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I'm really exited....!

Also, I think that things are begining to work out for me.
I don't know exactly how but it just feels that way.
I'm very optimistic today.........

Ahhhh
If anyone read my journal entry titled "Either very brave of very foolish" then that guy from that entry is about to become my new "boss" sort of....
We are on very good term and I am happy with the choice taht was made to put him as head of my unit thingy... though I can't help feeling a little weird about if for obviouse reasons....
oh well.... all will be good.

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/21913271/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/21913271/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 11:29:54 PST So I applyed to this thing and I found out the other day that I get to move on to the next step of the "auditions".


I'm really exited!

Also I found out that 5 other friends of mine (and some other people I know and like) are also in the running.

So it will be so awsome to have them "audition" the same day I do.


So I'm trying to think of what else I should put here.
I guess I'll just spill what's on my heart then.

I'm kinda lonely right now.....
relationship wise and friend wise.. (is it with s or z?)
It's not that I don't have friends... I do.
It's just that during the weekend when I'm home, most of my high school friends are not around anymore and my new friend live not at all next to me.... So it's hard.

I'm starting to think that my love life will be on hold forever.... I date from time to time and it usually ends afte two dates.
I try to open myself up for new relationships.... but being my own private shrink I can't help but think sometime that the reason I can't make it with anyone is because I'm pretty much locked on someone who has no idea I exist.... well he does... but not this way I think.
The worst thing... He wont disappear from my life... we live in the same very small community and I will probably get to see him around quite a lot.

So enough blabber...
Noone ever reads this anyway.

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/21041765/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/21041765/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:17:51 PDT Strange, yes.
Imposible, NO.

Well to be perfectly clear-
It's a friend's birthday camping, and so her friends will be there. She and I have two commune friend, who will be there.
Also, there is this other girl (foe) who had her birthday about the same time as my friend, so she and her friends will be there as well.

That sums it up pretty nicely I guess.

So since I had to be at the base these past few days, I pacted this huge bag to take with me since I will be continuing straight to the camp trip... fun.

Well I know I will enjoy myself.
It's something to do at the very least.



I'm considering re-entering NaNoWriMo this year... for those of you who have never heard of it- [link]
Wish me luck!

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/18507733/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/18507733/ Thu, 29 May 2008 01:20:47 PDT
I'm getting some good reviews at work... I am appriciated by my supperiors, so that's nice....
May be it's low esteem... but I sometimes feel that the good opinion of me it too high and not all justified...
I guess I have some self esteem issues....
This is good therapy.

I'm going to be a part of the next Taglit Birthright Expedition to come here to Israel, so that's nice. I like these sort of things....

I have Tourette Syndrome.
Had if for years of course... only now went for an official diagnosis, and the doctor confirmed.
I have Tourette Syndrome.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm TICKED off!!!!!!!!

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the tagger: =ElGorgadier

Directions:
1.Write these rules.
2.Each tagged person must write 8 things about he/her-self.
3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.
4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
5.Go to their dA's page and write they've been tagged.


I stoped biting my nails a month ago.... They ar quit long now...

I actually enjoy going to work....

I'm not photogenic.

I am not able to tan. I will be a whole day in the sun. the next day I will be burnt and the day after back to white.

I have a confession- I am addicted to facebook. And yes, I am ashamed.

I saw the love of my so far life a week ago (after not sweeing him for about a year) I felt sick at first (nerves).

When I see bugs and little lizards inside I 'save' them by taking them back to the wild.

at work I used to have some wild animals in my office (they are gone now) the Mouse was named Algernon (yes after the book) and the Geko was named Geko

So that is it.... I think that was eight.... who will I tag???

~MrMog ~rdl ~omer88 *Faintje ~ncs ~shivamd ~smady ~GutterSheep

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/17325603/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/17325603/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 03:26:39 PDT Just wanted to warn you.

If someone is actually following this journal, then I will say that the guy I was talking about last time is no more. We broke things off.
Thanks to all who commented and gave advice and such.

Brave/Foolish:
There is for some time now a guy at 'work' that I like quite much.
Something about myself- when I like someone I:
1. Am very nervouse around him.
2. Translate everything he says/does as a sign of something... Every smile/glance means he feels the same.
So basicly I drive myself crazy.
I decided to do somethng about it.
Yesterday I asked to talk to him in private and I told him what I felt.
Now I wont bore you of the long tale of exactly how the talk went, cause it is quite long' from the time I aked to talk to him to how my 'speech' went, to when he actually got a chance to reply (other people kept interupting).

In short-
He is not interested.
He doesn't think that dating someone from work is a good idea, he just finished a long relationship and likes singlehood.... and he didn't think I wold be interested in what he had to offer right now (some sort of one week stand).
He thinks I'm great- "by far the most briliant girl here". His words not mine.
He was very flattered, and he thought I was very brave (hence title).

And then we just kept on sitting and talking about stuff...
and he told me that he has no intention to start talking about it with other people, so I don't have to worry about people know I was 'rejected' and such.
And he was worried that now I wont speak to him anymore... So I told him that that wont happen.

And basicly he was very sweet and kind about it. Only made me like him more- though now I wont drive myself crazy and will be able to move on.

I just wish all you guys will be able to be as kind and sweet as him!

That's it have a good weekend everyone.

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/16668668/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/16668668/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 04:02:53 PST
I'm going to be a big vague here.

This song has some meaning to me relating to someone. And it just so happens that this someone is someone I have been trying to forget for some time now, unsuccesfully.

So I'm out with this guy last week, and this song is playing in the background.
My MP3 is on shuffel, and when I turned it on, the song was the first one to play, and then it played again.
I walked into my brother's room and on the TV there was the music video of the new version of it....
and it all happened in a week.....
Is someone trying to tell me anything?
Probably not.

So forget about the song, question:

So as I said before.... I'm seeing this guy.
He's really great and all.
Smart, nice, caring, good looking even.
I really like it when we're together.... I enjoy being arond him and talking to him.
I really feel like there could be something.
so why when we're close, it is all so technical.... I don't feel no rush, I don't feel anyting when he touchs me.... Why don't I enjoy it at all?

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/15968839/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/15968839/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 05:34:02 PST
Seriously though.... I have been drawing a lot lately and just haven't been posting any cause I hate my scanner and am too lazy to post.

I must tell you that life is not going as expected.

For years now I had a plan for exactly what would be happening everystep of the way... and well the universe has yet to accept the total control I should have over it and is refusing my plans.

