http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:vonamarak&section=today deviantART RSS for by:vonamarak en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 07:18:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/26763238/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/26763238/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:23:22 PDT - XVIII -
In this entry: The author is back. About the mornings. Some promises are remembered. Word appreciation. Intriguing science facts.

---

It looks like a fine morning for a change. Yours truly guessed that will be good one, as a note to self to be more active around. So I'm going to change my ID now because of the different DA background color and maybe even submit some oldeish works. Well that was tentavely said. Is "tentatively" a good word?

Also, I remember that I had some things long promised. But this should not ring so dramatic.

And did you knew that dolphins do not drink water?







...

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/20915364/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/20915364/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 03:57:22 PDT
Let's see who can hunt them down - a cookie is to be awarded.

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/18221863/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/18221863/ Thu, 08 May 2008 04:41:18 PDT
No, seriously - I guess this is just the thing to say at the bottom of a slushy journal, but I don't want to post any slushy journals, so I start with it. I came back from Kavarna the last night - we were there for some Sonata Arctica concert... I guess the concert was just an exuse for me - I'm not a huge Sonata fan, although they sure are a good band. It was, above all else, a very good chance to see many of my friends in that region without any hopeless efforts to organise them to be at one place in the same time. A chance to hear the sea too. I miss the sea all the time here.

So, It was good journey and a great concerto. I kinda liked more the part with the bulgarian supporting band (Наско владее!), but just as I said before, I'm not a huge Sonata fan, so 'this a normal thing. I've seen many, many friends, even some people that I hadn't expected to see there. Even people from my summer crowds years '02, '03. I've refreshed my phone lists I've slept by the sea.

On the second day, just when I thought there's nothing else in the event for me, it popped up - the question how I'm going to be in Sofia before the night (I had worries about our cat, poor Aurora two days alone and counting - but that's other story.) And so it came: the second-best part of the entire thing. I've decided to travel with those of my group, who came hitchhiking and had the plan of hitchhiking back to Sofia. We were on the road very late (Well that's exactly the same reason I didn't had any train that would be in Sofia before dark.) and there was a little bet will we make it before 00:00.

We made it. Group of three - and that's a tough hitch, but one of them a girl - and that's a fierce weapon on the road. Changed about 5 vehicles. Our lift-off was little slow, but it only got better and better 'till the end. Some grizzled rock fans, some worker busses... - the last car was just registered by the driver, long-time hitchhiker (and hairdresser) back from... Netherlands I think? Hm. Now when I think about it, it was very much a normal hitch, but I haven't been on the road for two years and I really felt awesome. I must thank all the people that I've seen, and especially those travelling with me.

The cat was alive and well, at the moment rubbing against my head while I try to see the monitor.

I told you how I feel... almost back then when only 400km every week or two made me feel like myself. Now I just have to get my hairbrush and necktie back (strangely enough, no connection with that cool hairdresser guy back from Pays-Bas, an entirely different story)




_{I have not forgotten about the feature thingy, there are still 8 places free, if anyone wants to be in, I'll get it back here.}

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/17176742/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/17176742/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:27:30 PST Curse passed from

RULES: The first ten people to comment on this journal will have a feature of 3 of their pieces (which I like most). In return, these 10 people will have to copy and paste this journal, and carry on with the game!

8 slots left and counting.

What have I gotten myself into? I usually don't participate in games like this, but it's a duty now.
Good thing that not many people read these journals of mine (or they'll prove me wrong?)


1)
[link] Mmm, wolves.
[link] Self-explanatory, oui
[link] Last but not (at all) least.

2)
[link] Something post-apocalyptic.
[link] Because I'm wicked...
[link] and I love snowdrops

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/13536091/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/13536091/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 09:13:37 PDT [link]

Sorry to you all, who don't read bulgarian - It was really very important.

Edit: Oфанзивата продължава, линкът е същият.

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/11137404/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/11137404/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:16:54 PST carried away journal, but I wanted to make sure that I spread this word as far as I can.

