http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:vintagelove78&section=today deviantART RSS for by:vintagelove78 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 20:38:10 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/23620025/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/23620025/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 01:00:38 PDT It was exhausting, but way fun. Plus it was included in the New Genre Film Festival at Circle Cinema!
Anywho...
The theme was 'I'll be your mirror'
we had to include a ball of twine as well as the dialogue "you press the button, we do the rest."
There were a total of 37 videos with 350+ attending the screening.
It was such a fun experience and well worth the lack of sleep.
Anywho, just thought I would share the video!
The link is from Chad's youtube account.
He did an amazing job editing the video!!

[link]

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/21328978/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/21328978/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:15:24 PST It's so awesome to have a Democrat in office again after 8 hellish years of Georgie W.

It's time for change!

and IN YO FACE to all the people who made shitty comments about my Obama/Biden button.

I hate Oklahoma.
It needs to be colored BLUE!

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]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/17215499/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/17215499/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 19:11:17 PST
The guy that works at the bank so totally slipped me his number today when I went to get change for the register. pahaha, from now on my co-workers can do the bank runs!

but OMG vintage shopping with Alicia tomorrow and time to whip out the camera again! It's been eons.. I've missed it!

I'M SO EXCITED!

be expecting lots of new devations from me! Or at least I'm hoping they all don't look totally shitty!



]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16680563/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16680563/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:41:54 PST So anywho… I was off on my way to work and then I bloody got pulled over for going 11 over the speed limit. Lucky for me, I got a nice cop who just gave me a warning since I’ve never been pulled over in the past. Buuut, my Granny didn’t have the updated insurance card in her car. So I have to go to the court house and show the updated proof of insurance now. oh well, can’t complain.. at least I don’t have to pay anything.

So after I got to work.. I had to deliver the clothes to the other store of course, and as I was leaving… about 5 black limos, and 1 white one passed by.. followed by a shitload of police escorts. I was driving along behind them… driving under the speed limit, mind you! I wasn’t even close to the bloody limos at all.. but the cop turned halfway around on his motorcycle and did the back off gesture. he also did it to a truck that passed me.. wtf dude, we’re going under the speed limit and we’re not even bloody close to your skanky ass. Ha! I called my sister and told her about it and she said “Ohh, it’s probably one of the Republican candidates… Huckabee.. he’s in town.”
I should’ve straight rammed into his limo. Blah.. Republican. Hehe

By that time I was sick of cops, yo! But when I got back to work.. this couple came in and asked the girl I work with and I for change. The man goes down by the cash register while my co-worker got his change. The woman was busy trying to distract me.. telling me how beautiful my eyes were and asking me if I had contacts in. I told her no, and she was like “oh my god.. they’re so pretty! You know.. he’s the first black guy I’ve ever met with natural blue eyes.” While pointing to her man. So anyway.. she then had me looking for clothes.. said she thought maybe her sister had some clothes here. There were no clothes, of course..
When they left, my co-worker said “I think they just scammed us…” So I went and opened the register and counted the money.. and sure as shit, the dude scammed her out of $50. She said she gave him the right amount of change and then he kept saying “no, that’s not right.. give me this instead..” He kept changing money with her and throwing out all these numbers and confusing her. The fucking bastards. They looked like complete crackheads too… and I’m sure they were.
So we called the cops.. and of course the cop was telling us “well it’s pointless to fill out a report, cause we’re not going to catch them with the lack of information you girls can give us.” Blahdee freakin blah. I figured that much, but if the bastards scam someone else.. then wouldn’t it be a good thing to have some paperwork on file?
Bah, I have nothing against cops… but I believe I’ve had my fill for awhile. Sheesh.

Phew, that was long ass... kudos to you if you read the whole thing! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16646107/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16646107/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 15:31:02 PST baaah, me bored. Be 7 already...

At least this gives me a chance to look through all of your work! Because I have been horrible and haven't viewed anyone's work in ages!
I promise to do so though!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16560083/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/16560083/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 00:39:43 PST

Question... does anyone know the correct french translation of “give peace a chance”?
I want this tattooed on my wrist… eventually. Only once my parents aren’t helping me out at all financially… because they would probably cut off any and all funds if they saw it.
Besides that, I want to wait until I’m a bit older to see if I still even want it. I’m only 20, so who knows how I’ll feel about it in a couple of years. Of course, I’ll always be a Beatles fan till the day I die.. so it’s not like I run the risk of not liking it down the road.

In other news, I suck at life and haven’t been taking any photographs lately. This makes me very sad. I think I’ve taken about 3 photos in the last 2 months. Maybe longer considering my most recent devs were old photos I decided to upload out of boredom. I miss photography. I even got a light kit for Christmas and I’ve barely even fiddled with it. I haven’t felt very inspired lately.
That’s never a good feeling.

At least life has been good to me in other ways. I got off work for a week over New Years. Melina ~essentialandappealed and I were able to go to Kansas to see our lover Spencer ~spencer2o2 and we had a freakin’ blast! I miss her terribly If all goes well, we’ll get to go visit her for her 21st!

In news of vintage boy… my sister recently went into the shop because she said she wanted to buy a dress for work… but I have my suspicions that she also wanted to scope him out… see if he was an ok guy for her little sister.
But all went well. She said he was extremely nice and funny.. which is great.. because if my sister’s doesn’t approve of a guy, then it’s see ya!
But… the jackasses ended up devising a plan to screw with me! She said to him something along the lines of “I think Emily’s afraid that I’m going to question the hell out of you.” So somehow they decided that vintage boy was going to call me pretending to be upset that my sister “questioned him.” And.. later that night I got a drunk message from him saying just that… he sounded so serious. I was about ready to call him back and bitch him out… telling him that I know my sister didn’t question him, and even if she did… she has the right to. Ahahha, but he immediately said “I was just kidding with that message,” before I could get to any of that. Guess he felt bad.
But yes… they also decided that my sister, her boyfriend John, Kris (vintage boy) and I are all going to dinner together. Oh dear lord help me.
He’s even mentioned it to me a few times on the phone now.. so I guess it’s actually going to happen. dskfjlasjdflkajsdflas my sister is an ass.

