http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:wiccangal50&section=today deviantART RSS for by:wiccangal50 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 01:05:53 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/28732765/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/28732765/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 17:03:03 PST
An update, I was sent home from work as I was all dizzy and didn't have much balance, doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me, though that I should keep an eye on what I am eating and when...

...she was also rather patronising, but enough of that...

I have been thinking about this, and about how little doctors actually know, she said that I should watch it over a period of time, that she wasn't sure that anything was wrong, but that my eating habits weren't good for my blood/sugar levels...

...but she wasn't completely sure, it is still up to us to know our bodies. We still have to know and tell our doctors what we think, which is often hard. What we tell them about how we are creates different answers, though it is often difficult to give answers that don't provide a screwed up face and questions of ''what do you mean?''

What more do I need to say when I have already said " it was like a cloud of fuzzy, dizziness in a ring around my forehead, where I was overbalancing when I was standing still. I was also sheet white" Doctors, it would seem, like lawyers, are often good at their jobs, but have a lack of common sense, that they aren't given much people training...there are other reasons why I think this is the case...

...was asked if I was depressive, and the anser I gave referred to the fact that, from being bullied at school I'm pretty freaking paranoid I was given "well, you're a big girl now, you'll be able to cope", I gathered that she was GP and not a psychologist...

...I left the surgery more than just a little bit angry...

However, back to work and planning what I eat and drink more, aaaaand feel a bit better, but it is all being spurred on by the not wanting to be dizzy like that again...cause it was weird, and a little scarey...

Other news would be, that I am planning to move back to Gight in June? Yes, back with my parents, back to my old room, where I growed up etc... back to the place with the people that often drive me CRAZY! Buuuuut, I'll be in town more than 5 days a week, and so will see James around the same amount of time, and will most likely not miss out on much as the bus and train times aren't that bad, aaaaand will also learn how to drive quickly from the time I move there...cause, like Shona was saying, I'll need to so that I can run away when I need/wants to... wooooo!!!

It's a little exciting, but also a bit daunting...havn't lived at home foooorr...4.5ish years...maybe even 5.5years actually...jeeeeez...tis a long time...

RIGHT, I should go to bed!!!

ciao for now!! xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/28154081/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/28154081/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 02:25:35 PST
...There is also the fact that living at home again would probably drive me INSANE!

On better news, I have found out that I won't need to explain to daddy why he never sees the camera that he bought me a while back as it is not broken!!! wooooooo!! I thought that it had died in the freak accident with Sam and beer...but two years after and new batteries it lives muchly happy is Ionsface!!

Oh yeah, there is also another JOY OF JOYS (and a reason I don't bring my card with me to work) there is a HobbyCraft and a Paperchase in the new shopping center that has opened at the station, I have been in it three days in a row...oh dears, THOUGH I have only bought things that I need for the invitations that I'm doing for my cousin...

...yeah...money shouldn't be given to Iona, she spends it...easily...

...too easily...

...YES...

ciao for now

Ionagail

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/25478499/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/25478499/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 16:34:08 PDT
well, seeing as this was last done before my birthday...

epic pressies fr5om then are Ryuk model, light box and lovely coffee machine everything else was epic also, but there really is too much to list tbh as everyone was lovely

the light box has not been used as of yet, really, just for thankyou cards really, towo of them...the rest of the time was taken hiding away from art and doing not arty essays instead, three of them, two of which i failed...meh, will resit YET AGAIN and leave uni with an ordinary degree...then go to college to choose something i see myself having a future in, such as hospitality or art...wouldnt mind owning a nice and pleasant coffee shop...along the lines of macbeans and books and beans / ki:lau

for some reason art has taken a great big back seat since moving from academy to uni, i feel sick with myself and wish that my past was completely different...meh, i'm still young enough to make an artistic difference

hmmm, been to and back from the loo and now nbot in the mood to do this any longer, uhm...BUY Far by Regina Spektor, it's pretty damn good, I shall be purchasing it on Fritag

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has been based on this poor, uinfortunate laptop. The poor thing has had alot of abuse thrown at it while I have been in a mad rage, but today I unscrewed it...and took out the keyboard, and plugged in a USB keyboard, and it now works...and I take alot of the abuse back...*pets laptop affectionately...poor thing...

