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deviantART: by:wickedgiggle http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:wickedgiggle&section=today deviantART RSS for by:wickedgiggle en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:10:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png TWO COUCHES http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/15907769/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/15907769/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 18:10:54 PST
I'm now living in a nice old neighborhood about 2 miles from downtown houston. This place was the outskirts of houston back in the days when people built houses with integrity and let the trees that weren't directly in the way stay there for shade. It's a gorgeous neighborhood, very inspiring and scenic. I've been having good times here as I always have wanted to, riding my bike and spending time with old buildings and in parks etc. I work at an upscale bakery in the neighborhood and deal with rich moms and business people and give them really fattening (but orgasmicly delicious) cupcakes.

My apartment is awesome and THIS PLACE IS ACTUALLY TWO BEDROOM *gasp*. I have my very own room, and the living room is an actual living room with not one, BUT TWO couches. TWO COUCHES. I feel like a queen.

]]> ~wickedgiggle So, um... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/13145087/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/13145087/ Tue, 29 May 2007 22:58:16 PDT my site is top priority, but I do miss a lot of the socializing I did here.

I just wonder if anyone is paying attention anymore.

The last comment to my profile was almost a year ago. I've posted two little things with no response.

So I really don't want to put a lot of time and effort into sizing pictures for DA and posting them if they're just going to be ignored. I can put them on my website to be ignored.

So just let me know if you'd actually pay attention to stuff if I started posting again. Obviously, if you've read this far, you probably would SINCE YOU READ THIS (haha, I trapped you). So just leave me a comment, yo.

]]> ~wickedgiggle Update http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/10717243/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/10717243/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 21:07:36 PST
I'm now living in North Houston with my good friend Ian. We're sharing a little one bedroom apartment but, as far as little one bedroom apartments go, it's pretty spacious. I've got plenty of personal space, at least enough to stay mostly sane.

I'm working as a hostess at Bennigan's, riding my bike to work.
Weather's good for it, it's pretty convenient.

My computer's working again though she took a serious blow from her illness. Her current CPU is much slower and so she has a hard time dealing with heavy process load. And ya gotta be careful not to freeze her too badly, because if you turn her off by the power button, she won't come back on for a while.

Otherwise, things are generally ok. Sometimes boring, work A LOT. I'm *very* important around there, they recently gave me a 75 cent raise. Into a lot of new stuff since when I was last around internet land.

Mostly, I just wish life had a random button.

]]> ~wickedgiggle Just when you thought you were rid of me... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/8780683/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/8780683/ Mon, 15 May 2006 16:43:40 PDT
For a while that was because my paid account ran out and I wanted to keep my pictures :B

But where ever the pictures were hosted, apparently something went wrong with that and they stoped displaying, so I figured-- hey, why not go ahead and update my journal.

Well, long, long ago not long after when I posted the last journal post, my computer broke. And it's been broken ever since. I haven't had the money or quite the motivation to get it fixed since apparently none of my non-professional computer doctor friends know what's wrong with it, and professional computer doctors, while friendly charge much $$ just to figure out what's wrong.

In this last year, I have had several jobs-- from Domino's Pizza, to EZ Wireless (or as it came to be known among my acquaintances: the cellphone shack, located inside a grocery store), to LIT Group working as a coding clerk at a legal coding firm... that fired me because I overslept one day and called to say I'd be there soon ten minutes after I was supposed to be there, and now in a few days I'll start as a sacker at Kroger Grocery store. Hopefully I'll end up finding something back in the skilled labor or at least in high paid, full-time unskilled labor.

I've also managed (for those of you who knew of the evil of my mother) to move out. I'm now living on the north side of Houston with my boyfriend. We're renting a room in a very nice townhome.

I've been separated from my art excepting a very few occasions of what we here call 'traditonal art' since my computer gave out on me. It's been very taxing on me emotionally. I hope in the next few months to get the old workhorse up and running again and get the creative wheels turning some more. I'm currently in a very nice, very large library and I think I will now go and explore its textual attributes. ]]> ~wickedgiggle I'm not dead, no sir http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/5412422/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/5412422/ Fri, 20 May 2005 13:53:43 PDT there's supposed to be a picture here

Mood:

full o snot & phlegm
Listening to: Flaming Lips - Slow Nerve Action
Reading: need a new good one...

So, at the prompting of *stupidstan (who can usually convince me to do just about anything

) I'm going to at least put in partial participation here at DA, as you may have noticed I have been. I don't know how much feedback I'll give. I could try to be optimistic and say I might do some here and there, etc... but really I doubt I'll even touch my devWatch. I'm just going to keep submitting stuff. Summer's coming up so hopefully I'll have some time to expand my creative horizons and start on some projects?

Anyway... hehe part ot the reason I'm making a new journal entry is just that I was given a one week free subscription, and want to get my journal header and footer back on here, haha. I'm silly, I know. In a few days... I probably won't update my journal again until I can afford a paid account.

]]> ~wickedgiggle if you want attention, let me know http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/4326116/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/4326116/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 19:29:25 PST
But as to what I need some feedback on...

See, I have um over 1000 deviations stacked up in my devwatch, and there is just no possible way I can get through them all...

so:

what I'm going to do, is just delete them all, and if anyone cares to have me look at their gallery (there are few people whose galleries I will look at regardless) you can send me a note and I will go to your gallery and look at all of your deviations that I have not seen.

There is no other possible way for me to see the deviations of the people who care if I do or not without getting so discouraged that I give up.

And also: I'm going to clean up my watch list, so if you notice you're removed from mine and actually care, there's possibly some sort of misunderstanding between us and perhaps should contact me. ]]> ~wickedgiggle New Journal header and footer, woo! http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3830535/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3830535/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 04:38:52 PST there's supposed to be a picture here

Mood:

Queasy
Listening to: Coldplay - Amsterdam
Reading: Casebook of the Black Widowers by Isaac Asimov

I was bored tonight, and feeling creative, so I redid my journal images. Tomorrow, I'll probably make a new ID, new icon, and new website button.

