http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:twitchablewiz13&section=today deviantART RSS for by:twitchablewiz13 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 02:14:39 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28918476/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28918476/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 09:06:03 PST hey soul sister, i don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight.


<3
me + Dylan = 1 month.

I remember telling Christina that I thought I liked him a few months ago.
One month isn't very long, but I really like this boy. And he adores me.
He's my first real boyfriend, so it's really special to me.
So I'm happy. <3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28695936/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28695936/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 17:23:17 PST i learned why i hate the boy i do today, too.

Chris practically had to carry me to student support centers. Jacob gave me strange looks when i got there.
i cried for a long time after that.
i was late back to Speech & Perf class. i cried a little then, too. i really needed my big sister, but i couldn't get a hold of her on account of me not having my phone.
i got a really sweet sympathetic smile from this one boy i want to be friends with.
he was the only reason i smiled throughout the rest of that class.

Merrick gave me a really big hug and i almost collapsed into tears in his arms.
i don't know why my phone being stolen was so traumatic for me. it just caused me to cry a lot.
i'm fairly sure i got 90-some% on my Geometry test after that, I was trying so hard to focus on something else.
apparently my sister screamed at the boy i hate for treating me how he did.
i love her very, very much.

i went home and ate dinner on account of spending my lunch period with a cop looking for my phone.
so i currently don't have a phone.
i feel really lonely without texting my sister.

it was a new phone, too.
:/

i'm so glad this trimester is almost over.
i want to have a 3 day break.

i want to be in Alice in Wonderland. why am i being so pessimistic about this?




besides today, my life has been wonderful, for the record.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28551636/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/28551636/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 16:02:06 PST today, while running around after school, one of my favorite bracelets snapped, causing rainbow stars to shower all around my feet.
i wanted to turn to Merrick and tell him the stars were falling down.






i take back every tear, every worry, every whine.
i love high school.
i like my boyfriend,
even if he wasn't the one i thought i'd be with last month.
i like the bane of my existence, even though he makes my heart hurt.
i love my friends.
i love them.
<3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27801452/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27801452/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 16:45:09 PDT i needed you tonight,
so thank you so much for being there.

thanks for opening up and actually letting me know you a little bit.

6:35 Mike:

I did the wrong thing and ostracized myself--messed up at school pretty badly. Lost contact with some people.

But I've become a stronger person because of it. It takes the lowest of lows to realize just how precious the happy moments in life are.

6:38 Mike

Anything I can do to help. I like helping people.

And you kids are pretty cool. Despite the guff I give you, I actually liked it when you came and bugged me.


thank you.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27763804/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27763804/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:10:12 PDT "China threw her glass bottle up at his voice and the bottle smashed against the ceiling, shards of glass falling down like lacerating rain."




i needed to get that journal off my page.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27745867/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27745867/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 14:23:10 PDT
i'm sorry.

<sup>I may be a bit fat.

We just met, this is a bit out of whack.

But there's something there.

A forgotten tune.

When I hear it my heart screams:

Will you love me?

Because I love you!

I dance to the beat.

You become my everything.

Only sound and light escape into my inner eye.

You are the most beautiful song I've heard, in my life.

And maybe if you give me a chance

I'll be your rhythm

Shake, Rattle and Roll

You become my soul

I look into your eyes and i see

A Cavalclade of everything that you and I were meant to be.

So please be my melody.</sup>

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27509613/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27509613/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 18:26:08 PDT pretty eyes + new found glory + my chemical romance + fresh prince of bel air + needs help in geo = marry me?











this is scary.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27504616/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27504616/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:59:41 PDT John: So you're coming to theater today?
Danny: Yeah.
John: Good. I really missed you yesterday.



<3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27230034/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/27230034/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 15:28:38 PDT take this to your grave,




and i'll take you to mine.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/26925507/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/26925507/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 21:34:00 PDT sometimes i wish i could save you.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/26787441/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/26787441/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 01:41:47 PDT You've been askin'
I've been drinkin'
Thinking about my God-forsaken
Life I lead
It's a memory
I made it be

My lips went white,
My spine teased tight
I realized it was gonna be a long night

Buttons proved to be sexier in moments like these
Sexier in moments like...

This is love,
and this is lust
I made it to be the best
And if I were to be the best
Maybe you would just...

This is love,
and this is lust,
Now which one do I trust?

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25970521/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25970521/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 18:37:14 PDT List of songs I need to write song fics for~
[my Harper's Island playlist.]


1. My Bloody Valentine --> Good Charlotte
2. Easier to Run --> Linkin Park
3. Hand of Blood --> Bullet for my Valentine
4. All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) --> Bullet for my Valentine
5. No Fear --> the Rasmus
6. Into the Ocean --> Blue October
7. Hate Me --> Blue October
8. Title and Registration --> Death Cab for Cutie
9. What I've Done --> Linkin Park
10. Breathe --> Paramore
11. Rescue Me --> Pushmonkey
12. Monster --> Meg and Dia
13. I'm Made of Wax, Larry, What Are You Made Of? --> A Day to Remember
14. The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most --> Dashboard Confessionals
15. Walking the Demon --> Bullet for my Valentine
16. Ponytail Parades (Acoustic) --> Emery
17. Hang 'Em High --> A Static Lullaby
18. Whisper --> Evanescence
19. My Tourniquet --> Evanescence
20. Join me in Death --> HIM
21. There's No Sympathy for the Dead --> Escape the Fate
22. Time of Dying --> Three Days Grace
23. The Boy Who Destroyed the World --> AFI
24. Loves Me Not --> Tatu
25. Ungodly Hour --> the Fray
26. Survive --> Rise Against
27. Crying --> SUGARCULT
28. .45 --> Shinedown
29. The Ugly --> the Exies
30. Stand My Ground --> Within Temptation
31. It Ends Tonight --> All American Rejects
32. This is How I Disappear --> My Chemical Romance
33. Lonely Day --> System of a Down
34. Falling Away from Me --> KoRn
35. Broken --> Amy Lee & Seether
36. Til I Get Over You --> Michelle Branch
37. Torn Apart --> Stabbing Westward
38. The Nobodies --> Marilyn Manson
39. My December --> Linkin Park
40. Circus --> Britney Spears
41. Perfect World --> Simple Plan
42. How to Save a Life --> the Fray
43. Unholy Confessions --> Avenged Sevenfold
44. Your Guardian Angel --> Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
45. Breathing --> Yellowcard
46. Sparkling Angel --> Within Temptation
47. Jillian (I'd Give My Heart) --> Within Temptation
48. Dead Wrong --> the Fray
49. See You In Hell --> Aiden
50. Hold --> Superchick
51. Over My Head --> Sum 41
52. Only One --> Yellowcard
52. Funhouse --> P!nk
53. My Blue Heaven --> Taking Back Sunday
54. Spin --> Taking Back Sunday
55. I'll Let You Live --> Taking Back Sunday
56. Never Say Never --> the Fray

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25910097/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25910097/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 23:20:07 PDT




*nerdface*

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25199085/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/25199085/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 14:02:15 PDT

<3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/23820424/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/23820424/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 19:40:20 PDT D:

I just looked through all of my old comments on my page (ahaha, I have 69 pages ;D)

And I've decided...
I really don't like who I was when I joined this site.