So as I said life is not going as expected....

I don't know if it's a bad thing though... Of couse in the beggining I thought it was horrible... Cause I liked how I planed my life...
But now I decided to give it a chance... may be it is just for the best...!
Anyway, not what I planed but maybe not bad either.

I also found that an era in my life has ended....

You know how you wake up one day and come to the realization, that the life you had one year ago is not your life anymore...?
Well that is what happened to me...

I feel like I really moved on with my life...
New places, new expiriences, new people... new friends.
Old life a bit behind... not all that far away, but still not right there with me.

So that was my phylosophical (and awfully spellt) wonderings...

]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/11360358/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/11360358/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 09:37:01 PST

So tomorrow I am getting drafted!

And I'm exited and scared and pumped....!

I as of tomorrow am going to be a soldier in the Israeli Defense Force and I can't wait....

I will have 10 days of basic training and then I move on to my course, where I will learn the role I am to have in the system.


So I am sorry for all of you who are waiting for me to reply to yiou notes of comments or works... I just can't put my ming to start tackling all that... and I have a lot....
So I guess that in 10 days or so I'll just crack open my inbox and get it done with...

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10191869/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10191869/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:28:30 PDT

Seriously I am.

It's this song......

Every so often it just pops up exactly when I forget all about it.

So there I was watching the movie 'The First Daughter' on TV, why you ask, cause there was nothing else on, really bad movie by the way. And all the sudden Sway.

A while ago I was watching 'My Wedding Date' or something like that... and there it was Sway.

A bit before that I was flipping throught channels when a commercial for 'Dancing With Stars' come one and of course they are dancing to Sway.

And why am I so upset.........?

Because I just had enough of that song at graduation rehearsals... Sway Sway Sway Sway ....
And it hunts me... it will never let me forget it exists...
Grrrrr

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10160311/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10160311/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:10:48 PDT

So happy new Hebrew year everyone!!!
This one went on one good start so let me tell you all about it!

Well there was this concert here in Haifa, a big rock festival sponsered by Coca Cola... and it was great.... I was there with three other friends and we had a great time!

We got there and there were like 22 thousand people already there.... at about 10 p.m. it started raining realy hard and everyone tried to hide from the rain and it was so funny and we got soaking wet.... and then the whole electricity circut shut down, because of it and the show was delayed for an hour.... and just as we were about to give up and leave, it came back on.....

We had a great time, and then when it started raining again at about 3 a.m. we decided to leave... Eli came back with me to my grandparent's place till his train will come and we just enjoyed reminicing on the evening together!
So much fun it was.

So here is a pic to show how many people were there:

and it doesn't end there.....

Shana Tova everyone!!!

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10016335/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/10016335/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 09:40:28 PDT

I am psychic.
It is now official.
It used to be minor things that happen to everyone, but not anymore...
I'll start from the begining, at least from where I remember it starting.

It was the first physics class in the 10th grade.
As I was sitting at one of the desks, and I had the strangest feeling that the teacher would at some point move a certain other student to sit next to me.
And a few minute, SHE DID, move that very same student over.

From there on It happened on many occasions that I would think of a song sometimes, even after not hearing it for years, and then it would suddenly play on the radio later....

But recently, it has been getting more serious!
I did some research about the 7 deadly sins, and found that there was a movie made with them as it's theme, se7en, so I decided to download it.
Well that very same day, as I was babysitting, I was flipping through the channels and there was the movie!
Coinicident?

And today, I got up in the morning, and for some reason the song 'all the small things' was in my head, and later when I opened MTV for the 'Top 10 at 10' it was number 10!
And then, I listened to Iris and some other song on loop in my computer, when I paused for lunch, the radio started playing Iris (the new lesser version though)... and later on, after changing to another station, when I steped away from the computer once again, there it was again, on the other station, the song Iris playing (this time the original better one!)

So my point in all this, is that I am psychic, beyond the normal measures...
And I just wanted to ramble and share, and see maybe what you think.

Edit:
So I was reading about this book yesterday- Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky. Later yesterday I went to a movie with my mom- The Lake House. And there, they talked about that book!!!!
So now whenever I have a Psychic affair I will write it in here....

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9950843/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9950843/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 11:48:06 PDT

Listening to: Why Cry- The Panic Channle

So I have done it!
Today I moved to Haifa.
Tommarow I will start my search for a job.
And so I will start my new 'life' for the next 4 or so months until I get drafted.
Wish me luck.


And finishing with the short sentances mood-
Yesterday some of my close friends (or at least the ones who are still around) and I had a parting outing.
We went to dinner, and the bowling... (sounds like our usuall thing so far, but waite...) and then- WE WENT TO THE BEACH.
And ofcouse it was just past midnight, and we are soaking our fit, and underestimating the waves and all our pants go too wet for comfort...
But it was fun.....

So that is all for now... Nothing much to rant about....
G'day

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9698575/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9698575/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 04:33:30 PDT

Mood: Bored as Hell
Listening to: You Really Got a Hold on Me- The Beatles
Watching: Pride and Prejudice

So like the title says- I HATE SUMMER!!!

for almost a month now, I had nothing to do.
The occasional going out with friends has been nice, but most of the day I am just stuck at home!
And it doesn't help that there is a war going on either.

It's hard being stuck in a moshav, my sources of entertaiment are very limited.

If I knew that I will be going back to school in two weeks then it would be alright, just lazying time, but I am not going back as I graduated. Instead I have to wait till January to finally get drafted.

I tried looking for a job, but alas, no one wants to hire someone for only 5 months and living where I do there are not too much options either. When the war is over I'll probably move to my grandparents' house in Haifa, just because there are a lot of coffe houses there, so it will be easier to find a job.

I fill like I am wasting myself... I want to do some thing... anything!

Done ranting now....

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9277677/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/9277677/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:52:03 PDT

Listening to: Promis Me- Eden's Crush

I'm graduating today
Whoopee

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8841296/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8841296/ Mon, 22 May 2006 05:11:24 PDT

Mood: Drawing is fun
Listening to: Hips Don't Lie - Shakira

Okay I just decided to do this.... taken from *laerry
HARRY POTTER QUESTIONAIRE:

1.Who is your favorite Harry Potter character?
Draco Malfoy ofcourse... ^-^

2.What is your favorite Harry Potter book?
Hard one.... I guess HP& PoA

3.What Harry Potter character do you dislike most?
Horace Slughorn....

