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                <title>Art Trades!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:35:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now accepting and looking for art trades/collaborations. You draw them, I color them. <br /><br />When requesting please note me with the following:<br /><br />1. What you want colored.<br />2. When you want it by.<br />3. Color preferences.<br />4. Your requirements for my request.<br /><br />Not all trades will be accepted.<br /><br /><div class="title">Clubs</div><br /><div class="entry"><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a> <a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a> <a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif?1" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a> <a href="http://thecontestclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/h/thecontestclub.gif?2" alt=":iconthecontestclub:" title="thecontestclub"/></a><br /></div><br /><div class="title">Notice</div><br /><div class="scroll"><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /></div> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>I'm back!</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/25623292/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 07:34:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="subheader">Free CSS by DP Studios</div><br /><br /><div class="columns"><div class="columnleft"><br /><div class="heading">Menu</div><div class="leftblock"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a><br /><a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com">Inactive Like Me</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Clubs</div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Credits</div><br />CSS Â© 2009`<a class="u" href="http://digitalphenom.deviantart.com/">DigitalPhenom</a></div><br /><br /></div><div class="columnright"><br /><div class="heading">News</div><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />I have my computer up and running and finally have CS4 so all of those line arts I wanted to paint I will be painting. Those are practice and fun kind of things though, so if you'd like to purchase my skills for painting your pieces please feel free to toss me a note.<br /><br />On the personal side, my son is walking, starting to talk and is running head first into the terrible twos. Yay for mother hood!<br /><br /><div class="centertext"><br />Notice<br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /></div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading">Contests</div><div class="scrollbox"><br />NONE<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /></div><br /><div class="columnclear"></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>R.I.P.</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/24088969/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 07:27:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="subheader">Free CSS by DP Studios</div><br /><br /><div class="columns"><div class="columnleft"><br /><div class="heading">Menu</div><div class="leftblock"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a><br /><a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com">Inactive Like Me</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Clubs</div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Credits</div><br />CSS Â© 2009`<a class="u" href="http://digitalphenom.deviantart.com/">DigitalPhenom</a></div><br /><br /></div><div class="columnright"><br /><div class="heading">News</div><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />My computer is on it's death bed. Any day now it may crash, and join the greats in computer heaven. We've been through so much together, my computer and I. World of Warcraft, the Sims one and two... repeated offenses of Starcraft and WarCraft 1-3. We've made sweet music, poetry, stories both erotic and non. We've painted what we like to think are great pictures, manipulated beauty into death and chatted away for hours on end on messengers. <br /><br />What I will miss most about my computer are my sexy cleavage pictures, my PSD's, my unfinished projects and of course... the many times it's muscles tensed up and the picture froze, released only when I caressed it's reset button. It's been losing limb after limb for some time now, and when it goes I will wear black and place it in the storage closet to donate it's organs to future computers in need. <br /><br />BUT DON'T WORRY! With every death of a computer a new computer is born, and so shall I.<br /><br />Thank you for your support and cards, kind wishes and love. We'll get through this... together.<br /><br /><div class="centertext"><br />Notice<br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /></div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading">Contests</div><div class="scrollbox"><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><a href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/journal/23979112/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/">BGWorX</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/art/Contest-entry-Jessica-Elwood-113431912"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs41/150/f/2009/050/a/a/Contest_entry___Jessica_Elwood_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="111" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/art/Inner-Flame-113507303"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs40/150/f/2009/050/4/a/Inner_Flame_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="140" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://BGWorX.deviantart.com/art/Jovial-117657730"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.com/fs44/150/i/2009/090/e/7/Jovial_by_BGWorX.jpg" width="41" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /></div><br /><div class="columnclear"></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Collaborations!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Mar 2009 07:41:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="subheader">Free CSS by DP Studios</div><br /><br /><div class="columns"><div class="columnleft"><br /><div class="heading">Menu</div><div class="leftblock"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a><br /><a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com">Inactive Like Me</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Clubs</div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Credits</div><br />CSS Â© 2009`<a class="u" href="http://digitalphenom.deviantart.com/">DigitalPhenom</a></div><br /><br /></div><div class="columnright"><br /><div class="heading">News</div><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Ignore the "Projects to Finish" on the right. Those are things I'll do for practice or fun, or what not. I am currently looking for collaborations. I will be accepting three (3) a month. <br /><br />Collabs I'm looking for:<br />(1) A realistic line art that will help challenge me. Looking for something with a background, I'm thinking possible a couple or what not. You do the line art I color it. We can discuss the scene, the basis behind it and what not. I'll submit the colored version, for print, and you can submit the colored and/or the line art for print as well. Share and share alike!<br /><br />(2) A serious writing collaboration, or RP of some sort. It should have at least two parts so we can post one part on our accounts, linking to the other. <br /><br />(3) Suggest! Look through what I have, and give me a suggestion. It's a wild card pretty much.<br /><br />The deadline for these will be May 30th, as it's one day from April already. Future ones will be discussed in advance so I have a steady flow of work coming in a month.<br /><br /><div class="centertext"><br />Notice<br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /></div></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading">Contests</div><div class="scrollbox"><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><a href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/journal/23979112/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/">BGWorX</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a  class="mature" href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/art/Contest-entry-Jessica-Elwood-113431912"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs41/150/f/2009/050/a/a/Contest_entry___Jessica_Elwood_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="111" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/art/Inner-Flame-113507303"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs40/150/f/2009/050/4/a/Inner_Flame_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="140" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://BGWorX.deviantart.com/art/Jovial-117657730"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.com/fs44/150/i/2009/090/e/7/Jovial_by_BGWorX.jpg" width="41" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /></div><br /><div class="columnclear"></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Okay okay... I'm working on it!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Mar 2009 07:52:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com">Inactive Like Me</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />My project list keeps growing, I know. There's just so many pieces I want to color! My photography break was... disappointing I guess. I need to learn a lot more. I'm working on that in the background but in the meantime I will get that project list narrowed down and painted.<br /><br />Those colorists watching me, I'm asking for some assistance. If you have a moment to review my colored work, I need to know what aspects I can improve on and advice on doing so. I know my lighting has been half-hazard and I'm starting to make it out now. I'm also needing to work on my "3D" sculpting as it were, making the image come off the page, so on. <br /><br />Any advice on how to do that, how to look at the image to see where to sculpt it, links to gradients for Photoshop CS, etc. All appreciated and welcomed.<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /> <br />Here are the contests I'm currently working on or entered into:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><a href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/journal/23979112/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://bgworx.deviantart.com/">BGWorX</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Photo Spam incoming!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 07:42:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com">Inactive Like Me</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />I FIXED MY CAMERA! And by fixed... I mean I put batteries in it... and film... and played with the settings till it took a picture. I need to find my book on it. >.<<br /><br />So I just had a photo shoot with my son's toys, and let me tell you, they ... were amazing. Great models. The monkey was awkward to position so he was only in two shots but... they were good aside. Now that I know it works and I have film to develop... I need help from you guys.<br /><br /><b>Photographers</b><br />Anyone with a Nikon N65, who knows where I can find the manual or neat tricks you can do with it, let me know! I'm not sure how to tell you what my lens is... It says Quantaray for Nikon AF, which I assume is "Auto Focus". Has Macro abilities but... I can't get that damn switch to go from normal to Macro. It's always been so hard to move down there, harder than opening a pickle jar. I probably sound like an idiot, and I'm sure it's supposed to be on certain settings of focus before I can move it but still. Help?<br /><br />ALSO... Where do you get your film developed? I know not everyone has a dark room, and I want large photos.<br /><br /><b>Everyone else!</b><br />I need ideas on things to take pictures of for stock photos. Mainly because... I'm going to be trying to find a piece that is worth putting up as art but if I find none, they're going to go to a stock account that I will be making. <br /><br />I also need to know what kind of poses I should do as I need to give an amazing friend/artist a pic of me to paint for my ID. Ideas? Anything? I'm excited!<br /><br /><b>Unrelated note</b><br />I tried to submit a work in progress [color] and no matter what I try to upload, [png, jpg, gif] it wont upload! I don't know why. It can't be too big... can it? So lost. Help!<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /> <br />Here are the contests I'm currently working on or entered into:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Photo Spam incoming!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Mar 2009 07:42:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc#">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com#">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />I FIXED MY CAMERA! And by fixed... I mean I put batteries in it... and film... and played with the settings till it took a picture. I need to find my book on it. >.<<br /><br />So I just had a photo shoot with my son's toys, and let me tell you, they ... were amazing. Great models. The monkey was awkward to position so he was only in two shots but... they were good aside. Now that I know it works and I have film to develop... I need help from you guys.<br /><br /><b>Photographers</b><br />Anyone with a Nikon N65, who knows where I can find the manual or neat tricks you can do with it, let me know! I'm not sure how to tell you what my lens is... It says Quantaray for Nikon AF, which I assume is "Auto Focus". Has Macro abilities but... I can't get that damn switch to go from normal to Macro. It's always been so hard to move down there, harder than opening a pickle jar. I probably sound like an idiot, and I'm sure it's supposed to be on certain settings of focus before I can move it but still. Help?<br /><br /><b>Everyone else!</b><br />I need ideas on things to take pictures of for stock photos. Mainly because... I'm going to be trying to find a piece that is worth putting up as art but if I find none, they're going to go to a stock account that I will be making. <br /><br />I also need to know what kind of poses I should do as I need to give an amazing friend/artist a pic of me to paint for my ID. Ideas? Anything? I'm excited!<br /><br /><b>Unrelated note</b><br />I tried to submit a work in progress [color] and no matter what I try to upload, [png, jpg, gif] it wont upload! I don't know why. It can't be too big... can it? So lost. Help!<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /> <br />Here are the contests I'm currently working on or entered into:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><a href="http://mokona418.deviantart.com/journal/23331637/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://mokona418.deviantart.com/">mokona418</a><br /><a href="http://icgreen.deviantart.com/journal/23229031/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://icgreen.deviantart.com/">ICGREEN</a> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Why did you choose that?</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23407167/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2009 20:41:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc#">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com#">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />I have been away for two days, working on a large second project of mine, *<a class="u" href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com/">inactivelikeme</a>. It's purpose is to help clean up the dead accounts on deviantArt. There is even a petition to sign. If you want to help out, feel free to head over there. <br /><br />In other news... In my last journal I asked for a few things and, didn't get most of them. I did though, have someone ask me why I chose to color what I had? Well... I didn't understand what he was saying at first. I colored what was available to color, because honestly... I'm new at it and didn't find myself to be of any caliber to pick and choose. <br /><br />I was right, and wrong. I have a right to pick and choose, at anything I wish to color. I have that right because it's my name being put on the picture and if I don't love the picture, I wont do my best work. If you look at my "Projects to Finish" box you'll see a few things changed around. There are two requests I intend to finish, the rest are pictures I thought would be fun, or a challenge for me. This is an art community, true... we're here to learn and grow, but at the same time if I'm not growing into a person I can look up to, then I've lost sight of the point. I've been here six years and I've never been popular. It's not my goal. So... I choose what I choose, from now on, because it is something I feel I would enjoy coloring. Enough said.<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /> <br />Here are the contests I'm currently working on or entered into:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><a href="http://mokona418.deviantart.com/journal/23331637/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://mokona418.deviantart.com/">mokona418</a><br /><a href="http://icgreen.deviantart.com/journal/23229031/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://icgreen.deviantart.com/">ICGREEN</a> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Petitions, Requests and more</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23359561/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 09:33:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc#">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com#">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><a href="http://color-me-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/o/color-me-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcolor-me-club:" title="color-me-club"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />Awhile back I created a second account with the intention of making a small database of inactive or dead accounts. I have since acquired quite a number of names where the account was created and never used. It is now four or more years later and these accounts are still floating around without usage. I have now created a petition to get those accounts deleted so others can use those names and make actual use of them.