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]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/20115645/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/20115645/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 15:21:39 PDT ) Might have to root through my external hard drive and go through all my old files to see what other short stories i have kicking about.

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I really do need a new job, this one is really killing me, i hate the customers and half the staff. Cept theres nothing in greenock, i was thinking of getting a transfer to paisley and moving there (as theres no way i could afford to move to glasgow yet) would save me on petrol money, hah theres a room to let in wankfaces flat as well, that would be interesting. No way could i move out, no way id be able to put up with people i dont know (actually people i do know as well) for any length of time really. Im rarely home where i live due to the vast amounts of travelling i do, living in paisley would cut down my travelling time to glasgow a lot as its like a 15 min drive to ais's but could i fuck put up with anyone during the times i would be there. People dont seem to get it, i dont care about you or your problems, im interested in me, how things effect me and my life, id kill claire or raymond if i lived with them. Ais i could easily live with, we would be perpetually drunk/high playing killzone mind you but meh what ya gonna do .

Uni seems to be going alright so far. I may still fuck things up and end up getting a job as a lowly leb technician...meh jobs a job though would probably require better money to feed all my habits.

/rant

Tried to do some writing, which despite me being sooo confused over things lately (i really hate my brain sometimes) i appear to have writers block, i can usually sort through things when i write about them but img etting nothing here dammit...

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I has halo 3 now, its sooo pretty. So much killing as well eeeep!

I had a list of things to do today but i think my cars buggered I have to be in glasgow tonight!!!! I have to go in town to buy hair dye, i shall have to get the bus

I was hoping for some sort of house party the night but all friends of ghey or are for some reason in england so cathouse for new years eve, should be fairly decent, i shall get mangled.

He fucked her over as well, and while this makes me happy knowing the fact thats he has the problem and not me, it makes me hate her less.

Mindblowing on friday night .

bamboo was good, ais pulled a guy i liked, but then she just thought it was one of the free for all hot men like the others. Trying not to be bitter about it. But then i think she needs to calm down a bit, some guy already thought she was a whore and outside rev stuck his hand down the back of her jeans and underwear to touch her up.

I hope my cars ok, i really love and need that thing, mechanics open on hogmany?

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I could care less about him at the moment. There are at least people interested in me, granted its annette and fraser but still its...options :S. Meh wanted to play halo 3 the day as my brother got my it, but for some bizzare reason the disc stopped working, even though i was playing it before dinner. Heh never actually played through any halo games meself. Played through the first two with gary. Wants to plays it now!!! Will have to wait til craig exchanges it mind. Should get it soon enough, im in glasgow often enough.

Not really enjoyed christams, i usually loved eating too much and drinking too much then sleeping away half of boxing day. Not really a big eater these days (unless im out with cp and pablo...mmm tony romas ftw) shall still be boozing til i pass out but ive got work the mora, and boxing day is usually a really busy day. I bet i havent even washed my work stuff...may do that later when im more drunk hehehe.

]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/15988471/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/15988471/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 15:09:22 PST . Wants more.

]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/15900015/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/15900015/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 15:42:08 PST I suppose i may be less likely to die this week then. Uni the mora and thursday, then driving straight down the road to go to work, then driving up to glasgow for bamboo after work and getting drunk on vodka thats a fucking pound! Work on friday. Friday night is 12hr cheesy pop night, 8pm til 8am. I shall somehoew managed to to sruvive that and stay the whole time then drive down the road for work on saturday. And then its bedlam on saturday night. A few hours kip and then down the road on sunday to make myself presentable to go out for food with friends. Death-o-rama.

Although i aint getting my car back today, too much stuff needs done on it, and the guy who does the welding wont be in til 5. I really need my car the mora, gotta go to uni then get back down the road to start work at half five then drive up to glasgow to pick up ais get reading and hit the booze before going to bamboo to hit it even harder. Hopes McCoy will be out, summit nice to look at at least heh.

So not seen or heard from him since the second of december, why did i have to go and want more. Granted im fine with what we do/have just wish i had more of it. Not like theres a queue of people lining up for me, i genuinely thought he liked me. But them im stupid and never know what people really think. Meh fuck it i dont care. I'll take what i can get from him til something better comes along, if hes ever around for me to get anything that is. theres isnt much in the way of other options mind, the majority of guys at rev are studenty emo freaks, bedlam, well nah no decent guys there only one hot man and thats brian but hes working there. Bamboo, well thats just full of freaking forumers and i think its fair to say ive kissed far too many of them already :S

I seemed to have calmed down about work lately though. Im no longer at the point of creaming about quitting. Im sick of letting things get on top of me, when i nearly started crying at my till a few weeks ago (not just due to work obv) it was awful. Although im working about 34 hours this week and trying to cope with uni im not making as many mistakes in work. Granted i am completely exhausted and in dire need of someone to really talk to, im not comfortable with opening up. Granted this is diffferent despite being uber public as its unlikely people will really read it.

