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                <title>Again??</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:46:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm thinking I'm going to actually start using this thing again, good idea?? Check out the new uploads and let me know what you think. Thanks!!<br />xo<br />Rissa<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Apr 2006 22:44:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged by <a href="http://dumbfounded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/u/dumbfounded.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dumbfounded" /></a> so here are six random things about me. . . <br />
<br />
1. It's my 19th bday in 9 days<br />
<br />
2. I think i'm cute, but only on occasion<br />
<br />
3. I can't wait for may<br />
<br />
4. I'm not as happy as i seem<br />
<br />
5. I have very few real freinds<br />
<br />
6. I wish i was prettier every day of my life<br />
<br />
<br />
Uhhh, i tag <a href="http://nork.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/o/nork.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nork" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>you know what?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Apr 2006 13:16:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck that noise! ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jul 2005 21:30:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm moving fuckers! <br />
Me and Ric are getting a place in everett down on colby. <br />
If you have my number, keep it, and callme sometime. If you want my number tell me so i can get it to you. <br />
It's more than likely i will not have internet for a while, or ever, who knows, so phones are vital. <br />
I can also give you my NEW physical address if y'all ever want to come see me, haha.<br />
Anyhow, the credit will go through by monday and i'll be moved out by next weekend if not sooner, so get back to me soon.<br />
<br />
<3 Rissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>do it</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Feb 2005 17:22:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Have we kissed?:<br />
2. Do you want to?:<br />
3. What would you like our relationship  to be?:<br />
4. Have we dated?:<br />
5. Did you like it?:<br />
6. Do you want to date?:<br />
7. Are we close friends?:<br />
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:<br />
9. Are you attracted to me?:<br />
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:<br />
11. Do you love me?:<br />
<br />
Appearance<br />
Do you like my-<br />
<br />
12. Face?:<br />
13. Eyes?:<br />
14. Lips?:<br />
15. Body?:<br />
16. Arms?:<br />
17. Legs?:<br />
18. Clothes?:<br />
19. Ass?:<br />
20. Hands?:<br />
21. Hair?:<br />
<br />
Do think I'm-<br />
<br />
22. Sexy?:<br />
23. Beautiful?:<br />
24. Hot?:<br />
25. Cute?:<br />
<br />
Personality<br />
<br />
Do you think I'm-<br />
26. Crazy?:<br />
27. Nice?:<br />
28. Fun to be around?:<br />
29. Funny?:<br />
30. Annoying?:<br />
<br />
Would you..<br />
<br />
31. Share chocolate with me?:<br />
32. Spend a weekend with me?:<br />
33. Alone?:<br />
34. Hook up with me?:<br />
35. Have sex with me?:<br />
36. Care if I ran away?:<br />
37. Care if I died?:<br />
38. Miss me if I left?:<br />
39. Hang out with me?:<br />
<br />
What would you do if..<br />
<br />
40. I kissed you?:<br />
41. You found out I was missing?:<br />
42. You found out I was in the  hospital?:<br />
43. You found out I was dead?:<br />
44. I cried?:<br />
45. I asked you for help?:<br />
46. I told you I loved you?:<br />
47. I told you I hated you?:<br />
48. Someone told you I wanted you to  kiss me?:<br />
49. Someone told you I had a crush on  you?:<br />
<br />
In the last week have you..<br />
<br />
50. Wanted to kiss me?:<br />
51. Wanted to see me?:<br />
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:<br />
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:<br />
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?  *wink*:<br />
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:<br />
56. Thought about me?:<br />
57. Missed me?:<br />
58. Wanted me?:<br />
59. Seen me?:<br />
60. Kissed me?:<br />
<br />
Have I..<br />
<br />
61. Kissed you?<br />
62. Hugged you?<br />
63. Told you I loved you?:<br />
64. Made you happy?:<br />
65. Made you sad?:<br />
66. Made you angry?:<br />
67. Made you feel better if you were  upset?:<br />
<br />
Are you..<br />
<br />
68. Happy you know me?:<br />
69. Going to post this is so I can  answer ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>lame</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Dec 2004 12:35:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ isnt it wierd how much can happen in a  matter of  moments? i feel so up in the  air with everything. I can get so  thrown off by one little fucking thing,  or in this situation, a buch of little  things all flying at me at once.. like  my window shattered, and i know as hard  i try, there is no way i can doge all  the pieces, and this time, i got hit by  quite a few. LAME ANAOLGY! i dont do  anything on here anymore, it's sad. no  one on here cares though, so blah.<br />
xo ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>someone please..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2004 20:02:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm looking for someone who would be  interested in drawing one of my RP  char's for me.. i'd need two different  drawings, colored preferably. If you  think you'd want to give it a shot why  dont  you drop me a line in a note, or  comment here, whatever, and i'll give  you her details.. ohh, and as a  payment.. i'll do a series or a couple  photos of your choice (as in a  modle/makeup/setting/pose). Thanks.<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Here, you said you would.. love to try some; Here,</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Aug 2004 20:16:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This weekedn i'm doing a new series.  I'm taking more nude body shots of  misty... not whole body, just parts,  the focus will be around the waste  area, the shoulders, and the collar  bones... It should be good. Tell me  sometime soon if you guys have any  ideas or requests... ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>*sigh* just me..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 17:45:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Your full name: Carissa Jones<br />
Age: 17<br />
Height: 58<br />
Natural hair colour:1/2 blonde, 1/2  black<br />
Eye colour: one blue, one green<br />
Number of siblings: 01<br />
Glasses/contacts?: both<br />
Piercings: 3 holes on each ear<br />
Tattoos: not yet<br />
Braces?: no<br />
<br />
FAVOURITE<br />
<br />
Colour: pink<br />
Band: Green Day, Sex Pistols, Nirvana<br />
Song: too many<br />
Stuffed animal: my waterpets<br />
Video game: The one where dani kills  the guy she isnt supposed to, every  time<br />
TV show: ??<br />
Book: She's come undone, Hansle and  Grettle (the nazi version)<br />
Food: ??<br />
Game on a cell phone: the kind where  you take random pics of people<br />
CD cover: Nirvana's Nevermind<br />
Flower<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />aisy<br />
Scent: Guys natural scent, robbie's  room, Dani's house<br />
Animal: cat<br />
Comic book: X-men<br />
Cereal: the kind i dont eat..<br />
Website: deviantart, livejournal,  deadjournal, and myspace<br />
Cartoon: simpsons<br />
<br />
DO YOU<br />
<br />
Play an instrument?: 3<br />
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:  it's on.. but i rarly watch it<br />
Like to sing?: yes<br />
Have a job?: yes<br />