<br /><br />To find out more information or to see the list go to *<a class="u" href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com/">inactivelikeme</a>. To sign the petition go <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/deviants-for-the-removal-of-dead-and-unused-accounts#">here</a>. <br /><br /><b>Requests</b>: <br />I am currently looking for a number of things that will assist me in growing as a person and an artist. I will list them below for anyone who is interested or has the ability to assist.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> I would like a tutor, or teacher, or whatever the proper word may be, to assist me in line art and coloring. The person I'm looking for should have a strong knowledge and be open to taking on an apprentice such as me. They should provide regular challenges/assignments for me to keep me practicing. They should be able to look at work I produce, critique it and at the same time offer suggestions on improving. They should be patient and understanding, as well as have humor, I'd like to be a friend as well as a student.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> I have recently revamped a World of Warcraft based character to be more modern and I would like an RP partner/writing collaborator to help me create works with this character in it. I prefer to work with another person to bounce ideas off of them so I can get passed my "That sounds retarded" or to slow me down when I rush scenes. This person would need a messenger of some kind.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> I need your honest opinion! I know this seems easy but for some it's not so much. I need someone who actually buy's coloring commissions to evaluate my work and give me your honest opinion on if you'd ever commission me to color your art. If so, how much would you say I'm worth? Believe me, I probably would put no price tag on myself what so ever right now so don't be afraid to be brutal. If you end up saying something along the lines of "You're worth nothing" give me reasons, advice on improving, etc. <br /><br /><b>More...</b><br />I have a Myspace. Sorry, I do. On Myspace, they have this cool little function that lets you karaoke, recording the songs and posting them on your page. Another thing to groan and grumble at, I know... but I LOVE to sing and I LOVE karaoke. I, however, HATE their lack of selection. I'm either singing above my range, below it, or stuck to two or three artists because everyone else that's in my range I've never heard of. I'm just waiting for them to have like, a Fiona Apple contest so she'll post a ton of her songs and I can be all "SCORE!" and win me some money. I need money. I miss it. Anyone seen any?<br /><br />Okay, enough of my ramblings. <3 PEACE<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><di... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Treasure Hunt</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23305420/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 12:08:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="subheader">Free CSS by DP Studios</div><br /><br /><div class="columns"><div class="columnleft"><br /><div class="heading">Menu</div><div class="leftblock"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com">wOw guild</a><br /><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Clubs</div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /><a href="http://medievalcommunity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/medievalcommunity.gif" alt=":iconmedievalcommunity:" title="medievalcommunity"/></a><br /><br /><div class="heading2">Credits</div><br />CSS Â© 2009`<a class="u" href="http://digitalphenom.deviantart.com/">DigitalPhenom</a></div><br /><br /></div><div class="columnright"><br /><div class="heading">News</div><div class="blocktext"><br /><br />Treasure Hunt!<br /><br />WARNING: Long journal thread that will inspire you, make you giggle or make you grumble and face palm. All reactions are welcomed.<br /><br />Mission:<br />To help deviants in revisiting their watch lists in a FUN way! In reaction, you also help promote people on your watch list that may be unappreciated. <br /><br />Rules:<br />1. AFTER HUNTING, comment on this SPECIFIC journal so I can add you to the Treasure Hunter icon list.<br />2. Copy the following template into your journal and ... fill it out! -GASP-<br />3. Use ONLY people on your watch list. If you have no one fitting the criteria... find someone to watch and add them!<br />4. Appreciate the watchers you get from this project, and watch them back. Remember, you're just a lonely website in the sea of W's if you don't have stal-... er... watchers.<br />5. Copy everything from Rules - Mine [stopping before "Mine"] so others can know how to participate. <br /><br />SUGGESTION:<br />Copy the template into word/notepad and type the deviant links in your list as you surf, post the journal when complete! And of course use ":icon" or ":dev" for easy access.<br /><br />RIGHTS:<br />The Treasure Hunt was created/started/founded by Rachel Osborn =<a class="u" href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/">virgino0owhore</a> on Friday, February 20, 2009. To add hunting items to the list please note her with your suggestions. All suggestions will be considered, some will be accepted, credit will always be given. Bookmark this specific journal for future updates on the hunt.<br /><br />THE HUNT!<br /><br />1. Three Angelina Jolie Fetishists:<br /><br />2. Five Critics:<br /><br />3. Two Admins:<br /><br />4. One deviant with a cupcake stamp:<br /><br />5. Six club fanatics [5 or more]:<br /><br />6. One person with mature content [and the link to said content]:<br /><br />7. Three people with Disney refrences:<br /><br />8. Four Anthro artists [Animals with human characteristics]:<br /><br />9. Ten stamp collectors [5 or more]:<br /><br />10. Two deviants with more than 10,000 page views:<br /><br />11. Ten deviants with less than 10,000 page views:<br /><br />12. Deviant with the most items sitting in your inbox:<br /><br />13. Two Macro shot enthusiests:<br /><br />14. Two writers:<br /><br />15. One Canadian:<br /><br />16. One deviant from your home country:<br /><br />17. One °<a class="u" href="http://jark.deviantart.com/">jark</a> lover:<br /><br />18. Two owners of a Fella Plushie:<br /><br />19. Ten deviants that feature:<br /><br />20. Two MS Paint users:<br /><br /><br />MINE [in progress]:<br /><br />1. Three Angelina Jolie Fetishists:<br /><br /><a href="http://blueeyesfairy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blueeyesfairy.gif?1" alt=":iconblueeyesfairy:" title="blueeyesfairy"/></a> <a href="http://camila-croft.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/camila-croft.gif" alt=":iconcamila-croft:" title="camila-croft"/></a> <a href="http://clairejones.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/l/clairejones.gif?2" alt=":iconclairejones:" title="clairejones"/></a><br /><br />2. Two Critics:<br /><br /><a href="http://citruslips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/i/citruslips.png?1" alt=":iconcitruslips:" title="citruslips"/></a> <a href="http://crackypipe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crackypipe.gif" alt=":iconcrackypipe:" title="crackypipe"/></a><br /><br />3. Two Admins:<br /><br /><a href="http://zilla774.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/i/zilla774.gif" alt=":iconzilla774:" title="zilla774"/></a> <a href="http://waveswinger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/a/waveswinger.gif"... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Holy Comissions Batman!</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23285484/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2009 08:49:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc#">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com#">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a><br /></div><br /><br />I've recently started coloring and inking and let me tell you, I'm having tons of fun with both. I'm not sure how well I'm doing, but I want to improve either way. Check out what I've done, critique me! Help me grow and watch as I evolve. Check out the contest entries I have made, the projects I have to finish. Note me if you want to get in que! If I get an abundant amount of requests I may have to start charging but until then, it's free! I'm learning and need lots of practice to get good. <br /><br />I'm also currently looking for a teacher of sorts. If you're good at explaining things, critiquing, offering advice... if you're patient, understanding ... LET ME BE YOUR PUPIL! Please! <br /><br />Sorry for those of you watching my journals for magnificent insight. I will get back to that shortly, I promise. Bare with me in my exploding excitement over learning new things and finding my inspiration again.<br /><br /><div class="feature">Notice<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br />I WILL NOT... take on any commissions free or otherwise where you just link me a photobucket or imageshack link. I must have some form of DeviantArt proof, scrap or otherwise, that the original work is yours. This is for my protection and for the protection of others and their art work. If at any point in time the original dA commission artwork is found to be stolen please note me IMMEDIATELY so I may take down the artwork from my collection. <br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Contests<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /> <br />Here are the contests I'm currently working on or entered into:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><br /><br /><div class="feature">Stamps<br /><div class="mini"></div></div><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Frostpebble.deviantart.com/art/Sarcasm-is-my-native-language-112270385"><img src="http://fc96.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/4/d/Sarcasm_is_my_native_language_by_Frostpebble.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://abhijitdara.deviantart.com/art/Buy-Me-Chocolates-112270708"><img src="http://fc31.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/2/1/Buy_Me_Chocolates_by_abhijitdara.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://starlined.deviantart.com/art/House-M-D-112644526"><img src="http://fc72.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/043/1/6/House_M_D__by_starlined.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://tppgraphics.deviantart.com/art/DA-Stamp-Want-to-Roleplay-01-112703585"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/043/2/5/DA_Stamp___Want_to_Roleplay_01_by_tppgraphics.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://rage1986.deviantart.com/art/Originality-stamp-112381389"><img src="http://fc27.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/1c94436979f8b71797a28fc8e38cc5ea.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Omoide.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-THE-OPINION-Stamp-112318932"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/a/1a1367cf1c2f238e76d2c2a21a6d9c8d.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/A-F-Stamp-112354106"><img src="http://fc57.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/040/5/d/A_F_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/PC-Gamer-Stamp-112354997"><img src="http://fc91.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/PC_Gamer_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Waffle-McCruch.deviantart.com/art/I-like-Cupcakes-112371536"><img src="http://fc46.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/e/8/I_like_Cupcakes__by_Waffle_McCruch.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://lulie.deviantart.com/art/I-Heart-Gnomes-55766... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Color me... good?</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23241326/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2009 18:14:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc#">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com#">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Frostpebble.deviantart.com/art/Sarcasm-is-my-native-language-112270385"><img src="http://fc96.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/4/d/Sarcasm_is_my_native_language_by_Frostpebble.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://abhijitdara.deviantart.com/art/Buy-Me-Chocolates-112270708"><img src="http://fc31.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/2/1/Buy_Me_Chocolates_by_abhijitdara.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://starlined.deviantart.com/art/House-M-D-112644526"><img src="http://fc72.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/043/1/6/House_M_D__by_starlined.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://tppgraphics.deviantart.com/art/DA-Stamp-Want-to-Roleplay-01-112703585"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/043/2/5/DA_Stamp___Want_to_Roleplay_01_by_tppgraphics.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://rage1986.deviantart.com/art/Originality-stamp-112381389"><img src="http://fc27.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/1c94436979f8b71797a28fc8e38cc5ea.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Omoide.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-THE-OPINION-Stamp-112318932"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/a/1a1367cf1c2f238e76d2c2a21a6d9c8d.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/A-F-Stamp-112354106"><img src="http://fc57.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/040/5/d/A_F_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/PC-Gamer-Stamp-112354997"><img src="http://fc91.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/PC_Gamer_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Waffle-McCruch.deviantart.com/art/I-like-Cupcakes-112371536"><img src="http://fc46.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/e/8/I_like_Cupcakes__by_Waffle_McCruch.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://lulie.deviantart.com/art/I-Heart-Gnomes-55766154"><img src="http://fc15.deviantart.com/fs28/f/2008/139/1/b/I_Heart_Gnomes_by_lulie.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://The-Warcraft-Legion.deviantart.com/art/Nightelf-Race-Stamp-89707273"><img src="http://fc42.deviantart.com/fs30/f/2008/176/7/8/Nightelf_Race_Stamp_by_The_Warcraft_Legion.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span></div><br /><br />Looking for line art to color! Or sketches to ink! I want to practice. I want to get better. Right now... I prefer coloring. I love it, it's a new passing of my time. Along with writing which I promise... I will get some more of that up as soon as I can. In the meantime... <br /><br />Send me your sketches, your line art, let me ink it or color it. Help me practice and get better, and comment on what I've already done to help me improve!<br /><br />Also, still looking for clubs, and tutorials on inking and coloring. I have one style of each that seems to work for me but easier methods are always a plus.<br /><br />CONTESTS!<br /> <br />Yes yes yes... Here are the contests I'm currently working on:<br /><br /><a href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/journal/23248377/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by =<a class="u" href="http://leoosaka.deviantart.com/">LeoOsaka</a><br /><a href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/journal/23165648/">[link]</a> Coloring contest by  *<a class="u" href="http://jessicaelwood.deviantart.com/">JessicaElwood</a><br /><br /><div class="feature">Clubs<br /><div class="mini"></div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>No resources found?! Help!</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23191577/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 09:11:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Frostpebble.deviantart.com/art/Sarcasm-is-my-native-language-112270385"><img src="http://fc96.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/4/d/Sarcasm_is_my_native_language_by_Frostpebble.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://abhijitdara.deviantart.com/art/Buy-Me-Chocolates-112270708"><img src="http://fc31.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/2/1/Buy_Me_Chocolates_by_abhijitdara.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://starlined.deviantart.com/art/House-M-D-112644526"><img src="http://fc72.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/043/1/6/House_M_D__by_starlined.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://tppgraphics.deviantart.com/art/DA-Stamp-Want-to-Roleplay-01-112703585"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/043/2/5/DA_Stamp___Want_to_Roleplay_01_by_tppgraphics.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://rage1986.deviantart.com/art/Originality-stamp-112381389"><img src="http://fc27.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/1c94436979f8b71797a28fc8e38cc5ea.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Omoide.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-THE-OPINION-Stamp-112318932"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/a/1a1367cf1c2f238e76d2c2a21a6d9c8d.