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it hasn't been the best two months really.

but i made a bunch of art, and i'll be posting that soon. so if you were wondering, there you are...

and i still have a bunch of my b-day posters for sale of you want one: 10 bucks + s/h, perfect for people who like evil shit or lambs with vaginas in their faces...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/27934427/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/27934427/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 03:50:31 PDT
Honestly the amount of 'friends' I have that actually call me or contact me that want to just do something with me, as opposed to have me fix something they can't, or can't afford is really daunting.

31 years of being used horribly... well, fuck that.

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Damn.

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best stuff i;ve even done these days and zilch from the ones i want feedback from most...

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other than that, i'm making it rain in my bedroom right now. dollah bill dollah bill y'all!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22908085/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22908085/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 16:23:38 PST _< one of my friends who i freelance for just bought me a tablet... which is freaking sweet!
he wasn't happy that i was using a mouse for design work =\
lol

so now i'm it YAY!

wacom weirdness.... this is going to take a while to get used too + my room is so messy i have no idea where I'll put it hahaha

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22816420/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22816420/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 04:05:16 PST
gonna bleed bleed bleed...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22422731/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/22422731/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 19:45:19 PST
It seems silly to get this worked up over a cat that originally wasn't even mine, but as with his brother, the irreppressible Mr. Cozer aka Cozer Mc Cozerkin, aka Cozy, became a significant part of my life, my art and my world.

I wrote songs and stories about him, chanted funny poems, drew him in minature, imagined conversations between him and Mr. Cozer as they hosted tea parties in surrealistic repose.

He was a cantankerous fucker to be sure, steadily ripping his way through my boxes in a never ending quest to DESTROY FUCKING EVERYTHING, but, well, he also ripped his way into my heart. Loveable asshole that he was.

I spoiled the shit out of him before he went. And I can only hope that he was happier in his last few months with the attention and love I gave him.

Fucking Tig-Tig. You were the best.

Later pal.

~

the CAT outside shall never HIDE, for he is KING and MASTER! EVERY creature HE o'er sees, shall ALWAYS run much FASTER! for the cat OUTSIDE is such a BEAST, that he RARELY needs a REASON. to COLDLY devour mouse and MOLE with SHEER disdain of SEASON!

~

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/21986830/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/21986830/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 19:03:31 PST
BAH DOHHHHH!!!!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/21982526/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/21982526/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 14:38:38 PST
oh man oh man. how do people get off on this?

[link]

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[link]

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literally, everything i like and love and do is regarded as weird, horrible, odd or unknown by everyone...

whatever. i have a cat and some books. and some pens.

click. pow. die.

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)___________(

i just
want to
drink and
drink
and never
wake
the hell
up till
i am
better, be
cause this
life is
making
me hate
every thing
so
very
much...

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Awesome.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20769412/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20769412/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 23:34:21 PDT



01. Give Up Yer Ghost 01: Tree-Ghostie!

I do not know if trees have ghosts,
and if they do, do they haunt fence posts,
toothpicks, shacks or boats?

I do not know! It can't be good!
To think that they watch me from things of wood,
and do they frown with dark despair
when I tramp upon the stair,
stamp stamp stamping! As they lay there.

And if they do and they look at me,
I knock on wood and apologize,
"Oh......... sorry."

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20662491/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20662491/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:43:13 PDT
ugh, my life really is just dust and ghosts

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20401819/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20401819/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 05:06:39 PDT endless turning;
contemplate.
hoping that rest would find me,
yet, never had i hoped enough.

the endless turning, mind a'churning,
endless stews of liquor burning;
so stricken that i sweat;
and yet...

i hope.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20401318/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20401318/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 03:52:33 PDT moonlit rythums, songs and rhymes
to hold to true the hoarfrost lights
to accept as boon, both warg and wight.

i've come to know these horizon lines
both those of men and those of time
to nod my head to old songs i knew
the passings of friends, both far and few.

i've come to hope that when darkness dies
and sunlight glows upon closing eyes
to hold the warmth in and bask in rays
never ending, in peaceful days.






-------------
yeah, i'm depressed, but it makes for better art and writing right? maybe not. not. not. not.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20376488/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20376488/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 14:05:20 PDT
i think it was the pic of giraffe's thinking of chainsaws that did it, so go here: [link]

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20360270/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20360270/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 15:31:48 PDT
Tig-Tig lays on the death certificate. [link]

Tig-Tig chillaxin. [link]

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20357745/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20357745/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:50:04 PDT

i love boris too

i want my japanese noise punk...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20333675/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20333675/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 00:14:36 PDT
cry me a river but i so wanted my lawyer to ask who 'John Zerfas' was and why he was contacting us regarding his wife, Yohung Zheng.

