http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ugliehchibi&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ugliehchibi en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 29 Dec 2009 08:36:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/29050989/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/29050989/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 23:04:34 PST
Now a word from Akio, the cat, not bear, my daughter.

Allo Allo Allo Allo Allo!!

Akio: Akios here, I've been meaning to say hi to everyones! Guess Mama has been too busy to tell you all that I've been sick. Yeah, my arm is comming off, I'm getting really tathered, but that's okay.

Mama is really working hard to get me all fixed up! Especially since we are going to see Daddy here soon! He's going to be so happy to see me, and I'm going to look so good for him. I can't wait!

I'm making some pictures for Deviantart too! I'm calling them "paw work" and some other stuff, but in the mean time, what should I make for you guys? I could totally take cute arts of myself! okay, well its decided. Mama will upload pictures of me in my new Winter adventure.

But sadly... all the snow melted just the other day, so there is no more snow... >> *pout*

BUT that doesn't mean I can reminese! Its still bloody cold out side, and I'm going to visit with Uncle Michael, and try my damnedist to play with him!

Sooooo *purr* Have a good christmas break! I loves you all! Comment on mama's comic and try try try to give her spirit so she'll remember to up load stuff!

Bye now!

*toddles off*

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BY THE WAY~!

For the next week, I get to play POKE'MON PLATNUM! (it's rented so Its not fully minez, but ZOMG I'm going to get a patchiritsu if its the last damn thing I do!)

YAY

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/28352559/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/28352559/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 11:59:37 PST
well, I have more deviations, more like a whole sketch book full, I just gotta go home and scan them, and then upload them. Don't really know why I haven't done that yet... *looks around*

None the less, thanksgiving is just around the corner ne? I was planning to hang out with my friends back at home in columbia, but I'm having such difficulties around here that I don't think I can make it...

*sigh*

but I'm prolly going to get to go to louisana this Christmas, to see Kris, he's paying for either my plane or bus ticket, I'm hoping a plane ticket. cause I can't stand a bus more than 6 hours, thats totally not cool. I'd rather just have a 2 hour plane ride to lousiana instead.

So, when I get there, I'll get to meet his mom, and his friends for the first time, and prolly get drunk at least once. XD I'm looking forward to it. Now, that I'm 18 too, I hope to get my ID soon so I can start buying cigars for him. He loves black and mild, but since he respects me so much, he doesn't smoke around me. Always goes out side, and brushes his teeth afterwards. (well, most of the time anyways lol)

I can't wait to see him, I haven't seen him in 28 days, almost a month. I miss him so much. Neither of us can say that enough times, but we know that is what we are feeling.

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/27923605/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/27923605/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 13:42:43 PDT
The following day, (October 31) Is halloween, DUH, but also marks my second year of being on deviantart with my first account, UGLIEHCHIBI. I give a special thanks for for this deviant always spoils me for my birthday and tries like hell to get me to do my best, although we all know I'm not better than her. ^___^ Guess what I'll be doing? Packing. (stay tuned, I'll tell you in a second why I keep saying that)

SUNDAY!!! Guess what I'll be doing? Aboarding a plan to FLORIDA!!!!
Simple, my birthday present is to go to florida so that way I can finally go to disney world. I've been promised since I was about 4 that I would get to go. So this birthday thing is like my sweetsixteen redu, since I couldn't celebrate it when I did turn sixteen like... two years ago...

I'll be taking more pictures than deviant art could possibly hold. XD
ON top of that, I'm going to try like hell to cosplay as Roxas. What do you think of that? My hair isan't short and spikey any more, owell, soon enough I'm going to get it dyed and try to get a trim, just so it stays healthy.

Next, I'm going to RIPLEY'S BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!! I'll be taking about a ton pictures there. I've always wanted to go there, and its now a dream come true thanks to my mother, Also. With the whole disney world thing, I'm going to all the worlds. It costed alone of that, 100$. My plane ticket was like 250$. and... with expensies, a free condo, and some things I'll probably buy as suvioniers... that will be 300$ worth of things to help me remember my time there. I'll be going to the beach too. I'm collecting sand there.

I'll show you guys everything, I'll only pick out the good ones though, since I know you don't want a deviant bucket any time soon.

Now, for the grand ending... I'm going to upload some of my pictures when I get home. Due to the fact that I don't have my flash drive with me right now. I have like... 4 or 5 pictures to upload, but I want your best advice. Plz, plz tell me what you think in a critique way. I need help as to what to draw.

Thanks a ton. I'll get back to you guys again in a few days, I'm sorry I haven't been all that active. I do what I can whilest juggling school, finding a job, trying to be a drummer for next years renissance festival, and other things.

P.S. My boyfriend is now no more. Well sorta.
He's in Louisana. He's making me money, and will be sending to me accordingly every pay check. He's still my soulmate, and we are not perminatly splitting. We are now in an Open relationship. I'm looking around, have about 3 fish on the plate already, now I'm going to make plans for future experience stuff. Just thought I should add that if yall start seeing a change in my art for any reason. The things we do, are inturprited into our art, if that is not obvious already.

Um... god I feel like I'm leaving something out...
Whatever, I'll tell you when I remember. So sorta look out for like a second journal and what not. ^^


P.P.S I really want a catus keychain. (I'll tell you about it if you ask me.) thats what I want for my birth day, and a Squirrel card. That would be AMAZING. (Tenchibaka, call me tonight at like 6 would you? Thanks, if not, no worries, I'll call you. ^^)

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/27646142/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/27646142/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 07:18:49 PDT
REMEMBER, All my newest (edited or not) photographs are on my dolfy account. <... CHECK IT OUT.

If you'd like to see pictures of renfair, go there, I already have some things posted, it would be jazzy if you could plz go see them.

Soon, very soon, after I edit my vids, get my shit out of the way, I'll upload things to youtube of my experience at the renfair. I know you'l love the parade and the Mr. Renfair romance. I also have Akio in there being silly with one of my friends, Shane. He has a deviantart on here too, but I need to find him.

Um...

I got spoiled at my last visit. Almost 30 bucks spent on me alone. I'll take pictures, no worries, and then you can see what I got. I need to remind my self to get pictures of my masks, jars, scents, and roses. I'll do that later tonight when I get back from my studying group at the damn library. I'll be there for ever, I have a feeling.

Anywayz, I've been spending the last like... 2 weeks going through the 900 pictures that yall have been posting. And grant it, yall got some pretty damn good stuff. I'm really impressed with them, however, like my friend has said, this is deviant art, not deviant bucket. You really need to be selective of what you put up here in deviantart because I don't really see the point in putting up things that can be seriously sorted through for excellence, and try spreading it out would ya? I don't need to come on once or twice a week to get 500 deviations that seem almost useless.

Well thanks for your time, I don't mean to rat out you peoples, (who are so lovly in so many devious ways)

BUT ALSO, I forgot to mention, I'm doing an art trade with a friend of my mom's. She is makeing me a Gypsy outfit, and I'm going to make her a one of a kind drawing. I totally think it's worth it. If I can, I'll get it scaned when I'm done with it, and I'll show you what she requested of me.

I do art trades, I haven't sold anything yet, but It'd be nice.

Well gotta go!
<3 YA!!!!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/26900641/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/26900641/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 17:34:48 PDT I've been drawing and stuff, I just need to scan them and make them better...

um, okay, quick update before I do homework.
I've been working really hard for school, thats why I haven't been on in like what, 3 weeks? Math homework every damn night. and stupid stuff like reading a hudge moungous chapter every week while filling out like 7 or 8 pages of other stuff, its cool though cause its about art history, and I'm learning so I can get better!

Also, I've made a new anime buddy! she is a really good artist. I'm going to ask her if she has a DA account, if not, then I'll refer her to make one!! she is sooo good.

And, I'm starting to get back in my groove, I'm choosing now what all I want to do for my life. I think, to earn the money part of it, I want to be a sex therapist. because its something I can really do and enjoy, I give perfect advice for troubles, for just about anything really, but on the free time of my life, I'll be doing my art, trying to make commissions and doing other things too in order to get my name out there. ^___^ What do you think?

I have so many ideas running through my mind, and so little time to do them, I can't write all day because I have homework and chores to do, but I'm going to at least write them down and then get back to them later.

well, other than that, I've been busy with just school, no free time really. Kris and I have now been together for 5 years as of last sunday.

OH I almost forgot, I'm going to do submissions again! yay! So, I'm going to do a couple for and I'm still a tad confused on what all I'm going to make her, but I'm going to try none the less! and I'm going to submitt some stuff I should submitted awhile back but didn't. I hope that makes up for not being here.

I loves you all muches, and thanks for watching me! Your the best support ever! Although I don't get much love lately... owell. I'm still thankful that people watch me and make me believe in my self and art.

I'll talk to yall in a few days! I hope to get more lovins after my spree of art.

bye bye now!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/26502834/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/26502834/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 10:43:38 PDT
Arn't you happy to hear from me? I've been gone for a while really, only posting some stuff and replying to your lovly comments, I guess it's only fare to actually update you so you know I'm not compeletly lazy. XD

So, I've moved to Topeka Kansas. The weather here is nice and warm for the summer time. I've gotten to baby sit through the most of it. Earned only 120, that was for four weeks. 60 bucks for two weeks/ about 1.75 an hour. *nods* it was okay I suppose. Anyways. I start school this thursday. You know what that means? A whole new round of cosplayers, A whole new adventure at anime club, and a wicked awesome never before seen chance of the new show, NINJA NEWS SPOOFS.

That won't actually happen till about september, when I've gathered up a crew and worked out air times with my peeps back in MO. INO, I need ya to tell me when school starts! XD

And, guess what? MY PHONE NOW HAS A CORD. Which means I can use my camera again and listen to new music!!! XD YAY THANK YOU SO MUCH TENCHIBAKA!!!

So I just came back from a visit to MO. Most of my friends were out of state, I only got to see tenchibaka, , I wanted to see more, but on the flip side, I got spoiled!!! I has a whole new out fit, includeing shoes!!

I feel loved.

I've been drawing like crazy, I know your just going to love my new drawings and pictures. I've worked so hard on them! XD

Well, I need to get going, my room is a total desaster area. I need to clean and make Kris his morning tea.

MUCH LOVE

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25862080/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25862080/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 14:21:58 PDT account for a while? I'm not going to be on this account much any more. I'm going to work more on my photography and stuff, and when I buy my sketch book later today or tomorrow, I'm going to then post something every once in a while for the people who commission me.

till then, check out my dolfie account, and also feel free to note me and give me lots of love!! I'll return the favor. ^^

P.S. I'm learning how to drive!!!! On the weekends and sometimes on thursday if my mom isan't so busy or tired. ^^ yay.

I almost ran into some ones yard today... ^^U

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25771702/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25771702/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 10:38:41 PDT
I don't really have the time right now to do anything art related. So I might be going on a haitus soon, cause I can't hold it back, I need some time to think about things again, and to work on other stuff with my family before I become obessed about stuff.

On the other hand, I hope yall had a good forth of July! I didn't have a really good one, but it let me and some one close to me talk personally, and there for I think it made it alright. I really hate crying on holidays, and I really hate everyone telling my people that I am crying. I was trying like hell to stay calm and watch the fire works, but I was so lonly watching all the couples stay together and enjoy the show that my water works started up again...

But, besides the point. I hope to have a line of commissions done soon. Aaron Hall is my first customer, he has asked me to make him all of his characters for his manga, and I'm more than willing to do it, but I have no paper or the time to do it, so I just have to wait till my next pay check to buy some computer paper and a sketch book.

my second round of commissions is dedicated to my friends Kelly and Shelby, they deserve Inuyasha/Deidara fluff and lemon stuff, so they will get about 5 or 6 pictures between them.

then my third and final round will be of people I have met on Vampirefreaks.com, I'm orangebeltchibi on there, FIND ME AND ADD MEH. But I have asked a couple of people on there if it was okay for me to draw their pictures, and they seem fine with it, SO that is what I'll do.

I'm thinking this is about it for now, I'm excited that some people have added me to their DA watch, that means so much to me. and I'm going to try to work hard when I'm not so busy.

much love to you all, I'll talk to you soon when I can. ^___^

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25436053/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25436053/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 14:06:41 PDT
I'm sitting here listening to my boyfriend Kris, play a Chinese game on the Play station. I really like the music on this game. I think it is called "romance IV", or something like that. Have you heard of it? If you have, could you please give me your two cents?

I'm trying so hard to find a job. I need to get some money and quick. I have this master plan that I'm working on.

