http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:whooshie&section=today deviantART RSS for by:whooshie en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 15:59:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27758607/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27758607/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 08:04:12 PDT 2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG BACKS

Ok, I cba to follow rule number 3, as I am 19 (first true thing) and as nineTEEN years old I can still be a rebel lawls.

2) I am retaking Chemistry first year at the University of Southampton
3) I want to be a primary school teacher !
4) I love eating fatty snack foods kakaka XD.
5) I have a gundam in my room ! Gundam Aile Strike...<3.
6) My chair leans too far back D: is broken...I am just about to fill in an online complaint form to get it fixed.
7) I am listening to cantonese music, because I am chinese and I can speak cantonese !
8) I am sometimes shy >w< but sometimes very loud ...

Finished! :3

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27738488/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27738488/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 04:12:54 PDT
He just likes to be in control, always right, when he is completely wrong and he is just treating me like crap because I am repeating first year. Fine. I may have failed last year so I have had to repeat, but that doesn't mean that he has any right to treat me like a retard! GAH I AM SO ANGRY O_O. I haven't been this stressed out in a while, and all the time he had this stupid grin on his face and it really took most of my energy to refrain from smacking him one. Grr. -_-;;. *rant over*

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27688688/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27688688/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 13:53:04 PDT . But yeah, now I'm back at uni and I was offered a place in halls of residence, but...the thing is...it's right next to a crematorium. It's pretty creepy right? It is actually RIGHT NEXT TO IT!! T_T;;. Thankfully, I am facing away from the crematorium so I can't see anything, but imagine having that lovely view out your window? I mean...graveyard. Nice. XP.

Just felt like updating you guys !

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27499799/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27499799/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 08:04:37 PDT Me: "What, have we had an accident?"
Salesperson: "I don't know, have you?"
Me: "...Nah mate I don't think so."
Salesperson: "Have you or any of your family members been involved in a car accident?"
Me: "Nope."
Salesperson: "Any trips or falls?"
Me: "Nope. Are you trying to sell me something?"
Salesperson: "No, I just want to give you some money."
Me: "Oh, that's alright mate. You can keep it yeah?"
Salesperson: "I can't keep it, I need to send it."
Me: "Nah don't worry about it, just keep it "
Salesperson: "I can't keep it, I need to send it to the government along with your details."
Me: "Nah mate seriously don't worry about it, just keep it. Aren't you going to say thank you?"
Salesperson: "I CAN'T KEEP IT I NEED TO SEND IT TO THE GOVERNMENT WITH YOUR DETAILS. HAVE YOU HAD A TRIP OR FALL RECENTLY?"
Me: "Nah."
Salesperson: "Ok thank you. Go to hell."


Rofl that indian guy was too cool hahaha I've never had a salesperson tell me to go to hell before LOL.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27368202/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27368202/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 01:58:10 PDT
One evening, around 1am, the boy feels tired so he sets his alarm for 9am. The next morning, his alarm goes of at 9am, but he switches it off and decides to sleep in a bit till 9.30. Suddenly, there is a massive banging on the door and his dad rushes in. "MATTHEW!!", he screams at the top of his voice. Shocked by this sudden outburst, many thoughts ran through the the boy's mind...did his chinchillas escape from their cages again? Is the house on fire? Is the WORLD on fire? What his father then followed up with completely cleared up the situation though.

"IT IS PAST NINE AM!! WAKE UP AND TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE!!! O_O"

...all for that extra 30 mins sleep. No wonder the father was met by a "...wtf you mentalist you totally weird me out -_-" look by his son.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27350426/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27350426/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 02:53:00 PDT
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27292929/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27292929/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 04:02:41 PDT
"Matthew,
Unfortunately the regulations state that you cannot progress to year 2, and there are no grounds for being allowed to repeat the entire year. The decision of examinations committee was that you will be an external repeat for CHEM1006, which essentially means that you will not be enrolled as a student and effectively take a gap year and take the examination again in June 2010. You are allowed 3 attempts in all, so this would be the last chance unless there are any special considerations of note. Passing CHEM1006 would mean that you could then enter year 2. I’m sorry that this isn’t what you want to hear."


Shortened version:

"Matthew,
You fail. Goodbye."

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27229732/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27229732/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 15:14:09 PDT
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27213114/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27213114/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 16:40:14 PDT , but it was still really fun ^^. I'm going out to London tomorrow again so hopefully I will take some more nice pictures to play with!

^________^ *happy*

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27131753/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27131753/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:31:09 PDT
"Matthew should totally stop thinking about her :/"

Oh well, I just put some cider in the fridge so soon I can be all like sleepy and fall asleep and I'm sure tomorrow will be better .

