http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:uniquely-random&section=today deviantART RSS for by:uniquely-random en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 13:51:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/22460810/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/22460810/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 20:50:30 PST moi.

i almost didnt log in today too, partly cause i momentarily blanked on how to spell "uniquely".

hmmmmm, school is going well, i have a new roomie this semester, am still building my art portfolio for the inevitable portfolio review to get into the design program. 3 year relationship anniversary later this month, and birthday in a month minus 2 days. life is gooooooood. =]

ummm, pizza awaits, gotta go.
*ADD*

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20905056/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20905056/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:19:11 PDT IM HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE



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]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20786120/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20786120/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 23:07:34 PDT Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Ti... ]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20498131/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20498131/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 22:50:55 PDT
i have no timeeeee.
school and friends and LIFE are sucking up all of my time.
it's awesome though.
i LOVE it here; it's like my home now.
im really upset in the back of my mind though because my family has to sell the house. i guess i just epically beat them at the moving out part, since im already gone.

but im not upset about the moving. not at all; it's JUST a house. just about the fact that they have to repaint everything.

THEY ARE REPAINTING THE ROOM THAT I SPENT LIKE A WEEK PAINTING BRIGHT ORANGE LAST AUGUST. it was one of the coolest things i have ever done, and it took a ton of work. i hate that it was only that way for a year. my best friend in the whole wide world never even saw it cause she lives a few towns over and we didnt get a chance to hang out.

also, they are repainting the kitchen wall. when i was in eighth grade, my dad had me paint one of my sunset drawings onto the kitchen wall to surprise my mom and brother when they came home from vacation. it was one of the defining moments of that summer for me. we considered framing it, and last summer they redid the white wall and painted around the mural.

NOW THEY ARE COVERING IT OVER COMPLETELY. sent a cell phone pic to me, as if that will make up for it. it feels like my creativity is being crushed. they are destroying art.

i cant stand knowing that even things painted on walls can be just so easily ruined. and they are knowingly doing so. they can keep the kitchen mural. it makes the room look awesome.

the worst part of this is that i wont even be home before they do it. i didnt know when i moved that it wouldnt be there by the time i got back. it SUCKS. the colors they got to repaint the room with SUCK. and plus, i dont know if they will still have the house in a few months, so when i come home for fall break, i have to pack up everything i left behind. EVERYTHING.

well, it's fine. i'll deal with it later; it's 100 miles away right now. i have other things to think about than this. i just needed to rant a bit. i hate creativity being destroyed. that's basically what im trying to say. especially when it's something that i took so much time and effort to create, thinking it would last a very very long time. not just five years tops.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20105546/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20105546/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 23:37:07 PDT I am movinggggggggggggg!

Sad news is, I dont get to see my friends and boyfriend until October,
but the good news is, LIFE IS GOING TO BE FREAKING AMAZING for a while.
I cant WAIT to move in, and I hope i dont forget anything =]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20011757/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/20011757/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:32:06 PDT









































































































i am in an uncharacteristically TERRIBLE mood.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19856400/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19856400/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 03:26:34 PDT Summer has DEFINITELY gone on way too long.
I move in two weeks!!!
OHMIGOSH.
=O
On the other hand, it is 6:30 in the morning and I have yet to go to bed. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19807322/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19807322/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:16:47 PDT and then deleting all my pictures of me and deleting all my journal entries.
only 0.2% of the time, i follow through.
right now i am in one of those moods.

i need to blog or rant or hang out with friends or something
but dont know what will work for me.
right now, my boyfriend keeps me happy.

my life feels much more complicated than it used to be.
six months ago, my parents were still together.
six months ago, i wasnt getting yelled at for every little thing i do.
six months ago, i still had the chance of breaking all my PRs in track and showing up to every meet and actually earning a letter.

what the heck has happened?!
its all off track now.
i cant wait to start my new life, but at the same time,
it feels like im just trying to run away from my old one.


