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        <pubDate>Fri, 11 Dec 2009 11:17:35 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Online Gaming Comunity</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 18:05:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.byond.com/games/Fatevamp/DragonballGTInfiniteRealms">[link]</a><br /><br />The game ive been making and spending most of my time<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thinking bout coming back to the community&gt;.&amp;gt</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 15:31:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well ive been gone for far to long ... and ii think i need to start writing poetry again as well.. anyways im back see you all around<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I just dont know anymore...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:20:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've grown more into despair then normal here lately. It seems the further i get aheaqd the more i get behond and there is never a way for me to catch back up. Im just working class making $413 every 2 weeks which realy sucks. I just cant make it on that alone and with the job i have now theres no time for me to get another. I just wish there were a way to make better money and if there is im blind to it cause ive worked in just about every place in this town. Sometimes i just feel like giving in but I cant let myself do that. I have more responsability then most and its all i can take. I just wish there was a way for me to get my work published and for me to be making some royalty on the side. I dont see that happening tough, So i'll just remain a father and a husband that works his ass off for nothing. if only there was a way.  <br />
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Anyways, i guess i'll catch you all with my next journal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>at my lonliest hour</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jun 2007 04:43:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its been awhile, guess i have to open my mind for a newer generation to get more comments... anyways, new work is soon to be posted so keep a good eye on me., anyways i feel alone like i use to be, even with a kid and i dont know why<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>...........</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jun 2007 22:34:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, its been awhile and no, i still hav not wrote anything in quite some time... Anyways, if any of you goys can remember try to support metaneodraken he is very ill and needs all the support he can get escpeacaily from saffyre onyx... it seems she is still verry pissed at me, anyways... try to get her to support him as well <br />
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Thank you my freinds........<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>need help</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Mar 2007 19:06:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I need help before i let my words go to waste... I need any adresses to publishing agencies and/or metal song writers...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>its going to be a girl</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 21:54:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>fatherhood</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 00:47:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am to be a father soon...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>comments...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Sep 2006 08:53:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What happened to all the comments I use to get?... ]]></description>
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                <title>Nothing new</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 11:57:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, same ole' shits is as it always has been, and yep, today its raining... ]]></description>
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                <title>criminal trespassing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 13:09:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep, my girl got arrested for criminal trespassing. lol, on the damn tracks to beat it all ]]></description>
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                <title>My girl wanted to write something</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:36:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dont fuck with my man another thing die allchicks dont fuck with him<br />
<br />
and thanks to those who congratulated us abouut us getting married  yall can come to the wedding sorry  I wrote that above but I am an extremely posesive and protective over him ]]></description>
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                <title>Who would have ever thought, me, getting married..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 09:04:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There not much to say besides I found my soulmate. Shes shorter then me, of course, but I love her. date might be set for sometime in August. I will keep you all posted. oh, wedding will probably be held in willmington ohio ]]></description>
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                <title>back</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Oct 2005 10:38:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gues i am back to writing and loving it... cant give up on something you love ]]></description>
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                <title>Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jul 2005 08:06:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know, in all my life, i have talked little and yet it seems, that i start to unfold and prove to everyone who I really am. ]]></description>
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                <title>The road i must take and why</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jun 2005 11:25:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I must take a road to fame, i have no choice. Its the only way i can get my family out of the mess there in, its not for me, its for them..., hopefully, i will find a way to that road, till then i will be around, but within 5 years i will get there... cross your fingers for me my friends, i will not forget you... ]]></description>
