http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:voodoodoll1389&section=today deviantART RSS for by:voodoodoll1389 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 01:17:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/13514408/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/13514408/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 16:07:39 PDT All of it's so incredibly teenage angst.
It's hard to believe I did any of that.
And none of it is any good.
Despite my discouraging lack of talent, I'm going to get this thing started again.
Hopefully I won't have to look back in 2 more years and be even more ashamed that I considered any of this a creative outlet... or whatever you want to call it.

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8973754/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8973754/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 23:58:02 PDT and i'll die my hair orage! ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8600907/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8600907/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 11:03:05 PDT So here I am...
I have Art History next, and a test today, but I forgot the study guide too so I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing. All I know id that it is on the Baroque and Rococo periods. -_- I don't want to fail. It's the only class I'm getting a good grade in.
I keep having these really weird dreams about terrorists attacks and the apocolypse. Morbid...?
I thought of a great new story, which is awesome even if the story ends up terrible because I haven't had much inspiration to write lately. I haven't had a chance to start writing it though, because of damn school! ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8337597/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8337597/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 20:40:07 PST Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?:
I Wanted Everything-The Ramones

Will I have a happy life?:
Will You Come and Fetch me?-Of Montreal

What do people really think of me?:
St. Jimmy- Green Day

Do people secretly l ust after me?:
Hollaback Gi rl-Gwen Stefani (heh, no joke)

How can I make myself happy?
Little Room-White Stripes

What should I do with my life?
Island of the Honest Man-Hot Hot Heat (My Life will never be complete... or that's gonna be a lonely island)

Will I ever have children?:
Girl Anachronism-Dresden Dolls

What is some good advice for me?:
Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds-The Beatles ^_^

What do I think my current theme song is?:
House of the Blues-Jonny Cash

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
When the Sun Goes Down- Artic Monkeys

What song will play at my funeral?:
Hello Operator-White Stripes (My coffin doesn't have a phone!)

What type of men/women do you like?:
Unconditional-Bravery

What is my day going to be like?
Do the Buildings and Cops make you Laugh?-Bedroom Walls (yes, they do)

Why am I here?
Everything will be Alright-The Killers

What will people remember me for?
We Will Become Silouettes-Postal Service

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Chop Suey!-System of a Down

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Vegan in Furs-Of Montreal

What will this year be all about?
The Frozen Island-Of Montreal

hmmm... thought provoking, isn't it?
I had fun ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8275924/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/8275924/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 15:05:01 PST i’ll be busy sorting through 841 deviations from my devwatch list. then i suppose ill add some new stuff of my own.
then i should probably try to find a job… but i haven’t been to lucky with that lately. ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/7107811/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/7107811/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 17:38:19 PST my camera died a while ago...
I haven't had the money or energy to go out and buy a new one...
but christmas is coming up, so you can all buy me one right ...
Just kidding...
i think
Actually, my friend wants to sell me an old canon of his...

Don't forget about me...



'Its dangerous to hope, and dangerous to care right?
Its never been cool to care,
And always been easier to say whatever.
It takes strong bones to be positive
And to do that it takes knowledge of what's wrong
To know what's right. '

I'm going to disneyland on the 3rd... maybe I'll bring back some pictures of the magical snow!

Christine ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/6309090/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/6309090/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 17:58:59 PDT I thought about my true love
The one I really need
With eyes that burn so bright they make me pure...

So school has started, and I love it so far. In a few weeks I will be hating it more than anything, but let me enjoy it now.
I am listening to the Wicked soundtrack right now. My friend Daniel was kind enough to let me borrow it. I've been listening to it non stop for three days now.
Don't wish... dont start...
Wishing only wounds the heart

I need to get the book... when the play comes back to LA we're all gonna go see it, even though it costs a billion dollars.
I have a new job!! Yep... two jobs... and school... it's fun.
I also went to camp a couple weeks ago. It was interesting. I think I had a good time, but it was really difficult... I was sick...
actually Cam was sick. I was just being a depressed b itch...

