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I typed up some poems I wrote for my creative writing society meeting, where we did a writing exercise...you should check them out, they're kinda amusing. ^_^

]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/11503377/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/11503377/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 08:41:44 PST
1. Is there a way to change your featured deviation on your profile?
2. How can I look at my list of people I'm watching???

Thanks in advance!

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The MySpace profile is at: [link]
More WM3 info can be found at: [link]

Thanks guys!

]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10825596/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10825596/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 16:50:58 PST
Thanks!

Link:
[link]

]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10745560/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10745560/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 13:49:16 PST [link]

Go to the "Scandal at UCLA" video about halfway down the page. Un-fucking-believable.

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I'm trying to figure out how to edit deviations, like, delete them or move them to another category, etc. Is there any way to do this? I can't figure it out!

Thanks.

]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10567206/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/10567206/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:07:01 PST
And what am I getting myself into now? Probably just setting myself up to be hurt again. Goody, I can't fucking wait.

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Anyway, just had to vent. Off to do some work...

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Ramble over! ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/9609926/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/9609926/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 17:07:55 PDT Why even though
I have someone to hold
And say I love
I still search
Incessently
For someone better ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/9276133/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/9276133/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 22:45:29 PDT
Also there is a good chance I sprained my wrist at work - workman's comp, baby... ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/8202103/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/8202103/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 22:05:22 PST ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/8097839/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/8097839/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 20:50:56 PST
Anyway...I'm taking photography in school this semester. Maybe I'll scan and post some of the pictures I've taken. Some have turned out pretty cool. Others not so much. I'm digging this black and white thing. I like the darkroom. I could spend hours in there. Not that I have hours to spend. And the b&w paper is fucking expensive. As is film. But that's alright. I'll have to enjoy it while old school photography is around, 'cuz I'm sure we'll be going 100% digital soon.

In other news, I'm dating someone. He's really fucking great. A Nerd with a capital N. But that's ok, 'cuz I'm quite the nerd myself. He's pagan, we're on so many of the same levels, we talk for hours on end and constantly agree on everything (well, not 100%, but probably 95%). I must say I'm really happy with him, which is weird, 'cuz I told myself I wouldn't get involved with someone seriously for a while, at least not someone from the US, since I'll be leaving in a few months for Canada. But that whole Love thing always happens when you least expect it. Dammit.

Anyway. That's all. I guess I'm going to curl up in bed and watch X-Files. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7239534/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7239534/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 15:28:49 PST ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7148183/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7148183/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 10:16:24 PST Flesh stretching,
Tearing,
They're coming in
And I
Don't Feel
Any wiser ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7145128/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7145128/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 22:46:14 PST "The Wonderful Future"

She builds her own satellite
From an old rusted chair
She leaves this old world behind
And the things that she cares

Maybe she's gone
But it won't be for long
What do I know?
Maybe she's found
What we all dream about
What do I know?

She's beautiful and wonderful
I can't compare
It's not that fair

She builds a strong alibi
From the future that's here
She needs to know I'm alive
And that I'm flesh and I tear

Maybe she's wrong
But I won't mind my own
What do I know?
And their silicone
With a touch of her soul
What do I know?

She's beautiful and wonderful
I can't compare
It's not that fair

-Our Lady Peace ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7145113/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7145113/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 22:43:35 PST "In Repair"

Well it's good to know that you'll be okay
I've been waiting for this
And I'll be there to sit
While you pray no one's blaming me
I'm not supposed to wait
When they open up your heart...

I have been good
I understood
Like a machine they'll fix you from the start
I'm in repair
The life that we share
I know that I'll be lost in
But we're always in repair

Lock the door, lock the door
And it's good to know that you'll drive away
From this car crash nightmare
And I'll be there to help you again
There's no danger
We're just killing time again
When they order up new parts

I have been good
I understood
Like a machine they'll fix you from the start
I'm in repair
The life that we share
I know that I'll be lost in
But we're always in repair

Take this time to figure it out
Know the wire, the fuse, the things that you doubt
The wheels, the air, the metal, the mouth
Something, something, something
I have been good
I understood
Like a machine they'll fix you from the start
I'm in repair
The life that we share
I know that I'll be lost in
But we're always in repair

Take this time to figure it out
The wire, the fuse, the things that you doubt
The wheels, the air, the metal, the mouth
Something, something, something

-Our Lady Peace ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7024944/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7024944/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:37:38 PST
I always do that to myself. And I'm sick of it. If it means that I'm just going to be alone, then whatever. But I'm not doing this to myself anymore. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7001372/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/7001372/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 15:42:55 PST
I don't want to do anything today. I don't want to see anyone. I just want to hide.

Actually, no, it's really weird. I want to be held. But I don't want to talk. I don't want to do anything. Just be held. By someone. Of course, there's no one around to be held by. But I just want to feel someone close to me, someone's arms around me. Just get lost in the embrace, the smell, the feeling, away from the world.

