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Daddy's sending Paula, Mummy and I to Dusseldorf for the day. Can't wait!! Its gonna be so much fun!! SQUEEEEEEEE!!! I don't know what there really is in Dusseldorf but should be fun exporing!!

I'm gonna be broke for the next million years, especially with eirtacon next weekend....

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27394507/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27394507/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 15:21:13 PDT
We were the foreigners coming in and taking the jobs 20 years ago and now people have the nerve to complain about these people who are so like us, most of whom have just come outof an opressive system of government who tried to stamp out their culture and language and replace it with their own. Sound familiar to anyone?

I am not even going to begin on Lisbon. I am so genuinely sickened over this.

I need a hug....

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27304891/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27304891/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 17:30:46 PDT 2. Katherine
3. Michelle
4. Hugs
5. Watching my brother build giant train tracks
6. Photographs
7. Lazy Sunday's spent with mum
8. Sleeping in a tent with friends
9. RENT!!! <3
10. Llamas
11. Nights spent doing nothing except giggle
12. Rasberryade
13. The Tattoo Fairies Serues
14. Placebo
15. Sitting next to Jeff in religion
16. "Despite Mussolini's best efforts, the Italian birth rate continued to decline."
17. Mint choc chip icecream
18. Getting text messages from people I've not talked to in ages.
19. Dancing in my room
20. RICE CAKES!! <3<3
21. Naps
22. Walking
23. Chatting to random people
24. Rattie <3
25. Piping hot tea and coffee
26. Playing the piano
27. Anything by Cassandra Clare
28. Writing on my arms/legs/stomach
29. Finishing an essay
30. Not panicking over everything
31. When the numbers go down
32. Sparknotes
33. Making things for other people
34. Annoying Jeff
35. Milka Chocolate
36. Not feeling guilty
37. Days off school
38. Private music lessons
39. Singing (badly) along with random songs
40. Watching my friends reach the first step to achieving their dreams
41. Knowing things can't get worse
42. Getting a good nights sleep
43. Knowing I have all my homework done and am completely prepared
44. Knowing my notes are obsessively detailed
45. Growing my nails
46. Staying in bed til half one reading a book
47. Remembering I'm 18 in 9 months
48. Cutting my hair
49. The fact I'm getting more piercings in my ears over Xmas
50. That I have the best friends in the world

I'm having a great night 2nyt. I love all of ye.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27017295/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/27017295/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 14:57:15 PDT
I'm back up. To all of you who knows what I'm talking about, yeah I am being good.

Its weird doing actual homework again, I am so hating poetry questions!! They is sooooo boring!! But I am actually so happy with my teachers and I got into honours Irish!! Whooooooooooot!!! I is doing English, Irish, Maths, Religion, German, History, Economics and Music for my LC. Ok no science subjects but bleh!! I is happy!

Its odd being happy. I've just been so down for so long, its odd to be in a good mood. I am so wrecked tho. DAMN EARLY MORNINGS!!!!

"For each of the FIRST 10 people COMMENTING on this journal, I WILL FEATURE them and 3 of their deviations on this list.

If you COMMENT, you'll HAVE to do the same in your journal, putting ME on the first place, completing the list with 10 people. The idea of this is to not get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!"

1. Her plushies are AMAZING!! And then there are her charms and her cosplaying... She is Epic...
[link] They look good enf to eat!!
[link] How I made my darling Jerome
[link] See the awesomeness!!

2. Crazily good photography and is in the best band evar!!
[link] Yeah. Her eye makeup is INSANE!! Its soooo funkeh!!
[link] She is all poetical too!! I love the dicriptiveness of this...
[link] Yes I know this is a scrap but it is funky!!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/26876054/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/26876054/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 13:08:29 PDT
I have eaten so much on this holiday and I feel huge. I can't tell you how much I weigh. I'm working on giving up my scales. In all senses of the world. I don't know how long that'll last.

Worst parts of the holiday: hotel going on fire first morning, food, rain, generally boringness, twisting my ankle, mam breaking the car (temporarily)

Best parts: Getting on with Paula, seeing the west, general shopping, going drinking with dad and Paula-twas most fun, spiced rum and coke, walking by the beach, naps, general craziness!!