(edit): sorry for being such an emotional attention whore, I just don't know who to talk to about it apart from you guys so I'm sorry I keep bugging you with this crap of mine .

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27116933/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/27116933/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 15:40:55 PDT
"D: dad can you fix my internet please? It's still not working"
"Don't browse the internet at night"
"...?"
"Use the internet during the day"
"Oh ok. Do you know why it isn't working?"
"Because I changed the password"

...sneaky bugger -_-;;. So now at night-time I think I'm going to have to change tactics to watching anime and gaming instead of going online *sadface* D:. My parents want me in bed by like 11-12...like...whaa...-_-;;. Asian parents' cruel regimes. I guess I'm not too bad off though, one of my friend's parents make her go to bed at 10pm :/ and if she ever misses it she has to go to bed by 9pm the following night.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26869635/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26869635/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 04:40:20 PDT !

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26852945/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26852945/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 09:04:18 PDT
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26849624/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26849624/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 03:51:32 PDT _>;;.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26788680/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26788680/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 04:19:13 PDT _<;;. So...I think I failed. Agains. :/. I studied hard and all!! I went to find the course co-ordinator after the exam to ask him what options I'd have if I failed, because I'm considering changing over to Education and I was wondering if that was possible. However, he said that I shouldn't worry and should just wait till results...and just concentrate on my next one and do my best. He is such a reassuring guy ;.

:/ hope the next one isn't 100% harder than it was the first time like this resit was...>_>;; I wouldn't be surprised if my mark went DOWN...

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26737765/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26737765/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 16:02:58 PDT
(Or...I might have internet in the library. So I'll still be on, just a bit less XD. We'll see? WISH ME LUCK EITHER WAY T_T;;!!! .)

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26507527/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26507527/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 14:31:23 PDT Thank you for shouting at me from the car while I was walking innocently taking my shopping home from the supermarket. It was a lovely part of my day and I am glad that you brighten peoples' lives up like that. I think it is very flattering that you think that I look like Jacky Chan, enough that you would bother to lean out your car window and shout "HEY JACKY CHAN" in an asian accent. It must have been embarrassing for you; displaying your lack of humour and putting the entirity of your lack of intellectual capacity on show, and I was really impressed by how anyone could manage to do that. I feel sorry for you guys, I hope you will both grow up someday to realise that even though I did not find it offensive, you just made complete fools of yourself and I feel sickened that there are still people as moronic as you in this world.

Yours sincerely,
Jacky Chan.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26294309/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26294309/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 09:41:26 PDT


Sorry for the rant.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26187758/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26187758/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 10:30:39 PDT Mark got a message from her!

"Hi! I would like to apologise for making you sound boring or annoying on msn... If this is how you feel about how I feel about you... I was so tired last time talking to you and therefore was a bit moody.

Clearly you are "Mark"??!! I just want to say sorry because it is awkward for me for being friends with you even though there is nothing happening... but yeah... hope you can understands my situation..."


Mmm...Mark thinks that's fair enough and he can live with that and understands her situation. He would like to thank everyone for the help though!! ^_^ he sends , , and lots of loves and huggles ^^.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26173873/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26173873/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:58:42 PDT
So, what do you think Mark should do? Leave her alone for a while, carry on trying to be a good friend or what? Mark is quite confused he is . (Leaving her alone forever is not an option, that would make Mark sad as she is a nice girl.)

Leave a comment!

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26136872/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/26136872/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 19:01:14 PDT Honto nii...gomennasai >_<;;. The reason I left without saying anything is...well...I never planned to leave? >_>;;. I guess I just kinda started using DA less and less as a social networking site (which it shouldn't be used for anyways haha) and so I haven't been on in like FOREVER! Until the other day when I just used DA to host a pic (>_>;; sorry DA) and today when I came on to look for cool pictures of gundam, I saw loads of comments on that picture and I felt so touched ;. So...thanks so much to! , , , , and last but in no way least !! I was really touched that you guys commented and...now I feel really guilty for neglecting DA ;. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE add me on msn if you have msn...I use that so many infinitely more times than DA...whooshnow@hotmail.com. Otherwise...I will try and come on DA more. Really. Just...I feel like I don't really have anything to contribute except fun photos I've taken...and that's hardly art. >_<;;...

I love you guys .

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23998843/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23998843/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 05:36:55 PDT
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23953141/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23953141/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:48:15 PDT Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23902205/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23902205/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 15:18:47 PDT ! NO WAY!!) XP. So...yeah.

