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I'm going to be away on mandatory military service for the next 11 months. See you then.

<... ]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/10603371/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/10603371/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:11:27 PST Also today is the day when a great man, an evil mastermind, and a very good mentor met his demise. God bless him. (John Kramer, for those of you who don't have a clue)

RantRantRant.



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]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/9972970/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/9972970/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 04:37:16 PDT His face was dead serious and well, rather scary too.

I've had some time to think about what he said... and sadly, it's all true. Those words have been haunting me all day and all night, and I just can't get them out of my head. They kind of put my very being and what I do in serious doubt. They also made me realise I've lost my 'third eye'. The eye of a third person, to see everything from the perspective of a third person. It usually helped me make decisions and be neutral and straightforward about all the stuff I do. My attitude has changed from being calm and right-to-the-point to crazy, moody, and ignorant. You might even sum them up with words like 'blind' or 'aggression'. And I hate that about myself. What's worse, my 'art' has suffered because of it. The composition, colours, ideas, and quality of recent work's are dull. The blue isn't just as blue as it used to be, and the emotion it's supposed to represent isn't just like it's mean't to be, if it has any emotion at all. I guess I could blame it all on rushing the pieces and not thinking everything through. Building them all up on emotion and not really caring about small mistakes. Now I know you're supposed to have emotion when creating something, I mean, everything starts with emotion. But you're also supposed to have a clear head and a plan on how you're going to 'pull it through' to the very end. I remember myself being a perfectionist about small details and composition and... and just about everything. Now I even find it hard to grab an eraser and delete some of the smaller mistakes.

In conclusion, I'm lacking inspiration and style. I've lost what I had, but I've also gained something (because that's the way it works) Problem being - I've yet to realise how to use the element what I've gained in my new work. For now I'm just taking things as slow as possible and trying to think everything through. Constantly reminding myself that rushing is bad and I'm supposed to measure twice, cut once. I'm not deleting my gallery or anything, just letting you know that from this point on I put as much effort as I can into every single piece I do. That said, expect something big. Oh and, the statement... it basically was "all of your recent stuff sucks, get a grip!"

Wanna join the family? Note me.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/9573259/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/9573259/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:28:40 PDT
Oh and, here's a short summary of what I've been doing lately: themovieslostmyglassespaintingmagichasgo taholdofmeagainbutnotasseriouslyaslastti melotsofdndandevengmingtosomepeepswhoapp arentlyloveitalthoughtherearentanycombat roundsandyouactuallyhavetoroleplaywhichi squitedifficultforpowergamersifyouknowwh atimeanfixedthecomputerrearrangedmyroomw enttothefolkfestivalstarvedtoomuchandact uallyimstillstarving
*gasp*
halfayear!
*gasp*
lostajobofferstudyingforexamswhichareinl iketwentysevendaysgottalovephysicsthemel ancholyofharuhisuzumiyaorwhateverisinsan egoingtohiiumaatomorrowwithmyloved one.

Now... try reading 'partyvan' backwards and see what you get. No music recommendations this time. Try the veal. ]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/8688800/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/8688800/ Sat, 06 May 2006 07:14:42 PDT Anyway, the concert owned (yes, again) I got to touch Maxim Reality (I'm never washing this hand again) and jump so much that practically all of my intestines came out. Oh and, I've never seen so many people sing "Poison" at the same time. Fucking wicked.

I'll go crawl under my oversized rock now. Haven't been feeling very artsy lately. Have been feeling lots of happiness and love though. Feels like heaven. ]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/8301068/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/8301068/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 03:24:09 PST I'm sure you get it by now Barber ahoy! Speaking of hair... I even have some gray hair. Mom told me that it's in the genes and that I'll probably be all gray by the time I reach 25 or so. Yippiee, I guess.

I've been watching alot of those hollywood super-woman movies lately (was bored, shoot me) Aeon Flux, Underworld: Evolution and such. Well, actually just not me but ~Sythiel and ~Maxar too. Somewhat shitty acting and really lacks story... atleast they look fuggen' schmexeh. Eyecandy most definitely. We'll probably go watch Ultraviolet as well. Just BECAUSE

Been to the theatre quite alot lately too. Must. See. More.