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/A-F-Stamp-112354106"><img src="http://fc57.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/040/5/d/A_F_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/PC-Gamer-Stamp-112354997"><img src="http://fc91.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/PC_Gamer_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Waffle-McCruch.deviantart.com/art/I-like-Cupcakes-112371536"><img src="http://fc46.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/e/8/I_like_Cupcakes__by_Waffle_McCruch.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://lulie.deviantart.com/art/I-Heart-Gnomes-55766154"><img src="http://fc15.deviantart.com/fs28/f/2008/139/1/b/I_Heart_Gnomes_by_lulie.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://The-Warcraft-Legion.deviantart.com/art/Nightelf-Race-Stamp-89707273"><img src="http://fc42.deviantart.com/fs30/f/2008/176/7/8/Nightelf_Race_Stamp_by_The_Warcraft_Legion.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span></div><br /><br />I have a concept for a piece but I can't find any stock photos to match it! <br /><br />Firstly... I need a revolving door. Clean, crisp, high resolution. I'm about to go "Hey... step father person... can I borrow your camera?" and go take my own. And maybe just photograph this idea all on my own.<br /><br />It can be color or black and white, I don't mind either. Just needs to be clean. Try different angles if you beat me to doing it. No people in it please, but people on either side of it would be fine.<br /><br />----<br /><br />I am currently looking for a photo manipulation club, an RP club and a photography club. I want to improve and learn and grow. A writer's club wouldn't be bad either. Inspiration is flowing into me and I'm afraid if I don't do something with it the hose will clog, then explode.<br /><br />My my, what a horrible image I just created in so many different lights. You dirty/demented person. <3<br /><br /><div class="feature">Clubs<br /><div class="mini"></div><br /><a href="http://traditional-artists.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/traditional-artists.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontraditional-artists:" title="traditional-artists"/></a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Clubless. Sad Face.</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23170129/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 08:14:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Frostpebble.deviantart.com/art/Sarcasm-is-my-native-language-112270385"><img src="http://fc96.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/4/d/Sarcasm_is_my_native_language_by_Frostpebble.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://abhijitdara.deviantart.com/art/Buy-Me-Chocolates-112270708"><img src="http://fc31.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/2/1/Buy_Me_Chocolates_by_abhijitdara.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://starlined.deviantart.com/art/House-M-D-112644526"><img src="http://fc72.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/043/1/6/House_M_D__by_starlined.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://tppgraphics.deviantart.com/art/DA-Stamp-Want-to-Roleplay-01-112703585"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/043/2/5/DA_Stamp___Want_to_Roleplay_01_by_tppgraphics.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://rage1986.deviantart.com/art/Originality-stamp-112381389"><img src="http://fc27.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/1c94436979f8b71797a28fc8e38cc5ea.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Omoide.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-THE-OPINION-Stamp-112318932"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/a/1a1367cf1c2f238e76d2c2a21a6d9c8d.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/A-F-Stamp-112354106"><img src="http://fc57.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/040/5/d/A_F_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/PC-Gamer-Stamp-112354997"><img src="http://fc91.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/PC_Gamer_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Waffle-McCruch.deviantart.com/art/I-like-Cupcakes-112371536"><img src="http://fc46.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/e/8/I_like_Cupcakes__by_Waffle_McCruch.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://lulie.deviantart.com/art/I-Heart-Gnomes-55766154"><img src="http://fc15.deviantart.com/fs28/f/2008/139/1/b/I_Heart_Gnomes_by_lulie.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://The-Warcraft-Legion.deviantart.com/art/Nightelf-Race-Stamp-89707273"><img src="http://fc42.deviantart.com/fs30/f/2008/176/7/8/Nightelf_Race_Stamp_by_The_Warcraft_Legion.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span></div><br /><br />Am I the only one without a club, not in a club, not the owner of a club, not the co-owner of a cl-... Well I do take one of those back. I did found ~<a class="u" href="http://multitalent.deviantart.com/">multiTALENT</a>, though I haven't touched it in ages and don't know if it still exists. I ended up giving it over to someone else who doesn't seem to have done anything with it.<br /><br />I'd go recreate and start it back up again but I'd need help. Lots of it. It was just too much doing it all alone. I'd love to get it going again though. I miss it.<br /><br />I stopped coming because of getting overwhelmed and such. Took a long break really. It's odd. I was with a man for five years. Four of which, I didn't really touch this site much. Now that we've separated... I'm back. I don't know what that means.<br /><br />ANYWAYS... I went off on a small tangent. CLUBS! Send me links to them, ask me to join. I want to belong to something, dammit!<br /><br /><div class="feature">Feature Thumbnails<br /><div class="mini"><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Ravenari.deviantart.com/art/Dhole-as-Totem-112711130"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs40/150/i/2009/043/b/5/Dhole_as_Totem_by_Ravenari.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Ravenari.deviantart.com/art/Orange-Faced-Sprite-as-Totem-112710541"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs40/150/i/2009/043/f/a/Orange_Faced_Sprite_as_Totem_by_Ravenari.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://MedicalMaladies.deviantart.com/art/Self-Doubt-112724953"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.com/fs40/150/i/2009/044/1/b/_Self_Doubt__by_MedicalMaladies.jpg" wid... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Giving Back and Reworking</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23157208/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:11:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="left"><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://myspace.com/tilc">myspace/tilc</a></p><br /><p><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ebontide.wowstead.com">wOw guild</a></p><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Frostpebble.deviantart.com/art/Sarcasm-is-my-native-language-112270385"><img src="http://fc96.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/4/d/Sarcasm_is_my_native_language_by_Frostpebble.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://abhijitdara.deviantart.com/art/Buy-Me-Chocolates-112270708"><img src="http://fc31.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/039/2/1/Buy_Me_Chocolates_by_abhijitdara.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://starlined.deviantart.com/art/House-M-D-112644526"><img src="http://fc72.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/043/1/6/House_M_D__by_starlined.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://tppgraphics.deviantart.com/art/DA-Stamp-Want-to-Roleplay-01-112703585"><img src="http://fc24.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/043/2/5/DA_Stamp___Want_to_Roleplay_01_by_tppgraphics.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://rage1986.deviantart.com/art/Originality-stamp-112381389"><img src="http://fc27.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/1c94436979f8b71797a28fc8e38cc5ea.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Omoide.deviantart.com/art/FEAR-THE-OPINION-Stamp-112318932"><img src="http://fc71.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/a/1a1367cf1c2f238e76d2c2a21a6d9c8d.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/A-F-Stamp-112354106"><img src="http://fc57.deviantart.com/fs41/f/2009/040/5/d/A_F_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://3enzo.deviantart.com/art/PC-Gamer-Stamp-112354997"><img src="http://fc91.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/1/c/PC_Gamer_Stamp_by_3enzo.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Waffle-McCruch.deviantart.com/art/I-like-Cupcakes-112371536"><img src="http://fc46.deviantart.com/fs40/f/2009/040/e/8/I_like_Cupcakes__by_Waffle_McCruch.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://lulie.deviantart.com/art/I-Heart-Gnomes-55766154"><img src="http://fc15.deviantart.com/fs28/f/2008/139/1/b/I_Heart_Gnomes_by_lulie.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://The-Warcraft-Legion.deviantart.com/art/Nightelf-Race-Stamp-89707273"><img src="http://fc42.deviantart.com/fs30/f/2008/176/7/8/Nightelf_Race_Stamp_by_The_Warcraft_Legion.jpg" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span></div><br /><br />I am going to be reworking my page, restyling it, rearranging it, just... redoing a lot of it. I feel I owe that to those who have taken the time out to watch me. I owe you guys more attention to detail, more higher class creations, more visual pleasing aspects.<br /><br />For those who are watching me, click on my friends list and scan for your icon. If you don't find it, note me. I'll add you. I'm not much of an artist without you watching me after all, and I want to be there for you as well. <br /><br />I will try to make a comment on every piece that comes in my inbox, and if I can't make a comment of note worthy potential... then I will feature you in my next journal in an attempt to give that piece more exposure. Maybe someone else will have a comment. <br /><br />I have rearranged, and I continue to rearrange, the groups I have my friends in. Who am I to label you? I'll let you call yourselves what you are by that category you've chosen on your home page. "Deviant of Many Talents" being mine. <br /><br />That being said! I need a new... everything. I need CSS for my journal, I need new artwork and writing. I need suggestions, commissions, inspiration. Can I lean on you when my DA page is not strong?<br /><br />[I feel so corny...]<br /><br /><div class="feature"> Feature Thumbnails<br />  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Ravenari.deviantart.com/art/Dhole-as-Totem-112711130"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs40/150/i/2009/043/b/5/Dhole_as_Totem_by_Ravenari.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://Ravenari.deviantart.com/art/Orange-Faced-Sprite-as-Totem-112710541"><img src="http://th05.deviantart.com/fs40/150/i/2009/043/f/a/Orange_Faced_Sprite_as_Totem_by_Ra... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Bodie Disposal</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23133701/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2009 05:56:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So this morning I awoke from the weirdest dream. I swear it started out with me as my Night Elf priestess, Serendiety, describing how I had scribed the upper apartment of a building so that a dead body hiding in a closet couldn't be found. This closet didn't belong to me. I then went down stairs to another one where there was a dead woman mid back bend. I was me again and discussing to some random male how we were going to dispose of THAT body. And next thing I know I'm in my mother's kitchen with a food processor and the woman's arms and legs, making dog food out of her. My mom was doing the processing, I was moving the arms over to her and my sister was grabbing the elbow and noting how it looked different on diagrams she had seen.<br /><br />WTF!?<br /><br />And then I said "Mom, when you move you'll have to get a new food processor." And she just nodded in agreement.<br /><br />Now I have to make a collection of all the different ways dA's have disposed of dead bodies.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Comission, Characters, Rebuilding the Gallery</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/23118548/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Feb 2009 10:38:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have... once again, subscribed. Yay! Now... I get to figure out how to code my journal and make it look nice and spiffy. Bleh. I'm wanting to do more artwork like photo manipulations, drawings, pixel art, web design and even some writing but inspiration for all of those things just doesn't seem to be there. <br /><br />SO... If you have any suggestions or requests, feel free to toss them at me. I want to rebuild my gallery, so bad. Everything in there is from when I was in high school and... though I still look fifteen, I promise you I'm not. <br /><br />What I wont do:<br />... >.> ... hrm... I don't know if I have anything I wont do.<br /><br />OH WELL! Submit everything! I'm open minded and not easily offended, so... toss it out there.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>We're all masochists if you think about it.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:03:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "My own worst enemy." That's what they'd call it. Really. I'm the worst? Worse than terrorists, or demons. Worse than rapists, politicians, evangelists and door to door religion salesmen? Well, maybe the last two were one in the same. Of course the first two could be considered twins as well...<br /><br />I think we're all just masochists in the end. We find something we love, we want, we need. We chase it, tackle it, capture it and claim it as our own. But then we find faults in our having it. Our deserving it. The affect we have on "it". So we let it go.<br /><br />It isn't a butterfly, it wont... more than likely, come back. It's gone. And you can expect that the pain you feel is partially if not entirely your fault. Some will twist it and post blame on the non-existent butterfly, and some will wallow in self pity until it winds up getting them something else out of that pity.<br /><br />It's a bitter cycle of take and push, little giving, little receiving. Mostly taking in a pushing motion just so the masochist in us all feels it's had enough pain for the day, week, month, year... life time. <br /><br />But that's pretty much what life is about for most everyone, right? See how much you can obtain before you die? That's the way of things. Grow, get better, get more, give more, take more, buy more, spend more. Be... more. But, more than what? And at what cost?<br /><br />Envious, are we, of the grasshopper. It sits, still, for hours waiting on what it needs. It takes that, and only that. And as it waits, it sings. It has nothing it doesn't need. <br /><br />Ironically, most of us have nothing we do need.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>The Tangled Mess that is The Female Mind</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2009 19:50:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It starts with playful kisses. The lips, the neck, the collar bone. The pulling of your body close to his, or hers... the grinding, the building and then the soft ... seductive whisper... "I want to feel your lips." <br /><br />They don't mean on theirs either. At first you're slightly taken back, a mutual flirtation met with a sudden road block of pleasing only them. You snap too quickly, grin, flirt with your eyes, your lips, your swaying body as you work your way to your destination. <br /><br />Five minutes go by and you start to get turned on... the sounds their making, the way they squirm and how their body tenses. It's addicting. <br /><br />Ten minutes. Your jaw kind of aches. You pause to use just your hand, enough time to find a new position that isn't as uncomfortable. <br /><br />Twenty minutes. Seriously? Not even a ... "Let me please you too", not even a hint of them being close. They're still very much enjoying it, they tell you so with their body language and their lips. <br /><br />Forty minutes. You have passed the point of being turned on, and actually... you're drying up. <br /><br />One hour, a sigh of relief as they reach climax, a panting smile so their moment isn't ruined. You lay back, they pull you to them and then. "Do you want me to please you too?" <br /><br />"Is that a question?" You say, confused. Your mind is filled with things, but that's the only thing you force out. Do I want you to? What, it's a chore now? That's hardly fair... they're trying to be attentive but you're already out of the mood.<br /><br />"If you want." And so they cuddle you, and fall asleep. You lay there, just brooding. First you're irritated. Why didn't they consider you as you did them? Then you're frustrated. Maybe you should just masturbate so they get the point. But then you're not turned on and nor do you feel sexy. <br /><br />Then you want to cry. Why didn't they think of you? Want to please you too? Do they even give a shit about you? They've never done anything like that before... You feel kind of used. But they didn't mean to use you.<br /><br />You sigh, and go to bed. Knowing in your mind tomorrow they should spoil you, tend to your every sexual desires and need without explanation or request. Surely they thought over the situation, they realized what an ass they were. But you can't sleep because you're wondering if they really do know. But how could they? You didn't tell them.<br /><br />How could they possibly know your entire night was ruined and you were brooding over this, when you never told them or asked them to pleasure you at any point in time. Maybe this is all your fault. <br /><br />You get out of bed and you go to the other room. You watch TV. You hit up the freezer. You eat a few spoons of ice cream and your eyes get heavy. You put the ice cream away, feel fat, and you go back to bed. You see them, you bite your lip, and you have to fight off the urge to wake them up for round two, and just go to bed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Secret to Giving</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 10:19:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Give. Give to those you love, those you like. Give to those you don't know. Give without consequence, give with it. Give without appreciation, and when you're done giving... don't forget to receive.<br /><br />Receive from those you love, those you like. Receive from those you don't know, with and without consequence, with and without appreciation. And when you're done receiving... share.<br /><br />Share love to those you know, those you don't, those you desire, those you don't. Share with those you hate and those you'd rather not like and those you've never met. And when you're done sharing... smile.<br /><br />And when you've given and received, shared and smiled, give a little something to yourself. Receive it, share it with yourself, and smile.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Web referals</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Apr 2006 10:50:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I support:<br />