4.What Hogwarts House would you like to be placed in?
Slytherin

5. What Hogwarts House WOULD the Sorting Hat place you in, really?
I will probably be a Ravenclaw...

6.What is your favorite magical creature?
Knomes....

7.What magical creature would you like to have for a pet?
Pygmy Puff

8.What would your favorite Hogwarts class be?
Transfiguration...

9.Who would be your favorite Hogwarts teacher?
Minerva McGonagall

10.What would your favorite magical potion be?
I don't pay much attention I guess... cause I can't think of anything.... I guess it would be the Felix Felicities then....

11.What kind of magic wand would you have?
I don't know... But I hope it's maple...

12.What is your favorite store in Diagon Alley?
The ice cream parlor place

13. What is your favorite store in Hogsmeade?
Zonko's

14.What is your favorite Honeydukes candy?
Those things that make you float... forgot their name though

15. What is your favorite Bertie Botts Every Flavor Bean flavor?
I try to avoid them all together.... So I don't know which I like best.

16.What kind of magical career would you have after leaving Hogwarts?
A teacher probably.... or ministry something

17.What is your favorite Quidditch team?
Probably the one that will belong to my house... I don't watch professional league

18.If you could be on a Quidditch Team, what team would it be and what broom would you fly?
A nimbus... and just my house team... though I doubt that I will get in....

19.What is your favorite magical spell?
Alohamora

20. What do you think you would score on your OWL Exam?
O's .... Exept maybe A's in devinition....

Okay that's that.... I wont tag anyone cause I am not evil to do such thing....
So whoever wants to do it.... the do it!

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Oh okay.... so I am listening to mugglenet.com's mugglecast, and I hate them so much now!!!!!
As I am listening to the new podcast, one of the hosts just decided to blather out about the final chapter of The O.C.!!!!
So know I know about something important that happens, which I didn't want to know untill I watched the chapter!!!!
So I am upset... and no, I don't really hate them... just really upset....!

All is...
Bye

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8406346/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8406346/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 09:26:18 PDT

Mood: Yay
Listening to: Alright Tonight- James Blunt
Reading: One door away from heaven - Dean R. Kontz

I did it!!!!1111


I passed my driving test, and now I am a proud owner of an Israeli driver's licence!!!!!!

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8294648/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/8294648/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 12:34:59 PST

Mood: Antisocial
Listening to: lover I don't have to love- Bright Eyes
Reading: Sole Survivors - Dean R. Kontz

I don't know if I really have anything to confess.... Or atleast nothing that I would confess here, where many people who know me can read....
So I wont admit to murder or anything like that right now....

So here is where I'm at:

School is no more schooly.... I study less and less each day, from spontanious free hours, to planed free periods... and such.... I spend more time sitting on the lawn reading/ chatting with friends and so on....

Guys are idiots....
And they all decided to prove it at just about the same time....
No names inclosed, those who know, know....
How could it be that just in one month I head more than once, from more than one guy the following thing:
"I wanted to call you for such a long time but only now I gathered the courage to..."
It was sweet the first time, because it really seemed that the guy meant... But from there on....
It was like come on!!!!! Can't be that you all just got courage!
The sun eclipse has no way to do that to you all!!! (it will be on the 29th by the way)
And it just seemed that from there on the guy just tried to suften me up.... quite cheasy it became....
And it was an offence to my intelegance....
Damn guys.

Today was election day...
I didn't vote... cause I can't yet....

Life's a mess......
Good thing everybody is mest up then....

Hey want to see my dog....
It is the most annoying this ever... and this picture was taken a while ago when we got her in the summer.... so abviously she is a lot bigger now... but I have no better picture to show... so here she is as a puppy...:
[link]
Okay fine... I admit that she is cute....


So that is it....

Here are my very best 3 friends on this site.... (from school and stuff)



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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7978566/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7978566/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:47:57 PST

Mood: Antisocial
Listening to: Sing for Absolution- Muse
Reading: Strangers- Dean R. Kontz
Watching: I watch the Olympics

I look back at the days when I was a social outcast with yearning...

If I could go back to being just that it would all be much better.

Being popular, or having a number of friends is overrated.....

Social outcast....

Having one friends or so is fine, but truelly everything is much simpler when ones social circle is limited to that one friend....




On on a better note,

I did my driver's test today....

I failed miserably......

Oh well... I'll get it next time.....


Good day to you all.....

*Edition*

So wonderful things have happened to me over the last two days since I have written....

So there I was on a train going to Haifa so I can visit the Technion....

So on the train, right before I get off, I hear two people speaking spanish...
So I ask one of them if they are speaking spanish and we started a conversation, in spanish... And I am so happy about it cause I got to practice my spanish!!!

Then I went to the bus station... And let me tell you something I have never before been on a commercial bus before, alone, only on the school bus.
So I ask the driver to tell me when we get to my station, and I asked him how much was the ride and if the pay no or when I get off.....
So he starts messing with me about how I need to come to the station tomarrow to pay, and joking on me that I have never before been on a bus..... I was really funny..... I had fun....

The on the bus, right across the isle came and sat a very, veeeeeeeery old woman, about 99 or so. When she took out her walt to pay, it fell down so I picked it up for her. She was so happy that I helped her ( probably because if she was to bend down and pick it she would never rise again ) and it made me so very happy......


Now you may ask how my actually trip to the Technion went.... Well, it didn't .
Turns out that when I saw that there was an open day on the 24.02 I didn't realize that it was for the year of 2005 and not of 2006, so I got there and noone was there, and security had no idea why I was there....

So I went to the mall....


That's it.... Enjoy you life everybody!!!!

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I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7263489/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7263489/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 09:30:53 PST

Mood: Sharing mood
Listening to: In the Nightside of Eden- H.I.M

Okay.... So this is where I'm at with my art right now....

First of all I have a series!!!

I don't have a name for it yet, but it has been forming for a while so I think that I will now catagories it as 'Series'

This series consists of all the drawings I did of women's backs from behind while they are covered in nothing but some cloth.....

Not such a good description, I'll have to work on it....

So here is what I have so far:

Silk

Rock

Sensuality

Abandoned

Ashamed


I also want to start another one.....
That one will be of women in motion, doing something, and what ever they wear will be colored....

Girl in Shower

Doing My Thing


So yeah.... that is all I have to write....

Happy holidays everyone.... Each with what he's celebrating.....