I will be on more!! Promise!! You won't be rid of me that easily muahahaha *weird evil laugh thing* . I might even draw something...*people scream* >_>;;. Kekeke~~

Love you all :3. Even if I am not amazing at showing it >_>;;...

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23817207/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23817207/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 16:10:24 PDT
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23765414/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23765414/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 14:57:02 PDT ^O^!! I haven't spoken to her in aaaaaaaaaages, pretty much since she's been married...and I'm so happy that she mailed me back! :3 she ish a busy lady. Anyways...yah. Pay her gallery a visit? :3 the stuff she draws is super cute~

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23751459/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23751459/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 17:37:28 PDT ! I have a lot of music I have copied off people that I have never listened to, so when I get to those I will just skip to the next random song~~ fair enough ne?


1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4] Tag three people. (Or more)

--------------------

All answers are set up like this:
Song - Artist
[ comment ]

_________

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
"Picture Perfect" - Chris Brown
[I guess this could make sense? XP...]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Cosmic Girl - Jamiroquai
[*twitch*...err...*twitch*...]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Stormy Weather - The Kooks
[Lol this isn't making much sense...XP.]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? {I got a chinese song for this...but I will just skip it seeing as it wouldn't make much sense at all. Plus I fails at teh reading...I can only speak chinese D:.}
The One and Only - Sung by ma friendy!
[Awwww this is such a cuuute song :3. My friend sang it a while ago and recorded it~~]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mic Check - Rage Against the Machine
[I would like to be an audio tech? >_>;;...lol...will anything make sense in this thing? Maybe my music titles are just too random...]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Imaginary - Evenescence
[Lol love evenescence, haven't been listening to this kinda stuff for ages! Been doing more J-rock. Wouldn't really call this my motto though...XP.]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Make Out Club - Gym Class Heroes
[Dear oh dear...]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
D-Technolife - UVERworld
[*sigh*...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Natural Tone - Acchorike
[This is me and my ex Maddy's song. I don't think about this song often...maybe rarely?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
We be burnin' - Sean Paul
[LOL XD...burnin' indeed we iz well jamaican hahaha...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tip The Scales - Rise Against
[...doesn't make much sense at all?]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
I'll Take You There - Sean Paul
[DUN DUN DUN...where is there? I guess that is my life aim...to find out where Sean Paul is taking me? XP...]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Intro - Marc Ronson
[Maybe I could be an MC? >_>;;...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
This Love - Big Bang
[XP at least this one makes sense lol.]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Don't Steal Our Sun - The Thrills
[I guess you could dance to this. The Thrills are pretty epic after all~]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Intro - Kanye West
[What's with the intro at my funeral? Or...my random on WMP hitting intros all the time? >_>;;...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Beat It - Fall Out Boy
[Yes. I am so nice to my friends? BEAT IT! XP...]

What should I listen to while doing this meme?
Through With You - Maroon 5
[Wow, sure haven't listened to Maroon 5 for ages! Epic band. It's kinda hard to listen to any one song when I'm cycling through a freakin music meme though >_<;; I was listening to Younha grrr!!]

How are you feeling today?
Celebration - Kanye West
[Lol not really, I was ill today. XP]

Will you get far in life?
When You Were Young - The Killers
[Erm...I will get far when I'm young I guess?]

How do your friends see you?
Bad Day - Something Corporate
[Nice. My friends hate me? XP...this music meme isn't coming out well lol.]

How can you get ahead in life?
Realize - Nami Tamaki
[YUSH! I NEED TO...REALIZE...XP.]

What is in store for this weekend?
Ooh Wee - Marc Ronson
[WHOOOO I love this song! It is such an epic song...also used in the start of Harold and Kumar 2. If you're over 15, WATCH IT! NOW!! If you're under, watch it when you're 15 XP.]

To describe a family member?
Dreams Come True - BoA
[...o_o;;]

What song will they play at your funeral?
Slow Jamz - Kanye West
[Lol will people start slow jamming at my funeral? XD...]

Do people secretly think about you and what might they think?
Houki Boshi - Younha
[Shooting star? Or...bleach opening. Probably bleach opening hahaha XD.]

How can I make myself happy?
Love Me Already - Black Kids
[I can love myself? Or ma... ]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23741467/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23741467/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 17:38:51 PDT _<;; I was busy...and now I am ill. I was really ill yesterday so I really didn't want to get out of bed, even though its like 2m to the laptop. Stupid internet cable won't let my internet reach my bed though grrr!! Anyways, I got food poisoning because after our freezer broke down, all the food defrosted for a day, so that's not great. But I ate all the food anyways, didn't want to waste it . Asking for trouble, I know xP. I'm getting better now though :3.