As you might know if your into BJD's, (aka, Ball jointed dolls) then you probably have heard that some deviants here MAKE their own dolls! I'm on a life quest to make one of those.

I'm aiming for something small. I'm hoping to make like a 1/8 doll, something really small. nothing more than about 5 inches. I don't mind what gender it comes out to be, but I want it to have a tail, pointed ears, a sleeping face and a awake face, then finally I want it to have paws. I think it would be just perfect for me. I wanna make one so bad. I've been asking around for advice, like what to get, how much it will cost, and how long it will take to make one. I've heard from a fellow deviant that on average it takes a good 7 months to work on one. Ugh, but I think its worth it. And with the help of my boyfriend, (who suggested the idea to me before we moved, that I should just make my own rather than spend a shit ton of money for a doll that everyone could have) I think I can get it done. And maybe have it for a very long time. It would mean so much to me.

If you have any help or suggestions, I would be so great full. *bows*

But yeah, I'm getting ready to post some pictures now, so watch out ^^ I'm going to upload more on to my other account as well So please help support me and go there! It would be awesome if you seen some of the pictures. I had 99 total when I was done with the photo shoot at my friend 's house.

BY THE WAY, WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT THE NEWS CAST THINGY I WAS TALKING ABOUT?

Well, I'm planning on saving up for a couple of cosplays, in which, I'm going to be making a news cast. I need people to join too! You need a video recorder, if you have a mic from like rock band or something, that would help, and an event you wouldn't mind sharing to the world. Something to do about anime or manga or anything wild happening across seas, or even in your own back yard!

I'm going to be presenting the show, "ninja news spoofs!" where I'll present to you what is happening in anime club at my school, and if I can round up enough players from my school, then I can start making a fan series about all our favorite animes, making the cosplays or buying them.

would you be willing to help? Gather up fellow cosplayers! There are plenty here on DA, and I'm sure there are people in your area willing to help too if they find it fun and something to do with ya when your bored.

So, when we have every thing recorded, you save it to your computer and send it to me to download. You can do this by yahoo messenger, or by email, or evening sending me a copy of your tape, I'll then put it on my movie maker and put everything together and post it on youtube, or some other website if you suggest it, and we can have our very own news cast! Every one will be credited for their part of the news and we can up date things once a week, or twice a month, or everytime something happens. ITs what ever!

Just note me and I'll tell you more.

Thanks for listening! I'll catch ya'll later, I need to eat, I'm going to starve if I don't. Byes!!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25324107/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25324107/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:11:18 PDT
I have no clue where any thing is at. All the stuff that was suppose to be on my computer is now some what missing. Like I have all my music right? but I can't find any of my pictures. at all. I think they are still on my mothers computer. >< ugh. I was suppose to be updating pictures once a day to keep you all busy and happy, but NO, so when my mom gets up from bed, I hope she can help me retrieve those...

Everyone in my house except myself and my boyfriend are sick. I think I have a minor cold, but I'm not sure, I can breathe properly through my nose, but I can't exersise with out having to take frequent breaks. I always hurt, I have bruises from where I've been play-fighting with people and they are not healing as fast as they use too, and I can't sleep with out jolting awake because my throat was too dry.

I feel icky, but okay. and I think I lost sleep. I'm so tired... un.

but anyways, I applied for a job at walmart and subway, I hope maybe I can apply for DQ or that really cool shop that is across from the quick mart. Like it has everything! Its soo cool. I'll tell you more about it later today when I go to check it out with my boyfriend.

For the last like three or four days, I've been riding all over town with kris, I think I have some of the roads memorised, but I don't have all of them, infact, I kinda laugh because we got lost a couple of times.

I had a really cute moment though last friday.

I was baby sitting my cousins, one is 11 the other 8, after a long day of bike riding, I decided to get them lunch at subway for being so good with us, ( I got paid 40 bucks for watching them all week, 7AM till 6PM) and anyways, they got their food, we got ours and we sit at the corner table, the littlest one looks up at my boyfriend Kris and notices his tattoos down his left arm and asks, "Ashley, why does he write all over him self?"

IT WAS SO CUTE!! He is only 8, so he still has a little cute slurr to everything you know? so it sounded so adorable. Kris and I just giggled and said how cute he was. XD

but yeah, I've had a good week, I'm getting in shape, and I really can't wait till I get to go to columbia again to pick up the rest of my stuff! (the truck couldn't hold everything the first time)

I'm sending out type written letters shortly to some of my friends, I hope they aprieciate better written letters than un recieved emails. XD

So gotta go, I'm wicked tired and I have a lot to do to day.

Byes!!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25269997/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25269997/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 09:36:15 PDT
I'm not dead...

maybe this isn't so bad then...

I got tagged by ~ino-deidara-tag-team... the fucker


{1}.Post these rules

{2}.Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.

{3}.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.

{4}.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.

{5}.NO tag-backs.


(1.) I'm not a virgin
(2.) I'm bisexual
(3.) I like the colour hot pink
(4.) I make sure that at some point in time you hate me, it is a life stragidy to help protect my self from people.
(5.) I have a crush on three people right now
(6.) I'm completely in love with my boyfriend
(7.) I baby sit for 40$ a week
(8.) I hate preppy girls, jocky guys, emo boys and girls, and I hate it when they say they are goth, That is the biggest piece of bull shit I've ever heard comming from them.

And I tag~ :

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]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25235926/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25235926/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 13:00:04 PDT
You all need to take a look at all these peoples, is one of the best that I've seen. This deviant has the coolest dolls, they are original, unique, and almost seem like real people that you could meet, and the art that surrounds the dolls give them such personality. Simply amazing. Take a look at a couple of my faves...



Now take a look at this next fine deviant. I don't think I could ask for better support from DA. I've gotten a sub from one of my coolest buds, , but this person is very hard working and gives great advice when you are in between a tight spot and a cow. , Here is some of this deviants art, check em out!



Hey!! This person bought me a sub!!!!


and the same person who has two accounts like meh, really misses me, so give her love from when I'm not there.

I haven't updated this in so long have I? lol

Well here is the scoop.
I'm finally moved in! That's right, I'm bloody wicked tired, I'm baby sitting (have been for three days) and I got my computer working!! I have access to a camera, a video recorder, internet, AND FOOD. jk jk yeah, I always have food. lol.

The newest thing on my schedule is that I'm signing up for classes for my new school~! They have clubs there that I'm now able to get a hold of and be able to attend, so my senior year is AWESOME, well, will be awesome! I'm going to Anime club that they have there, funny, I only thought my last school had Anime club, but this one has it too! I JUST MIGHT FIT IN! YAY. Alright, and, I'm going to the gay straight alliance there too. I've always wanted to go to that, but because of my resources last year, I couldn't. I'... ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25105006/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25105006/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 10:49:56 PDT < soon enough.

I'm moving this sunday peoples, THIS SUNDAY
I'm going to get a job, and I'm going to hang with my family. I have alot of plans for the future, and fuck an A I will do them! *wacks people away who thinks they can cut me down*

My first plan of action when I get my money is to buy a mini laptop. Which if you seen the camercials, that is about 299$, so with tax about 302 dollers or something. XD That is so I have a computer that works and that will let me upload great pics to deviantart. All of that and a bag of chips.

So, yesterday was the last day of school. you know what I'll be doing this whole summer now? MAKING COSPLAY OUTFITS! and making a whole new me!

I'm going to be making a youtube account called NinjaspooksNews. NOT CREATED YET! But my mom said I could use her video camera and make a news broad casting for anime club and anime cons that I go to. ^_^ I'm going to be making my self a couple of cosplays,

"Kouga" from Inuyasha,
"Sasuke" from Naruto (91% complete)

I want to be more but I have no clue as to what to cosplay as... >< do you guys think you could come up with any ideas?

Anyways, I'm really excited about moving, although I was sure I was going to cry yesterday when I seen all my friends leave. TT__TT

This is going to be a long pain ful summer. If I don't start doing something as soon as possible. I gotta finish putting my address book together so I can send a mass email to everyone. Making sure people stay in contact with me. and vice versa.

Well I'm going to get going, be on the look out of my next journal, there will be features in there! You might be one of them! So be sure to drop by and leave a note ne?

byes! ^^

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25020852/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/25020852/ Fri, 29 May 2009 18:48:41 PDT
Life is well again. I hate being physic. ><

Still, I now wait for my boy to get home, and there for, I go potty and I shall clean up, then I'll start to enjoy my weekend by... *looking around* Making art.

I'll even get some books together and start reading them again.

How have yall been?

like my sub and journal?? I do. ^^ <3 for Tenchibaka. My PG

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24955679/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24955679/ Tue, 26 May 2009 05:55:17 PDT
Well, haven't updated here in a while huh? I guess that there isn't much to tell you except I think I'm slacking a bit in the art department! but that is OK, since!! I'm borrowing an image from Justeline and repainting it so that way I can make a pretty, I'll have that uploaded soon, we only just started on Friday with that. ^^U

So I've been packing a lot lately you know? Boxes everywhere, throwing away most of my things! eyeyeye! I'm getting poorer by the minute XD but nothing to fear, I'm looking to making my own doll~! I want to buy one so I know how they are suppose to work, but then I want to start making my own. I think it would be a wicked thing to do, my boyfriend suggested it, and we think its a really cool hobby. A lot better than fucking saving up thousands of dollars just to buy a doll with some clothes that could have been easily made at home XP

And, I feel so queasy. XP I think I'm gonna hurl, but I'm not sure, I just hope the pill still works at a hundred percent and I get my period this week like normal. NOT THAT YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW THIS, BUT I'M JUST SAYING XDD

I have fears like everyone else...XD
Shit. I forgot to make arrangements~! FUCK! *calls grandpa*

Anyways~! ... >> um. yeah.

that is about it. How have yall been?

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24817777/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24817777/ Mon, 18 May 2009 07:20:14 PDT
I got to go to prom last night, I looked good. I had a tux, a hat, and my hair was slicked back in to a low pony tail. I think I'm going to take a picture or at least unload the one I got and bring it to show you.

I can't wait. Only two more weeks, Jun 6th I'm out of here. I'm going to probably check out the art thing that day too, that way I can do a final event, ... IDEA I could totally invite everyone to come see me!!! O.O WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT BEFORE? I need to make fliers!!! >>

wow, okay, maybe I'll be around people a little bit more before my move. YAY. My first good ideal all damn day!

Anyways, UPDATE ON MY LIFE...

1) have been packing
2) have been crying TT__TT it was horrid... right after... yeah.
3) Been trying to do some more bamboo art, gonna submit a whole bunch in a couple of days.
4) Working on getting school work done, ONLY TWO WEEKS and TWO DAYS!
God, I'm so impatient. DAMN YOU JUNIORAITSE!!
5) My boyfriend packed all his shit into my room, so it looks way messy, XP BUT on the upper hand, I now have a TV again!!! YAY
6) My boyfriend is awesome, but we totally beat each other up over my three day weekend, it was fun, then we went up to the store and started to throw ice at each other. It was different. ><

Today I wear oriental stuff and paint bamboo!
I'm a little crabby since I got home really late Saturday night, I think I over exerted myself a bit, so I'm a bit touchy. As in I don't want people touching me or anything.

I had a great time! but I'm just touchy right now.

I'll get over it by Friday.

Also, I think I'm going to be the laziest hoe monkey ever brought to the face of EARTH. because god, this is just lagging. but on the good side, I'll type up papers I need, so what ever minimal homework there is (*cough lies cough*) and I'll even look forward to doing my finals!! (*SNEEZE* ish allergic to B.S)

So, how is everyone else doing? I came in today to see what all I had, and I had like 90 deviations, and like 38 messages, mostly being critiques and journals. I had three to four replies at most and nothing else. I think yall sleep too much. You lazy suns of bitches XDD


So that's it for now I'm thinking.
I gotta go get my pic took and I need to start writing a table of contents, find my papers that I wrote over the weekend and attempt to do my math/chemistry homework before anyone finds out that I'm a spoiled good for nothing wretch that can't do shit for her self and is too lazy to even get some one else to do it for her.

Grr...

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24654752/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24654752/ Fri, 08 May 2009 16:23:38 PDT
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

I bet yall didn't know about the war about an ex-friend and I huh?
Well, I don't have the time or the feelings to write it all out, so I'm just going to stick around for a while with out really saying a word. I'll write something on how I think your art is, and I'll give you free deviations all over the place. But other than that, I'm really not going to say anything.

Its almost like going away for a while, only I'm staying here. >.> if that can be possible.