Oh and, this saturday is the meeting of club asashio. [link] - more info here. If you're estonian and a fan of anime, I advise you to take part. I'll most definitely be there Will be wearing a bulls-eye cape, grey jeans and some good ol' black wings. Can't miss me.

Enough talk about my life for today. ]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7922309/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7922309/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 11:29:51 PST So, me and Blood-Drop-Of-Lucifer went pizza hunting. We scored four slices full of nourishment and devoured 'em all in a beastly manner at some bus-station. A while later The-Very-Spawn-Of-Satan departed for his bus. He didnt feel like flying home that day. It was bloody cold outside. I vanished too shortly after that.
It's actually sad that two of us couldnt even make it to the gathering :\ Should put them on a leash next time. Or atleast threaten one of them by deleting her RO character :> Hua.

About 3-4 songs own on the new In Flames album.
The Constantine OST brings back good memories.
And I'm not feeling very artsy. There's just something bothering me but I can't put my finger on it. Disturbing.

Til twilight!



I became a member of inner-space. Wish me luck ]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7777524/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7777524/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:16:23 PST Mood: Happy? You betcha
Listening to: Static X - Otsego Undead
Reading: ...HAH.
Watching: Dead Men Walking

As you might of noticed my subscription expires tomorrow. Had it for a year and it just wasnt worth the money. Seemed like a good idea at that time, but then again alot of things did. I'm always learning things the hard way, damnit It's a bad habit.

Oh and, acquired a new screen. A 19 inch Samsung LCD (700:1 contrast and a 8ms response) I swear, it's like the world has reborn THIS one that is. Also got a neat new mouse to go with it. With horizontal and vertical scrolling action. Of course its wireless too.

Ah, take care.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7662955/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7662955/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:34:12 PST

Alot has happened though. The new year's party was a blast? Never been so drunk. So I kind of made a promise to myself not to drink a single drop of alcohol during this year. Man, that was horrible. Hehe, a certain somebody promised to take me out dancing on my birthday night (which is like bloody next saturday) We'll just get to see how that turns out, won't we?

Christmas kind of sucked. But it always does, so it doesn't really matter.
Um, I got a job. And currently am in the middle or rather at the end of finishing one project which deadline is by like... monday? Oh god. Well, it's coo anyway.

12th january rocked my socks off, literally. Won't tell you much more about that.

Aaaaand today is the guildpact pre-release, which I'm not attending. I mean, c'mon, you must be mad to spend over 200.- on some cards I'll just loot some from müffu later on.

Oh, and be sure to check out some of these bands.. well, or ELSE.

Sabaton - Primo victoria - Basically power metal about second world war. Even Robert liked it, and he's not even into power.
Team Sleep - <3
SPF 1000 - The next best thing after Wumpscut. For me atleast.
Killswitch Engage - I'm SO mad that I just recently found out about this band. Earlier I thought it sucked because I only listened to like one song and based my opinion on that. When Darkness Falls is the song that you should be looking for.

Hell, I'd better get to work. Going out later and I really DON'T feel like working the whole night. Toodles.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7279106/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7279106/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 02:17:04 PST
Tea & Deftones. Change, the acoustic version.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7234647/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7234647/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 01:40:15 PST
Coffee puts a smile on my face.

Lost Prophets - Last train home too.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7184742/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7184742/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:03:34 PST My eyesight is -1.25. Like I found out the day before. It's a sign that I've been sitting behind this damned screen for too long. New glasses and contact lenses ahoi. Lenses are pretty neat, but they're a bitch to use at first.

Now I'm going to rearrange the room so that it will be very uncomfortable living in here. Why? It makes me do other more important stuff more. I wont be sitting behind this, this... thing when it's fucking uncomfortable.

Some feelings would be nice too from time to time.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7072036/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/7072036/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 13:49:37 PST Listening to: Rob Dougan - I'm not driving anymore |instrumental

Yes, I got it! I got the Rob Dougan album! Even with the bonus CD and all. Now I have to buy a cup of coffee A promise is a promise.
But it's just so good. Reminds me of last year too much. Too many nostalgic moments and way too many memories associated with some of the songs. Heh. I wouldnt replace them with anything...