Also, I just made a new blog! I have a feeling I will update it a lot with like everyeveryeverything in my life :3. Pretty much. Anyways, ask me for the address! I don't want to type it on here...it would kinda take away the whole point of a new blog if I did -___-;;.

Anyways...illness D:. Back to bed!

18th - 00:38
I am all better now! :3 ^O^

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23623195/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23623195/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 09:07:29 PDT _<;; Mattie-kun ish a very busy bunny so hasn't really had time to come on DA...so...don't get angry at him when he doesn't reply to your messages for a long time please? >_<;; he ish sawries...

*runs off to do lab report*

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23578078/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23578078/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:29:54 PST just told me that I was nearing 4k and I was liek HUH!? But... so I am! So...kiriban for person who hits 4k.

Also...those who I owe kiriban to (So far I haven't done ANY T_T;; ) please remind me :3.

{Befbef I knows I owe you one O_O;;...)

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23475338/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23475338/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:23:19 PST
Anyways, to the point! I was wondering how many people would be attracted to this journal title. So, be honest!! If you read this, post a comment. Or, I will frown at you for lying. ^O^.

No, seriously, post a comment. I am really curious as to how many people will read this. If you don't know what to say just put "." or something ^^.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23431423/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23431423/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 11:09:11 PST 55/100 < pass mark

>_<;; I definitely need to work harder...

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23395898/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23395898/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:34:17 PST _>;; I have stuff I wouldn't want people who know me in real life to know? Anyways, I hope he will respect my privacy (this is addressed to you as you are probably reading this) as I put stuff on here that I don't want him (YOU.) to know. So, do me a favour and stay away?

John if you are reading this, I told you to go away. -_-;;.

Sorry that I am so rude about this. Just it is really important to me for you to stay awaaaaaaay and never come on this again. Go elsewhere on DA? Never, never, ever, read this again.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23378867/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23378867/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 10:18:01 PST _>;; sawrys!! But I won't be on for 40 days kekeke.

Anyways, about the situation with the girl that I like, I think that cutting contact with the girl I like and making myself sad for no reason was just plain stupid, seeing that I didn't talk to her that much anyways XP. Even though it was more, it still wasn't like a LOT. But, all that doesn't matter cos I'm quitting facebook and msn anyways !! It's epic, I'm going to get so so so so soooo much more time!! I will have to make sure I spend this reading the bible and spiritual books though.

HAPPY! ^^. I was so sad yesterday and day before it wasn't even funny. I just cried randomly on the bus today >_>;; embarrassing. But now I am so much happier! ~ the Lord always sorts things out ^^.

<3

Also, thankies to the person who texted me todays :3 thankies for caring~

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23364672/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23364672/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 03:05:27 PST
Mmm...nvm, this will be good for her ^^. And...me. It will give us more time to focus on God. It is weird right now, as I am trying to do what God wants me to do, and a lot of the time it's something completely unselfish...like this. I don't want to cut contact with her, but it will be best. And even though right now I don't gain from it, and it hurts, it will be good for both of us in the long term? ...it will sound completely random to some of you probably...

Basically, for those who have no idea what I'm on about: dating is a really serious thing. And...a relationship is a gift from God, and until he tells me who I am supposed to be with, I shouldn't look for a relationship, as it will distract me from serving him. So I have to trust him and not look for a relationship until the right time comes when he will tell me who he has paired me with ^^. And..I like a girl...but God has not made it clear for me if she is the one. So to stop confusing both our emotions, I have decided to cut contact. It will be best...>_<;; even if it really hurts right now.

Anyways: why I don't deserve a girl now anyways! This poem rocks ^^.



A Woman's Question - Lena Lathrop


Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing,
Ever made by the Hand above?
A woman's heart and a woman's life,
And a woman's wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing,
As a child might ask for a toy?
Demanding what others have died to win,
With the reckless dash of a boy.

You have written my lesson of duty out,
Manlike, you have questioned me.
Now stand at the bars of my woman's soul,
Until I have questioned thee.

You require that your mutton shall always be hot,
Your socks and your shirts be whole;
I require that your heart be as true as Yah's stars,
And as pure as His heaven, your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton and beef,
I require a far greater thing.
A seamstress you're wanting for socks and shirts,
I look for a man and a king.

A king for the beautiful realm called Home,
And a man that his Maker, God, could,
Look upon just as He did at the first,
And say, 'it is very good'.