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<a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/e/1/inactivelikeme_by_virgino0owhore.gif"> </img> <a href="http://da-orphanage.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/1/d/DA_Orphanage_stamp_by_virgino0owhore.gif">  </img></a></a><br /><br />The servers my website was on are currently down, so therefor I need to find another server. Something cheap as I'm the main and ... really only income in the household right now. Any suggestions PLEASE tell me. I'm going to redo the entire design. I know a lot more now then I did when I built out the last design. So keep an eye out for something awe worthy. [Yeah... right.]<br />
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CHEERS!<br /><br />Stock Up:<br />
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<a href="http://glamourousacid-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/l/glamourousacid-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="glamourousacid-stock" /></a> <a href="http://kokainxstock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/o/kokainxstock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kokainxstock" /></a> <a href="http://retrodiva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/retrodiva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="retrodiva" /></a> <a href="http://sassystock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sassystock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sassystock" /></a> <a href="http://virgin-stock.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/virgin-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="virgin-stock" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>A deep thought</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Apr 2006 08:58:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I support:<br />
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<a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/e/1/inactivelikeme_by_virgino0owhore.gif"> </img> <a href="http://da-orphanage.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/1/d/DA_Orphanage_stamp_by_virgino0owhore.gif">  </img></a></a><br /><br />Age has nothing to do with experience or knowledge. When people hear me speak and ask me if I'm really my age I get a bit annoyed. The assumption alone that a profound thought couldn't come from a 20 year old is proof of ignorance in itself. There has been numerous times where my junior's have proven their intellect on a subject to be higher than mine. I have flaws, as we all do.<br />
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1. I can't spell<br />
---I'm working at it though. I haven't just accepted it and used it as an excuse so much as I've admitted it and used it as motivation to learn. When I misspell something I encourage people to address it and correct me. I'm indeed annoyed at a condescending tone as anyone would be but I would like to know I spelled it wrong and learn how to spell it correctly.<br />
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2. I tend not to use words I can't spell in writing, and also in regular speech. <br />
---I know that they mean... I just don't want them to lose their meaning because they're spelled incorrectly. So in turn I end up using very bland words and numbing down what I'm trying to say. <br />
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Sometimes I come to acceptance with things in life and wonder if anyone else is on my same level. I'm sure there are people out there, just none around me apparently. For instance ... I used to take break ups very personal. I'd condemn myself, find myself somehow flawed and at fault. In reality, most break ups are no fault of either party. It's just the fact that you have two personalities that could be very different or minorly different but the quirks and personality flaws just wouldn't mesh together. It has everything to do with you and nothing to do with you. You aren't unlovable, untouchable, or flawed. You just aren't matched well with the other person and/or you couldn't make the personalities click. It happens, and it sucks. You either go civilly, retaining any possible friendship remaining or you make it into an overly dramatic scene that it didn't have to be. They obviously cared enough to try to have a relationship with you so you should appreciate that fact. You're special, with or without them. <br />
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Or even the fact that, what's right for me isn't what's right for everyone else. I don't believe in having multiple partners at once, but some people can and it works for them. As long as every party involved is aware and you're not "scheming" to see how many you can get without getting caught... I'm fine with it. I probably wont say anything to you in either case, unless asked. Then I'll tell you honestly how I feel about the situation. I'm bi. I like both girls and guys, but I'm with a man right now and that's all I need, want, or desire. It's all him. I'm too possessive to share him. Not in a psychotic way either. I don't look to control his every move or start fights with random chicks for looking at him, but my heart sinks at the very thought of him with someone else. <br />
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In short I have a mutual respect for other's way of living. <br />
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Sometimes I feel enlightened but I'm sure I'm just where everyone else was in this stage in their life. Age be damned. It's all about stages. Right now I'm in my healing stage, my full cleansing has become.<br /><br />Just another attempt at a deep thought for you. ]]></description>
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                <title>Gaming addiction</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2006 07:40:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I support:<br />
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<a href="http://inactivelikeme.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/e/1/inactivelikeme_by_virgino0owhore.gif"> </img> <a href="http://da-orphanage.deviantart.com"> <img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs10/i/2006/103/1/d/DA_Orphanage_stamp_by_virgino0owhore.gif">  </img></a></a><br /><br /><sup>Needing some help. I started a new character in WoW the other day. A Night Elf Rogue. Now I'm trying to decide [because I'm close to hitting 10] what talent tree I want to use. When trying to use all of them you wont possibly be able to get a solid rogue. You'll become so much like a Paladin, okay in everything perfect in nothing. With a rogue, however, it is impossible to be solid in any tree. Not until the expansion anyways. So I'm asking for your help to:<br />
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1. Help me choose which tree I should use and<br />
2. Help me choose how to spend my talent points<br />
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So heres the trees and their explinations [you can also see WoW's online talent tree <a href="http://worldofwarcraft.com/info/classes/rogues/talents.html">here</a></sup><br />
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<blockquote><sup><br />
<strong> Assassination </strong><br />
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The top of the tier on Assassination is <em>Vigor</em>. <em>Vigor</em> increases your maximum Energy by 10. Energy is extremely important to a rogue. Energy for a rogue, is like mana for a mage. You can't properly function without a great deal of it. There are rings and enchanments, and even armor you can get to improve your Energy, and also this talent.<br />
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<strong>Combat</strong><br />
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The top of the tier on Combat is <em>Adrenaline Rush</em>.  <em>Adrenaline Rush</em> increases your Energy regeneration rate by 100% for 15 sec. It's an instant cast and has a 6 minute cooldown period. That basically means that you can only use it once every 6 minutes. <br />
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<strong>Subtlety</strong><br />
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The top tier on Subtlety is <em>Premeditation</em>. <em>Premeditation</em> adds 2 combo points to your target. The target must become engaged in combat within 10 sec or the combo points are lost. It's a 1 second cast, requires 10 points in Energy and has a 2 minute cooldown period. Also your target must be within 15 yds of you.<br />
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Here are the trees I came up with:<br />
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<strong>Assassination Talents -  51 point(s)  </strong><br />
 <br />
Improved Eviscerate  rank 3/3<br />
Remorseless Attacks  rank 5/5<br />
Malice  rank 5/5<br />
Ruthlessness  rank 3/3<br />
Murder  rank 2/2<br />
Improved Slice and Dice  rank 3/3<br />
Relentless Strikes  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Expose Armor  rank 3/3<br />
Lethality  rank 5/5<br />
Vile Poisons  rank 4/5<br />
Improved Instant Poison  rank 4/5<br />
Improved Kidney Shot  rank 3/3<br />
Cold Blood  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Deadly Poison  rank 4/5<br />
Seal Fate  rank 4/5<br />
Vigor  rank 1/1 <br />
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<strong>Combat Talents -  51 point(s)  </strong><br />
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Improved Gouge  rank 3/3<br />
Improved Sinister Strike  rank 2/2<br />
Lightning Reflexes  rank 5/5<br />
Improved Backstab  rank 3/3<br />
Deflection  rank 5/5<br />
Precision  rank 5/5<br />
Improved Evasion  rank 2/2<br />
Riposte  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Sprint  rank 3/3<br />
Improved Kick  rank 2/2<br />
Dagger Specialization  rank 3/5<br />
Dual Wield Specialization  rank 3/5<br />
Mace Specialization  rank 3/5<br />
Blade Flurry  rank 1/1<br />
Sword Specialization  rank 2/5<br />
Fist Weapon Specialization  rank 2/5<br />
Throwing Weapon Specialization  rank 2/2<br />
Aggression  rank 3/3<br />
Adrenaline Rush  rank 1/1<br />
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<strong>Subtlety Talents -  51 point(s)  </strong><br />
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Rapid Concealment  rank 5/5<br />
Master of Deception  rank 5/5<br />
Camouflage  rank 5/5<br />
Elusiveness  rank 5/5<br />
Opportunity  rank 5/5<br />
Initiative  rank 1/5<br />
Ghostly Strike  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Garrote  rank 2/2<br />
Improved Ambush  rank 3/3<br />
Improved Vanish  rank 3/3<br />
Improved Rupture  rank 3/3<br />
Improved Sap  rank 3/3<br />
Preparation  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Cheap Shot  rank 2/2<br />
Improved Distract  rank 2/2<br />
Setup  rank 3/3<br />
Hemorrhage  rank 1/1<br />
Premeditation  rank 1/1 <br />
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Now... after putting those points in the trees, I have the desire to attempt mixing and matching. This is what I was thinking as far as mixing and matching goes:<br />
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<strong>Assassination Talents -  12 point(s)  </strong><br />
Improved Eviscerate  rank 3/3<br />
Remorseless Attacks  rank 0/5<br />
Malice  rank 3/5<br />
Ruthlessness  rank 3/3<br />
Murder  rank 2/2<br />
Improved Slice and Dice  rank 3/3<br />
Relentless Strikes  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Expose Armor  rank 1/3<br />
Lethality  rank 5/5<br />
Vile Poisons  rank 4/5<br />
Improved Instant Poison  rank 4/5<br />
Improved Kidney Shot  rank 3/3<br />
Cold Blood  rank 1/1<br />
Improved Deadly Poison  rank 4/5<br />
Seal Fate  rank 4/5<br />
Vigor  rank 1/1<br />... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>New Apartment + Boyfriend moving in</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 11:10:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Current projects:</strong><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452132/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/245/6/c/pixel_castle_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452078/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/244/e/5/pixel_room_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="87" /></a></span></span><br /><br />Nathan's moving in, and I'm now in a 2 bedroom.<br />
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That's all for now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fostering Guinea Pigs [aka Cavies]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Oct 2005 14:32:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Current projects:</strong><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452132/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/245/6/c/pixel_castle_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452078/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/244/e/5/pixel_room_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="87" /></a></span></span><br /><br />I am.. going to start fostering Guinea Pigs. I have two of my own, and I am looking for a third as pets. From there I plan to foster 2-3 at a time. <br />
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I have come across five G.P.'s in a local "shelter" that is nothing more than a garage. I am biting my nails until pay day when I can rush to the facility and check them out.<br />
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The woman is adopting them out for $20 each [possibly including the cage] but I'm going to see if I can strike a deal with her. I don't care if it costs me 100 bucks to save them and get them to a point of being adoptable, I'll do that.<br />
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If any of my viewers live in the Corpus Christi, Texas area and are looking for a Guinea Pig, or know of someone who is please please please note me or contact me through one of the messangers I have listed.<br />
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I will be taking the animals to the vet to insure their health, and adopting them out with a 25 dollar fee [to cover the vet visit]. If they need medication, I will handle medicating them until they are healthy before putting them up for adoption. <br />
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I'm just a small stone in a big pound but the ripples caused by my impact go on forever.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Produced</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:45:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Current projects:</strong><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452132/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/244/6/d/pixel_castle_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="100" /></a></span></span><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/22452078/"><img src="http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs7/i/2005/244/e/5/pixel_room_9_1_05_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="87" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><strong>Current News:</strong><br />
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I'm "back" and working on some new projects. Mainly practicing and trying to get better at pixel art. Feel free to look at my scraps and give critque on what I have completed thus far.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Things to do + Contest</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Dec 2004 09:15:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Contests I'm entering:</strong><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/galleries/contests/303158/">Devil Contest</a> - Ends Dec. 25th<br />
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---<br /><br /><strong>Paint my picture</strong><br />