I just want to stop worring about things, I'm tired of people, I can't seem to make my own dicisions on my own due to those people, and I need to stop caring about what they need and just focus on what I need. I hope that this doesn't fall out on me, I'm really tired of being beat down by people in general.

I feel like I need to write for a while, so for the next couple of deviations that I do, They will be writing pieces, and then a couple will be actual pictures, probably pixel art or somethin.

Hope that yall don't forget too much about me.

Just note me if you wanna talk or somethin.

<3 for everyone.

Lol... no more ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24602846/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24602846/ Tue, 05 May 2009 14:39:18 PDT
For the friend who I have adored for a couple of years now.

I'll give you everything you said to me right back on a check list.

[x] I'm stupid
[x] I'm pitiful
[x] I have no right to anything
[x] I only hurt people
- in reaction to that
[x] I cheated you out of your kindness
[x] I can't seem to bring my self to say I'm wrong
-conclusion reaction
[x] I'm a bitch
[x] I am indeed hypocritical ( to a point of no return. I understand this)
[x] I'm not smart, in anyway shape or form, except when it comes to feelings and some kinds of art smart.
[x] I don't understand anything you present to me
[x] I'm always wrong
[x] my opinion only counts when some one needs a good cry about something, or if they just want to hear how good they are
[x] I'm only cool when I say I'll be there
[x] and I'm a complete rejected project when I want to do things on my own.
[x] I have no feelings for others other than my self
[x] moving to my mothers is a bad idea

THINGS I'LL DO TO MAKE IT BETTER

[x] I'm going to clean, pre wrap, and package with a bow a box with a BJD in it called KI and give it to you.

[x] I'll get a job in four weeks, and work hard untill I can raise about 380 dollors, then I'm shipping it to you. (note: none of my money for maybe about my first three pay checks will be used for much of anything else except gas in my car which will take me to work)

[x] I'm going to apologize right here at the end of this journal, because facing you right now is something I can't do.

[x] I'm going to gather up all your cd's and the case and your bag with stuff in it and hand it back to you with the box

[x] I'll leave you be to your thoughts and wish you better luck on finding a new job, hoping that it pays well and you can have countless hours of happieness with Zander and all his little things and photos.


SO, on that note.

I'm sorry for all the nasty things I said, I'm sorry I got ugly on you for real this time. I'm sorry I cheated you out of your kindness, I'm sorry I'm a good for nothing fool that has only wreaked you destruction these past years.

The memories were fun and I did value your existance, I'll still do that, I'm even going to send you a letter every once in a while to show you just how apreciative I am of all the things you got to do with me over these last couple of years.

I'm sorry if I ever made you cry, and I'm sorry if I ever let you down.

I wish I could be sorry about your passed, but I wasn't there at that time to help you.

I wish that when you get settled again, that you get a good job, one that pays well and doesn't kill your feet. I hope you can either pack a healthy lunch for your self or buy something healthy for your self at an afortible price.

I hope you never have to go to bed worrying that the worst will happen tomorrow.

I hope that your always happy with Kay, and your family.


I'm done here, and I hope that this note is a nice wrapped package that was presented to you on a silver platter with little things that make you happy.

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God my codopendency just kicked in full gear... >> *wacks self in head and goes does homework*

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!

~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24579487/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24579487/ Mon, 04 May 2009 07:33:12 PDT
Hey everyone!

This is one of my more exciting days.
last night was the cooliest nights I've had in a while. My boyfriend spent the weekend with me and I love that, but last night, we started to sort through my clothes and cleaning out my dresser and all that jazz, in the bizz of doing that, we started to put together some things, (fabric, ribbons, hats, pants and other stuff) and we started to play dress up. He looked like the cooliest thing I've ever seen, he had a top hat, fishnet cape, gloves, bandanas on his arms and stuff, he totally looked like a doll! It was so awesome.

I wanted to join in so I started to throw things together too, I got some oriental stuff wrapped around me, and I got some stuff wrapped around my legs and hands, I have a hood that covers my hair and eyes, and a couple of other things, gosh it was so much fun.

Then! We started to make up a story about it, about how a girl goes up to the attic of her house to see her grandmother talking to someone, but doesn't see anyone. That some one however, is a doll, hand made by her grandmother from when she was a little girl (around 12 or so), and his name is Sargent cute.

then the girl (Emily) wanted to make one too when her grandmother tells her about him, she uses a feather that was passed down from her grandmother to her, and brings her creation to life. His name is now "Tather".

Kris, My bf, is now cosplaying as Tather, and I cosplay as the second doll, Seamstress, who is created by Emily's friend, who just happens to be a boy.

You can kinda see the love between Seamstress and Tather and all that, but Kris and I are working on the real story as we speak. I was so excited about it that I just had to write it down before I started to forget some key stuff.

So anyways, this week should be fun, I start birthcontrol all over again, take the first pill tonight at 6, and just keep doing that everyday at the same time.

Again, this week should be fun cause I'm going to be writing like crazy and doing homework that consists of even more writing, (I'm writing a screen play, about 30 pages or so. Not that much when its all double spaced.) Do you think you guys would want to read my screen play if I were to submitt it here? I haven't submitted a written piece yet. >>

I feel really failish lately, one day I lag behind and I feel like I'm not getting anything done. probably because I'm not, but owell. I'll get it done. Tonight, I'll do this. kris comes over, we write about two to three pages of notes and stuff, and then while he eats and does other things like making a wife beater and a pair of jeans for my doll Eric, I'm going to write my screen play, about 15 pages tonight. That way tomorrow night, I can do that again and write another 15 pages and just get it done that way. Maybe if I'm an over worker tonight I'll get the whole lot done and just give me a chance to do more cosplaying with Kris!

I got the plan! Now I just need to write that down and do it.

okay, so I gotta get going for next hour, its third hour and all that jazz, so I need to get a move on to see if Snead will show Jakatra, a dancing baby with kick ass moves. one Desire and Super star are the best songs, IN THE WORLD, next to crazy loop of course!

And guess what...

MY POOR SUBSCRIPTION IS RUNNING OUT...
this friday is the last day for it... *pout* said day... Maybe I can get a job and buy a longer term subscription next time. *shrugs* owell, I'll miss all my squirrels and such, but I'll just work with it. I'll still submit junk, its not that big a deal.

So yea, gots to go, I love ya all and I hope to hell that your having a great day! *no lie*

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!
http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24488830/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 21:30:01 PDT But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest- linkin park

I just got done crying. The most retarded shit I think I've ever done.

I hate crying in the same room as my boyfriend. He always manages to make me feel like shit, but all the while, he cheers me up too.
He says "oh I'll grow some feelings later and start feeling bad fory you, god I'm such an ass". But heres the funny part, I love that bout him. ^^ what a wierd relationship huh? Works out just fine for me.

Anyways, are you guys ready for some updates? I bet you are!
:-P

So, As you know, Kris and I went to the creek durning the weekends right? Well, I took a shit ton of pictures, so I'll up load them for you now. I'm going to go to bed shortly so don't try to understand my wierd comments if I add them.

Please enjoy and ask any questions you want afterwards ^^

also!... what was I going to say...?
Oh! I remember now, in 6 weeks time!!! I'm moving. yeah, I moved it up from three months to six weeks. Everyone in my house hold agrees on it and so do I, now all I gotta do is PACK and get a move on with school work.

alrighty, ON TO THE DEVIATIONS! *points*

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!




ZOMG YOAI

http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24444319/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 11:27:38 PDT But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest- linkin park

Howdy

So, its sunday, today earth day is happening downtown near my home, people are enjoying the warm weather for once, and celebrating the earth through activities and such, eating, listening to music, and chilling with their friends.

I'm, however, am not going to Earth day. I wanted to go at first, but I wouldn't miss a day like today with some one I love very much.

instead of comming to earthday, My boyfriend and I are going to go down to the creek like we have been all weekend, and we are going to chill. I'm going to get a tan, he is going to take pictures of nature for me, and then we are going to go swimming and stuff in the deeper ends, after, we are going to eat a nice lunch I packed. ;D

wanna hear what all I packed? Well I gotta tell you it was a lot more than what I packed yesterday.

Two Sandwhiches which consist of lettuse, mayo, cheese, peperoni, and bolonga. A big bowel of mandrian oranges, another bowel with ribs, then we have crackers and peperoni, along with a big thing of tea with ice. and its all sitting in my fridge getting cold so it will last longer for when we go out side.

He isan't here yet and he said he'd be here around 11, ... its 1PM. I think he's a tad late, but what ever. *shrugs* the agreement was that I would do a bit of homework first and he would come down then we would get going to the creek. its only about a mile or so walk from my house so its not that far.

Friday night was the shit, Kris came over and it was fun, we had fun and had dinner and stuff, but we couldn't sleep. so after everyone went to bed, we left around 2 am to go to the creek for the first time. It was still pretty dark out side, but the weather was so beautiful. it was only like 71 degrees, it was heaven I tell you.

but we went by some creepy houses and then got to his house. We grabed lexy, his dog, and went to the creek which was a nother 30 or so feet from his house. It was pretty, he brought a flash light and showed me all the places to step, he also took me into the water which felt nice. Real nice, we also got to see bats~! and we seen a little cave that was a lepricans cave.

The tree was big, we got to see bats fly over us, lexy scouted the area for us and stayed close to us at all times, (we didn't have a leash) and it was such a beautiful night.

When we got back, we sat on my swing for a while, and kinda fell a sleep for a few minutes, when we got in side the house, it was 4:45 am and we knocked out till about 11 that day.

Then later we went again on an agreement that we would have a small picnic out by the creek. Yesterday I only packed a couple of sandwiches and something to drink, but since today we will be swimming and moving around a lot more than usual, I decided to pack a bigger lunch.

I just hope he gets here, I want to make sure we have more than enough stuff to do for we get there. and I want to have enough time to hang with him before tomorrow.

I'm going to the doctor tomorrow, and my mom is comming down. So I'm going to be busy all week.

On top of that, I'm pissed at a couple of people and I'm very much just wanting to take this break. I want school to be fucking over with and I...

I just want to get away.

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!
http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24389411/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 06:33:24 PDT But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest- linkin park

Okay fellow deviants, as you know, I made a new account, Ugliehdolfie, so I could put pictures up of my new BJD. Yes, he is amazing, but for some goddamn reason, my computer doesn't want to listen, or work for that matter, so I need to get my mother to fix it when she comes down next monday.

Untill then, I'm sorry to freaking delay you on more agonizing days till I can find out the problem. I'm trying to have my friend just burn a cd of the pictures and yet she is being a bit of a slacker with it.

I give up really I do. I can't seem to please people, even after I work hard on the project.

So, for the next few days, I'm not going to take any freaking requests or any junk, but cause I'm on a personal filter. I'm only going to do pictures for people who are paying me.

FYI I'm getting paid 100$ to make about 30 characters for a friend of mine who commissioned me, cause he said, guote un quote "Your are the best, I was going to have this other person do it, but... your just the best, you have what I was looking for"

SO, that is enough to give me a push. I'm going to buckle down on school work, and start making those pictures, because by the end of two to three months, I'm out of this state for good, and moving to my new home in kansas. If you don't know about that, then read my other journal entry. I haven't a clue what the title was.

Anyways

If you were wondering why I put up that last poll, I tell you.
EVERYONE I freaking know, at school, at home, around the store, EVERYONE, hates it that I'm moving. I understand that, I'm moving away from the only thing I know, but I'm doing it for the better.

Tell me, is it really a freaking problem that I want to do new experinces? that I want to do something for my self for once, and do it with a steady beat? no, I don't think so. I'm doing nothing selfish, I'm doing it for a change of action. I'm getting out of my codopendency stage, and I'm doing things on my own. If my friends and other people don't like that, and are throwing a hissy fit, like I know one of you to be doing, then there is no point to stay here for that. I'm not going to fall for the "pity me" shit, nor am I going to stay here to get bullied any more.

I love to be of help to people, I love to be a support for people who need the support. But I'm not here for you to use randomly and then to throw away when you don't want it any more.

FYI PEOPLE, I'm going to come back for visits, I'm not going to forget anyone, I know better than to do that, I'm going to come back durning the weekends and break to spend time with my closest friends, so don't give me the shit of "your going to move one, do new experinces, and completely for get I exisist. You'll think of me from time to time, but your like everyone else, you'll only just leave."

Fuck you.

I'm not like everyone else.
That is why I'm different, because I'm not like your avearage Jackass. If I really wanted to be like everyone else, I would be the worst followere that I know.

and the next time some one fucking says "you can't feel that way" I'm going to shove a fucking can up your ass and pull it threw your body with bob wire till it comes out of your nose holding all of your fucking organs on it.

