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New Haircut, New House http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/27111293/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/27111293/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:23:09 PDT
]]> =wildheartfreesoul I dont want to be a web designer any more http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/26359888/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/26359888/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 13:28:31 PDT
I want to dive into visual arts especially digital photography and also into traditional medicine and wildcrafting herbs. Basically, I want a photo studio and an apothecary lol.

As for the rest of my life, its jsut been one crappy thing after another. Lifes fucking hard, what can i say.

My heart aches for the sea...I havent been out to the ocean in too long...

Ok, thats all for now.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Sebastopol, Legos, Coffee http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/25325402/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/25325402/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 09:39:21 PDT
So Im moving to Sebastopol soon. My roomy went psycho on me and moved out after I gave my 30 days. Before she moved, she kindly moved all my things out of the house for me. And by moved I mean dragged, threw and smashed...

Anyway, Im suing the psycho bitch this thursday. I dont know if she is even here in Cali anymore. Hopefully she isnt crazy enough to ruin her life...she was working on her masters here.

Other then that, work is good. Making a new site for the company. Also am now in charge of directing photography shoots when we have them. Very very fun. I'll post my most recent one today, for Mia's Kitchen.

Legos. I am in serious need of creative stimulation. Im trying everything to get excited about art again. I bought a sketchbook and am making sure to sketch in it at least once a day. I went through all my photos last night - there are a lot of good ones I havent posted here. Need to get on that...

Oh yeah, and Im going to buys some legos. Maybe.

Peace.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul AAAH http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/24750510/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/24750510/ Thu, 14 May 2009 08:36:37 PDT
OK, its really not that big a deal. But im still scared...

Anyway, thought I'd do a little update. SCHOOL IS OUT FOR SUMMER!!!!! And forever for me. Until I decide I would like to get a degree, anyway. It very nice. Im going to make money and do fun things WOO!

I dunno, I have a few projects I'd like to get started. A few websites I'd like to build, an organization or two I'd like to get started...I know, ambitious.

I also would like to ride my horse more and take her to a few shows maybe. And get in shape. Im like 20# over what Id like to weigh.

I'll update again soon, hopefully with links to these projects. :0)

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Ch-ch-ch-changes! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/23727484/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/23727484/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 11:19:01 PDT
As of this past month, I have decided to take a year or so off from school. Now, before you berate me, let me tell you my reasons.

AAU has raised tuition almost $100 per unit, making the cost of school go from aprox. $16,000/yr to aprox $20,000/yr, which is ridiculous, and not the only reason I have become increaslingly annoyed with the Academy. Don't get me wrong, I have learned a lot in the past year and a half, but somethings about AAU are just a fucking scam.

Working and going to school at the same time and never being sure you will have enough money to pay rent each month, let alone other bills, is stressful and not fun, making school and work a chore and not fun, making life not fun, making me wonder why the fuck im doing it.

I want to make art for myself not for school or work. I miss it.

I am going to start playing the violin again.

I want to get out of Dodge. I have been living in Sonoma County since I was 4, and I need a change. My boyfriend is moving to SLO in the fall to go to Cal Poly....opportunity for change, anyone??

Now of course there are a few other reasons, and of course I will still work, and take classes if I feel like it, but fuck. Im 20. I have lots of time to figure out what I want to do. I know its not the status quo, but I think I have a unique perspective that not everyone has: my roomate is 38, getting her masters in biology. She didnt go to college untill she was 30. She did lots of really fullfiling things and fun things before then. Now she is totally focused and very sure about what she wants to do. My boyfriend is starting at a junior at Cal Poly in the fall. He is 27, he had about 9 years of working, classes, fun things before he decided on a major, and now he is very excited and driven and passionate about what he is studying. I dont think I know many 18-21 year old who really know what they want to do. Its a waste if my time and money to go to school if Im not enjoying it. So this is why I have decided to do waht I am going to do. Mostly reasons 1 & 2 though.

So enough about my future, whats happening in my life now???

Well, Clem and I went to San Luis Obispo this past weekend and visited the campus and drove around all the neighborhoods and surrounding towns. Its very nice there. Warmer then here, but similar in geographical features and climate and flora and fauna. Definitely livable. Not to mention Paso Robles is near (read: wine wine wine!).

I have taken on a huge project at work which Im pretty excited about. Aside from the usual label designs etc, I am building a new website for them! I can only show you screen shots since its going to be a password protected website for employees, sales people, and trade partners only. Very excited.

School has been good, but as I have already said, its just been too much having such a demanding job and taking demanding classes too. I will keep posting my projects.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul SUCCESS!!! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/22640989/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/22640989/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 20:12:58 PST Strix Owl Studio | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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SUCCESS! I ordered my new iMac today.

With the help of family and friends, and lots of hard work through my holiday, I made enough money to get the best mac money can buy. I will upload pics once my office is all set up

On another note though...seriously bummed out right now...everything seems to be ending. A friend of mine lost her baby (she was 6 months preg), my roommates dog is dying, both mine and my boyfriends parents are splitting up, and my boyfriend is moving to SLO next fall (most likely). Among other things...its just kinda sucky.

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]]> =wildheartfreesoul Please Help http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/21815181/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/21815181/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 12:44:25 PST teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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Dear Devious Friends and Admirers

As many of you know, I am a website designer and programmer, and full time student. I am working for Don Sebastiani and Sons wine company in Sonoma, in the marketing department as their web person (www.donandsons.com) . I am also a full time student at the Academy of Art University in San Francisco studying New Media design. I make money on the side sometimes by doing freelance web design and development.

All of this requires a lot of time on a computer using expensive and complex programs like Adobe Creative Suite. I can't make money or complete school work without one.

As of this morning, my trusty Gateway laptop crashed and I am pretty sure it will never recover.

The purpose of this letter is to ask you all to help me. I need a new computer before school starts up again at the end of January. I was planning on taking freelance jobs between now and then to buy one, but because my computer is no longer useable, I cannot. Because Im only 20 and I don't have a credit history, I cant take out any loans, and everyone I asked to cosign is unable to do so at this time.

Please, if you have a few extra dollars, or you're feeling generous in the holiday season, I would be extremely grateful if you would send me a little money. My goal is $2,000, a lot of money, but if I can raise even 1/4 of that it would be a great help.

