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Found at [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/8265893/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/8265893/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 14:15:31 PST ) and I thought maybe it should be passed along. Contact her about it, though, not me, because I don't know much other than what's written here, and that it's going to be in Oakville, Ontario. Her email is bloo_Ebony@hotmail.com.



"calling all artists, musicians, beep makers, verse throwers sound takers and creative minds alike.

I need artwork, crafts, anything created by YOU to display at crackpot studio's first springshowers art showcase night. Performers, including all forms of musicians, poets, dramatists, ranters, ravers and anyone who has something to say will also be required.

Plus theres lotsa planning and perliminary junk i need to do still SOO if you're interested send me an email at bloo_Ebony@hotmail.com

oh and if you're one of those 'not-so-creative' types, pass this onto a friend who might care.

So yea. if you want to participate, contact me!

christine
the
routine. " ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/7118131/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/7118131/ Tue, 22 Nov 2005 20:36:18 PST picard102. Tomorrow is his birthday so go wish him a happy birthday! ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/6506227/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/6506227/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 19:12:58 PDT [link]


You have no idea how excited I am about this. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/5764623/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/5764623/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 18:04:00 PDT


I decided that I am going to write a series of 53 haikus. This might be like the time I said I was going to tell the story of my life in 10 sestinas and I only ended up writing one. It might not be, though, because I actually like writing haikus. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/5726406/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/5726406/ Wed, 22 Jun 2005 19:00:18 PDT

Edit: Ok, I brought it back to bring Josh back to life. It worked. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3812083/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3812083/ Thu, 19 May 2005 21:17:17 PDT And keep me dancing still
That I may stay a sober man
Although I drink my fill.

Sobriety is a jewel
That I do much adore;
And therefore keep me dancing
Though drunkards lie and snore.
O mind your feet, O mind your feet,
Keep dancing like a wave,
And under every dancer
A dead man in his grave.
No ups and downs, my pretty,
A mermaid, not a punk;
A drunkard is a dead man,
And all dead men are drunk.


William Butler Yeats

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Baton passed to me by ¢picard102

total volume:
12.34GB

last cd bought:
Rain Dogs - Tom Waits
Crimes - Blood Brothers
(I bought them at the same time)

song playing right now:
Holland, 1945 - Neutral Milk Hotel

five songs i listen to a lot, or mean a lot to me:

* Paper Shoes - Hawksley Workman

* True Love Waits - Radiohead

* Agoetis Byrjun - Sigur Ros

* So Much Beauty In Dirt - Modest Mouse

* Sad Pony Guerilla Girl - Xiu Xiu


five people i'm passing the baton to:

~Sar-castro

~ceda2

=Jiodi

`niwi

~IthilQuessir ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3755877/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3755877/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 20:09:05 PST
a more journally journal can be found here --> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3654899/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3654899/ Sat, 23 Oct 2004 10:16:51 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!
Listening to: Let Me Out - Future Leaders of the World
Reading: A Spell for Chameleon - Piers Anthony

I just realized I have a lot of hair. That is all.

Who is Phillip? ---> [link]

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3566361/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3566361/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:20:59 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!

everyone asks: Who is Philip?

Philip is *boobookittyfuck ~ wantingemptiness ~philby *PhilJW and many more. If you are a Philip, Phillip, Filip, Fillip, or any other variation of the name and you wish to be listed here, comment on this entry.

The story behind my name

One fateful day in grade 9 gym, we were doing some activity that involved standing in lines. My gym teacher asked me to "fill up" another line. The only person in this line was my dear friend Nathalie (~BooNat).
"Fill up," she repeated, "fill up, fillup, Phillip. Hiya, Phillip!"
From then on she continued to call me Phillip, and the name stuck. My real name is Adrienne.