I'm tired of this shit.

I'm signing out for now, I have to get to class.
Maybe by that time, I'll cool off and won't want to kill these bitches that are controling my life, or trying to at least.

Have a good day. please. for me.

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!
http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24321665/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 08:24:53 PDT He looked at the barkeep and said with a grin
I must be going I really can’t stay
So pour me a drink and I’ll be on my way
Barkeep said … “What’ll it be?”

I’ll have one whiskey, one porter, one rye
And bring me some cider I’ll give that a try
Bring me two rums, one buttered one cold
And bring me a scotch at least 7 years old

Then bring on the wine I’ll start with the Port
And wash it all down with a beer of some sort
The brandy and sherry some grog and some ale
Some old mountain dew and a good howlin’ gale

Mead, stout, vermouth and gin
Vodka, bourbon, and a sly grin
Moonshine, tequila, cognac and schnapps
Some old sour mash and two belly flops
Goldwasser, ouzo, white lightning, green toad
Absinthe, sombuca, and one for the road!

Hey guys!! The moment you all have been waiting for!! I MADE A NEW ACCOUNT! >>[link]

Go ther! Watch me! Meet my doll! He is the shit. I have to upload his pictures really quick, but you'll be amazed by him!

His name is Eric Summers

^^ I'm so happy!

*glomps everyone and sufficates them* OMG !! *faints*

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!




ZOMG YOAI



MORE F***ING STAMPS!!

http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24286702/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 07:23:03 PDT Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

(Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

Enrique Iglesias - Hero lyrics

Hallo all!

Today is Day of silence. We don't talk today so we can help support the LBGT community, helping supporting them against the violence that happens everyday to gay and lesbian, and bisexual persons out there.

Being bisexual my self, I have to support it. Its a need. I don't want people to think of me differently because of my sexuality, so I understand where the team is comming from and why they can be so angsty about this, I would be too if I got beat down as much as I know some people.

Please help support them, wear a tag or something that says "day of silence" and don't talk today, use paper and pencils to talk to your teachers and friends. If people get mad at you, then let them get mad.

Today I will be meeting up with tenchibaka (littledolfy) and we will be going into town to hang out, I'll be meeting my first BJD today, his name is Ki, but I'm naming him lestat. Remember I am making a new account, I'll still visit this one all the time, but I'll be doing double the work so I can keep up with my other stuff, like taking pictures of lestat.

Also, I'll note everyone when I get the chance to make my new account so you can come see my new doll. ^^ Thank you so much tenchibaka for helping me get him.

o.o... fuck.

I just remembered that the check is on my desk... DAMNIT. >< Freak an A.

Never mind that last bit, I'll just grab it when ever, and try again, next next monday...

Next next monday I'm going to the doctors to get some stuffs, and while I'm doing that, I'll go to the bank to get that cashed.

So that is basically my update for today, thank you for reading it! It makes me very happy.

Three week subscribtion left! >< I need to have summer school hurry up and get here to be done with so I can get my money, and so I can move,

but I'm also a bit worried about the moving buissness, because of my boyfriend who is comming with me. He doesn't want to leave his family, he wants to go, he just doesn't want to be away from his family, I understand that, I'm going to be lonely too because I'll only have him and my mom, but I'm sure we will be just fine...

Right? We will be fine. I know we will, I'm going to act stubborn just this once and say we have to do it. I don't want to wait another year to get this done. I'm tired of always pushing things back, it only makes it difficult. So I'm going to do things on my own now. I need to be confindent and push down the worry in my stomach.

Talk to yall laterz ^^ Bye...

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!

http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24240192/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 14:32:38 PDT
you think you own what ever land you land on, the earth is just a dead thing you can claim. But I know every rock and tree and creature, has a life, has a spirit, has a name.

-Pocahontas

Heray!! My doll finally came in! I'll probably get it this weekend when I go to visit tenchibaka. I'm not sure if I'll actually get to come visit her though, I have a shit ton of homework to do. *pout*

I've been working so hard lately, and trying so hard, yet I'm looking over the crucial details and failing them. I can't seem to pass no matter what I do. My mom says to just forget everyone else and just do things for my self. And that counts as just getting my work done and getting some rest, but I fear that my guilt will win over me and I won't be able to work as hard as I originally planned.

But, now that my doll has come in, I've borrowed my mother's camera and I came back from a trip to Kansas, I have more things to update you on.

1- for those of you who don't know, I'm moving to Kansas! Yes yes, I'm still going to have enternet, and I'm still going to be uploading deviations, how ever... my drawing ability has crashed. My hand hurts from arthristis and I can't seem to get my wrist to work.

2- I'm making a new account here on deviantart. Watch me if you will, that would be very help ful. ^^ It will be surrounded by my doll, Lestat. I'm taking more pictures of him than anything else. lol. I'll make my account probably this weekend, but keep a look out for it ne? ^^

3- I hope that... I can get my shit done. I have so much to do.

I gotta get going. I need to do homework and things before my guilt drives me insane and I need to get something to eat. *pout* I don't want to stay here anylonger, I just want to move and get it over with. I'm finishing out my things here and going to get a move on.

Much love!

P.s I'm working on one more deviation for some one. Akastuki-girl, and I'm drawing corey talyor, so I'm hopefully going to get it done. This is taking way to fucking long! I'm sorry!!

Bye!

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!


~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24141127/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24141127/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 04:48:05 PDT
Tokio hotel

Girls, what color is your bra? black, purple
Is there a design? only on one

Are you a virgin? Nope, thank whome ever ^^
Happy that way? Yesh
What is your favorite sex position? Doggy style
Single or taken? Happily taken
Happy that way? Yesh!
Do you look at hentai? Yeah
Real porn? yeah, its not a turn on, but I watch it for the shits and giggles of it.
Do you read smutty stories? To the full limit
Do you read/watch/look at yaoi/hentai/stories? Yup~
Who was your first kiss with? Shawn, a dude of mine who I met when I first moved to the place I'm at now.

Are they of the opposite sex? -points to above- yeah
Have you ever kissed anyone of the same sex? -points to above- yup, made out with them too and took a cherrie.

Do you have any piercings other than your ears? I'm getting my belly button peirced, but not yet
If so, where? n/a
Do you have any tattoos? not yet
If so, where? n/a

Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant? -points to abouve- If I did... well. OOPS. I feel sorry for that girl. lol.
Ever done any illegal drugs? not yet
If so, which ones? n/a
Have you ever cheated on someone? yeah, but it was a missunderstanding.
Ever been cheated on? yes, with the first guy I kissed...
Have you ever been called a whore/slut? Yeah, all the time... Its not freaking true...

Do you own a vibrator? yes
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative? not to my knowledge
Have you ever masturbated? yup
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself? not naked
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else? not yet...*looks around*
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)? I'm going back on the pill, medical reasons though
Have you ever written/drawn smut? yesh, full flegdged stuff
Do you swear in front of your parents? yeah, cause its the only way to get their attention
Do they care? they get stern but they don't really do anything
Are you uncomfortable yet? no. I could go for some better questions though.

Tag some bitches and bug them until they take this!

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!

<... ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24122611/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24122611/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 01:42:07 PDT
Tokio hotel

How is everyone today?! Its 3:22 am for me, and I'm as awake as ever! I'm going to be so busy all day today, I'm going to be reading and marking up text, writing a six page paper (I just got done writing a 8 page research paper XP) and yeah.

=sigh= anyways~! GREAT NEWS!! Thanks to my best friend, she is buying me a doll! (I know, you've already hear this crap but, I got something to add to it now! ) I'm going to be getting my doll around next week! ^______________^

I swear! I've been hitting gold this month! I've been getting all my homework done lately, as my rewards, I've gotten 2 new naruto head bands (sand and leaf) and I'm going to a Jolly rogers party this weekend, My boyfriend and I are getting picked up by my mom. its the annual party, and its WAY fun! I went last year, it was a blasty blast. Then on top of that, all next week I'm going to be harrassing poor tenchibaka about weither or not my doll came in.

On top of that! For the next three months, I'm going to be able to take awesome wicked pictures of my doll! Cause I'm going to borrow my mothers high quality camera! I'm so lucky.

Now, just as a header up! I'm moving.

My boyfriend and I are packing up 14 boxes (12= mine 2=his) and my computer/desk and doll and we are high tailing it out of here to Kansas. lol. Or at least I really need to talk about it with him. I don't want him to get angry for changing the date. (this was suppose to be planned for after next year. but owell, cutting it down by 9 months)

I have a lot of work to do, like getting things ready, I have a shit ton of homework to do still (I've been staying up past midnight everyday so far to get it done) but I'm getting there, I only have my journal to finish and then I think some art work to do. When I'm done, I get to rest a little easier! Woot. Then SCHOOL WILL BE OUT but I'll go to summer school....*pout* BUT I GET 200$! That is so going twoard a subscription. XD

and...um... Then I'm moving around July 18... which is the day after summer school. *scratches back of head* yup. live is great and the only thing that could make it better is that I get married when I'm 20, and I can get drunk on my 21 birthday and...have a baby by 24. I think I'll be fine with that. ;D

I don't remember anything else I was going to say. I know that I'm going to go to sleep for a few hours maybe, I went to bed at 6 and woke up at 10:15, then I've been up ever since, its now 3:38 ( I took a break to check my myspace) and I'm dreadfully tired. I won't feel accomplished tomorrow anyways though, cause I need to get my math done and some help with it in second hour...WAH I DUN"T WANNA... *pout* but through out the day I'll be working on marking up a book, then that will be my first priority when I get hom. I'm so busy.

But I love it.

I think I just might be a workaholic. lol.

so!

That will be all for now~! good night my home peeps! <3 ya all bunches!

~Ashley

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!
~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24029589/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/24029589/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 18:54:35 PDT
Neyo

Hey there peoples! How has life gone for you? I feel strangly refreshed and very happy today! ^^

Last night my boyfriend got to come over, so we hung out and he told me his tales of woe from the gym. lol.

Today, I got most of my work done! I'm so proud of my self! I've found out that keeping a check list really helps me stay in line with my work and what to do. I don't think I've been this happy for my self in a long while!

So! I have some exciting news! The poll I ran for "ripley's believe it or not", the majority of you said you wanted to know what was up, SO, here it goes.

MY MOM IS THE CHEESE NIP OF ALL TIME AND GOT ME TICKETS TO GO SEE THE SHOW FOR MY BIRTHDAY THIS COMMING OCTOBER.

AND on top of that to make things EVEN better!! I also get a five day pass to orlando studios and visit all the kingdoms! WOOT!! Has any of you ever been there? What did you all experience if you went?

^^ And now for a much sooner arival of good news
I'm getting my first BJD! ^^ (ball jointed doll) Thanks to tenchibaka (or Littledolfie) She is paying for well over half of it, but I get to pay for face up and shipping, totalling out to about 330$ not bad for my first doll ne? It's going to be a boy, and I'm deciding on a name for him. I have a couple of names floating about in my brain, but what do you think? Have any random name suggestions?? ;D

And now, I'm also done with the last two pictures! I have a portrait and a big cat to finish and they should be happy tomorrow when I scan them! (thank god for before school stuffs. )

And soon, I'm going to be taking a couple of pictures of my latest art stuff from class! You'll see all my hard work once I upload the pictures but I know that all of you will love it! ^^

So, I don't know what else to say really, I have to... huh? *looks behind me and at my door*

*shakes head* must of been my cat. Never mind!

I keep thinking its Kris and yet I know its too late for him to come over, since he would have to walk a waze back. (a mile and a half or so, I think a good two miles)

So yeah, I'm going to finish eating and do these free art things. I'm going to start some other stuff though while I'm at it. ^^ I'm so happy now. Thanks for taking the time to read this!

Byes!!

ZOMF ZANDER~!

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!

~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23892306/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23892306/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 22:31:14 PDT
-Bjork

Woo! The only thing that has now got me perked up is the fact that I got TWO journal features!!! I'm so happy about that! ^^

Thank you both who have featured me!
DJ-Hikari and Justeline~!

So! Guess what? Tenchibaka TOTTALLY GOT ME A NEW MOUSE!! It it the shit!!!! ^^ And I got to be lucky and hang out a full two days with her! (Sunday and monday) I got a lot of goodies! and I got to meet Zander! Her doll. GO SEE HER PROFILE ITS THE SHIT >[link] WATCH HEr!

Anyways

I am now pending things, (I got alot more to do than I thought I did. *sheepish*)

*SmoothRaven7: I'm almost done with this!
*Akatsuki-girl88: ALMOST DONE!