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/23377190/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/23377190/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 07:48:05 PST
this keyboard is horrible to type on, tis old and shite, the PC I have right now only has IE0.0000000057574743 on it and is also really glitchy, as in, it took me three times to log in due to debugging things...wtf, I havnt had one of those warnings since 2007...grrrrr!! Stupid, falling apart, useless IT services.

if I can afford it I shall be fixing my laptop next month!

This PC is also lacking in RAM, having two windows open is just about to make it spazz out AGAIN!

someone take me away from this annoyance PLEASE! ...no?

FINE THEN! *sigh*

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/23249336/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/23249336/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 08:04:34 PST (I know, how strange eh?!)

The only thing that annoys me is the fact that my laptop is out of service at the moment, and I don't know if I can be bothered sorting it for the mean time, as costs for next mont will be high enough, although, we'll see...after paying for a trip to glasgow, the council tax and £50 for my little brother we'll see what's left of the kitty and decide from there

Though I has still not much of the gold, I'm not unhappy about it all I'm actually quite cheery and looking forward to the days ahead.

The fact that I'm not online much would make you think that I'm going mad, but no, I'm finding time to get some arty things done, and have more time to see peoples It's just annoying that I can't scan my pics and post them as I've done a couple more butterflies (one done during the lecture of the seminar I'm avoiding now)

Can't wait for March though as the boy and myself are away to Glasgow, where it is his task to make me like the place, mwaahaahaahaahaa, although, it shouldn't be thaaaaaat hard, so long as I'm kept busy and am allowed time to take pics of the things I want to, like any creativity in the city...things that could go towards my diss...as I'd like to change the idea I had before hand from 'is the western way the right way, a comparision of other cultures and how the west has affected them and the loss of their identities' yep, interesting, but, meh, a bit over my head perhaps? I think I'd like to do it on creativity in cities and the disposition of the people in them perhaps, or something about crime rates and the creativity of the city...you know, something more arty , something that (yes James, when I get my passport) will allow me to travel a bit next year, or even this year...we'll see...Berlin was ace, I'd like to go to the places I (imagine that 'I' in size 72 font) wanted to go to, take pictures of the things I thought were interesting and NOT drag myself miles to go to a CD shop, but drag myself miles following graffitti (sp) or something equally as good...


Right, I'm gonna see if I want to buy the boots I saw today or not...SIGH, being selfconsciouse and a bad speller is a hard life!

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Anyway, yeah, i wake up depressed, it's possibly the job i have, and the lack of free time that goes with it, and how I'm the newest there, and everyone knows what they are doing, I'm, also always tired, I used to be able to stay up waaaaaay past 10, now its getting hard...lethargy, depression and general crabby and crappyness...

bleh!

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/21069206/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/21069206/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 18:50:48 PDT
I saw a butterfly
I saw him well
The tears were in his eyes
They burned like hell
He looked like just the strongest one in this world
but if you touched him he could die
This lovely butterfly who dreamed of life
As he spread his wings to fly beyond the skies
He wished the world would see him for who he is
A lovely butterfly, not an eagle
The butterfly I saw

Ayobami Idowu


...I feel...sick...slightly sick...

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20884619/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20884619/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 04:53:18 PDT I am now enrolled to my course, which makes me feel more included, yay! Group interview tomorrow, I'm not really nervous...yet, though I suppose the researching has helped with that . Finally I'm just generally more optimistic, oh, and also looking forward to this evening hmmm, weird how happy finally enrolling can make you feel

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20869022/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20869022/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 04:35:14 PDT grrr, damn my circumstances, it's lonely being here in the flat on my own most of the time, boo hoo hoo, and finding a job is proving freaking difficult so I have no money, and also nothing to do with my time, which sucks, aaaaand it also means that I can't contribute to anything...which is worse than the fact that I can't sace up and buy the expensive fun things that I want/need in order to keep me occupied...this would be a PS3 and HD TV...possibley a cheap pc if my laptop doesn't connect to HDTVs...and also, cause the laptop is GERAT at heating up and burning my leg after about 10 seconds... ANYWAYS an alienware pc would be fantastical in the future... hmmmm, I never used to be this geeky, I actually enjoy the idea of finding something that will play more than the sims now...what has happened to me?