=AP123 has an 'idea'. I was granted permission to take part of this 'idea' The 'idea' is that everybody makes a sci-fi deviation based on one of the chemical elements. Later on they'll all get combined and become one bigass poster. Still havent decided which element to take. Any thoughts? Guess I should hurry, too.

Quake 4 sucks. Period.

And Ghost in the shell: SAC 2nd gig looks very promising. Oh wait, it IS. Watched all the episodes up to 20... I was blown away. It's it's its... I'ts just so DARN GOOD. Still five more to go. Expectations are high.

Tomorrow is the usual gathering of the forces.. Namely ~Maxar and *Sythiel and myself. And some other people. The usual tea and the two hour chat followed by some walking and lots of laughing. Departure shortly after that. Need to get out of this apartment. I realised that this is actually the first week when during which I've done absolutely nothing. Sleep - school - sleep - eat - sleep - school over and over and over again.

Yarr, it's driving me nuts.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6931863/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6931863/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:23:08 PST Listening to: Milia - Writhe in pain

Okay, the song is actually alot more happy than the name Honestly.

And now on with the topic. Nobody bothers to read it anyway so I can just feel quite carefree about writing anything
The goddamn Seven Samurai tea is just bloody good. We whored it at Double Coffee with the 'gang' almost every time we were there. In fact, it was basically the only reason why we went there in the first place. And now I just recently found out where they sell it seperately. I didnt actually search for it, I ran into some isle at the market and spotted it. Lucky shot, eh? Now take a wild guess what I'm drinking. Harr.

F.E.A.R. is F.U.C.K.I.N.G. good. It's still scares the damn living daylights out of me. And I played it like.. 8:30AM? For like two hours straight The creepy little girl is a cliché, but still a nice touch. And Paxton Fettel himself is really a masterpiece of a character. Of course the graphics and the combat and the blah blah blah, you know.. whatever is darn good too. Really REALLY helps to let out some steam.

Samurai Champloo is turning out to be one of my favourite animes. Words can't express what I feel about it I mean, my god. Thanks alot Kaia !

Bhah I'll maybe even try to create something today or tomorrow. It's about the mood, it's all about the mood. I reckoned that I'll go back to people manipulations and leave that somewhat pointless eyecandy (hah, if it even can be called that) behind. You know what I'm talking about. The usual cloud meets terrain pictures with lots of sunbeams and other shit. I'm sure that some people are fucking sick of it. I can name atleast one! =neutral-cat for sure

Beam me up Scotty!

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6924741/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6924741/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 10:16:13 PST Listening to: Rob Dougan - Born yesterday

Every person was just a silhouette gliding to somewhere, into the arms of someone. That would have been something worth smiling for, if I only could've kept my eyes open. As I lurked from shadow to shadow, getting nearer to my haven with every second... CUT. It hit me again. I fell to the ground and felt someone going through my pockets. It wasnt long until the second blow was delivered and footsteps marched off into the distance. I caught a final breath with my blood filled lungs. After that it's all darkness. Just the sound of leaves dancing death.
Ha, it's even almost funny. Although it never happened. I have no idea why I wrote that. Somebody sue me.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6845385/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6845385/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 12:32:51 PDT Listening to: Chronix Aggression Radio
Watching: Lord of The Rings

Damnit. I can't say that I love fall I love winter. I love summer. And I just wish that there were only those two. Fall is like... well, depressing. Yay for the magical D word.
Nothing much has been happening lately. Met this really really really nice person. Just okay, too nice. And got my new computer, finally. So the past week was full of everything else EXCEPT nolifing behind the computer. Pft typical. I must be using my defy logic skills passively again.
Met ~genky after a long time. She harassed me with her damn camera -.0 I dont like being in front of the damn thing. Anyway, I'll get some anime from her.
BIG HUG

Anyway, beer & LOTR.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6657892/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6657892/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 08:40:44 PDT Listening to: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
Watching: The Longest Yard

A day like any other with the exeption of being the most boring day of the week. The usual breakfast at 13:00 and the usual trip to the market. And after that, guess what? The usual apartment cleaning. After that fun activity, which can only be compared to watching snales race, the weather turns shitty and it starts to rain so all the 'plans' (HAH!) are basically cancelled. That and of course the fact that I'm not feeling very good. AS USUAL.
The only thing keeping my mood somewhat up right now is probably Gorillaz. Damn, I'm beginning to love that happy and also somewhat creepy music. Usually not into this sort of stuff.

