http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Awhitestarzero deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:whitestarzero en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 16:38:45 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/And-I-ll-be-deleting-this-account-one-day-298180886 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/And-I-ll-be-deleting-this-account-one-day-298180886 Tue, 24 Apr 2012 09:10:49 PDT And I'll be deleting this account, one day. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Uhm-Hello-again-298175270 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Uhm-Hello-again-298175270 Tue, 24 Apr 2012 08:24:09 PDT Uhm. Hello again. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~whitestarzero
Where should I start? It's been a crazy four months, and another two weeks to exams. I've gotten back into cosplaying (though I think I've moved on to games and comics, rather than anime and manga), and now I'm reading more Marvel and DC stuff as opposed to Japanese manga (which, after reading stuff like Fear Itself, has ceased to interest me).

So now I'm finishing up the plan that got shelved because idk what happened, and a confirmed (but need to figure out what version), and one last tentative one, all of which I'd have to attempt to sew. Hopefully, I'll get that job and start on the 14th of May (hopefully ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-here-comes-the-end-of-2011-276605300 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-here-comes-the-end-of-2011-276605300 Fri, 30 Dec 2011 00:29:56 PST So here comes the end of 2011. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Finished up my last shoot for 2011 (and possibly my last shoot, not including the SP one that's been pushed back), and will probably be selling off my wigs. It's been a good six years, but I think I'm going to have to step back and let the young 'uns have their show. Getting too old for this, and I've got a world out there to see.

Stuff's going to be going for 15 - 20 bucks per wig and all, so yeah. Have fun y'all. It's been a good six years.

I made a promise this year, so I'll keep it.

Anyhows, Europe was good, cold, but good. I think I lost weight there, because of the cold. London was ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-uh-271769804 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-uh-271769804 Wed, 30 Nov 2011 18:28:35 PST So uh. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-wow-AFA-268429069 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-wow-AFA-268429069 Fri, 11 Nov 2011 08:05:10 PST Oh wow, AFA. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Eheehehehehehehe.

Also, T&B shoot with :iconorijunkpile: in Dec yay!

I am so completely random. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-yeah-267116974 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-yeah-267116974 Fri, 04 Nov 2011 02:03:50 PDT So yeah. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Rawr-decisions-decisions-261103087 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Rawr-decisions-decisions-261103087 Sat, 01 Oct 2011 03:18:50 PDT Rawr; decisions, decisions. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Yeah.

How now brown cow? ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-in-betweens-258780095 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-in-betweens-258780095 Sat, 17 Sep 2011 01:28:23 PDT Of in betweens. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
In between talking to Amy and Jas, they've convinced me to print cos-cards and cosplay (a bit) again.

In between having shitty self-esteem and working out, I feel comfortable in my own skin again.

I think I've been living in a lot of in-betweens, but I've only found balance now. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Win-252611481 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Win-252611481 Sat, 13 Aug 2011 08:22:52 PDT ... Win. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Then I went to try my Reiga costume just for the hell of it.

... I lost my beer belly lol.

And I kinda got my motivation back.

Congratulations. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-comes-the-end-of-a-tale-251669344 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-comes-the-end-of-a-tale-251669344 Mon, 08 Aug 2011 04:21:10 PDT So comes the end of a tale. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Well, I want to cosplay still, but I've got so little interest in it that staring at an old costume I wanted to redo doesn't bring to mind the whole 'damn I want to redo this!' feeling = Aside from finishing the 07-Ghost one with Mika and Amy and redoing Chikage properl ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Uraboku-shoot-lt-3-218083832 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Uraboku-shoot-lt-3-218083832 Sat, 11 Jun 2011 01:35:14 PDT Uraboku shoot <3 nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Hm-219128599 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Hm-219128599 Tue, 26 Apr 2011 05:14:18 PDT Hm. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
At the same time, I think I need a Lightning. So she can punch me in the face. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-a-really-really-amusing-realization-219180984 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-a-really-really-amusing-realization-219180984 Sat, 23 Apr 2011 22:15:39 PDT ... This is a really, really amusing realization. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
So I took a look at my cupboard, and I'm... going to headwall now. A good chunk of characters, apparently, kill things/people for a living. Let's see...

