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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Oct 2009 09:51:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what?! I gots an awesome boyfriend and I am quite excited. Kaylon is being a bitch about Nick, like we are still together, hell. I do not even want to be her friend any more she is being ridiculous. She is going into the army soon thank goodness and got fired from her stupid job for nor showing up, such a screw up. Anyways Nick and I are going out today  and my parents are happy that I am dating a boy its quite funny how Nick is getting all of these brownie point haha =] My dad gave me a high five and my mom is pressing for details I think they might be a bit more excited than me <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> So we are going to go see Zombie Land after Matt gets out of class. I need to take a pic of the zombie Nick made me and I named him Kenny. i do not now what else to say but yeah...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh hell, just take me now</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2009 10:37:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay Kaylon is not making this break-up this easy at all! I broke it off about a week ago and she keeps pestering me. I was eating with Matt and Toni and she called, I told her that I was going over to Toni's house to hang out and she said, no I was not I was going over to her house to see her, I said no I was not...then Toni grabed the phone and said that I was hanging at her house and that was it, to shove it, basically...Matt and I were looking at eachother and um where waiting for an epic bitch war...it almost happened lol I love Toni. But yeah I need a new boyfriend or girlfriend which ever, and I good one, one that does not need fixing, who is already programed. I am not fixing anyone else! Work is okay, we have this new lady, we will see how she works out. I am starving, I will catch you all laters! =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Maybe</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 12:20:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mothers Day... I am here... I work in a bakery now, it is cool. I am full of brunch...mmm...=] Dude someone wished me a happy Mother's Day -_- I was not happy. I made a pretty paper rose for Kaylon, I am going to give it ot her later, since she will the mother of my children one day =] A bit gay, oh well =] so whats up with you people? I have missed my lpt(huggs it) aslkjfgdbag437p589jsak ... opps <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> too much love. MY birthday is coming up soon...Xtina reminded me, well Tegan did yesterday, she is so bi pretneding to be straight ^w^ anyways. I bought two dresses. Yeah I did! I love the black one so much Kaylon does not like the other one it is 'too short' it is not -_- well it is hehehehe I like it like that =] ! i is chillen and a bit bored. I am such a lesbian its bad now, I am not even tring to hide it... like the other day Kaylon and I where watching Transformers... and that one chick was leaning over the engine, i was like O~O Kaylon noticed and was like hey amanda whats up, I gave her a dirty look and stared at the lpt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> then she took it away... I was sad for a few sec. and then well was not =] not so bored anymore, music!!! Maybe I am the one that ends this Skitzo CYCLE! Okay nothing new to talk about, me and Kaylon are good, oh our one year passed it was awesome! WE ate pizza and went to the boardwalk and went on plenty rides and Kalyon almost had a candygasm in the candy store lol I love that girl =] so yeah in a few hours I will see her =] Cannot wiat it has only been over a day but I miss her so much I am addicted to that girl and I love it. Laters guys.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kim dies today</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 15:39:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I have decided that I am quiting DQ! woohoo. Kim is a bitch major bitch, not to me to Kaylon and I am going to loose it if I see Kim messing with her. She never does it around me only when I am not working Kaylon is turning in her one week notice this weekend. I am going to talk to the manager. I am going to get a job at the race park. it might be better than working at DQ, I just do not like working later at the park, for  some reason I do not want to get raped...anyways later. By the way I wrote Kim's name in my death note for fun, she drowns in ice cream mix if you are wondering >=}<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>cell</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 15:30:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay I got a new cell and it is awesome so here is my number... 281-839-9371 I think if I remember right I am in pain and need to get back home and take more meds. Hell I have not been this sick in forever. When you text me, do not forget your name included in the first text, I detest asking " Who is this" a bunch of times. I have unlimited texting and stuffs so make me paying 14.99 worth it =] Oh nights and weekends are free so yeah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>PIZZA?! why!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2009 20:09:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok Lane and I went to go and get pizza and the funniest thing happend. His car died when we got back in the car. He panicked, I just said to calm down and to dig into the pizza with me. We massacred that first pizza then he called his parents. His grandfather came and gave us a jump. The car started and the battery life seemed okay until we were half way down the road...it died again we called his grandfather and his mother met us at walgreens =] after the charging phase, it died once more along the highway *thumbs up* it was awesome not really but oh well. when I am riding with Lane bad things happen last time he got pulled over twice =] I am not gonna ride in his car for a bit or so =] so I am back at DQ and they are closing so yeah just gonna wait till they are done and then go home with Kaylon. =] I want ice cream...I might jack some >=] laters<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 14:39:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ not sure i like this new page thing...hmmm... so yeah I am stil alive =] I have been doing nothing for a while i want to draw so badly! >.< I have been deathly sick today is my first day i feel normal-ish so I came to work today. I clock in, in a few  bleh... my next project when my room is fixed is my doll that needs to be patched up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> then Kaylon talked me into making Baby Jack come to life, so now I want to =] I am excited I get my room back in a few weeks, then i gets a real bed, Kaylon's house is getting re-modeled so yeah I am sleeping in the living room with Kaylon, well not with her unfortunately, but in the same room at least. Oh! We went on vacation when i was deathly ill and I do not remember much, but we slept in the same bed =] ! I remember that, AMAZING =] I love my little girl so much. I do not want to clock in >.< [whining] At least Kaylon and I are going to work together today, she is so cute in her uniform ^w^ I am going to go laters =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2009 15:43:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO I have no been around for a while huh =] yeah I have a good reason for that so yeah... I was kicked out of my house...the day after Xmas I was all happy, we all were for once, we were all together and happy and then my mother had to ruin it. It was the first day my father was smiling we were a family. I was making a doll for Lane it was one of my first characters ever! I was almost done stuffing my cute little doll... Well long story short, my mother turned bitchy and cut him up for no reason, I was angry for some reason and yelled at her. She got in my face, and I told her to fuck off...I have never gotten so angry...so she threw me out. My father just sat in the living room and made sure I did not steal anything when I packed a few things. He sat in the other room and did not say anything. So they took my ipods and I only took whatever I bought myself everything that they bought stayed. My father came to my job this afternoon to see me, but thank goodness I was not there. Lane called to tell me, if he was concerned, he would pick up the phone, he knows where I am staying. Its not like he tried to stop me or anything...so what ever. I am staying with my love =] and I am so happy despite not having much or any money =] !<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sToLeN</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 00:32:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School life:<br /><br />[x] gotten kissed [A few times or many, whatever.]<br />[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class [never I was the favorite in my classes!]<br />[x] gotten suspended [ Skipping was worth it!]<br />[ ] gotten caught chewing gum [Like I said I was the favorite, and the admin loved me]<br />[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test [I do not need to cheat]<br />Total so far: 2<br /><br />[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times [yup, I did not like getting up in the morning.]<br />[x] didn't do homework over 5 times [Procrastinator, but its not like it mattered.]<br />[x] turned at least 3 projects in late. [Yeah, I still got good grades on the projects]<br />[x] missed school just because you felt like it [Skipped a bunch]<br />[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class [Favorite.]<br />Total so far: 6<br /><br />[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school [Yeah once or twice.]<br />[x] text people during class [Who does not?]<br />[x] passed notes [A bunch]<br />[x] threw stuff across the room [Yups <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />]<br />[x] laughed at the teacher [AP teachers are the best.]<br />Total so far: 11<br /><br />[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal [Do not piss me off, and nothing bad will happen, its simple.]<br />[x] took pictures during school hours [Yeah, I loves my camera]<br />[x] called someone during school hours [some of my teachers were cool]<br />[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours [Music is my life.]<br />[x] skipped a class period [Yeah, Bio a few times, AG and BCIS a bunch]<br />Total So Far: 16<br /><br />[x] threw something at the teacher [matches]<br />[x]went outside the classroom without permission [she did not care]<br />[x] broke the dress code [not that big of a deal]<br />[ ] failed a class [never]<br />[x] ate food during class [Depended on which period, but yeah all the time.]<br />Total So Far: 20<br /><br />[x] gotten a call from school [A counselor called my parents to let them know I was gay, I told them, but that bitch wanted to out me because she thought it was her business, word of gayness traveled around quick at school]<br />[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly<br />[x] didn't take your stuff to school [so?]<br />[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking [a bunch, stupid bitches]<br />[x] curse during class/school [its me, so yeah.]<br />total so far: 24<br /><br />[x] faked your parents signature [LOL, they never signed anything, I always faked the signature, since I was in 6th grade =]]<br />[x] slept in class [yeah ]<br />[ ]cursed at your teacher <br />[x] copied homework [I was lazy we all took turns at the homework]<br />[x] got in trouble with the principal/the vice principal [Skipping]<br />total So Far: 28 out of 35 <br /><br />Wow, I was something else <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> and a brat.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>PaWnAgE</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:22:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ MY class was canceled today, unfortunately I did not know about it till I went to town and fought against the cold to get to my class. I was annoyed that my proffessor did not show up, but then Josh went on break. He called and we went outside, then I started a snow ball fight with him. I vin! or not...I guess tied. JT came along and he and Josh had a war. tied. Josh thought he was smart using me as a human shield...JT just waited till I got him off me then pelted him. All in all I guess the snow ball fight was worth the fuel to go to town. I have to go to work today, bleh! I just got back from the dump, slushies for all! My cell is not charging, stupid piece of shit. I hope I work back drive tonight, I do not want to deal with people, I just want to steal there money so that they can die of a heart attack. I have to go and pick my stupid sister up laters.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Angel?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:51:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was fun! I played pool after class with Josh, we both really suck at the game. I am really not that bad at the game when it is me and my other friends, its boy hormones, they fuck up my concentration. Stupid boys, they make me dumb and entice me to fall. Girls do not have that effect on me, I see a girl, oh see is cute, really cute, and that would be it. I see a cute boy -drool- I want! Lol that is how that is. Most boys are a bit to a lot clueless. I still won 2 games out of 3 and he owes me a bong. We played for items at our jobs, a bong from Evolutions and Hot and Spicy McChickens from Mcd lol. I would not use it, it would end up a vase =]  Oh by the way boys who might read thisÂwear cologne. Just do it. We loves it, do not bathe in the stuff, just a bit, so that if we get close to you we can smell the scent of you and the spray, not just you. Body spray = big smile for girls, just saying. So it was fucking cold, windy, and rainy today, until nightfall came, SNOW! Snow by the bay, in Texas is oddly, but amazing! I fell asleep after talking to Kaylon for a few minutes, then when I awoke, I went to facebook depressed, and read a few headlines and noticed the word ÂsnowÂ. I opened the door and white stuffs everywhere my truck was covered. The best thing ever, but no one wanted to get out of the house, just me. I went all around the house and raped the snow. It was just so pretty, I had to taint it, so I made random patterns and shit it was fun. I wanted to make a snow man but I did not want to make one alone, that is not fun. I tried to get my sister to come outside with me, she did for a few minutes. I only got her out when I held a bottle of snow cone syrup and a spoon with a mischievous smile. It was a great idea =] Until I realized she was only out there to eat the snow, I suggested a frosty covered in cherry syrup later, she said no. We had to sneak out of the house to see the snow; my mother said that we could not. So I planned the escape, after the third check of the parents, I turned off the lights and we snuck out flawlessly. =] I threw a few snow balls at her trying to mess with her so we could have a snow fight, but no, her and the damn spoon. I wished that I was with my friends, they are fun, we would have done random shit in the snow, oooo a bloody slaying, the blood being the snow cone syrup. We would have made a frosty then light it on fireÂbut no I had to have boring and lazy family. I was freezing, my fingers were bluish, but I did not care I was happy =] I made a snow angel? IF you can call it that lol I want it to keep snowing! I will save you a snow ball Kitty =] Snow in 2008!