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deviantART: by:twistedmother http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:twistedmother&section=today deviantART RSS for by:twistedmother en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 11:03:51 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png An Apology http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/15255498/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/15255498/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 09:50:08 PDT
Since classes started I have had minuscule free time, and I have been extremely stressed. When I have had time, I can't say I wanted to spend it on DA sifting through hundreds of new deviations and messages. The past couple months have been pretty hard, and especially this last week.

Thank you for all the favorites I have gotten as well as comments. I promise to respond and thank you personally in the near future.

I just wanted to let you know that I have not been ignoring you, and thank you for still visiting my page while I've been away <3

I resubscribed so keeping up will definitely be easier now, but don't expect a whole lot.

I have some new works but I'm not entirely sure I want to submit them here. I am just repeatedly disappointed by a lack of response in what I submit, and then angered by the things that do get attention around here. I probably won't submit a whole lot at all anymore, but I will do my best to keep up with those of you I admire

Take care, and best wishes,
Jill

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]]> ~twistedmother People are stupid. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/14214074/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/14214074/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 16:25:15 PDT [link]

A very very good painting, btw. Not my most favorite of subjects but that's what happens when you work in a bookstore for a HP release.

Moving on.

I was reading her description

"It makes me sad when people say that anime artists can't draw realism ;<

Seems like discrimination to me..."

So I loved that I read comments like "YEAH that's SO not fair I can draw good realism AND good anime and I get nagged at all the time!!!!111". Or "YEAH -insert someone's name or profession- just ASSUMED all I draw is anime! UGH I hate that!"

So what is in type 1's gallery?
-Crappy anime
-No realism, nor anything resembling an attempt

In type 2's?
-Slightly better anime, but nothing that would ever get you anywhere.
-Actually, NOTHING other than anime.

"I hate how elitist the fine arts world can be"

Well maybe if you all shutup and backed up what you were saying, the fine artists would leave you alone.

Do you think Picasso would have been as accepted as he had been if he had not been able to show he had an understanding of realism? Did you think he just spit out cubist psychotic paintings and was a hit?

Uhm...no.

Of course there are anime artists who can draw realism. And you can tell who they are because they (almost always) draw good anime. Why do they draw good anime? Because in order to draw anything that stylized you have to have an understanding of how things are in reality. (Unless you're me who just can't draw anime at all despite having a decent understanding of realism). Otherwise everything just looks plain screwed up.

People are so dumb.

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]]> ~twistedmother So, secretly... http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/14097732/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/14097732/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 22:24:45 PDT

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]]> ~twistedmother Art Show http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12987075/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12987075/ Thu, 17 May 2007 07:51:55 PDT
Cheesecakeliciousness and brownies. Yum-O.

But in more serious matters, I had a nice THREE boards this year. Though they were a little more sparse than last year's, there was no way I could've gotten everything on two, so better to have some more negative space I suppose.

My thematic board.

And for your viewing pleasure, since I have no pictures of myself on my board(s) this year, I found one elsewhere. I am the best (and happiest) model you could ever want to sit for you

(Done by Mary Condes)

A huge thank you to Vince...

I love you. Thank you for being there for me through all of this. You have no idea how truly grateful I am for everything you've done for me. Your presence at the show last night meant more to me than anyone else's ever could.

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]]> ~twistedmother An explanation, and a thank you. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12961943/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12961943/ Tue, 15 May 2007 06:14:08 PDT
The self-absorption in ones problems leads to the loss of recognition of others and their feelings...so they begin to make lies to cover what they can no longer see. But when people stop speaking the truth, they no longer have a voice to those who used to listen. Without a voice and without the ability to see, theres nothing left but a world devoid of communication- a world bereft of contact and interaction. You cease to exist in the eyes of those who cared, and in respect to their lives, you have died.

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Thank you. You made college a reasonable possibility for me. You enabled me to gain wonderful recognition in my art.

Never thought all the shit you did would do something good, did you?

Sorry. You can't have everything you want, bitch.