I would love to offer thanks in the form of some sort of digital design for you or your company (a website, posters, a brochure, photography), however I cant do anything until I get a new computer.

Again, a few dollars will be a huge help. Please email me if you would like to help.

Thank you all so much

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Happiest Day of My American Life http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/21335943/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/21335943/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 09:11:24 PST teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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As Im sure you all know by now, OBAMA WON!!!!!

And it looks like the rest of the things most important to me, like props 2, 4, and 8 all will pass how I hoped they would. Im extremely happy today, Obama's speech was the most wonderful speech I have ever heard. It brought tears to my eyes. And watching everyone waving American flags moved me so much, because never in my lifetime have I been proud to see it waving, all I can remeber about our government my whole life it has been the Clinton scandal, and then Bush.

For the first time in my life, I am proud to be an American.

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Scrap the pro 8 happy dance. Looks like gay rights are still limited. That makes me so sad... just put it in perspective ok? If this was a proposition that said a black person cant marry a white person, or an asian person cant marry a latino person, no one would pass it! Its ridiculous! We are still human beings, and if we love one another, we should be able to marry if we want to. Its unfair.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Keep 'Em In The Dark http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20856686/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20856686/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 11:33:47 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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I just read a quote by Bono (super fuckin Christian, as Im sure you all know) that said "The less we know, the more we believe." Now, Im not sure exactly what he meant by that, but I think it was supposed to be in a positive light. And to me, its just infuriating, beause I read it as "Keep em in the dark. Theyre easier to control that way" People who are ignorant do tend to believe lies and fantastical things more then educated people. Its just human nature i guess. Ah! People! Use your brains! Seriously? Do you really beleive the bible word for word? Isnt it just a little outdated??? Also, this is why propaganda campaigns work so well on christians. Clem has a redneck, white trash far right coworker who he asked to send him all the anti obama propaganda emails she gets, and they are sooo fucking rediculus!! The things these people beleive! Jesus fucking Christ! Er...you know what I mean.
Ok, I know full well that this post is totally anti christian, but im sorry, im sick and tired of trying not to step on peoples toes about shit that they believe in. I also think devoting your life to meditation and "reaching nirvana" is bullshit. I also think gods with many arms and elaphant heads are bullshit. I cant say much about Islam or Judaism because I dont know enough about those religions*coughcultscough* to say much, but I can say it also sounds alot like christianty and therefore is most likely bullshit as well. So there! Im not just poking at you christians! I think organized religion is bullshit. Its not the answer!!! I dont know the answer! I just know thats not it.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul The Problem with Stock Images http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20665142/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20665142/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 17:13:52 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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I love stock. Stock images are wonderful, because they make it possible for you to have a quality image to work with that you may not have been able to get otherwise. However, the best way to get stock images is on the internet. And the problem with that, is they are mostly 72dpi. Even the highest resolution images dont really work as well as they should because they are still jpgs at 72dpi. I think more people should offer stock packages in a zipped folder, all files in 300dpi tiff format. I mean, ok, if you pay a lot of money for an image, you get that, but lets be real...I just want nice stuff for my portfolio. And I can get most of what I want by myself, because I have access to a nice camera, but Im not gonna fly to Paris if i need an image of the Eiffel tower. Even though that would be nice.... And I cant afford to pay models, rent a studio, blah blah blah. Anyway.

So! That being said, I am going to feature some truly excelent stock providers on dA!

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Example of why 72dpi is BAD

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http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20615830/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 08:22:14 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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So, basically I havent had time to THINK lately. I was up untill 12:30 last night doing homework. Probably will do the same today. I will be posting some school work soooon, I promise! Been doing some cool flash animation stuff, some photoshop stuff. My other two classes are boring/very difficult. Who the fuck uses QuarkXPress 7 these days anyway??

On another note, Sarah Palin has most of the idiots in this country thinking shes just the greatest (Sorry if one of you think she is too), and Im getting ready to visit New Zealand so I can move there is they get elected. Why do people think she is qualified? Why??? Shes sounds like a goddamn canadian and she lives in fucking Alaska! Not that I have anything against Canadians or Alaska,really I dont, but a small town mayer... Did you see the SNL skit? Im sure you have its all over the place...its awesome. Tina Fey rockin it. Anyway, theres a poll out there, and shes ahead.... ugh. Vote and turn it around, please! [link]

Oh, Clems mother reminded me the other day that my birthday is in one month from today! Phew, wheres the year gone?? Im pretty excited to be turning 20 though...

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=wildheartfreesoul Workin Away http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20026911/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/20026911/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 16:49:13 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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Well! I have been working my busy little butt off. I LOOOVE my new job at Don and Sons. Working in the Marketing department, with 6 other creative girls, in a successful, professional business, is fantastic. I love it. I have been doing web updates, I have helped design a wine label (when it comes out Ill show you), I have been working on ads (one of which I have posted, another soon to follow) I redesigned the History page [link] , and I get to go to the press check on Wednesday for a new wine we are releasing soon, and next Friday i get to go to the photo shoot after its bottled.

I am also (hopefully) moving into a cool house soon, just as soon as I know I have the funding (had a loan, but it was denied, trying again with good cosigner). School starts soon and life will be craaazzzy!@@#!!

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]]> =wildheartfreesoul Mazda Miata http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19697020/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19697020/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:04:07 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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So, Im pretty sure Im gonna buy a Mazda Miata

Why? Well, its reliable, gets good gas mileage, and its fun and sexy. And I can. Why not? Lol. I cant drive my truck any more, its so expensive, and I actually kinda feel bad about driving it, I feel like i hypocrite when I scoff at the SUVs and huge tricked out trucks.
Im either going to get a Miata, or a nice little Honda Civic, or possibly a BMW. My price range is $1500-$3000 and there are actually some pretty decent little cars for sale on craigslist for that much.
Posting a poll for you to vote on what I should get.

Halp!

I am very frustrated. Maybe you, my dear friends, have some suggestions?
I am trying to redesign my website, and i need a theme. Iv gone through at least 10 designs so far, and after talking with Clement last night, concluded I must come up with a solid theme, one that inspires me, but also will exploit my talents and my up-to-date-ness with the web trends and such. I started a list of things that inspire me, maybe you can add too it, things you see that is a common theme in my work that i may be over looking or just things that inspire you.