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2008 06:11:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing much is happening, well okay I lie. Josh [that one guy] asked me out in a text this weekend, I then told him I was gay. Haha! He texted Âhey would you like to go to a christmas party with me?Â I replied ÂUm. I do not think my girlfriend would like that.Â  He text me back with ÂYou are gay?Â 5 min. later with his reply. I was like yes. He said that sucked. I was laughing so hard with Laura. I saw him yesterday and hung out with him before I took him home. We sat on the hill under the cloudy sky we laid on the grass looking upward trying to describe the amorphous blob of a cloudy sky. I think we might do something today we both get out today at 12 so yeah. I might go with him to the dinner party thing. Free food is good. I have to pay for gas now, that is retarded I get paid minimum wage -.- gay. Do I feel bad about Josh? A bit, but she is thinking of breaking it off so this is me saying what ever.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUO0gd7cr9o">[link]</a><br />It is cute watch it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2008 00:33:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know I am a horrible person. I like messing with people and it is bad, but I might not care as much as I should. There is this guy at college who is flirting with me, I know he likes me; the thing is I have not told him that I am a lesbian lol! He does not know I have a girlfriend yet, and I might just lead him on. Playing with boys is fun, I know it is bad, but hey he is cute and we would really just be good friends, we both are very similar. He asked for my number today and in 20 min, after I told him that I did not have the cell with me, I left it at work, he texted me, again and again. I was at work today and I answer my texts at break so I texted him back lol. Boys are fun. He gots a job at the bong store, I have not been there in years so I might go and see the new ÂvasesÂ they have =] they also have music, so I will look that over as well. So I am a bad personÂand now you know if you did not already. I might be leading him on, but he is really cute and funny so eh. So work today was not as bad as usual. I am tired and my stuck at home because my father went hunting and will not be back until Saturday, Grrrr! I hate the fact that I get no bars in this damn house stupid cell phone. I got pizza today! The panormous pizza is amazing! *Drools* Try it! I wonder when he is going to ask me out... hmmÂI hope it is when I go to his job, so I can see his face when I tell him that I am a lesbian lol!<br /><br />OH! Watch this Ur so gay- Katy Perry<br />The ending is the best!!<br />You do not even like...PENIS!<br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXcSI0U0zVU">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>no more</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 19:58:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This was a sort of an angry amanda rant, so then I realized that I love her completely and that I was over reacting...by a bit. So I am editing it, I am listening to music, and doing a bunch of maths. So yeah <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I'd Do Anything- Simple Plan.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pickapart</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 20:30:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I woke up a few hours ago. I was sleepy after shopping or 'shopping' all day. My father and I went to Pick-A-Part and we took apart some cars and pieces of them, it was fun. I liked crawling into that one ram charger and taking off the inside trim. I had to balance oddly on this seat platform. My father got a kick out of it, he laughed and took a pic. I was 'sitting' like L it was funny. We gots some good parts, including a radiator and bucket seats for the ram! I am going to the mall in the morning with Xtina and Kaylon. Xtina is going to go with Megan to see Twilight, bleh. But whatever. So I am hungry once again, I am always hungry when I journal...so nothing else to report I guess.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>=] !</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 04:29:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what I did yesterday?! I spent my day with Kaylon! We had a great time, I do not like Thanksgiving food, I am so picky that it is pretty bad...I only ate rolls and some pie lol. I should probably fix my picky habits, but I do not think they are fixable. We watched a bunch of movies, saw the game, and hung out. My fake aunt came over with her family later on in the day, and that was great. She and her family are swesome! After they left we watched more movies in my room. I would say we watched movies all day, but we only viewed bits and parts of the movies. Like Walle, The Maxtrix, Beauty and The Beast, I did not remember watching that movie til laters. My parents woke me up early today for black friday, but then they were like, hey go online and order the stuff while we sleep.. =/ grrr...so I am up very early, and have been since 3 something. I am so sleepy right now...I am fixing to colapse on this lpt, damn I am hungry and tummy says so. I am waiting for my iTunes to upload, I updated the 8.0 version and it failed the revision, so i have to upload the original, I sure hope as hell that I still have all my music! If I dont I am going to bitch, I have around 600 songs plus vids. So if the slate is blank...I will have to hurt something...okayy my libarary is present Whewww! I almost died when I did not see anything pop up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /> but it is okay...-breathing- Okay I am really hungry Grrr...going to hunt down something to eat laters =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the morrow</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:13:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Kaylon is comg over tomorrow to my house! I cannot wait! Her family left her here for the holiday, for only one reason, she is gay. At least in there eyes they are having a real family vacation b.c she is not there, they think that they are too god for a gay daughter so whatever, they are going to hell anyways. Who cares she is here and at 8:30 I am picking her up! I gots a haircut today. I looked like a anime character when the lady was cutting my hair it was funny. I fell in love with a corn dog today, no really it was so good, I was so hungry...man I am oddly...anyways I should be cooking and baking and cleaning, but I am on here...procrastinating is fun. I am hungry. Grrrr...I am going to scavenger for some food, laters =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Never Enough</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 08:27:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. put your ipod on shuffâle.<br /><br />2. For each questâion,â pressâ the next buttoân to get your answeâr.<br /><br />1 IF SOMEOâNE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"â YOU SAY?<br />I'm not okay- My Chemical Romance<br />[makes sense<br /><br />2 WHAT WOULDâ BEST DESCRâIBE YOUR PERSOâNALITâY?â<br />Ocean Avenue- Yellowcard<br />[Now that's just weird.]<br /><br />3 WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/âGIRL?â<br />We've got a big mess on our hands- The Academy Is...<br />[Wow, that sounds really good actually.]<br /><br />4 HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAYâ?â<br />Spidersong- Say Anything<br />[nice, look ups the lyrics]<br /><br />5 WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'âS PURPOâSE?â<br />Mutiny Below- Ludo<br />[Wow. Like I said look up these lyrics]<br /><br />6 WHAT IS YOUR MOTTOâ?â<br />The Sharpest Lives- My Chem.<br /><br />7 WHAT DO YOUR FRIENâDS THINKâ OF YOU?<br />I'm Broken- Seether & Evanesence<br />[No, not anymore, I was at one time, but hell that was a very long time ago...]<br /><br />8 WHAT DO YOU THINKâ VERY OFTENâ?â<br />Low- Flo Rida<br />[lol!!]<br /><br />9 WHAT IS 2+2?<br />Rise- Flobots<br />[yes.]<br /><br />10 WHAT DO YOU THINKâ OF YOUR BEST FRIENâD?â<br />Rooftops-Lostprophets<br />[why not?]<br /><br />11 WHAT DO YOU THINKâ OF THE PERSOâN YOU LIKE?â<br />Rock yo Hips- Crime Mob<br />[Ummm.... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORYâ?â<br />Deanne The ARsonist-Atreyu<br />[*Cough cough*]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?<br />Santa Monica-Therory of a Deadman<br />[Yeah. I said it.]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINKâ WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSOâN YOU LIKE?â<br />There is a war going on for your mind- Flobots<br />[YES!]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOUR PARENâTS THINKâ OF YOU?<br />There for you - flyleaf<br />[Yeah... =/]<br /><br />WHAT WILL YOU DANCEâ TO AT YOUR WEDDIâNG?â<br />Drunken Lament-Ludo<br />[Dude.]<br /><br />WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERâAL?â<br />Fuck It-Seether<br />[AHahaha!]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR HOBBYâ/âINTERâEST?â<br />Picture to burn-Tailor Swift<br />[This one always pops up at the weirdest times.]<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEâST SECREâT?â<br />Hold on-Good Charlotte<br />[Me no talkie.]<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINKâ OF YOUR FRIENâDS?â<br />No Way Out- Therory of a Deadman<br />[Yups they are with me for life =]]<br /><br />WHAT'âS THE WORSTâ THINGâ THAT COULDâ HAPPEâN?â<br />Living each dead like you're already dead-Atreyu<br />[True.]<br /><br />HOW WILL YOU DIE?<br />Such as it ends-Ludo<br />[how poetic]<br /><br />WHAT IS THE ONE THINGâ YOU REGREâT?â<br />Belt-Say ANything<br />[...]<br /><br />WHAT MAKESâ YOU LAUGHâ?â<br />Better Than me-Hinder<br />[Funny stuff.]<br /><br />WHAT MAKESâ YOU CRY?<br />Taking Over Me- Evanescence<br />[*sob*]<br /><br />WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIâED?â<br />The Rhythm method-flobots<br />[It's a metaphor.]<br /><br />WHAT SCAREâS YOU THE MOST?â<br />House of wolves-my chem<br />[AHHHH.]<br /><br />DOES ANYONâE LIKE YOU?<br />This is why I'm Hot- MIMS<br />[What can I say... ]<br /><br />IF YOU COULDâ GO BACK IN TIME,â WHAT WOULDâ YOU CHANGâE?â<br />Stand up-Flobots<br /><br />WHAT HURTSâ RIGHTâ NOW?<br />Buttons-Pussy CAt Dolls<br />[Oh yes, my clothes hurt, I shall just have to take them off huh...]<br /><br />WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?<br />Never Enough- Five Finger Death Punch<br />[If you say so.]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 20:03:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ PART IBrought to you by ~samothmcknight<br />Tagging; EVERYONE<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:<br />Amanda needs. <br />Yeah I just need everything! Gimme!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:<br />Amanda looks like a teenage prom queen.<br />Hells yeah, the rocker prom queen with her chains and vans<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:<br />Amanda says: As crazy as it sounds, we lie to make it seem like we're not Little Miss Bitch. If a dude asks us out and we're just not attracted...<br />We say no, but in our head's'hell no dude I am way to good for you' do not lie, we all do it subconciously or not!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:<br />Amanda wants to go and play pictures.<br />Ummm...no sir, no sir.<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] does " in Google search:<br />What does Amanda mean in Chinese?<br />Nothing apparently, who was that stoned to ask that question?!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:<br />Amanda hates Amanda, there is only room for one!<br />Wow, I feel the same, only one, they must all DIE!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:<br />MY girl Amanda asks if she is pretty..<br />Hells yes c:<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:<br />Amanda goes West.<br />Ummm, yeah El Paso region in 7 months. Know anyone there? B.c I am going to be alones with only Kaylon, needs peoples!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:<br />Amanda likes to distract herself with silliness.<br />Uh duh!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:<br />Amanda eats pandas.<br />o.O Noooo!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:<br />Amanda wears a frock?<br />And only a frock ;} oh yes!<br /><br />Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:<br />Amanda was arested for meth.<br />What?! that sucks...I will wrorry later I am on meth...lol<br /><br />PART IIbrought to you by ~JPopJenny<br />Tag;Everyone!<br /><br />ANIME NERD<br /><br />[x] You watch anime. Not on a normal basis...<br />[] You read manga. <br />[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.<br />[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.<br />[X] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. L and Light woohoo! them gay is the best <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />[] You have cosplayed. <br />[ ] You have done so in public. <br />[X] You have been to an anime/manga convention. not yet anyway x:<br />[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.<br />[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.<br />[X] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. My kid's name is going to be Light, so whatever.<br />[ ] You enjoy drawing anime animu.<br />[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.<br />[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.<br /><br />ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 5/14<br /><br />ART NERD<br /><br />[x] You like art.<br />[x] You actually consider yourself an artist<br />[] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. <br />[] You have a favorite brand.<br />[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.