*begs for a job that includes no work*

...oh, and if I had any sort of money I'd play wow, which would keep me from being lonely, AND probably lose me my job...hmmmm counter productive possibly...

I also have a cold still, and I smiled at something today and split my top lip in that ever so slightly way where if it was split more it would have split in half, and if it had split less I wouldn't have noticed it... OH BOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOOHOO




-EDIT- I have a group thing for debenhams, woooot!

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20264579/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/20264579/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 04:14:17 PDT
Firstly, wednesday sees me off to sussex with my dad, to see my aunt, uncle and nan for a week

then it is neos and a life drawing thing...

aaand also there is finding a job, finding out what's happening with uni and...money to be found...eeep!

oh, and birthdays, lots of them!

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]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18952447/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18952447/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 15:25:44 PDT this should calm me...or make it worse...we shall see, if i can type, which im sure i can...ill update

love to those who read, more to those who know me...or something

DAMN THIS FRUSTRATION!!

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18778546/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18778546/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 05:47:50 PDT [link]

well...*shrugs*...I don't know...but the pope looks suspect...if I gave a proper rat's arse about religion I would say that he looks like the Devil...*shrugs*

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18754632/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18754632/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 18:48:08 PDT
...and I warn you all about making friends with people who have completed a law degree...it's not that they are bad friend's...cause they aren't...they just keep you on your toes is all...

...and that will be that on the subject of my weekend...due to the fact that it was full to the brim of law degrees here and there...the odd engineering degree... suppose twas good 'harmless' fun...hopefully

today i drew the 'love' picture, and wore green, brown, blue and black x2...aaand i did the washing up aaaand tidied mein raum...yayayay...and painted some journal pages...and...played with the rattigans...aaand did alot of thinking...and came up with nothing...everything is the same as it was...meh, im not complaining, at least i can be me now...

out.

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18678174/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18678174/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:29:38 PDT and i made a new friend...well...two...but mainly Jed was stuck to me one way or another...heehee, he makes me want a terrier...and makes me want my future english bull terrier even more so...i cant wait to...have my own house and garden and pets... talking about pets, Todd was well ill the other day, as in was gasping for air...what do you do when a rat is puffed up and gasping for air due to a lung infection?...LEAVE HIM ALONE!...tried the steam thing, doesnt do a rat's arse...just leave him...fret and leave him...but dont crowd him...put him somewhere he can sit, gasp...then run in panic, then sit and gasp...he should get better on his own accord, and be warned it can take a while, took todd about 2 hours...watch that their toes and fingers dont go blue, if they do, then you be in trouble...but still dont crowd them...when they eventually get over the gasping try him with his favourite food...if he doesnt take it, try digestives dipped in milky tea, but he yums it up and feel much better for it, then just feed him tea from your fingers...he should brighten up a wwee bit ...then, if you hadnt already been, go to the vets when he gets better and get him some drugs...mine were only £17.61 for enough or the pair of them

but, back to katy's birthday! there was cake and curry and katy and david all good, aaand we were out of the town in katy's tardist of a house...in the country, yayayayayay!! though on the way back i got all hay feverish...but that happens when i go home anyway...silly farmers and oil seed raping my nose!! grr!

...more about rats...the girls who stay in my room have a new home...one with a plastic bottomed floor, rather than the wire mesh they had before

...oh, the ginger freak keeps listing things at me...this time its music...im sure its happened before...le sigh

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xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18409599/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18409599/ Tue, 20 May 2008 04:13:12 PDT


rofl to the emoticon...

ciao xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18344140/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18344140/ Thu, 15 May 2008 22:00:51 PDT

over

out

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18299453/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/18299453/ Tue, 13 May 2008 03:20:42 PDT
...still friends though apparently ...