Quite frankly, I sucked.

I like myself much better now.


/endrandomthought

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/23597332/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/23597332/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:00:03 PDT I'm not sure how to feel about not posting a journal since October.

I'm not exactly sad, I guess. DeviantART just isn't my home anymore. Most people I was watching when I first joined are gone, and that takes a lot of the fun out of this site.
I still check it daily, but...iino. This isn't my home anymore. I've grown up since I first joined, by a lot. I...wow. Just thinkig back to who I was when I joined this site, I almost laugh. I was young and stupid and thought my shitty art was great.
But that isn't the point of this journal.
(then again, there isn't much of a point to this journal.)

I just kinda wanted to post a journal, because I needed one.
And I suddenly feel proud of myself for staying close friends with , because I met her on dA and I though our friendship was done for a little while. But it isn't, and if I have my way, it never will be.

/sap.

It was one hundred degrees, as we sat beneath a willow tree who's tears didn't care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall, to fall. And I knew I'd made horrible call, and now the state line felt like the Berlin wall, and there was no doubt about which side I was on. 'Cause I built you a home in my heart. With rotten wood, it decayed from the start. 'Cause you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along. No you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along. I braved treacherous streets, and kids strung out on homemade speed. And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep at all, cause at night the sun in retreat made the skyline look like crooked teeth, in the mouth of a man who was devouring us both. You're so cute when you're slurring your speech, but they're closing the bar and they want us to leave. And you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along. No you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along. I'm a war of head versus heart, and it's always this way. My head is weak, my heart always speaks, before I know what it will say. And you can't find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along. There were churches, theme parks and malls, but there was nothing there all along.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/21133887/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/21133887/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:39:36 PDT OHSHITSON, i'm tired as fuck

THEN WHY CAN'T I SLEEP?

I've tried, like, 3 times now.

My body just won't let me.


[[LAMEEEE.]]







the end.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20939824/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20939824/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:58:57 PDT Gawd, I never update this, do i?

I'm bored as fuck. You guys have no idea. And I thank God that I have a 4 day weekend this week. I'm so sick of school. Yes, already.

I guess I sound pretty negative,which is weird, considering how happy I actually am. But I'm really lonely and bored right now, and I think I might sign onto meebo just to have someone to talk to.
D:

I wish I could draw or write something worth putting up here, but I just CAN'T lately.

Urgh. I just finished off my Enchilada [[that makes 3 meals in a row that I ate that for.]] and I'm still hungryyy.
I'll just go raid the fridge, or something.


Alright, sorry for wasting everyone's time. I'm just lonely and bored D:

Love you allll.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20573867/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20573867/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 18:57:19 PDT Lord. I cannot believe how long it's been since I posted a journal.
I guess dA just isn't, like, my home anymore.

Nothing interestings been going on.
Me and ~NicotineNightmare have gotten closer.
I have a giant crush on my English/Social Studies teacher.
[["Teachers have moms too! They weren't just born in the classroom!"
]]
I went through a lot of problems with my friend Juhn.
I drew a lot.
I camera whored.
I re-fell in love with Sonny Moore.
I hugged Jack Kinsmon. a LOT.

And more that i totally forgot.

But I haven't seen Dan in, like, 3 weeks.
It's awful.
I mean, I can barely stand that long. How am I going to live next year when he goes away to Iowa?

urgh. Let's not think about that.

I miss Mike.
A lot.
But I guess you guys don't know about that.
Hm.

I finally found Lord's of Dogtown!
Sorry for losing it, Nick!
Maybe I'll actually watch it tonight, after stealing it from him for 4 months.
I have nothing better to do, that's fer sure.

Alright, well.
That's it, really.

OH, ALSO.
I'M SO FUCKING GLAD JASON WASN'T WORKING THURSDAY.
I WOULD'VE DIED IF HE SAW ME IN MY UNIFORM D8
Damn you, Dad, for making me go to the mall in that awful thing D<

Alright.
Byeee.

I'm that kinda of girl that dates a boy, and then all they do is sit together at lunch and in French class. And i don't give a damn what you have to say about it.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20271493/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20271493/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:23:56 PDT 13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: fuck.
[13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: I heard Thunder playing
[13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: from down there
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: SORRY
[13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: and almost started crying
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: THAT'S MY FAULT
[13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: cuz summers fucking OVER.
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: I FAIL
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: OH YEAH
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: fuck
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: imma blast it now
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: screw that, sry bbycakes.
[13:17] It Ends Tonight: is that okies?
[13:17] Cyanide; Flicker.: yeah, sure.
[13:18] It Ends Tonight: awesome.
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: I'm going to blast it.
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: Loudly
[13:18] It Ends Tonight: huuza
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: And probably cry.
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: but it'll be ok.
[13:18] It Ends Tonight: ILU
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: ilu2.
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: But sometimes it's ok.
[13:18] Cyanide; Flicker.: Because honestly, the best summer of my life has just ended
[13:19] It Ends Tonight: There will be more
[13:19] Cyanide; Flicker.: Of course there will.
[13:19] Cyanide; Flicker.: But a huge section of the best days of my life is ending.
[13:20] Cyanide; Flicker.: And it's ok to cry, when things like that happen.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20163647/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20163647/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 09:11:06 PDT The rules are:
Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using only song titles by that singer/band/group.
Tag 6 more people (Let them know they've been tagged).

the Academy is...

•Are you male or female?
About a g\Girl.

•Describe yourself?
The Author.

•What do people feel when they're around you?
We've Got a Big Mess on our Hands.

•How would you describe your previous relationship?
Everything we Had.

•How would you describe your current relationship?
Classifieds

•Where would you want to be now?
Bulls in Broklyn.

•How do you feel about love?
Unexpected Plans.

•What's your life like?
The Fever.

•What would you ask if you had only one wish?
Summer Hair = Forever young.

I TAG.


that is all.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20064712/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20064712/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 17:32:26 PDT The Meme.

How old are you?
13. 8D

Gender preference.
I...like guys,if that's the question o.O

Your honest, balls-to-the-wall opinion on:

Furries:
Actually, they annoy me. Like, a lot. I don't even know why. I mean, for all means, do it,I don't care,they just bother me.

Fangirls:
Ehhh. Fangirling to a certain extent is ok. But, like,don't go over the top. For anime fangirls, don't start, like, not dating people and getting mad at every other person who draws themselves with the anime person you like. You're NEVER GOING TO BE WITH THEM, THEY'RE A CARTOON.
Ahem.
As for band fangirls, go ahead, fangirl, just don't get all in love and convinced that you are going to marry the band boys and that they belong to you.
:/

Fanboys:
Fanboys are adorable and way easier to deal with.

Yaoi:
<333
yaoi makes me happy.

Critique, regardless of art form or genre:
People need critique to get better at what they're doing and learn new tecniques. It drives me insane when people get all offended when given critique. IT'S GOING TO MAKE YOU A BETTER ARTIST, SHUT UP.

Manga-style illustration:
I've been trying to do Manga-style well for ages, and I'm still improving. There are some really amazing Manga artists, and some really, really bad ones that THINK they're really amazing. Manga is a genre of art where you have to take critique and work your art with it.

Manga-style illustration with a Western influence:
xDDD I have no idea what that issss.