My list:

-Jack Kerouac
-mountains
-poetry
-forests
-streams
-Buddhism
-Horses
-birds
-old movies

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I have been cleaning up my gallery, A LOT. Ive put most of my poetry into storage and I will probably be weeding out some photos and manips. Iv also organized my gallery with more folders.

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http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19595062/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 17:53:16 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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Well, Im set. I got offered the job at Sebastiani winery as their web person, and I also got a cool 2 week job for Mission Playground, redesigning their website for some pretty good monies. Also, a job redesigning homelinknetwork.net cuz im friends with owner.

Halp!

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I have been cleaning up my gallery, A LOT. Ive put most of my poetry into storage and I will probably be weeding out some photos and manips. Iv also organized my gallery with more folders.

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=wildheartfreesoul Halp!!!!! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19555167/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19555167/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 14:05:20 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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I have been cleaning up my gallery, A LOT. Ive put most of my poetry into storage and I will probably be weeding out some photos and manips. Iv also organized my gallery with more folders.

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http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19521224/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 15:29:12 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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All is not lost! I was worried that I was not hired by a company i really hope to work with (Don Sebastiani and Sons) because they said after my second interview a week and a half ago that they would probably be making a decision and would call me by the end of last week. Well, I never got a call so i emailed the head of hr today and apparently they are still calling refs and such so I still have a chance! Whew!! Wish me luck!

Over the weekend i went camping with Clement and my good friend Bodhi. We went to a beautiful valley outside Truckee, CA, and met some friends with horses there. It was only a two day adventure for us but boy was it satisfying. So much more so then Hawaii, im sad to say. We went trail riding and Clem spent the whole day fly fishing so that we had fresh mountain trout for dinner. We went skinny dipping in a large water hole under a cascading waterfall. The only downside was the mosquitos; I am covered in bites!

On another more-relevent-to-dA note, I have been cleaning up my gallery, A LOT. Ive put most of my poetry into storage and I will probably be weeding out some photos and manips. Iv also organized my gallery with more folders.

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]]> =wildheartfreesoul Hawaii Pictures! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19393969/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19393969/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 15:55:51 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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So I finally found the cable for my camera, and i got the pics from hawaii. Following is a few funny pics and captions. Enjoy! XD

Unpacking...found the snorkle mask!

...and the flippers...Clem is silly....

....ok, lets not be dirty....

View from hotel balcony - Waikiki Beach

Clements Hat - he loves that thing.

Teh Fearsome Four! er...Clement, moi, Emmett, and Josh

So there you have it! I will be submitting pretty pics that Clement took on a recent hike. Watch here for those.

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]]> =wildheartfreesoul Devious Journal Entry http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19392755/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19392755/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:46:02 PDT teh Website | teh Gallery | teh Facebook

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Journal style by *shatteredplastic. Background from The Inspiration Gallery.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Pride Weekend + Dyke March '08 http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19123376/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/19123376/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 08:22:27 PDT I have a bunch of pics ill show you all soon, as soon as i can find the connecting cable so i can get them off my camera. Doh! I have pics from Hawaii, a hike clem and i went on, and then a few ffrom saturday.
I think i should hang out with chicks more. Iv forgotten how fun a large group of them can be! I usually hang out with guys.
I was going to talk about somehting else....oh i got my wisdom teeth extracted last tuesday. Sucky. I dont like being on drugs 24 hours a day. Makes me feel like crap. I tried not taking the vicadin though and it just wasnt happening. Im feeling a little better now, but as i type im thinking i need to go grab a few ibuprofens...
Anyway thats all.
Gay pride!

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]]> =wildheartfreesoul New Job + Best Vegan Meal http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18938905/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18938905/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 21:58:29 PDT
Oh but you do care that i rode the bus for free, because, you may think, why was she on the bus? Well i was heading down to Sausalito to my new job, thats why. I got a job with Real Music record label updating their website. And for the first time in my life, im making more money then my bf. The feminist inside me cheers with glee. Im so happy. I can actually pay people back and afford to live. And possibly even save money! Oh and its wonderful, I have my own office and computer, and the offices are upstairs in a building right by the water with a french cafe below, and a beach not 30 yards away. Aka, i can eat lunch on the beach. ON THE BEACH! Waaa!

Right well i should go to sleep now. Gotta get up at some ungoddly hour tomorrow.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Job Hunting http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18815811/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18815811/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 07:34:41 PDT Yeah, i know, waaaa.
Im just frustrated and impatient for people to get back to me. And rather worried about money.
Wish me luck.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Pregnancy Scare http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18654073/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18654073/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 22:33:14 PDT ...
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Yeah, i kinda have post vacation depression, we all do, but I'll be alright.

It was great, fantastic, I went snorkeling in sharks cove on the north shore and the coolest part about that was the 3 turtles i saw, a big one some scuba pplz were following and then a little baby one later, and then when i was diving down to look into a lava tunnel a huge one lazily swam out from under the ledge and scared the crap out of me. Oh and there was a huge fleet (?) of dolphins that went by, like, iv never seen that before, iv seen like 6 or 8 together in Santa Barbara etc, but there were like 30 at least, no joke!!

What else.....we went driving, we went hiking, oh we found a really cool beach on the north shore, like an unmarked one with only locals, great waves, and cool surfers. Went surfing there, came back multiple times to just hang out, drink beer and throw a frisbee. My liver tells me we drank lotsa beer.

I dunno, it was nice, but i liked our trip to yosemite last year better. The reason was we stayed in a hotel in Waikiki. Waikiki doesnt go to bed till around 4am, ALL week. I could tolerate just the weekends, but it was like being in a busy, noisy, stressful city for vacation. Which is what it was. I did go out and enjoy myself at a few clubs. I went to my first strip club. I had a great time, and i wanna go to one in SF. I really should be as drunk or more drunk then i was when i went in Waikiki though, cuz i was drooling over the girls but in the back of my mind i was very very sad. I wanted to give all of them all my money. It was very unfortunate though that the only one who really was interested in me was the only really unattractive one. Meh. SF should be more open to girls in the strip club. Oh another sucky thing was that i cut my foot open the third day there so surfing and walking in sand were not a good thing for me to do. Like wtf? What am i supposed to do in hawaii??