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]]> ~twistedmother Maybe not http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12776004/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12776004/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 08:32:07 PDT
Sorry to be a pain in the arse.

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]]> ~twistedmother Leaving http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12760304/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12760304/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 21:53:44 PDT
I will leave my artwork up.

Thank you, to the people who have given me wonderful support. I always loved to hear from you.

I hope that at least my art will continue to live on.

Jill

]]> ~twistedmother You know. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12587225/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12587225/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 22:34:59 PDT
On another note.

That scholarship I was talking about in the last entry. I got $60k plus another $8k for the submission of a portfolio of my works.

Found out today that

won an award in the Fox Valley Conference art show.

But who gives a flying shit. Apparently I just suck.

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]]> ~twistedmother College and AP Poo. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12272119/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12272119/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 13:57:29 PDT at all now from the damn school. I get a letter whether or not I get something. My stuff has always gotten here fairly quickly from the school. SO WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! Did you get lost, you stupid fucker?!

Ergh. Been oil painting most of today. (The fullsize of this looks better but I'm not uploading that till its completed).

Butt. Yay. I have a torso too. But that's not done either.

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]]> ~twistedmother My 18th Birthday http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12129879/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12129879/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 10:54:16 PST

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]]> ~twistedmother HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JILL!!! http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12116152/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/12116152/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:21:55 PST

a.k.a. Jill's boyfriend Vince.

It's Jill's b-day today! So give her some b-day wishes and greetings for me!

]]> ~twistedmother AHHHG http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/11633967/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/11633967/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:12:28 PST
NO MORE CHOCOLATE.

ARRRRGGHHH. *Gag*

]]> ~twistedmother Tagged http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/10025633/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/10025633/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 08:04:00 PDT

1.- If I were a fruit I'd be... pineapple
2.- If I were a colour I'd be... dark purple
3.- If I were an animal I'd be...a fox
4.- If I were a dometic appliance I'd be... blender (smoothies! yum)
5.- If I were a book I'd be...a collection of Sylvia Plath's poetry
6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be...a corset
7.- If I were a jewel I'd be...onyx (not sure if that really counts)
8.- If I were an object I'd be...a blank page
9.- If I were a car I'd be...a pontiac sunfire
10.- If I were an element I'd be...water
11.- If I were a tree I'd be...a maple
12.- If I were a drink I'd be...pina colada :3
13.- If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be...green tea
14.- If I were a person I'd be...myself?
15.- If I were a planet I'd be...neptune
16.- If I were an insect I'd be...a butterfly
17.- If I were public transport I'd be...airplane?
18.- If I were a song I'd be...Runaway, by Iio
19.- If I were a movie I'd be...erm...I don't know

20.- If I were a season I'd be...autumn
21.- If I were a flower I'd be...water lily
22.- If I were a job I'd be...illustrator
23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be...Ergo Proxy
24.- If I were a place I'd be...a sea shore
25.- If I were a gift I'd be...a visa giftcard.
26.- If I were a memory I'd be...the one where you're laying out in the grass as the sun's setting, and everything is beautiful, and nothing can phase your tranquility
27.- If I were a city I'd be...Prague
28.- If I were a sense I'd be...sight
29.- If I were a game I'd be...Resident Evil Code:Veronica
30.- If I were a candy I'd be...polvoron
31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be...dusk
32.- If I were an invention I'd be...a scanner
33.- If I were a bodypart I'd be...a clavicle
34.- If I were a country I'd be...Russia
35.- If I were a flavor I'd be...mango
36.- If I were a sport I'd be...tennis
37.- If I were a smell I'd be...sweet pea
38.- If I were a subject I'd be...mathematics
39.- If I were a flag I'd be...white
40.- If I were a building I'd be...a Japanese temple
41.- If I were a month I'd be...November
42.- If I were a perfume I'd be...sweet pea? XD
43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be...a strawberry
45.- If I were a toy I'd be...an easy bake oven

46.- If I were a textile I'd be...suede
47.- If I were a shape I'd be...dodecahedron
48.- If I were a answer I'd be...What do you think?
49.- If I were a common liquor I'd be...Uhh..white chocolate godiva ^_^
50.- If I were a word I'd be...euphoria

]]> ~twistedmother Devious Journal Entry http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/9093463/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/9093463/ Sat, 17 Jun 2006 05:34:41 PDT
You know what else kills me, how almost all that shit ends up in "people" or other categories like "fantasy". Get over it. Your crappy anime is anime, suck it up and put it where it damn belongs.