Today I have found my old mail.com e-mail address "deactivated", which means that all in it, exept for my personal data is deleted. (.) This happened because I didn't log in for more than 60 days, term that I find ridiculous. I guess this is written somewhere in the EULA or whatever they call it, but I, foolish Me, don't read it offen.

Good for me, I used this mail only to register in places with high spam expectancy and like a store for some of my very old personal letters, forwarded from even older addresses, wich I then found ureliable (Ha-ha). Even though nothing important is lost, I got this sour taste in my mouth and wanted to rip something / someone apart.

So, I promised to mail.com staff that I will tell the world of their skinflint server politics and this is what I do. They propose e-mail adresses various domain names after the @, so If you feel like someone of your friends is endagered to become another victim of this so-called "mail.com effect", help me spreading the truth. And if you feel like these things happen all the time and I'm some kind of useless whiner, Ignore me this time

Do consider not going any near to mail.com crappy watch-this-advertisement servers at any costs. Use gmail if you don't have any other, personal choice. If you have address at mail.com, do consider abandoning it and poison the wells behind.

At other hand, I'm feeling quite well. you can expect some new B&W things from me soon. This whole normal-life thing is oppressing me for good, I will gladly enjoy the radical artistic burstout. Happy hollidays if I don't happen to write again before then.

]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/9350152/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/9350152/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:30:10 PDT
But first: Something for the non-bulgarian watchers around, a little apology. The following rows are about a fantasy and sci-fi con(vention), that my club organize in Varna for four years by now. There will be some lections, some geeky fun, some LARP, some body-art, some scientific movies and so on and so forth. It's not exactly formal, altrough there's a strict program. Anyway, the "fun" element must be always primary.

And now:

От името на клуб "Землемория", имам удоволствието да ви поканя на варненските Дни на фантастиката АКВАЛОНИЯ 2006, които ще се проведат в морската столица от 11 до 13 август.

Програмата е следната:

Петък, 11 август
18:00 - 18:10 - Откриване
18:10 - 18:30 - Откриване на изложбите “ÐœÐ¸Ð³Ð¾Ð²Ðµ от Средна земя” ( фотография ), и “ÐšÐ¾Ð»Ð¾Ð´Ð°Ñ‚Ð° на Толкин” ( рисунки ), предоставени от факултет Изкуства към Толкин университет “Арменелос”
18:30 - 19:30 - “Средновековните оръжия”: лекция + демонстрация на група за исторически възстановки “Ð§Ð¸Ð³Ð¾Ñ‚”
19:30 - 21:00 - конкурс за face& body art

Събота, 12 август
10:30 - 12:00 - „Източноевропейската фантастика” - Юри Илков ( Генерала )
12:00 - 13:30 - „Фолклорни модели на отвъдното” - доц. д-р Албена Георгиева, институт по фолклор при БАН
13:30 - 15:00 - „Екоапокалипсис” - Илиян Илиев, Обществен център за околна среда и устойчиво развитие
15:00 - 15:30 - обедна почивка
15:30 - 21:00 - провеждане на ролева игра на живо ( ЛАРП ) в община Аспарухово
15:30 - 17:00 - посещение на изложбата “Ð¡ÑŠÐºÑ€Ð¾Ð²Ð¸Ñ‰Ð°Ñ‚Ð° на България” в Археологически музей
17:00 - 18:30 - прожекция на научнопопулярния филм „Ð’ÑÐµÐ»ÐµÐ½Ð°Ñ‚Ð° на Стивън Хокинг”, предоставен от Национална астрономическа обсерватория „Николай Коперник”

Неделя, 13 август
10:30 - 11:30 - представяне на „Magic: The Gathering” - Калоян Кирилов, фирма “Ð’Ð°Ð»Ð¸Ð½Ð¾Ñ€ Паладиум”ООД ( дистрибутор на играта за България )
11:30 - 13:00 - „Музиката на древните келти” - Златомир Вълчев от група “Ð›Ð¾Ñ‚ Лориен”
13:00 - 13:30 - обедна почивка
13:30 - 15:00 - презентация и прожектиране на филма-приказка “Ð›ÐµÐ³ÐµÐ½Ð´Ð¸ за Седемте кралства” от младежка формация “Written words Entеrtainment”
15:00 - 16:30 - „Дракула - фантастична и историческа личност” - Светла Добрева
16:30 - закриване

Място на провеждане: Зала Концертна на Младежки дом
Изложбите ще могат да се видят във фоайето пред залата от 11 до 25 август.