<br />[x] You give people your drawings as gifts. *cough*<br />[x] People actually ask for your drawings.<br />[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.<br />[x] Instead of just 'brown' or 'ink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.<br />[] You have taken an art class outside of school.<br />[] You have considered a career as an artist.<br />[X] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. Not recently... <br />[] You have a favorite artist. .<br />[x] Your drawings have been framed.<br />[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.<br /><br />ART NERD POINTS: 9/15<br /><br />MUSICAL NERD<br /><br />[] You play a musical instrument.<br />[] You play more than one instrument.<br />[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. <br />[ ] You've given your instrument a name.<br />[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.<br />[ ] You are known by what you play.<br />[x] You listen to classical music. I have no prejudice among music!<br />[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.<br />[] You have a favorite composer. Everyone has a favorite everything..<br />[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.<br />[x] You write music.<br />[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc.<br />[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.<br />[ ] You are never nervous playing fo... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Nov 2008 20:07:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay here it goes, today was supposed to be good, I havent seen Kaylon since the whole ordeal on Sunday. I got pizza before I went to her house to pick her up for our picnic in the park. Ryan was at the door and we talked for a bit till Kaylon opened the door and ran to hug me. We started to back out of the drive way when her mother pulled up, we talked to her for a bit, and she yelled that she was going to the store laters for groceries as we were pulling away. We arrived at the park and decided eating pizza in the car was best since it is freezing outside. 10 mins. later a van similar to her mothers passed my truck. I asked if those where her mother's plate numbers, she did not know, but I did...I know the last three letters, it was her but it did not matter, we were eating pizza and doing nothing wrong so who cared right. 5 min after that a cop car came racing toward my truck and he asked us to step out of the truck, I did and it was freezing, and I had taken off my jacket so I was shivering. He told us to walk in front of the cop car, and he inspected the insides of the truck. He questioned us and our relationship and what not, took my ID and my plates and called them in. I then asked him what the fuss was about. He said a mother and daughter called in that a truck with my plates at the park was suspicious and that the people inside were having sex and there was a possiblity of drugs. I quickly denied the accusations. I said that he could check my car and there will only be a purse, a pizza box and a few cokes in the car and thats it. He talked to us for a bit and then said we could leave. I was scared, pissed, freezing and ready to kill her mother. Why the fuck would she call the cops on us?! That bitch. I was almost booked for indecency in the park <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /> I hate that woman now. Thank goodness the cop was cool and after we told him the whole story let us go b.c we did nothing wrong. The cop said we had to leave the park anyways, which was shit, we cannot go to her or my house, and now the park, where else is there around here?! Grrr... we were fully clothed and only wanting a nice peacefull afternoon in park, and then a cop car comes with his lights on. HO and then the sheriff comes along to back up the other officer, it was shit...we did not even talk about anything we needed to discuss, b,c of the damn police and her fucking mother. It is all her fault. Mothers love me, I am a good kid, we were cool for a long time, but now she decides to call the cops on me...I want revenge.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Skipping</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:50:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah I did not feel like going today to class. I just do not feel well. It is 40 degrees here and it sucks. My phone was lost by my mother, which also sucks, I might be getting a new one today, so stand by for that new number. Yester are fucking shit. I went over to Kaylon's house so we can go to church together as a new family, but instead of going to church, we were kicked out of Kaylon's house. We were in her room and her mother andfather came into the room and closed the door behind them...in my mind I was saying oh shit, oh shit, what the hell is going on, why the fuck did they close the door?! And then they said that they have been trying to deal with the fact that we were gay and that their daughter was gay, and how they thought it was just a phase and shit, blah, blah, blah...and then her father said that if she was going to see me any longer that she had to move out. Be gay and move by that night or be straight and stay. I held her hand through this talk and we were both upset, hell I was tearing up. Her mother said that I was not allowed back into her house, she said that she was sorry, that I was a great person and girl, but the fact I was with her daughter was unexeptable, she said if I was with one of her sons it would be great, but...blah, blah, blah...so they walked out I talked to Kaylon and wanted to know if she still wanted to be together, I suggested we play straight and stil see each other so she could stay at home, but Kaylon said that she waited too long to be with me to even think about letting me go, so we started packing her stuff, in an hour we put her stuff in the truck and went to the mall. We then called my parents and I asked what we should do, my parents said that they will talk it out, and to call back later when we leave the mall. We tried to chill in the mall but we were distracted the whole time. She was thinking about getting a hotel for the night, but I am for some reason not easy about my girl staying in a dingy hotel at night by herself for some odd reason -_- we watched a stupid ass movie called Max Payne... Dumb ass movie. borring as fuck, cliche and just not worth your money. We went home later and stayed at my house, and my father called her parents and family for a 'meeting' and they came over at 9, 10-ish. That was not enjoyable. Her father changed the story of what happened at the house, saying that he did not tell her to leave the house if she was to continue to be gay. I told my parents exactly what the condictions were before the family arrived at the house, so they knew he was not telling the truth...but still. A few hours later she left with them and that was difficult for both of us. A few hours before we were considering leaving together, but then there was not a together. College was paid for, for her but I think she is not going to see that money for her education now. I do not know what the plan is for us, or if their can be an us. I do not want to be the reason for her not going to college, for not finishing high school, for not feeling accepted in her own family and house...I am not sure.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OuT</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:18:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So another journal, I am Lee, I rather talk to my friends then do my essay, so yeah. I am here till 5.30 I wish it would stop raining, but then again, I love it raining. I hope it is not tonight! I read one of my own pieces today. I forgot what I typed, damn Love at First Kill = O.O Hell I do not remember writing some of that. That was inspiring, I need a part II to that shit =] The comments the piece where really cool, I am glad I reread it. It is freezing in this room, no joke, my nose is frozen. Listening to music and typing, that is about it. I am going to the Fine Arts Museum soon! I would who wants to go with me, some new pieces are arrivng, and Body Works II is open!! Amazing! HUNGRY, my stomach is going to eat my unfinished essay soon. I am going to get beck to responding to the replies =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heads up [enjoy it Charlie LOL]</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Nov 2008 12:14:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I am her till around 5-ish in this library and it is not even close to the time to go, I am so hungry, but fast food seems so nauseating right now. When you work at McDÂs nothing is the same. I have so much shit to do, but I cannot seem to think right now, too many things are on my mind. So many things, at least I am alone in this library now. Solitude seems cool. I feel like pizza, I know I said fast food is gross right now, but I really want some. I can never get tired of pizza, never. If you really pissed me off, get me a pizza and I would be fine haha, sad thing is that I am not kidding <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Ever had those second thoughts? Or third ones? Or not? Thank goodness I have music, I would have died already without it. Oh guess what?! McDÂs is totally gay! There are more gays in our store than straights! LOL It was so funny, Josh came out yesterday, I thought he was, I was so happy when I counted us all up ^w^  Josh and Sarah were working back drive and Josh greeted the customers by ÂWelcome to the gayest McDÂs in the USÂ, we were all laughing so much, I guess you had to be there, in the momentÂ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> A bunch of people did not know that most of us were gay, it was so funny to see AmeliaÂs face, she was like ÂHow many?!, What? You?!Â lol! Post Church Sunday was fun. Robert brought his new gf to the elderÂs house and we met her, she resembles me a few years ago, Kaylon and I were freaked out by a bit, or so. She is not like me personality wise though, whew, that would have been weird. I give them 4 weeks no more than that, Kaylon is saying 3, we shall seeÂShe is too soft spoken. Robert elbowed her after she said something that was supposed to stay in thought, lol. He turned so red, haha, we love to embarrass him =]<br />-but if he comes to me, i'm blowing his brains out-<br />>.<  I will never forget.<br />Three words! I promise/ed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:25:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE PREGNANT? WFT?! Who the hell got me pregnant?! Seriously girl + girl  = no chance.<br />WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CURRENT BRA? Pervert! I will not give you the satisfaction!<br />CAN YOU PUT ON MAKEUP WITHOUT A MIRROR? I am a slave to the mirrorÂ<br />DO GIRLS REALLY ONLY TALK ABOUT BOYS AND CLOTHES? Not the girls I know, but usually if clothes are involved in conversation, it is about taking them off. <br />HOW OLD DO PEOPLE NORMALLY THINK YOU ARE? 17-ish<br />DO YOU FALL FOR GUYS QUICKLY? Not really?... WellÂlets not get into that one.<br />ARE ACCENTS SEXY? Depends, but not really<br />DESCRIBE THE PERFECT GUY: NehÂ<br />DO YOU HAVE AN OVERPROTECTIVE FATHER? Yes, duh!<br />WAS BARBIE YOUR ROLE MODEL? Fuck no, I did not have a role model, but I did have Barbies, but I only took their clothes off, seriously I was even gay as a child.<br />WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE A GUY WHO CAN SING OR PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? IT would not and does not matter. The sun came out!<br />DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL? Used to be at one time<br />LIPSTICK OR CHAPSTICK?  Chapstick <br />WHAT'S SOMETHING CREEPY A GUY HAS SAID TO YOU LATELY? Can you marry me, marry me, you are hotÂyou are taken, no, oh thatÂs a nice ring, if you want to get with a great guyÂ. Ect.<br />ARE YOU GIRLY OR A TOMBOY?  Tomboy<br />DO YOU LOOK TO SEE IF A GUY IS LOOKING AT YOU? Depends, it is funny when they look.<br />DO YOU LIKE ACRYLICS? Yeah<br />ARE YOU HIGH MAINTENANCE? Do you not know me? I guess not if you had to ask.<br />BEST SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Biology<br />DO YOU HAVE AN OVERPROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER? No, but I have XtinaÂ <br />WILL YOU BE A GOOD WIFE? I hope with my all that I am =] <br />DO YOU TEND TO LEAD PEOPLE ON? Sometimes, yeah, I am a horrible person sometimes, like this guy I met an hour ago, Josh. <br />WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HAIR? Dark Brown<br />FAVORITE ACTIVITY? Music, hanging out, joking around, being with friendsÂect.<br />ARE YOU SAD PETE WENTZ IS NO LONGER A BACHELOR? No, he is ugly, and looks like a dumb ass guy. <br />BATHROOM: LID UP OR DOWN? Down. (duh) <br />EVEN IF NOBODY IS AROUND, DO YOU GET A SWIG FROM THE GALLON OR STILL GET A GLASS? I do not like milk, but I will from the coke bottle, yeah I have some bad habbitsÂ<br />LIE TO KEEP A MAN HAPPY, OR BE HONEST EVEN THOUGH IT MAY HURT THEIR FEELINGS? Depends if I like him or notÂbut usually I am honestÂ<br />WHAT IS SEXIER? BAD BOY ROCKER TATTOOS, OR CLEAN CUT PREPPY BOYS? Tattoos and piercings *drool*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Que?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 23:14:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was oddly...but great at the end. Jael and Kaylon almost got in a fight... -_- it was Jael's fault. Here is how that went... Jael was cold she was wearing a skirt and it is cool out side, I was/ still am wearing pants and I was warm so she was trying to warm up by being close to me. Kaylon was on my opposite side, and she gave me this look, so I kinda moved toward her, taking the hint. Jael moved toward me, and then Kaylon gave me this new look, so I told Jael that Kaylon might not want her so close to me, she was infact too close...Jael looked at Kaylon and shrugged. I next informed her that Kaylon's face said to, step the hell off, as to move over...then the smart ass in Jael said, yeah, I do not care. My eyes widened and then then moved over because Jael's tone was going to start something, so I just rather move. In the next few minutes I was holding Kaylon back and they were yelling at each other, I did not know what happened in those few mins., because I was watching the game, but yeah...that was...and then the whole thing with Leah came about...then Nick...I suggested we just leave the homecoming game, because it was not going so well, we went to Mcd's go gave some free food and Sarah saw Kaylon and gave me a thumbs up, lol, it was so funny ^w^ she was blushing, she is so cute. Jael texted me laters, b.c she was also going to Mcd's and she ended up driving to the store, but saw us in the lobby and then left? She is being oddly. After Kaylon got home that day I went over to her house, and we went out for pizza! I miss the pizza...