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Since this is my first contest, I'm  going to get a little vain. It's also a  study for my personal mind as to what  kind of image I send to people. So here  is the jist of it.<br />
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<strong>Object :</strong><br />
Draw, Manipulate, Digitally paint,  write a story/poem describing me! <br />
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You can choose any medium you wish to  tell me who I am. This will require you  to "get to know me" and some  creativity.<br />
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<strong>Rules</strong><br />
1. You may not, under any circumstances  use my artwork in this project.  Everything must be your work.<br />
2. You can, however, use my gallery as  a creative reference. <br />
3. You can note me, email me, or IM me,  just don't call or drop by the house.  That would be a little weird.<br />
3. No copy cats of other's work. <br />
4. All entries must be sent to me via  DA's note system. <br />
5. All entries must be turned in by  January 20th, 2005 12 noon Central  time.<br />
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<strong>Prizes</strong><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> First - 1 year subscript, print  account, or print of your choice that  is less than or equal to $25 U.S.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Second - 1 year subscript, or print of  your choice that is less than or equal  to $25 U.S.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Third - print of your choice that is  less than or equal to $25 U.S.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Fourth - "Squee" Graphic Novel by  Jhonen Vasquez [previously read]<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> Fifth - "Dark Days" Graphic Novel by  Steve Niles and Ben Templesmith  [Previously read]<br />
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<strong>Etc.</strong><br />
I will post all entries in my journal  so everyone may see them. If you are  the fourth or fifth place winner and do  not wish to disclose your address a $20  [U.S.] <a href="http://www.barnesandnoble.com/">Barnes & Noble</a> gift card will be  emailed to you instead. <br />
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<strong>FAQ</strong><br />
1. So if I win first place I get all of  those things?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> No. If you win first place or second  place you get a CHOICE between those  things. <br />
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<strong>Entries</strong><br />
<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12959323/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn5.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/341/f/d/Devil_Woman_by_Yeyende.jpg" width="60" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12959323/">Devil Woman</a> by ~<a href="http://yeyende.deviantart.com/">Yeyende</a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13015226/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn9.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/343/a/a/Contest_entry_by_melleh.jpg" width="100" height="71" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/13015226/">Contest entry</a> by ~<a href="http://melleh.deviantart.com/">melleh</a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13021765/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn8.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/344/7/e/Clutter_by_Azieal.jpg" width="77" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13021765/">Clutter</a> by ~<a href="http://azieal.deviantart.com/">Azieal</a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13021487/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn8.deviantart.com/100/fs5.deviantart.com/i/2004/344/0/3/Portrait___Rachel_Baucum_by_levinet.jpg" width="100" height="95" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/13021487/">Portrait: Rachel Baucum</a> by *<a href="http://levinet.deviantart.com/"> levinet</a><br /><br />---<br />
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                <title>Kind hearted or stupid?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Dec 2004 10:26:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Theres a fine line between being kind  hearted, and stupid.<br /><br />If you give money to the Salvation Army  for the purpose of feeding the hungry,  you're kind hearted.<br />
If you give money to the hungry hopeing  they'll feed themselves, you're stupid.<br />
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Why is it we have to rely on an  organization to provide food for the  hungry? Why is it that if you give  money to that person directly, you  can't count on them to buy food with  it? Same reason the next two sentences  are so true.<br />
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If you use your last 5 bucks to buy  food for your hungry children, and eat  free crackers yourself, you're kind  hearted.<br />
If you use your last 5 bucks to buy a  forty, and feed free crackers to your  children, you're stupid.<br />
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Usually... those people are there for a  reason. Their priorities are fucked up,  or have been fucked up in their past.  There are those times when life just  really fucked them over though. Those  times are the most heart renching. Yet,  their few and far inbetween. People  don't think ahead, they don't plan,  they don't care how bad drugs, or  alcohol or gambling abuse might hurt  them. They'd rather have the expensive  car, and live out of a hotel. They'd  rather have the big screen tv than make  sure they could buy food up until  payday.<br />
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So because so many less fortunate  people are stupid, being kind hearted  directly to those people is stupid. I  have the math to prove it.<br />
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Hungry buying alcohol instead of food =  stupid<br />
Kind hearted person gives money to  Hungry.<br />
That makes Kind hearted person stupid.<br />
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It's all about the middle man. We have  to have a Cancer Society to fight for  funding to find a cure for cancer  because someone in the government  doesn't think it deserves the right  amount of funding.<br />
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We have to have a Save the Rainforest  fund because money hungry lumber mills  can't fathom the idea that we need  trees to make something other than a  condo.<br />
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We have to have the Salvation Army  because hungry people don't know what  to do with the money.<br />
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So now that you've heard my unfinished  rant please click the links below and  help the less fortunate.<br /><br />---
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.salvationarmyusa.org/"> Donate to the Salvation Army</a>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/">Help homeless pets</a>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.thehungersite.com/">Feed the hungry</a>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/">Fight Breast Cancer</a>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.theliteracysite.com/">Help a child read</a>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> <a href="http://www.therainforestsite.com/">Save the rainforest</a>

Who have you helped lately?
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                <title>RANT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Dec 2004 07:17:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FIRST OF ALL! Where the hell is the  "annoyed" or "irratated" mood icon?  Buggered? Is that my ONLY option!?<br /><br /><sub>Anyways. People, remember something  about the critique options given to you  when you submit art, if you don't want  it to be critiqued TURN OFF THE  CRITIQUING! That brings me to my reason  for being annoyed.<br />
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I decided yesterday, that everyday when  I have free time I'd start giving back  to the community. I decided I'd view  the submissions for that day, and try  to get through as many as I could  [because all of them would take all  day] and I would critique them. If I  couldn't critique them, I'd at least  boost their ego. So I do this, and this  morning when I login, what do I see? I  see some comments! So I get excited and  go look to see what they say. Most were  very nice, and were agreeing, and  thanking, and also explaining  themselves. Then I see the "I wanted it  to look that way!" remarks. The snooty,  snobby, "how dare you critique my work"  remarks. I have to just stop and think  to myself, "Who's really the bitch  here?" When you ask for ADVANCED  CRITIQUING, be <strong>prepared</strong> for some heavy  fixes to your work. It is rare that  your work will be perfect to the  observer. If it is for personal art  purposes, then turn the damn critiquing  off. Don't tell me to give you advice  when you don't want it, don't sit there  and get snooty with me after you've  told me to critique it. I'm sick of  being smacked for trying to help. You  have the option for a reason! USE IT!<br />
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Now, for something completely  different.<br />
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                <title>Wish list</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Nov 2004 09:01:19 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>The Best Policy - step one</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Nov 2004 08:34:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A land created by religious rebels will  be destroyed at the hand of the devil.  Sweet irony.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Peggy Lee - L.O.V.E.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Godsend<br /><br />Calling all artists, I am starting a  movement if you will, and we are in  need of a logo. <br />
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Logo idea:<br />
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Two young Americans, possibly  punk/hip-hop, etc. A female and male,  both displaying a flag somewhere, arms  crossed looking pissed. The title "The  Best Policy"<br />
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Please note me or IM me if you want to  help out. Keep in mind if we don't use  your logo for the main portion of the  site, it will be used in other ways. <br />
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Help us put the message out about the  truth of the hell that America has  gotten itself into.<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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                <title>And the protests begin</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Nov 2004 06:54:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A land created by religious rebels will  be destroyed at the hand of the devil.  Sweet irony.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Peggy Lee - L.O.V.E.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Godsend<br /><br />I'm starting a Movement. For  intelligence! I'm calling out to all  Non-Americans. We need you now, we need  your voice. We need anyone who knows  anything about how poorly our  government is being run now, to speak  up. We need to know the truth, and the  truth can only be give to us from the  outside. <br />
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We know what we're told, and even when  we think we know more, it's still only  what we're being allowed to know. <br />
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So anyone out there who knows anything  about how far down the shit hole we're  going, please, put it in your journals,  post it on your websites, form an  alliance. You've waited so long to tell  us we're idiots, now I'm begging that  you do!<br />
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I'm going to get things more organized.  I'm going to look into making a new  group. I'll post more when I do. Keep  me on watch.<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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                <title>Congragulations! You just screwed yourself for the</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Nov 2004 11:12:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A land created by religious rebels will  be destroyed at the hand of the devil.  Sweet irony.<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Peggy Lee - L.O.V.E.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Godsend<br /><br />Did you know that because Bush has been  and remains President, the U.S. is  considered the most dangerous to trade  with? Exactly! If you're American  you're saying I'm full of shit right  now. If you aren't, your nodding.<br />
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When I find the scriptor, I will update  this and quote it properly, however  there is a scriptor that states that  the devil will circle Isreal. <br />
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Guess what? We[the U.S.] have military  bases all around Isreal. Iraq was the  close of the circle. <br />
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America is living under this blanket of  ignorance. Those of use with outside  friends know how much the world was so  sure that Kerry would win. Why? Because  they had faith in us! They thought we  were intellegent enough not to let Bush  screw us again. This time it looks  seemless. It looks as though we  honestly voted Bush back in. That looks  very bad on us. Now we're to blame.  It's no longer some conspiracy, we've  been stamped, labled, and sent out as  the newest test dummy!<br />
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I'm not liberal, I'm just informed.<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Oct 2004 11:05:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Listening to</strong>: Peggy Lee - L.O.V.E.<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Godsend<br /><br />I've started a group called multiTALENT  where the only requirment, is you must  have more than one type of art in your  gallery. We currently have three  contests<br />
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Icon - make the Icon/avatar for the  group<br />
Web Interface - Design the home page of  our website<br />
Mission Statement - write a mission  statement for us<br />
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1-3rd have the chance to win a  subscript for a year, or a print of  their choice, however 1st place's  submission will be used, and they have  another choice of getting a print  account.<br />
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Check us out. If you are watching us  due to wanting to join, please note the  group.<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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                <title>Must Sees and Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Sep 2004 12:31:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Whats New:</strong><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10254872/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/244/a/1/breathe.jpg" width="100" height="43" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10345607/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/248/f/3/This_is_how_it_feels_by_virgino0owhore.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worry.gif" alt="Worried" title="Worried" /> Worried<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Look At Me - Keri Noble<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Butterfly Effect<br /><br />After looking through my watch list and  seeing how little views some had, I've  decided to dedicate my journal entries  to a new person[s] everyday. <br />
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<strong>Today I'll be featuring:</strong><br />
~FiftyNine <a href="http://fiftynine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/fiftynine.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a>  - This person has many  talents.<br />
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~shadowberry <a href="http://shadowberry.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowberry.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> - This is a random pick.  A random pick is where I go to the  front page and pick a deviation/deviant  out of the ones listed. <br />
<strong>Mini Galleries</strong><br />
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<a href="http://fiftynine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/fiftynine.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10041347/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/236/d/7/Forgivable_Absurdity.jpg" width="100" height="66" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9993190/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/235/0/3/A_Victory_for_the_Reptiles.jpg" width="100" height="71" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/8822570/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/194/4/5/Vigil.jpg" width="100" height="67" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9993867/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/235/5/0/An_Inconvenient_Phobia.jpg" width="67" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10374836/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/249/7/4/cul_de_sack_by_shadowberry.jpg" width="81" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10374414/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/249/b/9/fuck_you_because_I_loved_you_by_shadowberry.jpg" width="77" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10374338/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/249/e/5/doodle_by_shadowberry.jpg" width="100" height="96" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10374667/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/249/6/4/coolest_fish_in_town_by_shadowberry.jpg" width="90" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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I have created a new group. The group's  name is multiTALENT and it features  artists what specialize in many things.  It is a home for the eclectic side of  DA.<br />