Sol/Order-Sol - Gears
Cross Marian - Akuma
Mikoshiba Shouta - Criminals
Tokio Sakurazawa - Criminals, other Tokkei
Frau - Wars
Haine Rammsteiner - Whatever he's asked to
Ozma Lee - Vajra
Gamma - No idea, but he's Mafia, so assumably other mafia people
K ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Dying-in-a-corner-219201984 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Dying-in-a-corner-219201984 Sat, 23 Apr 2011 04:18:22 PDT Dying in a corner. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Goddamn.

Was so nervous and I swear I said the least out of everyone ahahaha *twiddles thumbs* didn't know what to say, was too damn tired with sore feat and lack of water orz. Ahahaha.

Oh well, it's done and over and now I can sleep my Sunday off <3 ohwait got some event tomorrow orz. Can I kill myself now? ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Brb-fiddling-thumbs-219284466 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Brb-fiddling-thumbs-219284466 Tue, 19 Apr 2011 07:29:05 PDT Brb fiddling thumbs. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
I need a corset /random

Anyway. Sakura Fest WHAT THE HECK I got into the semi-finals somehow or another I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW THIS HAPPENED excuse brb flailing and fiddling thumbs in the same sentence. I did it for... fun. Mostly. And I still don't... get this, in the judging criteria :

Moe 5%

WHY MOE. I'm going in guns-ablazing (okay fine so not really) SO HOW IS THAT MOE. I'm gonna make big puppy eyes at you while I kil ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-a-crazy-idea-219330578 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-a-crazy-idea-219330578 Sun, 17 Apr 2011 05:17:36 PDT I have a crazy idea. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Remember that idea I had about... Spain, and UK, on a beach? Yes. I'm having it again. Only this time, it's... a little different. But I don't know my history so... :devutentsu: WHERE ARE YOU ;w; ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/To-move-not-to-move-219356524 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/To-move-not-to-move-219356524 Fri, 15 Apr 2011 19:48:25 PDT To move, not to move? nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Ohey-there-insanity-nice-to-meet-you-again-219404801 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Ohey-there-insanity-nice-to-meet-you-again-219404801 Wed, 13 Apr 2011 09:33:52 PDT Ohey there insanity, nice to meet you again. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
And I've found an awesome way to relax.

God is an Astronaut's 'Remaining Light' (it's a piano instrumental piece) + face mask + flopped on the bed. <3 ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Costumes-219879729 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Costumes-219879729 Mon, 21 Mar 2011 19:45:42 PDT Costumes! nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Damn I'm sleepy, and I haven't figured out how to tie a cravat orz.

Rawr. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-hate-hypocritical-people-219891830 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-hate-hypocritical-people-219891830 Mon, 21 Mar 2011 09:57:00 PDT I hate hypocritical people. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
I hate hypocrites. They rank up there with jackasses and inconsiderate drivers/people.

Yeah. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/People-please-220916837 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/People-please-220916837 Tue, 08 Feb 2011 18:34:30 PST People, please. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Wait. I don't think you do.

I'm not about to hurt him or whatever, it's just a character pose moment. Seriously, people. I don't go around toting guns or threatening to shoot friends, it's ridiculous. Grow up, damnnit. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Belatedly-this-HAS-taken-forever-but-220935455 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Belatedly-this-HAS-taken-forever-but-220935455 Tue, 08 Feb 2011 02:39:11 PST Belatedly, this HAS taken forever but... nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
On hindsight, it's FINALLY up lol, which would also explain the flood of Haruse Kuroyuri pics on my dA because I realized that 'hey I never uploaded them' so yeah. Ahem. *twiddles thumbs* I'm 4 months late, I know, don't kill me. I'm lazy that way, and even my APH shoot pics from last year are un-edited because I'm lazy that way and the photog hasn't given me the pics...

Anyway.

Fic, eating me alive. Again. AU-verse because the idea suddenly gripped me and the fic is possessed I tell you.