And now for sleep! Peace, and I’m out!
P.S. You should totally watch The Science Of Sleep [link] if you haven’t seen it yet.. it’s one of the best movies, ever! t-t-t-totally dude!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15920196/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15920196/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:15:09 PST
Also! I've been off work ALL week.. it's been AWESOME. The power is still out.. so I've been calling everyday to see if it's back on.. I'm hoping it will be off tomorrow as well... especially since I've been sick the last few days. No way do I want to go sit in a freezing ass cold building because the owner's to cheap to fix the broken heater.

I'm pretty sure most have heard, but [link] if you're not sure what I'm on about..

So yes, all our trees are gone.. it's pretty horribly sad. I was stuck dogsitting at my brother's house the first night the tree limbs started falling... it was FUHREAKY. I kept visualizing one of the limbs falling through the roof or one of the windows.
I took some pictures of all the damage, but they're kind of blurry as my hands were shaking cause it's fucking cold ass out there, man!

P.S. I was talking to my buddy =lostcontact about Damien Rice earlier, so I decided to watch the music video of 9 Crimes since I hadn't seen it before...
it's nuckin futs, man.
Weirdest video I've ever seen.. but totally made my day. Maybe it's cause I'm all drugged up from the sickness.. but I was cracking up.
[link]
you gotta watch the whole thing if you've never seen it before.. it gets better and better.

P.S.S. BIG thanks to my fellow Okies *torilynn and =BurningPaperSun for the subscription!!
THEY RULE. big feature coming their way soon! THANKS AGAIN GUYS! You're both the bestest EVER! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15862121/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15862121/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:54:44 PST
I feel back on pace now that I can get all bundled up in my Led Zeppelin hoodie, cozy pj pants, and monkey house shoes, with my hair in messy wavy pigtails. Oh how I love those lazy days
Screw boys on day's like today. I'm supposed to hang out with hottie vintage boy tonight but I think I'll cancel on him. It's gonna be a night full of my seester, hot chocolate, and Amelie I do believe... because that is the most fantastic movie in the entire universe!

In other news... my lover face Alicia has informed me that one of my photos has been "stolen".. but yet not stolen, because whoever posted it on flickr didn't change the title.. so it still says "by vintagelove78" hrm... weirdness. And they didn't even "steal" one of my good photos... it's a shit one.. a total snapshot.. and it's placed along with other people's "stolen" stuff that's bloody amazing! hrm... anywho.. I won't post the link.. but oddness nonetheless.

Hope everyone's having a fantastic day and is as cozy as I am

's to all!

P.S. I ordered these boots [link] and they are almost here! ZOMG I want them on my feeties, now! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15701473/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15701473/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 23:43:24 PST
http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15664541/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:30:28 PST
why does bad shit always have to happen to good people.
My poor brother's been a wreck and my sister-in-law is blaming herself for it.. though she shouldn't. She did everything right.. took all the right precautions... stopped drinking coffee and all caffeinated beverages.. and then some. But yet she's blaming herself
Bah, I just hope they won't be too discouraged to ever try again.

why must life be such a bitch?

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15585638/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15585638/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 05:28:13 PST
And my ticket was free! My sister got free tickets since the band stayed at the hotel she works at. She did all the work in setting up their rooms.. so she got some free tickets out of the deal.. woohoo!
It was just too bad I got seated next to the crazy drunk lady who immediately asked me if I had any drugs as soon as I sat down
then when I said no she played it off like she was only kidding. ha, she was nuts.

Oh, and happy early thanksgiving to the all the yanks out there!
I'm not a big fan of Thanksgiving. It makes me think about all the poor little dead turkey's out there.
So come on people.. save a turkey and eat some good ol' tofurkey!
or be like me and just stick to mashed potatoes and green bean casserole.
yew can dooo eeeet!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15553181/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15553181/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 19:35:31 PST Sicko [link] with my dad.
HOLY SHIT SON! I'm moving to France or England.
for reals.
no lie.
America sucks, man.
peace out, America!

p.s. I put in my 2 weeks notice at work yesterday.. and today the owner offered me a raise, so I decided to stay
yay for more mula! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15475706/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15475706/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 08:36:51 PST I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

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AND IT'S TIME FOR..... another ramble update! woohoo!
so I guess I'll get on with the

So I went out with vintage boy again last Thursday. We went to see American Gangster... and that movie is bloody fantastic!
Anywho! He was a complete gentleman.. yayz! He did all the right things.. everything a proper gentleman should do on a date AND there was no awkward groping this time he just gave me a sweet kiss at the end. I was like WOAH, YAY, THERE IS A GOD! See, second chances are good to give after all. I'm definitely glad I gave him one, cause turns out he's a truly awesome guy. Plus the fact that he's a painter gets me all hubba da buddabuh.
And I found out that he loves Elvis as well.. which is so a must!


So yes, that's enough about him for now.. he's been in my journals a whole lot lately.. just glad the content has changed from ZOMG HE'S A PERV to ZOMG HE'S AMAZING
thank god for that.

MOVING ON...
the manager at work was fired today makes me sad, he was a really nice guy. That place has been slowly going to crap ever since my co-worker's step-sister was hired. She's basically the one that talked the owner into firing the manager. she talks shit about everyone behind their back and thinks she does her job perfectly... but she's been making a ton of mistakes I've noticed. The other day some guy came in.. his last name starting with a J. I went to look for his clothes in the J's... not there. So then we have to check through all the clothes to find them. I finally found them scattered through the wrong sections. Then she says to the guy "oh, I'm sorry.. the morning shift filed the clothes away.. it just looks like it's our fault.. but it's really theirs." uh... you are the morning shift, dumbass... and the only one that works the front desk in the morning..
She lied to the guy right infront of me. pfffft... I hate girls.
Then on Saturday when we worked together... she sat her ass in the back and talked to the owner the entire night. She was bad mouthing the manager, trying to get him fired. This whole time I was left to do all the work on my own.. which would've been fine had she not been getting paid to sit her ass in the back! psh.
This chick is cuhrazy! She's even a former inmate.. and tried to get her friend a job there.. who just got out of prison a week ago.
I'm officially looking for another job.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15388395/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15388395/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 08:16:01 PST I'll get to be called "AUNTIE EM." Wizard of Oz style, bitch! aha. It’s weird because a few days ago (before I heard the news) I had THE CREEPIEST dream… that my dad and my sister-in-law had an affair, and she was preggers. How sick and twisted is that.. I woke up crying… I was disturbed. but now she actually is preggo… and NOT with my dad’s child.. ew. Ha! My brother’s mister giddy man now.