=] We went back to her house after almost crashing, it was her fault, she new, but noooo...it was her fault, I told her no...we pretended to watch Little Miss Sunshine, till the game, or game time, when Gabriel and Jael texted me to go to the game. I saw Toni and Amanda there oh and Miriam, and a bunch of others I am glad I went. SO yeah I gotta go and take a shower I have to wake up early 2morrow, laters<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gotta go</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Oct 2008 10:37:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am starting to like my job, it is not that bad anymore. I dislike the owners though they are ass holes. I did not feel like going to college today, so I did not. I am fixing to go and get some BBQ sanmiches in a bit, I have to eat this time before work. I go in at 3 and today I stay until closing. I like Charlie's new hair cut. Kaylon won movie passes yesterday, and we are gonna try to go Sat. Sunday is church whoo hoo? Not really. I have to replace my fuel intake valve and fix my fuel tank this weekend. There is a crack at the top, and the valve is messing my exceleration. I hope I have time to do that. I also have a shit load of homwork. I am chilling right now listening to music before I have to go without. I hate that there is no music at work, I need it, it is stupid, but I stress out if I go without for too long. I bought a halloween shirt, it is cool! I am wearing it to church on sunday. It is like an antique black shirt, with black lace. So yeah...I am hungry, my stomach is yelling at me, and bitting...grrr...need food. Laters =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yesterday.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 08:09:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I went to church today, the youth group leson was cool, the regular lesson was wordy and boring, I dosed off...oops...Kaylon was angry with me during church because I sat next to Robert, I guess I can see why, but still...I think she was over reacting, she sat with her parents and I sat with a group of guys, where the hell are the girls in the group?! I was so cold during at church, thank goodness Robert was warm. He is always hot, he has bad homeostasis...anyways today I was glad for it, next time I am bringing a jacket. Kaylon got me back for me sitting next to RObert I guess, it was mean though...I tried to be cool about it, but it hurt -_- ... she took my ring off my finger...she said she wanted it back, she was joking but still...I smiled about itÂbut inside a piece of me brokeÂ it was not cool at all. I figured there was not a need to get angry or anything so I let it go, but still. Anyways we went for pizza laters [as Charlie knows lol texting is the best].  Then we went back to her house and stayed in her room till I we had to leave. She had to go to night church and I had to go home. I cannot wait till see her Sunday =] I gotta go and clean, I bought a cool chair, thing, that folds out into a twin bed, it is awesome and I gotta go and see where I am going to put it in my room, I think I might have to rearrange everything in my room...laters<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Death</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Oct 2008 23:43:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO Kaylon and I found out today that her ex-fiance died in a car crash...she is taking it hard...I have no clue what to do, I might see her tomorrow if possible. Ok I have this random train of thought...Nima dies because we were engaged, Daivd gets diagnosed to die when Kaylon and he were engaged and now we are together so one of us has to die. No really I feel as though one of us is...maybe becuase lack of sleep and this fever...I have but that does not matter, the people that we were last seriously with died, so it is oddly coincedental...so if fate has it, and we are ment to be, neither of us will pass, but if I am right, one of us will. [Austin I saved your life, LOL]I am looped up on meds...I am on limewire right now, woo hoo! I am going to town later today to look for a laptop bag and and something else I cannot remember now...shit I hate when that happens...so I might go and take a shower and go to bed after this...I am sorry if you read this nonsense...I will blame the meds.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>LaPtOp</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 16:34:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I have a laptop now, it is so cool! Gun metal keys, stolid black, I love it, it is perfect for me. I can get some internets here (Austin, the guy who helped me pick this lpt out said it while we were goofing around and he told me to use it on my next blog so yeah...)I am here woo hoo I love this laptop the camera is great! The mic is also great, I love this thing, if I was not marring Kaylon I would marry this hardware lol ^w^ SO what is up with everyone on here? Tell ME! I am limewiring so shhh....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yeah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 18:19:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I always told myself that I would never be that chick, you know her, that ÂI love you so muchÂ!Â chick. Well guess the hell whatÂI am admitting to it, this one girl makes me Âthat chickÂ. Not in public or around friends, but when we are alone we are chicks for each other. Kaylon and I seem to be like Âwhat everÂ around people. But get us together alone, it is like ÂI love you!Â It is pretty bad. I seem to loathe myself for that love, I am Âthat chickÂ >.<  ShitÂwhy?! Girl love...heheh man do I love her <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> Kaylon...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tagged again</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 18:09:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 01. What is your pen name?<br />Online- Tulips-only-no-roses<br /><br />02. What made you choose this name?<br />The nickname Tulip was given to me by a great friend he changed his name to Soccoro I think, what ever I called him Soccy, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> we both loved Atreyu and he compared me to the song Tulips Are Better, he called me a lovely tulip who he cared for saying that I am not a rose, but a ever lasting tulip, but in more beautiful caring words, heheh, I forget his exact words, I thought it was so sweet so I adopted it. =]<br /><br />03. Do you use PC or Mac?<br />PC.<br /><br />04. What programs do you use most often?<br />WM, NZ<br /><br />05. Do you use mouse, or tablet?<br />Mouse... <br /><br />06. What color or color combinations do you find yourself using most often?<br />black and red<br /><br />07. What part of a picture do you put most effort into?<br />I try my best if I care for the piece<br /><br />08. How long does it take you do draw a picture?<br />Depends on when and what I am trying to depict<br /><br />09. Do you keep your rough drafts?<br />Yups<br /><br />10. What font do you use most often?<br />This one<br /><br />11. When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?<br />Que?<br /><br />12. Do you do anything else when you're drawing?<br />Listen to music of watch a Tim Burton movie<br /><br />13. Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?<br />5-9 ish, but I do not post them<br /><br />14. What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?<br />Depends on what poor piece of paper is nearest to fall victim<br /><br />15. What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?<br />Notebook kind<br /><br />16. How long does it take you to ink something?<br />A few minutes<br /><br />17. Do you do comics, or fan comics?<br />Comics some times, in biology lol.<br /><br />18. Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?<br />Yes, yes very!<br /><br />19. Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?<br />No.<br /><br />20. Did it get published?<br />N/A.<br /><br />21. Who are your favorite artists?<br />A lot of artists.<br /><br />22. Do you like anime/manga? If so, what are your favorite series?<br />Yes, DEATH NOTE<br /><br />23. Do you like cartoons/comics? If so, what are your favorite series?<br />Invader Zim!<br /><br />24. Any artists that you wish you could draw like?<br />Nopes<br /><br />25. Do you read a lot of books?<br />Nopes<br /><br />26. Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?<br />Nopes<br /><br />27. Any video games you enjoy?<br />Old school stuffs like duck hunt or pac man<br /><br />28. Any favorite characters from video games?<br />space invaders<br /><br />29. Do you have a favorite writer?<br />no<br /><br />30. Any books you really enjoy?<br />1984<br /><br />31. Do you draw fanart?<br />No<br /><br />32. Do you listen to music while you draw?<br />Of course!<br /><br />33. Any recommended songs?<br />Anything from, Theory of a Deadman, My Chemical Romance, Atreyu, Hinder, We the Kings, LUDO!!!<br /><br />34. Any other art websites that you really enjoy?<br />EhhÂfacebook is cool<br /><br />35. Are there any websites that you go to everyday?<br />DeviantArt, hotmail, myspace, facebook<br /><br />36. What is your dream website like?<br />not sure<br /><br />37. Do you like your own art?<br />when I canÂ<br /><br />38. What do you enjoy watching on television?<br />anything cool and gory >=] Fear itself is amazing! Look it up I promise it is cool, ID is a cool channel, Adult swim is the best.<br /><br />39. Favorite celebrity?<br />Âidk<br /><br />40. Favorite color?<br />Black<br /><br />41. Favorite food?<br />Pizza<br /><br />42. Favorite drink?<br />Coke<br /><br />43. Do you like to go shopping? If yes, where? And for what?<br />Hot Topic clothes duh, Walmart has tons of odd things I buy, Target has cool stuffsÂ<br /><br />44. Can you cook?<br />Hell yeah!<br /><br />45. Any devices you use often for email? Any electronic pets?<br />Nopes<br /><br />46. Are you tech-savvy?<br />Nopes<br /><br />47. Do you want to become a professional artist?<br />Nopes<br /><br />48. Are there any other jobs you're interested in?<br />Pharmacy<br /><br />49. Any other hobbies or skills besides drawing?<br />Sewing, I am pretty good at it.<br /><br />50. Do you like to watch movies?<br />Yes!<br /><br />51. What's your favorite movie?<br />V for Vandetta<br /><br />52. Have you ever entered an art contest?<br />Yes<br /><br />53. When did you start drawing seriously?<br />Who said I was?<br /><br />54. Do you use references? If so, for what?<br />Nopes<br /><br />55. Are you a subscriber? If so, are you a beta-tester?<br />Nopes<br /><br />56. Do you have a lot of net friends?<br />Enough<br /><br />57. Do you have a lot of friends that also draw?<br />Yes<br /><br />58. What time of the day do you usually go online?<br... ]]></description>
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                <title>aLiVe</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Sep 2008 08:52:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am alive! I finally have internet and power! Ike was a *BEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPÂ* Hello everyone what is up? The hurricane was brutal! Thank science we only had a missing fence and some uprooted trees. I had to wash clothes by hand and hell that is hardcore, =] No power, and it was hot as hell these last few days, thank dirt for the cold front after the stormÂthat was weird but I do not care, cool weather rocked. Baytown got pounded. Most of the streetlights were gone and still most do not have power. Ike decided that on land he was going to make a sudden turn and head directly for us, whooo hoo -_- It does not matter much, all that does is that we are all okay. So plenty has happened besides Ike, but I might be too lazy to type itÂno I am not =]  Got a ring, went to church, got a lock, when to town a lot, groceries, almost died in an accident [mother was driving], cut, got a transmitter for my iPod, got new music, I suggest Theory of a Deadman to anyone who likes rock with good lyrics, went to the river, went to the pier, went to the boat ramp, cleaned, cooked, slept, dreamt, arose, went shopping, went to KaylonÂs house a few timesÂ yeah, so now I am home going nothing for right nowÂ going to church tomorrow. This is where we part.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>adfteqjtrm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Sep 2008 17:56:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So today was alright, I did not finish an in class essay in english, =[ I was almost done with my well written rant too... oh well, I did my best. I watched Bones yesterday, it was depressing. The two lab people broke up their engagement, it was sad. She said that they cannot be together if he and she do not trust each other. He said that she did not have to go, she broke it off, it was kind of her fault, and they did not really have to break upÂthen she replied with, you are the one not stopping me from leaving. She waited a few seconds and then left without any other word. O.o they were cute together, depressingÂ yeah I was girlie the other day, bleh, these feelingsÂ-_- Âanyways I am tired and need to gets a job, tomorrow I am on the hunt, I need cash. I really need a laptop, so yeah, I am pondering about a job involving a pole, HAHAHAHAHAha, just kidding, a little humor before I say adios =] ! Night.