I'm back to school on Wednesday. A whole new year. I think I needed this holiday to get my head sorted.

Katherine, call me?

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/26789893/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/26789893/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 06:18:28 PDT
I know the next couple of months are going to suck even more. I'm begining school soon with no one there with me, I have to face up to some very hard truths. I have to figure out how to move on with life. I have to see M and get him out of my system. And that means no contact for the next ages.

I'm going on holiday with my family tomorrow and I am dreading it. But I will be ok.


I love ye all and I'm sorry.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25566905/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25566905/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:44:14 PDT
Rules:
1 - Post The Rules
2 - Each Tagged Person Must Tell 8 Things About Themselves
3 - Post The Icons Of The Eight Tagged People In Your Journal
4 - Go To their Page And Leave A Comment Saying You Tagged Them
5 - No Tag Backs

1. I'm seventeen
2. I haven't texted Matthew in like ages
3. I am considering learning the flute, but wondering could I be arsed.
4. I hate House of Night
5. I am a crappy speller!!
6. I need to stop cat napping on the couch
7. I can't wait til Michelle and Leeona are back, coz then I'm gonna kidnap them
8. I need something better to do than this....

Tagged


Damn you Flower-sis!!!!!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25436719/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25436719/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 14:48:57 PDT [ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[ ] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe
[x] You like to read your daily horoscope. (its entertaining)
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[ ] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 1

Elf:
[x] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!).
[x] You are very intelligent. (suposibly)
[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[ ] You look very young for your age.
[ ] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker. (When it suits me...)
[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 4

Gnome/Dwarf:
[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[ ] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[x] You look older than your age.
[ ] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.
Total: 4

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to some extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[x] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side
[ ] You love to trick others.
Total:5


Mermaid or Merman:
[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[ ] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[ ] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[ ] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[ ] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 0

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often (I always get burnt...)
[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[ ] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total:8

Werewolf:
[ ] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[ ] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[ ] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[x] You like to be alone.
[ ] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100% about it
[ ] You'd rather be outdoors than indoors.
Total: 2

Wizard/Witch:
[x] You love chemistry.
[ ] You are intuitive and good at analyzing people, to the point that people seriously or jokingly say you're psychic
[ ] The most amazing supernatural power to you is controlling the elements.
[ ] You are a nature lover.
[ ] You have a strong sense of responsibility (you use your talents positively)
[x] You spend a lot of time alone.
[x] You usually hang around with a certain animal all the time when you feel lonely.
[x] You are spiritual, but not necessarily religious.
[ ] Cooking is one of your favorite things to do.
[x] You enjoy learning about Wicca and the occult.
Total: 5

Zombie:
[x] You are pale
[x] You are hungry a lot.
[x] Many activities you do every day make you feel mindless, or like a drone.
[x] Most... ]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25180674/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25180674/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 14:01:28 PDT Bye all!!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25066798/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/25066798/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 09:53:31 PDT I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUS... ]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24978487/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24978487/ Wed, 27 May 2009 12:20:34 PDT Ah well.

I am going to look at my whole aims for TY:
1)get a job (Got a job, hated said job, am now finished ages and looking for another one.)
2)write something every week to put up! (Didn't happen)
3)get a new computer (Yup. And it is awesome!!)
4)work on piano(Is going nicely. Hopefully doing grade 3 at Xmas.)
5)help Jeff (Somehow never happened.)
6)work on being nice to everyone (Hey!! Storm is still alive!! <_< >_> Yeah...)
7) To stop biting my nails. (Didn't happen unfortunally...)

So now I got 5th year. And the Leaving in 2 years. And somehow I have no energy to care. I need more energy...

Everyone is all leaving this year... Grrr.... At least I have Jeff and Jesse and Rachel in school! And the awesomeness of Leepet and Stalker Grace in Plaois! Love ya!!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24601730/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24601730/ Tue, 05 May 2009 13:38:27 PDT Failure is taking the path everyone else does; success is making your own.