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                <title>Me, in a band.... Hell yeah</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:07:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it seems that i am now a lead singer in a band lol, me i mean wow. anyways, i have no new work to publish because of late i have been working on my book exile, hopefully it all goes well. ]]></description>
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                <title>here again</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2005 13:12:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I gues since i dissapeared a while back that i have lost some devs whom enjoyed my work. if there is anyway possible to get them back, i would. ]]></description>
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                <title>subside</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 May 2005 11:26:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ please, if you will, tell me what you  think my featured poem is like, thank  you... ]]></description>
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                <title>sometimes.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 May 2005 11:14:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, not as stressed as ussual and i  have actualy quite smoking cigs.  anyways, 4 days till i turn 20 and i  still wonder if i will ever find  anyone. will i always be alone. these  thoughts don't bother me as much as  they used to but they still huant me...  Sometimes, i wish i could just get  away, just dissappear but it will never  happen. i will be getting away from  this town in another year cant handle  it no more...slipped again to... ]]></description>
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                <title>Thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Apr 2005 12:30:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do we think with our silent voices?  And what use are our thoughts ment for  besides the hurting of others as well  as yourself. maybe with the thoughts i  have i should die... but no, i will  always remain here, always be  alone...... ]]></description>
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                <title>Totaly lost to my thoughts.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Apr 2005 09:08:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks jill for trying to help but the  ironic part is that the only person  whom can help, is me... I have so many  issues going on with me that it seems  life just forgot me. Well, I cut twice  so far. I will try to stop if i can. ]]></description>
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                <title>Days of life no more</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Apr 2005 11:51:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ have you ever felt like you where  traped in a dying world. like everyone  held something against you and your one  of the nicest people around. Well,  thats how i feel now. I have been  backstabed and tooken for granted my  whole life, and now my bitch of an x  girlfreind spreads rumors about like  wildfire... what should i do... I cut  myself last night and will again  tonight. hopefully someone  will love  me the way i love them and see me for  who I truley am... Till then, death  bound shall I be... ]]></description>
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                <title>Just me...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Apr 2005 09:45:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For a while, I have dissappeared. I am  an uncle as of yesterday to a 7.5 pound  baby girl born two days ago. I am also  sorry for my absents. it was not in my  control, but i am back now and here to  stay... ]]></description>
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                <title>It's been a while since I actualy posted a journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2004 01:29:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *thinks to himself...* why wold lost be  leaving... please stay lost, we need  you here, where a family... ]]></description>
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                <title>nervous breakdown</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Sep 2004 12:54:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am about two steps aay from a nervous  breakdown and I have no fucking idea on  how to keep my mind together. I got in  this big fight with my dad over $5 and  now I'll probably get kicked out. After  the fight I walked 15 miles to work in  which I was already late for. Now I am  tring to get help with this problem and  tring to stay away from the blade which  is really hard to do. I am so fucking  clueless. ]]></description>
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                <title>For I am the night</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 10:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lately it seems that in the darkest  hours of the night, something calls to  me. Is it my nature that calls, or  something stronger and more ancient.  what is it about the night that just  makes me wander about looking at the  stars. Like my freinds say, I am a  vegabond, and I probably will be  forever. If the night somehow holds a  key to my past, it has yet to reveal it  to me. yet somehow, even if I am alone  looking to the stars, I don't feel  alone. I feel closer to my heart and to  my souls very ecsence. Hopefully, I  will learn the awnser one day. ]]></description>
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                <title>My soul is dead...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 07:46:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Latley, I have lost interest in  everything. I dont talk to anyone, and  at work the only thing I say is yes sir  and yes ma'am. What the fucks wrong  with me...?   And once again this  vampires single. That would mean that I  have had three girlfreinds that have  cheated on me, I mean "What the fuck is  going on around here." I must live in  slut central or something. Anyways, I  am not calling any of you girls here on  DA sluts either, so don't think that.  Its just the fact that I got to get out  of this hell hole... If you can, try to  help me. Last time I felt like that I  had started cutting, anyways adios... ]]></description>
