Things this contest is not-
- A crossover
- Reincarnation
- A level up or upgrade
- A future generation
- You and you’re friends dressed as Sailors

Things this contest is:
- A Redesign
- A style choice
- A possible Alternate Universe
- A chance to express yourself
- Fun

In other words, the change should be horizontal- not vertical.
From A to1 not from A to B. Understand?

- :Grand Prize:
- Sewing the winning costume to be worn and photographed.
- Official... ]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/27408894/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/27408894/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 12:33:52 PDT Ladies and Gents, can you hear that? That’s right! It’s the Second Annual Great Sailor Moon Redesign Contest!! It’s almost here! In preparation I’m gathering up good examples of what I’m looking for anyone willing to help out this year-

I’m looking for:
- Organizers
- Advertisers
- Judges
- Those people willing to give prizes. This includes donating art, Prints, subscriptions, or promotions in your journal entries. I am also looking for cosplayers who’d like to donate time and skills. Please contact me if it tickles your fancy.

I need all the help I can get to make this project turn out really GREAT so please help me out if you are able.
Let get all the Moonies all riled up people!



In other news, this will be first time in history that I will be wearing a STORE-BOUGHT costume for Halloween. Weird. Normally I have something so awesome and unique that there isn’t any pre-made costume. Last year I went as a cute Luigi. Year before that? Um, I think I was…Oh! Raven. Year before that I was Babs Bunny. I could go on. But it’s strange. I wonder how it will fit. I’m not like the uber sexay ladies in the pictures. And it’s only semi-accurate. Also, the skirt is a little short to wear to the church party…whoops. I think I’m ashamed. But at least this people will recognize me right away.
I just wanna DANCE!

‘gimmy one reason to stay here~ and I’ll turn right back around.’ What gritty good song. Top 50 of all time.

Hey. It’s a whole journal with minimal complaining! Nice Vbabe! Don’t screw it up!
D<

~V

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26731650/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26731650/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 10:36:11 PDT


Dude. 30K Hits?




Oh snap....Thank you guys. That totally snuck up on me! and 350+ favs on my Naruto Sin Stamp? ?

And HOLY CRAP I'm *HOW* many deviations away from having 200?! (+scraps) o.o Geez. Does that mean My 200th has to be as epic as Immortal Regret? The next piece in that series isn't anywhere NEAR ready unless I super-book it and submit it before the dozens of others. I guess this is my fault, I should have been working on it years ago when I still had the same coloring style. But the poses I come up with are hard! Anyone feel like modeling for me? o.o

Well, it'ts been about 5 1/2 years, let's take a look at some of the highlights:
...
well that was easy.





^^


~V

P.s. wai all the journal updates and no pici-pics V-chan? You in love dez daiz? Oh yez Wuvly. Plz get on it. ಠnಠ



Flower :STOCK: by =sourcow | Arabesque Brushes by ~Luizalenora | Foliage Swirls by *redheadstock | Twirl Border Brushes by =kuschelirmel-stock
]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26575376/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26575376/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 18:15:59 PDT
Gallery
Journal
Store
Note me




Because I KNOW how excited you guys get when I complain and let you know what's happening in my HUM-FRIKIN-DRUM life.


What are your dreams? I don't know what my dreams are anymore.
I used to know because everyday I woke up with the violent passion for what I was doing. And I suffered for it all last year striving to acheive what I wanted. but I failed. I gave in because I had to take a job to help me survive- I HAD to live and start estabishing some kind of life. I dislike this job BUT perhaps it's the magic key to some unknown beautiful future.

Well, I don't know about that. Reason states I should look for a new job first and then look for a apartment near there. But Life seems to not care what reason says and offers me a place to live really really soon. Hm. Should I move forward or fight a fate?

I'm going to have to call my sugar-daddy tonight. Perhaps he'll give me some insight.

In the meantime this is basicly a whiney placeholder of a journal entry because I'ts depressing to log in and see the little emoticon stab the other one in the head with a fork- as much as I love that little guy. I'm over that event for now. No need to be reminded how twisted I can be everytime I come to see you gaiz right? RIGHT?

OH and I'll upload some sktechy art shutffff in the next few days. You excited yes?!

now dance.
HEY HEY YOU YOU I DON'T LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND.


_{©2009 `kjherstin}
]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26420223/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26420223/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 09:55:02 PDT
It included such words as: dieing, cancer, GoodBYE, WRONG, puss, posion, terrible, manipulative, lying, OC, backstabbing, two faced, heart, stomping, selfish, love-starved, venoumus, whore, twisted, abuse, pain, hate, loath, dispise, binine, medication, infuriated, sick.


oh and Bitch. My favortie swear-word.

My very favorite.

But I'm saving it for a special occation.

I just wanted to mark this momentus occation so I know exactly when it happened.

~V

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26061248/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/26061248/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 08:43:08 PDT It's been a while my friends.
SORRY.
I probably should qualify my last journal entry called 'uncute'. I meant it. I'm really not very cute. but I have to reiterate- I *know* everyone feels that way from time to time. What I don't think people understand is that my happiness dosen't depend on weither I feel pretty or not. Sure, it's contributing factor to my overall happiness but it has never been the only basis to feeling good everyday. Just like a person wishes they were good at math or that they were taller, it's not really something you can change, and I have a firm belief that a person should work to be happy with themselves- and then make improvements. That way you know you're making the right changes, for the right reasons.

lol. Yeah right. I'm one to talk. Of course, it dosen't hurt that you guys have been so supportive of me- even those who have never seen a picture of me. And those of you who have, thank you for not being angry with me for beating down on myself for while. Again, everyone does it from time to time.

So in other news, I decided to cut off my hand this week. I was driving home from Harry Potter and I decided. Now all I need is enough dicipline to follow through. Ha. Harder than it seems. It's really a life changing decision. I won't elaborate here but in this case I wanted what I wanted and my brain says 'no'. I hate my brain. It has stopped me from lots of wonderful things in my life- from experiences that I need to help me grow into a normal person. I had the chance to throw myself into a bad (but wonderful) situation. Back and forth. How much harm could it really do? I mean, it's just ONCE. But I know it's wrong. and If my right hand could offend me- I have to cut it off. But if I was strong enough I would already be bleeding all over the place. But my hand in still mostly in place. I guess I'm just waiting for some magical doctor to come and replace it as soon as I cut it off- but no doctor in sight. I should just DO IT.

Did that make ANY SENSE AT ALL?

Ok fine so it didn't.
Last peice of depressing news...lol. .....XD.....ROFL I think my mother is remarrying my OLD STEP FATHER!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA! HOLY CRAP WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WOMAN?!

I'm not going.

Thanks again yall, I'm sure I'll post soon enough. (including commishes)
What do you guys want to see?

love love.
~ V

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/25251334/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/25251334/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:39:15 PDT I don't really care that I'm thin. It doesn't mean much, in fact I might be TOO thin. Boney and pale and weak. My nose is long and my hair is always too stringy or limp falling out. it's so thin that when I pull it into a pony tail it looks like I have no hair at all. I have dark shadows under my eyes which is really bad because my skin is pale and a little splotchy. My jaw is square and there is a sadness and a forced style to my smile when I'm in for pictures on the one exception of candid photos. But my parents never took pictures of us when we were young or growing up. It was too sad a time to try and remember it I guess.

Sometimes I'll look at myself in the mirror and I smile and I AM pretty. I have bright eyes and clean skin and my hair is pulled into a fashionable high messy pony, a long neck and pretty mouth. I am happy. but by the time I end the day I find my hair has sunk, my makeup has begun to run under my eyes, and I've been running around with a stain on my jacket.

What is WRONG with me? I never seem to compare to the rest of the world. I'm not photogenic. That's not really up for debate. Unless you want to argue that I'm just that hideous all the time and I just don't know it. But I don't think thats true because when I don't KNOW the picture is being taken, I look fine. That helps me know I have real judgment. I CAN look cute- i just don't.

So I'm in a maid cafe and I just keeeeeeeeep failing. I'm surrounded by these SUPER kawaii girls who are Asian and short and petite and sweet. anime boys love that. not me. Not this tall, blond, European, loud-mouth. Worse, they took PICTURES. and once again, I epic fail. and it's there for the whole world to see and compare me to the other maids. Even my Aino chan is a vision and I'm just not. I'm just NOT PRETTY. How could *I* every think that I could fill the role of a Otaku's fantasy? I'll be the maid that the table will think- 'I wish I had had that other one...why'd we get the white girl?'

I have lived a long time without a boyfriend. and I have been very content. Happy almost that I'm not stuck with a wart like my last boyfriend. Dope. I hated being tied down to one dope all the time. That was years ago. and I've never really had a craving for a boyfriend in my life. Almost the contrary- who would want to be with someone like me? I should improve my life so as to make myself the kind of girl that my kind of guy would want to be with. I still stick to that but now...

I really wish I had someone I was crazy about who was crazy about me. So I would never worry about being pretty. Because I'd have him to tell me otherwise. and if HE likes me and HE think I’m pretty then screw the rest of the world.

and it hurts to be alone.
and to see pictures of myself that look so sad.

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24409508/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24409508/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 11:40:42 PDT thinking how I haven't been tagged in a while and voila- he tagged me!


Name:: Miss Casey
Birthday:: 08/02/1985
Birth Place:: Sacramento, CA (Boring!)
Current Location:: Los Angeles (Proper)
Eye Color:: Blue, but yesterday even *I* thought they were green. O.o
Hair Color: Blond. But it was blonder when I was younger.
Height: 5'3"
Weight: between 105-115
Piercing: My ears when I was 21. I wear the same pearls every day.
Tattoos: Bleh, no. I think they are way unnatural. Like bumper stickers- they grade on me and natural perfection.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: No. I have been clean since 2006.
Overused Phrase:: oh Moses.