I am proud to say that i did not get burned! I always get burned in the summer, but i was diligent!! I am still as white as ever! Well, actually i am a little more freckly.

Are pogo sticks from japan?

random thought.

So to summerize, I went to hawaii, highlights were turtles, dolphins, nude girls, and freckles, bads were louds noisy stressfull city, and oh i didnt mention him but our friend who went with us was kinda an asshole. Oh and the title of this journal is pregnancy scare because i just watched that episode of 30 rock. Yes. Yay hulu.com!!

This is prorbably the longest journal iv written in a long time.

Im alone in my house listening to a mix of my fav musics right now, sufjan stevens, bon iver, iron and wine, okkervil river, the mountain goats, and sigur ros, and im lonely.
Im lonely is how i feel, not a band.
I should start a band called im lonely.

So im looking for a job again, cuz the people im working for now (designing the ui for a web 2.0 startup company called frexr, it was supposed to launch today, so check www.frexr.com) is, er, launching today i think, so im outa a job for a little while with them. I instead did some free work for my barn, im designing a flyer for them with a marketing guy who wants to be a 3 day eventer. I had so much fun and was so into it i forgot to eat untill 330 when i got up to use the bathroom and realized all id had all day was 4 cups of coffee and 2 pieces of toast. And then as i was eating a burrito on the way to the barn to take care of my horsey (more about her later) i got depressed because i had so much fun doing something i like to do for someone i really like, for free. I wish i could always do things for people i like for free. Unfortunately, i got a credit card before i left to hawaii, so i kinda need to make money. I hate money.

And that brings me back to my horse. She apparently stabbed herself in the bicep while i was gone last week (nathalie called and told me so that was another thing to dampen my trip) and now she has a big puncture wound (those are the worst!) and i have to go buy her some antibiotics and more vetwrap and stuff. And pray i dont have to call the vet out, but i think i should. Gah! Horses!!#@!$!%!! I think its their lives mission to kill themselves no matter how safe and wonderful an environment you put them in. No, especially if they are in a really safe nice environment. Grr.

Ok, if you are still reading this, maybe you should try doing something else. Unless youre like me and have nothing entertaining to do or people to talk to or... erm...

I think thats all i have to say... ]]> =wildheartfreesoul Im Leaving! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18444364/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18444364/ Thu, 22 May 2008 09:05:47 PDT
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]]> =wildheartfreesoul 2 weeks http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18180879/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18180879/ Mon, 05 May 2008 13:21:14 PDT Still gonna submit schoolwork, just been to busy to.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Personality Test http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18136683/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/18136683/ Fri, 02 May 2008 16:56:15 PDT
Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||| 18%
Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 62%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||| 38%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate || 10%

Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 63%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||| 16%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Honor |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Thriftiness |||||| 30%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self

Pretty accurate.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Sudden changes and more responsibility http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17760747/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17760747/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 09:06:52 PDT This time last wednesday I was one the phone setting up an interview and emailing someone about a house. Now, I am the proud tenant of a cute studio in novato (pictures soon! im moving in this weekend!) and the employee and lead designer of a website company in SOMA, SF.

The house is such a deal because a) the rent is 450, and b) i can pay as much (or rather, little) as i want, and just work off the rest of it. Aka, this weekend I will be taking care of the chickens and gardening for 2 hours, and thats 36 bucks off my rent.

Im starting my job tomorrow, and i cant wait. This is all great and exciting, but its also like a huge ominously black cloud of responsibility hanging over me that i didnt really expect. Like, wtf have i gotten myself into?? But its wonderful at the same time. I feel so grown up!! *she giggles in a little voice*
The best thing about it right now is shopping for things for my house. I have to restrain myself a little because i really shouldn't spend a whole lot of money, but its great! I have to buy a couch (I'll own a couch!! MY couch!!), a desk, chairs, a table, and things like a broom, dishes, etc. I went bargain hunting yesterday and found a brand new single coil stove for $5 at goodwill. And i found a refrigerator on craigslist for $50. SO EXCITED!!!!!

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Should I submit my school work? http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17624419/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17624419/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:35:41 PDT Let me know

~Leah

]]> =wildheartfreesoul 3 1/2 years... http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17185804/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17185804/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 19:20:19 PST

]]> =wildheartfreesoul So I was in a movie about 2 years ago... http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17115220/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17115220/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 10:03:57 PST here. Im in the exploding garden gnome clip. My brother is the one shooting the gun. Lol!! So funny. There is a screening for cast and crew in SF in 2 weeks where i will get a copy of the dvd. Its also showing at the momocon anime festival in Atlanta on March 15th and
16th. SO if any of you are out there, check it out. The official movie site is [link].
Cheers!

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Procrastination time! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17072784/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/17072784/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:11:49 PST 1. Lee
2. Leah
3. leelums (only my aunts and cousins and grandma....)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.Wildheartfreesoul
2. indomitussinus
3. crackchild888

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. very creative and imaginative (but sometimes that gets me in trouble)
2. open-minded
3. great body

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. very good procrastinator
2. cant be social no matter how hard i try
3. my hands and wrists are very manly

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. irish
3. scandinavian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing loved ones
2. ants
3. bad bus drivers

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. coffee
2. music
3. kisses and hugs from my boyfriend

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. boyfriends shirt
2. fav jeans
3. cowboy boots

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. iron and wine
2. radiohead
3. the decemerists

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. the crane wife - decemberists
2. the sea and the rythm - iron and wine
3. videotape - radiohead

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 5 MONTHS:
1. move into my own place
2. a new job
3. get a 4.0

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Loved for who I am
2. Honesty and loyalty
3. amazingly gratifying fun and creative se...