...god i wish i wasnt so lazy and so i didnt have to go back to the flat again...some of my stuff is in the kitchen and it smells SOUR in there...its rank...

...meh!!! grrrr!!! meh!!

ciao xx

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]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17687466/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17687466/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 17:41:12 PDT

hey hey...yeah, im at home, and i'm calm and i have considered moving back here...though, i'm not sure if i could cope with everyday here again there are many good points about this place...it is very pretty, there is HEAPS of space, there are bearly any people and the water and air tastes amazing...and i can see my family, oh, and id be able to keep my rattigans and any other pet i wanted here...cept a cat

bad points...i see my family, lol...i see my family and they are all rather different from me, and don't seem to want to understand me for who i really am...and don't understand or dont know the things they made me feel when i was younger... home is also away from the friends i have now...that doesnt bother me too much as i am my own person, and id be able to get to town whenever i wanted, but there are people id miss from aberdeen, and there would be a lack of freedom if i moved here...all the quiet makes me think and recluse more, which cant always be good, but im more creative when that happens, lol... ...aaand the internet connection here is shiiiiiiite!

so I wont move back here i dont think...but i will, eventually, learn to drive, it is needed...need to see family and michelle more...and be part of gight again, lol, be the weird one walking in bare feet EVERYWHERE again, help out mum and dad, and get to know nick better...aaaand, work on art more, get better at it again...i was destained for great things, lol...damned resits!

ciao xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17638100/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17638100/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:51:54 PDT
cinnamon and clove

this wont be till a couple of years, but ill remember

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17537276/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17537276/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 07:40:06 PDT
Damnit i hate being in the library...i should have come here on time for my lecture, and should have brought my laptop, I am fed up of people being behind me when i write,...i dont like people or doors behind me ingeneral...but its even worse when people are hovering trying to gain access to a computer so that they can read their bebo...

...jeeeeez its hard to find stuff when there are people around...*mashes keyboard and deletes lots*

this is another thing...why do i always come accross the religious types who insistantly hum about their selfrightiousness (major spelling issues due to anger)...damnit, why cant they be happy about themselves without constantly humming a whinely tune that helps the lord be with them...if that much is needed then they are following the wrong guy, if you need to constantly remind your god that you are there and that you love him, then he is the wrong guy for you, a religion and loving of the creator should be one where you should be able to...ok, lost trai of thought, people behind me again...ciao xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17458247/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17458247/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 12:34:42 PDT
paper from the mill, £5
books that I'll not be allowed to bring into my parents house £28.90 (minus £20 from Gabriel, so i should really thank her)
tea from MacBeans about £10
beads and watch face £10

if i didn't have the book token i would have spent nearly £55

...instead i still spent too much, but i haven't bought tea in a while, and the books...well, I've moved out now so i deserve them...they aren't even satanic...

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oh, i have work for a whole three hours today, an hour of which will be filling and then emptying the hawker...i wont work much today...

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17399208/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17399208/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 17:20:32 PDT
mucho bored, but not bad for the dons...though everyone is too happy over a pointless game...ball kicking isn't all that great up close is it?

mew mew mew

xx

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17383444/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17383444/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:03:45 PDT
in other news, i have cake and a new printer...cake boxes...woop woop...yes, i do think im the only one who finds boxes and printers exciting...

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17312488/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/17312488/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:45:14 PDT
on better news, its my birthday this sunday, woop, 21st, having it at home with family and couple of friends, for those who i didnt invite, sorry, but i'll bring you some cake...its gonna have an alice in wonderland theme!!! yay!! i think i might help make it so that it doesnt suck...parents are good at making cakes, but this weekend they are REALLY busy, which is unusual...as its usually veeeerrrry quiet at my home...

..ciao for now!!

]]> ~wiccangal50 http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/14315199/ http://wiccangal50.deviantart.com/journal/14315199/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 07:04:21 PDT but its very cool and has a swivel screen and touch screen, so i can write on it... it also plays WoW...

bleh, work in an hour

ttfn xx

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