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Also I have put up a forum skin finally  for my message board at <a href="http://forum.messedupshit.com">[link]</a> It still  needs some tweaking but for the most  part, it's done. Check it out and do  post!<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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                <title>Must Sees Sept 2nd 2004</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2004 18:59:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Whats New:</strong><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10254872/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/244/a/1/breathe.jpg" width="100" height="43" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10227744/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/243/6/b/Ten_Stages_of_Love.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worry.gif" alt="Worried" title="Worried" /> Worried<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Look At Me - Keri Noble<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Butterfly Effect<br /><br />After looking through my watch list and  seeing how little views some had, I've  decided to dedicate my journal entries  to a new person[s] everyday. <br />
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<strong>Today I'll be featuring:</strong><br />
switch01 <a href="http://switch01.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/w/switch01.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a>  - switch specializes in many  things. He is a Deviant of many  talents.<br />
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honeybear <a href="http://honeybear.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/honeybear.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> - This is a random pick. A  random pick is where I go to the front  page and pick a deviation/deviant out  of the ones listed. Pandabean  apparently specializes in photography.  Check them out, and maybe even add them  to your watch list.<br />
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<strong>Mini Galleries</strong><br />
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<a href="http://switch01.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/w/switch01.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4078319/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/49/8/5/This_Must_Be_Fake.jpg" width="100" height="71" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3711027/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/i/2003/45/8/4/Sunset_Over_the_Trees.jpg" width="100" height="65" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/201658/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/i/2002/9/4/7/We_Know_Why_The_Caged_Bird.jpg" width="100" height="88" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/190529/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/i/2002/8/b/8/Refracted_Abstraction.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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<a href="http://honeybear.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/honeybear.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10258709/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/244/f/f/Peace_of_Place.jpg" width="64" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10304519/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/246/f/9/Starry_Starry_Night.jpg" width="100" height="77" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10222996/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/243/c/8/Sore_Neck_Again.jpg" width="72" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10123371/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/239/8/f/Mangrove_Wetlands.jpg" width="100" height="67" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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I'm so very worried about by sister.  She lives in Florida and is currently  waiting out hurricane Francis. So not  good. <br />
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Pray for my sister, to whomever you  believe in. If you do not believe in  anything, cross your fingers.<br /><br />Rachel <br />
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To suggest a person[s] to be featured  please note me the person's user page  link and what they specialize in. ]]></description>
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                <title>Must Sees</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/3261324/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Sep 2004 08:23:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Whats New:</strong><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10254872/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/244/a/1/breathe.jpg" width="100" height="43" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10227744/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/243/6/b/Ten_Stages_of_Love.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10161935/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/241/0/3/What_makes_an_artist_.jpg" width="100" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10123394/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/239/5/e/jaded.jpg" width="100" height="70" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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<strong>Updates:</strong><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10226487/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/243/a/3/business_vw.jpg" width="37" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <a href="http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/virgino0owhore.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worry.gif" alt="Worried" title="Worried" /> Worried<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Look At Me - Keri Noble<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Butterfly Effect<br /><br />After looking through my watch list and  seeing how little views some had, I've  decided to dedicate my journal entries  to a new person[s] everyday. <br />
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<strong>Today I'll be featuring:</strong><br />
 kyrogue <a href="http://kyrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/y/kyrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> - Not just my sister, but a  skilled artist as well. She specializes  in anime and coloring in photoshop.<br />
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<strong>AND</strong><br />
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pandabean <a href="http://pandabean.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/pandabean.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> - This is a random pick. A  random pick is where I go to the front  page and pick a deviation/deviant out  of the ones listed. Pandabean  apparently specializes in wallpapers.  Check them out, and maybe even add them  to your watch list.<br />
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<strong>Mini Galleries</strong><br />
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<a href="http://kyrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/y/kyrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5925613/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/12/7/f/Coralys_Painted.jpg" width="66" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9795942/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/228/0/0/Hast_and_Morrighan_painted.jpg" width="57" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/8303973/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn1.deviantart.com/100/images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/173/0/c/Rigo_Painted.jpg" width="78" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7168493/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/131/d/1/Ishmael_Painted.jpg" width="58" height="100" alt="" /></span></a></span></span><br />
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<a href="http://pandabean.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/pandabean.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10266578/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn3.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/245/3/7/Lonely_Sunset.jpg" width="100" height="80" alt="" /></span></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/8996180/"><span class="shadow"><img src="http://tn2.deviantart.com/100/fs4.deviantart.com/i/2004/200/5/3/Into_the_Mouths.jpg"... ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm Back?</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/3215821/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Aug 2004 09:39:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First things first. I'd like to note  the following people who make up my  extensive watch list. Please don't be  offended if you feel you're catagorized  wrong. Some people could fit under two  catagories, so I just picked the one I  knew them best by.<br />
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<strong>Abstract</strong><br />
<a href="http://fear187.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/fear187.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://novenarik.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/o/novenarik.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://remembernirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/remembernirvana.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Anime</strong><br />
<a href="http://dchan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/c/dchan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://emtigereyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/m/emtigereyes.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://finalfantasy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/finalfantasy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://hibikio.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hibikio.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://ivynian.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/v/ivynian.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://nyanko-chan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/y/nyanko-chan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://plushkittie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/l/plushkittie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Comics</strong><br />
<a href="http://mooncalfe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/mooncalfe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Digital Painting</strong><br />
<a href="http://minix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/minix.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Family</strong><br />
<a href="http://kyrogue.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/y/kyrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Fantasy</strong><br />
<a href="http://crypt-hound.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crypt-hound.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Flash</strong><br />
<a href="http://sergep.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/sergep.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://sqeezy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/q/sqeezy.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <br />
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<strong>Friends</strong><br />
<a href="http://bender.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/bender.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://dtobi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/t/dtobi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://jamessyrum.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/a/jamessyrum.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://jero1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/e/jero1.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Groups - Member</strong><br />
<a href="http://aropax.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/r/aropax.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a><br />
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<strong>Mixed</strong><br />
<a href="http://enfest.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/n/enfest.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://epit0me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/p/epit0me.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://fiftynine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/fiftynine.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://grafyte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/r/grafyte.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://jdunca111.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/j/d/jdunca111.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="" /></a> <a href="http://katayclysm... ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Forum Testers Needed</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/2982502/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:07:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I NEED FORUM TESTERS!!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" alt="Happy" title="Happy" /> Happy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Look At Me - Keri Noble<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Running in Heels<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Animatrix<br /><br />Okay, I am making a community site. I  am working on the forum part first. I  created it tonight and need people to  post on it so that as I develop it, any  problems that occur can be reported to  me.<br />
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<a href="http://forum.messedupshit.com">[link]</a> is the link<br />
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please help!<br />
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all you have to do is post, test out  all the options, and let me know if you  have problems/suggestions etc.<br />
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I also need templates if you wish to  donate some of those as well<br /><br />Rachel ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Happy Days</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/2902473/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jul 2004 07:38:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't like being an adult. People  seemed a lot smarter when I was a child.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" alt="Happy" title="Happy" /> Happy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Look At Me - Keri Noble<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Getting Over It<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: 911<br /><br />So I've faded away from DA once again.  It's not that I don't LOVE DA it's just  that DA has so many problems that when  I come here three days in a row and I'm  not able to view even ONE of my 200 new  Deviations it frustrates me. So I run  away. BUT great news.<br />
I have an amazing job! I work for the  local news paper [Corpus Christi  Caller-Times] on their webdevelopment  team as a designer. I'm the youngest in  the building and everything. I'm 18,  just graduated, and making 9/hr in an  office job. It may not seem like a lot  but around here.... min is like 6.50,  not even. Jobs like these are rare for  people my age. Also, I'm madly inlove  with my boyfriend. OH and I have my  site back up! <br />
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<a href="http://messedupshit.thebravepixel.com">[link]</a> soon to be <a href="http://messedupshit.com">[link]</a> [within the  next few days]<br />
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Thats it!<br /><br />Rachel - in a straight jacket [more  fitting than just Rachel] ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Damn me!</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/2611011/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jun 2004 07:41:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know you're going to be the death  of me.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" alt="Confused" title="Confused" /> Confused<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: Standing at the End - Rachel Baucum<br><strong>Reading</strong>: Getting Over It<br><strong>Watching</strong>: Shrek 2<br><br>The thing about me and men is, I'm  always confused. I'll go out, and I'll  either find the sweetest, most adorable  guy, or I'll find a complete asshole.  Now the asshole one has happened more  times than the sweet guy so I'm good at  that one. Assholes are my specialty.  But the real problems occur when the  guy is sweet.<br />
