http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:varona&section=today deviantART RSS for by:varona en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 03:41:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/22587152/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/22587152/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 21:36:44 PST And yet, I don't want a new one.

So what's changed since I've wrote a proper journal entry? well let's see... I left the IDF, joined the rows of minimum wage corporate slaves (and I LOVE saying it, I find it tragically amusing). I basically do shit. I can barely even concentrate on reading a fucking book. As for art, the only thing I actually do is Gaia commissions, fuck my life I am a gaiafag.

Bored and tired of being me, to sum it all up.

<3 Still doing commissions, talented at just about anything, pm or email vanity_svm@yahoo.com

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/20953845/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/20953845/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 13:13:32 PDT
I am not okay, but it doesn't matter, so don't bother asking.

Still doing commissions, talanted at just about anything vanity_svm@yahoo.com


<3

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/14733792/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/14733792/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 19:24:24 PDT I don't miss being me.

Still taking comissions, I am capable of doing just about everything... vanity_svm@yahoo.com

Maybe I'll upload something soon, since I have to let all of these emotions out somehow.


Take care kids, mommy loves you.

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/11007036/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/11007036/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 14:33:10 PST I wish I was able to sell prints, but I am too poor to allow myself such an account and I don't really have much interesting works suitable for prints ^^
Therefore, from now I will be accepting commissions. I can basically do everything, I can do traditional stuff, digital paintings, photo manipulation, graphic design. I love designing tattoos, too.
I am multi-functional, I can even work as a table or a mailbox, you name it.
Send me a note if you're interested in anything, I'll be glad to show you more of my work.
Prices are negotiable.

Help a poor waitress! I am on the verge of becoming a whore, lol.





-Sandra.


Proxy of DEATH says (16:25):
Computer games don't affect kids negatively; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc






Stuff in progress
nothing, sorry.


Stuff to check
none at the moment, I am laaazy.



]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/10277651/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/10277651/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 01:15:00 PDT
I've been working, partying, trying to study. I am drifting.

If things go as planned, I'll get inked in the near future. After getting inked I'll waste some money on stuff which make girls happy - corsets, hair and boots. Ah, my love for shoes shall last forever and beyond. Being able to buy temporary happiness is such a blessing. It hit me recently, that I am actually 17 years old and I've probably been holding myself long enough regarding tattoos, I am quite sure I can make reasonable decisions now. Actually, I still like some of the ideas I had when I was younger.

I got a new last.fm [link] since I had my old one for almost 2 years and it was filthy full of stuff I don't listen to anymore. Besides, that "89" in my username started to drive me out of my mind. So, liek, add moi.

Today is my grandmother's birthday, only she died 5 years ago. I miss her, she was such a good person. She was just 60 when they found out she has Cancer, we brought her to Israel because the medicine in Ukraine is mostly made of lol, but she died shortly after anyway. She died just a couple of weeks after my little brother was born, as if she was waiting to see him. It's so sad, we are going to visit her grave today and all. I love you babulya.


All I was doing lately is watching Anime/TV shows, reading books and getting drunk. Just lovely. I need to work more often and quit spending my money on stuff that go down the toilet.


Wtfever. Live fast, die young.

-Sandra.


Proxy of DEATH says (16:25):
Computer games don't affect kids negatively; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music." -Kristian Wilson, Nintendo, Inc






Stuff in progress
nothing, sorry.


Stuff to check
none at the moment, for I am numb.



]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9925470/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9925470/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 01:45:02 PDT mood : just dandy
book : asoif again
music : Tekkno Orgasm - Tekkno Orgasm

Seriously I don't know when I'll be doing any art again.
I recently made a choice to study Medicine or something, nothing art related - I just don't have that flame, though I do have some rusty skills. I don't know. I should be fucking things up for living, maybe someone will actually pay me for it?
I am working now, and I am emotionally sick, ya know - keeps me busy.

A new chapter in my life is starting NOW.

Oh and happy fucking birthday to me, though I am a few days late...



Yeah, whatever.