Oh yeah... you probably wanna know about my 'art', huh?
Well................. I have no pictures... my camera died... I will be getting another one soon. hopefully.

I also... would like to tell you... I forgot.... what I was going to say... type... think... yeah...

Christine

'True love never goes away... it only changes through time' ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/6111647/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/6111647/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 11:12:04 PDT Something better than nothing
Try keep the truth from showing up

Listening to: Jolene- White Stripes

I'M GOING TO A WHITE STRIPES CONCERT!!!!!!!


...sorry... just had to tell someone...

anyway... four dates at the Greek Theatre. I might as well go to each one...

If you think that a kiss is all in the lips
C'mon, you got it all wrong, man
And if you think that our dance was all in the hips
Oh well, then do the twist
If you think holding hands is all in the fingers
Grab hold of the soul where the memory s. ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5733303/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5733303/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 11:27:35 PDT Now I'm tryin' to be assertive.
I'm making plans.
Wanna rise to the occasion, yeah
meet all of their demands.
But all I do is just lay in bed
and hide under the covers.
I know I should be brave
but I'm just too afraid of all this change.
And it's too hard to focus through all this doubt.
I keep making these "To Do" lists but nothing gets crossed out.

Mood: Sick
Listening to: Nothing Gets Crossed Out - Bright Eyes
Reading: Phantom of the Opera

I have a really bad headache. After saying I'd spend more time on here answering comments and such, I found out that looking for more time doesn't necesarily mean you'll find it. In fact, you just waste the time you spent looking for it. Don't we all know that? Guess I just needed to be reminded.

But anyway...

Turns out I'll only be able to be on DA a couple days outta the week now.
It's not that bad, but how am I ever going to get through all these Deviations on my Devwatch?! They're all so great and I must comment on them...

I have to go to the college today, and meet with somebody and get my registration form and all...
and I think my head is going to esplode...
I really wanna go see Howl's Moving Castle, but I have no one to go with.



Anyway... on a happier note... ... ... eh, I'll keep you posted!


Christine

Wait! I just remembered something happy! I'm going airsofting on Sunday with my bro, Cameron, Keith, Micheal M., Micheal R., David, Will, and Anthony. Don't tell Cameron, but we're all gonna gang up on him. Heh heh...
Just kidding... I'm not that mean... but I think Micheal would fully support that idea...

But if everything that happens is supposed to be
and it is predetermined, can't change your destiny.
Then I guess I'll just keep moving, someday, maybe, I'll get to where I'm going. ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5690663/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5690663/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 00:39:57 PDT 'Cause it's the ones with the sorest throats, Laura
Who have done the most singing

Mood: Sleepy...
Listening to: False Advertising - Bright Eyes!
Reading: Phantom of the Opera

I’ve been a bit doubtful about my photography lately, but I’m really surprised! My pictures from my trip have been well received. I mean, it’s not like I have a billion fav, but that’s perfectly okay with me. I know my photography isn’t close to deserving a single fav. So thanks a lot everybody, who commented on my photos recently and previously to recently. You people are a great encouragement. I love you all so much!

I’ve got a lot of college stuff to deal with, right now, so I’ve been kinda busy. Blah.

My brother burnt me a whole bunch of Dimmu Borgir, In Flames, and Vader, so I’m super happy! I’m addicted to metal now.
I bought the Foo Fighters new album 'In Your Honour'. Originally, I wasn’t gonna buy it, but I heard from everyone that it was really good, so I hoped it would be worth it for the acoustic songs!
Sigh… You know how music reminds you of different things, depending on what you did, where you were, or who you were with while listening to it before?
The Foo Fighters remind me of Andy. He loved them so much, but I haven’t talked to him since his band went on tour in the UK. I miss him muchly.

Oh yeah, and I've got some more pictures for everyone who cares to look at them!


Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5648299/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5648299/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 16:33:48 PDT Listening to: Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack
Reading: Phantom of the Opera & Count of Monte Cristo
Watching: Beauty & the Beast- do I ever stop watching this?

