookies lookies...

~tsukude — Tue, 30 Mar 2004 10:37:49 PST

Hi tsukude,
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Your busiest month was March 2004 with 10 (42%) deviations.

Okay, yeah, I had a bit too much fun. -->>>> [link] go here!

anyways... I need to charge my dad's digital camera >_< I want to take pictures of my hermit crabs and P-chan! And my desk! With my Hidamari no Tami ~~~!

*cheesy grin* Got .hack//Infection. And the second disk of Final Fantasy Unlimited. Hopefully it'll be worth investing in those DVDs - I want to invest in a few things, actually - Yami no Matsuei box set, X/1999, blah blah blah... yeah.

Have an idea I want to work with, but whenever I announce things like this, I never do 'em. Gots to work on projects anyway =3

Byes people - I should talk here more often!

500 page hits!

~tsukude — Mon, 22 Mar 2004 16:26:05 PST

Looks like I've actually reached somewhere with this! lol

No one got my 500 hit, though, so... oh whatever, anyway. It's not like I make it clear that I do kiriban stuff anyway. Just if someone gets something fun

I've been quite stressed and under the weather lately... it's been hard for me to get through the halls of my school. It's getting very suffocating and overwhelming. I know I have a huge school, but... I don't know. I just feel like I want to curl up into a corner sometimes. Not to sound dramatic. I mean, I won't literally do that. But... I just keep wanting to cry. And I hate that. Because nothing's supposed to be wrong. Really, there's nothing that should make me cry.

I just need spring break. One week away from school. I'm sure I'll make it through the schoolyear fine after that... As my mom says, it's only two more months after that. I'm getting good grades, anyway - I try really hard to keep up.

Anyway... I have a rash on my neck that keeps getting worse. I wonder if that has to do with my stress.

Well, I'm going to finish up my essay that's due, and then do other stuff. Like video games. I have some things I've been wanting to submit, so maybe I'll take the time to do that.

See you all around~

Well, now...

~tsukude — Tue, 02 Mar 2004 18:49:54 PST

craploads of stuff has happened lately. Starting to draw more - and of better quality! (in my opinion >_> ) And I got Prismacolor pencils the other day (72 set! fweee X3~) so I wanna play around with those.

Beat Wind Waker. Cried. Learned some stuff about myself. Heard from old people. Talked to new friends. Was happy, was irritated, was... a lot of stuff.

Lost my purse today. It had a lot of important stuff in it - CD player, CDs, wallet with school ID, state ID, and my driver's permit. Also my spare key and a bunch of other things I depend on. I'm a bit scared I'll never see it again. But I can replace almost everything... almost. Oh, well, I suppose. I'll figure out something. I'm not going to worry or panic until I know it's gone, definitely.

To and - I you guys - you both have supported HA so much.... thank you!!!

Reminiscing time! - Zelda ^^

~tsukude — Fri, 27 Feb 2004 14:16:36 PST

Have any of you ever wanted to beat a video game so badly, but then as you knew you were nearing the end, you wanted to drop the controller to preserve the sacred ground you dare not tread? I feel like that right now in Zelda. I'm close - so very, very close - to beating Wind Waker, but now I don't want to. All of it - everything that's happened - has been so awesome. The temples, the bosses, the plot ....and to ruin this attatchment I have for everyone in the game by closing the final chapter just tears me apart. It's.... weird. I'm weird. What am I talking about anymore?

Hoshi (a.k.a ) is out this weekend... I miss her already. *sigh* I don't know what to do with myself...

...maybe... work on the comic in her stead. ~_~ *phuu* I'm so lonely.... :sad:

Umm... lotsa stuff...

~tsukude — Thu, 19 Feb 2004 20:19:09 PST

First off, I apologize for the lack of pictures. It's not like I haven't been drawing, but I just don't find the time to scan/color things in anymore... blah ._. I don't want to color anything anyway. Maybe someday.

Umm... yeah. I had to stay home today because I got an intestinal infection... again... not too fun. I can't eat anything substantial either. I've been killing for some fast food or chinese or even Subway, but hell knows I'll get anything like that for a while.
Not only is this a problem for me, but I had to miss a state requirement of an Art festivities thing, and so while everyone gets to learn how to dance and paint and go to concerts and skits and musicals, I get to write an essay. Whoop-dee freakin' doo. I didn't even want to skip it. I was writhing in pain for cryin' out loud. And because of that I have to do an essay because it's to be considered "like any other school day, thus if you miss it you have to make up work like any other school day." Normal day my butt. *spits*

Sorry, I must be slipping into a cynical mood. Dear Lord knows how I hate cynical people. I hope this doesn't turn into too much of a rant... ugh.