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Not cool</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 08:42:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yesterday was fun. It was KaylonÂs momÂs birthday and yeah I baked an amazing coconut cake, YUmmmmÂ =] Three layers of moist perfection. Yeah I am bragging just a bit {}So I spent some time with Kaylon after the whole, cake eating thing with her brother and mom. It was not much, but hell I have not seen her for days, I am a loser, but so what. I guess loser = girl. She makes me a girl inside, and that is not cool. I am a boy at heart, but not with herÂthat sucks. Switching subjects, I found out I have psychopath wiring, that is interesting I think; I inherited the wiring from my mother. Instead of being bi polar, I am psychopathic. Not the unstable type though, so I seem normal to people? Well, to people who do not know me well, because plenty of people know I am not right, haha. =] Oh, speaking on the subject, I watched the best movie! Lonely Hearts, is great! It is about killer lovers, I wish it was longer and more about the pair, it could have been more elaborate, but it is still great. It is funny, and cool. The killings are amazing =] It is cute, you should watch it. There is a song playing on Sirius right now and it is so annoying. Bleeding Love, I detest that song, the tune annoys me to great heights. Everyone I know likes it, even Kaylon, and that is surprising, she is a rock person. I refuse it. The lyrics are all right, but the way they are sung, blek. So the hurricane that is threatening the coast is projected to strike, from around Port Isabelle, TX to the outskirts of LA. The main target seems to be New Orleans. That would suck something horrible, if it hit there. I t will be around a category three when it arrives on land; is it wrong for me to want it to hit TX? It might be, but oh well. I am hungry, yo nessisita comida. Not sure I typed that correct, but close enough. I might abandon this area for a bit and grab something. I am, hold up. I got a roll and some sour cream and chips, I decided to hold off on eating something filling, till around 1, so I can make pizza for my sister and I. She was depressed and all sad and shit yesterday. I think a movie and pizza will cheer her up, right? I hope so. My sister and I do not get along, but when she is upset I cannot help but feel bad. She is never sad like that, soÂa sister day is in order. So yeah, that is all I wm going to type, if you read this: WHY?!?! Do you have nothing else better to do? That is sad.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Kidding, Later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News, not really.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 12:13:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fist day of college was interesting, I love my algebra class, you know why? *whispers* lesbians... lol Yeah. So yeah, I might be horrible about that but oh well ^w^ So yeah Bio sucks, it is so slow, I could teach that class better...it makes me feel retarded. So I am looking for a job...bleh. So yesterday Kaylon called me and she said that this girl asked her out, and I asked her who and she told me one of her friends, and after asking who for a while I found out her name... then she said it was the same girl who had a huge crush on me last year, I did not know that she did, and it is funny kinda. I only talked to her twice, and it was only because she came up to me randomly both times and started to talk to me =] So yeah Heather has great taste in females lol =] ! Emo! Yeah I am dressed as one right now, at college, I am supposed to be filling out some applications, but I can take a break. I have emo pants woo! So I am hyper, if you can tell. Shit I forgot my ring, oh well. Psyc is fucking boring, my humanities and english are the best! They are my only honors classes. I have homework to turn in tomorrow...*sigh* hw on the first day, anyways I am not going to bore you any longer, or am I...? I am. Turn AROUND! This kid keeps starting at me...creep. So how is everyone? Oh text message! Laura and Kaylon are having this contest who can call me first when they get off from school lol. Who is going to win today? Kaylon won yesterday, by 2 mins, haha. :3 Football! I am going to the home game Fri maybe, after I go to Kaylon's house. It is her mother's b-day and I going to bake her a cake, because I am cool like that. [This is when you laugh] Anyway I am going to stop bugging you now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged -_-</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 19:36:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Are you really ready for 100 questions?<br />Sure-ish<br /><br />2) Was your last kiss a mistake?<br />No, anything but.<br /><br />3) Do you believe in God<br />Atheist. Even though I go to churchÂ<br /><br />4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?<br />A few people.<br /><br />6) What's your ringtone?<br />Not Good enough for truth or cliche<br /><br />7) Have a best friend?<br />A few.<br /><br />8) Are you a boy or girl?<br />Girl<br /><br />10) How do you want to die?<br />Drowning<br /><br />11) What did you last drink?<br />coke<br /><br />12) Last call?<br />Kaylon<br /><br />13) Tom from MySpace is about to go to jail, whatÂs your first thought?<br />What did he do?<br /><br />14) Do you have an attitude?<br />Depends.<br /><br />16) Ever wanna be in love?<br />CurrentlyÂ<br /><br />17) How much do you text?<br />often<br /><br />18) Like reading?<br />yes.<br /><br />19) Are you gonna get high later?<br />no<br /><br />20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?<br />I do not hate.<br /><br />21) Do you miss someone?<br />Yes.<br /><br />21) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?<br />Twirl.<br /><br />22) Who is your best friend's brother's wife's daughter's boyfriend?<br />She does not have one.<br /><br />24) Do you tan a lot?<br />No<br /><br />25) How exactly are you feeling?<br />Full ?<br /><br />26) Ever eat food in a car while someone or your self is driving?<br />Yeah, thanks Christina  =]<br /><br />28) Have you ever started a rumor?<br />I do not know.<br /><br />30) Are Barbie & Ken bad influences on people?<br />Yes.<br /><br />31) Do you regret anything from your past?<br />No<br /><br />32) What are you listening to?<br />Maroon 5<br /><br />33) Do you want to have kids?<br />Yes, two<br /><br />34) Ever kissed somebody thats name started with an E?<br />No<br /><br />35) Do you type fast?<br />Sort of.<br /><br />36) Do you have piercings?<br />3 pair<br /><br />38) Can you spell well?<br />W-E-L-L.<br /><br />39) What do you miss most about your past?<br />Not thinking or having to think<br /><br />40) What are you craving right now?<br />uhhhÂ.<br /><br />43) Does somebody love you?<br />Yes.<br /><br />60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?<br />HAHAHHahahahaÂ<br /><br />61) Are you secretly liking someone?<br />Not secretly.<br /><br />62) Do you believe your ex thinks about you?<br />Yeah, maybe sometimes<br /><br />63) Who is your 6th best friend?<br />They are all tied-ishÂ<br /><br />64) Have you ever been betrayed by a best friend?<br />No.<br /><br />65) Your hair color?<br />Brown<br /><br />66) Is your house big?<br />It is a good sizeÂ<br /><br />67) Where is your cat?<br />DEAD<br /><br /><br />68) Have you ever walked outside in the rain?<br />Yes.<br /><br />69) Do you think your a good person?<br />I am an okay person<br /><br />70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?<br />Yes<br /><br />71) Do you take drugs?<br />Pain, sometimes when I made to.<br /><br />72) Last time you had a nice bubble bath?<br />I was a child, I do not remember<br /><br />73) Do you have a cell phone?<br />In a few weeks, yeah<br /><br />74) Whats your middle name?<br />Ann<br /><br />75) Do you play the Wii?<br />When I go to AJÂs house<br /><br />76) How do you feel about Wal-Mart?<br />Lets go!<br /><br />77) How long have you had a myspace?<br />for a long timeÂ?<br /><br />78) Who has inspired you the most?<br />ME.<br /><br />79) Favorite pick up line?<br />"Do you sleep on your stomach?"<br />"(yes/no)."<br />"Can I?"<br /><br />80)How old will you be in 3 months?<br />18, still<br /><br />81) Are you mean?<br />On occasion.<br /><br />82) Can you keep white shoes clean?<br />yeah<br /><br />83) Do you believe in true love?<br />Yeah.<br /><br /><br />84)Do you like roller coasters that go upside down?<br />I love ALL roller coasters!<br /><br />85) Are you proud of the person you've become?<br />Kind of.<br /><br />86) Do you wanna change?<br />No.<br /><br />87) What are you looking forward to?<br />College being over.<br /><br />88) Do you like to be outside?<br />Sure.<br /><br />89) Are you currently bored?<br />Am I or am I not spending time doing a survey?<br /><br />90) Do you want to get married?<br />Yes.<br /><br />91) Ever fail a class?<br />No.<br /><br />92) Are you hungry?<br />No<br /><br />93) Do you own a coach purse?<br />NO<br /><br />94) What makes you happy?<br />Friends and music<br /><br /><br />95) Would you change your name?<br />No, I like my name.<br /><br />96) Do you know how to skateboard?<br />Not really.<br /><br />98) Do you watch the news?<br />not really<br /><br />99) What is your zodiac sign?<br />Gemini<br /><br />100) Do you like Subway?<br />I guess.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:39:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So.  Just finished reading some poems and masterpieces, and I have to some to a few conclusions / questions. I hate thinking, I have been thinking forever about something and I need to stop being a little *beep* about it. I have been having dreams lately and whoaÂ College is going to start Monday, I am thinking bring it on, a fresh start is needed. A new out look for a new surrounding. So, my stomach is turning, I know that I have to start fresh with everything now. Some things have happened and I am not going to be sorry, but I will apologize, and play to be. Do not think to hard. You knew do not pretend. We saw this coming. I think it is best.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>'nother 1</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Aug 2008 10:29:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 18 or lower means youÂre not stupid.<br />--------------------------------------------<br />[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.<br />[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.<br />[ ] You have run into a glass/screen door. <br />[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. <br />[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. [so what is the bug dealÂ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />]<br />total = 3<br /><br />[x] You have run into a tree. [A few people and I were goofing around and I lost my balance when one of them tried to drag me to the ground, and I kinda fell hitting the treeÂ]<br />[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow<br />[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. <br />[ ]You didn't know that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.<br />[ ] You just tried to sing them.<br />[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. <br />[x] You have choked on your own spit.<br />[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still donÂt get it.<br />[x] You didnÂt notice that in the last question ÂtheÂ was spelled twice<br />[x] You just looked at it.<br />[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.<br />[x] People have called you slow<br />total so far = 8<br /><br />[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire [Hell no, I catch things on fire on purpose.]<br />[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek. <br />[x] You have caught yourself drooling.<br />[x] YouÂve fallen asleep in class [who has not, I did not sleep the nights beforeÂ]<br />[ ] If someone says ÂfartÂ you laugh. <br />[ ] You just laughed.<br />total so far = 10<br /><br />[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking [So? I think way too much, so sometimes I just stop.]<br />[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about [because I am trying to multitaskÂ]<br />[x] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you [not in a bad way thoughÂ]<br />[ ] You are often told to use your Âinside voiceÂ. <br />[ ]You use your fingers to do simple math. <br />total so far = 13<br /><br />[ ] You have eaten a bug.<br />[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important<br />[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didnÂt realize it [Yeah, because some of my shirts have a back and front print, so I just assumeÂ]<br />[x] YouÂve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket<br />total so far = 15<br />[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you donÂt even when you know it wonÂt happen to you.<br />[ ] You break a lot of things.<br />[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you<br />[] You sometimes tilt your head when youÂre confused <br />[x] You have fallen out of your chair before [I was pushedÂ]<br />[x] When youÂre laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling [all the time, I find organs though, well come to think about it, I only look for organsÂuhhÂyou did not read thatÂ *walks off stage*]<br /><br /><br />total so far = 17<br />Whooooooooooooo!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:46:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules of the game<br />* Choose a singer/band/group.<br />* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.<br /><br />MyChemicalRomance<br /><br />1. Are you male or female? <br />Our Lady of Sorrows<br />2. Describe yourself.<br />IÂm Not Okay<br />3. What do people feel when they're around you?<br />Heaven Help Us<br />4. Describe your current relationship.<br />Famous Last Words<br />5. How would you describe your previous relationship?<br />Thank You For The Venom<br />6. Where would you want to be now?<br />Cemetery Drive<br />7. How do you feel about love?<br />Welcome to the Black Parade<br />8. What's your life like?<br />The Sharpest Lives<br />9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?<br />All I Want For Christmas Is You<br />10. Say something wise.<br />Vampires Will Never Hurt You<br /><br /><br />Flyleaf<br /><br />1. Are you male or female? <br />Cassie<br />2. Describe yourself.<br />There For You<br />3. What do people feel when they're around you?<br />Perfect<br />4. Describe your current relationship.<br />IÂm So Sick<br />5. How would you describe your previous relationship?<br />Sorrow<br />6. Where would you want to be now?<br />All Around Me<br />7. How do you feel about love?<br />IÂm Sorry<br />8. What's your life like?<br />So I Thought<br />9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?<br />Fully Alive<br />10. Say something wise.<br />Breathe Today<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.<br />2. Make them answer the following questions.<br />3. Then tag three people.<br />4. Feel free to go ahead and add some question yourself!!<br /><br />CHARACTERS:<br />Amanda-<br />Emotional Amanda-<br />Rational Amanda-<br />Emme-<br />Nyme-<br /><br /><br />Who/What are you?<br />Amanda- I am a human girl. Why are you asking, creepÂ *walks away*<br />Emotional Amanda- I am the emotional part of that *Points to the girl walking away*<br />Rational Amanda- Did you just call her ÂthatÂ? I am the best part of Amanda, the rational region of all her being.<br />Emotional Amanda- Whatever.<br />Emme- one of AmandaÂs characterÂs. I am a bat. <br />Nyme- I am the same as him, but I am a smart ass.<br /><br />How old are you??<br />Amanda- 18, and no.<br />Emotional Amanda- the same<br />Rational Amanda- Yeah we are her so, we are 18<br />Emme- 18 =3<br />Nyme- 19, why does it matter?<br /><br /><br />YOU WANT A HUG?? XD<br />Amanda- Depends who it from, if I know you, why not?<br />Emotional Amanda- Yes!