Hello everyone! I am back from Sacramento!
Actually I've been back for a few days, but just haven't had time to update. Yeah, yeah, I'm lazy, I know...
Anwyay... I think I took some pretty photos while on my trip. I really went crazy with the photomanip because I didn't want them to look like touristy pictures. I will be adding those as soon as possible, so I hope you like them.
Sunday I went on a long car drive with Rachel, Alysia, and Beky. It was so awesome driving by the beach instead of through endless nothingness on the I5 for 7 hours there and back to Sacramento. I wish I had my camera with me then. But of course, I never have it when it is most needed...
I'll have to go back there some other time...
Oh, and guess what?! I've almost finished one of my short stories.



Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5572623/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5572623/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 17:30:40 PDT Mood: Happy
Listening to: The Ramones - Sheena is a Punk Rocker
Reading: Whatever is on my bookshelf
Watching: Signs!

Well, the busy weekend is over, and the busy week begins. Tomorrow I have to start packing because I am going to Sacramento for four days.
Panic! You know what that means? Four Days without Deviant art! How will I ever survive. Yes, it probably is a much needed break, but I will miss my DA friends so much! to all my dear DA friends.
I will be sure to take lots of pictures, though. and hopefully I will have some fun stuff to submit by the end of those long four days.
We'll see...

Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5537861/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5537861/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 23:28:10 PDT I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch cold
I want to take you far from the cynics in this town
And kiss you on the mouth
We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand new colony
Where everything will change...
I will never get tired of that song. No matter how much I listen to it, and no matter how much Cameron ruined it.

Listening to: Postal Service- Brand New Colony
Reading: Whatever is on my bookshelf
Watching: M. Night Shyamalan Documentary

Apparently when I said I would submit more poetry soon, I meant in about 3 1/2 weeks. Ha... but here it is finally, and it's not much, so don't expect anything brilliant.

Brandon's coming from Arizona tomorrow to stay for the weekend. Can't wait, it'll be super fun. Imma have to find some way Amy could come hang out with us too. I'm sure Brandon misses her terribly.

Edit: Okay, well I moved all those crappy poems to scraps. They were crap and I feel bad for even considering to submit them. I will work much harder next time and come up with something brilliant!



Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5488159/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5488159/ Sat, 28 May 2005 19:30:43 PDT
Listening to: Easyworld- Till the Day
Reading: The millions of books I'm halfway through
Watching: Just saw 'The Longest Yard'

Well, the trip to Mexico got cancelled last minute, which is sad, but it's all cool, cause I'll end up going at the end of summer sometime. Instead, I'm gonna waste my weekend... I saw 'The Longest Yard' (very funny movie!)
Daniel showed up as soon as the movie started. It was a suprise I never would have expected, and not necesarily pleasant suprise. (ha ha)
Went to Matt's house with him and my brother after the movie but I walked home early. They won't miss me. I wanted to write.
So there you go... it's Memorial Day weekend, and everybody's using it as an excuse to party... get wasted... hang out with friends... play loud crap music. All that fun stuff. It makes life so much better... y'know.


I'm gonna go write now.

Oh, but most importantly, I bought the Easyworld cd, Kill the Last Romantic!!!

I think I actually might have more poems to add very soon!!!

Love you all lots!

Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5449858/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5449858/ Tue, 24 May 2005 16:19:45 PDT I remember being overjoyed because I had 12 pageviews a couple of months ago. It's so great that I can share my 'art' with people, when normally all I do is hide it.
Thanks to everyone who has looked at my photos, or read my poems, whether you liked them or not!



Well... I hope to have a whole batch of new photos to add soon, because I am going to Mexico this weekend! Enough of boring plants/flowers/sunsets. I badly need something different to submit.
As for my poems... all my creativeness for those has gone to hell. I think it's because all my writing energy has gone to school. I hope to be writing again soon...

In the meantime...

Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5431575/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5431575/ Sun, 22 May 2005 17:14:10 PDT
The special features for a paid account totally kick ass. Of course, I'm on Deviant Art way too much as it is, and now Imma be on even more!