Anyway... I had a hectic week I suppose. A friend of mine decided she wanted nothing to do with me or Hoshi so she's not talking to us. At all. Barely could find out why she hates us so, and when I think it over, it really isn't like her to be mad at things like that. Nothing I can do, though. Her loss. I don't really care, now that I think about it. I've had this happen to me so many times that I can take it in such stride. Yeah, it hurts, but I'm more mad at her than upset. She made Hoshi cry. I don't forgive people who make her cry. EVER. God, if she wasn't so intimidating, I'd argue with her until the sun rose.

...Anyway... getting off my soapbox.... sorry about that, guys. I swear it'll never happen again. I just needed to talk, I guess. I don't do it that often... I usually listen. Well, I might have some new art stuff up later this week. Thank God for weekends, huh? At least today I caught up on Zelda Wind Waker... *dances in seat* X3 it's getting so good~

It's been a while...

~tsukude — Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:56:14 PST

I told you I'm not such a journal writer.

Anyway... a lot of good, a lot of bad... I have some lineart I wanna put up... blah. Really not much to say. I had something more interesting to put up earlier, but now I can't remember.

Starting to drive. At least I haven't killed anything yet!!

I want a new icon. I love my P-chan, but it's getting old... just like her. She's getting so oollddd... my baby's turning into an old hamster with alzheimers! She gets up in the middle of the day for no reason and she hasn't been eating much and she falls off her wheel... *sniff* I hope she'll be okay.

I need something to draaaawwww.... I can't think of anything to draw anymoreeee...... T_T

Yaaay!

~tsukude — Fri, 16 Jan 2004 12:13:38 PST

I have more friends on DA now! I'm so happy!!! And I drew the best thing I've ever done yesterday... and it's gotten four favs and I gots friends by it, too~ X3 This makes me happy.

let's see... can't say much else has been happening. I get a four-day weekend!!!!! And finals are over! *dances* woo-hoo!

Let's see... umm... ._. well, Meshi got my 100 page-view thing, and I'm working on that (I got distracted by Link >_> darn him) - it was gonna be black and white, but now I wanna color it. I might not if I don't have the time. But expect it to be colored, since I have all weekend. I also wanna start on the fusion writing

umm...I dunno what else to say Imma gonna go bother Hoshi to ink HA now...

(btw, everyone's making those little icon quilt things! o_O;; how do you keep them up on your journal with every new entry??)

Lalala...

~tsukude — Mon, 12 Jan 2004 15:57:12 PST

Lots has happened ~_~ Aunt died, for one. Preparing for finals, second.

But oh well. Hey, Meshi, you got my 100th page view! Go you! Do you want anything? I know everyone else does that, so....

...um... lessee.... wow, I'm so interesting! (I hate writing in journals about me. I sound so stupid.)

I think I need to get around more and comment on other people's stuff. ...You know what? I need to actually start drawing more! My problem is, I'm stuck and I never have any ideas. Blah. And the one writing I was willing to put up... well... I only have half of it. T_T The one thing I was proud of... what do I do?

hmm

~tsukude — Sun, 28 Dec 2003 22:29:46 PST

Not much to say. I guess I'm not one for journals, am I? lol

I got a tablet for Christmas. Yaaay! I hope that will help me color my pictures... I'm sure it won't help the quality! that's all the artist, right?

I'm also thinking of putting up writings and stuff... man, I need to start writing again... ~_~; everything I'd be putting up would be old. Blaaah. But I'm stuck on what to write!

I've had nothing come to me recently.. no ideas whatsoever for anything. My writing, my art... it all is very... blah. I can't seem to find any inspiration, either.

Oh well... I guess that's the way it goes. ._.

Hi...

~tsukude — Tue, 16 Dec 2003 14:58:23 PST

Welcome to what is my domain. I've had trouble with this place; hopefully I won't have anymore. Anyways, I don't care what gets commented on with my stuff... I'm not that good in the first place, and I really don't have art as a priority, but it's fun and it's a stress reliever. =3 so enjoy my bit of work. When I get it up; right now I'm at school. Bleah.

I be goings now Oh, and don't expect me to write in this much.