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Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club

I am worth $2,256,590 on HumanForSale.com ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7054231/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7054231/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 12:20:04 PST

Mood: Thinking it all over
Reading: Digital Fortress- Dan Brown

So a while back.... about a month ago I shared with you all my expiriences from that day on which I took my Psychometric test.....

So I got results!!!!

And I just thought that it would be nice sharing..... since i did tell you about the test... and I know that if I read about someone else doing such test I would like to know what he got afterwards......

So here it is:


732


Which is good..... The top grade is 800, and I don't know if the grade system is parallel to the SAT's...... But this grade basicly means that I did better on this test than 98% of the ones who took it....

So yeah..... that is all....

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Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7006633/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/7006633/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 06:44:42 PST

Mood: Thinking it all over
Reading: Digital Fortress- Dan Brown

So I am back from my Poland expedition, and I have to say that I am so glad I went and took part in it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

While in Poland we visited Jewish cemeteries, synaguges, and concentrations camps such as Majdanku, Auswitz I and II, and Treblinka.

It was a very moving journey and I am sure that anyone who would go on a journey such as this would not be able to stay apathetic for long.

There are a few things that I realized on this trip, beside holocause related issues.

1. I know who my real and true friends are..... Those who even if I didn't cry (and when I did) sensed I needed comforting, and just stuck around me all the time offering hugs and comfortation.... I found who are my friends that will come and help me and do what ever it takes to make me fill better, espacially in that one very difficult day at Treblinka....

2. I came out of this trip knowing what is really important to me, what I should keep on devoting myself too.... what I should emphasize..... One, or may be the the first on that list of things is drawing......


So here are things that I would like to share:

When at Auswitz, everyone around me was weeping... well most everyone..... And I knew going into this journey that I will probably not break down to tears so fast, and that I would probably, for the most part and the first part not cry.
It did hurt, seeing everything there, and I felt just as sad, disgrunteled and everyone else..... but I couldn't bring myself to tears...... and so it all just kept inside.......

That was the point that even though I did not cry, my friends especial Eli who was in the group with me, sensed that I needed that hug, and he just held me for the better part of the day.

Afterwards as we got to the hotel, I just had to let it all out......
So I took my sketchbook (which I brought with me) and I just sat, and up untill dinner, and right after dinner, and I just drew.... And that was when I realized that drawing means so much to me!



So, following this trip, and even though I know they will probably not read this ever, I would like to thank those who helped me most throught this ordeal, and that I hope I was able to help them just as much if not more:
Elya, Eli, Natalie, Lion, Dvora, and Ido.
And all those, who I never really even talked to before, but were there to give me a hug when I needed it!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6870159/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6870159/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 03:47:14 PDT

Mood: Oh yeah!!!
Listening to: Bad Day- Daniel Powter

I am really exited and glad......
And this will be just a really short journal entry.....

So I sold two of my artworks....
Yep....
One was already delivered to the buyer, and then after she got it, she asked me to buy another one......

So this is what I sold:







Also I am officially on my way to start taking commisions....

Well, that's it................
Other than that, life is pretty nice.... okay more than nice.....

Is all.....

Enjoy you life everyone.....

Here is a nice little quote for everyone: Don't look back at yesterday cause you might bumb into tomarrow.....

Inspiring....

Oh also....
I am about to go to a Poland Expedition with my entire grade (Something that is being done here at Israeli school...... visit places concerning the holocause and jewish tradition before it in Poland)....
So I'll be leaving the begining of November, I don't know if I'll have another journal entry before, so if I don't, just so you know, that if I don't respond to anything, it is not because I am ignoring you.....


Well.... Is all..... for real this time.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6797784/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6797784/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 03:53:31 PDT

Mood: Finally!!!!
Listening to: Tears and Rain- James Taylor

Okay, this isn't exactly a deviantmeet thing, but I did not know where else to put it.....

I want to publicize this little program going on through celular phones in our little country.

It's called sms4money and here is a little description of it in hebrew:

גיליתי דרך מדהימה לקבל אחלה מבצעים והנחות וגם לעשות מזה לא מעט כסף,

יש חברה חדשה שנקראת SMS4MONEY, אשר מצרפת מנויים לשירות פרסומות לטלפון הנייד

וכמנוי אתה מקבל מבצעים מעולים בתחומי עניין רבים ומגוונים ובנוסף על כל מבצע שנשלח אליך אתה מרוויח כסף!!!



מגניב נכון,רגע זה לא ניגמר , אחת הדרכים להרוויח עוד כסף (עוד הרבה כסף היא ע"י צרוף החברים שלך להיות מנויים בשירות,

כי עבור כל הודעה שהחברים מקבלים מי שצרף אותם גם מרוויח כסף,

אני פונה אליך לא בשביל לעשות עליך כסף (האמת... גם אבל לא רק בגלל

אלא כי גם אתה יכול לעשות כסף.



זה ממש בהתחלה וככל שמצטרפים יותר מוקדם ככה הסיכויים להרוויח כסף גדולים יותר,

יש אפשרות להרוויח עד 14,500 ₪ בחודש וזאת להזכירכם מבלי לעבוד !!!



השרות ניתן ללא כל תשלום חודשי!

ההצטרפות כרוכה בעלות רישום חד פעמית ( 50 אג' ) חד פעמית

ולמי שחושש מהפצצת פרסומות, ניתן לבחור את כמות הפרסומות שתקבלו ביום בין 1 ל-12!

וחובה לציין מי צרף אתכם כדי להרשם (למה אתם חושבים שאני כותב לכם...)


בקיצור שולחים SMS ל 5858, וכותבים את מספר הנייד שלי עם קוד הרשמה : "sign 0508729876"



If you want to find out more, just go to [link]
to find out more.

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6720605/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6720605/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 11:48:27 PDT

Mood: Finally!!!!
Listening to: DOA- The Foo Fighters

Oh you know I did it.
It's over and I feel fine....

I's OVER!!!!
I did my psychometric test today and it is finally done with!!!

(For all of you who don't know the psychometric is a test parallel to the USA's SAT's, it's a must for anyone who wants to get into University.....!)

I feel so good about it....!
I feel excelent! And like I got a really good grade!

I will officially know in a month... So I'll tell you all the final result then!

So Ofia and I (Ofia is a friend of mine who also did the psycometric with me today)..... We went all the way to Tel-Aviv to do this test and then afterwards we went to the Azrielly center.... Which is a huge mall in Tel-Aviv.....

