http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:vopeyazile&section=today deviantART RSS for by:vopeyazile en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 15:09:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/23793553/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/23793553/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 09:07:32 PDT hard to write anything during this difficult time.
feeling inadequate anyway.
will be back as soon as i can be.

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i really want to move away right now.... no offense to ANYONE. but.. i'm so sick and tired of stouffville... once i am finished with school... I'M MOVING AT LEAST 4 HOURS AWAY..... i would go to my dad's house but that would be too much of a burden for him to handle..
sigh.. my opinion of myself continues to decrease daily. i don't feel like i'm good enough for anybody... in all honesty i'm finding it really hard to talk to anybody because i am just soo worried about making them upset. SIGH thank you so much if you read through all of that... bet nobody does....
-.-


yeah.. future warning.. don't try to cheer me up.. it doesn't work.. just makes it worse... it's confusing.. i know.. i wish i could understand myself -.-

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I'm in love, and that always makes it hard. I'll try to make something, but since it's only because I feel the need to and not to express myself, it won't end up well.

SO that is why i've said nothing, done nothing, etc.

Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/20465929/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/20465929/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 04:45:59 PDT SO i can't really do anything for some reason. THAT is why I am not posting anything.

Don't know when my mind will get it's INSPIRATION again. but i guess you'll just have to notice that for yourself ??

Vopeyyyy

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/20030613/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/20030613/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:32:26 PDT hair is back to brown
that is all
writing stories, they are not doing well.
short version of how i am doing due to way too many journals

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19914788/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19914788/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 11:29:27 PDT That is a Vopey.
Well,
Simple Explanation =
An unfortunate series of events (no not the books) has turned my hair completely banana yellow. I don't know if i will even have a chance to dye it before school because I might loose my job for bizarre hair. Also, another likely possibility is that I will be murdered by my mother. Anywho, other then that things are pretty dull here in the [link] A.
I will be home in 5 days! Woo. Probably be taken to a series of different things with :emotional920: as soon as I get back.
Everything goes by so slowly here. Feels like I've been here for more then a year.
So that brings me to my last thought (on the journal, I'm not quite dead yet), school is approaching. Summer was fun, but as pathetic as I am. I miss school, I like routine. I also like to see Turnip. Whether or not her is aware that I'm planning out my day to pass him as much as possible.
Well, I'm going to go nap.
Miss you all,
Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19709081/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19709081/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 22:33:46 PDT i love you all
and will miss you very much
but am very very tired and need to go pack
so goodnight
and see you in two weeks
<3 Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19336262/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/19336262/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:55:44 PDT i have a lot more spare time now that i told my friends to stop showing up at my door unless i ask them too
ANYWHO,
apologies for all the posts..i only seem to spend my time, biking,eating,sleeping,posting,and well.. realeasing things that need to be realeased.. G-RATING... but hey.. everybody poops.. lol.. sorry
Vopey<3

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18990487/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18990487/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 20:41:14 PDT WORK.. they are giving me tonnes of hours... but when will i spend all the money ?! D:
school is over but i don't know if i passed everything ... no im' not stupid xD .. i just did NO WORK .. too lazy
DAVID
omg no way.. not this again -.-

with the downward pouring waterfall of money i am expecting.. yes that is really dramatic XD i will be spending time with friends... and DAVID.. lol.. anyways... it will be nice

things are looking up SOMEWHAT... just work -.- .. so i willtry and start posting stuff again.. woos !

ps.. i'm not uneasy.. the thing takes to long to load to change it

VOPEY ^^

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i can't do any deviations right now... i don't know when i'll start. but i have just too much shit going on to think or draw anything -.-

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18185137/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18185137/ Mon, 05 May 2008 17:28:35 PDT
Harvey's reeks. I am always tired and brain dead. My teachers are mad. My parents are mad. My friends are mad. Turnip is....depressing me. WELL... let's just say ... I have been doing some things I regret and some things that I don't regret, but should.

WELL .. Explainations would be nice I guess. I have not been doing any work in my classes and being ''defiant''-> teachers mad.// I have been disobeying and I destroyed the computer.. NO IDEA HOW... -> parents mad.//I have been slipping farther STILL from my friends and being careless with them and the constant talking about Turnip is annoying them I think.-> friends mad.// AND.. Turnip is sending me mixed messages, so OH WELL i guess.


WELL... ANYWAYS...
I probably won't be adding much lately, because I am busy downloading crap and getting teh damn computer back to normal. I might begin to write again because I have wanted to do that lately.
I am like at home this week.

Vopey-.-
ps. apologies for a new update ALREADY.. i was craving to updatee

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18093200/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/18093200/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 20:28:35 PDT
things are basically going well with me. i basically have sworn off love, although that doesn't mean the addicting obsession is over with turnip.(code name for a guy.... that i am overly obsessed with... so he doesn't know i am .. heh? yea... he is...so amazing... -sigh-) my friendships are either becoming closer to me, or farther apart. i find it hard to manage different group of friends.
i have a job now, so i will be busy sometimes. i am somewhat happy but at the same time... i realize, by moving on to what my life is now, i am losing what my life was. my mind is running but it is hard to put it in words.

almost 400 pageviews.. and i am unsure who they are coming from, honestly, but oh well..

that is life, bout all i can say without mentally, emotionally, or physically disturbing you,

Vopey..

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17530562/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17530562/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 18:36:17 PDT
ASHLEY -> AWAITING ME HUGGING TURNIP DOLL ^.^
ALEX-> AWAITING SOMETHING FEATURING ME
PATRICIA-> COME ON MORE OFTEN!

*******
also.. HOW DID I GET SO MANY FREAKING PAGE VIEWS?
WHO IS WATCHING ME TO THAT EXTENT? I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE..
*******

Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17445619/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17445619/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 16:13:10 PDT
SORRY

I've also been quite depressed... -shrug-
Spent like 4 nights sulking in my room this week... so if I seem down... don't worry about it

Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17353166/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17353166/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:57:09 PDT I am aso afraid to go back to my hideous English teacher and my punishment for skipping all of those classes the week before March Break.

I hate not being able to talk about a certain person, as they might be reading this.

Also, Alex, I am looking forward to you drawing me

ps. SO MUCH DAMN SNOW IT'S DRIVING ME MAD... except for the lovely snow ball fight that I ended up getting soaked in! HAH

Vopey

]]> ~vopeyazile http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17182665/ http://vopeyazile.deviantart.com/journal/17182665/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:03:16 PST Been just a tid bit desperate lately, but I am trying not to think about it. Oh well, I'm married anyways. LOL (and he has a nice sweater)! I am moving in May and things just feel different for me. I am still not over my ex-boyfriend yet. My friend says that I may never be by the looks of things. So I just have to tolerate it. So does everybody else! Hah,

Vopey

P.S. Alex! cheer up!! I would miss you so much if anything were to happen! You're the only girl I can side rape without worry! Love you!

P.P.S. My english teacher is annoying me. She keeps calling me 'emo'.

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