deviantART: by:ushouldknowme http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ushouldknowme&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ushouldknowme en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 21:53:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Lights, Camera, ACTION! http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/25540501/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/25540501/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 13:32:41 PDT
I think I have the art director locked in.

I will need help with the music/score (it's going to be a musical)

I will need a choreographer

I will need someone with a lot of experience lighting.

I will need someone to help design and create costumes

I will need someone to help design hair and makeup and possibly implement during production. Yes I realize some of you are too far away for that to be feasible.

I need someone to design logos for film, titles, fonts, and logos that will be used in film for places, things, etc.

I need someone skilled at web design to help design and build the website.

Also help from someone skilled with editing.

Maybe someone with fantasy digital art experience and a touch of graphic design to do promotional banner, posters, etc design.

Now this is not an exhaustive list, if you have a skill you think may be of some use. Let me know. Also this is by no means a list of things "I cannot do" I can do everything (except choreography) with a reasonable amount of proficiency some even above that. There are two reasons I choose to ask for help. One: I am merely proficient at a lot of things and want someone who specializes in that area to help make it amazing. Two I am one person and on set obviously cannot run around doing make up and lighting and set and props and costuming and everything else needed. Plus at this time I am still working a real job so even at the conceptual and design stage there merely aren't enough hours in the day to do it all myself.

Note to those of you who are not local to me...which I think includes almost everyone on here. I am willing to try and raise some money to HELP bring you here. I am talking about maybe a 25-50 % assistance on my end. Remember I won't be just responsible for you. I will have to try and bring multiple people in. As far as actual production for a 20-30 minute short we are looking at about a year in the future. But as I previously said I would like to get a five minute teaser maybe built around one song...perhaps the title or main song for lead char. Then do scenes from various parts of movie with maybe one choreographed scene and then edit it together as kindof a teaser/music video...and hope that it goes viral with a little help from me :D

Note me to discuss filling a position.

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]]> ~ushouldknowme COPYRIGHT VIOLATION?!?! http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/17070057/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/17070057/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 08:15:20 PST Maybe I should just find somewhere else to post my stuff.

]]> ~ushouldknowme back in black & white http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/14058351/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/14058351/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:12:24 PDT
xoxo

keely


ps more photos to come.


oh yeah and you guys should comment on the new stuff

]]> ~ushouldknowme soon http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/10354096/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/10354096/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 01:27:29 PDT
]]> ~ushouldknowme good ads! http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9767567/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9767567/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 03:42:44 PDT [link]
this guy is brilliant with the font-ness.
i think i will use mostly his stuff for my site. ]]> ~ushouldknowme there shouldn't be a v5 for dummies http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9637619/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9637619/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:56:50 PDT
someone messaged me and asked if i noticed the resemblance in this photo and one of subterfugemalaises photos that i have in my fave list (shower is the name of the piece...i am too lazy to do links ). they ask if i stole the idea from her. i said no actually this was a spontaneuos shot i took one day when i was watching the kids. furthermore i do believe if you check my photo was taken before...and submitted before sue anna joe's. i do not think that she was mimicking my photo either. seeing as how her photo has an entirely different feel and conveys a different message. and as for you who may have thought the same thing. investigate further. the figure in hers is an adult where as mine is a child. the colors in hers are cooler and predominantly (if not entirely) blue. whereas mine have a warmer tone.(also different patterns and textures) upon further thought on realizes the elements in them are water vs. sun or light. these are two completely different images which happen to have slightly similar poses. SO WHAT?!?!?! you mean to tell me you have never duplicated a pose. psssh. i do not feel like defending my art on a piece by piece basis. so before any of you other little assholes feel like insulting me with you lack of intelligence. think again! i have discarded this last message after promptly replying with something along the lines of what i just wrote here. please people use your brains once in a while!!! sue anna joe is a brilliant artist. i respect her in so many ways. i enjoy her art immensely. i only hope you did not insult her in the same way. next time i will not be so kind as to discard. i will throw a hissy fit and flag it as abuse. or i will just post your message along with your name and tell the entire world what an idiot you are.