I got this amazing skirt which I really love! It cost about 300 shekels, or 60 dollars.... (about)..... but I am really happy with it.... and I feel like I deserved it!

So that cleaned out my wallet.....

WOW!!!!!
For the last two months I have been doing nothing but studying for that test! I did not even go to work! Which now I regret since I have no money left... (after today)..... well I don't regret it too much! i think it was worth it, for now I feel really good on the outcome to the test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111

DONE!!!

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6703618/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6703618/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 11:53:39 PDT

Mood: None in particular..
Listening to: The Waltz- Fear of Music

I got tagged by and now I need to write 20 things about myself... So here goes.....

I adore Mango.

I have a talent for changing conversation topics randomly.

I'm blunt ( Jame Blunt), No- just blunt.

My future husband will be named Karl and he is Austrian (Don't ask- I'm a nut.)

I have a police record in the USA (ask if you really want to know).

I knit.

I don't hate school.

I am too lazy to start working on my drivers liecence.

My favorite words in the english language are: urge, decorum, and incandescence.

I am a HP fan, even down to fanfiction ( favorite pairing is DracoHermione.)

I did NaNoWriMo last year but wont be able to do it this year too.

"Sie Liebt Dich" by the Beatles (She Loves You, in german) is one of my favorite songs.

There is at least one person who I truelly wish to 'knee'.

I study physics and biology. One I love, the other, hate.

I can sniff out hypocricy.

I drew the front logo for our Poland Expedition sweatshirt.

I am addicted to Internet and 75% of the time I spend on it is in dA.

I like to welcome new users to this site.

I have gotten nowhere with my goal.

I bang my head on the table at least once a day.

Well that's it..... You can thank ~Axtar for making me do this.....

And now I guess that I should tag some people.... so.....

http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6586650/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 01:33:11 PDT

Mood: None in particular..
Listening to: The Waltz- Fear of Music

Okay.... I just felt like it's time to write another journal entry....

Here are a few things I've been doing lately:

Studying for my SATs.... Too much studying if you ask me....

Avoiding working on my Biology project and blaming it on the SATs.... Teacher not buying that though....

Been to the wedding of my mother's niece.... Very nice wedding... I really like my mom's uncle.... He is a very talented artist....

Been to my brother's friend's Bar Mitzvah, or to my friend's brother's Bar Mitzvah... Anyway you look at it is fine... I just sat there with my friend whose brother had the party and another friend, and we just lauched at all the 13 year olds.... and at the DJ.... And we ate a lot....

I lost my touch... I've been trying to draw *0danielle0 (You should all go to her page... NOW... Well you can finish reading the journal enty first though....) and well... I couldn't.... I shall try again though... I am not one to give up!

I got an art request from my aunt to draw her.... Now I am just waiting for her to send me the picture and I will get to work on it.... Hopefully my touch will come back!

Here are things I would like to do:

Finish some drawings..... The one's mentioned above....

Have some Mango.... I love mango... not the season though....

Ask everyone to go check out *0danielle0's page..... Hey... I can do this right now! Go check her page people!!! 's to all who do...

protest (although a bit late) about the taking down of the :!: emoticon....

and that's it....

Question!

Did you ever notice how many animal emoticons there are?
http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6398889/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 16:05:50 PDT

Mood: Jumping up and down
Listening to: Mr. Brightside- The Killers
Reading: The Last of the Mohicans- James F. Cooper

My friends threw me a suprise birthday party today.... It was great! It went on for hours.
I came home from a set up babysitting gig and they were all in the living room and they screamed 'Ich liebt dich' only the mest it up a bit....
We had a great time and had many laughs.....

Well here is the offical present count by order of recieving:

A huge bean bag and matching hand rests from parents......

A birthday CD from Danielle, which you can check on her accoung ~0danielle0

A cup filled with chocolates from Elya.

A great bag from brother and sister.

A beautyful necklace from Hadar.

A webcam from Danielle, Elya and Natalie...

On another note, my friend ~GutterSheep has entered a contest, and I think that her submission is really good. So would you please help me help her and go and vote for her entry....
The contest is on the home page of *sheispretty there is a link to the poll in which people would vote for their entries... Her's is number 4. Please help and vote for her.... Thanks.

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6333335/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6333335/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 11:23:47 PDT

Mood: Jumping up and down
Listening to: Back to Bedlam- James Blunt
Reading: The Last of the Mohicans- James F. Cooper

Guess what all of you! I now have my own website!!!
It is not yet finished.... I still have pictures to edit and stuff, but you are more than welcomed to check it out right now!!!
There is also my new blog attached to it... Check out the links.... one of them is the blog, and the other two, you should know....
Go to my website!!!
I even made a nice green website buton so you'll notice it and check it out!!!
And while you're at it, check out the guestbook, and sign it!
That is not a request, it's a DEMAND!!!!
I would love to get comments about how the site is... If there is anything I should improve, any tips, any flames about my cursor, anything.... I would love to read what you think!!!

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6277425/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6277425/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 07:23:58 PDT Mood: sick
Listening to: Back to Bedlam- James Blunt
Reading: The Last of the Mohicans- James F. Cooper
Watching: What women want

Now studying for the Israeli SATs stuff....
There is a whole dictionary of words that are never used that I have to learn the meaning of!!!
I am going to ace the English part though :wink:
I got my birthday coming up in 10 days.... Yay....
I am still upset about my kitten.
And I have a horrable cold!
And you probably all know about the disengagemet..... I don't have anything to say about it though...
But if you have something to say about it... feel free to tell me, I promis to listen, or read.

Yeah that's all.



Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6225885/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6225885/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 14:46:04 PDT Mood: Lost a loved one.
Listening to: Paint it black- Rolling Stones

My kitten was killed a short while ago by a dog.
My brother told me he found the body....
Can't say I am on the verge of tears for I am already crying my eyes out...
Just had to let it out.

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6221794/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6221794/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 03:22:49 PDT Mood: random
Listening to: The Llama song
Reading: The Last of the Mohicans- James F. Cooper

Here's a llama
There's a llama
and another little llama
fuzzy llama
funny llama
llama llama
duck
llama llama
cheezecake llama
tablet brick potetoe llama
llama llama
mushrood llama
llama llama
duck
I was once a treehouse
I lived in a cake
but I never saw the way
the orange slayed the rake
I was only 3 years dead
but it told a tale
and now listen little child
to the safety rail
did you ever see a llama
kiss a llama
on a llama
llama's llama
tastes of llama
llama llama
duck
half a llama
twice a llama
not a llama
farmer llama
llama in car
alarm a
llama llama
duck
is this how it's told now
is it all so old
is it made of lemon juice
doorknobe ankle cold
now my song is getting thin
I've run out of luck
time for me to retire now
and become a duck.