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                <title>A new day</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Aug 2004 08:15:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A new day, another chapter of my life.  A day to be filled with a new struggle  and a new promise. Anyways all that has  happened so far is I entertained a 2  year old with my Zippo. Not much of a  burden really. ]]></description>
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                <title>luck?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Aug 2004 13:07:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As luck and good as I am, I always new  i'd get caught and that happened last  night, cop came in and searched me.  found a half onz. of weed on me. then  he gave it back.... just left me  standing there like, holy shit, did  that just happen... ]]></description>
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                <title>S**t I'm not going anywhere...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jul 2004 10:59:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it seems that I have came to a  fork in the road while walking my path.<br />
<br />
One, To give up my passion of words for  a dream that never was...<br />
<br />
Or two, To stay here as the vampire of  fate and keep youching you all with my  words...<br />
<br />
I'm staying... ]]></description>
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                <title>Goodbye at last</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2004 11:15:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In two weeks, I will compleatly  dissappear from DA. I hope that  those  of you whom are my freinds can make it  without me. It seems as tough I am no  longer needed here so I say goodbye.  Jill and Sam. Mt phone # is (606)  786-2903<br />
You may also get ahold of me at (606)  539-9469<br />
or you can write me at<br />
<br />
Bobby Wallace<br />
P.O Box 237<br />
Emlyn, Ky 40730 ]]></description>
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                <title>A Ghost Returns...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jul 2004 09:43:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For a while I have been nothing but a  ghost, an image, etched in your minds.  It just seemed like I dissapeared of  the face of the world. But now, coming  back from my inner struggle, I am a  better poet. thank you my friends for  having patients for my return... ]]></description>
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                <title>I'll be gone for a while...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 May 2004 04:36:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, with the ending of the school  year gone I guess I will not be on for  a while... But if any of you all want  or need to get ahold of me my address  is below...<br />
<br />
Bobby Wallace<br />
325 Adkins Loop Rd<br />
Williamsburg, Ky 40769<br />
<br />
I will be more then happy to receive  and send letters out, espeasaly for you  Aimee ]]></description>
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                <title>A question...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 May 2004 04:42:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This might be a silly question and all,  but It was asked to me by a friend so I  will post it here, tell me what you  think...<br />
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What Color Is a Mirror? ]]></description>
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                <title>CrimsonPassions</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Apr 2004 07:11:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Check out our new account, mine,  vampire-of-fate, and Saffyre Onyx ]]></description>
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                <title>about me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Apr 2004 06:41:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Current Clothes: Black jean co. jeans,  White detroit tigers shirt, chains and  spikes, spiked hair as well with the  back tied up.<br />
Current Mood: somewhere between  depressed and in love, but more in love  and she knows who she is...<br />
Current Music: Silence<br />
Current Taste: pop-tart<br />
Current Hair: brown with blond streaks  and white ends. its freaky looking yet  it still looks good.<br />
Current Annoyance: inferior mortals....<br />
Current Smell: nothing<br />
Current thing I ought to be doing:  school work<br />
Current Book you're reading: Temple of  the winds from the Sword of Truth  series...<br />
Current CD in CD Player: Metalica<br />
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FAVORITE:<br />
Food: Italian, and the food that I can  cook, its good being a professional  chef!<br />
Drink: coffee with irish cream is good  but I prefere brisk tea<br />
Colour: black and silver<br />
Animal: wolf<br />
TV Show: don't watch tv<br />
Movie: or movies<br />
Song: anything by tool or a perfect  circle, can't forget about metalica<br />
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ARE YOU:<br />
Understanding: Always<br />
Open-minded: yesInsecure: EXTREMELY<br />
Interesting: according to friends, I am  the life of the party, always keeping  my cool in tough situations...<br />
Hungry: just a bit, can anyone spare  some blood?<br />
Friendly: Treat me with respect, you  get respect... don't cross the line on  turning your back on me... not a good  thing to do to a vampire.<br />
Smart: I have the wisdom of a thousand  years yet i am only 19...<br />
Moody: uhhh... yeah<br />
Independent: Verry<br />
Hard working: when it comes to poetry<br />
Organized: with some things<br />
Healthy: incredibly healthy<br />
Emotionally Stable: hmmm, if you call  sitting under the stars thinking of  your dad that died when you was three,  or thinking about someone you love that  seems tso far away, then yes...<br />
Shy: EXTREMELY!!!!!<br />
Difficult: a little but I also love  difficult people, its more of a  challenge<br />
Attractive: I don't know....sometimes I  think so but sometimes I don't<br />
Bored Easily: no<br />
Thirsty: yes... can you say "double  shot of life"<br />
Responsible: yeah<br />
Obsessed: yeah<br />
Angry: a bit<br />