So.

Oh well. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/About-uniforms-221118863 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/About-uniforms-221118863 Tue, 01 Feb 2011 09:58:58 PST About uniforms. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
I guess the general conclusion is that uniform costumes really should just be tailored to fit and not bought off a rack.

Bleh.

Just me ranting, again. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Writing-221127208 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Writing-221127208 Mon, 31 Jan 2011 22:35:51 PST Writing. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Today-I-had-a-talk-221207103 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Today-I-had-a-talk-221207103 Fri, 28 Jan 2011 23:45:43 PST Today, I had a talk. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Now if only I can face it with a clear head. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Like-a-tornado-meeting-a-volcano-221252006 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Like-a-tornado-meeting-a-volcano-221252006 Thu, 27 Jan 2011 06:11:32 PST Like a tornado meeting a volcano. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-downhill-slide-221272943 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-downhill-slide-221272943 Wed, 26 Jan 2011 07:49:10 PST The downhill slide. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
It certainly has screwed up a lot of aspects of my life and general emotional-well-being orz.

Please let this month be over soon so I can shed these shackles.

I think I need a vacation. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-cosplay-plans-and-future-trips-221366557 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-cosplay-plans-and-future-trips-221366557 Sat, 22 Jan 2011 04:14:33 PST Of cosplay plans and future trips. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Lessee. The confirmed ones...

★ Zoids - Karl L. Schubaltz (Just started on this one, hehe)
★ Guilty Gear 2 Overture - Sol Badguy
★ Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wa Shitteiru - Reiga Giou

And the subject to change ones:

☆ Tsubasa - Kurogane (I'll do this, if I can figure out the front, really)
☆ Blazblue - Ragna the Bloodedge
☆ Reborn! - Katou Julie

I'm really unsure of the last one, tbh? I've got Frau somewh ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Prop-sale-221511086 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Prop-sale-221511086 Sun, 16 Jan 2011 00:54:27 PST Prop sale! nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Guilty Gear, Fuuenken. Made by a propmaker friend quite a while ago.

Details are here, photos well, to come and all. Hopefully someone can give this baby a home and not let it collect dust as it has been in my place. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Armouring-attempt-part-2-221659785 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Armouring-attempt-part-2-221659785 Sun, 09 Jan 2011 06:46:02 PST Armouring attempt part 2 nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
Gave the black-faux-leather-vinyl-thing another try and realized, no. Just, no. The UHU smell is HORRIBLY strong. This is after a day of airing and everything, and bleargh. I blame the cloth-backing of the black faux-leather and rawr no. D: I can smell it the minute I walk into the room.

Looks like I have to go buy more vinyl-cloth on Tuesday.

And damn, doing those wip tests have already given me a headache. I should probably not use UHU tho, thinking that 3M Super77 ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/An-armouring-attempt-221681504 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/An-armouring-attempt-221681504 Sat, 08 Jan 2011 07:13:51 PST An armouring attempt, nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
I did some testing.

Mostly with scrap fabric and some craft foam I had lying around. I know the tutorials talk about god knows what fancy-smancy glue, but since I'm all out of expensive materials I just... took the UHU glue and went to work.

Tried it out on three different fabric-types (all PVC/vinyl, different backings.

The gold cloth I used had a not-so-furry backing, it took the glue quite wel ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-life-gdi-learn-it-221763435 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-life-gdi-learn-it-221763435 Tue, 04 Jan 2011 03:32:56 PST This is life, gdi, learn it. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
First off, I'm not naming names.

Secondly, if you're reading this, you should goddamn well know who you are.

Okay fine. I get it that you want to cosplay this and that. I get it that you asked me about it and I told you okay, because I realize I don't have to prep a hell lot barring makeup and a coat. I'm fine agreeing to a plan because I know I have the financial resources to do so. I'm ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-reason-for-221832567 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-reason-for-221832567 Sat, 01 Jan 2011 06:52:14 PST The reason for. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~whitestarzero
After that conversation, I realized, one of the plans I had hoped to pull together (it was ambitious, I admit), I'm officially scrapping it. It boiled down to feeling forced, as if people decided to do it because they liked the uniform instead of the character. It makes me disillusioned somehow, makes me lose interest (I react strangely to people being enthusiastic by being the reverse, honestly).