[link]

Gotta love that song....

Just came back from a camping trip and I had a great time....
And so as I logged in to this site, I was welcomed with the Llama song, and fell in love....

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6155688/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6155688/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 16:42:31 PDT
Mood: Extremly happy
Listening to: DOA- The Foo Fighters
Reading: The Last of the Mohicans- James F. Cooper

I love DA!!!!

I love $lolly !!!!

I was in the birthday chat room and was talking and having fun, and asked $lolly a question about the caption contest and he gave me a random subscription for 3 whole month... Yay... Joy!!!

So that is all.

*update*

I won an additional 3 month sub from `flameturret!!!
I am never erasing the "I <3 dA" from my hand!!!!

*update*

Another 3 month sub from the wonderful @chix0r =endless-soul `nyssi =yashachan
Who were all hosts in the chat room #birthday, and gave me that prize for the jigle contest.

Don't forget to check out my club: ~TV-Hotties-Club ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6113967/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6113967/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:19:12 PDT 0danielle0 and I have created a new club for all to join.

It is the ~TV-Hotties-Club

and well here is a copy of the first journal entry we made for this club so you can read it and know what it is all about:

Welcome to all!

Well here we are two 17 year olds who were talking about the hottest guys from all TV series we watch.
There are the OC guys, One Tree Hill guys, Life as we know it, and more.

So we though,
Why not have a club dedicated to all those realy hot guys that make TV worth watching.

In this club what we want to have is for people to share their art work concerning those TV and movie actors we love so much.

Every now and then we will post in this very journal a biography of a certain hot celebraty and he will ofcourse be our featured deviation if we have him.

We will have every week countdown of YOUR favorite hotties, which you will chose by voting on the options at hand

We will try and have some contest as well.

We are of course open to any suggestions, comments, and if you are feeling inspired and want to write a biography, be in charge of a contest we are ful of supports and will give you our blessing.

JOINING:
If you want to join the club, send us a note with the subject being JOIN...

SUBMISSION:
If you want to submit a deviation of a really hot tv or movie actor, send us a link to your deviation on your page along with your name, the name of the deviation, and a descriptions if you like.

So join in!!!!!!


And we already have a member!!!!
~gomhen became our first ever member!!! go ~gomhen!!! ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6045846/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/6045846/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 13:50:06 PDT
*Apophysis Right so this is a club for those who work with apophysis. I find it to be a very nice club and I get to see many very beautyful fractals. *rdl and =TheThunder I recomend for you to take a look, and I really think you should join as well.
Members are only allowed to have one fractal of theirs in the gallery and are able to change it once a month because if not the gallery would be huge, but I think it's worth it.
This was the second club I became a member of, and my favoriteone at that.

=g-l-o-v-e This is a club for traditional art, and it is still small but growing. There are many very talented artists in it, and I am proud to be one of them. The rules are stricked but that's okay. The club is great not only because it is a place that artist are able to share works with others but also because they offer many tutorials and personal help and improvement tips.
The third club I became a member of.

~UndiscoveredGeniuses This is an awsome idea for a club, at least I think. The whole point of this club is for people to post their works that they think are great, but not got the attention they think it deserves.
So if you have all these wonderful works that you believe should become deviations of the month, but nobody paid attention to them, posting them at this club is the thing to do.
The 4th club I became a member of.

~willy-wonka-fan-club I just stumbled across this club in the projects forums I think. The same day, I borrowed the book Charlie and the Chocolate Factory from a friend after we talked about the new movie, and how much we liked the old one, and we hoped the new one wont disappoint. Then I read the whole book, only took me like 3 hours to do so. At dinner my brother suddenly talked about how he wanted to watch the movie, and I reminded him that he did watch the old one, and then he asked me to remind him of the story and I did with plenty of details. He was amazed at how well I remembered it, but that was only because I finished the book a mere half an hour before.
So later that day when I saw this club in the forums how could I not become a member?!? I had a very Willy Wonka-y day and I just had to join.
And about the club.... a Willy Wonka fan club, joined for fun.
The 5th club I became a member of.

*DAIsrael My first club. They just found me and asked me to join so I did. just some Israeli art.

So those are the clubs I am a member of.... Yay

A little edit:

There is this thing I was told about... Not sure how it works really, but it is to help promote those who are not as popular and have thousands of favorites to their art, but we think are really good. So I promised I would help promote, and so I am adding a link to the forum thread that has all the information... Check it out... Oh right... It is called The Neglected Project.
[link] ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5934821/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5934821/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 16:25:39 PDT
Damn, they have cute actors on that show!!!

Well think about it, the actor that plays Leo- Brian something... He's so cute, anyway I came to the conclusion that all Brians are cute! It is just something in that name that makes them all cute....

And then there are those one episode actors like Oded Fehr (Israeli by the way) Who you probably know from The Mummey (sp?) he is sexy! And Billy Zane who you probably know as that evil dude from Titanic, the one who was supposed to marry Rose... He is so cute in Charmed....

Oh and a few of their regular but not leading actors like the one who played agent Broody, and the one who played Chris. And how can I not mention the one who a long time ago played Coal! Now playing the swinger plastic surgent on Nip/Tuck or whatever it is called....

Did I mention it is 2 a.m. right now..... Must be why I am so random right now.....

I just had to write down what I think of the cast of Charmed... Also Alyssa Milano or however her name is spelled like, has like perfect eyebrows.... I am just really aware of mine as of late, I have issues.... I knew I had eyebrows before, don't get me wrong, and it is not like just now I reallized I should pluck them and get them fixed up nicely, and I have been doing that, it is just that I am more.... more.... more eyebrowish at the moment..... Did I mention it is 2 a.m.?

Blah? Blah blah blah?? BLAH!!!!!

2 a.m.

more like 2:15 a.m. really.....

Should I just finish this journal entry here and save everyone who commited himself to reading the whole thing frome reading more of my blattering when it makes no sense what soever? Nah, I shall keep on writing just to spite.... and I know that those who commited willl keep on reading even though when they read that I will keep on writing just to spite they said to themselves that they would stop reading just to spite, but they haven't done that cause here they are, or you are, reading this bit as well. Best part, nobody will be able to contradict me cause that would mean that he did read the whole thing so that is proving I am right! Mwahahahahahahahahhahah........