I guess this phrase is really talking to me at the moment. I want to find my own path. I need to find my own path. I see my friends finding the paths for them and I'm so proud of them. Most of them are on their way to the grown up world next year and I know they will do amazing things. They are extra ordinary people and I am so happy to know them.

My own path seems so blocked by mist, I am lost. I am thinking of the ways I could go. I go through so many ideas and none of them seem to work. I cannot find the one for me. I cannot find the one I'm not to afraid to go down on. All I know is that I don't want to end up her for the rest of my life and that I don't want to end up like my parents.

I have ideas of doing really stupid things just to get people to notice, and I have ideas of hiding so deep no one will notice me. I feel so old and so young, like I've done everything and nothing. I know I need to get out more, I know I need to stop comfort eating, I know I need to stop saying stupid things, I know I need to do well in my leaving, I know I need to grow up and be happier. I know I need to cope better.

I need to find me.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24241735/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/24241735/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 15:53:49 PDT Jealousy.
Regret.
Anger.

We all feel them. No one is perfect, no matter what we wish to believe. We bottle them up, storing them in small little balls, until one day they explode. Generally not at the person or thing that we are annoyed at but someone completely unrelated. We vent and vent and although it helps a bit, after a week or two, we are back with our ball of rage.

I have a bottle of anger, of regret and resentment. I feel like I'm holding the cork down so hard, the cracks are splitting the sides. And if I do not fix the cracks fast enough, they split, and I say and do stupid things I don't mean, to people I don't want to hurt. I scream and cry and snap and hurt others. Do I mean to do this? No, most of the time its a wrong place, wrong time situation.

I have so much resentment. Most of its directed at people who don't deserve it at all, to my family, my friends, people I barely know. I love most of the people I resent. And most of why I resent them is really stupid stuff. I hate this. I hate me. And honestly I hate the world.

I hate the way my Dad's stuck at home and that my Mum works so much. I hate the way I can't see my friends whenever I want, because of exams or just sheer location. I hate the way the world sees me. I hate the way there is no one in my year who actually talks to me on a day to day basis. I hate the way I can't look in the mirror and be happy. And I hate how alone I feel all the time.

I don't hate anyone. Even I'm surprised at that. But I don't. Not even M. I guess I should. I am angry about him. I am depressed by it. I am upset that he wouldn't even call me. But I don't hate him. I just hope someday I get a better reason then what I got. I don't want to cry over him any more. I know I will, more then likely. I know it will still hurt. But I know it'll never be as bad as last Wednesday. I know it can only get better. And I know it will happen again with other people, just as bad if not worse. But I won't delete my pictures of M. I won't block the memories. I had a hell of a lot of fun with him.

I didn't write this for sympathy. I didn't write it because I want attention. I don't exactly know why I did write this. But it is helping me get things straight in my head. It got a lot of things out. And its a statement of how I feel.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/23157034/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/23157034/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:03:22 PST
Paula and I are to fighting over really stupid stuff semi constantly. All she seems to do is go out of her way to piss me off and visa versa.

I keep bursting into tears at random times and then not being able to stop for hours, or stoping but starting at the smallest things.

I'm missing most of my friends like mad (damn them and their mocks doing) yet I seem to be isolateing myself from everyone in my year. I'm dreading next year, but I'm glad I still have Jeff and (dare I say it) Storm.

Storm and I are actually getting on fairly well atm. Its vaguely scary. But she's so much nicer atm. I think the stress is getting to her...

Mum bought me more tea and sugar today so I am happy. I was almost down to drinking Tetleys tea.... Ewwwwww.... Its Lyons all the way!!!

I am knitting a monster atm. Its to be a friend to Katherine's Monster. I also have to finish Michelle's turtle but I think I have to redo that...

I love economics. I am so doing it next year, which means I think I've decided on my subjects for next year. Scary thought there....

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22865265/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22865265/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 13:11:50 PST
Quid Ltd: Translation/Interpreting. Incredably interesting, this is what I want to do with my life. I actually helped out there doing actual traslating, and I've been invited to work there over the summer.

Leinster Express: Journalism. I thought I'd love this. Actually boring as fuck. But I got to go to court!