Rap music:
I like some rap. I really, really do. Eminem, Kanye West, sure. But others...they're crap. Their music loses the meaning just for the sake of rhyming. It's degrading and silly.

Mainstream pop music:
Way over played.
Some songs are pretty catchy, though.

'GRRL GAMERS':
Why the fuck do I care? Do what you want.

Women in general:
Um. They're. Great?
I'm not sure how to answer this question o.O
Some are cool, some aren't.

Men in general:
HOT DAMN.

World Politics:
AHAHHA. I don't know, I don't care, fuck off.

American politicians, especially George W. Bush:
I don't even care anymore. He's annoying and evil, but whatever, he's almost out.

DeviantART:
I love deviantART. It's how I met my best friend [[~lethal-beat]], it's how I show the world my art. it's just a fun site in general. Some people on it are annoying, but that's they way it is EVERYWHERE.

Gay folks, whether we're talking boy-on-boy or girl-on-girl:
You love who you love. You don't decide.


Bisexuality:
The only thing that bothers me about Bisexuals is that most of them haven't even, like,been with both genders. Not nessicarily having sex, they've just never even dated both. It's considered 'cool' now to be bisexual, and I think that's shitty. If you really ARE bi and not just trying to be cool, that's great. Love who you want. But if you're just doing it to impress your friends, get a life :/

Japan:
Japan is amazing,

Pedophiles and Pedophilia:
NO.
NOT COOL.


The Internet Male/Internet Tough Guy:
Um. I'm...against it?
-has no idea what that IS.-

Roleplayers:
I am a roleplayer. And I love roleplaying. It helps my writing and art. It's fun.

Myspace:
I like Myspace. It's easier for me to say things to people where I can't slip up on my words or just take a few seconds to read over what I've already written and fix it if I see somewhere that I went wrong. It's just fun.

Straight Edge:
I'm consdering becoming straightedge when I'm older, because it just seems like the right way to live your life; naturally, with no drugs or alcohol fucking up your system. I think the Straightedge people are strong, being able to control themselves in our world.

The sex industry:
I really don't care/.

Anime:
Anime is superfab. It used to be, like, my LIFE, but I kinda grew out of it. I still think it's great art and fun story plots, but it's just not my thing any more.

America:
A decent place to live if you ignore certain things. <--- what she said.

Tag one other person:
My lovely
<... ]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20040916/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/20040916/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 12:16:06 PDT The end of Sweeney Todd always leaves me with this weird empty feeling ):
I adore it, though.

I haven't updated my journal in ages, but almost NO ONE reads it, anyway.

Nothing is happening in my life right now. At all. It's boring as hell. School starts up soon, and I'm not sure if I should be happy about that or not. I'm...worried. I'll be an eighth grader this year, and I'm really scared of that absence all of the kids in my class will feel because of Gabi. It's...hard. None of us have had to deal with this before. I'm glad we all have each other.

I'm pretty much tired 24/7 lately. Except I don't feel tired at ALL at night, so I never end up sleeping as much as I should.
Ahaha. I just typed that whole paragraph looking at my TV screen. Laaame.

Aaaand. I just popped in the Breakfast Club because I pretty much adore the backround sound movies create for me. Hence why I just finished Sweeney Todd.
[[Yes, I play movies while I'm on the computer. I do it with TV seasons a lot too.]]

Anyway.
That's really it.
Just me rambling endlessly.
Yaaaay, Bender.

Love you all.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19767428/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19767428/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 09:14:56 PDT FUCK. You guys. You have NO IDEA how amazing Warped was.



I won't tell you too much, that'd take me forever to type.



But. Still.




Kay. So. We got there at around 10, and we stood in line for about an hour. [[And got a lot of free stuff 8D]] Finally, we went inside and walked around a little before splitting up with Stephi (~Sesshie32) and going to watch Automatic Loveletter. Halfway through,we doubled back to see From First to Last, but couldn't get through the crowds and continued to aimlessly wander.



We went back to the Hurley Stage [[the same stage AL sang at.]] to watch the Color Fred, but decided against it so we could get in line to meet Cobra.




The line...was torture D8 An hour and a half of mind-numbing boredom. But finally, we got to meet them. Good Jesus. I just, like, MELTED. I was ok with Ryland, but as soon as I saw Alex's smiling face, I just went, like, batshit insane xD I started gushing about how much I loved him and his music and how gorgeous he was, and he just kinda laughed, complemented my art and then I went on to Vicky.



Lord. I was such a fangirl. xD I pretty much just kept telling her how pretty she was and how much I adored her. She just smiled and nodded and hugged me, and I went over to Nate. Ahaha. Nate looked, like REALLY bored.


He looked from my drawing to me a few times before I asked, "Bored?" He just kinda shrugged and smiled really wide when he saw my picture and told me how rad it was xD
Then. Gabanti.



Fuck.


I acted like an idiot xD
I got to Gabe, and I was shaking REALLY hard from
A. Anxious-ness
B. Lack of food.
C. Dehydration.



And I told him that I was shaking, and he just started rubbing my back and I just MELTED. My eyes got all wide and I'm just like, OHMYGOD, YOU TOUCHED ME. And he just kinda laughed and nodded and signed my art and complimented it and then gave me a really big hug >///< Then I just let my fangirl-ness kick in and was just like, "fuckkkk, you're gorgeous D8" And he just kind laughed and shook his head while saying, "Psh, I am not."

Ugh. that took forever.




Anyway. I'll spare you some details from the actual shows. All Time Low's was amazing. Motion City Soundtrack was unexpected [[I didn't know they were playing, but I was extatic to find out that they were. And I made Miz admit that Justin is le awesome.]] and Justin Pierre told us to mosh in a Rhombus instead of a circle <3 Cobra's involved a lot of crotch grabbing. I love Gabe. So much xD He was making fun of the guys in the VIP spots [[which were actually worse then the spots me and Miz got.]]] and asked them who's dick he had to suck to get VIP tickets. And the Academy is...?
I made eye contact with William <33
My heart was racing so fucking hard.


Those guys are SO FUCKING AMAZING.

My throat is so raw from singing and screaming D8


Anyway. During the Cobra show, I kept seeing the Butcher and Jamie walking around behind the stages, so I finally waved at the Butcher and he just smiled really wide and waved back.




As me, Miz and stephi were walking back to the car, we realized that my dad parked right by all the tour vans 8D
So I got to see most of FFtL and I waved at Forever the Sickest Kids [[getting some waves back.]] and then I saw Gabanti.



And in front of him was Chizzy <333

Now. I didn't have a lot of time.


So me and miz ran over screaming CHIZZY!!! and Miz SQUISHED the poor little Australian xDD I'm not even joking, she hugged way too fucking hard xD then I hugged him and got a picture with him, but had to walk past Gabe cuz my dad was all angry D8

Oh.


And?
I have Gabriel Saporta's phone number <333
Be jealous.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19501010/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19501010/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:51:49 PDT 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

Characters:
Amity
Nicolay
Phoenix
Donovan

How old are you?
Amity: 16 8D
Nicolay: Psh. 17.
Phoenix: Almost 17!
Donovan: D8 14.