I am fair and young but the rose may fade,
From this soft young cheek one day;
Will you love me amid the falling leaves,
As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean, strong and true,
I may launch my all on its tide?
A loving woman finds heaven or hell,
On the day she is made a bride.

I require all things that are grand and free,
All things that a man should be;
If you give this all, I would stake my life,
To be all you demand of me.

If you cannot be this, a laundress and cook,
You can hire and little to pay;
But a woman's heart and a woman's life
Are not to be won that way.


And...I don't fulfil anywhere close to this. So, I am not ready for a relationship yet, until I have committed more to God. Cutting contact is hard though...I guess I am growing up, I will have to start to learn to do things REALLY for other people's benefit, rather than just what I want, ne?





(24-2-09)

[link] <<< nice song .

I just woke up from a dream, where I was with her. And...I felt so happy and secure...>_<;;. We were just walking along a street, and then she went to see a friend. But still...so...happy? It's hard to describe...I guess I really miss her ne? Bleh at infatuation! I hate happy dreams...cos I woke up and I was like...>_<;; oh yeah...I can't talk to her...

Bleh!

I'll be back later after a lecture and badminton, and I'll get back to you guys' comments then ^^. Not that there are a lot hahaha XP I am boring you guys with my emo-ness ne?

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23258440/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23258440/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 17:40:16 PST _<;; things on my mind...but here is one of them.

My housemates are arguing about when and who can use each toilet, like...girls using upstairs and guys using downstairs. That is fair enough. Then, ah fung says it is 'discriminatory' against guys to say that they are dirtier...which is fair enough, but I don't really care too much. I guess in general the chances of a guy being dirtier on the loo is much higher than a girl's chances, and I know that even though I would be clean, I cannot say for sure with the other two guys.

But...I really couldn't be bothered to argue over this crap, and...so I was like...meh, whatever. And...feifei thought that I was just being weak because I told her I didn't want to take sides, and neither did I have a particularly strong viewpoint about it. This made me sad...because...I think...well...is it not nice of me to try not to argue? I'm sure it is...and it sucks that none of them really gets me. I guess I will just have to carry on making my stand on not wanting to quarrel?

It's so frustrating. >_<;; and I thought feifei might be one to understand. Nvm....

Other sad stuff on my mind, I really like this girl, and I want to tell her my feelings...but...I can't...because, well it would not be good for either of us. Even though I really want to tell her all that I feel for her...I can't. Well, I 'could', but I shouldn't. I guess this time, to prove I love her, I really have to do what is in the best interests for her, rather than what I want. And...it's hard. But I will have to bear with it, ne? Even if it hurts now, it is definitely worth it. I actually showed her my journal entry about housemates earlier, but...I don't think that she will come and visit again. It's a risk...which is why I didn't type it up earlier...but...I really needed to get this out >_<;;.

Sorry for the rant you guys. I just feel really down.

And...I miss silky. I just looked at a picture of him, and I wish he were here, he was so adorable, and he relied on me and didn't care about seperating toilets and stuff or anything but gave me constant affection anyways. ...>_>;; I am crying again...I'm crying so much recently. I'm so stupid...

P.S. sorry for sounding like...emo. I will cheer up soon and write a super happy journal to balance this out, promise~

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23219362/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23219362/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 15:55:59 PST
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (I don't count walking as running...)
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. (bike...)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond. (no way.)

TOTAL: 3


[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. give up till I
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 7


[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (I do chemistry...it's a taken haha...thoug usually we deliberately set stuff on fire )
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 9

[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (apparantly the teacher had to call me a few times and tap me before I heard him....late night coursework rushing...hahaha...)
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 11


[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally (freakin mosquitoes while running..)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (I wouldn't count sleep as superly important to be honest)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn'realise it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
TOTAL: 14


[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things. (test tubes, glass beakers...*sigh*)
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
TOTAL: 16

GRAND TOTAL: 16

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23187275/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23187275/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 03:37:30 PST
"...No!! What valentines day card?!?! ..."

"That's because I didn't send you one!! xP..."


D'aww...mixing valentines day with April fools is just so fun...