So anywhoodle! The same night I had that highly disturbing dream about my dad and sister-in-law… the vintage guy told me he had a dream about me It’s kind of funny how symbolic his dream was. In his dream we were waiting for a bus, but ended up getting on a train.. but while we were waiting for the bus, I had a piece of bright yellow cake and he really wanted a bite… and I wouldn’t give him one. Paha. He said he was getting angry at me and saying “Emily, give me a bite of your cake!” and I still wouldn’t… and I wasn’t eating it myself. so then we got on the train, and it looked more like an airplane.. I was trying to shove my amazing bag [link] into the overhead compartment... I couldn’t get it and he was trying to help me.. but I wouldn’t let him. Teehee. Then we were walking down the street and kept running into people that come into the vintage shop. Including one dude that he said comes in and tries on dresses, and has even asked him how they look. Anywho, thought that was kind of funny.. he wanted a bite of my cake and I wouldn’t give him one. if you don’t see the symbolism there, then never mind

Anywho, I’ve been talking to him a lot on the phone lately, and he’s turning out to be more and more awesome. I officially have the hots for him. but I’ve been canceling plans with him about 2 or 3 times now since the awkward night. We’re either hanging out tonight or Thursday, so I guess I should see how that goes before I officially say I have the hots for him.

On another note, I am no longer called by name (Emily) at work…. My nickname has officially been dubbed “EMO-ly.” damn them.
And the other day, the guy who delivers the clothes to the other stores saw my black nail polish and asked me if I was “dark” and if I’m “a devil worshiper” lmao!
Oh dear lord.
Aint life grand.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15272000/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15272000/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 12:35:09 PDT

So, anywhoodle, I've decided I'm going to see the guy from the vintage shop [link] again. I know, doesn't seem right... but if I hang out with him again, then he's got to promise me he won't try any of that shit again... too damn soon. And, I just may have to drag poor Melina Kachina with us. She can protect me
I know I must be crazy insane for thinking of hanging out with him again, but he really is a nice guy... he's just a hornball apparently.
but I can't tell my parents when I see him again... since they found out his age and freaked out.
I didn't tell them how old he was until after the date.. My mom actually did say that it was my decision... but she wasn't comfortable with me dating a 30 year old.. but she said if I decided to, that she had to meet him. but I'm weird and don't want my family meeting him until I know for sure I like him. So I guess mum's the word for now.

still not so sure it's such a good idea.
talk me out of it

Oh, AND... look how cute my psycho doggies are! [link]

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15180174/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15180174/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:52:10 PDT 's gallery. He is an extremely talented artist and you should definitely look through his entire gallery



]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15179090/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15179090/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 19:25:08 PDT It started out normal.. we watched Disturbia on PPV. He was really nice.. kept asking me if I was comfortable and held my hand a bit. But even all of that was awkward considering he doesn’t have a couch in his room, so we were laying across his bed.
But, after the movie was over was when things got really awkward. Right before it ended, he kept staring at me.. and I just kept watching the tv screen because apparently I’m unromantic and just thought it to be creepy instead
So once the movie finished, he put Fight Club on in the background… which is one of my favorite movies, so I honestly just wanted to watch the movie and for him to leave me alone.. but then, randomly he leans over and kisses me, completely catching me off guard. And, he didn’t start off slow like a normal, good kiss. He immediately stuck his tongue in my mouth and I was thinking woah nelly! Slow it down boy.
Then he pulls me in close and starts getting all handsy.. rubbing on my back and pressing his chest into mine. He started to rub his hand up my shirt and I pushed it out and said “outside of the shirt.” Then later he smacks my ass.. which also caught me off guard
After smacking my ass, he crawled on top of me and began getting all handsy again. He even grabbed my hand and moved it to his penis. I pulled my hand away and he said “what.. you don’t want to touch it? Sorry.. I was just in the mood.” WTF dude.. it’s the first date and you’re trying to pull that shit on me… when you know I’m a virgin! I didn’t actually say that.. but I should’ve, dammit.
He kept grabbing my hands and moving them to his ass and up his shirt. which pissed me off… how about you let me decide where I want to put my hands? Ok? OK!
Throughout all of this he starts dry humping my leg and sloppily kissing me.
I kept saying “I have to go.” and he just kept making out with me and trying to rub his hands up my shirt more and pulling my hair.
BLARGH. Do I have to spell it out for you dude? I’m not into this!
It was the first damn date and he tried to pull all of that shit on a virgin? Wtf was he thinking? Seriously.

I was so thrown off though because when he wasn’t busy trying to get some, he was a total gentleman.
I don’t know what the hell to do now.. but I definitely ignored his call today.
The question is.. where the hell are all the good guys??
Are there any left out there?
And why can’t I find them??

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15067178/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/15067178/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 00:58:53 PDT and the accent...