The who part came later. I had taken on the word who as my handle for various internetty things, as I thought it sounded mysterious and made me seem smarter than I was. In March of 2003 I was introduced to deviantART by my friends Michaela (~saedyelle) and Sarah (~maakia). I wanted to sign up using the name ~who, but it was taken. So, being the clever person that I am, I put my two most favourite nicknames together. Who is Phillip. It's not really a question. It's a statement. Please stop asking

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3519995/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3519995/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 15:23:51 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!

Today I am different. I look forward to my subscription running out.

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3424511/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3424511/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:40:01 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!

Drama is hard.

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3378398/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3378398/ Thu, 16 Sep 2004 15:49:33 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!
Listening to: Plan B

I have no future!

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3348411/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3348411/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 15:15:57 PDT Welcome, Dearies, To My Journal

Mood: Eee!
Listening to: Plan B

Art is hard. All you art people, I respect you greatly.


Yay vegetable!

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3198901/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3198901/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 21:08:56 PDT A Study of Reading Habits

Mood: Eee!

When getting my nose in a book
Cured most things short of school,
It was worth ruining my eyes
To know I could still keep cool,
And deal out the old right hook
To dirty dogs twice my size.

Later, with inch-thick specs,
Evil was just my lark:
Me and my coat and fangs
Had ripping times in the dark.
The women I clubbed with sex!
I broke them up like meringues.

Don't read much now: the dude
Who lets the girl down before
The hero arrives, the chap
Who's yellow and keeps the store
Seem far too familiar. Get stewed:
Books are a load of crap.

Philip Larkin

a more journally journal can be found here ---> [link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3185399/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3185399/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 05:22:25 PDT Mad Girl's Love Song

Mood: Eee!

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

Sylvia Plath ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3124856/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3124856/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 15:09:38 PDT God

Mood: Eee!
Reading: Pomes All Sizes - Jack Kerouac
Watching: CBC News

In his jests serious, in his murders victim,
or which, is God? Who began
before non-existence's dependence
on existence, Who came before
the chicken and the egg

Who started out
enormous light
the dark brilliance of the Mystery
for all good hearts to shroud inside
to keep their understanding sympathy
intact as Beethoven's courageous
slow sigh.

In his atrocities victim?
In his jests damned?
In his damnation damnation?
Or is God just the golden hover
light manifesting Mayakaya
the illusion of the moon, branches
across the face of the moon?

O perturbing swttlontaggek
montania godio
Thou high suffermaker!
Tell me now, in Your Poem!

Jack Kerouac ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3074131/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/3074131/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 12:34:07 PDT Howl

Mood: Eee!
Listening to: To America We Go - Ashley MacIsaac

Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy!
Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy! Holy!
The world is holy! The soul is holy! The skin is holy!
The nose is holy! The tongue and cock and hand
and asshole holy!
Everything is holy! everybody's holy! everywhere is
holy! everyday is in eternity! Everyman's an
angel!
The bum's as holy as the seraphim! the madman is
holy as you my soul are holy!
The typewriter is holy the poem is holy the voice is
holy the hearers are holy the ecstasy is holy!
Holy Peter holy Allen holy Solomon holy Lucien holy
Kerouac holy Huncke holy Burroughs holy Cas-
sady holy the unknown buggered and suffering
beggars holy the hideous human angels!
Holy my mother in the insane asylum! Holy the cocks
of the grandfathers of Kansas!
Holy the groaning saxophone! Holy the bop
apocalypse! Holy the jazzbands marijuana
hipsters peace & junk & drums!
Holy the solitudes of skyscrapers and pavements! Holy
the cafeterias filled with the millions! Holy the
mysterious rivers of tears under the streets!
Holy the lone juggernaut! Holy the vast lamb of the
middle class! Holy the crazy shepherds of rebell-
ion! Who digs Los Angeles IS Los Angeles!
Holy New York Holy San Francisco Holy Peoria &
Seattle Holy Paris Holy Tangiers Holy Moscow
Holy Istanbul!
Holy time in eternity holy eternity in time holy the
clocks in space holy the fourth dimension holy
the fifth International holy the Angel in Moloch!
Holy the sea holy the desert holy the railroad holy the
locomotive holy the visions holy the hallucina-
tions holy the miracles holy the eyeball holy the
abyss!
Holy forgiveness! mercy! charity! faith! Holy! Ours!
bodies! suffering! magnanimity!
Holy the supernatural extra brilliant intelligent
kindness of the soul!