You see, when they are sweet theres no  reason to break up with them which  presents a problem. When this happens,  the confusion sets in. Theres always  two men in my life. One constant  variable, and one ever changing  variable. I don't like to be alone, for  the simple fact that my sex drive would  kill me. No no, I'm just joking.  Although my sex drive is a bit over the  top. But alas, I though finally, I had  some clearance. I have a great guy, and  the other constant variable has seemed  to change. SO, I'm all happy. I tell  myself "It's ment to be, I was chasing  a dream, I love my new guy the most,  He's the only one I can trust, I can't  trust this guy anymore." Truth? I'm  still as head over fucking heels as  I've always been. Yet the only problem  with my current boyfriend is, his sex  drive is stuck in 1st gear and I'm all  the way in 5th. <br />
I KNOW! I'll get a dildo! Right? Wrong!  Because I can't get myself off. If I'm  not pleasing someone else within the  process of pleasing myself or recieving  pleasure, I can't get into it. I get  bored with it. Theres no ego boost in  being able to make yourself come. There  IS one in being able to make someone  ELSE come. And me, being the  competative perfectionist I am, MUST  succeed in that area. Theres no other  option.<br />
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Now, I thought my constant variable had  chosen to stick with someone who wasn't  me. When I heard this I was hurt. I  thought "well I guess shes his 'it' now  and I'm not as special as I once was"  so I figured it was time to let go. I  have my bf, whom is great to me for the  most part. But will he cure my  appitite? Everyday since the day I met  my constant variable, I've thought of  him. It's like breathing. <br />
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Part of me wants to meet him and make  sure he'll still want me as much as I  want him before I consider any one  person over the other. Part of me wants  to just runaway to him. Once again,  which is my head and which is my heart?<br />
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I've tried everything, I've even tried  telling myself I don't love him  anymore. But, my heart just looked at  my head and laughed. LAUGHED! Because I  am so helplessly inlove with this man  that it isn't even funny. I've  boredered on obsession for so long that  I've had to try and force myself to  forget the whole idea of being awoken  by my prince charming.<br />
I had this folder, in my email thing,  that was labled with his name. It had  all the emails in it that we had  exchanged since our one falling out. I  FINALLY deleted the folder and its  contents thinking I've lost the battle  and its time to accept defeat. Then he  tells me him and his gf broke up, and  I'm sitting here thinking "Holy fuck,  have I made the right choice?!" WHY  MUST HE TORMENT ME SO!? <br />
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I wrote, a fucking song about this  shit! I've wrote A MILLION songs about  this shit! Why? Because I never stop  living it. I think what I need to do,  is I need to get a job, I need a car,  and I need a liscens. Once I have all  that I'm going to drive up there, knock  on his door, and DEMAND he kiss me so  I'll know what the fuck I'm supposed to  be doing with my heart. I sure as hell  can't return it, all sales are final.  I've wanted nothing more than to just  be in his arms and kiss him for six  years. SIX YEARS I've been insane over  him and now that I can have him, ...  I'M WITH SOMEONE. WHY!? Why couldn't I  just not have been raped, keep my  virginity, never be with anyone, and  wait. Wait till he was there and ripe  and ready for my plucking. WHY?!  Because I'm a fucking female, and I'm a  nympho. As if being a female didn't  make me insane enough, I have to be a  fucking nympho too.<br />
<br />
I'd like to take a moment out of my  rant to remind all young girls to stay  in school, don't touch boys, and get  all A's. When you graduate from high  school with a full scholarship to any  school you want, then think about boys.  But not till then because it will mess  you the fuck up. Oh, and no sex till  marrage.<br />
<br />
Back to what I was saying. I JUST NEED  A FUCKING DOG! Or a cat. Just give me a  dog AND a cat. I'll name the dog  Mercutio and the cat Nathan and live  happly fucking after. Bleh, if only. <br />
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If you're reading this you know I'm  fucked up becau... ]]></description>
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                <title>Standing at the End</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jun 2004 18:51:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The best part of recovery - writing a  kick ass song.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fingerscrossed.gif" alt="Hopeful" title="Hopeful" /> =)<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: Standing at the End - Rachel Baucum<br><strong>Reading</strong>: Getting Over It<br><strong>Watching</strong>: Shrek 2<br><br><a href="http://www.soundclick.com/bands/6/rachelbaucummusic.htm">[link]</a> <-- click there to check out my  newest song Standing at the End. It's  just vocals right now but hopefully I  can add some background. Support the  artist! If you write music, hit me up.  I'm good on the collab scene <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> <br />
Check the previous journal for the  lyrics, or just check the link.<br />
To all who love me and support me MUCH  THANKS!<br />
I love you all<br />
<br />
I'm working at making my dreams a  reality <br />
I'll see you when I get there<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>I bounce back quickly</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2004 15:14:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The best part of recovery - writing a  kick ass song.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fingerscrossed.gif" alt="Hopeful" title="Hopeful" /> =)<br><strong>Listening to</strong>: Standing at the End - Rachel Baucum<br><strong>Reading</strong>: Getting Over It<br><br>First off, I'd like to present my new  song here. The lyrics anyways. It may  still need some twerking but as soon as  I get a mic tonight, it'll be recorded  and up on soundclick for all of you to  check out. No background music but heh,  I'm sure those of you who have listened  to me before are getting used to that.<br />
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Standing at the End<br />
<br />
Is it alright<br />
If Im not over you yet<br />
Is it okay?<br />
To never forget<br />
You had me, forever<br />
You had me crawling back again<br />
I thought we'd, be together<br />
Now I know Im standing at the end<br />
<br />
Am I really a fool for you my dear?<br />
Do you notice, my tear<br />
Are we really, moving on at last?<br />
Slow it down, its too fast<br />
<br />
You had me, forever<br />
You had me crawling back again<br />
I thought we'd, be together<br />
Now I know Im standing at the end<br />
<br />
But I wont let it break me down inside<br />
Too many, tears Ive cried<br />
And I wont let all the memories fade <br />
I wanna remember it always this way<br />
<br />
You had me, forever<br />
You had me crawling back again<br />
I thought we'd, be together<br />
Now I know Im standing at the end<br />
<br />
- Rachel Ann Baucum<br />
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So theres the lyrics, and be looking  out for the soundclick link to be  posted. Trust me, even though it's just  me singing, its worth at least  listening to. And hey, if you're a  musician and want to add background  music to it, go ahead and let me see if  it works. I'm looking for a back up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Oh and 6 days till 5 months with my  AMAZING boyfriend who I'm so lucky to  have found. I'm so glad I chose to stay  with him. He's the best <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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OH and cross your fingers, I put in an  app for a webdesign job. Pray I get it!<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Time to be alone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2004 14:49:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was all just a dream.<br />
See, for too long I've believed in  fairy tales. I found this person who  made me feel beautiful, who made me  feel amazing. We became best friends,  but I really wanted it to be more. We  made this promise that when we were a  certain age, if we were single we'd get  married. "My Best Friend's Wedding"  kinda thing. So I always thought we'd  end up getting married right? Well...  it seems its more like the movie than I  wanted. In the end of the movie, her  best friend marrys someone else, and  shes stuck dancing at his wedding with  her gay friend. Now, hes not getting  married, but hes not with me either. He  chose, once again, the same person over  me. I'm happy for him, but I'm hurt at  the same time. He's all I've wanted for  so long, and I keep getting close  enough to taste him, then he pulls  away. I think my heart, is actually  giving up. I think I just want to be on  my own. For the first time, I want to  be alone.<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Stay or go</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2004 08:00:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Confusion<br /><br />6-30-04<br />
	Six years have passed since I met the  man I knew would be my love for a very  long time. I have been right for six  years. Though I have not been able to  hold him, kiss him, or even be his main  love for those six years, I have still  held onto him in my heart. Every man  that has held my hand since I met him,  has been compared to him. When compared  they had nothing while he had  everything. I've waited for him in my  heart, knowing if he were to ask for my  hand I would have nothing stopping me  from grabbing his. Six years theres  been nothing holding me back from  continuously giving him my entire  heart. I've tried many times to move  on, and to give of myself to someone  else. It was all to no avail. He has  been my only reason, through enourmous  ammounts of grief, to continue on. He  has been the air that I breath. He has  been my prince, and I his sleeping  beauty. Yet now, six years later... I  find myself torn. For the first time  since I have met him, I worry if  chosing him is the best choice for me.  Am I still living in a dream? Part of  my heart tells me I am but he has come  to awake me. Yet part of me, has  already awoken and saw that it is too  late. Which part is my head and which  is my heart? Or is it merely my fear  that I will not be able to live up to  the expectations that he has put on me.  <br />
	I am standing at the gate to the rest  of my life. What I chose today may have  no hold on tomorrow. Though it may also  mean the rest of my life. This is  truely, our last chance for love. The  face of love, remains the mystery. It  has been something so obvious to me for  so long, but it is now blurred. <br />
<br />
Now<br />
	It seemed as though I were asleep;  stuck for several years in the same  dream. I knew if my heart wished it so  my dream would become real. Love all  others as if the end were around the  corner. Kiss all other lips as if it  were merely practice. Be bound to no  one. Give your heart, to no one.  Someone else may hold him, but he will  always be yours. Someone else may love  him, but he will always be yours.  Someone else, may mistreat you, but he  never will. He is yours. <br />
	Is it possible to love someone so  deep? So deeply that you commit your  life, your heart, your soul to them and  only them for eternity. Is it also  possible, that your love is all in vain  and he has no clue of the power of your  love? <br />
	I messed up. I found someone else,  with no flaws. Now my chance for him  has come. Do I take it? Do I love him  as I always have? Do I let the love  continue to grow, untouched? Or do I  realize the mistakes of the foolish,  childish image of love?<br />
	I know this question has been haunting  me for it is not the first I've writen  of it. Maybe answers will come to me.<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Just make it end</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 May 2004 21:24:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..<br /><br />Sometimes it comes to a point where its  hard to see what you're living for.  It's hard to tell whos a friend and  whos a foe. Sometimes being alone isn't  always felt on your own. I honestly  can't think of many people who think of  me once I'm out of their presence. Out  of the once who may, only one sticks in  my mind. He never leaves me alone, and  I never want him to. <br />
Maybe it's the stress, maybe its the  knowing that I'm about to make some  drastic decisions, maybe its the fear  of ending up alone, whatever it is, I  have yet to see judge if it's worth all  this heart ache.<br />
It's been a long time since someone  asked me how I was feeling, if I was  okay. It's always "how are you?" but  that question sounds so unpersonal.<br />
I'm at a transitional time in my life  and I feel myself shoving people away.  I can feel things changing, people  don't treat me as they did when we  first met. Its as if I have started to  mean less. <br />
I find myself being kind to those who  give me nothing but rudness. How do you  weed those people out of the ones who  actually care? I dont know if I can in  most cases. <br />
Its my fault. Everytime something  doesn't go just right, it's always my  fault. Somehow, it's all my fault. If I  told you I knew you didnt give a fuck  about me after we stopped talking for  the night, you getting pissed off and  refusing to talk to me would only show  me that, hey... maybe I'm right and  they hate thinking they're that way. <br />
I guess I only need one person in my  life to be okay. They know who they  are. They're the only one in my life  that makes sense.<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Last Minute Assholes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 May 2004 09:04:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What the fuck is your problem?<br /><br />So, I'm sitting in Algerbra 2,  listening to the lesson, trying not to  day dream TOO much when I feel  something hit me in the head. It wasn't  a big something, it was a small  something. So I'm thinking some jerk  thought it was funny to throw paper in  my hair. Oh wow, big deal, right? HAH!  Wrong, it was gum, GUM! How are you  going to be throwing gum around? And in  people's hair no less. So I look around  the room as I try to get it out, and  I'm pissed. And there he is, the main  suspect, chewing away. No one else has  gum, just him. Plus, hes the same  asshole that a week before wanted to  poke fun at me for being half deaf  [literally]. Now, I just moved to this  school in October, I don't know this  kid, never spoke to him. He has no  reason to dislike me and he keeps  making reasons for me to want to  totally kick his ass. Oh but for this  stunt, no, kicking ass is not an  option. I want to get one of those huge  bags of bubble gum, have a chewing  party with myself, make a plate full of  chewed gum, go up behind him and smack  him upside the head with it. He's  black, and I'm white, and if its hard  for me to get gum out of my hair,  imagine him. Straight hair is much  easier than curly. Lucky for me it was  only a tiny little ball of gum and I  just chopped off that piece of my hair.  You can't tell. But him? Oh man, he'd  be taking a shower in peanutbutter.<br />
<br />
You know, it's less than 2 weeks from  graduation and I've noticed more and  more assholes. Everyone's starting shit  with each other and over stupid shit.  The people I sit with a lunch, got into  a rumor fued because one of them didnt  say hi everymorning. What the fuck? Get  over it! Then they all try to shit talk  each other to me. I'm not going to say  shit because If I did, I'd be telling  them both how stupid they are. But no  need now, because 2 days later, they're  friends again and I'm sitting here  confused as fuck. Not 48 hours ago they  were at each other's throats saying how  they were going to kick each other's  ass, and spread rumours about each  other, and here they are going to Sonic  together for lunch. You know what, do  whatever you wanna do, just bring me a  cherry coke mkay? Thanks.<br />
<br />
So my boyfriend left this morning at 1  to drive to Houston to catch a plane to  Cancun. Poor little me doesn't get to  go because I have to finish out this  week of school, and make sure I'm  exempt from the finals. I saw him  Thursday, but not since. It had been  since Saturday since I had gotten any  too, and he "wasn't in the mood." So  being the nympho I am, I was a bit  upset. TWO WHOLE WEEKS WITHOUT SEX?!  Omg! That's torture. So I ended up  sulking a bit, not too much though and  somehow that got him in the mood. Don't  ask me how, maybe I'm cute when I sulk,  who knows. So anyways I ended up  getting some. I wanted some Friday  morning too, but... didn't. Oh, not to  mention everything went wrong on  Friday.<br />
<br />
So we get up, and I'm hungry right? So  I get dressed, and we go to HEB [local  grocery chain]. They have some donuts  on sale, so I grab em, go get some  chocolate milk, and a lunchable with  chedder cheese[I hate American]. We get  in the car and he opens the box, and  the donuts have little spots of mold on  them. So that's ruined. Then he takes  me to school and my binder breaks, on  the way. It's one of those file type  ones, with the string to hold it all  together. So it breaks and I have a  bunch of shit in there. I get to my  first period, my teacher doesn't have  any binders. My second period teacher  does though, so I jack one. Things are  getting a little better now. I get to  fourth period, my drink in the  lunchable broke, so now its leaking all  over me, my desk, the floor, and my  "new binder." I had to throw it away,  and went ahead and ate my lunchable.  The cheese, didn't taste a damn thing  like chedder. So anyways, my binder is  now sticky, and I'm still kinda hungry.  I end up borrowing money, getting  something at lunch and recieving my  damn cherry coke... its a small... with  ice. I asked for no ice. The damn thing  is cold either way and you get more if  you have no ice. Bleh, oh well, I'll  eat the cherry and shut up. <br />