FAVORITES
Foods: Carrots- but really what I really love is brown sugar and butter. ^^ so, toffee.
Candy: Toffee. And cream puffs. BIG ones. Big fluffy ones with very light, warm, dark chocolate sauce.
Number: 1234. or 97. Don’t know why.
Color: Black. But then people tell me that that is no color at all. So then I have to pick yellow. But then people tell me it’s like a bumble bee and I have to qualify ‘not Black and yellow TOGETHER’. Just black. Or just Yellow. But is that not *good* enough for you is it? So then You gotta make fun of me? This is stupid. Why can’t you just leave it alone? Now I’m all ruffled.
Animal: I like birds. Frankly I’m evil and I don’t like most animals. But I like that I don’t have to touch them and they are so beautiful and structured. But not pigeons. Those things are GROSS up close.
Drink: White hot chocolate. (Not Vanilla- white chocolate) or apple beer- which is non-alcoholic. It’s like rootbeer but BETTER.
Alcohol: Don’t drink, thanks.
Bagel: I like the cream cheese part.
Letter: V. Need I say more?
Body Part on Opposite sex: underarm…what? I LOVE cuddling into the crook right under his arm. My favorite place to be. ^^
Pepsi or Coke: coke. Because I have a history with them. But pepsi tastes better to me.
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds. BurgerKing is for special occasions and I don’t like what they have done advertising wise. Wait, I don’t like what McDonalds has done either. Crap, well I like cheap warm beef.
Strawberry or Watermelon: Watermelon, I don’t like strawberries- they are too tart for me. But I’m not a fan of avoiding watermelon seeds.
Hot tea or Ice tea: I don’t drink Tea. But I like warmth better than cold.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla. STOP JUDGING ME!!!
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot Chocolate. Haven’t you been reading this?! (also, I don’t drink coffee.)
Kiss or Hug: Hugs- kisses are still weird for me. I love cuddling.
Dog or Cat: Cat. I can knock them over easier. O.O
Rap or Punk: Punk.
Summer or Winter: Summer. Wait, let me repeat- SUMMER.
Movies or Funny Movies: what kind of question is this? Is there something missing? There must be. This is like that game ‘telephone’? OK, the answer is funny movies. I love them and I never get tired of a good one.
Love or Money: Love, but luckily I tend to love guys who are passionate about being successful. So I don’t think I’ll ever have to make much of a choice. Still, if I can find someone who fits- Love.
bedtime: I need to be more disciplined. Like….midnight ish?
Most Missed Memory: Food. Huge mountains of never ending food and comfortable people all around me.
Best physical feature: …I’m OK looking but not super cute. I am thin so…my waist.
First Thought Waking Up: Oh NO, what time is it?! Whew.
Goal for this year: to get out of the awful little place I live now. Hopefully before my roommate leaves.
Best Friend(s): At this MOMENT? Um, Katie Rasmussen from college and Aino-chan.
Weakness: Fear. And upper body strength.
Fears: Weakness. Lol. But it’s true.
Heritage: our name is Irish but our family is Scottish. Other than that- French, Dutch, German, English and every other white group. I’m not white- I’m Gaelic.
Longest relationship: ..do I have to answer that? It’s not a good number.

HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: No.
Ever Smoked: No.
Pot: No. and no one has ever even offered. Jerks. I think I just LOOK like I’m gonna say no. I would, but still. XD
Ever been Drunk: Only on LOVE.
Ever been beaten up: Nope. I’d snap in half. But I have been emotionally abused.
Ever beaten someone up: I slapped my little brother one. XD (He thought it was funny too.)
Ever Shoplifted: yeaaaah when I was young and STUPID. But not really on purpose.
Ever Skinny Dipped: ……………………………... ]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24335095/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24335095/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 22:31:20 PDT

I'm doing the commish thing again!! and I'm doing it at super low prices because frankly, I don't really value myself. O.o; I'm not an artist and I not super consistent. My bad. But if your interested, you'd basically be supporting two things- Better eating habits, and the SO CAL sera Myu movie going on this summer. I'll post a big link and Ad when the site is all done so we can do a big hulla ballo rather than a tinkling bits of people through a less-than-ready idea. You understand.

Oh! Right, prices.

Charges:

- Sketch- $2.00
- Set of sketches- $5.00
- Lineart- $5.00
- Basic Colors- $7.00
- Full on colors- $10.00
- Complex- $15.00
- Additional Characters- +5% each.

Discounts:

- 5% off for a character I've already got listed in my gallery. Those are ones Have have already studied and love to do. SO, It's easier on me. XD

- 5% off for ALL commissioners if I can take orders for 50$ total. That means, If you and your friends (and other random people on the DA), total orders that make up $50, I'll make everyone's order 5% cheaper. So bug your friends to order something as well!

- 5% off for Paying up front. e.e

- 10$ off of any single order over 60$. lol.



Ok, so this offer probably won't last long, but I need the moneies until work comes through for me. Really- you can spare two bucks for your own senshi can't you? Yeah. I think so.

Paypal Preferred but not required. All Prices are in USD.

yadda yadda. If you want to suggest some kind of other discount, let me know and I'll consider it.

love love,
Vbabe

yay!

Venus and Kunzite- Skecthing Phase
Aino-chan: Chibi's for her website.
One of her OCs- of whom I love.

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24019730/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/24019730/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 08:32:19 PDT :

"
OK, in every generation there is some standard of ‘cool’ right? And before the internet there was a universally accepted style that was ‘in’. Back then, there were only a few radio stations and a few TV programs so everyone watched and listened to the same things. From there everyone got the message of what the style was. Clearly, that’s not the case today. TODAY we have an issue of having access to so much so instantly that everything in the market today is personalized. If you can’t make it personalized, then it’s no good and those products inevitably die. Any style is accepted today- 60s’ 20’s 80’s Punk, Gothic, Japanese, Audrey Hepburn, whatever- anything you can pull off, there is to much today to dictate otherwise. So what makes someone COOL by today’s standards? Choice. IF you make a choice. IF you are bold. IF you know yourself so well that there is no question about where you come from or who you are. Even if that means making a safe choice. Comfortability makes a person stand out. I think this is a standard we can get behind. (Granted there are exceptions and there will always be style themes throughout any and every generation but the point still stands that there is not only ONE WAY of doing things.(read: ignore highschool for the most part))

Sorry to say, you clearly have been freed from the bond of conformity. Some of your stuff is SO weird- it’s cool. It’s fresh! It’s YOU! And that’s what people are naturally drawn to.

Gomen if this makes no sense. I’ve a communications and advertising Degree and I did a paper on this subject. "

what do you think?

caio-
Vbabe

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/22327611/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/22327611/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 09:14:05 PST
In the mean time, it would be nice if you would leave me some nice mesagages for me to come back to. Happy New Year!

~V

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21646349/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21646349/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 13:17:13 PST

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21533588/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21533588/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 12:13:59 PST
I feel guilty asking for something from you- especially if it very hard. But I know you’ll do your best and that’s all I want this year. I’ll make it easy by giving you three choices to choose from.

I love:
Raven x Cyborg (civilian form) from Teen titans [link]
Temari x Shikamaru from Naruto [link]
Venus and Kunzite from Sailor Moon [link]
and my OC girls- [link]

This year for Christmas, I would like one of the above in a deviation for me. [If you choose my OCs, you only need to do ONE. They *are* kinda tricky. ]

Please don’t kill yourself on my behalf. I’m only a little girl.

Love love,
Vbabe


Please join us in our Secret Santa Tom-foolary!! [link]

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21483697/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/21483697/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 11:41:19 PST That's right! It's the conclusion of the First Annual : Great Sailor Moon Redesign Contest:

_{Below are the Winners to the : Great Sailor Moon Redesign Contest:: Found here: [link] have you been living under a rock?
:Update:
[link]
:Journal:
[link]
:Entries:
[link]}




We all know Sailor Moon- wither as a passing fancy from your childhood, waking up at 6am every Saturday to watch it, or it's your current obsession. We've seen her drawn and redrawn throughout the ages, cosplayers (both women AND men) dress like her, doodle her on little scraps of paper, and make fun of the famous catch phrase, "In the Name of the Moon, I will punish you!". Most of even know the words to her classic theme song "Fighting evil by Moonlight!" She's a part of our culture.

And now, a month and a half after the first announcement was made, the winners can be announced…


Fan Favorite Award goes to:
Princess Sailor Moon
[link] ~Omen-of-SilverWing

Please watch for the note detailing your prize!




Alright- onto main awards
I couldn’t help myself, there were too many votes for good things. Therefore I also awarded a fourth and fifth place. Even though there were MANY beautiful designs, there were a few that kept surfacing as the best designed and most true to the spirit of the contest. After a little back and forth, the final Five have been chosen:


In Fifth Place:
New Moon
[link] **************By: *scpg89


In Fourth Place:
Pop-Star/Hero Moon
[link] **************By ~ofLoveandBeauty


In Third Place:
Sailor Pearl
[link] **************By: *C-B0t


In Second Place:
Moon Team
[link] **************By: ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/20565433/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/20565433/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 09:35:38 PDT Design the New Sailor Senshi.
UPDATE ON DUE DATES:
LOL. I made a mistake! I really meant to say you can still submit things all throughout Halloween day. Since I confused many I should probably stick to what was written down. But I'm also getting masses and hordes of Messages and notes asking for an extension. So here’s what I'll do as a compromise: I will accept submissions up until the final Deviation/News announcement has been posted. I have so many submissions, I'm going to put them all in a favs box, upload them as news and as a personal deviation and then have everyone vote (for a people's choice award). Until that's all done, I can keep getting submissions. I WILL NOT be posting them in this journal.

Be WARNED- It won't take me more than a few days (Monday?) so don't take this as a pass to take your sweet time!!! HURRY!

The ones who have already submitted an entry will be notified when their piece is in the news.
-Thanks!!

Vbabe!


Go here for previous update: [link]


That's right! It's the start of the Great Sailor Moon Redesign contest.