-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik


Stuff to check
none at the moment for I am numb

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9702776/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9702776/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 13:33:02 PDT mood : my head hurts, enough said
book : the library is fucking closed and I have no books left
music : Diorama - All That Matters

Don't eat every piece of shit the media feeds you.
I'd like you to view the following link -> [link] make sure you read the description.
And thank to Jisuk (and to BandanaGirl for bringing this to my attention).

For the love of everything still sacred, what is a country supposed to do when a terror organization threatns it? the fact these asshats use citizens as cover is definitely unfortunate, but it IS the situation - digest this. I know nothing of Lebanese politics - but WHO the hell lets a terror organization such influence anyway? to sit in the Parliament? to trigger a War? well, this is what you get. And I can't believe the goverment still licks the dirty butt of terror, even after this. Well done.

As for the dear IDF and all of our precious soldiers - we love you and support you take care, thank you for watching my behind. Bone-crushing hugs and wet kisses to my friends among the IDF...

I know it sounds like I am mad, but I am just frustrated and sorry for absolutely everyone. I am so tired of waking up to the sound of sirens - it's my freaking Summer vacation, I want to sleep late. Oh, and eating rockets for breakfast is not very pleasant either.
I have many photos of rising smoke and holes in houses, cars and ground - I just don't feel like it's the right place to upload them - it's not art, it's WAR. Therefore I shall abuse my journal. I am even a bit scared now after seeing what the rockets with the little balls inside can do. [link] (© my dad) I have one of them little metal balls on my desk, it's not legal to keep it but since shooting such rockets is not legal either you'll have to excuse me.

I am sorry, I should probably stfu now. I just had a lot kept inside. I am just an average stupid teenager, but I am in the middle of this and I know a thing or two.

By the way, the conditions of the latest suggetion to cease-fire... suck, imo. Nothing was mentioned about our missing soldiers in the operative decision, which is within the core of the reason for this War. It doesn't make me feel safe, okay? it gives such a feeling as if nothing was achieved. I like the part about having no authorities other than the govermant though, Lebanon needs that badly.


[link]
[link]


T A K E C A R E


This seriously ended up longer than I thought it would, it's okay if you didn't read - I consider this therapy.

-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik


Stuff to check
none at the moment for I am numb

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9005000/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/9005000/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 01:47:15 PDT mood : Israeli psycho style, ha!
book : John Varley - Steel Beach
music : Tamtrum - Le Son De La Pluie


Ah holy shit! when did I ever get those 20k pageviews?!!1 but after all, I've been on DA for quite long.
Anyways, I got lots of bad news and a glimpse of good ones.
-my digicam is dead
-my scanner is still dead
-my muse is missing, call 911
vs.
-I'm doing good
-I'm having my last final exam today
-I have one freaking huge cup of coffee


Bless me.
I really hope to upload something soon, maybe finish old pieces, keep some promises.



-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style. Plus his avatar is married to mine.
check him out for surreal stuff, mostly if you like Giger.

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/8647519/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/8647519/ Tue, 02 May 2006 00:08:18 PDT mood :
book : George Martin - Game of Throns! again! ^^
music : Oomph! - Kill Me Again, Gothminister - Angel


So.
Lots of stuff happened. I am not willing to share.
But most important is that my comp is dead, I am using my mom's meanwhile and it liek sucks.
I have loads of exams up my ass and I won't be able to breath until June...
I am planning to visit Rei again at Holland this summer, I really hope things will work out!
I am dying to draw again... I even installed Photoshop on this computer but I have no time to do anything! I have to study most of the time, and well - I can't use this comp 24/7 because it's in my aunt's room and she kinda sleeps once in a while, ya know, like normal humans do.

Well, I am sorry I missed a lot. I just don't have the time at the moment... miss you all!

-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style. Plus his avatar is married to mine.
check him out for surreal stuff, mostly if you like Giger.