please if you do NOT have the capacity to either properly critique a piece or at least compliment me on the damn thing. don't waste either of our time. i do not know what you could be spending your time doing...but i have MUCH better things to do with my time.
*growls* :fork: ]]> ~ushouldknowme i just love v5!!! http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9637326/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9637326/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:36:27 PDT . so i am doing a photo shoot sometime in the not too distant future that will mean money...and money means at least another month of subscription to devart. i know it is an addiction. let me keep my addictions you peoples.
so i talked to a wonderful person tonight for hours. she is teh coolest. it sucks that she lives in florida and i live in arkansas.
also in my talkings...friday night i got home and then went by sean's we drank vodka, chased it with apple juice, and realized alot of things.
he and i are at the same place artistically. we are willing to sacrifice alot for our art. i have been getting so much support from everyone in regards to my art. thank you guys so very much. thank you those of you that understand my decision to pull back even further. i know it hurts sometimes to not understand why someone just wants to be away from it all. i feel that if i just do some more introspection i can realize what exactly i am wanting out of life and all of that. i think it is mostly that i want my art to make a difference. like justin's music and art does. he and i shared crazy. he hurt himself with needle. i hurt myself with a knife. we have both stopped now and i think it is a permanent thing. i haven't cut myself in two and a half years. that is the running record i believe. i have had ALOT of encouragement for me to go to school. it has made all the stresses and such much more bearable. thank you to those of you reading this that have suffered with me.
back to sean and our drunken epiphanies.
we also realized that there are some friends that are dragging us down. that are not helping us in our art and are distracting us from what we need to be focusing on. i do not mind helping those "project people" as julie called them...the ones that need help. but they have to WANT to be put back together otherwise...there is just nothing i can do. i have made a conscious decision (based on their actions towards me) to cut two of these people loose. one of these people i have known and been friends with for over 9 years. the other only three but still quite some time. they both refer to me as one of their best friends in the world. then i got to thinking. would i in a crisis call them? no. would they call me? yes of course. you have to have a mutually beneficial relationship. i realized there is NOTHING i gain from my friendship with them. not even emotionally. if anything the relationship is a hindrance. i do realize how cold and calculating this may seem but they have not given much thought to my emotions and feeling. i do not feel the need to outline their actions for your examination. i am going to school and will be under enough stress as it is. i do not need calls of panic at 3 am when it isn't AN EMERGENCY. when they would not be there for me. i am their friend when it is convienent. the other friend it may not always be a convience issue but she is constantly lying to me for no reason. she exaggerates situations for my pity. i am not her mother, she is not my child. they both must be cut loose. the analogy i used was this: i like my arm. it is an enjoyable part of my body. if it were to get infected and risk spreading toxins throughout my body, i would have it removed. so it goes with toxic friends. if their negative actions, attitudes, and lack of selfesteem infect me in a time of weakness it can be detrimental to all of the hard work i have done. i am not saying that they are bad people. they aren't. i wouldn't be their friends if they were. i wouldn't have had to analyze the situation as thoroughly. simply put, they made it through life before me, they can make it after me. they WILL NOT die without me. i might FAIL with them.
the end. ]]> ~ushouldknowme death to smoochy http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9513319/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9513319/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 15:41:13 PDT
Mood: Festive when's halloween?
Listening to: simpsons theme
Reading: school paperwork...meh
Watching: simpsons

darn you deadlydoorknob. darn youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Keely
2. Duckie
3. Master

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. kf8659 (oooold)
2. rockerduckie
3. ushouldknowme

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. ate some noodle stuff
2. talked to mom on phone
3. complained 6,000 times about school paperwork

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my writing
2. my photography
3. my music

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. the fact that if i dont pluck regularly i come dangerously close to a unibrow
2. sometimes i can be a real bitch...no wait i like that
2. the fact that i am a fat kid?
3. that i am not RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICH

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. mom
2. dad
3. hospital

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. being locked up in a mental institution
2. failure
3. being hurt again

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pink bra
2. torn blue jeans
3. green vanished tee shirt

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. blue october
2. diet sodas
3. internet

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. my camera
2. my cds
3. my notebook and sketch book

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. blue october
2. the frail division (local band from arkansas)
3. socialburn

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. do what you love
2. love what you do
3. sex...um wait errr...making a difference

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. like i
2. could pick
3. only THREE

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. lose weight (not gain freshman 15)
2. survive first semester of school
3. have bulk of footage for documentary

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. my highschool experience
2. the guy i lost my virginity to
3. not getting my act together sooner for school

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. we will love each other for exactly who we am without judgement or the desire to change one another
2. there will be wonderful sex and i will get lots of attention ahhahahahaha
3. we will be able to handle each others quirks and problems