I really like this little theme though, quite creative and interesting. I don't know why, but I am so in love with hot pink lately. It's odd, I know.

]]> ~wickedgiggle In case you were wondering... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3673731/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3673731/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 23:50:39 PDT there's supposed to be a picture here

Mood:

accomplished
Listening to: Bjork - Yoga
Reading: More Tales of the Black Widowers by Isaac Asimov

Yes, I am dead.

GAH

Deviant *wickedgiggle has 357 message centre items ( 237D, 2H, 2M, 4C, 100J, 12P )

I'm gonna die before I get through all of that, if I'm not dead already!

...

An hour or so later...

DUDE

Deviant *wickedgiggle has no message centre items

I'm still alive.

]]> ~wickedgiggle crappiness/help me?? http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3571851/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3571851/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 09:17:13 PDT there's supposed to be a picture here

Mood:

Sick as fucking MEH
Listening to: Mazzy Star - Bells Ring
Reading: More Tales of the Black Widowers by Isaac Asimov

So you've probably noticed that I haven't been around much on DA... or you haven't and are a meanie head....

But yeah, my life's just been ultra crappy and stressful lately.

I even have some stuff I should sumbit but I'm just so.... stressed out.

And I'm sick again, and will be going to lay down as soon as I finish this.

Now for some begging....

My website and domain name are gone. And I am poor... so I need some help...

I'm using this free hosting service, which has taken the liberty of introducing itself.... on every... single... freaking page... of my site. But hey, links are better than banners and popups. I am poor. I have no money. I can't fix this without help.

How can you help?
1.Buy me a domain name so that I can use a hosting service that doesn't impose itself on me - pretty much all of those require you have a domain name already.
2. Make a donation to my PayPal account. Domain names are cheap - a few dollars would help, a lot.

(I don't know why this link is being so weird, I closed the a tag after the img tag O_o)

3. Give me a subdomain on your site and/or some space. (as you can see, I'm working with 20MB but that's with the absence of my beloved music, which makes this site be about 35MB)
4. Tell me about a free hosting service that has AT LEAST 20MB, preferebly closer to 35MB, doesn't force ads or links on every page (I'm fine with just the front page having a link or a little button - but no banners or popups!), and doesn't require that you have your own domain name.

If you buy me a domain name or give me space/subdomain, I will do just about anything I can (with dignity) do for you. I will also put a link to you on the homepage of my website, as well as singing your praise to everyone I know!

and here

Alter Personalities:

--

Clubs:

--

Cool People:

]]> ~wickedgiggle mehmurrflemarg http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3416494/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3416494/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 18:27:47 PDT

Mood:

Sick as fucking MEH
Listening to: Low - Sunflower
Reading: Robots and Empire by Issac Asimov

I am very sick.

meh.

and other incoherent sounding babblings.

I hate my tonsils more than any other part of my body.

Alter Personalities:

--

Clubs:

--

Cool People:

]]> ~wickedgiggle quite proud of myself http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3359615/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3359615/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 02:23:20 PDT

Mood:

I love you olly!!!!!
Listening to: John Vanderslice - Up above the Sea (live version)

I'm currently very proud of myself. I'm no longer a drama whore! If only because I'm just too damned exhausted to fight.

Recently I had a bit of a disagreement with someone's placement of a picture in the photography category, I argued politely that to me it seemed kind of like cheating, then like two other people were soon jumping all over me.

And ya know what? I just didn't say a thing. I had no desire to. I had no problem clicking 'check all' and 'clear'. Very very empowering and liberating-- to just ignore drama and refuse to let yourself become a slave to it.

Alter Personalities:

--

Clubs:

--

Cool People:

]]> ~wickedgiggle More prettiness and fun with paid journal features http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3347071/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3347071/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 12:16:14 PDT

Mood:

I love you olly!!!!!
Listening to: John Vanderslice - Up above the Sea (live version)

So, I'm trying to make my journal even cooler now, have more graphics in it now

Just have to think of reasons to put the divider in!

Well I suppose I don't really need much of a reason right now do I! Because I'm just showing off right now.

Some personal favorites of my own work:

And soon I'll add some of my favorites of others, but right now I need clean my room up so a friend can come over and give me a 60gb drive! Woo!

]]> ~wickedgiggle Pretty pretty picture!!!!!! http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3343310/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3343310/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 22:45:28 PDT

Mood: Crying With Joy

I love you olly!!!!!
Listening to: Cake - Mr. Mastodon Farm

I have a header! What do you think, eh? I might change it, this is just what I came up with right away.

*stupidstan = bestest person ever.

]]> ~wickedgiggle aldfjka *dies* http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3342428/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3342428/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 20:19:54 PDT
*stupidstan Is the nicest bestest awesomest person in the history of people, EVER. He has bought me a THREE MONTH SUBSCRIPTION.

Here's what happened: I check my mail, see an email from deviantART, think 'well what is this' and then read 'stupidstan has bought you a deviantART S- OH MY GOD NO FUCKING WAY!!!!!!'

And then thinking 'oh my god THUMBS IN DEVWATCH..... PICTURES IN JOURNAL!!!!!..... BROWSE WITH BIG THUMBS.....POLLS!!!' and then of course 'oh my god I GET A STAR'.

Anyways, I'm off to make the images for my journal, NO MORE FREAKING EMOTICONS FOR ME!!!! (not for the journal header and footer, that is, lol.)

But anyways, *stupidstan freaking ROCKS.

EDIT: my freaking god. of course, now DA has to be down for maintainance. WORST TIMING EVER.