Also! This is pretty much the best halloween costume in thee world! [link]
but I couldn't ever bring myself to spend that much on a halloween costume
plus it still doesn't beat out my tube of toothpaste halloween costume from years ago

Also, I was checking the pockets of some guy's trousers at work the other day and my hand came out wet it was disgusting...
I hate having to check pockets... ya never know what you're going to find...
and to top it off, the girl I work with says I'm an emo.. at least not because of my personality.. but because of "my style" as she says... plus the fact that I like guys with shaggy hairstyles
first I was an indie rocker according to her, and now she's dubbed me an emo.
god help me.
I NO EMO
*sulks in corner*
teehee



]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14933183/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14933183/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 21:12:00 PDT
but I've been wearing a small stud anyway.. They hired me with it in.. and didn't tell me til the first day.. so F that... I'm wearing it anyway
the owner's the only one that gets pissy about it anyway.
They also make you dress up.. you're not allowed to wear jeans, t-shirts, or hoodies... which is all I wear So I've been having to wear skirts everyday.. to then show up to work and sweat my ass off in nice clothes because the bitchy owner is a cheapskate and won't fix the damn air conditioner.

I guess I should watch out for her though since I keep breaking her rules.. I've been taking my computer and my co-worker and I have been rocking out to my music on it even though the owner doesn't allow any musica. Teehee.. I'm a horrible person.

but even worse than the owner are the asshole or weird perverts that come in to the store.
In the 5 days I've been there we've had a guy come in and strip down in the store so that he could have the clothes he was wearing dry cleaned along with the ones he brought in. Then there's the weirdos that think it's appropriate to ask you your phone number while you're in the process of putting the clothes in their car. ha, what girl would say yes to a creepy guy who's nasty stank clothes she's just sorted through.

We've even found dirty panties in some guy's pant pocket.. among other things I won't even mention.. they're too disgusting

people are nasty.

At least there are still the extremely nice and pleasant people out there. Some british woman came through the other day and told me I was insanely cute. haha, she made my day. Mainly because of her insanely awesome accent. ahhh, I love the brits.



]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14562661/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14562661/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 14:19:56 PDT , I now know how to add CSS.
So cheers to him.
He's also an extremely talented artist.. so here's some of his amazing work!




]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14441561/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14441561/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 13:07:48 PDT
but the best part of the ordeal is that they're sending me money.
probably not much, but oh well.. money is money.. and I'm in need of some! I tried to find the website.. but I don't remember what the name of the company is.

Also, my gorgeous sister has agreed to model for me in exchange for me making her a sandwich and doing her hair and makeup.
Me excited

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14403040/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14403040/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 22:56:39 PDT
I haven't been online much lately and I had about 10,000 deviations to look through and 4,000 something messages.. haha no joke. so now hopefully I'll be able to keep up a bit better...
and now for some features!

http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/14399582/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 17:42:12 PDT ......

I’ve just read a couple of chapters in a book I don’t believe I’ll name. The book is by a pretty famous painter who grew up here in Tulsa, Oklahoma. He now lives in New York City. The reason I read only two chapters in this book is because my aunt Kay was mentioned in them. I’ve always wanted to know more about my aunt Kay because she died in a fire when she was only 19 years old. From what the rest of my family has told me, she acted and looked just like me. So I was a bit intrigued. Before I ever read the chapters, my aunt Donna told my mom that basically he talked about how Kay was the only girl he had ever truly loved. That’s all she mentioned to my mom. Turns out he says a whole lot more than just how deeply he loved her. He also mentions some graphic things about my granddad. That honestly I’m not even so sure are true. I noticed he had some of his facts twisted. So anyway, I’m officially pissed off. He paints my granddad in a completely different light. My mom doesn’t even remember most of what he says actually happening. I’m not going to go into detail about what the book says exactly.. since some of it seems to be a bit over exaggerated on his part. But I’m not a happy camper! Mind you, at one point he did mention that my granddad had 3 beautiful daughters, so he was naturally a bit protective of them. So that part made me a bit more at ease.
He did say nice things about my Aunt Kay, but I’m not so happy with what I read about my granddad. Not something you want to read about a loved one. My granddad passed away from Parkinson’s Disease in 2003, so reading those words hit a little hard.

My aunt Kay had previously dated this guy in high school, and after graduation they ended up getting back together. He even saw her the night she died. He had dropped her off at her place, she had asked him to come in, but he had to drop by.. what I think was his ex's house.. she was angry (why wouldn’t she be.. he was going to his ex's.. psh), slammed the door and went inside. She died that night. They’re not sure what caused the fire because my granny and granddad asked the firemen not to tell them. My aunt smoked and they didn’t want to know if her cigarette had caused the fire. It would’ve hurt too much considering they were always worried about her smoking and constantly trying to convince her to quit. Her roommate was able to escape the fire, but they found Kay hiding behind the refrigerator.. they believe she was trapped inside with no way out, so she crouched behind the refrigerator and ended up dying of smoke inhalation.

I skimmed the book and toward the end I read that about 20 years after he’d first moved to New York, he decided to paint the human figure. The book says once he came to a stopping point, he laid out all the paintings, and they all looked alike. It then continues to say that all the paintings were of the same girl.. his first big love… my aunt Kay.

…..I don’t know whether to beat this guy or hug him..

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13906399/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13906399/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 20:11:24 PDT Go if you can... make me jealous!
The Flaming Lips, The Feds, and a shit load of other bands will be there as well!
My bestie Spencer just got in town tonight so I'm skipping out.. but I'll have more fun with her anywho. especially since we're having a Family Guy marathon since we're both obsessed with the show


On another note.. my dA account has been tweaking out
If I go to someone's gallery, or my own, it won't let me view the entire gallery.. only random pages.. or sometimes only the first page. I have to sign out to view the full gallery, go through each page until the last and then sign in if I want to view/fav work. then I have to click the back button to go back through all the pages I've viewed in order to fav.
Question is, is anyone else having this problem or am I the only lucky sob around here?


[link]

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13850743/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13850743/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 18:48:59 PDT is moving to Stillwater in order to attend college... I'm going to miss her so! At least we can still keep in touch through phone calls, texts and msn.. and Stillwater is only about an hour and a half away.. so there will be lots of visits! I'm going to miss our weird conversations though! I love that there's no limit to what we can talk about.

