I'm stuck going on some "retreat" tomorrow for my Confirmation class.
*7* hours stuck with people I hate.
AND I need to wake up early tomorrow to go to church because apparently spending 7 hours praying isn't enough to make up for missing church ONCE.

Fuck this.
This isn't even my religion.
I don't believe in the majority of this.
I don't want to become a member of the church.

Why?
Just tell me why.
Is it not enough that I'm being forced into regular classes?
Why do I have to have a seven hour long class?

Fuck.

Sorry if any of you wanted to talk to me on AIM.
I'm not in the mood to deal with people right now.
Not even friends.
And don't expect me on tomorrow either.

Well, I'm done.
Only 7 pages though.
And a bibliography and title page
Hopefully my title will make up for it.
"Making Mountains Out of Molehills: Overreaction in Medieval Europe"
xD
Well, I'm done here (for now... o.O)

~*~

8:10 PM
Just under 7 finished pages.
I have nothing left to write about.
I've been trying to flesh out some of my paragraphs but I have no idea what to add.
I may have to show him an uncomplete rough draft tomorrow.
Fuck.

~*~

Term paper is due tomorrow.
Still need at least two and a half more pages.
Thank god it's a rough draft. I haven't edited *anything*, unless it was to add more information to make it longer.
Still... anyone know anything about the Church's impact on the witch hunts? xD;

Guess I'd better go back and finish working on that though. I should at least get close to 8 pages, though how I'll come up with that much more information I have no idea.

~*~

Heh, REALLY shouldn't be here.
I should be working on my term paper.
But you know me.
Of course it's not getting done.

Meh... dain bread right now.
Like, seriously.
I can't do *anything*.
Can't work on my paper.
Can't write.
Can't draw.
Can't do anything.

Bleh, maybe watching Raw later will help.
Only for writing, of course.
But only if Shawn comes out.
Or Jeff.
<3

Eh... wasn't really a point to this.
Just felt like rambling for a bit.
And telling you
That I can't work on anything.
This was pointless.

I’m bored and I figured I’d start this week’s edition of WRJ (Willowe’s Rambling Journal). Just to give you an idea of how long I’m gonna spend on this, it’s 4:17. And I’ll probably be writing this on and off throughout much of the night, so yes, you’re gonna get stuff about Smackdown! in here again. ;]

So, first off, I have some… I guess they’re challenges/requests, kinda. I’m working on a wrestling fanfic trilogy and I need help with two things, one of which I think you guys can help me with, the other… eh, not so much, but I figured I’d give it a shot. So basically the first story is about one of the wrestlers getting injured, then having his therapy fail and basically his whole career being in jeopardy. Second story is where he comes back, but someone has set up a storyline where he can’t do any high-risk maneuvers (AKA all of his major moves). Third story is him having to choose between getting revenge by ruining that person’s career or forgiving him for what they did.

First thing I need help with is that I need some sort of ideas or words for titles for them, since the ones I’m thinking about using I may not be able to use, which is fine, but I would love some inspiration. First title needs to have something to do with time being damaging. Second story has to do with metaphorically flying. Third story can be anything. Second thing I need help with is a bit harder. I’ve been stuck on this for awhile now, which is partially why I need to watch Smackdown! tonight. I was wondering if any of you had any ideas for some sort of joke that someone might say if a person was injured? Or just any wrestling-type joke between coworkers?

Yeah, if any of you guys can help me out with that, I’ll love you forever and draw you something pretty. ^^

So now that I’m done begging y’all for help I can ramble about different stuff. LIKE HOW AWESOME MY DAY WAS! = D I had ONE class today ‘cause I was listening to seem really interesting lectures about some stuff for envirothon. There were… 6, I think- Mile-a-Minute Weed, global warming and it’s effect on a lake in Africa, Eurasian Milfoil, birds of prey, amphibian “season”, and black bears. The birds of prey was the best because they brought 5 birds with them- screech owl, great horned owl, American kestrel, red tailed hawk, and turkey vulture. The turkey vulture kept trying to fly away. xD. It was seriously awesome, but I forgot I had a quiz in English so I missed that. ^^ ; It was worth it though ‘cause they were all seriously awesome.

Mmm, tis now 7 PM. One hour till wrestling… 7:15, 45 minutes to wrestling and I basically have nothing to say that’s not related to wrestling. xD;;; Gah, I’m rather pathetic, aren’t I?

Middle of wrestling, not technically supposed to be on the computer, NOTHING to help me become unstuck in my story. D= But one of Edge’s minions is gonna fight the Undertaker, so it’s all good. xD

Oh! My sister hurt her leg. = D She either sprained, pulled, or tore her calf muscle. She has to go to a special doctor person (the same one she saw when she had knee surgery last year) to figure out what’s wrong. She’s on crutches right now.