What's your height?
Amity: D8 5'4". I'm tiny.
Nicolay: 5'9.5"
Phoenix: I don't care enough.
Donovan: 5'....):

Nationality?
Amity: French.
Nicolay: A lotta things. Greek, Latin, French....
Phoenix: Greek and America.
Donovan: French.

You Got Any Bad Habits?
Amity: Falling in and out of love D<
Nicolay: Biting my nails, scratching my legs, and i guess i kinda bang my head against the wall sometimes, but i never notice when i do it.
Phoenix: No.
Donovan: D: Jumping into bed with whoever persuades me to. Not eating.

Are you a virgin?
Amity: ;D Wouldn't YOU like to know?
Nicolay: Psh. No way.
Phoenix: >////< no.
Donovan: No. Durr.

Who's your mate/spouse?
Amity: Nicolay.
Nicolay: Amity.
Phoenix: D: I no longer have one, i guess.
Donovan: ): I wish it were Nico.

Do you have any kids?
Amity: HA. No.
Nicolay: No, I had her get rid of it before anything happened.
Phoenix: Psh. No.
Donovan: No....

What's your favourite food?
Amity: Any kind of pastas, really. Or anything sweet.
Nicolay: Bakleva.
Phoenix: Peaches.
Donovan: D: I don't like food. Any of it.

What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Amity: The weird shit with Strawberry, Chocolate and vanilla all in one.
Nicolay: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough.
Phoenix: Any kind, really.
Donovan: Ice cream is the enemy. It scares me D8

Have you killed anyone?
Amity: I've considered it.
Nicolay: -sigh- In a way, I guess.
Phoenix: No.
Donovan: I've almost killed myself on several occasions.

Do you hate anyone?
Amity: With everything I am.
Nicolay: Ohhhhhh yes.
Phoenix: I hate him more than anyone could ever comprehand.
Donovan: No....

Love Anyone?
Amity: So much that it hurts my heart ):
Nicolay: Yes, she is everything to me.
Phoenix: Sadly, yes. I can't seem to fall out of it.
Donovan: No....

Have any secrets?
Amity: Oh god, several.
Nicolay: You have no idea.
Phoenix: None that at least one person doesn't know.
Donovan: Many.

What is your job?
Amity: D: I work at the worst food joint in the world, McDonald's.
Nicolay: I don't. I mooch.
Phoenix: I work at Taco bell 8D Yum.
Donovan: I help out at the hospital every now and again...

What do you do to relax?
Amity: Paint or draw.
Nicolay: Scratch my legs.
Phoenix: Read.
Donovan: Cut paper. Odd, i know.

Eye Colours?
Amity: Green. A really ugly green D8
Nicolay: Dark blude,
Phoenix: Hazel.
Donovan: Brown.

Skin?
Amity: Super tastically pale 8D
Nicolay: Ehhh. Usually pretty damn pale. I seem to be getting tanned atm, though.
Phoenix: Not really pale, but not really tan, either. And pretty squishy. -tummy poke-
Donovan: So thin you can see my bones, which is really great. And pale.

Rain, sunshine?
Amity: I like the feeling of rain. It puts me at ease.
Nicolay: I like it when it's raining but the suns still out. The irony is amazing.
Phoenix: The sunshine. I love the warmth it brings me.
Donovan: I really don;t go outside enough to care.

Camping, staying home?
Amity: I love camping!
Nicolay: Erk. Home. Seriously.
Phoenix: I really love being outdoors.
Donovan: D: Staying home. I can't stand nature.

Believe in aliens?
Amity: Ehhhh. Maybe a little. They scare me a lot, though D:
Nicolay: Oh god, yes.
Phoenix: Sure, why not.
Donovan: Aliens freak me out....

Natural Born, or Clone?
Amity: I'm pretty sure we're all natual born xD
Nicolay: I have to agree.
Phoenix: I'm about 89% sure I'm natural born. O_o
Donovan: I really don't care.

Ever destroyed something out of Blind Rage?
Amity: All the fucking time.
Nicolay: I have a horrible temper. SO, yeah.
Phoenix: No, I'm usually pretty calm.
Donovan: Once or twice, yeah.

Any Unusual Things about you?
Amity: No. I'm pretty normal.
Nicolay: They only way I relax is by banging my head on a wall or scratching up my leg.
Phoenix: 8D I have webbed feet.
Donovan: I'm a manerexic.

How much food/drink do you need a day?
Amity: Not too much. At least 2 meals, though.
Nicolay: I need to drink a beer to get through the day.... ]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19329394/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19329394/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 09:20:24 PDT Why couldn't've the day stayed as good as it started?

I hate this new dA layout. It drives me mental. It's so hard to check my fucking mail.

I sent a picture to Creature Feature on myspace and the put it up, and someone actually commented saying that it looked like a 3 year old had drawn it, which, you know, is a total ego boost :/

I have 97 texts left until I get my new phone on the 22nd :/

Urgh.
These are all small things,
but still.

I'm having a hard time getting over the 'My Creature Feature art could have been drawn by a 3 year old' thing.

):

Whatever.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19288008/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19288008/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:17:42 PDT HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAM.

<33333
YOU AMAZING GIRL YOU.
HAVE FUN.






Go show amazing birthday loev.

fersure.



Grrrr. Damn moods.
I AM IN NO WAY MISERABLE D<

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19199474/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19199474/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 09:44:38 PDT ...Andy 'the Butcher' Mrotek.

<333333
How I love thee so.
<33


(:
I'll do everything in my power on this lovely 4th of July to honor you, you beautiful man.



[[jkhdsfsda. the moods are pissing me off. i'm so fucking happy, and yet it's saying I'm miserable D<

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19016501/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/19016501/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:00:27 PDT I guess it just hit me that I've lost my friend.
She's someone I met here on dA, and she was the first online friend to tell me that she loved me, which meant a lot to me. We became very close and I just adored her.
For the past 13 weeks, she hasn't been on deviantART. At first I was worried, so I asked her friend who is also a friend of mine. She told me that she was fine, she just loved Buzznet too much to come back to dA.
I waited awhile, excpecting her to come back soon.
She still hasn't.
Earlier today, I messaged her on Buzznet, asking her to please come back to dA because I missed her a lot and I don't use my Buzznet a lot, so I can't keep in touch with her well.
This was her reply:
"Ah,im terribly sorry but i cant. I dont belong there ;_;
the MCR fanbase there are fans of 'hotness' and digital art. im neither of both.
In the general comunity, i couldnt get noticed without being amazing. and im not 'amazing; in deviantArt.
Maybe later. soon, i promise "

It breaks my heart that someone feels like they don't belong here because their art isn't completely amazing. I have very few watchers that actually look at my deviations and read my journals, but I continue to post and try to get a few fans. It's so sad that she doesn't feel welcome here because there are some people who are better artists than her.

):

That's really all I have to say.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18871416/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18871416/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:04:35 PDT I seriously just started bawling.
I was talking to Dan, and he mentioned something about this trip to Italy his parents said no to, and suddenly i realized, fuck. Dan's graduating this year. It's really ending.

You guys. I love Dan with all of my heart. I just...I can't live without him. He's like my big brother.
And I had just started to stop crying when he sent this message:

[12:59] xEmosaurus13: I just really can't live without you.
[13:00] telechamo17: Psh. It's not like I'd go away forever. I'd return for holiday breaks and after college is over.