Emo Court: Admin. Suprisingly emo-free. Is kinda boring, but an unleashed a new passion for filing! I FREAKING LOVE FILING!!!! (I'm worried too...) Awesome ducks and I've taken some awesome pics, which I will put up soon.

Had an awesome day in Plaois with Leeona on Sunday, even if I did miss my lift home with Mum...

Ok, this is gonna sound weird but I'm obsessed with Ikea atm, especially with the make a room thing. It rocks socks!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22589653/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22589653/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 08:51:49 PST Got my hair cut yesterday, bobbed and layered. It actually looks cool. Well, I think so. I don't think other people do...
Got something out yesterday. I am so proud of me. I actually wrote something. I gotta finish my gloves over the weekend. Mainly as my hands are all cold.
WORK EXPERIENCE NEXT MONDAY!!!! I really can't wait!

Edit: My little brother is driving me nuts. He shoves me into rooms and won't let me out. He turns on the light when I'm still in he room. And he keeps messing with my stuff!!!
But then again, the rest of my family aren't happy with me either. All I do nowadays is piss them off.
Depressing...

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22357979/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22357979/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 16:22:56 PST So 2009, hoping for it to be better then last. Hopefully with lots of new experiences and stuff to do. And I don't end up bored off my face as in most of last year.
Pbear's bday hang out 2moro. Should hopefully be good. Wait, both Josh and Adrian'll be there. Hope I get through it, is a better term. Been industrius in everything except school work. My room looks lovely, with its almost clean floor.I have been crocheting a pair of gloves (almost finished the first hand). Also I've been writing so may have something to put up soon. People should be proud.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22187229/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/22187229/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 10:06:37 PST [link] <- tis my new youtube page! Add me! And look at moose!

Huggles for the xmas season!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/21893417/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/21893417/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 05:47:03 PST 1)get a job (Job is killing me slowly. And painfully...)
2)write something every week to put up! (I don't have evough time to sleep let alone write)
3)get a new computer (Its is AWESOME!!! I love it!)
4)work on piano(back next monday. Whoot! Paino teachers baby is way cute!!!)
5)help Jeff (Not done much more)
6)work on being nice to everyone (Haven't pissed storm off in AGES! People should be proud)
7) To stop biting my nails. (Don't talk to me bout my nails...)
I was meant to have the weekend and Monday and Tuesday off. I was going to do LOADS of work to catch up on what I have been neglecting coz of work. Instead I was dying all weekend of a bug, and couldn't stand up without getting sick. Just my idea of fun....
But only 15 days til Chritmas Eve and I'm finished work. And then SLEEP!!! AND PRESENTS!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I love Christmas for the presents and the fact I get to see my parents and they are in a good mood for once. I'm getting a new phone and maybe a new keyboard. Which would be fantastic. I can't wait for our nice quiet Christmas... And then Paula's bday only a week later... Oh Gods...
So what are ye up to for Christmas?




]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/21264604/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/21264604/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 12:11:34 PDT 1)get a job (Started today. €9.13 an hour and no taxes!!!)
2)write something every week to put up! (Noooooo...)
3)get a new computer (Got one and am using it! It rocks!)
4)work on piano(Will have to take a brake for a while. Teachers almost ready to sprog)
5)help Jeff (Not done much more)
6)work on being nice to everyone (Not going too bad. Ya know?)
7) To stop biting my nails. (this one just aint going my way...)
So twas a good month. Did a Halloween Haunted House yesterday night. Twas CLASS!!!