<br />Rational Amanda- uhh...no thanks.<br />Emme- Sure, if fact..*hugs Nyme*<br />Nyme- Get the hell off me! Now!<br />Emme- UhhhÂnooÂ<br />Nyme- 3...2Â<br />Emme- Okay! *lets go*<br /><br /><br />You got any bad habits??<br />Amanda- yeah too many.<br />Emotional Amanda- yes<br />Rational Amanda- no.<br />Emme- who does not?<br />Nyme- too many to think about.<br /><br /><br />Are you a boy or a girl?<br />Amanda- girl, I think I already answered that previously<br />Emotional Amanda- girl<br />Rational Amanda- *sigh* girl<br />Emme- I am a  boy<br />Nyme- dude<br /><br /><br />Do you have any brothers or sisters?<br />Amanda- One pest of a sister, but hey are they not supposed to be like that?<br />Emotional Amanda- same<br />Rational Amanda- we are the same person, how many times...<br />Emme- nope only bat.<br />Nyme- yeah, an elder brother.<br /><br />Who's your mate/spouse?<br />Amanda- mate, spouse? Umm, well see...it is complicated...<br />Emotional Amanda- let her be, do not ask.<br />Rational Amanda- You knew it would happen, see what happens when you listen to that *points to Emotional Amanda*<br />Amanda- Shut the hell up, before I kill you like I killed the other AmandaÂs in there.<br />Emotional Amanda- *whispers* I told you to let her beÂ<br />Amanda- Shut up, now.<br />Emme- What the hell is going on? <br />Amanda- *gives evil look*<br />Emme- I am just going to answer the questionÂ I do not have one right now, but I think the person knowsÂ<br />Nyme- *Silence*<br /><br /><br /><br />Do you have any kids?<br />Amanda- no, but I want some someday, sorry bout that you guysÂmy bad.<br />Emotional Amanda- *silent*<br />Rational Amanda- It is cool, I understand<br />Emme- No problem, anyways maybe, but I do not think so.<br />Nyme-no yet<br /><br />What's your favorite food?<br />Amanda- Pizza<br />Emotional Amanda- mac and cheese<br />Rational Amanda- salsa!<br />Emme- fries<br />Nyme- ribs, they are awesome!<br /><br />Have you ever killed anyone?<br />Amanda- not really, some might think I did but...<br />Emotional Amanda- I want to sometimes...<br />Rational Amanda-But I do not think we would...maybe...<br />Emme-no way<br />Nyme- If they threaten me, us.<br /><br /><br />Do you hate anyone?<br />Amanda- I do not hate.<br />Emotional Amanda- Not really<br />Rational Amanda- hate is a harsh word...<br />Emme- neh<br />Nyme- no, I am pretty relaxed<br />Emme- yeah riiiightÂ<br />Nyme- I will... ]]></description>
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                <title>Taggy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:24:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ TAG<br /><br />1. Name: Amanda Ann Garcia<br />2. Nickname(s): Mandy, Manda, Kitteh, rainbow, darkness<br />3. Birthday: May 24<br />4. Place of Birth: Baytown<br />5. Zodiac Sign: Gemini<br />6. Male or Female: I do not knowÂlemme checkÂFemale<br />7. Education: College<br />8. Schools you went to: Barbers Hill<br />9. Occupation: Student<br />10. Residence: Texas<br />11. Screen Names: tulip, tulips-only-no-roses, artchick, bhcheckers080<br /><br />__Your Appearance___<br />12. Hair Colour: dark brown<br />13. Hair Length: short<br />14. Eye colour: Dark brown<br />15. Best Feature: I have one?<br />16. Height: 5.3<br />17. Braces?: No, I wish, I want perfect teeth, to bite people with >=]<br />18. Glasses?: contacts and glasses<br />19. Piercing: 3 pair<br />20. Tattoos: KindaÂI want a barcode!!!<br />21. Righty or Lefty: Right <br /><br />___Your 'Firsts'___<br />22. First best friend: Joby White<br />23. First Award: Coloring Contest, first place!!! WHAT KNOW! I was 4 =]<br />24. First Sport You Joined: Basketball<br />25. First Pet: Chump, Dog<br />26. First Real Vacation: Disney World I was 3 thoughÂ<br />27. First Concert: I wish!<br />28. First Love: JobyÂlook you have to understandÂ<br /><br />___ Favorites___<br />29. Movie: V for Vandetta<br />30. TV Show: Invader Zim<br />31. Color: Black<br />32. Rapper: LilÂ Wayne!!<br />33. Band: My Chemical Romance, yeah, yeah, whatever the lyrics are good!<br />34. Song Right Now: These Are The Days<br />35. Favorite friend: I do not have one<br />36. Candy: Lolipops<br />37. Sport to Play: Football! Or tennis, or badminton.<br />38. Restaurant: LeeÂs Palace!<br />39. Favorite brand to wear: Boy Clothes<br />40. Store: Hot Topic!!!<br />41. School Subject: SCIENCE<br />42. Animal: Bats<br />43. Book: 1984<br />44. Magazine: Music ones<br />45. Shoes: Vans<br /><br />___Currently___<br />46. Feeling: Sickly<br />47. Single or Taken?: Taken and stolen, sorry AustinÂ<br />49. Eating: ate Pizza<br />50. Drinking: I wish I took up the habit, but only waterÂ<br />51. Typing: a submission, you will all see >=]<br />52. Online: Really, I am?!!?1<br />53. Listening To: I can't tell.<br />54. Thinking About: Austin<br />55. Wanting To: Not be sickly<br />56. Watching: The Unsaid<br />57. Wearing: Clothes, or am IÂ? Yeah I am =]<br /><br />__________Future__________<br />58. Want Kids?: Yeah *Blushes*<br />59. Want to be Married: Kinnnnnda =]<br />60. Careers in Mind: Doctor<br />61. Where do you want to live?: Here<br />62. Car: Deamon, my dream car *goes to happy place* oh the suicide doorsÂ=]<br /><br />__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___<br />63. Hair colour: does not matter<br />64. Hair length: not past the shoulders<br />65. Eye colour: blue, I have this thing for girls and guys with blue eyes<br />66. Measurements: does not matter<br />67. Cute or Sexy: Cute is better ;3<br />68. Lips or Eyes: Both =]<br />69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs for friends, kissis for lovers<br />70. Short or Tall: tall<br />71. Easygoing or serious: A mixture of both<br />72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both<br />74. Sensitive or Loud: both<br />75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship, but then again, Ima flirt sometimes, I try to be good, but sometimes I slipÂ<br />77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Trouble Maker!<br /><br /><br />___Have you ever______<br />78. Kissed a Stranger: Once<br />79. Had Alcohol: a few times<br />80. Smoked: I like to live thanks<br />81. Ran Away From Home: I wish<br />82. Broken a bone: yups<br />85. Broken Someones Heart: Once<br />86. Broken Up With Someone: Nopes, they die or move awayÂ<br />87. Cried When Someone Died: Twice<br />88. Cried At School: Yeah, but only for a sec, but no one noticed so whewÂ<br /><br />___Do You Believe In___<br />89. God: ATHEIST!!<br />90. Miracles: no<br />91. Love At First sight: no<br />93. Aliens: not the ones you think<br />94. Soul Mates: no<br />95. Heaven: no<br />96. Hell: my fav!<br />98. Kissing on The First Date: Depends<br />99. Horoscopes: Nopes<br /><br />___Answer Truthfully___<br />100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? Cannot have? What?! PshhhÂ Yeah right.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sorry =/</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 00:12:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So Edourd, the tropical storm passed over my house today, or yesterday, it was great, I expected more wind speed, but other than that it was great! Thank goodness for living on high ground, it rained all day. I have been freaking sick for five days and I am tired, of it! I am tired of sleeping, tissues, coughing, and my fever! *Sigh* Oh well, what can I do more than taking meds, yes I am taking pillsÂand I hate it, but five days is enough. I do not remember most of those days, I wish I was kidding, but I was talking to Kaylon and she said that it had been a week since we last saw each otherÂhere is the jest of thatÂWhat, Yeah, No, Yeah, No I would have remembered five days of my life, Well I guess not, Are you sure, YesÂ, Really?,..., I could try to recall but I am tired, WhewwwÂ, What?, NuuuuuthingggÂ, What happened?, Nothing do not worry about it, Shut up -_-ÂSo I have missed everyone! I am back =] Where was I, oh yeah, Church Camp. Kaylon got a kick out of mentioning, when ever possible, that she got an atheist to go to Church Camp. Whatever, apparently atheists are bad asses, according to some teens at campÂmy response, >=] hell yeah! But really, where are my glasses and calculator? =] I met some cool people at camp, and really, it was a great experience. I left the compound with a changed outlook [find the humor in that, get it, Texas, compound, changed outlook, it is a cult joke, hahahaÂhaÂhaÂit was not funny, really, because I thoughtÂobviously wrong ehÂ] It was great, apart from the singing, it was awesome, I counted nine of us, there were two little girl holding hands along one of the paths and then when they saw Kaylon and I, they let go of each others hands and blushed, it was so cute <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> What made my camp was Yvette when she said, ÂYou guys should be gay for each other you two would make a really cute couple.Â Robert was all smiles and we tried not to laughÂthen Kaylon chimed in =]Â how I enjoy my people so =] We made so many breeder jokes at camp that it has become old. Excuse my typing it is early and my head is not on correctly. I am tried of coughing blood, there is just so much of it I can tolerate, the one time I think I should go to the doctor, my mother does not think I need toÂwhat ever. College starts August 25 and I cannot wait, it is going to be a breezeÂyeah I am tired of hearing these humans snore, I am going to sign off, later, I am going back to drawing new characters, adios!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>qu-aire.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:02:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What would you do if:<br /><br />1. I died:<br />2. I kissed you:<br />3. I lived next door to you:<br />4. I started smoking:<br />5. I stole something:<br />6. I was hospitalized:<br />7. I ran away from home:<br />8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?<br /><br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:<br /><br />9. Personality:<br />10. Eyes:<br />11. Hair:<br />12. Family:<br /><br /><br />WOULD YOU:<br /><br />13. Be my friend?<br />14. Keep a secret if I told you one?<br />15. Hold my hand?<br />16. Take a bullet for me?<br />17. Keep in touch?<br />18. Try and solve my problems?<br />19. Love me?<br />20. Date me?<br />21. Sing with me?<br /><br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER:<br /><br />22. Lied to make me feel better?<br />23. Wanted to kiss me?<br />24. Wanted to kill me?<br />25. Broke my heart?<br />26. Kept something important from me?<br />27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?<br /><br />MORE:<br /><br />28. Who are you?<br />29. Are we friends?<br />30. When and how did we meet?<br />31. Describe me in one word:<br />32. What was your first impression?<br />33. Do you still think that way about me now?<br />34. What reminds you of me?<br />35. If you could give me anything what would it be?<br />36. How well do you know me?<br />37. When is the last time you saw me?<br />38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?<br />39. What song do you think would describe me best?<br />40. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 17:23:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So guess what, I got my license! Now I need a job. I am going to the mall maybe this weekend with Laura! I miss her so much, I am used to seeing my friends, and now I hardly do. Monday is SYS again and I might go with Kaylon again, but I really do not want to goÂI want to bash my brains when they start to sing, and I kind of feel bad when I just stand there with them and look around. They are good people though, so very happy, I like that. The only people I hang around with most of the time are dead inside, and that is okay, but happy people are different, and I like that they are so passionate about their God, it is cool. So I might go. It has been a month since I have seen Kaylon, so it is going to be cool. I did not think it was a month, but she corrected me on that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I did not go to Corpus, I might go to Dallas for the 4th, but I am not sure yetÂ<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>News</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jun 2008 18:24:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh how great! I just read the cutest yaoi story, it was sooo cute! I am going to pick up my penÂor my key boardÂ? This piece of crap computer is pissing me off with its random shut downs, closures, oh and the great disconnectionsÂ*growls* my sister needs the computer, so I getting off in a bit, be back on in a hour or soÂtomorrow is a hod (hang out day) between Jael and I, we are both having withdraws, so we have to see each other =] I am going to miss her when she moves, but I am sure I will see her often, besides we are having that Texas trip in around 4 weeks so let me scream with joy =] Kaylon had surgery today, I hope she is okayÂshe had teeth implanted, she is going to be on meds, so at least no pain, right, but still I worryÂI have not seen her in 2.5 weeks and I am having withdraws!! I will not see her till Monday, at churchÂoh did I tell you I am trying to find this gÂoÂdÂit has not worked yet, but hey I am tryingÂthis weekend I am going to Corpus! BEACH! WOOOO! So I gotta let her have the computer, so laters =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Survyeah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:56:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Level 1<br />( ) Smoked A Cigarette<br />( ) Smoked A Cigar<br />(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [heheh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />]<br />1<br /><br />Level 2<br />(X) Are / Been In Love<br />( ) Dumped someone<br />( ) Been Fired<br />(X) Been In A Fist Fight [Yeah, you do not want to push me the wrong wayÂ]<br />3<br /><br /><br />Level 3<br />(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person <br />(X ) Skipped Class [thanks to Kaylon]<br />() Slept With A Co-worker <br />(X) Seen Someone / Something Die<br />6<br /><br /><br />Level 4<br />(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends<br />( ) Been To Paris<br />( ) Been To Spain<br />(X) Been On A Plane [Disney Trip 07Â!]<br />( ) Thrown Up From Drinking<br />8<br /><br /><br />Level 5<br />(X) Eaten Sushi<br />( ) Been Snowboarding<br />(X) Met Someone Through Internet<br />(X) Been in a Mosh Pit [Violence!]<br />11<br /><br />Level 6<br />(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship [NEVER again!]