Ще се постараем до 1 седмица да съобщим вариантите за нощувки на достъпни цени.

За предварителни и окончателни заявки за нощувки: hristomezev@abv.bg ( Христо Мезев )

За заявки за участие в ЛАРП-а: odjakova@yahoo.com ( Калина Атанасова )

Очакваме ви ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/8805056/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/8805056/ Thu, 18 May 2006 06:42:32 PDT With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear."

...

There's nothing wrong, I'm just 1 year older This would be a very short Journal entry, wich fact I will use to encourage myself in writing another one very soon. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/6594989/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/6594989/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:23:23 PDT DISTURBED
"I'm Alive"

Never again will I be dishonored
And never again will I be reminded
We're living within the world of the jaded
They killed inspiration
It's my obligation
To never again, allow this to happen
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
Denying the sin
My art, my redemption
I carry the torch of my fathers before me

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

Danger, then, cannot be considered
I rage again, dispelling my anger
Where do I begin?
The choices are endless
My art, my redemption, my only salvation
I carry the gift that I have been blessed with
My soul is adrift in notions of madness
Repairing the rift that you have created
I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive

I'm no slave
Are you feeling brave?
Or have you gone out of your mind?
No more games
It won't feel the same
If I hold my anger inside
There's no meaning
My soul is bleeding
I've had enough of your kind
One suggestion, use your discretion
Before you label it lie

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Lonely, we'll not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

The last Disturbed album got under my skin and it is crawling - Generaly this song along with some others. It is a pleasant feeling. Expect effect from the crawl these days, they will come up vrey soon I suspect. Until then, you can find it too

And I will not pledge my head on those lyrics, the album was released days ago and I've chosen the ones in the net that are closer to these that I hear with my own ears. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4985998/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4985998/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 08:35:04 PDT Face In The Sand
by (Adrian Smith/Steve Harris/Bruce Dickinson)

Everybody's waiting for something to happen
Everybody's waiting for something to see
Lunatics waiting for bigger diasasters
Everyone's waiting for news on TV

Winding lives at the end of the spiral
Waiting dictators with their next big thrill
Everyone's looking but no-one is listening
Everybody wants to be in at the kill

I wait for the signs, they tell me true
I see the signs of the end of time

Everyone's searching but nothing's revealing
Everyone's looking for the reason why
Everyone's hoping for life everafter
Everyone's looking at death from the sky

Everyone's nightmares are going to happen
Everybody's ripping the mask from their eyes
Everyone's praying but no one's believing
Everyone's heroes tell everyone's lies

So I watch and I wait
And I pray for an awnser
An end to the strife and the world's misery
But the end never came
And we're digging the graves
And we're loading the guns for the kill

Can the end be at hand?
Is the face in the sand?
Future memory of our tragedy

Can the end be at hand?
Is the face in the sand?
Future memory of our tragedy
.

I guess you will know why ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4544665/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4544665/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 09:00:21 PST Then suddenly
By one false move it's blown away
Joyful it seems but
Then suddenly
Their voices cease it's gone away
Vanished to the point of no return
Vanished to the point of no return

Witness my last breath
I do not regret
A word I've said
The strong will survive
The weak must die

And out of the mist
It's coming closer now
Sinner and saints --
The grateful slaves

Nature's law instead of God in heaven

From far beyond
I can hear them sing
I hear angels sing
Songs of innocence
I hear the angel sing

Despite the facts are clear
It cannot be, what we can't see
I must admit, it sounds so sweet

Joyful it seems but
Then suddenly
By one false move it's blown away
Joyful it seems but
Then suddenly
Their voices cease it's gone away
Vanished to the point of no return
Vanished to the point of no return...