this blog will be deleted within 24 hours.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19721869/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19721869/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 16:09:04 PDT je t'aime jaime =]
the past few days have been rough, but ive been getting through them.
today was amazing, and i feel connected and in sync with the world.
im actually keeping up with messages and devs on here.
jaime can attest, ive had up to 2,000 + that never got checked at one point haha
now im off to spend another evening with my boyfriend.
i love creativity, and life.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19671556/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19671556/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 23:19:42 PDT It was one of the best experiences of my life.
Tonight reminded me of how much I love my boyfriend,
and how hard it will be not seeing him as often this year.
I've been having strange dreams lately that
probably have something to do with all the changes in my life.
There are always buildings being destroyed in my dreams,
it's always night, and I'm always living in a brand-new place in them.
I'm most likely dehydrated since I have barely drank any water
the past few days.
I usually never realize I'm dehydrated until I take a shower
and come out of it feeling slightly strange cause
my skin is trying to sponge up all the water to replenish itself.
It's making me hesitant to go running cause
it's too hot outside and there's not enough liquid in me.

It feels like my life is on standby right now,
except for the recent fun.
I just cant wait to move,
and have a fresh new start.
Less than a month!!!!!

New photos up whenever I get a chance.
I'm finally beginning to go on this again.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19587234/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19587234/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 09:10:34 PDT FALLIN YES I AM FALLIN AND SHE KEEPS CALLING LALALALALAAAAAAHHH
yeah. whatever.

today im just sitting around cause im honestly not feeling that awesome. just kinda blahhhh.

IM GOING SKYDIVING ON SUNDAY !!!! =]]]]]
i cant wait, its been on my list since long before i even made it.

and... sorry to say this but i have turned into a texting addict.

...they need to make a "tossing cookies" mood, thats how i feel haha. not to that extent but it would make a cute little smiley wouldnt it?1 =]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19361344/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/19361344/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:13:28 PDT .. i kinda like it though.
i got a minifridge today... exciting.
im so hungry and tired right now.
subbing paper routes is NOT great for sleep.
this is just a tired ramble.
im falling asleep right now.
only a week until cedar point and two weeks until skydiving.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18660344/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18660344/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 10:59:52 PDT ive been on summer break for almost a week now.
i think if i get any happier,
i will explode,
and happiness will fly everywhere.
:]

the only problem right now is that my two best friends are best friends with each other.
and they keep leaving me out of EVERYTHING.
and im tired of being disappointed and replaced.

but that's it!
wheeeee. :]

j'adore ma vie beaucouuuuuuup :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18421799/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18421799/ Tue, 20 May 2008 19:41:34 PDT
im on the design team for our school's literary and musical compilation, and ive been working on the page design like crazy lately. i didnt even leave school school this afternoon till almost 6:30. but i LOVE it!!!!

but. have been super-tired lately, with a sore throat that wont get any worse or any better. it's just.. chillin, making me uncomfy. :[

SIX MORE DAYS AHAHAHAHA *insert evil laughter here* then im FREE! :]

ive had the most annoying songs stuck in my head lately. "no air" by chris brown and "touch my body" by mariah carey. SHOOOT MAAAAAAY theyre annoying :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18327577/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18327577/ Wed, 14 May 2008 20:18:56 PDT if i dont feel another person's touch for a while,
i start feeling restless. jaime resorted to tracing letters
on my back one day for me to guess words while we were
in class. and it works perfectly.

those babies who grow up traumatized if they arent held
or something like that is so true. i am the same way.
i'd go crazy without someone giving me a hug
or spelling words on my back or poking me in the side.

today i realized that my boyfriend is REALLY awesome at
massaging shoulders and heads. he picked up a few
therapeutic techniques from the hospital last summer.

im finally not mad at my photography teacher anymore,
my life is coming back together, and soon this chapter of
my life will be OVER!

two more weeks, cant wait! :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18232478/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/18232478/ Thu, 08 May 2008 19:03:59 PDT i wish i could be happy.
but i cant.
not now.




and i wish i could say whats bugging me so badly.
but i cant.
not here.




and i hate hearing everyone saying theyre sorry,
hate telling them the truth cause i know how theyll react.
but they dont know everything.
thats the problem.
they dont know what it's like, not at all.


im just so sick of all the negative energy in my life right now.
i wish i could flush it all out.
be whole again.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/17978577/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/17978577/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 15:46:36 PDT my entire life has changed within the past three weeks; stuff id rather not go into detail about with strangers.
if you know me in person, you probably already know.
im getting more and more into my art as a way to cope with these changes.

i'll put up some stuff sooner or later.

love.
me.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16914871/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16914871/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 13:36:46 PST I've cleared all the messages and deviations I've needed to go through. FINALLY!