There's not much else to say, really. I've learnt that I'll enjoy myself in a group who genuinely loves the characters because I can interact naturally an ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-cosplay-and-comfort-zones-222035896 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Of-cosplay-and-comfort-zones-222035896 Fri, 24 Dec 2010 08:33:46 PST Of cosplay and comfort zones. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
I don't know, kind of want to challenge myself but I don't know orz. Armour? Maybe. Females? Idk, ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Post-CF-trip-222042475 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Post-CF-trip-222042475 Fri, 24 Dec 2010 01:45:13 PST Post-CF trip. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
In short, CF = 100% MADNESS but I love my friends because you guys are awesome <3 ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/KL-trip-is-in-TWO-DAYS-222245141 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/KL-trip-is-in-TWO-DAYS-222245141 Mon, 13 Dec 2010 18:46:22 PST KL trip is in TWO DAYS. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Yes, trip in 2 days. I'm counting down for it, really hyped (less over event, more because I get to see my friends). There's still stuff I gotta do tho, not completely finished with my things yet orz.

Wondering if I should, well. Idk. Make stuff. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/CF-is-in-TWO-WEEKS-222438008 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/CF-is-in-TWO-WEEKS-222438008 Fri, 03 Dec 2010 11:53:26 PST CF is in TWO WEEKS. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
On the bright side, I'm glad I get to keep the bohemian-ish look for him. Thankful.

And now, accessories. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-screwed-222461353 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-screwed-222461353 Wed, 01 Dec 2010 23:48:42 PST So screwed. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
SATURDAY I SWEAR. I shall style my wig on Saturday too, damnnit. *kicks self*

Now... I have today and tomorrow to finish Castlevania... Hm... ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Response-systems-222558546 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Response-systems-222558546 Sat, 27 Nov 2010 06:29:32 PST Response systems nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Anyway, lethargy kicking in, god knows why and being snug and warm in bed honestly doesn't help either. KO-ed straight for two hours and had a really weird dream, what with dreaming I was IM-ing people only to have some still-awake part of my brain telling me I went to sleep earlier.

Even the Castlevania game is untouched, ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/More-sales-pimping-posts-D-222713328 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/More-sales-pimping-posts-D-222713328 Fri, 19 Nov 2010 01:26:27 PST More sales-pimping posts :D nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Cough. Anyway. Pimping out more sales stuff. Mostly costumes, I'm trying to fund my travels and all that ;w; so please help me?

Costumes: (Last one, actually)
Austria War of Succession: http://www.cosplay.com/marketplace/showproduct.php/product/35386/cat/500

Wigs:
Kamui Gakupo Sandplay Wig (Wig+Extension: http://www.cosplay.com/marketplace/showproduct.php/product/35502/cat/500
APH Austria: http://www.cosplay.com/marketplace/showproduct.php/product/35503/cat/500
Blue-grey mix: http://www.cosplay.com/marketplace/showproduct.php/product/35504/cat/500
Mid-length pure white: http://www.c ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/What-have-I-gotten-myself-into-222718293 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/What-have-I-gotten-myself-into-222718293 Thu, 18 Nov 2010 18:37:37 PST What have I gotten myself into... nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
And old fandom is old. I'm willing to bet no-one will recognize the series rofl. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Costume-sale-D-222764011 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Costume-sale-D-222764011 Mon, 15 Nov 2010 23:06:36 PST Costume sale :D nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
So far the list:
* 07-Ghost - Black Hawks coat (not my Ayanami coat); http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/art/07-Ghost-24-Urtica-186250487
* Durarara!! - Orihara Izaya; http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/art/Durarara-04-Phone-Call-179993236
* APH - Austria (War of Succession); http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/art/APH-01-Roderich-179876211

I would throw in my Austria wig actually, since I have this feeling I might actually not be cosplaying him at all again. Prices well, will sort out prices soon I suppose, and sizing if anyone ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-alive-I-m-alive-222778727 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-alive-I-m-alive-222778727 Mon, 15 Nov 2010 03:36:24 PST I'm alive, I'm alive! nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
It's been a crazy week(end). For all my 'I'm not going to AFA', which became a conspiracy I swear, to get me to go, I ended up going. Didn't manage to see many people on Day 1, since I was rushing around, but at least I caught up with some people I knew on Day 2.