Yesterday, I went to a baseball game,(Dodgers vs Angels) which was kinda pathetic, cuz I'm not really into baseball, but I went with some friends so it was all cool! I proudly wore my Manchester United pin that Alice sent me years ago, and no one knew what the hell it was (dumb Americans). The cool part about it was that I got to go to LA. I LA. It is such an awesome place, although it's ugly, and way too crowded. I took a few pictures on the trip, and Imma post them in my scraps. So, if you happen to have some time to kill or want to see some bad quality pictures of Dodger Stadium go here: [link]

Yup... so that's all for now. I hope to submit loads of stuff this week. But I also have a huge paper to write for school. Luckily, it's not due till Wednesday and it's about Photography, so it wont be too hard... (ha ha)

Oh yeah and check out this guy's gallery . His really awesome story, Career for the Free: [link] doesn't have enough views or comments.


See you all around, to all...
~Christine

]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5394669/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5394669/ Wed, 18 May 2005 18:02:09 PDT
after all this craziness thisngs are getting better!

I am going to have major amounts of poetry to add very soon. As soon as I get it from my notebook onto the computer... which could take me awhile... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5339946/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5339946/ Thu, 12 May 2005 15:16:07 PDT Everybody I know right now is either super stressed of super depressed or both. It's all cuz of damn school.
Curses curses curses...
So yeah. I think I am going insane too...

So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone. And your eyes must
do some raining if you are ever going to grow. But when crying don't help and
you can't compose yourself. It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope. That is why I'm singing...
Bright Eyes- A Bowl of Oranges ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5280424/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5280424/ Fri, 06 May 2005 00:02:54 PDT Yep, of course! I'm not that great at it so Im gonna need some uber photographers to yell at me a bit, but I just wanna get away from my terrible poetry.
I don't want to be sad anymore. I know everyone says that, and often it doesn't change much.
Self-pity is poison. How much better off would we all be, if, instead of whining, moping, and bitching about our lonliness and how sad we are, we took time to make friends with those people who feel just as alone as us.
I'm sorry if that sounded much too happy...
Anyways... enjoy my photography!
~Christine

PS Imma try and do a feature thing in every one of my journal entries from now on... with my fav artists and such... just not now... Im too tired. Yawn! ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5276415/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5276415/ Thu, 05 May 2005 15:48:47 PDT la
la
la
la
la
la... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5245374/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5245374/ Mon, 02 May 2005 09:05:21 PDT I know that sounds a little weird. I am not trying to hide my feelings from him, because I am not attracted to him, but really his friendship means so much to me. He is the greatest person. Whenever I talk to him, I'm laughing and happy, and have the strength to get through another damn depressing day.
But I don't think he even considers us as friends. He doesn't care about talking to me- being with me.
Why do I even have to let him know how much he means to me? just because of that. Because he is so important to me. He has to know... eventually... it's just weird though, because I think he thinks I have a crush on him, as I am always wanting to hang out with him. I am just an annoyance to him.
This is so lame... I can't believe I am actually worrying about this, and if he read it....

moving on...

So, I think I am going to Mexico at the end of this month!! Yipee!!


'I want to be the surgeon that cuts you open and fixes all of life's mistake. I want to be the house that you grew up in. The only place that you feel safe. I want to be your shower in the morning that wakes you up and makes you clean. I know Im just the weather outside you window as you sleep through a winter's dream.'
Ship in a Bottle - Bright Eyes
If that's not reminiscent of Postal Service's Brand New Colony, I don't know what is...
Story of my LIFE

New poems coming soon... as in sometime at the end of this week, knowing me... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5205134/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5205134/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 15:37:39 PDT
That's all I have to say... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5120747/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5120747/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 13:00:45 PDT The worst thing to do is walk in my room when I am writing. My music is always up loud, and I am in my own world. To interrupt me is like waking a sleepwalker.
My brother walked in, I jumped about two feet outta my chair and screamed...
::shakes head:: pitiful really... ha ha...