]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20998395/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20998395/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 08:36:25 PDT
Yeah, Lecture was an hour shorter then expected so we got to go to White Water shopping centre in Newbridge. Where I found the most awesome Cloche hat!!! (didn't even look at the price. Am broke atm from going into Plaois too much. Although I don't exactly regret the going into Plaois...) Also found a cool shop called Push and Bear or something like that... They had many many cool clothes for Holly and I to squee over. Lol

Hugs all!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20820310/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20820310/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 06:31:40 PDT 2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.(I wish)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. (purple, pink, green maybe...)
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses (I have emo glasses!!!)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life
[x]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home. (never successfully)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (Damn Mr Egan and his geography classes)
[x] I almost always do my homework. (this year at least)
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years (the what?)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (often scarily enough...)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone. (my baby toe. Off my sisters sandle. Be very impresses)
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. (suprisingly enough considering...)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (I was in the car. Does that count?)
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. ( )
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (I live in Europe!)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. (I was king Herrod and got to yell at everyone )
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. (it was pretty)
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (AWESOME SAUCE!!!)
[ ] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single (not anymore)
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[x] I have kiss... ]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20719850/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20719850/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 09:08:05 PDT 1)get a job (I have applied for loads. A reply would be nice)
2)write something every week to put up( No but I have been busy!)
3)get a new computer (Whoot new comp for xmas at the latest)
4)work on piano(piano is coming along nicely Thank the gods)
5)help Jeff (I have so far helped Jeff in History. Becuase of this Jeff and Paula are getting devorced and he owes 1in 10 of his lambs, 3/4 of her weaving and all her dowry)
6)work on being nice to everyone (Yeah. Storm and I were better for a while, but I think yesterday just fucked it up...))
7) To stop biting my nails. (this one just aint going my way...)

But one other good thing has happened. I now have a social life AND a Bf so I'm really freaking happy!

In other news my neck freaking hurts after yesterday...

Michelle! Michelle is awesome! And small. And we must hang out soon!!!!

Katherine! Katherine is a member of the coolest band ever, called No Punk Intended (LOOK IT UP ON BEBO NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!)

Stephen. Aka Puppy Boy. One of my favourite Stephens. He needs many hugs and must be stroked behind the ears often)

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20705434/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20705434/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 12:56:26 PDT

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20417725/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20417725/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 04:59:35 PDT She got on the school bus and went to school. For 3 classes, one of English and double DCG, she waited. And waited. And waited.
Then finally it happened. 11:20. She got into her line and waited. She prayed that if there was any kind of devine being it would help her. She got the ominous brown envelope and opened it. Her heart leapt and tears of joy streamed down her face.

Yeah, as you most probably have guessed the girl was me. I got my JC resuts today. I'm reasonably happy with them.

Irish-B (suprising coz I got an A in the mocks)
English- A (Well, fuck you Mr Egan, I did all the work myself!)
Maths- A (really not a surprise actually)
History- A (Woah. I was expecting a C. But then I actually finished the exam this time)
Geography- B (again, Fuck you Mr Egan!)
German- A (I had this on my B-day. I left an hour early. But whoot!)
Business Studies- B (yeah... Not the best but woo!)
Music- B (Better then I expected. I really messed up the practical)
Science-B (I take it they didn't look at my lab copy then...)
CSPE- B (Huh? I thought I'd done better. Ah well...)
Religion- A (A for the atheist. Lol)

So count 'em! 5As, 6Bs! I'm absolutely over the moon!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20233337/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/20233337/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 09:50:24 PDT
I even have aims for TY!
They are:
1)get a job
2)write something every week to put up
3)get a new computer (either get my rents to buy one or I'll pay for one but I AM GETTING ONE!!!)
4)work on piano
5)help Jeff
6)work on being nice to everyone (scratch that, not murdering Storm no matter how many valed bitchy comments she makes)
7) To stop biting my nails.

So hopefuly these should give my TY a purpose. Or at least something for me to do in between lazing about and working on Summer lack of sleep.

I have got things to be working on atm, namely my Twilight fan fic, a top thats getting ribbon and beads sewn on and my acid green mobile phone holder. And hopefully I might even be able to put up pics!

Does any one realise how boring it is to be stuck in a house with a 4 year old who is currently in a hoodie and thomas the tank engine dressing gown and wellington boot and is refusing to let me change the channel on tv? I HATE THE WONDER PETS!!! Pbear abandoned me for Storm and the bright lights of Plaois and my rents are working! ARG!!!!

Results for JC back on the 10th of September. I'm dreading them. Everyone's all Ah you'll do great. Yeah. I'm still panicking. I probably shouldn't be. I know my parents will be proud however I do. But still I'm sure I'm gonna fail half my subjects. ARG!!!!