Fuck. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6993758/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6993758/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:47:15 PST ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6988478/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6988478/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 08:16:31 PST
It's ok with me.

(!!!!!!) ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6983708/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6983708/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 17:50:30 PST ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6975067/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6975067/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 19:43:43 PST
Fuckers.

Other than that, today was ok, but I thought I had an hour extra to study when I got the call from my work demanding to know where I was.

Rar.

I have this midterm tomorrow. Better get crackin' and stop doing "important" stuff (such as looking at pictures of dorm rooms at the University of British Columbia ). ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6970146/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6970146/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 09:46:58 PST
Schmeeerz... ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6965162/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6965162/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:33:39 PST
I had a craaaaaazy night last night. But it was fun. Very, very fun. Suffice it to say there was much booze and not enough sleep. ^_^ ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6954591/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6954591/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 14:50:13 PST
OK.

Um.

My store is playing Alvin and the Chipmunks - IN SPANISH.

It's driving me CRAAAAZY. The music today! Man! I got here and it was Greek music. Then it went all new agey, which wasn't too bad, but then it went all Italian. Then Alvin and the Chipmunks in SPANISH. And now some weird oompa loompa shit?

I don't know. It's bugging me.

So this whole being single thing is kinda fun. There's a guy here who works in the meat department. He's totally cute. He's kinda nerdy, but he's still cute. And he's *obsessed* with biodiesel, which means that whenever I see him we talk nonstop about it, which is great. I'm considering like...Putting a note on his car saying he should call me, 'cuz he has practically the same car as me, only it's newer and a different colour. It's diesel and everything. And I put a note on his car a few days ago when he parked next to me that said "HOT CAR! -Vanessa" But I'm too chicken to put my number on there. What if he has a girlfriend and is like, "No, I can't call you," blah blah blah?

I don't think he has a girlfriend. He probably would've mentioned her at some point while we were talking and he hasn't.

Hmmm...Need courage? ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6943829/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6943829/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 10:55:41 PST
Jeremie needs the external to feel loved. He needs people to tell him they love him, he needs things to feel important, he needs external things to make him feel loved. And I realized that that is something I don't need, and I'm proud of that.

I know that people love me. I know my family loves me. I know I have great friends who love me. I know that the Goddess loves me. I know that, deep down inside, I really do love myself, even though I'm so self-depricating on the outside. I don't need to just find someone to externally tell me that they love me in order to feel good about myself. As lonely as I may be, I'm not going to find just anyone to make me feel important and wanted. Because really, it's all inside. And I think I deny that too much.

Anyway. It's fine if Jeremie needs to do that for himself. That's his process. Hopefully he'll realize in the end that all that external stuff is just a crutch. But I'm glad to know that I don't need to do that. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6940363/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6940363/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:31:21 PST
*Crosses legs, crosses arms...*

Hmph. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6936487/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6936487/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 14:41:15 PST
So I helped this friend of my mom's set up for a jewelry show she's doing the next couple of days. I got up at 6:30, something I'm not used to doing anymore, and basically got bitched at by her for a few hours. It's not that she's really a bitch, she just really...has an edge. And she's had the business for like 20 years so she really wants things to be done a certain way. But sometimes I just want to throw her stupid tables and stupid lights at her.

I know. I'm horrible. She's really not that bad.

But anyway, I'm at Whole Foods now, and I'm working here until 9:30 tonight. So, quite the full day. I'm going to be exhausted. And I'm just now over this cold and probably shouldn't be stressing myself out like this.

Oh well.

Back to work. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6926946/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6926946/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:37:24 PST


Aren't they just so cute?

Then again...I broke up with him...It is to be expected that he glomps onto the first female he sees because he's lonely. It's what he does. He did it to me. ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6925763/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6925763/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 12:26:43 PST
Samhain last night was interesting. Everyone was so dressed up and looked so beautiful. But I was sick, and couldn't use my brainpower to get dressed up, so I felt kinda like the odd one out. That and I was so out of it from being sick that I didn't have the *brainpower* to get dressed up or anything.

But the ritual was cool. We did it at Cheesman Park, which is a park in downtown Denver that used to be a graveyard. Perfect for Samhain. Anyway, we did a meditation where we communed with someone in our lives who had died...and I tried to talk to my grandpa, and since I was so sick, it was really disjointed, and he told me, "You're sick. Go home, get better, talk to me when you're well."

It was really annoying. I was hoping for more of a connection. Something more to take home with me. But I was so sick...

The thing that gets me is that might have been my last Samhain for a while with the coven, because of going to Canada and everything...Which would suck.

Anyway. I gotta get going. Now that I'm feeling better I have shyte to do. *SIGH* ]]> ~vivi-maus http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6910880/ http://vivi-maus.deviantart.com/journal/6910880/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 21:28:58 PST
I hope I can sleep... ]]> ~vivi-maus