Sad: always<br />
Happy: almost never, but now i am<br />
Hyper: no<br />
Trusting: always, but depends on the  person<br />
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WHO DO YOU WANT TO:<br />
Kill: pathetic mortals<br />
Slap: my mom and dad<br />
Get Really Wasted With: my memories<br />
Get High With: anyone who wants too<br />
Look like: kurt cobain/kid rock<br />
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HAVE YOU EVER:<br />
Fallen for your best friend? yes <br />
Made out with JUST a friend? yes<br />
Been rejected? *nods*<br />
Been in love? too often and I am right  now as well<br />
Been in lust? yes<br />
Used someone? no<br />
Been used? should I count all the times  i have been used<br />
Cheated on someone? No<br />
Been cheated on? yes<br />
Been kissed? not often enough<br />
Done something you regret? Yes, falling  for the one who hurt me more than  anyone ever could ]]></description>
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                <title>Prom...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2004 07:12:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, it seems thaT I will be going to  prom afetr all... All I want you to do  is wish me a safe return... thank you... ]]></description>
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                <title>Prom...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2004 07:11:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <title>I am up for grabs</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2004 07:08:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Looks like I am going to out myself up  for grabs, so, I guess I will finaly  get to see who all likes me... lets  began... ]]></description>
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                <title>another day where the light shines true</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2004 07:03:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, im not going to the prom with my  x, instead, I will go by myself. ]]></description>
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                <title>should I???...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2004 07:01:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know, but my X wants to go to  the prom with me after I said fuck the  prom, I'll just party, Hell, what do  you all think and by the way, This is  ment to be a run on sentence with lots  of errors seeing how my mind opperates  today. ]]></description>
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                <title>Senior Prom...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Mar 2004 06:26:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No date, no senior prom... Well, since  yesterday my life has just been getting  fucked up. I seriously do not know what  to do anymore. Let me start at the  beginning...<br />
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     Well, at school during break,  Kacey and I got caught smoking. I guess  we both wwill be written up and charges  pressed against me. Kacey was the one  that I was supposed to take to the prom  but she canceled on me today. I broke  my hand again this morning but yet, I  still refuse to go to the doctor.<br />
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    Then, I couldn't even get a ride to  a friends house to call her up and  talk. Hell, I have no fucking Idea on  what to do anymore. I guess its time  for me to bleed a little more and all.  My life has damned me forever. Adios,  I'm gone... ]]></description>
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                <title>On the road again...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Mar 2004 04:54:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it looks like I gotta get on the  road again, I dont know if I am going  to stay here in Kentucky or move back  to michigan, I wish I knew all the  awnsers but some how i am glade that I  dont. Its the fear of the unknowing  that keeps me alive. ]]></description>
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                <title>eyes of death on me</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2004 07:04:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ These past few weeks have been hell for  me, I am, once again, single and all I  have been seeing latley is death. First  my aunt tracy dies on my aunt Terrys  birthday, They where both in the same  car when the firetruck hit Them. They  where both thrown from the car onto the  snow. Now the fire department is  charging my aunt with manslaughter  because her sister was in her car. On  the day of my aunts funeral my cousin  was murdered by someone who ran him  over with a snow plow and then the guy  ran. My cousins girlfriend is in ICU  and the guy that hit him is facing 15  years. I wish they would give the  fucker more then that. Well anyways,  adios for now ]]></description>
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                <title>blue lights again, will it never end</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2004 07:05:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, last night I get blamed for  stealing a pistol and got arrested...  Later they found the pistol where the  guy left it. and 15 people said the had  seen me take it, what is this fucking  life coming to... ]]></description>
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                <title>The blue lights</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2004 06:27:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, looks like I sliped from the cops  again. That makes three times in a row  that I have done this. Well, I better  stop braging because that becomes a  down fall. Well, till next time, Adios. ]]></description>
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                <title>me...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2004 10:58:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finaly got a hasir cut and it aint  that bad, I still have long hair...  anyways, I will see all of you my  friends on monday where you will see  the new years poetry adios ]]></description>
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                <title>A hair cut????????????</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Dec 2003 04:42:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it kinda looks like I will have  to cut my hair to get a job. Todays the  last day I will have hair that reaches  to the middle of my sholder blades.  tomorrow it will be to the middle of my  neck ]]></description>