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I once had my own act in a circus and took flying trapeze lessons for fun.
2. I used to be "gothic" and emo and cut myself
3. I almost competed in Rolex

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Curves (woman) Arms and shoulders (men)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing/painting digitally or traditionally
2. Playing on dA
3. watching movies

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. jump my horse
2. ride my horse on the beach
3. build a garden

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. website designer
2. art director for website/graphic design firm
3. nude model

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. France
2. Hawaii
3. Alaska

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Go to france/learn french
2. Compete in a cci**** level three day event
3. own a house on several acres and have a small barn for my horses and a garden and a dog

THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. dont want kids
2.
3.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Im a geek
2. I have bigger arms than my boyfriend
3. My biggests ambition in life is to own property/a farm and to work the land there.

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I LOVE SHOES!!
2. Shiny things distract me
3. I love horses

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Scarlett Johanson
2. Jim Sturgess
3. Christian Bale

]]> =wildheartfreesoul OK, I tried, but I hate it. http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16995791/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16995791/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 15:50:22 PST
]]> =wildheartfreesoul Updates, V-day, Yosemite http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16879158/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16879158/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:29:26 PST
School is going well, you may or may not have seen my photos of the transamerica pyramid (please look and comment on them, i need feedback) which is for my concept design and process class, totally sweet class, its great. Wednesdays are hell for me though, i have class from 8am-6pm and yesterday i was 3 hours late to my first class because the bus didnt stop at the right stop and i tried to walk there but got lost.

So im thinking of going to yosemite over spring break cuz my school is going. I dont know yet though. My bf's spring break is the week after mine unfortunately, so i think it might be fun. I dont really have any good friends here yet though except my roomate and shes doesnt like to hike.

So thats all thats new...

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Iz needz Art! On mai wallz! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16742821/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16742821/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 17:16:41 PST way too blank! And basically, i want a picture of and/or by winter because she is the most amazingly beautiful and best photographer on dA. Or something else on my wishlist. I wish i could buy lots and lots of art from da like all the time and just have it all over the place.

yeah.

]]> =wildheartfreesoul City Livin' http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16712600/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16712600/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 18:37:37 PST SO thats my update!
Cheers!

]]> =wildheartfreesoul Horses, Cows, and Websites http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16456439/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16456439/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:27:51 PST

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Hey Everybody! I just made a website for a friend, its the first website iv done all on my own, i threw the pitch, i designed it, took pics, edited the pics, i coded it, and i uploaded it to the server. Im proud of myself.
www.DianesTutoring.com

On another note, i have to tell a funny story.

Yesterday i was feeling stressed out from a long day, so i decided to go to the barn and take ally for a ride down the road. So we're riding along and we're out in the country here, so there are just huge fields and hills in view all around, and, naturally, there are sheep, and cows.

So as we come closer to a group of cows all eating there dinner, ally suddenly slows up and start shying away to the other side of the road, very wary of the big black and white monsters. After much persuading, i get her to continue up the road till we are across the street from them. Ally is making such a fuss that by now all the cows are staring at her with there big, sweet, dumb eyes. This makes her even more nervous.

I just have to say though, she is gorgeous when she is frightened.

So she is facing the cows, and trying to turn away back home, and shes backing up into someones driveway, so i hop off and lead her over to the fence (shes not such a frady cat when im on the ground in front of her). A little brown cow, very friendly, comes trotting up to the fence as soon as she sees ally eats grass (she was nervously tearing huge hunks of it from the ground) and sends ally reeling backwards in fright. Every cow in that field was now staring at her and gathering closer to the fence to watch this silly spectacle. After she comes closer to the fence and says hello to the brown cow, i lead her back to the other side of the road and get on, because now most of the cows were walking toward her and im not sure she was brave enough to handle that.

So i get back on and continue up the road. Ally jumps at anything that moves. So we're trotting along, and suddenly in a field to our left, two calves come running across the field at her, playfully bucking and tossing their heads. Ally just about jumps out her skin and tries to take off. After shes calmed a bit from trotting, we continue at a walk, when suddenly, she slows down and starts snorting loudly again. She freezes in the middle of the road, shaking.

As i said in the beginning, we are surrounded by fields, and Ally, just realizing this, loses heart when she sees, apparently for the first time.... that she is also surrounded by cows.

We made it back home, but she really was quite frightened. It was very silly. I guess being a racehorse makes her bomb proof around crowds of people and machinery and cars and such, but shes new to the whole country setting.

Anyway, check out my website, and wish me luck, for tomorrow, i move to san francisco!

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=wildheartfreesoul SO, im moving tothe city http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16316693/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/16316693/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 14:22:09 PST

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So, school starts on January 28th at the Academy of Art and i move into my dorm on the 19th. Fuckin scary. Iv never lived in a city before. Im gonna miss my horses. But i sure am excited to start classes! They are gonna be great.
Wish me luck

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Survey stolen from Max. So bored.
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[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
No.

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
Yes.

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Hmm....The unbearable lightness of being.

[04] How many times have you honestly fallen deeply in love?..
Twice

[05] WhatÂs your current problem?
Biggest problem in my life right now is finding a home for my horse before i move to the city in 3 weeks.

[06] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

[07] Had a Long Distance Relationship?
Is an hour drive a long distance relationship? Im gonna have one soon if it is.

[08] Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater?
No

[09] How many kids do you want to have?
I dont think i want any.

[10] Whats your favorite color??
Red green purple and black

[11]Where do you shop the most?
I dont shop very often so i dont have a reular place i like to go. I like trying new places.

[12] Do you believe in love at first sight?
Absolutely not.

[13] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
Most certainly!

[14] At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Like 5 or 6.

[15] Are you happy with your love situation?
Very. Im very sad i will be moving away though. I hope it will still work out.

[16] Do you know someone who likes you?
Yes

[17] Do you like anyone?
Yes.

[18] Do they know you like/love them?
Yes

ANIME/MANGA NERD
[ ] You watch anime.
[ ] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 2

ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your art as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your art.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or '

ink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x well im starting at the academy of art university in about 3 weeks...] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x quite a few actually] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your art has been framed.
[x in my car. and its actually a paint set] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 14

MUSICAL NERD
[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x violin and recorder] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[x stella] You've given your instrument a name.
[x orchestra] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x Tchaikovsky and Vivaldi] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[x] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about... ]]> =wildheartfreesoul Hello Everybody!!! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/15086431/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/15086431/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 11:36:58 PDT

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So how are you all doing? I havent updated here in so long. I havent written a proper journal for sooo long....
Im lazy, what can i say?