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. i didn't know we were giving the world gifts
2. ummm my photos are important?
3. the friends i have helped through troubled times

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. i start school this fall
2. i love music
3. i don't think johnny depp is sexy
(oh wait....i think he is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. GAH)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. sexy lips
2. pretty eyes
3. curly hair. (mmm carrot top you sexy beast)

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. sense of humor/makes me laugh
2. worships music
3. understands me

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. cross my eyes
2. wiggle my ears
3. twitch my nose like in bewitched

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. pure unadultered happiness
2. not being called MAM or that LADY. bah
3. being young enough to not care about aloooot of the things i care about.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. flowers...as in REAL flowers given to me by a guy...that actually planned it not bought some from the flower lady as she walks by.
2. cds i dont already have
3. a mac laptop??

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. because my life dictated that i had lessons to learn...even thought they were hard lessons
2. my music
3. my awesome mom.

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. photography
2. movies
3. music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. lose weight
2. start school and be done with all this other crap
3. work on my documentary

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. photographer
2. director/writer
3. band management/record producer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. france
2. italy
3. thailand

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. the squirrel from squirrel boy
2. foamy the squirre... ]]> ~ushouldknowme new deviations soon http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9375082/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9375082/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 11:56:02 PDT
Mood: Festive when's halloween?
Listening to: 80s alternative launchcast radio
Reading: newspaper
Watching: cadillac man with robin williams.

so hopefully by the end of the day i will have up some new deviations. no promises though i have been kinda absorbed in playing this game i got hooked on. lol i am such a dork.
lotsa love kiddos.
--me

"i often think in music. i live my daydreams in music. i see my life in terms of music." --albert einstein.

i do not see with my eyes...but with my lense. i examine each detail and discover all the beauty that it beholds. that is my gift. that is my art. ]]> ~ushouldknowme i think i am gonna try this http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9294279/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9294279/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 16:28:06 PDT
Listening to: about a burning fire. blindside
Reading: nada
Watching: mind of mencia---no strings attached

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

"i often think in music. i live my daydreams in music. i see my life in terms of music." --albert einstein.

i do not see with my eyes...but with my lense. i examine each detail and discover all the beauty that it beholds. that is my gift. that is my art. ]]> ~ushouldknowme quiz stolen from deadlydoorknob http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9283865/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9283865/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 16:49:59 PDT
Listening to: talking to friend on phone.
Reading: i can't read
Watching: hero with jet li.

Personal
2. Nickname: duckie, ushouldknowme, bitch
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
7. Education: starting back to college this fall
11. Screen Names:

My 'firsts'
22. First best friend: Jennifer
23. First Award: 1st place school level 3rd place regional for a poem i wrote in the 5th(?) grade.
24. First Sport You Joined: ballet. it's a sport beotchs. then softball.
25. First Pet: Dog
26. First Real Vacation: Key west florida
27. First Concert: ...some country music group... but i really feel my life started after i got into rock music sooooo. reach 454, haphazard, and wake the dawn.
28. First Love: Patrick Swayze.

My favs
34. Song Right Now: Johnny cash, and blue october discography
36. Candy: dark chocolate. yum
37. Sport to Play: softball
38. Restaurant: i really like to cook at home.
39. Favorite brand to wear: paris blues jeans, and junk food tees
40. Store: half of half discount store
41. School Subject: everything but biology
42. Animal: panda bear. well i love all animals really.
44. Magazine: Rolling Stone and National Geographic. Johnny Depp on RS cover!
45. Shoes: flipflops

Right now
46. Feeling: confused about a boy. excited about my art and new job
47. Single or Taken: single but married to film, photography, writing, and music.
49. Eating: tater salad
50. Drinking: orange koolaid
51. Typing: fasterer than you.
52. Online: DA, Myspace, and YIM
53. Listening To: earlier listening to dandy andy talking. now the silent hum of the computer and the BOING when the cat finds the springy door stop
54. Thinking About: person, my movies, documentaries, the situation in SUDAN! [link]
55. Wanting To: be around my friends. take photos at rob zombie show.
56. Watching: the light reflecting off the water in the pool.
57. Wearing: skirt, the doors tee shirt. blue and black undies HAHAHHAHAH