I don't want him just to be here for breaks. I want him to always be here. it will never be the same. I've only known him for a year, but almost every Saturday has been spent at his house.
I can't live without him...

[13:00] xEmosaurus13: It's not the same....
[13:02] telechamo17: You'll live. Besides, before you know it, highschool will have ended, and I'll be back in time to see you graduate.

I hate how hard he's making me cry.
I won't be able to live without Dan.
My heart hurts really, really bad right now.
):

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18839589/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18839589/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 14:24:59 PDT I take back what I said in my last journal ): I will not be meeting .

This makes me really sad. We've been planning this out sine, like, November.
I don't feel like going into detail about why, but...still.

On a brighter page,
I am fersure going to Warped this year!
And so is my SamBam!
Well. Not like we'll see each other there xD we live in 2 different states.
But yay all the same!

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18689402/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18689402/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 00:01:22 PDT Will -
Could -
Might -

fun stuff.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18670870/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18670870/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 22:03:26 PDT Happy birthday to Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy, Gaétan-Jean Sébastien Lefebvre Pé pin (Seb)from Simple plan

and last & least,
<sup>Zoe Emilea Bueno.







<33333333333333333333

and for the record, Lauren was the first to say happy birthday <3</sup>

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18580133/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18580133/ Fri, 30 May 2008 16:27:26 PDT So. I got presents six days before my birthday :3 funnn.

So. Me and my mom went out to eat at Chilis. Then, we went to Hot Topic cuz i wanted to buy the Cinimatic Sunrise CD, but they were sold out D: again.


But for my birthday, I always get $100 to spend, and so my mom decided to let me spend it early :3
I bought a black, white and pink skelanimal sleeveless hoodie, blue and black checkered skinny jeans, and an Alice in Wonderland bracelet [[that my mom helped me make into a necklace, instead :3]] It's amazing, it has the Caterpillar, the mushroom, the key, and three tea cups :3
We also decided to buy Miz some new shoelaces, cuz she just got new shoes.


Also, to make things better, my friend Katie had already given me this amazing white ribcage hoodie that she didn't want anymore and Nick let me borrow Lords of Dogtown :3

today has pretty much been amazing.


And even better, I'm pretty sure everythings fixed between me and Sam.


I just wish my sister was at home oh well, she'll be back at 10.

Actually, my little trip was even better. Cuz Jason and Chaz were BOTH working at Hot Topic today. Those boys are so amazingly sweet. I had to keep asking Jason for help, because I couldn't find Cinematic Sunrise and I couldn't get the skinny jeans down and I couldn't open the dressing room and I didn't know if the hoodie came with the shirt and I didn't know if the bracelet was a necklace or not.


:3 I think he's pretty sick of me.


But my mom thought it was really hilarous, cuz whenever I needed to ask him something, I'd turn around and be like, "HAI AGAIN."

And Chaz has a great smile.


He only said 'Have a great day.' to me.


But that boy is so sweet.



WE'RE HAVING A SKELANIMAL EMERGENCY, MISIA.


D8

And I actually ended up spending $88 xD
So I have $12 more to spend xD



EDIT
[20:55] Sammy Bammy; ohshitfuck: the wild Zoe lurks, hiding from its prey.
[20:55] Sammy Bammy; ohshitfuck: :3
[20:55] Sammy Bammy; ohshitfuck: i believe i will lure it out with gummy bears and hot mindless slash.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18459236/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18459236/ Fri, 23 May 2008 07:22:01 PDT Aside from the fact that i still miss like crazy, my life is really great right now.

Thursday was an amazing day. My class had to do the science fair, but close to no one was interested in my board, so I spent a lot of time leaning over the table to the other side to talk to Nick and Ben. It was really fun. But Jacqueline and another guy named Ben [[who I despise.]] kept making fun of me, because I kept stealing Nick's longboard wheels xD [[he had them because of his experiment.]]

So, anyway. I came home and sat around for awhile after that, watching Malcolm in the Middle and checking my mail. [[Francis = ]] Then , and came over in Dan's little car to pick me up :3
We went over to Dan's house and chilled out,playing Super Smash Brawl and eating lotsa junk food. Stephi [[~Sesshie32]] gave me and miz henna tatoos on our back,mine of the Cheshire cat and hers of the Mad Hatter [[for you who don't know, Henna is a temporary tattoo thing you do with ink.]] At around 7-ish, me and Dan had to go back to my house cuz I forgot the key xP So Dan drove us back and we got my key and the Cookie Dough, and we ended up stopping at Target to get me and Miz Red Vines and Stephi these Mountain Dew glasses. Then we came home and watched TV a bunch, and ended the night by watching about half of 'The Butterfly Effect' [[seriously amazing movie.]]

And, yea. I get today off because my school raised a buncha money, so we get today off, and Miz gets today off cuz of a Workshop.

So, yea. Fun stuff.

<33

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18437494/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18437494/ Wed, 21 May 2008 19:37:45 PDT Well. I haven;t posted a journal is forever.

so i'll post this incredibly random one.

[[I've got the gift of one liners and you've got the curse of curves.]]

Yay, David Cook won American Idol <3

I rarely watch that show, but I really wanted him to win D:


Damn. i miss .

But and make it better with there fun convos :3


Panic Concert in less than a week <3


Lol. 'Yellow Flowers and Fish' has been in my siggy for over a year now, and no one has asked about it xD But I really don't think I'll ever take it out, because it seriously brings back some amazing memories from Math last year.

Damn I miss mr. madigan D:

[[do you remember when the only thing that mattered was making time for the things you loved?]]

I feel very random.

And a little sad.

I'm really sick of school

but i'm really gonna miss my friends over the summer.

and lol, i've only told and about Nick.

No one else.

Weird, huh?

[[Welcome to the Planet, welcome to Existance.]]

lol.

random lyrics through out the journal <3

AND ONCE AGAIN.

DAVID COOK WONNNN.

((!!!!))

Alright. I'm done. for now.

[[Cuz people change, can't you see my eyes?]]

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18307942/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18307942/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:57:35 PDT :/

I tripped down the stairs today. Right after almost everyone left, too.


I fell really hard on my face and left leg [[I fell down at least half of the stairs]].
I got a cut on my eyebrow and three different cuts on my leg D:

I was crying so fucking hard. I kept yelling.
Finally, Tommy and my drama teacher found me D:

Fuck. It seriously hurts like hell to apply any pressure to my ankle.

&&

On a happier note, We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things came out today :3 Yayzors? Yes. <3

And two weeks till Panic!!! Whooooo!!

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18291793/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18291793/ Mon, 12 May 2008 20:02:42 PDT Well. I'm kinda fuckin pissed that Parv won.

:/

Amanda should've.

But what Ozzy said melted my heart <33

On a different note all together,

i cannot fucking wait till memorial day weekend.

I am so, so done with school :/

edit.

:3 I love being called Parvati randomly xD It's so funny to hear a name other than Zoe but still turn around and acknolegde it.

Anyway.

As soon as I'm done counting down for 'We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things.' I go right back to 14 days xD Cuz of the Panic concert.

lulz. this is fun.