Emmy says:
i want to rip out my uterus
Alicia says:

Alicia says:
And eat it?
Emmy says:
but of course!
Emmy says:
want some?
Alicia says:
Do you even have to ask!?
Emmy says:
what was i thinking??
Alicia says:
lol
Emmy says:
I'll give ya some during the movie... mmm... uterus popcorn!
Alicia says:
LMAO
Alicia says:
Omg... that's awesome.
Emmy says:
just wait til the taste explodes in your mouth... then we're really talkin' awesome.
Alicia says:
lol!!
Alicia says:
Awww... farts are so satisfying.
Emmy says:
pahahahah it's gonna be one of those nights eh?
Emmy says:
i can't wait to smell 'em then!
Emmy says:
mmm alicia farts.. put 'em in mah mouth!
Alicia says:
lol!
Alicia says:

Alicia says:
Like your uterus popcorn!
Emmy says:
hells to the yarb!
Emmy says:
you know how I like it
Alicia says:


]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13143206/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/13143206/ Tue, 29 May 2007 19:45:27 PDT check out ~screamingdefiance's journal [link]
We are too cool for words. and my monket umbrella is thee shit!

oh and this video is awesome!
[link]

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12883420/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12883420/ Tue, 08 May 2007 03:13:29 PDT lostcontact

1. A is for age:
20.. as of the 4th.

2. B is for beer of choice:
not really a beer fan.

3. C is for career right now:
School just ended.. hopefully working at a vet’s office once I get back from Kansas.

4. D is for your dog's name:
Oliver.. and I care for my sister’s dog Riley

5. E is for essential item you use everyday:
soap

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
Family Guy

7. G is for favorite game:
uhhhh… used to be Clue.. so I’ll just go with that

8. H is for Home town:
Broken Arrow, Oklahoma

9. I is for instruments you play:
Guitar, drums.. sort of. and the flute in middle school.

10. J is for favorite juice:
apple or grape

11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
George W. Bush. The bastard..

12. L is for last place you ate:
my brother’s house.. I’m dogsitting while he and his wife are in Hawaii on their honeymoon.

13. M is for marriage:
one day hopefully.. but not anytime soon.

14. N is for your name:
Emily

15. O is for overnight hospital stays:
A few times when my Granddad was in the hospital. He had Parkinson’s Disease.

16. P is for people you were with today:
the parents. Alicia & Melina kachina.

17. Q is for quote:
“He’s in the freezer.”
“Did you say ‘cool off’?”
“No, I didn’t say anything.”
“Awww, shame.”

From the movie Hot Fuzz. teehee.

18. R is for Biggest Regret:
Moving back home from Oregon when I did.

19. S is for status:
Single

20. T is for time you woke up today:
can’t remember

21. U is for underwear:
black

22. V is for vegetable you love:
carrots and green beans.

23. W is for worst habit:
sucking my tongue when I’m sleepy.

24. X is for x-rays you've had:
neck and arm.

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today:
egg salad sandwich and strawberries.

26. Z is for the zodiac sign:
Taurus.. the bull.. ahh so true.

I tag... YOU!
yes, you!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12836459/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12836459/ Fri, 04 May 2007 05:55:57 PDT

but that's okay.. cause I'm 20!!



]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12682176/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12682176/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 15:32:42 PDT Hang out with my sister... if she would ever get here...

Age?
Almost 20... woah..

Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
yeah. My brother's friend started when I was 14... he was almost 30... how creepy is that.

What are you most looking forward to?
Going with Melina kachina to visit Spencer and see The Killers concert in Kansas City!

How much money ya got in ya pocket?
about $20

How many contacts are in your phone?
177

What does your last received text message say?
"How about I take you out for a burger friday night?"
and I've told this guy that I'm a vegetarian a few times now.. men...

Are you on myspace or facebook?
both.

Have you met a real redneck?
I live in Oklahoma.. I've met several rednecks.

How is the weather right now?
in the 80's.. I wish it were snowing...

What kind car do you drive?
'96 Audi A4 Quattro

What was the last movie you watched?
Blades of Glory... AWESOME movie.

Do you wear contacts?
Nope

Where was the last place you went besides your house?
to see Blades of Glory with Melina kachina.

What are you afraid of?
spiders.. moths..they always fly right at my face. they're evil, I say.. EVIL.

What piercings do/have you had?
ears and nose.

Favorite color?
Blue

Favorite store?
Urban Outfitters

What was your dream job as a child?
Veterinarian

How many pets do you have?
2. my dachsie, and I take care of my sister's chihuahua

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
chai frappuccino or white chocolate mocha. mm mmm.

Do you like to shop?
absolutely hate it.

Have you ever fired a gun?
nope

Fav TV show?:
Family Guy

Do you have an iPod?:
nope but I have a USB drive player thingy ma jig that I got for $3.00 chyeah!

Current hair?
brown, with blonde and red highlights.. and a little bit of blue in there at the moment.

Favorite movie of all time?
Dodgeball, Catch Me If You Can, The Longest Yard, Blades of Glory... (I can't choose just one )

Favorite band?
Modest Mouse

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
haha indeed.

Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?:
butter or plain.

Do you hate getting your socks dirty?:
why yes I do.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12031758/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/12031758/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 19:46:07 PST and I are co-founders of
now don't get your panties in a twist.. it's all in good fun!


And now for a video of being a freak and dry humping me
we are so very easily amused.
it's mostly just audio...
[link]
yes, we realise we are extremely immature..
but it's more fun that way!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11805324/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11805324/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 21:01:39 PST and so I guess I will combine the two

So, 6 weird things about me...
1. I can touch my tongue to my nose.
2. I suck my tongue when I’m sleepy.
3. I love the smell of new shoes and tires
4. I dowse my eggs in ketchup. I don't find this weird, but everyone else seems to.
5. The word chafing makes me laugh.. every time. (people always use this one against me. serious moment… “hey Emily… chafing..” and I’m a goner)
6. When I was 3 I ate my mom’s contact lens. I have 20/10 vision... connection..?