Aaaand I kinda have to write a rough draft of a paper for Thursday. 8-10 pages about the medieval witch hunts. Problem is I need at least 5 sources, but only 2 can be internet. AND I have NO books at ALL. I requested books from other libraries, but I have NO idea when they’ll get here. I’m going on a hunt for books tomorrow, but I probably won’t find a lot, which is a HUGE problem. So I won’t really be able to get a lot of the sketches and whatnot up for a week, since I REALLY need to work on that.

And I’m like, addicted to the dA forums. Even though I barely post there. AND I DON’T KNOW WHY! D= Actually I’m addicted to a lot of forums- dA, SB, FFN… I’m starting to think that I have horrible tastes in hobbies. I mean, seriously, looking through forums and obsessing over wrestling? Even to me that’s a bit bizarre, and that’s saying something.

I’m seriously considering doing some more work with my NaNo characters. I’ve been thinking about them a lot recently, one of the songs in my music project has spawned a picture about them. I’m thinking about doing some “deleted scenes” from my NaNo novel, just so I can work with Maeka and Viyro again. Gah, I wish it was November. NaNo is seriously awesome.

xD I was watching old DX clips earlier (yeah, more wrestling stuff). Gah, I’ve seen quite a few of them already but wow. xD They still crack me up. “I JUST KICKED ‘STAN’!” xD o.O Woah, I seriously just thought I typed in Satan instead of Stan. xD; Wow…

Changed some of the quotes in my journal. Left the one... ]]> ~willowehealer http://willowehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17074205/ http://willowehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17074205/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 13:45:55 PST

So yeah, this was mainly to get that huge poll off of my page, but I also have some updates for new pictures and whatnot.

I've been doing a lot of sketching, mainly fanart and a new design for Mil. So whenever I start finishing that I'm going to be posting a lot of them together. So all of my wrestling fanart will go in one or two deviations, all of my LotR stuff will go in one deviation, all of the sketches of Mil will go in one, etc. Most of them are drawn on lined paper, so I'll probably clean them up in Photoshop, leave them uncolored and post them that way. These may or may not be moved to scraps later, depending on my mood.

And I'm working on the song challenge- I have some ideas for songs, including one picture that I have no idea if I'll even be able to draw.

So yeah... that's about it. Expect those sketches to get up either this weekend or the following weekend, depending on what I have going on.

Prep
[ ] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aeropostale.
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader.
[ ] I'm pretty ditzy.
[ ] I wear pink 24/7.
[ ] My looks are very important to me.
[ ] I can’t live without my cell phone.
[ ] My hair is always straight.
[x] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot.
[ ] I laugh 24/7.
[ ] I have a million friends.
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies.
[ ] I'll only date popular guys. [I've yet to date them, but they are the only ones I go for.]
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music.
[ ] I have at least one designer bag.
[ ]My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics
[ ] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings. [10 min. I like sleeping, bitch. ANY other time, 3 hours.]
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love [; ; And fishnets, please?]
[x] I don't have a job.
[ ] I wear lots of makeup.
[ ] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes.
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute.
Total = 2

Emo

[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ ] I wear black everyday.
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar.
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[ ] I self mutilate myself.
[ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[ ] People have told me to cheer up.
[x] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[/] No one understands me.
[x] I don't talk too often.
[x] I look down when I walk.
[x] I wear black eyeliner.
[ ] My fingernails are black.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over.
[ ] My hair is black.
[ ] My hair covers one of my eyes.
[ ] I love Hot Topic.
[/] I always say 'life sucks'.
Total = 6

Nerd

[x] I have straight A's.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I always do my homework and study.
[x] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement. (Silver, if you added this…. >.<;;; )
[ ] Computer games = Love.
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'.
[x] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I have a bedtime.
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler.
[ ] I carry a calculator with me.
[ ] I bring my lunch to school.
[x] I always follow the rules.
[ ] I'm shy around the opposite sex.
[x] I'm always on the computer.
[x] I've never had beer or cigarettes.
[ ] I always answer every question in class right.
[x] I correct people's grammar.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] School is very important to me.
[ ] I always stump people.
Total = 10

Rebel

[ ] I always speak my mind. [I get kicked in the ass for it.]
[ ] I have 0% of school spirit.
[ ] Fuck you I won't do what you tell me!
[x] I stand up for what I think is right.
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors.
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite.
[ ] I won't listen to authority figures.
[ ] I always break the rules.
[\] I refuse to compromise.
[x] I'm always arguing with people.
[x] I love debate.
[ ] I always do what's unexpected of me.
[ ] I don't give a shit what people think of me.
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theatres, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'.
[ ] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions.
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs.
[ ] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what.
[ ] I laugh at compromising people.
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out.
[x] Rules were meant to be broken.
Total = 5.5

Jock

[x] I'm on one or more sport teams.
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket.
[ ] I've won awards for my athletic ability.
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys.
[ ] School Spirit 100%.
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports.
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time.
[ ] I'm muscular.
[ ] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day.
[ ] Go Team!
[ ] I'm a chick/dude magnet.
[x] I eat a lot.
[ ] I'm egotistical.
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades.
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table. [Its the jock/retard freshman/Anouchka table]
[ ] All I talk about with my friends is sports.
[ ] I go lots of sports games.
[ ] I'm very athletic
[ ] I wear sport inspired clothing.
[ ] I play at least 3 different sports.
Total = 2

Comedian

[ ] I'm very funny.
[ ] I'm always making jokes.
[ ] I interrupt class by making people laugh.
[ ] I always... ]]> ~willowehealer http://willowehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17031390/ http://willowehealer.deviantart.com/journal/17031390/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:46:07 PST

Started this last night, but was too lazy to finish it and actually post something. But yeah, outtakes from what I was going to post yesterday, then more rambling from me.