We all know Sailor Moon- wither as a passing fancy from your childhood, waking up at 6am every Saturday to watch it, or it's your current obsession. We've seen her drawn and redrawn throughout the ages, cosplayers (both women AND men) dress like her, doodle her on little scraps of paper, and make fun of the famous catch phrase, "In the Name of the Moon, I will punish you!". Most of even know the words to her classic theme song "Fighting evil by Moonlight!" She's a part of our culture. Now it's time to see her reborn in your own words.




Rules:

- You may use any existing senshi for a base including Tuxedo Mask and any from the Manga, live action, video game, or musical.

- Make sure we can still recognize her at a glance- Red color to represent Mars, short blue hair for Mercury ect. You may change as much as you like but be warned that the judging will partially based on the fact that we know who it is. It should be the new Sailor Scout, not a crossover.

- Use an inspiration! It would be great fun to see a Gothic-Lolita Sailor Venus or a Video-game style Neptune, an ancient Greek Pluto? Try out lots of things.

- You may submit more than one deviation, in fact it's highly encouraged! If you intend to do a series, submit them separately because there can only be one ultimate winner for the Grand Prize.

- If you already have a design on file here, you MAY submit it as an entry. (Including those used as examples below.)

- Due to the nature of the Grand prize, please be careful of your choices- no R-rated stuff, nothing that need a mature rating. If someone will be wearing this, we want to make sure it follows general cosplay rules and will be allowed onto most Expo showrooms.

- Also on that note, please DON'T WORRY about how possible the costume will be to create in real life! Many things can be fake, don't let it hinder your ability to create freely. ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/20326095/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/20326095/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 15:03:35 PDT
I had a great job I got laid off. and now I'm on week 4 of no job wastelands travels and I just wanna die. I wish my sweet older brother was willing to forgo his wifes wishes and be friends with me. But that's another story...


The point is I've decided to set aside two hours of everyday to work on requests and designing projects Ive been putting off. You may have noticed I've suddenly started submitting crap- yeah, that boredom and loss of hope. to each their own I guess.

More important than all my ranting and railing is my announcement of a BIG BIG contest I'll be putting on. The SailorMoon Redesign Contest. Basically it's a redesign of your favorite senshi outfit. The grand prize will the sewing of the winning piece and I'll debut it at Anime Expo 2009 and probably a few more expos afterwards. But this isn't an official announcement. (You'll know when that happens.)

This is actually a request to see if anyone would like to offer up their skills to make up prizes. For example, You say you'd be willing to doodle a sketch for a winner at their request. Money is good too but hey, I'm not shooting for the stars here just yet. Perhaps I'll offer a subscription to the runners up. It all depends on you of course.




Commish

None

Trades

................ HOLY COW.

Request/Prizes

................ ~~> her character Roxy ~~~> Sketching at last!

You may make a request but I can't promise fruition. try me.

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19732690/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19732690/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:12:29 PDT
but I thought you'd want to know, so you don't feel bad tomorrow:

today is my birthday- I'm turning 23. o.o I wish I was more thrilled with big plans like 21 but I don't. I might gather some girls to go to an arcade but i'd rather go alone...

I suppose I don't sound like myself.

...enjoy Aug 2.

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19473108/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19473108/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 21:33:34 PDT



Zutara ftw.........


I finished the last page in my diary....


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........................XD

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19199192/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/19199192/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 07:52:48 PDT
HOLY MOSES! WHAT HAVE I DONE?!
:FAINT:

:EDIT:
I suck. I didn't know that. I hope no one remembers me today...

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/18189491/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/18189491/ Mon, 05 May 2008 22:59:05 PDT
right after you shave your legs REALLY well, every texture in the world feels better- or worse.

I love sleeping with saved legs. XD

Oh dear, now I'm embarrassed!

Commish

................ ~~> Princess Venus (w/specifics XD it's gonna be great!)

Trades

................

Request/Prizes


................ ~~>Belldandy or Faye Valentine (1/4) Sketching

................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Venus/Jupiter buddy picture

................ ~~> her character Roxy ([link]) ~~~> Not yet!



I feel like I'm missing somthing...

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/18131232/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/18131232/ Fri, 02 May 2008 10:38:35 PDT
I don't get mad that easily. But if there is one thing that really gets me going is rudness. I don't mean cutting you off in traffic or being upset on a service phone call- the person might be pregnat. What i hate are those selfish, cowardly, ignorant, loathable individuals you meet in everyday life who show such a disticnt distain for the respect of other people it's littereally infathomable to me. Truely trule I can;t stand it.

I hate it. Now this thing has happened to me twice since I've been in school and once almost exactly the same situation.

I had a few friends over- i never have people over - to have a long over-due meeting to settle some work bussiness. We finnished by the time Princess Roommate returned home so we were chatting about this and that. PR made dinner ate it next to us (we were sitting on the floor of our living room at this point). Then, after muttering to herslef for a while she sat on the couch behind us and turned on the tv on our other side. When we moved to the side so she may watch and we could continue to talk, she turned up the volume so we could hear one another.

We weren't two yards away from one another. I had to excuse her and walked the ladies out. When I came back, after a breif cooling off I came out of my room and told her she could simply have asked us to leave (not noting, as I probably should have, that she had her own TV in her bedroom) instead of embarassing me in front of guests.

She claims we didn;t have to leave if we didn't want to. I told her (VERY NICELY) that that was a load and next time all she has to do is ask. She continued to insist that she hadn't meant to be rude at all. I Belive that like I believe I can fly.

Little Princess. I HATE little princesses. I wish I had yelled at her. I wish I had pointed out what a selfish and disturbingly cruel thing that was to do. Am I being clear? when she comes home I go to my room so I'm not in her way. I would rather stay alone that offend her and the one time I have people over she must own that too.

She has a little punk friend comming to stay with us for the next month. PR says she couldn't make the rent and so having this new girl come to split HER half of the rent is the only solution. what a load. what a princess.

and I'm stuck with her until she gets married (poor guy) or our lease is up. and then, if I'm nice and settled, I'm living alone. This is the last time. I think I'm finnally socially confident enough to move out. But I never would have been without these horrible expreineces. So. Don't be selfish- live with others. and then move out.

OH- and here is a link to when this happened the first time: [link]

years ago. PLease to enjoy.

:angry:

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Inspired by several things, The LoveAches Project is a contribution of everyone here on the DA to the following pressing question:

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What does it mean to have a "Love Ache"? What does it feel like to be in love? Is it painful for wonderful? Is it better before of after you have the one you love? Does it mean to get married or can you be in love many times in one lifetime? Is it the same as the love for a family member or a friend? Is there such a thing at love at first sight? can you feel it for a thing instead of a person? Does it ache as much when it's about you as when you see it in someone else? What does it feel like?
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Send photos, pictures, poems, stories, journals, quotes, and comments about your answer and I'll list them here. Let's see if we can get a good grasp on this formless feeling that everyone can relate to.

It can be the way your favorite ship makes you feel or a story about you. It can even be an abstract representation of the feeling itself (is it a good or a bad feeling?) Send me a note or a link to your deviation to ~vbabe1 (That's me!) Spread the word so we can get as full a range as we can. Yes, you may enter more than one but please limit one entry per comment or note.


DONATED WORKS

Journal Entry ::[link]

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Oh, I think If I had this awful job forever I would be OK if only I could feel this way everyday. I can't stop smiling. and before the day is out, Inevitably, someone will come to yell at me or tell me I'm doing somthing wrong or that I'm lame or ugly. and this feeling that I want to hug myself just to keep the feeling with me will dissapear and I'l forget what it feels like. I'll become depressed and sad and angry like I was when I went to bed and when I woke up this morning. When I sleep tonight I'll hate the world and say I wanna die (though not literally of course, just in a deperate way to escape myself and this situation.) Even thinking about it makes this good feeling it start to fade. I always figured if I died before I really win at life then no one will would out that I really couldn't do what I claimed I could.

But I just wanna hold on to this lovely sweet feeling that really makes everything better. If someone I loved like that could call me or text me to tell me he loves me too, then I could do this job every day of my life with the biggest smile.

HOW CAN I EXPLAIN IT? Oh how I long for the ability to write so simply it goes strait to the heart. But I'm always over the top, and too complex, and never easy to understand. I can say it better than most. I'm a great speaker. Always have been able to express myeslf and other's feeling if I could only...well. Wishful thinking.

I really HATE this job.

Here's the Story: [link]

Have you ever been in love? I'll tell you first hand it has nothing to do with kissing.

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I'm a temp. But I got a TEMP accounting job at a place that was looking to hire me for a creative position. Three months later I'm let go. The work i was doing is done, they don't need me anymore and the other job they wanted me to have isn't open like they thought it would be.

I wouldn't normally mind except that i loved to security and the knowledge I had some stead income and a reason to wake up every morning. Other than the fact that that golden promise of being given my first real Advertising job seemed right at the edge of the cliff.

and poof.

I'm back to where I was when I graduated. Alone, jobless, reference-less, the only difference being now I have an apartment and a car to pay for not to mention my student loans and food and gas. But I also have friends.

I hate not knowing. But I am a religious person and now that I've had my cry and I :doodled a bit, I have to face the fact that, in this case, I know that this is where The Lord wanted me. and If that is so then he must have something else for me and I shouldn't fear the unknown. We must show faith before the miracle.

I've known what true and devastating sadness and depression but this isn't it. I have a lot to be greatfull for. But right now I only have one day left and my heart feels sad and low...I thought you might want to know.

Oh and even though it was a good opportunity- I hated accounting.


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OK. I was in a great state at first because I found sme great friends here in LA that like to dance. People supporting me on all ends but areally frustrainting job- that didn't pay enough.

So yesterday I called the temp agency and askedfor a small raise. They granted it and the wieght of the world seems lifted off my shoulders. I still have to be careful about what I spend and how but it's not so bad. In a month or so, I'll get back my subscription and be living.

Maybe I'll even find a boyfriend...


...

But that's not important.

I'm opening myself up for commishions. I SERIOUSLY doubt any one would want one which makes offering them very safe. But please, feel free to exercise your crazy desires.

A Regular Deviation- 5$
A Bust- 2.50&
A Sketch....1.00$

Cause I can.