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/8208391/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/8208391/ Sun, 19 Mar 2006 15:06:04 PST mood :
book : Marion Zimmer Bradley - The Forest House
music : Tool - Schism, Diary of Dreams - She


Bloody hell, I've spent the last few days sleeping. I lurk in my room during night doing nothing useful. Sometimes early in the morning I watch some anime at Kat's, teehee.
I went out to some parties lately, and tried to lose up a bit - it was great, I had lots of fun, more of it coming up ;D

I have even drawn a couple of sexy girlies, but I have no idea where my cam is and my scanner still refuses to cooperate.. OH, plus, my parents fucked up my cam ;D everything shines in pink.. wth..

Generally, lately it seems like I am watching my life from the back of my head in complete apathy, maybe it's because of the matriculation exams I have starting from April. I am in deep shit when it comes to school. But for some odd reason, I couldn't care less.

There's a boy driving me crazy I am so not used to relationships and I am probably being a cold hearted bitch, but I just can't help it, I don't even think about my actions until it's too late and the boy is upset, teehee, but he's pushing me to it, I must say! he's all paranoid.. oh, he's like a character from a morbid comic book. Maybe it's even working out well, it's been almost 3 months but it seems like it's only been a week.

I really wish I could finish coloring a couple of works in progress, they'd look so nifty.. but I just can't push myself to it, I feel so clueless and helpless everytime I stare at the psd file *_* I hate this feeling and kill Photoshop quickly.

I've got my first ID, my my, it makes me feel both young and old. I don't know if I should hold into my lost chilhood and all it's silliness and colorful fun or run up fast towards adulthood. I won't even mentioned what were my first associations with the word 'adulthood'. If I mix both, I'd be a piece of pervert... -rofls-

Anyway, I shall stop spamming my own journal now.
I wish I had something smart to say, but alas - I am brainless.


Have an ass-kicking week!


-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style. Plus his avatar is married to mine.
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7921502/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 00:18:14 PST mood
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust / Christiane F. / Introduction to Zen Buddhism
music : Apoptygma Berzerk - Rollergirl


-promotes new avatar one last time-



I feel soooo much better.
I have no idea why.
I got some cute red and white pills, but they are not related to my mood.
I find little pieces of motivation trapped in cowebs, stretched across my forsaken brain.

I hope things will only get better from here.




-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style. Plus his avatar is married to mine.
check him out for surreal stuff, mostly if you like Giger.

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7870722/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7870722/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 05:10:46 PST mood
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust (...)
music : Rammstein - Te Quiero Puta!


-promotes new avatar yet again-



I had a rather nice weekend. I hope it will be followed by a nice week.
I've been drwaing a lot in the past couple of days, and started working on something in Photoshop, I hope I will finish soon.

Have a nice week everyone! muuuaaaaah


-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style.
check him out for surreal stuff, mostly if you like Giger.

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7816871/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7816871/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 08:38:04 PST mood :
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust (yes, still, piss off)
music : Velvet Acid Christ - Asphyxia


I've got a new avatar.






My life is kind of sad at the moment.


-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik
x) Osadka pixelart


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style.


]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7690866/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7690866/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 00:29:50 PST mood : OUCH
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug


Oh god, I've got the job.
From one side, I am like - YAY! job! money!, and from another - holy shit I'm just a poor lazy kid let me leech my parents' money %#^%$&%$*&.
But there's a catch to this, I don't really get any money from my parents, and being the materialistic slut I am - it's just not part of my nature to reject an opportunity to earn some money, even if I will have to work for it. Not to mention this job is from heaven sent, I will be doing something I love and enjoy and it won't even consume too much time.
I am just lost and confused, and this is pointless. Blah blah. I am whining with no reason. People are starving in Africa and I am thinking of buying another pair of boots, it seems to me that I am morally questionable and my conscience is missing. I will go to hell. -sigh-

MY HEAD HURTS. Boom, boom boom.

To top everything, I am playing Gothic II instead of doing anything else, that I probably should. I should go to school, work, draw, live. I forget... "oops, 9am, missed school". Oh well.
Sometimes I think that one day I will just forget to breath.