In the future
58. Want Kids: not my own. maybe adopt someday. MAYBE.
59. Want to be Married: if there was a boy who could put up with me and the fact that i disappear some days. or don't always want to talk...but sometimes need to be held. maybe. plus he has to be awesome in bed.
60. Careers in Mind: goddess of rock and film and photography
61. Where do you want to live: in a big house in austin tx
62. Car: Mustang, eclipse, or hybrid ford escape suv

Boys with...
63. Hair colour: any color
64. Hair length: long or short...long enough to play with or bald...i have a shaved head fetish.
65. Eye colour: pretty.
66. Measurements: my height or taller but not too tall. and not to bulked up either. i don't really like those incredible hulk guys. kinda chunky guys are ok though. no waiflike guys. and as for down there...just has to be big enough for me. lol.
67. Cute or Sexy: cute first. sexy next
68. Lips or Eyes: BOTH!!!! those are my dealmakers.
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs from behind with kisses on the neck
70. Short or Tall: tall but not too tall.
71. Easygoing or serious: easy going.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneously romantic
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship i am tired of the hook-up
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker...i have to have a partner in crime.

Have you ever...
78. Kissed a Stranger: yes. then we wasn't strangers no more.
79. Had Alcohol: vodka my dearest friend.
80. Smoked: Ciggs? used to have a habit. Weed? yep
81. Ran Away From Home: not really
82. Broken a bone: nose and cracked a vertebrae at some point in my life because it mended itself wierd and i have a calcium deposit that makes me have back problems
83. Fallen in love: yeah...if not something awfully close to it.
84. Stayed up the whole night: used to alot. i am bipolar and i misused my adderall prescription. then there were the days of snow...which are all over now and i am glad because of it.
85. Broken Someones Heart: yes
86. Broken Up With Someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: yes even when i didn't know them that well
88. Cried At School: 9-11-01 when i found out.

Do you believe in...
89. God: yes
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love: not exactly i think there can be a spark that can lead to more but you have to have a personality to build on.
93. Aliens: yes
94. Soul Mates: yes in friends and life partners. (i mean life partners in a way non affliated with... ]]> ~ushouldknowme THANK YOU http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9265883/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9265883/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 22:57:14 PDT
Mood: Happy excited!!!
Listening to: various johnny cash tunes
Reading: handbook for writers
Watching: johnny cash vs. music row on cmt

thank you everyone for stopping by, and commenting on everything. it has been amazing to have other members of the art community that i respect see merit in my work. in the past six hours i have gotten more hits to my page than i did the entire day yesterday. i do believe it is because of all the nice people adding me as a friend and a fave. all of you are awesome. now you may look at my stats and think wait she only has had close to 60 views today so far. to me that is alot since my total since i have been on deviant art is still under 600. at the rate we are going we will make 1000 soon. thank you everyone! i am doing a series on fireworks tomorrow night. i happen to be now living front row and center to the local fireworks show. :D

"i often think in music. i live my daydreams in music. i see my life in terms of music." --albert einstein.

i do not see with my eyes...but with my lense. i examine each detail and discover all the beauty that it beholds. that is my gift. that is my art. ]]> ~ushouldknowme new deviation time! http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9255193/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9255193/ Sun, 02 Jul 2006 21:38:37 PDT
Mood: Artistic deviation uploadness
Listening to: april 6. 1994 by the frail division
Reading: handbook for writers
Watching: johnny depp on inside the actors studio

So the johnny depp inside the actors studio was brilliant. i wish they could have inside the directors studio or something and interview directors. it would be MARVELOUS. i have been cleaning house today.
---good keely---
i am really feeling like posting alot of new photos so WATCHOUT NOW!
ugh i am obscenely hyper.
i think it is that nap i had. guess you get used to having them again when you take care of three kids ages 3, 4, and 5.
backstreet boys were on extreme home makeover. i was like wtf?! then again i used to be a HUUUUUUUUUUUGE fan. shh don't tell anyone or i kill you :stab:
i have some kitty photos to upload, some more concert photos, and whatever else i fell like.
maybe an id if you are lucky.
ok too hyper to sit still.
gotta run.