:0)

How have you been?
tell me. o.o

]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/16636146/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/16636146/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 21:28:54 PST What's been going on with me?
Everything.
Nothing.
JOY.
Disappointment.
It's like some kind of slow moving soap opera.

Thank the Lord (literally) I finally have a job! it pays basically the limit on what I can live on in a feild that I want to be- namely; advertising.

I however, do not work as a beautiful creative successful Director of art, but instead, waaaay at the back of the building, I'm being taught by a woman who just learned English (from Russia) to take her place in Data entry. And not monotonous stuff either (which I should be grateful for as well). I'm exhausted attempting to decipher her laungiuge, keep up with her directions, and then staying afloat with things to do. One slip up or wrong file will screw up their system and make our pitch men (those who look at my data, analyze it and present it to clients) look silly.

I feel a lot of pressure and very little help. They tell me once and expect me to know it. I'm sure it's a system I can learn but only with ...time.

Yesterday she taught me to do X and this afternoon asked me to do it and left. I sat with a pile of multi-colored folders in my lap and no clue where to start. I did my best not to tear up as I scoured the system and my notes for any hint of the direction i was supposed to take. If you are bored reading this, you can skip on. BUt it feels good to me to write it out. I can understand better how I feel about all this.

For Months I've been begging, pleading, praying, and desperately applying for some agency that will have me . And this one has. With the vague promise that I will someday move up if I do it right, I feel a desperate need for escape and creative release. I know I always said I liked research, and I do! But this is hard on my little brain. This is business- not problem solving.

I want to create and breath but I just can't right now.

I really miss my DA subscription.

ARG! What a vain. selfish little thing I am. Look at all I've been given! I have a beautiful apartment, sweet roommates, good friends, Good (older) friends, lots of support, and a job I can call my own to help me get on my feet.

I want to go shopping for furniture and get back my subscription here. I want to get netflix to fill my time and an N64 to make me smile. I guess I don't need those things at al. I'm just feeling impatient for my life to....

START!

but it has...just not..the way i expected i guess.

Bad girl.

Bad selfish vain girl.


-----Contest!------
For those of you who care I AM holding a contest:

Make for me a cute Avatar. I'm sick of this noe but I can't make one better!! HELP! Doesn't have to be complex or original. I just need one less thing on my mind.

The winner gets to pick the Subject of the next Doujin I do. (and maybe pick the story-line (it depends))

The deadline is FEB 14. Cause I feel like it.

Oh dreaded Valentines day!!



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Below they are listed as I remember. Please make sure you are on it if you should be and add yourself if your not. Or just ask for a request anyway. I'm also thinking of starting up commissions, very cheep and very negotiable. Lets me know if you are interested. M'kay?

BEHOLD!


Trades

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Request/Prizes

................ ~~> her character Roxy ([link]) ~~~> Not yet!

................ ? ~~> Raven and Cyborg smooching (4/4) Done but unreleased. ^^ I'm gonna wait til Valentines day!

................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Venus/Jupiter buddy picture
................ ~~>Belldandy or Faye Valentine (0/4) Research

Contest

I'm still holding a contest to the person who makes me a cute icon. That person chooses the theme to the next Fan-comic I make. No entries yet..

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v.v sorry. It's true.

Miserable again.
I went to LA to do some more interviews...I got conned.

Not in the sense in that they took money from me, but they lure graduates into their offices to make them sales people for their "marketing" company. Scam. I had two interviews lined up and they both took me for a ride. While they offered me the (meaningless) jobs, I refused. after the second one i was broken. Really upset. I started to sob in the car and I appologized to my dad for making him come with me. Then I was so angry at my failures, I started acting crazy.

I called the church leader in the area (I'm Mormon) and asked him to help me find an apartment in the area. o.o;

He found me one. I am now in the middle of hurdling down this steep hill toward no future. I'm movie 8 hours away to one of the biggest meanest, dirtiest cities in the world with not one soul I know in the area without a job.

I am out of my mind.

But I am SO SICK AND TIRED of flying here and there with no results. I hate this life. I hate living at home waiting all the time. I miss my friends and my life. I want to progress and GO somewhere! You guys, I am GOOD at what I do! I really am! I am willing to do the horrible grunt work to get into the field, I'm really ready to do this and yet I have no idea how to get in! let me in!!!

So, I'm doing something stupid. My parents are really helping me out by co-signing on not only my car but also my apartment. I'm going to work temp jobs until I an find something more permanent, anything to keep my head a float for a while. I'm insane. and I am scared. Really scared.

REALLY SCARED.

have I mentioned how scared I am?

But it's time! and I want to go, but I don't. anyway....My tummy hurts and my head is sore. My clothes are everywhere and I can't concentrate. I'm always afraid something horrible will happen like my dad will find out something really dumb I did or I forgot to do something that seems so obvious. anyway...

I won't be going til January 2 so I have a little time, but I imagine my New Years is going to be pretty tense. You know?

XO Gah! I never should have graduated!!!

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Yeaaahhh. I'm sorry you guys can ignore this too! I haven't updated with anything worth-while in a while. Gomen guys!

Tomorrow- I promise somthing normal. Like...teen titany.


I wasn't tagged. I just felt like doing one.

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

So. . . who's doing the quiz?
Yumi: Hi hi!
Maiko: Yo.
Kerei: Me!
Tsunami: Step aside ladies.

1. What's your favorite food?
Yumi: Carrots
Maiko: Pemento Pasta with rosemary
Kerei: Pizza
Tsunami: Creampuffs and truffles

2. Are you a virgin?
Yumi: :Blush dead:
Maiko: We take that as a yes. and double for me.
Kerei: Holy Crap Who ASKS that?!
Tsunami: I'd like to keep that to myself thank you!
o.o;

3. What kind of movies do you watch?
Yumi: Cartoons... and there is nothing wrong with that.
Maiko: Action
Kerei: Comedy- I'm a good laugher.
Tsunami: Romantic- but only good ones.

4. Are you married?
Yumi: We're all a little young.
Maiko: I was engaged once.
Kerei: You were!?
Tsunami: engaged to do what? Beat the snot out of him?

5. Have you ever gotten drunk before?
Yumi: :squeek:
Maiko: -^^-
Kerei: Maiko You scarlet-woman you!
Tsunami: I can hold my own...if I felt like it.

6. Do you have a celebrity crush?
Yumi: Sean Biggerstaff :sigh!:
Kerei: Johnny Depp!! Woo baby shake that evil pirate thang!
Tsunami: I have a ton, but right now, Alan Rickman. Reeow.
Maiko: Xi I'd rather not say...

7. Your embarrassing moment?
Yumi: Everyday of my life.
Kerei: uh- I once spelled my own name wrong.
Tsunami: ha! as if...But then there was that time I...oh crap.
Maiko: No Comment!
Kerei: Oh you're willing to imply you've been sewn out of your head but you can't tell us something embarrassing?
Maiko: Theres always you being my friend.
Kerei: Oh har har.

8. Your best friends?
Yumi: points to Kerie:
Kerei: points to Maiko:
Maiko: points to tsnuami:
Tsunami: My big brother!
Yumi: HEY!?

9. Random sayings?
Yumi: I just giggle a lot..
Kerei: What? Sombody's throwing stuff...
Tsunami: In tsunami's school of win there is no losing.
Maiko: point it at me again and I'll bite it off.
Tsunami:...that's what she said...

10. If you saw a shooting star right now, what would you wish for?
Yumi: uh...I wanna dance again...
Kerei: Johnny Depp!! Woo baby shake that evil pirate thang!
Tsunami: Surprisingly, I've got what I want right here.
Maiko: A cat.

11. What is your favorite word?
Yumi: the french word for Nine.
Kerei: Freak
Tsunami: Right now? nomothetic -- comes (I think) from the writings of the psychologist Gordon Allport. Nomothetic refers to laws or rules that pertain to the general case (nomos in Greek) and is contrasted with the term "idiographic" which refers to laws or rules that relate to individuals (idiots in Greek???). In any event, the point here is that most social research is concerned with the nomothetic -- the general case -- rather than the individual. We often study individuals, but usually we are interested in generalizing to more than just the individual. But I'm sure that will change.
Yumi: :covers Maiko's mouth: Bad girl!

12. What song was sung to you when you were a child as you went to sleep?
Yumi: Bye baby Bunting
Kiere: Dysney songs
Tsunami: Once upon a december
Maiko: I don't want to live on the moon

13. What was the best day or moment of your life?
Yumi: The second day of boarding school
Kiere: The day my sister was born
Tsunami: My first Kiss
Maiko: When I found out I wasn't a freak

14. How would you describe your voice?
Yumi: I'm still very young and shy- soft and sweet
Kiere: I have a thick and melodic medium voice for singing.
Tsunami: People say I have sexy tones. ^^ what ever that means.
Maiko: I have a deep voice and I have since a little girl, so yeah.

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yeah, I don't get it either.

WARNING: RANT AHEAD/ REMINISCENT DRIBBLE
WARNING: RANT AHEAD/ REMINISCENT DRIBBLE
WARNING: RANT AHEAD/ REMINISCENT DRIBBLE
WARNING: RANT AHEAD/ REMINISCENT DRIBBLE

Please skip unless you are A) part of CWAP or B) masochistic.




OK. It's been 6 years since we've all be together. and we had about 5 and half hours together. we ate dinner, we ate ice cream, we went to the arcade and we went for coffee- just to lengthen our time.

I don't get it. I don't. First, why me? I can't believe they really like to be with me. I sometimes can't believe they like to be with one another. they seems...so different to me. the four most different girls on the face of the planet and we are friends. there was a time they were my whole world. Almost literally. I wonder sometimes if they knew that. I know they must know I have an over-developed sense of Loyalty- that's mu downfall but they really get how dependent I was that they stayed together? With or without me there- to know some part of my world would always be stable? Hate me fine. I wouldn't want to be the engine of dieing relationship. but it's not and I don't know why.