Oh and, maybe even getting a job. All I gotta do is play games and I'm getting paid for it. What are the odds.

Lol away.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6586505/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6586505/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 00:53:53 PDT Listening to: Wumpscut - Christfuck

For absolutely nothing! I'm sick and I have to be home this goddamn weekend and I don't have any money and -whine, whine, whine- Etc, etc, bla, bla.

Oh wait, the Ravnica pre-release. Ookay, leaving.
And happy birthday

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6286025/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6286025/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 07:50:11 PDT Listening to: Gothminister - Hatred

School is starting on the 29th. For me atleast I'm actually looking forward to it. I've got a great class and somewhat good teachers. No big trouble. It's just sad that so many of us dropped out the last year So I'm kind of eager to see what's going to happen this year. We were promised lots of vectoring and composition lessons. That's cool.

Oh, I got my hands on one of the albums from Gothminister. I heard one of their songs in some ET fragmovie. I believe it was Iratus by Raziel. And almost instantly fell in love. Gothminister - Electronic Gothic Anthems is the album name. And by reading that line you should already know why I fell in love Reminds me alot of Wumpscut from time to time. Definitely my taste.

I've also made a little deal with someone about you-know-what. So during next month I should not feel like one of my legs is missing. Or that some box is limiting my powers. -sniff-
Someone should get a quarter for every time I've said that. He'd be fucking rich now

Over & out.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6160069/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/6160069/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 15:11:10 PDT Listening to: Velvet Revolver - Big machine

This journal is a bit late. But who cares anyway? Nobody reads this.
The Õllesummer was a blast (way too late again) I most definitely enjoyed it. ~Maxar can tell you all about it (even the dirty little details) if you ask him nicely enough. And one of my mates set a new world record in puking He's a record breaker, so no biggy. He's still alive and on his feet.
The camera is loads of fun. Not into photography that much but I accomplished most of the stuff with it. You might even see some of the stuff at one point or another.
Aaaand now I have actually something to look forward to in a week. It's the usual gang-get-together at ~Sulwyn 's place Lots of talk, lots of fun and alot of other time spending actions. Whatever they may be. The next one is in 2 days I think. Or atleast I hope so. The fifth one in a row then. It's already becoming a tradition. Not for long though.
So what have I been doing lately? Absolutely nothing. The only person I could go to the cinema with is not even in the country. She's in London. Hope she's enjoying her time there. Talking about ~triin
Basically I've been killing time with any activity possible. I'm even waiting for school. Atleast that was interesting Yeah, I know it sounds weird.

Okay, over and out. ~Sythiel is bugging me again -_-"

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5828641/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5828641/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 11:32:22 PDT Listening to: Depeche mode - Blashphemous rumours

I'm really annoying myself by not writing enough journal entries. I mean, I have things to write about but I'm always too lazy. But not this time! Nooo, forget about that. Next time I'm too lazy to write a journal I'm going to perform harakiri

So anyway, about summer. It's been a blast so far. Loads of fun and lots of new people. Which actually means that I've been playing shitloads of Magic and DnD lately. But mainly because of the company. I swear that every game ends with everybody laughing and getting stomach cramps from it Just too funny. And besides, it's nice to grab a beer, sit down and enjoy the show/company. Another game tomorrow.

So..Õllesummer is taking place at the end of this weekend. I plan on going there on friday and probably enjoy it with people like ~Audiophobic and so on. Wanna join us? Send a note or something For those of you who dont know what Õllesummer is: It's a bigass festival featuring lots of BEER. Yeah, that's about it. There's another similliar festival held at Saaremaa or Muhu or whatever, that one's called Õlletoober. Maybe I'll go there too

I got my hands on a camera for some time. It was actually loaned for my projects and for composing the family album that's absolutely necessary. It's Canon EOS 300 The analog or whatever version with two different lenses. It can sure "fire a shot" if you know what I mean.

Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children is coming out pretty soon. Those of you who dont know anything about it, here's a link: [link]
It's the latest E3 trailer which features some of the sweetest stuff ^.^

At some point I'm taking some time off and leaving town so you wont be hearing from me for an undecided amount of time. Vacation is vacation, everybody needs it. I'm just getting slowly sick of the city. Need a fresh mind for a fresh start at school in fall.

That's it for today Maybe I'll even get some time and compose some deviation some day. Until then, bye-bye.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5575987/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5575987/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 01:38:13 PDT Listening to: HL2 OST - Lambda core

The exams are finally over. All two or three of them
I got the Photoshop + theory exam a pure A. Actually, I didnt even have to do the bloody exam because all my grades were A's. The In Design, Pagemaker and Quarkexpress + theory exam was a lot easier than I thought. Just sat down behind the computer, fired up my player, put on my headphones and did the task what was given to me. It's like riding a bike, really. Suddenly I just remembered everything. After that I had to answer a few design related questions and that's it. Oh and, then there was this bigger test on paper and various formats and basic stuff we need to know what restricts the stuff what we can and can't print.

Go watch Sin City if you havent seen it already. It certainly left a dent in me. Or was it just the very nice company? Talking about

Anyway, go out and enjoy the weather. I sure wont. A bit sick again. It's getting really disturbing lately. But hey, maybe I'll find the will to make something in photoshop again. I swear the school projects just suck every bit of inspiration out of a person.

Canned pepsi!

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5345419/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5345419/ Fri, 13 May 2005 07:09:44 PDT Listening to: Cassius - The sound of violence
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass

This friday isnt so damn bad as everybody said it would be. I actually enjoyed the "sleepy effect" on everything and everybody. A nice break for the usual on-your-toes-all-the-time attitude. And just an hour ago it got better. Why? Tekken 3! That's why. I somehow managed to get it on the computer. Everything works and all Quite pleased. Atleast now I have something to play because this old piece of firewood wont run any of the new games. And gaming IS necessary.

In about a week or two I should get a new monitor. It's probably going to be 17'' and an LCD. More colours, more contrast, DVI! ^_^ Then the next step would be a new machine. Probably in summer or at the end of it. It's either going to be a mac or a hardcore gaming PC. We'll see. I'll abandon photoshop and take up smoking if I dont get one. Waiting few minutes after every action is nerve-wrecking

For those of you who enjoy metal with some techno elements, go for the Devil May Cry 3 Official Soundtrack. It's got 104 tracks of goodness. Half of it is ambient mood making stuff. The other half is pure agressive energy guaranteed to get you in the right mood and make your heart pump That sounded like something from some music magazine. Sheesh.

Oh and, check out Bruno's tribute to Bless me - Devil's advocate.



The original can be found here.



Right, I'll go and whore Tekken Take care.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5271399/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5271399/ Thu, 05 May 2005 05:12:52 PDT

Listening to: Katatonia - The future of speech
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass

Today I had to fill an application to be accepted to the military. It wasnt fun. But who cares, I wont go there anyway. I have some problems with my back. I bet I'll actually miss going to there It's what makes men out of boys, as they say.
Oh and, everybody thank *genky for my new avatar. Which isnt quite working at the moment for various devart related reasons. Also, dont forget to look at the artrade deviation. I look so cute there ^^



For those of you who dont know anything about Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, download this [link] And dont forget to enjoy, which you probably will anyway.
Hmm, these journal entries are getting shorter every time. I should be worried.

DRINK MILK!

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5235607/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5235607/ Sun, 01 May 2005 04:57:45 PDT

Listening to: Katatonia - Nightmares by the sea
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass

FINALLY my room is almost clean and everything is back in place. I did some re-arranging too and now it actually feels like a real room For those of you who dont know, the windows got changed in our apartment so we had to move everything out of the way and literally wrap them in plastic.
Anyway, now I have my s-30 speakers on the left and on the right side of the monitor which is on the table, the stereosystem is under the table with the computer. And there's so much more space on the table now. *cough*moreroomforsketchesandgarbage*cou gh* Oh well, I'm happy about it.