"i often think in music. i live my daydreams in music. i see my life in terms of music." --albert einstein.

i do not see with my eyes...but with my lense. i examine each detail and discover all the beauty that it beholds. that is my gift. that is my art. ]]> ~ushouldknowme sleepy kitty http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9236622/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9236622/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 00:05:58 PDT so i got a new super easy job. :D $8 an hr to scan documents with quarterly reviews and possible raises at each review. not too shabby for a slacker college kid.

brb not finished

ok back. hours later the kitty is safely taking up as much space on my bed as possible for it's little kitty body. tomorrow i start ze diet. gar. i really want to put my best foot forward at school. i want to fit into those dream pants. (that are a few sizes too small) I want to clear up my skin. people always tell me i am pretty or they use the dreaded chunky girl line "you have such a pretty face" i got contacts again...which is awesome. i saw blue again. SUPER AWESOME. i am working on two screenplays and wrote the lyrics to one of the songs on my 1st movie (posted on here lemme know what you think). hopefully i can get my dv camcorder fixed so that i can start work on this documentary that i have my eye on. AND ANOTHER GREAT THING ABOUT NEW JOB. i can resubscribe to devart. :D. also tomorrow i have to work on packing things up to move to storage. i am sorta in transition right now home wise. the new place will be great for my growth and development. i have started playing my guitar alot again. also this new job doesn't care if i have tattoos and piercings. SAWEEEET. i am also hoping to hear back from starbucks so i can work there part time too! coooooofffeeeeeee. i am really not supposed to have caffeine because of my fibrocystic breast disease...but i do. i gave up cigarettes. i can have some freakin coffee when i want/need it. i am finding really cool people to work on my pet project with. this makes me happy. THANKIES DEVART! the upside to tomorrow is that i get to chill out on an air mattress at the lake for an unspecified amount of time. need to tan those pasty legs. i am like 1/4 native american and you wouldn't know by lookin at me. i have been wearing my "justin band". i have a puzzle ring that is composed of four individual rings that fit together to make one but they never totally separate it is a puzzle ring. kitten hears typing...rejoins...one hand typing continues. anywho the ring i wear on my wedding finger to remind me that there is alot more out there than men and boys. justin f. (blue october) puts it better: "I've got this post traumatic thing, a tattoo of a ring around my wedding finger that's where I want to state this claim: that I've got to learn to live and dream before I go and get myself in love" those lyrics are off of the song the answer that appears on the album the answers and consent to treatment available on [link]. well i have to go to sleep now. it is 2:26 am. yum. ]]> ~ushouldknowme sleepless nights before blue october http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9165431/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/9165431/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 02:25:14 PDT :P.
p.s. i cannot find a picture disc to give to a friend. I AM FREAKING OUT.

psx2 it is unusual for me to not be able to find a disc i am ocd...especially when it comes to my photography. gah gah double gah. ]]> ~ushouldknowme betcha thought i was dead... http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/8953297/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/8953297/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 19:33:22 PDT but today i put up like 7 new shots from the show last night...woot go me.

it has been great getting back my creative juices and making some beautiful art again.
also i am working on two screen plays.

:D

let me know what you think of the socialburn boys. that was all done now flash...tricky in the lighting i had.

xoxo---keely ]]> ~ushouldknowme my own special place http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/6452573/ http://ushouldknowme.deviantart.com/journal/6452573/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 17:22:00 PDT
Mood: Meditative / Reflective hibernatory
Listening to: prn by ryan delahoussaye
Reading: the great god pan
Watching: harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban

you know how you join myspace for the purpose of being able to share your thoughts with your friends? well i havent been posting there recently because i do not want to share my thoughts with all of them...and i know i can make private posts and such...but well...it's just more preferred to make it on here...where the people who just wanna know me cus my boobs and what not don't exist. all you see is my art and the world through my eyes and my lense.

i need a new camera. i need a laptop. i will have these things by the end of the year if i have to work myself to sickness. i am not happy without my photography. i miss it so much. so very very much. i don't feel like i can explain why i love people with words but if i can just show them how i see them...in all of their beauty...maybe they can understand.

this cool person found me on here. she has some awesome photos...and she is a blue fan.
they will be here in 48 days. i cannot contain myself. :D
things will be ok, once i get to see them.
*le sigh*

so today i job hunted...and planned out some more tattoos. i have made myself a deal that if i lose back down to a solid 15/16 i can get the next stage of my plan for my left fore arm. (a series of chinese symbols) then i want to get a wrist band around my left wrist. something celtic because my real name is gaelic.

"i often think in music. i live my daydreams in music. i see my life in terms of music." --albert einstein.

i do not see with my eyes...but with my lense. i examine each detail and discover all the beauty that it beholds. that is my gift. that is my art. ]]> ~ushouldknowme