Have a cell phone?: yes<br />
Like to play sports?: no<br />
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no<br />
Have a crush on someone?: yes<br />
Live somewhere NOT in the united  states?: no<br />
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no<br />
Have any special talents/skills?: i do  a lot of things that people find cool,  so i guess <br />
Exercise daily?: no<br />
Like school?: yeah<br />
<br />
CAN YOU<br />
<br />
Sing the alphabet backwards?: depends  on my state of mind<br />
Stand on your tip toes without wearing  shoes?:yeah<br />
Speak any other languages?: german<br />
Go a day without food?: i can go a  couple.. <br />
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: yes<br />
Read music, not just tabs?: yep<br />
Roll your tongue?: yes<br />
Eat a whole pizza?: i doubt it<br />
<br />
HAVE YOU EVER<br />
<br />
Snuck out of the house?: yes...<br />
Cried to get out of trouble?: yes<br />
Gotten lost in your city?: i dont live  ina  city<br />
Seen a shooting star?: yes<br />
Been to any other countries?: yesh<br />
Had a serious surgery?: nope<br />
Stolen something important to someone  else?: nope<br />
Solved a rubiks cube?:no<br />
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:  yes<br />
Cried over a girl?: Yep<br />
Cried over a boy?: Yep<br />
Kissed a random stranger?: *mumbles out  being drunk at joshs... then again at  clinton* maybe....<br />
Hugged a random stranger?: many times<br />
Been in a fist fight?: hehe<br />
Been arrested?: no<br />
Done drugs?: pot.. and uhh.. is  drinking a drug?HAHAH<br />
Had alcohol?: you know it<br />
Laughed and had milk come out of your  nose?: no<br />
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:  of course!!!<br />
Gone to school only to find you had the  day off because of a holiday/etc?: no<br />
Swore at your parents?: yes<br />
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: yep<br />
Been in love?:yeah.. fucking sucks<br />
Been close to love?: yes<br />
Been to a casino?: yes<br />
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Ino,  but i swerved and wrecked my first car  instead...<br />
Broken a bone?<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" />nly one in my foot  *curses at the guy who stomped on her  foot with the big boots*<br />
Gotten stitches?: nope<br />
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: no<br />
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one  hour?: no<br />
Made homemade muffins?: yeh<br />
Bitten someone?: of course I have<br />
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yeah <br />
More than 5 times?: nope<br />
Been to niagara falls?: yeah<br />
Burped in someones face?: yes<br />
<br />
PICK ONE<br />
<br />
Fruit/vegetables: Fruit<br />
Black/white: black<br />
Lights on/lights off: Lights off<br />
TV/movie: Movie<br />
Car/truck:car<br />
Body spray/lotion: lotion<br />
Cash/check: Cash<br />
Pillows/blankets: pillows<br />
Headache/stomach ache:headache... i  have them constantly<br />
Paint/charcoal: paint<br />
Chinese food/mexican food: chinese food  <br />
Summer/winter: winter <br />
Snow/rain: snow<br />
Fog/misty: misty<br />
Rock/rap: Rock<br />
Meat/vegetarian: depends<br />
Chocolate/vanilla: vanilla<br />
Sprinkles/icing: icing<br />
Cake/pie: cake<br />
French toast/french fries: French fries<br />
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries<br />
Ocean/swimming pool: swimming  pool...safer xD<br />
Cookies/muffins: Cookies.<br />
Wallet/pocket: pocket<br />
Window/door: Window<br />
Pink/purple: pink<br />
Cat/dog: cat<br />
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short<br />
Pants/shorts: Pants.<br />
Winter break/spring break: winter<br />
Spring/autumn: spring<br />
Clouds/clear sky: clear<br />
Moon/mars: Moon<br />
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP<br />
<br />
Have you ever been in love?: yes<br />
If... ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Banana Phone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2004 23:46:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just go... it's worth it...<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/166521">[link]</a><br />
<br />
then<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/166521">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
Be sure to have the sound on... and...  will someone please.. please answer  this fricken banana phone!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>addition</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2004 20:21:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soon i will have my warped tour pics  developed, very good, me with a lot of  different bands, tons of Anti-flag and  NOFX as well... I will also have a old  roll from one of me and <a href="http://awestrucklollirot.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/w/awestrucklollirot.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="awestrucklollirot" title="awestrucklollirot" /></a> 's foto  shoots... so expect stuff soon<br />
<br />
xoxo<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>love me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jul 2004 23:55:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Using band names, spell out your  name.<br />
<br />
C: Casualties<br />
A: Aiden<br />
R: Rancid<br />
I: Incubus<br />
S: Sex pistols<br />
S: smashing pumpkins<br />
A: Avenged sevenfold<br />
<br />
2) Have you ever had a song written  about you?<br />
yeah.. but i wrote it<br />
<br />
3) What song makes you cry?<br />
*mumble* perfect by simple plan  *mumble*<br />
<br />
4) What song makes you happy?<br />
Hey ya -outkast<br />
<br />
5) What do you like to listen to before  bed?<br />
your mom--<br />
<br />
<br />
a p p e a r a n c e<br />
HEIGHT: 5'8"<br />
HAIR COLOR: Blonde/black<br />
SKIN COLOR: Palish tan<br />
EYE COLOR: one blue/one green<br />
PIERCINGS: ears x3<br />
TATTOOS: N/A yet<br />
<br />
<br />
r i g h t - n o w<br />
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue<br />
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR  WATCHING?: haha, startrek is on, but  i'm not watching it<br />
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:water?<br />
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Dark<br />
HOW ARE YOU? Tired.. happy for some  wierd reason<br />
<br />
<br />
d o - y o u<br />
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no<br />
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:threatening people,  sucking my thumb *mumble*, writing  suicidaly even when i'm not, drinking  too much with people i dont know<br />
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: not  really.. but my mom is awesome some  times<br />
<br />
<br />
f a v o r i t e s<br />
TV SHOW: freindsand the news<br />
MAGAZINE: AP<br />
SODA: dr pepper<br />
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep<br />
<br />
h a v e - y o u<br />
BROKEN THE LAW: yea<br />
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: not really<br />
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeah<br />
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yeah<br />
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: many times<br />
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no,  sadly<br />
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE:  yeah<br />
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nope.. i'm a  loser<br />
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yes<br />
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes<br />
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yes<br />
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: yes<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
l o v e<br />