]]> ~wickedgiggle Ten million shades of nepenthe - 09/09/04 http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3322523/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3322523/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 02:50:03 PDT

ne·pen·the:
n. Something that induces forgetfulness of sorrow or eases pain.

~wickedgiggle Ten million shades of nepenthe - 09/04/04 http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3284488/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/3284488/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 10:28:35 PDT

ne·pen·the:
n. Something that induces forgetfulness of sorrow or eases pain.

~wickedgiggle Ten million shades of nepenthe http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2972090/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2972090/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 23:21:58 PDT

ne·pen·the:
n. Something that induces forgetfulness of sorrow or eases pain.

~wickedgiggle O_o http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2466637/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2466637/ Wed, 19 May 2004 23:31:55 PDT

You can link from emoticons?

CRAZY.

Encourage me whoring myself for attention

Go clubbin'

~wickedgiggle answer me or you get the fork! http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2403011/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2403011/ Mon, 10 May 2004 21:40:06 PDT

*sigh* I'm becoming a whore with these things on DA but hey, who cares right? Do YOU? No, and you're going to fill this here thingy out in a comment, ok? Otherwise ....

I mean .... uhhhh

Who are you?
Are we friends?
When and how did we meet?
How have I affected you?
What do you think of me?
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
How long do you think we will be friends?
Do you love me?
Do you have a crush on me?
Would you kiss me?
Would you hug me?
Physically, what stands out?
Emotionally, what stands out?
Do you wish I was cooler?
On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
Am I lovable?
How long have you known me?
Describe me in one word.
What was your first impression?
Do you still think that way about me now?
What do you think my weakness is?
Do you think I'll get married?
What makes me happy?
What makes me sad?
What reminds you of me?
If you could give me anything what would it be?
How well do you know me?
When's the last time you saw me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Do you think I could kill someone?
Are you going to put this on your deviant journal
and see what I say about you?

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2392170/ Mon, 10 May 2004 17:17:04 PDT

I have a new icon

see?

Questions for you, my lovelies:

1. who made your icon?
2. how long ago?
3. anything special about it? (a character you created, an idea you had, something special you did to it)
4. how often do you change icons?

And you better answer me, biotches ... I mean lovelies.

Yeah ... I'm hyper

Clicky:

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2385137/ Sat, 08 May 2004 11:09:52 PDT

Sometimes ... you just have to rise up! ... and rate comments

As I'm sure many of us know, DeviantART is having a ... bit of problem with so many people thinking that one line comments saying 'cool', but not why they think something is cool is A-OK. What I've been doing, and what I propose that everyone with a brain do, is to go and rate all the comments on one or two deviations a day at least. Or just anytime you see a comment that you think needs to be rated.

Personally, I browse with viewing set to 'favorites' so the most favorited (and likely most commented on) pieces show up first, pick one and go to town.

I've devised a personal rating system:

1 - One liners that offer absolutely NO reason for why they like the piece. Like: "cool." "Wow, awesome!" "that's really cool!"

2 - Offers reason for liking it, but one that's obvious, or isn't conducive to art, aslo more elaborate versions of what might be a one. My thinking is that a rating of one should be reserved for the absoulute worst, the one or two word comments. If a person puts even a little more thought into it, then it doesn't deserve a one, I think. Like: "Wow, that's really gorgeous I love your artwork so much!" "Wow, she's so beautiful, I love it!"

3 - Briefly offers a bit more insightful reason for liking it/how to improve it, but does not expand upon it or give specifics. Like: "The colors work nicely together, love it!" "I love how you've cropped this one, nice." "good composition and nice angle!"

4 - Offers insightful reasons for liking it/how to improve it, and expands upon them some, but still is mostly short and choppy. Like: "The way you've blended the colors together is really nice, and I love the shape of [insert word]." "the way you've [done something] really helps to bring out the meaning of this, good job."

5 - Offers in depth and insightful reasons for liking it/how to improve it, expands on each fully, offers methods to improve, and does so in an elaborated thoughtful comment. Like: "I really love this piece. The angle that you've use is really amazing -- it reallyl emphasizes [insert word] and makes this so much more profound." "This is lovely, I love how you've [done something], but maybe you should [do something else] just to make a bit more realistic? Maybe try [explanation of how to do it]"

Of course there are exceptions ... like explaning how it effected you emotionally, or how it reminds you of a certain time in your life, or the sort. For those I just go by the same basic principles of how indepth and thoughtful it is. If someone jsut says, "this reminds me of [something that happened]." and that's it, I would say it's a two, or if it's more explanatory, a 3, etc.

Of cours... ]]> ~wickedgiggle on the 5th of the 23rd ... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2362229/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2362229/ Tue, 04 May 2004 22:26:52 PDT

Dunno, thought this was interesting ... so BAM.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"Not one of them would have stopped her, with even that little one almost old enough now to be selfish and stone-hearted like the rest of them."

- As I lay Dying.

Clicky:

~wickedgiggle ARG! Talent vs. creativity http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2337386/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2337386/ Sat, 01 May 2004 12:12:25 PDT

You know what has ALWAYS pissed me off?

Those people that were just BORN with some talent ... and don't do justice to it.

Like christina agulera (I know I spelled it wrong). She has the most amazing voice ... but what does she use it on? crappy sappy songs and poppy-hip hoppy crap (I don't even know for sure what's she's up to these days, don't listen to the radio). If I had a voice like that ... I could make some amazing music. I have ideas, melodies, rythms in my head, but I just don't have that strong voice to really carry them out.

And there are so many others, people at my school, everywhere, that have such amazing voices and use it for singing like country songs and crap.

Now, here DA it gets even worse I think. There are so many people with this amazing talent for drawing ..... but what do they draw? Movie stars, models, pop-stars. Any originality? Nope.