Well... I might not take photography... ::tear::
Cross your fingers...
but that isn't till Fall, so if you happen to remember me this coming fall cross your fingers for me, eh?

On to Driver's Ed!

Tine ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5100152/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/5100152/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 00:10:16 PDT So I’m thinking of taking one of the photography classes that the community college here in my humble town of Moorpark offers. Which, of course, means I need a camera… I only have this lame $60 camera, that takes really bad pictures. Maybe it’s just cause Im a bad photographer, but everything always looks so picture perfect through my eyes. As soon as I take a picture it gets all mangled… oh well…
Does anyone have a suggestion for what kind of camera I should get? Not something too complicated or too expensive (I’m still trying to get a job) but kinda professional… y’know…
I read “As You Like It” today… Shakespeare is absolutely magnificent.
Hmm… subscribe to Deviantart? Of Course!!! I would have months ago, but I didn’t have any money… Soon enough, I shall be a PaYiNg Deviant!!!
Stories I am currently writing (None of them have names… I thinking of names… as you may have noticed from my poems… hee he…)
This Adventure/Fantasy story I have been writing since I was 13. Currently rewriting over 800 pages of it (not at once, that’s how many pages there are total) then I will finish up with the grand finale beat the ultimate evil guy ending. Ugh… So cliché…
A ghost story… can’t go into the details on this but lemme tell you it keeps me up at night ::cheesy horror movie music:: (Oh! Amityville Horror! Anyone wanna go see that with me??)
A short story that came to me spontaneously (as all stories do, but this was even more so) wen I was feeling especially lonely… I was really surprised at the amount of feeling that went into this. It’s not even in a real world (that I know of…) and I won’t name it in the story. I like doing that in my stories. Not placing tem in our world. Its too common. But making the charaters so real you can connect to them any way. I don’t know if my characters are real. Sometimes I get really frustrated with their stereotypical characteristics, but that is what I try to do anyway. Maybe its trying to escape from a part of the storytelling, but the enviromeny is there. I see it kind of like symbolism and allegory you don’t know exactly what it means or where it is, but its for you to apply or guess.
A weird story that doesn’t make any sense. Its fantasy, with witch burnings and trials and such… and yet there is a person in it that is very self harming. This is something I really meeded to write about. As it’s something I’ve really really been struggling with, and for some reason t just fit in that enviroment. This character has just lost all hope. She’s wandering around her world enslaved, just doing what she’s told.she starts believing she’s stopped becoming a person. She’s just stuck in her pointless life. There’s more to it, but as I have only written the first few pages, Im not exactly sure what’s going to happen, so I wont get into it. Hopefully it’ll be good. And of course, she has her heroic, yet mysterious knight in shining armour ^^

One thing I have noticed in my stories is that the theme of love has been battered around. In my favorite story now, one of my characters absolutely refuses to return love to someone who loves her alot. To her love is blind and unpractical. Nothing will come of it. It would be selfish to jumo into it, and only end up hurting the other person. But yet at the end, two people will end up being in love. Love is perfect when it comes at the right time. Otherwise, it’s just something that will ruin you, and hurt both of the people involved.
>.< I’ll stop preaching about this now.

MUSIC!
Current obsession:
Bright Eyes
When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend. I get a coffee and a paper, have my own conversations with sidewalk and pigeons and my window reflection.
-Lua

Don’t be fooled, don’t get lied to, love was always cruel…
-Train Under Water

Death will bring us back to God just like the setting sun is returned to the lonesome ocean.
We must blend into the choir, sing as static with the whole. We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul…
oh my morning’s coming back, the whole world’s waking up. All the city buses swimming past. I am happy just because, I found out I am really no one…
-at the Bottom of Everything

I actually wrote a poem totally inspired by Bright Eyes… and my own fear and laziness… but I’m not sure I want to p... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389 http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/4950358/ http://voodoodoll1389.deviantart.com/journal/4950358/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 08:06:13 PST I feel so stupid just having one lame poem on here... not that my stories are any better.... ]]> ~voodoodoll1389