I dont want to bother Ais with any of it with what shes going through right now. God i sit and give him loads of advice about how to approach things and he gives her valium? Shes on anti-depressants she shouldnt be mixing them with anti-anxiety tablets. Im going to boot fuck out him when i get my hands on him. God the drugs thing was bad enough with harrison i dont want her sucked into that stuff again, shes just going to end up a complete waster. More so than she is now. Is she even looking for a job? Will i ever get my money back? And wtf with the oh ive got to buy christmas presents with my dole money. Um how about no, you tell people you are unemployed and cant buy and frakking presents and pay me back!

/rant

edit:

Ok he was just working a lot, lord he must of been doing some horrible hours and wacky shifts to not get a chance to get online. Hopefully he'll have money to go out in the new year then, means i'll get a chance to see him when im more like myself, ok so i mean drunk but im not myself around new people. I just cant seem to be meselfy, lord i mean im not shy about other things with him for christ sake. Its odd indeed. SHE messaged me the day, seems she didnt know who i really was on the boards. Ive been trying to get her to come out on thursday, god im beyond cruel and i love it!

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I have no free time for writing or drawing. Permaybehaps if i wasnt playing mass effect/SMG/assassins creed i would oops.

Subcrawl was good despite me dim memories (ie nothing really after hillhead tho i vaguelly recall being in coopers). Kissed far too many forumers. And certainly not the right one. Shouldnt of been melodramatic and snubbed him oops. Highlight of the nights had to be the neil gaiman salt writing. Class! Though im surprised ais talked the bouncers into letting me into bedlam. I really am just going to blame work. I didnt even get a dinner break so hadnt eaten anything all day.

The alt nation launch night at bamboo also involved me being a bit too drunk. poor McCoy everyone was touching his arse.

Why is it when i go looking for a fuckbuddy they fall in love with me, but when i go looking for a relationship i get this? Ok hes got trust issues with girls, and ive said im ok with the just fun thing. But i am looking for something more...this is getting very meloish. Frakked if i can remember the password for my melo now so feck it!

Cathouse should be good this week, 17th birthday on fri methinks, thankfully the one night i have off and ive got a late start on saturday.
Ii should go to my bed right now, 12 hr shift the mora. Er i dunno if ive washed my work stuff. oh well gonna have to stay up for that anyway! I may just sit here for hours on end and over analyse things to the point where im going absolutely crazy, sounds like a solid plan indeed. I mean who needs sleep these days anyway pft!

Ok im definately ranting. Stupid him on my myspace cant rant there.

As for designs for my next tattoo...well i suck at drawing most of the time.

Not much else happening lately. Not skint anymore thanx to the awful hours im working and the lovely (yet stupid) people at saas/slc. Although i have car insurance to pay in a few days and my car needs mot'd now as well which really sucks.

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Ok so Uni is officially kicking my arse. Less time spent in the cathouse permaybehaps. Nah who am i kidding. less time working! Srsly 34 hours and full time uni, im exhausted. I do make time to go out, which i guess most people dont.

Subcrawl on sat before bedlam interesting , only know a few people going, but Rory said hes going so yay .
Assassins creed is good, while not as good as id hope im still liking ti very much so. Loving super mario galaxy as well. Roll on friday for Mass Effect, now that im sure will be fantastical.

I need a fricking time machine. Sat im working til 5, which is good coz im not in at night. But im going to miss a big chunk of the subcrawl so shall have to drink on the way to meeting people to catch up. And it seems blitzers having some sort of medieval feast which sounds absolutely awesome! Much hearty ale! Meat! And of course i usually go watch the demons eye play at catwalk before i head to bedlam. Argh shall have to skip blitzers thing and hope he comes out to bedlam. Go tot he subcrawl and get stupidly drunk and then head to bedlam, hopefully in a good mood where i dont punch brian hehe.

Oh i hopes im not working a week on friday morning, the thing at bamboos sounds funsies. Im betting im down to work the thursday night as well, feck uni then driving down for work and then driving up to glasgow to go to an altnation thingy thing. Tis no wonder i consume so much coffee :S

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Pretty much finished college, finally.

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And i have games to buy lawlz. Well hopefully clair will get the job in gamestation so i can rape her discount.

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I havent written anything new, i havent drawn anything new, at least i dont think ive written anything new. I have no frakking clue where my notebook is. Ive just not had the opportunity to write anything, i have no major emotions, no one im interested to pine over :-p (well sort of but sorta not...meh i'll see in a few weeks :-p ). Im not upset, or angry (or well no more than i usually am). Im not even that busy, as i dont need to study much for college...i'll probably be bored in the summer and write then...drive somewhere pretty/inspirational or some crap like that :-p ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/7789109/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/7789109/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 10:25:06 PST ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/7516298/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/7516298/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 10:16:51 PST ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6962790/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6962790/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 13:18:47 PST
If i find the time i'll be trying to write something. I really want to get this done!