And I swear, if I had that talent ... good lord I could create the most amazing things. These people can re-create anything they see on paper -- I could recreate the images I see in my mind. And it just sickens me to see people with such talent wasting it on ... celebrities. Now it would be different if they did an original portrait of someone, depicting their personality in some way ... but they're just copying from a picture. To me that's not art, that's just execution of a skill.

Now, that's not to say that there aren't exeptions here. There are. Like * nykolai, and many others. I just annoys me to see people with such great skill that waste it.

~wickedgiggle top secret info here http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2334755/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2334755/ Sat, 01 May 2004 00:09:53 PDT

Yeah, I know like maybe two people will read this

no one pays attention to me anymore. Oh well, that's not really the point of being here anyways so

Stolen from *breaking-reality's journal.

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Laura Joy Cassel
-- Birthplace: Pasadena, Texas (in a stinky non-profit hospital that's now been torn down and is said to be 'haunted' ooo spooky)
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Blue.
-- Hair Color: Brown... pretty plain brown now that all the dye's grown out :/ I need to dye it again.
-- Height: about 5 foot EVEN. Yup, midget's the word.
-- Righty or Lefty: Right handed, hehe. No one's going to call me evil!
-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio, but on the cusp so kinda a sagitarius too.

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Mostly german, some irish, some apache indian (just a tad)
-- The shoes you wore today: My old sketchers (going on two years old) with my cloud and star shoelaces (three years old) because my feet hurt too bad to wear my beloved boots.
-- Your fears: Being alone, being ... hm what's the world, ordinary? being controlled
-- Your perfect meal: Mexican is always good

-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Live my life by this quote "settle for nothing less than the object of your desire" in all areas of my life.

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: NEED... more... SLEEP.
-- Your best physical feature: Hm. My eyes, my curviness, and my soft hair.
-- Your bedtime: When I'm about to pass out.
-- Your most missed memory: A certain experience with a certain person that touched on euphoria.

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Dr. Pepper, but really I prefer juices and water with lemon.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Jack in the box

-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Sktechers if I have to wear athletic type shoes.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Don't really like tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Swirl
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee's not really my thing, but I fell in love with the peppermint mocha or something like that that they sell at starbucks around christmas.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Hell no. Hate smoking. It makes me choke, and makes me stinky.
-- Cuss: Most of them time, when the situation permits.
-- Sing: Love to, do it any and every chance I get.
-- Take a shower: Um yeah ... ?
--... ]]> ~wickedgiggle Amateur Photographer's delemma http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2318665/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2318665/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 17:16:58 PDT

I'm having a problem, and wondering if anyone might be able to suggest something so I can work this out.

If you know me, and you probably do since you're reading this, I like to think of myself as a photographer, and one that does pretty well within her means (right? if not, feel free to correct me

) And a friend of mine saw some of my recent self photography (the 'Androgyny' series) and really loved it. She said many very very complimenatry things about my photography, and asked if I would take some photos of her, to which I was quite honored and happy to accept. Only problem is ... I don't really have the means to produce the kind of product that I want with her. :/ The pictures of myself are taken in my bathroom, which works because of 1. the white wall as a background, 2. the bright lighs, and 3. (Sense it's self photography) I set the camera in front of the mirror so I can see the picture I'm about to take (from the little screen in the back) without having to actually take the picture in the [dirty] mirror.

But ... my bathroom is VERY small, so small I can barely get a shot from my head to my midthigh ... so there's not room to take pictures of her in there. (not to mention my mom MIGHT think it a bit weird)

So, I REALLY do not know how to work it out.

I know all I need is some big sheets and lamps for lighting, but the PLACE to do it is what's really hard, and also parents getting nosy and such.

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

~wickedgiggle oh come ON, no takers? http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2318267/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2318267/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 21:46:59 PDT (or movie, most people know the movie)

I stole this from *greenie and whoever he stole it from.

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this
allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. It's fun!

Clicky:

~wickedgiggle 2,990 bottles of beer on the wall... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2302592/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2302592/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 12:54:26 PDT

is a Deviant of Many Talents
is Female
is a deviant since Apr 8, 2003, 9:29 PM
has 2,990 pageviews

SO, if you happen to be #3000, take a screen shot and I'll uh, do something nice for you

'something nice' depends on the person, and what I could do for them that they couldn't do for themself etc. (Like it would be silly for me to offer to make an icon for someone who is at least as good as if not better than me at making icons)

Clicky:

~wickedgiggle Struggle http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2301439/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2301439/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 09:34:44 PDT

Right now, I'm torn between a few different things. As always, I'm wanting to expand upon my artistic abilities. Create, create, create! But there are so many other things to be done. To myself, it is justified to sit here working away on my art, but it can't be justified to anyone else, really. I can't even TRY to tell my mother because then, she'd want to see it, and then ... she'd see things that she doesn't agree with.

It's so hard, I feel like I finally have purpose in my life, and that purpose is strangling other aspects of my life. I just don't have time to go to school, clean an apartment full of CRAP and create the art that I want to.

And it's irresistable to me, it really is. I'll tell myself, NOPE, not gonna do any art today. No, no, no! But then ... I do. I'm addicted, seriously. I really need to like, put a lock on photoshop and my camera and deviantart until I get some things done that I need to get done ... but there's just no way of doing that.

Gotta have self control ... *sigh* it just feels wrong to have to control ... the creation of art?

But I guess there are worse addictions to have, eh?

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2282163/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 13:20:17 PDT

Settle

Settle for

Settle for nothing

Settle for nothing less

Settle for nothing less than the object of your desire.

Clicky:

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2166053/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 07:09:19 PDT

Stats for ~wickedgiggle

I have 2,602 pageviews total and my 236 deviations were viewed 4,236 times, with 3,063 fullviews, for a grand total of 7,299 views.

Overall, people left 1,371 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 73 times, while I commented 986 times, averaging 2.75 comments per day, which means that I received 14 comments for every 10 that I gave.