BOYFRIEND: no... if the fucker wasnt  homeless maybe.. but right now i'm  screwed<br />
GIRLFRIEND: i dont swing that way<br />
CHILDREN: no<br />
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE:  yes<br />
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? uhm.. not gonna  go there, gw... thats enough<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
r a n d o m<br />
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yeah<br />
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:  Green Day- Dookie<br />
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD  YOU BE?: bright pink<br />
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: tony<br />
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: dani,  misty, tony, clinton, robbie <br />
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?:  uhh.. probably something free at warped<br />
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?:  dani, jimmy, robbie, misty, joe<br />
<br />
<br />
w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a  s t<br />
TIME YOU CRIED?: last night<br />
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: uhm.. like june  when frank sent me that rose<br />
YOU GOT E-MAIL: somtime tonight<br />
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:the news  (startrek aint over)<br />
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: raising  hellen<br />
<br />
<br />
y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n<br />
ABORTION: your own choice<br />
TEENAGE SMOKING: bad habbit, but too  much to stop<br />
SPICE GIRLS: the old me<br />
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: if you can get it,  do it<br />
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY:i dotn know  what your tlaking about *hides kazaa* ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>stupid kalum...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jul 2004 21:04:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry to anyone who is upset about the  smallness of my new forth of july  pictures... i let kalum mess with my  phone while i was drunk, so then when i  was taking pics today i didnt know he  had messed with the resolution on it,  so the pics are very small and there is  no way i can make them bigger without  having them look like compleet shit...  so blame it on kalum and look at my  pictures anyway bitches!<br />
<br />
xoxo<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Nothing..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 20:18:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey.. sorry for the lack of.....  well... everything.. but i'm just out  of it... yeah... i guess i have no  excuse.. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>wanna know me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 20:07:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [ mood |  good ] <br />
[ music | the tv's on but i'm not  watching ] <br />
<br />
[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs.  Duffy <br />
[ 2 ] Last word you said: ok...<br />
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: "in the  library" -Green Day<br />
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: Sarah<br />
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: Sarah<br />
[ 6 ] Last time you said I dont fucking  remember: probably today after school<br />
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Friday at  grad.<br />
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: Geen  day -1039 smoothed out slappy hours<br />
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing:  i'm not wearing any<br />
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: cloths  and junk<br />
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today:  6:45<br />
[ 12 ] Current taste: lip gloss<br />
[ 13 ] Current hair: black/blonde and  shaggy<br />
[ 14 ] Current clothes: b;ue jeans,  sid/nancy shirt<br />
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: my foots  asleep<br />
[ 16 ] Current longing: hot summer days<br />
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: Rancid<br />
[ 18 ] Current worry: Drama final...  fuck, all my finals<br />
[ 19 ] Current hate: i dont hate<br />
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of  clothing: uhm.. the jeans i'm weaing<br />
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the  opposite sex: eyes<br />
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to:  Green Day- 1039 smoothed out slappy  hours<br />
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: my room <br />
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: Kleins  6:45<br />
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument,  what would it be: uhm... aside from  what i already play.. nothing<br />
[ 27 ] Favorite color: pink<br />
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife:  yup<br />
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5'8"<br />
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying:  'was sind sie?'<br />
[ 31 ] Favorite book: 'She's come  undone' -Wally Lamb<br />
[ 32 ] Favorite season: summer<br />
[ 33 ] One person from your past you  wish you could go back and talk to: Ben  Giard<br />
[ 34 ] Favorite day: wendsday<br />
<br />
[[[ FUTURE ]]]<br />
<br />
<br />
[ 35 ] Where do you want to  go:Manchester, England<br />
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be  like:fun, and ever changing<br />
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: one<br />
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have:  the kind i drive, i dont know<br />
<br />
[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]<br />
<br />
<br />
[Gotten in a fight w/your  dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: ] sadly, yes<br />
[ Been to New York?: ] yeah, only in  the airport though<br />
[ Been to Florida?: ] nope<br />
[ San Diego, Cali?: ] yeah, once again  in teh air port<br />
[ Hawaii?: ] twice<br />
[ Mexico?: ] yeah, cool place<br />
[ China?: ] nope<br />
[ Danced naked?: ] yea<br />
[ Dreamed something really crazy and  then it happened the next day:] yea<br />
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: ]a  couple times..<br />
<br />
[[[ RANDOM ]]]<br />
<br />
<br />
[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ]  yes.<br />
[ What book are you reading now?: ]  "The rise and fall of Nazi Germnay"<br />
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] loving  someone and not knowing if they love  you the same<br />
[ What is the first thing you think  when you wake in the morning?: ] too  early!<br />
[ How many rings before you answer?: ]  two<br />
[ Future daughter's name: ] none<br />
[ Future son's name: ] trekind<br />
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?:  ] 2<br />
[If you could have any job you wanted,  what would it be? ]Cosmotolagest <br />
[ Are you a lefty, righty or  ambidextrous?: ] righty<br />
[ College plans: ] ECC<br />
[ Piercings: ] Earrings, 3x<br />
<br />
[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]<br />
<br />
<br />
[ Do you do drugs?: ] no, and i never  will<br />
[ Do you drink: ] yea <br />
[ Who are your best friends?: ] Dani,  misty, amber, jimmy, sarah, robbie<br />
[ What are you most scared of?: ] big  hairy Spiders<br />
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ]  tshirt and panties<br />
[ Who is the last person that called  you?: ] dani<br />
[ Where do you want to get married?: ]  somewhere small<br />
[ If you could change anything about  yourself what would that be?:] nothing<br />
[ Who do you really hate?: ] no one<br />
[ Favorite number: ] 4<br />
[ Been In Love?: ] yea<br />
[ What Type Automobile Do You Drive: ]  89' Plymouth sundance<br />