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23150211/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23150211/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 04:01:59 PST ! This will be starting 1st July. I am stuck with the smallest room, but seeing as nobody else wanted it and it's not THAT small...I was just like meh...cba to make an argument over it. The biggest room is twice the size of mine though...but...I think mine is small and cosy. Also, I don't wanna be a fuss ^^.

one of the girls I will be living with next year (there will be 3 guys and 2 girls, total of 5 inc me.) offered to trade rooms with me, just in case I was not happy with the smallest room. Even though it doesn't seem like a lot I guess...but I really appreciated it! I was like..."aww..." because I only met her like 2 days ago, and she really likes the room she was put in. So, I think she will be a wonderful housemate next year ^_^! She is called "Feifei"

As for the other 3...I know one of the guys. He has been to church with me a couple of times, but he is not a Christian. And he is one of those guys who is all like 'cool' and 'oser' and quite loud...so usually I would not get along with a guy like him. But, God spoke to me, and I really should love everyone with his love, and so loving (....-_-;; *twitch at you guys who are liek WHOOSHIE LOVES A GUY LAWL GAY) this guy was a challenge...which is why I decided to live with him next year, as it will be a constant challenge for me, and I can also be a good testimony. He is called "Fung"

The other guy is...okay I guess. He is one of the quieter types, but he has been found to get jealous and/or angry over little things. Like, fei joked to him once and told him that she was going over to talk to another guy and he asked why, so she joked and said "because he's more good looking." and he completely flipped and was angry and threw a tantrum at her for like a few days. I mean...wtf. Nvm, so I will make sure I don't step on his tail. Not that he could beat me up or anything, just he seems to have a short fuse and I don't want to cause tension inside the house. This is "Coby"

Now, last but DEFINITELY not least. This is the annoying girl who always looks out for herself first, even at the cost of others. She has deliberately chosen the roof room, and found a MILLION excuses to get her rent lowered. ie. "I have no curtains" so she wanted lower rent for that, even though the landlord will get curtains put in anyway. "My table is smaller" -__-;; it is not. And...because of that...she is now paying £100 a year less than me even though my room is way smaller. ...-_-;; whatever. I would bother arguing with her, but again, I don't want the tension really. Then again, if she tries to play this game with anything important/critical I will make sure to be firm. This is "Alice". Although, feifei said that she is not a bad person, she also said that she will always look out for herself first.

Anyways, yah! ^^.


PS. When I first loaded this, it loaded blank, so I pressed the backspace key to take me back to the last page and I copied so I wouldn't lose it. I was pretty freaked..this journal took me a while to write. I hope that helps some of you.

PPS. Why did it load blank? My scriptblocker said DA was doing "unsafe cross-site scripting" or something so it blocked it. So, I told it to unblock it. Weirdness ne?

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23026539/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23026539/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 18:01:39 PST

http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/23013351/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 01:13:13 PST
Brrrr *shivers*

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22987062/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22987062/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 15:54:06 PST ).

Because, today I went shopping in one store, and the guy owed me 51p change and he gave me 11p. I mean, do I LOOK retarded? Can I not tell the difference between a circular object and a large heptagonal object just because they are both silver?

[link] <<< 10p is the one in the centre, 50p is top right.

Then I thought...whatever. Weird pikey guy trying to scam me -_-;;.

But, I went to another shop, and I bought a tub of milk for £1.29. So, I gave her £10.09, and she said "Okay £8.80 change. I haven't got any five pound notes though, is that okay?" and I was like "Yeah sure no problem!" so she gave me a handful of coins. I was careful to count out the 8 pound coins, all there. But, she didn't give me the 80p. Now, this shortchanging tactic I was confused with. If she were to shortchange me I'd really expect her to give me £7.80. Maybe she was hoping I'd be so happy counting £8 that I'd forget the 80p?

Blah. Weird peoples. I hate people who try to shortchange me...do I LOOK like I can't count? -____-;;. Also you peoples who try and scam money off me in Mcdonalds by telling me you gave me £10 when you really only gave me £5, when I am stressed out and tired. You peoples are terribles *frown*

Sorry for the rant! ;...

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22964962/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22964962/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 13:52:36 PST !!! It has only snowed like once or twice in the past twenty years in Southampton, but this year it snowed 3 inches which is like a record!! !!! Apparantly Southampton is too close to the coast, so for some reason, usually it doesn't snow...

But this morning (NEARLY afternoon >_>;; ) I woke up at 11.30am and saw my friend texted me saying there was snow, I looked outside and I was like YAAAAAAAAY!!! Because before, I was quite sad because there was no snow *sniffle* I lieks snow...

But yeah today was so epic!! We went out to have snowfights, make snowmen, and even pave my mate's window with snow so he couldn't see outside hahaha! .

Happiness~ <3

(p.s. get well soon Rosa :3)

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22950492/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22950492/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:40:26 PST
...Here in Southampton....no. There were a few flakes today but nothing settles here. D:!! *frowny face*

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22814318/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22814318/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 14:04:07 PST
(I have an exam in 2 hours, this will get updated afterwards)

<3 Matt

-UPDATE!