My most commented deviation was CHIPMUNKS with 33 comments, receiving an average of 2.35 per day in the first 2 weeks, and it was also my most favourited, with 3 favourites, averaging 0.21 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed photo was CHIPMUNKS with 388 views.

1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 1.5 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Monday , with 32%/75 of my deviations.

My favorite time of the day to upload is at 18pm with 25 deviations and my busiest month was October 2003 with 49/ 21% of my deviations.

The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Digitalart gallery (86 ), while my favorite category in it was Photomanip with 49 deviations

Comments per deviation: 5.8
Favourites per deviation: 0.3
Views per deviation: 30.92
Comments per day: 3.82
Favourites per day: 0.2
Views per day: 20.38
Pageviews per day: 7.26

Stats provided by *micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats

Ya know what's funny? Someone could change those numbers if they really wanted to, lol .

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2088486/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 11:47:34 PST

You know what I've realized?

I enjoy being different, and I enjoy when people with either small minds or small brains (there is a difference, however small and unlikely) try to bring me down for it, because it proves me right. It makes me smile to think that I and what I do sometimes is very different from the norm, and enough so for people to spend time telling me that they don't like it.

So this is a thank you to those of you who give me negativity, because you're only proving me right.

I am a girl who: enjoys being stupid, has a love for poetry, thinks her life is interesting enough to write about it , has attempted a stock account, has an account devoted to wallpapers, and has a webpage of her v... ]]> ~wickedgiggle So I figured... why the hell not? http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2076662/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/2076662/ Wed, 24 Mar 2004 15:18:38 PST optumystic did it, and because hell, I've never done one of these on DA, and I need SOMETHING to do right now.

Welcome to the 2004 edition of getting to know your friends.
What you are supposed to do is copy this journal entry and paste it onto your journal. Change all the answers so they apply to you. The theory is that you'll learn a lot of little known facts. Go ahead and take a few minutes, you'll feel closer to the people you've got around here on dA.

1. WHAT TIME DO YOU GET UP?
School days: 7:30am, other days ... usually around 11am if I'm at home and perhaps noon to 2pm if I'm with my boyfriend.

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Probably George Bush so I could poison his food ..... I'm kidding! Really!

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
Silver

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind (it made me cry at the end, and I don't usually cry at movies. It was REALLY GOOD)

5.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
I don't watch TV much ... but I LOVED sifl and olly when it was on (on MTV) and Daria ... and currently sometimes I watch that 70's show

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
I don't usually eat breakfast

7. WHO WOULD YOU HATE TO BE STUCK IN A ROOM WITH?
My mother ... oh wait I'm already stuck in an apartment with her.

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
Kind of ... but not really

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
A lot of things ... music can inspire me, pain, rarely love, a beautiful (which could also be ugly to some people) day outside, and other things I see that spark my creativity.

10. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Joy

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
Uh, I live in a city ... but I think the beach would be nicest. Not sure what's being asked here.

12. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Mint Chocolate

13. BUTTER, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN?
Lightly buttered

14. FAVORITE COLOR?
Red ... or perhaps black and white together, it really is such a nice combination ... or perhaps all three?

15. FAVORITE CAR?
Fuck I wish I even had a car, or even knew how to drive one. I have a car technically ... but I don't have a key and I don't know how to drive it... and well, it's not QUITE in the condition it would need to be for me to drive it. It's a cool car though... '86 firebird, midnight blue.

16. FAVORITE SANDWICH FILLING?
Hm... the seafood salad stuff they have at subway.

17. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
Hypocrisy and ... what's the word I'm looking for ... people that are fake and try so hard to fit in, and stupidity.

18. FAVORITE FLOWER?
Dead roses, definately. Yes, I do like them better dead.

19. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL PEOPLE?
Um... probably not very long at all. I'd probably tell everyone as soon as I could.

20. FIZZY OR STILL WATER AS A DRINK?
Water can be fizzy? wtf?

21. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHROOM?
I don't really have a bathroom ... as far as colors and that kinda stuff goes. The bathroom is mostly yellow really ... cigarette smoke does that to things.

22. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Too many... if I wanted to be counting things I wouldn't be doing this thingy.

23. WHERE WOULD YOU RETIRE TO?
I don't know ... I'm only 17 so I'm really just looking forward to getting out on my own... I think I'll have enough time to come up with something before the time comes.

24. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
Um... kind of, not really... but a little. Yeah, kind of.

25. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Friday, saturday and sunday as those are usually the days that I'm with my boy, and those days are by far the nicest days of my current life.

26. RED OR WHITE WINE?
I don't drink any alcohol so ...

27. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Uhm... spent the night with a selfish bastard and had no fun at all.

29. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE DEVIANT YOU COPIED THIS FROM:
He's probably the one person that gives me the best comments... if only he had time to give more of them

http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1980121/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 11:03:06 PST
You watch me. My deviations show up in your messages.

For God's sake why do you not comment?!

There are A LOT of people watching me, and I get more comments from people I don't know than ones that I do. I mean... do you just never look? Do you just keep me on your watch list because you don't want to hurt my feelings, but mark all of my deviations as read without looking?

Or do you look but find my work so awful that you've nothing to say because you've nothing nice to say? If so... why keep me on your list?

WHY?!?!

Pleast tell me?

[this does not apply to those that comment... all one or two of you. Nor does it apply to *optumystic or * breaking-reality because I know why they don't comment] ]]> ~wickedgiggle Little help? http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1977782/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1977782/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 22:04:04 PST ~wickedgiggle wickedgiggle.com http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1917565/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1917565/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 18:48:25 PST
Wee! It's really cool. Now go see it! ]]> ~wickedgiggle Well, well, well... the time has come... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1851726/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1851726/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 19:23:03 PST temporary adios to deviantart. I mean yeah, I'll probably still comment on some shit and stuff, but if all goes as planned I shouldn't be submitting anything. And if I do, you should yell at me for it, because I don't have the time for it.