Maybe I'll even submit something new today. Keep your eyes open

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5191193/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5191193/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 02:17:02 PDT

Listening to: Offspring - No brakes
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass

I cant even explain how cold I am right now. It's probably because of my fever, which is around 38.5C and I'm actually enjoying a REAL fever for a while. Looks like I got my wish
Anyway, they're changing the windows in our apartment so I'm practically sitting on top of my computer case with a cup of coffee in one hand and typing with the other. Oh fun. But I'm actually enjoying this too. They should end by the end of this week.
Lately I've gotten this overflow of ideas and I even havent got the time to realize them all. I dont know why, I dont know when, but I like it XD They only downfall is probably that I cant eat anything bigger than a sandwich because it makes my stomach do some nasty stuff.
Ah anyway, you'll see something new either today or tomorrow or never. I started this manip yesterday and I'm not sure if I'm gonna finish it. Spent about 2 hours on it. It's just a joy to throw something like that into the trash ^^
And yes, I know I havent written anything for like two weeks. I'll try to keep writing to a minimum of one entry per week.

Oh and, KATATONIA AT HARD ROCK LAAGER! *cough*
Take care.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5050658/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/5050658/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 11:11:22 PDT

Listening to: In flames - Ordinary story
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: The tuxedo

I hate the weather here. It's not too dark but dark enough so you couldnt read in daylight. It's not raining but the wind is just too cold to even remotely enjoy going out. Or maybe I'm just pointlessly whining because I wanted to go rollerskating but the weather is too s*itty here So for 3 days I've been waiting for it to get better. Anyway, the plan was to grab my camera and mp3 player with me and just skate. Photograph anything interesting and just enjoy being alone alongside with a little exercise. Well, whatever. I guess I'll just wait then.
However, the last 3 days were interesting enough. Got to play football alot ( havent touched a ball in what? like 6 months? ) so it was funny. Got to drink beer. Got to play football in not so sober state ( which rocked by the way ) But the best part is that I got out of the house and the old so called "gang" is back togheter. So, it's been fun

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4977189/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4977189/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 07:15:36 PST

Listening to: In flames - Ordinary story
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: The tuxedo

Sick, sick, sick. And cant get any sicker than this. But I'm almost okay physically. Just a victim of the common cold and that's all. And I'm seriously considering learning vector and doing loads and loads of 2D. Maybe even some abstract 3D including all the cool gadgets and things of course. I mean, it wouldnt hurt, would it? Kinda like a jack of all trades. Pardon, trendwhore of all trades.
Maybe it's for the best.

Anyway, I got like 9 albums of In Flames. I had almost forgotten how good it truly is. The pure power in the lyrics and music just blows me away. Havent got any yourself? Get some goddamnit

And yeah, whatever. This one is actually quite pointless. Does it have all the necessary elements or is something missing? And please, do not try to find a point in it.



]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4898190/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4898190/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 08:22:23 PST

Listening to: Dragonforce - My spirit will go on
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: Starwars: Clonewars

I'm so goddamn bored. I usually dont whine about being bored THAT much but it's just... I'm a boring person. I COULD do something useful to kill time, but I wont because I'm too lazy. I COULD go around and collect fonts, I COULD register myself to new forums and post, post and post. I COULD study things about design and basic layout because honestly, I dont know much about it. I've gotten so far by only trusting my gut feeling when placing objects. Same goes for colours.