And now, I have like a page and a half of requests from a friend of mine, by the way, if I get all of his drawings done by this summer (three month till) I get 200 dollors!! I'm buying a subsription totally!!

And! Um um... *looks around* OKAY Now for features!!

Justeline! My favorite deviant evers!


Tenchibaka! My bestest friend on deviantart!


*DJ-Hikari! One of my best supporters!


I love you guys the best! ^^ You've made me wicked happy!

And now, I shall tell you some FUCKING GREAT NEWS
Along with submitting pictures of complete awesomeness, I shall also be posting some of my writing, some poems that I have been working on and some of my character profiles that I've been working on too. ^^

Yay me right? and poo, I only have a month left in my subscription... *pout*

DId you know that I got to try mochi? its AMAZING. I never thought that it would be that sweet! it was quiet an experience. and I also got to cry green yummies too. and udon noodles, but I didn't like them too much. *pout*

THEN I got to carry around about 50 pounds of books in a duffle bag! (not an exageration)

But I had fun! This day was spent with Tenchi and it was AMAZING.

Owell, THE BETTER PART OF THAT IS: I get a special gift from Tenchibaka (again, bless her heart) and after four to five months when I'm done with summer school (yeah I'm going, to get a credit out of the way ) I'm going to pay for like a year subscription so I don't have to worry about it any more. ^^ Who knows, maybe some one will bless me with there light? *puppy pout*

ANY WHOS

^^

I belive that is all for now. If I think Of any thing else, I'll tottally post. ^^

Thank you for reading!! *huggles you close*

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http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23786559/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 19:14:39 PDT
-Nickelback

Yo!

This weekend starts my spring break! And already I'm going to be busy. Busy with school and getting all of your pictures done and uploaded! ^^ I'm hopefully going to be going to library to upload them since I wasn't able to do it this week. I've been working hard on all of your drawings and paintings and stuffs.

Guess what? I might be diagnosed with depression. *nods* Because I'm always tired, hungry, and mad. I can't seem to pass when I work so hard at something, but! fortunatly, I now got some help and I'll be getting help from school and home, but I hope I don't have to take medicene. That would fuck me over royally. (sorry about the cuss word)

how have yall been this week? I read some of your journals and you guys seem just as busy if not more than I am.

What i have to do in the next week: Read 7 manuscripts and write 2+ pages on each of them on my thoughts, Re-write my journal after reading a shit ton of more stuff, and get three or two peices of mine be able to be publishible. And my friend is helping me find some places to get them submitted so I can do that this semester with out failing. I JUST MIGHT PASS

I hope I do. That way I can finish this year, go to summer school, get paid 200 dollors and get a credit out of the way, and then graduate next year so I can move out.

I'm worried about my boyfriend though, he seems to be really sick cause I can't get ahold of him and I'm afraid something is wrong with him... I may just be a worry wort but I can't help but feel something bad about him...

other than that, its been a pretty nutral week.
OMG I FOUND OUT THAT POWERPUFF GIRLS WERE MADE INTO AN ANIME!
I'm totally buttercup <3

Besides that!

yeah. ^^

I got nothing left to say. I'm hoping to get started and finish a lot of stuff in the next 11 days. Cross your fingers and hope for me? *sigh*

Byes!

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http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23686337/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 23:32:32 PDT
*Quote from Hoobstank, The reason is you*

Hey there!

This is no wasting time matter, but it is however a monkey call for festive activities that we like to call deviations!

Here is the list of people I got going for pending/done requests.
I thought that you would like an update so you know I'm not slacking like the crude I am XD ^^

Please take note if you will:

*akatsuki-girl88 -> Corey talyor sketch (pending)
~DemonWolfOfShadows -> Surprise Deviation (pending)
*DJ-Hikari -> Flowers (done and posted), Blue bird (done now needs to be posted), Momo squirrel uniqicness (pending)
~EmeliaD -> Surprise deviation (done and posted)
~Foxie-chan -> Un-requested deviation ( COME REQUEST SOMETHING )
~Hikari-Auska-> un-requested deviation ( COME REQUEST SOMETHING )
=iknomyabcdsn123s -> Panther (pending)
~kalayogi -> un-requested deviation (you get the point XD)
~master99x -> un-requested deviation (SAME)
~P-RexNS -> un-requested deviation (SAME)
~pirate-o-night-mif -> Portrait (done and posted)
*Roconza -> un-requested deviation (you get the point XD)
*SmoothRaven7 -> Tiger/panther in different terms (pending)
*systemgirl -> un-requested deviation (you get the point XD)
~tina643211 -> un-requested deviation (you get the point XD)
~WonderlandSurviver -> Tiedye fairie (done and will be posted soon)
*justeline -> chibi self (done and posted)

And that is everyone so far! ^^
please note me if you still need to make a request and note me if I mistaken something up there, I wouldn't want you to get a deviation you didn't ask for really, ^^U

Its late, about 1:28AM and I'm like...so happy from the chinese food we had and then like...I'm so tired. XD

Going to bed!

and so before you would like to know, I'm happy you spent a minute on me. Remember if you don't like your deviation, you can always yell at me and tell me to re-do it ^^ But if you love/like it from the start, thats great too!

Night night yall, I'll check yeahs in the morning after I get up. ^^

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

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http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23661496/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 15:02:52 PDT
*Quote from Hoobstank, The reason is you*

Hey yall! *waves to all and comes up to you and hugs you tightly* It's good to see you/talk/art with you again!

^__^

Sorry about my wierd journal from before, but I had such a confusion when I seen all my pictures in my folder and I had forgotten who orderd what, I felt so embarrased, but I have that up to date now! and you guys should be getting your pictures by Monday around 9 AM beacuse that is when I get to go to the media center during study hall to do that XD.

Anyways. How have you guys been? I've been reading your journals, though I'm sorry I didn't respond to much of them, I've been a bit busy lately. More like stressed out, but same difference I suppose.

So, I've come up for a real update this time! Lets hope I don't waiste your time ne? ^^

SO LAST WEEK WAS LIKE...
My Write to publish teacher has now put us in the unit for screen plays! And basically, our homework is to watch movies, make character bio's, and read screen plays while secretly writing our own. Thanks to a best friend of mine (*Ahem, Piret-o-night-mif [link]) who unfortunatly she is sick right now, , She took the advantage and brought me to her home where we have THREE MOVIE NIGHTS IN A ROW!!

IT was like ZOMG, for real! XD Tell me if you've seen these, "Butch Cassidy, and the Sundance kid." That was on the first night, A wedensday.
"Witness" and "the shawshank redemption" that was thursday night,
Then finally on Friday, we watched "Heathers" and "The dark crystal" (will note later on in the journal, stay tuned!)

All of these are great screen plays and films! They are funny, heart warming, touching, and disturbed. And I can't wait for another movie night at her place, I had a feeling both of us had a great time and that both of us can't wait to see some of the newest stuff!

Then!!!

Today we had a quiz over the movies we saw, I totaly missed like two questions, XD but owell.

Other than that!!!!

After having a great three days with Pirate-o-night-mif, I came home to find out that my boyfriend had been by! He was wearing eyeliner and what not and his hair was spiked. ( He looked like Bill Kaulitz!! 8D ZOMG HOTNESS )
Anyways, That saterday, I walked THREE BLOODY MILES to see where he was at and then right as I sat down to catch my breath, who comes walking down the street like the world is about to collasps under his step? Kris himself! *falls over* I gave him a swift kick in the arse for that and then I gave him a Tiedye shirt that I had made in my chemestry class. I'm going to ask Kris if I can take a picture of it and post it on here so you guys can see what I got to do.

It was a lot of work! I used black, blue, and purple. (Kris's favorite colours)and I got the biggest shirt in my class, XXL, and so after three days of making that, my arms and hands cramped up real bad, but I told him if he didn't apreciate it I wouldn't make any more art stuff for him. So. He took it and was all like *Gasp~!*"Ashes! this is the shit! I'm totally wearing this home to show my brother and my friends" and I'm all like YAY.

but then this last week...

Its been nothing but......
I keep getting yelled at by my teachers, I don't understand math and its some thing I just can't seem to learn you know? and they snap at me when I don't know how to do it and I get scared to ask them multiple times because I don't want to annoy them with the same question over and over again.
Then it not only ends with my teachers, but some of my friends have been bitchy to me lately, -sorry for my bad language-, they yell at me for not smiling or they yell at me when I don't do anything to them.
Then I get home and I'm yelled at to do chores and then to do homework or to eat. and then I'm so stressed by the end of the day that I just fall on my bed to go to sleep...however...
My dog, bless her little lab-german shepered mixed little heart, she always has to PEE ALL OVER THE DAMN PLACE, AKA MY BED. ><
Its so gross. And~~!...never mind.
but yah, and then I think I'm not stressed anymore because I totally like got so inspired by Justeline and D-JHikari, they gave me the nicest feed back and the most emotion filled resp... ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23639111/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23639111/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 07:35:26 PDT
Hello! I need some info here
I have people I'm making submissions for, but I can't fucking seem to remember who ordered what! >< Damn it! And I can't find where I saved their notes to see what they wanted

Could you please note me and tell me what you want from me? I would apreciate the help.

Thank you! gotta go!

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

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]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23469790/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23469790/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 12:27:52 PST
Hello fellow freaks of nature! ^^

My name is Ashley and I will be your host for Ugliehchibi's journal this afternoon~!

First up, Energy drinks!
THEY ARE AWESOME! *just paid 4.09 for a large can*
I are jittery!! YESH I just might get a nap in later today! And I'm typing out all of my journal and then a table of contents. I have a lot to do but I plan to get the damn thing done damn it!! FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION *looks at report card* ... NEVER MIND.

NEXT
Puppies!
There personal quote? "I poo I goo I drool I coo. Thats all I do."

ALSO
um um um what was I going to say...? OH never mind! I got it!
I got a new DVD player! and the thing about it, It can also play MP3S! Sweet ne? So I don't have to listen to my player on my computer anymore! lol. I need more blank CD's so I can put ALL (oh I'd say about 50,000 songs) on to discs for my self then play them when my computer takes a break. ^^

NOW
I have no mouse~! So that is why I am not faving or replying to everyone. I'm using my mouse keys to move around. Tenchibaka, bless her heart, is getting me a new mouse so untill then. I'm just going to come in durning school or something (maybe the library...?) and do all that stuffs. So yeah. Sorry about that.

WHAT IS THAT? *breaks the lamp* oops.
Does anyone actually read these things or do they not care? (not including you tenchi, I know you always look at me on this thing here...)

ZOMG MY BOYFRIEND IS BACK FROM THE BLACK DEPTHS OF THE EARTH!
He moved closer to me, he's getting a job soon, and maybe he'll come to visit me. *pout* however, I was so jazzed about him comming back, I forgot to leave my house with socks so I had to run back from the bus stop to my house but, I fell down and skidded my arm, knee, and foot. AND to add to that shit, I broke the bottom of my phone. (surprisingly, freakishly like, it still works like nothing happened. *raises eyebrow* the poor thing) and then, I was all dressed up in hopes that I would look pretty for him, but he never showed up, the jerk. ><

Its now sunday, I'm working on homework and thinking about my BF all the time so that maybe, just once for a few minutes, he would drop by, give me a hug and kiss that I've been wanting for a month now and then tuck me into bed like he use too, but alas... its only been day dreams lately...

*sob*

WHAT EVER
I'm busy, so I'll stop here. I love you all muches and I will get my deviations in as soon as I can! Plz be patient. >< Bye! <3

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

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~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23382453/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23382453/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:09:02 PST
So how are the fine people of deviantart? Being devious? ^__^

Happy mardy graw day! *ish wearing purple and green necklasses* I have no idea what it is all about, all I know is that the last time I had a piece of the cake, I got the little baby in side and I freaked out, but then it was cool untill I bit into a nother one, so I basically had to make the next three cakes. ^^

I'm just updating on life because I don't have much to do. I posted some new pictures, a comic strip, (still working on it) and soon, maybe, I'll be posting my scribble roses. They are made basically of on going circles, I never let up the pen un till it was time to get a new page. and I did them one right after another. I was frustrated that day so I did some of my better ones.

MY room is clean and sparkly! ><

AND GUESS WHAT??? (Tenchi, you no say anything cause you already know)

TENCHIBAKA GOT ME A NEW SQUIRREL FRIEND!!
I'm going to take pictures of it soon and then post them on here for the love of it. I have named him Foamy, after foamy the squirrel. ^_________^ It squeeks and it is furry. I LUVE IT. And my friends at school tottally loved it too. They kept saying it was adorable and wanted to keep squeeking it. I did good. *tackles tenchi from behind and hugs her to death* THANK YOU

ON any note!