The exam went really well...considering how little revision I had done and also the mistake I made. The exam consisted of three parts, each one hour each. I ran over my first section by around 10 minutes, and I was working at a moderate pace until then. Then I was like "AAAAAAAAAAAARGH IM GOING TO RUN OUT OF TIME" so I worked REALLY fast from then on...my hand going into overdrive xP. Throughout the exam I was thinking "damn we're pushed for time!"

Then, with half an hour left, I still had most of the last section to go when I saw two people get up and leave. I thought "NO WAY they worked faster than me...it is physically impossible! I wonder if they gave up... poor peoples..." and then, I finished the exam with 1 minute left. After the exam, the guy next to me turned around to me and asked "so which questions did you do?" to which I thought he was asking a stupid question so I gave him a slightly sarcy response of "...all of them?" to which he replied "DUDE!! YOU'RE ONLY SPOSED TO PICK 6 OUT OF 9 OF THE QUESTIONS!!"...

...no wonder I was short of time >_>;;...at least I finished...just about...

Then, I went home and had curry with my family and Katy, a family friend. Mmmm...^^. The restaurant we went to make naan bread the proper way by putting it on the side of a stone furnace...sooooo nice. .

And, tonight I had roast duck. I'm going to get fat...xP. Nvm.......

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22765236/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22765236/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 17:08:05 PST NO! For once, a technical problem happened in my favour! Cool eh? Today in my IT exam, there was a big technical problem which meant the question with the most marks (the only one that was a challenge) was impossible to do. So, we all get full marks for it. SCORE!!

However, this is technical, but not a technical problem. I deleted an important email accidentally -_-;;. I complained to ASDA hoping to get some kind of vouchers or something hahaha, but their reply went to my junk and I accidentally deleted it. How annoying is that? I can't get it back now. I have emailed them and asked for another response xP.

Lol, here was my complaint. I went to a grammar school so we were educated well in the subject of complaining and being annoying in 'sophisticated' or at least, formal language .


"Recently in the Asda branch in Southampton, a lot of my time and more importantly, other customers' time has been wasted.

Whenever I buy a bag of onion rings, item number 50508546390, I am charged £1.06 at the till when it is labelled 81p on the shelf. When I tell the tills salesperson, they do not believe me even though I have told multiple salespeople many times already, and they find someone to go and check, which takes around 5-10 minutes.

During this time, the queue (which is generally 6 or more people) get very impatient, and I feel this also. Even though I have had to inform salespersons a few times now, there seems to be no change in the system and every time I go shopping I have to spend an extra 10 minutes waiting for a member of staff to go look at the price.

I feel that a lot of time and effort could be saved if the price on the tills was set back to 81p, as it says on the label on the shelf. Please inform me when action has been taken.

Yours Sincerely,"

lol. xP.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22685883/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22685883/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 02:30:41 PST
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22669230/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22669230/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 09:09:40 PST * Answer using only song titles of chosen band/musician

I've chosen: Motion City Soundtrack

1. Are you a man or a woman?
Hangman (That was the only one with any slight relevance at all. That'd be the man in hangman....lol)

2. Describe yourself.
A-OK (Yeah I'm pretty okay ^^. Apart from exams, which I haven't revised for. But...yeah...)

3. What do people feel while spending time with you?
Everything is Alright (I hope)

4. How would you describe your last relationship?
Fell in love without you (Pretty crap, resent being in it . I won't make the mistake of just jumping into a relationship again)

5. Describe your present relationship.
Hello Helicopter (XP im not in one...but this song title is cool . Maybe I am in a relationship with a helicopter? dun dun dun...)

6. Where would you like to be now?
Cambridge (How cool is that eh? I have a mate there . I also have an ex there, ew. But I will make sure I don't see her ^_^ she's kinda freaky)

7. How do you feel, when you're in love?
It had to be you (I always feel this...its kinda silly)

8. What is your life like?
1000 Paper Cranes (I guess it's kinda flittery fluttery...)

9. If you had one wish, what would it be?
This is for real (^^ being with the girl who is the right one for me would be lovely~)

10. Say something wise.
Better open the door (It would be a good idea if you have visitors, ne? ^^)

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22518584/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22518584/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 05:08:28 PST Procrastinator
Male/United Kingdom
Invisible <<< !!!

Here is an example of invisibility being amazing.

Normal Pikachu:


Invisible Pikachu:


...!