A prime example.
Some say that my other works are too constrasty and lack feeling. There's really nothing to watch on them. You just might get the "cool" feeling for just a sec and then it fades. I blame the contrast thing on my 7? year old monitor -_-" Okay, enough about my noobish skillZ.
The whole week has been one big boredom fest. Other's have their spring holiday while we have school. But it's okay, atleast we have lesser lessons per day meaning that we get out of school about an hour or two earlier than the rest. The only thing that has been keeping me sane for the duration of this week is probably the Depeche Mode remixes album. Man, that rocks. If you're into electronic, techno, whatever, then you should get it. It just simply takes mind off things and puts you in a relaxed state.
Bhah, rant over. Hope ya'll had a nice spring holiday. And dont forget to smack the easter bunny VERY hard

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4861935/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4861935/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 10:25:58 PST

Listening to: Lacuna coil - Angel's punishment
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: Team America: World police

Ache, ache, ache. Mushroom, mushroom.
A goddamn headache draining every bit of energy I have. And I'm refusing to take pills or any other painkiller. Not really a pill person. Actually, I might as well enjoy it as much as I can. I dont have headaches that often. Same with the fever or a runny nose. Moments when I'm actually happy because I'm sick.

I didnt mess around in PS today because it was sunday. Although I did conjure up a new avatar. What do you think of it?
And I had way too much trouble with "March" yesterday. Still kinda disappointed in it.


[link] - Green version of march in case anybody's interested.

So, that's it. Have a nice day. I sure did.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4766191/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4766191/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 04:39:19 PST Listening to: Kamelot - Moonlight
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: The Chronicles of Riddick

So, here I am. In my usual pose behind my crappy computer. Wondering about motivation. Motivation to create art. Or should it be inspiration? Do I create it because I have lots and lots of free time and nothing to do with it ( boredom ) or because I need to express my thoughts, my feelings. As you've noticed, I havent done anything lately. Besides a few 15-minute-fuckups, which I wont bother to submit here. On the account of being insignificant. Well, I think it's because I have nothing to express. No joy, no sorrow, I'm in a state of complete peace. And well, quite frankly, very disturbed of it. I hate it.

Ever seen Chronicles of Riddick? It's a fantastic movie. Or atleast I think so. Vin Diesel does an excellent job of playing a stubborn-ruthless-cutthroat. But he wasnt the thing I enjoyed about the movie. I enjoyed the whole universe of Riddick. The info on different planetary systems and lost cultures. And of course cultures that can be seen in the movie. The Necromongers for instance. I liked the ideas, the designs of spaceships, the characters and dont forget the architecture. Especially the huge Necromonger ships that looked like buildings and were used to conquer worlds. I must confess that the design of the Necromonger "suits" was a bit, how shall I say, rude? But it got the job done. That was practically the only thing I didnt like about them. I could yap about this movie for a long time - instead try watching the movie yourselves.

I got tired of Guilty Gear and almost everything related to it. Except the music of course. I still enjoy the 3 soundtracks that I have. Basically, just agressiveness building rock tracks with some minor "twists" here or there. Very good I must say. Probably one of the best game soundtracks ever made. Try listening to them.

Guilty Gear X OST
Guilty Gear XX The Midnight Carnival Original Soundtrack
Guilty Gear XX in N.Y Vocal Edition.

I still need Isuka's OST. Then the collection will be complete. And DO try listening to songs like Writhe in pain, Holy orders, Bloodstained lineage, Momentary life and Make oneself.

I really got to start writing journals more often. So okay, that's it for today folks. I'm off to find inspiration.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4605048/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4605048/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 08:45:53 PST Listening to: Lapiz Lazuli - Momentary life
Reading: Phillip Pullman's The Amber Spyglass
Watching: SAW

I'll start this one with a sigh. This day started out badly. I woke up with a headache and a sour throat. Quite excruciating pain I might add. Some time after I woke up to go to school my nose started bleeding. For no apparent reason. Decided not to eat breakfast because I was sure that it'd *pop* out right after I've eaten it. Ignored all the signs and started walking towards the bus station. After a minute or two I get this cough and I cant stop coughing. It ended up with me puking at the bus station. Okay, so I walked back towards home and got another chance to puke. As soon as I got home I got yelled at. Decided to ignore it and just go to bed. I fainted and woke up around 1pm. So yah, that was fun.
Made myself breakfast and lunch. Watched Scrubs while eating.
After that I sat down behind the computer and watched a few episodes of Ghost in the shell: Standalone complex. 5-7 if I'm not mistaken. God I loved the laughing man case. Just brilliant. Some time after that I collected the Starwars episode VI poster from Kalev and right now I'm eating pasta, drinking milk and figuring out how to attach the poster to the wall. The plan is to cover the wall with posters.
Anyway, my day was just fine. How was yours?
Oh and, be sure to contribute your avatar to ~angel-obsesser 's little project. She needs them all.
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]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4508582/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4508582/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 03:25:56 PST Listening to: Kamelot - Forever
Watching: American History X