Also? I'll be posting a video on youtube soon. You can see me and hear miz talking. She started taping me randomly while we were up in the woods, and I feel like posting it xD

So. Watch out for videos from EmoSniper1313 on Youtube :3

Seriously. I tried so hard not to say words with r's in them xD But. I failed. So you guys can hear my annoying impediment that makes me say 'aw' instead of 'r'. Be happy, bitches. And feel lucky.

Alright. Love you all~
[[Parvati is Bueno.]]

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18277084/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18277084/ Sun, 11 May 2008 16:43:21 PDT I seriously got denied that I'm 12 years old :/

Like, seriously. This fucker I don't even KNOW is denying it.

I'm pretty sure I know my fucking age :/


On a different note all together, i'm seriously fucking sick.

My throat hurts and it kills to talk.

And my stomach is killing me, but that's my own fault.
[[fucking pessismism.]]

Alright. Love Love.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18188731/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18188731/ Mon, 05 May 2008 21:33:47 PDT May 27- Honda Civic Tour.
June 4- the Almost
June ? - Zumiez Couch Tour [[Alkaline Trio!]]
August 3- Warped Tour


Oh yea.
I'm gonna be busy.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18170629/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18170629/ Sun, 04 May 2008 19:08:20 PDT [20:47] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XDD
[20:47] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: AHAHA. my icon. it is happy.

[20:50] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: .SHIT,
[20:50] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: I SPILT JUICE ON MY KEYBOARD D:
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: as;lhfa;sfh.
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: NICE.
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XD
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: jkl;'uop[']m,. m,.
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: \
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: '
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: []pm,./,./kl;'/l,./;'
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: ,./mn,. l;;'
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XD
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: that was the sound of cleaning,
[20:51] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: kl,.hj;'
;'.?
opkl;'[;]
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: i figured.
[20:51] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XD
[20:52] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: ohmygod
[20:52] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: i cleaned it uop
[20:52] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: then spilt again D:
[20:52] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: lol, wowwwww.
[20:52] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: D: I really shouldn't keep my juice right by the computer.
[20:53] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: uhjkl;'yhujiklo]\
[20:53] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: ;'/

[20:53] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: I mean. It's better than when my dad spilt coffee on the moniter. but. still. TWICE. in a ROW.
[20:53] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XDDD
[20:54] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: my parents don't let me drink at the computer.
[20:54] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: ; ;
[20:54] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: xD
[20:54] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: for good reason,.
[20:54] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: if my parents didn't, my computer wouldn't be all sticky

[20:55] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: OH SHIT BIG MISTAK,
[20:55] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: My keyboard looked, like, relaly wet in between the keys
[20:55] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: so i picked it up and turned it upside down,.
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: needless to say, my lap is drenched right now.
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: and I smell like cherry lime juice.
[20:56] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XD
[20:56] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: YOU'RE JUST FILLED WITH SMARTNESS THIS EVENING.
[20:57] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: AREN'T I?
[20:59] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: hehe. now i'm pantless 8d
[21:00] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: *8d
[21:00] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: **8D
[21:00] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XDDD
[21:00] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: KINKY.
[21:00] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: VERY,
[21:01] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: mmmh. my thighs smell delicious. like a giant cherry lime,
[21:01] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: although my keys are still very stick.
[21:01] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: *sticky
[21:01] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: XD
[21:01] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: i want to smell your thighs.
[21:01] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: 8D
[21:01] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: 8D
[21:01] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: -flail-
[21:01] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: kinky.
[21:01] Sammy Bammy; dressed up in evening wear: indeed.

[20:56] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: there you be
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: I am incredibly stupid.
[20:56] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: ?
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: I hit my drink and it spilled on the keyboard.
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: i cleaned it up
[20:56] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: oh no
[20:56] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: thats' good
[20:56] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: started typing to sam
[20:57] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: then spilt it again.
[20:57] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: XP
[20:57] Cyanide; You shine brighter than anyone.: then cleaned it up,
[20:57] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Sunday**: get awy from the compouter
[20:57] Mizzy **Mindless Chemical Su... ]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18107835/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18107835/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 19:23:30 PDT My lovely Jason Mraz is coming out with a new cd May 13th~

Until then,i'll be counting down the days on dA <333

And?

underOATH is coming out with a new cd in September <333

FTW, you guys. FTW.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18035902/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18035902/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:31:08 PDT Me and Miz went driving together for the first time yesterday.
No mom, no dad, no one.
Just us two.

Pretty amazing <3

but turns out you can't rent things from Blockbuster unless you have an account. And you need a credit card to make one. So we ended up not being able to rent the Last Unicorn and the Brothers Grimm :/

So we stayed in the basement 'till 9:45 eating too much ice cream and watching Charlie and the Chocolate factory [[the Johnny Depp version, of course.]] And the Challenge [[which, in case you didn't know, is an old Olsen twins movie ;D]]

Great night.

But I still wanna see the Brothers Grimm, dammit D<

And btw?

I KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT SAM
THAT YOU DON'T >D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18012978/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/18012978/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 19:14:16 PDT First Ozzie now Jason?

Anarchy,I say.

I STILL LOVE YOU, JASON SISKA.

YOU ARE MY LOVER D8

Yes, i did just use my 4 minutes computer time to post a journal about Survivor.

Deal with it, whores.

[[btw, it's great to always sign on to a Message from Sam <333 makes my sun shine a little brighter.]]

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17962440/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17962440/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 16:03:36 PDT AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY EXTREMELY.

My dad won't let me or ~Flame-sniper1313 be on at all Monday - Friday
[[Or maybe Thursday.]]

So, I'm sorry guys. I won't be on nearly as much.
[[but i might sign on every now and again.]]

I don't feel like explaing why.

But please, keep sending me messages =[ I still love hearing from you guys, even if I can't check it as much.

ILU.

Sam, Tegan, you two are everything to me <333

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17912083/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17912083/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 13:18:15 PDT First and formost.
Aaron's wife...is gorgeous <3
I have to say, they fit well together, what with them both being red heads 8D and they just look happy together. She makes Aaron...shine, almost <3
[link]
YAY FOR PIG CLOTH 8D

Second, ohthankgod, they voted out Ozzy instead of Jason 8D
[[yes, it is time for a Survivor rable xD]]
I love Ozzy. Ozzy is my homedawg. But Jason is my baby <3 I was almost screaming at the TV when he was making everyone guarntee. YOU IDIOT, THEY CAN LIE D<
But, yea. my baby is still fighting strong <3 I love Erik, but I want Jason to win. So badly.

Third, I sunno how much I'll be getting online tonight, because my grandparents are visiting, and they're staying in ~Flame-sniper1313's room, which is where the computer is :/

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17883162/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17883162/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 15:47:35 PDT So, uh, yeah. I'm kinda disapointed right now :/

turns out the new CD coming out may 13th?

Cinematic Sunrise, not Chiodos.

I'll probably still buy it, cuz it's Craig and all, but...still. I seriously though it would be Chiodos :/

Then again, I'm having troubles with Chiodos right now.

I STILL LOVE YOU, BABIES.

[[and btw? Craig refers to his band mates as 'his babies' as well 8D]]

But wow. Cinematic Sunrise..sounds so different. Good, but...different.