Yeah, nothing new, I know. I can still bitch, though. ]]> ~twistedmother Devious Journal Entry http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/7902805/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/7902805/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 03:24:54 PST ~twistedmother Rarg http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/7007169/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/7007169/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 08:15:37 PST ~twistedmother I got tagged http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6801180/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6801180/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 13:14:17 PDT

20 Things About Me

1. I ran straight into a wall about 10 minutes ago.
2. I haven't seen my natural hair colour in about three years.
3. I like making out too. Preferably with a special someone

4. I still like Sailor Moon...from when I was 8 years old x__X
5. I love burping.

6. I can be one of the most unfeminine females but you'd never be able to tell until you heard me doing the aforementioned thing.
7. I am a huge nerd. I love math. Conics. Algebra. Logarithmic things. That's right. I admit it. (Though I hate trigonometry)
8. I am competitive to the point it is completely ridiculous.
9. I love techno and happy irritating music, despite the fact that my mood usually reflects the opposite.
10. I also love metal and some gothic music.
11. I can't stand people who draw shitty anime (which, sorry, is a good 95% of the DA population) and it pisses me off that I'm not much better myself.
12. I wish I had bigger boobs D: *Pokes chest* I don't have much >_>;
13. I love babycorn. I eat it like candy. For breakfast, lunch, and dinner when I can.
14. I'm a closet perv.
15. Contrary to popular belief, I am not asexual.
16. I like warm blankies.
17. I'm a hello kitty freak. Love it. LOOOOVE. *Grabs HK hat and ear muffs and toys and shirt and...*
18. I hate people. I really do. You should hear all the people I bitch at or about in the course of one day. An hour even. It's amazing.
19. I secretly wish to be a little cutsey raver chick when I grow up

20. I work at Hot Topic and I love it there. There are some of the best people I've ever worked with there. I don't care what you think. You suck.
and because I felt like it...
21. Just because I work there doesn't mean all my clothes are from there. In fact, most of my clothes are from Forever 21, random stores in the mall, and ebay. So fuck off. ]]> ~twistedmother Current Projects http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6528354/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6528354/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 11:37:16 PDT
Digital Painting - ...I can't give you a number because god knows how picky I am.

"Collage" Project for Digital Imaging that's really more manipulation - 50% done

Lineart of random chick drawing - 45% done, reworking parts.

So, if I don't submit anything within the next two weeks, feel free to kick me because I will definitely have at least one or two of these things done by then

]]> ~twistedmother Boredom. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6250923/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6250923/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 09:10:30 PDT ~twistedmother Confusion http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6099419/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/6099419/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 09:44:19 PDT

Oi. You're all giving me a headache. ]]> ~twistedmother Devious Journal Entry http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5718482/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5718482/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 21:47:39 PDT ~twistedmother Merk http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5493567/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5493567/ Sun, 29 May 2005 13:49:29 PDT

Wow. I suck. x_x ]]> ~twistedmother Devious Journal Entry http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5454309/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5454309/ Wed, 25 May 2005 04:41:48 PDT ]]> ~twistedmother I think I might be back. http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5379510/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/5379510/ Tue, 17 May 2005 03:51:05 PDT ~twistedmother Devious Journal Entry http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/3330963/ http://twistedmother.deviantart.com/journal/3330963/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 09:26:14 PDT Good-bye LiveJournal.
Good-bye deviantArt. ]]> ~twistedmother