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ]  always late<br />
[ Do You Have A Job: ] yeah, daycare,  all the way baby<br />
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ]  very much<br />
[ Best feeling in the world: ] waking  up next to someone<br />
[ Are you for world peace: ] yes, very  much<br />
[ Are you a health freak: ] not really<br />
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You  Always Go After: ] uhm.. somewhat..<br />
[ Want Someone You Don't Have Right  Now: ] yeah *sigh*... it starts with a  T and endsy with an ony<br />
[ Are You Lonely Right Now: ] yeah<br />
[ Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married:  ] yeah<br />
[ Do You Want To Get Married: ] yes<br />
[ Do You Want Kids: ] yes ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>When my heart explodes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 23:11:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ahhh.. time... it's a fucked up thing  dont you know.. we only have 3 weeks of  school left.. 3 weeks... i mean i say i  want it to be over all year.. and now i  dont want it to be.. i'm going to be a  senior and some of my best freinds wont  be there next year... it's crazy..<br />
<br />
Why do things change just when you  think everythings going to be ok?<br />
<br />
QUESTION for y'all:<br />
Whats your biggest flaw.. and if you  could change it, would you??<br />
<br />
Think about it and tell me...<br />
<br />
<br />
xoxo<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Dreaming in color..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 May 2004 19:48:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know we were drunk.. but what if i  really did like him...? ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>fill it out biotch!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 May 2004 23:27:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Who are you?<br />
Are we friends?<br />
When and how did we meet?<br />
How have I affected you?<br />
What do you think of me?<br />
What's the fondest memory you have of  me?<br />
How long do you think we will be  friends?<br />
Do you love me?<br />
Do you have a crush on me?<br />
Would you kiss me?<br />
Would you hug me?<br />
Physically, what stands out?<br />
Emotionally, what stands out?<br />
Do you wish I was cooler?<br />
On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?<br />
Give me a nickname and explain why you  picked it.<br />
Am I lovable?<br />
How long have you known me?<br />
Describe me in one word.<br />
What was your first impression?<br />
Do you still think that way about me  now?<br />
What do you think my weakness is?<br />
Do you think I'll get married?<br />
What makes me happy?<br />
What makes me sad?<br />
What reminds you of me?<br />
If you could give me anything what  would it be?<br />
How well do you know me?<br />
When's the last time you saw me?<br />
Ever wanted to tell me something but  couldn't?<br />
Do you think I could kill someone?<br />
Are you going to put this on your  deviant journal<br />
and see what I say about you? ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>New Modle shots</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 May 2004 16:23:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i got someone to modle for me today.  His name is Joe and he's 20 years old..  we took so awesome shots, so expect  them up sometime tonight or tomorrow  probably.. ohh.. and please let me know  what you think and what would be good  shots with him.. thanks..<br />
<br />
xoxo<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>I'm BaaAAAAAaaack!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Apr 2004 17:39:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes thats right.. you can all wipe your  tears away for i am back and better  than ever.. well maybe just the same as  before but none the less i am back.... ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 19:00:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do people hurt me like they do? ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Apr 2004 17:18:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ >1. Nicknames: kissa, mike, sis, bugs<br />
>2. B-day: 4-20<br />
>3. Age:16<br />
>4. Sex: Female<br />
>5. What time is it? 5:03 in the pm<br />
>6. Where do you live? Granite Falls, wa<br />
>7.What school do you attend? AHS<br />
>8. Siblings and their ages? Joe, 20<br />
>11. Righty or Lefty: Righty <br />
<br />
>*********YOUR LOOKS*********<br />
>12. Hair color: Black<br />
>13. Eye color<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" />ne blue, one green<br />
>14. height: 58"<br />
>15. Do u wear contacts or glasses:  contacts<br />
>16. Do you have any piercing? yea<br />
>17. Where do you want more if you do?  tongue, and left side of lip, maybe one  of those cool underthe skin ones on the  back of my neck too, like a barcode  looking thing<br />
>18. Do you have a tattoo? no<br />
>19. If so what and where: n/a<br />
>20. Do you wear any rings? yea<br />
>21. Do you have a certain fashion you  follow?no so much, i wear whats clean,  although most the people at my school  clasify me as 'punk' or 'goth'<br />
>**********JUST LATELY***************<br />
<br />
>23. How are you today? crappy<br />
>24. What pants are you wearing right  now? Blue jeans<br />
>25. What shirt are you wearing right  now? "The mighty mighty boss tones"  tshirt<br />
>26. What underwear are you wearing  right now? the strappy yellow ones with  flowers<br />
>27. What does your hair look like at  the moment? i have a black bandana on,  but my bangs are hanging down<br />
>28. What song are u listening to right  now? Nothing<br />
>29. Freckles or none? none<br />
>30. How is the weather right now?  sunny...<br />
>31. Last Dream you can remember? The  one wiht Jimmy and the old lady, and  the old lady killed jimmy and put him  in the trunk of her car!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
>32.Who are you talking to right now?  Jussy<br />
<br />
>************More about  YOU!*****************<br />
<br />
>35. What are the last four digits of  your phone number? 8936<br />
>38. Do u like the person that sent u  this?no one sent it to me, i stole it  from jussy, lol..<br />
>39. How do u eat an Oreo: one side at a  time<br />
>40. What makes you happy? dani and  jimmy<br />
>42. What's the best advice ever given  to you? Dont do it with him<br />
>45.What are your future goals? Go to  ECC and be a cosmotologest<br />
<br />
>50. If u could change one thing about  yourself what would it be? the way i  feel inside<br />
>51. Where do you shop the most? thrift  stores (Shop'n'Save all the way baby!!)<br />
>52. How many kids do you want to have?  one or maybe two<br />
<br />
>54. Daughter's name: i want a boy<br />
>55. Do you do drugs? no, drugs kill<br />
>56. Do you drink? when i can <br />
>58. What sport do you hate the most?  all of them?<br />
>59. What are you most scared of? being  alone forever<br />
>60. How many TV's do you have in your  house? 3<br />
>61. Do you have your own? Yes<br />
>63. Do you sleep with a stuffed  animals? dani, are my waterpest  concidered to be a stuffed animal? i  mean they arent stuffed, adn they are  emnt to be a childs bath toy.. so i  dont know<br />
>64. Have you ever  broken/sprained/fractered a bone? yeha,  stupid guy with big boots at the SHR  show <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
>65. Friend that sings the worst? jimmy,  lol<br />
>69. Is cheerleading a sport?no, unless  you can make it one, ol, that was  supposed to sound cocky, but ti didnt<br />
>*************YOU and  LOVE************************<br />
<br />
>72. Do you believe in Love? yes<br />