Allen Ginsberg

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Bobcat Goldthwait.



I yelled and screamed and cried and now I make sense.

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]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2981971/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2981971/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 17:58:29 PDT primus reached his 10,000th forum post. Good for him. Do I know this guy? No I do not. So why am I mentioning this. Well, dearies, as some of you know, to celebrate his 10,000th post he decided to give away 22 (why 22? we do not know) three month dA subscriptions to random people that replied to his post in the deviant forum. And I was one of those lucky recipient. #22 to be exact. Proof that being a paranoid forum lurker pays off.

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Read the comments. It's interesting to see how differently people each reacted to what I said. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2761762/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2761762/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 08:13:20 PDT ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2623976/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2623976/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 19:53:44 PDT ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2201170/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2201170/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 16:09:19 PDT I guess it's become illegal to show Jesus on TV, unless of course he's French and from outer space. Much More Music showed Saturday Night Fever yesterday instead of Jesus Christ Superstar. MPix showed Ben-Hur instead of the Ten Commandments. And some French channel showed some show about Jesus with bad sci-fi graphics which made me pretty sure that they were trying to imply that Jesus was an alien. A French alien. An illegal French alien.
If I could dance I would just set the entire bible to music and dance my way right into the seventh circle of Hell. Unfortunately, this is not the case. And let me tell you, I am mad. :angry: ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2186370/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2186370/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 13:42:50 PDT Ahead By A Century
The Tragically Hip

First thing we'd climb a tree
And maybe then we'd talk
Or sit silently
And listen to our thoughts
Illusions of someday
Casting a golden light
No dress rehearsal
This is our life

And that's when the hornet stung me
And I had a feverish dream
With revenge and doubt
Tonight we smoke them out

You are ahead by a century
You are ahead by a century
You are ahead by a century

Stare in the morning shroud
And then the day began
I tilted your cloud
You tilted my hand
Rain falls in real time
Rain fell through the night
No dress rehearsals this is our life

And that's when the hornet stung me
And I had a serious dream
With revenge and doubt
Tonight we smoke them out

You are ahead by a century
You are ahead by a century
You are ahead by a century

And disappointing you's getting me down

I've been listening to that song a lot lately. In fact I'm listening to it right now.

It's been a weird few days. For one I actually got into a university, something I did not think would happen mostly because school wise I tend to fuck up. Often. Anyway, I got into the program I wanted at the school I wanted. Social Work at Lakehead. I was really excited to find out that they actually wanted a screw up like me. I'm totally unready to go to university though, so I don't think I'll be going next year. If I got in once, it's safe to assume I'll get in again, right?

~Kasdan and I finally talked to the principal about the GSA and Day of Silence. He, like most everyone else, supports us in principle. That's good.

Stuff seems to be going well for once, instead of getting gradually worse like it has been for the last two years. I'm mostly happy. Mostly. There's still this weird pervasive sense of not quite rightness. Could be because too many of my desires are illegal in too many countries. Or just the fact that I'm totally not used to stuff actually happening. I'm much more comfortable just living in my head.

Thinking about writing stuff. Serious stuff. I've been extremely exhausted lately, but hopefully the long weekend will give me a chance to write. Hooray for Jesus. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2145991/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2145991/ Sat, 03 Apr 2004 18:18:38 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2109616/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2109616/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 15:02:50 PST
Tomorrow marks the two week anniversay of my headache. I'm going to celebrate by sitting quietly in a dark room. It went away briefly today at lunch; I think it was the combination of being outside, eating chocolate and talking to Chris.

