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i got out of the hospital nearly four days ago. it was the psych ward again my whole life turned upside-down. nana and poppie moved, mom flipped and threatened to throw out all my things, and i eventually moved up here again to nh. and now i'm homeless. literally.

so the shelter is nice. it's kind of a repeat of the hospital in a way. i've a roommate, but there is a full kitchen, fridge(s), pantry closets, a fully stocked big pantry for poor people like me, a library, internet access, movie nights on friday and saturday, linens, towels, three showers, men and women seperate and the like. it's an almost brand new facility, built in 06-ish i think. it smells like flowers, orange blossoms in here.

i'm safe, i'm okay, and things will work out i hope.

i plan on transferring my fafsa over to plymouth state u today or tomorrow. i really want to go. i did transfer a few minutes ago and am putting in an application into the university now. multitasking, haha. i am planning on meterology or programming or desktop publishing. i can get housing on campus hopefully. I applied for a BS in Computer Science. I need to write an essay On a personal accomplishment. I have no brain power at the moment. Jacqui, help. Here is a list of some of the things i can do with a BS (Bachelor of Science) in computer science. [link] i hope i get in.

my diagnosis is 296.34. get out the big dsrm and look it up, or be lazy and do what i did. [link] recently spiders attacked me, and i had panic attacks from the whole shebang. they weren't real but they were on me. crawling in my mouth and up my nose. i kinda went around screaming "get the spiders off me," and then someone gave me a shot and i was out for hours. now i see and feel sometimes the spiders. It's Major Depressive Disorder, Recurrent Episode, Severe, With psychotic episodes apparently. so it's official i'm a psycho.

i love you everyone.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/19427641/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/19427641/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 12:20:58 PDT
things i need are:
a microwave
a toaster oven
curtains
sheets
a chair
a table
a dresser
hangers
about 7 gallons of paint

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]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/18689962/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/18689962/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 01:19:32 PDT
I am going to Boston in the am to see my "parents" Laura and Lorenz.

goodnight.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/17279823/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/17279823/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 23:05:02 PDT 2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 8 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.

1. i am ambidextrous.
2. i have an older sister who lives far away.
3. i can wiggle my ears, and even alternate between them.
4. cooking is a lot of fun, and so i cook a lot.
5. i have multiple blogs, all tiered by my level of friendship with people.
6. i've never had a cavity.
7. i can write with my feet: i simply put a pen between my toes.
8. i constantly dye my hair.

tagged:


]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16980981/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16980981/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:48:15 PST
you ask for a wallpaper
i fulfill your request
you credit me by taking a screenshot and linking back to me by using :dev valke312:

ask away.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16864773/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16864773/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 14:00:09 PST
I was away for a while
But I'm hoping someday you'll forgive me
Though I don't deserve it
I'll cherish it well if you give me one of your new starts

Just one more last chance
I swear that I'll earn it
If you front me for now
I'm good for it I swear
I'm better now I swear

In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, than how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain

Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now

So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To the end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get

I wasn't well for a while
I savored the things that I knew were sure to destroy me
And that seemed to hold me
That seemed to carry me where I couldn't go
On the strength of my own
Well, I should've known
That gets me nowhere
I've learned that now I swear

In earlier days, they'd persecute people
They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs
For lesser offenses, than how I have harmed you
And still you allow me to walk free of pain

Though I punish myself
I will never settle
The debts I've incured for scorning the face
Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace
And though I once mocked you
I'm dying to pay for it now
I'm dying to pay for it now, now, now

So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down
And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound
To then end of an anchor thrown into the sound
And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get

Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
Well, I wasn't sure that I could
But, I can

the end of an anchor-dashboard confessional

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]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16543559/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16543559/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 20:54:14 PST [link]

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that is all.

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]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16069902/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16069902/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 04:45:11 PST please check it out.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16037503/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/16037503/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 00:17:49 PST 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie.

Opening Credits: call it karma-silverstein

Birth: punk rock princess-something corporate

First day at school: shadows and regrets-yellowcard

Falling in Love: finding my way back to you-michelle branch

Fight Song: don't take me alive-steely dan

Breaking Up: these bones-dashboard confessional

Prom: together-avril lavigne

Life: for a dreamer, night's the only time of day-forgive durden

Mental Breakdown: you are the moon-the hush sound

Driving: backstabber-the dresden dolls

Flashback: crashing down-mat kearney

Wedding: damn regret-the red jumpsuit apparatus

Birth Of Child: don't call it a come back-motion city soundtrack

Final Battle: a wolf in sheep's clothing-this providence

Death Scene: the burden-dropkick murphys

Funeral: degausser-brand new

Ending Credits: living together-circa survive

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alright...so i'm tagging


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]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15870157/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15870157/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 22:25:54 PST
i'm guilty, and i don't deserve you as a friend, or him as my husband or any other people you introduced me to, becase in total raw honesty, i am guilty. i swear to you i am not lying, and i apologized to you directly for what i did lie about. i'm not making up stories, or tall tales, or being parasuicidal, and my friends are real, but...

i am guilty for whatever you want me to be guilty for. and more.

you were my friend, and i loved you like a sister, and this summer, for once i actually felt alive thanks to you. but...now i don't, i work, i sleep, i go to meetings, and i repeat. i'm not living, i'm not even surviving, (and please don't think that you made everything all better, but you made things tolerable) i am merely plummeting to my own end, just

hoping

and

hoping

and

hoping

that you'll come back to catch me when i fall.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15619892/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15619892/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 11:26:01 PST
"Shiloh wandered in the dark," the man with the pale complexion almost whispering said to the tall man who had a look of pure glee on his rugged face.
The tall man's face darkened. "So?! So little Shiloh got lost and that has to do with me how? His voice seemed to boom ever louder, making the whole area shake and vibrate as if there were explosions off in the distance. Something didn't seem quite right here.
"You, Michael, are the one who wants this to happen to her. You know she is the chosen one, you know she holds all the cards, and, I submit to you that in your mind, with her dead, you can put this whole uprising to an end. You just want to serve your 'blessed lord and king' because you know what's in store for you if you uphold the crown. You took the duke Matthew out of the picture, and now you want her gone," He stepped closer to Michael, wildly gesturing at him, and then paused for a moment. Speaking softer and more deliberate he said: "And what is so stupid to me, you think that killing her is the only way to eliminate Shiloh. You know something? I have a better idea. We played your game for a while, let's play mine now."

now, if you please, visit these fine folks:

please and thanks.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15522151/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15522151/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 15:14:17 PST
don't believe me?

just watch this gallery.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15483928/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15483928/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 18:44:45 PST
sorry, i have had to ban quite a number of stupid jerky fools fom commenting. oh well. feel free to figure out who they are and visit their galleries, because most of them have fairly nice artistic works.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15308846/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/15308846/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:21:53 PDT
what for you ask?

nanowrimo! *fools*

in case you don't know what it is, nanowrimo is national novel writing month, which takes place starting the first of november.

okay.

so shut up, leave me alone for a month while i become more eccentric.

]]> ~valke312 http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/14835343/ http://valke312.deviantart.com/journal/14835343/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 01:57:00 PDT 1. pick a name
i wrote a blurb that you can work with. note me for this as it contains spoilers.
2. edit
seeing as most of us on dA are poor starving artist types, i can't afford an editor. if enough people read the manuscript, hopefully it'll be perfect. once again, please note me with the edits. most appreciated. it'd be extra helpful if you so wish if you told me what chapter and what paragraph along with the particular sentance that contains the error wor what have you. if you wish to comment on how you like it or more than likely hate it, please leave a comment on the actual deviation. please and thanks.

valke

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