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Megan [a friend of mine] takes me home  because I'm a loser senior with no car,  and no liscens. I get home and fall  asleep. I'm SUPPOSED to go smoke up  with two of my friends but I never hear  from them. It's 8 and no ones home but  me because there was a propane tanker  that took out a panel of the bridge and  spilt propane everywhere. Plus, there  was a storm the night before that  knocked of the cable. So I'm like  "alright, I'll watch something on tv,"  which I never do. I turn on the TV, and  remember exactly why I never watch TV,  theres not a damn thing interesting on  it. I end up watching comedy central,  and aint a damn thing funny on it. If  there was a game show that made you... ]]></description>
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                <title>Count Downs</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 May 2004 20:56:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 4 months! 1.10.04 Nathan & Rachel<br /><br />11 days till my family starts to  arrive, 17 till I'm graduated, 30 till  my party<br />
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Lately I've been happy, and kinda blah,  all at the same time. Also it seems  lately, that I've been recieving more  comments which is most excellent. I've  noticed more people are watching me  which is always a plus. I've also been  taking a lot of pictures recently. Some  of which have been my "newest  deviantions. I'm working on putting  some up for prints. I'm not sure how  the print thing works, but none have  sold yet =/ I need to get better I  suppose. If theres anything you want a  print of let me know and I'll try to  put it up asap. Anyways, thats all I  have.<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Slacking</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Apr 2004 08:44:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So anyways...<br /><br />I've been commenting on several pieces  lately yet failing to deliever new  ones. Sure I did those two flash pieces  but I'm not good at that, I just  started doing those a week ago.  Besides, I don't have people watching  me to sit here and comment on other  people's work. So to all of you who  have me on watch, I am very sorry. I  will make it up to you buy submitting a  piece I drew for a website that I  created for my best friend. It needs to  be colored badly. I asked my sister to  do this but she hasn't said anything to  me in a few weeks and I need it done  asap. In the mean time I will work on  making more works for you to see.<br />
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Another Note: anything in my gallery  that is not colored is AVAILABLE for  coloring, if you feel the need. Just  note me and give me credit for the  original composition, thanks<br />
<br />
mwha!<br><br>Rachel ]]></description>
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                <title>Songs, Art, Graduation</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Apr 2004 07:25:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life in full swing<br /><br />Lately I've been working on a number of  things. I've formed a collaboration  with my best friend musically, I'm  doing my solo thing, I've worked in  flash and been inspired to get a pallet  and do some digital drawings, I'm also  graduating in a month from now, been  taking a bunch of pictures  [three  rolls of which were overexposed due to  BAD FILM ugh] advertising for my sis,  and so much more!<br />
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I've also discovered Yahoo! Radio. It  comes with the new Yahoo Beta  messanger. Needless to say I've been  editing "My Station" options all  yesterday. I've been commenting more on  some of the art work around here as  well and I must say a lot of the ones  without comments should be the ones  with the most. It's a shame that some  of this talent is being ignored. <br />
<br />
In any event, here are some sites and  people you should check out:<br />
<a href="http://soundclick.com/rachelbaucum">[link]</a><br />
my website, click the link above<br />
kyrogue <-- my sister, she does anime  and has gotten into coloring it  digitally and is very good.<br />
<a href="http://soundclick.com/streetprophet">[link]</a> <-- my best friend<br />
also everyone in my friend list needs a  visit<br />
<br />
I need inspiration for some flash  animations, any ideas?<br><br>Peace ]]></description>
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                <title>Love... over done, over due</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2003 10:27:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's the hunger for love that drives me  to my current state. The hunger has  overtaken me and I begin to starve. I  hear it everywhere I turn but the words  mean nothing to me. Once I had a love  that knew no words. Thats the love I  long for. Where I knew it existed  without ever saying it. Thats what love  really is. Knowing it has completed you  without introducing it. I've missed  that for so long but it's pointless to  hang around it like a lost dog  searching for it's home. I've chased to  many cars and been hit by them all.  It's love's turn to find me and when it  does it has to convince me to let it  in. Invitations only. So do your trick  and perform at your best. Maybe you  shall leave knowing how to better  perform for your next victum. ]]></description>
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                <title>idealistic</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2003 20:07:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As we grow older we become more jaded. Time tells all but nothing about  the journey we are to endure.  However, when people look back upon my  legacy, I want them to see more than just a phrase I always said, or a  joke I always told. I want the memories to hold more weight than my  most embarrassing moment. I want to be remembered for who I was, who I  wanted to be, and who I was fighting to become. <br>
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I do not wish to be classified, for classification makes you apart of a  group. I am an individual. I am one mind, body, and soul. I am not a  mere image of something I idolize. I do not want to remind you of  anyone, for I am not them. I want to remind you now, and forever of me  and only me. I want to stand out.<br>
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I know I am beautiful. I want someone else to know I'm beautiful too.  Life is an adventure and I don't want to explore it alone. <br>
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I like changes. Changes keep me on my toes, keep me from being bored.  Changes keep me guessing, and keep my mind at alert. Through changes we  experince, through experience we gain memories, through memories we  learn. A mind is a powerful muscle that we shouldn't waste. Routines  teach us nothing except how to be presistant. <br>
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I am not what you think, but what your eyes see and deny. You know me  yet your mind tells you lies. You want to like me but society tells you  no. You are a follower, and you hate me because I am my own person.  Just as you have me figured out, I change on you. I make you think, I  make you question, I make you anylize. I force you to know yourself,  and you hate what you see.<br>
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I am all that you desire, and all that you push away. <br>
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I am idealistic.<br>
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                <title>fanbase</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2003 12:28:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I created a new site, and I'm going to try to discipline myself to  actually update it. Anyways if you wanna see it click --> <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/idealistico.0">[link]</a> |  virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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                <title>vote for me !</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2003 11:59:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wee, rate me on hot or not click the link ---> <a href="http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=NLNQKQO&key=RFH">[link]</a><br>
if i get higher than a five i'll be suprisedo.0 | virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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                <title>I want a print account</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/469583/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jan 2003 19:51:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it appears I've developed a wider fanbase. There for I'm going to  be working on finishing my webpage and posting it on here for my  veiwers to find out even more about me. I'm head off to work at the  moment though so that will have to wait. <br>
<br>
My complete stalk list: (some may appear in my signature, others may  not do to lack of space)<br>
<br>
<br>
<a href="http://angetriste.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/angetriste.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://crypt-hound.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/crypt-hound.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://enfest.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/enfest.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://jero1.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/jero1.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://kuldran.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/kuldran.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a><br>
 * <a href="http://kyrogue.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/kyrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> *(my sister!) <br>
<a href="http://meshdsgn.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/meshdsgn.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://minix.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/minix.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://mobiusco.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/mobiusco.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://mooncalfe.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/mooncalfe.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://n05feratu.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/n05feratu.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://remembernirvana.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/remembernirvana.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://rosiel.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/rosiel.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> :iconscreamingquietly: ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>I want a print account</title>
                <link>http://virgino0owhore.deviantart.com/journal/469028/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jan 2003 14:05:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it appears I've developed a wider fanbase. There for I'm going to  be working on finishing my webpage and posting it on here for my  veiwers to find out even more about me. I'm head off to work at the  moment though so that will have to wait. <br>
<br>
My complete stalk list: (some may appear in my signature, others may  not do to lack of space)<br>
<br>
<br>
<a href="http://angetriste.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/angetriste.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://crypt-hound.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/crypt-hound.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://enfest.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/enfest.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://jero1.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/jero1.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://kuldran.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/kuldran.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a><br>
 * <a href="http://kyrogue.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/kyrogue.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> *(my sister!) <br>
<a href="http://meshdsgn.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/meshdsgn.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://minix.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/minix.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://mobiusco.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/mobiusco.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://mooncalfe.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/mooncalfe.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://n05feratu.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/n05feratu.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://remembernirvana.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/remembernirvana.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://rosiel.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/rosiel.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> :iconscreamingquietly: ]]></description>
                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>What must come</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jan 2003 06:16:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What must come will come<br>
What tears will flow will flow<br>
What memories left will settle<br>
Without a smile to show<br>
<br>
No words to end the lust<br>
No bravery to face me<br>
No I'm sorry's, or I dont care<br>
Just me, left empty<br>
<br>
I've seen it all before<br>
My heart, shattered for love<br>
I've done it all before<br>
Now this is what I dream of<br>
<br>
Sunsets, moonlights, all a dream<br>
Roses, candies, all a dream<br>
Love... love.... all a dream<br>
<br>
Sleep, I must sleep..<br>
I must feed off this dream<br>
Sleep, I must sleep<br>
Stop my heart when it bleeds<br>
<br>
No roses and butterflies amongst my poetic form<br>
No sunshines and glory, only thunder storms<br>
Black nights, cold winds<br>
Lustfull looks, deadly sins.....<br>
<br>
<br>
your gone... and i remain<br>
my world shattered... yours... the same<br>
<br>
- rachel baucumo.0 | virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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                <title>Greatest View</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Jan 2003 06:49:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm watching you, watch over me and I've got [TheGreatestView] from  here. [Silverchair]<br>
<br>
I'm inlove with that song, hell I'm in love with that band, and lets  face it, Daniel Johns is very attractive. But most of all, the song  makes something a little sad, seem happy. <br>
<br>
What exactly do any of the wonderful DA members know about me? Nothing  really, and I'm to withdrawn to share my poetry. Exposure like that to  anyone other than my friends, or my site where the only viewer is me...  the fear of letting down the mask. It's hard when you want to be  respected as an artist, yet you don't know what piece of yourself to  let show. Much to my disappointment all anyone here knows is I have a  bf, of 2 months and I like sex. Not very respectable I guess... of  course my poems are full of anger, depression, suicidal thoughts. What  I hide, and that in itself is something many people look down upon. I  personally don't tend to share anything good about myself, or let  anyone too close. But since so far the impression hasn't been that  great anyways, I feel like I'm ready to share more of my poetry. No one  really comments on poetry around here, but some people actually read  it. So if you are watching me, you can be looking out for that soon.<br>
<br>
o.0 | virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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                <title>2 month</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jan 2003 20:58:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today is the 2 month ! But he couldn't find a ride here <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_frown.gif" align="middle" alt="=( (Sad)" title="=( (Sad)" border="0" />  oh well that  means tripple the sex on the 3 month ! o0o ! Our sex drive is already  outrageous, we went for 6 hours off n on ! Omg, I have a -shudder-  Woman's Doc. Aptm. on the 17 ! Pelvic exam, thats gonna suck. ANYWAYS  enough of all this gross stuff imma jet off gotta get to bed, school  -eck-<br>
night<br>
<br>
o.0 | virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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                <author>*virgino0owhore</author>
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                <title>Missin u</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Nov 2002 18:34:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my man is locked away, i miss him, and i feel sick =/ my latest piece  is a result of all my frustrations ! i wanna curl up in my baby's arms  so bad =/ ill have to wait a lil longero.0 | virgino0owhore | 0.o <br>
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