-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos (coloring!)
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
has trippy, detailed, dynamic and overall great style.


]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7653561/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7653561/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 00:01:34 PST mood : tired
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Theatre of Tragedy - Machine


There's a great chance I will be very busy, very soon. I am likely to get a job, I will be mostly working on screensavers for cell phones. I am busy as it is and barely get any time to do my own art (not school related art and blah blah), but a job... is well, useful. I wrote about it more in my LJ, so I'll stop here.

Anyways soon I won't be TOO stressed with school, and even though I will have some work to do I will try and finish all the stuff I promised to do

-spreads love and kisses-


-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos (coloring!)
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.


]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7508087/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7508087/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 12:58:22 PST mood : hyper
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Circ - Destroy She Said



I had a crazy fucking week. As soon as I will recover I will continue with all my works in progress.


Happy new year btw



-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos (inked!)
x) Vampy Spanky
x) Martik


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
creates very beautiful, shiny detailed art.


]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7470387/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7470387/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:37:15 PST mood : ._.
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Pleasure Centre Vs. Procon - Cop Vs. Fireman


I fucking hate this year already.

oihjeriyj854w,j854yjv.854ey9xc435tj.854wlv,684wucy84w5uy864 ey853h854hvm 5486854y634v5v6854y6v7b54y85yu4e6,8576v,8546hv83gh75w367. yes.



-Sandra.







Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
creates very beautiful, shiny detailed art.


]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7412250/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7412250/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 10:05:51 PST mood : fucking jumpy
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Infected Mushroom - I Wish (bruta mix by Skazi)

Tomorrow's a big day.
I will be be gone for a week btw, I will miss you my dear friends!

Someone called me "Santa" today, then apologized and said "'Sandra' and 'Santa' sound really a like" .... oO
/me is santa (??)


I will be done with the trades for Halos and Spanky when I am back, I am almost done inking Witchy Boo though I've got some more thing on my mind to do... but I have fucking finals in less than a month.


Anyway. I go play Q3. And then go pack.



Restless
-Sandra.








Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
creates very beautiful, shiny detailed art.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!11
... and may Santa eat you ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7379746/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7379746/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 06:33:28 PST mood : Sleepy zzzZ
book : Neil Gaiman - Stardust
music : Suicide Commando - Love Breeds Suicide

Someone pleaaaase do some art trade with me, I want to draw someone else's character. Please please please. No one wants to draw my evil nurse? ne?
-shoots self- ;-;


Bleeding,
-Sandra.








Stuff in progress
x) Kill Bill's GoGo
x) Christmas
x) Witchy Boo for Halos
x) Vampy Spanky


Stuff to check
has a unique and wonderful way of having things done, plus she is an amazing person.
knows how to draw them butts sexy, rawr.
creates very beautiful, shiny detailed art.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!11 ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7363893/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7363893/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 15:42:34 PST music : In Flames - Come Clarity
In Flames - Vacuum
In Flames - Pacing Deaths Trail
food : green tea
mood : not bad

Last.fm [link]

<-- is mine

Why on earth must I have an art lesson on the say day there is some national retards union meet up (weekly, that is)? I know it's not nice, but I just hate taking the bus as it is.. and I got to handle a bunch of retards at the back, talking shit really loud and laughing like 4 years olds ;-; can't they have a retard bus or something? [/evil]
I had a reaaally long art lesson, but it was nice and interesting. I hate lemons, OH I fucking hate drawing lemons. And pots too. Fucking pots.
I had to wait for a bus home for like half an hour, geez, and to top that the batteries in my cd player decided to commit suicide, so I was bored and cold and lonely for half an hour. Though, I had a cup of coffee from the machine.. wasn't toooo bad.

I've been doing a lot on Photoshop lately *_* I can't believe I've finally overcome my laziness.


Bed's calling.. ZZzzzz


Happy Holidays!!!