>73. Do you have a girlfriend or  boyfriend? no... *murmers bad things* <br />
<br />
<br />
>77. Do you believe in Love at first  sight? Yes<br />
>80. What's the first thing you notice?  jaw line, hair, eyes, teeth<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
>**********Both*********<br />
<br />
>138. On the phone or in person? person<br />
>139. Paper or plastic? paper... plastic  is worse for the enviroment.. although  paper kills trees<br />
>140. Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni<br />
>141. Summer or winter? summer<br />
>142. Hugs or kisses? hugs<br />
>143. Chocolate or white milk: white<br />
>144. Root Beer or water: Root beer <br />
>145. Glass half full or half empty?  Half empty<br />
>148. Cats or Dogs? cats<br />
>150. Vanilla or Chocolate? Vanilla<br />
>151. Skiing or Boarding? neither...<br />
>152. Day or night? night<br />
>153. Cake or pie?cake<br />
>155. Diamond or pearl?diamond<br />
>156. sunset or sunrise? sunset <br />
<br />
>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAVE you EVER~~~~~~~<br />
<br />
>178. Loved someone so much it makes you  cry? yeah.. i did this year.. not even  a moth a go, i'ma  wimp<br />
>180. Drank? yes<br />
>181. Ever gotten dumped? yea<br />
>182. Broke the law? yep<br />
>185. Stole something? nope<br />
>... ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Get used to it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Mar 2004 16:03:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i guess you guys have probably  noticed that i have been uploading  things like crazy.. thats because i  just got a load of pics developed...  this was all my color ones.. but i have  a roll of black and white ones too...  they will come soon..<br />
<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Los Dios De Verde</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Mar 2004 20:23:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been looking through random  peoples pictures and realising how bad  i am at photography... it almost makes  me want to cry. I dont know, it seems  like i dont ahve the passion any more,  i want to take pictures, i really do,  but i just cant it seems. Every time i  try i just get crap, or i cant think of  anything to take pics of.. <br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Mar 2004 19:26:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i guess i  should update... nothing  has been going on that you dont know if  you read my DeadJournal. But yeah, me  and dani went over to Roberts house on  Friday and hung wiht him and Pesta..  Good times<br />
<br />
Today we so boring... i did nothing.. i  play's my bass for like 3 hours, but  thats about all i got accomplished..  and i did some of my brothers college  home work, not hard in my oppinion. <br />
<br />
Yeah.. uhh <a href="http://damneddark.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/damneddark.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="damneddark" title="damneddark" /></a> is a beautiful guy that i  love to pieces!! <br />
<br />
Thats all... <br />
<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Nothingness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2004 23:07:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My body's numb. My toes are cold and my  face is hot. I want to cry, nothing is  going right, and too much is going  wrong. Fucking bitch, i love how when  you thinky ou can talk to one of your  freinds they dont listen and all they  do is relate what you say back to them  ,it always makes you feel so much  beter, fucking shit. <br />
<br />
On a lighter note... there is no  lighter note... fuck it.. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>No Future</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:24:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah, i dont know, not a whole lot  has been going on with me. I had mono,  so i was down and out for like a week  almost, but i'm better now.<br />
<br />
I'm a slave now, lol. Yep, i'm Toffee's  slave, says so in his journal. I feel  all special.<br />
<br />
<br />
I have no clue what to say, i'm so  artisticly drained, someone give me  some insperation, anything!?!! ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>get to know me a little</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 20:38:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ // series one - basics<br />
---> Name: Carissa<br />
---> Birthdate: 4-20-87<br />
---> Birthplace: Oso, WA<br />
---> Current Location: A-town, WA<br />
---> Eye Color: one green, one blue<br />
---> Hair Color: blonde, blakc, and  brown<br />
---> Righty or Lefty: righty<br />
---> Zodiac Sign: taurus<br />
---> Astrological sign : i have no clue<br />
---> Innie or Outtie: innie<br />
<br />
// series two - describe<br />
---> Your heritage: German, english, and  Native american<br />
---> The shoes you wore today: Leopard  Chucks<br />
---> Your hair: newly cut, and awesome<br />
---> Your eyes: awesomely crazy<br />
---> Your weakness?: guys who pout  (damnit Joey!)<br />
---> Your fears: i'm not sure<br />
---> Your perfect pizza: just cheese,  baby<br />
---> One thing you'd like to achieve:  opening my own hair solon<br />
<br />
// series three - what is<br />
---> Your most overused phrase on  aol\aim: lol<br />
---> Your thoughts first waking up: no,  not yet<br />
---> The first feature you notice in the  opposite (or same) sex: eyes and hair<br />
---> Your best physical features: all  the ones i dont have<br />
---> Your usual bedtime: between 11 and  1 on school nights<br />
---> Your greatest accomplishment: being  me and not caring<br />
---> Your best memory: warped tour<br />
<br />
// series five - do you<br />
---> Smoke: yeah, when i can<br />
---> Cuss: yep<br />
---> Sing well: sometimes<br />
---> Take a shower everyday: yeah<br />
---> Want to go to college: yes.. well  community college<br />
---> Like high school: once in a while<br />
---> Want to get married: yes..  eventually<br />
---> Type with your fingers on the right  keys: nope... lol<br />
---> Believe in yourself: every so often<br />
---> Get motion sickness: not so much<br />
---> Think you're attractive: no.. not  really<br />
---> Think you're a health freak: no..  not at all<br />
---> Get along with your parents: once  in a while<br />
---> Like thunderstorms: YES!<br />
---> Play an instrument: yes, 3-ish<br />
<br />
// series six - in the past month,  did/have you<br />
---> Drank alcohol: yes<br />
---> Smoke(d): yeah<br />
---> Done a drug: no<br />
---> Made Out:kinda<br />
---> Gone on a date: kinda <br />
---> Gone to the mall?: yes<br />
---> Been on stage: yeah<br />
---> Been dumped: yeah<br />
---> Gone skating: nope<br />
---> Made homemade cookies: no<br />
---> Been in love: yes<br />
---> Gone skinny dipping: no<br />
---> Dyed your hair: yeah<br />
---> Stolen anything: no<br />
<br />
// series seven - have you ever?<br />
---> Played a game that required removal  of clothing?: yeah<br />
---> If so, was it mixed company: yep<br />
---> Been trashed or extremely  intoxicated: you know it<br />
---> Been caught "doing something": kinda<br />
---> Been called a tease: no<br />
---> Gotten beaten up: not really, goten  beat in the mosh, but not intentionally<br />
---> Shoplifted: only once when i was  real young<br />
---> If so, did you get caught: yes<br />
---> Changed who you were to fit in:  nope, thats lame<br />
<br />
// series eight - the future<br />
---> Age you hope to be married: 24-ish<br />
---> Numbers and Names of Children: 1,  trekind<br />
---> Describe your Dream Wedding<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" />ne that  works<br />
---> What age do you want to die:  juswhen i'm done living<br />