<br />(X) Taken Pain Killers [almost broke my ankle, it was just a hairline fracture, but hurt like hell, I only took a few, my mother made meÂ]<br />() Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have [There is not point in that, I only like the ones I can have]<br />(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By [I love do that, so calming]<br />(X) Made A Snow Angel [as close as to one you can get to in Texas ^w^]<br />15<br /><br />Level 7<br />() Had A Tea Party <br />(X) Flown A Kite<br />(X) Built A Sand Castle<br />(X ) Gone mudding [hell yeah!]<br />(X) Played Dress Up [Halloween counts?]<br />19<br /><br /><br />Level 8<br />(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves [w00t!]<br />() Gone Sledging <br />(X) Cheated While Playing A Game [oops <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />]<br />(X) Been Lonely [Â]<br />(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School [stupid sleepless nightsÂ]<br />23<br /><br /><br />Level 9<br />(X) Watched The Sun Set [Very calming]<br />() Felt An Earthquake<br />(X) Killed A Snake [muhahaha, yeahÂ I am not aloud to use the bb gun anymoresÂ]<br />25<br /><br /><br /><br />Level 10<br />(X) Been Tickled <br />(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized [My friend robbed me, but gave to stuffs back laters =]]<br />(X) Been cheated on [Yes, and fuck cheating]<br />(X) Been Misunderstood  [Yeah its meÂ]<br />29<br /><br />Level 11<br />(X) Won A Contest <br />() Been Suspended From School<br />(X) Had Detention [oopsÂ]<br />(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident [I was around 1-ish and then when I was around 9-ish]<br />32<br /><br /><br />Level 12<br />( ) Had / Have Braces<br />() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night <br />(X) Danced in the moonlight [Tons of times =]]<br />33<br /><br />Level 13<br />(X) Hated The Way You Look [does not everyone at one point?]<br />(X) Witnessed A Crime [yeahÂvandals! <small>sorry <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /></small>]<br />(X) Pole Danced [donÂt judge meÂ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> hey we had funÂ]<br />(X) Questioned Your Heart [who does not at one point?]<br />( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes [not obsessedÂ]<br />37<br /><br /><br />Level 14<br />(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud<br />() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World<br />(X) Swam in the ocean<br />(X) Felt like you were dying<br />40<br /><br /><br />Level 15<br />(X) Cried to sleep [Death does that to youÂ]<br />(X) Played Cops And Robbers<br />(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers<br />(X) Sang Karaoke [w00t!]<br />( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins <br />44<br /><br />Level 16<br />(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't []<br />(X) Made Prank Phone Calls [oopsÂ]<br />( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose <br />(X) Kissed In The Rain [not what you thinkÂ]<br />47<br /><br /><br />Level 17<br />(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus [Mother made me]<br />(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About [=]!]<br />(X) Blown Bubbles<br />(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere [FIRE >=]]<br />51<br /><br />Level 18<br />(X) Crashed A Party<br />(X) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People<br />(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading<br />(X) Had A Wish Come True<br />( ) Been Humped By A Monkey <br />55<br /><br /><br />Level 19<br />(X) Worn Pearls<br />() Jumped Off A Bridge<br />(X) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" [It is a game some of friends and I playÂdo not look at me like that!]<br />( ) Swam With Dolphins<br />57<br /><br /><br />Level 20<br />(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube<br />(X) Kicked A Fish [heheh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/b... ]]></description>
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                <title>whew!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 20:18:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, what has happened since I last posted something? Well my birthday, on May 24, I stopped being a vegetarian, shock, shock, surprise, surprise. I ate the most wonderful Chinese food that day, yum. I graduated. I might have told a few that I was not going to walk, but a few teachers cried when they found out, and they are never sad, so I agreed to walk. At least they were happy. I was annoyed as hell! I attended Project Graduation and had a blast with my friends Âtill 6:00 am! I had my graduation party, and went to some, they were great. Turns out I am great at playing pool. Had my first drink, not too bad. I was hit on by random people, and some not so random, it shocked the hell out of meÂbut that is another story. Have you heard that new song ÂI Kissed A girlÂ by Katy Perry? WellÂbesides liking the songÂehh I will continue this later, I have to get up early, so good night. =]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Surv-yay?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 17:27:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Leave a comment and I will:<br /><br />a) Tell you why I friended you<br />b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera<br />c) Tell you something I like about you<br />d) Tell you a memory I have of you<br />e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you<br /><br />And<br /><br />f) In return, you must post this in your journal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>State oh crap!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 22:18:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, I am at state, and guess what...I have not studied one bit since last time...I do not think I care any longer. This week has been interesting to say the least...I am having fun though. I am snuggled in this bed at the Holiday Inn and my mates are asleep, some snorring, but it is okay. I am bored I might look over my material, but most likely, not. I have to be up at 5.30 am...behk! I really do not like eating out with the team, I always end up eating fries or bread only...crap...I paid for my AP Bio exam and I now I am waiting for the death day. The Dean is going crazy and craming us. TAKS is coming up for the under classmen and I do not have to be at school till 11.30 for most of the week, w00t! So I told you all that I was accepted to a few colleges right? Well if not, then now you know huh =] I am going to log off I am tired and need to sleep for contest, so adios.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged3</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:50:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)<br />2. answer all truthfully<br />3. take it in public!<br />4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,<br />and link to your journal <br /><br />[x] I am shorter than 5'4.<br />[] I think I'm ugly sometimes.<br />[x] I have many scars.<br />[x] I tan easily.<br />[] I wish my hair was a different color.<br />[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br />[x] I have a tattoo.<br />[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.<br />[] I have/I've had braces.<br />[x] I wear glasses.<br />[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<br />[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.<br />[x] I have more than 2 piercing.<br />[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.<br />[] I have freckles.<br />[] I hate my dad.<br />[] I hate my mom.<br />[] I have a brother.<br />[x] I have a sister.<br />[x]I've sworn at my parents.<br />[] I've run away from home.<br />[] I've been kicked out of the house.<br />[x] My biological parents are together.<br />[] I have a sibling less than one year old.<br />[x] I want to have kids someday.<br />[] I've had children.<br />[] I've lost a child.<br />[x] I'm in school.<br />[] I have a job.<br />[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.<br />[x] I almost always do my homework.<br />[x] I've missed a week or more of school.<br />[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years<br />[] I failed more than 1 class last year.<br />[] I've stolen something from my job.<br />[] I've been fired.<br />[] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.<br />[] Disney movies still make me cry.<br />[] I've peed from laughing.<br />[x] I've snorted while laughing.<br />[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.<br />[x] I've glued my hand to something.<br />[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (not how you think, haha)<br />[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.<br />[] I've gotten stitches/staples.<br />[] I've broken a bone.<br />[x] I've had my tonsils removed.<br />[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.<br />[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.<br />[x] I had a serious surgery.<br />[x] I've had chicken pox.<br />[] I was born in a different country.<br />[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.<br />[x] I've been on a plane.<br />[] I've been to Canada.<br />[x] I've been to Mexico.<br />[] I've been to Niagara Falls.<br />[] I've been to Japan.<br />[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.<br />[] I've been to Europe.<br />[] I've been to Africa.<br />[x] I've gotten lost in my city<br />[x] I've seen a shooting star<br />[x] I've wished on a shooting star.<br />[] I've seen a meteor shower<br />[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.<br />[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.<br />[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.<br />[] I've been to a casino.<br />[] I've been skydiving.<br />[] I've gone skinny dipping.<br />[] I've played spin the bottle.<br />[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.<br />[] I've crashed a car.<br />[] I've been Skiing.<br />[x] I've been in a play.<br />[] I've met someone in person from myspace.<br />[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.<br />[] I've seen the Northern lights.<br />[] I've sat on a roof top at night.<br />[x] I've played chicken.<br />[x] I've played a prank on someone.<br />[] I've ridden in a taxi.<br />[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.<br />[] I've eaten sushi.<br />[] I've been snowboarding.<br />[] I'm single.<br />[x] I'm in a relationship.<br />[] I'm engaged.<br />[] I'm married.<br />[x] I've gone on a blind date.<br />[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.<br />[x] I miss someone right now <br />[x] I have a fear of abandonment.<br />[] I've gotten divorced.<br />[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.<br />[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.<br />[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.<br />[] I've kept something from a past relationship.<br />[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.<br />[x] I'm bi.<br />[] I'm gay.<br />[] I've had sex.<br />[] I've had phone sex.<br />[x] I've cybered.<br />[] I've had sex in public.<br />[] I've had a crush on a teacher.<br />[x] I am a cuddler.<br />[] I've been kissed in the rain.<br />[x] I've hugged a stranger.<br />[] I have kissed a stranger<br />[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.<br />[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.<br />[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.<br />[] I am keeping a secret from the world.<br />[x] I've cheated while playing a game.<br />[] I've cheated on a test.<br />[x] I've run a red light.<br />[] I've been suspended from school.<br />[x] I've witnessed a crime.<br />[x] I've been in a fist fight<br />[] I've been arrested.<br />[] I've consumed alcohol<br />[] I regularly drink.<br />[] I've passed out from drinking.<br />[] I have passe... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 10:10:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Post these rules.<br />2. Write 8 random facts: of thyself.<br />3. Post these things in a Journal/Blog.<br />4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people. <br />5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.<br />__________________________________________________________________________<br />1.) Many things are running through my mind<br />2.) My cousin just read my message and called me some names, but it is okay I am happy no matter what<br />3.) I had fun at Kaylon's house yesterday<br />4.) I did not go to the mall as planned today<br />5.) Even though I am disappointed, I am still happy<br />6.) Apparently I am glowing lately...?<br />7.) I won the FFA scholarship<br />8.) I won the ExxonMobil scholarship<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Invader Zim</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 13:03:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IZ mini marathon this weekend with Laura! W00t! I went over to her house and I popped in the DVD and she made the popcorn <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> It was so funny when she slightly overcooked the popcorn, haha, she said she did not, but the bag said different, haha. We have so many more inside jokes HAHAHA! "But Keith... =[" and "PROCESSING! >.<" Oh tomorrow will be a blast! I hope Kaylon will be back, I miss her dearly. She had freeking surgery and did not tell me! o.0 She did not tell me! I found out when I gave her little sister her gifts for her b-day. We were all wondering where she was. We all thought that she was just skipping, but nuuu! She should have at least told me, I was a little hurt [to sound frivolous], I am wondering why she did not tell me *sigh* I might be spending time with her next weekend at her house, she invited me over and I want to go. I hope Kaylon is doing well. I have 8 essays for bio to write for tomorrow, so bleh, I am thinking of starting them, but who knows what I will do.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged2</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:50:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ RULES<br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Write 8 random facts: of thyself.<br />3. Post these things in a Journal/Blog.<br />4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.<br />5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged<br /><br />Randoms:<br />1. I love eating lemons, not the sweet kind, bleh! I ate one today in fact ^w^<br />2. I am cold brr....<br />3. I am confused about a few friendships, if they really are friendships...I am telling myself the answers will be no.<br />4.  I am tired of her hinting, of her confusing me, she just needs to come out with it, I do not care about the stupid New Year's Revolution...I just do not care, out with it, we would be better...<br />5. I am feeling horrible about my thoughts<br />6. I am not working out any longer and I to start up again.