We all filled in our best roles. As the night went on we never ran out of things to say and sometimes we were happy just to be together and the participants in talking rolled from one to another so naturally it seemed as if no time had gone by at all. We just knew. I guess, knowing each other in those growing up years means we really know one another's real personality. We could be who we wanted to be- just for a few hours.

I'm not as poetic or as poinient as Whitney- a talent I have always coveted. She really knows how to put into words what I'm thinking.

My art is still childish doodles. Not serious details like lince. and I'm never so angry as to say onyl and just what I mean like Phyllis. My mind just wanders around the facts instead of getting right to it. what am I saying anyway? I missed them? I guess it was like they were never gone. I really have lived on my own, made a new life for myself and I'm building a new life even now that has nothing to do with them or where they are.

but this should have been a long enough time to see wither we would always be friends. Strange enough I think we will. no matter what fights we get into over the years. They may not be my universe anymore but still just as nice.

I can't believe they still want to be with me. I missed that opinionated little nymph. what I forget the way she smells? it's just different when we are all together. Like going home. I beat phyllis at air hokey- just for the record.

and alincia still reeks of coolness and self confidence without effort. and whitney still gets more and more decided the longer the night goes on. You'll never find a more different set of people on the earth than we four. Green Blue Red and...Yellow?

I wish I could rem ember everything. My best hope is that they will and then send it to me. Send me what you remember- so I can have it back again.

but what do you care? I told you not to read this.




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I've nvere been actually tagged before. smooches to my idol . ..who is my idol.
Idol.
RULES HERE:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the final, you have to choose and tag 8 friends/people and post their icons.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.


1. I am a pretty good Ballroom Dancer- (I won a few awards)
2. My Parents are in the dark about my cartoon/anime habits and obsessions.
3. I like to take pictures of myself every once in a while to see if I really look like I think I do.
4.My favorite breakfast is Wedding cake. (I'm not married.)
5. One of my life goals is to have my name in a textbook.
6. I don't swear and I dress modestly (is that two?)
7. I have virgin Lips.
8. I have an over developed sense of Loyalty.

I know I was tagged a while ago but I just had a little extra time this morning. Hey..it's day-light savings today isn't it? I love the fall for that reason. ^^

I tag:



I'll let you all know personally soon. But my time is up and I gotta go!
lovelove-
Vbabe

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uuhhhh yeah.
I'm happy. really. I'm just completely exhausted.

Yesterday I got a call from the temp agency and said I had a job for the next four days. It's simple and lame- just filing 8:30- 5 til friday. Stand, sit, flip. But at least I don't have to talk to anyone.

um. 2 am though my older bro (forgets to call) but he and his wife are at the hopital and go into labor. Right after work we drive over and hold the new little baby. Her name is Felicity (ew) Emma Mc-----d. She is really very beautiful.

But I'm very tired. Now my litter brother and sister want to carve pumpkins.....
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sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeepp. -.-

crap.. my mom is calling for me.

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................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Shikamaru poem
................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Shikasho


Feel free to note me for either. ^^
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:Clubs: Check 'em out. There's like...4,000.

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My DA hubby! My imouto-chan!
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:EDIT:
Uh-. no one caught it. and the one person who said anything didn't respond so...
NO KIRIBAN FOR YOU! v.v saaaaaad.

but keep a look out for a new one. Math. Find an ineteresting math problem in the pvs in the future and I'll give you a kiriban. huzzah.
:/EDIT:

HOLY CRAP!
I am not ready for this!
Ever since I posted "Immortal Regret" Ive been geting favs and pvs like crazy I have ahrd time keeping track. XO

My 10K pageveiw snuck up on me.
Ack. I sound vain. But be looking for it!

All you have to do is, if you catch my main page with the PageVeiws at 10,000 then tke a picture! Screensave or grab it and send it to me! Bingo! Free Request. Not that that is very much- we'll make the deal sweeter: if you catch the Kiriban, I'll do a little Fan-comic/ Doujin for you. any subject you like,
I'll do my best. This is a big thing for me!

Good luck!

...I gotta bet back on the horse.

:weep:

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Trades
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Requests
................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Shikamaru poem
................ ~~> Sketching Phase (1/4) Shikasho


Feel free to note me for either. ^^
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no one is here.

This happens from time to time but i always like it. It makes me feel like the place is my own. I guess.
That's why I like to sleep in the living room.

I know at any minute someone will come home and make a noise. then I have to be careful all of a sudden about where I am, what I'm doing and if it's all clean.

I suppose that's why I like my room dirty. I hate when someone sees it and I always keep the rest of the house super clean but ever since I as very small I've had to keep my room even a little bit messy.

Don't get me wrong. It's nice to be clean but the mess makes me free and happy. Just the way I am.

I think someone is coming. I feel myself tense up but i hear no other noises. Still, I'll have to be careful. I don't want someone to come. Not now.

This wasn't what I was going to write about. I had a teacher once who instructed us that for 4 weeks we were to write a little journal entry everty day. I did it (mostly) but it blows my mind how much I learn from reading it again. I have terrible memory so reading what happened in my own words...I can hear myself say them . Do you understand? I have existed longer than just today. Like a light from the sky.

I'm really very self absorbed. Did you know that? Very selfish little girl. I;m so upset because my dreams haven't come true yet. I had all these wonderful goals and all the world was behind me. I selfishly envisioned that because I was doing something hard, they all wanted me to succeed for them.

and then when I failed. How could I face them? They don't know if I'm good or not. All I ad to show them was someone else opinion. Someone else thinks I'm of worth too.

and if they don't- then I'm not. And hat am I doing to solve the problem? Nothing. I don't even like to change into pjs anymore. I'm so stuck where I am inside myself I couldn't see what I saw when I wrote in my journal about 2 years ago.

I had to write a paper as part of this about where I would be in 15 years. The last paragraph I wrote i said, "The ...thing all these elements [about my desires for the future] signify is the fact that I have a plan for whatever happens. The only thing that is certain is I will always have friends and family who will support me and I will always be striving for the best possible lifestyle afforded to me [by God]. I'm excited for the future and I'm sure it won't go to waste because I think about it. And I'm sure that in the future I will still be thinking of what will happen next. The next 15 years will just be better and better. Although I live a good life now, I can only make it better."

It's not poetry. But it's stilll.....me. I guess.

I'm fair and supportive to everyone but me. I'm not a bad person. But I need to give up the pride I have with real sincerity. honesty. Oh I suppose writing this and sending out into the universe isn't very honest. It's attention grabbing. And annoying. probably.

I just wanted to write for a moment. I want to see if I can change who I am. Can I become better? I want to. BUt that doesn't mean I will.

Can I change myself? It's hard. Really hard.
really hard.

BUt I guess, It has to be done.

and then...I'll be...Happy?

Happier?

Maybe.

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You know it's too late at night and it's time for bed when you start reading EVERY journal entry in your inbox.

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I'm gonna puke.

I'm also mad at my dad.
I'm here in NYC to find my dreams. Yesterday was the longest day of my life though because I flew last night, got in this morning and had 10 hours bfroe we could check in. I slept on and off 5 times through the night and day. My clock in 3 hours behind here. XO and it's hard to wake up!!

Other than the fact that My appointment for a job went well, I have still 6 more days out here with my dad. It's not fun and games let me tell you.

I'm mad at him because he's doing his work instead of helping me. He tells me, "you Have to go to these places and ask for an interview."

"what do I need to do to prepare?"

"I'm leaving it up to you" ...oooookaaaaay. So I get the addresses and all ready to go.

"I'm ready to go Dad."

"Well go CALL them."

"what?"

"well hunny you HAVE to call them. They won't see you otherwise."

..."I called them all weeks ago. That's why were here. Why would calling them from the SAME STATE make any difference?"

"beCAUSE, You can make appointments closer now DUH."

I'm so frustrated he won't tell me this until just before. an our tempers are both rising. So while he sits and works on his stuff, I'm stuck attempting to do something I don't know how and I don't know why. I HATE this. It's scary, it's hard and now that I'm OUT here on HIS REQUEST- OhHHH! I could have waited a few weeks and then I would be in danger of missing my brother's BABY's BIRTH!~~ WHICH I AM!!! I'M HERE WANDERING AROUND POINTLESSLY AND TERRIFIED AND STUPIDLY WITH NO HELP!!!!



ARG!!! XO

And so instead of calling I'm writing this in the lobby of our Hotel. Forgive me. >(
I'm not usually an angry person.

I have more to say about my mom but i'll wait until later...


:Edit: OK OK, we're back in town and things have cooled off. he didn't make me do anything dumb and better yet, he apologized. I look back at this an realize that I never explained why I was so mad. and then, I should have been making more calls than complaining. It's just a ton of pressure all at once and I'm only dealing so-so.

For those of you who don't know: I'm from California. I got my degree in Idaho, I want to live in New York. Today I found another reason why: People find me attractive out here. Back in Cali- I was weird. In Idaho- I was too fancy. Like, teens would look at me in the mall and ask if I was going to some wedding. I'd look at them and ask if they were going to some potato harvest.
I just fit better here. I caught lts of guys (especially Jewish guys ^^) checking me out. that NEVER happened to me before. EVER.

...EVER.

............EVER.


So I feel pretty here. I don't know if I got the job but here's hopeing. everyone pray for me! XD

ppps. sorry dad. v.v

pppps. I will tell you all the drama with my mom at another date.

ppppps. 9,000 K?

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No better excuse to update your journal than one freaking ThRILLIING NARUTO EPISODE NEH?
*ahem* Too bad it goes down hill from next week. so turn in kitties if you havn't already.

HI yall! I know most of you don't watch naruto so that spurt of info isn't really useful to you. So I'll right about what you really want to hear about. ...me. J/K!

But really? I haven't gotten lotsa people asking me about one particular event- my Date With the Doctor. and if you really wanna know...It went fine.

One little note to make, i saw him and I knew he wasn't 'the one'. Ahem. How? Sometimes you just know. and in his case he was a lot older than I had previous thought- he's not 28. He's 32. For those of you just joining us, I just turned 22 Aug 2. Thaaaaaats a little far for me. Just a bit. His littlest sister is 24...so that helped.