(Part of Blind Guardian's "Punishment Divine")
Nature do not possess a human mind, soul or heart. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4463966/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4463966/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 16:34:25 PST On wings of plenty in the dark
Poured out his poison
And he blew away his mark
The fascist from the east is coming
Mothers, hide your sons
The second hellrider came
From flaming seas and molten sands
Pipers playing Hell's commands
Poured out his poison
With his promises of promised lands
Blackened tongues of lying leaders

Here come the riders
As the wheel of Dharma's running out of time
Here come the riders
As the wheel of Dharma's running out of time

The third hellrider came
Teaching brothers to kill brother men
And the fourth hellrider waits
On an acid trip for an acid world
Wars of old religious fools and superstitious men
Throw some scary Tarot cards and...

Here come the riders
As the wheel of Dharma's running out of time
Here come the riders
As the revolution's stepping into line
The dark side of Aquarius
Has robbed us of our souls and minds
Here come the riders
As the wheel of Dharma's running out of time

From the starlit sky, on a silver sea
A lonely silver surfer comes to push the wheel for me
A lonely silver surfer comes to push the wheel for me

Gotta move, gotta move
Gotta move that wheel right 'round
Gotta move, gotta move
Gotta move that wheel right 'round
Gotta move, gotta move
Gotta move that wheel around

Gotta push the wheel of Dharma 'round
Push the wheel of Dharma 'round
Push the wheel of Dharma 'round
Push the wheel right 'round, right 'round

I've gotta move the wheel of Dharma
Gotta move the wheel of Dharma
Gotta move the wheel of Dharma
Move that wheel right around

Gotta move the wheel of Dharma
Gotta move the wheel of Dharma now



...
(Bruce Dickinson's Darkside of Aquarius)
Did the Darkside of Aquarius robbed you of your souls and minds? ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4357453/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/4357453/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 04:12:52 PST ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/3755827/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/3755827/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 20:03:29 PST
I've had so much time without home internet, that I nearly had forgotten the feeling. Now, I can came back to my normal state ( or more, "flow" ) of life. I guess I will submit many things in the next week or two, cause my scetchbooks are full of unfinished drawings. You'll see more than my newly-appeared ID soon

And just in this moment, I starve...

*floats around like an avatar of delight (well, starving avatar)* ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/3370247/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/3370247/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 14:07:32 PDT
However, I just filled up my scraps gallery at once. You may take a look, there are some things that I like even more than the submitted work and stand there just because they have no finished versions.

Regards, vonamarak. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/2656990/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/2656990/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:44:07 PDT ) and use the entry to greet them for being here. I've submited some of my works too last month ( atlast ), so you can take a look.

Regards, Vonamarak. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/2301029/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/2301029/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 08:09:15 PDT
Not-so-empty year. I have memories about all. ( I have an elephant memory and that's why when I look back and ask myself what I remember and the answer is nothing - I concider the time wasted. Elegantely and not so - wasted. ) I wasted more than year or two ago. Because of my sickminded feelings. Not anymore.

Be well, Fare well.
The answers are writen in the wind. ]]> ~vonamarak http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/635620/ http://vonamarak.deviantart.com/journal/635620/ Fri, 18 Apr 2003 18:44:10 PDT Bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified.



So, I started tonight, even the last night, but I had no time to write anything here. Wich not mean I'll write much this time, but I felt in need to begin with anything. My scanner is out of the town, my pc crashed. I can post some old things, but I don't think I like them myself. So, I promise myself to start soon. Promise to you to, I hope this will motivate me for some start, anywhere, some time...

I'm not so confused from the life, or worst - I'm no more confused now, when I've tasted many types of pain and mistakes. I hope my life and path will be lawfull tomorrow, forever.

... tomorow will take us away, no-one will ever know our names...

Leave me alone, isolation bears hope...

]]> ~vonamarak