<br />7. I want to go to her house next weekend, but I am not sure about it...<br />8. I am to studying for Accoutning UIL any longer and I do not give a rat's ass!<br />9. I do not follow rules, so I have a freeking #9. and if you read this you are tagged, so HA! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>State!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Apr 2008 19:37:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OkayÂso I feel tired in more than one way. I went to contest today. I placed 2nd out of around 300 high schoolers in Floriculture. I was beaten because it was windy in the barn and the plants for judging kept falling over, so everyoneÂs judging was off. I am upset that Rusty beat meÂhe went before my group, so of course he was going to have more correct placements, unlike the second groupÂbut what ever I will win next time. We made it to state, so till state Rusty! Today was Kay KayÂs birthday and I did not go to school because of contest, so I missed out on her birthday. I was not there and, I feel horrible, she was/is disappointed, and I am disappointed in myself for making her feel that way. She said she was not going to be there tomorrow, I hope she was kiddingÂI am taking her present anyway just in case she was. AP Bio Exam, and English project due tomorrowÂI have not even started. I am so exhausted I want to pass out on my bed and drift to sleep, but I am not. I had a good time today, I was with some friends and made one. We have so many new inside jokes, hahaha. Do you know shata? Hahahaha! >.<  I finished the book, and I was moved, I wrote my response to her yesterday, I hope she was joking about not being thereÂ I want to give the letter to her right now! I love my best friend, she is like my sister, and I cannot wait for her to read my words.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Just Seen A Face</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 18:02:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Love, love, love, love, is all you need...... I watched Across the Universe the other day for the first time, and I fell in love with the movie. I did not think it was going to be that great, the Beatles songs are in my head!  <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jSBbsyOjYO0&feature=related">[link]</a> This one in particular! If you have seen it, you know how great the movie is, I want to get the CD! So I have to go b4 my parents check my lpt again to see if I am doing my homework! Bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>would you?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 16:55:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ basicly in the reply, you answer it. Its ment for the opposite gender, but ummm...you know how I am so...so girls or boys, if you would, fill it out.<br />Cut, paste: <br />Would you ...<br /><br />[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?<br />[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?<br />[] Slap Me?<br />[] Slap me if i asked you to?<br />[] Kiss Me?<br />[] Let Me Kiss You?<br />[] Watch A Movie With Me?<br />[] Take Me Out To Dinner?<br />[] Take A Shower With Me?<br />[] Take Me Home For The Night?<br />[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?<br />[] Take Me Anywhere With You<br />[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?<br />[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?<br />[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?<br />[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?<br />[] Make me breakfast?<br />[] Tickle Me?<br />[] Let Me Tickle You?<br />[] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down?<br />[] Instant Message Me?<br />[] Greet Me In Public?<br />[] Hang Out With Me?<br />[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?<br />[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?<br />[] Fall in love with me?<br />[] Like me?<br />[] Love me?<br /><br />Do You...<br />[] Miss Me?<br />[] Think I'm Sexy?<br />[] Think I'm Cute?<br />[] Think I'm Hot?<br />[] Think I'm Ok?<br />[] Think I'm Ugly?<br />[] Want To Kiss Me?<br />[] Want To Cuddle With Me?<br />[] Want To Date Me?<br /><br />Am I...<br />[] Smart?<br />[] Funny?<br />[] Cool?<br />[] Loveable?<br />[] Adorable?<br />[] Great To Be With?<br />[] Attractive?<br />[] Mean?<br />[] Ugly?<br />[] Gorgeous?<br /><br />Have You Ever...<br />[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?<br />[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?<br />[] Wished I Were There?<br />[] Had A Crush On Me?<br />[] Wanted My Number?<br />[] Had A Dream About Me?<br />[] Been Distracted By Me?<br /><br />Are You...<br />[] Happy You Know Me?<br />[] Thinking About Me<br />[] my friend?<br /><br />Answer the question & send it to me in a message and<br />post as the following..................<br />if ur a boy post as---GIRLS WOULD U???<br />if ur a girl post as---BOYS WOULD U???<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Meeeh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:03:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Listening to some more rap, Laura told me to, I did not go to school, b.c I have pink eye <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /> well I have tons of work to do, but I just want to say f' it! Kay Kay e-mailed me today from school, saying something important needs to be told? I was... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confused.gif" width="15" height="30" alt=":?" title=":? (Confused)" /> So know I am curious, she is depressed also, I feel bad for not being there for her. Se is my best friend, I have talked about Kay Kay, before right? Yes I have. Well she is like my sister. I have a new found love for her, since she trusted me with her 'soul', which she gave to me last week, I want to read it, but I want to comprehend it all at once, so when I have enough time I will read it. I really feel bad, that she is down. She knows me so well that she said not to feel bad, but that I will anyways, so I will have to make it up to her when I get back <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i hope she reads my reply before she gets home, she should she has mostly blow-off classes anyways, haha...oh my little underachiever, haha. So this song Laura told me to listen to is umm...dirty, to say the least...haha. Tis a song to gring to slowlaaaay, haha XD ! So I do not have my own glasses so I am wearing my sister's we have around the same vision impairment so its all good ^^ I drove to town today to order some glass, whcih are not coming in for a week, b.c they have to send for them, bleh....driving to town was fun,my mother thought I took off from a stopping point too fast, but it was not that fast... my mother was all like: DONT PUNCH IT!...we came to a stop at another intersection, I smiled with a devious look, she said: Dont.......Amanda....?...DONT! [with a worried look]  SSssssoooo... I puched it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" />  she had this look that screamed 'OH SHHHHIIIITTTT!' I was smiling the whole time ^^ she screamed at me after ward, but with a laugh...she is such a worry wart <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /> I am a good driver, seriously if she did not want me to put the petal to the metal, then she should not have said a word...it was like she was tempting me to do it, I come from a family of racers, so seriously, she was asking for it ^w^ Sooo,I am off to work on my bio report so adios!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cyclone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 19:05:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Listening to some rap...and dancing..."She moves her body like a cyclone!" I am in a rap listening mood, I am happy right now...I am dancing around here and everyone is in their rooms and leaving me alone, for once! I am hyper right now, had some sugar, well a lot of sugar and right now a little jittery, mixed with twitchy "You betta button up ,if you wanna go get her, Cause it is what it is, Errybody wanna love her, But when she pop it boy, You better run for cover!" Ohhh...song change 'Low' by, Flo Rida "She hit the floor, next thing you know shorty got low, low, low, low..." So Monday is coming and I have not done any homework, suprised? Not I, senioritis man! "I couldn't control her so lucky for me..." Apple bottom jeans? Is that a brand or something, hell I do not know. "Pop and lock" So I think the internet connection is back I am going to try to post this thing, I am so freaking hyper! I think the next outing is coming up this thursday? I think after school the AG bus is leaving and I am so going to have fun! My rednecks and I are going to competion w00t! The connection is back, I am going to post this now, b4 it goes out...so thats it, useless ramble!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Shower</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:34:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am fixing to take one, I need to scrub the play off me. I went to Laura's house today, I called her to talk about Mr. We should just be friends, and then she is said I should come over, I asked my mother, she said no, but after some asking she said yes, and I got to drive to her house alone, w00t! Her brother's b-day party was today, I only had a 10 dollar bill so I gave it to him in a card. When I gave it to him, he said I did not have to give him money, b.c he did not need it, but he needed a hug, then Laura said to give me back my money if he only wanted a hug, hahaha, I told him to keep it. OH! I just remember I did not finish giving him his b-day hits >.< CRAP! I had 6 left...I will get him later *shakes fist* It was funny ^^ With each hit you could hear the thud, he laughed off the punches, but they sounded like they hurt, turns out I left some bruises, like there should be. We joked that a beaner's birthday was a not a happy occuation, but one of pain and suffering, true, true...I had some birthday punches before, but I give them back, so no one does that anymore <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> We hung out with Connie and Chote, they are fun, they made a few mistakes when we were playing, 1. they gave me a bat 2. they gave me a slingshot, they almost let me borrow their BB gun, but I declined, I was trying to stay out of trouble, well too much trouble...hehehe. I had a good time. Time flew by, and it only felt like a few hours...so I got home at 7 and had to call some friends back, the few times, I go out, people call me... so I am going to check my myspace and then take a shower. It was hot out today, the first hot day out of 4 months! I cannot wait for school to start back up, so the jokes on this guy can really start, I of course am going to lay back and laugh...I am not one to make fun of someone, but he broke up with me, I am going to be conceited right now so here it goes...I am a great girl, I am smart, funny, cute, fun to hang out with, few things can irritate me, and I can deal with a shit load. Rejection is something that I do not do well with, as one can tell...even it was a something small as this...we are going to see who is going to be rejected...sorry I am being mean, but I cant stand some people right now! <<< Meet my bitchy side...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>F.U. Kid</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 22:44:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok one of my boy friends [notice the space] just broke up with me? REALLY! I cannot believe it, I cannot for a few reasons one, we were not together, he was, WAS my friend...he broke up with me on myspace, he said that we should just be friends, so on and so on... really, let me just roll on the floor and laugh, [which I did when I first read it] so I started to post some stuff on myspace and here was something I posted, seriously:<br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVLGg2wtRxk">[link]</a><br />Once I told Christina what he did she told me of the clip, and I started laughing all over again once it loaded...so link it and laugh your ass off like I did! I hope he did not think, just because I was nice to him, that I liked him more than like...who cares anymore, one emo that I do not have to worry about, because we are [broken-up] he can chupamelo or sorbalo! HAHAHAhahaha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ramble</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 19:33:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2ow-7gQ5Ls">[link]</a> <br />I heard this song today and I liked it!<br />So I finished carving on the bread box, should I post the pics...? Ehh...not sure you girls tell me. I got into a discussion today about the words 'you guys', us girls answer to that and the gender thing anoys me just a bit, so I think I am going to use 'you girls' now...eh most likely I will forget about it later, but what ever...So I might smack some of my emos around, i am so tired of their 'I hate life, I wanna die, I am depressed' ways and jargon...it ticks me off. I love them all, I do its just I cannot take it anylonger, seriously thats all they talk about, all they type online...its tiring, just a few minutes ago I was talking with one of them (because I noticed on his satus headline, '___ is no longer, and depressed' and a bulletin titled 'Stop it, stop it NOW, end it...'] like I said I love them all, but its not like I need to be surrounded by those kind, of my kind, if that makes any sense, most likely not...but oh well.... so we were talking and I said to chill and relax, what do you have to be depressed about...lets see...hmmm...nothing. he replys that he is angry as well as depressed, I said that anger kills ya faster, so chill ^w^. He replys, I hope so, and then leaves...thats not the only time he is like that, he always says and does things like that, and it makes me question and worry...maybe its just for attension, does he need more? I know what he has done in the past... so I worry about his welfare... I want to disassociate myself from that behavior, its contagious, and relaspes are not fun -_- , but its not like I can ignor him, or them... I am going to cut him and see if he bleeds a rainbow or black, I doubt its black...a little emo is fine but there is a line, and where they are standing, the line is a speck on their dark horizon... smack a emo... Anyway, who cares not you all, but this is my journal so stop reading if you do not like it. So I have not done any homework, and I have f'ed ^ my grades by not doing any work...I need an intervention or something...beh...I was going to ramble about something else, but I forgot so I am going to close...adios mis amigos...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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