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Are You In The Right Country ?
British
[X] You drink a lot of tea.
[X] You know what a brolly is. (as of today )
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[X] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[] Its football...not soccer.
Total = 3

Australian
[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[X] You love a backyard barbie.
[X] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[] You love the beach.
[X] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic.
[] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an australian something.
Total = 3

Italian
[] The Sopranos is a great show.
[] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[X] You know Italian songs.
[] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some italian.
[X] You are under 5'10''
[] You know what a italian horn is
[X] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!!!
[] You talk with your hands.
Total = 3

Spanish
[] You say member instead of Remember.
[X] You speak spanish or some.
[] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (or similar)
[] You are dark skinned.
[] You know what a Puta is.
[] You talk fast occasionally.
[X] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[] You know what platanos are.
Total = 2

Russian
[] You say villian as: Vee-lon. (no, but I will now!)
[] You get short tempered.
[X] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[X] You get cold easily.
[X] Rain is fun for you.
[] You get into contests all the time.
[X] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total = 4

Irish
[] You think beer is the best.
[] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, ly, y.
[X] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the color green.
[X] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[X] You have a family member from Ireland.
[X] You have blonde hair. (naturally)
[X] You have/had freckles.
[] Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total = 5

African American
[] You say nigga/nukka casually
[] You have nappy hair.
[] You like rap.
[] You know how to shoot a gun
[X] You think President George Bush is racist.
[] You like chicken.
[X] You like watermelon.
[] You can dance.
[] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total = 2

Asian
[] You have slanty/small eyes.
[] You like rice a lot.
[] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from asia.
[] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[] Most people think you're chinese.
[] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.
Total = 0

German
[X] You like bread.
[X] You think German Chocolate is good.
[] You Speak some German.
[X] You know what Schnitzel is.
[] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi.
[X] You went to Pre-school.
[X] Yo... ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11623962/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11623962/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 14:09:35 PST
A --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Are you available?
A – Yes and no
Q -- What is your age?
A -- 19
Q -- What annoys you?
A – Paris Hilton’s voice
B --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Do you live in a big house?
A – decent size. 2 story house.. you decide.
Q -- When is your birthday?
A – May 4th
Q -- Who are your best friends?
A – they know who they are
C --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What's your favorite candy?
A -- Any
Q -- When was the last time you cried?
A – week or two ago over my gma.
D --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Do you daydream?
A – All the time… especially in class.
Q -- Favorite kind of dog?
A – dachshund & siberian husky
E --------------------------------------------------
Q -- How do you like your eggs?
A -- Scramblicious
Q -- Have you ever been in the emergency room?
A – nope
Q -- What's the easiest thing ever to do?
A -- procrastinate
F --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Have you ever flown in a plane?
A -- Few times
Q -- Do you use fly swatters?
A – nah, I make my dad kill 'em
Q -- Have you ever used a foghorn?
A -- nope
G --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Do you chew gum?
A -- indeedy
Q -- Are you a giver or a taker?
A -- Giver
Q -- Do you like gummy candies?
A – what crazy person doesn’t?
H --------------------------------------------------
Q -- How are you?
A – why I’m just dandy, how are you?
Q -- What's your height?
A – 5’7"
Q -- What color is your hair?
A – brown.. with blonde and red highlights
I --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What's your favorite ice cream?
A -- strawberry
Q -- Have you ever ice skated?
A – shoe skated recently.. does that count?
Q -- Do you play an instrument?
A – guitar, used to have a child size drum set.. I miss that thing
J --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What's your favorite jelly bean?
A – gave me the Harry Potter version of jelly beans back in the day.. the vomit flavored ones are fun to give to people...(specifically my brother)
Q -- Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?
A – all the time. I’m easily amused.
Q -- Do you wear jewellery?
A – eh not so much anymore. just my nose ring.
K --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Who do you want to kill?
A -- YOU
Q -- Do you want kids?
A – 3 to 4
L --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Are you laid back?
A – yes
Q -- Do you lie?
A – no… never…nuh uh.. no way.. I’m not lying to you now……………
M --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What's your favorite movie?
A – The 40 Year Old Virgin, Dodgeball, The Longest Yard (Adam Sandler version). Yes, I realize that’s more than one...
Q -- Do you still watch Disney movies?
A – nah, too sad… damn you Mufasa!
N --------------------------------------------------
Q -- Do you have a nickname?
A – Emmy, Em, Emmy-Lucifer (given by my granny.. how rude)
Q -- Whats your favorite number?
A -- 3
Q -- Do you prefer night over day?
A – oh yes. big time night owl
O --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What's your one wish?
A -- To move to Europe with my girls.
Q -- Are you an only child?
A – Nope, older brother and sister.
P --------------------------------------------------
Q -- What one fear are you most paranoid about?
A -- Failure
Q -- What's a personal... ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11536354/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11536354/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 23:06:08 PST
The sucky part is that I'm taking 2 online classes this semester.. and the 2 classes I have in person also require some online work. So I will be spending loads of time on the computer. I pretty much always have my laptop with me anyway, but now I will be tied down to the little beast.

Also, Alicia , Melina , and I are all going to see Saosin in concert next week. They're opening for the band, Senses Fail. Which I have barely listened to. They seem to be alright. I wouldn't pay to see them live, but since Saosin happens to be the opening act for 'em...
We'll see how they are.

I've also heard some bad news tonight as well sadly. I ended up falling asleep beside my computer listening to Damien Rice, and my dad came in around midnight and woke me up so I could get my things put away. He then told me he'd just received an email from my aunt saying that my Grandma is back in the hospital. She had gone in the first time due to a stroke, among other problems. While she was in the hospital, the doctor told my aunt that her tests showed failing kidneys and liver, as well as heart palpitations. I'm still unclear about those test results, because only a few days later, we received another email from my aunt saying that my grandma was playing all kinds of games and doing much better. She left the hospital and was really improving....
The last couple of days, my aunt says she's been short of breath and had a continuous pain in her chest. They took her back in to the hospital and found out she now has pneumonia.
The woman is in her 90's and has gotten through so much. She's such a strong woman and I hope that I can one day be half the woman she is.
I mean, the lady was parasailing only a few short years ago...
how impressive is that!
Anyway, always feels better for me to write about it, and I also hope you will keep her in your prayers.
Thanks guys. Hope everyone is doing well.