Sorry to everyone that I've been writing in French a lot on this site. It just seems like the easiest thing for me to do on here, cause it helps me practice it. Plus, it's fun to name stuff in French. I don't even know why.

So please bear with me, and find a dictionary if you need to.

I really wish I could find a scanner so I could upload the stuff that I've done in photo class. I like them a lot better than my digital stuff.

But I'll keep lookig through, trying to find stuff.

peaceandlove.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16850817/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16850817/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 15:39:18 PST
wow okay.
WAY TO FAIL, WINDOWS.

i just really felt like i needed to clear the 666 journals that were on there.

buuuuuut i guess that can wait
until later.



speaking of crappy internet, i wish i could go on the internet without it having problems.

blocked at school: myspace, facebook, meebo, PHOTOBUCKET!, livejournal, xanga, DEVIANTART... basically, anything you can think of. it's basically a waste of tiem to even try to find something that's not blocked.

blocked at home: myspace, facebook, YAHOO MUSIC, and random half pages of various sites like deviantart and blogs. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.





it feels like im living in china, i swear, what with all the stupid internet restrictions.


blahblahblah etc.
bye!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16395592/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16395592/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 22:14:47 PST IT BLOWS.

for updates go to:
[link]

im honestly surprised the school hasnt blocked that yet.

maybe they'll wait until after im out of the system.

hopefully.

ah, what freeing words. "out of the system".

IM ALMOST THERE.

i usually only go on DA during school. yep.
sorry.

but i love this place too much, i'll be back on occasionally.

well, it's 1 am, i have to be at school in 7 1/2 hrs, but before i can sleep, i have to finish this 15 page [no i am NOT kidding about the length] paper. YUCKYUCKYUCK

well we all know who will be all ZOMBIEHHHH in the morning.
what a cheery thought.

oh sheeeee i need to be at school even earlier to catch jaime.
yeah, you know i love you :]
i know you will ead this at some point haaaaa.




my on-time to first mod average:
once day every two weeks.


that's crazy.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16292081/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/16292081/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 19:14:10 PST there have been some changes.

1. my ipod is gone.
FOREVER.
yeah, it sucks.
i just need help remembering all the stupid songs
so that when i finally cave and get som cheap generic
MP3 player, I'll have the songs.
Jaime, That means i will probably need to borrow a few CDs.
*SIGH*
Whatamess.

2. I've been remembering my dreams really vividly lately.
And they've been giving me answers to things
I havent even known I've been asking.
It's kinda strange, but I'm COMPLETELY enthralled.
Just writing down my dream each morning makes
me feel creative.
:]

3. I feel like I've outgrown the particular stage of life that I'm in.
I'm completely done, accepted to collage [as of Christmas Eve ],
and I just want to hurry up and get on with it already.
I had this amazing long dream and when I described it to my teacher/mentor he said
that it meant that I've passed a certain point in my life,
and I can never go back to it,
even if I try.

4. This page keeps trying to change to an ad site, so I'm gonna finish here before I lose all of this.

That's my life, updated.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15983957/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15983957/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:47:35 PST Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Skydive.
2. Jump off the Pont du somethingorother in the south of France.
3. Sit in a foreign train station for a half hour and listen to the people talking.

