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K! Have fun! ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6539354/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6539354/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 17:18:28 PDT

I'm a little down. I won't be at school tomorrow because i'm ill from it. Comfort will be greatly appreciated. ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6398669/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6398669/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 15:40:04 PDT Feelings I can't fight!
You're free to leave me but
Just don't deceive me!
...And please believe me when I say
I LOVE YOU! ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6179329/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/6179329/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 14:16:00 PDT
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Aaron, thank you for being such a great guy to me. I couldn't ask for any better. I cherish what we have so don't go getting yourself killed by doin stupid shit with your sports car.

~Ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5903334/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5903334/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 10:39:54 PDT While i was in maine, i visited my dad and my grandparents, which was fairly uneventful until saturday night. I'll tell you, that was some fun! My dad is a bouncer at this bar/club called the blues club. Well you have to be 21 to go in but because my dad works there i was able to get in. My dad introduced me to a few usuals that he knows so i hung with them most of the night. They bought me a few beers and we danced. Sooo many guys were trying to get with me and they'd just start dancing and bumping themselves into my ass. lol!! Then when my dad would walk by, my new friends and i would just start cracking up. By the end of the night when the club was closing, these guys were trying to get me and my friends to go with them to a party or something and i was like "uh...i'm 17 and i have to stay here because my dad is the bouncer." It was funny but yeah, i'm bored now. Call my cell, anyone, because i don't have much to do.
~Ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5697601/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5697601/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 19:08:36 PDT Oh yeah...
Don't ever trust old West Virginian rednecks!
]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5592555/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5592555/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 19:38:57 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5552441/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5552441/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 14:34:19 PDT ~ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5552440/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5552440/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 14:34:04 PDT ~ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5293650/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5293650/ Sat, 07 May 2005 13:02:16 PDT
2. Where were your parents born: My mom was born in new york and my dad in md

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer: I think a picture

4. What's your favorite restaurant: Um...May's i think

5. Last time you swam in a pool: Last year at Michelle's house

6. Have you ever been in a school play: Yeah, in elementary school

7. How many kids do you want: Uno

8. Type of music you dislike most: Country! I hate it!

9. Are you registered to vote: I'm not 18 yet

10. Do you have a car: Yes! I have a toyota camry!

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped: Nope

12. Ever prank call anybody: Yes, in middle school

13. Ever get a parking ticket: No

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving: Not after seeing what happened to this one guy on ebaumsworld.com

15. Furthest place you ever traveled: Montreal, Canada or the Caribbean, which ever is farther. (I guess that'd be the caribbean)

16. Do you have a garden: my parents do

17. What is the size of your bed: Full

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem: yeah...i sing it sometimes when i'm alone lol

19. Bath or shower, morning or night: I take usually take showers at night

20. Best movie you have seen in the past 4 months: The Notebook ( i cry every time i watch it)

21. What are the next movies that you want to see: House of Wax and i actually just got back from seeing Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy

22. Chips or popcorn: i like them both

23. Have you ever broken any hearts: yes, and i feel kinda bad

24. Premarital sex: Oh yeah...

25. are you a good cook: I think so. Ask kyle, i made him a cake and tuna caserole for his birthday lol!!

26. Orange or Apple Juice: orange

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine: Today, me, jessie, sarah, and raychelle went to el paso and some people moved their table because we were too loud. hah!

28. Favorite type of drink: I like water but sprite is my favorite soda

29. Best thing in the world: mania

30. Have you ever broken a bone: My finger...

31. Have you ever won a trophy: Yeah, for soccer.

32. What is your favorite board game: Ouija!!!

33. What are your dream cars: A Viper!

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial: Never

35. Coke or Pepsi: I hate dark sodas! Heh, i'm so neurotic.

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work: Uh...the one day i worked at Quiznos. heh

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy: Meds i think. well my mom bought them.

38. Who are you going to marry: Franklyn, i just know it. Awww...my little mexican!

39. Who would you like to meet: JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!!!

40. Do you believe in love at first sight: No, i don't think so

41. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex: I don't really know...whatever looks good on a guy

42. Where would you go for a romantic evening? Paris! But that would be more than just one evening

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own: Um....I think around 10, or maybe 15. i'm not really sure heh

44. Last song stuck in your head: Numa Numa!!

45. Any pets: My doggy Sasha!

46. Who's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live regular? Will Farrell!

47. Whats one thing you would like to learn: Guitar so that i could impress my dad (who is, by the way, the best guitar player i've ever met. shannon, the drummer of godsmack says the same thing about him)

48. What do you do when you are bored: I either sing, go driving, or draw

49. What are 2 things you would want someone to appreciate about you? That i have a strong personality and follow my own ambitions.

