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                <title>Holidays!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jan 2006 23:19:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Evening all,<br />
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Hope your holidays went well, and you all ahd a good time.  I spent Christmas with my family which was good, just sat around talking, laughing and eating <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> And new years was even better, me and three of my mates went down south camping for a week.  It was so much fun.  We spent the entire time road tripping around the bottom of the south island partying every night, and sleeping all morning <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  Met heaps of funny as people on our travels adn made some really good friends <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Anyway, best be off, I need to get some decent sleep <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Abi  xx ]]></description>
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                <title>Finally 500</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Aug 2005 21:43:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay, 500 pageviews at last. Woohoo!! *does little dance*  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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xx ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>I'm back</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 23:09:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys, sorry I haven't replied to any of your messages or commented on any new work in ages, I am getting there.  I've been in Fiji for the last 13days.  I had an amazing time <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> It was so beautiful.  We went to a little island south of Suva which was so cool <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I met some of the coolest people <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> And I have a wicked tan to show for it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  And now I'm back in rainy old Christchurch, dammit.  It's so bloody cold here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> Oh well, anyway, best be off, got people to visit and unpacking to do.  I will get to all your work soon, I promise <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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Abi  xx ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>Busy, busy, busy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 21:01:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, I've been sp busy lately, running around like a nuutter organising things.  Had my formal on Saturday night, was the best night ever! I should be able to submit some photo's of me and my mates sometime this week.  But I'm so tired! I got an hour and a half sleep on Saturday! I don't know how I survived.  And we spent yesterday watching movies and generally doing nothing that involved moving <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> EXcept we went to the beach at about 5ish and watched the sun set, it was so gorgeous.  But then I had to say goodbye to Marc, my date, cause he lives far away.  It was so sad <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" />  And that's about all really, I'm excited about this weekend as well, it's my best friends birthday and I should be going to the Lion's vs. All Blacks test at Jade on Saturday. Which is so exciting!! Anyway, should be off now.  <br />
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Bye.  Abi xx ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>Nothing much</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 May 2005 21:04:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, thought I should probably write  another journal entry seen  as I  haven't done one in ages. Life's been  pretty hectic lately. I had  avery  close personal friend die about a month  ago. He was like a father to me and had  been since I was about four. So I've  been finding life  a bit tough.  Struggling to do things and get around.  But I guess that will go away. And I've  got heaps of school work to do but I  just can't find the motivation for  anything. Shit happens I guess. I had a  good night last night though, which was  good. Went to the Super 12(Rugby Union)  semi final between my team and out  local rivals. Was heaps of fun and we  won which made it so much better.  Anyway that's about all lately. <br />
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Bye for now, Abi xxx ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>Meh!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Apr 2005 22:57:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys, how've you all been? I've  just been relaxing lately, looking  forward to holidays at the end of this  week. And my baby girl is coming all  the way from Wellington to see me, I'm  so excited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> And one of my best mates  from Westport(lol) is coming over as  well. I can't wait to see them both.  Yippee! Other than that not much has  really been happening, I'm really tired  *yawn* I go about 1/2 an hour sleep on  Saturday night and that wasn't even  good sleep; there were four of us in a  double bed! It was really squished. And  I've been up every other night this  week doind assignments for school.  dammit! Oh well best be going, so much  stuff to destroy, so little time....  *mwahaha*<br />
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Oh and by the way, you should all check  out <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/devart/thumbs/402324/">[link]</a> it's a competition by  RoninGaleria and it would be great if  we could get heaps of entries <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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Thanks guys, and talk to you later,<br />
Abi xox ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>What's wrong with me?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:21:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've just ahd the weekend form hell, I  saw my Dad who I haven't seen in about  4 years, and got to meet his other  family(my parents are seperated and  he's remarried and has 3 other  kids-other than me and my brother) and  he makes it so obvious that he doesn't  like me, that he wishes I wasn't there.  As we stepped off the plane he came  running to my older brother, Matt, and  hugged and sad how great it was to see  him again, and to me he said nothing,  he didn't even acknowledge my presence.  And the whole weekend was like that, no  matter what I did all he cared about  was Matt. And it took this weekend to  realise it's always been like that,  I've always been ignored, rejected,  forgotten. NO matter what I do, he just  doesn't care. All I've ever wnated was  for him to love me like he does Matt,  to hug me and tell me he's glad I was  born.  But he never will, no matter  what I do, and it breaks my heart. It  hurts me more than I ever thought I  could be hurt. It makes me feel like a  6 year old girl who doesn't understand  why her Dad's gone. I want to hate him  for how much he's hurt me, but even now  I just want him to love me, and I don't  think that will ever change, I'll  always be that 6 year old, crying cause  her Daddy doesn't love her. I want to  apologise to him to make him see me,  but I don't know what to apologise fro  adn I know deep down that it wouldn't  make a difference. I just want to know  what it is I've done to deserve this? ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>100 Pageviews!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 20:45:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY I finally made it to 100  pageviews!! Woohoo!! *does little  dance* <br />
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Anyway, that was all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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ps. I know how sad this is, you don't  need to tell me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>100 Pageviews!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 20:45:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY I finally made it to 100  pageviews!! Woohoo!! *does little  dance* <br />
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Anyway, that was all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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ps. I know how sad this is, you don't  need ot tell me ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>Wanted: Muse</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Mar 2005 00:43:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've lost my inspiration! I can't write  anymoe. It used to be that throughout  everyday phrases and little bits of  poetry would come to me and every night  I'd write down everything I'd thought  of and make them into entire poems, but  not anymore. I haven't come up with  anything in ages. I have so many things  I want to write about, it's how I deal  with problems, but I just can't seem to  make anything come. <br />
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If anyone's got any suggestions on how  to regain my inspiration, I'd love to  hear them.  Please, I really need some  help. ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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                <title>I'm so confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Mar 2005 19:28:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I  feel so lost all the time. No matter  where I am, or what I'm doing,  feel I  should be somewhere else, doing  something else. Todays the anniversary  of the day I was raped when I was 13,  and I can't stop thinking about it. It  was six years ago and i honestly  thought I was over it, but all i can  think of is how violated I felt at the  time, and surprisingly still do. And  thinking about that night makes me  think of Paige... my daughter... or at  leats she would have been... I had an  aborton, there was nothing else I could  do, I was only 13 and so scared and  alone. But now I regret what I did  every moment of everyday of me life;  Who was I to chose whether she lived or  died, Why did I think it was alright to  play God? And then I think of it from a  mothers point of view; I killed my own  child.. I should have loved her, not  killed her. I wish i could have known  her, because in my heart I know she  would have been perfect, even though  her father was a terrible person, she  would have been perfect and I would  ahve loved her more than anything  before.. what ahve I done? <br />
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I'm so confused, I know deep down that  I could never have raised her, but  still, did I have to kill her? All I  want now is to hold her, tell her I  love her and think of her always and  that I'm sorry, so sorry it almost  kills me.<br />
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That's all from me for today, goodbye.<br />
Abi xox ]]></description>
                <author>~unnoticeable</author>
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