---> What do you want to be when you  grow up: a cosmotologest<br />
---> What country would you most like to  visit: england<br />
<br />
// series nine - currents<br />
---> Current Clothes: sid and nancy  shirt, tight black jeans, green bra,  black underwear, white socks, leopard  chucks<br />
---> Current Mood: meh<br />
---> Current Taste: chips<br />
---> Current Hair: messy and gelled<br />
---> Current Annoyance: school<br />
---> Current Smell: lip gloss<br />
---> Current thing you ought to be  doing: nothing<br />
---> Current Desktop Picture: Rancid<br />
---> Current Favorite Groups: too many  to name<br />
---> Current Book: the Cobain Journals  (for the 6th or 7th time)<br />
---> Current DVD In Player: pirates of  the caribean<br />
---> Current Worry: the scholarly paper  for english<br />
---> Current Crush: a guy with a face  and some hair ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Dennys</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2004 22:49:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So tonight i hung out with Murder Mike  (see my pic called 'murder mike at  dennys) and misty at Dennys, it was  fun. I drank like 10 or 12 cups of  coffee and i had to pee SO bad when i  got home. We hung out for like three  hours, we were supposed to get together  to talk about PIST but we ended up just  talking for most of the time, we only  actually asked him questions for like  15 minutes... <br />
<br />
I dont know whats happening to my body,  but it's not good. I haddent eaten for  like three days and then i was at  mistys all sunday and didnt eat and we  had dinner and i puked all last night,  mostly bail, and i havent eaten all day  today, but i still feel like i'm going  to puke... <br />
<br />
<br />
So i have officially had like the  shortest relationship ever. I met a  guy, he asked me out, we went out for 4  days, and then he broke up wiht me...  it was crazy.. i dont know.. <br />
<br />
<br />
I dont like my new classes, Clay is  dumb, i know NO ONE... not a single  person... and drama is ok i guess... i  dont want to be in there though.. i  guess i'll deal.. Haley, Jesica, and  Marley are in there, so i guess it's  ok.<br />
<br />
<br />
i  gotta go... i'm not feeling so  well..<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>The boys gone home</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jan 2004 14:48:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The boy's gone. The boy's gone home.<br />
<br />
What will happen to a face in the crowd  when it finally gets too crowded.<br />
And will happen to the origins of sound  after all the sounds have sounded<br />
Well I hope I never have to see that  day but by god I know it's headed our  way<br />
So I better be happy now that the boy's  going home. The boy's gone home.<br />
<br />
And what becomes of a day for those who  rage against it<br />
And who will sum op the phrase for all  left standing around in it<br />
Well I suppose we'll all make our  judgment call<br />
We'll walk it alone, stand up tall,  then march to the fall <br />
So we better be happy now that we'll  all go home.<br />
<br />
Be so happy with the way you are<br />
Be so happy that you made it this far<br />
Go on be happy now. Please be happy now<br />
<br />
Because this is something else<br />
this is something else<br />
<br />
I tried to live my life and live it so  well<br />
But when it's all over is it heaven or  is it hell<br />
I better be happy now that no one can  tell, nobody knows<br />
I'm gonna be happy with the way that I  am<br />
I'm gonna be happy with all that I  stand for<br />
I'm gonna be happy now because the  boy's going home.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I really  like that song... i dont know  why i do, but i makes me smile and  really think about what i have. I'm so  drained yet so emotional right now, it  just doesnt make sence in my mind.<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>white grap juice</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2004 20:46:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My mind and eyes are a blur... i dont  know whats going on right now,  everything is moving so fast. I've been  thinking a lot i guess... about  everything really, mostly what i dont  want to be..<br />
<br />
I dont want to be like my brother.<br />
I dont want to be a nobody.<br />
I dont want to be another 'future  garbage man'.<br />
I dont wan to be another burnt out punk  kid who made it nowhere.<br />
Mostly.... i dont want to be everything  you want me to.<br />
<br />
I want to be me, why can no one accept  that lately? I need some welcome  feeling to overcome by body... never  gonna happen. <br />
<br />
I want my tax return... i just want  some money to blow on nothing  special...<br />
<br />
My heart longs to see SHR again, only a  month and a day till the grange show, i  cant wait.<br />
<br />
<3 Carissa (Zine Girl) ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>mindless</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2004 20:52:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ pain engulfs my body.. no one cares...  i'm worthless... meaningless... dirt on  the ground... gum on your shoe... a  nusence... no good at all. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>naturally &amp; artificially flavored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2004 23:18:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bordom sets in and the clock is ticking  my life away.... i fear that the  constant ticking will drive me mad!!  MAD I TELL YOU!!..... for the love of  god i'm going..... aww forget it....  i'm not goign mad..... i wish i were...  i wish this was all some sort of  dilerious dream.. but it cant be so...  Realitly has snuck up behind me nad is  holding a knife to my neck..... one  wrong move and i'm dead.... <br />
<br />
it's so cold.... my toes are curled in  my socks....my finger are hot....hot  from playing bass... they feel like  they are bleeding..... but they  arent... my nose is cold.... <br />
<br />
Every one is asleep in my house.... i  feel so alone.... i ahve ever sence  break started..... i think it's not  seeing joey.... i dont know.... he  makes me happy.... i need to get over  myself.... i get hng up on stupid  things... o man...<br />
<br />
I feel like some one is here... i dont  know.... i keep thinking joe is gonna  come in my room.... he's not even  home... it's wierd.... o man...  geze..... <br />
<br />
Well..... it seems i have nothign to  say that matters... i'm going to  go..... i bid you farewell untill we  meet again.... Prost!<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>For toffee</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2004 23:49:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wrote a poem about something thats  going on in my life right now so you  could see how my poetry writing is, i  understand if you dont like it, it's  not too great.<br />
<br />
<br />
"FORBIDDEN LOVE"<br />
My heart thumps and my eyes drag...<br />
I swallow hard as they call him a  fag...<br />
He's the one i love but i cant do  anything...<br />
My emotions run on high; rage is in  full swing...<br />
Lets just go, leave this place for  good...<br />
I know he cant but he would if he  could...<br />
We hide our love like a childs game...<br />
Subtle hunts are made but it's not the  same...<br />
I want someone i can have and hold...<br />
But "NO! YOU CANT!" is all i'm ever  told...<br />
I know someday our love will truely  be...<br />
But untill then i get insanity...<br />
<br />
-Carissa Jones 1/1/04<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
So there you ahve it folks.... an  example of why i dont write poerty....  or atleast why i dont let other people  read it...<br />