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Aymie
2. Aymie-Lynn
3. Hey You

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1. uniquely-random
2. aymieduhhh
3. writergirlaymes

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) my weight
2. hair is pretty awesome
3. soccer legs. heckyes.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. French
2. Indian
3. European

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) the future
2. no one to love me
3. thunderstorms

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) music<333
2.) paper
3. thoughts

Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) coat
2. sweater
3. pantalones :]

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Evanescence
2. Chiodos
3. Colbie Caillat

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
(I HATE FAVORITE QUESTIONS LOL I'LL JUST PUT THE "ATM" ONES)
1.) "Get Low" -idontevenknow! Flo Rida and TPain
2. Yes, Even Stars Break -The Scene Aesthetic
3. A La Faveur De L'Automne- Tete

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) someone who lets me be real around them
2. someone who just holds me.
3. someone who will come to my house at 10 at night just to say hi
*i actually have these things*

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I have plans to go skydiving this summer.
2. I can write poems.
3. My room is painted bright orange.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) eyes
2. smile
3. hair?

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) making collages
2. printing out myspace surveys and pasting them in my journal
3. sleeping

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) get out of this town
2. go running
3. blow my nose

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) writer
2. journalist
3. designer

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) france
2. chile
3. thailand

Three Names You Like:
1.) Amy
2. Lynn
3. Lee... HAAAAAAAA ;]

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) religiously straightened hair
2. pink iPod and camera
3. PMS

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) i goof off at lunch with a table full of boys [bottle throwing contest anyone?]
2. plays more than one sport
3. hyperactive/cant sit still

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1. whoever comments my journals on a somewhat regular basis
[wes and whatshisname]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15983712/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15983712/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 08:22:36 PST There's so much work,
and all of it is piling up and very complicated.
When I try to get help on what I'm doing,
I have to stand there at the teacher's desk
for five minutes, waiting on her or him to
finish babysitting the other kids in the class.
So that they can finally focus on their real job- TEACHING.
I'm sick of all the kids who mess around and
distract the teacher. It's freaking annoying the
way that they come to school, fail their classes
and make a ruckus. If you dont wanna be there, FINE!
Drop out! But it's so annoying when they take up
the teacher's time that I NEED.

Yeah. That sounds a BIT self centered.
But I'm just fed up with that.

Why is the librarian just SITTING there
at the table doing nothing but
staring at the people on the laptops?
Doesnt she have nything better to do?
Like, I dont know, get WORK done?!
They spend more time making the mouse on the kids computers
move and "x" out the screens theyre on
cause they think the kids are doing
"prohibited" computer activities
than they do running the freaking LIBRARY.

Public school are so inept.
I swear that's why all the children were
Left Behind in the first place.
*fume*

Oh. And I keep getting bloody noses.
Cause the air is so dry and I had that
stupid cold last week. I've had three
nosebleeds in the last 24 hours.
Not bad ones. But they're still annoying.

Rantrantrant.
Sorry about all this negativity,
but I'm so annoyed.

I want to rewind 24 hours to when
Platinum Blonde Boy picked me up by my ankles
and my favorite guidance counselor was Santa.
That was freaking sweet.
Let's keep that amazing memory.

:]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15914939/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15914939/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:18:27 PST 8 facts of randomness about me:


1. Last night I threw up hot chocolate.
2. I write letters in French to one of my friends, even though I've only had a year and a half of French and my friend has had four years.
3. My life is going to be completely different a year from now than it is now.
4. In group projects in school, I'm usually the one that gets screwed over [I get cut out of the group at the last minute or someoneforgets to put my name on the final project].
5. This afternoon I just saw a friend who I havent seen in over a year.
6. I like pants.
7. Kara is cool.
8. I'm gonna get death cookies for christmas!
9. I'm so jealous sometimes my heart should break.

I tag Jaime.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15850848/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15850848/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 15:57:46 PST [I'm afraid some native francophone is gonna find all this french im attempting to write and call me on bad grammar or something. i know french, but not THAT much, haha. :]

I'm putting a pic or two here for you to see that IT'S NOT VERY BLUE.
<"[link]">CLICKAY!<"[link]">CLICK HERE TOO
Do you kinda see that it's not very blue?
It's just those two streaks right at the bottom there?
And it's on a white background too.

The other picture I took I liked so much I wanted it to be a deviation.
So look there, haaaa.