I can't sleep atm. I can't get to sleep til ungodly hours of the morning and I wake up zombieish. Its gonna be awful going back to school if this keeps up. I'm so screwed.

Michelle! Awesome sauce is a small bottle! Has my Breakfast in Tiffany's DVD, which she better watch soon coz it is sooooooo bloody cute!

Puppy Boy! Also very cool. We're going into business making anorexic whore dolls. Similar to the Bratz.

Katherine! Funky hair always. Is in NPI! Most awesome band ever! And my semi adoptive mother in a weird way.

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19954876/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19954876/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 15:15:45 PDT
I want a decent computer, so I can take pics and show off all the jewelry I've been making!!! I'm actually making cool stuffs!

OMD! Its been such a nice week. I've been hanging with my friends and relaxing and I'm gonna begin tidying my room soon! Which would be amazing.

I have school in like 2 weeks...*sob sob* I don't wanna go back! Its been such a nice summer!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19772596/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19772596/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 14:08:54 PDT
Good: shops, playgrounds, people, clothes, more H&Ms, Mattas, family, broadband is faster, BAKERIES!!!, more multicutural.

bad: money, language, manga (as it is in Danish),lack of good tv, friends, Paula is EVERYWHERE!!!, No Michelle or Puppy boy.

Yeah... I'm missing my phone coz I want to call Michelle and text Crazy Claire. Grrrrr...

I saw manga at 5kr (75c) and I was all OMD!!! But then I looked closer and saw it was in Danish. If you want some anyway I can get you it and you can use google translate. There's Princess Ai, Demon Diary and something with vampires which looks teh smex.

Ttfn

insane in a good way. I think/hope. And I can't wait to see her when she is back from German College and I'm in Eire

My vote for pope. I miss her so bloody much, mainly as she would laugh at the fact I was attacked by a giant cake monster who I vanquished and bought home its head.

Puppy Boy!!! I hope he isn't dying in Bulgaria and they don't bring him home in a puddle coz he melted!!!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19644610/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19644610/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:14:41 PDT
But unfortunally it has left me with a lasting lagacy of REALLY bad sunburn on my back. (damn corset)

And what makes it suck even more is that it makes it arkward to sleep on my back or right side. And I need all the sleep I can get with 2 13-14 year old girls in the house.

Babysitting a 4 year old is bad. Those two are pure nightmares.

But at least I can chill out with my latest purchase. Eclipse. A very very very cool book. With both Jacob AND Edward! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I get to go to the beach tomorrow. *cowers* I'M GONNA DIE!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19553547/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19553547/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:00:47 PDT
But I am doing much artistic stuff. I have made 2 necklaces, a bracelet and a pretty pair of earings and I made a skirt all pretty and POOFY!!! I'm going to put pictures up when I go to my grandparents, because the have a decent computer.

I miss Katherine and Michelle. They are off doing stuffs while I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere. *pouts* At least I have my sister back, here to keep me company. Woo!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19293436/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19293436/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:56:20 PDT
I'm getting enough sleep, finally. 2 naps a day help,

I have goten my computer back!

My bro is in playgroup so I don't have to get up in the morning. :happy dance:

Paula and I are getting on again!

I HAVE MY FAN FICS BACK!!! Woo, Legolas, Ryan, Draco and Itachi!

Its amazing how such tiny things help me feel happy.

But Michelle and Stepehn do help!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19059903/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/19059903/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 15:16:53 PDT
1. Looking up teachers on the internet

2. Find children's T.V. interesting

3. Find the summer holidays mind-numbingly boring.

But all is good as I am talking to peoples and am not stuck at home all the time like last summer! Woo!

And I'm spending loads of time with my friends.

AND I am getting on with Paula and my lil bro!

Scary...

I'm actually happy, just this bloody thing won't let me change my "mood"

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/18545969/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/18545969/ Wed, 28 May 2008 15:22:57 PDT
I really wish I could go back in time and never have spoken to S. But then again, at the time, I was completely happy to be friends with S. She brought out alot of good in me. But thanks to her I strained a friendship with another good friend of mine, which I am very sorry for doing.