PROTIP: my friend who is a cute lil australian lady lawyer, has her crack team of gay san fransiscan lawyer lovers on the job!


sadly, this is all very surreal, and very true... not only was i left out of the page about my dad's death along with my sister, and not only did they fuck up his death certificate (name wrong) and his obituary (all sorts of wrong); but now this.

the sweet sweet layer to this pound cake of fun? my family ticked off my lawyer and he is now not my lawyer, so i have to get a new lawyer.... i'm just sitting there almost in tears of laughter at this clown car of a month...

fucking a, this is like my dad's best prank ever.


[SUPER COOL ADDENDUM AFTER FIRST PAGE LOOKERY!!!!]

1)best pic descrip ever!!!!!: 'more tit' from some british dudes fetish pic...

2) naruto fan cosplay bonanza!!!!!: what the fuck is up with this anime? EVRY COSPLAY PHOTO FOR THE LAST 5 YEARS IS NARUTO-KUN-SAN-SAMA-DING-DONG-KAWAII-MOSHIMOSHI!!!!

3) I wan Ping-Pong Club COSPLAY NAO!!! and more GTO plox!


EXTRA COMPLAINT AS OF NAO!!!!!!

1a) I know I complain about a lot of stuff, but man; there are some forms of drawing and art that I loathe so much, that I literally want to fucking pop out of the screen like a genie and throttle the creator. Not art subjects, but STYLE.... ergh. PS: if you're faved, you aren't one...

1b) why is the damn front page so full of UTTER CRAP and new people all of the sec? Like, bad BAD art. Like not trying and learning, not mistakes, bad. fucking. art.

1c) i need a beer!

1d) and his father said 'no you are the beer!' and he was a beer.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20300083/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20300083/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 23:17:43 PDT
what the fuck is going on this week with the vag shots?

Me mind? BOGGLED!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20148091/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20148091/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:37:50 PDT
the guy who let me pass was sadly shaking his head too... i think that means someone was an idiot...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20121542/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20121542/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 22:30:34 PDT
you do what you do though, you do what you do...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20112492/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20112492/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 11:51:39 PDT
Still, that had to be the strongest 14 year old girl ever.



PS: Shoop the Whoop!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20085747/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20085747/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:40:12 PDT
Here we are: [link]



PS: I'm all about doing your best in artwork and I know there are different levels but.... this terrifies me: [link]

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20085582/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20085582/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:27:34 PDT
The first thing any proper cat will do is find the cleanest laundry in the room. Therefore from that moment on, that will be his nest and throne. This will continue until everything is covered with hair and or drool. Once the hair covering is complete, said cat will proceed to look at you and then back to his handiwork. His expression is one of complete and utter uncaring, "Proper fucked.", he may reply upon seeing your look of disbelief.

Here we are: [link]

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20052128/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20052128/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:15:01 PDT
Me: "Oh that's cool, what's up?"

RG: "Oh nothing, you should drop by and bring me some food, I've been drinking all damn day!"

Me: "Oh. Ok. Well, I'm eating now, so it'll be about an hour, don't go back to sleep ok? I'll be over, just give me one hour."

RG: "No prob, I miss you so much, can't wait to see you!"

Me: ^_^!!!

____ 1 hr later of delicious wings and being sober for the driving!

Me: RING!

10 min....

Me : RING!

10 min...

Me: RING!

Me: -_- rrrrrr!

MORAL: She went back to fucking sleep...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20042002/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20042002/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:19:03 PDT
1) One of my great-great grandfathers was burned as a witch for inventing a wooden pump...

2) they now make pumps in Norway...

3) and you'll love this if you're Mormon, so wait for ittttt... wait for ittttt....

i'm related to Brigam Young I guess through his first wife....

weird huh? i can't wait to blow some minds at the temple tomorrow...

i fully intend to add to the book of mormon and create the newest chapter: The Book of Zerfoss.... it'll have all the sci-fi fun of $CIENTOLOGY BUT WHOLESOME CHRISTIAN ETHICS AND ALL IN SPACE, WHERE JESUS AWAITS US ALL!!!

PS: my aunt got me an early gift because i asked to borrow her camera... so now i have to become PHOTO MAN EXTRORDINAIRE!!!!!!!