Nothing deep today. Thank God. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2084662/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2084662/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 20:49:36 PST I'm really sick of people dismissing religion as something for only the weak minded and grouping faith with blatant stupidity. I'm not a religious person myself, my parents believed that faith is deeply personal and ultimately a personal decision that has to come naturally from your life and I share that belief. That being said I guess I understand how faith can be a beautiful thing. Sadly it gets corrupted easily. Like anything of any true worth it's easy to mess it up. Through fear, excessive inflexible dogma, whatever, it mutates I guess. So in the interest of not speaking for everyone, I'm going to stop this analysis here and talk about my beliefs.
Fundementally, I think the most important thing is to treat all people with respect and dignity. The second most important thing is to treat everything around you with respect and dignity. This includes the natural environment, rocks, plants, trees, animals, insects, air, water, everything. This means GMOs and SUVs and all of those other wonderful acronyms are bad. This also means that to avoid being a hypocrite I should probably become a vegetarian.
Time for the spiritual/philsophical part. I don't believe in time and space. I think that they only appear to exist to us because we need them to have consciousness. In that respect, though we think of human beings as being the highest order things on the planet, something like a rock is inherintley better than us because it doesn't need to use lies and mind tricks to exist, it can simply be in it's true form. Whether or not this is true I will never know for sure, but I believe it.
Essentially, I believe that everything we know is wrong. I think there's a right way to live and I can tell you right now that this isn't it.
And we need to give more power to children, and less to adults who behave like children.

EDIT: I'm not making a new entry because I've been getting interesting comments from this one. I would just like to say that today has been a very sad day, and this journal has come to have even more personal meaning for me. To avoid implicating anyone I'm not going to get into specifics, but suffice it to say that I am sad and ashamed. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2078057/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2078057/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 18:40:15 PST
And it's dawned on me that kids in small towns (specifically the one I used to live in) need stuff to do other than get drunk and beat the shit out of eachother and take almost naked pictures of themselves and circulate them on the internet. Well, they have other stuff to do, I guess. But WTF. WTF indeed. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2055671/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2055671/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 12:59:02 PST moonsparked writes good song lyrics. I don't. I may post them when I'm done, I dunno. What am I doing? ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2044094/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/2044094/ Fri, 19 Mar 2004 15:35:24 PST ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1975477/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1975477/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 15:56:48 PST ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1959271/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1959271/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 20:43:05 PST


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Kaufman and Baer (2002) further propose that those with mental illnesses are more likely to be drawn to poetry rather than to other forms of prose due to the personal nature of poetry. Kaufman and Baer (2002) conclude by stating, "The adage that creativity and 'madness' are linked together is by and large supported by the existing research" (p. 282)

[link] ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1900350/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1900350/ Tue, 24 Feb 2004 18:29:06 PST
"Can't you see me? I am your long lost best friend." ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1890442/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1890442/ Sun, 22 Feb 2004 17:40:28 PST
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A Quitter - Rasputina

I have worked out every small detail
In this plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail.
I dare myself to do this one thing.
You can have my car
You can have everything.
All that's good is gone.
I have tried too long.
I don't think I miss my mom & dad,
The class I cut,
The friends I never had.,
These things I won't miss,
Won't miss me.
My house,
My block,
The baby bird I set free.
The dance that I was never asked to,
The teachers
that thought they knew me.
They'll all remember what I did.
They'll ask "Whose fault was it?"
"Oh she was just a kid."

I'll be glad to go, you see.
You don't even know me.
Not at all.
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And I'm worried. About someone. The End.


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Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:29:38 PM)
   HAM THERMOS

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:29:45 PM)
   BACON THEATRE

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:30:08 PM)
   BEEF STUDIO

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:30:19 PM)
   CHICKEN LOFT

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:30:31 PM)
   TURKEY PAD

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:30:45 PM)
   DUCK BUNGALO

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:31:26 PM)
   PHEASANT CONDO

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:31:36 PM)
   GOOSE LIVER MANSION

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:34:09 PM)
   what was that last one?