2:19 a.m.

Did you know that our Moshav's infirmary is only open Sunday to Wednesday? I didn't, I know now though, there is a note right here on the wall in our computer room.....
Also don't you think it is weird that... No actually nevermind it is not that weird at all..... Yeah, forget it.......


I will stop now and say good night to all of you, so GOOD NIGHT!

2:22 a.m. ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5779746/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5779746/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 08:56:40 PDT
Así que tengo realmente escribir poco exept. ... Estoy ahora repleto en el modo de aprender de idioma. ... Estoy en mi manera de aprender español y en el futuro que quiero a estudiar alemán también. ... Yo no anunciaré nada de mi meta para yo lo ha estado descuidando un rato ahora con todos mis exámenes y llena, así que acabo de decir unas pocas cosas en las personas que soy la mayoría de los amigos con... es primero español y entonces en inglés tan ellos hacen entiende también. ....

Esto es Danielle, ella en vida diaria es uno de mis mejores amigos. ...

This is Danielle, she in real life is one of my best friends....

Sarah aquí está también un amigo bueno mío que realmente me introdujo a este sitio. ... Ella es un artista muy bueno de anime y yo recomend su material.

Sarah here is also a good friend of mine who actually introduced me to this site.... She is a very good anime artist and I recomend her stuff.

June aquí dibuja el material más chistoso, ella tiene un estilo extraordinario y es también un amigo mío de la escuela, la verifica fuera.

June here draws the funniest stuff, she has a unique style and is also a friend of mine from school, check her out.

Ophear aquí está también alguien yo sé fuera de este sitio.. Demasiado malo el año escolar está sobre causa la mayoría de los trabajo que él cargó aquí han sido hechas hasta ahora en la clase y son dibujadas muy bien, y ahora que no hay más escuela que acabo de esperar él cargará todavía el material al sitio.

Ophear here is also someone I know outside of this site... Too bad the school year is over cause most work he uploaded here so far have been done in class and are very well drawn, and now that there is no more school I just hope he will still upload stuff to the site.

Mi amigo Kinshuk aquí está alguien yo he encontrado recientemente en por este sitio y yo estoy tan contento que hice. ... El es un poeta tan gran y me inspiró a cargar un poema que he escrito un rato hace. .... Adoro hablando con él en Yahoo! messanger y nosotros charlan mucho. ... Acabo de rociar el corazón a él alguna vez. ... ¡Nadie sabe más el cuento detrás de mis dos poemas pero él! ¡Kinshuk usted es un amigo tan gran a mí!

My friend Kinshuk here is someone I have recently met on through this site and I am so glad I did.... He is such a great poet and inspired me to upload a poem I have written a while ago..... I love talking to him on Yahoo! messanger and we do chat a lot.... I just spill my heart to him sometime.... Nobody else know the story behind my two poems but him! Kinshuk you are such a great friend to me!

Russ, El me introdujo al arte maravillosa de fractels y el programa de Apophysis. ... El hace incredable las cosas maravillosas con ese programa y photoshop juntos y con yo sumamente recomend que ve su arte. El escribió también tales cosas agradables acerca de mí en su entrada de diario que hizo mí se ruborizan y quiero tan grito fuera en este momento RDL USTED MECE el CALCETIN!!! la aleatoriedad vino sobre mí.. ¡Yo truelly adora es amigos con Russ!

Russ, He introduced me to the wonderful art of fractels and the program of Apophysis.... He does incredable wonderful things with that program and photoshop together and I highly recomend viewing his art. He also wrote such nice things about me in his journal entry that made me blush and I want so shout out right now RDL YOU ROCK MY SOCK!!! randomness came over me... I truelly do love being friends with Russ!

¿Cary, Cary, Cary, qué yo puedo decir acerca de usted? ¿Usted sabe que yo totaly le cava derecho? Parta aq... ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5625989/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5625989/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 09:49:43 PDT
So I am in a very Rolling Stoney mood!
I know for a while now that they will be coming to Israel as a part of their last tour in 2006.
I am sooooo Happy about it..... It is not every day that the Rolling Stones come to our little state after all....

Now don't get me wrong, not that there is anything wrong with what I am going to say, but I am not a Rolling Stones fan, and even though I know more, I can probably name only 4 of their songs. I definetly know more but it is like, 'I didn't know this was their song?!?' to just about any you would name, just about.
Well the song I do know are:
Paint if Black- Obviously (love it)
As tear go by- Abseloutly beautyful song, I knew the hebrew version of it eversince I was like 7, even younger.... it is called "Pitoem Haya Li Tov Col Cach..." for all of you who are now interested in it, by Shola Chen. Well when I was about 12 my dad pointed out this song in the radio and asked me if I knew it, and it was so familiar I could not put my finger on it, Love it ever since.
Ruby Tuesday- Who can hang a name on you? I found myself one day at school with this song stuck in my head after years of not hearing it.... That is a very pretty song, emotional too.... Love it.
Satisfaction (I can get no)- I don't like that one so much, probably because the first time I heard it, it was sung by Britney Spears.....

So yes I am overly joyed they would come here....
Too bad Herman Hermit's or Manfred Mann are not coming with them....

Yes, so I am an oldies freek, and only 17, my dad infulances me so much.....

I don't know if all of you know about it or not, but at the year 2000 I went to the Moondog Coranation Ball. I used to live in Cleveland Ohio and they have it every year, it is a big oldies concert. When I attanded it, there were Lesley Gore, The Turtles, Jay and the Americans, and other I can't recall, performing. I loved it (I am saying this a lot here, but it's true).

So I hope that when the Stones are here they will sing those three first songs of theirs that I mentioned (So if any of you readers know them personaly, or are them, long shot I know, please ask them for me...).

So yeah... had to let it out.... I think I will draw something inspired by them soon.....

So for those of you following my goal achivement.... These are my new and old friends----------

~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5522072/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5522072/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 14:05:01 PDT
I want to befriend at least one person from each country...
Mind you I will only friend artists I like and not just, 'Hey he is from Timbacto, So I will friend him....' Nope...
I want friends from as many different countries I could get, but I will be picky, and I will friend them cause I want them to be friended...
And I hope the friending would be mutual, actually that is my bigger goal....
It is my contirbution to world peace....
And I shall like everyone I friend so if you are reading these people who I friended, I am senscere about wanting to friend you, I just found you because of this, you are in no way used, and I meant wanting to friend you because I think your art is good, and I would like to see more of it....