-Sandra ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7269575/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7269575/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 22:40:36 PST music : VNV Nation - Beloved
In Flames - Crawl Through Knives
In Flames - Come Clarity
food : lots of water
mood : lost through time and space

Last.fm [link]

<-- is mine

My goal yesterday was to get butt-drunk and pass out.
I didn't manage to do that, but I got tipsy and fell asleep instead.
Oh and the evening was rather funny.
-> My bra blew up. Someone up there is telling me my boobs are too big.
-> I was drinking vodka with coffee, don't ever do it, its such shit.
-> The dude who was in love with me through elemantry school is gay today, wtf am I supposed to understand from that??



... I don't know.

-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7181001/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7181001/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 21:33:16 PST music : DeVision - Your Hands on My Skin (beborn beton mix)
Sonata Arctica - Replica
Black Eyed Peas - My Humps
food : coffee and chocolate from Kat
mood : wtfish

Last.fm [link]



I miss you.

-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7078002/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/7078002/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 06:15:43 PST music : NIN - Head Like a Hole
NIN - Closer
NIN - The Fragile
food : cheap coffe, eeeeaaw...
mood : calm

Last.fm [link]


I want a Kat, bench and a bottle of high precentage alcohol.


-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/6989391/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/6989391/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 10:23:17 PST music : Hungry Lucy - Cover Me
In Extremo - Nymphenzeit
Apoptygma Berzerk - Kathy's Song
food : Olivie salad <3
mood : bitchy

Last.fm [link]


I can't see what can be done with like 90% of the stock photos uploaded in DA. Some are in such poor quality that even god can't fix, some are after some kind of filter application already, some are just bad shots - while imo, a good stock photo is first of all a somewhat good photo.
FUF just had to let it out, so sick of looking for proper stock photos and ending up browing by favorites, or taking my own.


Anyway, I want something to do. Anyone wants to make a.. umm.. each will make a different work, but both on same theme? ^^


-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/6730971/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/6730971/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 14:19:33 PDT music : 3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone
Colony 5 - Black (AIV mix)
Mudvayne - Nothing To Gein
food : huuungry
mood : passive

Audioscrobbler [link]

no comment.

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEE!!!11



-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/5479790/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/5479790/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 23:01:38 PDT music : Diorama - Hla
Diorama - Advance
Diorama - Howland Road
food : im starving myself ._.
mood : apathetic

Stock Boy
LJ [link]
Audioscrobbler [link]


God damn it, if earlier I had a little of motivation to atleast LIVE - now I don't have it AT ALL. I am completly apathetic towards my life, future, everything.


All makes sense and emptiness remains -Diorama.



-Sun

]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/5066113/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/5066113/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 01:44:47 PDT music : Infected Mushroom - IM the Supervisor
Fleur - Sad Clown / Pechalnii Clown
Alice in Videoland - Addicted
food : coffee!! it's good for you, it's good for me.. it's good for everybody
mood : peacful

Stock
LJ [link]
Graphic LJ [link]
Audioscrobbler [link]


This entry is dedicated to my angel, who opened a DA account! he took some really nice shots yesterday. with me - can't wait til he uploads them. Make sure to check him out or I will hate you forever >: ) I hope today we'll make an icon for him and install WoW for me criminals like that.



-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4694570/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4694570/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 16:07:51 PST music : HIM - Join Me
Hocico - Forgotten Tears
Hocico - Ruptura
food : nada
mood : tired

New stock account
Not so new LJ [link]
Graphic LJ [link]
Audioscrobbler [link]


I really wish I could upload things more often but I haff no life ~_~

you all!! THANK YOU FOR THE 12,000 PAGEVIEWS!!!!


-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4309904/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4309904/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 11:28:44 PST music : Britney Spears - Toxic
Hungry Lucy - In The Circle
Hocico - Ladykiller [in cold blood]
food : Just ate a huge piece of cake
mood : sleepy but jumpy

Would you like to see me model? I am a bad model but Nishka is a supreme photographer so it works out X)
Go here ->
Thanks Nishka and thanks to Michal too for being such a sweetheard
[hi mom, hi dad.]