I've decided to kinda get back into the community here, you know, commenting on devs, journals, and possibly hosting events?
But i want to say hello to everybody first, my old friends, and my new ones, and thank you all for viewing and appreciating my work.

ciao!

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Omg the best name for an emo band. LOL

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Horse show!
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W00t! The lady that owns the horses where i board saw me ride and wants me to ride one of her horses in a show on sunday! Last saturday i took Sand Man, a cute little morgan, xcountry for the first time. He was a pro. Hes only been under saddle 2 months and look what he can do:

What a friggin cutey pie, huh? so brave. So anyway, im taking him to a show sunday and im totally stoked.

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=wildheartfreesoul Its almost September....??? http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/14392986/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/14392986/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 09:31:05 PDT

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Jesus, where did the summer go?? Iv already started school, but i just ended school 2 weeks ago. I work every day of the week. There is no such thing as summer vacation anymore.
Im taking dreamweaver a, html b, photoshop b, and illustrator b. All for my work, i will be transfering to the Academy of Art in the spring. I work every day, but i still only make enough to cover the cost of gas and food. But im hoping for a raise. And im looking for another job. Just havent found it yet.... god im way to picky. If i just would bite the bullet and apply at a restaurant or something....

Oh my horse is doing wonderful, btw. I went on a trail ride with Clement on monday, and he rode her. She was so happy. It was alot of fun. Its great that Clem likes riding, i love it when i can share something i enjoy with someone and have them enjoy it too. Hes quite a catch.

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So im all better now, it was just a super bad virus.

Yesterday i toured the Academy of Art University in San Fransisco. I love it!!!!!!! I will be studying computer arts: new media which covers everything digital, from web design to photography to motion graphics and digital video/audio and printmaking. i will be moving to the city in the spring, but maybe this fall. That makes me sad. i will miss the country,but luckily i will only be an hour away from marin and petaluma so if i really cant stand it there i can rent a place here and commute. i think it will be good to live in the city though. the equiptment and facilities are amazing. all the computers ill be using in class and in the lab are g5's, and every computer has a wacom tablet. they have all sizes of nice printer and scanners, all kinds of cameras you can rent out, etc. im stoked.

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=wildheartfreesoul Soo sick.... http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13775278/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13775278/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 21:15:38 PDT

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Yes, this is a poor me journal. Whatever.
Saturday morning i woke up with a sore throat and it quickly turned into a fever and a whole body ache as well. I havent been able to sleep one full night without waking up at least every hour, and my sleep is littered with torturous and disturbing dreams that literally drive me insane. Last night was the worste. i woke up at around 3 and my throat was bleeding. Yes, fucking gushing blood, i was choking on it and gagging. I coughed and spit up blood for about 10 minutes in the bathroom and sat horrified in my room waiting for it to stop. After about a half hour it did. So today i went to the doctors and they tested me for strep and mono. i wont the results for strep till tomorrow, and i wont get hte results for mono till friday or sat. I pray its strep!
Anyway, so i ache from head to toe, i cant chew (cuz my teeth hurt from going to the dentist today) and i cant swallow, its hard to breath, my head hurts like a motherfucker, i missed school and two days of work so far, and im kinda freaking out cuz iv never been this sick before.

In other news i think im gonna go to the Academy of Art University in SF next spring.

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=wildheartfreesoul Contest Winners! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13565218/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13565218/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 14:46:59 PDT

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Ok so i know its been 2 months, but hey...

SO here are the winners!

Motion:

1st Place:

by =Blak-Phoenix
2nd Place:

by *theredherring
3rd Place:

by *yori1976

Peace and Calm:

1st Place:

by *tiffchin
2nd Place:

by ~onelook
3rd Place:

by ~vachi-bumbernickle

Congrats winners, and thank you all for participating!

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=wildheartfreesoul Graduation + horse update + life update http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13328300/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13328300/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:50:47 PDT

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Ok, so as of last night im an official high school graduate (but really i got my diploma back in January, it was the just ceremony cap and gown shite). It was nice, better then i expected anyway, my teacher said really great things about me, and she said at the end of her little speach about me that she will remember me most for my enthusiasm in her Frida Kahlo class, and she compared me to Frida saying that like her i am a very determined, strong, independant, and creative young lady (or something like that, cant remember her exact words) but anyway it made me feel really good being compared to Frida, who, if you didnt already know, is one of my heros.

Ok now for the bad news. Ally is going to be layed up for at least another 3 months, probably more like 6 - 9 though. So iv decided i need a new horse. I think im going to sell her (or try anyway, i doubt i can) but im gonna try to talk my parents into letting me keep her and just paying for another horse too (heh yeah right).

blah, im bored of typing.

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<... ]]> =wildheartfreesoul what to do.... http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13263041/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/13263041/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 09:02:21 PDT

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So my brother is turning 17 on the 13th (next Wednesday!...way too soon) and i know waht i want to get him, but i also have been planning on going to a dance this friday that will cost more mula then i had planned, so i have no money. (again.) Last year when he turned 16 he didnt get a party, and he didnt get presents. Its kinda late for me to start planning a party for him, but i guess i could try. Should i? I dunno what to do.

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We waste so much time thinking about what other people are thinking about us, when all they're thinking about is what we're thinking about them

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Well, I'm back from vacation. *sigh* I was feeling very melancholy yesterday. Yosemite was amazing

. I climbed to the top of half dome. Yes.

It took about 6 hours to get to the top, and about 2.5 to get down. There was a storm on the way when we got there, so on top of half dome, the electricity was crazy. You could hear the stone crackling when you walked and my hair was standing on end. I literally felt a shock of it go up thru my head from my feet at one point. It was kinda scary, kinda awesome. That was wednesday. Tuesday we went fishing, and monday we hiked halfway to yosemite falls. Thursday we chilled in tuolumne meadows. I painted a few paintings, but i didnt bring my camera (i kicked myself many times for not bringing it) so i might not have pics. We had a little film camera.
Then we came back and relaxed by watching movies and going to the russian river rodeo and the beach.
I am now sitting at work, bored, wishing i was watching House on my boyfriends couch.