So yeah, that is all for now...

People of the world here I come..............


These are my current friends and people I watch....



So, so far I have from Israel, U... ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5507249/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5507249/ Mon, 30 May 2005 23:14:20 PDT FIRST OF ALL:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» Do you have a crush on me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Do you think I'm weird?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Describe me in one word.
» Do you think I'm cute?
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» How well do you know me?
» When's the last time you saw me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Secretly hate me?
» Are you going to put this on your journal to see what I say about you?
» How have I affected you?
» Why are you my friend?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Would you hug me?
» Am I lovable?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» What makes me happy?
» What makes me sad?
» Do you think I could kill someone?

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide?
» I became mentally ill?
» I got beaten up?
» I said I liked you?
» I kissed you?
» I lived next door to you?
» I started smoking?
» I was hospitalized?
» I ran away from home?
» I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?
» Ever hate me?
» Be my lover?
» Lie to make me feel better?
» Spread rumors about me?
» Kill me if I told you to?
» Ever leave me?
» Keep a secret if I told you one?
» Loan me some cash?
» Hold my hand?
» Take a bullet for me?
» Keep in touch?
» Try and solve my problems?
» Date me?
» Love me?

ok answer away 8) ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5490367/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5490367/ Sun, 29 May 2005 05:41:07 PDT
These are my friends, people I know from real life, school and stuff....



These are people I met here at DA and I watch....



So yay to all!!! ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5390921/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5390921/ Wed, 18 May 2005 10:09:04 PDT I had to go through some IQ sorts of test, just not exactly, I don't really know how to describe them. And then there were medical checks, and I had to pee into a cup for a urine test HOW FUN IS THAT!!!!! (You got the sarcasam right?)
Well in the end it is supposed to help place us in the best possible place in the army....
I think I did good....

P.S. Tzav in hebrew is 'an order' though with different spelling it means 'turtle' and it still sound the same... ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5379873/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5379873/ Tue, 17 May 2005 05:14:25 PDT I think it went really well, but it is too early to say...
So untill then I will write you the song that has been playing in my head all through the day....

You wait, little girl, on an empty stage
For fate to turn the light on
Your life, little girl, is an empty page
That men will want to write on

You are sixteen going on seventeen
Baby, it's time to think
Better beware, be canny and careful
Baby, you're on the brink

You are sixteen going on seventeen
Fellows will fall in line
Eager young lads and rogues and cads
Will offer you food and wine

Totally unprepared are you
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared are you
Of things beyond your ken

You need someone older and wiser
Telling you what to do
I am seventeen going on eighteen
I'll take care of you

I am sixteen going on seventeen
I know that I'm naive
Fellows I meet may tell me I'm sweet
And willingly I believe

I am sixteen going on seventeen
Innocent as a rose
Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies
What do I know of those

Totally unprepared am I
To face a world of men
Timid and shy and scared am I
Of things beyond my ken

I need someone older and wiser
Telling me what to do
You are seventeen going on eighteen
I'll depend on you ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5326639/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5326639/ Wed, 11 May 2005 04:41:35 PDT
Damn, can't paste my screenshot...

Well it just showed When I had exactly 400 pageviews... Yay... ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5245795/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5245795/ Mon, 02 May 2005 10:11:10 PDT
So my second cat gave birth recently to 3 little adorable kittens- I am so proud of her........

Also one of my friends Danielle join DA just yesterday,
you can visit her at ~0danielle0.deviantart.com and you should!!!

And I feel good with myself cause Danielle and I just started walking in the evenings and it is really fun and good exercize... ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5220166/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5220166/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 09:29:25 PDT
I am so thrilled!!!

also because my account haven't deleted itself like it threatened to do since smy subscription was suposed to end today...

and also and mostly because I had the most wonderful time with my boyfriend Orel on our 3 month anniversary today...
He cooked me and we had a picnic and it was great!!!!!

Ah and also, my cat Milky gave birth today... You can see a picture of her on my screenshot, it says there that she is pregnant well no more!!!
I can't tell you how many kittens there are because she gave birth under the house and so we cannot see the little kittens....
I'll update if there will be any changes ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5034922/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/5034922/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 09:44:48 PDT
So the last time I wrote in... about a year and two months ago (wow.... thats a long time), I was boyfriendless, and singing Beatles songs...

WELL NO MORE!!!!!!!

I now have a very nice, cute, lovable, sweet, boyfriend, his name is Orel.... way to go him!!!!

and...

I am now over my obsession with the Beatles....
I still like all music 60's, espacially Manfred's Mann, Hermans Hermits, The Hollies and so... BUT... I am also a big fan of todays GreenDay, The Foo Fighters, Eminem (I always was a fan of his though...)

WOW

I just felt like saying that....

well... things I do regualarly are:
I volenteer for the Israeli Red Cross- It is a lot of fun, when there are calls and that is not often, but it is still fun sitting with all the other volenteers at the station.... That is also where I met by beloved Orel....

I study the art of negotiation at a nearby collage- I love it, it is so interesting and usefull.

I ride horses- Always fun...... even when I fall......

I work- Yes I have a job and I make fine money of it.... yay me...

And that is all I do....

So untill next time.....

The Urge ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/1847926/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/1847926/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 03:47:55 PST i am in an emotional crises...
no im not but it was a nice dramatic opening to this entry...
i do have some boyfriend problems... the main part is that i dont have a boyfriend and that is a bit deppresing especially because it was just valentines day yasterday...
yasterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it seems as if theyre here to stay oh i believe in yasterday...
yasterday love was such an easy game to play now i nead a place to hide away oh i believe in yasterday...

and the next thing that i m going to say is just because im a desprate for a relationship... any one wants to be my online boyfriend... pleeeeeaaaaase.........

and now im back to being my chearful self... do you like my drawings????? tell me if you do....

~urge~ ]]> ~urge http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/1178748/ http://urge.deviantart.com/journal/1178748/ Fri, 19 Sep 2003 05:05:14 PDT
well im new here so forgive me if i dont put stuff up for a while ... i just dont know how...
im kinda having problems with what kind of art my stuff are so i dont know under what catagory to put it...
any way i promise i will have something up soon enough so dont give up all hope....

~urge~ ]]> ~urge