Oh! And if you don't want to read this then don't. No one's making you. =]

SO it seems that everyone who voted either wanted this journal or didn’t care, so therefore you are STUCK WITH IT! >8D Mwhahahahaha…. I’ll post on of these every Friday, whenever I get around to it.

SO, right now it is 6:30 PM and I am waiting for Smackdown to come on. I’m most likely going to zone out after Rey’s done talking or whatever and after Edge is done with… whatever he’s doing tonight. Not sure if he has a match or is just going to ramble. Either way, I basically want to see those two ‘cause London and Kendrick moved to Raw and Matt Hardy isn’t back yet. And those are basically the only people I like. Well, not true. I like Undertaker and Batista. And…. I don’t really remember who else is on Smackdown that I like. xD

No, wait! Undertaker’s going to be there ‘cause he’s the #1 contender for the Heavyweight Championship (which Edge has right now). So you’re gonna have something with those two! That’s gonna be a fucking awesome Wrestlemania match. As much as I wouldn’t mind see Edge win, Undertaker can’t lose ‘cause he needs to keep his undefeated streak. And yes, I just admitted to liking Edge. And yes, earlier I admitted to liking Matt Hardy. And yes, I missed the whole thing with Lita, which is probably why I like *both* of them. So, while I don’t think any of you will know what I’m talking about, if you’re thinking about replying about how I can’t like them both- shut the fuck up. Yes I can.

But I don’t think y’all want me to ramble about wrestling the entire time, so I’ll move on to something else. It just may take me awhile to come up with a topic ‘cause my mind is basically completely focused on wrestling right now, as sad as that sounds.

Oh! Random story from earlier this week! Apparently some of my classmates think I’m a horribly mean and rude person because I not only answered their questions, but earlier I refused to take part in a conversation about masturbation.
Yes, you heard me correctly.
And because of that, I am a horrible, horrible person. BECAUSE THAT MAKES SENSE! 8D
Dumbshits. And this was in an H-level class. What the fuck!? And here I was thinking that SMART people were supposed to be in the honors classes! For being “smart”, my H-level classmates are incredibly stupid. It’s really rather pathetic.

Ahahaha, more randomness, but have you guys seen Achmed the Dead Terrorists! No? I COMMAND you to! It is awesome. No, it’s godly. It just is. Ask Xiki. Or my sister or mom or aunt or anyone who’s seen it. It is so fucking hilarious. “I love Bu- Oh, you meant the President…” XD

Mmm, I know I said I was done talking about wrestling, but I lied. I just have one thing to get off my chest.
WHY THE FUCK DID JEFF HARDY CHANGE HIS ENTRANCE MUSIC!?
Seriously, his was all like, unique and you just KNEW he was going to come out and now it’s like, not, and omfg he needs to change it back! I mean, just… GAH! WHY!?

Mwhahaha, y’all are gonna have to deal with MORE wrestling stuff being posted later. I ish doodling wrestlers. I have… -thinks- Two Jeff Hardy doodles and one Edge doodle. I think I’m gonna wait until I’ve drawn the rest of the people I want, then post them up all at once. Just so you don’t have to worry about a gazillion and a half pictures of people that I don’t think any of you know.

Well, there ya have it. That's what I typed up last night. Of course, I going back over that and reading it I find myself wondering what the fuck I was thinking but hey, considering how this journal is completely rambling, I decided to just go ahead and post it.

Oh! And it snowed today. And I was being all lazy and pathetic all day and did NOTHING! xD Well no... I drew. Spent FOREVER trying to draw CM Punk only to FAIL. xD;;; And I wrote. Not a lot, but I did make some progress in that last chapter of a fic I'm supposed to be writing.

And I have found out that despite my honest attempts to remain a "fan" and not a "fangirl" I have failed. Honestly, completely failed. I mean I squealed. Yes, squealed. But it was so cute and just jfkdlfje Oh god. xD;;; I can never redeem myself.

You know, as amusing as this was to write, it's kinda hard. I mean, what's the difference between rambling on about stuff and just telling you guys what's been going on? o.O NOTHING! 'Cept this journal is longer, rambles on about wrestling, AND includes art updates! = D

Bah, I need to find (a) new quote(... ]]> ~willowehealer