Ok, i have not forgotten about the contest! I promise that during this month, i will post the winners and give them prizes!! Im so sorry about the wait. (im lazy)

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=wildheartfreesoul Devious Journal Entry http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12833346/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12833346/ Thu, 03 May 2007 20:55:33 PDT We waste so much time thinking about what other people are thinking about us, when all they're thinking about is what we're thinking about them

Ok, so im totally broke, so icant annouce the winners of the contest yet becuase i wont be able to give them prizes! But i will...as soon as i have 30 spare dollors.... only $30, how sad is that that i cant afford to give $30??
Im not eating lunch tomorrow. I think my car will barely make it to work and back.
But i applied to a few places today, and a few last monday. So i pray i get hired soon...and i pray i get the pay im asking for...
Im moving my horse on saterday!! yay! new barn!
oh but bad news about my horse... turns out she has an old suspensory injury that never healed...so iv got to give her at least a month off, and for 10 days iv got to ice her leg and walk 20 mins, put some liniment on and make a sweat wrap and give her bute...what used to take 20 mins out at the barn has turned into an hour...and after i move her, it will be an hour and a half at least, cuz iv got 8 other horses to feed. oh well. 10 days aint so bad...but then ecovery will be slow. it will be about a year before she will be healthy enough to show. meh.

Oh oh! btw, i have a new fav artist... Aqualung... and a new fav website... Pandora.

Yes.

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=wildheartfreesoul YAY! 2 more days for Teh Contest http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12772918/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12772918/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 23:54:04 PDT We waste so much time thinking about what other people are thinking about us, when all they're thinking about is what we're thinking about them

So Clem bought me magical soup and im better. Er...*crosses fingers and knocks on wood* at least i feel better...
Thank GOD this contest is almost over...im bored of it. GET YOUR ENTRIES IN BY MONDAY NIGHT FOLKS!! And they had better be pretty spectacular or you have no chance...cuz i kinda have some favourites already. (aka winners)
That can change though, if you make something that makes me go *sigh* wow! (for peace/calm) or OMG wow!!! (motion).

yeah.

... ]]> =wildheartfreesoul CONTEST! + Dates Extended to 5/1! http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12507437/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12507437/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:28:22 PDT We waste so much time thinking about what other people are thinking about us, when all they're thinking about is what we're thinking about them

Ugh...im sick again. Every time something good happens, i get sick. kinda sucks.
I got a new truck!!! Its a 2005 dodge dakota, v6, gunmetal grey....love it!!! i went to the feed store today and loaded it up with hay and things. It was great.
So...i have a job and a place to board my horse lined up...so hopefully ill be getting more money soon. I need to put together a portfolio so when i go submit applications i have somehting to show them too.

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Yes, im gonna hold a contest.
Since this in my first contest, and most of my watchers are very diversified in artistic medium, it will be a contest that anyone can do, whether it be expressed in a poem, a drawing, a photograph, or digital painting/ photomanip.

TEH CONTEST:

Hokay, so...
Your goal by entering is to make a piece that EITHER:
Emenates Peacefullness / Calm. Example: link
IS Motion. Example: link
You have to pick one, they wont go together.
Get it?

RULES:

This MUST be a new piece!!!!!
You may enter only 2 per contest (peacefullness/calm or motion...2 poems, 2 photographs, 1 photomanip/1 drawing, etc).
You do not have to use my stock.
No copyrighted shite, etc. Other then that, go wild.

DATES, PRIZES, ETC

Contest starts now, 3/22/07 and closes 5/1/07. So you have one month. If i think it needs to be longer, then ill extend the dates and let you know of changes here in my journal, so check back!

CHANGES
I decided im picking a winner for BOTH categories! I want more entries for Motion!
I am extending the due date to May 1st!!!

Prizes will be:
1st place: 1 year subscription (donated by ~pwyll) and month long full journal feature.
2nd place: 3 month subscription and month long journal feature
3rd: 2 weeks journal feature
Anyone who wants to donate prizes, thatd be great!

Oh, and I will be the judge.

PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE WITH A LINK TO YOUR ENTRY WITH THE TITLE "CONTEST ENTRY". THANKS!

ENTRIES:

Peacefullness and Calm

http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12330881/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 01:38:21 PDT House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole. !

So i think im gonna go to yosemite over spring break. Awesome! gonna climb half dome. hopefully. yes... havent made permanent plans yet, but i get paid this weekend extra so i think ill be able to do it...

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Yes, im gonna hold a contest.
Since this in my first contest, and most of my watchers are very diversified in artistic medium, it will be a contest that anyone can do, whether it be expressed in a poem, a drawing, a photograph, or digital painting/ photomanip.

TEH CONTEST:
Hokay, so...
Your goal by entering is to make a piece that EITHER:
Emenates Peacefullness / Calm. Example: link
IS Motion. Example: link
You have to pick one, they wont go together.
Get it?

RULES:
This MUST be a new piece!!!!!
You may enter as many times as you like, however you are limited to 2 per medium (2 poems, 2 photographs, etc).
You do not have to use my stock.
No copyrighted shite, etc. Other then that, go wild.

DATES, PRIZES, ETC
Contest starts now, 3/22/07 and closes 4/22/07. So you have one months. If i think it needs to be longer, then ill extend the dates, but i doubt it will be cuz i get bored easily. If i dont have more then 10 entries by 4/22 Ill just feature the best one in my journal and admit defeat. Sorry.

Prizes will be:
1st place: 1 year subscription (donated by ~pwyll) and month long full journal feature.
2nd place: 3 month subscription abd month long journal feature
3rd: 2 weeks journal feature
Anyone who wants to donate prizes, thatd be great!

Oh, and I will be the judge.

PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE WITH A LINK TO YOUR ENTRY WITH THE TITLE "CONTEST ENTRY". THANKS!

ENTRIES:

Peacefullness and Calm

Motion

"Eyes"

http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12280861/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 19:29:06 PDT House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole.

Sorry about the stillness at my account. I'v been....distracted and busy. And uninspired... meh. Im trying to get a good job so i can move out. Im so tired of home life. My goal is to either get a place with my friend Bo, or find a ranch that i can board my horse at and have a room to stay in too in exchange for extra help. I want to move to Petaluma.