I'm really kinda ticked off.
Last night I wasted time to sleep so I could get my paper done, my chemestry homework done, and I didn't even try to do math cause I knew better than to scribble something on paper that looks like this...

2x + 5^3 = n(x)

Its retarded. WHEN IN LIFE DO WE FUCKING NEED THIS DAMN MATH? last I checked, I didn't need to draw out a graph and predict things just so I could buy a loaf of bread or something sweet to eat.

(Yet I know most of you book smart people out there are thinking to your self "Stupid Ashley, you need to learn that kind of math to save money. But I bet you don't even know how to count money". WEll duh, for one thing, I can't count money fast enough, but I can count it. I cannot however, do my times tables or my division, and hardly subtracting. That is not my territory.)

But here is a paradox for you.
I memorised in under a day an equation that looks like this.

-b/2(a) (plus or minuse to) the square root of -b + 4(a)(c)/ 2(a).

Now tell me that is not wierd. >>

anyway, besides my rant on math.

How is yall's day going? Any candy, celebration, cool tricks, wierd facts, or even straight forward, (or kinky) questions to ask? XD

I"M LEARNING TO MAKE PAPER DOLLS!!

I have afew cut out pages that will help me make paper dolls! I will take pictures of them and post those as well, I just need to go to the website and get the correct sitation so I don't take credit for making them. Wonderlandsurviver is also doing them! She made a very cute one in school and I was so jealous of it. I can't fold the paper right, but I'm going to keep practicing!!

So. I think I'm done here for now. I've told all I can. I will talk to you guys next time and maybe I'll get more page views?? I'm trying to get 2000 before next month. (cause thats when my subscription is out 8(

Later yall!

Smuah

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http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23260546/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 19:30:36 PST
Hehe! I stole this from a former journal!! ><

100 TRUTHS:
001. Name - Ashley
002. Nickname - Kumori
003. Status - Okay-ish
004. Zodiac sign - Scorpio
005. Male or female - female
006. Elementary - Blue ridge
007. High School - Hickman high
008. College - none yet
009. Smart - no
010. Hair color - dirty blond
011. Long or short - short
012. Loud or Quiet - Both
013. Sweats or Jeans - jeans
014. Phone or Camera - My phone has a high tech camera on it.
015. Health freak - Yes
016. Drink or Smoke? - No.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - Many
018. Eating or Drinking - Eating defently
019. Piercing - My ears and soon to be belly button
020. Tattoos - Getting some on my back

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing - My ears
024. First best friend - Samantha
025. First award - Good achievement
026. First crush - Kyle Hess
027. First pet - Cat named smoky
028. First big vacation - Went to Illinois
030. First big birthday - When I had both my mother and father there...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - Meat
050. Drinking - Apple juice
052. I'm about to - Sleep
053. Listening to - Death note theme music
054. Plans for today - Go to bed then go to hell tomorrow like usual

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? - Yes, 3
059. Want to get married? - yes
060. Careers - art, health, photography

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes - Lips
070. Shorter or taller? - taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous - Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms
075. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - no
081. Ran away from home - yes
084. Broken someone's heart - yeah
085. Been arrested - not yet
087. Cried when someone died - no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - No
090. Miracles - No
091. Love at first sight - A little
092. Heaven - no
093. Santa Claus - yes
094. Sex on the first date - yes some times
095. Kiss on the first date - by all means!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - yes
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - sorta
099. Do you believe in God - no
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: anyone who wants it! ^^

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http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23249287/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:00:50 PST
Oh!!! *sings*
Hi! ^^ I'm at school, and I should be typing my paper, but I'm going to do that later, since my zip drive is being a total drag and won't load my paper that I've saved to it...>>

ANYWAYS

what do you think of my latest stuff? I told you I'd get to a damn scanner sooner or later! ^^ I just needed to find the damn time. lol.

I hope every one had a good valentines day. I didn't get to see my boyfriend like I wished for, but I know that he doesn't celebrate that day anyways, neither do I really, but its nice to have been given flowers and a saying of "I love you" or something. Well anyways, I need to go.

JA NE!!

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ZOMG YOAI



MORE F***ING STAMPS!!

~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23249286/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23249286/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:00:50 PST
Oh!!! *sings*
Hi! ^^ I'm at school, and I should be typing my paper, but I'm going to do that later, since my zip drive is being a total drag and won't load my paper that I've saved to it...>>

ANYWAYS

what do you think of my latest stuff? I told you I'd get to a damn scanner sooner or later! ^^ I just needed to find the damn time. lol.

I hope every one had a good valentines day. I didn't get to see my boyfriend like I wished for, but I know that he doesn't celebrate that day anyways, neither do I really, but its nice to have been given flowers and a saying of "I love you" or something. Well anyways, I need to go.

JA NE!!

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!




ZOMG YOAI



MORE F***ING STAMPS!!

~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23176174/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23176174/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 14:36:24 PST
I DO A TEST ^ ^ (read other journals if you no do it yet ^^)

Who am I like Akatsuki Style

PEIN.
[x] Do you have ginger hair?
[x] Do you have at least one piercing?
[x] Do you change what you look like every so often?
[x] Do you enjoy making people suffer?
[x] Do you have at least two pets?
-> 5

KONAN.
[ ] Do you / have you ever had blue hair?
[x] Do you enjoy origami?
[x] Do you think of yourself as an angel?
[x] Do you wear decorations in your hair?
[ ] Do you wear coloured eyeshadow?
-> 3

SASORI.
[x] Do you like puppets?
[x] Do you look younger than you are?
[ ] Do you/have you ever had red hair?
[x] Do you hide behind a tough exterior? ~not really tough just diff
[ ] Is your heart the weakest part of you?
-> 3

DEIDARA.
[x] Do you like birds?
[x] Do you like sculpting?
[x] Do you think you're very good at art?
[x] Do people often say you're different?
[ ] Do you have a ridiculously long fringe?
-> 4

KISAME.
[x] Do you like fish?
[x] Do you have an odd shade of skin?
[x] Is there something wrong with your teeth?
[ ] Your eyebrows are hard to see / aren't there.
[ ] You like to do things the fast and easy way.
-> 3

ZETSU.
[x] Are you schizophrenic? ~we like to think so
[x] Do you have mood swings? (haha... all the time)
[x] Do you like plants?
[ ] -- Venus flytraps?
[x] You have an eye problem.
-> 4

TOBI.
[x] Are you a good boy? ~uh...girl
[x] Ever had an extremely violent mood swing?
[x] Do you like Lollipops?
[x] Ever been in a crushing situation?
[x] Ever been so obsessed with this one person?
-> 5

ITACHI.
[x] Do you like to torture?
[x] Do you have homicidal siblings?
[x] Ever wanted to kill your whole family?
[ ] Do you come across as moody and evil?
[x] Do you spend too much time alone?
-> 4

HIDAN.
[ ] Are you religious?
[ ] Do you wear necklaces?
[x] Have you ever self harmed?
[ ] You whine a lot.
[x] You have funny coloured eyes. ~mine change colors i think that counts
-> 2
KAKUZU.
[ ] Do you have a money fetish?
[x] Do you like sewing?
[x] Do you like to cover your hair or mouth?
[ ] You're greedy?
[ ] You're a secret ballerina!
->2

HA HA HA TAKE THAT I'M MOSTLY LIKE PEIN AND TOBI ^^
I happy with those results!

Smuwah! ^^

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!

http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23145641/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 19:16:19 PST
Yes, you've heard that I love squirrels, (you couldn't tell by my page? XD)
Now, for the next week or so, I'm going to be doing nothing but SQUIRREL art!! >< Yesh yesh. Damn it, tomorrow I will get to that scanner and do something about uploading more deviations! TT__TT and hopefully soon my mom will get me my USB cord for my camera and I can up load my pictures... >< BUT that will happen in time.

Mean while.

LIFE IS GRAND.
I want coffee
I want more stamps.
I want to make stamps! (come show me how!)
I want the world to be an oval **no clue why**
I wish I could just snap my fingers to get my room clean.
I uh... don't want to do homework, but who does when they have other cool things to do? (like deviantart stuffs)

On the other side,
I went to therapy
I'm writing a commentary on Therapists. (wanna read it when I'm done? I might just add it if its good enough)
I'm writing a short story
I'm writing/drawing my manga finally
I'm printing out other manga's as we speak! *not really. I print them at school. XD*
I'm going to finish my homework and go to bed early again.

PUPPIES
Yes, I have puppies, Three to be exact. Polar, Tipper, and Krista. ^^ you would know this if you've been reading my other rants on life XD


NOW
I will feature AWESOME deviations by people you may know!!



Way wicked!!


She is the best photographer I know!!


I LOVE YOU TENCHIBAKA <3


My bestest friend! ^^


My best friend since the fifth grade!! ^^


Too cool for most people!


The best lesbian pixel artist ever!!

I'll submit more later! >< bai!

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3

ZOMG SQUIRRELS!
http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23143627/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 17:33:24 PST
I'm making a new journal! >< but I think I need some help. I don't think I'm doing it right. *sheepish* I really feel embarrassed. I read all of the links and such, and I've tried to follow the directions on what to do, but I'm missing stuffs. >< darn! *jumps around till she gets the hang of it* I have three months to doodle with it. I just hope I'm all good. ^^

Sorry for wasting your time to read this! I'm just trying it out, making sure I'm not being silly! >< *dances to caramel dansen*

*smacks forehead*
Can any one tell me how to put stamps on here?
I'm so freakishly clueless...
*pout*

Ne come request something! ANYTHING! I can paint, draw, air brush, pixel, photo-taking, ANYTHING!! Make suggestions!! >< <3 ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23123761/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23123761/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:41:18 PST
**Any one in the Columbia Mo range want a Siamese cat? She is fixed, de-clawed, appears to have had all of her shots, is female (duh)she is very lovable and craves attention and has blue eyes, she is a long haired cat and needs a good home! (poor thing, we found her on my porch and don't know who she belongs too...) ** if you want to pick her up, note me please**

I'm subscribed! ><

I love you Shadow-light-waves!! Your the top squirrel in my turf! I give you many almonds, acorns, NUTS, and other kinds of oily goods.

The thing is...
I are utterly confused on how to make my profile all pretty and squirrel stuffs... Like I need to put my stamps up and I'm going to be making things with in the week to get this done! >< I are lost...anyone ables to help me?

On the top side!!

I passed my inter-graded three math test!! Yay (I'm bad at math ><
and I have officially been Treated! lol

Did I mention once upon a journal ago that I had gotten a Chinese paint set? Weeeeel, now that you know, I'll be posting some of my latest stuff. I need to make my way to a scanner near by...>> And I need to also get some of my old stuff gathered up and get those to a scanner too. lol

Well, that's about it for now! ><

Thank you for reading this! I hope you have a good day/week ^^

*waves fearously* AND DON"T FOR GET
I wuffles you.

HOLY FIG NUTINS! SQUIRRELS !!!! <3 ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23019994/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/23019994/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 12:50:46 PST
Okay here is the fish!
1) I got a new puppy!! She is a golden lab, German shepherd mixed and her name is Krista! I'm going to name my first daughter that too, after my boyfriend Kris. ^^
2) LIKE WOOT I totally got *counts...* 10 hours of sleep! I feel f***ing fantastic!! I went to sleep at like 4pm yesterday after school, woke up for a few minutes at 12:00 am and went back to sleep, (had some weird dreams by the way) and then got up again at 6am to get ready for school.
3) I feel so HAPPY
4) I now go to see some one, I don't think I'll be sad anymore! I have people to talk to and I have friends that love me with chains and syrup! (can't pass that up now can we? XD)
5) I cos-played as Naruko today with the naru numa girls! (CHECK US OUT DAMN IT! [link] )
5 1/2) I'm sorry I can't up load any new pictures about it but I would love to, so, until I can earn 10 euros which is about 9 dollars here, I'm going to keep having 878 pictures on my camera till then. >> << anyways..
6) ZOMG Even though I failed my math test, I feel confident about my other tests!!
7) I am so on a sugar high-!
8) ...um...um... Any one in the Columbia Mo range want a Siamese cat? She is fixed, de-clawed, appears to have had all of her shots, is female (duh)she is very lovable and craves attention and has blue eyes, she is a long haired cat and needs a good home! (poor thing, we found her on my porch and don't know who she belongs too... ) ** if you want to pick her up, note me please**
9) I have no school tomorrow!! Woot!! Three day weekend!! And I got early out today!! ^__~
10) um.....I got nothing more. That's about it.