On a side note i draw a Fray picture a while back which was well in my opnion kinda crappy...her eyes were too high up. And i then coloured it in....mspaint! As this was before i got a new pc (which was like 2 years ago...) and someone asked if they could colour it properly so heres the link if anyone would like to see it.

[link] ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6718268/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6718268/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 05:29:07 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6563799/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6563799/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 13:23:25 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6551661/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6551661/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 03:27:45 PDT *happy dance happy dance happy dance* ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6460638/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6460638/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 16:28:10 PDT
i am again drunk but i would be doing happy dance anyway!!! ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6406921/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6406921/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 16:11:13 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6335671/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/6335671/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 16:45:10 PDT

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All in all i am staying but i wont be around much (cause im usually on here sooooo often :-p)

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ive not been up to much....well i dont really do anything.....its my birthday in a couple of weeks...nothing special...cant wait till the 27th of august though...Shindiggeryness

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YinYang by ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5579395/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5579395/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 12:06:11 PDT Birth date: 5th August 1985
Birthplace: Glasgow, Scotland
Current location: Greenock, Scotland
Eye color: Blue/ grey
Hair colour: Dark red
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Leo

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage: Scottish, Irish
Shoes you wore today: my trainers...their blue n shiny
Your weakness: i have no weakness....
Your fears: Spiders
Your perfect pizza: Dominos tandoori chicken and sausage extra cheese (large)

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

Your most overused phrase on aim/msn: dont go on msn enuff to have one
Your thoughts waking up: nyergh?
Your best physical feature: my hair...and ahem breast area
Your bedtime: N/A lol

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: KFC
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: liptone ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: uh neither a large peppermint mochaccino with and extra shot of espresso

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU...?

Smoke: No
Cuss: yeah
Single: i do single...very well actually
Think you've been in love: i am..
Liked high school: i liked 6th year
Want to get married: yeah
Believe in yourself:yeah right
Get motion sickness: nopers
Think you're attractive: slightly.
Think you're a health freak: lmfao...
Get along with your parents: my mum yeah
Like thunderstorms: yaaay best weather
Play an instrument: yes i do...badly

LAYER SIX: THE PAST MONTH

Drank alcohol: of course
Done a drug: Nope
Gone on a date: um no....i dont really go on dates
Gone to the mall: Like I'm ever away from the place!
Been on stage: No
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: ive had one oreo....
Eaten sushi: No
Been dumped: No, thankfully.
Gone skating: No
Gone skinny dipping: No
Dyed your hair: Yeah i done it last nite
Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN: EVER

Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: many many many many many many times
Been caught "doing something": yeah
Been called a tease?: Yep
Gotten beaten up: Nope
Shoplifted: yeah
Changed who you were to fit in: yeah right

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER

Age you hope to be married: 24
Numbers of children: 2
Describe your dream wedding: where we get married then hang out with our friends...something simple....but apparently with lotz of irn bru....
How do you want to die: im not gonna
What do you want to be when you grow up?: evil scientist...working for an evil super villian (elitefourlorelei)

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY

Best eye color?: greeny brown
Best hair color?: mine? no wait...brown...dnt like blondes
Short or Long Hair: short...cant have a guy with hair longer than mine
Height: taller than me
Best first date location: ummm the cinema.....hanging out just having fun
Articles of Clothing: what gary wears...mmm tight jeasns...gary butt lol....he has nice clothes

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS

Number of people I could trust with my life: One
Number of CD's I own: a lot
Number of piercings: two...me ears
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: lots of times
Number of things in my past that I regret: ok if i get into the list we could be here fore a while ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5299719/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5299719/ Sun, 08 May 2005 06:45:22 PDT Serenity trailer

A must see movie this year, out Oct 7th ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5168010/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/5168010/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 13:59:18 PDT
Dunno when that will be as i have exams coming up eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/4975901/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/4975901/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 01:17:52 PST
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Well technically it is but im sure there will be people who will find faults fro me to correct...as i cannot see them because its my work and im blind to things like that mostly

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I will try and get it done...and i'll try and go through the 68 deviations on my watch list...im only even on here for 5 mins at a time.

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Submitted a "poem" i wrote it last week but im not even sure what its about :-p god im sooo bored....... ]]> ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3442601/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3442601/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 10:16:17 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3413643/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3413643/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 12:09:32 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3275037/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/3275037/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:51:21 PDT ~wiltedrose http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/1699068/ http://wiltedrose.deviantart.com/journal/1699068/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 07:58:33 PDT

Ok i went a bit far in explaining why i hadnt been writing...and i probably wont be writing anything till i leave this job on the 17th.....like three weeks of barely seeing my bf...hes my inspiration...he gets me writing....also it gives me something to do when hes drawing cz i get bored really easily....tho i have books to read....i keep telling myself im doing "research" by reading fantasy books....im really not i jst love reading :-p


The sun beats down on me
Shadows of pain and hurt are cast all around
I have my light back
Yet the darkness creeps forward
I am paying for my crimes
I drip with sin for i have no morals to compramise

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