<br />
On a better note.... i can play the  intro to "IRON MAN" on my bass now....  hehehe... well i guess thats all...  loves to all ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Where do the bad folks go when they die? they dont</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Dec 2003 01:25:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ o man... i dont know... i'm going  crazy... i dont sleep, then i just  crash. I'm so hot, but if i move i get  so cold..<br />
<br />
I worry about my mental health some  days.... today was one of them... those  kids man... so crazy.... working at a  day care gives me the stress of a 40  year old when i'm but 16.... i dont  know how much more of it i can take.<br />
<br />
<br />
I wrote a paper for my english class  today.... i dont know if it's good or  not.... i need some one to read it...  no ones around... no ones ever  around...<br />
<br />
<br />
I learned how to play this awesome riff  on my bass.... it's supposed to be  blues.... it's cool... i wanna  incorperate it into something we do...  maybe.. i dont know...<br />
<br />
<br />
man... i told myself i was going to bed  at one.... that way i wasnt lagging so  much tomarrow... but it's almost 1:30  and i'm wide awake...<br />
<br />
<br />
FUCK!! i have to work on wendsday....  that fucks up what me and dani were  gonna go... stupid fucking work... dont  tell me i'm going to have the day off  if i'm not... peice of shit!<br />
<br />
<br />
aww..... Justin's so cute:<br />
<br />
XyouXbrokeXme:  well i am drowsy  <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  i will talk to you  tomorrow <br />
 GooDleDuBS:  ok babes.. have good  dreams about me biting you   <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  o i will  <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  xoxo buh byes  sweetheart  <br />
 GooDleDuBS:  okies, love ya, g'nite   <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  love ya too nite nite <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  sweet dreams <br />
 GooDleDuBS:  you too   <br />
 XyouXbrokeXme:  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";-)" title=";-) (Wink)" /> <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
That made me feel a bit better.... i'm  gonna force my self to go tobed.... i'm  not tired at all... but i'm going to  lay there for no reason and waste my  life... so yeah.. bye.<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Good day</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Dec 2003 19:26:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow... so yeah, today was pretty cool  actually, Joey asked me to come back to  his house and hang out wiht him, his  freind and his little brother. He  played his guitar for me while his bro  and friend played video games in his  bro's room. He's so good, i didnt even  know, i mena i knowed he played guitar,  but i never knew he was that good. Heh,  then i took the three of them to Smokey  Point to go to Big Foot music. So it  was cool, glad we got to hang out,  think it was good for our freindship  and what not. So yeah, hope tomarrow is  cool too.<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>PIST</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Nov 2003 21:16:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ anyone want to write for a punk mag for  me? dinn think so, oh well, if you do  email me though, thnaks.<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>again.. help!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Nov 2003 22:52:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i get banned from DA everyother  day... and i still dont know whats  going on!! if anyone knows anythign  about it, can you plese tell me??<br />
<br />
carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>FWEEE</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Nov 2003 21:42:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay, so i dont know but my dad was so  not himself this after noon and he told  me i could dye my hair any color i  wanted, and then he was like, dye it 5  colors, or even 10!! So i'm gonna put a  pink chunk in the front and redo the  black i already have, so i think it'll  look cool, hopefully.. well thats all,  so bye.<br />
<br />
craissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>chicken</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2003 21:23:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, i was just TRYING to pierce my  lip, no such luck. I penitrated the  skin, but i was too much of a wimp to  actually do it. It didnt hurt that bad,  i was just scared that i was gonna do  it wrong somehow! I really want to do  it, and my freind was telling me how,  but i dont know. Maybe i'll try again  later. I'm going to get in SO mcuh  trouble it wont even be funny if i do  this, so if none of you ever hear from  me again it menas i pierced my lip and  i got killed by my parents and i'm  laying dead somewhere.....<br />
<br />
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>a slap</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2003 14:21:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, i WAS having a great night on  friday, teh SHR show rocked, and it was  cool to get to hang out with all my  'freinds' in one place. So, we drank a  bit (we meaning me and danielle, Kevin  didnt drink at all, and misty drank off  of everyones) and I was NOT drunk, i  drank one bottle and a couple gulps off  of what Casey was drinking, I would  NEVER drink and drive if i couldnt.  Well, now Mistina is totaly pissed off  at me, and ya know, if she was a real  freind, i dont think she would be, i  mena i'm 16, and i was having fun, plus  no one made her come wiht me, i fucking  drove 45 minutes out of my way to take  her home, and she doesnt even ahev  balls enough to tell me shes mad  herself, she made her little sister get  into, wehn she wasnt even there. I  fucking hate when you think people are  your friends and trust you, but your  really wrong. If she was a true frind,  she would ahve known i would not have  driven if i wasnt able. Kevin was even  fine wiht it, and it was the first time  he had been  in a car wiht me driving!  I just hopes she realises that shes  losing a cool person, and when it comes  back and slaps her in teh face, it'll  be my time to laugh, so have a fun life  misty. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>A thousand diomand strune across a blue blanket</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Oct 2003 21:49:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you ever wondered if you really  exsist? creepy hunh? i'm lame.....  everyone needs to open a words document  and type this: Q33 NY and then change  the font to wingdings and see what  happens. This was the flight number of  the first plain that hit the world  trade centers..... just do it, trust  me... ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>wonder</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2003 22:06:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Has there ever been a time in your life  when your not sure if a person that you  care so much about, is saying or doing  something that you have talked about to  them before and they knows it messes  wiht your mind and makes you feel bad,  but all of a sudden they are doing it  again, full force, worse than before?  Well it's happening to me and it makes  me feel like shit. I mean..... i know  for a fact, i would swear it on my  life, my heart and my soul, that i  would NOT do what this person is doing.  