My hair's just TOO DARK to really dye it much.
At least not when it's being rubbed through your hair during your lunch mod by a girl that you met ten minutes ago while she was rubbing the dye through your friend's hair.

This kid that i've known since he was in kindergarten found me on this site, and I don't really feel like putting up much more stuff. I feel like I have to edit it now somehow. I dont know...


I thinkI'm gonna take a landscape of my bedroom walls.
Scusemebye. :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15832351/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15832351/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 09:41:24 PST cheveux means "hair".

It's kinda strange cause it's the wash-out-in-the-shower kind, and half of it is stillwet, and the other half is crunchy. hehe.

So i just typoed and the kid sitting next to me saked me how the heck i typed so fast.

"You just hit a button super-fast, I swear," he said.

WHAT?!

HAAAAAAA.

ohdang ive been running my hands through the ends unconciously [it's a weird sitting-in-class-bored-habit] and now my fingers are slightly blue.
yep.







gotta go print a paper.

I need a scanner! There are so many amazing pictures, but no way to put them up.

Oh yeah. My ipod headphones are gone. They were broken anyway; but i wish i had them. Maybe Christmas will bring some new ones..?



Anyway. This journal is really ADD today.
LOVES!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15587773/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15587773/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 09:33:15 PST
For the second time in an hour.
Okay, screw you, Deviantart.
Not only did you erase my unique thoughts that i REALLY wanted to reread, you also deleted the essay for school that I was working on at the same time.

THANKS YOU STUPID WEBSITE. Why cant you find better stuff to do, like, say, go find some of those 40-year-old men who are apparently always browsing the intrnet trying to molest girls like me? Why cant you go pick on someone your own size, like, say, Wikipedia or something?

YOU [censored because I hate to swear online].

This is just like my whole DAY today. It's all disappointing and not working out and stressful and all lets-make-everything-that-could-possibly-go-wrong-go-wrong and--

[rant fades out]

god, i dont even want to type out this ranting.
heck if you even want to read it.

jaime-all i have to say is AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH. Just so you know. You must not have been looking forward to it much then. Just give me, say, until next Monday to get over this little "hmmf-Im-pissed" thing, kay?

Kara-Thank you for the note and the lunch money. It helped a lot. So far youre the only person who even said anything, and thats casue i TOLD you. *hug back*


Oh yeah.
I have new stuff.
Im kinda in a funk from stress, school, and life.
Shouldnt last too much longer.
After today, anyway.
My stomach hurts.
Eventually I will get the prints from photo class scanned, cause theyre awesome.


Last night I walked a few blocks away and took pictures of the houses the fire department burned out for training purposes. I'd never been so close to a burned out building before, and I swear I could FEEL myself learning. Just sitting there and observing the abandoned darkened building and preserving it just completely blew my mind. It was AMAZING.



Okay.
Hopefully, this'll work this time. ADD!





It's so easy to get lost in constantly having to present whatever face you believe a person wants to see, rather than your own. Yet we hesitate to surrender all of our insecurities... Such a paradox, isn't it?
-Chiodos, "A Letter From Janelle"

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15328903/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15328903/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 09:34:08 PDT




But now I'm better. Except for this dang. Stupid. Cough.
*Hack*



OHMIGOD. This teacher came up behind me just now and stared at what I was doing for like a minute before I realized she was there.

I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DO THAT, IT BUGS ME SO MUCH :<



OK PHOTO STORY TIME :]

So even though I'm pretty good at digital photos, in this past month I've taken a photo class and realized that the actual old-school developing film thing is HARD. I SUCK at it.

Last week some friends and I went on a photo shoot around school, lugging around a tripod and a spotlight, and it was the most fun thing EVER. I finally got into the darkroom to develop the film today. And you know how you have to get the cap off, and roll the film around the reel... in the dark?! I suck at that aprt, and this ignorant senior opened the door while I was still rolling. After seeing me literally DIVE on top of my reel while shouting obscenities, the kid was like, "Chill OUT. JEEZ." and shut the door again.