And I realized, I have this horrible, horrible habit of saying hi to people and sometimes I can't remember for the life of me what their name/nicknames are. (Worse if I've managed to mistake them for someone else orz). I swear my mind remembers people by some strange logic because a part of m ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Back-from-AFA-and-uh-222798888 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Back-from-AFA-and-uh-222798888 Sun, 14 Nov 2010 05:14:58 PST Back from AFA and uh. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Pre-shoot-panic-222816836 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Pre-shoot-panic-222816836 Sat, 13 Nov 2010 06:37:07 PST Pre-shoot panic. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
My limbs are aching, I'm halfway done with the skull, my bag is packed but wig needs to be styled there and then tomorrow and uh... Yeah I think I'm falling sick. Nothing a good dose of Vit C (and sleep and water, probably) can't cure, but yeah.

Smartly also forgot to deal with eyebrows argh. Foundation and thank god for fringes.

As you can tell, I am not panicking (not).

Now I need to write down driving instructions, re-read a good RP/fic, and curl up in bed. My limbs are utterly jelly-like right now. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Hiatus-222873851 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Hiatus-222873851 Tue, 09 Nov 2010 20:49:51 PST Hiatus nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Funny, how I want to push this body of mine to it's limit. I haven't found something that will really make me sick yet. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Is-this-222873988 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Is-this-222873988 Tue, 09 Nov 2010 20:21:43 PST Is this? nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
I lost the joy that once colored my life. I've forgotten what it feels to feel alive. I've forgotten how everything feels. Somehow I even wonder if I've forgotten how it's like to be loved.

Wonder if I should stop going for classes for a while. It's seriously screwing with my thoughts. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Smile-smile-smile-222899361 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Smile-smile-smile-222899361 Mon, 08 Nov 2010 11:05:21 PST Smile, smile, smile. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Then comes my biggest problem.

I need to smile. A lot. Haruse, apparently, is one of the characters that rarely a) glares, b) smirks, or c) stones (well he does stone after his soul was taken but that's not the point). He smiles ahhh. The one thing I'm horrible at.

:devwhite-peony: gave me advice on how to smile, and therefore I'm disallowi ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Someone-please-just-shoot-me-222940864 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Someone-please-just-shoot-me-222940864 Sat, 06 Nov 2010 10:03:18 PDT Someone please just shoot me. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
This is utterly, utterly ridiculous. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Catch-a-grenade-for-you-222975424 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Catch-a-grenade-for-you-222975424 Thu, 04 Nov 2010 11:05:29 PDT Catch a grenade for you. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
1 more week to AFA (which 50% still not going), and I still have to practice smiling orz. Shoot's on the AFA Sunday good god I'm insane, but yeah. I'm mad orz. Hoping costume gets here quickly orz and stuff.

Been distracted by some disturbing stuff, Sylvia Plath is a bad read when my mind's not entirely stable, so meh. Gonna go re-read some happier stuff.

Dreams still being weird and questionable.

Then again.

Should sleep. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Bleargh-223007184 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Bleargh-223007184 Tue, 02 Nov 2010 12:42:33 PDT Bleargh. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/None-of-this-will-make-any-damn-sense-223014223 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/None-of-this-will-make-any-damn-sense-223014223 Tue, 02 Nov 2010 00:34:34 PDT None of this will make any damn sense. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
The first one was kinda odd. Dinner, most of the people there were friends. Remembered talking to them about... something. The conversation's blurry lol. And I see a whole living room cluttered with cosplay stuff, costumes, props, cloth, stuff in general. After a while someone actually told me, the dog's barking again, so I went to the back to try to calm it and... it was a talking dog. A talking Welsh Corgi. (My cousin has one of those, but what. What, ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Insomnia-again-223046608 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Insomnia-again-223046608 Sun, 31 Oct 2010 10:55:13 PDT Insomnia, again? nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Insomnia? Maybe.

