http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:tuesdayswithlexi&section=today deviantART RSS for by:tuesdayswithlexi en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 10:21:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/28972243/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/28972243/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:33:11 PST
Obey lang ng obey. Follow where you are being led. No buts, no ifs. No questions para walang problema. Basta lang dahil tipong “I said so” . Wag ka nang umalma, magtanong, mangatwiran. Then later on, sorry ka na lang because you did what you’re not used to doing, just so to avoid complication. Isipin mo mang mei choice ka, ndi ka naman makakilos. AT! May choice ka nga ba talaga? Regardless if hindi ka ganun..regardless kung masaktan ka because someone IMPOSED, ORDERED you to do something. ‘Happens all the time!

Sorry ka na lng kung madamay ka din sa inis ng iba. Basta do what you were asked to do.

Ewan. whichever way you look at it, napakakitid..

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]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/28820594/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/28820594/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 07:48:28 PST 'wonder if that's the only thing that keeps you from leaving.

what a lame excuse/ situation to be in.

or is it 'guilt' -- that inner drive/desire to make up for a lot of things

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]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/26248210/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/26248210/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 05:47:28 PDT
awww… “so saaad” …ang sad 2x naman (with matching o.a. sigh/hikbi!)


☹ oo nga naman specially if your current partner can’t seem to be your best buddy kaya you’d have to rely on someone else – an old friend, classmate, ‘kababata’ or an ex?

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in fairness, in a short span of time i was able to see progress in my cooking. now, i have minimized my errors and avoided a couple of kitchen accidents na - knife cuts, at burns. naranasan ko nang matapunan ng kumukulong mantika sa kamay, at madalas akong magsama ng sarili kong balat when peeling or cutting potatoes and carrots. o di ba? with matching, tumutulong, non-stop dugo sa chopping board hanggang sa floor. but all of this, became a crucial part of my learning.

kanina, nag-attempt ako ng 2nd pasta dish ko. the first one was carbonara na pumasa sa officemate ko (who by the way is an excellent cook, na magaling magpintas pag ndi niya talaga trip ung nakain niya at ndi siya plastik kaya if u want an in your face comment, seek him for that). ngayon naman, spaghetti. i made a filipino-italian style spag. why these pasta recipes by the way? it's for my good friend, She, who's coming over too. special request niya yan. yan din ang gift ko sa kanya on her bday. kaya nga i'm really trying to make this right. anyway, nagustuhan ko siya knina, at! nagustuhan siya ng officemate ko. perfect daw! kaya ang saya2x ko knina. ayos nga eh. basta sumunod ka lang sa recipe at gamitin mo panlasa mo, u can do it. no doubt.

hayy.. so that's all for now. hindi ako makapagsulat ng something insightful pa.. tinamad ako bigla. next time na lng. ksi....


magluluto na ulit ako. dinner naman! saya!

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You ain’t that SOMEBODY everyone believed or thought you were, after all! You’re as rotten as the stupid people you talk non-stop or complain about every single, day!

You even love criticizing or teasing people you’ve worked with…for what? just so you’ll feel insanely better than them?

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hayyy.. this freak can't help but affect all the people surrounding "it" (na lng, parang bagay) with bitterness and misery. if you came here with hopes and faith in the Lord, sometimes its the circumstances and the negative stories that will pull you down and distract you.

]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/25828811/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/25828811/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 23:09:11 PDT the more it is seized from me.
The more I try hard to reach for it,
the more it is pushed away from me.
The more I wanted it,
the more it is taken away from me

What do these things want to tell me?
What do these things try to remind me?
Are there lessons I failed to learn?
Should I just leave this without a care?

When challenges are this great,
when disappointments never seem to end,
when frustrations don’t seem to cease from coming
Tell me how else can I get by?


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on disappointments...kelan na ba talga ang flight niya?

]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/25828789/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/25828789/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 23:07:22 PDT gawain ma’y panatilihing higit pa sa sapat,
aking adhika’y muling mababagabag,
sa sandaling marinig ang iyong mga yabag.

Yabag na pakahuluga’y iyong pagdating
at ang maya’t-maya mong pasaring,
Hindi man sa akin, bagkus ay sa mundo
Ngayon ako nama’y nangangamba sa mga bagay
na lingid sa kaalaman ko.

Kung maaari sana’y huwag itong damdamin,
kung maaari sana’y huwag hayaang pag-asa’y lisanin.
Sa huli’y mas nanaisin pang sa Kanya magtiwala,
makamit lang ang tunay na paglaya.


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thanks to your negative vibes, negative thoughts, discouraging words and bitter remarks..
i feel so low... u have succeeded once again, so-called 'bossing'

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Forget grammar, forget rhyme or meter.
‘Just a little something to get off my chest

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Meet me here in the Middle East;
meet me where the sun shines the brightest.
Meet me where longingness is appeased with monetary rewards;
Meet me at my room where my being’s the loneliest.
Meet me at night where the breeze is still hot and humid and
my mind is filled with recaps of a vibrant, colorful past.
Meet me where my faith and hope’s put to the ultimate test.
Meet me where days feel like years devoid of the things I hold dear;
Meet me at my solitary space.
Meet me ‘til I surrender myself in the comfort of your embrace.

]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/19566867/ http://tuesdayswithlexi.deviantart.com/journal/19566867/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 04:51:23 PDT nothing I can do about it, really. Nothing I can do to stop it from happening. It’s not up to me to decide or demand that they stay. It’s just how things are supposed to go or end.

It’s a shame that up to now, at my age, I still get affected by things like this. And I’m sorry if I can’t help it, especially when my colleagues - my friends at work are the ones involved.

I’ll miss them for sure.

p.s. to hell with grammar (check) in this entry…
tama na trbaho sa totoo lng!

--retrenched..

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But wherever it leads you, you know giving it your all may mess you up pretty badly. Damage may be so severe that it takes a long time to repair or give it an overhaul. Losing faith & hope and being battered by depression is not an exception… ]]> ~tuesdayswithlexi