I have lots of homework to do, and I need to get other things straigtened out before I start any new artwork.

Not like many of you probably care that much, hardly anyone ever comments on my stuff; but to those of you who do I thank you infinitely. It doesn't bother me *too* much not to get many comments, because the point of creating is not for the satisfaction of others, but for the satisfaction of myself, and lately the satisfaction coming from art is also creating me not having enough time to get the things done that I need to.

So hopefully this time I'll have the strength to get my frickin' act together.

And so... to you all... I say, adieu(kind of), for now. (Is that spelled right?) ]]> ~wickedgiggle MEOW biotch http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1713819/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1713819/ Tue, 20 Jan 2004 17:38:20 PST ~wickedgiggle Amazing http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1701142/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1701142/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 13:53:41 PST bigmammajen's account, (I have her stock account, * JensStockCollection watched, because well it's just really great stock) and I noticed in her jouranl a link to her son's account ~Artkid. I was thinking teenage son, but this kid is 8 years old. His drawings are pretty typical of a kid that age, but his photography is amazingly good. The pictures aren't the best quality, because she's given him a webcam type thing to use, but it's really amazing the eye this kid has for pictures. I also thing it's really great of her to be so supportive of his artistic side. Just thought more people needed to know about this little photographer in the making, but please no negative attention to him. He's only 8, it's not going to be great, but the pictures if they were of a better quality would be better than much of the stuff posted here by adults. ]]> ~wickedgiggle uh... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1667715/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1667715/ Mon, 12 Jan 2004 09:27:37 PST
Some people now have a mood and music thingy on their journal... as you can see I don't have this. Is it a paid member thing?

Also I've noticed some people have a section with the icons of all of their friends... is this a paid member thing?

I believe I'm still using the older skin of DA, because the newer one at the time had a lot of problems, like things being cut off etc. I don't know if that has anything to do with it or not... but I tried to find where I could change my skin to the newer one...... and I couldn't find where to do it. >.< ]]> ~wickedgiggle Somebody to love http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1592177/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1592177/ Sat, 27 Dec 2003 21:25:13 PST [link] [link] and on my stock account [link] . These are by far not the first attackes but they are the most persistent) that has drained me of all the good feeling left from seeing this person. *sigh* feeling depressed for no apparent reason sucks. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Knock me Out http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1535619/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1535619/ Sun, 14 Dec 2003 20:09:17 PST You bit my lip
You held me down
And kept me sober

Through all this time
With no regret
I guess that's just the way I liked it

Maybe
When I'm free
I'll realize all I really wanted
To share all the peace
Something that I never wanted

So wait
Don't go
Seems as though
It's getting scary
So please
Don't you go
Wait
Don't you go

You knocked me out
I can never be the same
I pushed you over
And here we will remain

Confusion new
Do you, and nothing's right
Nobody but you has to
Hold on to the fight
Just before you cry

It won't change you
It won't change me
And I don't even wonder why

Don't touch
Feel so much

And life
Yeah we cry
I know
Baby I know

But fate
I'm waking
I feel
I touch
I breathe
I cry
I know this

So wait
Wait
I said please
Smile just before you cry

Don't you go

You knocked me out
I can never be the same
I pushed you over
But here we still remain
You knocked me out
I can never be the same

I can take the fight
But don't
Don't take it away

You knocked me out
You bit my lip
You held me down and kept me sober

~by Linda Perry

This song just really personifies my mood right now, you'd kind of have to hear it to know what I mean. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Everyone else is doing it, but I'm not copying http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1448491/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1448491/ Tue, 25 Nov 2003 04:51:52 PST ) take a looksy at ~WickedStock ]]> ~wickedgiggle Better one, or better two, (or three) ? http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1424739/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1424739/ Wed, 19 Nov 2003 18:16:43 PST [link] . I also have two more that I've made but couldn't decide if I wanted to change or not.

[link] and

[link] . Leave a comment to this journal entry telling me which one you like best, pwease. ]]> ~wickedgiggle It's a Small World After All... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1419512/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1419512/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 16:46:51 PST
I was reading the latest Hot Topic... and browsing through the comments made, looking for something worthwhile to reply to, and I come across ~ bereavedheart 's comment ( [link] ) So then, after leaving my oh-so-clever comment, I decide to take a look around this deviant's account. I scroll down to see that under their recent favorites is someone that I have come to know through another friend of mine. *breaking-reality

Ok, so maybe it's not all that crazy, but it is in that I just kind of randomly picked this person out to comment on... and that happened to be the person who had favorited a work of someone that I know. It's crazy to me. ;P ]]> ~wickedgiggle *exhales* http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1384328/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1384328/ Mon, 10 Nov 2003 22:19:56 PST [link] Believe you me, it is loooong from being finished... but especially look at the music page, I haven't put near everything I plan to put on there yet...... but! Damn, that animation I made is kickass. I mean seriously, that has to be like one of the coolest things I've ever made. And now my eyes hurt. And now, I sleep. *collapses* ]]> ~wickedgiggle Moogity Moog. http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1366939/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1366939/ Thu, 06 Nov 2003 22:04:16 PST
It's all about perspective.

This same person has caused me some of the deepest sorrow, most painful memories, most bitter tears, and weakest moments; and some of the most amazing happiness, most lovely memories, happiest tears, and sweetest moments.

All in one person.

Crazy. ]]> ~wickedgiggle MARG http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1355665/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1355665/ Mon, 03 Nov 2003 20:25:38 PST ~wickedgiggle *begs* http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1335613/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1335613/ Tue, 28 Oct 2003 21:58:21 PST ) want to hear some opinions on it. You don't even have to read all three parts at once.... that's why I split it up into parts, and there's a link to the next part at the end of each consecutive part. You should see the first part glaring you in the face right next to this journal entry (unless you were linked to it directly, blarg) as my featured deviation. I will be eternally grateful if you do read it and provide me with your opinion. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Isn't it funny... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1326003/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1326003/ Sun, 26 Oct 2003 16:58:29 PST
And then the drama dies down...
and so does all the attention.