SO! We took an awkward drive down to a restaurant that is practically MADE for dates. You order together One Italian dish and then share off it. Spaghetti with meatsauce, bread and....mushroom steak...I choked it down don't worry.

The funny thing is, after about an hour I think we both figured out it would never work an the other person knew it. That made things go a lot smoother. and one other detail made it nice for me (other than the fact he was an experienced gentleman),

I'm a funny girl. I know i know, Hard to believe. Especially when I only show so much on the internet. But for those people who know me irl, know that I tell joke and make people laugh- I'm intimidating, you see. Well men, note this, he talked so I didn't have to. Of course, he didn't steamroll over what I had to say but he was really cool with filling up what time I didn't want to. I can't tell you what a relief that was. Even after the (HORRIBLE) high school production of Sound Of Music ( uh...1) The major pronounced the word "FrO-line" like she was from the getto and 2) there was this weird brightly colored parrot in the vines half the play...I didn't know parrots were indigenous to the ALPS OF AUSTRIA. ) we even drove most of the way home in comfortable silence.

Somtimes he talked about the people he treated at the hosplital and other times how much he was lookingforward to moving to chicago. I was content to listen. Thank you man. Thank you.

He opened my door and walked me to my house

shook hands...

and agreed if we ever were in chicago together at the same time...well. It would be nice wouldn't it?

LADIES: One thing I have learn after years of not dating: the first nice guy you meet with no huge issues you hate, dosen't mean he's the right one for you. I need somthing more than just a nice guy. Or one with all his limbs. I don't date often so I get a lot of losers. But know hat when a good one does come along, he's NOT the only one.

Men: If you read the thing for the ladies, take it to heart- just because nothing is wrong with you doesn't make you prime beef..or something.

So, That is how it went. and Now i sit at home feeling worse and worse about not being able to attain my dream and move to NY NY. and for my fends who do read this, that dream is getting dim.

Love to you alll!! XD

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OKOK I'm too nervous not to talk to anyone about this.
BIG date everyone BIG date.

I don't really throw mself at men. Frankly, I don't like most guys- they are dumb. YOu, of course, I'm sure are the exception to the rule. So while THAT hasn't been very successful to me I have thrown myself into the arms of Dating by referral. This means That I get some Aunt at a Christmas party talking to my Dad saying, "Oh I know who'd be PERFECT for you!! He just so sweet and funny. It's just no one knows why he isn't married yet TEEHEE."
...And it's my job to figure it out?
So 5 months later and I got shopping for a casual dressy outfit to be taken out on the town my a mystery guy who is "just so sweet". I don't know what that means but I'm trying to keep my head up.

Anywho. Let me tell you the facts I know about this guy:
He's 29...I'm just barely 22.
He's finishing up his Masters. I just got my Bacholors.
He's Finishing up his internship...I am still looking for one.

get this: He's a surgeon. No joke a real live doctor.

And guess where he's taing me? A Super fancy Italian restaunt and then The Sound of Music in the uptown theater.

Holy crap what do you wear to that shin-dig?
I mean, I like older guys but COME ON. We-This is insane!! What am I supposed to say?! I can't intimidate him with my degree and I'm not very cute and I really freak out when I'm out with someone that long. I have no Idea what I'm doing!!!

Everyone says, "Be yourself! Just enjoy the ride!" Ride? RIDE? This is not a game people! This is...

wait a second... What AM I afraid of...? I don't even know the kid. and in two weeks he's moving to chicago.BUt still, I don't wnat to lose face, be a bad date, an uninteresting person, and have that horrible realization that if I can't even make one normal date work I will die alone.

Maybe that's it....

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Yup yup.
stuck at home with my little brother and sister...
my friends are in other states...
But I snuck a look at one of my presents- Animaniacs Season 3.

and that's good.
I almost forgot I get presents. Compared to last year I had a fab-u costume party remember? There were ninjas and pirates...and Fraggle rock guys. It was the best. and I miss it.

So happy August 2 to me! and ...Presents welcome!!



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My degree officially is:

Bachelor of Science in
Communications with an Emphasis In Advertising
speciality in artistic direction
Minor in Bussiness Emphasis in Marketing
Minor in Art Emphasis in Digital Art

Yeah I'm cool.
I have a week and a half before It all ends on the 18th. Then I'm moving home. That being said, (and please don't cry) I'm taking a DA break until that time. I won't pick up any Notes, or read any requests until I'm all caught up on deh crap and get settled in again. I'll miss you terribly I know but my DA addiction is getting too bad to even pop in an out.

SO! I'll see you in a week and a half!
Everyone say "Yay!"


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in the head. Gah. I have a head cold.

Why is it everyone feel sthe absolute NEED to tell me I look horrible? A teacher, My boss and my Pastry final partner.

KILL me. All I do is sit around and is sit around, sleep, drink, and listen the Harry potter the sixt. I'm so :cough: excited.

:EDIT:
Just a plug for my favorite (yet tottaly dieing) . I love this couple.

I somtimes forget why.

Ps. I'm feeling better. just a flem problem now.

*KatChan00 request!

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Can yooou do it? I'm like, 8 away...so go now.

I need a good request. Keep in mind they take me a while.

anyway- never been tagged before. Let's see how this goes eh?
THE NARUTARD SURVEY! NARUTARDS UNITE. (lol)

1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?
Shikamaru and then Temari. Or vice versa.

2. What is your favorite pairing?
If you couldn't tell, Shikatema.

3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?
neigh I am not tyvm.

4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how many times?
:sigh: I f I had the means (a place to wear it and friends to do it too) I would.

5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.
I have a konoha symbol pencil case given to me on my 21st Birthday. ^^ Thanks !

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?
uh destined? no. Had the URGE? Ahem. yeah......XD

7. Naruhina or Kibahina?
Actaully I'm more of a ShinoHinata. That's SO cute!

8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?
Sasuke/sakura.. though i don't think it will happen. much to my dismay...

9. Which team is your favourite?
hmm. this one is a toughy. There are teams I like half and hate the rest. So..I guess i like everyone in team 10 and most in 9. Yeah.

10. Do you support the Tobito theory? (Tobi=Obito)
I think I would freak out if that were the case. I mean my brain pretty mcuh freak out everytime I try to think about it.

11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is naruto's father' theory?
Oh yes. The REAL question is is the also the leader of the akatsuki?

12. Your favourite akatsuki member?
DEFINATELY Tobi! what a hillarious little thang!

13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?
Pro-thank-you-very-much. I also Pro Draco Malfoy! :yay!:

14. have you seen all naruto episodes so far? (including shippuden and fillers)
*ahem* all. I mean...ALLLLL.

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
Ahem. If possible, more than the show. I re-read those things so often. Much better than anime.

16. Do you beleive Naruto has ADD?
Nope. I'm crazy too I'm I'm not ADD. But of course, I don't scream "BELIEVE IT"!

17. Sub or dub?
Read my Virtual Lips- SUB.

18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?
eh. I like her better all grown up.

19. Tobi = annoying or funny?
My Prince!

20. Do you even know who Tobi is?
.....my prince?

21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?
Shmexy bod but a nerd. And I like that.

22. Which character would be the best crossdresser?
Haku. Or Deidara. ahem. I thought both were girls for the longest time. but haku already is one.

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?
WAY awesome. YOUUUUTH!

24. which character would be best OOC? who and how?
Ino. With brains. oops! O.o;

25. Do you like naruto fanfics?
yeeaaaaaaaahhhh. But only good ones. Too many bad one out there.

26. Do you write naruto fanfics?
In my head yeah.

27. Do you like lemons?
Nope. XO o nose!

28. Do your parents know any naruto characters?
uh..No. They don't even know *I* know Naruto Characters.

29. Have you watched the Naruto Abridged Series?
Yup. No good. At least, not as good as the Yu-gi-Oh Abridged Series.

30. Have you seen The naruto Ultimate Fanflashes?
Yeah!! Thanks again to ~ketari.

31. Have you ever got someone else hooked on Naruto?
I've tried not to. I got hooked by someone else. :glares at ~ketari:

32. Have you ever been drawing Naruto in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Naruto too!?"
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I hate it.

I can't draw I can't paint, and I can't designing! ARG!! I knew I would hate this design class. I've been doing it for a long time and at first I thought I'd be OK but I come into class and ARG!! I can't do it!!

I'm not an Artist!!! I'm barely a doodler!! This sucks! No wonder I'm going into advertising. I want to tell someone else their work sucks. ARG!


Do you know what My major is? I'm graduating in July. July 18. Would it be bad to ask for a graduation gift from you? I want one but I don't deserve one.

Official: Communications with an emphasis is Advertising with a Double Minor in Graphic Design and Business with an emphasis in Marketing. Yeah, how are they gonna fit that on my degree?

Oh I don't know. I guess I'm frustrated. What should I do?
Have a nice day!

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:sigh: brought up somthing. I should let you know, I went to my ballroom class after I originally wrote this and...I almost fainted. I knwo because I fainted before. I'm assuming It's because I really havn't eaten in a few days and the other night I only got like 4 hours of sleep.

It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't all of a sudden get a huge dizzy spell right in the middle of the Tango with the guy I have a mjor crush on...
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My roomate intro-duped me into Gorillaz. Some are cool. others, I could do without. Still- it's got a style I'm trying to grasp in a recent logo design for Little shope of horrors. So it's good to study.

Why am I telling you this?

I just needed A new Journal i Guess.

I is taking a roadtrip to seattle with week with two of my roommates to see our OTHER roommate get married. I'm so excited. and nothing teaches you more about what not to do than to go to one. I've been to Oh- so many.

So i'm packing up some stuff and heading off!


OHHHH! BIg news- I got a MacBook. She is so beautiful. I love her. She's NOT a replacement really for Jillaine (my E-mac) but a new body for her. Thus she is named Jilly. It may be hard to do art on her considereing the slightly smaller screen but the res is gorgeous. I could die.