I might sound like a dork for sayin this, but I was really looking forward to seeing the roll come out, and if he would have exposed the whole thing... I swear I would've killed him. Maybe Jaime knows what I'm talking about, cause she's taken photo for like... ever. :]

But after we messed with all the chemicals and my hands thuroughly smelled like pee [seriously.. it's the chemicals], I held up my wet film strip to the light.. AND THERE WERE PICTURES!!!


I swear that made my entire day right there.





My French teacher took my iPod and he's using it for his classes becasue I introduced him to a French singer who I ave on my iPod. So it's part of our test this week and we have to listen to it. I think he was worried that I wouldnt bring it to school, which would be the day hell froze over, the day i wouldnt bring my iPod to school. So that's pretty cool.





Oh. The girl in me came out this week. Usually I'm such a tomboy jeans-and-a-hoodie type when it comes to clothes, but on Halloween I wore my Amy Lee-esque dress to school. I HAVE NOT WORN A DRESS TO SCHOOL IN MY LIFE before two days ago. And I parted my hair so it looked all emo and such, it actually looked pretty cute.
Since I wont be uploading pics for a few days: [link] if you wanna see the emo hair :]












If you've read this far..... leave something for me to read.
Cause you're amazing and deserve a hug of some sort.

Usually I don't ramble on like tis, but tday I had a lot to say.

LOVES!!!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15213193/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15213193/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 09:02:33 PDT
Gahhh.

It sucks.

I hate being in school and being sick.
It's lammmeeeeee :/

Okay that's all :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15157808/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/15157808/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 12:17:33 PDT I HAVE NEW STUFF UP.
like, at least 5 things :]

go checkkk it outtttt!




oh and
i stayed up the entire night
reading the last Harry Potter.

[zombiehhhh]

IT WAS FREAZZZING INSANE.













haha.
sorry i made you waste your time reading this.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14982868/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14982868/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:23:40 PDT Yeah, sorry about that. I've been busy with stuff.

What's not cool is that the three main things in my life have completely turned upside-down within the last week, so I'm trying to adjust. And. It's kinda happening. But it's so hard.

So.
If I'm not here.
Don't get mad.
Leave me some stuff for when I return.

LOVES!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14600808/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14600808/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:15:05 PDT I tag JAIME and KARA. xD
....I need some new friends on DA.


1. Whats your full name?
like hell i'll tell you xD

2. Whats your age?
see above answer.

3. Height and weight, if known.
i'm throwing a party when i hit one hundred lbs.
which will hopefully be within the next year.

4. What is your species?
humannnnnnnnn!

5. Do you believe in love?
i believe in thinking you're in love. there's a difference.
once you both find your purposes, it is time for love.

6. Who do you like?
one kiss breaches the distance between friendship and love.
THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME

7. Name your best buddies.
Jaimepants. Karapants. Tlashhhh. and. V.

8. At what date you were born?
see answer to questions 1 and two.

9. Favorite Movies?
i can't sit still through movies. so i only watch half at a time, unless im in a theatre. soooo holy grail!!!!1

[i cant type right on this laptop. and my shoulders hurt x<]

10. Do you consider yourself an sexy or cute person?
mooooo i heart cows <3

11. How would you describe yourself?
do you see that creative girl over there? c'est moi jaykay.

12. Who do you hate?
i dont hate people. it's not cool.

13. What do you hate?
i hate ignorance.

14. Do you think fashion is important in your life?
chyeahhhh mayyyne!

15. Where do you live?
like. Hell. LIKE HELL likehell lykeheyyylll you'll find out.

16. What are your hobbies?
leaning like a cholo xD
haha no
i thiiiink.... being me.
annnnd running.

17. Tell us some secret that you have.
you know how im quiet when you first meet me? that's cause i feel INFERIOR.

18. Favorite Foods.
i opened my locker on monday
and inside was EASYMAC!!!!
it tasted liek heaven.
i heart the futbol locker buddies!!