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22447439/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22447439/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 07:28:22 PST For once, I feel like I have my life pretty much sorted out and in control! ^_^~

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22417757/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22417757/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 15:47:29 PST
I really long for a girl whose hand I can hold and look up at the stars with right now.... Even though, I know that I can't really cope with a girlfriend right now because I need to sort myself out, I still wish I had someone who I could spend these precious moments with, instead of just on my lonesome.

Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't have friends. It's just...different...there's a longing for that someone who is special and who I can say that she is the one I care most about, and have that exact feeling back. That just can't be found in a friend, right?

...anyone wish to relate?

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22373023/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22373023/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 12:02:06 PST
ǝƃuɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɐɹʇs

fun, right? :3

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22309319/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22309319/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 16:24:39 PST ) and move on this year to really get a hold of ourselves! .

Beth: Hahahaha I hope next year less people think you're a guy XD. And that you get less lazy with your comments and replies -_-;;...

Maddy: I hope you will get along better with your dad (or he will be less annoying!!) ^^. And that you will get big and fat like panda panda hahaha XP kidding kidding~~

Danni: I hope you will feel more remembered :3 because you are!

Frostfire: I hope that you will find many many more animals that you are like !

Gummi-chan: I hope that you are happily married and don't get the spare time to read this, but concentrate on your hubby :3! Don't forget me though D:!

Rosa: Sun leen fai lok!! I hope that your mandarin will become more like locals!!

Magdelene-sweet: I hope that you will draw more kawaii plushies stuff and look more and more like it :3.

Jenneliz: I hope that you will become more and more like princess peach!!!

Campervanfrog: I hope that you will change your mind and give me free plushies!! XD lol jkz, make more though they're so cuuute!

Lucy: I hope that you will get money for more and more cosplays so that you can cosplay allllllllllll the characters in the entire world and make them more more awesomes!!!

Mpunk-sign: I hope that you will gain more confidence in your english! go go go ^^ I root for you!!

Taryn: I hope this year you can marry deidara! XP.

mywill123123: Get more aweshums! :3.

Friedpomegranate: I hope that this year you will upload stuff agains! Your artwork was awesomes. And...I hope that you can stop being a pornographic connoisseur XD!!! hahahahaa .

And to everyone else: <3!! Have a lovely new year

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22221002/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22221002/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 05:24:30 PST
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22204865/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22204865/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 07:01:17 PST Also, I got 10 favs and nearly 200 views on [link] !!! I know this isn't much, but everything else I have submitted gets like...0 favs and 5 views xP. So, I am happy :3. I am also happy for that little puffer fish because it is probably still swimming around somewhere because we didn't eat it XP. A CHINESE PERSON RELEASED SOMETHING AND DIDN'T EAT IT!?! Shocking, I know...sorry it won't happen again! .

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22172649/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22172649/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 17:37:29 PST Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you all have an awesome time and many fun fun presents ^^!
I got some really cool presents actually ! Uncle and Auntie "Five" (<<. I have no idea what it is, but it is can-shaped, and there is a weird sloshy sloshy sound so it is a liquid inside? I will let you know when I find out!
Take care, have lots of fun! And, I hope nobody else apart from me is ill because being ill sucks xP. This flu is making me ache all over D:!!

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22105181/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22105181/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 15:09:00 PST
]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22069555/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22069555/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 15:16:14 PST . =] im so mature.

[please note for those of you who think i sound angry or upset, im not xP. beth is someone i know irl.]

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22068185/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22068185/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 13:58:07 PST I am so happy! Before, he said he couldn't come back because he was just so busy! But, he is coming back so yaaay! He will also be here for his 25th anniversary now, which is awesomes ^^.
I had my graduation yesterday, which was really cool! Not the actual graduation ceremony, it was boring as hell I fell asleep. But seeing all my old friends again was so cool, then we went out afterwards and we had so so much fun! ^^.

]]> ~whooshie http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22001736/ http://whooshie.deviantart.com/journal/22001736/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 16:51:23 PST ! And, my family too ^^! Even though my dad is still away on a work trip, he should be back sometime before Christmas so it should be epic! (Also it is my parent's silver anniversary on the 24th December so if he isn't back I think my mum will use it against him forever and ever in any arguments so he HAS to be back ).
Something that does suck though, is I have to be back to work in Mcdonalds -_-;;. Even though, it IS money, it's kinda annoying. My hours suck too...I have to sleep soon even though it is pretty early at 11pm (usually sleep around 2am) because I have a shift at 8am tomorrow -_-;;...bleh!! BLEH BLEH BLEH!!
Anyways, that's about it! . Leave a comment ^^.

]]> ~whooshie