Ok, so for spring break, Clem and i decided to go backpacking in big sur. There was a chance of rain on sat morning, but most likey not (so says the weather report) We left friday night (its a 3 hour drive from here) and went to Esalon (world class spa...fucking amazing) and then slept in the back of his truck, which surpirsingly was pretty comfy. So we got up in the moring, went to a bakery for a quick breakfast and got to the trail head and it kinda started to drizzle, but after about half an hour in on hte trail it starting pouring rain and it didnt let up for the next half hour, it was like standing in a shower, im not kidding, and so we were soaked and we turned around. It poured the whole way back, little streams and waterfalls had formed where it had been dry on the way in. It was pretty miserable. So we dried off and changed into what dry clothes we had and headed home. We had a Six Feet Under marathon yesterday... It was actually a very nice weekend. Esalon was fucking awesom... We went to these natural hot spring baths that were right on the edge of a huge cliff with the ocean crashing right below us. It normally costs hundreds of $$ to stay there, but its open to the public for $20 per person between the hours of 1am and 3am lol. I just have to say....it was worth a 3 hour drive and mostly sleepless night. Thats how good it was.

Anyway... gonna go do something productive... if i can... im kinda stuck at Clem's...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yes, im gonna hold a contest.
Since this in my first contest, and most of my watchers are very diversified in artistic medium, it will be a contest that anyone can do, whether it be expressed in a poem, a drawing, a photograph, or digital painting/ photomanip.

TEH CONTEST:
Hokay, so...
Your goal by entering is to make a piece that EITHER:
Emenates Peacefullness / Calm. Example: link
IS Motion. Example: link
You have to pick one, they wont go together.
Get it?

RULES:
This MUST be a new piece!!!!!
You may enter only 2 per contest (peacefullness/calm or motion...2 poems, 2 photographs, 1 photomanip/1 drawing, etc).
You do not have to use my stock.
No copyrighted shite, etc. Other then that, go wild.

DATES, PRIZES, ETC
Contest starts now, 3/22/07 and closes 5/1/07. So you have one month. If i think it needs to be longer, then ill extend the dates and let you know of changes here in my journal, so check back!

CHANGES
I decided im picking a winner for BOTH categories! I want more entries for Motion!
I am extending the due date to May 1st!!!

Prizes will be:
1st place: 1 year subscription (donated by ~pwyll) and month long full journal feature.
2nd place: 3 month subscription and month long journal feature
3rd: 2 weeks journal feature
Anyone who wants to donate prizes, thatd be great!

Oh, and I will be the judge.

PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE WITH A LINK TO YOUR ENTRY WITH THE TITLE "CONTEST ENTRY". THANKS!

ENTRIES:

Peacefullness and Calm
http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12252465/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 23:10:26 PDT House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole.

SO...are there any models in the north bay? Or anyone really, that is willing to model for me? Im poor, so the only way i can pay you is by buying you lunch or something. Im willing to pick you up from whereever you live, as long as its not too far away. Male, female, doesnt matter. Send me a note or email.

"Eyes"

Amazing amazing photography.

*lonelywolf2

http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12187798/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 23:49:07 PDT House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole.

SO...in case you havent noticed (Mica - Lace Series) I have a new camera. A fucking amazing digital one. *glomps Clement* So im doing photography now. Yuppers. I think im gonna start making most of my own stock photos now so i dont have to worry about crediting people for their stock. Its annoying.

On another note, I decided i have to move out ASAP! Bo has a friend whos trying to get a house in petaluma (which is where i wanna live) and have like 5 people live there and each pay about 200 rent... thatd be sweet. I need a better job though. Fuck retail. I hate it. Its pretty sweet though...i get a bonus for designing the sale flyer for them.
Yeah, so moving out. I have been butting heads with my mum too much lately. It makes me angry just seeing her. I guess that happens at this age. :/

"Eyes"

Amazing amazing photography.

*lonelywolf2

http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/12052367/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 10:34:19 PST House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole.

I love springtime. Omg...have you seen the daffodiles?? And the little buds on the trees, and the cherry blossoms... my horse has a cherry blossom tree next to her paddock. Its very lovely...i need to get a pic of her under it.
Did i mention how beautiful the daffodiles are???

OK, i just want to say that my horse is really really smart. I decidded to teach her to neck rein, so yesterday i hopped on her bareback with a halter and rode around and she got it like that. After only 15-20 mins working with her she was doing figure eights and spinning on her haunches even. Yeah... *grins proudly*

Just look at her damn gallery.

*Belkinas

http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/11964403/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 16:57:28 PST House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite asshole.

I'v decided i want to train my horse to do western as well as english. Im not gonna be showing her, so i figured "Why not? Its prettier and more comfortable tack." I feel like using her as a trail horse anyway. I really cant afford to show. Maybe ill take a few reining lessons or something. I still wanna teach her to jump though. If she knows western as well as english, it will make her more valuable if i ever wanna sell her too. Im in love with a western saddle at the shop where i work, so im gonna save up and buy it i think. *wishfull thinking*

I know i have featured him before, but i must do it again, because he is an amzing artists and he just did me a huge favour.

*RemcoVDBosch

=wildheartfreesoul Internet Dating... http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/11902074/ http://wildheartfreesoul.deviantart.com/journal/11902074/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 22:36:26 PST House Lovefest by *xialaceleste For the love our favourite jerk.

...works. I think. I met a guy, and he seems really nice, and we seem to have alot in common, and i really hope that he is honest, because i cant say i really trust him yet, because, i mean, its not really possible to trust someone after knowing them 2 days no matter how much you've talked and done.
/long runon sentence.
its possible he will read this too.
*feels oddly vulnerable*
but i gotta say...i havent felt the way i do when im around him in a loooong time. and i like it. you know that fluttery feeling in your stomach when you fall for someone? the beginning of a crush/infatuation? i havent felt that in over 2 years...

on the other hand, Maxx is being difficullt, but now i feel bad cuz hes kinda f***ed up from stress and things and i have been just as bad a friend to him as he has been to me.

Boys. *rolls eyes* Why didnt i just go for Kristen...

I am amazed by this artists use of stock. The way she pieces different pics together is so beautifully complex... someday i hope to have her skill.

~Galefra

=wildheartfreesoul