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                <title>A fight!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Nov 2003 04:45:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Ya'all won't be seeing me around  for about a week and a half because I  will be getting into a fight. I'm  doingfor my friend also. Just because  she is gay the Mutha Fucker wants to  call her names and cuss her out, well  hes got another thing coming. ]]></description>
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                <title>Still!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Nov 2003 06:26:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it looks like I can still be  easly pissed off by higher authority  then me, However, I have learned to  hold my tongue and actions till later.  My bus driver pissed me off and all  about some bull shit. My face turned  red and I gritted my teeth. When I got  off the bus I went home and punched the  first thing I saw which happened to be  one of those blue barrels. It had the  pleasure of flying into the nextyard  over the fence and Again, I hurt my  hand in the process.<br />
 But now that all this steam is blown  off I feel great, hell, I even flipped  the bus driver off while he was going  down the road while my friend threw a  rock at him. Its going to be a great  day after all...!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Bad and good news...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2003 06:47:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, you all can take this as you want  and not believe me but sunday night, my  brother-in-law hit me with his car on  accident. Afew bruses on my legs and a  deep cut on my head that caused a  concusion is what i walked away with. I  did not go to the hospital even though  the blood was pouring from my head, I  just put a cold rag on it and tryed to  go to sleep. Not the best of ideas but  anyways, now it feels like someone took  a baseball bat to the left side of my  head and hit me repeatedly. Damn it, i  gotta go, my heads killing me, I cant  even walk, straight. if this keeps up,  i might end up in the hospital. I'll  keep you all up to date on my  condition... Bye for now ]]></description>
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                <title>Why me???????!!!!!!...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2003 06:58:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ now that i am single again, i have to  beat these girls off with a stick.  seems like every corner I turn, there  is someone wanting me... I mean why,  just because i change my cloths a lil'  and I where my hair in a pony tail. ah  well, im not ready for a new G/F  anyways, my grandma is bad sick and my  uncle also.... please pray for them my  friends. ]]></description>
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                <title>me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Nov 2003 04:56:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An end to another depresion, the  begenning of a new me... I wonder if i  really have changed as much as everyone  says i have. I protect and help people,  I am feared around school, and I am not  that mean of a guy just ummmm... how  can i say it.... strong and i also have  a strong mind and will... g2g ]]></description>
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                <title>Death Returns</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2003 04:56:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Every time That I began to get over my  depresion, it just seems to hit me  harder then it did before. sundaynight  another freind of mine died. thats #3  this year. Then yestredayThere was a  4-6 car pile up and My freind and his  wife and kids where in it. His wife  died on the scene but they brought her  back the kid... 3months old was flown  to U.T hospital along with the mother  and himself. looks like death is a way  of life for me after all. I am thinking  about eding it all. I dont know if my  GF is cheating on me but i think she is  but anyways... bye my freinds ]]></description>
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                <title>I am Fianly back</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Oct 2003 08:24:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it looks like some chain of  events has awoken the true poet in  me... looks like my poems will be better ]]></description>
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                <title>new poems...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Oct 2003 10:44:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thank you all for your pateints, this  poet had to take a breather for a  while... actualy I had hit my writers  block... Anyways, wai till friday, I  will put a poem in here that will hold  true to my reputation as a poet on the  net and in the real world... have  pateints ]]></description>
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                <title>death of freinds</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Oct 2003 06:22:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, i dont know if i should go out  tonight seeing how my freind died last  night from an O.D on oxycottons, that  makes 4 freinds i have lost this summer ]]></description>
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                <title>first date in two years!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Oct 2003 06:24:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it looks like I will be going on  a date friday with a girl that has a  crush on me. since tabatha wont let me  try to live a dream, i will make  someone elses come true. I dont like  seeing people hurt so friday i will be  going to the movies for a first date.  anyone have any suggestions? ]]></description>
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                <title>theft!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2003 06:25:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it turns out with my luck, the  first place i move into gets robbed.  now i got about $450 worth in things to  try to get back. ]]></description>
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