19. Do you think Spam tastes like human flesh?
fuckihatespam.

20. FINAL QUESTION. (stop cheering) Why did you take this quiz?
iiiii was a bit bored after finishing my powerpoint.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14573016/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/14573016/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 09:26:51 PDT Well. Aymie is finally back on DA!!!

It feels like FOREVER since I've been on here. It's like visiting an old friend. I'm still taking photos, but dont have the time to put them up. I'm so busy this year!!!!

Holler at me if you've read this, cause I can't really remember who all's on here.

LOVES!!!!!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13313787/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13313787/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 08:23:39 PDT
im in love with life right now. cant get any better :]

&& my friend gave me 2GB of memory or something for my camera so now it can hold craploads upon craploads of peekturs :]

&& we went on a photoshoot/taco bell run last night
so i will have lots of new pics up in a few days
they turned out AMAZING!!!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13211320/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13211320/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:07:31 PDT
I just want to forget this weekend happened. My brother got hit by a car on his bike Saturday morning, luckily he's fine, but the bike got messed. I saw the collision with my own eyes, and If i hadnt stopped i wouldve been hit too. so now i have this crazy fear of getting hit while on my bike, which sucks because it's my main form of tranportation.
Then yesterday I couldnt sleep at all because I had this really bad migraine, whre everything felt kinda fuzzy around the edges, i felt like throwing up, and the darkness was too bright. Luckily that went away with sleep, but it used up all my energy and I'm not rested at all. And my bad mood has carried over into today too. :[
Sooo. After today there's finals and thennn no more school for a few months, WHICH IS GREAT!

I just have to get through today first.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13149041/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/13149041/ Wed, 30 May 2007 09:17:24 PDT
By default, I somehow became the editor for this year's student art/writing/musical compilation for our school. So that means I've designed about 50 pages in a week, and still have to help with the musical CD, and I've found out that I really really really want to do page design, maybe as a career for a magazine or newspaper when I'm not writing. I just love the visual aspect of layouts and stuff. You'd be able to see that with my myspace design, too: [link]
So I can't wait for the school year to end because I think I'm going to have an amazing summer. I get to get a bunk bed like a little kid again by the end of June, and then by the time school starts back up again, I'll be spending time with my Chilean sister and helping her adjust to America :] I can't WAIT!!!!!!!!

I'm really excited for next year. It'll be a memorable one.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12998550/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12998550/ Fri, 18 May 2007 08:26:11 PDT I got into a journalism workshop downstate for this summer! It's one of the best :]

So I get to do what I love, and get out of this town in the meantime.

And when I get back, there might be a foreign exchange student living in my house :]

Wheeeee.

Currently I am obsessed with this song "Alfie" by Lily Allen. omfg it's the best. However I only have one line stuck in my head: "My little brother's in his bedroom smoking weed".

rofl XD




oh, and another thing. my hand always shakes slightly when im taking pictures.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12933134/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12933134/ Sat, 12 May 2007 18:41:31 PDT Ok. I just wanted to use that "hysterical" moody-thingy. It's hilarious!!!!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12873313/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12873313/ Mon, 07 May 2007 08:04:29 PDT Last night I bought myself a digital camera, so I can fiddle around with photography now!!! :] *yay*
It's not that great a camera, but it's digital [and bright pink], so it will do.
I have a bunch of ideas for photo shoots around my town, so.. new stuff soon, I promise!! :]
*loves*

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12729744/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12729744/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 12:06:34 PDT This song has been really speaking to me the last few days, "Mad World". It was in Donnie Darko or something, and I'm not sure who does it, but I've gotten hold of both the original and the acoustic. And I'm obsessed.

Haven't been doing much writing lately. Don't know why. But something will come. I know it will.

So sorry for not doing anything on DA in a while, I just have to get going I guess.

Last night I went on a peanut-butter-and-jelly-sandwich-making frenzy and made four sandwiches, and consequently that's all I've had for the past twenty-four hours. My friends are like, "Where are you getting these from??!!!"

It's hysterical.