Thanks for wasting your time to read this!! Bye bye!!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22939378/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22939378/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 09:33:32 PST [link]

RULES:
1. Answer the following questions and post it in your journal.
2. Tag all your watchers. (Add a comment to all of your watchers)
3. Post "You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry." in the comment.

P E R S O N A L

Real Name: Ashley
Nickname: Kumori
Deviant art Name: (ugliehchibi)
Country: US
Gender: Female


F A V O R I T E S

Color: deep forest green
Food: beagles and cream cheese and/or Ramen~!
Drinks: Sodies, orange shoda, water, flavored water.
Movie at the moment (1 only): Noah's arc jumping the broom
Song at the moment (1 only): O-zone - liquid dreams
TV Program (1 only): Noah's arc (logo)
TV Channel (1 only): 630 (the logo network)
Book: Baby's day out
Ice Cream flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip


V E R S U S

What do you like most?

Sweet or Spicy?:
sweet

White chocolate or dark chocolate?:
White chocolate

School or Mall?:
School

Desktop Computer or Laptop?:
Laptop

Ice Cream or Cake?:
cake

Anime or Cartoons?:
Anime

PSP or PS2?:
neither.

Sony or Panasonic?:
Sony

RnB or POP?:
neither



D E V I A N T A R T

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?

[link]

Who is your first watcher?
~Hikari-Auska

How many are your watchers right now?
12 >> I'm not that good...


How many deviation/s do you have?
168

In the moment, how many is your page views?
1.305


Whom of your watchers do you talk the most?
~justeline/ ~pirate-o-night-mif

Are you a subscriber?
not yet

When did you start using Deviant art?
October 31, 2007 (the day after my birthday, tenchibaka got me!)


I tag:
anyone I suppose

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22927917/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22927917/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 17:33:29 PST < Please come help me. I would hate to of worked so hard on it only to have no one read it...

[link] <...this is where I'm doing my role-playing game. I would love to have you! ^___^

Thank you all for who responded to my last journal, that meant a lot to me! ^^

Sayonara! *bows and dashes off to the chat room* I'll be there most of the night if you want to continue with me!! ^^

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22845467/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22845467/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 14:47:46 PST

Okay. I think I made someone I care about reject me fully, and I'm scared that they are not alright. Of course, I don't know what to believe in anymore and I'm utterly confused, low on self esteem anymore, and I'm more fragile but not as fragile as the person I'm worried about.

Second, I can't seem to get a grasp on life. I'm slowly fading out on life, I don't get what I'm suppose to do anymore, I'm forgetting things left and right and I feel utterly guilty later and then I feel grief. I'm thinking I'm mind wrecked. I wonder if there is anything to be done for memory loss due to stress. But I don't want to be diagnosed with something, I just want to get through school so I can get a job and support my self like I've always wanted to. I want to jump ahead of the game but I can't seem to get my grip as I fall off the rail and land flat on my face.

On the upper hand!!
I found a new artist~ Melange Lavonne!! >[link]
Listen to her songs they are awesome! She is an open black lesbian artist. I LUV her! She is the bomb. I love her songs: Mr.president, Gay bash, domestic violence, Gay marriage, Hip hop drama, Gay parenting. They are all awesome!! Sorry to advertise but I'm happy I found her.

I hope to be posting things soon. I'll be taking a picture of my clay pot, would you like to see it? I'll be painting it black. ^^

Well, I supose that is all for now. I wonder if I'll get any new views? *looks up* I hope. I see people with only 35 deviations and they have over 3.000+ views, and yet here I am with 125 or so deviations with only 1.220 views or so. *pout* I guess I'll just hope that someone out there will see me. I'm only into my second year. I WILL NOT GIVE UP ^^

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22695169/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22695169/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 14:10:10 PST

+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22623490/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22623490/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 21:39:46 PST
I first wanted to say "hallo wuv" to Justeline, I always get such awesome responses from her! I can't wait to see more of her things. And I wanted to say "Hallo hallo my platonic girlfriend" Also known as Tenchibaka. {sorry girl! I didn't mean to like butt you out or anything, I'm just so terribly busy. I hope your shops and stuffs are going great. (VISIT TENCHIBAKA SHE RULZE) }

And I'm sorry if my 100 useless things about me really wasted your time, (no wonder I didn't get any responses >> XD)

Anyways. I wanted to show you a new poem I wrote!
I'm very proud of it. If you read it and like it, will you send me a note saying you do? Maybe if its okay or good enough I can submit it on here. But I want your opinion. ^___^



Title: Cleaning out my closet, pt one. (not an official title, just a proto-type.)

{{This closet is my mind. Over the years I've stored things into it and made sure to keep things safe and compacted, and every once in a while, I'll take out all of the boxes and sort through them.
I'll go through the picture albums and bring back memories of old family love. I'll sort through my old baby clothes and wonder if they will fit my future baby. I'll dust off my antics, known to be the craziest bedtime stories that you've ever heard of, and I'll give them life again.
My closet is so filthy, I only tend to hold onto the things that have no meaning, but they do belong some where to be displayed.
Some where, in this dark room, filled to the brim with boxes and dust, lit by only a few ideas and covered in head to toe with memories of the blood that ran down my arm, certain old speech bubbles lay around the floor, growls deeply to be known...
but its so black behind these boxes, something is back there, and it wants to show its self again.
I don't want anyone to see, it will come out and show its fangs and yellow eyes which I'm frightened of. It seems my other half wants to be known again, but I'll shake my head for now, ignoring its presence and replacing the boxes,
I take a step back, shutting the door and replacing the curtain for now, I'm cleaning out my closet.}}



And that is my newest poem! Not a haiku, not something about love, death or trees.

I would share my other one but I wish to see who will kindly respond to this.


UPDATE ON LIFE IN GENERAL:
1) I've been in a sorta depressed mood because of my girlfriend and how she acts around me, so I'm really busy with my mind right now, trying to make it work so it doesn't come crashing down on me.

2) I've received really awesome art stuff for Christmas! A Chinese panting kit and a few things of paper, along with ink and grinding table.

3) I also got to sort out my closet, I feel better now that I've colour coordinated it. (black-Grey-brown-white)

4) I hope to be moving out soon, I don't know much but I might not be moving at all, besides, I only have a year of abuse left before I can be a dope on my own XD

5) I hope that soon I'll pass school, my grades weren't so hot and I'm working hard on getting those back up.

6) We have had such freakish temperatures lately, -4 with it feeling like -24! Damn arctic winds. They need to stop messing with my schedule, and the rest of ours.

7) I am working on some stuffs, I have a lot to do but I hope to get them done. I still haven't been able to get my hands on a damn scanner and its KILLING me! Gosh, it really is, I want to put my newest drawings up so bad!! ><

8) SQUEE SQUIRREL

9) Have you seen the new movie Benjamen button yet? I have and its AWESOME, sad, BUT AWESOME.

10) and finally, um... I'M FREE TALK TO MEH
I do requests you know, could you ask for something? *pouty face* I want to make things for people too. but I can't seem to get popular if only four people actually watch and listen and stuffs. >> <3 to those who do read my things and watch my things and respond to me. *huggles you all and gives you free candy*

Till next time.
Ja ne, mata ashita~!

*bows and walks away*

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22597068/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22597068/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:09:27 PST
Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed?
(if I had a door) I would keep it closed.

Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
No, I don't go to hotels. XD

Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
Not yet.

Where is your next vacation?
Kansas or Florida

Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Not yet.

Who do you think reads these?
Some people that are bored. Don't lie you know who you are! *points at you*

Do you have a calendar in your room?
yup

Where are you?
In my room

What's your plan for the day?
To get my homework finished. Then hang out with my Mafia king.

Are you reading any books right now?
Twilight. I'm curious is all.

Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Sometimes.

Have you ever peed in the woods?
Yup

Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
Oh yeah. LOL

Do you chew your pens and pencils?
Some times.

What is your "Song of the Week"?
Hm...*bites lip and thinks*
I think that the song for this week will be...
Durch den monsoon.

Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
If they want to do it. sure.

Do you still watch cartoons?
No, I don't watch tv.

Whats your favorite love movie?
um...
Does army girl count?

What do you drink with dinner?
ginger ale

What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in?
Hot sauce, BBQ sauce, ketchup, mustard.

What is your favorite food/cuisine?
OH I KNOW THIS ONE!
Cheese~!! Cheddar especially, but if not that then definitely mandarin oranges.

What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Terminator, Akira, Labyrinth, and dark crystal.

Last person you hugged/kissed?
Kris. (my mafia king)

Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
no.

Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
If I was paid big! XD

When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
Um, I don't remember. I think last year? yeah.

Can you change the oil on a car?
Yeah.

Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
No, I don't drive.

Run out of gas?
no.

Favorite kind of sandwich?
lettuce

Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Cheerio cereal bar.

What is your usual bedtime?
9:30-11PM

Are you lazy?
Only when I want to be.

When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
A ninja, a princess, for four years in a row a pumpkin.

Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
(I'm getting) Cosmo magazine.

Which are better, legos or lincoln logs?
LINCOLN LOGS

Are you stubborn?
When I wanna be

Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Don't know who either of those are.

Ever watch soap operas?
Once

Afraid of heights?
Oh yeah.

Sing in the car?
Some times

Dance in the shower?
On a good day, yes.

Dance in the car?
Yup

Ever used a gun?
Yes

Do you think musicals are cheesy?
ZOMG yes. Except in grease ^__^

Is Christmas stressful?
Not really. this last one was though.

Ever eat a pirogi?
no.

Major annoyance right now?
My princess ...>>

Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
A construction builder

Do you believe in ghosts?
Yesh

Ever have a deja-vu feeling?
Yesh

Do you take a vitamin daily?
use to.

Wear slippers?
No

Wear a bath robe?
No

What do you wear to bed?
My boxers and wife beater.

Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart?
Wal-mart. (haven't been to the others before)

Nike or Adidas?
I dunno.

Cheetos Or Fritos?
CHEETOS

Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Seeds!

Ever hear of, "gorp"?
No.

Ever taken karate?
No, but I wanted to

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
I made out with them ^^

Can you curl your tongue?
Yes

Ever won a spelling bee?
Nope

Ever cried because you were so happy?
No

Own any record albums?
Nope ( I wish I did though)

Own a record pl... ]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22521079/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22521079/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:01:30 PST
]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22460737/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22460737/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 20:44:10 PST
I'm reading Twilight finally. I've seen everyone in school (mostly girls) walk by with that book in hand and saying how they love everything. I think that even though I'm about 5o pages in, I don't really see it, but I think its okay so far. I have it on my computer so I'm reading it faster than if it was a paper back book. ^__^

I've gotten to eat chocolate cherries!! Ashes is happy. <3

Wow, today I got to a scanner, and that scanner HATED me! It would not let me custom select the area that I wanted scanned, so I'm sorry that my deviations today had the spirals from my note book on them. -___oU

Next, I think I hurt my neck some how, cause I can't turn it to my left with out it hurting too much. *pout*

But on the flip side~! In my art class we are working on pots and stuffs, I lost energy for mine since it was suppose to be a vase shaped as a women with her hands on her hips. But that didn't work out, so I'm just making it a flower pot. Maybe, if my teacher lets me, I'll be able to make something small? I could take a picture of it and send it here to deviantart and show you guys. ^^

I'm happy to say that my life is looking up. I'm going to move soon, I'm going to have a better life, I'm going to work on my art more, I'm going to be responsible, I'm going to be me finally.

And on other notes, I feel half guilty and I feel half happy. But I'll get more on that topic in a few journals or so.

But I hope everyone is happy! I'm going to post more tomorrow during lunch.

Bai! Thank you for wasting your time to read this. *sheepish*

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22252762/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22252762/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 00:25:50 PST
Hies! Ugliehchibi of duums day is here to bring you announcements! Cause I do enjoy giving them.

Thank you for wasting your time yet again to read ugliehchibi's pathetic journals that are so dull...*looks around seeing all the plain green* Yeah...I need to buy a subscription.

Does any one know where I could into a contest to get a free subscription if won? I think more people would be interested in my stuff if I wasn't so poor looking. lol ^__^u

But anyways! I have just uploaded some really old pictures. I took them a little over six months ago. No I don't have the USB cord for my phone yet and No I don't think I'll be getting one anytime soon unless my parental units buy me one from Europe for 9$ American monies. So yeah... That's what I get for getting a phone that is only sold in the Europe region. lol.