Expect me CO$!!!! Now I have the digital realm for a billion years...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20026001/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/20026001/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:54:50 PDT
just making sure you guys know!

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and a bunch of random scrubs at the wake.... neither me nor my sister are in the add, just my bro looking badass....

0_0 zazzooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19985375/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19985375/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 10:17:32 PDT

PS: If Enemy-Stripe wins this one, then she enters super triple bonus win mode, which is the same as winning but i totally stuff candy in the box!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19956469/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19956469/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:01:30 PDT
shit damn...

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EDIT: the strawberries are freaking good... they are mine...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19933279/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19933279/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 11:43:54 PDT
It's like every series I see, every new author, is inevitably compared to Tolkien on the cover blurb. I mean, Tolkien was great, he really was, but he wasn't the end-all of fantasy, just the one of the biggest epic writers... but at this point with writers like Cook, Moorcock, Lovecraft, Howard, even ,more modern writers like Mielville and Hobbs... isn't it time to stop using Tolkien for EVERY SINGLE NEW WRITER?

It's almost insulting now, like saying that a new car is great because it has automatic gears and four tires...

Whatevs. Erickson is the shit. Chalker is a deity. Hobbs and Traviss the new queens of fantasy and sci-fi.

sigh...

Did anyone here read the Thomas Covenant books? I bought the first three based on some rave review and I have never hated a protagonist more. Thomas Covenant is a idiot raping bastard and I don't care how many times he saves that fucking fantasy fuckland; he whines and mewls his way through hordes of monsters every fucking day and still has the temerity to 'OH NOES I CANTS BELIEVES ITS REAL IMA LEPER!!!!! WOEEEEEEE IS ME!' and then he starts hitting on his fucking rape victims daughter... you know, his FUCKING DAUGHTER!

Fucking Covenant. Maybe I need to re-read these... but he's like the dad in 'The Host'; a whiny fucking bitch. It's like YOU HAVE FUCKING MAGIC! USE IT YOU FUCK! Speaking of the dad from the Host, "YOU HAVE A GUN! FUCKING SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SHOOT THE FUCKING HUGE MONSTER YOU FUCK!!!!"

-_-

I repeat: Erickson is the shit.

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the more i delve, the less i have...



------------------------------------------------------------------

i'm fairly struck dumb right now: do i sink deeper into self destruction? or do i just try and keep smiling into the face of what seems to be financial ruin?

widdershins! widdershins!

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but i wouldn't worry about me, i look at this with the same face i look to all tragedy, firmly tongue in cheek...

you do always wish you could have had one more time, one more talk, one more moment... but in the end i'm just glad we had any moments and i'm grateful that i did have one last night with a father i always loved, even if we were at odds for my entire life...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19641673/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19641673/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:30:51 PDT
qucki question, i may be making videogame podcasts soon for my site, would you like me to post them here for you to listen, enjoy, bag on?

I'll see if i can talk Gen into showing up every once in awhile too

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]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19617564/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19617564/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 04:00:22 PDT and to swim,
yes

drowning, oh....

best left to those who understand
the leaning and undermining yes....

God, I beg you, just one
just once I beg you please
may I live the life of any other
sister, friend or brother
i beg you please just let me
once subsist upon what could have been...

i haven't lived and i would wont to die
eye to eye with nothing learned so.....

I beg like Job, take upon...
my lifes crimes and make me
martyr
dead
death and disease
such ease and gone
upon and upon and anon....

God. i beg you.
I hate myself you see
supply....
turn your eye and let me...

let me...
oh let me....

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19510186/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19510186/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:53:19 PDT
i could smile as i sit here, playing happy songs to cheer myself up...
i'm not sure why i let such things get to me////

one person who makes me laugh... and a talkon the phone wiht another who bringes me brutally down everytim,e......................

erk....

i'm going to watch 'clueless' and cheer up..

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19493291/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19493291/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 01:55:11 PDT heh... i can post icons now... blah

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Tenno
- Single or taken: single... -_-
- Sex: male
- Birthday: Sept. 28
- Sign: Libra
- Hair color: Brownimish
- Eye color: green gray blue, depending on the day
- Height: 5'9
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: where-ever
- Favorite designer?: myself lol
- What is your sexiest outfit?: i have a nice suit, some sharp shirts, etc...
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: flipped jeans, shirt, hoodie
- What do you usually wear?: in the winter, hoodie, in the summer, no hoodie

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Like Gen I use Fructis.... smells good
- What are you listening to right now?: aetherlone
- Who is the last person that called you?: my sister
- How many buddies are online right now?: not nearly enough.... i wanted to go out tonite.. bah

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: i have my own sandwich and i'm keeping it secret

- Girls' names: Lloth, Myssy
- Boys' names: Cole, Sharp
- Subjects in school: art
- Animals: i like pigs, sloths, dogs cats, etc... animals are cute

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: yup...