Loves.
A-Lynna.

p.s. my mood has been Llama for the last three journals. :]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12666688/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12666688/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:24:31 PDT This is unbelievable. Since the V-Tech shooting, everyone has been calling in bomb threats and stuff to high schools. They called in one to our school today and it scares me to think if it had been real. My friend thinks it's just a ploy and something might happen on Monday. I'm sure that wont happen though. I'm kinda scared to go back to school. I mean, I don't want to die just by showing up for class. Even though the chances are slim that anything will ever happen, you never know. You just never know.

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12364095/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12364095/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 14:52:47 PDT So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..

Opening Credits
"Photograph"-Nickelback.

Waking Up
"The Queen And I"-Gym Class Heroes. [Yeah. Cause my nights are so amazing. HAH.]

First Day At School
"Drunken Lullabies"-Flogging Molly. [God, apparently I'm a lush.]

Making Your New Best Friend
"Bat Country"-Avenged Sevenfold.

Falling In Love
"My Girl's Ex-Boyfriend"-Relient K. [Hmmm, fitting.]

Breaking Up
"Start Wearing Purple"-Gogol Bordello. [Interesting.]

Prom
"Don't Matter"-Akon. [HAHA!]

Graduation
"Famous Last Words"-MCR. [That's PERFECT! ]

Life's Okay
"Prelude 12/21"-AFI

Death of a Close Friend
"Nothing to Lose"-Mat Kearney

Mental Breakdown
"Gone So Young"-Amber Pacific

Driving
"Remember To Feel Real"-Armor For Sleep

Flashback
"House Carpenter"-Hurt.

Getting Back Together
"How We Do"-50 Cent.

Birth of Child
"Revenga"-System of a Down

Wedding Scene
"For The Moments I Feel Faint"-Relient K

Car Accident
"If Everyone Cared"-Nickelback. [Yeah, if they cared they'd quit slowing down to stare.]

Final Battle
"Going Under"-Evanescence. [Wait... does that mean I LOSE?!]

Death Scene
"Obsession"-DJ Tiesto

Funeral Song
"Give It Up"-Midtown. [Ok, I will! I'll die!]

End Credits
"Hey There Delilah"-Plain White T's. [Yay it ends with my fave song!]

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12360354/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12360354/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:20:10 PDT 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.


How are you feeling today?
Winter [rare techno remix]-Vivaldi

Will you get far in life?
Snakes on a Plane [bring it]-Cobra Starship

How do your friends see you?
Let The Drummer Kick-Citizen Cope

Will you get married?
Pompeii- Gatsby's American Dream (I GUESS NOT)

What is your best friend's theme song?
Falling Out-Relient k (OMG)

What is the story of your life?
One-Three Dog Night (NOO)

What was High School like?
Little House-The Fray

How can you get ahead in life?
Step Into The Barbershop- songstowearpantsto

What is the best thing about your friends?
I Constantly Thank God For Esteban- Panic! at the Disco

What is in store for this weekend?
The Suffering-Coheed and Cambria (WHAT? NOO!!)

To describe your grandparents?
House of Wolves-MCR

How is your life going?
Control-Poe

What song will they play at your funeral?
Halo-Haley James Scott (YAY)

How does the world see you?
I So Hate Consequences-Relient K (HAH)

Will you have a happy life?
Weight of the World-Evanescence

What do your friends really think of you?
Like You-Evanescence

Do people secretly lust after you?
Paper Jesus-Staind (I'M JESUS?!?!)

How can I make myself happy?
Love Like Winter-AFI

What should you do with your life?
Mr. 30-Spf Sunblock Wearer-Real Men Of Genius (LMAO)

Will you ever have children?
Take Me Away-Plain White T's

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12190423/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12190423/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:04:13 PDT Je n'aime pas!!!!!!

]]> ~uniquely-random http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12154238/ http://uniquely-random.deviantart.com/journal/12154238/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:30:04 PDT *sings the doom song*
my ipod died. it just totally zonked out on me right before bed last night, and i've only had the thing for three months. hopefully it's still under warranty or something, cause i'm so addicted to music that it feels like my whole life is in there, and i just can't turn the darn thing on.

]]> ~uniquely-random