It's not something you take lightly,  but it seems to be with them. Have you  ever felt betrayed by anothers actions,  as though they haev broken a huge  promice, although the bond of this  promice was never atually spoken, it  was just assumed? Have you ever  wondered if a person cared as much  about you as you did them, or if they  were just using you to get things,  people, or further them self in some  way? Have you ever wanted to cry when  you ever hear word of a persons name?  Have you ever been so hurt that you  want to shut someone out for the rest  of your life? ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>School</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2003 20:19:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Meh.. so school sucks bad... The only  thing that I am actually enjoying are  Ethen (hot punk frosh) and Art........  but mostlt Art class WITH Ethen! yeah..  i just dont even want to get up in the  morning..... i feel so alone... *cries* ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>everyone?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2003 22:29:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ does everyone hate me? or is it just  you? if you would tell me, i wouldnt be  angry... so be honist.. do you hate me? ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>a piece of broken nothingness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2003 11:15:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my broken life is shattered more than  if you hit a windsheald with a baseball  bat. The people you think you can turn  to sometimes just dont help the  situation. Trying to talk to them is  like trying to talk to a deaf mute who  cant see you. pointless. But my mind is  active and it makes me wonder, is it  them or is it me? My brain floods of  thoughs, like when the river gets to  high and fills the streets, then  everyone knows that the river is too  high, as like i know that i'm thinking  too many insane thoughts. Now, after my  fucking analogy, i'm wondering if i'm  even making any sence. Or if to anyone  whos reading this, who i doubt anyone  is, if it makes any sence, if it's just  the undecipherable rantigs of a crazy  person. i really do wish you would help  me. the walls of my life are closing in  fast now, faster than ever before.  clostrophobia is setting in, a tear,  just one, alone, like me, falling,  dying, giving up, gone. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>dunn light my hair on fire</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2003 00:22:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my brother just took my lighter and was trying to light my hair on  fire... creepy. But yeah, i need a better camera... my in kinda crappy.<br>
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>swallow the pain away</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2003 00:31:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i feel like i'm going to cry.. so alone and yet surrounded by people i  could do wiht out.. I need a hug about now. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2003 10:48:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not only can i not get a hold of my bestest best frined that i have not  seen in like a month sence she is in txas, but i just found out that my  favorite drummer in the whole world, and one of my huge idols (tre'  cool of greenday) jus got devorced from his long time wife, whom he has  2 beautiful children wiht (Ramona and Franketo). I'm fighting back  tears, what i need is to talk to dani, but he line is of corse bussy.<br>
I need a hug. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2003 10:47:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not only can i not get a hold of my bestest best frined that i have not  seen in like a month sence she is in txas, but i just found out that my  favorite drummer in the whole world, and one of my huge idols (tre'  cool of greenday) jus got devorced from his long time wife, whom he has  2 beautiful children wiht (Ramona and Franketo). I'm fighting back  tears, what i need is to talk to dani, but he line is of corse bussy.<br>
I need a hug. ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Tonights the night</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2003 01:06:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonights the night i waited for<br>
So i loved and gave and shared more<br>
You told me not to act a fool<br>
That I shrugged off and pretended i was cool<br>
The tention was building up inside<br>
But I just laughed, smiled, and lied<br>
Thought a true friend would notice the change<br>
Notice that I wasnt my self, that i was acting starnge<br>
The days went by and you didnt care<br>
As I was dying inside, didnt know how much more i could bare<br>
I cried at home away from you<br>
So you wouldnt know whta i was going through<br>
The months passed and I slowly died<br>
And now I can see you standing by my side<br>
You stare down at my dead, emotionless face<br>
As the congrigation softly sings Amazing Grace<br>
Only one tear falls from your eye<br>
Then you realise my life was a lie<br>
Now I wait again<br>
For my long lost friend<br>
I'll smile from above<br>
As you give your family love<br>
I'll watch over your children the ones i never had<br>
And over your husband the one they call dad<br>
So dont worry that you didnt care<br>
Because I'm up here and your down there<br>
So dont have regrets about your mistake<br>
Just remember, your the one who made me break.<br>
<br>
<br>
Carissa<br>
The girl who once was but will never be again<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>Somethingbr0ken</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2003 23:11:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was mine,<br>
but someone stole it.<br>
They though I was blind,<br>
and stealing was fit.<br>
I cried when I realised,<br>
that today was gone.<br>
But then I was surprised,<br>
that tomarrow had come.<br>
And when tomarrow leaves,<br>
I'll cry again.<br>
Because I was decieved,<br>
by someone I called 'friend'.<br>
So I'll suck it up,<br>
and I'll tough it out.<br>
My arms wont be cut,<br>
and my lips, they wont pout.<br>
Because when you decieve,<br>
your not truely a friend.<br>
So go ahead and leave, <br>
just don't come again.<br>
~Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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                <title>fuck yeah</title>
                <link>http://tyfoon.deviantart.com/journal/917381/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Jul 2003 23:11:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just when thing seem like they cant get any better Bert from The Used  will tell you to fuck off and spit directly in your face... or atleast  thats what happened to me...<br>
<br>
Warped Tour kicked ass<br>
Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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          <item>
                <title>Somethingbr0ken</title>
                <link>http://tyfoon.deviantart.com/journal/909918/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2003 20:03:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was mine,<br>
but someone stole it.<br>
They though I was blind,<br>
and stealing was fit.<br>
I cried when I realised,<br>
that today was gone.<br>
But then I was surprised,<br>
that tomarrow had come.<br>
And when tomarrow leaves,<br>
I'll cry again.<br>
Because I was decieved,<br>
by someone I called 'friend'.<br>
So I'll suck it up,<br>
and I'll tough it out.<br>
My arms wont be cut,<br>
and my lips, they wont pout.<br>
Because when you decieve,<br>
your not truely a friend.<br>
So go ahead and leave, <br>
just don't come again.<br>
~Carissa ]]></description>
                <author>~tyfoon</author>
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