I'm chalking it up to excess energy and nothing to do = That or it's got something to do with the weather, every time it rains at night I can never sleep. Or there's something that's bugging me, I don't know.

Sucks that I curl up in bed only to find myself unable to sleep at all. Blargh.

And I finally saw the photo :devindecisive-persona: was telling me about, a Mukuro an ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-way-you-are-223105609 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/The-way-you-are-223105609 Wed, 27 Oct 2010 23:04:19 PDT The way you are. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Yeah, didn't like the song at first when I first heard it.

Really grew on me.

And now it's noisy outside blargh. Shall go attempt to write fic or something. I has prompts. But no ideas.

Also need to fix my ringtones tonight. Bleargh lost the whole lot cause of some resync-ing issues meh. Shall fix and reinstate everything tonight. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Rawr-223122644 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Rawr-223122644 Tue, 26 Oct 2010 20:47:45 PDT Rawr. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Busted budget is busted indeed hur.

Feeling amazingly lazy to make an axe orz. (And a scythe. And Halloween related stuff.) And to think I want to do a Halloween shoot orz. *facepalms*

Rawr.

Want to reshoot Drrr and Hetalia, too. Grawr.

Friday last day at work. Gonna have two months off anyway, and the haze seems to be getting better so yeah. Should check on my Haruse coat, too. Rawr. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-need-an-opinion-223172572 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-need-an-opinion-223172572 Sun, 24 Oct 2010 10:07:06 PDT So I need an opinion. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
Should I?

The line goes 'as long as I am within thee, my heart will always be with thee'. It'll fit just behind the cross lol.

What do you think? ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-in-the-end-223173820 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/So-in-the-end-223173820 Sun, 24 Oct 2010 08:30:53 PDT So in the end... nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-been-abusing-my-dA-journal-223175459 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-been-abusing-my-dA-journal-223175459 Sun, 24 Oct 2010 06:43:04 PDT I've been abusing my dA journal... nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
On a much brighter note: I finally finished my Frau cross (here: http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/art/Prop-07-Ghost-Frau-s-Cross-183756840 ) and dear god I'm not going to do that again. Thank god Castor's stuff isn't half as headwall-inducing. Frau, why must you be so different?! Also, why do you use that as a lighter *facepalms*.

Also busted my budget buying cloth for his coat (SGD10 for a meter of cloth is ridiculous! But I bought it anyway... *twiddles thumbs*) and the buckles/belts and stuff. I still ha ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Thermite-all-over-223176335 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/Thermite-all-over-223176335 Sun, 24 Oct 2010 04:51:18 PDT Thermite, all over. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
I don't think I have any more anger or concern or sympathy left for that situation. Yes, I don't give a damn any more. Don't know how to care any more seriously, not when I see what this has degenerated into.

I want to sigh and give up, move on with my own life. I'm sick and tired of seeing people try to help and the only thing you do is to just depend on someone other than those who're trying to help you.

I really, really give up. ]]> http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-don-t-know-what-to-do-any-more-223194986 http://whitestarzero.deviantart.com/journal/I-don-t-know-what-to-do-any-more-223194986 Sat, 23 Oct 2010 06:02:18 PDT I don't know what to do any more. nonadult journals/personal whitestarzero http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/h/whitestarzero.png?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~whitestarzero
I don't know what to say to you any more, and I don't know how to talk to you anymore because seeing you not have your priorities straight makes me more irritated than anything.

I don't know how to tell you you need to wake the fuck up and get your priorities straight because the only direction you'll go at this rate is downhill.

I don't know how to tell you you have to stop living in this fantasy world of yours because everyone else has already grown up and are facing the real world.

I actually feel sad because I look at you an ]]>