Waking up this morning was much more difficult compared to any other day. Why? God knows. But it feels good to fully rested for a while.
Yesterday I created a Kamelot wallpaper. I'll probably submit it here once I tidy it up a bit. That being today or tomorrow. Probably today though. Expect it.
And speaking about Kamelot. It's just damn wonderful. I mean, I have listened to it before. But now... it just feels so good that it makes me glow and radiate goodness.
And maxar, if you read this, then that design is half way done. Expect it this week

Okay, I'm out.
V.

Edit- And since there isnt a wallpaper secton for music or bands or such I'm seriously reconsidering submitting.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4429042/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4429042/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:45:27 PST Listening to: Iced earth - Angels holocaust
Watching: Ghost in the shell 2: Innocence

Did something for myself. As you can see, I got a devart subscription for 12 months. It's quite good. Browsing is simply a pleasure. And also some other neat things. I'm satisfied.

Got Iron Maiden? No? Get some now. I'm simply fascinated by that band at the moment. It just sends shivers down my spine right to the tips of my toes. Especially one of their songs called Aces high. Its just, gah. Fear of the dark is also top notch material.

Have you ever played Baldur's gate II: Shadows of amn? Its just brilliant. The story is catchy right from the beginning. I just couldnt keep away from the computer for like 3 or 4 hours. Which just makes me wanna play that right now. Jesus, I'm addicted 0_o

And yeah, I'll be a bit more active now. On the commenting & the submitting part. I'll try to submit most of the stuff I make. Unlike before when most of the stuff went straight to the WIP folder and just stayed there for undefined time.

Live long and prosper. Haha.

V.

]]> ~vaporization http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4295178/ http://vaporization.deviantart.com/journal/4295178/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 14:39:08 PST Sythiel

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Mikk
-- Birthplace: Tallinn, Estonia
-- Gender: Male
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Dark brown
-- Height: ~180
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Estonian.
-- The shoes you wore today: Boots. Because I dont slip on ice with them. Otherwise I'd wear my hiking shoes.
-- The clothes you wore today: Black jersey, white t-shirt, black jeans.
-- Your perfect meal: Something with rice.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: To get on up there on the clouds with other people.

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: On monday its usually "Monday, bloody monday..." otherwise its "Now where the hell am I..."
-- Your best physical feature: I can move my little toes seperately from other toes ^^
-- Your bedtime: On schooldays its around 00.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds.
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas if those are the only two choice options.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: No. Never have. But lately its very tempting.
-- Cuss: Too much. In many different languages.
-- Sing: Almost never. I just hum or whistle.
-- Take a shower: I try to take one every day.
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yes.
-- Liked high school: Ohyes.
-- Want to get married: Maybe when I reach 35 or 40 or so.
-- Get motion sickness: Almost never.
-- Think you're attractive: Not really.
-- Think you're a health freak: ...is that a joke?
-- Get along with your parent(s): Quite well actually
-- Like thunderstorms: Very.
-- Play an instrument: ...

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yes.
-- Smoked: No.
-- Done a drug: No.
-- Had Sex: Yes
-- Eaten sushi: No.
-- Been on stage: Yes.
-- Made homemade cookies: Sad, but no.
-- Gone skinny dipping: Its bloody winter.
-- Dyed your hair: I'm probably never going to dye my hair. I'm actually waiting for my first gray hair.

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: Something light.
-- Best hair color?: It doesnt matter, really.
-- Short or long hair?: The longer the better.
-- Height: A bit shorter than me would be nice.
-- Best weight: Average.
-- Best articles of clothing: As long as it fits the person.

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of piercings: 0. And I'll probably never pierce myself.
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of scars on my body: One worth mentioning.

So that's me, like it or not. ]]> ~vaporization