Anyway... I draw alot lately, but I don't finish most stuff, cause... well, I do them for practice.
Some photography soon though, some people are just too pretty.



Miss ya all! sorry I am not around much, and don't comment much
-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4022646/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/4022646/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:35:25 PST music : Nightmare Before Christmas soundstrack. All of it.
food : Diet Coke with ice
mood : tired

I have lost my inspiration a long time ago, I think I have found a new one though.

Expect to see some new stuff soon.


KISSES!!

-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/3605673/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/3605673/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 18:32:34 PDT music : Luxt - Cease
Luxt - User
The Retrosic - Death Means Nothing
Pierrot - Cocoon
food : Icecream cake =3 im'a fat cow
mood : sleepy

I did it. No more icons of friends and artist and communities, I said goodbye.

One day I will make seperate journal entries for them, I guess...

Well lately I started to draw a bit so you will probably see stuff from me.

I have reach my 10,000 pageviews goal!! hurray me ^-^


-Sun ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/2142305/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/2142305/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 01:56:32 PDT music : Psycho Le Cemu - syunkasyuutou
Wumpscut - Tell me why
All Saints - Distance
food : Ptitim!! dunnow how to translate.. eh.
mood : fuck up @_@

Nah I don't have anything to write.
Feeling disappointed and stuff, left alone and crushed.

In nothing we trust.


-sun.


art trades : umm.. yeah. sure.


in progress : trade thingy with eriathwen
evil samurai for butters.
portrait thingy of Jennifer Aniston for Nitza




stock account :



friends in real life :



favorite artists :
~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1811014/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1811014/ Sun, 08 Feb 2004 02:10:16 PST
umm, i had some problems with my pc and shit :/


//<3 sun.



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i am part of:
]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1548099/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1548099/ Wed, 17 Dec 2003 13:45:56 PST >

i'll catch up, i promise and i'll also update my stalking list soon, i mean more like.. do it all over.. <3

~sunna


i am part of:
]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1498727/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1498727/ Sat, 06 Dec 2003 15:13:36 PST anway, thanks everyone, who have supported me when i was having hard time!
now.. everything is great. it was like.. a month?
i am able to love again, i love, the person that.. now i see.. loved me and cared all along, someone who never ever hurt me - and i am sure, that he never will. i got a second chance, and i hope i won't blow it. i feel that kind of love, that is.. really innocent. he told me such things, that.. no one said. they say "i love you", he says.. other things.. only for me. i feel speical - i am speical for him, like he is for me. *signs*
i am going to the noa"l now, its too complicated to understand, but anyway now i am a teen that is actually doing something useful! maybe i'll get some education, too, about things that they don't teach in school. the only education i got in school is where and how to hit haha. *giggles cynicaly*

anyway, i hope that will last for long, what i feel.. i am kinda sure, too.
though, i am having a rought time with school, and my parents - again. yet again i feel that school is putting me down, and i started skipping again lately because i cant take the pressure.

anyway, i'll finish this post saying that i hope that things will keep getting better. just, please - not worse.

<3
~sunna~

stalk stalk: [some peeps are missing.. but i am too lazy to add them now]
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1422205/ Wed, 19 Nov 2003 07:09:25 PST
this post was meant for.. umm.. me, to express my sadness and such, i am feeling lonley more then ever... yesterday i went to some place, can't expain what is it - i think it only exists around here - anyway we talked about lonliness, and this man wrote theories about it, and said people have 3 solutions for their lonliness [everybody is lonely] - being like everyone else or like some group, so they won't be alone. or, orgasmantic solution - doing something that makes u feel good and forget about the lonliness, or expressing it in the diffrent ways of art.
but.. i am not like everyone else.
even when i am doing thing i like, the fact the i am lonley is eating my brain.
when i am sad and lonley, i am too tired and drained to do any kind of art, and what i do isn't good anough to make me happy anyway.

i just feel so empty lately, and espeicaly today when i understood how wrong i was, judging someone that means to me so damn much.
even -IM- better then -HER-, but he was always odd.