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:34:21 PM)
   Veel palace.

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:34:24 PM)
   Veal?

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:34:27 PM)
   veal

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:34:40 PM)
   VENISON DUNGEON

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:35:52 PM)
   TARTAR OFFICE

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:36:27 PM)
   TUNA AUDITORIUM

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:36:39 PM)
   SALMON STADIUM

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:36:50 PM)
   COD ARENA

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:39:31 PM)
   SUNFISH RINK

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:40:45 PM)
   DOLPHIN GATE

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:41:17 PM)
   WHALE STARSHIP

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:42:06 PM)
   PRAIRIE OYSTER SPACE SHUTTLE

Captain Incognito - You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff says: (7:42:59 PM)
   ZEBRA CLAM SPACE STATION

"Oh bum grapes! I killed the pie." "And my will to live." says: (7:43:40 PM)
   SEA SNAIL MOON UNIT

and it goes on like that. Courtesy of ~ whoisphillip and ~Kasdan


on a related note <---- join or die. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1779613/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1779613/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 19:58:45 PST [link] <--- poetry on devart in a nutshell.

on that note <--- a group for poets serious about improving their craft and helping other poets. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1764283/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1764283/ Thu, 29 Jan 2004 20:03:23 PST

Creep
-Radiohead

When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so fucking special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1736307/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1736307/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 21:39:11 PST Nine planets large and small parading by
But somewhere out in space, there's another shining face
That you might see some night up in the sky

Interplanet Janet, she's a galaxy girl!
Solar system is from a future world
Travels like a rocket with her comet team
There's never been a planet Janet hasn't seen!

She's been to the sun, it's a lot of fun
It's a hot spot, it's a gas
Hydrogen and helium in a big bright, glowing mass
It's a star! It's a star! So Janet got an autograph!

Mercury was near the sun so Janet stopped by
But the mercury on Mercury was much too high
Janet split for Venus but on Venus she found
She couldn't see a thing for all the clouds around

Earth looked exciting, kind of green and inviting
So Janet thought she'd give it a go
But the creatures on that planet looked so very weird to Janet
She didn't even dare to say hello
It's a bird, it's a plane! No, it must be a UFO!
But it was

Interplanet Janet, she's a galaxy girl!
Solar system is from a future world
Travels like a rocket with her comet team
There's never been a planet Janet hasn't seen!

Mars is red and Jupiter's big and Saturn shows off it's rings
Uranus is built on a funny tilt and Neptune is it's twin
And Pluto, little Pluto is the farthest planet from the sun

They say our solar system is not alone in space
The universe has endless mystery
Some future astronaut may find out that what he thought
A shooting star instead turned out to be

Interplanet Janet, she's a galaxy girl!
Solar system is from a future world
Travels like a rocket with her comet team
There's never been a planet Janet hasn't seen!
There's never been a planet Janet hasn't seen! ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1724750/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1724750/ Thu, 22 Jan 2004 15:41:17 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1714811/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1714811/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 20:10:22 PST ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1696975/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1696975/ Sat, 17 Jan 2004 18:54:41 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1684958/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1684958/ Thu, 15 Jan 2004 12:55:37 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1676868/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1676868/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 21:53:21 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1664332/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1664332/ Sun, 11 Jan 2004 15:28:19 PST ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1658462/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1658462/ Sat, 10 Jan 2004 13:47:12 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1645944/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1645944/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 22:54:11 PST

You don't know what I'm talking about. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1645812/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1645812/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 22:14:59 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1613783/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1613783/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 12:06:09 PST [link]

I think too much about good and evil, I wore out that part of my mind. I wore out a lot of my mind, I think (far too much). So every once in a while something new has to come along to was the dust off my eyes. There's a lot in the world (understatement). Sometimes it's hard to see. It's like when you stare at something too long that colour gets washed out of your eyes. You can't even see it any more. I'm really not sure where I'm going with this.