Silly me for thinking people weren't that petty.

Silly me for thinking my talent had something do with it. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Me Me Mmmmeow http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1314859/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1314859/ Thu, 23 Oct 2003 18:41:41 PDT
I have a LiveJournal now ;D [link]

And, hm, yeah that's about it.

I've had bad writer's block lately... for some reason... the words just aren't coming. : / ]]> ~wickedgiggle Justice can be painful http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1298748/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1298748/ Sun, 19 Oct 2003 19:23:14 PDT [link]

I know what a lot of you might be thinking, wow what a bitch. Is it not enough that she admit but she has to put it on her journal?

Yeah I know, I feel bad about it.

I wish I didn't have to do it. But it's the only way I could know for sure that the truth would be known. Out there for all to see and undesputed.

And I hope you also know that I urge all of her friends to support her. People make mistakes, she is a person. Please, just because she has made this one mistake, do not let it make you hate her, or stop being her friend. She is a person who needs help, and needs friends just like anyone else.

I am just glad that the truth is out. That is all that really matters. ]]> ~wickedgiggle ugh ugh ugh http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1294186/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1294186/ Sat, 18 Oct 2003 19:02:11 PDT
I'm at a friend's house... using their computer.... but they don't have aim or yahoo messenge on it so........... I'm FREAKING bored out of my fucking mind. kill me, now, please. Just shoot me.

ON top of all of that.... because ms. lelekelley deleted the pictures of me that she was using.... DA is saying there's just nothing they can do.

BullFUCKINGshit. That's just not right. Deleting the images SHOULD NOT be enough. Plagairism needs to be taken more seriously than that. And not only is it plagairism but it's much much more than that. It's that she violated me....

so PLEASE if anyone is reading this and agrees with me.... say something to DA. I will not give up on this. I will not let it go. It simply is not right for her to be able to just delete the submissions...., which if they had not taken forever to look at my complaint then they would have still been there.... But my point is that it just isn't right for her to be able to clear herslelf from blame just by deleting the pictures. BLAH ]]> ~wickedgiggle BOOTS http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1290132/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1290132/ Fri, 17 Oct 2003 18:58:04 PDT Boots boots boots boots. Boots boots boots boots. Boots boots boots boots, BOOTS boots boots boots. BOOTS boots boots boots. BOOTS boots boots boots. Boots boots boots boots, BOOTS boots boots boots. Boots! Boots!! BOOTS!! ~meow~

Yes I am obsessed with my new boots....
but wouldn't you be too if you finally had something you've been wanting for a YEAR?????

And they're so damned perfect.

*content sigh* BOOTS! ]]> ~wickedgiggle Silver Lining http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1282909/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1282909/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 22:10:14 PDT
Well here's that silver lining: DA! I haven't been active here in sooo long... months... I forgot why I used to love it so much. And having to comment on all the lies that she posted, and talking to some of you here made me re-realize why DA is so cool. And even more than that... my artistic and poetic capabilities have soared since I was last active here and I can be so much more a part of things than I was.

I have met at least two people that I'm pretty sure will become good friends, or at least people I'm glad to have known of, and probably a few more out of this.

And finally, it provided closure to a friendship that was left hanging.

So as always... everything happens for a reason. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Betrayal. http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1274380/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/1274380/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 23:49:07 PDT
I used to be very very close friends with lelekelley, there was a time when I trusted her above all others... and during this time... I let her see some very private, very personal pictures of me. I trusted her. And in the past months, our friendship has broken up. We have both moved on. I didn't think anything of it.

Well, something by chance leads me back to DA, and I have like 300 messages... so I decide to check them. And, well I've still got Ms. lelekelley on my DA watch so there are several deviations from her, and so I look at them... and I see my own breasts desplayed as her icon for her "erotic poetry". And also a picture of my clevage on another of her stories. I reply... and a certain someone who will go nameless also informs me that he believes she may have been sending out more pictures to people that show even more than the ones she posted here and pretended were her own.

Yes, I know that a lot of you might say that by taking the pictures at all I was defiling myself, but I do not believe this is so. Yes, there are racey and risque pictures of me available to the public on my web page and other places, but I hold my self in high esteem. I hold my body as something very important, and some thing very special, and something that I only want special people to see.

I have been defiled. I have been violated. I have been betrayed. Please, do not attack me and try to say that I am lying. It is painfully evident upon inspection that especially the picture with the hands is not hers. Her hands are quite a deal bigger than mine as she is quite a deal taller than me. If you look at pictures that show her hands you will see that they look nothing like the hands shown. Furthermore her webcam pictures I doubt look anything like that. I have seen some of them and they are much fuzzier and do not have the same lighting.

The sad thing, however is that I cannot go to the police about this because it would ruin me. ]]> ~wickedgiggle Another twist inthe life of me http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/837774/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/837774/ Sun, 15 Jun 2003 17:27:04 PDT
But to talk about something a bit more important.