]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11157134/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11157134/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:13:28 PST
Me: What? are you British now? Happy Christmas?

Mom: Merry Christmas. But yes, I am of British descent. My family fought in the Revolutionary War, bitch.

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Dad: Have you heard of that new place in Tulsa? Eye Candy. You go to get your haircut and the stylists are only wearing lingerie. One of my students today said "I'm 18 today, I'm going to Eye Candy."

Me: Whaaaat? Are you serious? What a loser. Why doesn't he just go to a strip club? That would be so awkward... where do you look? It's like going to the dentist.. just stare at the ceiling.

Dad: haha yeah, I think that would be very awkward. They're also trying to open a topless place, but the health department turned that one down.

Me: Ewww, that's disgusting...

Dad: Yeah, get poked in the eye by a boob.

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(on the way to dinner)
Dad: Good god you drive fast.

Me: psh, this isn't fast.

Dad: That scares me.

Me: Hey, I'm your only child that's never gotten a ticket... cause I'm a good driver.

Dad: .............Cause you've gotten lucky.

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(Santa comes into Uncle Vinny's Pizzeria)
Me: What the hell?

Dad: Hey, how about you go get me a refill of iced tea? (big grin)

Me: Okay..(turn around to go get it and Santa's ass is right in my face) hahahaha, yeah.... very funny....

Dad: (big grin) Hey... look at that guy over there... his pants are in his butt crack.....

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(on the drive home)
Dad: What band is this?

Me: The Killers.

Dad: Where do you find all these obscure bands?

Me: Obscure? They're not obscure... you just think they're obscure cause of the name...

Dad: They're weird...

Me: This coming from a man who listens to Faith Hill on a regular basis.

Dad: I don't listen to Faith Hill on a regular basis......

Me: Yes, you do....

Dad: No, I'm not a freak. It's only on occasion..........

Me: If you listen to her music at all... you're a freak....

Dad: Now this music we're listening to now is freaky music. It all sounds the same.. same voice.

Me: No, really? Same voice. That's crazy talk!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11108318/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/11108318/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 17:46:07 PST
I don't fall for guys easily. At all. I have to really get to know a guy before I start to like him. Which is why pretty much every guy I've dated in the past started out as a friend. I've also realized how damn picky I am as well. I believe it's only because I'm not attracted to a guy until I get to know him. If a guy doesn't have a good sense of humor, or doesn't get my sense of humor.... he's out of the picture. I also hate when guys only talk about themselves. I initiate the conversation.. ask them questions. They never ask the same question in return. They're always "me, me, me, me, me" Fuck that. Be interested in how my day was! Work with me on the conversation. Don't just respond with a "fine." Then I'm left trying to hold up a one ended conversation. I may as well be talking to myself. I'd keep entertained longer than I would talking to you.

I also hate when a guy is feeling rather chatty. They won't bloody shut the hell up! But it's always about themselves. "la la la la la I I I I I I I ME ME ME ME ME ME ME" That's nice.... oh yeah? cool... I don’t give a shit! Well, I do.. but I don't give a shit when it's all about you and you don't even acknowledge me.
It also sucks when a guy is feeling rather emo and decides to come cry about it to you. I mean, it's cool every once in awhile... but when it's on a regular basis, it's pure hell. And very unattractive. I don't like when a guy is more of a whiney baby than me. I don't enjoy feeling like the man in the situation. I am a woman. Aren't I supposed to be the one doing all the whining? Or at least that's how you men perceive us to be... Though it's definitely not true. Well, at least for some women...

Oh and this isn’t about any particular guy.. just a ramble about men in general. And don’t get your panties in a wad. If you didn’t laugh a bit through this, then you’re one who doesn’t get my sense of humor.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10901741/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10901741/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 13:06:03 PST I've been sick with the flu, but it's gone just in time to play in the snow! woo!
so that's exactly what I'm off to do.. play in the snow with and If I can move that is, I have about 18 layers on. hehe. hope everyone's having a great day!

Oh, and go join this club!


and check out these devious little deviants. Their work is awesome!

There are so many others I would also recommend, but no time now!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10795183/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10795183/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 00:38:17 PST [link]
and it's finally here!
and it tis amazing!
If you haven't heard of Brand New, you should check 'em out. well worth it.

There is a point to this journal.. to tell you to go join The Greyscale Club.

go join, NOW!

and that is all... exciting, eh?

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10549762/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10549762/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 14:44:13 PST
Curse the wind!!!

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10493107/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10493107/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 23:36:49 PDT

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In a car outside, we stalk the idle kind.
If you're leaving, just let me know.
Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints.
A film in her eyes from the glow.

Some rules are made with all intentions to break
And she defends it with a warped rationale.
And I've seen what happens to the wicked and proud
When they decide to try to take on the throne for the crown.

[Chorus:]
And we learn as we age.
We've learned nothing and my body still aches.
And you take cause they give.
Though I love you and my body it leaks like a sieve.

When it got old outside, smoke beneath the playground lights.
If you're coming home, just let me know.
Sucking on your breath mint, dissected and stuck with pins.
A film in her eyes from the glow.

Concrete and water, she's looking for her daughter
At midnight in torrential downpour.
And everything I said about how messed up your head is,
Was cut up and left in bits and pieces on the cutting room floor.

[Chorus x2]

Take the picture from the wall when you think that nothing matters.
Take the picture from the plane and it's a long ways to the floor.
Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told you.
Take a leap from out the window cause it's way too far to go through the door.