50. What is something you are grateful for today? I am grateful that I was able to have such a good time with my friends this evening. ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5248009/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5248009/ Mon, 02 May 2005 15:00:19 PDT

....I thought I was stronger than you.....











(But I know I still am) ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5156432/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/5156432/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 08:41:45 PDT
I love you!!!!
Ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4969659/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4969659/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 11:16:35 PST Name: Ashley
DOB: 6/19/88
Date: 4/1/05
Pick One: Pink
Your Phrase I see your drinking 1%, is that because you think that you're fat?!?
Napoleonness - 100%




Will You Ever Be As Cool As Napoleon?? (8) - Most likely. - (8) ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4915742/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4915742/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 07:37:16 PST But yeah, I'm soooooooo chunky! While I was in Maine, I ate like "a pregnant woman" as my grandmother put it. No wonder I feel sick. So anyways, if anyone wants to talk to me and maybe wants to hang out (if I feel better today) just call.

~Ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4847032/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4847032/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 15:26:40 PST but anyways, so we hung out there for a while and stuff...i got a hug...YES!!!...i mean...::cough:: what? lol! I got a picture everyone!!! horray!!! haha.
So i'm going to be in maine most of the break which kinda sucks because i'm going to miss zandra's party and i may never see her again and i'll miss other people too... yep, but i'll get to see my dad, my grandparents, and my little puppy bailey!! i love my little weiner dog!! and i'll get to go to clubs and bars and stuff with my dad to see bands and stuff. it'll be great...OH OH!!! and i'll get to drive my dad's stick shift sports car!!! yes!!! so yeah, i'll miss you guys! bye and don't have too much fun without me! I'll be back on friday! mwuah!

I love you,
Ashley ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4685825/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4685825/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 15:59:14 PST But anyways, i've been listening to this damn romanian techno lately...i'm such a loser. Haha. I love you, LIT MAG!!!!!! ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4428378/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4428378/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 17:35:01 PST Its so strange how i thought so highly of her, and i still do to some degree, and she is, what seems to be, a completely different person than i originally thought. few of you really know what i'm talking about, actually only one of you knows the entire story, but i still want to express my feelings so that i can find support among my friends and maybe lisa will find out from this that i really do not hate her at all.
Today, people were giving me extra attention but were afraid to mention the situation. They were to be sure they treated me very well always being concious of my feelings. I have to admit i would like this sort of attention, but only if it did not come in the form of pity. I know they did not mean harm and were only trying to be nice but it still bothered me. I feel humiliated that people around me knew of this for so long watching me as he had his arms around me with a smile on my face, knowing that i was ignorant to the little fact that would change my outlook on life. I may seem like a bit of a drama queen but there is quite a bit of drama mixed in the daily stress and depression that makes up my young life.
I just want to go on with my life; he can move and find new friends and girlfriends at his new school and i can continue with my friends at my current school. But this little known issue had to pop up, most likely partly due to a conversation i had with someone that knows about her "experiences" and my talking about it with jessie.
I don't know if its just me. but i think i had a right to know. when you have a relationship like i thought he and i had, the relationship must be built upon trust and honesty. sometimes i feel like i'm not good enough for him or he can never just be satisfied with me. When I lost my virginity to him, he made me believe we would be together forever (even though i shouldn't have believed that but i was a nieve 14-year-old who was in love) so, of course i'm going to think we were going to have a monogamous relationship. I didn't realize he'd end up fucking three other girls. And then theres me, i couldn't even just go fuck someone else if i really wanted to. its happened before. i guess i felt that we had something special and it really meant something but i guess it was only me that felt that way. no matter how hard i could try, i could never go and fuck someone else while thinking of him, which is inevitable.
My message is this: never fully trust someone even if you feel you know them better than anyone else and always expect the unexpected. ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4403706/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4403706/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 15:12:38 PST ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4011625/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/4011625/ Tue, 07 Dec 2004 14:15:04 PST ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3699376/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3699376/ Fri, 29 Oct 2004 05:49:40 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3626085/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3626085/ Tue, 19 Oct 2004 11:04:46 PDT height - 5'4
location - Frederick, MD.
hair color - light brown and blonde highlights
eye color - blue w/ this weird yellow thing around my pupils

sexual preference - Um...i'm definitely straight but i was into girls in, like, 9th grade and some of 10th. well, i went out with a girl and did some shit with her in 9th grade...hmmmmm
What do you think of cheerleading - There is little talent required and i would never do it.