Its sad that my sister P still follows S around like a puppy, but I have the feeling it won't be long til she screws P over as well. And she'll be left all alone...

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/18307186/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/18307186/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:11:29 PDT
I have pointless exams this summer! I get to miss German College coz of my kid sister and its way to hot.

And to top it all off! I have a sore throat! I managed to get a sore throat in the only warm weather this year! Fan- f***ing-tastic!

At least, I don't have school and TY next year! Woo! I'm going to Italy!

Oh, and my freckles have returned! Woo!

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/16959002/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/16959002/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:18:01 PST 1. Copy this whole list into your journal (including the instructions, so that other people can understand what it is about).
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
< b > Bold < / b >
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

001. I like laser pointers
002. I don't drink water
003. I believe in world peace
004. I sleep with a plushie
005. I'm ambidextrous
006. People accept me how I am
007. I'm addict to anime/manga
008. I speak 1337 better than english
009. I'm daltonic
010. I don't like mirrors
011. I play card games (Magic, Stu-Pi-Doh...)
012. Puppy eyes melt my heart
013. I have a job
014. I love chocolate
015. I can type faster than I speak
016. My heart is easier to break than my bones
017. I collect things (specify what) (Roland Rat plushies)
018. I don't trust people
019. I have a lucky number
020. I'm afraid of knives
021. I start too many projects and never finish them
022. I have more than one pet
023. I can't see anything without my glasses on
024. I play chess
025. I have lied to protect other people
026. I am vegetarian
027. I know the future
028. I prefer books than movies
029. I love to draw
030. I don't have brothers
031. My handwriting is unreadable
032. I believe in extraterrestrial life
033. I don't use Google
034. I can't live without my cellphone
035. I always wear a cap
036. I have more diskettes than books
037. I've never seen a snow day
038. I'm not religious
039. I can understand graffiti tags
040. I'm not afraid of death
041. I go to the bathroom more than 7 times a day
042. I believe the government is into a conspiracy
043. I love videogames
044. I'm an activist for the defense of nature
045. I'm a moody person (ask my sister/friends)
046. I always carry a weapon with myself
047. I prefer cold than hot
048. I look for known shapes in the clouds
049. My Internet connection sucks
050. I rarely go to the cinema
051. I'm old
052. I have insomnia
053. I have tattoos
054. I don't know what people expect from me
055. I'm unbeatable in domino
056. I don't like IMs (Instant Messengers, like MSN or Yahoo)
057. Horror movies scare me
058. I used to eat non-toxic glue
059. I feel rather than think
060. I use Firefox and always tell everyone else to use it
. I have hope mostly. always for other people.
062. I have a car
063. I remember what I dream
064. I don't need to use Liquid Paper/ Corrector Pen
065. I'm patriotic
066. I worship the devil
067. I hate Windows
o68. I like solving crossword puzzles
069. I have a social life
070. I always read the newspaper
071. I checked the box to avoid seeing mature content in dA
072. My I.Q. is above 160 (128 actually)
073. I like mexican food
074. I don't give a good impression
075. I get bored easily
076. I'm passing through a period of changes
077. I hate taking a bath (Nope, but I wish other people wouldnt splash all over the floor)
078. I can't go out without makeup
079. I don't know what RAM is
080. I like to talk about politics
081. I have a third eye
082. I'm uninteresting
083. I have a Blog
084. I have to take pills
085. I have lots of CDs
086. I always have a dictionary at hand
087. I'm tired of this quiz
088. I care about copyright protection
089. My computer is older than me
090. I have a boyfriend/girlfriend
091. I see dead people
092. I drink tea (with TONNES of milk and honey!)
093. I have a good memory
094. I've never been to a concert
095. I enter to my house through the window
096. When I was a child, I wanted to be an astronaut
097. I don't watch TV
098. I'm irresistible (I wish)
099. I have invisible friends (nah mine are vaguely solid)
100. I love deviantART

]]> ~whildchild http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/12728346/ http://whildchild.deviantart.com/journal/12728346/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:42:50 PDT
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