Monday, when I return We're making iced deserts in class. Yum. baby. Yum.

I'M BORING!

I could complain (as I do so well,) about the FIASCO of trying to graduate but I won't. let's just say That I yelled at someone and cried to the Dean of bussiness. This had better work or I'll hit them so hard they'll have to sit on their eyeballs. :evilgrin:

OH! I saw pirates- didn't like it. As expected.

If you feel so inclined, please vote for what dojin I'm going to be working on. my very first.

Love love,
Vbabe

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i'm not misserable. that emoticon seemed to fit best though.

It happened late last night, I don't know really know exactly what to say.

He was really really smart- one the best. A Professor in somthing crazy hard like Scienticif genetic enginereing or sumit. A nationaly placed widerler, and a hillarioys old man. He wrote textbooks and held student discussions of perpetual motion in his living room. A temple worker and...a good man.

But He married a dominating woman who was cruel and manipulative. I don't like her very much. She, and thusly he, were never involved with my brothers and I when we went through a horrible divorce. They never called us. They nevercame to my brother's Mission Fare-well or His marrige. They didn't write to my little brother when he was on His mission (and still is). They never called to help me when I went into school.

BUt his failings are over now. And He did do many great things. He wrote songs and...FREAK IT ALL?! Why is My iPod Grainy!?! O:

ARG.

I'm done for today. Just to let you know, I'm probably going to get a lot more done now.

Ja.

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BLAH!
Woo! got a ton o requets done and I'm speedy on the next few..I just gotta find that cord to my scanner. Dust her off again.
I'm doing somthing crazy- I'm skiping one of my classes. Call me a goody-two-shoes but it makes me nervous.I'm not even taking the class for credit I'm just so Freaking SICK of it I can't take it anymore. Wats girl like me to do? Nothing.

Skip class huh...well.
I'm gong shopping in a few minutes to look at some wedding dresses for her...wedding. ...thing. XD I Love her. I hope she finds somthing she likes. My parents always call and tell me stuff they found they want at my wedding. Including a string quartet. O.o; Who ARE these people?! I'm not even interested at the moment in anyone. i suppose I'm getting old.

Everyone around me is having babies already and I'm such a work-o-holic I havn't even had my first kiss. Suck Neh?

that RIGHT you fart faces (O.O)! I'm VL! Virgin Lips! WAhahahhahaha!!! :evil laugh:

What is WRONG with me?!...I think I'm stressed... maybe I will go to class. Well this journal puts me in a sissy light doesn't it?

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Finals week but I;m OK.

ONe bad thing. I had a major crush on a beautiful guy...I don't know if you've heard the story from previus journals but I really... realllllyyyy liked him
It made my day just to see his face in my class three times a week.
He didn't come to the last day of class and it took me a long time to get over the fact that I would never see him again.

well I did.
He was at my favorite restaruant. (A NEwYork Sandwhich place XD) He, and another girl. Oh, she was so pretty. He has a good eye. Like, Model pretty. Not pretty pretty. Taller than me. Dark hair unlike me. Paid lotsa attention to her eyebrows...not like me at all.

I tried to say somthing but A) it came out stupid and B) he really didn't care.

It's OK though. I've got Work and tests and Cleaning to worry about. I'll be fine. In fact, I much more fine than I was so let's celibrate. Be sure to pick what you want for a 17K gift and I'll see you soon sometime. OK?


Ps.! Besides- who wants A guy whos a coward anyway?
*HINT*
Be happy! It'll be OK!

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...already

:EDIT/:
DANG IT! I had the original idea in my heard and the SHIPUDEN STOLE IT! GAHHH! what I'm gonna do now. no one's going to believe me! XO DANG IT, But I'm gonna burst..I LOVE SHIKATEMA!


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I like him.
I asked him out you know.
This cute guy in my class. I don't know it just kinda..fell out of my mouth.
He's so cute it drives me crazy.
Did I ever tell you how we met?

First day Of business 101 and I saw him. 20 minutes later I realized He saw me 'looking' at him and I do the whole, blush and turn away laughing thing. Next day and all the days after that he comes to sit by me. and three days a week I get to see him and his beautiful face. He laughs and my heart soars across the freezing room. (but MAN I hate the class were in! XO) When we sing (to open class) I just smile and smile all day long.
I really like him. But I'm sure he thinks I'm a loudmouth freakfrog...still.

I asked him out on a date. He said he'd "think about it" but he never got back to me.

I've never wanted to stay in school just a little bit longer so badly before. I just wanna look at him. See him laugh with his friends and smile. I don't care if he dosen't talk to me anymore or the fact that my heart breaks when h'es out sick.
I'll stil wait for him at the bottom of the stairs just to see him walk by. I'm pathetic aren't I?

But I wish...the semester wasn't ending so soon...

even if I am about to DIE from workload.

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Grahararrahahahaarrrrg.

Ok I'm sorry I am MAD this morning. I'm too busy a person to wake up at 11 freaking thirty! (but I would like to bee....) GAHRRR. I had a rehearsal this morning at 7am and a Bussiness class Meeting at 11:00!!! And the moment I woke up I felt guity for missing most of it but then as I thought about it I realized- nothing was going to get done unless I was there....
No way, My brain told me. They aren't THAT dumb. I jump down to my computer to check my email....
No way. I stare at the computer. No way I just recived an e-mail stating that nont only did HALF the group meet but the OTHER half DIDN'T DO ANY WORK! AT ALL. Period! Nothing! I LAugh at my brain and my roommate whose trying to console me.
A m I REALLY the only persoon who gets things done? they REALLY need me to sit there and watch them like babies?
You have GOT to be kidding me. I do't have time for this!
I called them up individually and TOLD them what to do.
There is No way they could feel the ugency that there is a 5 page paper due first thing on monday and a presentaiton on the crap we never even looked at before in our lives!! No way I can't belive it.

and even if I'm not as mad as all that- I'm so sleepy and WAY behind that I barly want to think about it...I can't go back to bed...dang it...

ARE thEse PEoplE ReAllY In CollGe? :GAHHHHHHHHHHH!:

Granted i think I'm older than everyone but COME ON. I'm not a filpping genious!

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SO!

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ah ahh Ah AHH AHHHHHHHHHHH!
SOMEONE STOP ME QUICKLY!
I'm FREAKING OUT> I've been looking forward to the new naruto episodes likE NOONES bussiness and I'm FREAKING OUT! I'm at work all day :tweak: and I can't see it unless I sneek a peak every few minutes behind my work. I don't know what to do! I tried to watch ne and it shows the ep where sauske meets naruto and sakura...and SAI! I 'm FREAKING! FREAKING OUT!!!!! What do I do?!

I have to watch it...but I can't!@ and hat If I watch the wrong one?! Or I spoil somthing! I wanna sit and watch the whole thing not freak all day.

I'm GONNA FREAK ALL DAY!!!
:tweak::tweak::tweak::tweak::foam:




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:sigh:
There is no Emoticon for sigh.

Happy V-day all. I haven't updated in forever and I'm sorry to say- I don't have much to say now. It's talking to someone you know? If you talk to them everyday you seem to have more to say. If you don't theres never anything to talk about.

Well, this year Vbabe is Cellllibrateing SAD=Singles Awareness Day by spending it at the library with a big box of Little Debbie. >D I even got to write a spot for SAD on our school's Broadcast system! I Got the news anchor to say "Many singles celibrate by gathering other equally pathetic people to sit around watching sappy or action-packed movies while asking each other why they are so pitiful."
Yay.

Yeah- I'm one of 'em. I even planned a SAD party! My goal, to become plesantly plump this beautiful day.

: Hey Guys? Here a quiz question, do you ask girls OUT of dates?

: Hey Girls? What the first thing you notice in a guy? Smile? Eyes? For me, I have to be able to identify gender. If I can't get past that- It's over.

From V-babe herself,
----Happy V-day. Make it happy.


OH BIG BIG BIG PS!!
NARUTO FILLER EPISODE FINAL DONE! NEW NEW NEW NEW ONES COMING OUT THUrSDAY! XD AHHH! EXCITEMENT ABOUNDS BUT....I have no one to watch with me...I'm aaaaallll allloooooone.

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Hey guys! Um- you know how i'm going into advertisinf right? well, one of our projects was to have 15 people fill out this survey. I didn't do it all.
So I need help If anyone can spare a minute. I know I did the same thing about 4 months ago but it worked so well, it was fun, and I got to know you all so much better! So please PLEASE< if you could, go ahead and anwer these lil questions. (Ps. feel free to send to friends too! I need help! )

Thanks so much.

Survey!

1. How often do you eat candy of any sort?
1) Never
2) Rarely- Every few months
3) Less than other people- every few weeks
4) Sometimes- Every other week
5) More than other people- every week
6) Often-Every few days
7) Almost everyday
8) Every hour


2. Number what kind of candies do you mainly eat? 1= never 7 = frequently
Chocolate 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Sour(s) 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Gum 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Hard Candy 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Suckers 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Camels 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Chews (Swedish fish)1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Mints 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
Peanut butter 1 2 3 4 5 6 7


3. What are the biggest reasons you eat candy? (Select all that apply)
1) As a reward
2) As a punishment
3) As a snack
4) When I’m board
5) When I’m sick
6) When I’m tired
7) When I’m hungry
8) When I’m stressed
9) When I’m happy
10) Anytime I can
11) I don’t- stop asking

4. Where do you find your stock most often?
1) I keep it at home (keep a “stash”)
2) I buy it when I see it - impulse
3) I eat others’ candy but don’t buy it myself
4) On campus
5) When I buy groceries
6) From my Christmas stocking (or the like)
7) Other __________________




If you don’t eat Chocolate Candy STOP HERE.