[Chorus]

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10480698/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10480698/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 20:32:48 PDT
The night began with us going to see the movie Marie Antoinette. During the entire movie these people had their feet hanging over the ledge directly behind us. We all tried to reach up to tickle their feet, but it was too high, sadly. hehe.
Afterwards we stopped by Walmart to grab a pizza. I think we freaked out quite a few people in Walmart with all our dry humping and groping. hehe. Then Spencer grabbed my boobs and fully described how perky and perfectly placed they are... we then looked up to see a guy stacking merchandise in the same aisle. bwahahaha it was hilarious.
Once we got back to my house, the night continued on with yet, more groping. I got some lovely pictures of it as well. hehehehe. If you're lucky enough, I'll post some. but, probably won't.
oh god I love those girls. I believe we're the 4 most perverted virgins alive. and I love every minute of it.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10444420/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10444420/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 11:33:58 PDT I'm so much like a man with my emotions.
I don't like talking about my problems.. and give me a couple of days and I'm kind of over it. heh.
I think it's actually the weather though. It's in the 50's today and that just makes me all giddy. no joke. Amy and I were running around the empty parking lot of school today. It's fall break apparently and we had no clue. heh. nice. but then some construction workers yelled at us and creeped us out. ruined our fun!
there's nothing like friends to bring you back up when you're down.
I'm so blessed to have such amazing friends.
Ones that care so deeply about me.
and I care so deeply about them.
I don't know what I'd do without them.
so yeah, doing better. I've just been listening to a lot of Dave Matthews lately. bitter sweet memories with his music, but screw it! I'm listening to him anyway cause he is thee shit.
and thanks everyone for your sweet comments on my previous journal.
love you all!


]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10429978/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10429978/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 02:19:39 PDT I especially hate it when they don't even realise they've done so.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10297628/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10297628/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 19:46:10 PDT My partner then commented with an "uhhh, we didn't need to know that." We both started cracking up. I mean laying on the desk laughing our asses off.
My teacher just stared at us for the longest time, and then slowly smiled and said "wow, you guys have dirty minds."
bwahahahaha t'was hilarious.

Once class ended, I waited behind so I could ask him about last week's class. Once he was done explaining things to me, he asked "what should I have for dinner? sushi... or taco bueno?" I told him taco bueno, cause I'm a vegetarian. BIG mistake. He then started rambling on about how bad being a vegetarian was bad for you and how you don't get all the supplements you need. He rambled on the whole walk to the parking lot...stopping occasionally and using weird hand motions. hahah then he mentioned how we were all "omnivores" and then connected that to a time when he "SAW a star eating another star."
wtf?? he SAW a star eating another star?? haha I didn't question him, and tried to hold back the weird facial expressions. teheheh.
crazy man.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10276101/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10276101/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 20:30:05 PDT Is some girl giving every guy she meets a fake number.. that just so happens to be mine?
I never answer unknown numbers, so I'm always left curious.
Why don't people just start giving out the reject hotline number, rather than a false one?
of course, the reason I don't answer unknown numbers is because I'm too much of a wuss to give out a fake number to weird guys.
so I guess I shouldn't be talking....
anywho, the reject hotline number is 212-660-2245 incase you didn't know. It's pretty hilarious. check it out.
Oh and Alicia , Spencer , Melina , and I are all going to the fair this weekend. Woo! so expect a lot of new deviations.
don't kill me if there's 50!
I love you all!


]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10232585/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10232585/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:17:24 PDT I dreamt he came back from the dead, to only pass away again.
I woke up balling my eyes out and began to grab my glass to get more water, to then realize it was broken. One solid piece broken off. The glass was still standing upright in the middle of my bedside table, the broken piece laying beside it.
I'm not exactly sure how this happened. It was odd. and creeped me out a bit, since I had just gone to the graveyard where he's buried only a few nights before.
I don't know what to make of the dream.. but my mom now wants me to see a counselor. She knows I have a lot of unresolved feelings about my Granddad's death.
She says it's up to me to decide, but she's willing to pay for it.
Not so sure what to do...

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10196617/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10196617/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 18:48:19 PDT MUST. GO.
okay, I'm done.

oh yeah, and no worries. I promise I would never eat a monkey taco! I'm a vegetarian, so it's okay.. no monkeys will be harmed.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10165747/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10165747/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 19:49:41 PDT
It didn't really do any damage, besides the fact that there's white paint on my car now.
How do people do such a thing and then just drive off like nothing happened?
arg. oh well, what can ya do about it?
bastard, bastard, BASTARD.
ok, I feel better now.

]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10089985/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/10089985/ Sat, 16 Sep 2006 10:40:49 PDT and I are going to the scottish festival today, cause we're awesome like that. Lots and lots of men in kilts. Sounds heavenly. Hopefully we'll each get a lot of amazing shots.
Tomorrow is the body art festival, and we're looking to go to that as well. Plus, Kat Von D from Miami Ink is going to be there. so that'll be awesome. Woo! I'm excited!
Wish us luck! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9944073/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9944073/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 19:22:56 PDT Thaaaaat's a bit disturbing.

On another note, I just talked to my former roomie, Ariel the other day, and it made me in the mood to look through old Portland pics.
This is what I found...

[link] Ariel in our bathroom... next to the naked man drawing. heh.

[link] Ariel on our way to get her more butter.

[link] our other roomie, Erica's mess of a bed. We were snooping. heh.

[link] Aimee, my direct roomie.

[link] some creepy display Ariel and I saw on the way to rent a movie. It was done by another local art school.

[link] erica and aimee


Some exciting news is I might be driving out to Oregon with my friend Erica in a few months. yay! ]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9895582/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9895582/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:50:49 PDT I'll definitely have to get on that one.
I currently have 726 messages, so it's a bit overwhelming. Some of those are from when I fist joined da.. so it would be a bit odd to respond to a few of those.
Love you all though and thanks for commenting/favouriting.
Once I get my messages cleared out, things should finally be on track.
Thanks to everyone again!
]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9886646/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9886646/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 16:03:52 PDT [link]
I really really really want to go!
The Killers, Flaming Lips, Keane, The Who...
would be so heavenly.
but the tickets are bloody expensive as hell.
Anyone want to buy one for me? (I know you do)
]]> ~vintagelove78 http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9832249/ http://vintagelove78.deviantart.com/journal/9832249/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 00:21:48 PDT A father shouldn't have to bury his son. It's not the way things should be.
My Grandparents shouldn't have been forced to bury my aunt when she was only 19 years old. Argh. So sad.
R.I.P. Jay.
]]> ~vintagelove78