Also?
I love
and you should to.
Because she's...not feeling all that great right now.
And she is amazing. And loveable. And amazing 8D

alright. Short meaningless journal. Love y'all 8D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17830149/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17830149/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:51:55 PDT I got my internet back 8D

So. I'll be on dA more, promise.

<3

Sorry, short journal. Just thought you guys should know.

Plus, I have some stuff I still needa post =]

Alright.
ILU all.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17809571/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17809571/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 08:48:19 PDT CUZ, SERIOUSLY.
HE ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO REPLY TO MY MESSAGE 8D

and he used my fucking SCREEN NAME.
I love that boy <3

'Take care! Don't go extinct emosaurus.
- Erik'

Awwwwwww <3
I kinda wanna send him that picture I drew him, but I kinda don't >.< Cuz, seriously. this guy is the most amazing artist. My art is, like, dirt below the dirt compared to his xD

But he was so sweet <3 he actually took the time to write this long ass reply explaining why he looked up to Ozzy that much <3
Dear Lord,I adore that boy <3

Ack. Sorry. I'm just, like, really syched about this. First Dan Whitesides, now Erik?

Fucking amazing, I have to say <3

And just because I'm THAT nerdy, I'm printing out the letter he sent me xD

Hey! I was printing Shine : AU anyway! Shut up!

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17796713/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17796713/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 21:34:26 PDT To a certain Brendon Urie <3

Well, yea. it's early. But i don't know how much I'll be on the computer tomorrow :/

So, happy early birthday <3333


&&

I've been feeling a lot better since yesterday [[only my family and ~booRAWR knows what happened, and I'm not really in the mood to explain, so don't ask unless you're, like, a really good friend.]]
Listening to FOB really helped <3
The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists intact is to realize, two outta three ain't bad.

yea. that line pretty much sums up what happened xD

But...I ended up not sitting with Katie today, because she's best friends with the girl that is making me feel like this, and I just didn't want to deal with her.
Ah. Oh well. At least I finished up my MAT8 tests today 8D

Alright. Well. that's really it. ILU guys <3 Sam and Miz made me feel so much better after what happened.

OH. AND HOLY SHIT. I MISS ELIZA D< FUCK YOU, SURVIVOR VOTER-OFFERS.
Er, yea. I watch wayyyy too much Survivor.
But I have to say, Jason's doing very well in this competetion <3
YOUR BABY BROTHER'S PROUD, JASONNNN!


Edit.
xDDDD
I accidently sent a note to *sachsen that i was supposed to send to Sam...needless to say, there was quite a bit of confusion xD SO, i feel pretty stupid right now.
but, ah well. what's done is done.

Eh. I think I'm going to go to sleep soon. But,i'll probably sleep in 's bed, as I do whenever she's gone. it just...makes me feel safe <3
AND SAMANTHA, YOU'RE DOG IS AMAZING,
xD

and. you should check out my new webcam.tres sexy ;D he's very nicely toned.

Alright.Here's my problem.
I got my braces tightened today, so,naturally, my teeth hurt.
Well, about...3 hours ago,I took some ibeprofin for it, but my mom bought this weird kind that you kinda need nails to pry open.
Now, three hours later, it's worn off and my teeth hurt really, really bad. And I can't get the cap off because I don;t have any nails and everyone in the house is asleep :/

God Dammit.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17764314/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17764314/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:35:19 PDT Today just so happens to be the most amazing man alive's birthday.
his name is Gerard Way and he keeps me sane and breathing <3

So, yea. Happy Gee-day, mr. Gerard Way. He's turning 31 =]

It still kinda bothers me that I JUST got really into MCR around this time last year :/ I wish I could be a better fan.
Eh. What ever. That's really all I wanted to say.

and btw?
Sam is ftw.

EDIT.
OHGOODLORD.
THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME ABOUT THIS, SAM xD

bulliten posted by Cobra Starship:


It is that time of the year. Love is blossoming, and about this time guys are working up the nerve to ask that special girl to that defining dance in everyone's life known as, 'The Prom'. Sadly, I never got that nerve and ended up taking my cousin Rita, the heavy-set one with the lazy eye. Despite her unusually large calves and my Forest Gump leg-braces we cut the rug up like Michael Jackson’s plastic surgeon. The night would end prematurely though when she asked me if I’d gotten us a room at the local 'Motel 6'. Not the kind of thing you want to hear from your cousin. She was adopted, but I digress.

MAKES ME LAUGH LIKE A LOON.

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17713232/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17713232/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:24:05 PDT I have very limited internet access because the internet is down on my computer, so I use my dad's when he and my mom aren't.

So, yea. expect slow replies, updates, journals, and faves.

Sorry, guys.

AND GUESS WHAT?
's NEW ICON IS WAY TOO SEXY FOR YOU.

;D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17651826/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17651826/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:57:52 PDT OH
GOOD
LORD.



THE NEW VIDEO FOR CHIODOS
IS AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL.
CRAIG IS A LIVING ORGASM.
AND JASON IS BEAUTIFUL.
AND IT IS JUST AMAZING
AND I WANT TO SEE THEM LIVE AGAIN.
JESUSFUCKINGCHRIST.

THIS IS SERIOUSLY AN AMAZING VIDEO, YOU GUYS.
[link]

SAM. YOU SHOULD AT LEAST AGREE, IF NO ONE ELSE DOES.
I LOVE THEM. SO MUCH. GOOD LORD.

-deep breath-

alrifght. that's enough.
but, really, go watch it. it's amazing.


EDIT.

Well, yea, ok. I was in a pretty good fuckin' mood.
I'm && my cousin Skylar's number one on Myspace
and I've been moved up to 's number 3.
So, yea, i was happy.

'nd then I checked Nick's profile.

Who I'd like to meet:
adam coltan, and longboard larry, Slug, All of RSE, Ozzy, a chick my age tht Digs ska and underground rap(few)

Uhm, hello?
Have you met me before?
Sorry, yea, my names Zoe Emilia.
And I've tried so hard to be who you want me to be.
I love all the music you like
and I just love YOU.

Are you BLIND?

Dick.

Eh. I'm still feeling pretty good. it just kinda hurt :/


Oh good Lord.
I'm 's number one, too?

Jesus.
I'm well liked xD
Even more so than I thought.

thanks for making me better, guys <3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17640390/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17640390/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:52:35 PDT Cuz, really, she is ;D Hear that Samantha? WHOREYWHOREWHORE.

But I still love her insanely ;D

AND SHE HAS A BEAUTIFUL SINGING VOICE. DESPITE HER MANY LIES ABOUT ITS BEAUTY.
[[inside joke.]]

And also?


<3 makes me smile everytime.
And our new offical song is Thunder by Boys Like Girls <3
[[along with Fat Lip and Her Eyes <3]]

And I love ms. Tegan so incredibly much <3 she though up the best plan evar. so that we can actually meet <3
And i get to meet her lovely BJD that she will be getting, Lela 8D
[[and hopefully Hoshi at some point. it's gonna be sad not having the boy I was planning on having over the summer =[ ]]

I just wanted to give love to my three favorite girls ;D

Dx Creature Feature = the suck. because, really, i l;ove them to death. And yet they decide to cancel to Otep tour right while I was getting my hopes up about going :/ NOT ftw.

But I'll always have my Panic(!) concert <3

alright. ILU all.