5. What attracts you most in a chocolate candy? (Check all that apply?)
1) Nuts
2) Rice flakes (churchy)
3) Fruits
4) Wafers
5) Peanut butter
6) Label
7) Don’t care

6. Rate your favorite kind of chocolate in rank order. 1= Most 4 = Least
__Milk
__White
__Dark
__Peanut

7. Select the answer below that best fits your feelings toward dark chocolate
1) I have liked dark chocolate for a long time
2) I just recently tried dark chocolate for my first time, and I like it
3) Have NOT liked dark chocolate for a long time
4) I just recently tried dark chocolate and I DID NOT like it
5) I sort of like dark chocolate
6) I sometimes like dark chocolate, when I am in the mood
7) I used to hate dark chocolate, it but now it’s not so bad
8) I used to like dark chocolate, but now I really don’t
9) I’d rather have something else if possible- but I don’t refuse
10) I’d rather have something else if possible-and I’ll go without if no other choice is available.

8. What do you like the least about Dark chocolate?
1) Too expensive
2) I don’t like the taste
3) It is too hard to find
4) Not enough good uses (aka- I don’t like coconut ect.)

9. Select the answer below that best fits your feelings toward M &M’s
1) I have liked M&M’s for a long time
2) I just recently tried M&M’s for my first time, and I like it
3) Have NOT liked M&M’s for a long time
4) I just recently tried M&M’s and I DID NOT like it
5) I sort of like M&M’s
6) I sometimes like M&M’s, when I am in the mood
7) I used to hate M&M’s, it but now it’s not so bad
8) I used to like M&M’s, but now I really don’t
9) I’d rather have something else if possible- but I don’t refuse
10) I’d rather have something else if possible-and I’ll go without if no other choice is available.


10. On a scale of 1-7 rate each M&M brand based upon your level of Liking listed as below:

1= don't like at all 2=don't prefer 3= just okay 4= good 5= like them 6= love it! 7= I eat & breathe them
A. __Peanut butter
B. __Crunch
C. __Peanut
D. __Original
E. __Dark chocolate
F. __Special white
G. __Special mint
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I won!!! Dance my little blue twin dance!!! Aske me anything about coke I can DO it.
A 42 page booklet in a group dof horrible people and I Got
Best Female Presenter, award: a beautiful crtificate signed by my teacher
Best research : a book on the inspiration of research
and most likely to hire: a set of measureing cups..cause I can "really cook"...Ahem.
Aside from that last one I did it! The best thing is, i don't talk a lot in this class so no one ever belives me when i SAY i can do it! I CAN video edit. I CAN do a little bit of Design. I KNOW the demographics! I CAN present! I can! So SUCK ON THAT you over head-sized, bossy, popularity driven, egomainiacs!
:muwhaha: Cough couch hack wheez...snifff.
I'm happy. :grin:
My finals are almost over and they won't be too bad. It'll give me time to oack to move across campus.
I hate moving.
But I hate my roommates more.
Too much fighting you know?
no love at all.
So, I'm moving to a different, yet smaller apartment in favor of living with someone I already know is a great roomie. She's just getting back from Ethiopia and I am SO excited! Eww- Polio.

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Just to let you know:
I died.

Dead: I told evryone that I would and they didn't belive me. It says right there in my facebook "[vbabe] wil die if she doesn't get home for thanksgiving."

Can I just say tha I hate people? Just people in general? My ride back home (a 12-13 hr trip) just flaked on me. I was completly heart broken and I died. I was alone for Tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, and saturday. O.o; in the end it was Ok- I think I was blessed with peace to handle all the silence.
+ I did talk to my family all the time.

...anywho.
P0wnz: After weeks of waiting I own the ~CyborgxRaven-Club so yay for me. I'll probably suck as a maneger but I've got a strong base to work from so I think It'll be OK. Lossa engery-yo.

why talk to me?: Last lil thing...I got to talk to a friend of mine from back home on the phone the other day. We talk about twice a year (scarcely more than my mother BTW) but this time was different. I don't know. Ussually I sit there and listen for an hour o two asking questions and storing all the information away. But this time I was no stopped to open my mouth. I guess I just stopped caring weither what I was saying was smart enough...for her.

I have a lunch date every friday for the past 3 1/2 years. (counting: about 82.) and I wonder why they want to be with me at all. I can barely stand looking at myself much less talk to me.

Am I being pesimistic? or optimistic? or...realistic?

:sigh: I went to a little meeting last nice at gathered up a ton of HW so I can say much but as you can see- I don't have much to say. So I guess I'll open this up to questions.


Lovelove,
Vbabe

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It's
Not
The
Pale mooooooon that excites meeeeeeee.
That Thrilllz
and delights meeeeeeee.
Oh nooo.
It's just the nearness of youuuuuuu.

I love that song. :hums:

Something nice happened. I was just doing my job and picking up sandwiches for the staff meeting (Don't worry I'm not staff..). Some guy was checking me out (in a good way) and after asking me simple questions and joking around with me for a bit. It was sweet. That never happens to me. I'm not very pretty. But this guy was obviously into me. I don't know why. So he says, "so....you wanna go out next weekend?"
I am hopping around on the inside but I casualy act suprised and say, "uhm...yeah."

So we did. -^^- But when asked how it went the first thing I saw is- it's my fault.

I had never been asked out so randomly by a 'cute' guy (relitivly, and personality makes up for a ton) before. So I got my hopes up. At this age all my friends aere getting married and I start to wonder, when will it be my turn? And I want to find him. Thing is, I'm not the kind who really has to shop around. I know what I'm looking for and...he wasn't it.

Not that this has to do with anything but one TINY issue is that he's been married once before. I'm not THAT old but he's about to be 28. ><

Uhm. I like older guys 'cause they are more grounded. You know- have GOALS and stuff. But I didn't know it would be so hard. He just isn't ready...plus he was kinda crude about sex- on our First date! wrong.

Answer WRONG.

Anywayz. I'm not as lonely as I sound. But being away from home for so long, with roomies who argue, and my old friends all disappearing into the void of marrige, I do get restless.:sigh:

yep. I'm doing OK though. Just in case you were wondering...at all.

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I'm back from NYC! HIya!
I was worried it was gonna be liek prom: everyone gets reved up for it chitty chatty and excited- but the actual event isn't the dream you thought it would be- that was not the case.
I was wonderful!
I love the styles, the streets, the rain, the people. I loved that a mojority of people just BARELY spoke english and my taxi driver almost hit like, nine people. X) that was funny.

But I'll be honest- my love of the city is in total disconnect with the social asspect of the group I went with. It was about 11 other people choosen from my school and they laughed at me- a lot. I admit I kind of asked for it. I always like to make poeple laugh and I'm pretty good at it (not to brag it just comes with the territory of being a bit short.) But these guys were actually laughing more AT me than WITH me. I found them to be rather shallow if you ask me. Not because I was hurt that way but...well how can I say this? It takes a while to get to know me. And I don't care to invest my heart with people I don't like. If they had been smart about it they would have figured it out-

My litter sister was complaining to my dad the other night. He told me about it because I wanted to know what I could do to help her out. She's in 7th grade (where life SUCKS) and said that everyone hates her, or more correctly- thinks of her "as and enemy". She's very bright and talented- no one could deny after talking with her that she has been blessed with plently. But going to the preforming school that she does- everyone hates her talent. She's a bit Odd like me. But she said somthing that really stuck my heart-

"I'm not Strange- I'm just different."
Why do people say they accept differrences but only the acceptable ones?
It breaks my heart that people never seem to grow up.

Like I can be artisitic in only the way thats aceptable. I hate it. I hate it.

:sigh: you ever been made fun of? I have- A lot. It's almost what frees me from the world. You know? I just can't care or I'd die.

WhenI write stuff like this no one usually responds but that's OK. enjoy your day anyway.

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moan. Why do I always end up doing these when I feel presured at work?
I love that little Eager emoticon.

I"M GOING TO NYC! WOOOOOO! Let's Bounce!


I hesitate to use the word- but going to NYC has actaully been a *dream* of mine for a long time. I want to go so bad! I wanna pay a ridicukous amount of cash for a hotdog from a vendor or buy a peice of cake on the street! I wanna hail a taxi and stand awquardly in an elevator with other bussiness people! :taxi: I wanna go where fashion is so important- the people ae all so cool and the buildings so high. I wanna drink hot coco on a street corner reading a book on marketing! :yes: I wanna be inspired by the grunge and puchaas clothes in a fancy shamcy dept store! Or even head into one of thoses cute old book shopes thats been around forever. I wanna go so bad!
after years of broken plans I'm going! I'm Going!
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK! WAIII!

It's not just for fun either. It's a special trip with my school. we're visting 11 places for job interveiws. (I'm in advertising) So the past week or so all I've been doing is ahead-of-time schoolwork, preparing my resume, preparing my portfolio, prepapring my bussiness cards and Shopping.

OH have I EVER shopped. But, it's OK. I got my grant- (Free money!) and went to town on saturday. I got a new purse [ read: shock ], a skirt and black button top, a new bussniess suit, sho... ]]> ~vbabe1 http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/10197968/ http://vbabe1.deviantart.com/journal/10197968/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 20:55:07 PDT

Hey i'm in an advertising Concepting class and I gotta get 20 people to answer this survey ASAP. Please- if you do end up reading it- answer the questions. p.p please. I'll make a better one soon- one that can ACTUALLY help us.

If it's any incentive, your answers will be used for a new ad campain for coke. The good kind. Not the drug...the drink.

Please help me...

Age:
Gender:
State You live in:
Fav Clothing store:
Least Fav Clothing store:
Fav Movie Genre:
Least Fav Movie Genre:
Fav Movie:
Fav Music Genre:
Least Fav Music Genre:
Fav Music:
Fav Restaurant Genre:
Least Fav Restaurant Genre:
Fav Restaurant:
Fav TV Show Genre:
Least Fav TV Show Genre:
Fav TV Show:

Fav TV commercial:
Least Fav commercial:

Three things that are important to you:

do you do in your free time?:


-.- geh what a stupid survey... well- I didn't write it.

hey- just to make it fun: what's cool? Rainbow bright? Stupid cheap toys? Japan? yoyos? anything at all.

What's cool?

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