My love life is always so screwed. I mean I keep waiting for the time when either I won't be being hurt of I won't be having to hurt someone else. Because that never happens. As soon as I find someone who doesn't hurt me(Mr. A), I've got to hurt someone else (Mr. J)in order to keep him. (We will call them Mr. J and Mr. A for privacy purposes) Now, I was completely 100% resolved that Mr. J was gone due the fact that he had treated me like crap. But he pulled on me the usual trick, suicide. Now this was not going to work on me to get me back, no sir. BUT I just had to call him and talk him out of it. I HAD to. But I wasn't going to let that get me back together with him. But he wouldn't listen to any of my arguments as to why he should live. I tried to keep it off of myself but that's all he would talk about. Is how without me he had no reason to live. And believe me I didn't fall for this either, yes it made me flinch...but I knew he could definately live without me. And then he started acting a bit...psycho. Saying he was going to kill his dog even. "Well you don't want me to kill myself, and I want to kill something." Then eventually he came out of his state of complete nonsense. Or so it seemed to me. And then he told me...that the reason he had been treating me the way that he had was because he thought he'd never be my "only one". And I told him, well it's a bit late for that now. And he was just like "yeah, it is too late. Nothing I can do about it now. I wish I could...but not a damn thing I can do now" And that really got to me. The fact that he maybe could treat me right now...that maybe he was capable of being what I needed. And I HAD to take that chance. I mean...people get caught up in the moment. The things he said to me...I'd have to write a paragraph as long as this one probably to describe everything he said. And it wasn't just that he said it. I could hear the pain in his voice. He was sobbing. I could feel the emotion. Maybe I was fooled, I don't know. But I give people the benefit of the doubt. I mean, say I had not believed him. He COULD be dead now. Or even if not dead....he could be ruined, and I'd always have that on my heart. Now you can all tell me no--it's not my fault if he goes and does something stupid. But still. To me it would have been on my heart and no one can change that. Now why was this such a hard decision to make? Mr. A. I mean by all logic and reason...I should have flipped off Mr. J and forgotten about him for someone who is better than him in EVERY possible respect. I'm serious. He's better in EVERY way. He's always treated me right, he's not a criminal, not a drug addict, not a guy with serious mental problems, not a teenage boy with no real job or transportation, not someone who I know is very very very bad for me. He's already got a great job, we write together, we get along perfectly, he's got the absolute perfect body and that's really just an added benifit because even if he was fugly as hell, I'd still be interested in him. So...why did I give Mr. J another chance? One thing...love. I've only known Mr.A about...at the time...maybe a week. Not enough time to really fall in love with someone. But this other guy...there was this whole romeo-and-juliet-hopeless-romantic kind of love. The kind of love that just envelops you. Reckless love. And deep down inside there is such an appeal to that. Why do you think good girls end up with bad boys? It's something inside all of us. But sadly...it does not last. It's been a week today since this romeo has spoken to me. So...what have I learned? Probably nothing. I made a mistake but I don't really regret it...because I know if I had not given him a chance then I would always wonder. But the most amazing thing...is that even with this mistake you could call it. I have not lost the perfect one...the one I needed all along...::cough:: Yes that would be Mr. A. I mean, I know things between us would be better had I not done that...I know this. But somehow he is still interested in me, which completely boggles my mind. I had really thought that I would lose him. I mean guys like that just do not come along everyday. He's one of those guys that you think that once you lose them, they're gone and on their way to someone who won't take them for granted. But no........... ]]> ~wickedgiggle Pinch me... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/795758/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/795758/ Wed, 04 Jun 2003 17:22:15 PDT

]]> ~wickedgiggle Damned Confetti... http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/791562/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/791562/ Tue, 03 Jun 2003 16:09:32 PDT
A minute or so later...

Well the dog is capable of producing something other than confetti apparently...shit. That's right, not ten minutes after having to pick up the umpteenth batch of confetti...there's a pile of steeming shit for me to pick up...how delightful. Man's best friend indeed, but that's only because men make their wives and daughters clean up the mess.

Ok...I'm done ranting ;D ]]> ~wickedgiggle Too much hate http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/777707/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/777707/ Fri, 30 May 2003 15:44:05 PDT I'm just so sick of people not keeping their word to me. I can't count how many people have said they would call me and didn't. Have made plans with me and then simply not show up or cancel last minute or just forget, or who knows what. And it always has so much power over me. And I usually will try to call that person but I just won't do that this time. Well I didn't yet...but who knows I'll probably end up calling him and then he'll tell me that his grandmother died or soemthing. There always does seem to be a good excuse. And therefor making me feel like a bitch for ever being upset.
Blah. Blah blah blah.

I hate crying so much. I hate this...I have no real reason to be crying. So a person I don't even really know and have no reason to trust didn't call me. So I'm not going to meet them today. So I'm going to spend another day at home dealing with my mother's hate surrounding me. So what. Why am I crying, damnit?
]]> ~wickedgiggle I LOVE FREDDIE MERCURY!! http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/769162/ http://wickedgiggle.deviantart.com/journal/769162/ Wed, 28 May 2003 10:56:10 PDT
She keeps Moet and Chandon in her pretty cabinet
'Let them eat cake' she says
Just like Marie Antoinette
A built in remedy for Khrushchev and Kennedy
And anytime an invitation you can decline
Caviar and cigarettes well versed in etiquette
Extr'ordinarily nice

She's a killer queen gunpowder gelatine
Dynamite with a lazer beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Recommended at the price
Insatiable an appetite wanna try?

To avoid complications
She never kept the same address
In conversation she spoke just like a baroness
Met a man from China went down to Geisha Minah
Then again incidentally if you're that way inclined (she's a
killer queen)
Perfume came naturally from Paris (naturally)
For cars she couldn't care less
Fastidious and precise

She's a killer queen gunpowder gelatine
Dynamite with a lazer beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Recommended at the price
Insatiable an appetite wanna try?

Drop of a hat she's as willing as a playful as a pussy cat
Then momentarily out of action
Temporarily out of gas
To absolutely drive you wild - wild
She's out to get you

She's a killer queen gunpowder gelatine
Dynamite with a lazer beam
Guaranteed to blow your mind
Recommended at the price
Insatiable an appetite wanna try?

I just love this song so much....words cannot express the love I have for this song...you should download it if you can...because it rocks. IT JUST ROCKS! And you can't fully understand how much it rocks without hearing it.

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