- Smoked?: only when drinking and even then very rarely

- Bungee jumped?: i'm afraid of heights

- Made yourself throw up?: uhm.... no

- Skinny dipped?: yeah, i hate being naked, blame my upbringing

- Ever been in love?: i thought so... maybe it was true, maybe it was chemicals...

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: nope

- Pictured your crush naked?: yeah, hope makes the mind wander right?

- Actually seen your crush naked?: nope

- Cried when someone died?: yeah, i'ma big baby

- Lied: i may lie answering this quiz

- Fallen for your best friend?: sorta...

- Rejected someone?: yeah, and ironically i get rejected all the time, it's like one big rejection circle of life.... the one person who doesn't get rejected, gets AIDS

- Used someone?: no, i don't think i have, not intentionally

- Done something you regret?: OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOO!!! Anyone who knows me can list them.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: black jeans, black shirt with black design i made, black socks, black shoes.... i wear my heart on my sleeve i do...

- Desktop picture: Super cool Silent Hill cosplay I made today

- CD in player: aetherlone

- DVD in player: beerfest

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: The dog.... dogs are people, she needed to go outside...

- Hugged: Gen

- You IMed: I personally hate Iming... but that would be Goober

- Talk to online: some random stranger

- Sex it up with: it's been forever, and it was while watching Emperors New Groove... the girl in question was trouble...

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Normally. Maybe even too much so.

- Open-minded: Also normally.

- Arrogant: not in the slightest.

- Insecure?: all the time...

- Random?: infamously

- Hungry: i want some wings....

- Smart: yeah, and i still do the dumbest things, tomorrow i may do more dumb things

- Moody: yes. no. yes. no. yes. no.

- Organized: no.... i make messes and stacks and they FALL THE HELL OVER!!!

- Shy: usually

- Difficult: only when i need to be

- Bored easily: no, i get jittery

- Obsessed: books and music

- Angry: I have a nasty temper that i keep fettered most the time, all i need is like, 10 minutes and i forget i was even mad

- Sad: perpetually... i'm sad because i'm single and insecure. I'm insecure because I am single and sad. i'm single because i'm insecure and sad.

- Happy: oddly enough, i usually have a smile on my face, then i lose it.

- Hyper: oh yes indeed

- Trusting: way. to.

-... ]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19419573/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19419573/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 23:49:12 PDT
beer and wings...

this is so weird...



tl:dr i want my own place again.... fucking recession...

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19402580/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19402580/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:07:56 PDT
Hatchets were buried, prisoners exchanged. Please go hug a lamb today in honor or my Monday.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19396251/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19396251/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:20:10 PDT
CLARITY! FUCK!

And for fucks sake... if your camera shoots RAW, use RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! Then you can make it pretty with no artifacts, or very few of them.

PS: Some stock is clearly just a person looking for an excuse to shoot his gf naked. There is nothing wrong with that... but come on, shoot it at a hi-res size so people can enjoy it ok?

tl;dr - People wasting talent and time.

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19382224/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19382224/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 00:29:59 PDT
in short: a roach just crawled on my arm and bit me...

this week really is ridiculous...

UPDATE: We're fucked! The flying versions have invaded the art depot.

Where's a damn Space Marine when I need one?

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19373380/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19373380/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 14:11:12 PDT
should i rectify this? Y/N?



PS: If you haven't downloaded AETHERLONE's free album, you should tell me and I 'll give you the link... you're missing out on the most beautiful stuff....

in fact, here it be.... get it!
[link]

Support great art, support S-mart!


PS: If enough people like you rant and rave about how great I am, maybe he'll let me design his album, then i'll be famous and i can get all the Sonic porn i ever wanted FROM NIPPON LOLZ!!!

]]> ~vicioussuspicious http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19341302/ http://vicioussuspicious.deviantart.com/journal/19341302/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 18:31:56 PDT
what idiot motherfuckers make a program that crashes because of FUCKING FILENAMES!!!???

FUCKING MS PAINT WOULD SERVE ME BETTER YOU RICHMOND WHORES!!! FUCKING FIRE EVERY PERSON THAT WORKED ON VISTA AND GIVE RAISES TO THE XP PEOPLE!!!!

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