I've been rambling a lot lately, mostly to Ben, about my views on stuff. It's hard for me to do well in the world I live in mostly because I don't really live there. Things that people take as the most base absolute granted things, I don't even believe in. Like time and space. I think good and evil are completely impersonal forces. No one, nothing is good or evil. It just is. Like a conduit for the various energies of the universe to run through(good, evil, life, death, a bunch of unnamable things). I think time and space are tools of consciousness and don't really exist outside of it. I think everything that exists just is; always and everywhere are static. Time and space exist because consciousness exists and the conscious need a means to decipher their surroundings. To take in everything all at once would be overhelming. Time and space are tools of sanity. It's kind of difficult to explain exactly what I mean. I think there's so much that we can't see and perhaps don't even know how to look for.

It's easy to become jaded. Really easy. Things that are easy to see usually aren't worth seeing. It takes something deeper to realize that we don't have the authority to judgee anythign, because we don't even begin to understand even the tip of the iceberg. We are too stuck on the layer of dust on top of the iceberg that we live on to even realize that we are part of something majestic and too huge to really comprehend. ]]> ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1594639/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1594639/ Sun, 28 Dec 2003 13:41:38 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1581073/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1581073/ Thu, 25 Dec 2003 08:07:17 PST ~whoisphillip http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1527443/ http://whoisphillip.deviantart.com/journal/1527443/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 22:17:18 PST    i really dislike being intellectual

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:36:27 AM)
   Eh? Why?

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:36:50 AM)
   it just seems so pointless

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:37:12 AM)
   In a world of dumbasses, yeah, I can see how you'd look at it that way.

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:37:28 AM)
   Myself included, of course.

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:37:42 AM)
   *casts the line*

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:38:00 AM)
   you're not a dumbass

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:38:11 AM)
   *reels it in*

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:38:19 AM)
   and it's not just being in a world of dumbasses

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:38:47 AM)
   even if everyone else in the world were highly intellectual, it would still be pointless

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:39:00 AM)
   Ok, now I have to ask why.

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:39:19 AM)
   hmm

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:39:20 AM)
   ok

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:40:11 AM)
   well it's kind of the same as the whole not wanting to use words thing

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:41:02 AM)
   language is just symbolic, but it's kind of taken as the truth

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:41:26 AM)
   but it isn't the truth, it's just symbolic of the things that people can narrow down

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:42:15 AM)
   So the "truth" is the bigger picture? The source of what people say?

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:42:25 AM)
   yeah

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:42:52 AM)
   well, the source of what people say when they speak in the purest most true form

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:44:19 AM)
   but intellectualness takes that pure true form and expands on it and builds on it just using more and more language and more and more symbolism so it becomes eventually almost impossible to get through all the layers of obfuscation and get back to the truth

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:44:32 AM)
   it's like lies on top of lies on top of lies

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:44:45 AM)
   and it's supposed to be this enlightened thing

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:45:11 AM)
   I see...

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:45:27 AM)
   i don't think it's even possible for people to know anything that's true

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:46:03 AM)
   but the less it's defined the closer it is to being true

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:46:06 AM)
   I think I agree. It seems like people have been convluting themselves for so long that they can't comprehend what's truth and what's fiction.

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:46:13 AM)
   yeah

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:46:44 AM)
   That goes along with what you were saying about literature earlier, about how the more you discuss it, the further away you get from raw understanding.

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:46:55 AM)
   yeah

Don't touch my belt, you Jesus freak! says: (12:47:07 AM)
   it's kind of like chaos theory i guess

Drifting and Floating and Fading Away... says: (12:47:22 AM)
   Yeah, or entropy. ]]> ~whoisphillip