what brand of deodorant do you use - anything that smells nice
of the people you've kissed, who was the worst kisser - um....meredith. shes too messy with the tongue
do you like pickles - they're ok
do you watch porn - i have but i don't on my own
Do you have any pets - yes, my dog sasha.
Who are you gonna vote for - i can't vote but i don't think i'd vote because i hate bush and i hate kerry.
do you have your own phone line - No but i have my own cell phone...
your thoughts on abortion - Its my decision, not anyone elses. If a girl doesn't believe in abortion, then thats great but don't force that on anyone else.

do you like Britney Spears - not really
what do you want to do with your life - i want to move to paris and become a famous fashion designer but i doubt that'll ever happen so i'll just be a therapist of some sort.
ever been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor - not on the bathroom floor...on the living room floor maybe...
would you ever get plastic surgery, if so, on what - um...my mom used to tell me i could get liposuction in my ass when i was little. lol!!
do you think foreign accents are sexy - yes...except for indian and middle-eastern accents.

do you like hot dogs - they're ok...
last time you went to the doctor - well, the last doctor i went to was my psychiatrist for a check up on how my meds were working.
ever taken ballet - no, but i've taken jazz.
last time you used the restroom - this morning
most attractive person you know - wow...i don't know... *looks around*
piercings = 2
tattoos = icky...
shoe size = 8
favorite color = um...maybe green??
describe yourself in four words = Psychotic freak with mask.

siblings = none!!! mwahahaha!!! they're dead!!!! but seriously, they are.
underwear = my orange undies with skulls on them
coffee cup = i rarely drink coffee...

laaast....
cd you listened to = Horray For Boobies!!!!! by the Bloodhoud Gang!!!!
person you called = my mom???
person that has called you = TJ
person you emailed = my apes teacher
person who emailed you = HC for apes
you wish you could live somewhere else = france
you think about suicide = its been a while, thank god
others find you attractive = um...oh oh!!! i went to the grocery store on sunday and this random middle aged guy comes up to me and says "i just wanted to tell you you are very pretty." lol!!!!
you do drugs = like weed? um...i haven't for a while
you smoke = argh... yes, i'll admit it.
you like roller coasters = yay!! lets go to king's dominion right now!!!!
you write in cursive or print = print

for or against....
long distance relationships = i could never trust a guy in a long distance relationship.
using someone = against
suicide = eh...against
killing people = depends if they really truely deserve it.
doing drugs = depends what drugs. herbal is fine, powders and pills are bad.
premarital sex = well i've done it and i'm not married....but if you think about it, stds would definately decrease in our population if everyone was monogamous.

do you....
like the taste of blood? = not particularly. i would drink it sometimes when i'd cut myself but it kinda tastes like metal to me.
believe in love? = most definitely
believe in soul mates? = eh...kinda
believe in love at first sight? = not at all. you can't love someone you just saw. you don't know them.
believe in god? = not really...its kind of depressing. almost everyday i argue with this girl that wants to be a nun about how catholicism is stupid.
ever cried over a girl/boy? = everyone should know about that.
ever lied to someone?= yes
ever been arrested? = i don't think so.
ever dated anyone who's in your dev friends list?= yes
ever considered dating anyone else on your dev friends list?= i dunno.
kissed anyone on your dev friends list? = yes!!!
ever been in a fist fight?= yup.
what are you scared of?= well, my dad used to tease me a lot so because of that, i'm really scared of being in the dark alone... ]]> ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3612880/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3612880/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 17:28:30 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3512700/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3512700/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 16:49:17 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3467131/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3467131/ Tue, 28 Sep 2004 16:07:50 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3398956/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3398956/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 12:55:57 PDT ~vermeer-fan http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3369303/ http://vermeer-fan.deviantart.com/journal/3369303/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 11:55:24 PDT ~vermeer-fan