anyone else to stab my back? rape my feelings? shoot me? going.. going.. gone. *BANG*

~sunna~


stalk stalk:
~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1404783/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1404783/ Sat, 15 Nov 2003 13:09:10 PST if u r bored, screen capture it and i will make ya something haha
oish i ish excited, it took me a while. thanks everyone, who have supported me! < 3

school = pure evil

~sunna~


stalk stalk:
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1372078/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 05:18:08 PST
i think i might come back to dolling soon, so waaaatch out


~sunna~


stalk stalk:
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1287375/ Fri, 17 Oct 2003 18:46:31 PDT >

eh i just came back from the fest few hours ago, i really must get some sleep, i am so fucking tired. i slept one hour at the stupid fucking mini bus they shoved out of their ass because there wasn't anough seats for everyone in Haifa and the Krayot in 2 buses -_- bleh.
well i enjoed the festival anyway, some peepz really annoyed the hell out of me but i kicked them or ignored them :/ i made a friend to borrow me money for a shirt ^^ yay me. eh. fun fun. lots of beer, friends and good music [and hot girls. and some boys too, eh.]. HAR HAR ^^

<3


~sunna~


stalk stalk:
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1267307/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 16:01:45 PDT

well, there is that metal festival in few days. its like the biggest thing that ever happend in this sucky country, israel.
well, today my friend reminded me @_@ i like almost totally forgot..
and i am so excited, i just realized i have sooo much to do like buy a new pencil to draw eyebrows, to shave my head again and to steal my mom's boots! so much things so too and so little time!
and tomorrow i am going to buy cool stockings ^^ gaha FUN FUN but i will spend my last money bday on it >>
i dreamt that someone gave me money, oof. i want real money ><

oh ummo0o0 and yeahhhh i draw alot lately, soooo odd, i got waaaaay better @_# odd odd.

ummm i wanted to write another thingie.. but i forgot what >< so no help.
or.. maybe it was that---> everybody has their characters and stuff that they draw and doll all the time and i have none >< SO i must come up with at least one for my own sake, and then do art trades with peepz ^^ that will be soooo much fun. *grabs sketchbook and a pencil* go character GO!

~sunna~


stalk stalk:
~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1264690/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1264690/ Sat, 11 Oct 2003 21:27:02 PDT
i forgot about the existence of this journal thingie, totally haha.

well ummo0o0o i have nothing to write here actually ^^ things are.. well.. the same ^^
maybe next time.. i will actually have something more useful to write ^^


~sunna~


stalk stalk:
http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/1007374/ Tue, 29 Jul 2003 23:25:46 PDT fucking inspiration >.>




~sandra

look at least i have friends now lol
v v v v v v v v v v ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/927266/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/927266/ Wed, 09 Jul 2003 18:05:45 PDT
*feels really dumb*

-Sandra


btw, look how sad i don't have any friends!
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/852042/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/852042/ Thu, 19 Jun 2003 07:18:43 PDT
just that for osme reason i can't change my site adress, and well... hmm... THAT is my new site : [link]


-Sandra ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/667361/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/667361/ Mon, 28 Apr 2003 06:06:23 PDT

well i pierced my lip, at least something makes me feel a littel good with myself. hump.


-Sandra ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/650075/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/650075/ Tue, 22 Apr 2003 23:08:25 PDT
:/ buh.

-Sandra ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/639626/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/639626/ Sun, 20 Apr 2003 00:24:54 PDT

i just added two new deviations... check them out ^_^ i'll be happy if you'll comment! ^_^

muhahaha its 9am and i didn't sleep all day and i feel great and i am going to my b.f. in few hours so... i'll be even more happier! ha ha ha! *wink wink*

-Sandra ]]> ~varona http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/592029/ http://varona.deviantart.com/journal/592029/ Fri, 04 Apr 2003 03:11:37 PST
i hope everything will be just like i want it to.

i feel... embarrased and exposed

-Sandra ]]> ~varona