Also I have questions for you to answer! (If your willing to answer them for me!) I can not do polls right now so I need to make journals and stuff instead to help out.

Ok then.
Should I...
A) Draw more things or take more pictures?
B) Would you be interested in something that contained more love or more angst?
c) Do lions and pandas have anything in common?
D) Why do people want so much fame?
E) Why do deviants like us strive to get to the top when Art is the easiest skill for some to learn?
F) When I submit my art, do you look at it and ask your self why I made that photo or do you just watch me to get my hopes up?
G) Are you even reading my journals? lol
H) Is it possible that I suck just a tad to much when I'm trying hard to get noticed by the people in my small group?
I) Does art tie back to your heart and pull on your strings?
J) When did art become your solemn thing to take up time?
K) Does art make you happy? Or the process of making it to have some one else happy make you happy?
L) When some one says something bad about your art, what do you normally think about?
M) Do questions like these seem confusing to ask?
N) Why is the universal question "why"?
O) Have you ever noticed that "N" and "O" are right next to each other in the alphabet and spell NO? ^^
P) Do manicans help when making bases? (for pixel artists)
Q) Does listening to music while making art help you concentrate?
R) What kind of music do you listen to if you do that?
S) Stay put. take a breath...move forward.
T) Does it seem silly to use all the letters of the alphabet in this journal? I bet your board. XDD
U) Are you easily frightened?
V) Does the little light in the fridge stay on when you close the fridge door?
W) Can you get cancer from hickies? (wow, way off topic. You can tell I'm getting tired. lol)
X) When your apart of nature, do you sneeze or feel at home?
Y) Tired of this quiz yet?
Z) Good. Cause its over.

Now I'll see who will do this.
Mean while. I'm off to bed!! Look at all my new deviations and please make some comments. ^^

Goodnight yall. Much love!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22228657/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22228657/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 15:28:16 PST My girlfriend Sharra, and boyfriend Kris.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A fox and raccoon

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It sees me and comes up to smell my hands, then jumps into Sharra's lap.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.

Its a big house made of different colours, has glass casing in front of it where some herbs are being grown, big pipes and gutters that let the rain even out into the green house and save for water. It has two stories and an underground compartment.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Not right now

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room.. what do you see in the dining room?

Bamboo everything, The tables, chairs, the walls, the sliding door that leads to out side, and there are a few pictures up on the wall.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?

A china class


8. What do you do with the cup?
I pick it up and place it in my pouch. I'm like a squirrel I collect everything!


9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
A pond with fishes in it.


10. How will you cross the water?
I'll ask Kris to build me a raft. Or I'll walk around it.

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
<3

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.


3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.


6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

That was an awesome quiz.
Take it.

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22164744/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22164744/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 11:38:08 PST Hello hello! *waves hands and smiles*

I hope everyone is having a good Christmas eve! If you think its a bunch of bull, I'm sorry, I'm in the holiday spirit like you wouldn't believe!! ^__^

I'm singing Christmas carols and drinking hot chocolate, and praying for a white Christmas day~!!

This Holiday, I'm spending time with my boyfriend Kris, and my girlfriend Sharra. They are my worlds, and the only things I wanted for Christmas. I don't want any material items, just them. And I want all of you guys to be happy too ^^

I hope you do have a good Holiday and a brand spanking jolly good time of a new year.

*raises a glass of rum while passing egg nog to everyone else*

I propose a toast!!

To all of the deviants that work so hard over the year. Merry Christmas and happy holidays to you and your families and close friends. May your wishes come true, and may the turkey or ham or even both be delicious !

See you around! ^____^

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22110560/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/22110560/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 20:34:25 PST Hiya yall! ^___^

Ugliehchibi here ready for Christmas just like anyone else!

I've finished all of my homework in time to meet finals and maybe some what kinda ish pass them, I've done all of my chores and kept up with them, and I've even made my boyfriend laugh the way I was hoping he would. Things have worked out great and I've been released of my groundings! YAY

So.

I've also finished all of my stuffs that I've made for my watchers. I'll be making new things as well, so be on a look out for about 12 or so inked original drawings kk?

I worked hard! be proud of meh!!

Now. I'm listening to my new music, I'm happy to read my stuff online now, I get to say HI to all of yous, and All of your deviations are very well!!!

Gosh. Once I get monies, I might actually pay some of you to get these. XD

Love you all!
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
It means a ton.

Much love for the people who watch me and for the ones who leave nifty comments on my thingy of duum!

*huggles to all*

P.S. I might not be able to get to a scanner later on, and I have failed to get to one that works. -__-u
So I'm terribly sorry all of these things I promise are coming late. THEY WILL GET HERE SOONER OR LATER DAMN IT.

Love you! by3!

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21914937/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21914937/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 13:22:48 PST
I'm technically grounded. (although for the life of me I've never been grounded before...) So, my prevliages consist of school work, some art work, writing, and no enternet. that is right, bad spelling and all no enternet.

I'm risking my life (not really) to work on this journal even, I'm staying after school so that I can update and give you proper feed back.

I'm working on designs for the following, they are seasonal greetings pictures. A bit of early christmas presents if you will.

*Justeline
*Tenchibaka
*Deathnotefan1223
*Pirate-o-night-mif
*DJ-Hikari
*Hikari-Auska
*markcrilley
*DemonWolfOfShadows
*Foxie-chan
*krydenrock
*tina643211

Basically all my watchers.
Again, even though I'm in a bit of a rut and I won't be on line the next few days, I'm still taking requests, normally I get them done in about a day, and I even take double, triple requests and all that happy stuffs! I'm willing to try new things and untill I can unload all 822 pictures off of my phone (yes I keep taking the damn things, my poor camera) I'm going to do some traditional work.

I wanna thank you for the time for reading this, keep viewing my page please! Give me good or cruddy comments, either way I'm learning more and more by the inch!

I love you all, thank you for your support as I give to you.

Much loves.

*huggles and ninja squirells all around!*

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21778008/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21778008/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 04:22:31 PST .<

1) No one I know in my community, area, or any wheres has my middle name. "Shelena"

2) I can roll my toung to make it look curvy, like three waves.

3) Reverse psychology works best with me when trying to learn something.

4) I have both a boyfriend and a girlfriend. (I love them very much, I don't love one more than the other, and how we got together is a long story, note me if you wanna know by some weird chance)

5) I've been drawing since I was two, one of my best pictures in in my youngest sketch books that I can retrieve and remember.

6) I want twelve children when I get older.

7) I have natural fangs, no one knows that really unless they know me cause I never smile wide enough to show them off.

8) I can wiggle my ears and nose, which makes my girlfriend squeal. lol

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21679167/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21679167/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 11:00:41 PST
Hiya! Ugliehchibi here with da updates of duum!

All this week is off from school for me because of Thanks giving break! I'll be drawing a lot of pretties in the mean time!

I got to post the four you've recently seen because I finally made it to a scanner!

Things are looking up for me. I've been finishing all of my homework, I got my writing/drawing vibe back and I just might be getting something special from a certain some one! (~yay me~)

On top of that, I've downloaded some new music to keep me inspired.

Has anyone ever herd of Bjork? She is very interesting with her music, I think she should be awarded a devious award because her style is out of the ordinary and very up lifting. ^__^ I look up to her a lot, because she is one of a kind, just like me!

Guess what? This is pretty amazing, on my phone, I have...*counts* 765 photos that I need to sort through and upload to my computer, about 200 or more of that may be going on deviantart, but I'll be sure to spread it out so that way no one will get 200+ deviations in one day!

(that would suck ne? a lot of probably useless stuff to delete from the watch list...lol)

Also!!

What did you guys think of my sleeping shoe fairy? I didn't get any comments on her just yet but I was just curious. Because A) She is the first idea I've come up with that hasn't resulted in being crumpled up and thrown away.

Well, I guess that is it for now! Thank you to all and any who support me as I do them! You guys are amazing! >.< *holds up two thumbs*

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21513705/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21513705/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 07:35:15 PST She has come on deviantart for the past four freakish days to catch me on my wonderful 1000 hits in my first year here on deviantart.

I feel so loved.


SO I'm now off to make her a pretty! and some other stuffs, such a breakfast and yummies and all that happy stuffs. ^^

I"M OFF

~now for a special announcement from Tenchibaka her self~

^^ ehehe~<3 i actually didn't want it for the arts, i wanted it so i could say this: YOU ALL SUCK!!!!!

.....or something<3 anywho my contest has ended so i'm wasing my wonderful morning off to blatenly advertyize<3

READ MY GOD DAMNED JOURNAL!!!
[link]

]]> ~ugliehchibi http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21477155/ http://ugliehchibi.deviantart.com/journal/21477155/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 21:26:02 PST
01. What is your pen name?
Ugliehchibi ^^

02. What made you choose this name?
My friend Tenchibaka picked it out for me! last year when I made my new account on deviantart, she gave me the name cause of my talent with cute things and chibi's. SO I got, UGLIEHCHIBI weird spelling in all ^^

03. Do you use PC or Mac?
I use both; I have both, but I am on a Mac right now.

04. What programs do you use most often?
If I'm not using my sketch pad (because my traditional work doesn't come in contact with a computer unless I'm uploading it to deviantart) Then I'm using MS paint.

05. Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Mouse. I wish I had a tablet...*pout*

06. What color or color combination's do you find yourself using most often?
I'm normally a black and white kind of individual, but if I were to use colours more often, they would be Grays, Oranges, Reds, and Yellows, Cause I like painting fire. ^^

07. What part of a picture do you put most effort into?
The out line, I gotta have the best so that way I can make it 3d ish and stuffs...

08. How long does it take you do draw a picture?
About an Hour or two if I'm really getting into it to make it the best ever. But if I'm just doodling, It'll take like a whole day with few breaks to get me out of my drawers block.

09. Do you keep your rough drafts?
Some times, I like to come back for reverence! Tenchibaka says that it would help my self if I did such a thing.

10. What font do you use most often?
Runic, 12 (ancient hieroglyphics ) and Calligraphy.

11. When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?
I gots nyuew utter idea. ^__^

12. Do you do anything else when you're drawing?
Yup!! *nods* I listen to death music while drinking Coffee with 5 Sugar cubes and a few spoons of creamer or milk. Ahhhh I love that...*drool*

13. Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?
Depends if I have a USB cord for my photos or If the scanner at school is working well enough. So I'd say...since I'm really random...15 at a time then none at all for a while.

14. What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Any that doesn't smear to easily when I don' want it to. ANY thing is my canvas. But I love drawing on flesh. That's why people are so much fun to do! >.<

15. What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?
Again, anything or anyone that I can get my hands on. ^^

16. How long does it take you to ink something?
Just as long as I drew the outline, but usually faster than that.

17. Do you do comics, or fan comics?
Both!!

18. Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?
OH yesh berry berry much!

19. Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?
I'm going too! When I do I'll let everyone on deviantart know. ^^

21. Who are your favorite artists?
Tenchibaka, SUMMERS1223, Deathnotefan1223, and a few others that I can't remember the name of BUT they are on my page.

22. Do you like anime/manga? If so, what are your favorite series?
OMG YES. I love both!! I'm a total Naruto-freak. And a Death-note freak, and a Full-metal alchemist freak. >.< Inuyasha, tenchi muyo, Rave master, Is, Tokyo mew mew, Fruits basket, Blood +, One piece, And others. ^^

I like Chobits,Absolute Boyfriend,Gravitation and again some others that I can't think of.

23. Do you like cartoons/comics? If so, what are your favorite series?
Hm...Yeah I think so. Ed, Edd, n Eddy is a fave. ^//^ I'm weird like that. And others I suppose.

24. Any artists that you wish you could draw like?
Not that I can think of at the moment.

25. Do you read a lot of books?
Oh god yes.

26. Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?
Yeah. I got one from my girlfriend, since she said I should work on my bodies, and my boyfriend gave me instructions after reading a book with me to get me to get better ^^

27. Any video games you enjoy?
Sims~! For both the computer and DS. I have Sims Castaway 2 for the DS, and I have Sims house party for the computer. I also have Dragon ball z, Nintendo dogs, Final fantasy 3 all for the DS.

28. Any favorite characters from video games?
Goku, Gohan, Trunks, Buu, and a few others, The characters I create are always bad ass so ja. ^^
29. Do you have a favorite writer?
Oh boy there is a list that would take up an entire page. I'll name off my first three.

Sharra M

Edgar Allen Poe

and Chris S

30. Any books you really enjoy?
The little match girl, Slammer kin, Rapture of Canaan, Balzac and the Chinese seamstress, and a few others.

31. Do y... ]]> ~ugliehchibi