[[and really, this is a useless journal. I really have no updates for you guys xD]]

APRIL FOOOOOLS. 8D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17590951/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17590951/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 13:58:59 PDT A few updates.
First, me and Miz got new matching icons <3 Hoorah.



though I'm not sure if hers shows up yet.

Second. My great grandpa died I've only met him once and he hardly spoke any english, but...it was still sad. Because it's the only time I've seen my dad cry.

And Me and Miz got our Panic tickets in the mail last friday 8D it was amazing.
And our Spencer/Ryan/Brendon rp's are too sad for words Dx

And. Really, that's it. I went to ~Zyax's house last night with ~Flame-sniper1313 and ~Sesshie32. We had fun 8D We went to see 'Superhero Movie', played Pokemon monopoly, played Guitar Hero, and played Apples to Apples.
I love those guys <3

Alright. That's really it. Just keeping you guys up with mt life.
Oh. And I owe a picture of Ben Dover ;D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17542916/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17542916/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 14:40:13 PDT RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance
[[Uhm, obviously not xD]]

2. How would you describe yourself?
Oxygen - a New Found Glory
[[I would like to think that I am like oxygen to my friends.]]

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[[awwwwwwwww.]]

4. How do you feel today?
Can You See Me Now? - Tatu
[[Well, no.]]

5. What is your life's purpose?
Love Song - Sara Bareilles
[[er, ok.]]

6. What is your motto?
Cancer - My Chemical Romance
[[THAT IS AWEFUL.]]

7. What do your friends think of you?
Baby, you Wouldn't Last a Minute in the Creek - Chiodos
[[xD I would last a minute on the Creek?
xD]]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Our Lady of Sorrow - My Chemical Romance
[[O_e not exactly, no.]]

9. What do you think about very often?
The Bird and the Worm - The Used
[[JEPHA.]]

10. What is 2 + 2?
Memory - SUGARCULT
[[ohlord.]]

11. What do you think of your best friend?
When It Rains - Paramore
[[That is EXTREMELY depressing Dx]]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, a Little More 'Touch Me' - Fall Out Boy
[[uhm. A little bit of that actually makes sense xD even if Fall Out Boy is, like, his Kyrptonite or WHATEVER.]]

13. What is your life story?
Thank you for the Venom - My Chemical Romance
[[OHLULZ.]]

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
All Neireds Beware - Chiodos
[[LULZ.]]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Kill Caustic - AFI
[[Yes, indeed, I do think of AFI when I see him. Cuz he has a picture of them in his locker.]]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Ohio is for Lovers - Hawthorne Heights
[[uh, ok xD]]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Gone - Kelly Clarkson
[[ohLULZ that makes a little bit of sense.]]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
SLow Down - the Academy is...
[[WILLIAM BECKETT.]]

19. What is your biggest fear?
Stay - Lisa Loeb [[maybe?]]
[[Eh./ Sorta.]]

20. What is your biggest secret?
My Way Home is Through You - My Chemical Romance
[[I TTLY LISTEN TO MCR.
-crows gasp-]]

21. What do you think of your friends?
For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic. - Paramore
[[xD that os horrible. Sextastic song, though.]]

22. What will you post this as?
What do they know? - Mindless Self Indulgence

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17531389/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17531389/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 19:30:23 PDT Maybe you're the one that's over rated.

Do anything to make her happy, even if it means my being miserable as long as she's loving life.

Your voice was the sound track of my summer. Do you know you're unlike any other? You'll always be my thunder.

I've got a crush on you, I hope you feel the way that I do, I get a rush when I'm with you, oh, i got a crush on you.

Baby's Black Balloon makes her fly. I almsot fell into that hole in her life.

Is he all the things you tried to change me into?

Hold me and tell me we'll burn like stars, we'll burn as we fall.

Such a Paradox, isn't it, isn't it?

Don't you think I could tell that you were trying to trying to make a fool out of me? A fool out of me.

At sunrise I fight to stay asleep, cuz I don't wanna leave the comfort of this place.

Not long ago, I gave up hope, but you came along, gave me something I could hold onto.

You are my sweetest downfall.

We're all to small to talk to God.

There's something about your name. Master, Saviour.

Tonight I'll lie awake, feeling empty. I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now. We're better off without you.

Cuz I've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive [[when it desirved to be alive.]]

On his face is a map of the world! A map of the world...From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear.

Just. writing down song lyrics that i feel need to be written down, because I feel so many emotions right now, all of which are portrayed in the songs.
;D If you can guess at least 5 songs they're from, you get a golden star.
Though Miz will probably get them all xD

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17515251/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17515251/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 18:52:39 PDT Mkay. So. Sometime last week, Miz pre-ordered Pretty. odd. on iTunes.
So we got it today =]
Pretty much the best thing since sliced bread.
;D
And Ryan's voice = the sex.

I'm starting to feel distant from my old friends. Which, really, kinda hurts. Mainly these three girls in my class that I was pretty good friends with, but they became friends with this guy I REALLY dislike because of how he acts towards me and my friend Nick, and so they just kinda cut me out of their circle Dx
It wasn't intentional, I can tell this because they do try to include me and such. It just never works because of how much i don't like the boy :/

And. I dunno. I'm still kinda hurt that Sam suddenly signed off on me on Monday and still hasn't really explained as to why.
But I could never really be mad at her =] So, i'm really just not.

Alright. Sorry for the emo journal. I'm actually really happy right now. i just like letting you guys know how my life is going.
And btw? Paramores new video...kinda sucked. I'm watching it thinking, what the fuck? What did Josh do to his hair? And, really, That's what you get is such a great song. They could have done a LITTLE better :/
Whatever.
Lover yer faces 8D

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17488486/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17488486/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 08:20:55 PDT First, there is my new account for dA =] No, I am not leaving this one. That file is probably going to be mainly for photography, but I don't really know yet. I haven't decided =]

Check it out, plzkthnx.


And.That's it 8D If sam doesn't sign on soon, I'm killing her.
=]
mkay?

]]> ~twitchablewiz13 http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17482975/ http://twitchablewiz13.deviantart.com/journal/17482975/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 22:12:34 PDT [link]
<3 yay for Frankie-poo.
=] I hope he stays with Jamia fer ever and always.

and happy easter, guys =] I hope yours wasn't as nerd-filled as mine =] [[i spent all day playing pokemon ;D]]
But hey. At least I got to see Nick <3
[[for the first time in a week.]]


Edit.
Martin Johnson gives good hugs <3
AND JARED LETO IS A SEXY BEAST. SHUT UP, SAMANTHA.
I'm kinda sleepy.
but not, like,tired.
and my sweater smells like ~Zyax
and i want to be back over at his house playing Pokemon manopoly
or back at Best Buy hugging Martin.
Either would be really nice.
I'm really sick of snow.
Easter day, and the ground is still covered in white.
[[well.i guess it's the day AFTER easter,now.]]
and Stephon king = amazing.
I spent the whole day
locked up in ~Flame-sniper1313's room
playing Pokemon: Leaf Green
and Reading 'Everythings Eventual'
while listening to Aaron Gillespie
and geeky music Miz has on her playlist like Jesse McCartney and Lindsay Lohan.
Fun times <3

]]> ~twitchablewiz13